#can’t believe I forgot the tags lolol

[talshiargirlfriend]

WIP Ask Game

RULES: Make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

My works-in-progress mostly exist as a collection of loose leaf ideas with jokey name tags stacked in a disorganised pile. We just won’t acknowledge anything that may say about me.

Current working titles in the folder:

• Snips and notes

• Prompt- “Leave it on.”

• Moving Forward

• Drabble drabble rouse the rabble

• Missing Scene

• Bond-age

• Dreams

• Sim-toms

• TnT Kiss Prompt

• Fits and Starts

•Spy-ay-ay-ay

• Shovel Talk

• Untitled Document

Tagging: I’m not going to try to think of 13 people. If you see this consider yourself tagged :)

@ozzie-starfur @deadheaddaisy @iamstartraveller776 @hjea @strangenewwords @thursdayinspace @agent-troi @introvertia

[derangedthots]

Hiiiiiiiiii lovely writer author jacemond wife,

I hope you don’t mind me asking but I got curious about your writing process for FTF & CTF. Like you’re very much aware of where your fic is going what inspired it and already know what would be spoilers and what isn’t for us your in love readers. I hope it’s not a bother to ask and if you don’t wish to answer that completely understandable. I just wondered how you planned out the universe and plot for this ship so effectively and efficiently.

Also i can’t remember if you ever tagged it or not but was there going to be like angst in this fic? (Not asking for like tagging reasons but just because I wondered with Aemond’s personality we’d be getting dumb blond brooding and grandma Vhagar two days away from kidnapping Jace and Aemond to an island and flying away. Targaryens and their emotional constipation feelings about family)

Hope uni is treating you good and Jacemond treats you better!!!

hello my love😊🥰

it's not a bother to ask at all!! (though probably not that interesting to hear haha) i have an overactive imagination that has a tendency to make connections really quickly and if the material i'm working off of is anything based in fantasy, that ability only compounds lol. my brain will make large connections (i.e. major events i want to write/read) first while also running smaller details in the background and the longer i leave both to sit and marinate, the clearer the narrative becomes. it's all very chaotic by nature so i'll try to keep as much as i can organized on a good doc - since i can always delete certain plans later - and just keep reminding myself of where eventually i want the story to end up.

there's a lot of scene/plot planning that happens but i also try to leave myself a lot of room to play outside of stuff i KNOW needs to happen bc i don't want the fic to feel bogged down or like i'm just crossing things off a list. i mentioned in my ch2 author's endnote that i like giving my stories "room to breathe" bc i want them to feel organic rather than mechanical. hitting the right emotional beats is really important to me (what are humans if not highly-emotional beings after all, isn't that just terrible and beautiful?) so there's a lot of internal deliberation abt how characters would respond & react to certain things that i think abt every day in order to avoid the pitfalls of treating them less like complex people and more like hollow puppets on my strings. when i write, i aim to imbue my fics will life and life can lead us down unpredictable, frustrating roads haha

taking all that into account, it's pretty much why i don't have a set update schedule. i tried to do the monthly thing releasing the first ch of CTF a month after FMF but it became clear almost immediately that that wouldn't work just bc, by that point, the story had grown too large for me to tell it the way i felt it needed to be told in such a short time. plus uni responsibilities factors into it too and updates get postponed even longer than i would ever want them to (boo👎🏼👎🏼)

and research, a lot of research goes into me planning these fics lolol and often times bc i haven't read f&b i have to cross out ideas and change certain details i previously (incorrectly) believed and/or don't wanna keep

oof that was so much rambling again😂 but to answer your second question, for some reason i thought i already added the angst tag to CTF and clearly just forgot. ik you said you're not asking for tagging reasons but for me personally, it was v irresponsible of me considering jace has already had at least 2 panic attacks at this point and well...everything else. tagging my fics appropriately is important to me bc i never want to trigger anyone unnecessarily and i know we all have diff thresholds when it comes to how comfortable or uncomfortable we are with certain subjects. i'll add it here in a bit, thank you for reminding me!! it's esp. important bc yeah...there's definitely going to be more angst moving forward...no spoilers tho my mouth is sealed🤐😶‍🌫️

i hope life and jacemond treats you AMAZINGLY😚💕💕

[enevera]

I WAS GONNA SAY SPN NO WAYYY SGHJFFJGHJ ummm nart or jjk ur pick <3

akdfjhhd im such an easy target lolol gonna go w jjk bc its the current hyper brainrot haha favorite male character: okay, first every single character in this series is nonbinary you cannot change my mind. second, the eternal tie btwn getou goujou and kenjaku i think they should all be thrown off a mountain <3 favorite female character: nooo akhdgfk i love all of them this is an unfair question uhhh yeah no i love all of them tho nobara maki and shouko are the ones i think ive posted abt the most for all that counts iykyk. also kenjaku <3 least favorite character: gonna have to say toji bc while i do like him and think hes interesting, hes the only one i think im gonna have to block tags abt when season 2 comes out so. also NAOYA can’t believe i almost forgot him literally fuck him prettiest character: none of them are pretty everyone who draws them is just extremely nice lol. except the women again theyre so cool and i love them. (uro takako) funniest character: ahh nanami or yuuji or nobara or mahito actually but tbh i think a lot of the comedy, when there is any, comes from interactions btwn characters rather than One Who Is Funny, you know? also getou for that one face he made in vol o like your ex is abt to kill you and youre making faces like that?? bro favorite season: hahahahhahahha favorite episode: idk lol i binged this show akgh also any w mahito hes such an awful lil dude and i love him for it favorite romantic ship: stsg (theyre pathetic <3 also divorce arc i love a good divorce arc) favorite family ship: im a sucker for parental gojou + megumi n tsumiki i just think its cute. also getou and miminana!! also!! yuuji and chouso <33 favorite friend ship: sashisu and main trio tie worst ship: mei mei and ui ui i hate it i hate it i hate it wtf gege :/

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[mimiplaysgames]

A Powerful Enough Dream (Ch. 9)

Pairing: Terra/Aqua (eventually) Rating: T Word Count: 4,554

Summary: It is time to rescue Ven. Aqua steps into Castle Oblivion, not knowing what’s waiting inside.

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A/N: I wasn’t planning on publishing this one too soon - it just happened lolol. I do want to say that I’m sorry this chapter is so canon-divergent. I planned it before KH3 came out and I don’t have the time to rewrite everything. I hope you enjoy it anyway!

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Oblivion, pt. 1

Stars shoot past Aqua in a melted blur. The faster she goes, the less she notices. Keyblade wielders should be humble. They should take their time to acknowledge and admire life, promised as students that their Light sturdies under such discipline. But screw it - she’s too excited to bother with the view.

All she has to do is listen. Once her heart connects to that place, her glider leads the rest of the way.

Sora and the others lag behind. Their gummi ship is impressive but it’s basically a tourist’s vessel, locked to the celestial highways that have to be traveled in full, unable to perform any of the warps her glider is capable of. At some point, she disappears from their radar, and she hovers in the middle of space to wait for them.

It shouldn’t take this long to get to Ven. They hold her back.

Aqua breathes heavily into her helmet, watching for signs of Sora’s bright red beast of a ship. The confines of her armor, absurdly enough, take some getting used to. She made it with her own hands, once a proud moment from her road to mastery. Yet it feels like she’s outgrown it. It’s heavy and tight, constricting the rise of her arms and the strides of her legs. It could be that she has gotten used to living without it. It could be that it doesn’t recognize her anymore.

That’s a terrifying thought. Aqua shakes it out of her head. It’s just because it’s been a long time since she’s worn it. That’s all.

Lightning snaps and cracks, and Sora’s gummi ship breaks through a barrier that tears a hole through space. Behind it is a mess of passageways marked by colored stars and dust. By normal standards, a passageway to the Land of Departure means he’d need to discover and unlock his way, but instead Sora has to blast through to catch up to her. There has to be some kind of transgression for it, but they’ve wasted enough time to think about collateral damage right now.

Her engine revs up and she soars, Sora trailing closely. She can’t feel the air through her armor as it darkens, but pressure mounts on her shoulders. Negative space squeezes her waist, her arms, her chest, threatening to collapse. It’s thickening. She’s getting close.

By the time she lands, there aren’t any more stars left to see.

Shedding her armor, Aqua breathes in humid air. Storm clouds smother the sky, but it doesn’t rain. Did it ever in the years she’s been gone? The dirt doesn’t thirst for anything, and the cliffs buckle with every step.

The castle (not home, something else) is ugly. Painted the color of stale excrement, it contorts in ways that can’t have been built by human hands. Towers stick out sideways and upside down, criss-crossed and layered where no staircases could practically fit inside. The castle suspends itself in the air by nothing except someone’s imagination.

There’s supposed to be grass underneath her shoes - or maybe stone tile leading to the terrace. Either of the two. Looking over the cliffside, she’s supposed to see rivers miles below, too far to hear their work. Now it’s just blackness. Morbid curiosity questions how long it would take for her to find new ground if she jumps off.

A couple of yards away was where Ven caught a grasshopper and claimed it as his own pet. He never expected he’d crush it by accident. He never expected he’d bury it in that same spot.

If Aqua remembers correctly, there’s supposed to be a tiny dirt path, right here, that would’ve led her to a clearing in the forest, down a lower altitude by several notches, where she and Terra kept a chest of old toys they couldn’t let go of, and letters they wanted to keep but forgot about. Where they kissed for the first time because she was curious, and Terra shrugged it off like it wasn’t a big deal, and she did the same.

Where there should be that forest is nothing but air now.

But home is home, always a fortress, always there to shelter, just like it does for Ven if only by a new expression.

The thunder of Sora’s engines roar before they quiet, exhaling one last time when he lands. He brings everyone with him - Lea is the first to come out, mouth wide open in a stupefied gasp, his glare demanding an explanation.

