#c: memory-yixing

[thelittleeri]

180625 Beijing Airport arrival from Wuxi

(c)  Memory-YiXing x do not edit

[byunsboyz]

Jamais Vu - Part Three

Baekhyun x Female Reader

Warnings: none?

Genre: Fluff

W/C: 2472

Part One Part Two

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You sit on hold impatiently waiting to be connected to the inter-company help desk. 

One minute you’re uploading an important journal to your client’s software, the next minute you get the blue screen of death.

“Shit shit shit” you mutter as you try to get your laptop to turn back on. You hear Kyungsoo sigh from across the room. 

“You saved before you uploaded right?”.

He looks up from his screen when you don’t reply, a glint of concern behind his glasses. 

“Right?”

You screw your eyes shut tightly and continue to ramble, “shit Shit SHIT”.

“Oh no,” Kyungsoo breathes. 

The irritating hold music finally cuts and a familiar voice sighs down the other end.

“...again?”

“I keep you busy don’t I?” you wince, as the low voice grumbles something indistinguishable.

“What did you do this time?” 

“I don’t even know Yixing, I was trying to upload this client journal and then the whole thing just broke!”

Zhang Yixing, a member of your company’s IT support department and a colleague you knew very well much to his dismay.

You were unfortunately infamous for breaking something IT-related every other week.

“How big was the file?” he starts, the sound of his keyboard tapping faintly through the line.

“I don’t know, like 3000 lines last time I checked”. 

In the corner of your eye, Kyungsoo stands up and raises his coffee mug while gesturing to yours. 

You nod gratefully and he picks up your mug on his way out. 

“Hmm, it might be a server crash. I heard they’ve had WiFi issues on and off this week”. 

“So it wasn’t my fault?” you ask, suddenly perking up.  

“For once,” Yixing deadpans, “Did you save the last version before upload?”

“....no.” you sigh, “I was in such a rush to get it done I forgot. Ugh-I’m such an idiot!” You slump down in your chair feeling depressed.

“It’s fine, It’s fine” the IT tech soothes, his voice always somewhat reassuring. 

“I’ve had your cloud drive set to take a backup every hour since that time you accidentally deleted your hard drive.”

“Yixing I owe you my life!” 

He just chuckles down the line.

“Try restarting your laptop, I’ll hop on remotely and restore what I can”. You nod gratefully, even if he can’t see you. 

It’s late in the evening when you finally leave the office. 

Yixing restores what he can but you still have some gaps to fill, so between that and the continued server crashes you finally give up and leave two hours past quitting time.

“You didn’t have to stay Yixing, but I still really appreciate it” you thank him gratefully. 

“It was mostly for the safety of our IT systems”, he yawns, scratching the back of his head as you walk side by side out of the building together.

“I didn’t have any issues until I worked here,” you huff as you swipe your ID card and exit the building. “My computer at home works just fine!”.

“Yeah yeah yeah” mocks Yixing with a dimpled smirk. You wave goodbye in defeat and walk towards the subway station. 

Much to your surprise, you see Baekhyun when you step onto the train.

Sitting towards the middle of the carriage, his tie loosened and hair dishevelled as he sits forward scrolling through his phone. 

He sighs about three times as you make your way towards him, plopping down in the seat next to him.

“Rough day?” you ask, nudging his shoulder gently with your own. 

He looks up disinterestedly at first, but then his usual warmth returns to his eyes and he smiles softly, dark circles present under his eyes. 

“That obvious huh? And you?”

You sigh “Computer issues and stressing out the IT department”.

 Baekyhun snorts, “Computers were never your strong point.”

You scoff, sitting up in your seat to cross your arms over your chest, “What does that mean!”.

“Um, what about those times you pressed the wrong button at the radio station!?”.

Memories of Baekhyun talking in a chipmunk voice flashes through your head, or the time he thought he was talking live on the radio for twenty minutes before you realised you hadn’t paused the commercial recordings, you snort.

“Can’t say I recall…” He looks up at you with accusing eyes, “Uhhh have you eaten yet?” you ask, looking to change the subject as your own stomach aches with hunger. 

He shakes his head in response. 

“I know a great burger place?” you offer, “and they serve alcohol”. 

He hums in satisfaction. “You had me at burgers”.  

“Great let’s get off at the next stop”.

It’s been a few weeks since Baekhyun came back into your life and things are slowly becoming more comfortable.

Things really eased one morning when you discovered Baekhyun had been walking to the wrong subway station. 

“Do you get a ride to work?” you’d asked nonchalantly as you both walked out of the building one morning.

“Huh-no the subway,” he shrugged, starting to turn off in the opposite direction.

“Wait!” you’d called out. “I thought you said you worked in the same part of the city as me?”

He turned to face you, his head tilted to the side, lines forming between his brows as he looked back at you. “What, yeah. Why?”.

“You’re walking to the station after ours…” you realise he’s making the same mistake you made when you first moved to the city.

Without thinking you step forward and link your arm in his, steering him in the right direction. 

“Come on Mr Byun”.

Turn out he thought you were the one getting a ride to work

You started walking to the subway together every morning after that day. Baekhyun cut ten minutes off his journey time thanks to you, but you never usually saw him on the ride home. 

Baekhyun’s office was situated farther in the city than yours so you’d get off a couple of stops before him. 

“Come on, let’s go eat, “ you yawn, standing up from your seat as the carriage halts at your stop. 

You walk to the restaurant together quietly, the street lights flickering on above you as the night seeps into the evening. 

“Table for two?” a cute waitress chirps when you enter the restaurant.

“Please” You both follow her over to an empty table. 

You take your seats and she pulls out her order pad, “Can I start you off with anything to drink?”.

“Can I get two beers please?” Baekhyun asks politely, the waitress failing to hide the way her eyes almost bulge out of her head when she looks at Baekhyun properly. 

“I’ll be right back to take your order” she sing-songs as she steps away.

“Rude, she didn’t even ask what you wanted to drink” he grins, looking up cheekily from the menu. 

You scoff and swat him with yours. 

“Menus are for reading not hitting” he whines, jutting out his bottom lip to feign upset. 

“I already know what I'm getting, this is one of my favourite places!” you declare, looking around at the bright American diner themed decor. 

Admiring the cute neon milkshake sign and wondering if you could buy one for your apartment. 

“Should I get Onion Rings or Bacon Cheese Fries” Baekhyun ponders out loud.

 As if your body heard him, your stomach growls audibly. “He says both” you laugh, pointing to your stomach. 

The waitress takes your order and after what seems like an eternity your food finally arrives. 

You stare down at the beauty in front of you. The golden crisp of the grilled cheese bread, the way the cheddar and monterrey jack oozes teasingly out of the sides. The smell of the freshly made fries as the salt grains twinkle under the lights of the restaurant.

“I think I'm in love...” you gasp, gazing down at the piece of art on your plate.

Your mouth salivates as you bring the first half of the sandwich towards your mouth and take your first bite.

Tears spring to your eyes as you groan in happiness.

“Shall I give you and the sandwich a moment” Baekhyun teases, snapping you out of your trance.

“Don’t ruin my happy place” you sigh contentedly, as you swallow the first delicious bite. You steal one of his onion rings and shove it into your mouth whole. 

He shakes his head at you as he lifts his burger to his mouth. 

“Might want to take the cucumbers out, it’ll ruin your experience”, you say absentmindedly as you take a long swig from your beer, gesturing towards the burger.

He puts the burger down and lifts up the bun, his eyes widening in surprise, “You remembered that?”.

The realisation hits you and you feel your face heating up, “Uh-yeah, well...of course” you stumble over your words, unsure of what to say. 

Baekhyun doesn’t take notice, removing the cucumbers from his burger with disgust and taking a huge bite.

“Wow, you weren’t wrong” he groans, his mouth still full. 

You raise your hand to the waitress to order two more beers as you both sit in comfortable silence enjoying your meals.

“Wow, you weren’t wrong about this place” Baekhyun swoons, patting his stomach in satisfaction when you both finish eating.

“Stick a fork in me, I’m done”. You sigh, causing Baekhyun to chuckle. 

“Thanks for inviting me” he starts, playing with the label on the beer bottle. “This has really cheered me up.”

“No problem” you smile back at him. 

He hums thoughtfully “I’m really grateful you know, to be able to sit together like this after all this time.” 

You drain the dregs of your beer and nod, you know from experience that he gets sentimental after a couple drinks. 

“Me too, shall we pay up?”

You call out to the waitress and bring the bill, despite arguing back and forth Baekhyun is adamant he’s paying and thrusts his card at the poor waitress, who is just standing there waiting for you to finish bickering.

“You guys are so cute” she giggles as she processes the transaction on the card machine. 

You start to shake your head to deny whatever she’s insinuating but Baekhyun throws his arm around your shoulder and drags you out of the restaurant. 

“Should we get a cab, it's pretty late?” He looks down at his watch as you walk down the street towards the subway station. It’s a little after 9 pm.

The night sky black with few stars twinkling sparsely against the city fog that seems to shield them from sight. Baekhyun still has his arm around your shoulder and you feel more and more self-conscious about his touch. 

You unwrap yourself out of his hold and stuff your hands in your coat pocket. “You’re always so clingy when you’re tipsy”.

“I didn’t want you to feel cold” Baekhyun replies absentmindedly, you bite your lip instantly feeling guilty.

He really is clueless. 

He stops suddenly and looks behind him, waving a cab over just before it passes you by. 

“Come on, jump in”. 

You both hop in the cab and Baekhyun gives the driver the address, as the taxi pulls off you opt to stare out of the window for the remainder of the journey, to refrain yourself from saying anything stupid.

When the cab pulls up you lean over and hand the driver payment, ignoring Baekhyun’s protests as you step out of the vehicle.

“You bought dinner, this is the least I can do” you shrug as you walk towards your building. 

“You’re so stubborn!” he huffs, jogging up behind you so that you’re walking side by side again. 

“Speak for yourself” you retaliate. 

 You feel yourself grinning as you continue to banter back and forth in the elevator until you arrive at your front door.

“Goodnight hyunnie” you grin. Leaning back against your door as you watch Baekhyun unlocking his own. 

He pauses at the sudden nickname. The name you used to call him all the time back in college, it was strange how easily it rolled off your tongue.

“Night sunflower” 

The nickname he called you over ten years ago. 

Smiling fondly back at you as you step back into your apartment, trying to still the way your heart flips at his words.

The next evening you’re at a karaoke bar with Key and Aria, it’s Friday evening so you don’t hold back from the cocktails that Key keeps reordering.

You fill them in on your evening with Baekhyun.

“That’s practically a date!” screams Key, shaking you by the shoulders. “He paid for your meal, escorted you home AND walked you to your door!”.

“They live together you dumb dumb” Aria sighs, flipping through the song lists with the karaoke remote. “But I mean it does sound like you both got closer?”.

You laugh nervously, throwing back your cocktail to calm your sudden nerves. “I mean it was nice, it felt like the old days but I also can’t help but feel cautious”. 

