#cause in the mv they are smiling to each other while singing it in a way that makes me believe true love exists and yeah...
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jackredfieldwasmyjacob · 1 year ago
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btw happy día de la almudena to c tangana and nathy peluso in specific
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tokiiee · 1 year ago
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Hey, Hi! Your post "dating the 9th member" with SKZ maknae line appeared in mine Timeline and is PERFECT 👌 I LOVE IT SO MUCH and i came here to see if you have a hyung line version bcuz is so good 😻😻 love you 💖
dating the ninth member — stray kids ( pt.2 )
stray kids dating the ninth member : pairing ( hyung line ) x member!reader genre fluff, romance, blurb(?) cw gn!reader, lowercase on purpose ( archive )
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bang chan ( 방찬 )
of course being the leader he’s supportive of everyone and is protective when it comes to the members, but fans have noticed how he’s extra supportive and protective of you. when reacting to your guy’s new mv he’ll be smiling extra hard when your part pops up. not to mention when it comes to being in public with all the paparazzi and fans, he’ll stand extra close to you and if he thinks you’re dangerously far away..he’ll grab your arm to pull you closer to him. honestly not obvious, but there is definitely things that cause rumors.
lee minho ( 이민호 )
you guys are so cute, sitting next to each other during every live. you’ll help each other when it comes to choreography. he’s kind of a tease so I see him on a solo live, reading comments asking if you and him are dating or something and he’ll just stare, smirking before saying something like “you guys think we’re dating?” before just going back to smirking. definitely smirks/laughs every time the question comes up. ( he’ll never reveal it because he loves to keep everyone guessing, but also wants you guys to have privacy )
seo changbin ( 서창빈 )
he’s your number one supporter. changbin is always hyping you up while on stage or during practices.. even while recording. he’ll smile the whole time you sing and praises you for your voice. your guy’s relationship is so cute because you show your love and physical affection while alone, but in front of cameras and even in front of the other members you guys wont show too much physical affection. there are tiny things you’ll do around the cameras and other members like linking pinkies or just smiling at each other for an extended amount of time, but otherwise you guys aren’t too physical in front of anyone <3
hwang hyunjin ( 황현진 )
everyone is obsessed with you guys. you guys are so cute and everyone loves your guy’s chemistry. during vlogs, he’ll come up behind you and wrap his arms around your shoulders and smiles while you talk to the camera. also, on stage when you guys have partner work.. the eye contact??? though he does show his affection, he’s careful. he doesn’t want to ruin anything for the group or even for you so he keeps it to a minimum. i think that people would ship you guys half as a joke and half honestly. the chemistry is too strong to ignore which keeps everyone guessing.
© tokiiee 2O23.
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pjsk-writin · 2 years ago
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HII AMIA :DD agwhehav I can't believe your reqs are open :DD
Anyway, this little idea came to my mind after watching the Romeo and Cinderella 3d mv, and you know that one gay scene with Airi and Shizuku? Instead of Airi or Shizuku, it was the reader who was singing, and you know that gay romantic part? how would prsk boys (seperate) react if their s/o were having a romantic moment with someone else while singing Romeo and cindrella????
hihi!! and OOHOOO this was fun, hope u like this !! <3
♡ NOT YOUR ROMEO - Akito Shinonome, Toya Aoyagi, Tsukasa Tenma and Rui Kamishiro x Reader
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Akito:
Akito knows it's stupid, really stupid, but he can't help the twinge of jealousy in his chest
He always loves to watch you perform, he could get lost watching you all day. There was just something about this performance that made his chest clench
The way you and your dance partner were gazing at each other, hands barely brushing over the other's face, made him feel...something
He always did have a problem feeling like he wasn't good enough for his groupmates, and it seemed to bleed into this
He tries to not make a big deal out of it after the show, but you can tell all of his actions and smiles seem more forced than anything
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Toya:
Toya will definitely feel weird, but he doesn't know what exactly is causing it
He's not used to the pang of jealousy in his chest. He's never really had a reason to be jealous, he always enjoys watching you perform no matter what was happening
But as he watched you gaze into your dance partner's eyes, the soft smile on your lips as you both stepped closer, he felt weird, and not in a good way
He doesn't really know how to handle or grasp it. He's so used to being calm in most situations, so he tries his best to stay as calm as possible
He also doesn't make a big deal out of it after the show. He might talk about it with you when you get home, but that's only if you ask if something's wrong-
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Tsukasa:
Tsukasa is honestly the most normal about the whole thing-
Does he feel a little jealous about you performing with someone else? Of course, but there's nothing like seeing his favorite co-star shining on stage!
He's honestly more entranced by the way you're moving across the stage, your moves make him forget about your dance partner-
The pang of jealousy in his chest gets shoved down and replaced with his absolute awe for you, and a drive to one day be the person dancing with you!
He's so supportive after the dance is over, congratulating both you and your dance partner before claiming that he'll be the one doing that dance with you soon!
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Rui:
Rui gets really jealous, but it's not like there's really anything he can do about it, right?
He's so used to shoving down those kinds of feelings anyway, the fear of losing everyone, the fear of losing you...All of it gets shoved down to deal with on his own.
He watches you with your dance partner, and the jealousy brewing in his chest gets harder and harder to shove down
He loves you, and he knows that you love him, but he still can't help the fear and jealousy that floods through him as he watches you dance
You try to find him after the show, but it seems he's fled the scene entirely. He's gonna spend a long night in the workshop...
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manytoonepoet13 · 6 months ago
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Fragaria Memories Charcoal - White Poem + Short Visual and Lyric Analysis.
Walking the streets at night,
The beat intertwines with the rhythm of our hearts.
Neon lights paint the city.
While graffiti breathes into its walls.
This urban landscape is filled with the poetry of rhythm and lyrics.
Footsteps narrate stories and smiles convey more than words ever could.
Here is a place where everyone can be themselves authentically.
Read for more insights: Fragaria Memories - Your Melody Song Analysis Essay. Fragaria Memories - Fragaria Memories - Ever Red Visual Analysis Essay
a.) Poem Analysis.
"Neon lights paint the city. While graffiti breathes into its walls"
What's interesting about this is the usage of graffiti as a metaphor.
You see, graffiti is understood as anti-social behavior performed in order to gain attention or as a form of thrill seeking, but it also can be understood as an expressive art form. And during the 20th century in the US and Europe, it has been used in identifying or claiming territory for memorializing dead gang members in an informal "orbituary", for boasting about crimes committed by gang members, and for challenging rival gangs as a prelude to violent confrontations. Britannica.
What got me thinking is the fact that it is used to memorialize dead gang members, if ever that were the case here in Fragaria as well, the line " While graffiti breathes into its walls." may relate to the idea of Chaco's past self resurfacing back into this world, directly going against the seeds, the "Neon lights" that paints the city.
Other than that, this reminds me of Your Melody where the seeds came in the form of the the mansion and that it's supposed to overpower the meadow so that it can continue on with this illusion the seeds have created for themselves so they can dominate, overpower the knights, and ultimately the world of Fragaria.
Given that he is described to have hidden motives, I'll assume, given the graffiti metaphor, he has caused destruction within the Noir Continent that also caused the fall of the first timeline, and the juxtaposition of the poem and the mv will finally make some sense.
"Footsteps narrate stories, and smiles convey more than words ever could. Here is a place where everyone can be themselves authentically."
Everyone but him.
He has been deeply intertwined with whatever has happened, or whatever he has done that in creating this poem, it felt like irony in it's finest form.
This is not him, this is not how he felt, and he is becoming ever so desperate that you can even hear it in his voice as well as he's singing.
b. Visual Analysis.
What got me thinking was this checker piece labeled as "????????" at 0:24.
Me and my best friend related the checker piece with Chaco and that having both sides in black and white symbolizes the good and evil in Chaco - going back to the point where he is described to have hidden motives. So I'd say the question marks align pretty well.
Another thing that caught my eye is what was happening during 0:31 - 0:33 where we see an hour glass and what seems to be the object being placed atop each other, making them overlap as well as look distorted.
This may relate to my theories about the overlapping timeline and how the overlapping have distorted time itself, therefore causing a timeloop.
Though I would like to add in another theory, that being the third timeline theory.
This theory was formed because of the repetition of the number 3 within this franchise. So, the theory goes like this: The first timeline is where everything began, the second timeline is where we're currently in, and the third timeline is the byproduct of the overlapping of the two timelines. Though I should point out that the timelines are quite parallel to each other, and the nuances are easily overlooked.
0:39 - 0:57 is quite interesting with the usage of checkers and chess.
In the game Checkers, the main goal is to take all of your opponent's pieces, while in Chess, the main goal is to take your opponent's king.
What me and bestfriend have pointed out is how these choice of board games may describe the form of attack the knights used in both timelines to defeat the seeds.
The first timeline utilizes checkers, where their main goal is to eliminate the seeds as quickly as possible - which is actually what we see in the voice dramas. Going in headfirst using their magic. But in the second timeline, they realized that going in headfirst while desperately trying to eliminate every single seed they encounter wouldn't work. So, what they did is take a strategic form of attack and will infiltrate the seeds at it's source.
This could explain the various markings found in the mv; the numbers, the letters, the lines, scribbles and many more. I believe this is them taking the said strategic form of attack. Analyzing each and every part of their plan to ensure that, this time, it'll be a success.
The fact that the screen has this table divided into four columns, I'd say this is to organize their plan better.
Another part that caught my attention during this timestap is the part where Chaco sang "But I'll believe in my charcoal.", but in the mv, it showed "But in my charcoal I'll believe.".
The difference between the two sentences can easily be overlooked, but it's the nuance between the two what makes it interesting.
"But I'll believe in my charcoal." is in present continuous, (also known as present progressive) tense, meaning that he is indeed believing in his charcoal (or himself) and will proceed to do such even in the near or far future.
(While "am/is/are + verb-ing" is the formula for present continuous, I believe this sentence will still be a part of this given it's intention and the way the lyrics flow. Let's say he's already believing in himself, but here, he's stating that we will still believe in his charcoal for a lot more time to come.)
This also feels like as though he was trying to re-assure himself, that despite whatever doubts he is having, he will believe in his charcoal, he will believe in himself.
"But in my charcoal I'll believe." is clearly in future tense, the intention being he has yet to believe in his charcoal, in himself.
Here, it's like he's trying to urge himself, or even convince himself that, in the near future, he will learn how to believe in himself.
(I'd say the first line came from the first timeline, and the second line come from the second timeline.)
Because, like I said, the seeds are trying to take control over his entire body, how can he really believe in himself when he can't even be sure whether or not he's in control of his own body? This is actually shown throughout the mv where the graffiti (their true selves) is slowly being covered up by the neon lights (the seeds).
This may be why he rebels.
You see, the usage of skateboards is another interesting thing to look at.
Every skateboarder would say that skate boarding feels very rewarding to them. On a personal level, all skateboarders have one attitude in common: they don't fail then give up. They fail until they succeed. Linky.Innvation.
This is why in some cases, people see is as the ups and downs of some emotional situation or relationship. And why we have the saying "skating through life", it is often referred as a cop-out way to live; avoiding the difficult things to get through in life. While this is saying is commonly reserved for the lazy, I believe Chaco would like to escape this pain he's been feeling to overcome every difficultly just so he can finally breathe and be as authentic as he'd like to be, despite knowing that he probably can't.
c.) Lyric Analysis.
"I knew the field would suit you, bloom as you please, astralagus, no no no."
"Up up up I don't wanna hear any of that Clap Clap Clap relaying messages, come on. The audience cheers in our recognition."
"But I'll believe, yet even so, I can't help but fool myself. See, it'll never turn white, this charcoal."
"Like the first snow or a cotton wool, I'll never be as good as you. Cover myself in ashes so that I can say I am me. Oath to you."
"It's all the same in someone else's eyes. I'm building up walls of my own. Break it all down, think about it, go beyond."
"Overcome. Wearing a robe of light. Let all emotions, as gray as they are. Rushed by the heat. Heyday, Heyday, Heyday, Heyday, running away."
What's quite heartbreaking is the use of the flower "Astralagus" which means "Your presence softens my pain. What kind of pain you may ask? Not knowing whether or not the person everyone is cheering for is you, or if this is even you and not some evil. But are you even better?
Or, whether or not you are worthy of being here in the first place when everyone can be their authentic selves but you just can't?
How everything sees ok with everyone else but here you are... desperately trying to make yourself worthy, building up walls to keep up with this façade, trying to be as carefree as you can because there's a possibility that one wrong move will expose all of you. And how the judgement will be so tricky given that you are standing on the cusp of good and evil; the two being on either side of the same coin.
But as Chaco tries to overcome such, he will be greeted by the comforting light of the sun, where he can finally let go and feel every "worthless" emotion that has been pent up for so long.
And he will finally hit that peak in his life that he had been running away from because he was scared.
But not anymore. He can finally be his true self, without having to fear about making the same mistakes.
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"The knights ask for nothing in return for their love."
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waiting-on-a-dream · 2 years ago
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𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝟎𝟎𝟓: 𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐨 𝐇𝐚𝐤𝐮
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"...Am I dreaming?"
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𝐆𝐞��𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨
Name: Endo Haku / 遠藤 白 (The kanjis of his last name mean "distant" and "wisteria", and his first name means "white".)
Status: Prisoner 005
Gender: Male
Age: 17
Birthday: September 14 (Virgo)
Height: 175 cm
Blood type: A
Image color: #ADD8E6
Occupation: High school student
Personality: Haku is pragmatic and logical, often able to keep a cool-head under pressure and resolve issues efficiently. This traits of his has earned him the reputation of being a neutral third party for disputes at Milgram. That doesn't mean he's a judge per say. The other prisoners just ask for his opinion and it somehow resolves the argument most of the time. How miraculous.
He's also reserved and introverted, so he prefers to keep to himself. He won't start conversations, but has no problem talking to someone if they approach him. They'll be able to witness a more talkative side to him if they manage to bring up a topic he's passionate about.
Compared to the other prisoners in high school, he could be considered disciplined and well-behaved. He helps out with the chores and has proper manners that endear him to most of the older prisoners. Seems he's just naturally popular.
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𝐌𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨
Which canon Milgram song he would cover: HARROW (How heavy “HARROW” “HARROW”; If it damaged someone’s dream to the points of stopping it) (He's not as aggressive as Kotoko of course. It's just that certain lines in this song suit the mood of his crime. I think he'd end up singing it like Es would tho: lifelessly. 💀)
Which DECO*27 song he would cover: Haru Ichi
If he could cover a song by a different Vocaloid producer, which one would it be: Servant of evil by Akuno-P (Reveals a LOT about him oof)
His MV description: His MV mostly takes place in an auditorium. The colours that appear are bright and pastel, no deep colours are present. A piano and violin duet makes up most of the melody.
The MV starts with Haku doing a ballet routine with another boy. They share the same shade of black hair, but the other's is shorter. Haku's costume is white, whilst the other wears black.
An audience watch in adoration and awe as the pair continue to dance on stage. Their stares start to make Haku feel nervous. His dance partner smiles and tugs him into doing an impromptu tango routine. Haku is so shocked, he snaps out of his anxiety.
Haku smiles too after a while, enjoying the freestyle dance. But the audience starts to frown and whisper to each other, unhappy with the sudden change of routine. Haku slows down for a moment to look at them, his worry returning tenfold.
The stage gives out under him and his partner, as if a sinkhole had suddenly appeared out of nowhere. Haku finds himself falling with the other holding tightly onto his arm.
As they continue falling into a dark void, Haku looks down to see his partner laughing almost thrillingly. He smiles fondly and presses a kiss to the other's head. The MV ends.
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𝐕𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬
-- 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬
(Neutral) My name is Endo Haku. I'm 17 years old this year and a high school student. So I'll be judged INNOCENT or GUILTY based on your morals and values? I hardly think that's fair. (Annoyed)
(Comforting) T*er*, th**e. H* c*n't h**t y*u a*ym**e.
-- 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐫
He really has been causing so much trouble, huh?
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𝐓𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐚
His favourite colour is...you guessed it! White.
