#can you tell im tired LOL goodnight

[mbat]

wait if the fairy men give birth why do they have misogyny. theres so many questions i have that will never be answered

[quin-ns]

hey ! may i request some fluff with ethan landry where he thinks she’s asleep so he whispers i love you to her but she was actually awake? (can either be established relationship or not) you can decide how she reacts :))

im so glad i found your blog because you write for many of the things that i like and it honestly felt like i hit jackpot seeing your masterlist. feel free to turn down this request/change it up !!hope u are having a good day/night <3

aw well I’m happy you found me! 🫶

writing this as a quick drabble/ficlet bc I like the idea but can’t think of a whole fic lol- enjoy!

Whispers (Ethan Landry x Reader)

You weren’t going to the party at first, but all of your friends were going and you didn’t wanna feel left out.

Getting drunk wasn’t exactly the plan either. However, you were already getting your ass kicked by classes and you wanted to let loose.

Your friends encouraged you as they did the same, all of you keeping an eye on each other.

Except, you got a bit too far ahead and ended up having to leave your friends Tara and Mindy behind on the dance floor (aka, the frat house living room floor). You ended up on a couch nearby and closed your eyes, trying to zone out and not focus on the headache-inducing music.

Did it have to be so loud?

You felt someone sit down next to you and you heard a familiar voice ask you a question.

“You alright?”

You didn’t have to look to know it was your friend Ethan. You could tell his voice anywhere, the two of you were pretty close. You and Ethan liked a lot of the same stuff and it was easy to talk to him about pretty much anything.

You met him a while ago and coincidentally, his roommate was the brother to your friend Mindy. You all ended up hanging out in a group after realizing that.

“A little too drunk,” you admitted, your head lolling to the side. You opened yours eyes and found him watching you curiously. “And very tired.”

“If you’re tired I can walk you back to your place.”

You made a noise of disapproval.

“It’s so far off campus, I’d rather just sleep here.”

Sinking into the couch felt like a really good idea.

“My dorm isn’t that far,” Ethan suggested with a shy smile. “Chad won’t care and it’s a weekend so you don’t gotta worry about class.”

You did take him up on that offer.

“You’re so sweet,” you told him as the two of you entered his apartment. You laughed to yourself, feeling quite lightheaded. “And cute.”

Ethan smiled at that. “Yeah?”

“Yeah, but it’s a secret, so shhh,” you told him. You had a pretty huge crush on him, but you’d tried to keep it under wraps in order to maintain your friendship. But your words were coming out before you could stop them.

God, you were tired.

“Well, you’re pretty cute too,” Ethan said, then quickly changed topics when you didn’t respond right away. “You can take my bed, I’ll crash in the chair.”

He pointed towards a sad little beat up recliner.

You snorted. “No way, we can share.”

Ethan and Chad didn’t have bunk beds, so it was easy to kick off your shoes and climb into his bed. Another day you might’ve been more graceful, but it looked so comfortable and you couldn’t resist. Ethan did the same, not even changing into pajamas.

The two of you laid side by side and you tried to bite back a smile at the thought of being in bed with Ethan.

You rolled to the side, facing the wall, and closed your eyes. You were insanely exhausted and drunk, and really, really wanted to sleep.

“Goodnight, Ethan,” you mumbled to him. “And thanks for this.”

“You don’t have to thank me,” he responded. There was a moment of silence where you thought he was going to say more, but he didn’t. Instead, he just said, “Goodnight.”

You started to drift off to sleep, getting comfortable. Maybe ten minutes passed and you should’ve been asleep, but you weren’t.

“Are you awake?” Ethan asked softly.

You were right on the edge of falling asleep finally and you knew if you started talking, that would never happen. Whatever he had to say, you two could talk about it tomorrow.

“I guess you are asleep… and now I’m just talking to myself.” Ethan laughed a little and you tried not to smile. “That’s okay, you need sleep. I just wanted to say… I’m glad you trust me and that I can be here for you. I like being your friend, and I—I like you, y’know?”

It was quiet for a long moment. Your breathing remained steady and you thought maybe he’d closed his eyes and drifted off.

Instead, he rolled onto his side and wrapped an arm over your body.

“I really like you, actually. Like I lot… as more than just a friend,” Ethan continued in a whisper. You could feel his heart racing against your back and you tried to not let on that you were awake. “Maybe even love you, but that’s crazy, right? We’re not even dating and I think I’m in love with you…

You really wanted to open your eyes, but you didn’t want to embarrass him. He’d just poured his heart out, it didn’t seem like the right move to surprise him.

“I’ll tell you for real someday, if I can ever get the courage to ask you out.”

You hoped that was a promise that Ethan could keep. You liked him too—a lot—and hopefully that day he’d ask you out would come soon. You really wanted to see how things would go because you had a feeling that you could be in love him too.

[thr4shit]

😭 so real for the "nope- nuh-uh- i don't trust you not to RHRGRGFGFGRGTG me again-" thing, lol.

Also, sorry, kind of forgot that I need to explain shit before bringing it up like I've already mentioned it. totheark is another channel associated with MH. It's like an external sort of communicator to the characters.

^^ I used this playlist, which includes totheark and comes *conveniently* in release order. :'D

totheark videos SHOULD be in the full comp, but I don't know. I'll check.

Update: @k-is-for-potassium the totheark stuff is isn't in the comp unfortunately. :'D which sucks a little bit because it's part of the lore.

Although for the unavailable vids in there, I got to them by looking up "deleted totheark videos"

And the order of the vids is this:

Introduction

Entry 1

Entry 2

Entry 3

Entry 4

Entry 5

Entry 6

Entry 7

Entry 8

Entry 9

regards

Entry 10

Operator (video)

Entry 11

Deluge

Entry 12

Impurity

Entry 13

Exit

Entry 14

Program

Entry 15

Advocate

Entry 16

Addition

Entry 17

Signal

Entry 18

Messages

Entry 19

Return

Entry 19.5

Entry 20

Version

Entry 21

Entry 22

Attention

Admission

Entry 23

Warning

Entry 24

Entry ######

Entry 25

Entry 26

Entry 27

Entry 28

Entry 29

Entry 30

Entry 31

Entry 32

Entry 33

Entry 34

Fragments

Entry 35

Broadcast

Entry 36

Sidetone

enttry 37

Entry 38

Entry 39

Forecast

Entry 40

Intermission

Entry 41

Indicator

Entry 42

Memories

Entry 43

inquiry

Entry 44

Entry 45

Entry 46

Classified

Entry 47

Entry 48

Sidenote

Entry 49

Extraction

Entry 50

Entry 51

Entry 52

Entry 53

Reminder

Entry 54

Decay

Entry 55

Entry 56

Entry 57

Session

Entry 58

Entry 59

Reference

Entry 60

Entry 60.5

observation

Entry 61

Entry 62

Isolation

Entry 63

Entry 64

Display

Entry 65

Surveillance

Entry 66

Entry 67

Entry 67.5

Entry 68

Decline

Entry 69

Entry 70

Entry 71

Entry 72

entry 73

Entry 74

Conversion

Entry 75

Entry 76

File

Entry 77

Entry 78

Entry 79

Quadrant

Entry 80

Entry 81

Entry 82

Null

Entry 83

Entry 84

Entry 85

Entry 86

Entry 87

(Sorry, long list of stuff- I like this series and I hope you like it too, so I'm just all fhfhththykghgjyrkghpry-)

guys watching marble hornets before going to bed was such a a good idea amirite

[tokyogruel]

22 - your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores 👀

from this ask game!

