#can you tell I'm desperate
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Stalking hyde and jackie shippers on tumblr and then answering and liking and reblogging a lot of their posts because I have no one to talk about them with 😭
#can you tell I'm desperate#jackie x hyde#hyde x jackie#that 70s show#zenmasters#burkhyde#jackie burkhart#steven hyde
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If Alecto surprise drops on Friday the 13th September 13th 2024 this Friday, would that be fucked up or what
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a heads-up: i don’t have access to the legacy editor for new posts anymore, so every starter / continuation post will be written in the new editor going forward. please use the new editor for new threads with me from now on, so we don't run into any compatibility problems formatting-wise. however, old posts / threads still have access to legacy and i will keep using legacy for those for as long as i’m able to. ♡
#【♞】 ooc.#you can pry legacy from my cold dead hands!!!!!!#tired of this site's BS#i HATE the beta editor : /#it has so many problems for me and kills my writing flow#if you see any new posts from me? rest assured i pulled up an old draft to use the legacy editor and then copy pasted my shit into beta#can you tell i'm desperate#it's annoying but the alternative is#to deal with beta which at times lags; doesn't wanna let me delete words / sentences / paragraphs; fucks up my formatting......Sometimes;#keeps switching to the bigger font; will wrap my text into some ugly grey as if i marked it; etc. etc.#i love how they never fully ironed out the kinks of their new editor before forcing it on ppl truly amazing
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ANYONE THAT FOLLOWS ME TODAY WILL RECEIVE AT LEAST 50 BOOPS
maybe more. imagine
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Hey so. Do you have any Netflix recs for films I could watch with my parents? They're in their 50s, fans of sci-fi and otherwise very picky so no murder mysteries or costume films. Also our subsription ends in a week and they don't tolerate watching series
#it's been a pain to pick smth we can all agree on#can you tell i'm desperate#they're literally paraniocally allergic to series#as if they watched smth over a week and not 2 h it could hurt them#especially my dad#not esc#netflix#film recs#film recommendations#please somebody help me out#netflix film
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NORMAL PEOPLE KNOCK.
#NORMAL PEOPLE KNOCK!#sorry☺️sorryyy#TIM#sorry! 😚#NORMAL PEOPLE KNOCK!!!#im literally insane about them i fear#slowly discovering the other names the ship has and slowly but surely integrating myself in there. like a fungus#tma#the magnus archives#art cabinet#tim stoker#martin blackwood#martim#timartin#need to go listen to them bicker again. please where is the compilation they need one like jonmartin. <<< can you tell I'm desperate
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Hi, my name is Ella, and I have had a constant headache for 14 years. I am 26 years old. Painkillers do not work.
I need Pineal Cyst Removal Surgery if I am ever to experience a pain free day again.
I cannot afford the surgery but it would drastically improve my quality of life.
I am suicidally depressed because of my chronic pain.
Can people please reblog this so that it can get traction?
#fundraiser#mutual aid#please reblog this#gofundme#donate if you can#please#i am actually begging you#i'm sorry for the long post but i needed to get the experience written out#i know there are so many people in need#i have donated what I can to palestinian fundraisers#shared so many posts#i ask that you do the same for me#my self esteem tells me that i'm not important enough#or deserving of help#although i have been desperately crying for help for these 14 years#my doctors didn't care
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If there were no girls like her in the world, there would be no poetry.
Willa Cather, My Antonia (1918)
#a sequel called my lena#write it willa#death is for quitters#can you tell i'm desperately trying to fill up my willa cather tag after the horrific discovery that i've never posted about her#truly mind-boggling#the trials and tribulations of a girl with too many favorite writers: the sarah rose story#willa cather#my antonia#literature
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At the start of this project all I wanted was to 'learn how to draw' using comics as a medium and the MDZS audio drama as inspiration.
