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when everything is confusing, and then u see a familiar face
#vanishing skyward the experience#love and deepspace#love and deepspace fanart#lads zayne#lads fanart#love and deepspace zayne#lads#fanart#lads mc#love and deepspace mc#when everyone seems deceitful u can always believe in zayne#tbh i have been having so much fun with how funny conversation with rafayel is#and i am in awe with how soft recent xavier 5 star cards are; even tho i didn't manage to pull all of them#the birthday; the traditional clothing; the piano#man the developer really loves xavier#with how different zayne eng voice now; i kinda lost my feelings for him#but i started to swap him to his chinese voice; i can finally listen to how soft his voice can be; and i feel for him again#he can be dull sometimes but he always feels like home#tho i can't tell if i feel like he is dull bcs of his changing voice or literally the scenario#bcs i love to savour his old voice so slowly; it is just so calming; all the domestic things feel heavenly with him#i see that actually the recent Stacked Pulses 4 star card is voiced by his old eng va; and other 4 star card like Doomsday is also him#the staff does keep him; somewhat ; ~ ;#but i wish he would just consistently voiced every event; every 5 stars cards; and every main story event
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Brothers in Christ we all saw u two smile lovingly at ur crush and at each other
#Gouenji's voice in pt-br is so soft he going “come here Endou/here Endou” sobbing crying throwing up HE LOVES HIM AO MUCH FUCK U#Kidou u fake ass idgafer we can FEEL how u look at them underneath those fucking goggles#i hate them i hope they explode *sobs uncontrollably#they all love each other so much.............................#they care for each other sm................ like look at them cant u see#anyone with two eyes and two hearts can feel it#endou mamoru#gouenji shuuya#kidou yuuto#break trio#inazuma eleven#inazuma 11#ina11
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EVIE !!!!!
I SAW U USE MY ART AS UR THEME SO I WANNA DO A REMAKE !!! mostly cause the other one was full of mistaks hurrrrr orz
keeping the color palette the same so itd still fit + use softer shading so convey how soft u are + moze is now IN UR HAND !!!! >:3
oh nick :’)
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 cherishing.#彡 inbox.#彡 nick!#AAAJSNSNS i did my makeup in record time because i had to respond to this asap !! T T i have 25 tags left and so much to say so let’s see#how efficiently i can use my words to convey my gratitude !! T T im actually losing my mind at the addition of moze’s little hands .. i#i will get into that later …. i cannot believe u revamped it for me!!!! thank you nick ?!?! 🥹 i went to gaze 🔎 at the two!! though i think#both are so lovely — i love the curl to my hair !!! i sleep with my hair in those heatless curl rods — so they always tend to be wavier at#the bottom since the top comes loose — THOUGH ITS A RANDOM DETAIL AHAJJ I THOUGHT it looked so accurate !! >< U DID THE BOW EARRINGS UUURGH#i love drop earrings !!!!! and the bow matches with the big one — i noticed the bow & headband is a bit different!! I LOVE BOTH — omg and t#god im going to run out of tags - AND THE SLEEVE!!! ok i shouldn’t point out every difference akajjajaj i am just so excited looking at bot#of them!! I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW ME IM SO?? CAN I SAY THAT??? the little sparkle is spot on because !!! i am showing off mini moze!! to everyo#everyone* T T !!! HE IS SO PRECIOUS AHAHAJSN his gigantic hood … and his signature (ᓀ ᓀ) oh but he is so cute …. T T NICK YOU MAKE HIM LOOK#SO SQUISHABLE URK ITS SO SPOT ON . HIS SQUISHABLE-NESS REALLY SHINES IN YOUR AWESOME ART STYLE (i don’t think i have ever reblogged somethi#something* from you without mentioning your art style) HES SO TINY AAASJSN MY HEART FELT SO HAPPY SEEING HIS LITTLE HANDS …. HIS HANDS ARE#FHE SIZE OF MY EARRING 😭😭😭😭 oh my god i just noticed you gave him a little blush and i want to lock myself underground /pos HE IS SO CUTE#IN YOUR STYLE IUUUAGGHHHH IM IN SUCH AGONY /pos :’) oh i don’t think i will get over his little hands ISNSKDKX im feeling so violently#affectionate staring at it — THE WAY HE IS DRAPED OVER MY HAND IS SO SJSNDNCJ he is my …. most treasured little crow …. that i am showing#everyone with the happiest