#but you made her look adorable and gorgeous aaaa

[marchsfreakshow]

You Over Her! [Dandy Mott]

Angst/fluff

Dandy has taken to you plenty, but Gloria's idea to marry him off causes him to stick to your side like glue.

A request by the wonderful @poeticsorcery <3 thank you for this!

So many ways to execute this idea aaaa I hope this reads well I'm in love with Dandy being clingy to you<33

No one's perspective

⊹˚.⋆ ₊꒷ᘏᘏ︶ଓ︶꒷꒦⊹˚ᗢ₊꒷︶ଓ︶꒷

Dora could only do so much for the whiny man-child. She could only take so much abuse before you stepped in fully. Sure she still liked cooking, but you had to serve everything to Dandy. If it wasn't given to him by you? Anarchy. Clearly, you didn't love him as much as he thought if you weren't bothering to help out.

Every evening he sat and watched you as you cleaned. Cleaning every inch of the playroom he loved so much. But he adored you more. If your clothes were ever so slightly uncomfortable, they were thrown and new ones were on your bed in the morning. If you slacked off and almost fell asleep, you'd get yelled at before being tucked into the makeshift bed in the playroom. Sweet words whispered, uncomfortably, into your ears as the covers were messily tucked around your body.

"you're so amazing. So perfect. So gorgeous. Everything." He chuckled, staring at your sleeping face. A finger tracing your jaw, nose, and cheeks. Every part of you he needed. Every part.

This routine of you two sharing small stares and smiles through your workday had been fine for the months you stayed. Pay never lowered, and you found yourself silently attached to the brat despite his... tantrums. Whenever you went to bed you pretended to sleep so you could be aware of Dandy's small kiss on your cheek. And to your forehead, to your neck, chest. Never lower. He was a gentleman after all. It was a sweet few months, with sweet talks and treats for your work.

But, fate decided to intervene on the most peaceful day of all. Dora was out. So was Gloria. Dandy was in his playroom with you, watching you as per usual. Watching you move as you adjusted his items, and humming show tunes to yourself. Such a quiet, peaceful day. Until Gloria's shrill voice decided to break your, quiet time with the spoilt man. "I need you out." She mentioned to you. "Dandy! I have someone for you to meet."

Not wanting to upset Gloria, you immediately walked out. But looked a bit sadly at Dandy, who was immediately annoyed to no ends of the earth. A lovely woman, your age was behind Gloria as you walked out. The eye contact with each other was slightly tense. She could tell you wanted to be left alone, but you could tell Gloria's wants. She wanted this girl to marry Dandy. Badly. So much so, that a potential payment was held in the woman's bag. Walking away to Dandy's room, you closed the door, in an attempt to make Gloria happy.

Obviously, you didn't stay in there. You immediately walked back out once you could tell the two ladies were in the playroom. Eavesdropping on the conversation. A very one-sided conversation. Dandy was practically silent as Gloria introduced the woman and practical information about her. You could almost tell Dandy was rolling his eyes and was thinking more about you.

Only a few minutes passed before you heard steps out of the room. So, you just made it seem like you were hanging around, waiting for the conversation to finish. "She's such a cow." You heard before arms wrapped around you, and a face buried itself in your neck. Letting out a small awkward chuckle, eventually, you reciprocated the unexpected affection. In your head, any and all scenarios played out in detail. The worst one you thought of was Dandy killing the lovely lady just because. You knew he wanted to explore murder. He spilled his heart out to you whenever he got a chance.

"Dandy! Please just take a chance on her!" Gloria's slightly uninterested and shrill voice intruded your ears once again. He shook his head silently and stuffed his face in your neck again. If Gloria spoke up again, you might have to punch her.

So that's exactly what you did. She kept pestering Dandy with the call of his name and begging for a wedding. A heavy and annoyed sigh left you and pushed the brat off you (gently of course) before going up to the brat's mother and punching her. You hit her in her nose, causing her to fall back slightly, stumbling as she caught her footing. Your stare was hard, and cold as Gloria examined the blood dripping out of her nose. Oh. Shit. That wasn't meant to happen.

Where was the lovely stranger in all of this? She was stood by one of Dandy's stuffed animals, watching on in fear. A broken nose, yelling and a tantrum wasn't how she saw her day going. She expected to be introduced to her future husband, prepare details, and move in. All with a promise of a good deal, and money. Plenty of it. Everyone was easily swayed by money. And the Mott family had it at their fingertips 24/7. How could such a handsome man be such a baby? It dissuaded her if it wasn't already obvious that marriage would not be taking place.

You? You were getting a gentle kiss on each of your red knuckles, and praises sung in your ear. Dandy was already so swayed by you, and that punch made him fall deeper. Such a strong... persuasive way to tell Gloria no. But she shrieked your name and looked at Dandy with that look she couldn't erase from her eyes. "Why do you insist on staying with this dreadful person?!"

"They're better than some hag who only wants our money!" He raised his voice back, finally hitting rock bottom with his mother. Everything basically collapsed at that point, and the stranger took this opportunity to run out, heading in whatever direction she could so she didn't risk a punch from you. You felt bad for her, only slightly though. Sure she wanted to be married for the money, but you were sure she was a sweet woman.

Minutes of screaming passed and Gloria eventually headed out, down the stairs to 'calm herself down' which left Dandy staring annoyedly at the door to the playroom. The best thing you could think of was to put your hands on his face, staring gently at him. His eyes met yours, and immediately you could tell the brat softened. Dandy's hands pulled you closer, and he almost melted under your touch. "you feeling better now?"

He nodded into your neck, pressing little kisses to the skin he was close to. Any touch on him made him feel better, in any situation. As long as it was you. "How about I marry you instead?"

⊹˚.⋆ ₊꒷ᘏᘏ︶ଓ︶꒷꒦⊹˚ᗢ₊꒷︶ଓ︶꒷

Tag: @slvt4jamesmarch @fear-is-truth @coentinim @nahoyasboyfriend @bluerthanvelvet444 @starry-eyed-wild-child @babygorewhore

[strawbbella]

Helloo~ I was bored in class one day so I thought "why not do an art study of the artists I like" except it incredibly scuffed and I really just looked at a bunch of art on their page and i tried my best to replicate one of em

So these are the 2 'studies' i did that day

1st:

My ver:

(Art by @izuke-the-zombie )

ref pic:

What I noticed first while sketching is ofc the super gorgeous cute style. Though not long into the sketching phase noticed her lines are quite sharp and pronouced, for most of her works she keeps her sketch lines making it seem more mmm hazy is the right word? Or effortless, but with every sharp line a rounded(?) line contrasts it, giving it that signature fluffiness. I absolutely adore how well this all mixes together, i dunno just sonethin bout her lines bro

I love the expression, really gives off absolutely love sick, I didn't capture the eyes quite well (I blame my chonk pen because all good artists blames their materials/j) Macaque looks more scared than breath taken and I put the eyes too far apart. I basically deprived the eyes of its soul lmao note for next time I do a study.

Ok this part has not much to do with the ref pic but her art in general and that includes her writing. I adore the cute HCs and little stories/AUs she would post, just so much creativity and its always so comforting to read as theyre so wholesome and cute. Im so sure one of my first posts here were a drawing of one of her HCs LIKE SRSLY SO CREATIVE. I was also surprised as I saw in some artworks she's able to draw structures and environments that draws your into the scene, its fits the universe so well, just adding to that little wonderment of awe. Shes amazing at coloring too, real soft, but still makes the characters pop, i'd say more but my brain is short-circuiting from all this analyzing. Shes just all round incredibly talented and creative honestly. Her style is exactly what i wanted to have as a kid and what im striving to have now. So cuteee

So far 11/10 art style, love the chibiness, cuteness, expressions, the pure and pastel feel and colors, and details. Just love her in general<3 check out her page lol

2nd:

My ver:

(Art by @clatteringbats )

ref pic:

Ok so immediately off the bat I knew I was gonna have some trouble here since I've been drawing chibis from the very start.

Just from observing her art I alr saw it has a lot of movement in em, lots of dynamic poses, and LOTS of embraces, really just pouring with that fluff/angst energy. At first I tried the anime body guidelines and boom instant error. Though not all that noticable the heads have sum chonk in em, especially the cheeks, giving that cute factor despite not being a chibi style. Im all for it. The lines are very soft, not a lot of sharp edges and if there are theyre placed in a very subtle way. The expressions are wonderful: from a subtle hopeless smile from an overwhelming roar of grief and anger, she's mastered the the art of slight details that give these effects their magic. Her lines are sketchy but not messy (does that make sense) they clump together neatly, giving the illustration clarity.

AND OMG HAVE YOU SEEN HER ANIMATICS? THE MOVEMENT, THE PACING, THE SMOOTHNESS, THE INTERACTIONS, THE EMOTIONS, THE EVERYTHING. THEYRE SO AAAA ITS LIKE A PROFESSIONAL STORYBOARD FOR A TV SHOW.

The way she uses color too— just o h m y g o d .

Her colors are so bright and clear, so nicely blended together, so bold, but not in the way that burns your eyes, she keeps them neutral in a way, that envokes that sense of harmony; like a sunset. (I legit have one of her colored artworks as my wallpaper) I have lots more to observe, but so far this is all I have to say. The skill of overflowing

Anways, back to the task at hand. I made the heads bigger than i shoulda , cause well chibi artist ehe. Again, I blame my chonk pencil. I didn't get the embrace quite right, but Ion think I could level with the queen of LITERALLY DRAWING TEARJERKING HUGS LIKE? I tried with the hands, I swear. I knew they were a little small but only now am I realizing its that way cause I made the heads too big. I wanna try drawing more in her style as its really just full of movement and flowiness, I wanna try mastering the way she draws perspectives too. I noticed for perspective shots theres this grid for the sky and ground (which is genius) will try that out when I actually pick up digital art again.

Check out her page, theres lots to see shes amazing 11/10 artstyle<3

[rnm-magic-space-xsd]

🍰💭🧸 for the ask game!! :3

Aaa!! Thank you so much for asking and sorry it took me so long to answer 😖🫣🎶🪽🍬🎆💗. Had to wait for my creative and gushy inspiration to be set alight in my heart first! Thank you for waiting so patiently 💗🧸

I wrote it about Jumin (JujuBear) from Mystic Messenger and I!

🍰 - ! Recently I made Earl Grey and honey tea cupcakes infused with orange marmalade for JujuBear. He usually prefers coffee or wine but while taking his first bite of it, he smiled so cutely! So boyishly and innocent; so unlike his usual stoic yet shy expression 💗💗💗😆🎆! He told me he was able to taste the sweetness of my love for him through my baking. Aaaa!!! JujuBear is so sweet!!

Juju, well. When we first met, 7 years ago; he had a chef (Juju is a corporate business heir to a very rich and outstanding family) that would cook him anything he ever wanted but after meeting me and us falling in love with each other, me cooking for him the first time.. ( I must add that I love and adore Juju for his heart, personality, soul, mind and looks the most! riches aren’t my priority. I, actually have more than enough money in real life so ^^; )

He was touched by the warmth and love that he was able to feel deep in his soul through my cooking and was determined to be able to practice cooking the most delicious romantic dinner date meal in secret so it would be a surprise for me.

Haha, Juju is adorable like that x’). He cooked his childhood favorite schnitzel parmigiana for us and made my favorite mixed salad with some cooked sweet potato slices. It made me happy to visit his place one night on our half year anniversary and be surprised by his romantic and thoughtful expression of love and consideration for me 🌟💞. There was romantic classical music playing in the background and he handed me the most gorgeous flower bouquet upon my entrance! I hugged him so tightly that night, seeing him so shy and anxious, discreetly observing my reactions and passionately express his adoration TwT !! Bless my JujuBear!!! He was basically tackled by my leap hugs and fluttery kisses! Hugging him, I could feel how both of our hearts raced like a motor engine on drugs; only that our drug was blissful honeymoon lovestruck adoration for each other 😍😌🎆🧸🍯🥰🤗

For dessert he made us his signature strawberry syrup pancakes with banana slices and I couldn’t help but sit on JujuBear’s lap instead of sitting in front of him >x<. I just wanted to be as close to him as possible! He gave me a back hug (he’s really tall! Like, 183cm and I’m 159cm) and fed me his pancakes. It was such a drunkenly sweet night, I adore my time spent with my HanniBunnyJujuBear!

💭- Juju @Me : ‘My angel, she’s so cute! My heart is literally exploding just seeing her adorable face, munching on candy like a lil bunny! Her everything is just so heart-meltingly sweet. I know she gained a bit of weight and is a little insecure but I just love seeing her satisfied smile and lil dancey-sways of joy when she eats the food she loves.’

Me @Juju : ‘Aaaaa!!!!! JujuBear 😍!!! Juju may seem stoic and a bit too serious to most people but gosh, his smile! So beautiful and radiant like the moon! and his heart that used to be so dark, sorrowful and lonesome; has regained its’ vibrant colors of childhood since we met. I’m so glad I fell for Juju! He was finally able to face his repressed feelings towards his parents and the people around him who only wanted to use him for his money, looks and fame…the aching void of distrust and sorrowful loneliness he felt since Rika died and his only childhood friend and found family best friend distanced himself from him…I just can’t help but care and wish to be there for my HanniBunnyHubbyBear no matter what and be his strength and comfort!’

🧸- Oh :0 ! Juju and I have been married for like 5 years and are living together, so right now I’m his sleeping pillow plushie. But he knows I’m a big plushie hoarder (I’ve literally got 30+ plushies sleeping with me in my bed) so whenever we go to a festival and we find a plushie that he can see makes my eyes sparkle with delight and interest; he is set on winning it for me! My JujuBear is not the best at the festival nor arcade games and doesn’t always win the plushie but on the off case that he doesn’t; he makes a custom made order plushie of my dreams from that same plushie company in order to make up for if [because I fussingly wouldn’t let him bribe the booth owner. It doesn’t align with the festival gaming spirit. He was pouty at my objections but relented (with a secret plan to surprise me with an even better custom plushie for our next romantic holiday)] - JujuBear loves callin me his SnowBunny or BlushieHun [because my face, when I’m with him and my other lover f/os, is often as red as a sweet strawberry. and the ‘Hun’ is a play on Jumin’s last name ‘Han’. I’m Juju’s Hannie(Honey)]

[fruit-of-infidelity]

【 30 Questions of CP, OC & Fandom★ 】　

「 ー credits: @mukami-kuron-mrsadisticcat 」

ι. ʜᴏᴡ ʟᴏɴɢ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴇɴ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ?

