#calum hood concept

[whorefordean]

misc masterlist (discontinued)

a/n: i no longer write for these people. there is no chance i will ever write for these people again, though i still have all the love for them!

dolan twins

grayson dolan

choose me | one | two

adopt me

just tell them

when we were eighteen

stargazing

wasted

plate swap

studying

stolen glances

online

rate

love lullabies

lipstick

ethan dolan

stay the night

road trip gone wrong

lover

5 seconds of summer

calum hood

tour

don't go

secret love song

luke hemmings

you know me too well

celebrities

tom holland

concerts

[kaleidoscopeminds]

bald cake moodboard for @hellosanshine

[she-fearless]

[kindahoping4forever]

I love arm

[edge-oftheworld]

if I designed a village for 5sos to live in

happy 30th ashton I drew you a little piece of paradise in the blue mountains

[littledrummerangie]

I cannot find the post where someone said that "you don't go to parties is basically about themselves because they are looking for themselves at the party and that old version of them no longer exists" or something along those line. (so if you can find me that post please send it my way so I can link it correctly, thanks. Thank you Rema @whentherosesbl00m for the link 🥰)

Cause listen; I was out walking, listening to the album and ydgtp came on and you know I love a good music video concept, so:

they are doing karaoke, and it's the song they choose

you can see Calum singing on stage, the party around him, but then it switches to him walking around the house, people around him either in slow motion or at normal speed as they are partying, but as you take another look you see that basically they are actual him and they guys in different party settings doing crazy stuff, almost like a living flashback

there are cuts to the others during the chorus, all singing on the little stage, their own flashbacks playing out

obviously there need to be a section with the 5am + couch line, which I think would be perfect with like Calum sitting on the couch, singing the last "now it's 5am..." part as he looks at an old (=younger) version of himself being on stage, absolutely lost in singing karaoke; bit melancholy and sad

and like the very last shut is him in the bathroom, the title of the song written on the mirror with a lipstick or those white markers Ashton likes using; he looks in the mirror at himself, kinda telling himself that "cause you don't go to parties anymore", before opening the door and going back outside, kinda like those "introvert hides in the bathroom for a moment to take a breath" moments

like it sounds a like a mess, but this was kinda the concept in my head???

alright, thanks for indulging me for a moment! bye.

[honeyedlashton]

Snow In Love

7.5k Lashton oneshot by @plushyluke on AO3

“Maybe we choose to be oblivious,” Luke’s voice dropped to a whisper.

“Oblivious?”

“We don’t see how vibrant stars really are. Until—and not to be too cheesy, but—until they burn out.”

“Luke Hemmings, I love that you only share your unique mind with people who are worthy. You think I’m worthy, right?”

“You’re the worthiest.”

A shift stirred in the nighttime silence, and Ashton embraced Luke’s waist. It was a side-hug, but it was soft and comfortable. They held each other as they kept reflective eyes at the endless sea of misunderstood diamonds.

[grxcisxhy-wp]

c.h. | you don't go to parties

back to my masterlist

pairing ; calum hood x reader

requested ; no

summary ; we've all heard the song i think you get it

warnings ! secret relationship, mention of alcohol and drug consumption, no happy ending

word count ; 937

a/n ; been awhile! sorry about that but i've had this concept in my head for a bit. i'm sure someone else has already done this, but i'm a sucker for angst so i figured i'd write some. enjoy!

Five years. That's a long time to being loving someone. A time where you give your all to that person. A time where you plan a future. A time where you share dreams and goals, even create some together. And all the time together only makes it hurt more when it's over.

Calum is a private guy, much more reserved than the other boys in the band. That's how he managed to keep your relationship under lock and key for so long. Cozy days in with him and Duke were the go to. The only time you two would be seen together was at parties when it was easy to blame the fact of Calum being with a girl on all the alcohol and/or drugs consumed that night.

It was easier when Calum was gone on tour or writing trips. Easier to forget all the pain the hiding brought you. You had wanted to tell the world, but Calum made it clear that wasn't his intention any time soon. He told you it was to protect you from all the negative attention that would inevitably come your way. You weren't sure you believed that anymore.

And so you brought it up one night.

"Cal," you whispered softly. So softly that if the two of you were doing anything but sitting on his couch in silence he wouldn't have heard it.

He responded with your name and when you stayed silent for a little too long he got worried, asking, "What's wrong, love?"

"I'm tired of quiet nights at home and parties," you admitted with a sigh. "I'm tired of no one knowing we're together."

