#c's life updates

[spiderscribe]

ok i'm almost definitely signing up for this year's big bang but before i do, i want to settle on the fic that i'll be writing...which means i need to actually sit down and choose one of the five ideas i've been tossing around in my head since the bang was announced

[zhukzucraft]

=> Mumbo: Make your choice

Mumbo: Oh what the hell! If they choose their green life over me, then-

Mumbo: then we're square!

Mumbo: It's fine!

Mumbo: Right?..

Mumbo: ...

Mumbo: Oh boy

Mumbo: Here goes nothing!!

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Start Over -- Go Back

[randomreasonstolive]

Hello dears, here's an update on C's condition for those who were concerned,

Because we live in America, our health care system is absolutely awful.

C's insurance spent almost 2 months refusing to pay for the treatments for his stage 4 cancer. The doctors and nurses pushed for it over and over and they denied it 4 separate times.

(It wasn't until I @'d them on Twitter that they finally agreed, though the timing may just be coincidence lol)

In that almost 2 months, the cancer continued to spread and reached his brain.

He ended up going to the hospital and having to spent 3 days there before he was allowed to come back home. He wasn't even able to keep down water.

He is having to undergo radiation treatments to his brain every day at the hospital. His hair all just fell out, which was horrifying to watch and I can't imagine how he felt going through it.

His doctors any many others have agreed that it most likely his insurance's fault and that the nearly two months allowed the cancer to grow that far. I don't actually know if we can do anything about it, but I wish their inactions could have consequences.

C is still doing his best to keep up with this blog and keep the queue nice and full for all of you. He doesn't want to disappoint anyone.

Personally, I am trying to hold myself together to be there for him. I'm doing... fine?

We love you all so, so much. Thank you for your kindness and your thoughts, prayers, etc.

~ N

(Also, we aren't kinda in need of currency atm, ngl rides to/from the hospital are getting a bit expensive. He can't take the bus and we don't drive, or have family in the area, so Lyft is our only way of getting there. If you would like to help us out, our paypal is teamcibby@gmail.com )

[justcallme-ange]

Hello Hello! Long time no see, hope everyone’s been doing well!

Sorry for the unintentional hiatus - I moved to a new place beginning of the month and have been unpacking, setting up, and settling in.

<.<; Turns out doing so does take up a lot of time and energy, and art and AUs have been on the back burner (where they kind of stalled into a small art block OTL.) I still have ideas and plans for the future but have been working on getting back into the art groove. I have a bunch of almost finished stuff, that I just need a little kick to finally complete.

^^ I’m very happy to see that new AUs and fics have popped up recently as well as a few of my fav fics being updated - so stay tuned for some fanart of those coming in the future.

So yeah small life update - I promise I didn’t fall out of the fandom, just working around adulting and being in a new place. (QAQ I finally have free time)

[cocksley-and-catapult]

and what if catapult was a real baby

[somerabbitholes]

a life update: i quit my full time job last week to take some time off for myself and hopefully find my bearings after a few grueling months of phd applications and of course, workload

i'm currently readjusting to a structure outside of the office (i've been working for two years now), which is difficult, buddies, but it's happening bit by bit. my days for now are filled with reading, cleaning the house, attempting to write, and planning what the next few months look like

happy to talk about any and all of this — do shoot me a message/you know where the ask box is <3

[crispycreambacon]

Hi y'all. I hope you all are well :)

Happy new year first of all. If you're still here with us, thank you. Thank you for getting through 2024, and thank you for being here. I hope 2025 will be kind to you 🫂

Second of all, I'm not sure if anyone is still here, but if there is someone: I'm sorry for disappearing so suddenly. Life really got in the way due to college, and I can't guarantee this next semester of college won't be very busy for me either. I've been trying to work on my personal life, and part of that was avoiding social media. I'd like to come back, but I'll be reducing the amount of time I spend on here.

If you'd like to know more about what else has happened to me, read on. If not, I wish you well, and I hope you'll still welcome me with open arms.

