#cas's thoughts
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i think im just meant to be this hollow thing forever
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1 - both!!
2 - hoodies <3
3 - hmm netflix
4 - ooh i cant choose :O
5 - honestly? idk. LMAO i mostly fall for strong and bold but kind personalities
6 - i hate tea sorry 😭
7 - not bitter ty
8 - orangey/red hues :)
9 - nope, im too scared ;-;
10 - im happily engaged!
11 - not into sports
12 - i like pastels/neutral colors the most
13 - nope
14 - really no preference! but i like myself a tall guy (mainly bc my fiance is taller SDFGJH)
15 - hand kisses <3
16 - not sure ^^
17 - hmm ideal date probably consists of being out late at night doing dumb shit or just chilling. honestly i just like being with my partner doing whatever as long as we're together
18 - cabin getaway for sure!
19 - i dont have one
20 - im not sure tbh.. im kind of 50/50 on the idea
21 - many times in the past, and currently in love with my fiance 💙
22 - bothhhhh <33
23 - metal
24 - me and my fiance admitting our love for each other <3 there's other ones but im too lazy to write about it
25 - idk lol
26 - im genuinely thinking abt it!
27 - never
28 - sometimes :3
29 - ermmmm call me anything positive and i melt
30 - i love both of these equally
31 - probably
32 - see answer 29
33 - coffee shop for sure
34 - i love both but 99% of the time im the big spoon
35 - usually how people present themselves as well as how they act, for some reason i gravitate towards people's eyes and observing their face shape
36 - 100% !!!
37 - both lol
38 - i thinkkkkk so? im not sure
39 - my fiance is always cute idc what he's doing or acting like
40 - cascada - every time we touch!!
mlm asks!
I never see these so I decided to make one lol~
Do you like resting your head in a boys lap, or on his shoulder?
Sweaters or hoodies?
Netflix or clubbing on a Friday night?
Denim or leather jackets?
What’s your favorite thing about boys?
How do you like your tea?
How do you like your coffee?
Favorite fall color?
Can you drive?
Do you have a crush?
What’s your favorite sport?
Are you a pastel, neon, or neutral color mlm?
Do you wear makeup?
Do you like boys taller or shorter than you?
Do you prefer hand kisses, or nose kisses?
What’s your favorite cologne smell?
Ideal date?
What’s more romantic: cabin getaway, or tropical vacation?
What’s your favorite mlm movie?
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Have you ever been in love?
Do you like sitting in a boys lap, or do you prefer when a boy sits in yours?
Metal or cloth bracelets?
What’s one of your favorite memories of being in love?
Do you tilt your head to the left or right when you kiss?
Would you like to take his last name when you marry?
Do you want kids?
Do you interlock fingers when you hold hands?
What’s a compliment you’d love to receive from a boy?
What’s better, waking up to him in the morning, or falling asleep next to him at night?
Any turn offs?
What makes you blush?
Coffee shop or dog park date?
Big spoon or little spoon?
What first catches your eye?
Would you enjoy it if he bought you flowers?
Do you think matching couple outfits are cute or cheesy?
Have you ever asked a boy out?
Which is cuter, him being confident, or shy?
What’s one of your fave love songs?
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couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead
#calne ca#hatsune miku#VOCALOID#cw: body horror#<- And I Fucking Mean That We Are Not Fucking Around Today#well we are. as in I drew this as a fuckaround treat for myself#but the body horror tag is the most warranted its ever been on this blog#ask to tag#I am as ever on my journey to make calne ca Worse. her OG version is too cool. even the crab ver is too cool#I need her to be worse to look at. I am also getting myself into to mood to test my hand at boarding a pmv for my friend's cover#I think my thought for this was ''I should try and give her a more insectoid bodyplan''#which in this mostly means gently three-part body and six limbs (my favourite amount of limbs to draw rn)#actually almost gave her eight but didnt like how that silhouette came out so I mermaided her uh. abdomen I guess#though maybe next time I do this I should push that idea more. the head and torso are still very distinct for one unified part#I feel like one of my old attempts was onto something with like. a more horizontal body plan... well! live and learn etc#happy late mid autumn I guess. I should play with touys about it... I miss model kits. mayhaps...
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1st time
2nd time
3rd time
4th time
5th time
last time
screaming, crying, fucking throwing up
#need to stab whoever thought making dean lose cas over and over again was a good idea#if dean doesn't go to the empty and grab that sad son of a bitch I will#destiel#spn#dean#cas
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I like to imagine Dean when cas gets out of the empty being like "DUDE IVE LITERALLY BEEN HITTING ON YOU FOR TWELVE YEARS??? ARE YOU DUMB?" Just something abt the thought of him saying "bro literally every person in our lives has asked me if we're dating I COULD NOT POSSIBLY HAVE SENT YOU STRONGER SIGNALS MY MAN" its just. So silly to me.
