#cannotthink

[rahulblog89]

Buddhist Yoga

-Someonein ignorance who has an overwhelminginterest in desires bevause of passionate craving andis thereofre inflamedith excitement, tus cannotthink og,or assess, r belive in the marvelous bliss of detauchment and inward effacement of allsense data

-Focus on your own way.

[nourrris]

soooooo sorry aimsey i cannotthink of any questions

[cannottranslate]

Episode 483 (S03E66) : Hug^[tm] Spoilers

When Khun says “Don’t blame yourself”, his speech bubble was spiked. He spoke these words forcefully, as if he were trying to fight every doubt in Bam’s mind with just his voice. He knows Bam must face the reality of the tower on his own terms, but that doesn’t mean he can’t stand between Bam and his demons. 

Khun will be there to ensure that there is kinder, more forgiving voice outside of Bam’s head--louder than the one spewing poison inside.

If that means he has to do something totally out of character, then so be it.

The way Bam hugs Khun evokes desperation. Desperation to grab onto Khun with all all the strength he has. Desperation to keep Khun where he is, safe and with him. Desperation to keep his head buried in Khun’s chest and to just live this way: happy and with someone he loves--not miserable and having to surround himself with death and betrayal.

Not only has Bam found his own reasons to fight, he found the two with whom he wanted to climb the tower (we can never forget their leader, Rak Wraithraiser--NEVER).

Sanity is kept when you can lay yourself bare to someone you trust and Bam fulfilled this by entrusting his vulnerability to Khun.

Khun has no illusions about himself. He has done cruel things to get to where he is, allowed cruel things to happen, and will continue to do so. If he wants to climb this tower, he cannot do anything less. 

He may be apathetic to the deaths he caused, but that doesn’t mean he excuses or relishes in his apathy.

For that reason, when he says Bam is incredible for remaining the way he is despite holding the power he has, Khun is not giving lip service. He truly believes Bam is a better person than him and Hoaquin. He truly sees a heart that is practically a miracle in this forsaken tower. 

And he wants to go to the ends of the earth to protect the one this heart belongs to.  

I personally like translation of AdiosCorea ((Alternate Link)) better, but for the sake of being fair, I think the webtoons version is more accurate. For this particular line, at least. The literal translation is even more cut and dry then the webtoons version.

However, just because Khun leaves out the “I’m doing this for you” line doesn’t mean Khun isn’t doing this Bam. 

Khun would never do this for anyone else because he is--in his words--terrible at this. He is terrible at this because he just doesn’t do this kinda s#!t. He is putting himself so far outside his comfort zone that he can’t even see his comfort zone. “Kindness is contagious”, Rachel had said and for Bam, Khun has allowed himself to be infected.

THAT SAID...

...I WILL NEVER GET OVER HOW THEY CHANGED THIS LINE TO “Never doubt those feelings of yours.”  NO. NO. IF MY BASIC-ASS TRANSLATOR CAN GIVE ME A FULL SENTENCE, THEN THERE’S SOMETHING WRONG HERE. 

See, Khun using the word “heart” has more impact than the flimsiness of “feelings”. Ignoring how the heart is just a soul-less organ that can be replaced with a mechanical pump, the use of heart on a spiritual level equates to the core of what makes a person who they are. 

Feelings are fickle and victim to what’s occurring at the moment--hearts are the unmovable object to an unstoppable force.

Khun uses that in correlation to Bam. This is the same man describing how he doesn’t feel anything for the deaths he used during war. Yet, in his next breath, he praises how different Bam is from him, firmly explaining how this war does not define who Bam is at his core.

GDI ENGLISH TRANSLATION TEAM. 

Hwaryun is being smart and knows that:

Khun is protesting on Bam’s behalf and doesn’t actually give two cents about the others’ condition lol

To be fair, Hwaryun, Khun means that he’s objective towards Bam

For him, he’s Bam-jective, so your point is totally moot

Khun knows Bam is not a God. He knows Bam is a human with godly powers. He knows Bam pushes himself until he’s bloody and bruised. He knows Bam takes everything on himself until his shoulders creak then break under the weight. So, even when he knows Hwaryun is right, Khun can’t help his desire for Bam to just get a fkkn breather and be himself for even a little bit.