"I told you, I'm trying to protect you," he reminded you. "Besides the people who matter know. Isn't that enough?"

"I don't know anymore." You pushed yourself away from him, turning to look into his eyes. "I just know I feel terrible hiding this. Us. So terrible that I can't sleep some nights."

"Why are you bringing this up now?" Calum asked. "I thought things were good. That you were happy with it being just us."

"I am happy," you reaffirmed. "I'm just... I could be happier."

"Can't we just talk about this later? Let's not ruin a good night."

"Sure."

But the pit in your stomach didn't go away as Calum pulled you into his chest again. And that was only the beginning of all the arguments. The beginning of the end.

"I'm tired, Calum," you shouted over the bed at him. The exhaustion was clear on your face. "Can we just go to bed and talk about this in the morning?"

"No. I want to talk now."

"That's a first," you mumbled.

"What was that?" Calum said, glaring at you accusingly.

"Nothing, just that you're the one usually putting this conversation off, and I'm the one continuously begging you to have it. What changed?"

"You! You changed!" Calum shouted. "You're giving up."

"Well, I've accepted the fact that I'm clearly not winning this argument," you admitted. "You don't want to be seen with me and that's fine. But you couldn't have expected I'd be quiet about it forever."

"Not forever," Calum said. "Just until I'm ready."

"And when will that be?"

The silence gave you your answer.

"I'm sick and tired, Calum," you repeated. "I can't deal with this. I won't be a secret anymore."

"What are you saying?" Calum asked, though he was sure he already knew.

"I'm saying I'm done," you said firmly, looking him straight in the eye. "I don't even want to stay one more night here. It makes me feel filthy being your secret. Like you could never want to be seen with me."

Calum says your name, enough love in the way he says it that it only hurts more than helps. "That's not true and you know it."

"No, I don't. Because it hasn't felt that way in a long time." You begin to collect your things, staying true to your word about leaving tonight. "I'll be back for the rest of my things later this week."

The way he says your name now is pleading. "Don't go. We can talk-"

"I'm tired of talking," you say, your tone truly exhausted. "Just let me go. Make this easy for once."

And he let you.

The next time Calum saw you was months later. Or at least he thought it was you.

He had been going to parties and getting all kinds of fucked up ever since you left. He had hoped you guys could talk when you got the rest of your things from his house, but you had sent a friend instead. One who had clearly been in the loop and did nothing but glare at him the whole time.

Since then he was drinking all day and all night at any houseparty he could find, drinking again the next day as some sort of hangover cure. It worked for awhile. Let him forget.

Until he thought he saw a glimpse of your face at a party he was hosting. He had been well past drunk and someone had given him some pill he couldn't remember the name of but he swore it had been you. Your hair, your eyes, your smile.

He stumbled off the couch after you, but you had been lost in the sea of people already. For the remainder of the party he went around trying to find you, asking people if they'd seen you, telling them all that had gone down between you including the good, the bad, and the ugly.

He never found you.

'Cause you don't go to parties anymore.

[cthomashoodstory]

Best Years but Not in the Same Way (30)

Calum Hood x Reader

Previous Part

I’m sorry it took me 3 years to continue this story. i hope someone still wants to read this story. enjoy!

Masterlist

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After all these Long Distances drama, finally he came home to LA. But you didn’t immediately meet him because you were busy at studio, helping Justin again with his song called Forever. You know Calum didn’t really like it but you did it anyway, because it was your work and you like to help friend.

It’s 10 p.m. and you texted Calum.

You said goodbye to the people on the studio, and also Justin. You just waved at him and left the building. Second time you met him still awkward, at least for you.

-

You checked your schedule at your laptop and today was the day you had a video meeting with Andrew Watt. He invited you to help him and his friends to write a song. He didn’t mention who his friends was but you guessed one of them is Ali Tamposi.

You waited for him to call you and you also eat your breakfast. Not long enough he finally called you. You answered his calls and his face was on your screen alongside with Ali, your guessed was right, Ryan Tedder and also you saw someone very familiar. It was Luke.

“Aye Palvin.” Andrew greeted you. You smiled and waved to the camera. “I asked her to help us writing because… i didn’t know anyone else.” He laughed and we also laughed.

You furrowed your eyebrows. “Luke hi!? Why are you here?” You asked him. “Is Luke going solo?” Then you asked the rest of them hoping they would answer.

“No I’m not. It’s 5sos’ project.” Luke gave you a smile and you returned it.