This year marks my 6th year in the fandom! I was introduced back in 2016, although only made my way onto tumblr come 2018.

ιι. ᴡʜᴏ'ꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ʙᴏʏꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ/ʜᴜꜱʙᴀɴᴅ?

Reiji is my Number One! God, he owns my whole being uwu. I adore Laito, though, and is certainly a close second! But who can forget Richter? He's a guilty pleasure of mine, but not necessarily one I'd consider a boyfriend/husband (the thought is nice though~)

ιιι. ᴡʜʏ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ?

Well, I think I've told this story before but he was originally my least favourite when I only had consumed the anime.

The friend group I was apart of, though, wanted to divvy the boys up between the three of us, so we wouldn't "take" each other's favourites. I selected, of the Sakamaki's: Laito and Ayato, and then "got lumped with" Reiji, as no one else wanted him ><. Of course my thoughts since then have DRASTICALLY changed!

Reiji: I have no clue how to describe my reasoning in coherent words, though. Reiji is gentlemanly - even if harshly so - and a devoted and dedicated lover, sadistic yet compassionate and the perfect balance between them, one HELL of a tease (seriously, saying something terrifying or suggestive and then teasing the MC about "misinterpreting" his words only to prove her somewhat right, aaaa, makes me weak). Not to mention... he is handsome. So so handsome. He really defined my "type", which is typically men with dark hair and glasses, and the whole "suit and tie/on par with victorian" aesthetic uwu.

Laito: He was always one of my favourites, and hasn't EVER since dipped below second favourite. He's arguably the most in-depth character rejet has in DiaLovers in terms of his layers as a character, and his whole facade that's just so interesting to tear apart little by little to understand why he is who he is. He's charming too! So so charming, despite his cruel and perverted ways, which makes him all the more terrifying (and i love that hehe ><). Again, he's also gorgeous. Aaa just look at those auburn waves and his lil mole~

Richter: I'm guilty of hatin' on him long before liking him, too. He's SO INTERESTING THO. I only really started to like him come making Ryuuto, but even before then I would occasionally think "mm i wanna pick apart that handsome devils brain". His whole dynamic with Cordelia is *beyond* intriguing and i just- aaaa- i want him to have a happy ending and to be free from her clutches, and free from living in shadow of his brother too :(

ιν. ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀᴄQᴜᴀɪɴᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱʜɪᴘꜱ ᴛʜᴇᴍꜱᴇʟᴠᴇꜱ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴀᴍᴇ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ? 

Yes~! Plenty, but I'm sorry if I forget anyone!

Reiji: @/reijisama , @komori--shoma / @kurosawa-family, @smonie (don't know if it's "ship" per se but you're *interested* so you count hehe. plus, know that i see and lap up EVERY one of ur reiji posts mmm)

Laito: None that come to mind (so so sorry ><)

Richter: @crimson-mayhem / @retelling-of-ragnarok / @esoteric-devotion / @dilfasaurr (tagging ALL ur accounts to out you for what you are: A Richter Simp 🙄♥️ ily)

ν. ʜᴏᴡ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ?

About other's liking the same character? Totally fine~! In fact, I love to see what content people push out about themselves with that boy, or push out just about that boy in general~!

νι. ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴀɴʏ ɴᴇɢᴀᴛɪᴠɪᴛʏ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅꜱ ᴛʜᴇᴍ?

Not animosity on my part!

Again, I used to be past of a friend group that passively encouraged jealousy (since, as mentioned before, we "divvied" up the boys so we would each have "ownership" over some). Buuut I was pretty young back then (and stupid), and those days are long, long behind me.

νιι. ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ꜱᴇᴇɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴏᴄ(ꜱ) ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴀᴄᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴀɴ/ᴡᴏᴍᴀɴ? 

Yeeeessss 🙇‍♀️ Gimme all your OC content with these boys to lap up pleeeease. My fav DiaBoys, fav people, AND some god tier writing to tie it all together? Nom nom nom, i'm consuming it ALL!

νιιι. ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴇᴛɪᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴꜱᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ?

Not competitive per se!

I do get self-conscious from time-to-time if a ship is popular, but again, I LOVE to see that content too! It's just a me problem, I promise there is NO hostile feelings on my end!!

ιχ. ᴄᴏɴꜰɪᴅᴇɴᴛ, ᴏʀ ᴘᴇꜱꜱɪᴍɪꜱᴛɪ��?

Both? I'm semi-confident in myself(?) and my ship/OC here and there but pessimism is tragically hard to shake when it does sink in for whatever reason. So both?

χ. ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱʜɪᴘ, ᴏʀ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ɪᴛ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʟᴏᴡᴋᴇʏ?

In terms of Ryuuto x Yui/MC? I'd love for more people to know about that once his route comes out (+ the chapters for the other boys)! I'd like it to be considered as "canon" as an OC x Canon/Reader ship can be, since he is a DiaBoy himself and a romance-able character.

χι. ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴀɴʏ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ (ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴡʜᴏᴍ ꜱʜɪᴘ ᴛʜᴇᴍꜱᴇʟᴠᴇꜱ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇʀ) 

Yuh! Those I mentioned beforehand, I am blessed with being mutuals with~! <3

χιι. ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇᴍ?

I hope so! Ily ♡

χιιι. ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ 'ꜱᴛᴀɴꜱ' ? 

In the English-speaking fandom (or off-shoots of that), or otherwise? My opinions greatly differ depending, to be quite honest with you.

In the English-speaking fandom, and their off-shoots like the Spanish-speaking fandom, I have noticed how toxic it can be to be a "stan", or how damaging it can be to be labelled as such. It implies hostile possessiveness and comes with the reputation of being a gatekeeper, which is true in most cases ><

Otherwise? In the Japanese fandom, and such, it's usually a given that most fans you meet are probably a stan. It's more so in the sense that they have HEAPS of merchandise, visit all the cafes, or celebrate their birthday each year, or dedicate their social media to them. It's less so the whole "gatekeeping" thing, but that can become apart of it too. This is all what I observed, anyhow!

Therefore, I'd label myself a stan by the Japanese fandom standard to some extent. But I wouldn't by the English fandom standard.

χιν. ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏʀʀɪᴇᴅ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴘʟᴀɢɪᴀʀɪꜱᴍ ᴏʀ ᴄᴏᴘʏɪɴɢ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴄ(ꜱ) ʙʏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀꜱ?

I do worry, admittedly, but it hadn't yet happened as far as I have noticed!

χν. ʜᴏᴡ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇ ꜱᴜᴄʜ ᴀ ꜱɪᴛᴜᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ɪꜰ ɪᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴꜱ?

I'd like to think I'd approach their privately, and calmly. What happens thereon out depends on how they take my approach, I suppose? :P

χνι. ɪꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴘ ᴘᴜʙʟɪᴄ ᴏʀ ᴏɴʟʏ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴀ ᴘᴀʀᴛɪᴄᴜʟᴀʀ ᴄɪʀᴄʟᴇ ᴏꜰ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ?

Ryuuto x Yui is public~!

The universe I (and someone close to me) have made for my own self ships, however, is not despite how lengthy and detailed it is, admittedly--

χνιι. ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ꜱᴘᴇᴄɪꜰɪᴄ ᴄᴘ ꜱʜɪᴘ, ᴡʜᴀᴛꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀꜱᴏɴ? (ɪ ᴅᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ~!)

Ooh, good question~! I like a lot of them (with or without my OC), to be honest, more than I could morally tag lololol (but I still will) ><)

@retelling-of-ragnarok : I loooved Gwen x Ryuuto. Their dynamic and fun lil interactions and scenarios were to die forrrrr!!

@komori--shoma : Ryuuto and Shoma were, I think, the first OC ships on this blog! They're still so so cuuuute, i love them together since they're the right mix of wholesome and angsty.

@mukami-kuron-mrsadisticcat : KouKuron is one of the best pairs I've seen on tumblr in some time! They're terrifying yet so interesting as a couple, and I enjoy every single post!

@strawberry--bride : Going for the original, though slightly less popular, ship of Shu x Sharon for this one! Her and Subaru is adorable too, but the OG ship hit hard, and has a soft spot in my heart!

@forestofschwarzwald : More of an SI (if I'm not mistaken?) x Canon ship but Victoria x Reiji was one of my biggest inspirations when coming into the fandom! Certainly a special mention. You're very, very valued <3

Aaand plenty more but I really dont want this post to be too, too long, I'm so sorryyyy <3

χνιιι. ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴏꜰ ʙᴇʜᴀᴠɪᴏʀꜱ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴜᴘᴘᴏꜱᴇ ɪꜱ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏᴜꜱ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ? 

Hmm, perhaps entitlement? As in, the entitlement people feel when interacting with certain OCs or canon blogs where they can act as they want, say what they wish, when it goes against that characters makeup, all because they're behind anon or like a certain character.

χιχ. ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛꜱ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅɪꜱʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇꜱ ᴄᴘ ꜰᴇᴇᴅʙᴀᴄᴋꜱ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴄ(ꜱ)?

Mmm I'd like to think that feedback shouldn't be taken negatively, but instead, constructively (unless it's obviously and intentionally malicious :/). Sure I may not like something someone says but I would like to think I wouldn't be too offended by it ><

χχ. ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴄᴇɪᴠᴇ ʜᴀᴛᴇꜱ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴄ(ꜱ) ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ?

No! There was one tiiiny message ages back by an anon about Ryuuto's hype, but nothing more than that! I got more hate on my main lol.

I'm grateful for all the lovely support instead!

χχι. ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴘ?

I have Ryuuto's route that is almost complete! So, technically?

But, that is only the first part of the story (that i have hopes for anyway)! I hope to do a route for him for each game, so until they're all done, it's not at all totallyyyy complete uwu.

χχιι. ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟᴏᴡ ᴊᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴀʟᴛᴇʀɴᴀᴛᴇ ᴜɴɪᴠᴇʀꜱᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴᴏɴ ᴠᴇʀꜱɪᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴘ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ?

In terms of his canon universe within his route and with Yui? No. I'd like to keep them seperate from ships on the blog because that's my "canon" vision for Ryuuto. However on this blog? Totally! His blog exists to serve both the canon ships and the AU ships!

χχιιι. ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏᴋᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ꜱʜɪᴘᴘɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴏᴄ(ꜱ) ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱ?

Oh my god pleeeease, yes! I love that, and am always so flattered that people even want Ryuuto - the asshole that he can be - to be shipped with themselves/their OC. It's so so touching ;-;

χχιν. ᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀ ʙᴀᴅ ᴇxᴘᴇʀɪᴇɴᴄᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ?

Personally, no. I've heard of a few horror stories though.

χχν. ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴄꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴅᴍɪʀᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ᴀʀᴇ? (ᴛᴀɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ~)

Is there a "tag all" button?? No but seriously, everyone that has an OC/SI is amazing. You've done so much hard work and you all have such creative ideas! I really hope I don't forget anyone!

Victoria ( @forestofschwarzwald ), Kuron ( @mukami-kuron-mrsadisticcat ), Virek and Gwen ( @crimson-mayhem ), Amani ( @ayamexe ), Simone ( @smonie ), Mystic ( @mino-diabolik ), Scarlett ( @kindan-no-kanojo ), Maria ( @maria--bride ), August 🙇‍♀️ but also all the Kurosawa's & Shoma ( @komori--shoma ), Sumire ( @sumire-bride ), Irina (@iricathel ), Caria ( @cursed--requiem ), Kauze ( @kauzebridgerton ), Nunnally ( @lured-into-wonderland ).

So many of you <3

χχνι. ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴅɪꜱᴀᴘᴘᴏɪɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴏʀ ᴇxᴄɪᴛᴇᴅ?

Whenever I get notifs. That's it.

Notifs from popular OC blogs, non OC blogs, new OC blogs, anything but the bots, I always get so happy! To just know people like my content enough to like, or daresay, reblog content? Aaaa.

On that, seeing YOUR TAGS GUYS!?!? Some of you are WILD with it and I love it, and your replies (even if I forget to respond T~T) and I love you all sm for it. Also, sweet messages in my inbox.. not so much excited as it is just sweet. I'm so so touched.

Also, to the specific anon(s?) that have sent super sweet support messages (and the one that reached out with a throwaway tumblr account), you guys also mean the word. If you're reading this, I hope you've having the best day ever <3

χχνιι. ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴄᴀʀɪᴇꜱᴛ ᴇʀᴀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀᴄʀᴏꜱꜱ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ?

The hate storm that was going around was awful. People making fake accounts to pass as the larger blogs was super terrifying, and sending awful messages was one of the scariest eras.

χχνιιι. ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀꜰᴜʟ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀᴄʀᴏꜱꜱ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ?

You all. People are so sweet, supportive, and creative all around; It's so so lovely to have had an opportunity to have met some of you, even if we have only talked briefly. <3

χχιν. ꜱᴀʏ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅꜱ ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴜᴘᴘᴏʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴅᴍɪʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴘ~

AAAA THANK YOU?? I'm always blown away by how many people actually care about Ryuuto and his content. Promise, as always, that I'm working as best i can on his route. Just have needed a few days recently to unwind and reset after his birthday uwu.

χχχ. ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴋᴇᴅ ʜᴀʀᴅ, ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴡᴏʀᴋ!★★★

Naww thank youu!! All the same to you @mukami-kuron-mrsadisticcat for the sweet words and the fun questionnaire! Took me a lil while to do it but it was worth it!

[knightyoomyoui]

Sana x Reader- “The Multiversal Redemption Arc”

Happy 6K Reads to this book! It was pretty fast, wow. It took just weeks for this book to reach another milestone. Also Happy 100th followers to my Tumblr acc! Seriously, thank you so much everyone for the support!

Btw, this story will be set in a third person POV again. I just thought this story fits more with this kind of perspective. Try also to understand this story when you read, I wasn't that good at explaining but I promise as always that I'm doing my best.

