#can't believe it's been over a year now
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🤍 Monster AU(?) Horror movie/actor AU(?) drawn for the Le Blanc zine in 2023 🤍
I thought it would be super fun to go for an old school, kitschy horror movie poster vibe with a werecat!Chat Blanc -also I may or may not have just come out of a huge monster romance reading binge at the time huhuhu
#I can't believe it's been over a year since the last time I made ML fanart 😭#this was also the very last piece I drew right before I had a major art style shift to how I draw now#I really do miss these comfort characters so much 🥺 One of these days I'll finally sit down catch up with the show... 😔#miraculous ladybug#miraculous ladybug fanart#miraculous fanart#chat noir#chat blanc#marinette dupain cheng#marichat#celdraws#celerydays#mlb#mlb art#le blanc zine
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bts + reductress headlines pt.14
#if seokjin can make a comeback after an outrageous number of months then so can i. it's a FESTA GROUP EDITION BABY!!#no but can you believe the last edition of this was seven months ago?!#i can because i've been wracked with guilt about it for- well - seven months or so now. but i digress.#hope you enjoy!! - tags for everyone!!#userdimple#raplineuser#annietrack#boongitrack#usersky#heyryen#usermaggie#userkelli#reductress#reductress headlines#textsfrombangtan#bts#now i must admit i've had a couple of these ones sent to me over the years (years?!) so i can't take full credit for this edition#i can't be sure but i'm thinking probably kayla and apryl so thanks very muchly darlings#apologies for the archival bangtan in the middle there but it was the most wtf is wrong with all my friends pic i could find#(i'm lying they're literally all like that)#see you in six months or so i guess? jfc
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Drink's on me.
#or Come here often? :ppp#Girl thinks this is a coffeeshop AU 😔🤨 lmao They've been dating for like. over 4 years now#Flirting by ironically flirting👌#Pumpkin Spice Latte#Sweater weather. Sweeter whether. 🍁☕🎃🍂#I wanted to pull an all nighter but I actually feel sleepier after drinking energy drink 😬 The sugar overpowered the caffeine maybe? 🤷♀️#So much I want to do and draw. (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ So little time. _(:‚l」∠)_.#connverse#SU#my shiz#Steven Universe#skedoobles#Steven Quartz Universe#Connie Maheswaran#I can't believe it's already November
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– Langston Hughes
#wotedit#wot#wot on prime#the wheel of time#ishamael#lews therin#rand al'thor#mine#wot show spoilers#I'M IN MY FEELINGS#when i was making yesterday's gifset this poem just popped right into my head and i was like. [closes my eyes]#also i can't believe i'm now feeling Genuine Sorrow over ishy stroking dream!rand's face djkfjg#he wishes it was lews! he spends all season trying so hard to pretend it is! but lews has been dead for 3000 years & rand isn't him#same goes for lanfear which is why i included that shot of them looking out at the seals together#man that shot invokes such a deep melancholy in me over the breakdown of lanfear/ishy/LTT
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does anyone want sparkly gaius fanart
#i can't believe myselrf. i've been replaying xillia 1 and i've a tiny crush on him#i don't remember what my thoughts on him were when i first played it LMAO that was... geez over 8 years ago#but now i've been like... 👁👁 hiii ur highness. can't wait to fight u l8r (i just got to trigleph)#tales of xillia#tales of xillia 2#tales#tales of#gaius#i gotta say while i was drawing the final boss version i was like...... hey he kinda reminds me of vicious#the void given form
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guess my brain rot is really rotting today because all I can think about is how if I'm not kneeling over him in this position covering every inch of his chest in kisses life is not even worth living
BONUS (featuring the top of his shoulder / neck where my face belongs at all times)

#i've been staring at these photos for a thousand years now#stars careened overhead empires fell decades have passed in a blur#and all the while i sat drooling over this photo set#photos should not make me so desperately feral but here we are#i can't live without him i need him like i need oxygen#look at his chest!!! can you BELIEVE#he is so BROAD i swear#he is so vulnerable here unlike any other scene in the movie#delirious exhausted in shock and injured#i should be there!!! i should be there to tenderly caress his wounds and let him fall asleep with his head in my lap#LET ME TAKE AWAY HIS PAIN#if you look closely you can see me in the frame cuddled up with my head on his shoulder just as it should be#this is my view in bed after hours of wearing him out with all the passion i have for him#GDHFHKDSJH open shirt is driving me INSANE#he has NO RIGHT to look so good while he's laying there suffering#it's morally conflicting for me but what am i supposed to do??? NOT lust over him while he's laying on his back with his shirt open???#I CAN'T HELP IT#constantly thinking about this constantly begging for a chance to hold him tight and never let him go#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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I'm going to lose itttttttttttt
November was my first month of unemployment; I got my benefits for the month on December 6.