You run your fingers through your hair as you feel everything suddenly bubbling over and you start ranting.

“At the end of the day he stopped talking to me, I probably didn’t try that hard but why put in energy that’s not reciprocated, am I just convenient?”

You sigh “I realise now that he’s just himself, too friendly and doesn’t realise it. I was misleading myself”. 

Key wraps his arm around you,“You...my beautiful, intelligent, way too sober friend, need more cocktails!”. 

“She needs a date!” shouts Aria excitedly. “Remember that thing we were talking about?”. 

You look between your friends suspiciously. “What thing?” 

“Speed dating, there’s an event next weekend. You should go!”.

Key is sticking his head out of the door to order more drinks but he turns back into the room and points at Aria.

“You’re also going A”. 

Aria chokes on her soda, “ME!?”.

“Yes, you!!” Key shoots back, “when was the last time you had a date?”.

You don’t see your friend speechless often but in this situation Key has her stumped. 

“I never even agreed to this!” you defend, “Why do I need to go?”.

“Well why not” Aria turns the conversation back to you. “Is it because you're secretly hoping something will happen between you and Baekhyun?”.

“No!” you shout. 

Key gasps. “You still like him!” he points his finger at you accusingly. 

“No, I don’t” you whine, taking an extra-long slurp of your mojito. 

“Prove it!” Aria and Key shout back in unison. 

“Fine! If it shuts you both up! But Aria is coming or I’m out” you huff, selecting the next karaoke song and grabbing the mic angrily.

“He got, me, go-ing crazzzyyyyyyyyyyy” you shout out the lyrics. Venting out all your evening's frustration.

Your friends grin like hyena’s in the mirror behind you. 

What have you got yourself into.

Bonus Scene (in collaboration with @xingslove​ ) :

Aria practically herds you and Key out of the karaoke bar. 

“I feel bad leaving that last cocktail there. It must be so lonely” Key whines, looking back towards the bar longingly.

Aria dragged you away before you could finish off the last of your drinks, declaring you’d both had enough. 

There’s a long walk to the cabs at the far end of the street. Key dragging his feet on Aria’s right as she pulls you along from the left. 

“For someone so short you have the strength of a bull” groans Key, trying to wrestle himself out of Aria’s vice grip. “You could have at least let me finish my cocktail!”.

“Key, I am not your date from last week” Aria mutters under her breath, “I will not let you get into the same state that results in you throwing up on us!”. 

Key winces slightly at Aria’s words. You recount that night, Key stumbling through the door of Aria’s apartment covered in vomit.

You had been there watching a movie and had to help take care of your upset and incredibly drunk friend.

“Yeah, you disgrace!” You point at him mockingly.

“He challenged me! What was I supposed to do!” he shoots back at you. 

Maybe it’s the cocktails, but you start laughing like a hyena as your friends argue back and forth.

“Don’t think I forgot about you!” Aria retorts, rounding to face you. “Miss ‘throws up in the toilet after way too many shots’”.

“Wait, which time? That happens a lot?” Key asks, finally breaking free from Aria and starts to pirouette back towards the bar. 

“Hey!” you shout, but any words of defence are lost on you as the street starts to spin with Key. 

You brace yourself against the wall for a quick rest.

“Oh you know, that time I held her hair back as she threw up...” Aria starts to recount, letting you go to herd Key back in the right direction. 

“We left her to go get some fresh clothes since she pulled a you!” She pokes Key in the chest as she grabs his shirt collar and redirects him back towards you. 

“And we came back to find her taking a nice nap against the toilet seat”.

“Was that when she slipped off as soon as we walked in? You thought she had lowkey knocked herself out”.

Key grabs the lampost nearby to brace himself as he bursts into laughter.

“Oi” you slur, pointing at your friend only to trip over nothing. 

“You can’t judge ussssss”. You hiccup, clutching back onto Aria’s arm to steady yourself. “You don’t even drink!” 

“Yeah!” joins in Key, swinging around the pole like he’s dancing in the club, “isn’t it harsh to laugh at your friends' misfortunes!”.

“Just get in the cab!” huffs Aria, finally shoving you both into a waiting taxi.

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[loeybeans1]

luvpcy |  follow forever 200308

hi everyone, it's mari! so i recently hit a milestone and decided to do a follow forever in order to show all the love and support to my lovely mutuals and followers. now, i haven't really been here long, in the sense that i've only just started posting a few months ago and have never been this active before, but i've already made so many memories and met so many amazing people, and i'm just so overwhelmed by it all aah i very rarely ever say it to most of you, but i'm so grateful for all the lovely messages you leave and all the support you show. it's so crazy to think that a few months ago, i used to literally sit there and contemplate posting for hours because i always used to get so anxious about what others would think, but here we are now and i'm literally out here posting anything and everything as soon as i finish drafting. like that's growth yall omg

thank you so much for helping me get to this point, and for constantly motivating me and giving, i really appreciate it. and to show that, here's a bit of my love back!

also quick note, these aren’t in any order at all, i’m just going based on who pops up first, and i’m just tagging moots i’ve interacted with, or those i think are really cool and would like to get to know more <3

@moonlightjongin , @betchabyun , @x-exo , @loeybaekkiestuff , @kuroijack , @likelike-love , @jopping-to-my-kpop , @heartcravings , @guardians-of-exo , @pikayeollie , @punkzs , @pupchanyeol , @ohsenhun , @intergalacticpcy , @intopcy , @yutanakamots , @yixing-zhang , @yeoldotcom , @exo-xexo0021 , @taexkai , @lovebucketjeon , @2seokwaves

also a lil shoutout to those who have been here since day one, and still haven’t dropped my stupid ass / people who make me drop uwus :(((

@baekhunz , irma bean ahh  you’re honestly one of the few who have been there with me since the very start, and have helped me in ways that words honestly can’t even describe. you’re a whole entire angel who deserves the world and all the love and happiness in it, i hope you know that! thanks for always being there irma bean, and for pushing me to step out of my comfort zone and try new things, i appreciate it more than you could ever imagine

@artsyeoll , you bubba imy omg i hope you’re doing well and looking after yourself and not working yourself too hard with requests. i haven’t had the chance to speak to you for a while, but i hope you know that you’re someone that really means a lot to me. you’re so encouraging and sweet, and literally don’t even know it. but yes, you’ve really inspired me in various ways, and i wanted to take this time say thank you ily cah bean :((

@delhyun , lia you make me drop loads of uwus ahh you’re so sweet and everything about you just screams lovely. you’re always leaving such kind messages and tags on posts and making me feel so loved! for you, it’s just hearts spams all around omg thank you so much bean c:

@hkynm , kelli you’re expensive af, and so are your fics but for real, you’re someone i’ve really been looking up to as of recently, and someone who i managed to click with really easily. like we literally started off talking to each other as if we’ve known each other for centuries, and if that ain’t real friendship then i don’t know what is sis :((

@xiuminscheeks , ine omds i’ve been looking forward to this, mostly because i’ve literally never ever said this to you and you’re someone i’ve wanted to say this to for such a long time. but thank you so  much bean, you’re literally hands down the most sweetest, most supportive, most genuine person i’ve met on this site so far. you’ve never failed to make me smile, and i just ahh thank you bub

@bikeryeollie , rachel oof i could write an essay for you because you’re literally the most softest bub ever, thank you so much for all your love bean, and for just being your lovely self, a billion purple heart spams all around for you x2 because that’s what a bean like you deserves

[thechanbaeklibrary]

Fic Search #19

1. devils666soulllll asked: Hi,umm i read this ff once but I really can't remember the name or the story, but i think is about chanyeol being a basketball player and baekhyun is his bf but baek is like a nerd or some like that and he is insecure so when he sees alot of girls around chanyeol when he wins a game baekhyun runs out and chanyeol follows him out and tells baek he loves him. Im sorry I suck at explaning i hope you can help me thanks<3

2. anonymous asked: Hello! Im looking for a specific fic but I worry it was deleted...Chanyeol owns a music store and Baek is on YouTube, they both really like one another but at the start Baek is still with Taeyeon? Somewhere in there is Yixing, and Yifan also shows up and makes Baek jealous, he takes a photo of Chanyeol and Baek has it beside his bed at the end of the story

3. anonymous asked:Hi :) do you guys know which fic is the one where Baekhyun is a girl and she is a writer - she goes to a club and is really engrossed in writing - and Chanyeol is in the band that is playing that night - and they have sex - and Baekhyun is really protective of her notebook ——sorry that was so long hahaha. I’ve been wanting to re read it for so long but I can’t remember what is called!

4. anonymous asked:I'd like to know if there's any ff about ChanBaek which is kinda like... Baekhyun or Chanyeol is kind of evil/a bad person and turns the other evil/to a bad person? I think you can find a situation like this in mafia AUs but I'm curious if there's anything outside of that (I'm fine with mafia AUs though, I haven't read any before :') ) Thanks in advance 😊 💕 || Looking for multiple stories for this ask!

x The Human Malleability Project

x downward spiral

5. mooncoco88 asked: Hello! I'm so sorryyyyyyy! I must have asked a lot from you! I tried to find this fic and it's wolfau. Chanyeol was like an orphan, baekhyun is the head alpha's son. One night baek went to a field and was nearly raped if it weren't for chanyeol who was patrolling the area. BH was was promised to sehun that time but then his father married BH to PC. B H loathed PC and was very hard on him. There was a game to where bh tried to escape the pack after that PC avoided him for weeks.Thank you so much!

6. zonia125 asked: Hello!! I'm looking for fic, where baek had puppy and he loved him very much and he spend so much time with him. Chan was very jealous bcs of that, and one day he decided to move out, but baek stopped him. Do you maybe know, what is it? P.S Love ya, and what you're doing 💘

7. anonymous asked: Hello~ It’s been years since I’ve read this so my memory is lacking but I’m looking for a fic where B is a tribute of sorts to C and he’s like supposed to give up his virginity I think but then he’s supposed to die afterwards so C holds off on taking his virginity because he doesn’t want him to die,,,,,this is all I’ve got :(( lots of drama happens lol

(Aparently..)  The Beholden by sohbet on AFF but it’s currently under draft!

8. anonymous asked: Hi! There was one fic that I read some years back in lj where Baek and yeol are bff and after graduation baek fell in love with chen and yeol get engaged with kris but kris hits yeol and baek gets angry. And in the end they get married and sehun is the one telling their story to luhan to impress him while they wait for cb to come back from their honeymoon

9. anonymous asked:Please help me I'm going crazy trying to find this chanbaek fic where ( I'm not sure if they are bestfriends ) chanyeol sleeps around and baekhyun ends up sleeping with chanyeol but wants to be the only one chanyeol sleeps with

10. anonymous asked: hi do u know of any fics where a character won’t admit how much they care about another character & then freak out when that character gets hurt? thank u :)  || Looking for multiple stories for this ask!

