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insaneduo breathe if you agree
#qsmp#insaneduo#the fact that cellbit and forever can rp like that having known each other for four months#insaneduo is so platonic soulmate coded#they love each other so much in such a meaningful way#how the divorce arc had cellbit sure forever would never trust him again#but ironically the divorce is what made their bond stronger#how forever never hesitated to trust cellbit after that arc#and how they were each others support during the elections arc#and now cellbit has to see forever in that state. drugged#over something they both share in common which is their love for their son#they are doomed by the narrative to always experience the horrors but they do it together#and when theyre not together its heartbreaking but now you never doubt that their bond is gonna make it#but you still now its heartbreaking#sorry im gonna be extremely annoying in the tag today#i got like three hours of sleep this night because i couldn't stop thinking about last nights stream#so bear with me#or block me idc LMFAO
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“i just kiss him”
#critical role#vaxleth#keyleth#vax'ildan#critical role spoilers#my stuff#i win#i win!!!#ive fucking won!!!!!!#alexa play tokyo sunrise by lp#sobbing weeping throwing up#7 years#oh my god its been 7 years#i still remember the heartbreak over season 1 like it was yesterday#and ive never fully recovered until now#thank you so much
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Finished Gates 👍 me n Aria are crying in the vc
#pmd gti playthrough#for me it was when Emolga started talking out of the Frism#okay hands down Gates partner is my favorite out of the 3 main ones (and probably 4 I’ll be so deadass)#what a wonderful game. it’s not perfect/I kinda see where it has its flaws#but it’s genuinely so beautiful and the second pmd game to make me. outright cry#rankings would be Pmd2 > Pmd3 > Pmd1#<<(it’s Aria’s favorite game now though)#I’ve heard many good things about super but man it better pull it’s weight/got it’s work cut out for it#pmd 2 still has the most tight knit story. but 3 shines with how every character has their depth/aspirations#<<<Which made that ending scene all the more heartbreaking#pmd1 the main things I liked were the fugitive arc/Gengar/partner and that’s about it.#just (hands on head) pmd games love smashing your legs with a bat like you owe money near the end huh.
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Her Sunrise 🌄 Her Dawnbreaker
Ever since the very first time I read Still in Dark, the detail of Zayne being covered in scars from fighting wanderers/abominations has sat so heavy on my heart. Because you know that poor man hasn't been getting any professional medical help. Much like Xavier, he's just riding those injuries out, only unlike Xav, he's not blessed with a body that heals itself with relative ease.
This particular 'moment' is from a fic I'm still formatting in my head, that will hopefully see the light of day soon. His expression is a reflection of your own when you realize just how much he's been through. Our poor little meow meow 😩
My desire to bring this man into my arms and shield him from everything overwhelms me sometimes, and today I sat consumed with the desire to do just that, so instead of doing all my other obligations I did... this. Lol.
#hey hey hey anon I did it i drew him are you proud of me???#there ya go i did it i finally drew you a Dawnbreaker yall can be happy and rejoice now#and its only mildly angsty#and still sexy imo#yeah hes not all the way naked im sorry but i had a vision i was going for in my head and yall can just go with me on this one k?#i just KNOW i wouldnt be able to control my face when i saw his body looking like a battleground#and id be so fucking sad and i would bet large bills he'd be so vulnerable in that intimate moment that he couldn't help making a face back#and it would be so heartbreaking bc the moment of insecurity#jesus christ i went nuts in the tags again fuck#lnds#love and deepspace#lads#l&ds#love & deepspace#zayne#zayne love and deepspace#love and deepspace zayne#Dawnbreaker#db!zayne#zayne dawnbreaker#art of kay
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when an obsessed orufrey person plays ace attorney for the first time in a while
#witch hat tag#orufrey#you know those times when the defendant is still in shambles at the end of a case because it was not a clear-cut thing#but you get to present one Special Sentimental piece of evidence that proves not all is lost#qifrey's breakdown would be like... he turns up calm and pleasant like dahlia kristoph gant etc but very quickly:#well first he's hiding his scar so you have to use the bracelet and also you find out about the seal on his hat using that.#eventually he is throwing water that comes out of nowhere like that coffee prosecutor guy. and his cape starts billowing#the more he breaks down his neck thingies start coming undone btw. To represent his descent into guilt and his LIES becoming undone.