The Agentur für Arbeit did not pay me for December, without explanation, and once I called their headquarters and complained, I got a double payment at the start of February (covering the months of December and January, I guess).
Then they messaged me that they're stopping my benefits, and that they would explain why "in a separate letter". Guess what: I never got the separate letter!!!
And now I've received a letter from my health insurance implying that if I'm really not receiving any unemployment benefits anymore, I may be in danger of losing my health insurance.
COME ON, GERMANY. How hard can it be to just send me a certain amount of money every month? Why has there been some stressful technical issue around receiving my benefits EVERY month since this has started?
I'm basically staying at home all day every day and barely living my life because I constantly don't know if I'm going to have an empty bank account at the end of the month or if I'll actually get paid this time. This is so fucking stressful and I hate it. Why is the AfA SO dysfunctional?
And more importantly, why the hell would they cancel my benefits with no explanation??? Also they just informed me on Friday that I've still got a meeting scheduled with my advisor, for March 18. But like... why would they be scheduling meetings with me after having randomly stopped my benefits? Surely if my benefits are canceled, that means I'm not a "client" of theirs anymore.
This is so stressful omfg. I technically have enough money to cover rent for a few more months, but then my entire life savings would be gone and I'd still be in debt and jobless. And that doesn't sound like a pleasant prospect 🙃
I know I am legally entitled to get 1500 euros a month, every month, for ONE WHOLE YEAR. Even the AfA themselves sent me an official document stating that.
But in practice, I've had to fight tooth and nail to get those benefits for even three months, and now they're suddenly like, "Oh we're not gonna give you any more money, AND we won't tell you why either :3 Byeeee!" So I'm mad af. WHY WON'T YOU TELL ME THE REASON YOU'RE CUTTING ME OFF?!?!??!??
#bürokratie#o hear my sad complaint#cosmo gyres#thinking about that post i saw once about long-term financial trauma#how if you've never had financial security it seeps into you on the deepest level#how whenever anything financially 'good' happens to me i can't really believe it. and i refuse to take advantage of it and take risks#like i heard that i was entitled to 1500 euros per month for a year (more than enough to live on for me) and i thought#'maybe during this time off i can finally visit a few friends who've been begging me to visit them for literally years'#not far away; i'd go for like a week max and stay with them and the easyjet/ryanair flights are like 40 bucks each#like: the most non-financially-intimidating travel prospects ever. AND YET!!!#something in me put it off and didn't feel confident planning those visits#and now i am being so. so. so justified in that paranoia#something always goes wrong and financially fucks me over#and even the tiny cushion i have right now is so little that if i'd gone ahead and booked those flights i would be even more fucked now#it's sad as hell that i'm nervously holding myself back from even the smallest indulgences that would make me happy#and that my life circumstances constantly brutally confirm that it was the right choice to be nervous and hold back :(#anyway. fuck. if anyone wants to donate to my ko-fi that would be awesome :')#i also feel very very confirmed in my instinctive sense to not move ahead with scheduling that surgery any time soon#that's just another indulgence i can't afford at this rate. if i get any money it's going straight to rent and bills lol#tag rant
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comic fans aren’t saying that we hate the fact that cherik are in the mcu we just hate how badly it’s going to affect the comics (and how it’s CURRENTLY affecting the comics) Charles and erik’s relationship is one of the staples of x men and they’re literally ruining it before our eyes since they’re bringing them to the mcu, and let’s be honest the comics are 10x more important for these characters then the movies (changes in the comics can change how the characters are portrayed in the movies so who knows maybe they’ll bring lilandra to doomsday to fight off the cherik gay stuff like what happened to the fox movies ahem ahem charles and moira stuff) It’s not only affecting cheriks dynamic and relationship ofc but also the other characters and where the storyline of the modern comics is heading!! so much regression has been going on!! the comics have been backpedaling into old storylines that we’ve heard thousands of times to appeal to the movie watchers + 97 fans.