Choosing not to only let Rachel live but to save her

Protecting Miseng at the cost of getting himself hurt

Giving a super long hug topped with an emotional and supportive speech, all in the middle of a war

“This is not like you,” data-Kiseia had once said to Khun. Everything Khun has done for Bam would make him unrecognizable to almost every person who knows him. This is not because Bam is the one changing him. Bam is doing nothing to Khun--all he’s doing is being his sincere, heartbreaking self. It is Khun’s love for Bam that is contributing to the growth we’re seeing from him. 

The tower never meant for Khun to have a heart of his own, but Khun is defying all the rules because in this tower, there is Bam.

[kitchenscene]

I can't think about werewolf Eddie without going absolutely insane. Sharp teeth!

But also, werewolf Chris! On his tiny legs and sharp little cub teeth cuddled up to his dad when he's sleepy, wanting pets and sticking his nose into his dad's neck. I have no braincells only werewolf Diaz family

werewolf diazes mean everything to me

[monstle]

LAST YEAR 2016

[burnt-toast-life]

is there a pjsk character likeME <3 i rhink thereshould be if not . pjsk guy just for me

PROBABLY but I cannotthink at the moment sorry </3

[fiendishjyms]

Because stud chains are like socks...they disappear...soooo Damoors #friesian #fjordpercheron #damoorsfeedandtack #migraine #stilltryingtofunction #cannotthink (at Damoor's Feed & Tack)

[kill-your-fics]

sorry everyone im Sick and cannotthink well

be back later

[infinitetimeloop]

WOW my headhurts and I cannotthink what tf is thsi

[earcontact]

Rekmid, even or odd, Thea with the other

1: What’s your OC’s biggest insecurity and how would they react if someone pointed it out to them?

That she’s not doing a good enough job being captain, that she’s not strong enough to support the people she needs to. She would probs fall completely silent and, depending on who was saying it, either take it directly to heart or try and convince herself that it’s not true (even as she’s already completely taking to heart, /cough). But if it’s someone she trusts, she’s gonna take it to heart and then take action, if not, then she’ll keep it in mind

3: Does your OC behave differently around different people, if so with whom and how?

She’s pretty consistent. She’s obviously more open emotionally with her friendos, especially with Sylvia, but her values and general attitudes stay the same. There’s more of a difference between her on the job and (relatively) off, like she’ll put a lot more effort into her outfit, posture, and the like when on the job and she watches her words a lot more, and takes as much care as possible to not swear. (which she failed in her VERY FIRST SPEECH but then she got a fuck ton better at it). But that’s not so much specific people (okay with Briorge she defaults to On The Job and has to work herself back down to Off the Job mode but OTHER THAN THAT), just specific situations

5: How would your OC generally react to someone being verbally abusive towards them for no apparent reason?

Again it depends on who does it.

If it’s a friend, she’s going to be like ‘oh no, something’s up with them’ and try to help them out and would just shrug off pretty much everything said to her.

If it’s a stranger, she’s going to like *squints suspiciously* and try to handle it diplomatically.

If it’s a like real close friend, she’s gonna take that shit to heart, even if it turns out that they were angry because of something else, but like, still not lash out and just take it, gods give her a hug

7: Does your OC have any irrational phobias?

*eyes emoji x 3 dozen*

i’ll just stick with FUCKING. MANNEQUINS. for now

9: Does your OC feel a pressure to achieve or are they content and calm with doing what they can at the moment?

she puts so much fucking pressure on herself. so. fucking. much.

11: How would your OC react to hearing they’re adopted?

ngl i gave Rekmid the odds SOLELY because of this question

rekmid, a fucking 6′7 dragonborn, looking at her short gnome mom: you don’t say?

13: What kind of situations does your OC avoid the most?

she doesn’t really LIKE being a mediator between 2 fueding groups or people but she’s still in that situation a lot

does ‘letting herself relax @ fucking all’ ocount

15: Does your OC consider themselves a good person?

yes, she does think she’s a good person, but not really any better than anyone else

17: Does your OC suffer from any mental health issues?