“Castle Oblivion?” He gesticulates, letting his hands slap his hips. “Sure, it’s not the easiest place to get to. But you could have done us all the humanly decent thing, and said so.”

“Castle Oblivion?” Aqua repeats. The words sound foul.

“You mean your lot didn’t name it?” He crosses his arms as he steps by her side. He’s too smug, like he finds that fact giddy.

“No, of course not, this…” This is the first time it’s ever happened in our history.

“If it wasn’t you, then it had to have come from our favorite, friendly Nobody.” Still smug. Stars, she’d punch him. “Xemnas.”

Despite the warning in her eyes at the mention of that name, Lea sneers. “It’s quite the comfortable home, if you’re interested in psychopathy.”

“You’ve been inside?” she hushes, tying up an apology behind her lips. What if he doesn’t know?

“Don’t worry.” He waves a hand at her. “I was a Nobody at the time. Not like I was that attached.”

So he knows. “You’re lucky you ever got out,” Aqua mutters.

“That attached to what?” Sora skips over, an innocent smile plastered so hard on his face that the horrible truth still wouldn’t peel it off of him.

“Memories,” Riku answers.

If Riku knows, then surely he’s lost some. Aqua nearly blurts out her concern for him, but he flashes her a gentle smirk and rolls a shoulder like it barely matters.

“Is that supposed to mean something?” Sora asks as Kairi tags along, who is unzipping and zipping Donald’s cap.

“The Organization used it to research memories,” Lea says. “We even went so far as to manipulate them - you know, plant a little bit of this, tweak a little bit of that.”

“And this is important, why?”

“The castle has a defense mechanism,” Aqua says, glancing at Riku, “to protect the delicate balance of this world so we could give all Keyblade trainees a safe refuge. The rooms aren’t truly real anymore. Threats who wander in are… forced to relive certain events in their life.”  

But Riku doesn’t have much of a reaction.

“Anyway,” she continues, “the memories replayed aren’t always exact. They reflect the heart of the person the castle is reading. So yes, it would be the perfect place to experiment with them.”

“I’ve been in this star-forsaken place more than I wished for,” Lea says, giving the castle a lookover. “My most important mission was to find one particular room. I never did.”

Hearing that was comforting. “Because the rooms inside move around,” Aqua says. “The point is to make the intruder confused. Make them obsessed with remembering correctly that they continue to wander. Until they forget why they’re there.”

Sora gapes, his eyes bulging. “You were the one who designed it like that? You’re savage.”

“Gawrsh,” Goofy says, holding a chin to his hand. His vowels ripple. “Ya think it’d be a nifty place to keep Xehanort locked up in.”

Donald frowns and fists his hips. “And you left Ventus in there?”

“Yes, and I’m the only one who can get him out,” she says sternly, choosing not to elaborate on the how. She sucks in a breath. “The castle won’t exactly recognize me, either. But I have the key.”

“How do we stop ourselves from losing memories?” Kairi asks. For a first mission, this one is entirely inappropriate.

“We don’t. I’m going in alone.” Aqua has long accepted the responsibility, thinking about this moment since the day she closed those doors. She chooses to ignore the disappointed look on Kairi’s face - once full of curiosity and hope at finally being allowed to show her worth.

“But you shouldn’t have to do this alone,” Sora says, stepping forward.

Aqua purses her lips. She’s done good not telling him everything.

“I do.”

“What is it with you and Terra and your obsessions with marching a one-man parade?” Sora grins, rubbing his nose. Riku snorts. “You’re going to have to learn to take ‘Nah’ for an answer. I think Ventus would agree with me.”

“Ditto,” Lea says.

“It was your bright idea to leave him and now we have to fix it,” Donald grumbles.

You were the ones who followed me. Aqua bites her lip.

It’s Aqua against six others who disagree with her, who came all the way here like she’s the one needing a chaperone. Ven would have wanted to come too, given the chance. He’s just better at submitting to her demands, even if he hated them, even if he didn’t want to understand they were for his safety.

“But your memories-”

“It really isn’t fair that Sora forgets what it’s like to be in there anyway,” Riku says, arms crossed and flexed.

Sora furrows his brows. “What would we forget?”

“Whatever you’re giving the castle,” Aqua says, starting quiet then raising her voice. “It will snatch something you’re passionate about… Your best defense is to simply look away. Believe in your own integrity, instead of what you see.”

“That…” Kairi picks at her cuticles. “Doesn’t sound too bad.”

That’s only because they’ve never spent years weighing the consequences.

“Consider this: how long would it take you to get to Ventus?” Lea asks.

“Not long at all. I can summon him to the first room,” Aqua says.

“Then we skidaddle in and run the stars out.” He mimics walking movement with his fingers. “You’re too paranoid. We didn’t travel all this way to admire the decorator’s taste. Award-winning, I tell you.”

Aqua takes a moment to study each of them, hoping her eyes spoke of horrors she can’t find the words for. But they smile back with encouragement. She considers tying them up with her chains to see if they enjoy feeling trapped under pressure.

She sighs. “The less amount of time we take, the better.”

The front door protests when she opens it, heavy and dragging across the pale floor. The inside is sterile, so white that the reflected light blinds. Every surface she can see is scrubbed clean of any and all personality. Like a hospital. Like a morgue.

At first glance, it’s just a simple room. A door innocently waits on the other side, the same monocolor as everything else. Their footsteps clank hard on the tile floor.

“Can’t believe I get to see the magic this time,” Lea says, the volume of his voice normal, but too strong for this room.

“You bums are pretty late for the show,” a gravelly voice replies. Aqua catches him leaning casually at the corner of the room, his black helmet a stark stain against the wall. She swears he wasn’t there before. She swears she got rid of him. She wonders if it’s still Ven’s face underneath.

“You again,” Sora barks.

“Took you long enough to get here,” Vanitas says, straightening up. “A really long time. Venty-Wenty needs his mommy to wake him up, but it’s like…” He snorts. “It’s like you forgot you had a kid waiting for you. Some mother you make.”

Donald slaps his webbed foot on the floor, his voice grating. “We’re too busy to deal with you. Now scram!”

“I have more right to be here than you,” he says, a sudden leap downhill trickling through his voice. His posture, however short he is, stays tall and proud. “I got here first. I outperformed the parent.” He jabs a finger in the air. “Don’t believe my sincerity, but I’ve got all the family business to pick with my own brother. It’s inhumane to keep us apart.” Vanitas summons his Keyblade, electrical sparks warping the air before its monstrosity takes form. “It’s been almost thirteen years, Aqua. What do you say? We can make this reunion worth the wait.”

Aqua scoffs through her nose. So he wants to think he’s still that much of a threat, after everything she’s seen. She keeps her nose high. “I don’t think about the gnat I’m stepping on.”

He pauses before he laughs. “You almost bruised me there, Master Aqua. What kind of selfish person would say something like that.” Darkness sputters from his body, ribbons crawling out of the leathery web of his skin. Monsters, Unversed. Red-eyed and twitchy, with more spunk and intelligent thought than the feral mind-numbing of a Heartless. “It suits you.”

This time, Aqua doesn’t hesitate. Her Master’s Defender takes form, and she charges. The sound of Keyblade summons bounce off the walls like bells as the mob of Unversed swarms. She takes out a swath of them in one icy hit, a sudden euphoria taking over her body - it’s good exercise to have. Beating him up should release some of the tension in her shoulders.

Still, she has to be careful about one thing: she can’t let Vanitas follow her.

“Get rid of them!” she yells.

By superficial glance, Vanitas is outnumbered, but the Unversed keep coming. Wave after wave of aggressive emotion. As though humans will never go numb.

Sora takes the enthusiastic lead. Lea stays behind and relies on his pot-shots. Riku hovers near Kairi, who does her best juggling creatures she’s never fought before. Donald sounds like he’s cursing when he really isn’t as he casts thunderous spells, and Goofy builds a strong defense on the front line, right by Sora’s side.

Aqua focuses on Vanitas, who has his arms wide open like a goal post.

But Sora juts in, and Aqua staggers to avoid hitting him.

“He’s nothing but a creep. Leave him,” he says, blocking one of Vanitas’ explosive attacks on her behalf.

“I have to end this,” she spits.

“Then stop talking and end it,” Vanitas growls, his Keyblade brimming with heat as he slams it against Sora’s.

“What about the time we’re spending in the castle? It’s ticking,” Sora asks her, his brows furrowed upside down.

“You’re boring me,” Vanitas says. He ghosts through the space between them, throwing an electrified force like he’s batting a swing. Aqua dodges, using the Defender as a lightning rod, and redirects the intensity until it crumbles into a wall away from everyone else.

“We’re not alone!” Lea calls out, the smoke of his fire spells clouding the room.

Something slithers, weaving through the air with a high-pitched wiggle. The thing is white, bending like it can compute Aqua’s strike before she has the chance to think of it. Its skin is thick yet fluid, reverberating her magic like it’s jelly. All of its movements are calculated - the way it walks is unnatural, as if someone is inputting commands into its mind.

“Nobodies!”

“Finally, some proper entertainment.” Vanitas catches Kairi off-guard, throwing her backward. “You got children in your team. Proud of yourself?”

If Aqua goes ahead and hurries to Ven, none of them would have to sacrifice their memories.

If she leaves them alone, would she betray their need for help?

“Just go,” Sora says. “It’s not a big deal. Look at him.” He waves to Vanitas, who is messing with Lea now. “He’s like an angry chicken.”

That’s the last word she’d use to describe Vanitas, but they’ve wasted so much time already.

“You promise?”

“Promise to trust my word?”

Aqua sighs and grips his shoulder, her fingers digging into his sleeve. His eyes go wide, getting the message. “Don’t underestimate him. I’ll be back as soon as I can.”

The door handle churns when she grabs it. Pops, whirs, and shouts rally behind her in a thunderous roar, and she stops herself from turning the knob.