11. canlie61 asked: Hey!!! Can you help me find this fic where pcy kinda stalks (not really stalking but idk how to word it out) bbh, if i remember correctly it's a wolfau. And later bbh kind of gets into danger in a forest but pcy protects him and takes him to his pack(???) And they kinda mate (i think?) and they both get clingy after that and luhan teases them i think it was on aff but i can't remember the title. I am sorry if it's not clear i just can't remember it. I hope you'll be able to find it. Thank you >

12. anonymous asked: Hi! Do you have some fics where chanbaek have to share a bed? If it’s the cliché “enemies who have to share a bed” it’s better, but i don’t mind them being friends uwu Thank you 💖

13. anonymous asked: Hi! I'm looking for a cb ff where chanyeol are baekhyun are in a relarionship or they are married it think. And then what baek doesn't know is that chanyeol is in the mafia business. Thank you in advance~!

x  The Path May Twist (Alternate) by WoodlandSparrow

thanks to @mooncoco88 and  @dramionehead for the help!!

[yiqiie]

IDOL PRODUCER S2: E2 THOUGHTS

every week, i’ll sit down and watch the newest episode of Idol Producer Season 2 《青春有你》and write down all my thoughts. nothing get’s left out so get ready for a bunch of memes, shit posts and rants as we get through another season of our fave survival show 

feel free to send me any questions to my inbox and i’ll answer them asap!

a/n: sorry this is late! i forgot the episode was released yesterday welp but tbh saturday night is probably gonna be my upload day anyway 

start time: 10:42 am 

my internet is experiencing problems woooooo so this will be interesting 

so many goddamn ads 

wait who’s the team who were playing like instruments and shit??? they sounded AWESOME

oh damn recap of zyx being pissed off 

MILK ADS 

that chewing gum is actually pretty good ngl 

also the theme song is getting catchier so don’t be surprised if i start liking it 

i still feel so bad for the kids who are sitting out IN THE COLD 

[break while my internet decides if it wants to continue being an asshole]

MC JIN YOU’RE HILARIOUS I LOVE YOU 

‘if you’re a rapper, PLEASE LEAVE’ i’m dead 

zhang pd is sighing lmao 

chen si jian leggo 

IT’S A RAPPER I’M CRYING AHAHAHHAHAAH 

*awkward silence* 

he’s shaking omfg poor baby 

also minghao is really cute ily i never said it before 

HE WROTE THAT?? oof you got talent boy 

he got a zyx serious nod 

wtf he was so quiet??? and now he’s just rapping the shit out of this song 

HE CAN SING YES YOU GO BABE 

oh damn those lyrics 

is it an A? i saw in the description there might be an A today 

IT’S A B YOU GO SWEETHEART 

IT’S THE SMILER FROM LAST EPISODE 

i love their suits 

LI ZHENNING BABE YOUR SMILE 

black pearl i’m crying his skin is GORGEOUS 

HIS POUT 

ALL OF THEIR SMILES ARE SO BEAUTIFUL 

zyx and mc jin talking about shi mingze being similar to kris wu 

LOOK AT ZYX’S FACE MY EXO FEELS 

he looks like my uncle I SPIT MY WATER OUT LMFAO 

jia yi’s CLAPPING I AM IN LOVE 

THAT ENTRANCE 

HIP WIGGLING I LOVE IT 

the song was damn good 

mc jin lmfao HIS SOUNDS 

even the trainees know that their bets on other trainees’ grades are probably gonna be wrong lol 

YOU’VE SCARED THEM ZHANG PD 

jia yi why are you so fcking cute 

NO ONE IN C EITHER 

well their prediction wasn’t wrong they said all of them would be D together 

but :( i really liked their perf 

HE WANTS TO GO ON STAGE JUST TO SEE ZHANG PD 

what a precious bub i shall protect 

stretchy bendy boi

xu long han uwu 

WAIT 

HE WAS THE ONE WHO CALLED ZYX A DIMPLE LIAR 

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH 

[pls excuse as my wifi loads again]

LI RONGHAO NOT UNDERSTANDING THE JOKE 

i actually love him 

oh jesus this song brings back the memories lmfao 

THIS KID IS FCKING HILARIOUS I LOVE HIM 

stretchy bendy boi again woooooo 

I’M CRYING HE’S SO FUNNY I LOVE HIM MUM 

we already knew he was F but still ;; 

YOU MADE A GOOD IMPRESSION THOUGH GORGEOUS ILY 

YAO MINGMING ILY HE’S SO CUTE 

LOOK AT HOW ADORABLE ALSKDJALSD

6 years as a trainee damn boi 

oh shit 

how is being this good at dancing fair holy goddamn 

THEY CAN SING TOO WTF THIS IS NOT FAIR 

[wifi cut off again so guess what i GET TO WATCH THE PERF AGAIN] 

zyx has his serious face on 

wait they just got up from that position WITHOUT THEIR HANDS 

HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE

uh oh they ain’t getting As or Bs 

A C AND A D NOOOO 

okay i agree with his comments but c’mon they were nervous 

don’t worry babes you have plenty of time to improve! ;;; 

zhou shi yuan oh god i need to remember names 

HE DOES BIOMEDICINE?? DAMN BOI 

deep voice holy shit damn 

VOCALS VOCALS VOCALS 

omg so many vocals today 

BROMANCING ALREADY SHARING MILK 

okay that sounds weird 

THE BOY HE CHEERS AT EVERYONE WHO IS HE 

others: :| 

this boi: :O

omfg he’s a fcking meme too 

[paused while my mother makes me watch a David Attenborough documentary on bamboo] 

MAVERICKS LET’S GO 

MR X’S SONG WHOOP WHOOO 

IDOL PROD S1 FEELS LEGGO 

IT’S ACAPELLA HOLY SHIT LET’S GO 

vocals damn holy shit 

okay the dancing may not be as on point because there was a bit where they weren’t doing anything 

BUT I STILL LIKE THEIR VOCALS 

YAO CHI WHAT THE 

WE HAVE A B BABES 

GUAN YUE FINALLY 

MY BEAUTIFUL SMILING BABY BOY I’VE MISSED YOU 

even yixing is in love with his smile i can tell 

those sharp dance moves though 

I LOVE GUAN YUE GUYS 

honestly that was my favourite performance i don’t care what other people say 

it’s probably gonna be a B 

even though i want him to get an A 

LIAN HUAI WEI MY FAVOURITE BUB 

li wenhan holy shit you are fcking adorable 

YUEHUA LET’S GOOOOO

he forgot to bow WHAT A CUTIE 

LI WENHAN BEING A LEADER I LOVE 

babe don’t say you don’t want an F because zyx can sense fear and he’s gonna give you one 

i’M PRAYING FOR YOU ALREADY 

wenhan is such a soft boy omg 

JIAYOU BABES I’M ROOTING FOR YOU 

oh goddamn these slow mo shots are killing me 

OOF WENHAN GAVE ME A LOOK 

picking up the rose petals I AM DEAD 

guys i still really love jolin she smiled at me and i just forgot about my love for all the others 

jks li wenhan is singing at me now 

i want him to get an A but my bet is on a B 

NO Fs OR Ds WE DOING GOOD 

hu chun yang is really cute just saying 

told y’all so 

even though i wanted him to get an A

YES IT’S THE BAND HOLY SHIT 

THIS WAS SUPER GOOD IN THE PREVIEW 

oof i love it i love it i love it 

probs not gonna get the results i want them to get but WHO CARES I’M STANNING 

all Cs i can deal with that 

LIKE MY DAD POOR LI RONGHAO

i really like this guy’s suit 

wait i forgot his name 

i’ll wait till zyx says it again lmfao 

ZHANG PD SAYS HE’S HANDSOME 

chen you wei THAT’S HIS NAME 

HE GOT AN F WHAT 

oh here we go gramarie

okay i gotta say gramarie is really good at picking songs 

like last year it was a really good song too 

when are we getting an A 

the accents are so cute AHAHAHAHA 

zyx is losing his shit 

i missed their names though and their company 

there aren’t any left????

are there seriously no As?

oh damn 

i just noticed that the new trainee clothes are from new balance 

I AM CRYING FROM LAUGHTER 

such a good reference to ‘balance’ 

they’re really not going to give zyx a break lmfao 

theme song practice leggo

IT’S THE SM PRACTICE ROOM 

MY SM FAMILY FEELS 

i really do love the new uniforms 

THE DORMS 

WE’VE MISSED YOU 

bruh the gifts are better than last year 

wenhan you’re adorable omg i’ve said this so many times 

SOMEONE HAS A YODA AHAHAHHA

XU MINGHAO YOU’RE A GORGEOUS BOI 

and you’re a cutie too 

he speaks so softly too ugh ily 

lmfao their hands look like jellyfish ngl 

but damn xu minghao you’re a good teacher 

wang jiayi ;;; working when everyone left already 

ngl i’m not feeling the broship like last season where people would go out of their way to help each other 

he’s literally by himself and it’s nearly 6am 

jesus this boy is hard working 

LMAO once one person comes in everyone comes in ahahhahha

okay okay previews here we come 

wait removing the centre decision 

TO WHAT

oh damn future stages what a look 

I LIKE 

sidenote: i took a ss of this beautiful boy but forgot where i was going to put it so i’m gonna leave it here anyways. enjoy :)

finish time: 9:47 pm 

that’s all folks; tune in next week for another episode of mai’s shitposting whilst we suffer through another survival show together!

[monicaexol]

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~ You’re My Noona? ~

Minseok (Xiumin)

“I can’t wait for my birthday!” You cheered, hands wrapping a little more tightly around your mug of hot chocolate. Minseok looks amused, he loves the way your eyes dilate every time you take a sip of your drink, acting as if you were immersing yourself in the sweetness of it all. “Really? When is it?” He questions teasingly, so you playfully nudge him right below the ribcage and wait for the exaggerated scream to pass through his sugar coated lips.

You roll your eyes and nuzzle your head into his shoulder, “Well, I’m turning 29. My parents are worried about my future and... well I just don’t know anymore.” Minseok is taken aback, he glances over your soft features once more, the silk feel of your skin, your bouncy hair, the hallows under your cheekbones and your bright eyes. ‘Is she really older than me?’

He ponders on the thought for a moment, then he slowly reaches down to where your hands rested on your knee and threads his fingers between yours. You find your lips tugging into a smile and steal a glance at his face, only to find that his eyes have never left yours. “Your future is with me, and I promise to fill it with happiness... noona.”

Junmyeon (Suho)

Junmyeon guides you into the restaurant with his hand on the small of your back, the warmth of his palm spreads through your body and distracts you from the cold that lingered in the midst of the fog outside. Your boyfriend stood close, his soft breathing humming down your ears like soft whispers.

He pulls out a chair for you and waits till you sit yourself in the seat, he then helps you tuck your chair under the table and takes his own seat. You watch him gently hand you the menu while offering a shy smile, “I hope you like it here, the food is very nice.” You carefully watched his mouth mould the words that faintly passed through his lips and sent a smile in return.