*eye emojis x 3 dozen*

i’ll jsut say she’s autistic and DEFINETLY has some sort of anxiety disorder

19: What boosts your OC’s confidence the most?

i’m trying 2 just like,,,,,, go through canon n think of times her confidence has been boosted when she was feeling down n i literally cannotthink of a time, she always takes n dismantles whatever attempts 2 boost her confidence r made

when she’s down she stays down, when she succeeds she just takes it as what’s supposed to happen and not as a sign that she’s doing well or as anything that should boost her confidence

so it’s

actually really hard to boost her confidence, holy shit, it’s really only possible to soothe her a bit n even thats hard 2 do

21: Does your OC hurt others often intentionally? If yes, how?

uh yeah, she do the fighty

but like emotionally/mentally? nope

23: Does your OC tend to hide something about their personality/essence when meeting new people? If yes, what?

ha

hahhahahaha

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

yeah, pretty much,,,,,,,,,all of her internal struggles

other than that, she’s a p damn open book

25: How would your OC process the grief caused by the death of a loved one?

she fucking wouldnt 4 4ever 

catch her pulling 80 hour work weeks n sleeping 5 hours total n looking literally haunted 

27: Does your OC practise any kind of escapism? If yes, what kind?

i really should have saved my laugh 4 this oen

yep

so fucking much

in2 her work, mostly

29: How does your OC behave on the face of a conflict?

what type of conflict

doesnt rly matter

she instinct is charge in but she’s trying more n more 2 hang back n get info n a lay of the land (doesnt mean she doesnt still charge in tho rifp)

THEA TIME

2: If your OC wants to buy a firearm, what it might be for?

self defense 

or 4 a disguise

4: Would your OC want to involve themselves in humanitarian work ? If yes, then for what? If not, then why not?

for a disguise sure

otherwise,....... uh not rly

6: Does your OC have a realistic image of their own intelligence?

mostly, yep!

8: How is/was your OC’s relationship with their parents?

does she even know their names? probs not

10: Does your OC guard their emotions by being tough? If not how would they?

sometimes, but most of the time when she acts tough its 2 protect a disguise from being uncovered

12: What is one of the most primary things your OC feels that is missing from their life?

security lmao

14: If your OC gets into a fight with their best friend, would they wait for their friend to make up with them, or would they try to make up with their friend?

danas her current bestie

it depends on who started it and how stubborn thea is feeling (usually p damn stubborn but dana’s typically an exception 2 hat)

16: Is your OC good at giving others validation of their feelings and making them feel understood?

NOPE

18: What kind of intrapersonal values does your OC have? (values about their self, what makes them feel like a valid person)

she values her ability 2 take care of herself, her musical ability, her ability 2 lie n disguise

20: Does your OC hurt others often unintentionally? If yes, how?

not really, she intentially hurts tho

22: How does your OC usually show affection? Are they openly romantic or more restricted with their affectionate emotions?

restricted typicallyyyyy

her romantic partner/crush is p much the only person she shows affection 2 

physically shes (shhhh dont tell her i told u this) shes p damn phsycially affectionate 

other than that shes shows her affection by being a SARCASTIC TEASING LITTLE SHIT

24: How would your OC react if they got humiliated by someone in a group of people?

she starts plotting revenge fucking instantly

26: What is the most intense thing your OC has been battling with?

shes actually a lot chiller than she was in the first arc, she’s doing p good

28: How would your OC react if a bully stole their lunch money in high school?

she pickpockets them later and also breaks into their locker and steals/destroys all their shit

30: What makes your OC defensive quickest?

so much

[gellivelasqz]

#heureuse #nonsense #cannotthink

[cannottranslate]

When the bad habit of “eyes and attention only for Khun” began.

[lyrics-code]

Brodels Lyrics – 311 Ooh you know we pepper you With a sonic assault side step a you I cannotthink of a better way…

[monstle]

A Lady #cannotthink #streetphotography #filmphotography #bkk #bw

[qutiyabluejay]

I am an Idiot...

I am comparing my love life to a yaoi! I have serious issues. Love is love but I really cannot compare my non-existent love life to an also non-existent love life. I mean animation to reality wise. Oh, u know what I mean! I am going to bed! 

[slowlybutsurelydarling]

Ya'll I need a new URL, HELPPPP hahah