Plus, this is a warning too: THIS ONE CONTAINS VIOLENCE AND SOME MENTIONS OF SUICIDE so beware.

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June 16. It is peaceful, soothing morning in the middle of the woods of Osaka, Japan. Inside of it, there's a lovely family who's just living pretty normally and happily, even if they're away from the city and to many citizens of Osaka.

You, the husband and father; was reading a newspaper while your wife Sana is cooking your breakfast for today. The two of you have a charming daughter named Anya who's checking the fridge right now and realized something that reminded her to tell both of you.

Anya: "Mommy, I don't have cereal anymore. I want new.", your daughter said while pouting her lips and pulling at Sana's shirt hem.

Sana: "Oh is that so baby?", she said while looking downwards to see her adorable daughter.

YN: "I could buy one for you, princess.", you spoke while giving the newspaper you were holding one more look before turning to face the two special girls in your life. "This is good timing too. I'll be heading to the grocery to buy some foods and other stuffs to refill our supplies. Just noticed earlier that we don't have anymore left."

Sana: "You're right.", she sighed. "Lucky that it spare us some one more for our breakfast today.". Right at the time, she finished cooking the food and served it in the table. You helped her organize it and once it's done, all of you started to pray first; holding both Sana and Anya's hands. After the prayer, the three of you ate in silence.

Minutes later and you just finished your breakfast, wiping some bits and remains of the food in the sides of your lips.

YN: "I'm done. Gotta go prepare myself now, okay? Enjoy the food.", you pinched your wife's hamster cheeks and ruffled the air of your daughter before going onto your room to get your outfit for today.

After getting dressed, you took hold of your car keys and moved toward the door to put on your shoes as Sana stood next to you.

Sana: "Be careful on driving, hon."

YN: "I will, don't worry.", you raised your body back up and gave her a kiss."

Sana: "Hey.", she called you again after you just walked out of the door, now standing in front of your house.

YN: "Hmm? What's it?", you turned around, facing the gorgeous face of your wife again.

Sana: "Today is our special day, eh?", she said, caressing your shoulders to feel the smoothness of the fabric you're wearing.

YN: "Yup, how can I forget about that.", you chuckled. " Happy anniversary, my sweet honey."

Sana: "Happy anniversary to us too, babe.", the two of you leaned at each other closely again for a loving kiss. "Any plans for today?"

YN: "Yup.", you nodded. "Be better to ready yourself, okay?", you grinned.

Sana: "Okay!", she gave you a joyful thumbs up. "Aaaa i'm so excited.", she gave you her cutest squeal, which you had always thought that it adds cuteness in her and had led you to choose her as your lover and wife in the first place, while aggressively stamping her feet in excitement. She is simply too deserving to keep your heart.

YN: "HAHAHA calm down, okay?", you grabbed her arms and gently shaked it, making her stop jumping which made her end up giggling instead. "I am too but let's pour all the joy later tonight.", you cupped her cheek with your hand and held her lovingly with your gaze, hypnotizing her.

When the two of you were in complete quiet, you took advantage of the chance to speak what had just come to you as she was looking at you.

YN: "This is too sudden I know but... I just wanna say thank you. For being my wife. For staying with me even though I am the danger in your life. Never there was a time I didn't feel your love for me.", you massaged the top of her hands and locked it between your grasp.

Sana: "It was nothing, YN.", she shook her head while smiling. "Remember that I never looked at you as a monster and treated you as a danger to me. No, I'm more scared at the fact that I might lose you... that you risk yourself too much because you're more of a protector to me and Anya.", she said. You just stared at your wife while secretly telling yourself how lucky are you to have this woman to treasure with until the rest of your life.

"Now go do some groceries, okay?", she pushed you away slightly.

YN: "Okay. I love you, Sha!", you waved at her.

Sana: "I love you too, Y/NN!", she waved back at you and giggled. You went for your car and operated it before driving away to the house and went ahead to the grocery.

After hours of shopping, you reached back home. You called for Sana and Anya's attention but no one's responding. You entered your house and placed the goods in the counter of your kitchen before calling their names again.

Still no response.

It made you curious where they may be but at the same time you are worried because this is not just normal for you to lose track of their sight.

"Sana? Anya?", you shouted inside the house so that your voice can reach the second floor.

You waited for 10 seconds and still no response.

You had enough, so you went upstairs to check on them. You opened the room of Anya but she wasn't there. You went next to the balcony and storage room but still none.

You went to the last room available and it was your bedroom with Sana. You opened the door and what appeared to you next made your heart stop beating at the gruesome sight you're seeing.

Sana and Anya were hugging together, bathing in their own pool of blood on the bed. You just stood there dumbfounded, stunned and hurt.

You stepped forward a bit and you noticed that Sana is completely naked. Her hair is all messed up and almost covering her lifeless face. You saw that there's a stabbed wound in her stomach and neck. Anya on the other hand also has a stabbed wound on her midsection.

YN: "I'm sorry.", the only words you were able to let out as your emotions are under full control of yourself right now.

You kneeled down beside the bed and looked at your own family who got brutally killed by whoever monster that did this merciless murder. You grabbed Sana's hand and placed your other hand at the top of your 6 years old daughter who's life has been taken away too early too.

You went sobbing in pain and heartbroken as you mourn the deaths of your Sana and Anya.

While you are mourning at the deaths of his wife and daughter, you then heard some movements outside. You went to your secret room which you made into an armory. You saw your weapons that are organized and presented well in every shelf. but out of all of these, the samurai blade was the one who captured your eyes instantly.

You were a former assassin for 30 years. This is one of the reasons you and Sana made the decision to live covertly in the woods, where you could avoid being discovered by any of your other enemies and interrupting your peaceful retirement while sharing a home and raising a family.

Sana's father is connected to the Yakuza. You were on a mission at that time to kill the clan and you did, which led you too on meeting Sana who was begging for you to spare her life and explained how she didn't want to be any part of this. Escaping didn't went that quite easy as both of you got cornered by her father. He was able to snatch her away from you and abuse her a little for betraying him before you two can fight, but what he did just gave you a huge advantage of winning.

You killed Sana's father and apologized to her after for doing that, but she instead forgave you easily because she said that her father chose this way anyways and was the one who keeps refusing to leave this kind of business he put himself into danger.

What you did was heavily attracted many other notorious gangs and clans all over Japan because Sana's father is one of the highly respected leader so they tried to hunt you in exchange of a huge reward. The three of you went hiding in a forest in Osaka, Japan which is actually her hometown and you two started to live and change your lives for the best, having a relationship with her until you two got married secretly and Sana gave birth to your first daughter, Anya.

Back to the present, you prepared the samurai you've used to kill thousands of scumbag Japanese criminals and some other backup weapons with you. You slowly went downstairs and listened focusedly on your surroundings until there was one who immediately showed up behind your back. He was a ninja wearing a black outfit covering his entire body except the eyes.

He started attacking you and you finished him with a spinning kick to the temple of his head and stabbed him on the chest with your samurai.

Many other ninjas started to attack you after. You gave a dropkick to a ninja then someone tried to slice you in half from the side but you avoided it as you dodged it aside. You gave a punch straight to his nose and proceeded to throw three small knives from your pocket straight to the other ninja's chest, ending him.

You went back to the ninja you punched in the nose, he tried to punch you again but you held his arm and sliced it with your samurai before using it to whack his head repeatedly.

Other ninjas started to show up more until no one was left, but you killed them all in brutal way. You snapped someone's neck, repeatedly punched a face and slammed it 3 times on the floor, did a hurricaranna and stabbed the samurai straight to his eyes, swatted someone's balls with a nun-chuck then hits it directly to his face before giving it a high knee and sliced his head out.

You pulled out your brass knuckles as you did a spinning heel flip straight to the ninja's jaw and you even discolated it completely when you punched it repeatedly with your brass knuckles.

With the last remaining ninja, it was about to charge you but you slide through him, heavily wounding his legs before you slash his neck and snap his head aside.

You recognized their outfit of the group which belongs to a familiar individual.

YN: "TADASHIIII!!!!!!!!!", you shouted a battlecry with rage and anger all over your deep voice.

You went outside of the house and there, you saw your long time rival sitting in an indian seat, spinning his samurai standing on the ground with it's tip of the blade. He smirked when your figure showed up in front of the house.

Tadashi: "Watanabe YN. At long last. We finally met. Did you like what you saw?"

YN: "You son of a bitch. You don't know what you just did. They're the only people remaining that I love, and you took them from me.", you said with fury in your tone as you gritted your teeth and clenched your teeth in frustration. "Now, I'll make sure you'll pay for that in Hell.", you slowly walked towards him then stopped to perform a fighting pose, signalling him to be prepared for his upcoming doom.

Tadashi: "Try. But you know I won't let that happen, I've come so far enough just to fail. The prize i'll get for this is too precious, so don't be surprised that I'll end you here rotting along with your bloodline.", he said calmly as he stood up to perform a fighting pose of his own too.

YN: "The prize you've been chasing just led you into your own horrible demise."

You and Tadashi both charged and started to clash with each other. After quite a long fight of samurai hitting another samurai, wounds being made from the contact of tyhe blade, blood spluttering around, kicks and punches that made both of you wince, groan and dazed in pain; you finally killed Tadashi by slicing his neck and stabbing his back and pulling it upwards, releasing some of his inner organs. You kneeled in front of him and catched your breath, relieved that you somehow avenged your late wife an daughter.

Days after, you went on to burn the bodies of the Yakuzas and Tadashi while you gave a proper burial for Sana and Anya. After you're done putting them in their resting place in the middle of the woods, you cried again in agony and regret that you failed to protect them.

You succeed giving justice to your family, but at what cost? It didn't made them return back to life. After all, you felt that you still lost, because the ones you treasure the most in your life are now gone and whatever you do won't make them return back from the dead.

You fell from extreme grief and suffering now that you're lonely and all alone. Having a depression, you decided to just end this all by committing suicide to end your pathetic and turned-into- meaningless life

You were about to stand up in the chair to reach the loose hanging in the ceiling when suddenly, someone spoke out of nowhere that made you alert.

???: "I won't do that if I were you.", you got startled, making you stop at your movements.

YN: "W-who's that? Who's in there?", you said, making you look around inside the dark atmosphere of your house that only the moon is serving as the light strucking your living room from the window.

???: "The only one who can help you.", the mysterious voice said again. You noticed it sounded feminine but still what makes you question right now is who the hell is speaking to you.

YN: "Help? For what?", you asked in confusion. "Fixing me? Will it bring back my wife and daughter?", you chuckled bitterly.

???: "If I tell you yes, will you believe me?"

A womanly figure emerges from the shadows as you continue to spin your body around to identify the source of that voice. You recoiled in horror and awe as you saw that the woman is floating while donning an apricot-colored cloak that has its hood down to reveal her stunning face and short black hair. Not to add, she was completely covered with light.

YN: "W-what the hell, who are you?", you said as you keep on moving backwards to distance away yourself from her. "Y-you don't look n-normal.", you keep on stuttering.

???: "Oh please, I act more humanly that you humans.", she scoffed at you. "You should put down your weapon, that's just useless.", you took a closer look at the butterfly knife in your right hand, just in case you were about to need self-defense. You merely did as the mysterious woman instructed because she doesn't seem dangerous in any case. "Good, now Let me introduce myself. I am Jihyo, The All- Mighty God Of Redemptions. I am in charge of granting every being in this planet to have second chances, only and if necessary... the scenario is too unreversable to the mortal's hands and if that being is very sincere and willingly to make something right again. And it leads me to you.", she said with her introduction as she pointed her hand at you, presenting you as her example for her purpose of being in front of you right now.

YN: "How?"

Jihyo: "Don't ask me. I know that you know the only thing that you want.", she said, leaning herself a bit closer to make herself get heard more comprehensive to you.

She spoke while leaning a little closer to you so that you could hear her more clearly.

You already knew what she was getting at, and the realization eventually brought tears to your eyes. The picture frame next to your television, which displays a family photo of you, Sana, and Anya, caught your attention. You all recall how joyful you were at the moment, and as a result, you started to miss them even more."M-my... wife, Sana and our daughter... Anya... they're gone. Because of me. If only I could just repeat it and save them so that they can be on my side again, I can't.", you said as your grasp on the frame tightened, the same time as what your heart is feeling.

Jihyo: "But I can.", what she said made you turn your head around at her.

YN: "What?", you furrowed your eyebrows.

Jihyo: "What if I told you that I could make you see your Sana and Anya again. All too well. Alive and kicking.", that made your face stretched upwards in surprise and disbelief. You don't know if you're hearing it very clear. Did she just say that she can make you reunite with your beloved wife and daughter again?

YN: "R-really? Are you being serious?", you asked her again while sniffing on your tears, as you're still being skeptical at it.

Jihyo: "Do I look like I'm joking?", she questioned you without any amusement showing on her face. She seems genuinely genuine and serious about this, and it makes sense given that she clearly looks like a mythological creature with a power that not everyone can see or find unless it is required, much like the current situation you two are in.

YN: "I-I'm sorry, It's just... too unnatural for-", you tried to apologize because you felt kinda embarassed at your doubt but Jihyo cutted your words off immediately.

Jihyo: "It's fine, I know. Sorry, I didn't meant to be intimidating.", she said to calm you down and ensure that it's no worries. " Answering your question, yes... I am serious. Do you want to accept my offer?"

Jihyo: "Even if it costs something?", she asked you. You raised your head to look her, confused what does she meant for that.

You quickly went closer to her and kneeled in front of her, bowing your head as you beg for her do it.

YN: "O-ofcourse! Yes! Please. I'm taking it. Everything, just so I can be with them again.", you plead.

YN: "E-uhm.. what is it?"

Jihyo: "Your whole existence in this world."

YN: "Uhh why? What are you gonna do, make me go back in time?", you asked her.

Jihyo: "As much as I would love to, unfortunately, not.", she apologetically pouted while forming a frown on her lips. "Our entity doesn't hold that kind of power but...

... do you know about the Multiverse?", she asked you. You just stared at her.

YN: "Multiverse...", you mumbled. " Wait, are you're telling me other universes out there actually exists?", you asked the goddess, confirming her question to her that you definitely have some knowledge about this one.