#course as the player i have already used my magatama and seen his 35894 psychelocks. but theyre those BLACK psychelocks#representing his repressed memories taken by the brimhats. also his glasses shatter out of nowhere when you keep presenting evidence#and tartah's testimony etc. and the player is like UHH this guy is A PUPPET MASTER but coco's heartfelt testimony commands the tone#and of course he's someone who has been twisted and damaged by trauma like adrian andrews. the mastermind is of course the brimhats#only me with my magatama knows that... only i can do it. It has to be me.....#just like how as the reader i can see everything about qifrey and i can hold him dear as much as i judge him#whereas if i were oru things would not be ok unless memories can be restored and mentally ill decisions can be illuminated#WELL ANYWAY !!!!! what i appreciate about ace attorney is its ability to mix silliness with seriousness#i cant usually make jokes about serious heavy heartbreaking stuff in witch hat because it is all very intense emotions for me#but i appreciate ace attorney's mix of sincerity and psychological pain and the inherent silliness to being a character in a situation#so.....Get Iguin on the stand. Now. BAILIFF.. TAKE OFF THE MASK#i would most love to be able to prove qifrey's eyesight is failing. hed be like I have no reason to pursue the brimhats (smiles pleasantly)#and it would be like You're lowering your gaze.. proof that the court lighting is too harsh for you..!#his glasses would crack at that moment btw. I used apollo's bracelet and saw the glyphs on the glass.#I know all about u. and i will save u
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ive decided for my own personal mental health i will not be playing mouthwashing but instead i am piecing together the basic plot (i am aware this is an impossible task but im trying anyways) from various fanworks that keep popping up on my social medias. i just found out jimmy and curly are, in fact, not the same guy. i think i have a long road ahead of me. im probably just gonna give in and read the wikipedia synopsis
#freudian slips#i have two topics that if a media includes or puts a large spotlight on i will not watch/play it i got two hard no’s#cannabalism is one of them and i just found out one of them force feeds someones leg to himself so hard pass#idm reading it but its not something i love to watch on my screen even with shitty ps2 graphics#when i was in like 6th grade we had to watch this gritty documentary on the donner party which scared the shit out of me#and now i cant watch it. just a personal thing. tho i might watch an lp but im having fun this way#anyways i still have no clue why its called mouthwashing. is it to get the taste of leg out?? that would make sense#i know that either jimmy or curly or both sa’d anya which makes me question a lot of fanart ive seen of both of them#like lets have some class… can u pick one of the other guys to fujo out over#but ive seen some very lovely and heartbreaking fan comics about anya.#and i know there is a guy named daisuke and there is a secret fourth man that i have not seen a single person talk about#and theyre on a space ship#NOT a dental clinic like i had initially assumed based off the name.#misleading!!#is it cannablism if youre eating yourself. i dont know. but you get what i mean the ingestion of human flesh#regardless of source
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Based on a meme going around! I'll work on Emelias tomorrow after work, but of course I picked the more heartbreaking one of the two This also isn't as good as I'd like because I'm distracted and also didn't have the energy to make it too detailed, but oh well- I may actually redo it at some point ayy
From a bright eyed young boy, to a grown man fueled by spite and hatred.
But either way, it's still him.
#its still you meme#I definitely want to redo this but it'll be fine for now#child heisenberg#heisenberg#karl heisenberg#lord heisenberg#resident evil#resident evil village#re8#lovelywingsart#enjoy your heartbreak
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just remembered the pheonixperson fight [walking into the ocean]
#litearllye very single fucking thing about it.#what did they do to you….#i loved her.#then you were always a bad friend.#never thought this was how id die.#and other memorable quotes.#i rlly hope if (WHEN.) they bring bp back they address his time as pp#bc its rlly quite horrifying. ik they did to some extent w rickternal friendshine#but theres a lot of layers to it that u cld still go into. especially the fact that hes probably 90% artificial now.#andddddd w birddaughter. pleaseeeee#but oh my god. really so heartbreaking for rick to spend all that time mourning bp#i mean. not technically canon but in the comics he mentions it A BUNCH#and then he finds out hes alive. but as a zombie who barely recognises him. and then he nearly kills rick.#its crazy to think that pp was a One episode thing technically#like he was in the post credits of another ep and it took a while to fix him#but for us the audience he was only in action for. 10 mins?#if that#but ohh… how long was he working for the federation behind the scenes…. i dread to think#and his memories now…. he like blew up his fucking mind. im curious how much he actually remmebers of it#ohhhh bp … 💖 pleaseeee please come back to us
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done!