OKAY SO... i know i KNOW yamanaka has said the cover songs have nothing to do with the character's murders... BUT IDGAF ABOUT THEIR MURDERS I CARE ABOUT THE CHARACTERS!!!

the cover songs are SO UNBELIEVABLY UNDERRATED in terms of character analysis and their personalities! the instruments used, the tones of the songs, the lyrics telling us how the character feels... i fully believe the cover songs are extracted from their hearts!! which is why some of them are SO DIFFERENT FROM THEIR MAIN SONGS!

i could go on about all of the character's cover songs.... so i will LOL

HARUKA

two breaths walking: “This is Page 1 of the process of my evolution.” harukas second voice drama is titled "Metamorphosis of the Weak"

"Because I want to hold you, I walk with my two legs. Because it’s lonely on my own, I breathe with you"

"Have you learned the words yet?"

"Hey, suck in my breath again now. I try to say “I love you,” but Instead I’m living my whole life as a sort of oxygen tank. Suck in the words I've spit out and breathe no more"

android girl:

By now I’d rather we build our own “Togetherland”. We’ll click together, so climb aboard. “Pay more attention to me, it’s not enough!”

“Oh, you’re so cute. What’s to be done about you?” I’m tired by now of the way. You resizing compliments makes my heart flutter.

I know I’m yours and yours alone, but do you even like “me”?

All my kisses with you hurt so much when they closed up my throat."

notes: harukas cover songs both focus on poor relationships, choking/the inability to breathe/etc. android girl also has elements of trap music, which is not present in two breaths walking, and as ive said before: trap music is primarily muu's motif

YUNO

sticky bug: "Say that you love me, say that you love me, Since there’s nothing else I need"

"So to put it simply, let’s start recording"

"Your smiling face, your embarrassed face as well. I want to catch every single one of your expressions! So not leaving out a single moment I’ll commit everything to memory."

"As for my dream, it’s to be that stickybug right by your side" "I say “goodnight” only so that I can say “good morning” tomorrow"

"Say that you love me, for if I’m lucky, then at any rate, I really want every single part of you…"

i dont have a lot of comments on this since i dont know yuno that well comparatively, but i do have a theory that yuno's "true murder" is actually tying up a man in her basement and torturing him for pleasure, so... haha which "stickybug" gives a lot of "im obsessed with you" vibes, and...

vampire: "“I can’t take it anymore” you're such a bad boy"

"I want to try it, I want to spit it all out, I can definitely go more"

"It’s Fxxx, it’s sxx, it’s pAxxxUx* Until I eat all of you, screeeeam!"

*

"Longing for someone and then letting that feeling wither is such a turn off. After crying and forgetting about it, it's back to “Hi, nice to meet you.”

"When I spit out everything I was hiding, they were all things that were like "That's so true!" "I reply with no after no, since selfishness is free, I get greedy and miss my chance again"

"It's addicting, right up to the part where I drown in it, screeeeeeeeeeam!!!" "“I can’t take it anymore” I want you to make me say it too"

notes: i really struggle with yunos character, she is surprisingly deceptive. i want to take the "mahiru is a stalker" theory and slap it on yuno, ok? her instrumentals are also very "yuno" and i have not noticed any motifs that connect her to another character

FUUTA

his songs do really feed into the "fuuta is a queer man" theory that i love

mozaik role: "A word bit into you, And I just described the liquid leaked from the wound as "love"

"Just like you and me who have fatal ties."Even so, I love you..." How's that?"

"What's wrong with loving you... I'll tie you, not let anyone to touch you. This must be fate, right?"

"As I don't even know whether it's love or lust, what should I do with giving out?"

"What's wrong with killing myself, if you hate me?" "Disappearing, disappearing, a world of love"

salamander: "Hey, Salamander! Hot is good, don’t you think so? Is it a big deal?" "It’s heating up inside my head" "If you know, I would like you to tell me first, ok?"

"I surrender, I’m already hooked, I can’t function without you anymore" "

"I can’t stop, I don’t want to stop! Make sure to cool it down so you don’t get burned" (*note: the vocaloidwiki says that the line is more along the lines of "make sure to blow on it, cool it down so you dont get burned" and uses "fuu~" (haha fuu~ta), the onomatopoeia for blowing air)

"As many times as possible, I want to be on fire when I reach the climax"

"I want to escape, but I’m not able to"

notes: salamander has a few focuses on guitar, remniscent of haruka's guitar motif. it also has a jazz solo, which, yknow- thats kazui's motif

MUU

mm,y favorit e lesabiam,,,

otome(maiden) dissection: "Let's play Maiden Dissection!"

"I've wanted to feel shame, ever since that night when I realized"

"Good evening, is now a good time?"

"Without you, none of that matters" "Both of us with our masks on, we flirted"

"Yeah, there's a kid there, lost in anything and everything, Shedding tears, meowing "SOS" with their eyes only halfway open"

"This disease, the whole package, I'll send it to you as an attachment. I don't wanna go so far as to share all the things that cause me pain. I just wanna run away from this love..."

"Calling each other by our real names "I don't wanna live" was what I should've said. Will I ever find peace?"

"Sorry for calling you so early. I must've woken you up, huh? Are you up to chat right now?"

"I had a dream where you fell in love with somebody else. Please tell me it's not true. C'mon, love me please?"

"Listen, you've been pretty cold lately"

"Pulling burning passion out of each other. I can't stand you telling me "no!" Will we ever clear up this misunderstanding?"

"Smearing drool on top of the "baguette" (haha get it bc muu is french? do you get it? are you listening to m

"I wanna feel shame, just like I did on that night when I realized"

"it's good as long as it hurts"

MKDR: "I went and said it, I want to be with you just one more time. No, no, to drag things out would be annoying. I’m sorry, come back Carbon dioxide, your atmospheric concentration"

"I want to soak in a dream of a swamp" (夢 muu's name, dream)

"Even if you tell me I’m selfish, I’ll just lap it up. It’s not uncertain, there’s no future. I want to be reborn with your face" (im struggling to find sources for this, but ive heard a few times that there is folklore that when you die, you are reborn with the face of your past life's lover.)

