We got new downstairs neighbors with kids and I can not tell you how relieved I am that every scream thus far has been laughter or play but it still puts me into flight or fight and I hate it
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My brain has felt a lil foggy and heavy all morning... I have no idea why. I've taken all my meds, ate a good breakfast, drank water and apple juice, and took a shower. Brain is still melted.
I want to write. But I also got to worldbuild a bit more, because my old map isn't working, I didn't think about the government before my og project got put on hiatus, and I'm very confused over my old notes cause there's very little there. So I'm kinda stuck
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why does my life have to be on fire dog shit literally all the time
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Just when you think things can’t get worse…they do.
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I’m tired of being in pain and not knowing why 🥲
And I’m tired of taking shots of mustard to try and help with it.
Can I please just get a diagnosis 🥲
Anyways, I’ve got 1/5 tests tomorrow, so let’s hope they find at least something. Even if it’s involving my heart and not my muscles/joints.
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Literally why does the universe shit on me so much?? And always during the holidays??
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tempting fate is out, begging fate to be gentle officially in
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I really do be thinking too hard all the time
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I am. Running a temperature again
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i am gonna get sick over how much i’ve been crying/being upset no joke
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Life never gets easier, does it? It just gets harder and harder. Like levels in a game, you get a brief respite to adjust to the new difficulty before being thrust unknowingly and unwillingly into a new difficulty. And you have to overcome it—you have no other choice. It never stops. And then one day you die. And that’s it. Forever. Gone. Done. Poof. And no one will ever know how hard you tried or just how much you had to overcome, because in the end no one really cares. They really don’t. They’re busy being worried about their own obstacles and how to overcome them. In the end we’re all just trying to survive as long as we can and do the best we can at life.
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