“I came here two years ago for my twenty-seventh birthday, I still remember how good my birthday cake was.” You lose yourself in the memory of your sweet cake while Junmyeon’s eyes simply widen. “Wait.” You flicker your view back towards him, his head is cocked to the right, hair slightly feathering out. “That means you’re my noona.” His lips stretch out into a broad smile, almost teasing in a way. “That also means you have to treat me for this meal... noona.”

Yixing (Lay)

The loud vibrations of the music passed through the four walls of the room you stood in, you watched the mirror shake and the products on the table bounce every now and then. You glance at your shaky reflection and fix the bow tie of your dress, moments pass and your image in the mirror seems more steady.

Minutes later, the door of Yixing’s changing room creaks open. Yixing enters, skin drenched in sweat and eyes still adjusting to the lighting in the room. “Y/N, HAND ME A TOWEL PLEASE.” He hadn’t realised how loudly he was speaking, perhaps because his ears were still tuning themselves back to a normal level of noise. As soon as you passed him the towel, a fellow makeup artist stormed into the room. “Y/N noona, we need you to touch up Junmyeon’s makeup please.”

You nod your head and lift two fingers up indicating that you’ll be there in a couple of minutes. Yixing looked at you, his eyes danced between your features, you noticed his statue like stance so you playfully poked his forehead. “Take a picture, it’ll last longer.” You laughed before walking to the door. With your hand on the handle, you steal a quick glance over your shoulder and hear him mumble “Sorry... noona.”

Baekhyun

Balloons decorated the walls of your house, a line of drinks were organised on your coffee table and the smell of food lingered in your home. “Baekhyun, help me put the candles on the cake!” Baekhyun rushes over to your friend, who had planned a surprise birthday party for you. “She’ll be here in five minutes. Hurry! We have to hide before she gets here.” Baekhyun nodded understandingly, while glancing over the cake.

“How many candles?” He asks while twirling one between his fingers. “28.” He stops twirling the candle to stare at your friend’s face, he can’t help but imagine your gentle eyes crinkling into a youthful smile in front of him. He’s snapped out of his thoughts when he feels a nudge in his stomach. “You just gonna stand there or help me?” He looks down at the cake, your childish attitude stuck in his head.

You’re greeted into your home with candle lights flickering in the dark. Out of confusion, you switch on the lights and almost pounce in shock when everyone jumps out of their hiding spots while screaming “SURPRISE!” A smile decorates your lips, after pulling your friends into a hug, you feel someone tap your shoulder. You turn around to meet puppy like eye and a soft smile, Baekhyun hands you a gift and faintly whispers “Happy birthday, noona.”

Jongdae (Chen)

The sun hid behind an army of fluffy clouds, chirping birds seemed to have been singing rather loudly that morning. Your gaze focused itself back onto the pond, it’s mirror like reflection shattered when ducklings began swimming, creating little ripples and waves.

“Hey, Noona!” You let go of your thoughts and twist your head to see your brother run towards your bench. Beside him stood a familiar figure, one you recognised but hadn’t seen in ages. “Meet Jongdae, he’s moved back in town. Crazy right?” Your jaw falls in recognition, those crescent eyes and that quirky smile. He was different, much more mature, yet he was all the same, Jongdae.

Durin a lengthy conversation, your brother hears the chimes of the ice cream van and decided to treat you and his friend to ice cream. But when he left, silence fell. A small cough interrupted the quietness that lingered between you and Jongdae, you lift your gaze and catch his lips speaking. “Your brother is the same age as me, so if you’re his noona, then you’re mine too.” You find your lips tugging into a smile.

Chanyeol

Night fell, the sky enveloped itself in a blanket of darkness, small stars scattered themselves like dots on a blank page. You gaze out the window, watching the full moon follow you in your car journey. The music in the background fades away, you turn your head and see his hand turn volume down.

You track your vision to meet Chanyeol’s face, his tired eyes fixed on the road. His tongue peaks out to lick his bottom lip, as if in concentration. “Glad you’re not bored of my handsomeness.” He mumbles, a playful smile etched onto the corners of his lips. You laugh and teasingly pinch his arm to which he dramatically cries in pain. “Why does Jongdae call you noona? Was he flirting with you?” You look over his soft features, his eyebrows furrowed together in a mix of confusion and jealousy, like he really had no clue that you are older.

“Because I am his noona.” You smile out the words and look back out the window, the moon closer than ever. Other cars ran along side yours, but you felt the pace you were moving at speed up. The buildings ran by quicker and felt submerged in slumber. You feel a hand on your knee, fingers lightly pressing down. Chanyeol’s voice hums like a lullaby, “Well, you’re only mine, okay noona?”

Kyungsoo (D.O)

You sat on the couch, knees tucked under a warm blanket with his arm draped over the length of your shoulders. Kyungsoo rests the photo album on your lap and uses his left hand to point at the various faces within the book. “Oh, and this one is from my graduation!” You glance at the young, timid Kyungsoo. There is a familiar innocence in the smile on his heart shaped lips, the youthful glow still remained with him, even now.

“You looked so cute.” You pull his cheeks as he raises his eyebrows and laughs while shaking his head as if denying the compliment entirely. “Well am I not cute anymore?” Kyungsoo playfully pouts, and although knowing full well that he’s only joking, you feel your heart strings pull. “Sorry.” You mimic his expression and he folds himself over in laughter.

“I graduated from high school nine years ago.” You say as you look over his flushed face, his tongue dashed out to lick to bottom lip and he pauses his movements. “What’s wrong?” He shakes his head, closing the album and bringing his cold cup of coffee into his hands. A blush steadily crawls up his neck and meets at the apples of his cheeks, he clears his throat before speaking, “Nothing, I just want to see your graduation pictures... noona.”

Jongin (Kai)

Using his hand to once again neaten his already sleek hair, Jongin stops and stares at his reflection in his car mirror. He fixes his bow tie for the final time and closes his eyes in an attempt to calm down his nerves. But perhaps that wasn’t working. His fingers wrestled amongst themselves when he brought his hands together in effort to stop fidgeting so much, but now standing in front of your door, Jongin wanted nothing more than to just take you to this dance.

He knocks thrice, and is greeted with your brother who pulls a mocking face at Jongin. Your brother and boyfriend never really got along, and you just hoped that time would fix their enmity to friendship. “Noona, your date is here.” Jongin pauses after hearing your brother call you noona, were you really older than him? After your brother pulls another face, Jongin sticks his tongue out teasingly and immediately turns his head away. It’s hard to believe they’re the same age sometimes.

You hear your brother’s door shut closed and make an appearance from your own room. You catch the widening of Jongin’s eyes when he notices you. His eyes trace your small frame as you shuffle towards him, frail heels clicking on the ground. He offers you a hand which you take with a coy smile. “You look beautiful... noona.”

Sehun

You walk into the coffee shop hand in hand, this was your favourite spot to spend time in and you wanted to show Sehun. “The coffee here is amazing.” You squeal in the happiness of being surrounded with your favourite scent of crush cocoa beans. “Well I bet my bubble tea place is better.” Sehun mocks playfully, he secretly loved the glisten in your eyes while you talked about the things you loved. It was something he’d never get tired of.

“Y/N, noona! I haven’t seen you here in ages!” You immediately meet eyes with your friend who worked here, he sits behind the counter with a cap on his head. “Jongin, hi!” You wave back and drag Sehun towards the counter who sent death glares towards the tanned boy. “And this must be your boyfriend. Sehun right?” Sehun nods and remains mostly quiet, so after making small talk and ordering your drinks, you found your way to the back of the shop and seated yourself in the booth.

“Who is he? Why is he talking so friendly with you? Why is he speaking informally with me?” You stop sipping on your coffee and look back at his furrowed brows, his lips pulling into a small pout. You find yourself smiling and his cute expression and pinch his cheek, “He’s the same age as you, Sehun.” Sehun pauses, his hand crawls across the table and engulfs around yours. “But he called you noona. So does that mean....” He wavers, breath suddenly slow. “Yes, Sehun-ah. I’m your noona.”

A blush creeps onto his cheeks, he finds himself searching your eyes and sees his own reflection in them. “Noona.” He whispers with a smile.

A/N: I hope this turned out okay! Thank you for requesting 💕 I had fun writing this, and I’m sorry about the wait! My asks are open all summer, so feel free to drop one! ✍🏽 ☀️

[teapical]

I was tagged by @vroomvroombaek to do the alphabet tag game (thank u for tagging me anna 😚 ily💗)

A. Age: 18

B. Birthplace: Jamaica

C. Current time: 5:49 pm

D. Drink you last had: cranberry juice

E. Easiest person to talk to: uh no one lol

F. Favorite songs: uhh i cant think of them rn sjhds

G. Grossest Memory: okay so its...really bad lol, so i was in second grade in jamaica and one of my friends in first grade had invited me to their party in class at lunch time so i went and ate a loooot of food...big mistake asjhd so when class started again like i was going to the restroom but like on the way there i threw up like...right there in class sjhkd and i just stood there cause i was in shock but my classmates were staring at me so i was embarrassed and in shock at the same time...and like i couldnt move and i kind of wanted to die but like i eventually ran to the restroom to like clean myself up asjhds rip

H. Horror yes or Horror no: oh no shkdj i dont like scary movies at all bcuz i dont enjoy feeling scared and stuff shjd also im easily frightened so umm...everything scares me sjhdk 😣

I. In love?: no 😔

J. Jealous of other people?: i dont like feeling jealous of others but i mean it does happen to everyone 

K. Kids of your own someday?: oh yes i love children 🤒

L. Love at first sight or should I walk by again?: nope nope

M. Middle name: its Margaux (which is margo but in french) i didnt really like telling people my middle name cause id get teased a lot bcuz of it and still do a bit but its fine now it doesnt bother me 

N. Number of siblings: I have 2 siblings, an older sister and a younger sister 

O. One wish: hmm...idk like rn i guess i just really wish to have like one close friend? 

P. Person you last called: my dad lol

Q. Questions you’re always asked: rn i get asked what my major is a lot and i hate telling ppl asdfdfg like leave me alone pls 

R. Random fact about you: okay so umm i do this thing where like sometimes i sing what im saying to ppl in this weird voice? like u know when ppl say their thoughts out loud...its kind of like tht sajhkds hmm like if someone says “why did u buy tht” id sing “bcuz i needed a new oneeee” shksd its weird to explain like u have to hear me do it lol

S. Song you last sang: broken clocks by sza

T. Time you woke up: like 8 something but i went back to sleep and woke up again at 10 

U. Underwear color: pink

V. Vacation Destination: hawaii

W. Worst habit: i sit too much sjhjkndj

X. X-rays: umm i dont think so? like i think i did one of my teeth at the orthodontist sjhdjsk

Y. Your favorite food: rice

Z. Zodiac sign: capricorn

im gonna tag @yixing-zhang @jaetens @violetnpurple @xiuxiuflake @floristjihyo @kjiwife 

[isakwon]

Coffee Bean (Extinct) Part 6

Pairing: Park Chanyeol x Reader

Genre: Romance & Angst 

Word Count: 3k

Coffee Bean Masterlist

Summary: It’s believed the red string of fate can tangle and make annoying knots. But it can never break, but can it become untied from one person on either end?