"I went and found out, Even if you flip over the words “I hate you” There’s no “I love you” hidden there"

"I’m mad with idealism, imagining a smile. My bloodshot wish will soon be relieved" "But there’s no love anywhere that’s “just fine”

"A melody of fools with nowhere to go. Retrying – rebirth – teleportation. The number of tries keeps accumulating at the mercy of an endless love"

"I detest love"

"Are you angry? … I’m not angry. We’re perfectly in sync and yet off the beat"

"If this were a movie or a TV show. Though I’d endure it until the credits. I wouldn’t want to watch it again. It’s all too cruel, from beginning to middle to end"

"But I still end up believing in a love that’s “just fine”

"The topography I protected by hating love is beginning to warp properly" (this part im not sure how well it actually translates into english..??? because "typography"... likely means "this person, this character, this ideal" since.. kanji/typography is super super important in jpn language)

"We’ll hurt each other over and over" "But I end up remembering the lie of “I’m just fine”

"I detest love"

notes: both of muu's songs use a lot of "soft trap" music, shes very mellow, and both songs focus very strongly on "painful love", unrequited love, love that hurts her. its likely both of these songs are about how she feels about rei. the music in MKDR also "dances" between your left and right headphones. ive yet to find motifs that connect her to another prisoner. there is a bit of piano in mkdr. there is bass and guitar in otome dissection that isnt in mkdr

SHIDOU

i hat e yo u i hate yuo. ohate you. triage link

liar dance: ""Stolen? Just whatever do you mean?""

"Having made a vow, to you and you alone. Declaring this loveless love of mine in front of you"

"Committing myself to this performance, set lines and all. Those memories we've desperately created and clung to, they blend together and feelings between us intensify"

"Blabbering on about stuff, could you shut up for a bit? Because everything is starting to look like a lie" "Yes, I've realized that we're both guilty here"

"Dance away, liar. This love has swelled up like a balloon, let's turn it into a lie with the prick of a needle. On the count of "I-love-you"

"Having hidden it away so that no one can touch it. A thirsty dance, carving that carbonated melody"

"Damn it! You figured it...wait, whatever are you talking about?" Screwing up time and again is no reason to drop the act. Having fallen into this bottomless swamp, will you even realize you're drowning?"

"Everyone and their brother is laughing at you. Even I've become unable to see you as anything but a lie. But somehow I still have these feelings for you"

"We're already partners in this crime called "love" "Turn me inside-out and I look just like you" "It's nice to meet you, "Crime" and Punishment"

"It's a bit scary, But the moon looks so beautiful, doesn't it?"

delusion tax: "Hey, that girl is pretty great... Her too!" Looks like you’re thinking some pretty nice thoughts over there... Are you really satisfied with just that?"

“That girl is alright… That one works too, I guess”

"Let’s pay the Delusion Tax. For the sake of making everyone’s life oh so wonderful…" "Turning wishes into reality, Right now, buy back your future!"

"That’s right, for all these dirty delusions, let’s settle the bill with this dirty money"

"Existing for your sake alone, mandatory affections and obligated kindness "NO!" to Though you should be satisfied, a voice from within shouts “NO!” We have an idiot on our hands, it seems..."

"Look, just up and borrow the "desired amount" Reality is a bitter-sweet pill to swallow"

"That which you wish for, the person you think of, The past which you hate as well, they’ll all be as you like."

"But those wishes won't really come true, even if you pay. For it’s all a lie, a great big farce. Thanks for all that, that's plenty. These scraps of paper belongs to me now"

notes: shidous cover songs are all over the place. "Liar Dance" has a lot of references to the other prisoners, the instrumentals are??? electronica? guitar? and a soft melody of piano, if you listen close enough. delusion tax goes strong with an instrument i can not place! it sounds, wooden in structure? but i dont know it off the top of my head. delusion tax has car alarms playing at certain points, it also features a piano melody. liar dance has a very small amount of jazz. theres a police scanner in liar dance and i cannot make out the words

ALSO THIS IS GETTING REALLY LONG... ill have to add the other 5 in a reblog,, oh god im so tired. my back hurts

[twocrabcake]

alright here’s the deal

i’m gonna make a percentage of how many trap victims/related persons survive

wish me luck this is gonna be tedious 🫡

it’s been an hour or two since i wrote that lol i got busy

idk i’m starting when its like 12am????

survived: iiiiiiiiii

not: iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

special (survived): iiiiiii

special (not): iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

special is either 1 the game was rigged or 2 they beat the game but died some other related way (ex: adam) 3 or if it was up to somebody else to save you as part of their game (ex: eric matthews, like a lot of them actually)

special good is when it was rigged/something was against them or different but they still beat it. hold on hold up i’m looking for an example rn. ok the secretary lady deborah or something she was in a trap out of her control but she survived.

(timing these for some reason) 1:12 am

dude idk where to put matthews bc his first game was a fluke and he survived but he was also like saved? idk man i’ll think about it (i put him in special died OH GOD NO LOOK AT NOTES)

i can’t put my headcanons/theory’s in here okay cowabummer dude (i have to put adam in dead i’m sorry ok)

1:20 (^im realizing now a shit ton of these fall into the special category whoopsies maybe i got too specific)

1:28 aw dude the fatal 5 are gonna suckkkk bc they’re all working together and linked and connected and shit fhhhghh

1:33 okay dude the steam lady is difficult bc the first half was a special but the last wasn’t. fuck it im just gonna say she could have survived the burns herself

1:40 can’t decide if the first and rebooted games from jigsaw should be put in together or if they should be separate. i just finished i smoked an entire bowl and i am trying my best here ok

1:50 the train guys is rigged they don’t explicitly say it but there’s no way

1:58 alright. fucking finally. that experience was just a downward spiral haha get it bc i hate that movie. also hate jigsaw the movie jigsaw. this was very unpleasant once i’m done with this shit i’m gonna fall asleep to saw 5 or smthn.

2:02 i have to use a counter online bc i’m too tired to count all those little i bitches

2:06 the fruits of my labor. my creation. behold

Pie chart

there we fucking go. a ratio. OH MY GOD THEY FUCKING SEPARATED THE 2 DEADS IM GONNA KILL. YOU. YOU WILL BE BOILED.

oh thank god

ok so there it is. the ratio of victims that survived and victims who’ve perished in jigsaws traps. you don’t know how much footage i’ve skimmed through. 1 like=1 ass kicking for to me because what was i thinking

me laying down in bed after this ↓

WAIT NO I FORGOT TO INCLUDE FUCKING ERIC MATTHEWS. THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN.