I've come *very* far from making simple, 3 panel black and white comics, and I truly do intend to go even further. Thank you to everyone who cheered me on throughout 2023, it has been an incredible year in so many ways I never could have imagined. I look forwards to drawing throughout 2024 B*)
#poorly drawn mdzs#art summary#It's so interesting looking back at how my style and technique changed throughout the year!#I used PD-wwx as the consistent factor (October is an exception) and you can see so many processes going on.#My little petri dish amoeba (with a little red bow to tell him apart from the other amoeba) <3#Whether it's getting new markers or trying out a new shading style - it's cool seeing a snapshot of my journey like this B*)#There's certainly been a slower curve to my overt improvement *but* I have become so much faster!#My life outside of drawing has been hectic and at several points extremely stressful this year. For all the work this blog has been-#-It has truly been a life saving anchor when the darkest of times have hit.#Love is hard work. Change is even harder work. Sticking to a goal I set out for myself and striving to keep going was worth it.#And I love drawing. I think there has always been something in me that longed for this. And it is finally tangible! I can draw!!!#I wanted to make a more elaborate year reflection where I looked back at my favourite comics and jokes.#but I'll leave that to the one year anniversary.#I have also been collecting a ton of statistics throughout the year and I am desperate to share them. I'm that kind of nerd B*)#I can never say it enough: Thank you all for the kindness and support. I wish everyone a lovely 2024!!!
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Finally made cover art for Project Pacifica.
#my art#project pacifica#original#azul#blender#3d#not a real game#can you tell i'm a fan of the wii endless ocean series#desperately need them to make another GOOD ocean exploration game that ISN'T horror themed#can i just enjoy the majesty of our seas without being slapped in the face with thalassaphobia every 5 seconds#like yeah. i have it. but i also like the ocean
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good night (me personally I want something traumatic to happen to Treasure so Porter can lose his shit and simultaneously be affectionate with them while Vincent and Sam at the side going
but that's just me)
#darlin and or lovely can be there as well!#i just wanna#i wanna see porter solaire of all fuckin people going insane over their partner's safety#I'm talking adam or kody levels#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redacted asmr house of solaire#redacted asmr the solaires#YOU KNOW WHAT I WANT TO HEAR? THE FEAR + DESPERATION + INFATUATION IN PORTER'S VOICE WHEN HE REALIZES TREASURE IS IN DANGER#Porter isn't the type to fall in love. I can already tell#Porter is the type to be 100% or nothing#I want Sam and Vincent to be so flabbergasted in the background#“I didn't know he knew how to do that” behavior#yes treasure will be irreversibly traumatized but so are the other listeners lol
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Neil's mother may have been abusive, but that doesn't stop him from missing his mom and Abby is right there to pick up the pieces.
Or in other words, Abby gives great mom hugs.
#I'm just imagining post-canon#Andrew manages to convince Neil to talk to Bee and it brings up a lot of repressed grief over his mom#something something#Abby does something traditionally motherly that Neil's mom used to do for him and he breaks down in tears#she strokes his back and kisses his forehead and tells him everything is gonna be okay#aughghgh......#she can't replace that void in his heart but she sure as hell can give him that love he's missing so desperately#mom Abby my beloved#if anyone could write a fic about this I would love you forever.#aftg#neil josten#abby winfield#aftg fanart#all for the game#post canon
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I just wanted to quickly say thank you guys!! Like... LIKE REALLY!!! THANK YALL SO MUCH!!!! The amount of constant love I receive for my work has been overwhelmingly wonderful to experience. I don't even know how to put it all into words. BUT IM GONNA TRY!
FAIR WARNING! I'm about to be really really sappy under the cut. So feel free to ignore that if you wish. But I got a lot of emotions I'm about to try to say.
Hi hello and hi. Um. Well, it's hard to explain how much this has meant to me. How much your kind words have sent waves of joy through my heart. How much every like has made me smile. How every reblog has made me feel a rush of pride. Every person who spammed me with likes when finding my blog, every person who talks in the tags when reblogging me, every person who shows up constantly in my notifs, every mutual who interacts with me even in the smallest of ways, every other artist I interacted with who has been kind to me.