His favourite food is nikuman (Japanese steamed pork buns).
He likes to watch science documentaries in his free time.
He attends a prestigious music school and can play the piano.
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𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬
I cannot draw. So picrew saves the day once again!
I don't like how his picture is a little blurry, but I can't imagine him in any other way so I guess I'll keep the picture as it is.
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baekhvuns · 1 year ago
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Yessss EXO comeback without THE Kai makes no sense?! BUT NOW BAEK, XIUMIN AND CHEN SUING?! LET'S FUCKING GO AND KILL SM!!! Though I read it may affect the comeback, I'm so here for this. It's fucked up what SM has been doing... and now they're like "someone's manipulating our artists to sue us!" It's all on you bitches 😭😭😭 everyone should fucking sue, I can only imagine how bad it is for literally everyone if they're treating their senior artists this way. Every day I wake up to more SM bullshit 🤡🤡🤡🤡 they want people to sign contracts for HOW LONG, 18 YEARS?! https://twitter.com/taeikai/status/1664074788002734080?t=NaBQvrarA3_yX7Rc4RBv6w&s=19
Lmaaoooo https://twitter.com/theeeoniy/status/1664075788797489152?t=y5Tw5SwAEBtKaTDOXbRzWg&s=19 Now this.... https://twitter.com/theeeoniy/status/1664111611836243968?t=0aBOTQbxYNQmd-Xaenysrw&s=19
Okay but I laughed https://twitter.com/mikhaylacl/status/1664083113469947904?t=NgDdZL2skoG5Ck7fvDDdIA&s=19
But about Kai again... he was always there doing the most, whether in EXO, solo or even in S*p*rM, just like Taemin. Damn they're very similar in thie regard 😭🤧 and BTS law is the worst thing that has happened for real, DON'T GIVE ARMCHAIRS MORE POWER WTFFFF
And Suho wedding singer? Seonghwa better sings at OUR wedding 😊
YESSSS I WAS IN THIS AREA AND KEY WAS SO CLOSE TOO AAAAAAAA we waved at each other, uwu https://twitter.com/mingblinger/status/1662430887315664899?t=Uic4HfL4kahn0dMUNSRqiA&s=19
But CHOI MINHO?! https://twitter.com/TttxxxtttBlue/status/1662437298766741504?t=5JemyryO7lo0kQmV9DwJGA&s=19 Like... https://twitter.com/mingblinger/status/1662822383231574019?t=TmI-_w1N3BDFFRFQ6lGLvg&s=19
They saw Jesus fr https://twitter.com/butteringcandy/status/1662424918708097028?t=eX7z5yPgT6E1il2L4t4_iA&s=19
This is the song, it's a bside https://twitter.com/otjmkfive/status/1662424320092561408?t=GRq3xZwh4fpEAM2yzWZpKA&s=19
To think fuckass SM wanted them to perform for 5k people EVIL https://twitter.com/flyingone_/status/1662469667938783233?t=jHgLSdwPZY2_mFMJCbGYeQ&s=19
Omfg, no bc some True Beauty stans got mad at OP for tweeting this, like they didn't even say anything awful and also BE SERIOUS THAT WAS UNHINGED https://twitter.com/bloodbendin/status/1659619348120494080?t=OTvASuuv3VxfGZDnUjQ6YA&s=19
I checked the Yoona x Junho drama and I'll be waiting!
I'm sorry Hwa you're gorjus, but once you opened that mouth to reveal chrome silver teeth I jumped 😭😭😭😭 he took the flexing a bit too far. sometimes he's trying too hard with the bad boy persona and I have no choice, but laugh, cause he's so NOT intimidating to me 😅 maybe if they gave grillz to Joong or Mingi it'd be more tolerable, though barely anyone in kpop can pull that look off. Perhaps Taeyong cause he's a weird guy, so paired with silly fits it's kinda a vibe. But SEONGHWA? The mother, the MILF...the vampire, the demon???
Their lore was previously used in a more versatile way even though they were doing pirate concepts for a while, now they're what??? I wanted space cowboys tbh. I feel like the lore is well put together, but also the plot has been kinda lost and idc anymore. I hope they overthrow the government soon so we can smile a little 🙂 I
Taeyong bestie how are you doing ahsgzgzhgabzbzhzgxhxhagaxjds https://twitter.com/mrkyomi/status/1664081703437205504?t=gT-lcqwq9WWej-u2USVN3w&s=19 makes sense why he copyrighted all his tracks. But also uhmmmm
https://twitter.com/taeyeweon/status/1664202682922577921?t=HUXeZEXkzenNjUO-9ACvJA&s=19 💀 the qrts are killing me. The MV teaser?! He's so weird and cool
PLS I WILL EAT HIM AND I'LL FIGHT KQ FOR NOT INCLUDING HWA https://twitter.com/nobodylikehwa/status/1663874270986944513?t=1L4uBdkvfsVhW0ZFBLksOg&s=19 Uhm?! https://twitter.com/thinkingabtpsh/status/1663875558826995715?t=1D37uR0avocuC279tOqfDw&s=19
https://twitter.com/kbs_super/status/1664195076698914819?t=Yh5wmCgy_IMX_jd4xMhbTA&s=19
Me in middle school getting to know kpop cause of SM's artists mostly https://twitter.com/oluwatoge/status/1664089893063016449?t=zHceqprfykF-Hma24Nz9fA&s=19
Fuck them kids, but Skz and Atz on the Return of Superman! Woosanhwa... I just know some of you will get baby fever ajhxhaysuagahsgafasf, not me, but y'all stay safe!
I also rode Ateez's chilli pepper train, lmao KQ is spending all their budget on the promos. And I went to a mini fan meeting with Skz and got gifts and locked eyes with Lino 👀
Heh tenelkadjo new fic alert... NERD?!?! - DV 💖
hello!!!
Yessss EXO comeback without THE Kai makes no sense?! BUT NOW BAEK, XIUMIN AND CHEN SUING?! LET'S FUCKING GO AND KILL SM!!! Though I read it may affect the comeback, I'm so here for this. It's fucked up what SM has been doing... and now they're like "someone's manipulating our artists to sue us!" It's all on you bitches 😭😭😭 everyone should fucking sue, I can only imagine how bad it is for literally everyone if they're treating their senior artists this way. Every day I wake up to more SM bullshit 🤡🤡🤡🤡 they want people to sign contracts for HOW LONG, 18 YEARS?! https://twitter.com/taeikai/status/1664074788002734080?t=NaBQvrarA3_yX7Rc4RBv6w&s=19 /// Lmaaoooo https://twitter.com/theeeoniy/status/1664075788797489152?t=y5Tw5SwAEBtKaTDOXbRzWg&s=19 Now this.... https://twitter.com/theeeoniy/status/1664111611836243968?t=0aBOTQbxYNQmd-Xaenysrw&s=19 /// Okay but I laughed https://twitter.com/mikhaylacl/status/1664083113469947904?t=NgDdZL2skoG5Ck7fvDDdIA&s=19
NO LITERALLY HOW U GONNA DO THE CB WITHOUT THE FACE??? UNBELIEVABLE ALL OF IT ON SM, the lawsuit.. would’ve never thought it be baek to file a case against them, aND THE WAY I SCREAMED YELLED WHEN I SAW IT DHQJDKWHEJQ no bc how incredibly inhumane???? manipulating the then 11 year olds, gaslighting the now 30 year olds??? wow,, 17 year contracts excluding the ones u get if u wanna promo outside??? no mf wonder exo never went outside of korea 😭😭😭😭😭 THE WAY ALL THESE MEMES HAD ME HOLLERING ONE SECOND AND BREAKING DOWN THE OTHER BUT ANON????? WE WON!!!! EXO (+1) SM (OUT) PLAYING THAT ONE RONALDO VIDEO WITH STEREO HEARTS PLAYING IN THE BACK
THEY THOUGHT !!!!! SM, THEY REALLY DID FBWKHDKW tried to pit exo cbx against exo but they uni reversed 🔫🔫 and filed a investigation to get EVERYONES contact to be looked at??? my president is byun baekhyun actually, advocacy for sm artists <3 the way taeyong’s tolo is so chaotic w everything leading up to it 😭😭 AND THE MEDIA PLAY??? SM IS A HELLHOLE ITS LIKE 2009 AND 2014 AGAIN
oh wow, oh wow oh wow the audacity now they’re threatening exo to not speak??? im actually so— no words wow how disgustingly low can they drop
SCREAMING 😭😭 THE FUNNIEST THE TLS BEEN SINCE A WHILEE ive been laughing and giggling every day 😭😭 the “@.aespa BITCH ARE THEY PAYING YOU????” SCREAMS 😭😭😭😭
felt.
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But about Kai again... he was always there doing the most, whether in EXO, solo or even in S*p*rM, just like Taemin. Damn they're very similar in thie regard 😭🤧 and BTS law is the worst thing that has happened for real, DON'T GIVE ARMCHAIRS MORE POWER WTFFFF
imagine how kai’s contract looks like, 21 pages longer bc of his solo activities 😭😭😭😭 aND NOW IMAGINE MARKS???? OH LORD FBWMFJKWDHA ,, FUCK THAT LAW MAN i saw this the other day but they deleted now but,,, the way- got nothing nice to say so i will not
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and people did tarot on exo’s and those did not lie once,,, now some say irene and jisoo may also 😶 THE CARDS KNOWWWWW
cbx is the messiah of kpop atp 😭😭
“love” “sincerity” two words ive never heard sm say abt exo
jaejoong will always have the last laugh, he was at taeyeon’s concert and he better sign her and every sm artists 🤚🏻 jaejoong is MY president
ok not even kpop but benz leaving, zlatan retiring, , jennie the idol premiere, mclaren downhill, ferarri ruining their driver’s mental health— oh what? (i just saw this) how they keep him but lose cbx???
????? o everyone’s leaving
🤨🤨 sm media play at it again oh it’s on sight pls visit the sm building to give them a TALK OH ITS ON SIGHT
And Suho wedding singer? Seonghwa better sings at OUR wedding 😊 /// YESSSS I WAS IN THIS AREA AND KEY WAS SO CLOSE TOO AAAAAAAA we waved at each other, uwu https://twitter.com/mingblinger/status/1662430887315664899?t=Uic4HfL4kahn0dMUNSRqiA&s=19
LMFAOOOO IF SEONGHWA EVER RECREATES THAT IT IS MY LAST STRAW,, FBWMDBWKBDKWBDKW HOW DID IT FEEL TO BE THIS CLOSE 😭😭😭😭 OH MY GOF HES SO PRETTY
But CHOI MINHO?! https://twitter.com/TttxxxtttBlue/status/1662437298766741504?t=5JemyryO7lo0kQmV9DwJGA&s=19 Like... https://twitter.com/mingblinger/status/1662822383231574019?t=TmI-_w1N3BDFFRFQ6lGLvg&s=19 /// They saw Jesus fr https://twitter.com/butteringcandy/status/1662424918708097028?t=eX7z5yPgT6E1il2L4t4_iA&s=19 /// This is the song, it's a bside https://twitter.com/otjmkfive/status/1662424320092561408?t=GRq3xZwh4fpEAM2yzWZpKA&s=19
minho’s dilfism at peak omg, MY TURN WHEN ME WHEN ME WHEN!!!!!!!!! omg taemin’s face it’s been so long 🥹🥹🥹
wait the song is 👁👁 kinda hARD LIKE AN ANIME SONG,, SUMMER ANTHEM!!!!! why does onew look like he went back to 2009 😭😭
To think fuckass SM wanted them to perform for 5k people EVIL https://twitter.com/flyingone_/status/1662469667938783233?t=jHgLSdwPZY2_mFMJCbGYeQ&s=19
no bc the audacity??? want shinee to do what cbx are doing, if they lose taemin and taeyeon, sm’s over and gone, im betting ppl will speak up for sure in the next few weeks as their contracts get looked over
Omfg, no bc some True Beauty stans got mad at OP for tweeting this, like they didn't even say anything awful and also BE SERIOUS THAT WAS UNHINGED https://twitter.com/bloodbendin/status/1659619348120494080?t=OTvASuuv3VxfGZDnUjQ6YA&s=19
true beauty fans, who’s left out of them? everyone’s a hwang inyeop fan, NO BC WHATS SO WRONG ABT THE TWEET ITS SO CORRECT?? like kdramas literally show kimchi slapping 😭😭
I checked the Yoona x Junho drama and I'll be waiting! /// I'm sorry Hwa you're gorjus, but once you opened that mouth to reveal chrome silver teeth I jumped 😭😭😭😭 he took the flexing a bit too far. sometimes he's trying too hard with the bad boy persona and I have no choice, but laugh, cause he's so NOT intimidating to me 😅 maybe if they gave grillz to Joong or Mingi it'd be more tolerable, though barely anyone in kpop can pull that look off. Perhaps Taeyong cause he's a weird guy, so paired with silly fits it's kinda a vibe. But SEONGHWA? The mother, the MILF...the vampire, the demon???
the drama looks super nice hopefully it can get the numbers 😭😭 LMFAOOO HE’S IN HIS YOUNG RICH AND FLEX ERA 😭😭😭 no ur so right broski is a villain not the mr intimidating rapper mingi fbwkddj PLEASE I WANTED MINGI WEARING GRILLS AND DOING HIS GROWL WOULDVE COLLAPSED,, taeyong has the face for it but he went to the braces route,, THE MILF GBNWFBEK vampire, milf, victorian prince, demon and now onto mr grills 😭😭
Their lore was previously used in a more versatile way even though they were doing pirate concepts for a while, now they're what??? I wanted space cowboys tbh. I feel like the lore is well put together, but also the plot has been kinda lost and idc anymore. I hope they overthrow the government soon so we can smile a little 🙂 I
you’re right, atp i don’t even look at the lore anymore im just trying to get w the music, hoping for some good sounds on this album 🤲🏻 begging to hear good music it’s been a while since rover dropped 😭😭 LMFAOOO NO YEAH NEED SOME SMILING IN LIFE RIGHT NOW
Taeyong bestie how are you doing ahsgzgzhgabzbzhzgxhxhagaxjds https://twitter.com/mrkyomi/status/1664081703437205504?t=gT-lcqwq9WWej-u2USVN3w&s=19 makes sense why he copyrighted all his tracks. But also uhmmmm
LMFAOOOO ITS THE WAY EVERYTHING AND EVERY CONTROVERSY IS DROPPING DURING HIS SOLO 😭😭😭 no literally get that bag, it’s the way he pushed for his rights too,, hope baek mentors him to speak up against the sm mistreatment and contracts
https://twitter.com/taeyeweon/status/1664202682922577921?t=HUXeZEXkzenNjUO-9ACvJA&s=19 💀 the qrts are killing me. The MV teaser?! He's so weird and cool
will be seated for his comeback, cannot wait for a new sm sound my ears are
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PLS I WILL EAT HIM AND I'LL FIGHT KQ FOR NOT INCLUDING HWA https://twitter.com/nobodylikehwa/status/1663874270986944513?t=1L4uBdkvfsVhW0ZFBLksOg&s=19 Uhm?! https://twitter.com/thinkingabtpsh/status/1663875558826995715?t=1D37uR0avocuC279tOqfDw&s=19
the yunho slapping 😭😭😭😭 YEAH SAY UR RIGHTS SEONGHWA, and
park seonghwa with kids. need him to mess something up <3 ateez hello baby is closer
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Me in middle school getting to know kpop cause of SM's artists mostly https://twitter.com/oluwatoge/status/1664089893063016449?t=zHceqprfykF-Hma24Nz9fA&s=19
no bc i need to put the blame on someone who made me stan exo and turns out it was me 😔😔
Fuck them kids, but Skz and Atz on the Return of Superman! Woosanhwa... I just know some of you will get baby fever ajhxhaysuagahsgafasf, not me, but y'all stay safe!