2:18 ok here it is. the real true official one.

sorry for all that. thank you for accompanying me on this task. i did not have fun. except when i was watching 1-3d but then after that it sucked. 1-3d even took up almost all of the view time but the last bits were so unpleasant it threw that all out the window. gonna go watch one of the original saw movies. you can tell saw x will be good bc it has saw in the name. the title. oh my god oh god i’m realizing i forgot people. i think i forgot bobby. what the hell man screw this i’m going to sleep. i’ll deal with it when i wake up and wonder what the fuck i was on last night. thank you for joining me on this journey of a mental breakdown everybody. a mental spiral, even, if you will. i’m imagining cheesy ending scene music like the character/actor is thanking the audience. signing, logging off at 2:34 am. goodnight everyone.

[donghoonie-3]

itsa me again with the genshin hard hours because once i get a space for it im not gonna leave lol

anyway, i tend to think of scara as this yk big talker or anything but when it comes to doing that, he's pretty lost. and i often think he would be flustered when his partner is like "oh yeah? then show me" type of stuff sldkjendksjd

so i always imagine him, as you two make out sloppily and needily, as the one who thinks he's in control. and he smirks at the sight of your messed up hair, chest moving pretty fast to catch a breath.

"look at you, already a mess for me," he'd say with a devilish grin that disappears the moment you open your mouth to snap back.

"says the one that's already rock hard, huh?"

as you chuckle innocently, scaramouche groans, and the whole war of dominance starts again. but we all know he's never the one in control.

kdndkdnfksjs i tried but im tired already so im heading to sleep!! goodnight and also i wanted to tell you about my genshin side blog that i will try to wake up in near future !! you can find it in my pinned post on this acc kdkskddj now bye!!! i btw i tried to write it as gender neutral as possible but if i messed up pls tell me!!!

Oh my god not bc I totally agree with you!! He'd be such a brat and think he's the one in controll but one you put him in his place he'll be a babbling mess </3. Ugh to ruin sub!scara </3 he'd literally be such a cute mess dhwk his eyes would be glassy and would be rolling back from all the pleasure every now and then, his lips parted and his tongue slightly sticking out like a slut </3 imagine when you have him like that you mock what he said at the start "look at you, already a mess for me" then whispering into his ears reminding him those were his words just incase the puppet forgot <3.

I enjoyed reading it hehe <33 ahh yes I followed your side blogged !! I think I'll make a side blog for genshin fbeow I'm working on my sfw kpop one though that I never remeber to finish 😭😭. It's good dw !! <33

[hermajestyimher]

Hi! I don't know if it's a good place to talk about that, but i found your tumblr and found it quite inspiring :)

Also I wanted to share something that happened to me 2 weeks ego: i broke it off with my bf of 1 year: (i am 24 btw)

For the history, i met him in january 2021, and it was really casual at first, i've never done that before, and looking back, i realise how toxic this kind of situation can be. We sas each other for 6 months without being actually together, and i only learned later that he saw 2 other girls at the same time... Then he left and i felt sad because i felt something for him that i thought was love.

When he came back from his internship 6 months later, we got together (huge mistake lol). From there, it was me giving a lot to someone who didn't reciprocated at ALL. For mis birthday i threw him a party with some of his friends that lived in other cities/countries, we got him a present + i got him one on my own. He left the party to go to this girl's party (i invited her to his birthday, she knew about it about 2 months before it happened)...

Then valentine's day came around, and i bought him a gift, wore a pretty outfit, because he said he planned something, the something being staying at his eating frozen food that he sut warmed up. I felt really sad because we almost only saw each other to sleep together or go out sometimes, but he never did once do something to surprise me or anything (literally never while i always did things for him) + i always had to go to his place, which was 1 hour away from mine.

He almost never answered my texts, always saying he was so busy with school work... but sometimes i saw on his friends story that he was out partying...

Came my birthday. To set it short, i got nothing but a "happy birthday". He wasn't even present that day, he got a party with his friends this very night.

Summer passed and we didn't see each other: i was at my family's in spain and he was with his, but again, communication was non-existant.

He got an internship in another city in september and almost demanded of me to come see him every week-end but: 1/ i didn't have that much money to spend on trains and 2/ my classes and homeworks took all my free time (i am in law school). And he was so mad about it. (also, i sent 1 or 2 texts per day and he didn't always answered because "busy").

The evenings, when i wanted to talk a little he always told me he bad things to do, and when he finished those things, he was always too tired and told me "goodnight im tired".

We went on a holiday together in october and i got to live with him for a week. And let me tell you, it opened my eyes for good: he did practically nothing, staying on the couch when we were in our rental, watching netflix (my account that i entirely pay, never doing laundry or cooking or washing the dishes or anything at all. Didn't even took care of himself.

So i demanded to meet him two weeks ago, and face to face, i told him everything that bothered me in this "relationship": the fact he never answered, that he treated me more like a friend he has sex with than an actual gf, the fact that he practicaly considered me as his mom/friend/sex friend/cleaning woman...

Some people might find it silly, but never receiving a single gift from him, even for my birthday or valentines really had me crying, because i felt so worthless.

I thought it was love, but i realised it was just a strong attachement to someone who always said 'i love you' but never once showed it.

It's only been 2 weeks, but i feel so much better with myself and my surroundings, i began doing things i love again, and improving myself in so many ways...

Just to say, i lowered my expectations for him, but i am not doing that for a man ever again. I won't be the one chasing. Not anymore.

(sorry for the typos, auto correct :') )

"It wasn't love but an unhealthy attachment to him" 🎯

I loved the ending of your story because you learned from your experience instead of trying to make excuses and going back to the same toxic behaviours. I genuinely hope you've continued to do great, because you deserve much better than that dush.

[rebelpeas]

BAM QUESTIONS

✨ 🎶 🎯 🤲 🤡

HI QWERTY thanks for the questions! i skipped two that i have already answered (✨ and 🤡) this time bc im sleeby tonight 😴

🎶 - Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

i cannot write without music LOL i make playlists for my long wips and try to only listen to those songs while i’m working on the wip, so it’s a sort of “sit down and focus” soundtrack. for oneshots i tend to loop just one song the whole time i’m writing. lately, i’ve been listening to fold i by motherfolk and chinese satellite by phoebe bridger!

🎯 - Have any of your readers accurately guessed major plot points? Care to share which?

shoutout to the mine theory truthers of devil town! i think at least one person had guessed every reveal, twist, or plot point in devil town by the time we got to the end, with the one exception of (SPOILERS) wilbur being involved in quackity’s dad’s death in any capacity, or, like. anything about karl. i did not see anybody guess that, which was kind of funny and i suspect is probably part of the reason chapter eleven ended up being the most memorable scene in that fic.

also. you with a certain character in footnotes LMAO but you know this

🤲 - Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

this is less of a snippet and more of An Entire Scene because i couldn’t decide which part to grab and just got. all of it. but here is a 500 word chunk from act two of pds 70b for you! warnings ahead for discussions of unreality and death.