“Cool!” you said. “So, thank you so much for letting me be the part of this project.”

They’re all happy seeing you joining this meeting.

“So i have wrote the lyric and i want to share with you all.” Ryan began to play chords on his guitar and sang the lyric. After he finished, he continued to explain. “The concept is where you hurt someone and you’re kind of making them a promise that although i’ve hurt you and there’s like this dark cloud over us right now, I’m gonna give you the best years of my life.”

You nodded.

“Wow i think it’s a beautiful romantic promise and statement to make.” Luke nodded also.

After hours and hours passed by, we finished the verses, the pre chorus. And then Andrew started played the guitar to match the lyrics. “This is so beautiful. Guys thank you so much for helping. I’ll take it from here.” Meeting is over and it was 6 P.M. right now. You called Calum right away.

“Hello?” Said Calum from the other side. He sounded different.

“Hello Cal,” you greeted him happily even though he didn’t respond the same. “Where are you? I just finished meeting with Andrew.”

“Oh. I’m outside. I’m meeting my friends.” He answered as short as he could.

You sighed slowly. His attitude became like this since he knew you’ve been working with Justin for his upcoming album. Almost a month since early august. On one side you glad you fixed the friendship you had with Justin. Because deep down you just want to live in peace and had no more hate feeling to him. And also you felt a strong connection with Justin when you wrote songs together. Not in a romantic way. But the other side, it tore Calum apart. You knew the consequences of having Justin again in your life and you still took it anyway. And now look what you have done. Slowly you and Calum distance to each other.

“Oh, okay. How’s the Teeth promo doing?” You asked him again try to reduce your ego.

“Great, it was great.”

You tried to hold your tears. “Alright, have fun Cali.” You decided to end the conversation because you couldn’t handle his bitterness.

“Bye.”

You ended up crying on your bed without him knowing your hearts hurt so bad.

-

Today is September 1st and you got an email from Justin. It was an invitation to his wedding day with Hailey on September 30. You sighed as you saw this digital invitation shown so beautifully on your laptop screen. Suddenly you mind did a flashback to the sick old memory. But it dispersed when you got a video call from Michael.

“Hey hey miss B,” Michael greeted. “What you doing girl.”

You grinned confusely. “Hey dude, just sit on my couch doing nothing. What’s up Mike?” When you asked him, out from nowhere, Calum joined the video call.

“Hey Cal.” Mike waved his hand to Calum.

Calum frowned. “What’s with this meeting, dude?” He sounded almost pissed with Michael because he had been avoided any video call or meeting with you directly.

“Stop it both of you.” Michael snapped. “I knew you two had been avoiding each other for over a month. I love you two and i don’t want anything bad happened to you guys. Cal you better make it up or i will be so mad at you. Alright, I’m out. Bye.” He left the call and it leave you only with Calum.

You gulped. You could see his faced were so pissed. You were so ready if he said he wanted to break up.

“Cal…,” you paused. “What happened to us? We haven’t seen each other for a month.”

“I’m busy with the promo. We’ve been doing this for years, Saara. I’m busy with my band and you’re busy at the studio, that’s it.” He avoided any eye contact with you.

You wiped your tears. “Don’t you Saara me, Cal.” Your heart shattered when he called you by name. “I knew we’ve been doing this for years, but we communicated through calls, video calls, we talked.” “If you have something to talk to me please tell me now.”

His face turned into sad. “Fine. I still can’t accept the fact you still involved with Justin. After all this years he hurted you, i waited for you to heal your feelings from him, just for you to go back with him?”

“I’m not going to back to him. I’m with you now, Cal. Please. It was just an album work i swear to God. I’m returning favors to Poo Bear. I owe him so much until i am today, that’s why i accepted his request to be part of Justin’s album. That’s it.” You explained to him hardly because you were crying.

“I’m outside.”

You left the laptop and opened the door immediately. You saw him stood there with his phone on his left hand and a bucket of roses on his right hand. You hugged him immediately and cried on his chest. “Please don’t leave me.” You said it while sobbing.

“If i leave you i wouldn’t give you this flowers.” You pulled the hug and you took the flowers. “I love you so much that i don’t want to lose you again. and I’m sorry this situation went too far.”

You nodded and kisses him.