Jihyo: "Yes.", she answered, nodding her head. "To make my help for your wish possible, would you want me to transport you to... well, based on my findings there's another universe, another Earth where your Sana and Anya exists; without having... you.", she pointed at you. You got stunned at the thought. You can't imagine how does it looks like when you never met Sana and never had Anya as your daughter in your entire life in this universe, so the possibilities of what could be the right timeline of that universe is just too unpredictable to you.

Jihyo: "Through this, it opened an opportunity for you to gain your second chance of saving them.", she added.

YN: "They're in danger?", you asked in concern. They may not be the real wife and daughter you loved but they're just the same still. You couldn't help but to feel the same too for them.

Jihyo: "Yes. There are threats so far and it's impending for them to experience. It's all up for you to find it by yourself.", she said. It made you feel worried even more, and this just made you absorb motivation to perfectly save them this time. " So, do you accept?"

YN: "I- I do.", you answered. It didn't lasted that long for you to think twice.

Jihyo: "But your existence in this world will be gone. Everyone you met will forget that YN Watanabe entirely. There will be no memory of you.", she once again tried to ask again for you to think deeply, unknown for her that you are sure about this and there's no going back for you this time. You definitely want to do this.

YN: "Well what's the matter of it anyways, all that I loved was gone. I'm all alone. I don't even know what's my purpose of living here anymore.", you said, returning back your sight at her while you shrugged. With your expression of confidence, Jihyo had it enough for her to be convinced.

Jihyo: "Alright then. I'll see you on the other side. The teleportation won't take long, since that other universe is just at least 3 universes away from here.", she said, making you nod.

YN: "Thank you for this, God Jihyo. Truly, I am grateful."

YN: "Okay.", then she commanded you to stand up which you followed quickly since you don't want to act slow in front of a god herself.

Jihyo: "My pleasure.", she grinned. "You deserve it, you were a loving and caring husband and a father to your family.", that made you smile at her compliments, even though the negatives still attacking and lingering in your mind, making you blame yourself still at their disappearance forever.

"I'll see you on the other side."

You watched her start to expand her arms forwards and mumble something while she's doing some hand movements. Jihyo: "With the power of my name, and my entity... I take away the existence of this one in a million being, YN Watanabe, for the sake of his redemption to a whole new world.", she rolled her hands, forming a ball of light between as it grows more and more making the room go brighter. You just stared at her activating her powers in awe.

I am Jihyo, the God Of Redemption, TRANSFER YOU!!!", then she threw a beam to you coming from the ball shaped light she formed in her hands. The bright lights started to cover your body slowly until you just finally disappeared in a snap, and in a couple blink of your eyes you ended up somewhere as the lights started to flicker until it slows down and vanish from your body.

YN: "WWWWWAAAAHHHHH. HAH.... OH MY GOD.. W-WHAT THE...... WHERE AM I?", you said when you started to look around you. This spot looks like exactly your living room but the difference is the way how it designed. The walls of the rooms are now painted in colors while in your original room it's all only made from wood.

You got frozen for a second in your spot until you finally awakened back into your senses when you finally figured out that...

You walked out of the house as you saw that the main door is open. What greeted you outside isn't a dark, chilly nighttime in a forest but instead a bright, sunny morning in a... town?

You looked everywhere and it's all completely different from where you are earlier. Many people are walking and some are just doing their own business.

You are literally had been teleported into another universe.

YN: "Holy shit.", you muttered in awe. You can't believe that you are stepping right now in another version of Earth. "So I am indeed in another universe. It looks... quite the same. Just, placed differently.", you said.

You looked back at the house where you've been teleported at by Jihyo. There was a sign in front of it that says "HOUSE FOR RENT" with the number of the owner. It was written also in Japanese so there's one thing that made you comfirm too is the fact that you are still in Japan in this universe, but you can tell that the timeline here works differently than your original universe.

YN: "House... for... rent? I don't own my house here?", you scratched your nape. "Agh fine.", he was just about to sigh deeply when someone spoke behind her.

Owner: "Hello, sir! Are you interested on getting that house?", a middle aged woman asked you nicely. She looks like she's the owner of your house here so responded to her after.

YN: "Yes, I am. Uhh may I know how much it costs?"

Later, you finally bought it with a surprisingly very CHEAP prize, which was one of the differences between this universe and your universe. It looks like the economy of Japan here is perfectly healthy and grew much that even a house is just only equivalent to buying a TV. She gave you the keys of the house, now officially making it as your staying place for now.

You decided to just explore around Japan for a while by walking around the streets of Osaka; as what the signs around says. Right after you were about to go home, a perfect timing showed up when a black van stopped in front of this large expensive house.

You saw some people just standing from a distance watching who ever may be the person they're anticipating to see.

You are getting sleepy already so you just tried to ignore it instead and continue but what you saw next made you completely woke up your energy back.

YN: "S-Sana?", you mentioned your wife's name when a very familiar figure appeared as it exits the van along with someone. She was wearing this nice casual designated outfit and she completely looks even more gorgeous than ever.

You just met the another version of your late wife in front of your eyes.

YN: "She's here... ", you breathily said as you just keep staring at this more elegant, more beautiful and more stylish version of your wife slowly fading away again in your sight as she's about to enter her humble abode while she said goodbye to that person she's having on her side.

You went head back home immediately and slumped your body back at the bed with the picture of Sana in your hand as you held in within your chest while sobbing into longing and happiness, knowing that you just saw your wife again tonight; alive and well.

The next day, YN woke up early and just staring at the sky above him while sipping his hot coffee when suddenly he got taken aback when he felt something that made contact in his leg. He looked around behind him and he saw a little girl rubbing her head while mumbling "Ouch." in front of him.

You kneeled to aid the kid who looked like it got hurt.

YN: "Are you okay?", you asked the kid worriedly.

Anya: "I'm fine mister.", the little girl looked up and you saw her face, which made your eyes wide open when you realized that this child...

... exactly looked like your daughter.

When you were going to say her name, someone else spoke before you. From a distance, a female voice can be heard slowly approaching from the two of you.

???: "ANYA! COME ON, BABY! TIME TO CHANGE D-", the woman stopped and you slowly looked at her.

It was her, your wife Sana in her other version, looking at you straight deeply in the eyes. Her face looks blank, which was same as yours.

You tried to hold back your emotions as you don't want to make yourself weird at this Sana.

Sana: "Oh... uhm, hi.", she told you. God, you were already deeply moved by that voice. You were really missing hearing that. You already predicted that staying in front of her for too long wouldn't go down well.

YN: "H-hi.", you said as you slowly rose up in front of her. Just as you did the last time you came near to her before she passed away, you two are now facing each other once more.

Sana: "Sorry for my kid, it's hard to raise a kid who's just so hyperactive.", she held Anya's hand which the latter giggled when Sana smiled at her.

YN: "It's fine, I understand.", you said, smiling widely at the sight of your wife and daughter looking happing than ever at each other as if nothing worse happened to them like their counterparts from your universe.

Sana: "You must be the new owner of this house.", she said as she pointed at your house. "It's been free for 4 months now, whenever I came here I notice it. Kinda confusing why no one wanted to get. It was a pretty house, I must say.", she said to you. You can barely even understand what she's saying because your mind is just too occupied at the fact that this is just a surreal moment that you're with your wife again, just like what you've wanted.

YN: "Yeah you're right.", you smiled at her. The two of you got awkward after as both of you don't know what about to say next. She just keeps on catching you looking at her. You decided instead to break that tension by telling her something.

YN: "I-I'm really sorry if you're getting uncomfortable but uhh... you really do remind me of someone.", you said, making the fact that this Sana is actually another version of your wife as an excuse.

Sana: "No, it's fine. I get it. I always experience it anyways since I am a well known actress and a singer too.", she said to you, learning that the fate of your Sana in this universe was alternate to yours.

Your Sana dreamt of it to become an actress or a singer but this one in front of you succeeded.

Looks like this Sana is getting much support from her parents instead of yours which made you feel bad for your original wife.

YN: "O-oh, yeah, I forgot. I see.", you lied again, pretending as if you really know that she is famous in this universe.

Sana: "Plus... I admit, I do f-feel like we've known each o-other.", she said to you with her tensed smile. If only does she know that you two are very close to each another and are a married couple in your universe, you thought.

YN: "Watanabe YN.", you introduced yourself to her.

You two chuckled at each other.

Sana: "Nice to meet you..."

Sana: "O-oh... Uhm, I-"

YN: "Minatozaki Sana, yes.", you said, offering your hand for a handshake which she accepts and smiled at you. The feeling of her touch send shivers all over your body. It just exactly the same.

Sana: "Y-yeah...", she said shyly. She let go of your house and placed it behind her back, intertwining her fingers through the another.

Sana. "I-I gotta go now.", she said. "I still have a schedule.

YN: "R-right.", you nodded.

Sana: "Bye new neighbor!", she said her goodbye to you and Anya also did it too so you got touched at how soft your daughter still is in this universe.

YN: "Bye.",

As your chat with your wife and daughter came to a conclusion, you returned to your home, feeling incredibly glad about the brief encounter you had with them once more. You could feel the tears of happiness starting to fall from your eyes.

Now that you finally got the chance to meet them again, you then focused now on finding a way to accomplish your mission of being in here in the first place.

Next days has passed and the two of you started to meet up daily. There were times that you were the one who's passing through in her house while the other ones is she was the one doing it along with her daughter Anya.

With this, the two of you got to know about each other more as you built friendship with Sana, where sometimes she gets clingy and prefers to be at your side at many times. You also learned that almost her entire infromation she shared about you is just opposite than your original Sana is.

You two reach to the point already that both of you gained trust already with each other where you said to each other that you and her can share their own secrets together if the right day comes.

With luck on your side, you got accepted already by Sana and her boss when you applied a job as her personal security since she told you that she was needing someone to replace her previous one who resigned due to weak performance.

Thanks also to your gained closeness with this version of Sana, you learned the one thing is very connceted and useful for your mission here. The only bad side of her fantastic life was that she once mentioned to you that she's experiencing someone stalking her these days. Feeling terrified and scared, you promised that you will do your best to protect her this time and also her daughter too because you know she might be in danger.

She doesn't know that your promise to her means another thing to you too.

One day, you're having another time with Sana and Anya as their personal bodyguard to assist them going to a mall to do shopping. You were talking to Sana while walking together to find another store to visit when suddenly she felt her pocket vibrated due to her phone receiving a phone call notification.

Sana: "Oh, the company's calling me. Can you please take a look at Anya for a while. I'll be going at the restroom too.", she said to you after she looked at the screen to know what this phone ID belongs to.

YN: "Sure. Take your time.", you said to her and she left you and Anya next to take the call. You just watched your daughter looking around while humming and tugging her dress. She looked so adorable in your eyes.

Without wanting to waste this free time, you decided to spend it for a while with your daughter together.

YN: "Hey, Anya! Are you having fun so far?", you asked her. She only nodded.

Anya: "Where's mama?

YN: "She went somewhere. Don't worry she'll be back.", you patted her head.

Anya: "Okay.", you kneeled next in front of her, making her look at you in the face as both each other's height level are exactly the same now.

YN: "Hey, Anya. You look just like your mother. Both are very beautiful.", you said, letting your heart and mind to express.

Anya: "Thank you.", she said, blushing at your compliment as she grinned. You looked at your daughter face and you didn't even noticed that there was tears forming around eyes until suddenly one drop made it caught Anya's attention.

Anya: "YN-kun, why are you crying?", she asked you with her very melodic and concerned tone. You got chills when she went on to touch your face and wipe the stain of tears with her little finger. You swear you wanted to cry more at your daughter's heartwarming action.

YN: "N-nothing, Anya. It's just that YN-kun just missed this so much. ", you didn't said it all to her because she's too young to understand it. You don't want to make the vibe go sadder so you wiped your eyes before changing the topic.

YN: "Do you want something to eat first while waiting for mommy?", you asked Anya.

Anya: "Hottudoggu!!", she suggested in excitement to you.

YN: "Oooh hotdogs? Okay sure, let's buy one for you, princess.", then both of you walked through the hotdog booth to buy.

1 WEEK LATER

You are at the front of the agency building along with the driver of the service van, waiting for Sana and her manager to exit.

You greeted your wife already when you saw each other while she's walking out of the place.

YN: "Good evening, Sana."

Sana: "Evening, YN. Can we go home now already? I'm tired.", she said to you with no obvious energy can be heard in her voice.

YN: "O-okay. Let's go.", you complied. All of you ride the van next and the driver drives the van on the way to Sana's residence.

The driver dropped you and Sana off and both of you thanked him and the manager for their service tonight.

While walking on the way to the front door of her house, she complained something to you.

Sana: "I-it's cold.", seh said while shivering. You felt her body trembling.

YN: "Wait, I'm getting you a jacket.", and you gave her the one you're wearing. You knocked on the door and it opened by Miyeon the babysitter and Anya appeared on her side.

Miyeon: "Good evening, Ms. Minatozaki.", she bowed her head at Sana.

Sana: "Evening, Miyeon. Have a safe way home.", she said, forcing to smile at Miyeon even though she doesn't feel so good tonight. Miyeon replied with a thanks before walking away on the house along with her personal things.

Anya: "Mommy!!!", she ran towards Sana and hugged her on her leg. It didn't last long though when she realized something.

Anya: "Mommy why is your body very warm?", she asked to Sana. You looked at Sana and just at the exact time, she started to feel dizzy as she stumbled at her position, nearly crashing on the ground but you catched her quick enough to avoid it.

YN: "Wait, Sana are you really okay?", you placed your hand at her forehead to check her body temperature. You felt what Anya also felt from Sana. "Oh no, you're burning in fever.", you said as you realized that she's sick. It was because she's having 3 days of busy schedules for her to finish it all. Due to how drained her body is, this was the result she got for her too much hardwork.

Sana: " I don't feel so good right now, YN.", she said weakly.

YN: "Come, lets head inside. We can't stay longer here.", you carried her body like a bridal style and all three of you went inside the house.

Sana: "I will, baby.", you brought Sana upstairs and went to the bedroom. You opened it and carefully laid her on the bed.