All of it. Every single notif has made me smile in some way and I cannot thank you enough. I was so genuinely shy about sharing Dandy with Tumblr because I began drawing Dandy at a very turbulent time of my life. My WH art and oc had become a place of comfort for my mind and I had wanted to interact with the community for a long while but I'm skittish by nature so it took a LOT of mental prep for me to start posting this stuff here.
And the fact I have so much positivity in my notifs! I really needed that. Truly, I did. I still don't see myself as a big artist by any means, but I know I'm so lucky to have the bit of engagement I do from yall!
I feel like I'm rambling. Needless to say...it means the absolute world to me that the art that brings me joy is given such love by yall. Even if hyperfixations change, even if time marches us all in different directions, I'm thankful to have this. Right now. When I needed it.
#welcome home#welcome home oc#welcome home puppet show#dandy leon#my art#probably gonna schedule this so I don't post it at some ungodly hour again#so if you see this I may be asleep!#me desperately trying not to overshare while also trying desperately to make it clear how warm all this is making my heart and why#but all of this. It means so much to me#so so much#I really expected more people telling me I'm weird. Idk why#I just...did. And I really haven't been treated as such#And it makes me emotional realizing I can be silly and loud about the art that makes me happy#I just want to be happy. I want to see others happy. I want to have fun and be silly and it feels so wonderful to do that#and see yall having fun and being excited with me#I love it#thank you#just thank you
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every time I hear someone say "oh you have to listen to Dear Evan Hansen it has such good mental health representation" I cry in Next to Normal
#next to normal#and yes this is based on a true story#generally I dont try to juck anyones jum so I of course didn't tell that person what I was thinking at that moment#and if someone found Dear Evan Hansen a useful text in terms of their own mental health journey who am I to discredit that#but this is the internet and I am back on the ntn train#in a way it is my saf autumn musical#and yes I am a survior of the 2017 Tony Awards why were you asking?#no but seriously#it is so interesting how many narrative devices Dear Evan Hansen took from Next to Normal#but turned them into a less complete piece#like Gabe in ntn is a representation of unadressed grief and trauma and the family has to accept that he will never be really gone#and connor is just...idk not fully thought out?#idk I'm rambling#but also#how the love story between Henry and Natalie means something#Natalie sees her parent's relationship and desperately doesn't want that for herself and Henry at the same time also stand for#a piece of normalcy that seems attainable#you don't sit there and think hu why is there this completely separate love story thrown in there?#it mirrors the problems#and dear evan hansen#do I even have to say it#I thnk the thing I resent it most for is that it has a love story#naja#I'm of listening to net to normal some more#sorry I someone who really likes deh stumbles accross this#I feel like espechially musicals can be something that can be so personal#and I don't actually want to contribute to more stuff like#ew why do you like this when theres xyz that is so much better or morally purer or whatever#I guess what I do want to say is: if I had a nickle for everytime they made a musical about mental health where theres a ghost on stage and#the sister of the dead kid falls in love with a funny guy while her family is falling apart
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Made these edits a month back for when the sex-repulsion and OCD love making me suffer
(Riddler fandom please tag your suggestive stuff as "suggestive" I am begging you)
#desperately yearning to go back to fandom but also know i'm not mentally stable enough to post fanart here again can you tell?#don't mind the woodpigeon. dad thought i was just going to add loads of pigeons to riddler so i added one#yes these were from after looking in the telltale riddler tag and suffering#the riddler#riddler#dc riddler#edward nigma#edward nygma#telltale riddler#arkham city riddler#btas riddler#wauk wauk
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I decided to go anyways. It's a big thing, it might be fine. The chance is higher if I go late than if I don't go at all. Because I'm fucked anyways and I hope I can get this slightly unfucked.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! I slept trhough my alarm. I can't get to the appointment. If I take the next possibly train, I'll be 2 hours late. I can't do that. I'm fucked. I'm so fucked.
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