now i dont want to say we're SCREWED INDEFINITELY..... waters are def rocky is all ima say...
#//ro/gue//n/eto talk#long post#snap chats#good morning everyone i just finished my presentation jvERLKJEALKJ#uhhhh do i wanna break this down last ask said it best lets just hold hands and get ready for the next some years#i think the most important take away from these asks though is that its undeniable the movies impact the comics#i mean how many changes were a result of the movies: some were good but a lot of them were like What#and its clear the movies have much more of a reach wtih general audiences than the comics thats not hard to argue#so its fair to be concerned with how the movies handle things i think thats fair#especially when there have been comments about how the comics were changed specifically for the movies or to prepare for them#i do want to say im edgy on the idea the comics and movies are trying their hardest to 180 cherik but that might be me being in denial#im in denial because i refuse to believe such a bold and What decision would be made but the tinfoil hat is tinfoiling i will say#we can't speak definitely on the movie and how it's going to handle the x-men yet so that's my sliver of hope its not totally over#i cant imagine it'd be that bad... not any worse than what we've got from manhunt atp..#in defense of moira in the movies at least its more one-sided than reciprocated even after the cherik stuff was supposed to calm down#buuuut yeah i think thats the most i got to say on the matter.... lets all just hold hands now ok thank you.. my head hurts..#looking strictly at manhunt yeah the future of comics is not. optimistic. everyone was just written so. What#ive always said that i just care that the stories and characters are good and how its going so far everything just feels so hastily done#but it cant be bad forever tho right... right.....
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remember the day twp titles were released? yeah take me back
#dec 5 u will always be remembered#like mentally im still there#in my room with tears in my eyes bc actually what the hell#can't believe we finally have the titles after so so long#like i vividly remember calling the books twp 1 twp 2 and twp 3 and now it's been over 6 months that we know the titles :((((#and that was also the time when i started writing my silly little posts on here bc before i barely used tumblr at all#like HALF A YEAR???#HOW???#cassandra clare#the wicked powers#the last king of faerie#the last prince of hell#the last shadowhunter#twp#tlkof#tlpoh#tls#tsc
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#i just can't believe that dried pickle man is very likely going to outlive raleigh#when dpm is this huuuge statistical outlier in terms of survival with his ckd#and should by all rights have shuffled off his horrible little mortal coil by now#but NO!!!#he persists#and i am glad for that but wow does it not make any sense#i have been ready to lose dpm for over 5 years#i was not expecting to lose raleigh for another 5
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JUST READ EVERYTHING THERE IS ABOUT THE ZOMBIE AU !!!!! LOVE THIS SO MUCH WAAAA
you mentioned that ritsu, by the end of the story, is broken and practically insane. once shigeo is cured and "back to normal," i'm guessing that ritsu doesn't exactly go back to "being normal" either :( he'd gone through too much to be the same after everything... do you think he ever goes back to old habits and treats mob like he's still a zombie, only to be shellshocked at the fact that it's all over?