YN: "Anya, would you mind if you go play first? Mommy is sick today. You might get infected.", your excuse to Sana after you saw her going a bit clingy still for her mother's affection

Anya: "Aww, okay. Get well soon, eomma!!!", she said, successfully making her understand.

YN: "Now take a rest here. Okay? I'll prepare you some food to eat.", you covered her with her thick white blanket and swayed some strands of her hair away from her face.

You go downstairs and reached her kitchen but after searching you found out that she doesn't have any ingredients to use for making a hot soup.

You went back to her room to excuse yourself going out for a while to buy the things you will need to prepare Sana's own dinner.

YN: "Sana, i'll go for a while, okay? I'll get some ingredients in my house. Okay? I can't make-", you were about to finish your words but Sana grabbed your wrist, feeling her very warm touch.

Sana: "YN."

YN: "Why?"

Sana: "No. Don't go.", she said, slowly shaking her head.

YN: "But, Sana. You nee-"

Sana: "Please... don't leave us... you won't go back...", she said. You thought that she's just too afraid right now that no one will take care of her and Anya right now due to her being sick so you spoke ahead to assure her and ease her anxiety.

YN: "Sana, I promise you this will be quick. Alright?", you sat at the side of the door and placed your hand at the hand she's using to hold your wrist. " I will bring some additional medicine with me. Don't be nervous, okay? I will be right back. Do you trust me?"

Sana then started to cry after and you tried to calm her down first but she was able to answer you after.

Sana: "Y-yes..."

YN: "I will return, I promise.", you assured to her. You kissed her forehead then went downstairs to meet Anya.

YN: "Anya, stay here and watch mommy for a while okay? If you did a great job, YN-kun will give you a treat.", you gave her a smug expression.

Anya: "Yayyy a treat! I will look after mama!", she said excitingly. You smiled at her back before leaving the house and used Sana's car to drive away.

While you're in the middle of driving, not that quite you reached far enough from Sana's place, you listened to the radio that you've played until you noticed something.

Radio DJ: "So, partner. Before we head next to our third caller for today to share his love story. Let's do some time check for tonight, shall we?"

Radio DJ 2: "Good that you reminded us, partner. Time check for tonight, July 16, 2022... 9:50 PM..."

YN: "July 16...."

Suddenly you got stunned when your mind starts to recalling all the flashbacks of what happened to your original Sana and Anya back from your universe. You remember that July 16 was the exact date of you and Sana's anniversary where they unfortunately also died too on the same day.

You then looked intently at what scenario you are in.

Driving in a car.

Leaving Sana and Anya alone for a while.

About to grab some food and supplies.

You realized that all of these was exactly what happened to you before that ultimately caused your lack of awareness and failed attempt to save them from the Yakuza clan of your enemy who lead them to their lives being taken away.

Something just went completely felt off within you as you finally get it that what scenario you are into right now resembles the same as before. You were startled back into reality and away from being lost in your thoughts when you considered a potential deja vu moment from this universe that might put these other versions of Sana and Anya in danger as well. You quickly turned the spinning wheel to make the car turn, and you drove the car back to Sana's house, accelerating to get there quickly.

You eventually returned to Sana's house while experiencing an abnormally rapid heartbeat brought on by anxiety. You were surprised to discover Anya's babysitter Miyeon unconscious next to the front door, which was now only partially open. You could see her blood dripping down her forehead.

You felt her pulse still beating and for goods sake, she slowly woke up and looked at you.

YN: "MIYEON! HEY, ARE YOU FINE NOW? WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?", you said as you went on to cover her wounded forehead with your towel.

Miyeon: "T-the... st- Ms. Minatozaki's stalker... forced me.. to lead him.. h-here.", that the only thing she said but it's enough for you to get what he said. That bastard maybe saw Miyeon on her way home then he trapped the poor girl to use her key to lead himself onto Sana's place, which made Miyeon to follow because the stalker might've threatened her with something she doesn't want to happen.

YN: "Stay here, okay? I'll check the house.", you pulled your phone out in your pocket and started to dial the number of the emergency. "Here, can you talk to them?"

Miyeon: "Y-yes."

YN: "Okay, don't worry... help is coming now.", she simply nodded, and you cautiously opened the door because you didn't want to make any noises just yet. The downstairs of the house was thoroughly searched before you abruptly heard someone struggling.

Anya was inside the huge cabinet you had opened under the sink, her lips taped and her hands bound with a rope. She was crying very hard.

YN: "ANYA? ANYA!", you pulled her out and removed the tape in her mouth. She went on to hug you tightly and cried at your body. You can't help but to tear up too because you finally rescued your daughter to safety, unlike what happened first time before. "Oh thank God, you're okay. Anya where's mommy?", she only responded with a gesture where she pointed upwards. You just nodded at her when you understand it. "I'll come back for you, princess.", you kissed her on her forehead before going upstairs.

As you reached Sana's bedroom, what you saw made your vision completely went dark and blurry.

You saw the stalker forcefully kissing all over Sana's body whose been stripped out of her clothes, leaving her only in her black bra and underwear. The man was also recording the disgusting thing he's doing with her camera on the other hand. Sana was just weakly crying and begging for him to stop.

You had another flashback in your mind as the image of Sana's naked lifeless body greeted you when you entered your house after arriving from doing groceries at that time. That's another indication that it might happen the same again tonight.

Sana: "Y-YN... help...", you heard Sana's soft and weak voice mentioning your name as she was still expecting for your appearance to save her for this dark time she's having right now. That made you engage more to rescue her.

YN: "NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!", you barged in to the room as you kicked the door. You immediately tackled the guy off on Sana, tossing him aside of the room. You then went ahead to remove the ropes tied in her hands and hugged her tightly as she cried so hard in your embrace.

YN: "I'm here... Sana. I'm here.", you said breathily as you keep on caressing Sana's shoulder while placing your chin above her head.

You looked at the stalker who slowly got up from the floor about being tackled by his. His face became visible to your eyes and to your utter shock, the identity of this guy has been revealed... which is very familiar to you.

YN: "T-Tadashi?" , you said the name of the only man responsible for the death of your wife and daughter.

You learned that the stalker who's been overly obsessed and stalking Sana all along was a counterpart of Tadashi in this universe.

Tadashi: "Who the hell are you? And how do you know my name?", he confusingly asked you.

That voice, that look, that face. It reminded you back again on what his original counterpart did to your family before. The way how he disgustingly took advantage of your wife's body first before killing her mercilessly along with your poor innocent young daughter just to get your attention more.

That tragic and nightmare of a memory you had made your blood boil cursing through your veins right now.

Tadashi: "Don't call the police or else I'll kill you!", he said as he started to grab the gun in his pocket, trying to threaten you and Sana who's hiding behind you.

YN: "I won't... I rather kill you by myself.", you said as you shot him with a deadly stare. What happened next is just too quick for Tadashi's eyes to see when your assassin reflexes and skills activated when you grabbed the shoe secretly under Sana's closet and threw it right straight into the bridge of his nose before Tadashi was able to pull out his gun.

As he shouted in pain and covered his nose with his hands, you furiously charged through him, running through the bed then used it as a trampoline to jump attack him, kicking him in the head.

You grabbed the collar of his shirt, viciously throwing him to the wall at the other side of the room. He tried to fight back by punching you too, but you countered it and pushed it back through his face, as if he punched himself.

This Tadashi counterpart sucks at hand to hand combat, which was kind of a relief, you thought.

You grabbed his hair and banged his head on your knee before giving him an uppercut. His face has already bruises and blood all over it.

He tried to beg you to stop but the merciless demon within you isn't done yet to make him pay for his sin.

So you positioned him, making him kneel in front of you then you gave him repeated punches in the face, one for the left and one for the right.

Sana: "YN.... YN... please stop."

You were about to end this scum's life when you wrapped his neck between your arms, locking him for a choke hold. You pulled the gun in your pants as you were about to explode the brains out of his skull with your crazy, fuming heat in your eyes.

Sana: "Stop... YN..."

You pulled your gun and pointed it on the side of his head until....

Sana: "STOPPPP!!!!!", she finally snapped as she beggingly shouted for you to stop. Finally, it was effective when you heard her screaming for you to end this violent thing happening in front of her. She was just like your original Sana who even hated already seeing you having your victim's blood splattered all over your assassin suit whenever you go home before.

You immediately stopped, sparing the life of Tadashi as you let go of him, dropping him beside unconsciously. You slowly stood up and catched your breath to calm down yourself before approaching the scared and terrified Sana sitting in the corner of the room, with her arms covering her head.

YN: "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry...", you hugged her. "A- are you okay?"

Sana: "YN... you came back... you really did.", she looked at you, showing her still-gorgeous reddish face stained with her tears. As you stared at her, you realized that it was finally over.

You did it.

You saved them.

You successfully completed your redemption arc.

"Are you okay?", she asked you when she saw your face trembling with teardrop in your eyes flowing out in your cheeks.

YN: "Yes. I just can't believe that you're now safe", you nodded at her. "I... I saved you.", you said before sniffing off your tears.

Sana: "Where's Anya?"

YN: "Downstairs. She's safe. I'll just call the police okay?", she nodded in response and then you went on to grab your phone and dialed the police number.

The police along with the emergency came in quick after in Sana's residence. The police arrested Tadashi for what he did while the emergency healed you, Sana, Anya and Miyeon's wounds but Sana got additional treatment for her fever so she needed to stayed more on the hospital.

You got recognized by the public through the media as you got reported after how he rescued the famous actress and singer Minatozaki Sana of Japan. It resulted him to get promoted to a much higher rank in security team of Sana's agency. The CEO and owner of the company Hiroshi Yuta along with Sana's manager Gong Seungyeon congratulated you first.

You and Anya along with Miyeon and Seungyeon went on to visit Sana in the hospital often. After 3 days, Sana recovered from high fever and was released in the hospital, but she still went on to take some rest as requested by the company to assure her full energy on going back to work.

With that, you stayed with Sana all day to assist and also spend time with her along with Anya.

The next day, you were standing with Sana at the rooftop of the Twice Entertainment building. It was 7PM in the evening as Sana just finished her schedule after returning for work today. She then decided to have some talk with you to spend her free time.

Sana: "Taking some fresh air, huh?", she said as she caught you raising your head as if you're inhaling while closing your eyes.

YN: "Yup.", you answered before opening your eyes again.

Sana: "YN, you've been spacing out for a few days now, even today... I can tell it.", she said out of nowhere. That made you exhale deeply. "After the promotion you got, your mood just changed fast.", she looked at you after. You couldn't deny it because you're guilty since she was saying the truth anyways.

YN: "Sorry. It's just... there's something in my mind that I couldn't sweep away.", you excused. Sana just nodded at you but you didn't know that she ain't buying it.

You two keep on staring at the nightsky as the chilly wind striking the two of you, sending chills to each other's skin while it sends the clothes and hair join the flow of the direction it goes into.

Sana: "YN, mind if I ask you something?", she broke the silence again, trying to start another topic.

YN: "Go ahead."

Sana: "How do you know my stalker's name?", she asked you, making you listen to her more. "The way you said his name that night it was like... you've known him before.", she said, but you remained to be silent for a second as you prepared yourself because you know what's about to come.

The perfect time has come, you thought.

YN: " We said we're gonna share each other's thoughts and secrets right?", you made her recall that day when both of you promised each other about it.

Sana: "Yeah."

YN: "I did... but If I tell you mine, would you atleast... try to understand me?", you finally looked at her, and all you can on Sana right now is that she is definitely tensed and curious.

Sana: "Ofcourse I will."

YN: "Sana... I feel that I may be gone soon, and it makes me afraid.", you said slowly.

Sana: "What? Why? Where are you going?", she got startled, making her asked you with rapid fire questions as what you said made her panic in confusion.

YN: "Honestly, I don't know. That's what I'm nervous about.", you said, shrugging your shoulders. " I have to go but I don't have any idea what place awaits for me.", you said as you take a glance at the overview look of Osaka with it's blinding lights coming from the structures scattered all around the landscape.

"But what makes me scared is that... I have to let you go again... and I won't be able to see you ever again.", you said as you choked a bit at your shaky voice.

Sana: "What are you implying? What is this you're hiding from me, YN?", she turned you around to face her, grabbing your arm gently and asked you softly, being careful not to force and rush you too much.

YN: "I've known Tadashi already... even way before you found out that he is your obsessed stalker because...

Sana, i'm not from here. It's crazy to say that I am from... another universe.", you said, and that made Sana's stare at you as her eyebrows raise up in surprise at what you just said.

"A universe where... I had you, and Anya.", you said, your broken voice is now clearly audible to be heard. "I am here... to be with you two again so that I could... fix the mistake I've done.

Sana: "What mistake?"

YN: "The mistake of not being there on your side when that tragic day happened.", you said as your lips starts to twitch and your eyes went blinking rapidly. "You and Anya... died because of me. It was our special day at that time. Our anniversary.", and with that; your tears starts to fell from your eyes. Sana's eyes just widened in shock.

"I wasn't able to save you two from my enemy who's hunting me. I wanted him dead, so I killed him and I got what I wanted... but it didn't make it better. It just pulled me even deeper into the darkness."

You continued to tell her everything, including how you killed the real Tadashi before, your encounter with the entity named Jihyo who helped you to travel into this another universe by avoiding you to successfully kill yourself via suicide, until to where it lead you here with your main objective being able to see Sana and Anya again while you try to perform a redemption by saving them this time.

"Now that I finally redeemed and forgive myself, I just want to say this to you before I might be away, Sana.", you stepped even closer in front of her, looking at her straight in the eye. "I'm sorry, for what happened. Wherever I may end up now, I'll still consider following the path where it would lead me back to you again and do what I must do because...

I love you, Sana. You and Anya, through every another lifetime or another universe... it will always be you and our daughter.", you said to her wholeheartedly and very sincere as you could ever be. You made Sana feel for you too as she started to cry in front of you, her own tears fell.

You calm down yourself after trembling and breathing hard from your sobs before questioning her about something again.

YN: "Now, tell me. Sana, what's this universe like to you?"

Sana: "Almost the same as yours. We both lost special person in our lives that left us devastated.", she smiled bitterly at you.

