#camt stop crying

[todo-morira]

Started thinking about my ex and now I feel physically ill

[xxcloudyskiezxx]

The next season of Sonic Prime needs to start with the show just letting sonic freaking cry man. I just want him to just stop for a moment and let the whole situation fall down onto him like a truck. (Even better if Shadow starts a fight with him only for Sonic to just be silent/not fight back at all to completely contrast every other interaction hes had in the series.) This series is so good and I camt wait to see what else it has in store.

[caffeinatedopossum]

You guys are never gonna guess what happened (it got worse)

Hopefully getting antidepressants today, wish me luck

[onmymasa22]

מה רציתי להגיד.

הייתי ממש רגישה נראה לי אתמול פשוט מזה שאמרת שזה משו שכולם עושים נכנסתי לסוג של שוק, ולהיות 100 אחוז כנה, שאר השיחה פשוט נסיתי להחזיק את עצמי לא לבכות. שזה קשור אלי.

אבל עכשי�� אקלתי את מה שאמרת, כן התחלתי עם זה, כן החומר מעניין אותי מ��מקום ש

הייתי במקום אומרת ופונה לכל הכיתה "כל כמה שנים, מישהי עושה קורי אכביש עם דבק חם"

הייתי אומרת

"מאיפה באת עם החומר הזה. כי קורה שסטודנתים בונים קורי אכביש מדבק אבל

, יש ימים שאנשים אומרים לי דברים ואני יכולה לקחת את זה מעוד בטוב. ביום הזה קצת הייתי בשוק מ

My dream

An art degree

A trauma informed yoga instructor

Emt

Work with old people with mental health issues

I want to work with old people being an emt

I want to

Start doing yoga. Do trauma informed yoga.

Start doing yoga

See if i like it

If i like it i can do it im the summer

Pronouns: likes/ pizza

I met someone that to talk to them is just a soft place to land. I just want to be a soft spot for him. His eyes are just magical.

Can i just say this without sounding weird. I like how we hugged long enough for me beathe out. Because to me thats a safeness feeling. The scrunch of my nose after because i cant do the eye contact from so close. I really can just look in his eyes for a while. I want a picture of his eyes. I want dreams about his eyes.

And if you call at 4am, too sad to even say hello, i will listen to your silence until you fall asleep

Waiting to be "ready" will crush dreams and rob the world of your creative power

Do it now. Do it wrong. Then do it again. Better.

And he found himself questioning if the reason she loved the rain so much was because she didn't want to cry alone

Hey, you could always be addicted to cocaine

Youre not hehind in life. Theres no timetable that we all must follow. Its made up. 7 billion ppl camt do everything in the same order. Whats early? Whats late? Compaired to who? Dont beat yourself up for where you are. Its YOUR schedule and everything is right on time.

When you finally learn that a persons behavior has more to do with their own internal struggle than it ever had to do with you, you learn grace

She wore flowers in her hair and carried magic secrets in her eyes. She spoke to noone. Sje spent hours on the riverbank. She smoked cigarettes and had midnight swims.

I was never addicted to one thing, i was addicted to filling a void within myself with things other than my own love

Womanhood is about wearing a big coat and saying fuck this

One day you will wake up refreshed, drink coffee and be able to read a book the same way you did

Thats how old souls are made. By how many sunsets theyve seen, hugs theyve given, hearts theyve healed, and people theyve loved. Juansen dizon

Patiently the night waits for the moon and loves whatever face she happems to show. Yeah, i love you kind of like that.

I hope you live louder. I hope you laugh more. I hope you sing at the top of your lungs. I hope you drive with the windows down and let the wind rustle through your hair. I hope you hug. I hope you kiss. I hope you surround yourself with people who make you feel alive.

30.11.24

U know what i want

I want a picture of my future husband

I want to know if my life worked out

If i found my movie like lovestory with someone better than my wildest dreams

I want to know if my funeral will have lots of people

Whether people who neber liked me will lie and say we were friends

I want to know if my parents will be proud of me

I want to know if ill travel to different countries, see black sand beaches and pink sand beaches

If ill let being self concious keep me from doing things

If ill make a difference in the world

If i mattered

If whether my grate grandchildren will be decent people

I want to know how i will die and at what stage.

If ill be happy with the way my life turned out

I want a picture of my life twenty years from now

How wrinkly my face will get

Really i wish someone could give a percentage of how much i did versus how much i let being self conscious stop me from things i should have been able to do. Not about stuff like climbing a mountain, but more like being a wacko or saying something to make someone laugh, to make someone feel included, to make someone feel good about themselves

I kind of want to talk about my relationship with gd. What trauma does do my relationship with gd and the ppl around me. That the biggest thing i can talk about

I also have a need for trees. For gan eden. To create a happy place for me and other people. To get a version of perfect, the perfect day, perfect weather, perfect look. Its a weird feeling- perfect. Im someone who can love sitting outside on a friday drinking coffee, but after ten minutes there im done. I can want to go to tge kotel or the beach and after like ten minutes ditting there, i want to leave cuz i dont know what to do with the feeling after the initial happiness settles.

My life is pulled between who i am in chicago and who i am here and being an adult but being a kid and being religious and being part of the whole world and being girly and being wild and the combination of a lot of things is me. Talking about torah but also talking about drugs. Im the product of loys of different cultures but i dont think i fit but with ppl who are also searching. My dad really connects to the 70s style and my mom connects to college in the 80s in new york and i was born in the late 70s.

I feel like like the pulling is from opposing stuff within me. Spiritual and material, life and death.

[chainedtothedarkness]

been crying the past hour or more and idk how to stop and i camt ask anyone for anything bc its just me and i dont matter

[lucckitty-333]

WHY CAMT I STOP CRYING EVERY TIME I THING "what if something happens to him?" LIKE DUDE CHILL LITERALLY NOTHING IS HAPPENING

[wrylu]

Is it obvious I drew this while crying and listening to Mitski?

OAAAAII SHIUDKJASDASDJKA???? OH MY FUCKING GOD

THID IS SO CUTE?? I CANNOT EXPRESS MY JOY

I CAMT STOP SMILINH.. PURPLE WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME???

AGH LOOK AT THEM

HIS NECKLACE??????

LOOK AT HIS LITTLE BLUSH

WHAT THE FOOK

[thesleepingb0dyb4g]

I camt stop crying in the bathroom at work like I just want this to go away. everything hurts. my ptsd is so bad and the stuff w justin on top of that and I already just feel like I don't,,, want to live,, like I don't know what to do I want to just not exist rn.

[theb00mbitches]

I STOPPED CRYING COS I PLAYED BAKC THEAUDIO AMD ISTFG I CAMT BREWTHE JELP

What if I just cry but turn my auto tune on yk

[deathbyfiction]

“gojos eyes were shining in the last scene with geto"

[thisisanerror]

i can’t express it outwardly because my body refuses to cry or show it so i had to at least draw it to process it. just overwhelmed.

[leeminho-s]

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[mrs-mikko-rantanen]

God. I really don't want to go to work.

[yarnshoes]

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[xiuyaas]

did you watch the other episodes? they will also make you cry :') i was a sobbing mess yesterday;~;

I just finished episode 2 and honestly I didn't think I could cry harder but SURPRISE. I don't know if I'm strong enough to watch the 3rd one (;_;)

[thomothysdoodles]

I have so many feels for the Steben Ooniverse finale, and ideas and requests.

Await some stuff..