“I didn’t say you could see him!” Vanitas yells, coming toward her like she’s the only one whose existence has any value. Riku blocks his way, scruffed up from vanquishing enemies in one intricate attack a moment before.

The lock turns. She wants to see Ven but she doesn’t, not with enemies so close.

Vanitas dodges strings of attacks from all sides, from her friends, from Goofy throwing his body across the room, from Donald screaming incoherent gibberish. “Not without me!”

It almost sounds… painful. If he’s this bothered, then she can only imagine how much hatred and disgust fuel his words.

Poor Ven for having to deal with him.

She shuts the door behind her, suffocating the noise, cutting off Vanitas’ verbal assault, like an eraser swallowing an exclamation mark.

Aqua stands at the entrance hall of what used to be the old castle, gold pillars holding up ivory walls, coated in stained glass light. Down the hall are staircases leading up to the throne room where she had her Mark of Mastery, right where they’re supposed to be.

She should’ve been more careful than let the castle into her mind. Damn it.

“Nothing is real,” she declares. Someone could be upstairs. The Master. With his bushy mustache and ridiculous hairstyle that she’s offered to cut for years. What would he say to her?

Maybe she could apologize. She really wants to.

No. The castle will conjure him only because she’s thinking of him. “I won’t look. I won’t.”

Some part of her jumped at the thought that it could be Terra… She could hear Terra’s voice. It’d be exact, his smile something she’s needed. It could be wonderful. It could be sad.

“I won’t look,” she whispers, taking a peek up at the balcony over the foyer to see if she could at least spot a head of hair. She sees the stained glass mural in the same beautiful shapes she’s mimicked with crayons, hovering right above the thrones. The colors do their best work in the late morning, just like how they glistened prims on Terra’s shoulders when she dueled him.

Aqua inhales sharply. She runs past the stairs and down another hallway to the left, to a door that normally would lead to the kitchen.  

Is she remembering that right? The kitchen?

“It doesn’t matter.” It does. But Ven. She grips a new door handle, so much like the ones back home (the same golden color).

She hisses. “Ven,” she calls, willing the word onto the door.

Aqua enters another empty white room with yet another door at the opposite side, like she smothered white paint all over a filled canvas. Who knows how far she’s moved away from the others by now, or how many rooms have sifted in between.

But the whiteness is exactly what she wants - to get to Ven, she’ll need some peace and quiet, and a bit of time to grieve.

Something is wrong, though. Aqua doesn’t take another step. The rooms should read her, not watch her.

“Who’s there?”

Footsteps lightly tread, weighty but feathery. A man in a black robe gracefully makes his appearance from behind a stone pillar, his face a secret under the hood. A giant of a man, barrel-chest with a thick waist, at least two heads taller than her.

“I had missed the chance to see you before,” he says, his voice deep and smooth, but forceful like the bottom of an ocean. Aqua’s heart hammers at the familiarity. “Now I’ve been granted a tabula rasa...”

Aqua scoffs, Defender at the ready.

“My friend,” Xemnas says.

“You’re not my friend.”

“Even I am not that cruel to be so cold. How can you say that to someone who has longed to see you?”

“Am I supposed to feel sorry for you?”

Xehanort’s Nobody hums, halfway between a chuckle and solemn breath. “I don’t need the pity.”

“Then I have nothing else for you.”

Aqua is the first to move, casting a barrier around herself for protection, expecting him to conjure up spells of his own. Instead, out of his palms burst two red sabers that throb when she gets close.

He strikes her with both, clutching Defender’s jab and throwing her off balance. He’s too fast for his size - he has to be utilizing the darkness to bend the laws of physics. Showing off his acrobatics and reappearing in places she doesn’t expect, he toys with the space between them, coming close to taunt her into hitting him. Then he goes away in a flash. Aqua scrambles to keep up.

“Enough of this,” she mutters.

Summoning her Master’s chains takes more from her than any other spell, but they’re her rock and wind - as though Eraqus is with her every step of the way, approving her decisions. They are Light incarnate into metal, threads that peel chunks away from her heart to take form. To justify conjuring them, she needs to land a certain blow.

This is Xehanort’s Nobody, after all. Watching him wince will be a welcome sight.

They wrap around his body, locking his sabers against his thighs. He shudders from the pain, his knees losing their strength. Yes, that’s exactly what she wants.

Like finding new resolve, Xemnas stands straight on trembling feet just as she was sure he’d collapse. She must be exhausted from conjuring them, she has to be. They shouldn’t be this weak. Dark energy crackles and whips against the links. His arms manage to flex outward, pushing against the hold.

Maybe that’s the point. To survive this, he can’t be anything close to human. He’s technically Nothing.

Or maybe it isn’t. Maybe she isn’t sure she wants this.

“An old trick,” Xemnas says, loosening one arm.

This is her only chance. Aqua pinches the gap between them in an instant, her Master’s Defender high in the air to knock him out.

Xemnas grabs her by the wrist, the Defender suspended in air. His hand is so large that his fingers lock together, twisting and squeezing her that she’s worried he’ll break it.

Aqua tries to jerk free but the pain cuts into her circulation.

He watches her squirm. “Like a trapped mouse with not the mind to know there’s nowhere to go. No need to skirmish so much.”

“Let go of me.”

“Why do you hate me so?” He squeezes harder and lifts her, her feet dangling off the floor. She yelps. “You fight me though you know me as faceless. Such harsh disregard for my existence.”

“Spare me,” she breathes, her wrist throbbing, “your stupid pleas.”

“But I do plea.” Xemnas gently lifts the hood off his head. It’s not the shoulder-length silver hair that surprises her, but his face. Yellow eyes, but the same face.

She gasps. “Terra.”

Wrong. Everything about him is wrong - the smile, the malicious glint in his eye, the tightened half-smirk. A callous Terra looking down on her like the gnat under a shoe, needing to be scraped off.

“You’re hurting me,” she whimpers to (Terra’s face), hoping to catch the tiniest reaction in his eyes that he’d feel bad for doing so - just like Terra would. But he doesn’t.

This is supposed to be Xehanort’s body without a heart. But she’s been misleading herself, hasn’t she?

(Terra’s body) wanting to be her friend, wanting to stay close, wanting to reconnect. And she wanted the same. Aqua swallows bile.

This bastard stole from her.

She throws a kick into his face with enough force that he lets her go. Xemnas stumbles backward, holding his chin where her shoe made contact. He winces. Good.

“You’re nothing like him!” Aqua says, flexing her sore, thick grip on the Defender. It twitches and singes.

Xemnas stays where he is, carefully massaging his chin like she isn’t in the room anymore. If he heard her, he doesn’t give notice, staring blankly at the floor. She wonders - for the slightest moment - if what she said actually stung him.

“You can try,” he says.

“Excuse me?”

“Try it.” He conjures his blades. “Obliterate me. Let’s see if you make peace with doing so after seeing my face.”

Shut up. Aqua lunges at him, ignoring the ache on her wrist. But instead of using his blades against her, a wall of light erects from the floor. She collides into it. It electrocutes her, throwing her back.

An offensive barrier? Terra’s used this. Protecting her in the Realm of Darkness right after finding her. This really is Terra’s body.

A cry echoes against the tile. It came out of her own mouth. She can’t lose it here.

“It doesn’t matter if you’re his body,” she whispers to herself, standing up. She stumbles as Xemnas casually approaches, his footsteps as soft as the adrenaline dissipating from her body. Numbness is quickly replaced by the stinging in her wrist. It’s harder to take calming breaths.

It matters. It matters too much.

Aqua huffs, telling herself to stop thinking about who’s in the room and start thinking about the people depending on her. “You’re wasting my time,” she declares.

She turns on her heel and heads for the door.

A blast explodes near the exit. Over her shoulder, Aqua sees Xemnas holding out his palm, smoke fizzing out of the leather of his glove.

“After all this time?” he asks.

Aqua gives herself a conscious reminder that Nobodies can’t truly feel. Lea is sure to disagree, but there’s little in Xemnas’ voice to tell her there’s anything left of Terra in that mind.

She yells. Such a primitive thing to do, but it tricks her body for a few precious moments into feeling she has the strength to pull off something big and reckless. Chains of light emanate from her body.

The chains pummel in different directions, and Xemnas erects several barriers to counter each one. Neither of them actually target him. It’s not that she’s getting worse at her aim. Or getting brittle. She knows this. It’s everything to do with (him), and she’s ashamed of it.

At least they’re distracting him.

Aqua yanks the door handle with her good hand, a pressure bursting from the other side and swallowing her as she closes it behind her.

Warmth beats on her shoulders. Tall stone towers conquer the space around her, blocking off the horizon. Aqua only sees gently setting sunlight. She’s somewhere on a terrace of a castle, tucked away from the main streets.

Her heart drops when she realizes it’s Radiant Garden.

“No, no, no, no,” she murmurs, palming the brick walls behind her for a door. For the feeling of a doorknob. She can’t have this now. She can’t stand to witness one of her worst memories.

A few feet ahead. There, a gray door that would take her out to an alley - out of this room. It’s just a room.

But the castle knows.

It only takes a second. A tall figure catches her peripheral attention.

Terra, with a scowl on his face. He’s impeccable: thick, effortlessly tousled hair just right, the pensive deepness of his eyes far away and hurt, unsure of her presence there. Something about him is tense, like he’s about to turn over his shoulder and walk away from her all over again.

Aqua has only one wish to ask what she used to call home. Smile. Please, smile.

[juminsmysticmc]

How about a robot MC? And maybe her creator trying to find her? ~ Weird Dreamer ~

RFA found out that Mc is a robot & try to find her creator

Hello my love! Guys, that’s our newest member, say hello to her! So, here is your HC! I know that you asked me to write the Minor Trio but it wouldn’t fit since Saeran and Jihyun see Mc personally….although I will be happy to write Vanderwood for you! But for that I would need to change a few things…let’s keep in touch! I hope you still enjoy it….. love youuuuu

So the beginning will be same for everyone. The story itself however be individual. Enjoy and please tell me your opinion! 