“I think I’m going to die in this car,” Wilbur tells Tommy, who is sprawled out across a blanket with one arm over his eyes. It’s just shy of noon; the sun beats down above them, shielded only by the overhang of the building they’ve stopped at for the day. The teenager raises the corner of his lip in the tired approximation of a grossed-out sneer.

“What?”

Wilbur thinks he was pretty obvious the first time. “I’m just gonna keep driving it around until it breaks. Then I’ll live out of it wherever it stops, and eventually I’ll die there. Gonna die in the car. Be buried in it. It’s my tomb, all decorated already and everything.”

This causes Tommy to lift his arm, blue eyes finding Wilbur’s with a scowl. “Has anyone ever told you, you’re fucking morbid?”

“I don’t know,” Wilbur says. “My memory’s bad. That’s insensitive.”

“Fuck you,” Tommy says without a bit of venom to it. He settles back down. “Stop talking about death and let me nap, would you?”

“Okay.” Wilbur puts his back against the wall. “What about you?”

Tommy heaves a sigh and Wilbur can hear the eyeroll that goes with it. “I’m never going to die, actually.”

“No,” Wilbur corrects. “What’ll you do when the car breaks?”

A silent pause hangs between them.

“Well,” Tomm starts, slowly. “I imagine it’ll still be a good while til that happens. Told you, Tubbo’s good with cars. A right mechanic. He’ll keep it moving, and we can go wherever. See who else we can find that’s still around. Oh, we could start a–what’s the word, for like, end of the world shit?”

“What?”

“A community,” Tommy says. “With survivors. We can start farms.”

“I don’t think plants have been growing.”

“What? Oh.” Tommy frowns. “Well, maybe they just need different conditions. We can figure it out.” And after a moment, “How haven’t plants been growing? That doesn’t make any sense. They haven’t died.”

Wilbur shrugs. “You ask the apocalypse how it all works. I haven’t the slightest clue.”

Tommy covers his face again. “I’ll ask tomorrow. Goodnight, Wilbur.”

Wilbur lets him sleep this time. After a few moments, Tommy’s breathing slows into something slow, heavy, and even. He’s a quiet sleeper, whether that’s in the passenger seat of Wilbur’s car or on a blanket in an empty hotel’s lobby, just by the doors where an occasional breeze blows through. The breeze is louder than Tommy’s breathing sometimes.

It startles Wilbur the first time he mixes up the wind for someone breathing. Then it gets stuck in his head. He keeps looking over, half-expecting for Tommy to be gone and to be alone again. Even after the night spent driving together, and the morning spent together scrounging for supplies and finding a cool enough place to sleep, Wilbur still doesn’t quite believe that Tommy is real.

Doesn’t quite believe he’s going to stay.

Tommy is some sort of ghost, he’s pretty sure. Something like a sketchbook high above a canyon, or a name written on a calendar, or a wallet sitting on his dashboard, only a little more tangible. A little louder, when he’s awake, and a little more insistent about it.

So Tommy is the last dredges of Wilbur’s sanity trying to survive, one last-ditch effort to wake himself up and get back into the car and start driving, again, and again, and again. Maybe he isn’t even alive. Maybe it’d worked, back at the canyon–maybe this is just the hallucinated last moments of Wilbur’s life, played through in vivid detail.

Maybe nothing’s real. Maybe trees never fall if no one is there to see it go. Maybe it doesn’t matter.

Tommy is still asleep. One arm over his eyes; blonde hair spilled over maroon carpet. His chest continues to rise and fall. Real or otherwise.

Wilbur dozes off just behind him, and he dreams of something dark in between glittering lights and velvet fabric bundled up inside of his chest.

[tweexcore-undrgrnd]

What r your favorite omar albums:?

AUUUGH ANON TJANK YOU IM NEVER GONNA SHUT UP NOW here we go in no particular order Omar Rodríguez López Lopez albums I like a lot:3

I'll try to keep the reviews as short as I can but uhhh I'm autistic so we might be in it long haul. thank god I don't remember them all

Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fungus

I went to the bottom of the list for this first one and I think it's very iconic as it's his first instrumental album! I love the electric feel of it and hearing some of the patterns/progressions that got passed on to deloused and frances in a few songs is COOL. also I love the cover

✨: Hands tied to the roots of a hemorrhage - that intro tho

✨: Mood Swings - does what it says on the tin very good very representative

Xenophanes

what Omar fan doesn't love this one???

✨ Asco Que Conmueve Los Puntos Erógenos - love the mv. v special to me

✨ Mundo De Ceigos - i love piano

Ensayo De Un Desaparecido

i know this is basically just Xenophanes again but I want to specify that I would die for the version of Deseos para Quemar that's in this album. that's all.

Zapopan *

I really love the cover art for this one too lol umm it scratches an itch in my brain and also it's another one of those relevant title ones since he was living there when he recorded it :3

* because this entry also counts for me liking unicorn "skeleton mask" and "Saber, Querer, Osar y Callar", since they feature some remixes and re-titling

✨hollow change - AUUGHH OH GOD HOLY FUCK . OH MY GOD. anyway

✨ if it were a snake it would have bit you

Is It The Clouds? / Un escorpión perfumado

is it the clouds? is an incredibly sobering, cathartic masterpiece which I struggle to find words to describe because of how much it's crawled into my head

Un escorpión perfumado is an incredibly sobering, terrifying masterpiece which I struggle to find words to describe because of how much it freaked me out

"amor frio" is the [same] track as "incesto O passión?" although it's hard to tell which actually came first. sometimes I compare the lyrics and stare into my screen really hard

✨ Mere centimetre

✨ Amor frio

Despair

umm this is a quick one I love it everyone seems to hate it but I have the cd and it's my favourite work/tweaking music. no fave track I can't differentiate between them unfortunately

there's a lot of really funny disses on it but This review is really insightful, talks about how it's linked to The Bedlam In Goliath :3 give it a read.

Umbrella mistress / Corazones

in terms of my ultimate obsessions, these two and iitc? are the only albums of his I know every lyric for. UM is very summery and nice, but I can also cry to it! Corazones is very obviously about grieving but as you go through it you discover some strange reflective joy, like an opposite to UM. both extraordinary albums LISTEN NOW

☔ blood count - YAAA

☔ through wires

🫀five different pieces - this one will destroy you btw ^⁠_⁠^

🫀 lola

Killing tingled lifting retreats / some need it lonely

I'm getting really tired can you tell ummm these two albums are really nice they're for when I just want to turn my mind off ktlr is more wordy and has some crazy deep cuts with the lyricism which I love. Lonely is a lot more instrumental, and I like to describe it as a feeling experience more than a song-by-song thing. I like when Cedric is on it hi bro. ALSO I LOVE TJE LAMB COVER SM

🐑 a fool so bleak - the lyrics are. hard. hard.