#dean being angry at cas#bc obviously dean was in love with him??#he just kinda thought Cas knew that#and like didnt care#destiel#dean winchester#supernatural#spn#castiel#deancas#balls deep destiel#misha collins#jensen ackles
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*Cas blatantly checking out Dean* nice work 👍
#did cas read about Dean’s sex scenes or did metatron upload them#would love to know your thoughts thots#full frontal guest starring misha collins#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#destiel#castiel#misha collins#deancas#jensen ackles#spn crack#Chuck#netflix#rob benedict#spn 4x18#4x18#chuck shurley
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I just did some math and, if Cas is as old as the earth, his 12 years with Dean is equivalent to like 0.08 seconds in a human lifespan. That’s less than 1/10th of a second, shorter than the blink of an eye. He knew Dean for such a short amount of time compared to his entire existence and it was enough to fundamentally change everything about Cas and how he sees the world. That’s absolutely insane to me.
#if u don’t believe me its (12/4.5billion)*365*seconds per day#I originally thought it was the equivalent to like one afternoon to a human#and a lot can happen in an afternoon. Some of my most life changing events occurred over the span of a few hours.#of course it was still romantic that Cas changed because of Dean in such a short period of time but an afternoon isn't inconsequential#but in this context its mind-blowingly romantic and hopeless because that's like if a random bug bit me and immediately died#and I fell in love with that bug and changed my entire perception of the world because of my love for that bug#Can you imagine that?#dean x cas#destiel#dean winchester#cas#supernatural#castiel#deancas#casdean#spn#Like
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i think one of the most satisfying turns the bkdk/dkbk fandom experience has taken for me is that, when you read fanworks from 2021 or earlier you get the tsundere kacchan who'd never admit to feeling any kind of love related feeling to deku. and then i look at how canon went down and can't help the mad cackling because man we had no idea. we thought katsuki was gonna be like "as if i like you shitty deku go die *in denial*" for eternity. and hori really say: nuh uh. this boy COMMITS. this boy is gonna be SO OBSESSED and DEVOTED and he's gonna OWN IT. he's gonna be all "i'm gonna die thinking about him, i'm the one who steps up when that nerd can't take care of it, i'm bakugo kacchan, i actually want to spend my life at his side as heroes and i'll dedicate 8 years to making sure that happens". he's gonna be all determined and straightforward and *extending his hand* "come, deku! (let's chase each other for the rest of our lives!) (i'll keep your dream alive!)"
like. we had no fucking idea man añkdsjalkjlñksjalkjahlsdk
#bnha#bkdk#bakudeku#dkbk#dekubaku#deku and kacchan#been reading some djs lately and i'm marveled at how the characterization was#it was IC for the time being because fans didn't thought he was gonna change that much!#*pats katsuki on the head* you ca fit so much character development in this delinquent good boy#zykamiliah-bnha
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Me when I remember that Dean was supposed to gently and lovingly touch Cas’ face in Tombstone:
#they deleted that and deleted the dialogue about Dean being the one and only one to spread Cas’ ashes#in the meadow by the windmill cus he thought Cas would love it. and he did.#they deleted all that.#supernatural#spn#spn deleted scenes#spn 13x06#tombstone#destiel#deancas#casdean#dean winchester#castiel#dean x castiel#reiotalks
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I'm looking through some older parts of the comic (definitely for no particular reason...) and seeing this in light of some of the more recent updates gave me Feelings.
Like oh. Oh.
He really had it all planned out. Die, become a spirit, get a robot body, beat the Krang, help the world recover, and give himself and Raph new organic bodies after - how simple, how Tello, to tie it up with a nice little bow and make it all work out in the end. A plan he already had all thought out that he just didn't tell them about yet, you know?
And then, of all the things, his spirit failed him. He wasn't strong enough. It was right there. It should've been fine, it should've worked. He had it all planned out.
No wonder he feels like he failed - he accounted for everything except the idea of his spirit falling to pieces, of him not being strong enough to hold it together and get to the robot.
The ultimate unpredictable factor, the only possible flaw in the plan, ended up being him.
He failed. Not his tech, or the plan itself, but him.
And he's been trying to make up for it ever since.