Your appearance itself was a mystery. But your personal dates were like the deepness of the ocean. Seven had indeed a hard time. As if you would know everything about everyone but at the same time you were ignorant. But then he discovered that you weren’t even in Rika‘s apartment like you told them. He discovered that none ever entered the apartment. When he questioned you about that fact in the chatroom your account disappeared, without a trace you were gone. ,,She was a robot after all….“ he said in the chatroom however…..

Jumin 

…..

however Jumin couldn’t believe Seven‘s word. 

The words you told Jumin were humble and honest. Warm and secure. 

They were real. 

Jumin didn‘t believe what the others said and began to investigate on his own. 

He tried to find anything which could tell him about your whereabouts. 

And then, a book the two of you talked about caught his eyes. 

He followed the poster and discovered a Computer store. 

When he entered the store, things which reminded him about you began to catch his eye. 

,,J-Jumin Han?!“ a woman asked him. 

He looked up, his heart began to race and his hands became sweaty. 

He immediately packed our shoulders and jolt you. 

,,Why?!“ he asked you. 

You understood. 

,,You were blinded by coldness. Your past made you like that. I wanted you to make you go against your father. I wanted to free you. And we fell in love. I thought if you really loved the Mc there, you would come to find her on your own.“ you told him. 

Jumin ended your explanation with a deep kiss. He was grateful for everything you did.  

Zen 

…..

however Zen knew that something was odd. 

You already told him something similar about this. 

You told him that these were much more secrets than you could bear. 

Zen knew that something was wrong and so he decided to search you on his own. 

And he did well because just seven month later he finally found you. 

The two of you looked at each other. You couldn’t believe what you saw. 

Before you could say anything he kissed you, a deep lovely kiss connected the two of you. 

,,Tell me about the secrets…’’ he mumbled. 

When you told him that your father left your family for a woman named Rika, you got scared. You told him that you found out that he was in a building named Mint Eye. 

A hacker tried to track you down and you tricked him on your own. 

,,Rika is alive?’’ he asked you. 

That’s when he decided to leave the RFA

He didn’t tell anybody but he couldn’t ignore this fact. 

He was hurt by the people he thought to know…

Yoosung 

……

however Yoosung wasn’t devastated as everyone thought. 

On the other side. 

He thought that this was a new challenge. 

,,I will find you, Mc. You won’t leave me like Rika did.’’ he mumbled to himself. 

The two of you often played LOLOL, you probably forgot about this. 

He somehow managed to find out where your IP Address came from and found you eventually. 

,,You’re Mc, right?’’ he asked you. 

,,How did you-‚‘���

,,Don’t leave me like Rika did!’’ he begged out of the blue. 

,,Listen, I didn’t think that you and the RFA were that complicated. I am not Rika. We have nothing similar anymore because I left the RFA.’’ 

,,You both left so there’s a similarity.’’ he mumbled and tried to take your hand. 

,,That’s why we can’t be together.’’ you snapped and left. 

Yoosung didn’t stop however, his love was real. 

And you fell in love with him too, at some point, a few years later after he stopped to make up similarities between you and Rika. 

Jaehee 

…..

however Jaehee didn’t trust other except she saw it with her own eyes. 

For a bit she stayed at C&R. 

She used Jumin’s power to find your whereabouts. 

It took her so long and at some point it was too much to bear. 

,,I’m going, Mr. Han. I won’t come anymore.’’ she told him and left. 

She decided to realize her dream even without you, the love of her life and her life saver. 

But someday after she opened her coffee shop a woman entered who made her heart beat crazily. 

And she knew that fate found you for her. 

,,Mc? I’m Jaehee Kang. Please let me offer you a coffee. I would like to talk with you’’. 

You finally reached your goal, happiness for her which she archived on her own. 

Saeyoung

…..

however he didn’t tell them that you yourself were real. 

He didn’t want the other to become even angrier now that he knew about his brother and Rika. 

he decided to first find Saeran and support him. 

Afterwards he tried to find you. 

Saeran took a long time to get better but Saeyoung felt your support from apart. 

,,I did it, Mc. Would you now come again?’’ he asked you three years later when everything was settled and you stood in front of him. 

,,Saeran?’’ you asked him. 

,,He’s well again. We do a lot together.’’ 

,,Rika?’’ you asked him again. 

,,Yoosung and Zen hid her for a therapy.’’ he answered. 

,,V?’’ you mumbled making Saeyoung tearing up. 

,,Died.’’ he horoased (HJK) 

,,You?’’ you asked for the last time. 

,,I have Saeran now, I’ve found happiness. I forgot about Rika, I’ve found peace. I forgave Jihyun, I’ve found love and good reasons. The only thing that I miss is you.’’ he mumbled and kissed your hands. 

MASTERLIST 1MASTERLIST 2

31.03.’19// 22:04 MEST

Tagged: 

@foreversunshine-love @giulia2372 @milkyxstrawberry 

@widya345 @remiliadacalde @sailormoonrocks666 @r-f-a-journalists  

[bad-blood-animal]

For Meagan Snow White/Yukishita Miki SUMMARY ONLY.

Since a friend can't reach book three yet and is dying to know. Not gonna tag much to avoid spoilers. Also, I'm going based off of memory since we played her story right away so if I forgot something or misunderstood, sorry, lol.  

Snow White/Yukishita Miki's story starts out as her being led back to the hospital following an investigation and interrogation. As she's walking, the public is there for media snapshots and to take a look at her. Some of them yell and berate her.  A cop actually feels sorry for her and tries to cover her up but she shoves the thing off of her and glares at everyone. Snow is pretty passive and doesn't care about society. After all, she fully believes her actions were justifiable. She became a nurse to help people, but also became deluded by her controversial beliefs with the corruption around her.

She describes some of the people she killed, I forgot the details. Sorry. But they were all connected to scandals and crime. I do remember thinking one was Cinderella, but the scraps disprove this. She says that, she DID feel bad after the first patient. She had horrible nigmtares and guilt but saw the victim's family crying in joy at the news or something [lolol sorry] and she began to continue.

She realizes the hospital director is shady and doing stuff with patient records in an attempt to cover up medical errors and malpractice.

So she ends the life of the director of the hospital, and he even looks her in the eyes when he's dying and says something about her being a criminal, but she basically tells him he doesn't get it and never will. She can't stand the idea that criminals get to be treated and live life with a clean consciousness. Soon after that, social media and headlines are all over her, calling her the beautiful poisonous nurse. Her coworkers were already suspicious of her and all of her other murders wound up coming up following the director's. She doesn’t feel like she was in the wrong, though. She said she only regrets being to obvious around the people she works with.

She was so convinced she did the right thing that she didn't even care about the police sirens. She even waited. Despite how she felt, she cooperated with the police during interrogation, though not showing any remorse for what she had done. The police wind up yelling and slamming things and getting frustrated and she realizes she won't ever reach these people. She did confess to killing the patients, but felt like it was justifiable. One police man points out that they had families too and didn't do anything to her personally, and I remember laughing when Snow pointed out that he seems like the kind of guy to ignore a train groper. After the frustrating interrogation, they return to the scene of her crimes, the hospital. Soon media realizes they're going back and crowd around as they arrive. She ignores all the yelling and screaming, until she hears the shriek of a woman calling her a murderer. The police tried to stop her [she was the wife of the director] but she fought them off and then ran up to Snow and stabbed her hard in the gut. Snow's final thoughts is her thinking 'this is how justice works' or something along those lines.

[felixthekoala]

rules: bold all that apply to you!!

tagged by: @hey-hey-chan

tagging: @changbeanie @kmins  @strgaykids @straycuties @minhomygod @realstraykids @leeknows

I am in college/university

I’ve graduated college/university

I am in high school 

I like my job

I’ve never had a job

I am shorter than 5’5 

I’ve worked a job I hated

I have a tattoo

I have more than one tattoo

I don’t have tattoos but I want some

I’m vegetarian

I have allergies

I’m sarcastic {sometimes}

I’m self-conscious about my body

I’m shy {does an extrovert with social anxiety count??}

I’ve been called over-emotional {gotta love my parents}

I have a strange sense of humour

I wear a piece of jewelry at all times

I’m atheist

I have red hair

I have blonde hair {i mean, i have a blonde balayage??}

I dye my hair regularly

I am an only child

I have more than three siblings

I have a niece

I have a nephew

I couldn’t choose a favorite song {how can you when all of skz’s music are bops??}

I’ve failed a class

I can speak two or more languages {English and French mainly}

I can play an instrument {pianooooo}

I’ve hugged someone in the last 24 hours {only bc I broke down in the middle of my song in rehearsal and my director and choreographer gave me super long hugs :’) }

I’ve kissed someone in the last 24 hours

I have a best friend {sorta?  like I have a best friend group?}

I’ve known my best friend for more than 10 years 

I have met a friend from the internet {ehehhehe @ Kris, Erin, Maddy, and uhmmm some fboys don’t ask eheheh}

I’ve kissed someone of the same sex

I’ve had sex in the past month

I’m in/have been in a long distance relationship

I’ve had a one night stand

I’ve been dumped more than I’ve dumped someone

I’ve cheated on someone

I’ve met someone famous {up10tion, many soccer players, (does skz on asc count???lolol), others I forgot lol}

I’ve broken a bone {MORE THAN I CAN COUNT, the latest being a fractured kneecap from falling down the stairs...…….}

I’ve spent more than six hours straight online

I’ve been out of my home country {Canada, Mexico, France, and soon Taiwan!!}

I have friends who are married {they’re close lol he’s just gotta grow a pair and ask her dad}

