#cb said when we met i stood out cos i radiated warmth
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feel like the sun the way no one will look directly at me in all my magnificence
#yah yah dramatic and I’m not that gr8#but I have wonderful things abt me ik i do#even when I’m all self loathing ik there’s still undeniable good here#anyway point is#all my best parts everything I love in myself#no one will even glance at and it drives me crazy#anyone who sees me looks so briefly#through some kinda lense that obscures me#and it’s all so so so shallow#o man not to sound like a 13 yr old loser poet but straight up cb was my moon#probs why I absolutely burned for him he reflected everything I love about myself & therefore loved him#but anyway. such a lonely experience. I’m here. Im bright#I’m not hiding behind a single cloud fuckin hell#I’m always coming at things with authenticity and vulnerability#and everyone is shielding their view I swear#look at me LOOK AT ME#I’m not gonna blind u#cb said when we met i stood out cos i radiated warmth#and this is exactly what i fucking mean#I’m tryna rádiate that warmth and ppl are like hiding from me going brrrr cold and dark here . can’t see much#then they switch on some god awful fluorescents to see what they wanna. badly#😔#whole self is going through it#I think this is pluto retrograding in cap again. cap stellium is displeased
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