smile ever …. THANK YOU NICK ))): and the fact that you kept the colors for my theme is so ?!?! you are so thou#UGH TUMBLR — you are so thoughtful with all of your gifts towards your friends!! noting all the details and such ): oh i adore you ): u sai#softer shading to convey how soft i am but i have quite literally melted into a puddle of goo so now am i soft ?! i believe i am just a#puddle in the corner over there in the nick museum -> waiting to be mopped -> OH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH SOB THANK YOU ))): i was about to say#that i don’t even know what to say to convey my gratitude — but i have said something! just not enough to get out my feelings ^^; never eno#ALSO I LOVE HOW YOU DID MY LASHES AAHHHNXNX )): my eyes !!! your style !!! oh i am really in such agony /POS URGH AND I KEEP LOOKING AT HIS#LITTLE HANDS AND WANTING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS BUNDLE OF VIOLENT AFFECTION I GET FROM IT T T HES SO TINY AJANSDto ruffle his hair with#the very tip of my pinkie … trembling trying not to knock him over ……. i must make him a little spot in my purse …. with little blankets to#keep him nice and cozy …. nick words cannot express my gratitude — thank you!!! both versions are so stunning 🥹 I REALLY APPRECIATE IT (<-#severe understatement) (the most severe understatement) your art is always so stunning#when im home i must come back and add some good reaction photos !!!! THANJ YOU SNIFFLE YOU ARE TOO KIND )))))):#similar to the first time u visited my inbox …. if I ever spot a kofianywhere 🔎🔎🔎🔎🔎👁️!!
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im still trying 2 write this fucking keeperschamp fic and STRUGGLING bro i am used to writing the most vulgar explicit bloody sex i can think of so how the FUCK do i write two characters fucking LOVINGLY
#done watching apothy for the day it's fucking keeperschamp time#now how can i have this bug boy suck dick in a narratively interesting and characteristically satisfying way#im used to physically describing shit including genitals but i dont want 2 do that bc i wanna make it more emotion focused instead of#focused on physical stuff yk?? i want u to look at them and go oh theyre super fucking in love#trying to make it easier on myself by sprinkling in some light masochism. yes it is kind of working#why do i feel more flustered over writing something loving and soft than i do writing abt like. breeding kinks and shit like that -_-#whiskey yelling into the void
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That. That post you made about comparing satoru & suguru to a puppy and a wolf, the way they pretend to be the opposite of what they are. You have awoken something inside of me and filled my brain with thoughts. I NEED to expand on it WALK WITY ME WALK WITH ME
Satoru and suguru who are both protective but in vastly different ways- satoru who I think easily uses his reputation as “the strongest” to make sure his partner doesn’t get anywhere even close to being in danger, who the public knows is strong, and that’s pretty much all he needs. Who’s tall, who’s got an intimidating stare, he’s outwardly terrifying when he wants to be. There’s no question to it, when he wants to, he could scare anyone away.
And then there’s suguru. He isn’t gojo by any means, and he’s not got quite the same loud, confident and sort of endearingly arrogant demeanour that satoru does- but what he does have is a sort of mysterious danger about him that is almost if not more scary than gojo and his status. He’s all gentle and calm, a true carer to his partner, and he’s the last person you would expect to have a bite. But he does. And the fact you can’t outwardly tell, the fact that he’s no bark and all bite as soon as someone decides to push their luck- I feel like that’s what makes him so much more intimidating if he needs to be. If you look past the usually laid back facade he puts on for the world, you could absolutely see a sort of feral, burning desire to keep people close to his heart safe. With gojo you KNOW what you’re fucking around with. And to fuck with gojo or someone he truly cares for, you’ve gotta be an idiot. But the fact that you’re pretty much walking into the unknown when you wanna mess with suguru- IM SO NORMAL ABOUT HIM I SWEAR…. (I’m not. I’m deeply in love with him SOMEONE SEDATE ME RIGHT NOW)
ANON MY BELOVED THANK YOU FOR THE FOOD i agree so much. this is literally it.