I have friends who have children of their own

I have been in a wedding party

I’ve ridden in a limousine

I am a morning person

I am a night owl

I like anime

I like Disney movies

I like comedies more than action films

I like action movies more than comedies {SUPERHERO MOVIES ARE DA BOMB MAN}

I always order dessert {almost always :’) }

I can’t cook 

I enjoy puns {but not from my dad ehehhehehehNO}

I enjoy being alone

I read for pleasure 

I don’t play video games 

I believe in ghosts

I believe in aliens

I enjoy conspiracy theories

I’ve been somewhere considered ‘haunted’

I’ve stayed up all night for no reason {I mean does it count as no reason if you were on a plane to france and pulled longer than an all-nighter??}

I can’t keep secrets

I’ve had a Skype call with more than four people {once again, french fboys, I hate myself -_- }

I’m good with children  {I mean I work with them and had a breakthrough with a super shy 6 year old girl so I should hope so lol}

I’ve cheated on a test

I’ve watched an entire season of something in one day {When I was sick in france and had nothing better to do}

I am wearing something green right now

I am wearing something yellow right now

I am wearing something purple right now {I mean there’s purple flowers on my bra...}

I’ve never tried alcohol {never intentionally...…..}

I’ve had alcohol while underage  {THEY TOLD ME THERE WAS NO ALCOHOL IN IT I DIDN’T THINK THEY’D LIE}

I’ve played a drinking game

I’m scared of snakes

I’m scared of heights

I’m scared of clowns

I’m scared of spiders

I collect stamps

I collect comic books

I keep old bus/train tickets

I don’t know the words to my national anthem 

I have more than three key rings on my keys

I’ve had my hair cut in the past month

I’ve cosplayed

I can’t swallow pills

I miss someone right now

[melodielgrace]

Alphabet Tag Game! :)

NO ONE TAGGED ME I’M JUST BORED

but yah I stole it from @arynneva <3

A-Age: 18

B-Birthplace: Victoria, Australia

C-Current Time: 1:41pm

D-Drink you last had: Coke

E-Easiest person to talk to: Uh

F-Favourite Song: Uhmmmmmmmmm about 20 songs, it’s a Visual Album by Todrick Hall caleld Forbidden, I’m OBSESSED! It’s set in a “backwards” world where blac and gay is white and straight, the ‘normal’, the dominant. And Nolan Renner becomes a crimnal because he’s straight in a gay world in honestly it’s just amazing I L o v e it sooooo muchhh go watch itttttt

G-Grossest Memory: When I stayed over at my cousin’s house for her middle child’s 1st birthday. The cake was red velvet, and in the middle of the night the older kid (3ish) threw up and was standing in the dsark hallway and I THOUGHT SATAN WAS GONNA EAT ME THERE WAS RED VOMIT EVERYWHERE I THOUGHT IT WAS BLOOD OML I cant believe i survived that tbh

H-Horror yes/no:  Noooooooooo  I can’t

J-Jealous of people: hell yea

K-Kisses or hugs: Depends on the person, I’m not always comfortable with hugs but thats usually my go to, unless someone else doesn’t like hugs then we just won’t ya know

L-Love at first sight or should I walk by again?: I don’t believe in Love at First Sight. Infantuation at First Sight, definately, but not love.

M-Middle Name: Likita Grace :) I was born FIRSTNAME Grace LASTNAME but I changed my first name to Melodie and then added an extra middle name, so now I’m Melodie Likita Grace LASTNAME

N-Number of siblings: TWO AND I LOVE THEM <3

O-One Wish: To know what my protronus would be! I’m silly and forgot that Tinkerbell isn’t an animal lolol

P-Person you last called: my dad uh i have no friends :)

Question you’re always asked: “So, what’s your actual name?” uh

R-Reason to Smile: Todrick Hall’s songsss <3 otherwise my brother and sister lmao

S-Song you last Sang: LMAO I‘M SINGING COLOUR RN one guess as to who it’s by ;)

T-Time you woke up: 10:10 was when my alarm went off, so that’s when I woke up but honestly It’s 1:57pm now and I’m still not awake ayyyy

U-Underwear Colour: idk

V-Vacation Destination: Shouldn’t this be D-Dream Vacation? Anywhere not here!!!

W-Worst Habit: Depressio LMAO I AIN’T EVEN GONNA FIX THAT

X-X-rays: I don’t think I’ve ever had an x-ray tbh? I know I had an ultrasound or somethng like that but yeah

Y-Your Favourite Food: yhjyserueyu uuuuuuum food

Z-Zodiac Sign: Cancer

I ain’t taggiing anyone, I doubt anyone will read this anyways lol but whatever I’m bored

[harcove]

11 questions tag

um i was tagged by the best, @yeoontan and fucking, I forgot to do this 5 days ago smh so here I am now, thanks for coming to my ted talk.

(anyway i gotta answer these questions.tm and then make 11 questions for the ppl i tag to answer lol- you dont have to do this btw!!)

1. Do you like milk? Explain.

Yes; I don’t mind it. I don’t drink it a lot though, usually when I eat like spicy ramen is when I’ll drink milk. 

2. How do you like to relieve stress?

I usually like to talk to my best friend @saltxsuga cause she’s really good at making me feel better, or distracting me. Or just, giving me good advice overall to me. I also cry a lot lmao. I would’t say I’m good at relieving stress tbh I let it build up a lot.

3. Where do you want to live in the future? 

Tbh, I’d like to live in Newfoundland, cause that’s where a lot of my family lives, and just;; I miss it a lot, and it’s a really calming place I love it. But also, I don’t mind just staying where I am right now lol. 

4. What’s one of the fondest memories you have? 

Um, probably when I went to Newfoundland last-last summer to see my grandfather before he passed, and he had this... Plaid like jacket, and I had been crying in one of the rooms of their house and saw the jacket and kind of wanted it; and I asked my mom but I was also too embarrassed cause I was crying to ask my grandfather if I could have it so she asked for me, and my mom told me he said I could only have it if I gave him a big hug and a kiss, and he came in and gave me a hug and a kiss and just??? I miss him SO much and love him so much;; it’s just, one of those memories that are bitter sweet, and make me smile, but also sad ya;; 

On a lighter note- a lot of memories I’ve had with @saltxsuga are very fond ;;

5. When was the first time you read a book that impacted your life? 

To be honest, I don’t think I ever have? I don’t know, some books have helped me through times where I was down cause they just make me feel happy? Like the Harry Potter series lmao *how original bitch* and also The Outsiders

6. What’s your favorite gum brand? 

Excel bi t c h

7. Are you into art and design? If so what’s your favorite work? It could be anything tbh i.e. motion, print, books, paintings, sketches, websites, rebranding, etc.

I like art and design, but know nothing about it tbh;; help 

8. Summer or winter?

W i n t e r

9. Polka dots or stripes?

Both? (I wear stripes more tbh)

10. When did you last hug/say ily to someone you love?

I told @saltxsuga I loved them recently today- also I know I told you I loved you today too @yeoontan lolol

11. Why did you start tumblr? 

I was really into otome games when I was 11-15? idk, and I made a tumblr for it, and also just cause I heard about tumblr and decided to make one, I had my tumblr for about a year before I even used it right lol.

My questions:

 Chocolate or Vanilla.. OR, Strawberry? 

What’s one thing in your life that you can’t live without?

Do you believe in love at first sight? Or it takes time.

When was the last time you had a fight with someone else?

Is your best friend someone you know in real life, or someone you know/met online? 

Do you want to get married in the future? 

Favourite song at the moment?

How did you meet your best friend? 

How long have you been on tumblr?

Last time you talked to someone on the phone? 

Do you know any other languages? If so, what languages and how fluent? 

I’m gonna tag;; @hopejingi @just-simply-aging @redheadhobi @heartmanjins

[kimsrose]

Tag Game

Thanks to my longtime friend and mutual @lionfart for tagging me!!💕

Y'all just gotta answer the questions have fun

☀️☀️☀️☀️ last: 1. drink: water!! staying hydrated in order to prevent more breakouts :)

2. phone call: my friend Lyne so I can show up to her house all of the sudden

3. text message: “I’m here already" to my friend I got ice cream with

4. song you listened to: “Real Love”- Henry (problematic singer but I can’t help that this song is a bop ok)

5. time you cried: 2 days ago

have you ever: 6. dated someone twice: lmao nah

7. kissed someone and regretted it: lmao nah

8. been cheated on: lmao nah

9. lost someone special: almost

10. been depressed: :)

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: lmao nah I ain’t light weight

three most favourite colours: 12. lavender 13. baby blue 14: light yellow

in the last year have you: 15. made new friends: yes and I looove them v much!

16. fallen out of love: lmao nah

17. laughed until you cried: yup

18. found out someone was talking about you: yup

19. met someone who changed you: sorta?

20. found out who your friends are: yup!

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: nah

in general: 22. how many facebook friends do you know irl: 30% tbh

23. do you have any pets: my lil brother

24. do you want to change your name: nah

25. what time did you wake up: 9:30 A.M.

26. what were you doing midnight last night: showering lolol I love late showers

28. name something you can’t wait for: my paycheque tbh

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: 2 seconds ago

30. what are you listening to right now: “Lie”- Jimin of BTS

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: nah

32. something that gets on your nerves: people who think it’s funny to be rude lmao I don’t need that shit

33.. most visited site: Instagram

34. hair colour: black with honey brown balayage

35. long or short hair: long

36. do you have a crush on someone: ye

37 what do you like about yourself: my long legs and small nose

38. piercings: both ears but the hole closed

39. blood type: type A or O

40. nickname: kimchi or stupid by the majority of my loved ones

41. relationship status: single!!

42. zodiac sign: Leo

43. pronouns: she/her

44. favourite tv show: none at the moment but I thoroughly enjoy the Filipino teleseryes that my mom watches from time to time (I’m a movie person)

45. tattoos: I wish

46. right or left handed: right

47. surgery: nah

48. sport: basketball

49. vacation: been to the Philippines, want to go to the Netherlands

50. pair of trainers: Nikes

51. eating: not rn

52. drinking: not rn

53. im about to: blink

54. waiting for: possible world war lmao ngl

55. want: my license

56. get married: why not

57. career: want to go into law or become a teacher

58. hugs or kisses: hugs!