WE WILL BE THERE! WE WILL BE THERE MY FIC DREAMS ARE COMING TRUE IM GONNA SEE THE MR AND MISS PARK DUO 🫡🫡
I also rode Ateez's chilli pepper train, lmao KQ is spending all their budget on the promos. And I went to a mini fan meeting with Skz and got gifts and locked eyes with Lino 👀 /// Heh tenelkadjo new fic alert... NERD?!?! - DV 💖
AAAAAAAA DID U HEAR THE TRUCKS CALLING FOR CHILLIES 😭😭😭😭 mingi skz fan meet….locking eyes….me when. I HAVE NOT READ IT YET BUT IM ON MY WAY 🫡
omg???? i know they’ll be most likely nominated for cupid but their song lovin’ me is so good i tear up, their vocal colour is so pretty 😭😭😭
😶
ningning????
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itsallyscorner · 4 years ago
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okay so I love littlemix!reader x Tom holland??? the best pairing ever??? Anyways could you do something based of Holiday, like it’s obviously based off their lovers and maybe his reaction to the song & mv? Pls I’m in love with Baby Mix btw 😌❤️
Glad you’re enjoying the Little Mix member!reader x Tom Holland fics, I’m enjoying them too🥰 Thank you for the support on Baby Mix, btw, I appreciate it! Sorry for taking so long! Much love and happy reading💖
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Holiday
I completely forgot when the girls dropped the video so I’m making up a time. Enjoy:)
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Counting down the minutes to midnight, Tom continuously refreshed the YouTube app on your smart tv. The two of your were in his shared home with Harry, Harrison, and Tuwaine. You’ve been staying with the lot since the beginning of quarantine; London’s travel ban prevented you from catching a flight back home to your family, resulting in your boyfriend, Tom, begging you to stay with him and his mates. You didn’t have a problem with it in all honesty, the boys were great and respectful roommates. Though you were the only woman in the house, they provided you with entertainment and respected your alone time. They were a nice group of lads, letting you in on inside jokes and making you feel like you were part of the gang. By now, you probably were part of the gang. Harrison even considered on replacing Tom with you.
“Bubs, the video’s not gonna be up yet.” You glance at the screen that showed the previous videos the band’s channel posted. Tom huffed, nudging your arms apart so he can squeeze through them to lay on your chest. The two of you were currently in his room waiting for the release of Holiday’s music video. Tom had been anticipating the video all day, asking for hints about the music video’s concept and wondering how it looked.
With his body snuggled up against yours, he rested his head on your chest and wrapped his arm around your torso. His other hand reached towards the tv with the remote as he clicked the video for Break Up Song.
“I know it’s not gonna be up yet, but what if they accidentally uploaded it early? I wanna see the video already.” He whined. His fingers began to drum to the beat of Break Up Song on your stomach.
You laughed, fingers carding through his brown curls that have grown for the past months. He hums along to the song while you text the girls. He lets out a chuckle once he sees you on the screen doing the dance that he’s been helping you learn for the video. You had been struggling to get the choreography down and doing the moves on time. Noticing your desperate attempts at the moves, Tom offered to help you. Obviously in the end you perfected the choreography, seeing as it made the video, thanks to Tom.
“You are so cute.” He mused watching you dance around in the video. “Look at you dance, I don’t know what you were so worried about. You look so adorable when you dance and look at your face! Just wanna squish those cheeks together.” He began to tease you. You whine his name out as he reached up to squish your cheeks together with his hand. Your phone began to rang causing him to stop. He glances at the sceeen, “It’s my best friend, lemme answer it.”
“Go ahead.” You giggled handing him your phone. His head remains on your chest as he answers the FaceTime call. Jesy pops up on the screen with a giant smile but it drops once she sees Tom, changing into a playful scowl.
“Hi best friend!” Tom greets her loudly, a playful grin on his face. Jesy rolls her eyes at the boy.
“Hi Tom.” She greeted him sarcastically. “Give the phone to (y/n).”
“She’s right here, see,” Tom moved the phone further away so you were both in the frame. You waved at her, “Jess I miss you!” You cried.
“I miss you too darling—Tom give her the bloody phone!” Jesy scolded him through the phone. He let out a dramatic sigh before handing you your phone and snuggling into your stomach, mumbling something about “not being able to catch a break from the constant bullying of Jesy Nelson.”
“Right just a few minutes left, I’m trying to get the other girls on here.” Jesy explained as she tapped around her phone. Sooner or later. The two of you were joined by Perrie, Jade, and Leigh-Anne.
Perrie let out a squeal as she saw everyone on the screen, “You guys I miss you so much!”
“Didn’t we all see each other just a few weeks ago?” Jade asked sipping on a glass of wine as per usual.
“Yeah, on the set, but it’s a few weeks too long.” You pouted. You noticed that everyone was drinking except for you, “Wait, has everyone got a drink except for me?”
Leigh-Anne’s eyes scanned everyone on the screen, “You are, are you in bed already? It’s so early babe.”
“Leigh-Anne’s it’s literally about to be midnight, it’s late.” Jesy chimes. Jade makes a sound of disagreement, “I mean does time even matter anymore?”
“What day is it anyway? I’ve lost track.” Perrie thought out loud. You moved to get up from the bed but Tom stopped you. “Where are you going?” He whispered.
“I’m getting a drink, I’ll be back.” You patted his cheek before sitting up. He stops you once again and stands from the bed, “I’ll get you one.” He kisses your temple and leaves the room.
“Aww, was that Tom?” Jade asked leaning closer to her camera. You hummed, “Yup, being the amazing boyfriend he is and getting me a drink.”
Perrie smirked at you, “Gosh, there’s that smile again. She’s whipped for ‘im ladies!” The girls began “ooo-ing” like a bunch of elementary school girls. “Guys, stop.” You whine.
“Have you told him the part you wrote was inspired by him?” Leigh-Anne asked, chin in her palm.
“No, I’ll tell him while he’s watching. He’s been so excited the whole day, probably more than me.” You chuckle. As if on cue, Tom comes back in with a bottle of champagne and two glasses.
“Tom’s going to be so nerdy about it, like a cute nerdy, you know what I mean? All mushy gushy. Like how he gets whenever (y/n) kisses his cheeks.” Jesy said as the girls cooed. Tom peeks from beside you.
“Did I hear that correctly? Did Jesy just compliment me?” He asked everyone, looking back at you for confirmation. You shrugged as you looked at Jesy. Jade stifled a laugh at Jesy’s annoyed expression.
“Oh fuck off you div. It’s an observation. You could barely compose yourself whenever you’re around (y/n).” Jesy playfully jabs at him. You adored their friendship, it was like a brother/sister bond. Jesy being the older sibling and Tom being the annoying little brother.
“Jes, leave the poor boy alone, he makes our baby happy.” Perrie defended Tom. Tom smiles thankfully at her, “Thank you Perrie, at least I know some of you like me.”
Tom pops open the champagne and takes one of the glasses to pour the beverage in, “But I’ll take it as a compliment Jes. Cheers to that.” He raises his glass and clinks it with your phone screen. You and the girls continue to talk until midnight. When the video was finally released you all celebrated and took some screenshots of each other to post later.
When your FaceTime call with the girls ended, you turned to Tom, who already had the video up on the screen. He made grabby hands at you and pulled you to sit in between his legs. With his back against the headboard he made sure the two of you were comfy before asking you, “Can I click play now?”
You chuckled at him as his leg bounced, “Yup.” He pressed play, placing the remote down and wrapping his arm around your front to pull you closer to him. The intro to the video starts, the title of the song appearing on the screen in a water type font. Jesy pops up on the screen singing her part, Tom cheers yelling “It’s my best friend!”
Tom hypes each of the girls up while they appear on the screen, cheering their names. When the chorus comes, his brows furrow as he looks down at you. “Wait where are you? Why—why didn’t they show you yet?” He questioned you, visibly upset. You were about to answer but instead pointed to the screen when you realized your part was coming up.
Boy, have I told ya?
You give it to me like no other guy
We got that heat, yeah, like the summer (summer)
And that's why I'm so glad I made you mine
You appeared on the screen, body cladded in a white bikini that had gold straps for both the bra and thong. You bursted out laughing when you saw Tom’s reaction. His eyes look like they were about to bulge out his head while his jaw was slacked.
“Holy...shit.” He mumbled eyes glued to the screen as you sang. The scene was you in that blue hallway type set. You looked at the camera, bedroom eyes fully activated as your back slid down the wall. You felt his grip around you tighten, his breathing getting deeper.
The scene changed to the one with the planets, sculptures, and lounging chairs. You were seen walking towards a Chaise lounge, giving the camera a perfect view of your bum. While you sat sideways on the couch in the video, Tom couldn’t help but think about how gorgeous you looked in the video. You looked like a goddess, confident as you strutted around in that little number of yours in the video.
You turned to look at him once your part was done and pressed a kiss to his jaw. “You know my whole part was about you right?” His head snaps to look at you, “You wrote something about me in a song?”
“Tommy, I always do. Who else would I be singing about?” You asked him amused. He took a second to think before shaking his head, “I thought it was in general, like it was based on how you would feel if you were with someone that made you feel that way.”
You nod at his explanation, “Well yeah, the fans could see it that way. But when I sing it, it’s about you.”
A goofy grin made its way to his face before he giggled, “It’s about me.” He pulled you into a hug from behind and rested his chin on your shoulder. He turned back to the tv to see you all dressed as mermaids while you sang your part in the chorus.
“Wait what—you’re mermaids?” The look of confusion appeared on his face again as he tried to figure out the video. He looked at you then back to the screen, repeating the action a few times.
“I never thought I’d say this, but if you were a mermaid, I’d still fuck you.” He confessed with a shrug. You bursted out laughing at his confession, “How do you even fuck a mermaid, Tom?”
His hands gripped your sides, voice going down an octave, “You tell me, (y/n). Get the mermaid tail back and we’ll find out.” You looked at him shocked, “Thomas!”
He laughed dropping the act and went back to watching the music video. “Wait, I’m still cofused. I thought you guys were in space cause of the planets and stuff. Why are you guys also underwater? And mermaids?” You tilted your head trying to come up with an answer for him.
“Um—it’s a spa, on a another planet, which also has an ocean I’m guessing, and that’s why we’re also mermaids?” You explained, also questioning yourself.
“I like the concept, probably the most random video you guys have had, but it’s sick.” He approved of the video with an impressed look on his face. When the video ended, he immediately pressed replay. Though when your part came up this time he let out a “GOD DAMN” before his eyes scanned you up and down. When he finally felt like he’s processed the music video, he let it play in the background and paid attention to you.
He leaned down to kiss your lips sweetly, “Love, that was amazing. I’m proud of you.” He was quick to add on, “And thank you for writing a part of the song about me, I never thought someone would write a song about me, not even a part. But thank you, I love you so much.”
You giggled shoving your face into his neck as you both moved to cuddling. Suddenly you remembered something you and the boys promised to do.
“Tom! We were supposed to watch the video with the other boys! Remember we promised to not watch it without them?” You leaned back to look at Tom who was already shaking his head.
“Oh they’re not allowed to watch the video.” He muttered. Your brows furrow at him. Tom motions to the tv, the part where your bum was facing the camera on the screen.
“Because of that, I don’t need them seeing that, that’s mine.” One of his hands trail down the length of your back to grip your ass. He rolled over so he was on top of you, dipping his head into your neck, his lips ghosted fluttery kisses along your skin. You let out a content sigh, running your hands through his soft hair. When his lips reached your ear, he whispered, “But seriously though, you should think about investing in a mermaid tail.”
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jaesvelvet · 3 years ago
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jealousy jealousy — kim junkyu
words: 1.7k words
warning: grammartical errors,idk what i write does it make sense? reader being insecure!
pairing: junkyu+fem reader
notes: i want to publish my jihoon's ff but i haven't finish it yet since my school is starting soon😭 anyway this ff inspired by olvia rodrigo's song, jealousy jealousy (remember you're beautiful just like the way you are!!!🤍)
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you couldn't help but grinned as you step into the famous YG building. it feels like a dream come true. you used to be a trainee in a small company for 5 months before decided to left, you realized that you didn't have the talent to be an idol, you're just average on everything, that's all. you gasped when you saw a huge screen in front of the escalator playing blackpink's mv on the screen. YG is that rich exactly like the news said.
"y/n!"
you turn, grinning widely at junkyu, who from the convenience store with some snacks on both of his hands. you waved at him and junkyu laugh in response
"i'm sorry for being late," he said, handing some bread to you
"no it's okay i just got here," you said
you and junkyu are best friends since high school, you're the one who supported junkyu's journey to debut, and junkyu was grateful to have a friend like you, junkyu always convince you to audition at YG but you refused since you now want to focus on your studies. but after junkyu accidentally saw a book full of lyrics song at your desk, he forced you to record one of the songs in his studio and release it on soundcloud so junkyu could promote the song to his fans.
of course, you reject the offer saying you can't sing and you don't want any attention in the university. a medical science student releases a song on a soundcloud, out of the blue, and treasure junkyu promoted her music?? no way!
however junkyu being junkyu, he didn't give up and keep encouraging you to record one of your songs, you didn't need to prepare anything just bring the lyrics and yourself, and the rest, he will work on it. after weeks tried to convince the you, you finally agreed with one term; which is junkyu need to buy you food. a lot of food.
"okay so here it's my studio, um it isn't something to brag about since half of the members have their studio," he said, opening the door of his studio showing his messy studio with a big portrait of treasure on the wall.
"you should clean your studio if you want to impress a girl kyu" you joked, getting a whine from junkyu mumbling that he would never see the world again if he brings a 'girlfriend' over.
junkyu pressed something on his keyboard and bass sound came out, making you flinch, the instrument that junkyu creates is mellow and kinda strident? as soon as you heard the instrument you know which lyrics from your lyrics book would go along and make a perfect song
"i have a perfect song for this" you excited, taking out your black notebook and turn to a back page—clearly the lyrics are fresh from the oven.
"okay i'm gonna play it and you sing the lyrics okay?"
you nodded and sing a little bit of the lyrics
"i kinda wanna throw
my phone across the room
'cause all i see are girls
too good to be true"
"woah! it's perfect" junkyu gasped, amazed at how the instrument he made suits perfectly with your lyrics. you smile, you didn't suprised much since you know how much passion junkyu has in music.
"okay now you eat first, i'm gonna rearrange the lyrics to suit with the melody," he said and get a nod from you. you eat the bread that junkyu bought for you, you also eyeing the studio, it's kinda cold in here cause the space not too big and they put a big ass aircond on top of you.
junkyu notice your quiver, he rolled his eye when you only wearing a thin black shirt material, he scoffs before handing you his pink hoodie that he left in the studio yesterday.
"i won't turn off the aircond so you must wear this hoodie, it's been a week since i wash it," he said in a teasing voice, you frown yet you have no choice to wear the pink treasure hoodie or else, you're gonna die in this cold studio.
you sigh in relief when the hoodie warms your cold body, you side-eyeing junkyu who looks so serious rearrange the lyrics, you then click on the instagram icon, you felt blue as you saw haeri post on your feed— haeri is a popular rich girl in your university, you and her once assigned in a group for an assignment and she is very kind and open about her opinions, she also very serious when it comes to study/work and she is pretty, to your eyes she is like a goddess. she is so pretty, kind, and selfless, and you really lying if you didn't jealous of her. she has a perfect life and you still struggling to get a diploma.
you slowly pressed the screen twice, liking a picture of haeri; wearing a beanie and a mask in a cafe without posing too much, getting 2 thousand likes within 1 hour. you wonder how is it to be like a rich popular pretty girl in university? well, damn sure you will get all of the pretty privileges in your life. you sighed as you realized you're comparing yourself again with haeri. you always remind yourself not to compare yourself to anyone since you're beautiful enough but you can't. the funniest thing is you and haeri didn't even know each other, yet you being so jealous of her life. sometimes you just feel small, you want to be like them.
"y/n!" junkyu shakes your body making you slap his hand
"what!?"