🐑 Don't let us breathe - idk Omar that's not how math works

🦋 Sanity a dream - Yoo ceddy b

🦋 back to the same - TERIIIIIIIIIIIIII:D

ok that's it you watched me lose my mind and list what should be too many albums to be my favourite how do you feel are you ok . ok. goodnight. I. really need this nap.

!!!!!

[sqtorux]

PETTY FIGHTS (AND PRETTY MAKEUPS?)

ꨄ︎ summary. fighting and possibly making up with the jjk men — gojo, geto, nanami and toji [separate]

ꨄ︎ desc. implied fem!reader, angst(ish) to fluff¿ , sfw, also hurt to comfort?, reader always walks out oops, reader is called 'doll' in toji's because that's just so him. idk how many words this has because i directly wrote it on this app lol.

ꨄ︎ notes. this has been in my mind since a while ago i had to get it off somehow but why is it so much better in there jshshdjd oh also i wanted to do choso and sukuna but i ran out of petty arguments. so.

GOJO

"you're overworking again."

maybe that wasn't the best way to welcome your boyfriend after he came home late for the fourth time this week. but he wasn't listening and even though you knew it was unreasonable, certain thoughts about his company plagued your mind.

"can we not do this ?" satoru pinched his nose bridge, something he always does when his headache gets too severe.

"when else would we do this? you're never home, always at work." he only sighs heavily at your question, leaning against the doorframe.

"im really really tired right now." satoru removes his blindfold, his eyes now a dull blue instead of the usual bright cerulean ones.

you wanted to press on and tell him off about how he ignored his own fatigue for his work but seeing the state he's in, how could you?

you only nod at his words and made your way towards your shared bedroom, his heavy footsteps followed you soon after.

satoru joined you in bed after showering all while you pondered about your relationship. you hate your mind for feeding you doubts about it at all yet you couldn't help it either.

what if he's using work as an excuse to avoid you? what if he's growing tired of you as well? what if he's chea-

your thoughts were interrupted by a strong hand encircling your waist and pulling you closer against his warm chest, the scent of shampoo lingering in the air.

"i'm sorry" his voice was in hushed tones but the way it was delivered was loud and clear.

"things have been hectic lately i just couldn't help it" he nuzzled his face onto your neck.

"i was just worried you know." your fingers played with his that were now intertwined.

"i know you are and im so thankful" he scoots away just a little only to turn you so that you were now facing him instead of the wall. "i wouldn't know what to do if you weren't here."

his hands caressed your face, the touch so delicate it sends shivers down your spine. the gentle smile he had despite the hollow eyes and dark circles adjoining it, melted all your doubts away.

"how's your headache?"

"fine, now that you're here." you only scoff at his words while he chuckled lazily.

"sleep."

"alright. goodnight, i love you" he pulls you closer still, your face against his chest as he landed a light kiss on top of your head.

"i love you too" you mumble, feeling vibrations as satoru hums contently. the both of you drifted to sleep in each other's arms, leaving the problems for tomorrow.

GETO

"you lied to me." you spat your words at him, not a single tone of empathy in them.

"because i know you'd react like this."

"fucking jerk" you pushed him away trying to brush past him but he caught you by your wrist and turned you to face him.

"you're not walking away we're talking" suguru's words came off as harsh but really, he was desperate.

"i have nothing to say to you" your tear filled eyes and clenched teeth were unkind but he fucked up so that's what he deserved right?

"then listen to me because i have lots." when you make no attempt to walk away this time, his grip loosens and he mentally notes that he would take care of your wrist after he's done with the problem at hand.

"i only said she was my friend because... she used to be. i didn't specify that she was my past lover because i knew you'd be filled with countless questions that i dont necessarily want you knowing yet."

you look away, he just admitted to lying to you no matter what reason. your stomach churns and your heart sinks a little deeper.

"i promise i was going to tell you after i took care of everything so that i can confidently say that you have nothing to worry about."

the way your gaze wandered all across the floor and unmeeting his apologetic ones made suguru's heart ache.

"i only met up with her to let her know that she has no place in my life anymore and to stop trying to contact me. that was all i swear."

"couldn't... couldn't you have told her through text or something?"

"i did, numerous times. but she still wouldn't stop and even found ways to reach out after i blocked her everywhere. this was my last resort too i didnt want to do this either."

suguru's shoulders slumped in defeat. "i seriously don't want to lose you please i'm so sorry for lying to you."

"what about all the questions i have? will you answer them now?"

"each and every one." he assures "i have nothing to hide from you anymore."

you believe him don't you?

NANAMI

"did you really have to do that?" oh he did not just say that. you flung your handbag at him only for him to catch it with ease.

you angrily stomp away from him to— well, wherever he wasn't there. he rushes your way and jolts you back by your arms, a little too hard.

nanami's eyes widened at the realisation and his grip slightly loosens but he still hasn't let go.

"im sorry for hurting you" nanami immediately apologises. he takes off his signature beige coat that he always wears, and proceeds to drape it over your shoulders. and you let him, he thanks you for it in his mind.

"im also sorry for the harsh words. that wasn't very rational of me."

"no it wasn't" you cross your arms in annoyance, his coat shielding you from the cold night air.

the both of you were at a business party and you went as his date. it was there where you heard a subordinate being particularly sarcastic about your boyfriend which pissed you off.

okay, maybe it wasn't so logical to "accidentally" spill your wine on his shirt but he was the one that blew it out of proportion and shouted at you, leaving you to the rescue of none other than your beloved boyfriend.

"i was only defending you" you huffed stubbornly.

"and im flattered by it but that wasn't the proper way to deal with him."

"oh? then what was the proper way to deal with him exactly?"

nanami just sighs. he knows where you're coming from and if it was your subordinate that was badmouthing you, he was sure he'd do the same, if not worse.

"you should've told me and let me take care of it. i don't want anybody to speak to you in such a way, ever." just thinking about him yelling at you made his blood boil.

all this time you thought nanami was saying you overreacted but really, he was just angry at the man who disrespected you and himself.

he fixes his tie and regains his composure, closing the distance between you both as he caresses the same spot on your arms where he had grabbed just before.

"does it still hurt?" his gaze was soft and apologetic. you shook your head a 'no' and you could feel him exhale in relief.

"lets go home and have a long relaxing bath" you beam at him, he loves the idea.

before you could make your way towards the car though, nanami lifts you in his arms effortlessly.

he noticed how you were stomping earlier and your steps indicating the very obvious discomfort on your feet from the formal shoes you wore. he just knows you too well.