59. lips or eyes: eyes

60. shorter or taller: im tall so i like hanging out with taller people but my short friends are my closest

61. older or younger: older

62. nice arms or stomach: stomach

63. hookup or relationship: relationship

64. troublemaker or hesitant: a hesitant troublemaker (honestly @lionfart makes me do weird shit and for some reason I always comply)

have you ever: 65. kissed a stranger: nope

66. drank hard liquor: a few times

67. lost glasses/contacts: nah, don’t need both anyway

68. turned someone down: yup

69. sex on first date: nope

70. broken someones heart: probably tbh

71. had your heart broken: the guy I liked asked me out as a joke, never saw him the same way again

72. been arrested: nope

73. cried when someone died: yes, my grandfather

74. fallen for a friend: uh

do you believe in: 75. yourself: depends on my mood

76. miracles: never seen one so

77. love at first sight: I’ll see

78. santa claus: santa claus is a hoax and I realized that after I opened my present one Christmas and saw that my mom forgot to remove the Sears tag

79. kiss on the first date: if we talk a lot before, why not

80. aliens: lol you gotta be really closed minded to even think we’re alone in this galactic vessel of extraterrestrial bodies and shit

I TAG: @shiane @lynear-equation

@fro--yo

[spin-me-a-tapestry]

85 question game

rules: answer these 85 statements and tag twenty people

tagged by @dasfreefree

the last

drink: water

phone call: a work call lol

text message: (to my friendo kelsey) “aahhhh omg i totally forgot lolol ill do it tonighy”

song you listened to: Do I Wanna Know? by The Arctic Monkeys

time you cried: *katya voice* i havent felt emotion since the accident (jk it was yesterday lolol)

dated someone twice: never lolol

kissed someone and regretted it: back in junior year of high school when i had to kiss someone on stage for the musical lolol

been cheated on: never

lost someone special: i guess when my grandma died which was 3 years ago now

been depressed: right now lololol

gotten drunk and thrown up: back in junior year of college i did a performance art piece for one of my classes where i filmed myself taking a shot of vodka roughly every minute for a half hour (i ended up consuming like 19 shots)

three favourite colours

baby blue

forest green

baby pink

in the last year have you

made new friends: hhmmmm idk??  ive def met new people

fallen out of love: idt ive ever been in love so uuhh no

laughed until you cried: prob this past weekend

found out someone was talking about you: idk im always paranoid about other people talking about me tho

met someone who changed you: not really

found out who your friends are: i guess??

kissed someone on your facebook list: nope

general

how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life? basically everyone

do you have any pets? yep! a kitty

do you want to change your name? not really, i cant really picture myself with any other name tbh

what did you do for your last birthday? my friend took me out to brickwall tavern and i had a really good chicken pot pie

what time did you wake up? for work i have to get up at like 6 or 6:30 but when im not working it depends on how late i stayed up the previous night lolol

what were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping

name something you can’t wait for: to move the fuck ooouuutttt and also to have enough money to go on a trip somewhere ive been dying to travel

when was the last time you saw your mum: last night cause uuhhh i live at home still :’)

what are you listening to right now? the sound of my own typing

have you ever talked to a person named tom? yeh!!  i was friends with a guy named tom in college and we had a lot of studio classes together but i havent talked to him in a while

something that is getting on your nerves: work related things

most visited website: its between tumblr youtube and facebook i kinda just check those three on an endless loop all the time

hair colour: blonde but im trying to grow the color out so my natural colors coming through (its like a light brown)

long or short hair: suuuuuuuper long i havent gotten a haircut in like a year

do you have a crush on someone? yeh sort of

what do you like about yourself? im smart and funny and actually have some common sense B) B) B)

piercings: just one on each ear

blood type: omg i used to know this and i forgot but i think im AB something

nickname: ernie B)

zodiac: capricorn

pronouns: she/her

favourite tv show(s): Rupauls Drag Race, Steven Universe, Legion, Chewing Gum, Bob’s Burgers, Louie, Black Mirror, Face Off

tattoos: none but i want one sooo baaaddd

right or left handed: left!

surgery: got my wisdom teeth removed and got a mole excised but thats it

sport: played basketball for 2 weeks in the 1st grade lololol

vacation: last time i went on a legit vacation was last year to Cape Cod with the fam

pair of trainers: sketchers B)

more general

eating: nothing right now but i just had a panera sandwich & chips & a cookie for lunch

drinking: water

i’m about to: avoid doing more work for the next like 10 minutes

waiting for: this day to be over so i can go home and sleep

want: to go to the beach again before summers over but the weathers been so crappy

get married: i honestly dont want to???  like if i settle down with someone and they wanna get married i would but if they didnt id be cool with that too

career: just trying to make money and pay my bills tbh i havent done what i actually enjoy doing (art) in months

which is better?

hugs or kisses: ive never been kissed before but i think id enjoy kisses more tbh

lips or eyes: waahhh this is a hard one!!!  uuhhhh eyes

shorter or taller: taller

older or younger: older or same age

nice arms or nice stomach: both please (but nice arms is always gud)

hookup or relationship: relationship!

troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant but its my secret fantasy to be a troublemaker rebel lil shit who doesnt care about anything and like has millions of piercings and a shaved head and wears leather jackets all the time u feel me

have you ever

kissed a stranger: nope!

drank hard liquor: thats literally all i drink lolol

lose glasses/contact lenses: i lost my glasses multiple times as a child my parents were not happy with me

turned someone down: yeah a few times and i honestly regret it but im such a nervous anxiety-ridden lil shit its a vicious cycle

sex on the first date: prob not i would get nervous just kissing someone on the first date

had your heart broken: oh yeah

been arrested: nope!  just pulled over a couple times

cried when someone died: yes

fallen for a friend: hehehehehehehehehehehehehe

do you believe in

yourself: recently not really but im trying

miracles: not really??  its nice to think that miracles do happen but im not spiritual/religious enough to fully believe in them

love at first sight: hell no its a lie

santa claus: i mean who else gives me sick presents certainly not my parents who eerily have the same exact handwriting as santa claus

kiss on the first date: never been kissed never kissed anyone so no

angels: idk about this one cause i like to think that somehow family members who have died are looking out for me???  but again my atheist ass finds it hard to believe

other

eye colour: green!

favourite movie: u cant ask me this do u know how many movies ive seen i cant even count all my fave movies on both my hands

idfk who else to tag cause all the people i know have already been tagged so if u see this and u follow me DO IT IF U HAVENT ALREADY DONE IT!!!!!!!

[yumikoflare]

wowie this is a loooong meme - thanks for the tag @wildricebear more like wild loser bear...........

Rules: Answer all questions and tag 20 people. (putting it under the cut bc it’s 100+ questions!)

1. What is your nickname? i go by yumi! my rl nickname has the same amount of letters 🤔

2. What is your zodiac sign? aqua sun / scorp moon

3. What is your favorite book series? not gonna lie i havent read any book series in a looong time but my fav manga series is fukigen na mononokean!

4. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? ofc, i believe in both!

5. Who is your favorite author? errr i honestly don’t have one ahaha but sunrisesongs has some reaaaally nice poetry if that counts

6. What is your current favorite song? rn i’m a huuuge fan of kenshi yonezu’s suna no wakusei, namely the soramafu cover!

7. What is your favorite word? uhh don’t have one.. but the word ‘warmth’ has always struck a chord in me?

8. What was the last song you listened to? i think it was ra ra rasputin b/c someone at band was playing it on his phone LOL

9. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? i don’t watch tv oops  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ can’t think of anime recs either smhhh

10. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? i don’t watch movies if i’m feeling down but i remember enjoying the intern?

11. Do you play video games? mmm a little bit.. i play overwatch and sometimes osu and ive played a couple of mmorpgs here and there 

12. What is your biggest fear? losing my purpose and passion

13. What is your best quality, in your opinion? i’m a good friend! i think that counts

14. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? my lack of patience and intolerance to trials

15. What is your favorite season? winter!!!!!!

16. Are you in a relationship? nah

17. What is something you miss from your childhood? honestly? i don’t miss much in particular from my childhood other than that Sweet Naive Bliss™ because things have been getting better in my life since then so

18. Who is your best friend? nizh, swirl, mari, gil, noah, sam, laura, kayla come to mind

19. What is your eye color? dark brown

20. What is your hair color? dark brown

21. Who is someone you love? all my friends...........

22. Who is someone you trust? the friends i listed earlier!!!

23. Who is someone you think about often? honestly as of recently myself bc im working on bettering myself LOL but other than that, i think of noah kinda often?

24. Are you currently excited about/for something? uuuuhhhh not particularly

25. What is your biggest obsession? currently overwatch

26. What was your favorite TV show as a child? probably spongebob aldsakdsla

27. Do you have any unusual phobias? mmmmmm not sure but my anxiety makes a lot of small things scary so

28. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? both!!!!

29. What is your favorite hobby? honestly not sure... i like writing but recently i’ve been very into photo and video editing so!!!

30. What was the last book you read? probably the hiding place

31. What was the last movie you watched? goosebumps i think? watched it at home w/ my mom bc she hadnt seen it before

32. What musical instruments do you play, if any? [[[the sound of me, panicked, aggressively slamming my mallets into a timpani can be heard in the distance]]]

33. What is your favorite animal? dogs.... i love dogs

34. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? hm i rly like yamiiino, kaiami, tofuvi, star-plasma, and zandraart!