"i called you for like thousand times! you didn't hear me?" junkyu said, stroking his hand that got slapped by you
"oh i'm sorry, im zoning out, you're done rearranging?"
junkyu nodded
"you can listen to the instrument and practice your lyric with it," he said
"okay"
an hour passed, you finally get the tempo, beat, and rhythm right, you grin excitedly as junkyu put the headphones on your head and directing the microphone to you
"you ready?" junkyu asked
"yes i am" with that, junkyu clicked on something and you could hear the instrument, you begin to sing the verse of your song choice.
i kinda wanna throw my phone across the room
'cause all i see are girls too good to be true
with paper-white teeth and perfect bodies
wish i didn't care
you stop singing and look at junkyu curiously making junkyu paused the song and look back at you with a confused look
"why?"
"doesn't singer usually stop singing for producers fix their mistakes?" you asked making junkyu giggle
"yes that's true but you didn't have any mistake, you're doing good, i will pause the music if i have something to fix" he explained, getting an 'oh' from you. you continue singing the song.
i know their beauty's not my lack
but it feels like that weight is on my back
and i can't let it go
com-comparison is killin' me slowly
i think i think too much
'bout kids who don't know me
i'm so sick of myself
i'd rather be, rather be
anyone, anyone else
my jealousy, jealousy started followin' me
started followin' me
as you singing the song that you wrote, junkyu couldn't help but wonder who is the person, you dedicated to? or how you inspired to write this song? this song is obviously about your insecurities about some girl, and you don't even know her! junkyu pout when you felt like this, he knew how insecurities could kill you, back then when he was a trainee he felt insecure with all of the trainees that beat him to debut, he felt he doesn't belong in here but with you and his members on his side, he gained confidence and prove to the world that he is himself and nothing can change that.
all your friends are so cool, you go out every night
in your daddy's nice car, yeah, you're livin' the life
got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend, too
i wanna be you so bad and i don't even know you
all i see is what u should be
happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy
all i see is what i should be
i'm losin' it, all i get's jealousy, jealousy
you remove the headphone as soon as the instrument stop playing, you handing the headphone without noticing junkyu's face, chaeyul grabbed the water bottle and drink, her throat felt dry after singing a whole song which you have never done in your life, making you wonder how did singer voice so stable when singing live?
"kyu—oh my god why are you looking at me like that?" you take one step back as you saw junkyu looking at you with frowns on his face, you bit her lips was your singing that terrible?
"sit down here" he ordered, you quickly took a seat beside him without saying anything
junkyu grab your hand and rubs it softly while looking at you with his brown eyes.
"what you see is all fake y/n. she living her best life is what you see what you want, but you didn't see her pain, how hard she must through a day in her life, we didn't know if she struggles behind, you also know you can't compare yourself to others right? you're beautiful" he said
"but, i don't know kyu. i couldn't help but felt all jealous of her, i feel like a total loser" you said
“no y/n, you're not a loser! hear me out, you do great, you beautiful and an amazing person, so why do you need to be insecure to a person you never know? everyone is beautiful on their own, you're an original version of yourself and no one else could be you. you are special and unique, you wouldn't know if someone is jealous of your life, a successful medical student who has a great voice. you need to love yourself more, let yourself shine in your spotlight. trust me popular life wouldn't great as you think" he said
you smile at his words
"thank you kyu, honestly, you're right.i didn't appreciate myself enough this past week, hearing you said that making me feel great about myself, i am me, there's nothing anyone could change about me"
junkyu smile and pat your head
"that's my girl"
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jeontaehui · 4 years ago
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TAEHEE WITH DREAM
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mark markhee
dreamzens who ship markhee are actually so cute !!!!!! since they make these threads comparing them to like cartoon characters it’s quite endearing.
the most popular one would be simba and nala.
with it being so popular, the rest of the dreamies would catch on to it.
whenever taehee ‘protects’ mark from the dreamies’ jokes or whenever they would act like parents, you’d expect the other members to sing one of their iconic songs to make them flustered.
taehee and mark: trying to calm the dreamies down
them: can you feel ,, the love tonight? ♪( ´θ`)
them being mom & dad went waaaaay back in mmc ,,, still manages to fluster them though.
them calling the rest of the dreamies ‘kids’ just adds more fuel to the fire.
(180918 akmu radio) “if we were to pick between mom and dad,” the members laugh at renjun’s choice of words — by mom and dad, he means taehee and mark. “we’d pick mom,” laughter fills the studio once again as the younger boys continue to tease their leader. “that’s okay, i’d pick dad for his sake,” taehee tells the host, causing chenle to make a face of disgust, “they act just like parents!”
but really, mark’s just thankful that taehee is there to help him lead the dreamies, even if she joins in on teasing him.
iconic moment (uncut take #8 | ‘90′s love’ mv behind) noticing how mark struggled to skate, taehee makes her way in front of him to help. “don’t bend down to much,” she mumbles as she takes his hands in hers, “hold my hands.”
mark does as he was told as taehee gave him more instructions, seeing that she was more experienced than him. “okay, now you have to push with your left and right alternately then glide.” mark was able to follow through with taehee’s help, yet the moment she lets go of mark, he slips and was about to faceplant to the ice if taehee didn’t catch him on time. “i got so scared,” mark laughs, taehee laughing along with him as she held his hands once more. “that’s okay, i fell a lot of times before. this is just practice.”
taehee guides mark for the next minutes as she skates backwards across the whole rink, feeling that her best friend was starting to get the hang of it. “i’m gonna let go now,” she tells him. “not yet,” mark argues in a small tone, causing taehee’s face to soften in endearment.
“do you know this is how they fell in love in the past?” and as soon as these words left her mouth, mark became confident enough to push taehee away gently as he ran his tongue along the inside of his cheek feigning annoyance. taehee continues to laugh as he moves to the side in disappointment, though there was a faint smile on his lips, caused by the girl that never fails at the chance to throw him off. 
song until the last falling star by matthew perryman jones 
renjun renhee
if it’s them versus haechan, i’m telling you hyuck already lost (mostly because taehee has the more dirt on him and shares them to renjun).
this doesn’t mean they don’t come for each other too.
(nctzens would like this too dream ep. 3) “geurae naegen neoppun— OKAY I’LL STOP!!! YOU’RE TICKLING ME!!”
no doubt though, they both have soft spots for each other.
taehee would try to tune in to renra whenever she could and when renjun found out, well, he fake cried during the live on the way home but is SUPER grateful for her nonetheless. 
they are both avid alien believers (together with jisung) and would love to talk about it on variety shows but afraid they would both get carried away.
when renjun released his ‘fools’ cover, taehee went over to bubble and sent in live reactions as she watched it. “gasps!! he cursed :O”
but there was this one live back in 2018 where taehee said “oh crap” while trying to fix something behind them and renjun was never able to let that go.
iconic moment (uncut take #14 | ‘resonance’ mv behind the scene) “huang renjun!” taehee calls as she slips her arm around renjun’s shoulder, “teach me some chinese.” a confused hum comes out from the latter, “why? are you interested in me?”
taehee snarks at him before asking how to say she wants beef in chinese. almost immediately, renjun responds with the same sentence in chinese. he watches her repeat the words and pronounciation carefully, beaming at her when she did a great job. “really? i got it right?” renjun gives her an affirmative nod and stifles his laughter as he leads her back to the set, a disappointed chenle later coming into frame.
“huang renjun,” chenle shakes his head, “he’s so evil.”
“he taught her how to say boogers. ‘i want boogers’.”
song rock n roll by avril lavigne 
jeno nohee
besides mark, jeno was the closest to taehee during their predebut days.
(180725 vlive) “no but be honest, if jisung wasn’t your favorite it would be jeno right?” mark says, causing shouts of protests coming from the other members. “I DO NOT HAVE FAVORITES!!! why do you guys keep saying that?” taehee exclaims, causing jisung to act as if he’d been shot at the heart.
we all know how jeno missed mark when they announced dream would be back together again but have you seen how jeno missed taehee too :(
he would hug her and spin her around with a big smile on his face (⌒▽⌒)
he’s like the older brother taehee never had.
taehee’s always amazed at jeno’s strength so she asks him to arm wrestle with her as a joke.
jeno’s part of the ‘i play with taehee’s hair whenever i want to’ squad along with mark, haechan, and chenle.
jeno goes *tiny* whenever he would cheer for taehe. it’s so cute.
(nct world ep. 2) “let’s go, noona!!!!!!!! (*´◒`*)”
taehee laughs at jeno’s jokes and antics way too much because he’s just so cute !!!!
mark is right ,,, jeno would be taehee’s favorite considering how she would be so smiley around him.
jeno helps her play the challenges in games if she’s having a hard time completing them after laughing at her ofc.
iconic moment (uncut take #11 | ‘90′s love’ dance practice) “jeno, i’m sleepy,” taehee drags the last syllable out until her head falls onto jeno’s shoulder, the latter smiling at his noona’s presence. “but we still have practice,” jeno chuckles. he pushes back the rim of taehee’s glasses that were slipping off her nose bridge before tapping her forehead to keep her awake. “i will carry you if you don’t wake up,” he says.
jeno knows taehee doesn’t like being carried. she always thinks that they’d drop her or lead her into a prank she wouldn’t get out of. this time though, jeno was surprised when taehee said, “fine, but carry me back to the dorms.”
“nope, we have to practice,” jeno suddenly slips his each of his arms around taehee’s shoulders and underneath her knees, a squeal coming out of the girl when he lifts her up. “jeno, oh my god— put me down!”
“i won’t drop you!”
“i’m scared!” taehee unwraps her arms around jeno’s neck as he gently puts her down while laughing hard enough to clutch his stomach. “i said i won’t drop you!”
“still!!” taehee laughs with him. “well, i’m awake now. do you want me to thank you?” she asks, a little sass laced in her tone. jeno eyes form into crescents as he smiles, “you’re welcome.”
song are you bored yet by wallows ft. clairo
haechan hyuckhee
mark would always have to tame the two whenever they’re in dream but they’re really an unstoppable duo. 
whenever the dreamies would play games, they’d turn to these two (insert their weekly idol guesting during wgu era when these two literally knew all the tricks to winning the games).
taehee absolutely hates haechan for making her do aegyo. even if she joins in teasing mark, she’s no exception to aegyo.
(200825 vlive) “put a finger down if you’re the only girl in the group—” “THAT’S SO UNFAIR!”
they’d have mini-handshakes in between performances !!!! 
haechan’s really affectionate with taehee. if they’re not engaged in some playful banter, we’d see him leaning on her shoulder or clinging to her waist. 
because of this, he actually almost kissed her one too many times while filming for music videos (most especially, ‘go’) and taehee would have to chase haechan around for a lesson. 
(nctzens would like this too ep. 1 #dream) renjun opens the folded piece of paper, his expression quickly switching to a disappointed one, “jeon taehee, i love you— lee haechan, are you really serious with this?”
taehee loves his long hair !!!! absolutely thinks he looks so mature and handsome with it, she even told him in a live that he should never cut his hair.
iconic moment (uncut take #11 | ‘90′s love’ dance practice) “how do you think we should do our bridge?” haechan asks ten with a quirk of his lips. ten laughs, “uh what do you want? sexy?” haechan shrugs and says how he can be sexy just by standing there, causing ten to shove him to the side at his remark. “let’s ask taehee,” ten mutters before calling out the girl’s name, her head tilting upwards as she looked up from her phone. 
“what’s up?” she asks cheerily, going to stand in between the two boys. “what do you think we should do for the bridge?” haechan asks, not knowing of what idea popped into taehee’s head right after. “the bridge?” taehee chuckles. “you should do it like this.”
taehee turns so her back is facing them, before turning back around and rolling her hips sensually. a laugh quickly takes over ten and taehee at haechan’s baffled expression, ten joking that they should do that in front of the camera. 
still in shock, haechan pushes himself off the wall and walks out of the room in and shakes his head, “jeon taehee, you are seriously crazy— oh my god.”
song true love by p!nk ft. lily allen
jaemin minhee 
the kdrama couple
taehee tells him some of her pick-up lines, and jaemin would either laugh or flirt back (taehee would cringe if he did, but she really just is flustered).
they almost have the same taste in everything — movies, songs, food, drinks. she could handle his order of coffee the best out of the dreamies, but still wouldn’t choose to drink that.
nctzens LOVE it when they converse with their Deep Voices ...
jaemin would buy these cute keychains or hairclips for taehee whenever he could, and taehee absolutely adores jaemin for this. 
jaemin noticed that taehee doesn’t usually take pictures of herself (rip taeheezens) so he took a vow upon himself to take as much pictures of her as she can.
if taeheezens wanted pictures of taehee, they’d have to subscribe to jaemin’s bubble for more.
taehee felt time really flew because of how mature jaemin is now compared to before.
(welcome to sun & moon ep. 7) “wahh jaemin... jaemin really matured,” taehee said as she watched haechan and taeil interview jaehyun and jaemin. “before he was so cute and innocent-looking.... now he knows how to seduce someone with his eyes. this kid, really.”
there was this one time a fan spotted jaemin, jisung, and taehee hanging out and apparently taehee’s shoelaces were untied so jaemin bent down to tie them up for her. he was dubbed as the ‘nation’s boyfriend’ since then.
(nct 2020 beyond live concert) jaemin with black hair truly does wonders. dreamzens would have never thought to see taehee get this flustered over jaemin, but once she caught the younger male looking at her with the sincerest eyes ever, she got shy. “lastly, i’d like to... stop looking at me like that, oh my god,” while the other members were laughing, taehee was patting her now warm cheeks in disbelief. 
iconic moment (let’s make a smtown live ticket with #nctdream) “ohhhh, our pictures came out really well,” taehee says over jaemin’s shoulder. “we look cute,” jaemin casually adds while handing her one of the sheets, his eyes twinkling as he looks at taehee with amusement. jaemins shifts his gaze down to the scrapbook materials that lay in front of them, his hands grabbing one of the plastic containers. “noona, what will you use?”
“can you get me the one on your right?”
“here you go,” jaemin hands her the box and grabs the scissors to start cutting. “do we have to put all of the pictures in it?” taehee asks him, her brows furrowing as she hesitates to cut the photo paper. “i don’t think so,” taehee hums in acknowledgement before cutting out only one photo and pasting it on the ticket. they design their tickets in silence, and both of them praise each other’s works once they’re done. they say goodbye to the camera and grab their stuff to leave. “oh wait a minute,” taehee mutters. jaemin stops in his tracks as he watches the older member fumble with her phone case, her dimple peeking out of her cheek out of focus. 
taehee clicks her tongue once she’s done and shows the back of her phone to the camera, “here it is!” jaemin steps forward to look at what she had accomplished, his pearly whites showing themselves in a tender smile. “it’s cute,” he comments. 
taehee shrugs proudly before putting her phone back in her pocket, “i know.”
song everytime by chen and punch
chenle chentae
chenle used to be shy and innocent whenever he’s with taehee .... used to be.
now he has the confidence to tease her especially if it involves games or having ‘favorites’.
(dream challenge: jisung) “noona wanted to have a launchpad of her own but she bought one for jisung instead,” chenle sulks, “i get it — he’s younger and the favorite. it’s okay guys, i know now what it feels like to be the middle child. it’s okay.”
but in reality, chenle is taehee’s baby too !!!!!! she treats him to food, plays games with him, pats his head, hugs him, lets him sit on her lap.
chenle would ask taehee to say “g’day mate” just for him to imitate her cutely after.
there’s this clip during ‘we young’ era where taehee was cupping chenle’s face as if she were holding a baby and there were literal stars in her eyes. dreamzen twitter went feral over that. 
when they’re alone together, they’re literally so chaotic. it’s like chenle brings out her kid energy from time to time.
chenle would scream “NOONAAAA!” and taehee would shout back a “WHAT?” in the same energy knowing that chenle would laugh.
taehee admits to visiting chenle’s home every once in a while and would stay there almost as if it was her place too. 
taehee would bring chubs to chenle’s house right after he got daegal so they would have these puppy playdates while chenle would cook up something for taehee. these are how their usual hang-outs go now :D
iconic moment (201223 chenle weibo live) “noona was actually here awhile ago,” chenle mentions. “뚱이 is actually here but she’s sleeping in my room.”
a chuckle comes out from chenle again when he recalls what taehee said earlier. “noona told me that being away from 뚱이 feels like being away from her child, then she said ‘you’ll get the feeling one day’. i told her she should just look at the mirror when she ties her bangs up because that’s how 뚱이 looks like when her fur is long.”