honestly u phrased this so well that i barely know what to add U GET THEM…. i think both of them are sooooo protective but sugu is without question the more terrifying one. ”no bark and all bite” is the PERFECT description; the bite is so unexpected and terrifying precisely because there’s no bark to hint at it. he hides his fangs so well that you forget he even has them.
gojo can be absolutely terrifying too, but like you said — that’s to be expected. everyone knows satoru has fangs. he never bothers to hide them. he’s always smiling, smiling, smiling — and when that smile drops you know you fucked up.
but suguru? suguru is so good at hiding his anger that you miss it if you aren’t careful. i’ve always thought that his smile is the key to really understanding him, and i think that in this case it’s his smile that reveals his anger. you can push him and push him and then suddenly his smile has no warmth to it left, and if you push after that then the fangs peek out. but his smile is so cold and such a glaring warning that barely anyone crosses that line, so it really is like walking into the unknown.
and anon!! ”a feral, burning desire to keep people close to his heart safe” is such a good way of putting it. the desire itself is so loving but he is just so devoted that it might as well be a wildfire. i think it eats him alive. i think that he’d rather set himself on fire than fail to keep you safe. genuinely.
anyway in conclusion i think suguru is the scarier one by far LMAO imagine pushing his buttons all day and then looking up and hes just :)…….. i would fall to my knees. i would fold immediately.
#glad to see we’re all normal abt this concept <33#TYSM FOR THIS ANON i went rabid when i saw this in my ask box#nothing beats a good kind man who would rip someone to shreds to keep u safe#sugu’s dichotomy is my favorite thing abt him!! how he can be soft and stern. caring and ruthless. sweet and twisted.#it really is just a matter of what you are to him#i think hes entirely devoted to his partner and their happiness and if someone gets in the way of that he wont hesitate to fight them off#youre so real anon i also need to be sedated this man makes me feel so unhinged 😭😭#ask tag ✩
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harvey is really connecting me with a side of femininity i always felt out of touch with because tell me why do i think of this fictional man every time i listen to touch tank by quinnie
#as someone on the aroace spectrum#i feel enlightened like i lowkey get it now#even though i may not want this irl#sdv harvey#man really said u are SOFT#if this has any relevance.. i'm an aquarius#i don't know much about astrology but if u do u know how we can be :')
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Hear my plight,
I miss the old ENG voice of Zayne so much
Listen to him laughing 3 times wholeheartedly ... ; - ;
#the gentleness of his voice#the sincerely soft tone#he used to ease me so much; now i can only feel stressed with how different he sounds#i miss the one i used to love... ; - ;#wholeheartedly i miss him#mod posting#love and deepspace#lads zayne#love and deepspace zayne#get out of my yard if u tell me he sounds the same#it IS TOTALLY different!!#the current ENG zayne is either very stoic#or he has weird r sound when whispering; like very nasal when it comes to r#i feel like they are still very inconsistent with his voice#from what i can hear i feel like he has 4 different voices all through the game#and they are are still rotating with 2 different eng zayne voices on recent cards and events#i can't take it they are playing with my heart too much
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...Was I supposed to have gotten over this already? 👀
#not gonna happen folks 👁️👄👁️#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#ai tiktok#kh4f post#help#I'm glad I haven't been counting how many times I've watched this bc the number might just might be unreasonable#and every single time I act all 🫣🤗🫢😍🤩🫠 as if I've never seen it before#mans has a bitch out here giggling#feeling all flustered and shit#FEELINGS? IN THIS ECONOMY?? How dare u sir#he's just so?#💞👄💞#why i no can kiss#why i no can sit across from this view chin propped up in my hands just entranced and swooning#he's just so big and soft and dreamy and if i think about it too long life gets supremely difficult 🫠#so. doing fine out here. just fine 🥹👄🥹
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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔?
𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐑𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐢𝐨𝐧 . Devotion, that is the name of your love. Your love is an act of worship. Your love is like witnessing the birth of Venus, like seeing the sun come alive, or the stars fall. When you love, it is because you have found God in a lover. You have found the meaning of life itself in the heart of the one you adore. They are everything to you; they are your Maker, and you are their lamb, their flock, their first and holiest worshipper. When you fall in love, it is as a baptism. You are born anew, made a believer in the divinity of the one you love most. Being loved by you is an ascension; it is holy and golden. It is all-consuming, and all-faithful, loyal as the dog. You will never, ever bite back.