35. What superpower do you wish you had? healing factor!!!

36. When and where do you feel most at peace? idk, whenever really, surrounded in my closest friends; either that or doing something i love alone

37. What makes you smile? my friends...... also getting praised......

38. What sports do you play, if any? FUNNY JOKE i cant sports

39. What is your favorite drink? hell....... i love lots of different types of teas (black, green, jasmine, honey, etc) and im also a sucker for matcha... and i also like ice blended drinks... and (virgin bc im underage) mojitos.... and smoothies.......... fdgkjkdf i love drinks a lot ok

40. Are you afraid of heights? yes 10000%

41. What is your biggest pet peeve? close-mindedness and intolerance to other ppl/ideas/etc + having to waste resources

42. Have you ever been to a concert? only one! was a mayday parade concert earlier this year

43. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? like everything LOL a singer and an author were prob my biggest ones tho

44. What fictional world would you like to live in? HONESTLY the fukigen na mononokean world would be cool to live in... 

45. What is something you worry about? i simultaneously really like and dread band asdlsakdas

46. Are you scared of the dark? yup orz

47. Do you like to sing? heck yea!!!! singing is so good.....

48. Have you ever skipped school? no bc im a goody two-shoes™ 

49. What is your favorite place on the planet? i dunno! i don’t have one! the world’s so big there’s so many places i still have yet to go!!!

50. Where would you like to live? honestly idk i’m happy with where i am now LOL

51. Do you have any pets? i wish......... i want a doggo so bad but my sister and i are allergic

52. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? i don’t feel like either but i’m closer to a night owl

53. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? both..... the sky is a goddess and im in love with her.....

54. Do you know how to drive? i’m an anxious minor who is too afraid to get near the wheel LOL

55. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? headphones bc earbuds always fall outta my ears and its a Pain

56. Have you ever had braces? nope B)

57. What is your favorite genre of music? ummmmm i don’t have a fav bc i’m kinda flexible but i like alt rock? and j-rock/j-pop?

58. Who is your hero? to be completely honest idk if i have one LOL im my own hero™ B))))

59. Do you read comic books? nah

60. What makes you the most angry? probably the same as #41 as well as like myself?? bc i get frustrated with myself v often and that concept makes me angry asdsa;ldas

61. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? nizh wrote “i like real books but i’m so lazy that i’m more likely to read digital” and i am in agreement

62. What is your favorite subject in school? errrrrrrrr i suppose la? but i’m abt to enter some new classes and learn under totally new teachers so idk it’s bound to change!

63. Do you have any siblings? ye, one older sister

64. What was the last thing you bought? a flowy cardigan from yesterday!!!! im lov it.... i might post a pic of it

65. How tall are you? 5′1′’ and 3/8 sdfkjsdijeiwjeje

66. Can you cook? yo i wish..................

67. What are three things that you love? my friends, music, food/drinks LOL

68. What are three things that you hate? same as #41 and a third thing would prob be conflict?? idk

69. What is your sexual orientation? as far as i know i experience no sexual attraction (asexual) and i experience romantic attraction to anyone and everyone (panromantic) so!

70. Where do you currently live? socal

71. Who was the last person you texted? probably nizh

72. When was the last time you cried? mmmm maybe a week or two ago... i cant recall exactly when so thats good

73. Who is your favorite YouTuber? oooohhh.. im super mainstream but i love arikadou LOL also zylbrad, seagull, and etika

74. Do you like to take selfies? i do! i usually only take selfies like every once in awhile when im feeling cute and when i do i take A Lot

75. What is your favorite app? i lov line camera?? also google photos makes things mucho convenient

76. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? tbh i find my relationship with my parents to be closer than a lot of my friends’ so :0

77. What is your favorite foreign accent? i dunno! french accents are pretty cool

78. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? japan! also the philippines

79. What is your favorite number? idk but i like 5 and 8

80. Do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting? both freak me out but the ocean is pretty interesting

81. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? not in the slightest LOLOL

82. Are you allergic to anything? intolerant to eggs, pretty allergic to any type of nuts so that sucks, n i got those Seasonal Allergies

83. Can you wiggle your ears? NO I HAVENT READ HARRY POTTER

84. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? umm idk how often LOL whenever i think im wrong..?? which is somewhat frequently?

85. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? forests are lovely

86. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? honestly idk......... i remember my dad said smth about how you don’t always have to forgive everyone and by saying ‘it’s okay’ permits the other person to repeat the same action, so i choose my words rly carefully now bc of that :o

87. Are you a good liar? kinda half n half... depends on what i’m lying abt

88. What is your Hogwarts House? iiiiii forgot but it was either ravenclaw or hufflepuff... mightve been the former

89. Do you talk to yourself? YEAH especially when i’m practicing music or video editing

90. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? introvert

91. Do you keep a journal/diary? as of very recently yes bc my therapist recommended me to do so :0

92. Do you believe in second chances? usually in most circumstances

93. Do you believe that people are capable of change? oh yeah definitely, anyone is capable of change, it just depends on their attitude towards it

94. Are you ticklish? yes i hate it

95. Have you ever been on a plane? yep, to san francisco and sacramento and i guess once to texas but that was before i could remember so

96. Do you have any piercings? nope and i don’t rly want any tbh

97. What fictional character do you wish was real? i have nooo idea there’s a lot of thought i’d have to put into this question LOL

98. Do you have any tattoos? nah but if i did they’d be veeeery simplistic

99. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? probably when i decided 1-2 years ago that i wanted to get my life back on track so i could become a person i could love and ive been making progress little by little ever since then

100. Do you believe in karma? mmmmm not reaaallyyyy..... like maybe a little bit but

101. Do you wear glasses or contacts? its ya girl almost legally blind and wearing contacts

102. Do you want children? not sure yet but probably

103. Who is the smartest person you know? no clue omg there are lots of smart ppl in this world

104. What is your most embarrassing memory? sometime in grade school i was sitting at the edge of a playground slide pleading for my friend not to push me down bc i rly had to pee but she did and i literally just pissed all over the slide and we just stared at each other for a long time and that was just........ Very Bad - I HAVE ANOTHER BAD MEMORY THOUGH it wasnt even long ago kill me??? i was at my friend’s house for dinner and her parents asked what my sister was studying and my sister just recently got into college and i had a veeeeeeeery vague grasp on what she was studying so i literally said ‘food and tectonics’ and i wanNA MCDIE BC I MEANT DIETETICS NOT T E C T O N I C S

105. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? mmm not a real one.. most ive done is stayed up til 6amish with nizh before goin to sleep  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ like i’m definitely capable of doing it i just don’t want to

106. What color are most of your clothes? dunno? i have a fairly colorful wardrobe but i almost always wear something w/ black if i’m not going for an all light outfit

107. Do you like adventures? depends on where to bc im very cautious LOL

108. Have you ever been on TV? nope

109. How old are you? how old is ur moM!! dab dab haha xd

110. What is your favorite quote? one of my favs is “there are no happy endings, endings are the saddest part, so just give me a happy middle and a very happy start” by shel silverstein; i have a few others but thats the first that comes to mind

111. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? savory tbhhhh

112. Have your friends ever badly disapponted you? umm not badly but ive been mildly disappointed by a few LOL

113. What is your favorite scent? that clean/fresh linen smell?? and also lavender and then light stuff like eucalyptus mint

114. Random fact you know? the duck-billed platypus can’t keep its eyes open underwater, so it finds its prey by using sensors in its bill that detect electrical impulses n then they strike! theyre pretty cool animals..

115. What is your opinion on long distance relationships? nizh said “hard. just, really hard. not sure if it’s worth it” and i also agree

IT IS OVER wow ok 20 ppl is kind of a lot and this is a loooot of questions so im only gonna tag a tiny bit of ppl (dont have to do it if u dont wanna!): @dunmerhealer | @aftertaste-of-memes | @inspiringnokias yeah that’s it LOL this is just Hella Long so idk how many ppl would be up for doin this so ye  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

[smolnatsu29]

WAS TAGGED BY: @neruas​ thanks! I’ve actually meant to do this since I’ve been tagged, but I forgot and just remembered it lolol

TAGGING: @shaudono​ @starsradiance​ @summon-the-stars​ @konekat​ + anyone else who wants to do this, go right ahead!!

RULES: ANSWER THESE 85 STATEMENTS AND TAG 20 PEOPLE

THE LAST

1. DRINK: instant iced tea?? iced tea powder + water  2. PHONE CALL: mom 3. TEXT MESSAGE: my sis (I forgot to reply lol) 4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: SAO soundtrack 5. TIME YOU CRIED: reading Kashikomarimashita Destiny  6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: --

7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: -- 8. BEEN CHEATED ON: -- 9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: my childhood friend this April... i was pretty shook bc she was so young :/ 10. BEEN DEPRESSED: actually, it hasn’t come since winter ended, which is good 11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: LOL last May 

3 FAVOURITE COLOURS

12. black 13. purple 14. pink??

