#but. okay. 🤪✌🏽

[chaoswillcalmusdown]

ted lasso needs to wrap up 3 seasons worth of plots in the next 2(?) episodes. i don't know bc i thought this ep was the last but alas, it seems to not be ??

what are they doing? wasting time on edwin akufu causing problems for sam bc of ........ spite?? making dani "even my dirty socks deserve friends" rojas be mean to his friend and also behave shittily on a plaNE where the attendants had to clean up the mess he made......... ?? the uncle holiday ?????

like, at the end of the day i get it bc they've never had proper plans for 99% of the characters. we saw roy tackle a press conference last ep which is like character growth!! we've seen jamie grow continuosly. and none of the other players ever get depth, so what is there to wrap up in their storylines????????

but like. jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez.

[girl-interuptxd]

are you ok <3

actually no. i was shitposting earlier about the meaning that certain panic! songs had in my life but, recently my mental health has been getting WORSE. and i lost my fucking mind last night. not kidding. at all. heard voices and became convinced there was a mimic in the trees behind my house trying to kill me. then went into a different room with my best friend there, and still heard the voices. literally having a psychotic break down. i got one hour sleep from 6:30am-7:30am and my mum woke me up because i was mumbling and tossing loudly in my sleep and when i woke up i thought she was the mimic trying to kill me and genuinely started SCREAMING (this was less than ten minutes ago). i am literally having a psychotic break and as soon as i call the doctors they’re gonna put me on the fuckign ward ✌🏽 like i’ve been in half way houses for my borderline personality disorder before but this is full blown nervous psychotic delusions. i am terrified. but thanks for asking this means a lot. ily and hope you’re doing well.

[zutarawasrobbed]

Katara: Let’s take a photo.

Zuko: Okay 🙂

Sokka: Photobomb! ✌🏽🤪

Zuko: 😑

[cinefairy]

My thing with the void is I only plan to use it once. I want to use it to perma shift to my ideal reality, once I do that I won’t use it anymore because once I’m in my ideal reality I’ll be able to manifest instantly and I mean like no more that 5 minutes type instantly. I’ve tried doing just as is, no using lullaby or guided meditation but I find it’s kinda difficult and I get sweaty and antsy after 20 minutes. Ik I can do it any time through the day but my parents won’t let me take naps. I’m thinking of finally doing sleep paralysis and not being a pussy, I have a sleep mask too so I can’t even see lmao. I legit cannot take another day in this reality I hate it here with a passion. Since I’m not just changing my appearance but I’m changing my entire life, I’m talking new parents and a more interesting background. Keeping my current siblings and friends cuz I like them lmao. For context I have the typical emotionally toxic black parents who’re low key higher key homophobic too so 💀 but anyways that’s beside the points . I’m just wondering if there’s a fast way to get into the void. I’ve commanded but sub to get me into the void fast and what not but yknow.

TLDR; I really despise my current life and reality and am looking for a fast way to enter the void tonight. I cannot keep waking up here I just grow more resentful of this place more than I already do and I’ve been at this for 6 months now so yknow. All that sadness just turned into irritation but it’s okay cuz the irritation makes my manifestations come faster and easier. Might as well use it to my advantage right✌🏽🤪

U CAN DO THIS. STOP PUTTING THE VOID ON A PEDESTAL PUT YOURSELF ON A PEDESTAL!!! you’ve already proved to yourself that you can manifest instantly, treat the void like a little thing

[hyunjinspark]

PART 5!!!!!

wow

firstly, I LOVE YONGBOK!! he definitely knows about y/ns huge crush on hyunjin and i love him for saving her from these awkward things.

i was a bit upset when y/n got to the breakfast place (I CAN NOT REMEMBER THE NAME TO SAVE MY LIFE) but when she got there and saw the others hanging out. like i get that it was early and she was asleep the first time felix called but couldn’t they have left her a message or something:(