YN: "Who was yours?"

Sana: "I have a husband. He died in a road accident year ago...

... and that's you, YN.", she revealed her own secret to you, cupping your cheek with her hand as you stared at her in pure shock with the revelation she made. You didn't expected that she actually know you right from the start.

You didn't knew that what Jihyo meant at that time when she said to you that Sana and Anya doesn't have you in this universe is because your counterpart actually died here.

She didn't tell you too that your loss actually served as a gateway to opportunity too for her in this universe to have a chance to see you again. When Sana lost you, there was no other universes for Jihyo to find a replacement of you for her since the rest has a timeline where other versions of you and Sana are still together at whatever scenario it may be; so it made her wait for a year, being alone as a single mom for Anya.

Until the time you lost your Sana and Anya in your universe, it all changed when you became available and finally there was a universe where both you and Sana can fulfill what the both of you want to have: to be reunited with your loved ones who passed away.

"I was blaming myself at that time, thought that I could've stopped you from going away.", she said to you. You remembered when Sana was sick at that time and she tried her last remaining energy in her to make you stop leaving.

Little did you know that it was the same exact scenario that happened in Sana way back a year ago. She tried to made your version stay with her instead on the bed since she doesn't want you to go out because it's late night already, but you didn't listen. Your late version instead drive away and was about to buy some medicine for Sana when he got involved in a collision between two trucks.

She got afraid at that time, thinking that it might happen to her again that she might lose you; she cried so hard while you were gone and that was the time when her stalker invaded her house.

"I wanted to see you again... until when we first met, I couldn't help but to get close to you... because you remind me of him so much.", she said, explaining how she always prefer to be with you everyday and be friends to you. She was thinking that you were either just exactly look the same as his husband that's why.

Back at the time where she left you and Anya for some company call, she returned back and she was about to approach you two when she actually saw Anya hugging you from the distance. That tugged her heart as your moment with Anya made her remember your counterpart which was her own husband, making yourself more identical to him from her own perspective.

Your back was the one she can see through you at that time so she doesn't have any idea that you're tearing up at your daughter's affection.

"You don't know how I cried every single day after we end our time together. I was just full of mixed emotions. In disbelief, joy, sadness... that you here with me again. It feels like just the first time we slowly fell in love with each other.", she said to you, as you didn't know that everyday she goes home after spending some time with you, it never occured a scenario where she didn't shed a teardrop remembering you and your dead counterpart/ husband.

"And I didn't know that I wasn't wrong at all... you are really him. You are my beloved YN. You- you're back...", she showed you her phone that contains a wallpaper featuring your counterpart, Sana and very young Anya in a family picture along with each other’s names. You noticed that your counterpart has a slightly difference of facial structure than yours.

YN: "Y/NN... that was my assassin name.",you whispered as you read the name written on your picture which she only nodded, smiling at your additional confirmation. The name your counterpart used in this universe was actually your alias in your previous universe as an assassin, with your name being his nickname instead.

Sana: "Well, your name was his pseudonym which I always use to call him since he used Minatozaki as his another surname.", she said as she revealed another information about your counterpart that in this universe... he got also your dream you also wanted in your universe beside being an assassin which is to be an author. That's why you always love reading and writing.

"You don't know how I cried every single day after we end our time together. I was just full of mixed emotions. In disbelief, joy, sadness... that you here with me again. It feels like just the first time we slowly fell in love with each other.", she said to you, as you didn't know that everyday she goes home after spending some time with you, it never occurred a scenario where she didn't shed a teardrop having you in her heart and mind.

She grabbed your hands tightly and squeezed it then she looked at you. Teary eyes connecting at each other through a longing stare.

Sana: "I know you're not the real YN whom I loved in this universe... but is there any way? I don't want you to go anymore, YN. I don't want losing another you in my life.", she said softly at you. She then went to crash her body right at you, locking you in warm embrace.

"Don't go. I want you to stay. Don't leave me broken, please. I still need to love you too.", she repeatedly pleaded for you as she sobbed to your chest, both her cries and your sad heartbeats matching together in a rhythm.

Jihyo: "You're right, because I am the one who knows.", you looked around immediately to see the recognizable voice you and Sana heard that broke ecah other's moment of silence.

You just went on to accept her hug and stroke her long curly gray ash hair.

YN: "I am too, Sana... but I don't have the answers. I don't know what's next from me.", you said to her. You buried you face on the crook of her neck as the two of you went into silence with only each other's cries can be heard.

You and Sana finally saw Jihyo floating just quite close enough beside the door of the rooftop. Sana covered her eyes through your arm as she got scared at the sight of the godly being in front of her.

YN: "Jihyo? Wait, how?, you asked in disbelief.

Jihyo: "Guess I forgot to mention also to you that I'm in charge to every 9 versions of Earth in other different universes, including yours and this.", she said to you. You just formed an "o" shape in your lips to express your awe.

"Sorry to interrupt this moment between you two but... I just, couldn't take this anymore.", she swiped her hand back and forth. "I'm gonna end this. I just want you two to be happy.", you and Sana both got touched at Jihyo's words.

Sana: "Is she the entity you're talking about, YN?", she asked you as she slowly uncovered her eyes to look at the goddess you're talking with.

Jihyo: " I'm just gonna make a clear explaination for the two of you to be clarified with.", she said, looking at you and Sana. "YN, remember the part where I told you that in replace of your travel here in this universe to meet Sana again... you gave me your existence as a sacrifice?"

YN: "Yeah she is.", you smiled at her.

"What do you mean, Jihyo?", you switched you gaze back at the goddess entity.

YN: "Yeah... I do."

Jihyo: "Truth is, not only your physical form was the one I transferred here in this universe... but also the right that you exist too.", she started to explain. "In simple words, technically you are now belong in this world. Meeting Sana is written all over in your destiny again... which is the way also to redeem yourself."

YN: "Wait, so does that mean... after I finally saved Sana, that won't make me vanish here?"

Jihyo: "You got it correct.", she nodded, it made your face enlightened. "Now that you are the version of YN that's exists in this world, the original one will be forgotten completely, starting tomorrow.", she looked back at Sana again. "I know it's hard to hear, Sana but... that's what it is."

Sana: "It's fine.", she raised her head to looked at you again. "As long as it is him I should fall in love into.", she smiled sweetly at you which you returned back too.

Jihyo: "Good to know.", she said, smiling too for both of you and Sana. "My time of service is now up, I guess I shall leave you two now.", she bowed her head but before she was about to disappear in the light, you called her one more time.

YN: "If that's what you want then let's do it, my love.", you looked below to see your lovely woman staring tenderly at you too and finally you and Sana went for a kiss that was only full of everlasting romantic love, affection and fondness.

YN: "Wait!", she turned around and look at you. "We thank you so much. This all won't be possible if it wasn't for you.", you and Sana grinned at her. Sana laid her head at your shoulder, wanting to show Jihyo how great of a result it ended up after all she has done for the two of you.

Jihyo: "At your service, YN and Sana. But the credits will be all yours. You said it yourself, you were the one who chose this path where it would lead you to her again, I just assisted you through it.", then she shined brightly until she slowly disappeared and went through other god-knows-what she may be now.

Sana: "So what are we going to do now?

Are we... gonna start all over again?", she asked you.

"Do you want to go home now?", you asked her after letting go from her plump, soft, delicious lips.

Sana: "Sure, I just want to spend more time with you alone.", she giggled. You nodded and you exit the company building's rooftop with Sana.

An hour later, you reached Sana's house along with her and Anya. As Sana was about to open the door, she was stopped by Anya who asked her something.

Anya: "Mama... is YN-kun will go home now?", she asked while pouting her lips at her mother. Both of you noticed that Anya is really feeling sad that you're about to go away now. The kid already grew a fond to you through every single day while she doesn't have any idea that it was her father all along that she considered as her "big friend".

Sana: "No, Anya- san.", she answered then turn her head to look at you. "Daddy won't go away this time.", she formed a smirk after which made your heart skip a beat and blush intensely when she decided to introduce you to Anya as her father.

You decided to go through the flow with her as you squat in front of Anya and introduce yourself too as what Sana referred you.

YN: "Yes, Daddy isn't going anywhere now, ok?", you said as you pinched her chubby cheek which made her grin widely.

Anya: "Daddy?", she asked you again, probably confused why she does need to call you like that now. You only had to nod back in response to her. Fortunately she lets it go aside as she returned her enjoyment back, jumping happily in front of you. "Yehey, Daddy is staying!", she said, finally acknowledged you while you and Sana just let out a laugh at how adorable Anya is. She really got her personality from her mother, you thought.

As the three of you finally entered the house, you guided Anya to her bedroom when you noticed her keep on yawning. She admits that she's sleepy so right now she was laying down on her bed while you sat beside her and Sana was watching the two of you on the door.

Anya: "Daddy we can play together tomorrow, right?"

YN: "Yes, my princess.", you answered. "Let's get you to sleep now because mommy and I have some... unfinished business to do.", you said, winking at Sana who smiled back at you.

You and your daughter Anya exchanged goodnights at each other before turning off the lights and closed her door, leaving her bedroom.

After that, you prepared an indoor date with your beloved girlfriend and surely soon to be again your wife Sana; to continue exactly just like you were supposed to do for her before if that tragedy didn't happened.

The two of you ended the night with a slow romantic date together with each other's favorite couple song and weng for another kiss, finally completing and retrieving the more worthy outcome both of you deserved to have in the first place.

Meanwhile at the same time from an unknown universe, Jihyo attended a special event which was a wedding of her fellow godly beings: you and Sana's god counterparts even though they went through hard times in their relationship; even broke up once and went back at each other's arms again as it signified more how you and Sana were truly destined to be together for all time and eternity no matter what happens.

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Romantic matchup for @011tsukishima

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I match you with...

Arataki Itto and Chifuyu Matsuno 💋

You and Itto would be such a wholesome couple aaaa

Even Itto at first seems intimidating, until you hear him speak at least- in my opinion despite people saying that at first meeting you seem threatening, to Itto you didn't give that impression at all, in fact he had no problem approaching you and starting a conversation with you (also because he is a person who doesn't care about appearances and is very impulsive). The reason why he wanted to talk to you was to express the joy he felt at seeing you dance, since he happened to be watching one of your performances; that's how your acquaintance began, which then evolved into something more ;>

Itto is a spontaneous and funny person, in my opinion it didn't take long for you to get familiar with him and to open up, showing your funnier side. Your couple dynamic is based on humor and fun, and it is clear to everyone how much you care about each other. The members of his gang were so surprised when they found out that their dear leader had found a girlfriend, the reactions of his comrades were different from each other: some were surprised and wondered how an idiot like him had found a partner (no ok-)), some were so happy that they were moved to tears and some were ecstatic about the idea and wanted Itto introduce her to the gang

The fact that you are a calm person who doesn't get angry easily is a good thing, since Itto is a very impulsive, competitive person who often exaggerates, qualities that make him make a lot of trouble, and let's just say it's hard to contain yourself when dealing with his messes lol.

Nah, with Itto you don't have to worry about talking too much, he thinks the fact that you have so much to say makes the conversation more interesting. If you stopped talking in the middle of the conversation Itto would tell you to continue, since he was interested in what you were saying!

Ooo Itto really likes your makeup!!! He would propose a challenge to you, that is, you do his makeup and he does yours, whoever does the best makeup gets a delicious bowl of ramen. Why Itto proposed this challenge to you is a mystery since he can't do makeup, probably his confidence told him he would win, idk 💀. It ended up that you gave him diva makeup with gorgeous eye shadow, and he made you look like a clown. Well, since you are a kind person I am sure you will share your prize with him :>

Itto would carry you on his shoulders to prevent you from tripping over something and hurting yourself, especially if the road you are walking on is not paved. In that position you would have the privilege of being able to touch his horns, woah.... 👁️👁️

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Chifuyu would be a perfect partner: he would be kind, loyal, understanding, and I feel like it would be easy to make him blush, which makes him even more adorable. Although he is stubborn and sometimes naive he is a very good person who cares a lot about those around him, you are lucky to have him as your boyfriend.

In my opinion Chifuyu's reaction to seeing you become sassy and sarcastic when a person is rough on you would be funny. I mean, he would be surprised in a good way, since he didn't imagine that his girlfriend who is so kind and calm could respond so sharply. Yep, he would definitely be proud of you and like you even more ;)

Chifuyu is very loyal to his friends and is always ready to fight for them. With you as his partner, he would be even more protective, and he would be ready to go against anyone who hurts you. This is something you share, since like him you hate it when someone hurts the people you love. You would be a couple always ready to have each other's backs.

The first time he heard you sneeze he was reminded of his cat Peke J, since it was a sneeze worthy of an adorable kitten. Yes, even though he would never tell you he finds your sneezes too cute <3

The fact that you care so much about the happiness of the people around you and are so careless about your own well-being makes him angry. He would scold you about how you should put yourself first since you are the most important thing. If you continue to act with this mentality, Chifuyu will take care of trying to make sure that you can always be happy.

Nah, I don't think it would be a problem for Chifuyu if you are a person who likes to sleep; he would offer to rest your head on his shoulder, and when he is sure you are asleep he would look at you out of the corner of his eye, and admire your face with a smile on his lips.