also this au is very reminiscent of this post (grieving the undead) https://www.tumblr.com/applejuicewerewolf/735120232698593280/no-need-to-keep-this-in-the-tags-youre
WEEEE IMSO GLAD U LIKE IT it's the direct result of my brainworms
yes ritsu is definitely Not Normal by the end and he should be put into therapy immediately. poor kid's seen way too much at way too young of an age, and he's been put through unreal amounts of stress that is definitely not good for a growing brain. he most certainly does not go back to "normal" when mob is cured, and much like his brother, he's never quite the same as he was before
he Absolutely has trouble squashing old habits, yes. he tends to just Do Shit for mob that he's fully capable of doing now, no matter how simple, bc as a zombie mob couldn't rly do all that. he opens food packages for him automatically, he unlatches doors even though mob is perfectly capable of Figuring Out a Lock. sometimes when it's raining ritsu will even pull mob's hood over his head—he used to do that for him when he was a zombie, to keep the rain off him, even if zombie mob didn't rly give a damn if it was raining or not
if mob were anybody else, he'd prolly find it a bit insulting, but instead he finds it kind of amusing most of the time
sometimes he grabs mob's hand and leads him around and it's only when they're like halfway there that he realizes what he's doing. mob doesn't particularly mind, but when his goal is elsewhere and they're aiming for different places he has to go "ritsu ..." and it's this awkward blinking session like . oh .right. yes.ofc
i think mob would ? maybe get a little annoyed at the hovering that ritsu totally unintentionally does. he hovers so closely bc zombie mob never rly minded, or ,, noticed. so now that he's back to "human" levels of awareness it is . extremely obvious. and it's not even that ritsu is Worried, it's just like he's spent so long Hovering and Fretting that it's just kinda second nature to him now
it's a strange role-reversal—it's very weird for mob to wake up and have scattered memories of the last two years, and suddenly feel like he's the younger brother instead. ritsu is now the caretaker, and it's... strange. and honestly, the first real goal mob has in mind after waking up and recovering for a while is settling back into the role of older brother. it's important to him
but much like how reigen now has trouble corralling that kid, mob has some difficulty getting ritsu to settle back into it too. he's too high-strung and stressed and permanently scarred to rest and let people take care of him, too used to being the caretaker himself. for the longest time he was forced into the mindset of, "you stop, you die," so ritsu keeps going bc his instincts r shot and he feels like he's in danger all the time
after a while of gentle nudging, mob gets the hang of convincing ritsu to lean on people, to lean on him, but mob is quietly distraught at the overall state of ritsu's mental well-being. it takes him a while to rly get a grasp of how bad it truly is, but once he realizes the damage, he's .. so fuckin upset w himself for letting this happen to his brother
as if it's rly his fault at all, but he regrets being slow and getting overrun by that zombie horde to begin with. maybe if he hadn't turned, ritsu would be a lot better off now—they woulda been able to join a settlement, and live in a place where there is supplies and food and clothing and other people to talk to other than your mumbling brother who no longer fully understands you. it likely would've spared him a lot of trauma
and alsoYES that post is EXACTLY it the concept of mourning a person u still see every day is ougougouhoguhg ,., .,witsu ..................
#qktalks#kriber#zombie au#ritsu is so fuckin elated when mob wakes up and shows all the good signs of progress#and it sorta all catches up to him those first couple of days of mob being awake#the entire time he's out and letting the cure undo most of the damage#ritsu‚ mentally‚ is like.on pause#he's just Waiting.and waiting. and not letting himself get his hopes up and not letting himself lose all hope either#he's cultivated a careful middle ground that he stands on with trembling legs but he stands on it nonetheless#and the first time mob actually speaks to him with real words that make sense in the order they are spoken ritsu loses that middle ground#and he's.a bit emotional for a while. and who can blame him yaknow. kid's been through hell.kid's Going through hell#he tears up and cries at a lot of little things. like mob giggling#or finally seeing those eye bags fade a bit and noticing color in his skin again#or lying his head on his chest and noticing his heartbeat is faster now. it was slower as a zombie#a change like this‚ one he's waited and worked for for 2 long years‚ is smth he has trouble adjusting to again#sometimes he rly still can't believe mob is back and then he gets happy and emotional all over again when it hits him that it's over
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i have legitimately been burning to do this redraw ever since @cosmic-cd sent the screencaps to me several months ago so finally here it is SJFLKSFLS
featuring my old man salvador, cosmic's wretched beast ayano, and @mystsaphyr 's beloved aiko w
context under the cut ! ! !