“i told her to bring 뚱이 here to my house since she stays at haechan hyung’s when they’re busy. and she was like, ‘for real?’ and i said ‘yeah, sure.’ so now, taehee noona drove to haechan hyung’s house to get 뚱이‘s stuff.” chenle smiles, seeing taehee look over her dog as if it were her own child amazes him. “i know noona wanted to see 뚱이 more that’s why i suggested. i’m a good dongsaeng, right?”
“that’s why noona’s bringing home beef too!”
song savage by megan thee stallion
jisung taeji
jisung is taehee’s baby !!!!!!!!!!
it’s an inside joke within dream that taehee has a favorite and it’s definitely jisung (which he takes pride in).
if there’s any reason that money is going out of taehee’s wallet, it’s jisung.
to taehee, jisung’s cheeks and hair are free for booping !!!!!
(281020 vlive) taehee furrowed her eyebrows together as she moved away from the camera, “why are some of you asking jisung to show his abs?” jisung snorts at her tone. “why? why? why why why why?” she whined. “he’s still a baby! he’s still a baby, why are you guys asking for it?” she said as she put her arm around him, “right?”. jisung smiled at her, internally thanking her, “yes, i am still a baby.”
this doesn’t mean jisung is exempted from her teasing though.
“jisung, why do you type so slow?” “should i go eat or sleep?” “you said ubb?? baby, that’s a floppy disk!!!!”
whenever jisung calls taehee ‘jiji’ or ‘jiji noona’ czennies melt bc he literally sounds like a baby :(
taehee sent a string of bubble messages about jisung turning into an adult after sending her ‘happy new year’ essay. jisung later found out about this and sent in his own messages to bubble, saying, “it must be done.”
iconic moment (uncut #14 | ‘resonance’ mv behind) “i noticed that this person kept looking in my direction while i was interviewing the other members,” jisung chuckles, his eyes crinkling into small crescents. he looks away from the camera shortly as he beckons that person over, before cutely stomping his feet.
laughter bubbles out of jisung as taehee circles both of her arms around his waist, their height difference allowing the younger boy to wrap his free arm around her shoulders. “noona,” he starts, and receives an enthusiastic hum in response, “why do you keep looking at me awhile ago?”
“looking at you?” she questions, the small quirk of her lips telling jisung she was faking, “i wasn’t looking at you.”
jisung shakes his head at her, “nope, you were looking at me,” before cutely smiling at the camera. “okay, i was looking at you,” taehee gives in, poking his cheek with her finger as she untangles herself from his side and turns to fully face the camera. 
“why were you looking at me?”
“i was waiting for you to finish so i can have you to myself.”
“what—” jisung turns away while laughing. “you’re so full of nonsense.”
“HEY!” taehee removes jisung’s arm that was wrapped around her to give him a light slap on the back, “i’m your noona! don’t talk to me like that.”
“but you don’t care about these kinds of things though,” he quips back. it’s true, taehee really didn’t care about formalities and such when it came to the members. they were all very close anyways. “(you’re) right. then ask me something,” a hum of confusion escapes from jisung. “what do you mean?”
“what?” taehee whines, “i thought you were going to interview me too!”
“that was the interview!” jisung chuckles, “i only ask each person one question.”
taehee’s lips spread out into a flat line as she squints her eyes at him, though this ‘scary’ look seemed to make jisung smile more, his gummy smile appearing to melt the older girl’s heart. “then why do they take so long to answer one question! spend more time with me!”
jisung throws his head back as he laughs for the nth time at his noona’s complaining, “you’re very cute, you know that right?” the latter scoffs, “i’d know better if my favorite wasn’t playing games with me.” 
“so you do admit i’m your favorite!” jisung gasps (but deep inside he knew that he was always the favorite). “yeah! do you know how much i missed you? out of everyone here, i probably missed you the most!” taehee argues, “scratch that, i definitely missed you the most.”
“okay, let’s go back to filming now,” the director announces through the speaker, causing a pout to etch onto taehee’s face. “let’s go,” jisung hurriedly tells her. “noooo,” taehee whines, begrudgingly letting jisung pull her to set. 
“noona, you know the saying ‘people who love each other always find their way back together’?” 
“what about it?”
“we’ll still see each other after this, jiji,” jisung teases, ignoring the shocked gasp from the older member, “are you saying that you love me, park jisung?” 
jisung smiles at taehee’s reactions, and he swears that this was the first time he’s seen taehee so open about her affection towards him. “go now,” he pushes her forward, as if he was ushering a toddler to preschool, “bye bye.”
“LEE HAECHAN YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE WHAT JISUNG JUST TOLD ME!”
song night changes by one direction
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thoughts-on-bangtan · 4 years ago
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What do you think of JM’s updated Spotify? I don’t normally read into things, but his song choices makes me sad. “At my worst” “I can’t be myself (excuse me while I cry) & “When was it over?” With the lyrics “was it that fight we didn’t have when I came in? Was it the first time you saw me drunk? Second time I said I’m sorry?” It sounds like a replay of Vmins dumpling incident and it worries me. JM looked off in the recent live, almost sad and pouty lately. Do you think I’m over analyzing it?
Admin 1: The short answer to this would be: yes, you are over analyzing things.
The longer one would be that, for example, Pink Sweat$'s At My Worst isn't a sad song, it's actually the exact opposite. It's a very cute and romantic song. Just look at the first verse:
Can I call you baby? Can you be my friend? Can you be my lover up until the very end? Let me show you love, oh, no pretend Stick by my side even when the world is caving in, yeah
I'd actually argue this kinda sounds like a mixture between Sweet Night and Friends when it comes to the sentiment of those words. I’ve seen some people even claim that this will replace Ed Sheeran’s romantic songs that have so far been used at every wedding ever because of how sweet it is.
Then we have Justin Bieber’s I can’t be myself which I believe you probably only looked at the title and jumped to conclusions because, again, this isn’t a sad song either. The lyrics are more about how Justin (or whoever) cannot be himself when you (I’d guess he likely means his wife) isn’t by his side, thus wanting to say that he is happiest and most himself when they are together. It’s sweet and lovely, not sad.
I could travel any place But without you, it's just runnin' around (Girl, I'm just runnin' around) They could open Heaven's gates But without you, I'm just stuck in the clouds (Yeah, yeah)
Lastly, from the songs you specifically highlighted, is Sasha Sloan’s when was it over? which yes, I’ll admit this one is a sad song about not being able to let go even though you know there is nothing left. The song though has a very calm sound, something you’d listen to in the evening, and something I could see both him and Tae like listening to, not because Jimin relates to the lyrics but because it’s simply a pretty song.
On my current playlist I have Stromae’s Formidable, a song about a heartbroken man getting wasted after a breakup. I’ve neither gotten my heart broken nor am I sad and yet I still love this song because it’s just a really good song. Sometimes that’s the only reason we need to listen to a song. Nothing more to it.
All that to say that I don’t believe there is any correlation whatsoever to be made here, especially since Tae and Jimin look more than happy in recent months (did you notice Jimin happily smiling at Tae during their most recent performance of Butter for Colbert at the beginning of their subunit dance?) and there is nothing that could indicate to us that something went wrong between them, or that Jimin could be sad or something bad going on with him. I mean, look at JKs playlist and the fact that he has Billie Eilish’s Your Power on it, applying your thought process, does that mean that JK is trying to tell us he went through something similar to Billie? That he is sad? Or do you think he simply recommended that song because he likes Billie’s music? The last one seems the most likely, doesn’t it?
So, to sum it all up, there is absolutely no need to worry, seriously.
Admin 2: In the evenings, when it's very quiet and my big city has fallen asleep, I really enjoy listening to Sweet Night. I also like to go back to 4 O'Clock from time to time (although I know I will cry). Does that mean I missed my chance in life to be with my beloved? No and no again! I've never been in a situation like this, I wasn't unhappy or "fragily" in love, no one abandoned me or cheated on me. I listen to these songs because I love them. They match the mood of the evening and calm me down despite the sad lyrics and let me fall asleep peacefully.
I am a person who listens to a lot of songs from the past; Songs that remind me of situations, remind me of years of studying, enable me to relive certain situations.
Dear Anon, thank you very much for your question (confession), but I admit that I see it as "looking for some kind of backdoor" so to speak, a way to create a loophole and deny everything after all.
I don't know who you are, I don't know if you really are a Vminnie, but I think you are clinging to any possibility of a situation to undermine the reality or existence of Vmin. That's how I see it, if I offend you, I apologize. The more we get new materials about Tae and Jimin every day, like them being cute in the McDonald's behind the scenes, the more such "sad thoughts" we get sent to us through asks every day.
Firstly, I'm not sure if Jimin (and Taehyung) is fluent enough in English to capture the accuracy of the lyrics and understand its message. Of course, you can translate it, but for that to happen first the song has to catch your attention, and usually it's the melody and the overall feeling of a song that does it, and not the lyrics. And that is the point!
I think Jimin picked these tracks because he simply likes them. Perhaps he first paid attention to the melodies and the mood and only then understood the lyrics sometime later.
A lot of people (including me) hear some kind of song instead of another because they are intrigued by the melody or the association with a particular situation. The mood that fits the moment, the weather, the time of day or many other things which lead us to choose this song and not another.
Maybe Jimin and Taehyung were driving at night and listening to the song on the radio, maybe they were in a romantic mood back then, just having dinner together or taking a half bath together. Ha ha, I know I am deceiving and romanticizing what I am saying to reflect the vast possibilities and reasons why you listen to music like this and no other. Jimin putting together this list of songs for his spotify playlist doesn't mean he listens to it all the time, every day, but that he has the songs he likes on his list and chose the ones he wants to hear right now, or that he thought ARMY could like.
Of course, I'm sure he listens to very different songs during exercising than the one lying in bed before falling asleep. Maybe he's listening to this list, just like we hear the songs from BTS? We know individual words after repeating them several times, and we generally know (as we decide to read translations) what is going on in a particular song, but we don't understand all the words accurately. Not all of us are in the same situation as described in a particular song, but still we listen to it because we like it, because BTS sings it, because we are waiting for a solo from Suga etc. etc. etc.
For some time now we have been seeing (I see) Vmin happy, even very happy, as if "after the night the day came and after the storm came peace" (by the way, these are the words of one of my favorite songs), I have the impression that Vmin have finished fighting all their fights and they are just happy now, finally. Taehyung looks like a million dollars, he's literally glowing and far more lively than he was a year ago.
To him, Jimin is like smooch like butter and someone he likes the most. Taehyung is a handsome and hot chingu for Jimin who he also likes him the most as well. Tell me dear Anon, where is there room for fear and doubt in the love they share? Why and on what basis do you suspect that Vmin has broken up, or is having problems, or that either of them is unhappy? Besides, if one of them has an off day or is simply tired after a packet schedule and thus doesn't look as animated, why is that immediately read as "Jimin and Tae aren't together anymore" or "they are drifting apart" when chances are far more likely that it has nothing to do with their bond? Based on the playlist, or based on Vlive, or maybe based on both of these events, what is the correlation?
I've seen the Vlive. To tell the truth, I didn't see a sad and pouty Jimin there. Instead, I saw Taehyung smiling and content, and Jimin smiled and admired Tae's new hairstyle. I watched the latest BTS interviews. Vmin stared at each other, Jimin stared at Tae with a big smile that only grew in size and the two communicated with their eyes.
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Jimin caressed Taehyung's back/butt in the Butter MV making Episode and said there’s butter here (though it wasn’t translated in the subs).
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In the McD ad they were together and standing next to each other, even with Jimin resting his head on Tae's shoulder and then Jimin eating Tae's chicken nugget from his hand.
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Honestly, I don't know what else Vmin would have to do to keep people from doubting their bond and happiness. They have shown us so much, I think they have reached the limit of what can be said without saying it bluntly.
Most importantly, this is a very interesting situation as we have never had as much "dubious news/content" (not meant negatively at all) as we have now after Taehyung's interview with his ‘confession’/clarification about Sweet Night. To me it smells a bit like someone wants to cause fear or plant the seed of doubt, or be like a trojan horse with the underlying idea of course being that "well...we must be wrong" even though there’s no reason for us to believe/think that.
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yuminsung · 4 years ago
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NCT 2020: SYNERGY (my wishes for an album)
I was positive we were getting an NCT 2020 comeback at the start of the year, however now I have realised I am a clown. So, instead, I have spent longer than I should’ve creating an album filled with stuff that I would like to see.
I want to preface this with the fact that I have no qualifications in anything related to music / album design / production or anything like that, this is just based on my opinions as a fan of music and NCT.
I’m gonna split this into 4 sections to kinda separate my thoughts, and so it’s easier to navigate.
1. TITLE
NCT 2018s album is titled EMPATHY, the definition of this being “the ability to understand and share the feelings of another”. I think SM chose this to reflect how NCT 2018 was an amalgamation of 127, DREAM, and U. I wanted to try and keep this theme for NCT 2020, though expand on it due to the addition of WAYV. 
SYNERGY is defined as “the combined power of a group when they are working together, that is greater than the total power achieved by each working separately”. To be honest, I think the word ‘synergy’ perfectly sums up NCT’s concept of sub-units, so it would be a good choice for NCT 2020s album’s title due to its meaning as well as its similarity to ‘empathy’ sound-wise. 
2. ALBUM COVER 
The album cover for EMPATHY was very bright, like all the colours of the rainbow, but still very minimalistic and kinda futuristic? The NCT vibe. I think their second album would suit a slightly more mature design, and as I have no talent in design, I’m going to use existing album covers to give an idea of what i think would work well.
If SM was to go down the route of a similar album cover, I think the best example is the 1975′s newest album:
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It still has the text elements that were prominent on EMPATHY’s cover, while being more minimalistic in colour (aside from the yellow side panel which would theoretically be bright neobong green).
If they were to go along a different route to EMPATHY, I think this album cover by Paris Jones could work well for NCT 2020:
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If the background surface was black, a polaroid of all 21 members could be a simple but effective album cover. 
In terms of promotional photos, this scene from the WAYV ‘Regular’ MV is my first thought:
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Photos taken on a set like this, with all the members dotted about the room and maybe the album title + members’ names repeated across the screens could work well to give off the futuristic NCT vibe. 
3. TITLE TRACK / CONCEPT 
I can’t create a whole album’s worth of songs, so for the next two sections all the songs mentioned are going to be from existing artists. I’m not trying in anyway to suggest that “NCT would do it better” or that NCT should release the exact songs mentioned - I’m just using these songs to represent the styles I would like to see NCT explore. 
Title Track: GETTING CLOSER - SEVENTEEN 
I think SVT are a really good example of having a lot of members that all have the opportunity to shine. Getting Closer is that bitch, like the line distribution is spot-on and the choreography is one of my all-time favourites. 
Black on Black was mainly instrumental to highlight the performance ability of NCT 2018. Getting Closer is reminiscent of BoB in its powerful nature, but would be able to show NCT 2018′s growth into NCT 2020, with further vocal / rap capabilities showcased alongside the previously established performance talent.
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The concepts of BoB and Getting Closer are already similar, so this wouldn’t be anything out of NCT’s / SM’s comfort zone, and would also work towards establishing a dark & powerful ‘brand’ for when all sub-units perform together as one. 
Special Stage: UH-OH - (G)-IDLE
I would like to see NCT 2020 do something a little bit different than ‘powerful’ for the special stage. Uh-Oh has a really chilled kinda west-coast vibe that I think NCT are yet to fully explore in any sub-unit but could absolutely pull off. It would be a stage where they could genuinely have fun performing all together. 
I imagine the stage being done in a way similar to Growl by EXO in that certain groups of members come onto the stage for different verses, then all come on together for the final chorus.
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The styling for Uh-Oh is kinda summer streetwear. The best equivalent I’ve found for a boy group in this style is ATEEZ Wave era.