A/N: Warm thank you’s to @amberevans736  @vlessful07  and @ireallywannatryandbehappy. 

   Winters from Eastern and Central Time zones always had the perfect timing for anything hot and steamy to stay warm. Movie theaters turned their heat temperature warmer than toasters around the building and their seat people either wear fluffy coat layers and some three layers of pants and leggings anyway. The sun would shine in two hours, but people outside would still shiver because the wind blowing would make the air colder. It’s worse during the night. 

You found Yixing and Sehun sitting on the bench inside the lobby.

”Damn it’s freezing,” Baekhyun says through his chattering teeth, gulping the last of his hot drink before tossing it in the trash can.

Shortly after Yixing leaves you to excuse yourself to the restroom while previews and trailers for upcoming movies play over the screen. Once Baekhyun pulled the snacks from his coat pockets and placed them on a saved empty seat, he realized how Chanyeol receiving a reaction quite the opposite from what was expected surprised him.

The natural interaction between them shocked him even more. She didn’t try to refresh his memory, tell him about their past nor showed him the matching string around her finger. They looked like strangers that were brought together for the first time due to an accident and got along instantly. 

 “Baek, are you okay?” Sehun asked, ripping the straw wrapper open.

 He wondered about telling Sehun what happened once she left them alone. Upon your arrival, they mostly talked about your stardom in South Korea until there was nothing else spoke about leading with now. Baekhyun walked into the kitchen where Junmyeon and Sehun stood, banging glasses into the sink and giving them his glare. Baekhyun was thankful Y/N didn’t hear them talk about whether they continued speaking to each other absentmindedly. The last thing he wanted was seeing her sentimental and overcome with gloominess just at the mention of Chanyeol’s name. He had no idea that things Junmyeon suggested were right. No idea that she would still have hope on her shoulders for long.

“It’s nothing.” 

Baekhyun looks down his hands rubbing together sucking his lips. He looks at Sehun looking at Baekhyun through his eyelids with brows narrowed down on the skin where his eyes and nose met. 

“Baek, tell me what's wrong?” 

Baekhyun glances down again before nodding. 

“Y/N and Chan bumped into each other.” 

  Sehun droops his mouth open while his brows rose, forming upside down arched crescents. Yixing overhears the sentence that pulls his head toward in urgency. Just the other night when he and Yixing exchanged texts with Chanyeol, that plan backfired and came resulting that Y/N and Yeol could overcome breaking their vow. 

“What? What happened?” 

“I don’t know; I only saw Y/N facing his back turned on her.” 

The smiles flashed brighter than the bulbs dangling from the ceiling, her eyes beady, listening to endless giggles and contagious laughter while seeing her face glow. Baekhyun stood beside the restroom door watching. 

”All I heard was them laughing at each other like nothing.”

“How did you manage to leave?” 

 “We snuck out.” 

Sehun was starting to get more irritated with Chanyeol. He wanted to grab him by the collar, hold grudges against him, call him a coward and even now he wants to communicate with him. Chanyeol knows who she is, and he needs to prove himself that he was lying straight to her face, but nothing seemed worthy now. Sehun leaves his lips agape. He was right, there was no hope, and Chanyeol was moving on. But how was forgetting their past lover’s name or how they looked possible. Y/N didn’t change much. 

Did his memories get erased entirely? 

The guys always believed that their friends deserved one another. Baekhyun also blamed himself for leading you to the cafe even though stopping there was just for getting the body warm with chocolate and lattes. He brought Y/N warming Chanyeol with hot chocolate, and both had their feelings warming with the exchanged smiling and soft speaking and patting his arm becoming closer than the last. He should’ve known better than thinking it would be okay after her sitting there for an entire morning several days ago, the morning after your arrival. 

Baekhyun began to wonder whether you were actually using the restroom or using the restroom as an escape to allow tears to run freely onto your palms.

  “Do you think they’ll meet again or-”

“Would that matter now?” Sehun asks, perking an eyebrow up. 

He purses his lips into a thin line until they nearly disappear, shaking his head. 

  Sehun’s questioned expression remains over him. Chanyeol always sent cards, letters and sometimes taped small flowers or her favorite snacks that aren’t available in Seoul. He always wanted for someone to look at him or someone to look at the same way he saw looking at each other. His grin would form hills from his cheekbones rising, and the bags underneath showed fully while knitting her brows upwards watching Chanyeol from afar. 

His friends shared examples of romance and health any of them could ask for in the future. But once they heard about the engagement, the hope of forever was mostly lost. Except for Y/N and Chanyeol carried something so intense, some grew helpless for them to have their forever. How does someone completely forget about someone they loved so much. Just how? Both of them turn their vision on the screen still playing cinema rules over the screen in silence without making a peep. 

  The water from the restroom faucet felt colder on your hand than the air outside, it also tasted refreshing. Enough for cooling down the knot stuck in the middle of your throat. Nobody would stop someone from using the restroom but would complain if that person took nearly three minutes, which you usually do not unless you had spent that time crying.

You should’ve been sitting down with Baek and Sehun in the auditorium eating snacks with them, instead of drinking water from the faucet but they cannot see tears that managed to come out. Everything still felt somewhat wrong, or you just felt heartbreak again seeing Chanyeol and not even remembering your name. 

The self-made promise is respecting Chanyeol falling in love while another part wanted denial that things could indeed end. 

 “Aah,” Your mind went blank while your chest felt like a hole as you leaned against the sink and lifted your chin up toward the mirror. Just staring toward your reflection in the mirror, you felt like breaking down like the constant memories that ran over your mind.

  Chanyeol smiling from the cafe hasn’t left the mind either. As Chanyeol calmly reacted getting burned to watch you with double lighting dots floating diagonally apart his large captivating dark brown irises eyes seemed like all-stars gotten closer. His smile could instantly turn whatever sour mood he saw you have become that mood into lightheartedness, and his eyes darker as if he knew that smile cured anything. His skin tone from the lighting reminded you of the bonfires glowing dark oranges onto him and made him look golden.   

  “Aish Chanyeol,” you muffle through clasped fingers, “I missed you so so much and not being able to say so while hugging you hurts even more. What’s worse is you’re still not leaving my thoughts, I don’t know how long until they stop though.”  

  You wiped away oncoming tears with your sweater covered wrist as you curve your back into a regular posture. Another person enters through the restroom door and makes glimpses toward you before proceeding, allowing you closer toward the door.  

“Hey, are you...are you Y/F/N?” 

  The sudden question stopped you in your tracks, moving your head toward the woman who just passed. She must’ve been another international fan for Korean Entertainment Industry or a Broadway fanatic, another of the few that recognized theatre stars. Fame as Broadway stars differed from television actors and musicians, although you considered them similar. The musical theatre was your roots to your stardom where the theatre is constructed with positivity and bubbly behavior. 

You smiled, “I am.”  

“Oh, my-oh you have no idea how much I loved your debut covers!” her sudden excitement widens your flattered smile. 

  A few other fans approached you on the morning while walking to the cafe early morning asking for selfies and signatures in their journal and phone case that they later show off. If it weren’t for Broadway fans, your recognition wouldn’t have been what it is now, and that was the same story for the stardom in South Korea. Except learning Korean made the journey a bit more crucial even being tutored and applying for a visa after the engagement news and convincing immigration to accept your papers. 

“Please, please, can I have a picture?” 

You smile, “Yes.”

  “Who was the person who turned these in?” Director Kim asked. 

The Representative woman responds, sinking his chin into her neck.  ”Your son Jongdae.”

Director Kim falls silent hanging his jaw open.

“Jongdae? My son Jongdae; whose on a work vacation?” 

”Yes, sir.”

 The look on her face more worried. Director Kim is dumbfounded and repressed. Impresa never had any scandals and shares equal respect for their employees and models. Anyone who has a problematic burden off their chest, confession, complaints, anything concerns Impresa mostly. Someone against the agency could be making these complaints anonymously. 

”Take your leave, ” 

The woman nods and quietly walks to the door. Director Kim felt angered by the early dates printed on each page, and each case had filed since April in the previous year. His son kept Illegal actions involving Impresa’s name hidden from him and now since he was away for three days, he cannot confront to Jongdae about.

Like any father, director Kim wanted to make sure his children are humble and honest and responsible and are taking care despite not carrying his DNA. The first time they met, a little Jongdae gave Director Kim no chances opposed to Somil. Though his older sister always clung around him and always bragged to her friends about him and how lucky they have the things the Director purchased for them, Jongdae avoided his adoptive father for weeks.

As a toddler, Jongdae opened up for his new parent and his sister once they were riding the train to an annual carnival where he held his new teddy bear and flashing light toy on the way back home while cuddling on Kim’s lap.If only Jongdae were back from his working trip Director, Kim would've called him to his office to speak privately upon this. Jongdae would already aware of the elephant in the room seeing manila folders with the police department titles. 

Now at the moment, he would wait until Jongdae returns before bringing his daughter into the problem. 

  Neither you nor Sehun would stop talking about the movie you had just seen that bored Baekhyun to sleep. All talk about the film on the way home was beginning to drive him crazy that skipping toward the living room made him let out a relieved sigh. The boys present in the house greet you as Sehun tosses the leftover popcorn in the trash can. As the wind was getting stronger cracking the tree branches harder, Kyungsoo raises the heating temperature despite getting his ear nagged off by the others about high bill prices.

“How was the movie guys?” Minseok asks, “Who was the killer?” 

  “It was great, I can’t say who committed the crime though.” You raise your brows, and Minseok rolls his eyes while smirking. “It will tell you if you read the book too.”

You hum a quiet giggle turning away from Minseok pleading for you to give away the ending and you just told him off suggesting that he watches the film instead. He always fell asleep during the movies and admittedly that annoyed you. Snapped pictures of him sleeping on the couch during the films saved deep in your text messages.

Holiday lights flash from the tree standing in the corner next to the window beside the television playing soul music and Jongin places another present with the others. The boys finished wrapping some of their gifts with just five days left until new year’s eve. 

”Y/N, ”

Junmyeon whispers your name looking over his shoulder where the boys then turn back to you. ”Here you go.” 

He holds a rectangular box wrapped with metallic dark blue wrapping paper topped with silver ribbons forming to look like a tiny bow and a sticker tag saying ’to Y/N.’ 

”Happy New Year.” He says. 

You look at him widening your eyes slightly and turning your lips into a small ’o,’ and he gives you a look of hope that you will like his gift. He tilts the box in front of you to take it. The paper felt smooth against your skin, and you shake your head while giving a gentle smile.

”Myeon, I can't open presents until New Year's Day.” 