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#;ooc#ooc#;b.arghest#;headcanons#headcanons#OOOOOUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHH#i think their lover i s the lamb- COUGHS i mean no more#devotion.... it fits considering how highly she holds knighthood; it feels fitting#and love being such an important matter to her#im a big fan of her character development post lb where she's summonable as a s.ervant#no longer bound by a cruel destiny; fighting out of sheer force of will against a fate she chooses -she- does not want#big fan of characters that fight for their spirits and their fate#anyways i love that she loves love#a lot of time female characters tend to get shamed for aspiring love;; but she can be strong and also want love! and desire to get married#and dream to wear a wedding dress! ; she doesnt need to conform to this strict image of female character that can -only-#-be seen as strong by kicking asses or stuff#or shouting it; u just see it in her presence and her nobility (besides the fact she is also physically strong)but i like that theres more#and well not just female characters I mean for any character in general; they are allowed to like soft things; to want love
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i’m myself at home, me in public, & i runs it all
#stream#my psychiatrist says i may have adhd he also said ‘im not going to lie to u ur not an easy case bc there’s a lot of symptoms’#ALSKALSKLASKALSKLAKSALSLAJSLAKSLA#i was like ‘adhd ? i don’t have that’ & he asked like ‘nobody has every said that ?’ & i was like no ????? im just insane on the inside like#ALSJALSJALSJLAJSLA literally i went ‘i don’t think that ppl w ahdh online say they can’t tie their shoes & i don’t think it’s the disorder i#think they’re just refusing to tie their shoes’ then later on he asked me how do i feel about myself in one word & i went#‘like a sea urchin’ & he had no idea what that meant#like i thought it was quite obvious ????#nice to look at but u don’t want to step on 1 or that sucks also they’re sooo pretty but Need to Stay Way the Hell Over There’#he was reading the notes i sent to him bc i asked for my notes & i was like ‘ive comments’ ALSKALSKALKSALKSALSKLKSLKSLAKSL#he started laughing & it was bc of the way i phrased things & capitalized ? 😭😭😭 he told me that ALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA#it’s very fucking funny#like u just need to read it like german#he’s polish so i trust him w my life#POLES DO ANYTHING FOR YALL !!!!!!!#like even w that 1 facist 1 i still think abt him i forget his name is was smthg funny but its like yea u look it#like this psych has a normal name but he fits it#GOOD WAY#NOT A FASC#HES POLITE & FUN idk he’s soft spoken & i find that very calming#i sound like u know the sound they play when a cat fight happens in a cartoon that’s my voice#also unrelated but my accent has finally changed so much that the british assume i’ve been here since childhood …. growth like my parents#immigrated to britain …. the chameleon trait#i think it’s so funny bc like if u Are Like That then it’ll work for any language like if u speak spanish spanish & u go to mexico spanish#ur spanish accent will change to be more mexican i think language is crazy isn’t society cool#this doesn’t work for everyone like some people will retain their accents their entire lives like u know ‘bad accents’ i hate the term ‘bad#accent’ bc an accent can’t be bad it can just be strong or weak#like girl. most ppl have an accent. like some people omg if ur a professional translator u can get SOOOOO GOOD WHERE U LOSE THE ORIGINAL ITS#CRAZY#truly
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Some favs of mine 🫶🏼
feeling feelings. thank you for this attempt on my life, i’m calling in sick the rest of this week and it’s your fault <3
#💌 - mailbox.#nonniesnovio#HOW COULD YOU#SO MANY OF THESE ARE MY FAVOURITE VERNONS TOO 😭#let’s break this down because i? am having a breakdown over it.#aka how quickly can j embarrass herself all the way to 0 followers lmao<3#starting with racer fit vern was an actual act of violence. the vein on his shoulder and those eyes GOODNIGHT TO ME ?????#im a basic british girlie ok. if u put a pretty man in an overshirt and a backwards hat i WILL start screaming.#it’s a reflex action I don’t know why but my neighbours dogs are going feral because i am reaching impossible frequencies rn#THE JEEEEEEEEEANS#this vern was an instant wallpaper u don’t understand no one understands what this picture means to me#if ur new around here. i am a nonnie thigh enthusiast. and for that reason i will be passing away#dark hair follow tour vernon does things to me. kenzo vernon with a fuckin EARRING? he DOES THINGS to me. im not okay.#the last one specifically you don’t understand what happened to me the day that dropped okay#I speed ran every stage of grief and almost threw myself headfirst into the shallow end of a swimming pool#the soft hair / checked tie / DAD TRAINERS !!!!!!!!!! THE DAD!!!!!!! TRAINERS!!!!!!!!!!#anyway to sum up i have some normal feelings about vernon yeah. im all good 🩵#thank you for your invaluable contribution 🩵