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This shows kinda how I think the styling for this stage should be, in particular Jongho, Yunho, and Mingi. Just think lots of colour, street brands, and denim. 
Getting Closer and Uh-Oh are the only songs on the album where I’ve put all 21 members on the same track. 
4. TRACKLIST 
I have no talent when it comes to album design / composition or anything like that, but I tried to create a sort of theme / flow between the songs I picked for the album. NCT songs I’d liken the overall theme to are ‘Love Song’ from Neo Zone, ‘Love Again’ from Reload, and ‘YESTODAY’ from Empathy. 
I’ve used an intro, interlude, and outro to show progression of NCT 2020 through the album, with these 3 songs getting more upbeat one by one. Though extremely cringey, I guess I was trying to emulate them growing happier through being together as a group.
Aside from the two tracks mentioned above that feature all members, the rest of the songs are split into sub-units, whether it be pre-existing unofficial units within NCT or a selection of members I think suit the style of a certain song. I have not included any official NCT sub-units on this album, as that was done in EMPATHY. I’d like this to be one big NCT U album, where we get the members in combinations we’d otherwise never get to hear performing together. 
The Tracklist: 
INTRO: The Unknown Guest (DEAN)
Members: Xiaojun
Xiaojun is a beyond amazing singer (he is my joint favourite vocalist in NCT). This song has an old feel, it’s almost haunting, and I really think Xiaojun’s voice would suit such a song perfectly. Xiaojun performing an intro of this style alone would open the album well and give him the time to shine he deserves !
Track 1: Getting Closer (SVT)
Members: All
(Explained above)
Track 2: CHILLI (SVT)
Members: Rap Line (Taeyong, Johnny*, WinWin*, Lucas, Mark, Hendery, Jaemin, YangYang, Jeno, Jisung*)
I might have completely forgotten some songs but I don’t think NCT have ever released a rap-heavy song of this style. I would love to see them do a rap song with this sort of relaxed vibe - it would show off diversity in their rapping abilities and would be a fun concept to see.
*I know Johnny, WinWin, and Jisung are in both the vocal and rap lines, but I’ve chosen to include them on the rap line track rather than the vocal line track as I think they suit the vibe of this track better than the vocal track. Plus, it would give the three of them more lines (god knows they need them) if they were on this track rather than with the vocal line :)
Track 3: Uh Oh (G-IDLE)
Members: All
(Explained above) 
Track 4: The Truth Untold (BTS)
Members: Vocal Line (Taeil, Yuta, Doyoung, Kun, Ten, Jaehyun, Jungwoo, Xiaojun, Renjun, Haechan, Chenle)
Although NCT has released ballads before, I would love to hear members from different subunits singing together. Like, imagine Renjun, Xiaojun, and Jungwoo on the SAME track - the power. Taeil and Chenle harmonising? Iconic.
Track 5: Spotlight (1the9)
Members: Foreign Swaggers / English-Speaking Line (Johnny, Ten, Jaehyun, Hendery, Xiaojun, Mark, YangYang)
I know Xiaojun, Hendery, and YangYang aren’t technically in the Foreign Swaggers, but I feel like spiritually they are. I wanna see 6 of them causing havoc while Jaehyun spectates (https://youtu.be/acsjfk4cz1U). A song with a playful vibe, not necessarily in English, would suit these members well.
INTERLUDE: Dayfly (DEAN)
Members: Taeil, Taeyong, Kun, Doyoung, Jungwoo
I don’t have any reasoning for why I’ve chosen these specific members for this song other than the fact I think the style suits them well. I think the 5 of them together on an interlude with a relaxed feel would just be a really calming break in the album.  
Track 6: Vibe (1Team)
Members: Taeyong, Yuta, Jungwoo, Jeno, Jaemin, Haechan, Jisung
This is quite a broad range of members in terms of age but I don’t think that matters as each of their styles would suit a song like this. A relaxed style and structure similar to the one this song has would allow each of them to shine, as it’s nearly an equal split of rappers to vocalists.
Track 7: Retro Future (Triple H)
Members: Johnny, Ten
Baby Don’t Stop 2.0. I can just imagine these two singing a song like this and having so much fun. A JohnTen duet track is giving the gays (read @incorrectnct​ ) not only what they want, but what they deserve. 
Track 8: Base Line (J-HOPE)
Members: 99 Line (Lucas, Mark, Hendery, Xiaojun)
The 99 line is 3/4 rappers so a song that is rap-heavy in style would best showcase their ability. We’ve heard Mark and Lucas together during EMPATHY era, and Lucas with Hendery and Xiaojun in WAYV, so I have no doubts the 4 would work together. Plus, rapper Xiaojun could be something that we don’t yet have but definitely need. 
Track 9: Focus on Me (JUS2)
Members: 97 Line (Jaehyun, WinWin)
These two are made for a sexy concept like the style of this song, and their voices complement each-others’ so well. I always felt Jaehyun was one of the members of 127 WinWin was most comfortable around, so their existing chemistry would make a track together even better. 
Track 10: Second Life (SVT)
Members: China Line (Kun, WinWin, Lucas, Hendery, Xiaojun, Renjun, YangYang, Chenle)
They have the range.
Track 11: New Rules (TXT)
Members: 00 Line (Haechan, Renjun, YangYang, Jaemin, Jeno)
A song with a fun feel to it like this is the only way to go for the 00 line. They are almost an even split of rappers and vocalists, so a song like this would allow each member to shine. I know any song with these 5 together would make me smile while listening to it. 
OUTRO: Blue Side (J-HOPE)*
Members: Yuta
Imagine if SM gave Yuta his own solo track,, just kidding,,, unless? But for real, Yuta has managed to prove how talented an artist he is despite SM only giving him 2 lines and 8 seconds of screen time each comeback, so imagine how amazing a whole song by him would be.
*Song will be in Japanese.
FINAL THOUGHTS
I tried to split the members evenly between tracks, which I know is unrealistic but is what we want to see (SM please let Mark, Taeyong, and Haechan rest). I’m not sure if we’ll ever get another full group album, I’ve heard some people saying it will be NCT 2021 for 21 members, like the 18 members for NCT 2018. Regardless, making this made me feel happy thinking about the possible interactions and the songs that could come from it. 
If you’ve made it this far thank you for sticking with my jumbled thought process. Please message me if you have any thoughts about anything in this post or just about NCT ot21 in general :) 
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taekooktimeline · 4 years ago
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November 20, 2020 (live)
BTS broadcast a Comeback vlive, with Yoongi not there due to his shoulder surgery. 
When Joon dramatically yells “V!” to introduce Tae - referencing “jump” - Jk keeps his ritual alive and begins singing Tae’s part in “jump” by himself. Subtitles don’t pick it up.
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As a result of Jk extending his intro, Tae plays along by posing like this:
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(Timestamp 3:25)
Speculation on Kayla’s part but something she wants to note - Interestingly, when the camera pans out, we can see Tae’s and Jk’s concept room photos next to each other.
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Close up -
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The others’ concept photos are seen in the wide shot but it’s curious TK’s were placed standing up, next to each other and separate from the others.
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Better look at the other concept rooms scattered below:
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(Timestamp 5:54, zoom out SS at 13:09 and 31:13)
Members take turns to photograph each other as they pose with Yoongi’s cardboard picture. Tae ends up taking Jk’s pics, and since Jk started messing with others’ angles and wanting to create  the funniest pictures, Tae commits to the task by focusing on the humorous part a little past his liking.
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First call out -
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Tae still tries to get a funny shot by not including Jk’s entire face. Jk whines and corrects his angle -
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(Timestamp 8:40-9:00)
When Yoongi gets on the phone with them, Tae asks for his opinion about his talking skills during the press conference as an allusion to the mistake he made, clowning himself. Members laugh and Jimin high-fives Tae.
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Jk can’t help himself and teases Tae by verbalizing the phrase that everyone is thinking about. More laughs ensue.
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He scrunches his nose as he recalls the incident that BTS won’t let go of and keep bringing up.
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(Timestamp 10:35)
They continue teasing him during the intro of his song “Blue and Grey”. Joon uses Tae’s extravagant phrase while Jk mischievously asks him about the genre. Tae has a faint, shy smile as he speaks.
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(Timestamp 17:40)
Various members express love for Tae’s song, including Jk.
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(Timestamp 18:40)
As Tae describes “Blue and Grey”, Jk holds up his slipper to his outfit and jokes how this is blue and grey. The discussed is a beautiful but weighty song about Tae’s struggles and Tae was feeling a bit uncomfortable when the word “depressed” was brought up, so Jk might have thought it was good to bring some levity to the situation by being funny and holding up his slipper to showcase the colors, or it might have just been a cute realization.  
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(Timestamp 21:43)
Jk explains how “Stay” was originally the last song for his mixtape.
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Off camera, Tae waves his hand which Jk comments on, before saying Tae supported the song. Tae was playfully asking to be recognized for his role in its inclusion on the album.
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Tae appears pleased as Jk goes on to explain how, rather than doing it himself, it was Tae who had the members and even the company listen to the song to get it included in BE - confident in its potential.
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Jimin then affirms all the members ended up supporting the song being included.
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Joon and Jimin then discuss how they originally considered another song for the album but the members didn’t like it. That’s when Tae suggested they listen to “Stay” - which, up until that moment, only Jk and Tae had heard.
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After Tae suggested “Stay” the members listened to it in the practice room.
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Hobi then reiterated what Jimin said - that once they heard it they agreed with Tae and supported Jk’s song being included in BE. 
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(Timestamp 31:54)
As the members discuss “Dynamite”, it seems that staff informed them about Jk having something on his neck and he either asked Tae for help or Tae read the sign and showed attentiveness, which led to Jk exposing his neck for his inspection and getting cleaned by him
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(Timestamp 35:32)
Close ups -
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https://www.instagram.com/p/CHzuVHCIQbE/?igshid=tu7hbchl1vu5 
They move onto the MV reaction. When Bighit’s logo appears on screen, Tae complains by pointing out they should’ve used Jk’s “Golden Closet” brand since he was the director.
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Jk echoes him.
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(Timestamp 37:37)
The members ask Tae why he rubs his lips in the LGO MV and he explains it’s a habit. Jk says he’s never seen him do that which causes the members to laugh. The humor resides in the fact that they are close and he should’ve noticed if it was in fact a habit.
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Tae laughingly insists it’s a habit.
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(Timestamp 43:03)
BTS hold a raffle to change their “BE album” parts for the filming process of the CB vlive’s, impromptu version of their latest MV. Tae is in charge of being the hair and makeup artist and goes around applying lipstick to the members.
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(Tae starts by applying lipstick to Hobi around 59:33; at 59:56 is when he applies to Jk)
Jimin - who previously tried to avoid having the silly lipstick done and swore revenge - doesn’t let Tae get away with not having lipstick on and teases by holding him and commanding Jk to apply it to him.
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Despite initially saying he’d do it faintly, Jk mischievously applies it to Tae in a messy manner.
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Upon completing, he peeks at Tae and throws his head back in laughter. He absolutely loves being responsible for such ridiculous results.
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(Timestamp 1:01:02)
Jk and Tae make eye contact and Jk erupts in another fit of laughter.
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Jk’s legs buckle as he laughs at Tae’s look, finding it hysterical.
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He then pats Tae on the back
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before running his hand down his arm.
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He laughs some more while patting Tae a second time, which reads as “forgive me but this is too good”. Tae is happy to cause such a joyful reaction. 
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(Timestamp 1:02:08)
When Joon raps his part in LGO, Tae is in the background styling Jk’s hair in maknae line’s typical, absurd way (creating “horns” or spikes) - as he did with everyone else, making the most out of his stylist position. It’s hard to capture an SS from the raw footage but it may be seen around the 1:03:44-1:03:45 mark, right behind him and the Yoongi cut out.
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https://twitter.com/_k91230v_/status/1330065648811184135?s=21 
When Tae appears on screen to sing his part in LGO, Jk starts laughing again while wrinkling his nose.
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(Timestamp 1:03:58)
Tae goes to stand by Jk after Jk’s solo part. Tae briefly pats him on the back (SS don’t do it justice).
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(Timestamp 1:04:14)
As the group sings, Tae turns to Jk and gets his attention.
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He then flicks his chin.
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Jk responds by pointing at Tae and starting to laugh heartily all over again at Tae’s look, who made it increasingly funny by acting serious.
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Jk slightly scrunches his nose in laughter.
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(Timestamp 1:04:26)
https://vlive.tv/post/0-19932216 
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manggaetteokkie · 4 years ago
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So what are your top 5 favorite BTS songs and then top 5 favorite BTS videos?
Then what are you top 5 favorite Jikook moments? Lol Haaaard questions
Gonna combine these two cause I think these are from the same anonie, who I’m starting to think likes to make people suffer djfhskdh (if it’s not from the same person, then big rip) 
Sorry this took so long, I was really trying to narrow it down to top 5 and I think I still ended up failing... I actually do this with my friends but usually, we’re a little bit more generous by narrowing it down to stuff like: top 5 title tracks, top 5 rap-line, top 5 vocal line, top 5 albums, etc... Asking me top 5 songs from their entire discography is absolutely savage.
For my top 5 BTS songs (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER BECAUSE I BARELY NARROWED IT DOWN TO FIVE, YOU CANT MAKE ME RANK THEM):
Blood Sweat & Tears: the monarch, the goat, putting it simply, the absolute best. I honestly remember when the Wings short films started dropping, my friend and I panicked HARD because we were like “WTF IS GOING ON WHAT IS THIS”. And then the teaser dropped, and it was so different from the “typical” BTS we’ve been getting, so we were even more confused. But then... The MV dropped and that was honestly just such a massive turning point for everything. Also, as an ARMY with a Jimin bias, I almost didn’t survive it.
Attack on Bangtan: okay this is honestly just such a fun hype song that never gets old no matter how many times you listen to it? It’s honestly a classic and whenever it plays on Run BTS, I know I’m either about to witness an epic moment or it’s gonna send my ass on the floor from laughing. (Also, let us never forget Tae’s “Nico nico niiii~”)
I Need U: okay this was The song that got me learning all their names and holy shit, I’ve listened to this song so much, it’s currently 5th most played song (out of nearly 2k songs) in my iTunes with 1,338 plays. When one hears “Fall...”, one does not simply resist the urge to belt “EVERYTHANG” with feelings. Also, funnily enough, the one that first caught my eye was Yoongi, there was something so eye-catching about the way he rapped in such a despondent manner at the start of the mv. 
House of Cards: I definitely need to put this one because I’ve listened to this song a total of 2,104 times, if you add the Prologue (short) version total (861) to the full length one (1,243). This was my “hoe” anthem long before My Time was born. I deadass fell in love with the song 10 seconds in, there was no saving me and you cannot stop anyone from doing emo bodyrolls when it comes up. Jikook’s bridge? I can’t sing to save my life but you can bet your ass I’m lipsyncing to that shit every single time.
I HATE THIS. I HATE PICKING THE LAST ONE, I WANT TO FIT THEIR ENTIRE DISCOGRAPHY INTO THIS LAST SPOT FFFFFFF.
And now, the last one... can I cheat and throw Euphoria, Serendipity and Seesaw all at my 5th spot? Cause I REALLY can’t pick one out of these 3 skjdhfkshdkf I have such an emotional attachment to Serendipity and Euphoria at this point (DJ Swivel remix of Euphoria? Hello?? I almost cried??? You are me, I am you?? HMMM????), and Seesaw just really surprised me. I absolutely was not expecting it, but holy shit, Seesaw slapped and it slapped hard. At this point, I’m like, anything Yoongi touches turns to absolute gold, I can’t resist him.
Okay I have so many other faves (Spring Day, Baepsae, etc.) but since you only asked for top 5 and not, like, top 100, I have to stop myself here, but I also very curious about your top 5s if you guys wanna share!! Let’s see how well you do, only narrowing it down to 5.
For my top 5 BTS videos (I only counted Bangtan Bombs and live performances, excluding MVs, since you didn’t specify. Otherwise there are too many... just thinking about how many Run BTS episodes I could fit otherwise lmfao):
Perfect Man: I’m a Jimin stan. What did you expect, me to not include this masterpiece??