-

to be continued

Next Part

[goldensstateofgrace]

• Two year and 1.3k Followers Celebration

Celebration Masterlist | Ask Box

It has officially been two years since I posted my first ever fic on here and I wanted to celebrate that and the fact that i’ve hit 1.3k followers 

I am so so extremely grateful for every single one of you and I have no words to express how much your continued support means to me! <3 

So all that being said, I’m hosting an ask game and fic challenge for anyone who wants to participate!! 

The Fic Challenge and my Ask Box are open from Jan 30th to Feb 14th 

Rules 

You can use any one of the prompt lists listed below, or come up with your own concept

Make sure you tag me when you post your fic so i’ll see it and I can add it to the celebrations fic masterlist!! 

Use the #goldensstateofcelebration & #goldensstateofcelebrationfics in the tags of your fic pls 

If you write anything NSFW make sure it tag it as such 

You can write for Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Calum Hood, or Luke Hemmings with any trope you’d like 

Please try and make your fics more than 500 or less and 6,000 words 

You can also send me an ask with any one of the prompt lists and which dialogue prompt you’d like and I’ll try my best to write it

Prompt Lists

Responses for after a kiss

Jealous / Protective prompts 

Dialogue for lovers in denial 

Worried and relieved dialogue starters 

Emoji Ask Game 

🎧 - I’ll shuffle one of my playlists three times and rank the songs I get

🥰 - A random pic/meme I have in my camera roll

✨ - Send me three book tropes and I’ll rank them from my favorite to least favorite

🫶 - send me this and I’ll tell you honestly what I think abt you and your blog (for mutuals)

Tagging my mutuals

@thesadstoryofme @watchyourbluesturngolden @allegras-sunflower @alittletaste @swiftmendeshoran @gurugirl @harrysblackcoat @stylesmygucci @stylessupremacy @lukesaprince @fkinavocado @hazelhearts @theshyspy @harrysfolklore @daydreaming-laur @stucktoyou

[5sounds]

OUR CONCEPT

Ladies and Gents, this is the time you've been waiting for. Fellow 5SOS Fam, we will do concept reveal for your future safe space and home to stay and gather in @of5SOUNDS

5 Seconds of Summer, often shortened to 5SOS, are an Australian pop rock band formed in late 2011. The group consists of lead vocalist and rhythm guitarist Luke Hemmings, lead guitarist Michael Clifford, bassist Calum Hood, and drummer Ashton Irwin.

As how it proven that many of 5SOS songs are actually happening in our daily life and totally relatable with many people in every aspects in their life, we conclude that 5SOS songs are organic and self-made.

Many genres have been tried by the band from songs that will boost your energy like "She Looks So Perfect" "Try Hard" "Blender" but not only hype songs, if you're feeling down "Lie to Me" "Ghost of You" and "Amnesia" are ready to accompany your night.

If you're looking for songs you wanna share to your bestfriend, you can play on "Wherever you are" and when talking about life we have "Jet Black Heart" these songs mentioned just prove how talented 5SOS are.

Life is anything but flat, so fam be prepared for a rollercoaster ride with see-saw sensation you'll find once joining our agency? 5SOS songs are depiction of what's waiting for you ahead. Are you ready for it?

[she-fearless]

THE 5SOS SHOW

[takemealivelh]

hi bestieeee i hope your day is going great!! ilysm <3 i’m not having the best day, but could i get a long term-boyfriend Calum AU and just a romantic little outing that ends in him taking y/n to the studio where the rest of the band is to play the song Cal wrote for them!!

you’ll have to excuse me, i’m crying happy tears because my candidate won the presidential election here! but now i’m here to talk about this calum au! i’m obsessed!

calum puts on his green shirt before taking you out. he tells you it’s a surprise trip but you already figured it was a trekking experience bc homeboy does not know how to keep a secret. the hike is beautiful and you guys sit someplace quiet with trees surrounding you. he’s like, i don’t want this to end, but i need to go to the studio, dove. he calls you dove. he also takes your hand to help you up and then gently cups your face before kissing your brow bone. the drive back is full of laughter and silly anecdotes. one that will definitely be up there with the rest is when calum tripped on a tree earlier. you both arrive at the studio and the guys are sitting in the recording room. you sit in a corner in the control room, separated from the other by a glass window. calum points to you and the others wave at you. they like you and you’ve known them for so much time now they’re like your brothers. calum picks up a guitar and starts strumming a few chords before joining in with his beautiful voice. you sit back and admire your man doing what he loves. he looks so happy, so confident. he’s definitely grown into a more comfortable version of himself. it shows. did you like that? he asks when everyone leaves and it’s just the two of you in the control room. i did, you smile. i like everything you do. thank you, dove. i love you. i love you too.