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could not be mc because if i heard a voice speaking to me i’d just think it’s on me and my brain. like oh no i’m hallucinating voices again haha, makes sense since i’m in this stressful insane situation :)
and then at some other point when it does become unbearable and i realize it’s NOT me id just ask to move to purgatory hall. (would ask diavolo directly and give my reasoning as to why because lucifer is a dickhead and would say no simply because he can)
#there is a chance diavolo says no too but…. i am going to be annoying. u brought me here against my will i have a right to be annoying.#so i’ll just go 🥺🥺🥺🥺 at the angels until they INSIST upon having me ❤️#sorry id rather room with the angels and some old guy than demons that barge in your room and yell 24/7 like i can get that at home#baking with luke and simeon and learning magic from solomon sounds so fun and peaceful#ok fuck i forgot solomon’s cooking. id jusf tell him not to fuvkin add that weird ass mushroom he found outside no ifs ands or buts. i#will become the second house mom. (simeon is the first)#yk how fun and soft domestic life would be with them though…..#throuple simeon mc and solomon and their kid luke#i think of that sometimes#however if beel or mams gave 🥺 eyes i’d feel bad….like okay i’ll stay i’m sorry…..pls forgive me 👉👈#then mams says some stupid shit 2 seconds later and i’m fuckin leaving again#these tags are so long this is why i abbreviate shit LOL
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#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished#and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing#or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol#inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!!#which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont#wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol#but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball#and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose#its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh#or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die#im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it#ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier#but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic#environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species#like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene#transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling.#i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt#teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff#what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready#my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol#unrelated
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PRINCE!GOJO X KNIGHT!READER MY BELOVED i just thought about another thing and i need to get it out - i like to think out knights are connected ok. hear me out maybe my knight is just another version of yours - meaning if my knight had met satoru at a young age, they would've turned into your knight DOES THAT MAKE SENSE your knight is a bit more soft (still a warrior though!!!) while mine isn't as soft as they'd like to be and that's just because one grew up in a castle with the prince taking care of them and the other grew up having to fend for themselves they're all just sooooooooooooooo ahhhh i can't i keep thinking about your knight too like they all actually made a cozy little home in my head i love them so much
and i think your lovely "i think i was born to meet you." applies for my little prince and his little knight too:(((((((((((
- @softgirlgonehaywire
MICKEY I KNOW I SAY THIS EVERY DAY BUT WE RLLY ARE CONNECTED i was literally thinking abt this while answering that ask…. the differences between our knights…. AND UR SOSO RIGHT thats literally perfect. its canon to our lore now.
it makes sm sense too bc the reason why my knight!reader is so devoted to prince!gojo is bc he saved them!! and i think that also leads them to have a kind of hero complex where they want to return the favor, or save others the way he saved them… but to your knight satoru is just a silly little spoiled prince that theyve never met before, so why would they like him??
ok but now im just thinking abt our knights meeting each other…::: ur knight coming face to face w a version of them that isnt as hardened, that was saved and got to live a more peaceful life….. the envy and maybe contempt? or maybe just apathy. idk but i am THINKING
AND AND AND…….. ok but what if our princes met the other version of their knight 😵💫😵💫 HEAR ME OUT HEAR ME OUTTT
just…. ur prince!gojo meeting a knight!reader who is soso loyal and smitten w him (he would cry and explode i think)….. and my prince!gojo meeting a knight!reader who lost their smile (WHO HE FAILED TO SAVE oh i think that would just break him)…… my knight being so indulgent and ur satoru taking full advantage of it, ur knight getting hissy when my gojo acts overprotective…… HHHHH IM LOSING IT MICKEY CAN U FEEL IT……..
anyways in my head theyre one big found family who take care of each other <333 love & peace on planet earth etc etc. they were meant to meet each other one way or another!!!
