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mars-ipan · 2 years ago

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had a bit of an epiphany but idk how to word it nor who true it is

#the way i WANT to phrase it is as follows #‘guys…. am i the yaoi mutual?’#but that doesn’t quite convey like. the full thought process behind it #i was thinking like #ok i value m/m and w/w ships equally obviously. like ofc #that being said. the things that end up appealing to me more when i get into fandoms tend to be m/m #and i was wondering why #like. maybe it’s bc i’m afab and even though i’m genderfluid being able to see myself in a male character is very refreshing and comforting #it has nothing to do with sex or anything bc i’m ace and narrative homoeroticism is equal among all genders #(although tbf m/m homoeroticism tends to be written differently from w/w homoeroticism but that doesn’t mean too much in fanspace)#i do not understand why this trend happens in my brain. especially considering i’d call myself sapphic before i call myself mlm #(but labels are tricky and contradictory when ur gender is incapable of staying still)#but. idk it’s there #and then we throw the trans hcs in there #did you know i hc maeda as nb transfem. he/she/fae specifically. bc that feels right to me #idk i am def thinking too hard about it #this thought pattern is probably left over from me being 13 and liking yuri on ice #without understanding why it appealed to me so much #(i didn’t know i was queer yet)#and so i tried really really hard to be as normal about it as possible because i was NOT a fujoshi #and ig i still have that impulse to go ‘i’m not fetishizing!! i don’t have a preference!!!’#but i mean like. most of my favs are m/m. ofc they’re not ALL i like but they’re the ones i tend to go crazy about #i also read more fic abt those ones but i’m pretty sure that’s just bc of popularity factors #idk where i’m going with this. 100% overthinking it’s late n the brain has been acting up #maybe the real yaoi cocaine was the generalized anxiety disorder we were diagnosed with along the way #anywho. i still haven’t fully parsed this thought into words but that’s ok #i think i may just be feeling genderweird rn #the question still stands though. mutuals i’m not the yaoi mutual right. am i. i’m not right. right

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chunkysoup22 · 3 months ago

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#comics hard #my art #comics #indie comics #comic #short comic #idk #short story

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blabberoo · 3 months ago

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Idk what au im cooking.. but Im cooking..

#gravity falls #au #gravity falls noir #<< calling it that #stanford pines #stan pines #stanley pines #dipper pines #mabel pines #my art #idk what is going on but im probably just gonna make a bunch of fake movie looking screenshots #and i just wanna see the grunkles in suits doin undercover stuff

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macdenlover · 7 months ago

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it came to my realization that 99% of my fandom related headaches would be cured if everyone understood this

#making this at 2 am was like top 10 autism moment for me #this is helping me make sense of so many things hopefully it helps someone else too idk #user macdenlover drops badly drawn infographic media literacy rates skyrocket theres world peace #anyways #for sunny 1.5 is the sweet spot for me. a sexy medium rare if u will #but it completely depends on the piece of media #with supernatural i was a 2.5 on a good day.

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stafsar · 4 months ago

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my muse and I

#yeah i know the caption is wrong #grammar stanford #idk whet these are enjoy ig #billford #kinda #bill cipher #stanford pines #gravity falls #gravity falls fanart

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clonerightsagenda · 1 month ago

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I was rambling on the issue of museums and human remains and how certain populations are more likely to have their bodies put on display to be gawked at and then went "well I guess the Pompeii casts were of Europeans. there are bones in there right?" and Googled it to make sure, at which point I confirmed that yes there are bones in there, but more interestingly DNA testing revealed that a cast of an adult holding a child everyone assumed was a mother and child were, in fact, a man and a kid entirely unrelated to him. Honestly that's more moving to me. Maybe they were connected in a way other than blood, but maybe a stranger saw a child when the world was ending and thought the one thing he could do was hold them.

#or maybe he was the babysitter. idk #crack open a pompeii cast like a kinder egg and there's teeth in there #now personally if people wanted to put my bones on display I'd be cool with it #maybe I'll decide to donate myself to science idk. I don't want to be used to practice face lifts though...#writing in my will 'if someone wants to have my skull on their bookshelf that's fine. put a candle inside it'#why this

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mroddmod · 3 months ago

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the queen of the disco or whatever

#gravity falls #stanley pines #stan pines #scary-oke #zombie #zombie stan #idk if that's a tag whatever #anyway i was on the fence on posting this bc i think i might hate it but i put a good deal of time into it so you get it anyway SHUT UP!!!!!#k bye #disappearing back into my cave #mods art #mods draws #my art

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muttmoxley · 8 months ago

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sometimes im like "wow holy shit im being really fucking annoying. i should stop talking" and then i pull out my magic 8 ball and it says "youve always been annoying and your friends chose to talk you anyways. youll be fine" and im like wow thanks magic 8 ball. and then the ogre attacks me

#found this beautiful gem in my drafts and couldnt let her go to waste #frog rambles #idk whay this is about. or if its anything. but i think its funny

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thattripleabattery · 5 months ago

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#say it louder for the people in the back👏#idk who that other dude is😭#xmen #Wolverine #logan howlett #dehydration #actors #actor #hugh jackman #tom welling #smallville #clark kent #Superman

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everoutoftouch · 8 months ago

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If you have Spotify reblog this and tag what your number one song on your “on repeat” playlist is.

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retrobr · 7 months ago

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I have no excuses and no regrets

#natm #night at the museum #natm larry #larry daley #natm jedediah #jedediah smith #natm octavius #octavius #jedediah and octavius #jedtavius #my art #fanart #art #idk what is this bruh 😭#shitpost

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daisyofwaterdeep · 2 months ago

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had a dream I went to a hozier concert and mr. hozier stopped singing and pointed to me in the crowd and asked me to go get him some extra crispy tofu and a blueberry shake for after the show and then the crowd passed his debit card to me and when I got it I could see his real legal name was Horace Bob-omb

#then the rest of the dream was me running through traffic trying to get to mcdonalds for the shake and to the store for the tofu #but i could still hear the music from the venue wherever I was #just chattin'#yeah man idk either #i guess is should tag this as #hozier #?????

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guiiay · 17 days ago

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jinx and isha visit a walmart

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lesbian-moon-gf · 4 months ago

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surviving the current age of internet means saying no to subscriptions and premiums for basic features. you must endure the inconvenience of not being able to use every server emoji in discord. you must build the patience to find alternatives like NewPipe so you can listen to music on youtube while your phone screen sleeps. do Not give these corporations your limited disposable income. tiktok not letting me view videos on my phone without downloading the app? i will outlast tiktok and the execs will be remembered as dull,disgusting capitalists. listen to me, listen to me. if you do not know how to pirate shows from hulu, learn. if you can't pirate it, it is not worth the money to rent it. please i'm on my hands and knees. do not accept this form of internet.

#moon #i'm sick of the mainstream internet #i'm going to take steps to degoogle today #tomorrow?? a neocities #idk

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so-many-ocs · 1 year ago

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[on the verge of having a complete breakdown] i need to make some kind of list or perhaps sort things into categories

#🌿 misc #idk how to tag this #i just love making lists #and sorting things into categories #pinterest #??#this is part of what motivates me to write i just love making lists of scenes and then sorting them into categories #bangers

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