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05 28 (ft NiiHWA) | 점점 어른이 되나봐

Artist: Agust D

Album: D-2

Release Date: May 22 2020

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Korean Title: I Must Be Growing Up

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@am-flying-solo

The Valentine’s Day party felt oddly comforting to August. For once, everyone was as drunk or high as he was - and there was comfort in not standing out. Admittedly, he received less attention and therefore affection from the people around him; he missed the looks people gave him, mostly because they were too focused on their own internal drama when drunk to think of August. That was a shame; he looked beautiful tonight, hair light and eyes dark, and his clothes were all nicely fitted and expensive. August thought more people should appreciate that, and he started scanning the crowd for the one person he loved to wheedle compliments from - and spotted him conversing with some fifth years. As August approached, he saw an exchange of something - maybe coins? - before the fifth years walked away looking pleased with themselves. “Making everyone happy but the one who matters,” August drawled as he walked up to Solo. “I’m offended. Stop doing whatever you’re doing that’s probably illegal and pay attention to me,” he said, before adding a, “please.” He fitted Solo with a slow smile. “Wanna get a drink? With me?”

[riwis013]

De pana y todo voy es pendiente de un café Artesanal bien lejos de aqui c:Solo me falta la compañera de mi soledad, una tabla, unos puntos, un vino y los pasaportes c: oyelo que no ere solda *Inserte pista de trap aqui*

[andy-zone]

C:solo ven*corta la comunicación *y eso no es lo que busco shyra,necesito su ayuda para reconstruir city world

C:SHYRA!!!!!MUJER!SEÑORA!

Q tambien le conocen como:….. La Dama

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VII. I'LL MOURN YOU WHEN YOU GO

Changjo was in a workshop when he had fainted.

When he woke up, he was in a hospital. Again.

Fuck.

This was his stupid routine. He couldn't keep living like this.

Something needed to change.

So when his dad gets a business job in California, in the States... What is there to do?

"Your tumor in your left atrium has grown inevitably larger, and it seems that your body cannot go through anymore physical activity," his doctor says, his voice monotonous.

"But what about my career? What about my training? I'm a dancer, for God's sake!"

"I'm sorry."

                                                          --

"Son, I'm leaving Korea. I've gotten a job in America." his dad tells him a day after his discharge.

"But..."

"I'm sorry."

                                                          --

Every time he looks at his roommate, all he can feel is guilt.

Every time he looks at any of his friends for that matter, all he can feel is bile rising -- feeling sick of all the lies he's told.

He wants to scream that he has a tumor, but that isn't very appropriate - now is it?

                                                          --

"Are you okay?" Luhan asks, one night, after catching him puking his stomach in the bathroom.

"No."

                                                          --

He visits his mom and dad's house, to walk in on a shit storm. The living room is trashed, the kitchen has broken plates in it, his parents' bedroom is half empty - all of his mother's things are gone. The only thing untouched is his old room.

But in his old room is sitting both of his parents. His mother is crying, tear streaked cheeks and teary eyes. His dad has his head in his hands.

"Mom? Dad?" He whispers, looking at them. His mother has a suitcase near her feet. She takes one look at Changjo and throws herself at him. He stumbles a bit from the impact, but he holds his shaking and crying mother.

"Son... the flight is tonight."

The words are dizzying as his father says more but he can't hear it because his blood is pumping too loudly in his ears to concentrate on that.

What?

The ground beneath his feet feels like it's shaking.

"No, you said it was Monday night."

"It is Monday night."

"No... it's not."

Eyebrows furrow as his dad points to his iphone's lockscreen. 3:29 PM, 7/7/2014; Monday.

It was fucking Monday.

"How many tickets did you buy?"

His mother howls into his shirt some more, clinging on to him.

"Three."

Changjo lets out a huff of air, "How were you so sure that I'd agree to going?"

"I wasn't."

Changjo freezes in place.

"It's your choice, son," his dad says, taking his wife - Changjo's crying mother - into his arms, again.

It's his choice.

Tears fill his eyes as for once in his life...

He gets a choice.

                                                          --

And when he leaves to go to his apartment.

He grabs a suitcase.

Packs up all of his belongings.

All of his things.

He takes his clothes from the closet.

He takes his pictures and photographs off the wall.

He picks up his laptop carefully putting it in his laptop case.

He grabs his chargers, putting it in his backpack.

He can't help but sit on the ground and cry.

He stays on the floor for a good hour before calling a taxi to Sphere Entertainment.

                                                          --

He explains his situation.

His teachers sigh and wave him off. They say they're all sad that it had to happen.

But he knows that he couldn't exactly prepare for this.

                                                          --

He's standing outside Sphere when he checks the time.

5:58 PM.

The plane left at 7:45 PM.

                                                          --

He goes to one last place.

The dance studio.

He says his goodbyes to his friends.

Before turning and calling another cab.

To the airport.

                                                          --

His bags feel like coal. They're heavy and he feels more and more weighed down with every step.

When he sees his mother and father standing there, he feels... strangely okay.

Because maybe life in America will be different.

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01 Moonlight | 저 달

Artist: Agust D

Album: D-2

Release Date: May 22 2020

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Korean Title: This Moon

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난 | Me by S.COUPS of SEVENTEEN

Artist: S.COUPS

Album: [Single]

Release Date: December 30 2023

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08 Tony Montana (Feat. Yankie)

Artist: Agust D

Album: Agust D

Release Date: August 15 2016

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03 moonchild

Artist: RM

Album: mono.

Release Date: October 23 2018

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08 Honsool | 혼술

Artist: Agust D

Album: D-2

Release Date: May 22 2020

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07 People | 사람

Artist: Agust D

Album: D-2

Release Date: May 22 2020

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Knees | 무릎 by WONWOO of SEVENTEEN

Artist: Wonwoo

[Cover] Original song by: IU

Release Date: August 18 2022

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마침 봄, 널 봄 | Caught in Bloom, Caught on You by THE 8 of SEVENTEEN

Artist: THE 8

Album: [Single]

Release Date: November 6 2024

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僕が死のうと思ったのは | What I Thought I'd Die For by JUN of SEVENTEEN

Artist: Jun

[Cover] Original song by: amazarashi

Release Date: March 4 2023

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ヤキモチ | YAKIMOCHI by JUN of SEVENTEEN

Artist: Jun

[Cover] Original song by: Yu Takahashi

Release Date: June 26 2021

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Dream by JUN of SEVENTEEN

Artist: Jun

[Cover] Original song by: Paul Kim

Release Date: December 26 2020

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