“But we don’t know how long you will be here.” He says. ”This is my way to say how much I missed you and how excited I was hearing you'll be spending the holidays with us.” 

Junmyeon glances at the present in your hands still unwrapped and you turn the box while rubbing the paper with your index finger. Junmyeon was the heart in your friendship with the boys that never believed holding grudges, unlike Sehun. 

You smile toward Junmyeon and tell him to follow you. There the boys are all present in the dining room, perfect for the small announcement you’re about to give away. 

 “Guys,” you say, clapping your hands together, “Since my flight over to New York I have had some big news that I wanted to share on New Year's Eve.”  

Not one of them had asked for when you were going to board a plane after the year ended. Because it would sound like your friends would be urging you to leave and make you feel unwanted, but you didn't think that way. You carried so much love and trust and cared for the boys, and they stuck with you during the years as a trainee. Even tutoring you on learning fluent Korean. Sure, you did have trust issues before with friends from the past who made you feel like you were important or wanted more for just someone to spew their rant. But the relationship you have with them became more than friendships consists. 

 “I know you’re all thinking about I’ll be staying in New York and going back to Seoul.” 

They all turn towards you. 

”The thing is that I'm not going back to Seoul nor South Korea for a while.” 

”Does that mean you're staying?” Jongin asks.

You smile while shaking your head. ”Yep. I'm back in the city, and I'm here to stay.”

Minseok, Yixing, Kyungsoo, and Jongin rise from their seats to approach open arms and widened smiles, each wrapping you in tight bear hugs. Some of them were a little speechless hearing the second sudden surprise; honestly, these boys' hearts probably can't take many surprises anymore since you arrived. Their wrath around you felt tighter than hugging you after coming out behind the tree. 

”Y/N what about your career in Seoul?” Jongin rocked you side to side. 

”I put that on vacation.” You revealed how the main reason you were staying was that you accepted an acting role in an upcoming drama. The casting director had seen your performance on a Korean West Side Story as Anita that made her think you would fit the leading role. When she mentioned New York as the setting, you tried keeping your excitement internal to look composed. 

Junmyeon was the last person to hugged placing his hands on your forearms and smiling at you. 

”Oh my gosh Y/N, I can hardly believe this. Are you gonna stay with us, getting a place because the bedroom is yours.” 

     Your eyes beam, ”Myeon, during the flight staying here, was the plan.” 

”You haven't opened my gift yet.” He says, and you respond

   ”I’ll hold onto it to open first thing New Years Eve night.” His face slants scrunching his nose. 

”Rules are rules.” You shrug lifting the box and start heading to your room.

Once you walked into the bedroom, you remember the blanket that was tossed away was still in the dryer. You didn’t feel the need of folding the comforter since it was going to be used again anyway, so you stuck your hands under the fluffy cotton boulder and began carrying your feet down the hall. Suddenly Sehun’s frame stands in front of you like a wall suddenly appearing. He was dressed in a blue-striped sweater and greyhound gray basketball shorts, his black hair curtain over his sharp eyes. 

“Y/N do you not want to talk about something?” Baekhyun wouldn’t immediately spread the news of your reunion and you refused to assume what and who Sehun was talking about. 

“Nothing.” You respond. 

Sehun crosses his arms. ”I know you saw Chanyeol today Y/N. Though I wasn't there to see what happened, Baekhyun told me only part of what he saw. Also strangers wouldn't stare at each other for a long time after getting burned.”

Your fingers clasp around the blanket,

“So do you know that Chanyeol doesn’t know who I am?”

He nods.

        Thank you for reading!♡

[fuckyeahexofics]

fic search #187

1.

180716.  Hello! I was wondering if you could help me find a fic I read a few years ago, it was multiple pairings in a college au (I remember Kaisoo and Suchen and maybe Baekyeol?) and each chapter focused on a different pair and their LGBTQ+ identity (Kai was trans and Jongdae was demigirl). I think it was on AFF but it might have been LJ. Any help you can provide is appreciated! Thank you!!

2.  El Dorado

or You, Who Owns My Heart

180716. Hi i need help looking for a fic where Kyungsoo is from peru or mexico he's like a warrior who got captured. Jongin has like hazel eyes and they kind of fell in love or maybe one of them fell in love (?) it's historical but i don't really remember where i read it.

180716. Hi do you know the name of the fic where kyungsoo is kind of a warrior from mexico or peru or something who got captured and was about to get killed. Jongin fell for him and they stayed together before Kyungsoo run away. it was a historical au. there was smut in it with mostly topsoo (I remember that because i only read smut lol). I don’t remember if it was in AFF or The journal

180724.  Hi I've left this ask two times before but didn't got any answer ToT. I'm looking for a fic, i've read long ago about a warrior Kyungsoo ho got captured and was about to get killed but met Jongin. i think it was a historical au like maya or something. all, i remember is that it was all about smut :D

3.

180717.  hi im looking for this fic, it’s pretty old and it’s ot12 where each one of them tried out different lingeries they took from the costumes in their dorm ??

4.

180719.  Hi, I'm looking for a Chenlay fic where jd is a famous artist after exo disbanded. He used to be really close with yx, until yx introduced his gf/some girl? to the band. Five years later, they meet in reunion dinner and it's awkward. I can't remember what happened in the middle, but in the end, jd went to a radio show, and he confessed his feelings there. They meet in the end and yx feel the same way. I think it was in LJ so I'm not sure if it's gone now.

5.

180720.  SO I feel like a horrible person that can’t remember the fic’s name :( I’ve been looking for this fic like crazy. It’s krishun kid sehun fic. With kai as a teenager I think? I don’t remember but they somehow found kai and bring him home.

6. a feeling you give me, an everglow

180720.  hello mods! do u happen to remember a baeksoo fic where baekhyun is drunk and confesses to kyungsoo, he thinks he is getting into a taxi but it’s actually kyungsoo who is giving him a ride

7.

180724.  I'm trying to find a Kaisoo fic where kyungsoo gives birth and afterwards they end up having sex and jongin is the one who ends up getting pregnant. I think he was a dance instructor and he didn't want to be pregnant and kyungsoo told him if he wanted he could get an abortion

8.

80725.  hello! im looking for this sekai fic where jongin has a crush on sehun and they met through chanbaek at a club??? and they ended up becoming fuckbuddies until sehun found out jongin had a crush on him from the beginning. i remember them being classmates at dance class too

9. Walking A Tightrope With You

180727.  Hello! I'm looking for a sulay fic and I was wondering if you could help me :c Junmyeon and Yixing are married but somehow Yixing got amnesia and he insisted to go to his parents to China and Junmyeon started drinking his thoughts away and Yixing saw him. Then Yixing got his memories back just as Junmyeon was jogging outside? Thank you so much beforehand!

10.

180728.  I'm looking for a fic that I found a while ago and I can't remember the name. The fic is about a daddykink relationship between Chanyeol and anothe remember (Suho maybe) where Chanyeol got in trouble with his dom for showing off his toys on instagram. Do you perhaps know the name?

thank you @chentlemen-first, @toxicblackroses, @plottwistisreal and anon for your help!

[exxxoblr]

BFF EXO Series • Kim Minseok 

Junmyeon • Yixing • Baekhyun • Jongdae • Chanyeol • Kyungsoo • Jongin • Sehun

please do not remove my writing from the moodboard as i will report you.

DO NOT OWN PICTURES.

Masterlist

Is probably the most loyal friend you will ever have

Calls you early in the morning to wake you up and see if you want to hang out

Doesn’t care if you yell at him to let you sleep

Wants to go on spontaneous adventures with you and start early

Even if its just a rainy morning drive with loud R&B he loves just going out and laughing with you

Likes coffee dates

Will spend HOURS in the coffee shop with you talking about everything

Probably orders three or four drinks within those few hours

Wants you to vent to him, also wants to vent to you

Listens to everything you have to say without interrupting

You both end up talking shit and gossiping and it’s amazing because he’s so good at it

Gives NO fucks

Will tell you if your outfit is not up to par, will shamelessly bash one of your toxic friends, will fight someone for you

Sends you memes over text

Tells you your memes are trash

Uses OUTDATED memes himself

Texts you when you’re right next to him for no reason

Enjoys people watching

Observing people’s outfits and picking them apart

Him getting offended when you question his fashion choices

Helps you select the right skincare products and text you every night to remind you to wash your face 

He’s always at your house

Probably helps you clean

Scolds you if things are messy but secretly loves to tidy up your cluttered living room once in a while

Buys wine and scotch all of the time because he likes to feel fancy

Drinking together, becoming pretty much alcohol critics

Trying new drinks together or a different brand of wine, critiquing it and dumping it down the drain if it sucks

Making cheese boards to go with your wine

Watching trashy reality TV together and STUFFING your faces with takeout

Bar hopping a lot

And get pretty tipsy most of the time

Drunk karaoke

Singing ballads loudly and off-key together

He’ll probably want to exercise with you and take some sort of spin class

You end up dying at each other while struggling to keep up with the instructor

Actually thinks you are the funniest person alive but will never admit it

During the spring and summertime he likes to have picnics in the park with you and a few other of your friends

He makes the best sandwiches and complains the rest of the time if you end up not liking something he made

Really just wants to make fun memories with you

Will have your back until the day he dies

Always answers your call and is there for you, because he knows you’d do the same

Keeps everything you tell him confidential and is the perfect person to confide in

Misses you so much while he’s on tour and hugs you for three straight minutes when he gets back

A loyal, trustworthy friend who just wants to see you grow and get the most out of your life

Want more of our lil’ bun? Check out Dating Minseok!

~ Admin C

[jiminies-ahmee]

Brother!EXO Reaction:

Seeing a picture of when the two of you were younger

Requested by the lovely @yuniv-bluetea, I hope you like it xx 

“The reader is the younger sister of EXO and they find an old picture of them together somewhere.” 

M I N S E O K

Minseok was taking advantage of EXO’s two month break to visit his family, and of course, you. His little sister. He set his bag down in his room, grinning as he reminisced the days of his youth he spent cooped up in this room.

He sat on the edge of the small single bed off to the side of the room, his eyes flickering over all the little knick-knacks he’d collected as a child, but most importantly, the pictures. All the polaroids taken in those years to highlight important moments in his family’s life.

He stood up, his hands reaching for an album of photos tucked away in a bookshelf. The cover of it was a bright orange, making it stick out like a sore thumb amongst all the comics and children’s books. Flicking through the pages carefully, he chuckled to himself, snapping a quick picture of the photos on his phone to show the members.

He suddenly came across a picture of you and him, big smiles spread across the both of your cheeks as he rested his chin on your head. His smile faltered slightly at the sight of it, realising that this really was how his life had been not so long ago. The two of you had been so very close and you still were, but the both of your lives currently seemed so different to be picture.

J U N M Y E O N

Being back at home was very much a needed moment for Junmyeon. After travelling all over the world and only seeing his parents and you through a screen, the feeling of homesickness began to set in. Though your mother had been insisting on inviting all the family over for dinner in honour of Junmyeon’s arrival, you knew a big crowd was something he certainly wouldn’t want.