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everyone should read no sweeter innocence btw
@percy-mawce-arts’ oscar!! who i’ve been meaning to draw for five billion years 5 months 2 weeks and 6 days 😔
#I KNOW I SAID I PROBABLY WON’T DRAW BLINDFAITH BUT LET ME SPEAK.#i don’t really ship them in any real capacity#but i definitely do see why people do#the Vibes are immaculate for sure i’ve just never given them much thought#HOWEVER. a few people i know (cough cough jay and cas cough cough) are into blindfaith#so this is for those silly gooses. here’s your gay men#also the hozier potential of blindfaith is UNPARALLELED except maybe by jarthur#malevolent#malevolent podcast#artists on tumblr#izel scribbles#arthur lester#oscar malevolent#traditional art#blindfaith#angeleyes#sketches#masked
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"my soul aches for something better than this."
2023 journal entry, from me.
#cas's thoughts#candy colored misery#venting#cw depression#cw depressive thoughts#depressing quotes#mentally tired#actually mentally ill#tw sui implied#vent tag#vent post
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cas would not kiss dean first. dean would also not kiss cas first. this is their tragedy. but a shapeshifter or some kind of monster clone or djinn dream would initiate the first kiss and they would 100% return it. or the real dean and cas would've just simply fallen together somehow like tripped and fell and gravity would bring their mouths together whoops anyway they'd both take it from there - and that's not fate pulling strings it's just dumb luck for these two dumbasses (affectionate)
#destiel#thoughts#and btw: i don't know why everyone thinks i'm trying to woobify cas by saying he wouldn't kiss dean first.#fact: dude literally waited for death's door to confess his love so he wouldn't burden dean with his feels - but at least he could#use them to save dean. and he thought he couldn't have dean (the one thing he wanted..) which is why he didn't make the first move#bc he thought there would be no further moves. i don't understand what's not clicking. anyway they're both dumbasses#don't bother fighting me i know i'm right
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“Something always goes wrong”
“Yeah, why does that something always seem to be you?”
This but it means like, Dean could’ve ignored his sexuality if it wasn’t for Cas. Dean could’ve stayed in hell like he deserved if Cas hadn’t pulled him out. Dean wouldn’t have had to experience losing the love of his life time and time again if Cas just hadn’t come along.
#but Cas looks at him like he put the stars in the sky#do you know what that does to a self loathing person?#it’s a unique kind of hell#spn#destiel#supernatural#dean winchester#castiel#deancas#dean x cas#destiel meta#cas x dean#to be clear#dean deserving hell is what he thinks of himself#not what I think#Destiel thoughts#spn 15x03#dean meta#castiel x dean#spn season 15#the rupture
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Destiel Pride - Day 21; Most faithful mirror
#destiel pride#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#destiel art#spnfanart#wiggleart#I forgot this is a line in the Massive Attack song Teardrop haha but yeah I#thought about things that encompassed the whole song but I just then thought about mirrors and how it shows you yourself#and how Dean and cas faced similar issues specifically daddy issues lol#and family issues#and this scene from 4.16 was one of my favorites of theirs and imo one of their most important scenes that got them on the same page#this is the same episode cas is beginning to experience doubt#Dean tells him not to disappear on him while he’s talking to him#and how they both didn’t become the fathers wanted#well in cas’s case… Angel lol#so yah#idk this scene is really emotional to me and I think thee point in time cas starts to feeeeeeeel#idk. I love this scene a lot lol
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okay but you see sam has ALSO fallen for dean's act. sam also believes dean to be the macho, daddy's soldier, beer boobs cars guy he presents himself as. this is why sam makes fun of dean whenever he even lightly steps out of that mold and thinks it's harmless banter instead of attacking an insecurity. it's why he laughs when john talks down to dean in the early seasons and it's why he seems surprised when dean is more comfortable with himself in the later seasons. it's why he just scoffs but doesn't push it when dean puts up a front and refuses to talk about his emotions and just accepts whatever excuse he makes at face value. it's why he offers dean a strip club to make him feel better when cas dies. and this isn't his fault!! dean has spent a very long time perfecting this image in front of everyone and ESPECIALLY to sam because along with it comes safety and security and stability and the only person. who has consistently been able to see through it. is castiel
#charlie also a bit bc dean doesn't have to be desirable to her as a man or as a son#altho i would argue that she doesn't see through him he just doesn't perform as much for her. cas actively sees through it#this is why sam has never caught on to dean being queer also. btw. dean isn't closeted he's just never made a big deal of telling sam#you never really know your parents just the version of them they want you to see etc etc#anyway this is also why sam is thought to be More Sensitive in comparison#by people who have also fallen for the Act. i call this the General Audience Dean Act#because it was who he was SUPPOSED to be from kripke's pen until jensen went ummmmm no. he has trauma :) and forcibly gave him layers#this is also not samcrit btw i always need to clarify that#i am bad at sam studies but i think you could also write posts (and ppl have) about how dean doesn't truly know sam either#bc he has Little Baby Brother zoned him forever even though he is almost 40 by the end of s15
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