As I Told You: Good lord, Jungkook was so fkn attractive in a hockey jersey of all things. I honestly loved it so much, I can listen to the live audio as is.
2018 MMA - IDOL Intro Performance (3J focus): Again, I am a Jimin stan. But seriously, from Hobi hitting every. single. beat. while dancing on a raised platform, to Jimin’s fan dance (I streamed the show live and I couldn’t focus on anything else after), to JK lounging like the absolute king that he is, what’s not to love?
It’s Tricky Bangtan Bomb: oldie but goldie, honestly. All of them were babies but holy shit, if their casual dancing didn’t absolutely make me fall in love with them all over again. It honestly never gets old no matter how many times I watch it.
BTS Carpool Karaoke: I have to admit, I honestly got stuck picking the last one so I went with this one because I feel like this is a really really good video to introduce others to BTS to. From their amazing acapella vocals (JK belting Finesse lives in my mind rent free) to how they were so perfectly themselves? You had Hobi’s sunshine smile in the middle, Baby Mochi, Jin’s “I don’t know what he said, but let’s laugh ha ha ha ha”, etc. 
Okay I have to admit something, I probably forgot like 90% of their videos so if any of you guys mention a video, I might go “AH SHIT I FORGOT ABOUT THAT ONE SKDJFHKSH” so take this list more as a “bangtan videos you should 100% watch” :^)
For my top 5 jikook moments (you absolutely devil, how could you ask me such a question), in no particular order because, again, I actually cannot physically bring myself to rank them:
Jimin comforting a crying JK during LY: (6:05) the way Jimin ran over as soon as he saw Jungkook bent over, facing the backstage. My heart. And he kept JK company for a bit, making sure he was fine before leaving. This whole thing just makes my heart melt into a puddle no matter how many times I think/see about it because it’s like, the timing is just? Anpanman barely started and he just looked over, saw, and ran over. Jesus Christ.
That Jikook moment during SY Seoul Finale: Just how much comfort Jimin must represent for Jungkook to let the dam free once again just seeing his face aghhhhhasgdahj I literally made an entire post about that moment because of how incredibly soft it gets me. I’ve linked it but it’s also my pinned so it’s very easy to find. 
“Are you guys dating?”: (start) holy shit okay so this moment is so sdjkfhkdshkfdhks the way both of them were so giggly? It never fails to make me laugh how absolutely done Joon sounded when he said “push quickly!” Also, just how soft did Jimin make his voice when he asked “are you ready”? and how JK, the single most competitive member of BTS, was just giggling the entire time and didn’t even try pushing Jimin before Jimin ended up eliminating himself. Not to mention how JK couldn’t into Jimin’s eyes and only finally made eye contact with at the very end :^)
MMA 2018: lmao okay so I’m just gonna throw this entire fkn night into the mix. I still remember how it was the wee hours in the morning for me when I started following the live stream and damn, they were literally inseparable the entire time. My TL was exploding in Jikook content and between watching them through the official broadcast and watching the fancams, I was BUSY. They did everything: whispering to each other’s ears, slinging their arms around each other’s shoulders, JK massaging JM’s nape, JK pulling JM down to sit... phew.
GCF in Tokyo: Okay so this is one of those things that the more you think about it, the more you can’t believe it’s real. I couldn’t not include this simply because of how meaningful the whole thing was. There’s so much about it that makes me ????? because JK really booked a two-person trip to Tokyo for Jimin’s birthday. And Jimin genuinely had fun on that trip. The whole thing just shows how comfortable the two of them are with each other because they’d never had gone on a trip together elsewise. I recently saw a Korean movie director���s reaction to GCF and the whole thing didn’t have any subs, but the two reactors were like “ohhh... these two... these two must be really close” (they’d reacted to BTS MVs before, but they’re not familiar with how the members are outside of that). From my limited Korean understanding, the movie director then commented “Because the model and the director are so close, it’s very natural” (if I’ve gotten any Korean followers, I’d love to get confirmation on the words said because my Korean understanding isn’t perfect and I don’t want to be spreading crap around). GCF in Tokyo is also the first video posted under the GCF label, with JK editing the whole thing himself. He filmed, he directed, he edited. And his main actor was Jimin.
I was this 👌🏻 close to adding LY lap sitting and Rose Bowl moments but I had other faves to include so I thought I’d go with something else :^) GCF forced its way into my list, I had no say in it.
Okay so I hope this was enough skdjfhkdshfs this post got really long cause I couldn’t help myself from giving reasons for why I included the ones I did, I’m sorry sjkfhdks Please feel free to share you’re own fave songs/videos/jikook moments!!
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btxtreads · 5 years ago
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whispers || min yoongi (2)
CHAPTER TWO 
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➳ Fate is such a fickle thing. So easy to tamper with.
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↳ Pairing: Min Yoongi x Reader (Based off of the Daechwita MV)
↳ word count: 2.8k words
↳ rating: PG-13
↳ genre: fluff, angst, historical AU
↳ Warnings: Swords, Death, A gun, Battle Scenes, Forced Engagement, Failed Execution, Assassination
↳Trigger warning note: PLEASE BE CAREFUL IN READING THIS FIC. IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY THE THINGS LISTED ABOVE–PLEASE DO NOT PROCEED UNDER THE KEEP READING SIGN.
➳ Whispers Masterlist
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“Y/N, you are an ongju. When people find out about you, what will happen?” Y/N’s sister, Gongju Sun, chastised as she brushed her hair.
“Nothing, Sun, because they won’t.” Y/N sighed. “Besides, everyone’s here to see you—the gongju[4]. I’m just here because father wanted me to come as well to accompany you. I should at least have some freedom to roam the country while you two are occupied. Otherwise, why am I here?”
“Ongju, gongju—whatever your title may be, you are important to me and father. We do not want to see you hurt.” Sun smiled. “You’re my little sister, and I’d really like to see you on my wedding with the emperor and my coronation—in one piece.”
“The emperor,” Y/N snorted. “what is he like anyways?”
“Attractive, save for a scar in his face. He has snow white hair and a strong build,” Sun said dreamily, before shaking her head and snapping out of her trance. “Y/N, do not change the subject,”
“Sun, I haven’t been out in two days,” Y/N groaned. “I need sunlight.”
“You can get some in the courtyard, and whining is not what princesses do.” The gongju scolded. “You have to act more like one,”
“No one can see us in here, I don’t need to be princess-like. No one needs to be princess-like. Let’s just be ourselves!” Y/N complained, to which Sun glared at.
Y/N rolled her eyes. “Fine,”
“Good.” Sun smiled as she stood. “Now, I must take my leave. It is almost time for me to meet the emperor to talk about the wedding.”
It’s time for me to meet the emperor, Y/N mocked soundlessly behind Sun’s back as she closed the door behind her.
As soon as the princess’ footsteps faded away, Y/N leaped to the door and poked her head out with a smile.
“Jimin?”
The guard, a boy around the same age as Y/N with jet black hair, thick lips and hooded eyes, snapped into attention.
Jimin, the guard took a quick glance around to see if anybody was around. When he confirmed there was nobody, he turned to glower at the princess.
“Jiminie!” Y/N sing-songed.
“Y/N, how many times do I have to tell you not to get caught when you sneak out.” Jimin huffed as he loosened his grip on his sword and crossed his arms. “The emperor gave me an earful yesterday!”
“You know you love me,” Y/N smiled and tilted her head. “Listen, I’m just gonna go—”
“Sneak out again?”
Y/N blinked, smiling softly. “What do you want me to do, sleep?”
“Y/N—” Jimin sighed. “Do you want to be scolded right now? Because let me tell you, it is not funny.”
“I won’t really mind it if it’s you,” Y/N grinned, watching Jimin flush.
“Y/N, that’s not funny!”
At Y/N’s laugh, she returned back inside her room. “Cover for me.”
With a sigh, Jimin’s eyes softened as he looked at the princess. “Always,”
Y/N smiled and closed her door, immediately changing into her commoner’s clothes.
Then, she was off in the streets.
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It was precisely at this moment that Yoongi decided, fuck it.
Instead of his Joseon dynasty clothes, that were really baggy and scratchy, he just wore his usual clothes.
An olive-green shirt, a slightly lighter colored jacket, and pants.
Looking forward, this was a bad idea—he stuck out of the crowd like a sore thumb. Still, he preferred his own clothes over the ones the era had.
They sucked.
Yoongi huffed and ventured out into the market, his eyes locking onto a guard at the entrance of the castle walls.
His day yesterday, at least when the future empress left him, was not totally in vain.
He found one of the guards amongst the streets, frolicking and spending his night.
The assassin he is, Yoongi quickly found an ally—at least there was someone who’s willing to help him take down the king. All he needed now was a plan.
But first, he wanted to look around. Maybe finish the Daechwita he didn’t get to listen to yesterday.
The empress was a damn brat. Yoongi concluded, shaking his head.
After a while, Yoongi groaned loudly as his ears heard a familiar voice—the same voice that followed him all-day yesterday.
“Hey, Daechwita!”
Without turning back, Yoongi took a sharp turn to the left accidentally bumping into a tall, broad-shouldered man.
He didn’t turn back to check, whether she followed him—not even when he heard shouting and sounds of skin punching skin.
She’ll be fine.
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She was not fine.
In her 27 years of existence, she had never seen a brawl break out.
So when she saw two grown men punch it out in front of her, she was, suffice to say, a little bit winded.
It all started when she saw him, with his mop of messy, black hair and weird green clothes that made him so easy to spot.
“Hey, Daechwita!” Y/N called happily, making her way to him.
He threw his head back all of a sudden, making a sharp turn and bumping into a tall, broad-shouldered man—who then bumped into a tall, muscled passer-by, which then escalated into a full-out brawl in the middle of the streets, in broad daylight.
Y/N froze as she stopped a few feet away, eyes wide open in shock.
“Jin-hyung, Jin-hyung!” A boy immediately came over.
He fussed over Y/N for a quick second, gently leading the girl to the side before jumping in to stop the fight. “Jungkook, enough!”
“He started it, Taehyung!” Jin screamed.
“No, I didn’t! You hit my head with a fishing pole!” Jungkook screamed back.
“Someone bumped into me, stupid!”
“Don’t call me stupid, stupid!” Jungkook retorted, turning the fight into a screaming match—which was at least a little bit better than punching each other.
Taehyung winced, scratching the back of his neck as he turned over to the girl. “Ah, are you alright?”
“Fine,” Y/N smiled softly.
“Sorry about them.” Taehyung winced. “Brothers—always on each other’s necks. That was rough-housing with a little anger—they had a big argument yesterday. I guess they’re fighting it out.”
“They’re brothers?”
“We all are—Kind of, we’re orphans. We took care of each other ever since we were children. Jin and Namjoon-hyung—he’s a guard at the palace—work to help us survive.” Taehyung shrugged, looking back at Jin, who was yelling incoherent words at a fast-pace. “It was kind of hard, but we got by.”
“Oh,” Y/N tilted her head and opened her mouth to reply before Jin’s voice got louder.
“Idiot, you’re an idiot!” Jin screamed, waving his arms around.
“Maybe I should stop them before Jungkook gets punchy again.” Taehyung blinked.
“Maybe you should,” Y/N smiled, nodding. “Hey, you and your brothers are doing great—just continue being there for each other.”
“That’s the plan,” Taehyung smiled softly, turning to leave before looking back at the girl.
“Oh, the guy you were calling for, that was the one who bumped into Jin-hyung, right?”
Y/N raised her eyebrows, almost forgetting about him for a quick second. “Oh, yes. Him.”
Taehyung pointed to the left. “He went over there, past the trees. Leads to a field. He’s been staying there for a few days now.”
Y/N smiled and nodded at Taehyung. “Thank you!”
With a brief smile, Taehyung walked over to the fighting brothers and started to drag them away.
Y/N made her way over to where Taehyung pointed and found him sitting by a tree.
“Hey there, Daechwita.” She greeted and sat beside him, gazing at the sunset.
The man only sighed in exasperation, nodding briefly at her.
“Can I talk for a second?” Y/N sighed, leaning her head back.
“Will it make a change if I say no?” he grumbled out, making Y/N softly smiled and shook her head.
“Look,” the man turned his head to frown at the girl. “It’s really dangerous for you to be out and about. You’re a princess. You don’t even know me—and yet you’re following me.”
“So, you know,” Y/N smiled and leaned her head back on the tree trunk. “and yet you didn’t treat me like one. I’m glad, Daechwita.”
“What?”
“I’m just… tired of being a princess, I guess.” Y/N shrugged. “I’m not even that special—I’m not the crown princess. I’m not marrying an emperor. I don’t understand why they can’t just let it be.”
“You are important,” the man shrugged. “you’re royalty.”
“Maybe I don’t want to be.”
“But you can’t choose who you were born to be,” Daechwita pointed out. “but you can choose who you can be by playing by the rules.”
“What if I don’t want to?”
“Well, will it make a change if you say no?” he raised his eyebrows. “You have to be alive, and safe, and be in the right place and the right time to be able to use your voice. That’s not here—not in a blank field watching the sunset with a man you don’t even know the name of.”
Y/N turned to him with a smile. “That can change if you tell me your name.”
The man snorted. “If you really want to know so bad, then fine. It’s Min Yoongi, princess.”
“Yoongi,” Y/N whispered, looking over at him. “I like it.”
“Of course, you do,”
Y/N’s eyes darted around, awed at the orange and red hues the sky donned. “I… I never experienced what people my age do.”
“What do you think people your age do?”
“…Things.” Y/N shrugged, causing Yoongi to scoff.
“Right,”
“Will you let me do something? I just want to experience it, the way I want it to.” Y/N asked, turning to Yoongi.
Yoongi shrugged. “I mean as long as you don’t murder me, what is it?”
Y/N stopped, contemplating her actions before nodding to encourage herself.
In a swift move, she swung herself to lean over to Yoongi and plant a kiss on his lips. It was gentle, soft and sweet—everything she imagined.
Yoongi, on the other hand, was having a mental breakdown.
Y/N pulled away, red in the face. “Apologies, I just… really wanted to find out. What it’s like, I mean.”
“You’ve never kissed anyone before?” Yoongi asked, gulping as he straightened up. He’s never kissed a historical figure before—he’s never kissed anyone and liked it this much either.
“No, I don’t get out much.”
“What about your guards and knights, huh?” Yoongi said, teasingly grinning.
She’s not so bad, she’s pretty. Beautiful even. When she’s not following me around, she’s not so anno—no. He can’t. He’s on a mission.
“No, not really,” Y/N shrugged. “No one I ever liked enough to kiss, at least.”
“So, you like me?”
“I guess?” Y/N scrunched her face up. “I think you’re attractive.”
“Alright, princess.” Yoongi smirked, shaking his head as he stood up and dusted his pants. “You should go home. I got some things to do.”
“I guess will, but I want to see this first.” Y/N said, watching the majestic blend of orange and red hues as the sun kept setting. “I never see this.”
Yoongi, after sending her a quick smile and a nod, left—the feel of soft lips on his fresh in his mind.
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Donned back in Joseon-appropriate clothes, Yoongi made his way into the castle to start his mission with his handgun tightly set in his holster.
It didn’t go well—some guards found him and chased him down.
As soon as he stepped into the hallway, he heard her.
With small smile, Yoongi shook his head and hid in the shadows—trying to sneak past the hallway and out of prying eyes.
“Jimin, it’s not that bad—I was back soon!”
Jimin?
“The emperor and gongju almost saw you—again, Y/N.” An agitated voice answered. “Do you really want your father to behead me?”
“Ah, father wouldn’t do that, Jimin.” Y/N answered in a light tone. “At least not here, he’s wait until we’re back in Baekje.”
“Was that supposed to calm me down?”
Jimin.
A round of footsteps was heard and another voice. “Emperor Yunki is asking for me to escort you to gongju’s quarters, Jimin. He wanted more Baekje guards with her since there was a reported break-in, which I’m not sure of if it’s actually true since those soldiers were drunk.”