TOJI

"you're seriously going to be this petty?" his words only fueled the anger pulsing through your veins. it was only reasonable to be furious when he's late to the date you have been planning for the past week right? why can't he see that?

"stop the fucking silent treatment and talk to me" toji huffed, lingering next to you while you get undressed.

still no words or acknowledgement came from you. only the loud slam of your closet could be heard as you changed to your pajamas with toji observing you expectantly. he was upset but boy, were you so beautiful.

his short admiration was snapped away when he saw you aggressively taking a blanket and heading towards the living room. he stops your movements short, his hands finding themselves on your arms.

"and where do you think you're going?" your eyes finally met his in an angry glare before you shook his hand off and made your way to the couch.

your little stumps of anger were endearing to toji but he couldn't help the sigh that left his chest. why were you being so stubborn?

that's not stopping him though; he follows soonafter and hovered next to the couch but again, you didn't even admit to his presence and only avoided it by turning away from him.

"not even gonna give me a chance to explain?" silence. alright he's had enough.

not even a second has passed when you felt big strong arms on your back and around your waist, lifting you so casually.

you're not relenting either, you try to struggle free all while knowing you had no chance against your boyfriend. a hard hit landed on his chest with all your might only earning a chuckle from him.

"let me go." ah finally, one barrier has been broken.

"nah doll. if yer gonna be petty, you'll be petty next t’ me" he carries you back to your bedroom. in the midst of soft blankets and his warm hugs, maybe you'll forgive him just this once?

[alternateanonymous]

3:29 am 1/28

Hi, It's me. So, this past weekend was very confusing and painful but beautiful and i don't know what to do or how to feel. I can't trust you're words anymore but i still love to hear them, Even though I can't trust them they still make me feel good to an extent and help me. I am figuring out if I can still do this and be here and if it is right for me to be here. I don't want to keep making myself a fool and I don't want to keep hurting myself. I don't know. I have a feeling that you are going to do it again. And that hurts me. You hurt me, being with you hurts me but being with you also makes me feel better. I honestly don't know if anything i did or said was impactful or powerful at all to you. It fucking hurt me to shit, but maybe you just witnessed it and moved on. Idk. Only time will tell. Idk why you hurt me so much, well actually i do know why, it's because I let you hurt me. And you abuse that power. Obviously after the fucking rollercoaster of a weekend that we had you are going to be all loving and the perfect boyfriend blah blah blah, but let's fucking see if this lasts. Ugh. I'm just really tired. Tonight something really embaressing happened and i am not even going to write it down anywhere or tell anyone about it. This might be something i take to the grave lol. But yea, back to the main topic. I want to see if stefan will utalize all of the awesome things i gave him to help him realize the truth of us. maybe he will, maybe he won't. I do wish he reads this tumblr page at least. Another thing is is that I am going to tell him that journaling and going to the gym is not enough. I want him to do something brand new. I want him to go to therapy or go to church and i am going to tell him that he has to do it starting this week and that he has to tell me when he does. Because I am still going to be judging him as a lover and girlfriend. idk if this thing that i am doing is fucked up or massochistict or psychopathic. But idegaf anymore, I am just doing what i feel like i need to do for me. I want him, but let's really see if he wants me. If he does decide to be smart, he will reread the conversation that i am going to share with him and remeber and realize the fucking shit he's put me through. Well see if he does. Let's see him prove me wrong. So stefan, if you are smart and you are reading this: 1. go and reread the letter i shared with you on google docs 2. send me this with no other context "I am doing this for myself and for you. so yea, well just have to wait and see. ugh im to tired to feel anything. I'm going to sleep. goodnight.

[moss-flesh]

16 and by extension 17 (are they easily embarrassed and what embarrasses them) for any/all ocs? :3

oh gosh okay im just gonna do who immediately popped into my head! thanku !!

aila amell: she is not too easily embarrassed. she never really does anything embarrassing? shes not clumsy or very ashamed of herself, at least not in the way that leads people get embarrassed over themselves. she enjoys teasing people and can be really flirtatious without being shy about it. BUT what does embarrass her is genuine care or emotion being shown to her. like with alistair when she realizes hes serious about her shes like “shit fuck” and now their flirty convos make her red. or leliana hugging her or wynne giving her a gift. she doesnt know how to deal with it.

yelenna mahariel: not easily embarrassed. shes like a brick wall and if she is embarrassed the only way you can tell is by her face getting red, maybe she tries to move on quickly from the subject. the only time shes ever been embarrassed is because of leliana making her think big gay thoughts. that’s genuinely the only time.

erynne hawke: HARDLY EVER EMBARRASSED! the thing is she really SHOULD be embarrassed a lot more but she cannot read a room if his life depended on it. In the moment theyre all confidence and shrugging off whatever happened. the only time she gets embarrassed is sometimes late at night shes slapped in the face with a memory of a time she made a really out of place joke and only then… in bed… realizing people didnt like it. hes like “haha fuck thats embarrassing” *turns over and shakes anders awake* “do you remember when i made a joke with the viscount… that didnt land too well huh” “love are you just now realizing that” “i really didnt think it was that bad ! but holy shit…” “it was pretty bad” “maker it was… that sucks, anyway hes dead now so i guess its fine? goodnight” “goodnight hawke”

adahlen lavellan: this poor baby… she is embarrassed from the moment she opens her eyes in the morning til the moment she closes her eyes at night, and then she’s embarrassed in the fade. seriously she will not even make a mistake and will say sorry as if she killed ur mom. so yeah, making mistakes embarrasses her, dirty jokes, flirting. that thing solas says about dominating her concentration very nearly killed her dead. she does get a lot better after being in the inquisition and just being around people. But yeah her hair and eyes are red but the main reason Varric calls her Rosy is coz shes always blushing !

Nerien Lavellan: he likes to act like he doesnt get embarrassed but he does. not at all as easily as adahlen but usually what embarrasses him is feeling inferior in some sort of way. but he never shows it and usually tries to make it go away by biting off more than he can chew, which just leads to more inferior feelings. but simple things like flirting or tripping over his feet does not embarrass him at all, he just flirts harder or smiles and plays it off with a joke.

AH i kinda wanna do this for more but i am tired so i will leave these here. i over answer questions lol.

[adryanscott]

Tired roar 😴

My girlfriend and I are staying at a water for today and tomorrow and I am absolutely wiped out. I wanna take a nap, but I also want to play my switch. I spent the whole day swimming, going in the lazy river, going down slides, in the wave pool, and the hot tub. Here’s a fun tip: if you’re 23 or older, don’t go on the slides more than 3 times, you’ll get the worst headache ever and you’ll get all dizzy.