Hana is still too obsessed with yeonjun for her to try and be in a relationship with anyone. especially not someone as sweet and kind and caring as hyunjin. its STRESSING ME OUT that she wont open her freaking eyes and just admit that she still misses him. but alsooo im kinda mad at hana bc like hyun asked you not to post a picture why r u so mad about that? if she really liked him she would not feel the need to “show him off”. lets just say that right now… hana is not one of my faves (not even in the top five…)

i feel bad for y/n. i know that hana is meant to be her best friend but… some best friend she is. whenever she speaks about y/n i think she unintentionally says not so nice things about y/n and her life. as a best friend i feel like you should always tell the best points about your friend, especially if its to someone new who doesn’t know her. (maybe thats just me) but i wouldnt tell someone that my bestie is living a boring life because at least she is earning money.

anyways..

I LOVE HYUNJIN. i love how happy he got when y/n complimented his art. i love that he wanted to cancel with hana just so that y/n can see it again. everything about him and y/n’s relationship is so perfect. i like that they understand each other well, they like the same things; hana + minho were right in saying that hyun and y/n should date instead🙈

i think this is all that i have to say for now. thank you for another amazing part💕 i can’t wait for the next one!

yours truly,

mac✌🏽🤪

hello mac 💕 yongbok knows a lot more than he lets on,, and it will factor into the story later. the name of the diner is The Grove haha, but it’s okay its a very small detail anyhow,,, yes its so upsetting for her to feel that way and be caught off guard :(

understandable that hana isnt your favorite,,, and hyun is perhaps far too sweet and kind to fit well with her…

thank you for loving hyunjin ! yns opinion means so much to me :(( they definitely should date 😩😩

thank u for sending me your thoughts, i absolutely loved reading them !!!

[taetaespeaches]

okay so i’m back 🤪 with more music that i’ve recently listened to and am in love with and i need to share it with someone😌 after the video i think from jungkooks instastory of him and Pink Sweat$, i went and listened to the song, and then i went and listened to his first album, Pink Planet, and Liv i’m OBSESSED. it’s such good chill and just vibing music i love it 🥰 all of the songs are good, but honestly PINK CITY, Magic, and So Sweet are my favorites rn. I’m not sure which of the girls✌🏽 fit the vibes of the album most, but maaayyyybe Daisy? or Petal?

Omg hiiii sorry for the delay, I wanted to listen to the album before responding lol. Note to self: when you love a single, listen to the whole album bc WHOAH! I adored At My Worst and 17 but I didn’t listen to the whole album and I should have! I completely agree with you, this album is so good and just nice to listen to and vibe and chill. I’m obsessed with PINK CITY and I think So Sweet is my fav honestly. I also really loved Icy and Not Alright. I think it fits both those girls but maybe Petal a bit more?!?!! Like I can see her putting this album on while doing pottery or something and just feeling good lol. So Sweet especially screams Petal/Petal and Hobi. But Honesty is such a joon/daisy song, like omg 😩

Thank you once again for another amazing recommendation, I thoroughly enjoyed <3

[cottoncandyjester]

Guess who locked herself out of the house with her dog in the cold✌🏽😛 and then had to break and enter my own home to let my dog inside😩👌🏽because we were both cold af 🤪👏🏽 and I didn’t have my phone on me😛👋🏽 but that’s okay my parents got it recorded on the security camera😊👍🏽 I’ve never wanted to laugh and cry so bad 🧚🏽‍♀️

Oh wow! Are you okay? I’m glad you managed to get inside your house! Honestly I lock myself out my house too many times, thankfully(and kinda scary) my door isn’t that secure so I can kinda just force it open after a few hard jiggles

Stay safe and well please okay darling?

[stayarmytinyzenmoa-l]

Guess who locked herself out of the house with her dog in the cold✌🏽😛 and then had to break and enter my own home to let my dog inside😩👌🏽because we were both cold af 🤪👏🏽 and I didn’t have my phone on me😛👋🏽 but that’s okay my parents got it recorded on the security camera😊👍🏽 Kinda a funny experience🧚🏽‍♀️

OMG THAT SOUNDS HORRIBLE 😭First of all props to you for breaking into your own house I think I would've just cried on my doorstep if that happened to me sdfjksdfhdfj granted we actually gave our neighbor a copy of our key for this very reason (we're very close and we have a copy of hers too originally because she's rather old and all of us are in medical so like... it's for emergency purposes). How's your doggo holding up? Make sure you stay hydrated and warm so you don't get sick!!!!