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKW HAT THE FUCK YOU SHDF SDFMY GOSUDW GGOG ODOODSOG SDGSLG
THAT ACTUALLY SHOOK ME TO MY FUCKINGCORE THAT WAS DISTURBING
THIS SHO WIS PEAK THERE IS NO OTHER LIKE IT OH MY FUCKING GOD
#everyone who worked on it im in love with you#i thought id be stuck in san fran forever nooo now im stuck in the theatre#god#uhm. final points?#armand is so fucking pretty as always. especially when distraught its heartbreaking#lestat. as a character not as a narrative. his side of the story. fascinating. i hope i get to see more im starting to reall yreally like h#uhm. my handsa re still shaking from that!#madeleine and claudia god. god.#claudia singing during that oh my god#the last thing she saw. lestat.#lestat's expression#im fucking deceased#im done for#good bye#interview with the vampire spoilers#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv
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band ensemble & ritsumao lookback
#IM LOSING IT WITH THIS PARALELLS#ITS LITERALLY THE SAME THING#HE DOES STILL THINK THE SAME EVEN AFTER MORE THAN 10 YEARS#the only and heartbreaking difference is#in the lookback ricchan begs for mao to come back to him#while in band ensemble ritsu believes that mao cant come back to him. that they shouldnt be together anymore#OUGHHHGGGGHHH#im reading the lookback and this part just sounded too familiar but GOD i didnt expect it to be exactly the same#the 'its maakuns fault'#the piano mention and how it soothes/entertains him but that cant do now that he knows maakun#bc he just gets too lonely being without him so it wont help#the part where he says maakun taught him abt brightness abt warmth abt the daytime world!!!!!!!#he gave him the warmth of the sunnnnnnnnnnnn#theres even the vending machine mention and you know thats how band ensemble starts too!!!!! with mao getting ritsu a drink from there!!!!!#this is too much i cant believe this
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❤️💔
#there is something about this pic ...#its the way he looks#strong and determined#concentrated#steadfast#focused on the moment the press the longterm goal#but also something sad and heartbreaking about the pic#because you can see the exhaustion#the hardness thats now part of his heart#how thin his face has become#the many wrinkles because of the stress#his eyes always kind of sad and haunted#because of all the things he saw and heard and had to live through#nothing left of the youthness from before the war#his beard now getting increasingly grey#he lost some weight again#less pressed together slightly but still#like all the pressure is pressing him together
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i need 911 to make henren happy and then leave them the fuck alone
#like how many times has henren had their kids taken away from them (or like the threat of it)#there was the cheating which lead to denny potentionally being taken away (im including the biodad storyline too because it was poorly done#and them trying for a baby which was just so heartbreaking and hard on them#and then nia (which at least that ultimately had a sweet ending but god it still hurt)#and now mara??#like fuck off#leave them the fuck alone#let those lesbians have kids!!!!!!#they want kids!!!! they want so many kids and 911 is just denying them#if i was a writer they wouldve been like swimming in babies by now#they are such good parents and you can tell they love being parents so fucking let them!!!!#like once the mara storyline is resolved henren better just be living it up and being so happy for the rest of the show#stop taking their kids away it is so fucked up and i am so over it#like why does that storyline have a chokehold on the writers#theyve done it to henren so many times and then they said yk what thats not enough lets take chris away too#STOPPP#it wasnt a good storyline the first time it happened nor the second or third or fucking ever!!!#im begging the writers to retire the take away the kids idea#please it is like the most unoriginal and uninspired idea ever and what does it even do????#nothing it just hurts and makes the parents feel like they arent good parents or that they dont deserve kids#i stg once mara and chris are home that better be IT#no more kids being taken away its so fucked#henren#me thinks
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just realized there's probably a lot of new people in sunnyblr so im gonna shill again the sunny spec script I wrote in 2020 in 2 days
#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#always sunny#macdennis#macden#this script got me the email of bryan swamberg because i tagged him and he said he'd be happy to read it but legally can't unless i sign a-#document. and i wouldve signed it. but he never sent it to me after i contacted him. choosing to believe its bc i predicted their twist#if you read this script i ENCOURAGE YOU to look too deep into it#i am telling you right now it's all intended to be meta. every single line#i feel like this still holds up tbh tho Some small details dont feel as relevant now with s15 out. just a couple tho#please dont be shy to give feedback i live for it and to this day i feel like noone dissected ALL the things i put in. and many ppl read it#i love analysis and meta 💔#also it has my old twt handle in there lmao#this script almost reached rcg 💔 bryan u never got back to me..... heartbreaking#it's ok i dont wanna work in script writing anyway i just wanted crew to read it lol
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i think my favourite little horrible (positive) callback in the Generations trilogy is where Drizzt tries to insist that Zaknafein was at peace when he was dead an he was Fine and Okay and you CAME TO ME IN A DREAM AND YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE FINE which is a reference to him having a dream after he rescues Wulfgar from Errtu about his dad, and his repeated ‘i’m really trying to convince myself despite not knowing anything’ litanies of how Zak definitely went to a good place and was at peace after he died because his death has to mean SOMETHING, right, he earned SOMETHING, right,
and Zaknafein’s answer is “I literally don’t remember that. I don’t remember anything. It was just darkness.”