There was a duck when we first arrived, I named him Mr. Quacker’s. I hope he’s doing well. I also brought along my Halloween skeleton Arthur for the road-trip, he likes spending time with me so I just had to bring him. Will send pictures of everything. Am so exhausted rn. Goodnight hope you’re doing well fren :)

❤️ ~Angsty😛

You are so lucky to go to a water park where I am it's 23°F it's fucking freezing, however I'm glad you had fun angsty must have been a blast.

I'm sure Mr Quacker is living life to the fullest I hope you give him some bread or something. Last time I went to a water park I was 11 years old when I went to visit my aunt and cousins in florida. I remember I almost drowned lol not a good time let me tell ya.

As for me I'm chilling tbh my mom cut my hair finally I feel like I can breath again it was way to long, ngl im tired as well I've been awake since 3am but it's a bit to late to take a nap if I do I'll wake up at 11pm and not sleep for the rest of the night. I'm compensating by playing Spider-Man and the new fornite chapter/ season.

Goodnight as well friend hope you have lovely dreams💙💙

[merverelli]

"you need me, boy, your free will is an i̷l̴l̶u̷s̷i̴o̸-"

[immyownbadluckcharm]

I've been awake since 3:30 am and the last thought I had just before trying to go to sleep was,

"Be gay, solve crime, do puzzles."

[khuzena]

hello!! i hope you're still taking requests ;; can i request a headcanon on how chamber, yoru, sova and omen (im sorry if its too much) would react when they realized that their s/o is still up after working overnight (or two) on projects and they got super worried and kinda fluff and angst maybe :")) tysm!!! ❤

Deep sleep

Chamber, yoru, sova and omen x reader

Tw: fluff w a little angst

A request I can finally relate to lets go

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Chamber

He would often stay up all night to do his weapon making projects, so most of the time he'd walk to the kitchen at 3 am to get some coffee but he didn't expect you to also be up all night.

The light illuminating your room and the sight of you trying to stay awake, he sees as you finally succumb in a slumber; placing a blanket on your shoulders he gives a small peck on your forehead and goes back to his room.

The next day he sees you, you look groggy with dark eye bags and a tired expression.

He hesitates for a moment but asks you if you're getting enough sleep and you do say you stayed up all night but tried to assure him that you're alright.

For the whole day, you've been light headed and seem to not pay attention most of the time, chamber would shift his gaze onto you and the next thing he sees is you taking a nap on the counter.

Another night again you stayed up all night and kept telling him to not worry but as he was leaving your room you almost passed out but good thing he caught you in time.

Laying you down your bed, he cradles you in his arms and tries to hush you to sleep, but you insist that he should let you be to continue your work yet he won't let go of you.

You try to squirm around but his grip got tighter until you eventually gave up.

"mon amour you mustn't overwork yourself, just get some rest and maybe I can help you tomorrow."

Both of you spent the night cuddling as he whispered sweet nothings in your ear, trying to lull you to sleep.

After that though, the next day he woke you up with the sweet smell of coffee and caressed your cheek.

Yoru

Most of the time he sleeps at 11 pm but before he goes to sleep he walks into your room and checks up on you.

He'd kiss you goodnight but he noticed for 3 days in a row you've been staying up all night and barely getting any sleep.

He starts to get more worried as your words are slurred, you tell him your view is dizzy but you try to tell him you're fine.

For a few more hours, it's nighttime already and he catches you doing your research for something but he just wants you to get some rest.

He steps inside and only your breathing and the writing of a pen is heard; you're so exhausted you didn't notice him right next to you.

Placing a hand on your shoulder he says, "Go to sleep you idiot, you barely get any rest," you didn't have time to react as he picked you up and carried to your bed.

As he sat you down, he places a cup of warm tea on your bedside table and wraps his jacket around your shoulders.(when he picked you up he noticed you were cold lol)

You try to tease him about him really caring for you but his embarrassed self denied and said it's just his duty to care for you as your boyfriend.(he does care he's just too shy to admit)

When you fall asleep, he stares at the ethereal expression on your face and sighs to himself that he finally got you to sleep early; going back to his room he blushes at the memory from earlier when you thanked him with a kiss.

Sova

Back when he was a kid, his babushka would tell him to sleep early as it will make him healthier and that staying up late will make someone weaker.

He carried that advice from his babushka until now; every 5 am he'd wake up, get breakfast and prepare for training but he decided to check up on you first.

Instead of you sleeping on the bed, he was met with the sight of you going cross-eyed, trying to gather information and finish the project that was due next week.

Your pitiful form trying to write down notes while you watch some guide videos for your project with baggy eyes made him feel worried for you.

He rubbed circles on your back and whispered softly in your ears that it's 5 am and asked if you had any sleep last night which you answered that 'you didn't'.

Sighing loudly, sova was pretty stronger than you so it was easy for him to pick you up and roll you up like a burrito in your blanket as he put you down on the bed.

You kept grumbling to him that you haven't finished your work but he insists that you should get rest first because, 'A person who's tired won't finish their work properly,' he said as he shushed you to sleep.

He cleaned your desk and swept the papers and trash on the floor then dimmed the lights so you can rest properly; relief washes over him as he's glad you're getting some rest.

Omen

Omen doesn't need any sleep, he gets nightmares when he does so spends the night knitting or watching the moon.

He was knitting in the living room, it was already 1:30 am but you suddenly walk to the kitchen to get some coffee.

'wait a minute..' he thought to himself, isn't coffee used to make you more awake? Aren't humans supposed to be sleeping at this time now?

He watches you sip coffee and lazily walk back into your room but he paid no mind, maybe in a few minutes you'll fall asleep, but he was wrong.

It had been 4 am already, the sun was about to set and you were back again in the kitchen trying to brew more coffee.

As you were brewing coffee, you didn't notice him walk up behind you and you jolted onto the counter and sighed in relief when you noticed it was him.

He wrapped his arms around your waist and asked you why you were staying up so late, you replied that you had some work to do.

But omen knew that you should be sleeping by now and not... Doing work this late.

Omen tells you that you should go to bed but you kept insisting to continue your work but he was having none of it.

He stopped you from getting your coffee and held your hand, leading you to the couch.

"Sleep with me here, I read it somewhere humans sleep better when they feel comfortable."

He pulled you in a cuddle and massaged your scalp, slowly making you fall asleep in his arms.

You stopped protesting eventually and fell asleep, he shifted his gaze onto your face and it reminded him of a sleeping cat and you might not see it but he felt like he was blushing.

Knitting while your head rested on his chest and the soft snores you left out, it felt like heaven for the both of you as he stayed in that position for hours so you'll have a good night's sleep.

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Fuck i was running out of ideas but omg thank you for waiting, i was super stressed but im glad i finished this even if it wasn't proofread.

Thank you for reading and requesting! (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