And so, the four of you found yourselves sitting on the couch after dinner, the television playing old videos taken in your’s and Junmyeon’s childhood. But it seemed your brother was more interested in the albums your mother had brought out for him to see. From them he recalled all those funny and sometimes sad stories captured within the image, a smile etching its way across his face as he couldn’t help but feel so… Happy. Seeing pictures of you and himself playing around in the backyard of your old house, climbing trees in the parks and just simply enjoying every moment meant everything to him.

And perhaps he didn’t show it as often as he should, you knew your brother felt that the tight-knit connection of your family was so very special to him.

B A E K H Y U N

It was quite obvious to everyone around you that you and Baekhyun had quite a close relationship, being the only children in your family. You both quite literally only had each other, and you didn’t mind that. You’d been going through boxes of miscellaneous items in the basement, in search of your parents’ wedding album. You coughed slightly at the dust particles in the small room and moved over to a pile of boxes in a corner of the room. Opening the first one you could get your hands on, you pulled out an album. Finally, you thought with relief before opening it to find a picture of a young you and Baekhyun sleeping on the couch. You frowned, realising you had never seen these photos before and continues flicking through the pages. Pictures of the both of you in different parts of the world, playing dress-ups in the living room and feeding each other.

Your smile grew with each picture and you pulled your phone out, taking snaps of some of the photos to send to your brother. Upon hearing the numerous notifications from his phone, Baekhyun burst into tears having not seen you in so long. He saved each photo to his phone, setting his favourite one as his phone wallpaper to carry you everywhere with him.

Just know the next flight you’d be catching would be to your older brother’s side and you had absolutely no problem with that.

K Y U N G S O O

Kyungsoo was probably the best brother out there in your opinion, but many would say you were being biased. He’d cared for you since you could remember and had definitely taken his role as older brother quite seriously. He always carried a photo of the two of you with him when he was away on tour, always promising to come back and take you out to catch up.

It was late at night and the group had just finished learning the choreography for their upcoming comeback. Everyone had left, all of them ready to get into bed and switch off for a while before getting back to the studio again tomorrow. Kyungsoo, however, stayed back, panting slightly as he sat, leaning against the mirror. He pulled out the photo of the two of you, a smile etching across his lips as he sighed, head resting against the cool surface of the mirror. His thumb brushed over you face, chuckling to himself slightly as the story behind the photo came back to him in flashbacks.

Your parents had sent you out to the backyard to get some fresh air after spending most of the day indoors. The two of you had been making quite a racket before your parents had noticed you’d both gone silent. Anxiously, they made their way outside to see you and Kyungsoo ‘baking cakes’ with dirt and stray flowers that had grown in the garden.

Though Kyungsoo had pursued another dream of his, you’d gone on to make both yours and his dream a reality. You’d been accepted to a culinary school. Kyungsoo had helped you over numerous Skype calls with techniques and simple recipes he’d learnt over the years. You, his little sister, were his pride.

C H A N Y E O L

Chanyeol had always been known as the goofy, clumsy one, not only to his fans and band members, but to you too. You giggled as he tripped over his own feet on the screen, the beanie propped on his head sliding off slightly. He chuckled, moving his chair to sit in it. He sighed, his eyes trained on the computer screen which had a photo of you and him as kds as its desktop.

“So, we’ll be seeing each other in two weeks. You must be excited.” Your brother smirked. You rolled your eyes in response, his cockiness hadn’t changed one bit.

“Oh yeah, because I totally want to hear all my friends go on and on about how good-looking you are.” You groaned, shaking your head. Chanyeol laughed, his attention moved towards a framed photo on his desk which he reached over to grab.

He sat back in his seat, showing the picture to the camera. “Well, we are siblings after all, so you’ve got some of my good-looking genes in that DNA of yours.” Chanyeol joked. You laughed, moving closer to the screen to get a better look at the photo.

“I didn’t know you had a picture of us.” Chanyeol turned the picture back to himself, forwning.

“Of course I would, this thing has gone around the world with me. Gotta keep my little sister close to me.”

J O N G D A E

The boys knew how low Jongdae had been feeling lately. They’d finished promoting their new album and along with exhaustion came frustration and homesickness. Junmyeon had called you over the phone to explain the situation of your brother’s problem and you decided to send a picture of the two of you to him.

Though it made him cry and he wasn’t about to deny that to you, he felt much better being ablle to speak to you, even if it was over text. He posted the picture to the group’s Twitter account, as well as setting it as his wallpaper.

And, as a surprise, you planned to meet Jongdae secretly to cheer him up just that little more. As you pushed open the door to the dorm you could hear Jongdae whining about why Baekhyun hadn’t returned earlier. Bursting into a fit of giggles at how immature your older brother still was, you peeked your head around the hallway, Jongdae’s eyes going wide at the realization that it was you.

Y I X I N G 

Yixing had made it his number one priority to keep contact with you whilst he was away on tour. Though you talked everyday, seeing you through a screen and  in person were very different things and he couldn't deny that he was beginning to get sick of the Skype calls. 

Though his emotions were just teetering over the edge, it was a photo your mother had sent to him one day after a concert that Yixing had had enough. You were his confidante, always there for him while he did the same for you. The both of you had been so close from the beginning and it seemed like he just couldn’t get used to having you so far away. He immediately pulled a few strings to get you over to him, and within 3 days you were back by your brother’s side, watching him from side stage as his number one fan. 

S E H U N 

The age difference between yourself and Sehun wasn’t big and the both of you were quite content with that. You both got along well (most of the time), the time spent with one another was filled with laughter, a bit of bickering and good memories. 

The two of you were spending time after Sehun’s return home from tour, the both of you had been binge-watching a drama, but were in the midst of a small break. Your mother had been cleaning out a few things, several boxes scattered around the living room. You rolled onto your side, reaching over to one box to pull out an album. You beckoned for Sehun to lay beside you, the two of you flicking through the pages of it. Most of the pictures were of your parents when they had fist met through to their wedding day. 

Then came the pictures of Sehun after he had been born. You giggled at one particular photo of him with food all over his hands and face, “You used to make a mess of things back then too.” You joked, Sehun poking his tongue out at you in retaliation. “Aw, look, it’s us two!” You exclaimed suddenly. 

Sehun looked over the picture, a soft smile on his face as he glanced from the photo to you. He realised you hadn’t changed one bit. But he was completely okay with that. 

J O N G I N 

Jongin had been on a FaceTime call with your mum, the both of them chatting away about how their days had been going, what they planned on doing tomorrow. You had moved away from home to study abroad and it had been a long time since Jongin had seen or even heard from you. He decided that it was probably best not to distract you from your studies, but a part of him thought he wasn’t being a good older brother by doing so.

“Ah, Jongin, I went in to get something from Y/N’s room the other day and look what I found.” Jongin raised his eyebrows in anticipation as your mother left the view of the camera, popping back with a frame in hand. “Look at how adorable my children were once upon a time.” Jongin watched as your mother flipped the frame around, the image encased behind the glass facing him now. 

Jongin gulped, a faltering smile forming on his face as he saw that the picture was of you and him many years ago on your first day of school. The both of you were in school uniform, bright smiles on your faces and Jongin’s heart shattered at the sight of it. 

“Mum, I have to go really quickly. I need to call Y/N.” 

[zhangbalance]

Alphabet Tag!!!

RULES: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better. 

i was tagged by @my-kdrama-life <3 (thank you, it honestly so nice to get to know you!!!)

a // age: 18 (although i’ll turn 19 soon) b // birthplace: South America c // current time: 4:32 pm d // drink you last had: Orange Juice  e // easiest person to talk to: my best friend carlos!!! We can talk about the dumbest stuff and understand each other. Also we can rant forever about life, our favorite shows, biases, etc.  f // favorite songs: Oh god this is going to be long! Ummm okay so:                 - Lucifer by shinee, Sherlock by shinee, Press your number by taemin (shawol here hehe), energetic by w1, never from p101, mask by yixing, playing with fire from Blackpink, I am the best from 2NE1, hoot and run devil run by snsd, mama, call me baby, monster and black pearl from EXO, I need u from bts, I don’t wanna cry and boom boom from Svt

g // grossest memory: One time a girl i knew got drunk in a party and passed out and while she was puking all over herself I tried moving her hair so it wouldn’t get dirty, but it was too late and I ended up with her puke in my fingers.... ew.

h // horror yes or horror no: YASSSSSS I LOVE IT

i // in love? nope. Ngl i feel lonely sometimes. j // jealous of people: more than i would like to admit l // love at first sight or should i walk by again? walk again m // middle name? Maria

n // number of siblings: one, a younger sibling o // one wish: to be rich af and have a bunch of pets lmao p // person you called last: my vet, my dog is currently sick :( q // questions you’re always asked: “Are you angry?” no, I just have a rbf “DO you want to go out” nope i’m busy (i have 20 dramas, scenarios and comebacks to catch up on) s // song you last sang: Mr. Doctorman by Palaye Royale (shameless promo, check them out, they are underrated af)

t // time you woke up: Like 8:30 a.m.

u // underwear color: Multicolor (vs’s fault) v // vacation destination: dream vacation with money not being an issue? One hell of a tour around Asia, i know china but i would love to go to Japan, Korea (ahem), Thailand, Vietnam, Cambodia, Singapore, Malaysia, well you name it.

w // worst habit: Biting my nails and breaking them, also i tend to bite my lips a lot too. x // x-rays: a few in my life. y // your favorite food: pasta and sushi, just any kind and i’ll be happy. z // zodiac sign: cancer

i tag: Okay so I’m an awkward potato and i don’t know a lot of mutuals through this specific blog so (also please please don’t feel pressured into doing this): @themoodytrash (potato buddies lmao) @qianct (hii!) @writtenbyrachel (hope i can get to know you better :D) @yanjuniverse (idk if you have made this before, just in case i’m sorry just ignore it :) ) @yuehuaboyz  and anyone else who follows me! If you do it, tag me so I can get to know you!!

Also since i want to know my mutuals from other blogs and tag some friends:

From @roseseob: @whyybaek, @beloved-jooheon @youzhangpang (May, it took me a while to figure out you had changed blogs lmao)

[tae1en-remade]

ALPHABET TAG!!

tagged by the coolest @saltxsuga thanks a lot!!😎

rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better

A: age | nineteen-teen-teen 

B: birthplace | Europe

C: current time | 8:43pm

D: drink you had last | some water

E: easiest person to talk to | @seventeen-24 very nice very good i love her bye. but one my irl friend too ohoho i love her like really really love :(

F: favorite song | nct - the 7th sense / svt - check-in

G: grossest memory | i have a lot of gross memories and i don´t want to think about that lmao

H: hogwarts house | HUFFLEPUFF hehehe

I: in love? | HA yes,maybe,kinda,,,

J: jealous of people? | sometimes? 