“What about ongju, Namjoon? I can’t leave until she gets a new guard, especially if there’s reports—"
“I’ll be alright for a little bit,” Y/N said lightly. “No one’s going to attack me while you both get a new guard on duty.”
“But—”
“I’ll be fine.” Y/N cut Jimin off.
“Thank you, ongju.”
“Oh, it’s just Y/N, Namjoon. You’ve been so good to us since we got here, the least I could do is let you talk to me without all the formality. We’re friends.” Y/N replied. “Now, shoo. Go to Sun. I’ll be right here.”
“Okay, Y/N.” The voice, presumably Namjoon, responded in an amused tone before footsteps faded out.
All of a sudden, a hand grasped Yoongi’s wrist and he was immediately being pulled towards a gigantic door.
“Yoongi, come here. Fast”
“What the—”
Y/N slammed her door shut, turning to Yoongi.
“Why are you here, at the castle hallways, in the dead of night?” Y/N asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Uh—”
“Ah,” Y/N smiled, sauntering forward and placing her face near his. “My feminine wiles seem to have charmed you for more.”
Yoongi chuckled, shaking his head. “Sure, let’s go with that.”
“Really, Yoongi? Just for a kiss?” Y/N raised an eyebrow, leaning forward before gasping. “Oh, are you the intruder?”
Yoongi frowned, crossing his arms. “Say it louder, I think the next village couldn’t hear you.”
Y/N giggled. “That’s a weird saying.”
“Is it?” Yoongi said, running a hand through his hair.
He pulled away from the princess and sat down on her bed. “This is comfy—you really are a princess.”
Y/N smiled and poked the bed. “Goguryeo has comfy beds, I’ll give them that.”
Her eyes fell onto his hips, zeroing on the gun secure in his holster. “Oh, what’s this?”
Yoongi raised his eyebrows as she reached out to touch his gun.
He looked at her blankly for a few seconds before shrugging and pulling it out.
It was small and handy—a one-of-a-kind revolver he got back when he had a mission during the Civil War[5].
“It’s a handgun.”
“Hand…gun?” Y/N asked, reaching out to take it.
“Yeah, and it’s not for you—it’s dangerous.” Yoongi held it further away. “It’s a weapon.”
“What is it?” Y/N asked, tilting her head.
Yoongi sighed and shrugged. “It’s a small cannon, I guess.”
Y/N’s eyes widened in surprise, leaning forward to touch it. “Oh, that’s neat,”
“It is.”
Y/N glanced up, her nose touching Yoongi’s. When he opened his mouth to speak, Y/N leaned forward to pull his head down and crash her mouth on his.
Yoongi dropped the gun behind him and placed a hand on her waist, guiding her to sit on his lap.
He was not supposed to do this—he was supposed to do his mission.
Yoongi pulled away, his lips red.
Y/N smiled, biting her lip as she lifted herself from his lap and took the gun from her bed. Yoongi took it away from her, avoiding her eyes.
“So, where did you get it? The handgun?”
“It’s a common thing where I’m from.”
“Which is where?”
Yoongi stopped and narrowed his eyes at her. “Somewhere. I have to go.”
Y/N stood up. “Wait, I’m sorry.”
“It’s alright,” Yoongi gave her a brief smile.  “I really have to go.”
“You can’t.” Y/N spoke, her voice lowering in a whisper as she heard footsteps. “They put a new guard out front. If you leave, they’ll catch you.”
Yoongi pursed his lips and took a quick peek out the door, seeing two new guards stationed in front.
“I’ll find a way.”
“When they catch you, they’ll behead you.”
“I’ll get out of it.” Yoongi quipped.
“You’ll run away from a sharp swinging sword aimed for your head, huh?”
Yoongi smiled and pointed to the windows. “I don’t have to pass through the door, there’s a window.”
Y/N blinked and turned, her mouth forming an ‘O’.
Yoongi chuckled opening the window.
As he swung a leg over the window, he smiled back to the princess who only looked at him.
“Good night, princess. Don’t let any other intruders in, okay?”
Y/N smiled, shaking her head. “Be careful, and don’t get caught.”
“I won’t.”
Yoongi grins as Y/N went over a placed a quick peck on his lips, blushing fire hot as she rushed back to her bed with a smile on her face.
Yoongi grinned as he closed the window.
He decided he won’t do the mission today, he can do it some other time. It didn’t matter—he could stay a couple more days.
The mission was already compromised when the guards saw me, anyways. He convinced himself as he jumped off the castle walls.
He raised his hand and touched his lips. 
Yeah, that’s totally why.
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heauxanthem · 4 years ago
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Alright girl here are some asks:
-Sum up your feelings for CNCO in a pic?
-Are there any iconic lines from the boys that live rent free in your head? If so, which?
-Ok, from which of the boys would you get:
a hug
a forehead kiss
a selfie
a voice note
a autograph with a personalized message
-One think you like and dislike of each of the boys?
-If you had a chance to ask them anything, what would you ask them?
Sorry that it took so long but they all of a sudden put me in the lobby where i cant be on my phone while i was writing this but I'm back.
Omg I love these and i love you
-This pic
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Me i bed watching CNCO performances, mvs and interviews
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-omg so many here are some:
1. TU SONRISAAAAAAAA, TE AMOOOOOOO
2. You deserve it girl baby
3. Hola, princesa
4. There's two tomatoes in the cold...
5. That one pick up line about cooking and walking that Zabdiel did
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Hug: Zabdiel, sis did you see that video from yesterday? I feel like if Zabdiel gives you a good hug you just start breaking down
A forehead kiss: Chris, because have you seen those pillows
Selfie: Erick, even though i would pale in comparison
A voice note: my boy Rich, preferably him singing something to me
Autograph with personalized message: Joel
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One thing i like and dislike about each of the boys
Joel, imma start out with him because i really got triggered yesterday. Let me start positive. I like that he is such a family man. I can't relate so i like to see other people be really close to their fam. I dislike that he's petty to A FUCKING FAULT. Like he's so petty he will argue with you even if he knows he's wrong. That shit gets old fast but whatever.
My boy Zabdi, like that he's so unapologetically himself. It's charming af. I dislike that (and this is gonna be hella cheesy) sometimes it seems like he's a bit more self conscious than normal. It's becoming less and less these days tho and i live for that cause he's that BITCH.
My man Richie, I love how strong he is. We all know he's the most underappreciated member together with Erick but aside from some blurps online he really does everything with a smile and we can't help but stannnnnnn. I dislike that he very often has do little clothing on. HEAR ME OUT! I like to look at his body as much as the next person but sometimes I'm worried he'll catch a cold.
ERICK, MY BABYYYYYYY. I love how freaking silly he is. The way he laughs at his own jokes honestly warms my heart and makes me so soft. I dislike that(damn I'm a cheesy bitch today) he didn't have much of a normal teenage time. I don't know if it bothers him but he's had to spend most of his teenage years working and touring, so i worry a bit sometimes but he hasn't expressed any regret yet sooo...
My baby daddy Chris, i love how hardworking he is. I've seen that clip(pretty sure it's from La Banda) of him explaining that he came to the US to work to provide for his family at 18 y/o. That's so freaking beautiful to me makes me wanna cry, like look where you are now, baby!!!!!!! I dislike that he's a bit cringe sometimes. Some of the story he posts and how loud and energetic he is sometimes really makes me go😦
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I'd ask them who they aspire to be in 10 years. What kind of men do they picture they will become.
These were so muchhhhh fun @jane-ray pls reblog with the answers to your own questions
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harryhooksgazebos267 · 4 years ago
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Looking at me~ Jungkook x Reader
Pairing: Jungkook x idol!reader
Genre: Angst, comedy (not a lot)
Warnings: Probably cursing
Requested: Yes, based off of the song by Sabrina Carpenter titled Lookin at me
A/n: Anon, I’m so sorry 😖 This is absolute trash but I tried my best 🥺👉👈 I hope you like it…
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It had been about a five months since you last talked to Jungkook and honestly, you had taken the break up pretty bad. Sure, he had been an asshole but that didn’t mean you didn’t love him. It had caused you to fall into severe depression and you couldn’t even leave your dorm for days. When the news of your break up came out, the media had a field day. The responses were pretty spilt on who they supported. Contrary to what Jungkook said, your group was actually pretty popular (you were apart of Red Velvet?? Like seriously dude, you didn’t even need him for popularity) so you had a lot of fans supporting you. But, of course with love there is always hate. At one point, the hate mixed with being hurt over Jungkook got so bad, that it caused your company to postpone your solo debut. The only reason you got out of your slump was because of you members, specifically Irene.
“Y/n you have to get out of bed! Why don’t we go get something to eat?” She suggested while jumping on your bed and laying next to you.
“No,” you mumbled as you snuggled even deeper into your blanket.
“You can’t sit and mope around all day you know.”
“Isn’t that’s exactly what I’ve been doing? So if you don’t mind, I shall continue on with my mopping,” you sass back as you turn and face the other way.
“Y/n,” she sighed out as she sat on her knees and placed her hand on your shoulder.
“What do I always tell you about men?” She questioned while shaking you a little.
“ᴹᵉⁿ ᵃᶦⁿ’ᵗ ˢʰᶦᵗ”
“I’m sorry I can’t hear you? What did you say?”
“Mᴇɴ ᴀɪɴ’ᴛ sʜɪᴛ,” you muttered out a little louder, a small smile forming on your face.
“Oh come on, say it a little louder!”
“MEN AIN’T SHIT” You screamed causing the two of you to laugh.
“Ahhh come on, is that all you got?”
“MEN AIN’T SHIT! MEN AIN’T SHIT! MEN AIN’T SHIT!”
The two of you began to chant at the top of your lungs. Yeri and Joy suddenly came into the room, falling in sync with Irene and you. A few moments later, Seulgi and Wendy, who were just out shopping, came into the room looking really confused causing you all to stop. You all kind of just looked at each other and then in unison started the chant once more. That was the first time you had smiled or laughed in a loooong time. After that, you decided to change your entire solo song and performance. At first you had planned on doing a cute little love song but you felt as though that wouldn’t be the best thing to do. No, instead you decided to write a song that would basically be a big “fuck you!” to Jungkook.
Thus, bringing us to modern day! So, you had decided not to drop the MV for your song until after you performed it at the MAMA awards! With Jungkook and BTS all there to hear it! Cute right?
You were currently backstage getting yourself hyped for you performance. To say you were nervous would be an understatement. First of all, you were the first one in Red Velvet to have a solo debut and this would be the first time in months you had performed or been in the public eye. Second, there was the entire thing with Jungkook so…
“Y/n?”
Ah speak of the devil!
Turning around, you were met with the boys wide eyes as he smiled at you awkwardly.
“Jungkook,” you replied back with no emotion.
“You look so beautiful,” he commented as he eyed you up and down.
“I know, thanks.”
“Ummm how have you been?” He nervously asked as he bit the inside of his cheek.
“I’ve been great, how about you?” You questioned with a wide smile, he didn’t need to know how much he had hurt you.
“Do you want my honest answer or a lie?”
You thought about it for a second but decided one the latter.
“Honest I guess.”
“Honestly, I’ve felt like shit. I’ve felt so lost without you. Baby, I’m sorry for everything I said. I don’t even know what I was thinking, you know I didn’t mean any of it.”
“Clearly you met what you said, why else would you have said it,” you scoffed.
“I….okay I did mean it but it came out really wrong and I shouldn’t have said it to your face. I’m sorry y/n.”
“You shouldn’t have said it to my face?” You laughed out bitterly as you bit your lip and shook your head.
“Well, I’m glad you’re sorry because you should be but I don’t know what you thought was gonna happen by telling me all this. If you did it to make yourself feel less guilty or whatever, I hope it worked. Did it make me feel any better? No but you never were the best at making me feel good. Now I have to go and-“
“Wait y/n please! Just give me a second chance, I’m sorry. I know what I said was wrong and I’m…I’m just so sorry! I don’t understand what else you want me to do or say!”
“See that’s the problem! You think that just saying a simple sorry is going to fix everything and it’s not! Giving me a sorry exscuse for an apology doesn’t solve anything! Until you realize how much you fucked up, I don’t want to hear it. You lost me Jungkook and there is nothing you can do about it.”
“Y/n? Is everything okay?” You heard Wendy’s voice call out to you as she approached Jungkook and you with a confused look on her face. You gave Wendy a tight smile as you took a few steps away from Jungkook.
“Of course! I’m sure it’s almost time for me to perform so we should go right?”
“Y/n,” Jungkook called out in one last attempt to get you to forgive him.
“I have to go now or else I’m going to be late. You already fucked up one thing, don’t make me miss one of the biggest performances of my life and fuck up another,” you told him coldly.
Wendy gave Jungkook one more glance before putting her hand on your shoulder and lightly pushing you down the hall.
“You okay?” She asked once you were out of ear range of him, taking your hand in hers.
“Yep, I’m just ready to get out there and perform,” you told her with a determined look on your face.
One of the stage managers came up to the two of you and informed you that you had 5 minutes before you were going to go on.
“I think that’s my cue to leave. You’re going to kill it out there! You have worked so long and so hard for this and I can’t express how proud I am of you. Now go out there and show Jungkook and the rest of the world how badass you are” She hyped you up as she pulled you into a hug.
“Thank you Wendy, I love you.”
“I love you too! Break a leg!” And with that she was gone.
Your heart began to beat loudly in your chest as you waited in the wings. You paced back and forth as your nerves grew bigger and bigger. Finally, you heard the intro music as your background dancer began dancing, signaling for you to enter the stage. You heard your fans scream as they saw you enter causing you to smile lightly. That smile faded as you got in position and began singing.
Did I catch your attention? You look like you lost your breath, huh
When I circle the room, you an owl, you gon’ twist your head
Don’t you come at me green with an attitude when my lips and my soles are red
If I leave you behind, you can look for the broken necks
No, no
‘Cause I’ve been here once or twice
Never worry ‘bout the eyes, come on
Don’t just stand there staring, honey
Try to move your feet
If you think they looking at you
They looking at me
I can make it nice and easy
I'ma take the lead
They ain’t even looking at you, baby
They looking at me
They looking at me
Yeah, yeah, they looking at me
May be young for a teacher, I’ll teach you what you don’t know
I could teach you the things that you wanna know
But I can’t give it up all at once, you would overdose
Don’t you bring any bull in the room tonight, it’s a whole new rodeo
It could be you and me, but you know that I’ll steal the show
Oh, yeah
'Cause I’ve been here once or twice
Never worry 'bout the eyes come on
Don’t just stand there staring, honey
Try to move your feet
If you think they looking at you
They looking at me
I can make it nice and easy
I'ma take the lead
They ain’t even looking at you, baby
They looking at me
They looking at me
No, no, no, no
Yeah, yeah, they looking at me
But they looking at me, babe
'Cause they looking at me, baby
hey
If I leave you behind, you can look for the broken necks
Don’t just stand there staring, honey
Try to move your feet
If you think they looking at you
They looking at me
I can make it nice and easy
I'ma take the lead
They ain’t even looking at you, baby
They looking at me
They looking at me
Yeah, yeah, they looking at me
But the truth is they looking at me
They looking at me
Once you were finished, the crowd went wild. You looked over to where your members were sitting as they screamed their lungs out causing you to laugh a little. You looked over to where bts were and they all were staring at Jungkook. The two of you made eye contact but he looked away, shaking his head. Suddenly he got up and began to walk away, clearly upset. You watched as Namjoon and Taehyung followed after him.
Leaving the stage you felt extremely proud of yourself. Not only did the fans seem to enjoy the song but your performance went off without any mistakes. In your head, that was the best performance you’ve ever done. You made a statement. You proved a point that at the end of the day, people can think they’re better than you but you know that’s far from the truth. You’re the queen and nobody can deny that. You know that the fans got the message and clearly the one person who needed to hear it most, got it too.
Link to song in fic
A/n: tell me why my petty ass wanted to be like “he got a slice of humble pie” 😭 This Shane drama is taking over my life.
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