[edge-oftheworld]

i love you cocaine coloured wedding dress i know you're not for everyone. but a line that is so descriptive, so cheeky, so rich with double meaning of how you can get addicted to the chemical rush of being with someone that just fits the song and its melancholy vibes? perfection

[whorefordean]

can u write a blurb about cal and the guys going on tour and cal missing y/n like crazy and vice versa

it would break your heart every time cal had to leave for tour. you would get so used to him being home that you actually forget how to function when he’s not around. you’ll take care of duke but neglect yourself. and cal will one hundred percent call you out on it when you facetime him.

“baby, have you been getting enough sleep?” cal will ask you at least twice every day. you just shrug and try to send him a reassuring smile but fail when tears start welling up in your eyes. cal sighs as his heart aches seeing you like this. you guys had been dating for years so this shouldn’t hurt this much anymore but it always does.

“just a few more weeks. then i’ll be right there beside you” cal tries to calm you down. you nod and wipe your eyes. calum’s chocolate eyes are watching you cautiously, trying to make sure you’re okay.

“cal, we’re on in five,” you can hear mike call out behind cal. cal sighs and yells a “just a minute” back.

“i’m really sorry,” cal tells you.

“it’s okay, cal. i’ll be okay. just a few more weeks,” you mumble out to him. you smile at him.

“i love you, doll,” cal tells you while standing up.

“i love you, angel,” you answer. with that, you end the facetime. you roll over in bed, trying to fall asleep and eventually do.

cal, however, was on stage performing for thousands of people wishing he could be beside you. his heart ached throughout the entire show, and he’d never admit it, but he was glad it was over. he rushed off stage at the end of their performance and back to the small dressing room they had at the venue. cal plopped onto the couch in the corner of the room. a few minutes later, the other boys came bouncing into the room.

their room fell silent as they notice cal sitting on the couch with his head buried in his hands. they could see him shaking softly.

luke sat beside cal and rubbed his back comfortingly.

“i just wanna see her,” cal whimpered. luke looked up at the other boys with a sorrowful expression.

“we don’t have a show for a few days,” luke hinted. cal stopped shaking and lifted his head up to look at luke.

“they’re never gonna let me leave,” cal said sadly.

“your flights in two hours,” ash answered. cal looked between his three best friends. they all nodded with small smiles.

so cut to a few hours later. cal is shakily unlocking the door of your shared home. he walks quietly down the hall to the master bedroom. he slips into the bed beside you.

“doll,” cal calls out softly while caressing your tear stained cheek. you stir slightly and lean into his touch.

“i’m here,” cal spoke again. your eyes flutter open to meet his. you don’t say anything as you cling onto him. it had been four months since you had last seen him. you were scared you were dreaming, so you refused to let go of him.

cal wrapped his arms around you. he could hear the soft sobs you were trying so hard to keep in.

“come with me. on tour. i’m tired of doing this,” cal begged you. he tried to get you to come on tour with him and the boys many times, but you always refused. you couldn’t just up and leave. could you?

however, this time you just nodded with no hesitation.

[anusha-swritings]

Story of my Life: “Still Into You”

Summary: Cute moment with Calum and OC Juliet; involves their song.

Warnings: Adorableness; Fluff

IB: Paramore song: Still Into You 

POV: First

Series Masterlist

Main Masterlist

“ROADTRIP!” Luke yelled running out the front door. “SHOTGUN!” I called back running past him and hopping in the front seat. “Ugh no fair! I wanted a cake moment.” Luke complained climbing in the back seat, sandwiching Michael between him and Ashton. Calum climbs in the driver seat plugging in the aux and picking a playlist. About 30 minutes into the trip we were cruising down the highway, when a familiar guitar intro started.

“Can’t count the years on one hand we’ve been together.” Hayley Williams' voice blasts through the speakers of Calum’s car. As our eyes lit us, I could just imagine the eye rolls we were getting from the 3 boys in the back seat. 

“But when our fingers interlock, can’t deny, can’t deny you’re worth it.” I feel Calum’s fingers start to intertwine with mine. I rest my head on his shoulder and quietly sing along. 

“I should be over all the butterflies, but I’m into you.”

LET’EM WONDER HOW WE GOT THIS FAR CAUSE I REALLY DON’T NEED TO WONDER AT ALL CAUSE AFTER ALL THIS TIME I’M STILL INTO YOU

Details about background for the OC Juliet