#miodoodledavinci#kikyuune aiko#ayano avaron#salvador auto recovery#utau#i legitimately have no idea what to tag this but here it is#it has literally been so many years since i've drawn these three together i can't believe it sdkjflghksdjf#i think the last time they were even all on the same canvas was. probably 2012 SKHFSFH#i may or may not be feeling something over the fact that they're all wearing new designs now a a a a a
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i literally remember posting about alex's 28th birthday on this website i can't believe i'm now posting about his 38th birthday on this website
#both in a 'the passage of time is fucked up' way and a 'i can't believe i've been here for over ten years' way#I'M nearly 28 now
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Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN
#had to re-edit the image real quick because the original edit was from a post I made about Drew years ago#and while the Drew thing is becoming less and less likely. Nevin havinv one has basically been canon since#someone mentioned Greg's (was it Britney's) aura being familiar in s2ch1. ive been putting together a list of every line#that points to Nevin's aura throughout the whole thing (most from s2ch1 but then s2ch10 came out and it was really canon at that point)#but clearly i'm running out of time to say ''i fucking called it'' before it's explicitly stated and i dont want to be in another situation#where somebody else will beat me to a theory and me posting anything about it will seem like copying them. sorry about that btw i had#thought i had already mentioned theorizing that nevin was possessed by a demon in that old theory i made but i had forgotten that one was#super old and was about sigma. so no copying there i just got extremely paranoid there was a mention of a cult and i was like ''nuh uh#that's way too specific and out there of a detail to end up in both our theories'' and i forgot the rest of my super old post was outdated#as hell. and echos had gone ''yeah they're so similar!'' and i took their word for it but now i'm realizing they were probably just trying#to be supportive. so yeah no copying there i was just beaten to the punch of saying something. but i will NOT back down from the aura shit#because i have been calling that shit FROM THE START or at least since i started reading ibvs back when ch20 came out.#also not backing down from saying chris was the worse friend because these past few chapters are the first time isaac has done anything tha#could knowingly upset chris meanwhile chris has. let edward drag isaac to the lair after isaac said edward would beat him up. chose not to#believe edward was holding the secrets over their heads because 'it was something isaac had said' and then immediately distrusted edward in#the next chapter because a random person he didn't know said to steal a book (might i mention how that entire scene proves chris' lack of#development and refusal to take responsibility because it perfectly alludes to when chris had brought those fireworks into his old school#and makes me wonder if charlie has actually gotten him in trouble with his past schools or if he's still just not taking responsibility#and if him following nevin to the woods to test out their powers is an extension of ''if something bad happens its not my fault''#like seriously this man would bring a mysterious suitcase onto a plane if he's told to). uh what was i talking about agai#anyway on a related note my mental state has only gotten worse since i left tumblr and the habit of thinking about chris instead of sleepin#or doing schoolwork has not stopped. so i was still failing for a while and might graduate now but am still staying away from tumblr.#so yeah this was a little update and im not going to linger this time im just going to leave tumblr again right after hitting post#addendum because i just can't let things go. and was thinking about chris again. i don't think his lack of development is because of bad#writing (anymore. i used to.). instead i'm certain his character arc is going to continue into him following someone (nevin probably) into#doing something really bad. and then he'll finally get actual consequences and go 'oh shit i fucked up real bad this time'#if you think that theory is reaching too far into the future you should hear mine about isaac dying at the end lmao
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crochet cat ear beanie + fingerless gloves set 🐾
beanie took me a couple days, gloves were done in two frenzied evening sessions
#robin's crochet adventures#cat ear beanie#crochet#still can't believe i made this with my own two hands#it's been over 20 years since i last picked up the crochet hook for needlework classes in primary school#anyway am i relevant to today's youth now? will i be laughed at or complimented if i go out with this?#will probably be called an emo by stupid 12 y.o. boys either way#these are a timeless fixture in society. no matter if it's 2004 or 2014 or 2024
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