Also bruh my dad does the same thing with our Ring camera AHAHAHA one time I went out to get a package and the door slammed shut behind me with the doorknob lock, you know, locked. And I spent like an hour looking for the key while my dad laughed I was so pissed LMFAOOOO

[hotmess-exe]

Guess who locked herself out of the house with her dog in the cold✌🏽😛 and then had to break and enter my own home to let my dog inside😩👌🏽because we were both cold af 🤪👏🏽 and I didn’t have my phone on me😛👋🏽 but that’s okay my parents got it recorded on the security camera😊👍🏽 Kinda a funny experience🧚🏽‍♀️

oh my goddddd 🤣🤣🤣 oh noooo

hey! you just proved to yourself that you NEVER have to be stranded outside if you don't want to be! you just added 'breaking into my own home' to your skillset! which means you can probably break into other buildings if the need ever arises!

congrats on getting you and your pupper to warmth 😌

[simply-breeee]

January 21st - 10:18

So the tab refreshed🙄. Anyways Happy Birthday Uncle! I felt I should start with that.

I meant to say that days ago but forgot. So here I am, late and high. I found myself writing a poem about Him. I mentioned it to him on the day of to which he replied something not memorable, but to his defense he was on his way to work. Well I get dumber. I mentioned it today and sent it to him 🙈👩🏽‍🦯. Look ik im dumb but guys idk I just had a urge to do it.

He read it and said umm I dont really do poems.

just read it across. it not a rhyming type

oh okay

crickets... he said nothing about it. and I know im a great poet. I won't share it of course but im pissed that he didn't say anything. I wasn't looking for him to complaint it or anything. Really I just wanted to hear his thoughts on it. It was a pretty ummmm *gagging 🤢* romantic and from the heart-ish. Okay ill admit it was a love letter type of poem. I dont know what I really want actually. As I write this, ig I want a form of writing back. Like an expression of how he feels. But thats not his so to expect that would be cruel. He works in gestures. Well surprises! arrrg *🏴‍☠* Yall know how I feel about surprises, but gestures are different?

He got about another hour at work ☹️. Im gonna clean some more so that I Havel ess to do when he calls. This boy got me really over here swooning. We been doing this for also a year now and with ever step we experience something new.

I'd like to say I recommend a long distance relationship 10/10. Distance does make the heart grow fonder and it makes you look forward to the little things. Man im so sappy but like sitting in the couch together, or watching a show on the same tv, going to sleep together and not through a phone. UGH but at the same time it makes each call more important becasue the anticipation.

I dont know if I told yall this but I wen tot Texas for my birthday to see him. My trip was so fun and even with set backs I wouldn't change it a bit. well maybe one thing : shitty asf I didn't see Spiderman. *.. and that I didn't sweeten and get boba in my drink. Now I know for later* With those 4 days it makes me look forward to spending a week with him! So excited for May yall. Its gone be like our summer weather, so I will be yk accustom to it 🤪🥳!

I am so excited for that trip. Its his 21st birthday trip so we gone be fucked up. I can not wait for the dinner home cooked by moi 😗👌🏽👩🏽‍🍳. Funny I decide to post about his 21st birthday on January 21st, which is also my uncles birthday. The Angels are working in favor of his birthday.

well im hungry so toddles ✌🏽xx o

[chaoswillcalmusdown]

my niece really knows how to demand to videocall me when i feel like utter shit which is great bc it gives me serotonin but it sucks bc watching the dark bags under my eyes in the corner while my brother asks me if i'm okay and i like. say yes. and he does not believe me. not as fun of a time ✌🏽🤪

[girl-interuptxd]

just relapsed into bullemia 🤪✌🏽 time to chain smoke and listening to ceremonials or rumours. not okay. lmao.