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: i think so lol 16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: -- 17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: YAAS 18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: yeah lol some old hag 19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: no??? 20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: i’ve always known who they are lol but yeah 21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: -- GENERAL 22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: god lol i don’t really know but prob most bc i deleted those idk irl 23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: my betta fish has just passed 2 weeks ago actually :( 24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: nah i’m ok with it tbh 25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: no i don’t think i did anything last year lol i can’t really remember 26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: 11 am lol i didn’t fall asleep til like 5 am too 27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: i was driving home lol 28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: school tbh lol i haven’t been in school for 2 yrs so it’s kinda nerve wracking  29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: just now lol  31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: yosuga no sora soundtrack... don’t judge, the anime is questionable af but the soundtracks are phenomenal ok 32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: not that i know of lol a customer of our store might have been named tom and i just didn’t know 33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: my frizzy hair 34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: tumblr or twitter or insta 35. HAIR COLOUR: natural brown with caramel balayage (that is extremely drying my hair out) 36. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: long hair, i have a rounded face so i look terrible in short hair 37. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: omg haha that one guy at my workplace whom i’m not gonna name >////< he’s got a really kind smile  38. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: ....? 39. PIERCINGS: ears 40. BLOOD TYPE: O-  41. NICKNAME: natsu 42. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single 43. ZODIAC: virgo 44. PRONOUNS: she/her 45. FAVOURITE TV SHOW: lol none 46. TATTOOS: -- 47. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: right 48. SURGERY: when my wisdom teeth got taken out 3 yrs ago lol has it really been that long? 50. SPORT: after getting my glasses, i’ve only played badminton, but i tried ping pong in college and it was kinda fun lol also some running  51. VACATION: i went to las vegas last year which i didn’t really enjoy bc we went in june and it was hot af; i will be going to Toronto on aug 24th and going to NB, NS, & PEI on 29th!! 52. PAIR OF TRAINERS: --

MORE GENERAL 53. EATING: none right now? i did eat burger steak 30 mins ago 54. DRINKING: water 55. I’M ABOUT TO: keep writing or turn in for the night 56. WAITING FOR: my trip to TO and atlantic canada!! 57. WANT: not wishing for anything too far-fetched, just maybe to get my shit together bc i’m going back to school and i’m so damn worried i won’t make it :/ also to be not too worried about it 58. GET MARRIED: idk maybe? that’s a big question mark right now lol  59. CAREER: hopefully i’ll have a fulfilling career in a few years down the road

WHICH IS BETTER:

60. HUGS OR KISSES: hugs 61. LIPS OR EYES: eyes 62. SHORTER OR TALLER: taller  63. OLDER OR YOUNGER: older  64. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: i’ve become an arms person since iwa-chan <3 65. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship 66. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: somewhere in between???? 

HAVE YOU EVER: 67. KISSED A STRANGER: no 68. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: yes lol  69. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: i actually still have my first pair lol i’m only on my 2nd pair so i keep the old ones for spare 70. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yes 71. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: noo 72. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: idk but i hope not 73. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: yes 74. BEEN ARRESTED: no 75. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: yes 76. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: goddammit

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. YOURSELF: it’s a work-in-progress! 78. MIRACLES: no 79. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: no 80. SANTA CLAUS: i’m asian 81. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: depends if i like them and we hit it off real well lol but it varies per person 82. ANGELS: not really

OTHER: 84. EYE COLOUR: dark brown 85. FAVOURITE MOVIE: harry potter series lol half-blood prince is the best one tho tbh

[chemicalbrew]

it’s been twelve thousand years... I mean, 10 days

(tagged by @ostia-la-vista-hector)

Is the dream job you had as a child different from the dream job you want/have now? - yeah, when I was a kid, I wanted to be an artist that can make electronic music (I called that being a DJ lmao) but now I’m perfectly ok with translating stuff for a living. Who knows tho

Do you prefer hot weather or cold weather? - hot, but not too hot... unless it’s a hot spring we’re talking abt (I am dead serious, that’s not just a KIU ref lolol) Do you listen to music in order to become productive/get the creative juices going? - yes, writing stuff down from your dratfs can be boring af sometimes and fast-paced music can often help get that shit done If you could choose between staying up as long as you wanted without ever feeling tired or sleeping for as long as you wanted without anything ever disturbing you, which would you choose? - staying up because then you don’t even have to sleep, this question doesn’t make much sense otherwise tbh. (i’d miss dreaming sometimes though) Mayonnaise: Yay or nay? - dependes on the amount and the food i’m eating. i could easily live w/o it however (sour cream ftw!) Are there some words in your native language that you just can’t ever seem to spell right no matter how many times you spell them? - uhhh i don’t really know, I have a good memory so I don’t have a whole lot of trouble spelling words. I hate when people around me misspell the word ‘ocarina’ though lmao 

What are some movies you’d recommend? - i don’t watch movies all that much either, my guy. however, I watched the 2010 Prince of Persia film w/ my dad today and it was really damn great imo. at least for 2010. where’s my Prince of Persia X Legend of Zelda crossover, huh?! What kinds of fictional characters do you tend to be drawn to (a.k.a. do you have a type)? - I guess the cinnamon roll stereotype sits rly well with me. (esp if the character is a badass cinnamon roll, see about half of the Links and also Pit and Chrom who, as a friendly reminder, ate a whole orange unpeeled once) What’s your favorite kind of tea/coffee? - Lemon tea/coffee with milk and some caramel syrup, yum You have the ability to bring one fictional character to life, who would you choose? - BotW!Link was the first one to come to mind. I love him ejfbeuxnwjgfj Do you think things like karma exist? - well, I wholeheartedly believe in Murphy’s law, so yes, I guess

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okayo, I forgot abt making my own questions and stuff, sorry again (tagging @hanabira, @xph03n1xx86, @11volt, @elicorn-prince and @rabbitstep17! you don’t really have to do it though, it’s ok)

Do you listen to the radio often? if yes, which stations do you listen to and why do you enjoy doing so?

Tell me about something that scared the crap outta you as a kid (it’s ok if you skip this BTW)

 Is there something you’ve wanted to get your hands on for the longest time, but just couldn’t for w/e reason?

Maths or Literature?

What is the funniest/most memorable commercial you’ve ever seen?

Have you ever read an entire book in a foreign language?

Do you get seasick at all?

The city or the countryside?

Which songs do you use to help yourself fall asleep? (if you don’t have one, just tell me what things you like to do in order to/just before falling asleep)

Who is the one person, fictional or not, that inspires you?

Do you know how to play an instrument? if you don’t, which one would you like to be capable of playing?

[savage-angel-was-a-mistake]

@rhetals tagged me and boi do I love that bc you're literally the only person that tags me

Rules: tag 10 people you want to know more about (I don't know that many people or who would even do this lol)

Name: Eden

Gender: Non binary

Star sign: Libra

Height: 5'5 because I am tiny child

Shuffle your music, list the first 6 songs:

1. Wake the Dead - the Used

2. I'll Be Good For You - *NSYNC (that's how they capitalized it I'm dying)

3. Home - Three Days Grace

4. I Thought She Knew - *NSYNC (Ok I don't have that much *NSYNC on my Spotify why they calling me out like this)

5. Peace or Violence - Stromae (eyyy, ish my boi, Stromae)

6. Rain - Breaking Benjamin (i literally never listen to this song bro, I just dump whole albums on here. I'm surprised none of my P!AtD or FOB showed up bc I have all of their songs on here and that's a lot)

(I just have to say that #7 was It's Gonna Be Me by *NSYNC and why is Spotify pushing *NSYNC on me so hard)

Middle name: Elaine Marie, bc I'm so extra I have two stereotypical white girl middle names

Grab the nearest book to you and turn to page 23 line 17:

Ok so like the closest book to me (any book close to me) is a notebook I'm writing in - there is no page 23 (haven't written that far) and the last page, line 17 is blank

There are three that are the same distance away so here's three!!!

1. " ...proper and others didn't and most didn't care. Is that the... " - If I Die in a Combat Zone by Tim O'Brien (This is a memoir about when he was drafted into the Vietnam war. Very good. I stole it from my eighth grade english teacher.)

2. "...brought about. Why, in a world where fighting was supposed to..." - Sasuke's Story by Masashi Kishimoto and Shin Towada (I didn't know Kishi actually worked on the story books. Hmmm....)

3. "You could, like, call her from jail, and she'd be like, 'Well,..." -Klepto by Jenny Pollack

Ever had a poem/song written about you?:

I had a kid (stalker) in middle school that used to "write" songs about me and leave them in my seats and shit. His mistake? He gave me the lyrics to one of my favourite songs at the time. I hated him - everyone was always on his side. I asked him to get out of my personal space on the bus (he was leaned way over the back of my seat so he could talk with me, when he could've, like, maybe not do that?) And when he sat back and looked dejected everyone called me rude and was all like "how could you do that? He's so nice, maybe you should give him a chance" like, no, Michael, I am NOT giving him a chance, I told him multiple times I wasn't interested and he decided that meant he could follow me home like tf was wrong with that kid? My parents were on his side, too, and I hate everything.

Last time you played air guitar?:

Tonight, in the thrift store - I was trying to show how to use the paper guitar thingy.

Who's your celebrity crush?:

I don't have one - closest one is Stromae but it's not a crush, that dude just fuckin rocks, man.

A sound you hate & a sound you love:

My pets licking themselves. Don't do that next to me. I love the sound of music (lol) bc it holds so many emotions? I dunno, I can get really hyped up for any kind of music, besides country bc I'm sorry but I can't get past my hatred for it.

Do you believe in ghosts? What about aliens?:

Oh, do I believe in ghosts. The last time I was at my mother's house was the first time in a long time I could sleep there without the light on absolutely losing my kind bc of ghosts. I have no opinion on aliens bc I kinda dont care. I mean, I guess? It makes too much sense for there to be none.

Do you drive? Have you ever crashed?:

I don't drive, my dude.

Last book you read?:

In its entirety? It's been fucking years, my dude. Not even books I really like. Last one I read seriously was - Ok, I've been looking for 20 minutes since I forgot the name of the book and I cannot find it. It's about a gay couple saving a kid and it takes place in France - very basic breakdown of the book but oh well

Do you like the smell of gasoline?:

I almost passed out and had a wicked headache after smelling just a hit so I think it would be safe to say no at this point

Last movie you watched:

I. Dont. Remember.

Current obsessions:

Naruto and Sasuke if it wasn't obvious. Kind of P!atD and Stromae's music, but not that big

Worst injury:

The breaks stopped working on the bike I was riding halfway down a steep hill and I crashed into a brick wall and fucked up my face. It was the first time I crashed into something study and fucked up my face.

Do you hold a grudge?:

...i would like you to read the poem/song thing again and ask yourself if I, a high school graduate, who is still salty about something that happened in middle school, holds a grudge. Bc I do.

In a relationship?:

Yes, with my boi @thevoir

@boolivia do this bc I wanna know what you think your worst injury is lolol

Also thevoir bc I already tagged you