CW // TRANSPHOBIA, MENTAL HEALTH

If I can be vulnerable for a minute: things have gotten really bad for me last December. I came out to my mom, and it went so badly that I ran away for a little bit. I came back for personal reasons, but now I live with parents who refuse to acknowledge my identity and continue to refer to me with my deadname and AGAB. Moreover, I got triggered really badly at some point during the holidays, and it has led to me realizing I can't keep living like this. I need help.

Thankfully, my college provides mental health services, and from what I heard from other students, they're pretty good. They also provide tests which I definitely need. I can't keep living the undiagnosed lifestyle, y'all, I need to know what's going on with my brain shsldhskshs... I have some clues though. Nothing definitive yet, but I am pretty confident in my suspicions, and whether I'm right or wrong, I just want to figure out what's going on and manage it, start to heal and move on from the trauma I've endured both as a child and now.

I hope this update will suffice. I'm eternally grateful for my friends. They have kept me from absolutely losing it, and they have stuck with me at my worst moments. I love them so dearly, and if they are reading this: thank you :)💞

And to everyone else, thank you for taking the time to read. I'd love to know how y'all have been, so please let me know. I love you all. Please stay safe, and may life bring you the happiness you deserve 🫂

[tmos-time]

okay here he is; the most dangerous eridan is the kind who secretly knows hes got a cute look going on

[ashadeintheshade]

Erik Carriere, you are not dead.  You’ve been alive all this time.

City of Angels, Chapter 28.

Here at last.

[lightineventide]

I just wrote my first 9 lines with relatively consistent rhyming!

[spiderscribe]

feels like fate that i'm sitting here editing the first draft of the first scene of my first deadceptor fic just as there's really great dead end content on my dash ^^

[lornasaurusrex]

I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess

This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.

I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕

Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.

The video is still on YT.

[pastelaspirations]

So, u h.

H O W. HOW, I ASK. ALL I DO IS POST ART ONCE IN A BLUE MOON AND MAKE REALLY CURSED REBLOGS. LIKE, I'M SO VERY GLAD YOU'RE HERE, BUT I CAN'T UNDERSTAND HOW OR WHY YOU'RE HERE-

I also like. Make really angsty, ungodly long fanfics that I do absolutely nothing to promote on this dumpster fire of a blog, but that's besides the point- ANYWAY. HAVE SOME REALLY SKETCHY DOODLES THAT I DID TO THANK YA MAD LADS ;_;

Thank ya, thank ya, you absolute mad lads. I will uh... continue to do what I do. Thank you for joining the ride, even though it's less of a ride and more that I found an abandoned theme park ride and decided to ride it as a prolonged death wish and you inexplicably strapped yourself in next to me with the moldy seatbelt-

[farminglesbian]

quick swim in traunsee between 7 and 8... then big cloud in front of the sun

only peeked through again on the train home

[araedi]

Part of a lil' Christmas thing I threw together for the crew; @benevolentgodloki and @forevermuses my chaos besties who got this slapped on mugs and mailed to 'em

[rosaacicularis]

to cradle love in open palms is now over 10k hits and 1k kudos and i just want to say thank you all so much ☹️☹️

little life update under the cut btw, just ‘cause i feel like it 😘

i know i haven’t been super active lately, if i can be completely honest i’ve been in a writing slump where nothing i write feels good enough. and it’s made it nearly impossible to sit down and do it.

and not to lean into the ao3 author curse, but my life has been really hectic lately. i recently moved and i got promoted to full time at my job which means i have even less time on my hands.

beyond that i’ve been getting more into dnd/dimension 20, i still watch a lot of the hermits but i’m a lot more passive in terms of the hermitcraft community.

i’m still chugging along with writing the merlin au, the five + one fic, and a few others but it’s extremely slow going. like a sentence or two every few weeks.

i figured i’d give you guys an update, just to let you know where i’m at and such. and to thank you, for every day that i wake up and have an email saying that someone has left a kudos on one of my fics. it means a lot to me, more than i could put into words.