[stoneqoldcrazy]

❤ 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙦𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙘𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙮'𝙨 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙩 ❤

First off I just want to thank @two-lovers-together for putting together this event! Reading my favorite blogs' (which is everyone I follow tbh) replies to my and everyone else's lovely messages has made my day. It's very uplifting and I think we all needed it so I really really appreciate you putting this event together 💓💗💞💖

Secondly 😌 I'm gonna list off some AMAZING creators in the Queen fandom that you all should consider following because they have Gorgeous content and Gorgeous personalities 😌💖 the Queen fandom wouldn't be the same without our hardworking and lovely creators! So, show your appreciation by not only liking but reblogging our work it really does mean the world to us! 💞💞💞

@39-ers - GORGEOUS moodboards and such a great and sweet personality 🥺 her album edits are so spot on I just adore it 😌

@39-brian - been following her for such a long time and she is so incredibly sweet 🥺 and her moodboards and graphics are also Unique and Beautiful 💖

@caribou-cowboy - ok ik AJ is not ALL Queen but she just has a Loving personality and her art is so Cute 🥺🥺 and her memes and tags are hilarious 😌 and if u like elton john and/or george michael that's extra bonus points 😌😌

@cherries-n-rocknroll - sterre has Gorgeous moodboards and graphics and a Lovely personality 😌🥺❤

@darlingfreddie - ANGIE 🥺 I've been following her for Ages it feels like and I don't blame me I mean her art is gorgeous and her humor is the Best like ❤👃❤

@doing-albri - VI 💞💓💞💗💖💖💗💓💗💞💗💞💗💖 My best friend 🥺 she has Gorgeous and Spot On edits of not only Queen but the Beatles as well 😌 she also has a Gorgeous personality and she's honestly just the Best I can't put it into words 🥺💞💞💞

@drivenbybri - Sofie 🥺🥺 she posts so many pretty edits of not only Queen but some Gwilym too and ik a lot of you all luv him 👁 hdggsh but her lockscreens are so Gorgeous and so are her instagram edits!! You should all check out her insta edits okay they're so *chef's kiss* and Adorable 💖💖💖 and Sofie also has an Amazing personality 😌 She has such a warm presence 💖

@drbriangay - one of the best queen art blogs like her art style is so unique and gorgeous! 💖👃💖

@freddie-mercurys - JO 🥺 Jo is AMAZING with gifs they're so high quality just like her and her blog 😌 I've been following Jo for such a long time as well and if you Love freddie and aren't following Jo then you're honestly missing out 😌

@farrokhbulsaramercury - love their gifs so so much! they capture so many Sweet moments that I sometimes haven't seen before which makes it even better ❤

@incorrectborhapquotes - this blog is genuinely funny and I love smiling and laughing so this blog is top notch for sure 🥺💖💖💖

@imcompletelylost - libby is just a sweet and amazing person with GREAT style 🥺 she made these queen aesthetic text posts that were spot on and I still luv them 😌 libby also has a warm presence tbh 🥺

@meddrowse - Very big inspiration of mine when I first started making moodboards 🥺 their edits are so gorgeous and high quality

@meddows-taylor - yeth ik this is also incorrectborhapquotes but her edits are so gorgeous and her music duo series is so unique 🥺

@mercuryandmeme - love her art SO much 🥺🥺 and her blog of course 😌 so if u love jimercury (i mean who would hate it??) then this blog is the one for u 😌😌

@mephisto92 - aaaa very unique and Gorgeous moodboards 🥺🥺

@moustachefreddie - LACEY 💜💜💜💜💜 Lacey is AMAZING okay her gifs and edits are so Purple and Perfect 😌 her excitement is contagious and she is honestly such a lovely person and one of the Best freddie blogs 💜💜💜

@natromanxoff - I love their posts because there's a lot of stuff that I haven't seen before so it's lovely to go through their blog 💖💖💖

@ogrebattles - I've been following mari and trice for the Longest time like their edits and gifs are jaw dropping 😌 and they were and still are a big inspiration! luv these two 💛💙

@onegoldenglance - interesting Queen related finds that r just a pleasure to look at 😌❤

@queenofindecision - ik jules isnt as active but her edits are STUNNING and she was such a big inspiration to me as well ❤

@rushingheadlong - a Lovely brian blog 😌 and his text posts r top notch and Informative as well hfhfch he's Awesome 💛

@stardust-killer-queen - eVELYN 🥺🥺 she is SUPER sweet and kind 💖💖 her moodboards are Gorgeous and she also does edits of the Beatles that are Just as gorgeous like 💖👃💖

@taliaphobia - talia is BEYOND sweet 🥺🥺 and I'm not much of a fanfic reader but her writing seems pretty top notch 😌 and she is such a lovely person!!

@tenderbri - em is AMAZING okay their moodboards and gifs are so high quality and spot on I just adore them and their blog 💖 one of the best brian blogs 😌

@ylly22 - love her posts so much like there's so many new and interesting finds on her blog im ❤👃❤

[ireone]

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omg hello rosie! aaaa it will be so hard for me to choose because i love the bp outfits series that you've been doing lately 😍 idk if this set could be counted as your last ten creations or not, but i feel the need to tell you that, this gifset of sana were absolutely gorgeous!!! all of the gifs just fit in so well together in this set and i totally love that 💘 and also this particular set because rosé is my bias and this look totally one of her best look with your sparkly gifs made this set looks complete 💞 and an appreciation for this adorable set as well!

creators send me 🎨 & I’ll tell you my favorite of your last ten creations and why

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aaaand we are back back again with malec livewatch! you can read the first and second parts before if you wanna, or filter out “malec livewatch” if ur tired of this absolute bullcrap

yes i know it’s been years. not my fault okay i was studying

today: post-wedding 1×12! and finally freedom from the terrors of s1

forever a slut for that scene where Magnus just does that hand movement and a bunch of shit starts showing up in the conveniently empty table ugh we stan. imagine if the special effects had been this good all the time they really used up 10 out of their 15 dollars and all the two favors from cousin Mike for this one. 1×12 was so inspired tbh only valid episode

Alec's clothes look so much better without the stupid ugly blazer? could do without the high waisted pants (why) but he looks so much better and also more comfortable. again i hope the costume department staff got a big, fat paycheck because the difference we see in him during the wedding vs post-wedding alone is just insane. he looks so much better and more comfortable and more himself, the blazer made him look stiff and again DOESNT MATCH THE REST. also nice touch that the blazer is the only part of his clothing with gold, the sh wedding color. he gets that off and everything looks so much better

Magnus looks even better post wedding too. like the clothing is already *chef's kiss* but he looks even prettier afterwards somehow. the hair is a little softer and he's less stiff as a whole (for obvious reasons), and aaaa hes so beautifulllll he's so prettyyyy look at his perfect soft little hair falling softly over his head and the PINK STREAKS possibly the best Magnus look i said what i said. especially with him all soft and smiley like that i big love him

sexiest thing about Magnus is how Jace does anything and hes like NO BITCH

the way he says "warlock tracking is stronger" with that smile......... hes so prety

that's a deep inhale he makes before using the tracking spell lmao u ok buddy?

oof i can only imagine how he felt when he was doing the tracking and he was suddenly hit with an image of Camille screaming and hitting in his direction,,,....,,,,,,, Fuck

love how Raphael just locked her in the basement thats so sexy of him we stan

"i punched her there's no way she'll help me" ugh still salty that clary of all ppl got to punch her but not Raphael or Magnus fuck this tbh

STOP MAKING ME LOOK AT CLACE

they both look so giddy and happy to be talking after the whole wedding thing + camille drama like don’t look at me. alec can barely look at magnus because he’s so agitated but you have the smile on his face and magnus is also smiling disbelievingly and i just doaudjsuoiadsa i love they

seriously tho the way magnus smiles..... so private and disbelieving but also so obvious and he’s even looking down like he never expected stuff to go down this well..... bro i stan

i had forgotten about the specific cadence in which alec talks? lmao. there’s a certain tilt to his voice when he says “it’s so INTENSE” that i really love

also that’s a really funny line like honey who the fuck are you to complain about anything being intense. ur the most dive or die bitch in this entire building. and we stan

alec’s WIDE ASS SMILE when magnus says “you certainly know how to make a statement” I CRY. magnus looks so proud of him and still disbelieving that alec went this hard for him and alec is just still on cloud 9 that he really Did That and came out and magnus is just proud of him and wow he really gets to have this and duahdsudhsadajsas???? i adore everything about them

the way maryse shows up and magnus immediately recoils and alec immediately straightens up like magnus is lowkey expecting rejection and alec is just bracing himself for one of the hardest fights of his life

also their expressions are so funny like maryse is LIVID she’s absolutely losing her mcfucking mind with anger homegirl’s head is about to explode and robert is just looking like he pissed on the carpet or something

the way alec doesn’t back down at all is so admirable too like!!!! it’s one thing to make a big fuck you gesture, it’s another to still hold your ground against your abusers after that fact. but he really stands there and goes “this isn’t about you” “i’m the same person i’ve always been” and doesn’t give her an inch of room for clownery. like again once alexander gideon lightwood makes up his mind there’s no stopping him and there’s no going back and he’s just so fucking strong??? he really said “from now on i’m out and you’re going to absolutely deal with that and i will not compromise a single thing” and the lightwoods just had to deal with that lmaoooo 

you can see it in maryse’s face too, like after the “i’m the same person i’ve always been” she just pauses, realizing that she lost this battle without even knowing, she was on top of it a second ago and now there’s nothing she can do anymore and she’s just shook. and all that’s left for her is to scoff at magnus and leave, because that’s it, she lost every hold she had on him

alec’s little mouthed “what?” at “and all for a downworlder” too. i think part of him was like “wow she’s backing down already?” because you know he expected this to be a lot harder i think lmao. but i also like to think that there’s a side of “mom what the fucking fuck have you seen him he’s gorgeous and kind and smart and amazing and literally the best person i could have fallen in love with but go off i guess”

robert going all “just give her time” like he doesn’t understand what’s happening here at all. he clearly plays the “good cop” in the lightwood’s abusive dynamic tbh, like people often brush him off as being just spineless but i honestly think that he’s just the other side of her manipulative coin. specially with izzy, like, when izzy said fuck it and completely let go of maryse’s hold on her? that’s where robert came in, being the accepting, “nice” parent who listened to her and cared, and making sure she’d keep her loyalties. because he didn’t really stand up for izzy either and in the end he kept her still glued to the lightwood family through that, and kept defending maryse and izzy listened to him because he was robert. and i think that’s what’s happening here too, him trying to frame this as “don’t worry, she’ll come around” because he knows right then that alec is absolutely going to turn their back on them if that’s what it takes for her to be happy so he immediately slides in and reframes this under an affection light where everything will be alright! even if honestly i don’t think that’s what alec is really thinking about at all, i think he was 100% ready for a showdown 

and robert is clearly so disapproving and yikes at the whole thing too but he pretends he isn’t and like lmao

shoutout to their faces when robert asks “are you two in love?” like magnus just turns around like oh hell no we’re not gonna have this conversation and alec lights up for just a second with a small smile before he’s like wait wait no shit shit shit we’ve just met no of course there’s no love (and like... i don’t think there is per se, because i think love is something that takes longer to settle in, specially for alec, but i think the idea that he could talk openly about being in love with a man and even fall fully in love with magnus one day makes him super happy you know?) lmao dorks

tho tbh i think magnus shuts down that conversation immediately to avoid heartbreak. because i think that for this whole thing he was expecting alec to say something he’d hate hearing to get his parents’ approval, you know? like like i said it’s really unexpected and surprising/inspiring that alec didn’t back down an inch there, and i think he was expecting alec to kind of fall back slightly now, like, he played his cards and now he would negotiate with them, you know? find a place to make them comfortable. instead alec gives them a complete fuck you and he’s like... damn obviously super pleased but also waiting for the other shoe to drop

he just steps in like “pls no” and stops that conversation right there 

the way alec takes a deep breath and magnus opens his mouth then closes again quickly not knowing what to say and then changes the subject.... he’s really so scared of this talk and i just aaa

alec literally never fucking stops going from magnus’ eyes and lips in quick succession like alec. alec please. stop being horny for just a second man. please alec i’m begging you

it’s so cute how magnus mentions a date and alec is immediately like “hell YEAH we should do that” no hesitation like he’s 100% ready to leave immediately right now (i see his pause between “wanna... i don’t know, get a drink?” and “....sometime?”, i see it, you can’t fool me alexander) and also the fact that his first suggestion is something that he hates but that he knows for a fact magnus likes is so cute, like he immediately goes for magnus’ interests here and we stan

i also think that he’s come to associate drinking = dates after 1x06 and the way magnus called him specifically for a drink before he showed up too, like... it’s cute how he immediately came to associate those things because of magnus and just jumps into that because that’s what he knows. he’s so eager and like good for him

magnus’ SMILE when he says that like bro he can see how stoked alec is to go on a date with him they are adorable he is so fucking HAPPY i doubt he expected such a great outcome from this and yet here they are

ALEC DOES THE WHOLE LOOKING AT HIS LIPS IN QUICK SUCCESSION THING ONE LAST TIME BEFORE THE SCENE ENDS SHUT UP OH MY GOD HE NEVER STOPS. MATT DADDARIO THANK YOU FOR MY RIGHTS

next part

[clairelutra]

vanilla107 replied to your post “.”

Why is ann your favourite character?

//INHALES

at first i mostly liked her because she had good vibes, y’know? also out of spite because you just KNOW the good-natured blonde valley girl is going to get shafted by most of the fandom and ~boy do i love being right~

AND THEN. she’s just. so. cute? LIKE!! ‘man sitting here makes me think weird stuff.... like if our seats are all about to blast off into space...’ at the planetarium. SHE THINKS SINGING IN THE SHOWER IS AN IMPORTANT MORNING ROUTINE, MAN!! SHE ONLY LIKES HER ALMONDS CHOCOLATE COVERED. SHE DOESN’T HAVE A CLUE WHAT HARD WATER IS. IDFK MAN SHE’S ADORABLE.

ngl, part of it is how warm akira is to her, too. other people get neutral/agreeable responses to their texts, but ann gets ‘of course i’m free’ and ‘i would love to’-type responses. (can’t quote directly but it’s fucking hilarious to hold his responses to her and his responses to mishima up side-by-side oh my fucking god i love them both.)

AND AT THE SAME TIME, SNARK.