K: killed someone | yes :( an ant when i was kid :/

L: love at first sight or should I walk by again? | uuuh i dunno?

M: middle name | i don´t have a middle name lmao

N: number of siblings | 1

O: one wish | i have a lot of wishes so don´t know what to type now :(

P: person you called last | my mom

Q: question you are always asked | are u mad?

R: reasons to smile | universe,flowers,animals a good book her

S: song you sang last | drop that by exo lmao

T: time you woke up | like today? cos i woke up at 4:40am oopsie

U: underwear color | black? i think so

V: vacation destination | everywhere..every single spot in this world and then pluto

W: worst habit | hmmm i dunno atm

X: x-rays | yep

Y: your favorite food | this is ugly cos i love food :( but chicken with rice!!! all the way

Z: zodiac sign | sagittarius

Ultimate bias: to be honest? i love everyone. so idk maybe yoongi maybe jongdae maybe ten maybe taeyong maybe joy maybe seulgi maybe roa maybe yongguk maybe jooheon maybe yixing maybe idk at all lmao

Ultimate bias wrecker: HHHHHA idk

Favorite kpop song: i already answered that

First kpop song: don´t remember at all :/

Favorite kpop album(SSS): love me right by exo / the code - monsta x / teen,age - svt / and all nct mini albums 

Favorite kpop ship: all the groups  +  happiness and health

Hard or soft fan: soooft:(

Favorite kpop company: bro,i dunno anymore probs pledis or sm? 

Backstory of how I got into kpop: i needed a new start in my life and that´t it i guess? it helped me a lot and i will be forever thankful 

tagging: @seventeen-24 @cherrykyul @softheonys @the8th-day @nctxzen @lovepaintt @myungis but feel free to ignore me!! love you all!! 

[exactpacks]

Indiquem musica de bg também igual indicaram de gg por favor fadas :)

lys:

btob - movie

exo - walk on memories, the star e run

taemin - move

nuest w - where you at

wanna one - never e twilight

bts - dimple, lost e pied piper

stray kids - hellevator

todas do pentagon 

amanda:

wanna one - burn it up 

exo - winter heat

jbj - my flower e fantasy

nct 127 - mad city

monsta x - from zero e be quiet

mars:

shinee - 1 of 1

winner - really really

monsta x - amen

astro - again

infinite - last romeo

nct 127 - switch

grazi:

todas do exo

lisa:

bap - young, wild and free e hands up

bigbang - fxxk it

exo - heaven, been through, one and only, forever, for life, exodus, sweet lies, unfair, hurt e going crazy

cbx - juliet e cherish

nct 127 - whiplashe baby don’t like it

seventeen - clap 

winner - island

gabs:

exo - el dorado

seventeen - change up

c-clown - shaking heart

ace - callin

monsta x - stuck

super junior - magic

up10tion - tonight 

btob - missing you e wow

vixx - error e dynamite

sophia: 

cnblue - between us e when i was young 

day6 - i need somebody

dpr live - text me e is you down

ftisland - to the light, please, find the light, take me now, lose e paparazzi

loco - oppa e party band

mad clown - love is a dog from hell

monsta x - incomparable e all i do

nct - mad city, running 2 u, whiplash, good thing e baby don’t like it

super junior - gulliver, evanesce, shirt, devil e spy

tvxq - wrong number e hey! (don’t bring me down)

winner - i’m young, immature, don’t flirt, color ring e empty

todas do exo (isso inclui o solo do yixing e as musicas do cbx)

todas do shinee (isso inclui os solos do taemin e do jonghyun)

ester:

imfact - woo

ftisland - champagne e the night

romeo - like i do

onf - original

in2it - cadillac

longguo & shihyun - the.the.the e love taste

mxm - just come out

wanna one - wanna

exo - heart attack

bap - all the way up e diamond 4 ya

b1a4 - nightmare

beast - 12:30

block b - my zone

super junior - its you

up10tion - going crazy

seventeen - my i e swimming fool

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[enimvotum]

Fernweh

[German] longing for far-off places; feeling homesick for a place you have never been to.

Apocalypse Au

Setting: Modern world post war

Characters:

O/C, love interest A/B, appearances from Exo, BTS, and Twice

Part Six: Asura the Fire Starter (Admin Ki)

(Stars POV)

As I told Jungkook about the farm and his jobs my mind started to wander. To Ben and Jerry, to the Life Forces, to my life before this…

“Hey Star wait up!” The small boy ran up to me. He gave me my nickname. He said it was because it looked like I held stars in my eyes.

“Hi Xiu!” I shouted, flinging my arms around the small boy. We were both young at the time… ten maybe? Maybe younger who knows… time and memories seem to mix together these days.

“I found this really cool cave yesterday you werent around but I wanted to show you!” He shouted, pulling me along.

*                        *                    *

“Star…” We were sixteen now, “I think I love you.” I didn’t want to say it back. He was my best friend and maybe feelings had developed but I don’t think I loved him. But who knows, maybe it was a young version of love.

“I love you too.”

*                        *                    *

“Xiu?!” I pushed my way into his house, screaming for him. I was nineteen now and I didnt want to believe they got him. Quickly searching his house I found nothing, not even a trace of him. The cave! He loved that place. I dashed there, hoping I wasn’t too late. When I arrived I saw his body ripped to complete shreds. “No…” I whispered, not wanting to believe it. I stumbled out of the cave and ran as fast as I could as hot tears streamed down my face.

I wiped my face quickly of a stray tear as I pointed to the barn that Ben and Jerry stayed in.

“When the calves get a little bigger and stronger we will move them there…maybe another place that’s a bit safer… anyways for now you’ll be getting water from the well and cleaning up the damage the Life Forces do from the night before.” He nodded and gulped, clearly trying to avoid the blood that stained the dirt and ran my blood cold. “Cmon lets go. I’ll show you the rest of the farm.”

(Dahls POV)

“Oy! Dahl get your ass up!” Jeongyeon yelled at me from the ground. I sat up, hair sticking up every which way. I heard snorting and laughter from the ground and I shot a dirty glance towards them.

“I’m coming I’m coming…” I mumbled, gently crawling down with Yeollie sleeping against my chest. Jeongyeon started walking, shouting a ‘hurry up!’ over her shoulder. Putting yeollie on the ground I helped him walk a little better by continuing to lead him on with some meat. Chanyeol strolled along side me.

“He seems to be getting the hang of walking with only three legs.”

I smiled brightly.”Isn’t he?! He is doing so well! I am so proud of him. I think his leg still hurts him a bit but he is definitely getting better.” I picked him up and gently kisses his head, scratching behind his ears.

“So what’s the little dudes name?” Chanyeol smiled gently, scratching him on the head gently with one finger.

“None of your business!”

“Aw come on~ I won’t make fun of you if its dumb like spot or whatever.”

“It’s not spot! And it’s not dumb!” I glared at him slightly and hugged Yeollie closer to ne, “His name is Yeollie.”

Chanyeol opened his mouth to say something but Jeongyeon cut him off by grabbing our arms and throwing us into an alley nearby.

“What are you doing!” I exclaimed and she slapped a hand over my mouth.

“Shh!” She whispered aggressively. “There’s a fire is burning not very far from here. It looks fresh so if that means what I think it means we’ve either found ourselves some… bad friends or some survivors.”

“Bad friends?” I whispered back, hugging Yeollie tightly to my chest. Chanyeol and Jeongyeon exchanged looks and seemed to have a silent conversation.

“Look you don’t want to find out. It’s most likely survivors since they cant start fires on their own but… we don’t want to take the chance.”

I nodded, not fully understanding but not wanting to question them. They knew more than me anyways. I took out my journal quickly as Jeongyeon and Chanyeol talked about ournext move.

Dear Journal,

Fires mean survivors. Don’t take the chance though.

(Yixing POV)

I dusted the soot off my hands on my pants, stepping back to admire my work.

“Not bad eh Momo?” I chuckled and glanced over to watch the bodies burn.

“They’re dead and that’s all that matters. Cmon yixing lets go I don’t want to watch this any longer…” She turned on her heal and started walking away.

“That’s Asura to you!” I shouted after her.

[92spcy]

🌙 alphabet tag🌙

I was tagged by @taemsgirl 💕

rules: make a new post answering the questions and tag 10 people you’d like to get to know better

A. age: 18

B. birthplace: Arizona ☀️

C. current time: 8:02 p.m

D. drink you had last: Gatorade

E. easiest person to talk to: My friends and my mom 💞

F. favorite song: Half moon by Dean and anything by Selena and Exo!

G. grossest memory: Ummm nothing majorly gross has happened to me I honestly don’t get grossed out very easily. 😅

H. hogwarts house: Ravenclaw 🦅

I. in love? It’s not love more like infatuation, at least I hope

J. jealous of people?: I do get jealous easily but I try not to let it show

K. killed someone?: People do get on my nerves but I’m not going to kill them

L. love at first sight or should i walk by again?: Honestly I’m the most clueless person out there you could be flirting with me 24/7 and I still wouldn’t take the hint. If you like me just tell me.

M. middle name: Guadalupe

N. number of siblings?: 1 brother

O. one wish?: Happiness

P. person you last called: My mom

Q. question you are always asked: “Are you mad?” “Why are you always so quiet?”

R. reasons to smile: My friends, dog, and Exo

S. song you sang last: How Can I Say by Day6

T. time you woke up: 6 a.m

U. underwear color: red

V. vacation destination: Mexico, China, Italy, France, South Korea, and Japan

W. worst habit: Overanalyzing & Procrastinating

X. x-rays?: No but I do want to know how it feels to break something, like an arm maybe.

Y. your favorite food: Basic but Mexican food is my favorite, especially my mom’s cooking.

Z. zodiac sign: Libra

ultimate bias: Chanyeol! 💞

ultimate bias wrecker: Baekhyun and Yixing but I’ll stay loyal to my man Pcy. 😤

favorite kpop song: All of Exo’s songs (especially their Exodus album), Please don’t-K.Will, Eat Pray Love- Dynamic Duo, Crooked-G-Dragon, You Were Beautiful- Day6, Beautiful- Crush, Breath- Lee Hi, Kingdom Come- Red Velvet, Nose Dive- Dynamic Duo &Chen, Catallena- Orange Caramel, Why So Lonely- Wonder Girls

first kpop song: Wolf by Exo and Everybody by Shinee

favorite kpop album: Exodus, Palette, Odd, Yes? No?, Perfect Velvet, MADE, Shoebox, Chat-Shire

favorite kpop ship: Baekhyun & Chanyeol their friendship is really cute

hard or soft stan: Half and half

favorite kpop company: All kpop companies are horrible but all my favorite artist are from S.M ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

backstory of how i got into kpop: I got into K-dramas first and then I went from there. I saw Everybody by Shinee and I was so amazed at the choreography and their voices and I wanted to hear more and now here I am.

tagging:

@handshake @loonavelvet @sinahi @pcys-l @ihatetinuh @hopelesslexu @lonegene