#THE ARI/MICKEY KNIGHT&PRINCE MULTIVERSE GOES CRAZY#i also think its so funny how one side is just fluff bc sweet lil prince!gojo gets a knight who loves him back#while the other side is just gut-churning soul-shattering Angst LOL#but tbh i think ur prince would miss having a knight who will just beat the shit out of him#and my prince would literally throw up out of guilt if he learned abt the pain ur knight went thru LMAO (there are tears in my eyes.)#THE INTERACTIONS FLOODING MY BRAIN RN…. mickey u keep infecting me more and more pls stop i cant take it 💔💔#ok but im also soso curious to learn more abt ur little prince so i can dissect the differences between our gojos too…#my spontenous take was just that maybe my gojo is a lil more twisted..? cruel maybe? but i honestly dont know#i feel like theyre both soft and kind but also a little sick in the head#maybe ur gojo is a bit more spoiled or coddled……… less detached?? mickey im so interested in him u dont even know#i cant wait to learn more!!!#ask tag ✩
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i promise I’m a huge proponent of blocking and curating your experience etc and yet it also seems like I complain all the time sorry asdgjkhkl but this fandom has genuinely made me paranoid about following or reblogging anyone new lest I be blockt n cancelled yet again for the associating w the wrong ppl crimes I seem to have committed several months ago when I got into foblr. which is kinda a bummer
#sorry I genuinely feel like I whine all the time and I really do believe in blocking n curating lol#but like I’m a chill nice person I just want to see content of the thing I’m into and I’m getting gradually cut off from a huge chunk of pp#so its just making me feel like a crazy person man!!#Truly I have block me if you want in my bio and I stand by it lol but it feels like it’s never ending and idk man#i maintain my relative innocence here! I’m just here for a good time! how did I end up at the pariah table#sigh thanks chill freaks n weirdos for being chill. promise I’ll shut the hell up now don’t get hurt don’t u get hurt. lol#also sorry if I like reply to your posts n act like I’m your friend but you’re actually like uh stop#talking to me you’re not my friend go away. i just like genuinely want to have friends and I’m awkward as hell#god this is so stupid and long and I feel like a cringefail fool but what can you doooooo#I’ll make some gifs or something this weekend. i like making things I like being in fandom! but man. it’s been a bit of a struggle here#(foblr lol)#anni rambles#I’m not actually sarcastic and cool and disaffected enough to fully be like LOL WHATEVER IDC even though I partially have that spirit#I’m too earnest and soft for the real haters n freaks n too much of a freak for like. the clique I guess lol
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Soft mod amirite.
#this post is pertaining to my last one (where I said I was revisiting my fav fnf mods)#one of them is the soft mod and man. man does it remind me how much and how hard I kin soft gf (named grace)#I'm not excusing her actions but I can relate hard to her situation in a way#something about having someone you love “leave” you in a way. especially when you've been made to believe ur supposed to have ur happily-#-ever after with them (what grace's parents made her believe @ soft bf aka Benjamin)#it's a fleeting fantasy that can rlly fuck u up so hard bc I experienced that before too and just.#her song. her emotions. I can feel that A Lot#it's complicated (the song name) just shows how complicated both ben and grace's relationship is#again- I'm not excusing grace's actions and I don't blame ben either bc he can't control who he loves#(but neither can grace)#but I can at least emphasize with her. I pity her. her situation is just so. augh.#I wanna give her hug. that part of the mod where she starts losing it and breaking down always makes my chest and heart feel so heavy#I feel like crying too#anyway- I went on a tangent there oops#just love the mod lots like I said!#🌸 lin speaks!!#🧁 soft mod au
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