#carmy is literally in deep beautiful queerplatonic love with sydney ok

[asexual-juliet]

“it’s cool if you’re gay,” sydney tells him, abandoning the counter she’s scrubbing to sit down beside him. “or bisexual or whatever. doesn’t change anything.”

“i’m not—” carmy starts. “i’m not gay, i don’t—i think i’m just… nothing.”

“nothing,” she repeats. it’s clear that she’s trying to understand; grasping at straws and coming up empty.

“yeah. i don’t—” he takes a breath. “i don’t think i loved claire. i don’t think i love—”

anyone, he wants to say, but he looks at syd and knows that it’s not true.