And on one hand I genuinely think Zaknafein getting to Stop Thinking for like a century and it being like no time passed at all, he just went into stasis, was the kindest thing any kind of god or afterlife could have done for him but it also just, doesn’t comfort Drizzt at all. And it’s a really subtle but very interesting underlining of how, even in these basic survival impulses, Drizzt and Zak diverged hard and are sort of mutually ???? about it.
#generations spoilers#legend of drizzt#drizzt gets to speedrun 'viewing your father who you idolized as a hero as just a fucked up guy trying his best' in real time#its heartbreaking to watch#theyre just completely different people now and their relationship can't be simple#maybe it never was#but there's a loss of innocence and connection that was taken away from both of them that zak has no idea how to mourn#and drizzt thought he was Over The Whole Dad Thing but nope he's still got more in the tank!#it's so fascinating and so sad#zaknafein is such a fun character because he is essentially just 'proud warrior sword guy archetype taken to logical conclusion'#its like he made himself into a sword and the sword became all he was#and a sword doesnt know how to do anything else but kill#thats what it's made for after all#spoilers
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hi im gonna sadpost for a bit
#talkys#down here hee hee#anyway#i keep getting really sad about like. I'm Only Getting Older. When Will I Find My Person.#but its not even in a ''older = no one will want me'' way#its more like. i want them Now. we only have so much time on this earnth i want as much time with this person as possible and im missing#out on so much of it#literally that ''i wish id met you sooner'' post. with the carly rae jepsen lyrics and everything.#i dont even Have em yet and i already wish id met em sooner#i dont even have em yet and im already wondering how i ever lived life without em. bc im living out the answer right now#and it is‚ well. very miserably. im doing very miserably without em.#im optimistically jealous of future me#while also hoping this future me is very very very soon into future me#i want to be there Now. time is being wasted right now without you‚ wherever you are#(saying this as if its ever gonna happen again + as if i wont have to go thru heartbreak 50 more times before ever MAYBE finding a good fit#but whatever. im really trying to stay in the deluded ''im excited for it to happen'' boat instead of the Get Real Lmao. If It Had Never#Happened Once It Still Wouldn't've Happened/No One Is Around or In Line to#Date You Soooooo Get Used to Another Few Decades of Nothing and No One boat. wah#anyway. sad !
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fucked up that love live just doesn't exist anymore. like you cant go and play it in offline mode or whatever its just a thing thats gone. landmark in the mobile rhythm game sphere and no subsequent generations will ever be able to play it. a totally ephemeral game. it doesnt exist on a disk anywhere, despite the fact they arguably couldve made it that way. about my favorite rhythm game ive played and what, all gone forever, no more snow halation? no more strawberry trapper?
it just sucks that theyre allowed to destroy something forever. that there isnt a way to save it. no one cares about game preservation.
#i still miss the sailor moon bejeweled game#i think it had a really good idea handing out wallpapers as prizes for completing things in game#i loved earning those little graphics#no one else has figured this out no one else is doing bejeweled but fun and you get images#so many match-3 games are so obviously money machines where they suck to play unless you pay#but the sailor moon one was fun...... and yuo got images.........#someone tried to recreate it but its now abandonded and i never found the file for it mirrored anywhere so thats just gone too#heartbreaking!
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