“i mean... that’s why they call it ‘fake.’“

all the sweatdropping. all of it.

related to that: how she’s regarded in canon as easily the most gorgeous person around. “meow-verlous” and “she’s breathtaking” and “c’mon, don’t you at least think she looks better than a celebrity” and yusuke’s whole introduction is him thinking she’s just THE most beautiful thing he’s ever seen and NEEDS her to model for him.

she gets creeps left and right and she’s exhausted by them, but still does her best to be sort of polite.

and despite all that,,, she’s just so normal. exhaustion when people hit on her meets “as a reward, i’ll go out with you~ 😘” and it’s all just?? she’s gorgeous and she knows it, but that doesn’t mean she’s okay with being the object of unwanted attention, and that doesn’t mean she’s above playing her looks to her advantage.

just how utterly resilient she is? she gets down, and sometimes she just needs to be told things will be okay, but the sheer degree of things she can bounce back from is both astounding and inspiring. mah girl has a soul made of rubber, fam.

how she’s willing to take literally any excuse to think positive, whether it’s akira telling her things will be okay or it’s that guy who tried to kill them all showing remorse and regret.

how she just appreciates people both being real with her and positive about everything else.

veering back to shuann, i feel like akira has a lot of things to be negative about, and being around ann would force him to look at things in a rosier light. that would be really good for someone with a literal prison in their heart.

she’s a romantic!! she gets embarrassed going to sappy chick flicks alone because she works her way through several packs of tissues!! she gets all giggly and happy if akira says he’s looking forward to getting married one day while he’s dating her!! MARRY HER DAMMIT.

she’s just so emotive? so open? she literally can’t hide how she feels and it’s just?? aaaaaaaaaaaaa

again back to the shuann but it makes such a fun contrast with akira’s laconic deadpan. it just. it does, man.

SHE’S INTUITIVE LIKE DAMN. like!! she’s an airhead and a bombshell and she can pick up on subtle lies like idek how but she’s a fucking bamf

on that note: “i will rob you of everything...!”

she’s loyal and loving and kind and forgiving as hell and just... humble? she doesn’t take herself too seriously, she likes soy milk in her lattes, she’s the first to apologize when she realizes she’s in the wrong...

the ‘i love you’s!! all over the place!! both ways!! she’s just!! so!! affectionate!! i die!!!

more shuann that ann on her own, but: she’s the only romanceable who doesn’t have some explicit form of social power, and i just... find that... so interesting? i am 99% sure that akira gets off on fucking with things (people) that could fuck him over hardcore, but the only ‘power’ she has over akira is that love at first sight moment, all the opportunities to mention how gorgeous she is, the ‘i love you’s, just the warmth between them.

i dunno. i really think that implies something here.

(like, say, losing her trust would fuck akira up on the same level as having a genius hacker/reality-altering fortune teller/his pharmacist/a fairly big name reporter/his teacher/the student council president/the daughter of alternate universe mcdonals president/famous chess player after his blood.)

idk i feel like there’s more but this is what i’m coming up with off the top of my head.

[luvdsc]

she collects pcs as well but it’s more casual and she definitely has more self control than me akskdkf and yes, all my jaemin pcs have come in besides a departure kihno i joined a go but the person only pulled one of his and i am not on the top of the list for claims 😔 so whoever i get i’m going to ask the gom to trade for me so *crosses fingers* and KASKDKF NO TRUST ME my best friend is much prettier than me 😭 photography is something i’ve been interested in for a while now! i have a canon rebel t6! i haven’t used it since the summer but i enjoy shooting people and nature the most ☺️ i took a photography class as an elective years ago and it made me enjoy taking pics even more. anyways, i bought some crystals and got more washi tape yesterday! one of my penpal letters came in i can’t wait to make more time to send one back. 🔮💌 just wondering, what’s your ideal type? for me i’m really into the boys who have that bad boy vibe but are actually really sweet 🤧 also, who’s your biggest wrecker in nct? - 💐 anon

oooo does she only collect jeno’s pcs or does she collect for other members and groups too, lovebug? 🥰  aaaa i bet your jaemin collection looks super pretty !!!! 🤩💗  i just googled and omg his departure kihno is really nice 🥺 he looks soo so stunning with black hair :’) when will your go person tell you whose kihno you get, honey bee? and omg yes, fingers crossed that you can trade for him!!!! 💗 i managed to finish my doyoung collection today :’) also, i had bought two of taeyeon’s pcs from hong kong and one from switzerland, and they finally came yesterday !!!! i only need taeyeon’s kihno to finish hers, so i’m really happy 💞💞💞 

and what lies !!!!! i’m absolutely positive that you and your best friend are both equally gorgeous 💖💖💖💖  omg that’s so cool, lovebug!!! wowzas fancy equipment :’) do you have an art portfolio somewhere or do you post your pics on insta? :o oooo what sort of photoshoots do you like to do with people? my friend did this one where she did eye makeup to mimic a certain flower / plant for each person, and she took pictures of us next to those flowers 🌸  if you’re in college / will be going to college, do you want to major or minor in photography maybe? 💓

omg crystals are so pretty! ✨ and yesss more washi tape omg 🤩  pen pal letters are so exciting omg what do you put in yours usually? 💌 i have to respond to three of mine, but i’ve been so swamped with work rip, but fingers crossed i can make progress on one letter tomorrow :’)

aaa for my ideal type, as 🌻 anon has so eloquently put it, “u want a guy thats athletic and drives a mercedes while playing with stocks in his free time” .... basically, it’s former fratboy finance major turned wall street douchebag rip 😅  your type is so cute tho omg !!!! 🥺  like those boys who dress in black ripped skinny jeans and leather jackets and secretly adore cats sjkdhfkjgsdgf manifesting a boy like that for you and one for me now 🤧🤧  hmm nct wreckers would be doyoung, occasionally yukhei and yuta, and maybe jeno, although i’m tired of him after writing pussy blocked LOL renjun and jisung are on this weird limbo where they’re not my nct bias, and they’re not my bias wreckers either, but I just appreciate them a lot 💕 what about you, sweetpea? who’s your bias wrecker(s)? 💘

[shiro-0197]

Omigosh thank you 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 Albie— Albie just has my heart, his paws are just so cute I'm sobbing.

oh that's okay love!! Hmm, yeah I guess you could call it winter break, although there's no winter :P we just call it the end-of-the-year break, and we start again on the 20th of January.

Ikr. Dodol is such an odd name. tbh, most of the food names here are slightly strange, but they taste absolutely delicious :D so that's good haha. I'd love to try them with you too. There's 14 states and each has their own special delicacies.

Oh God I agree. The paperwork is TEDIOUS. So you know I work, right? Well, my job is basically to just do the doctor's paperwork at a clinic 😭🤚 things would be so much easier if it were computerized, but alas, it isn't. Who knows? Maybe if you become one, you could hire an assistant to do it for you :P 😭😔 God you're so sweet. No I'd not get hurt around you, at least I'd try my best not to. Why waste a second being injured when I could instead use it to do exciting things with you? :D

thank you!! Have you ever thought of doing something like that too? I'm not very good with young kids (I actually don't really even get along with them so much because they're quite a nuisance) but from experience, the older ones are okay, especially if they're all quiet and polite 😝💖

😭I'm glad they're enough. For now. BUT SOMEDAY I really will hug you !! and someone will probably have to tear me away because I don't think I'll let go 😼

a... dried?? Blobfish?? 😭 Interesting. I don't even wanna know where he got it either omg.

yes. So so so gorgeous 😭💖 I saw an ash lynx one a while ago on Instagram but then it disappeared (I'll find it again I hope) and it was the most beautiful art breeder I've EVER seen.

you're not uneducated hush >:(( you're such a smart person, I really really look up to you grrr. and yeah they're actually different. People acknowledge that fairy tails are fiction, wherelse myths were believed to be true, or at least have a ring of truth to them. :(

I wish you were here too. AND NOOOO KURO WAIT NOOOOOOOO. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO HUG HIM IF HE HAS NO LIMBS 😭😭😭

Cashews are delicious!! I don't like all nuts, but some are great. Like peanuts and walnuts. Though I have braces, so I haven't eaten them in a long time, since they hurt my mouth. I'll take them out by march, I hope, and then you bet I'm just gonna eat all of those xD I've tried Baklava!! A friend went to Turkey once, and she brought some back. It's delicious, I hope I'll try it again in the future. tho omg yes!! You're so lucky, the snacks must be to-die-for there😚😚💖💖💖💖 what other types can you get?

CHISHIYA IS ACTUALLY A CATBOY ‼️‼️ THOSE PICTURES JUST CONFIRMED IT.

I hope you enjoy your rewatch!! Coincidentally, I'm rewatching a favourite of mine too. It's called She-Ra and it's on netflix. And here's a few frames of the show I want to share with you 😿💖

I MEAN. First of all; (they're not even canon) BUT THEY'RE SO PRETTY TOGETHER. Secondly, one of them's a catgirl?? And her suit is so pretty?? And thirdly... THE DIP?? I'm dying sorry 😭😭💖

—☃️☃️ (us ü)

Yes yes !!! He's so extremely adorable and I'm kqkkkdkakkd

Оhh, I see !! That's a lot, we're going back to class at tenth, or earlier maybe. I'm glad you guys have a long break!!! You deserve it:D

Оhh, 14!! We also have 14 states (uh, provinces?) Though I dont think every one has a separate delicacy. That's so cool, though!! The more food there is, the better xD

Ackk, I know right. I did paperwork, like, once in my life and it was so exhausting?? I feel bad for you😭 I'd rather become a freelancer 😝

Fair enough! I'd do my best to have you up and straight, so you wouldn't get injured even if you wanted to (though I dont think you would)😋

Well, I've been thinking about helping kids my age with languages. But, well, I'm so bad at teaching. I'm that kind of person to go "how do you not understand this" after two times of explaining. So I try not to do that, because I dont want the teens to think I'm uncool XD

Hehe no one will have to tear you away because I'd love to hug you just as long😭😭😭💕

Aahhh!! I really hope you come across it again!! It sucks to see something gorgeous only to never encounter it again😭

Awhh, that's so sweet of you!!! 🥺🥺 I also look up to you!! You're so hardworking and responsible, couldn't be me😭 but yeah, I really get confused sometimes, people say they're the same and I'm like ????

BWNSJQJD dont worry he's all bark one bite😭😭 he'll hit me but that's all he can do, really

Yeah!!! I adore walnuts, they're my favorite. Peanuts get stuck in my teeth a lot, I still love them though💔 March is in... three months? Huhh that's a while😭 I wouldn't survive for so long without them

Hell yeah, another thing I need to make you in the future!!!! I've also tried turkish delight, the orange and the strawberry ones are my favorite. I dont like the peanut ones tho, they're too sweet😭 we also tried maklube (mac-looh-beh), and it's to die for. Tastes even better when we make it with teh whole class XD our school also has special "keklube" and "tavuklube" versions, which are totally made up names, but basically they're just cake and chicken versions of maklube

I'm forty seconds away from writing an article about why Chishiya is not so secretly a catboy XD

Aaaa I forgot about She-ra qkekkqkd!!! I wanted to watch it as well but then I got into my anime phase 😭😭 they look so good though omg😍😍 I really hope watch it soon~ I hope you're enjoying it!!!

[starwriterulia]

Reviewing Brea's Stuff - BTS Soulmate AU (1/2)

PART 1/2 (Taehyung, Jungkook, Jimin)

HI! \(OwO)/

I want to draw ya'll's attention to one of my friends: @jimin-jungshook-over-literalbae. She's a k-pop reaction/scenario/text writer, and not only have I missed her as a friend so much during my long hiatus, I've also missed her writing. Thankfully, there's a lot for me to catch up on! She asked me to give my opinions on her BTS AUs, and with her permission, I've turned my reviews it into a bit of advertising! If you wanna read the stuff I did, ya'll don't have to scroll super far to find it all. I'll be reviewing each AU from a Reader's Standing (silly, sometimes improper sentences; sO MUCH swearing; caps lock) and from a Critic's Standing (second reading; at least one paragraph). Let's get into this! >o<

—Faith

Written in Order of Whichever Came up First While Scrolling

Taehyung AU (Reader's Standing):

Man, I can't relate with being abandoned at a club 'cause I don't drink, and there's no club in my town, but I love how Y/N is essentially abandoned, ha ha ha! Also, poor Y/N, the only person among their friends who hasn't found a soulmate yet and feels so damn lonely about it. :'(

'...soft masculine voice'—bless you, Brea, for describing this scum as feminine.

'It makes you want to scoff, honestly'—All right then, this Y/N is a bit of a bitch, when it comes to meeting strangers in a club. I like Y/N, already. :D

'...back hitting a wall'—Aw yeah, good going, Y/N. Cornering yourself, good shit.

Strong Tae is hot, like that whole wrist grabbing sequence, ooh.

'Excuse me, sir'—My inner Englishwoman accent has been summoned.

Bitter chocolate on Y/N's tongue?? Where did this come from, hm... HM... hm.

Oh wait this is the soulmate bit. NEATO, I LOVE CHOCOLATE!! Milk is cool too, I mean, I'm vegetarian. If you bring meat into any of these AUs I will riOT.

Internal screaming holy shit it's the gang they're here hi Jimin my baby TwT

Yas to fun dancing with the puppy that is Taehyung

'Your back is pressed against his chest and his hands rest on your hips'—AERUNAWERAWENURAWO cute yes thank you

More chocolate taste, mm, yes. *w*

Holding hands on way to friends = classic, love it.

scREAMING HE CALLED Y/N HIS SOULMATE YES BLESS THIS AU I mean I don't usually read them, but my friendo-burritos are special occasions, OK??

Physical manifestation?? All right, sure. I'm so confused about this because, as I just said, I don't read soulmate AUs.

Love how the flavour of chocolate changes, it's kind of romantic.

*Sees typo at second last paragraph for 'had' instead of 'hand' and holds breath* Save it, Grammar-Nazi alter-ego, it's just a typo.

Super cute paragraph though awoureraelr

'As though he's meant to stay there forever'—Is just too cute, oml.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THAT LAST PARAGRAPH AND THE LAST LINE OF Y/N MY HEEEEEEEEEEART GOD DAMN SO CUTE UUUUUUUUUUGH

It's over? ;w; It's over...

Taehyung AU (Critic's Standing):

I'll say this here so I don't have to repeat myself, but I don't tend to read Soulmate AUs because I honestly think they're a very basic and beginner's way to write fan fiction. But they're also a great way to practice, so no, I don't hate them, I just don't tend to read them. As you know, I've made an exception for my friend. The first paragraph set the atmosphere very well, and easily stated how Y/N was feeling about not having found their soulmate, yet, and how they're just forced to watch their friends, who already have. The creep insertion, while a common trope, was well executed—I especially approve of how Brea described the wrist grabbing and the little struggle Y/N had.

And then there's Taehyung to the rescue, and for a moment I forgot I was reading a soulmate AU, I was confused about why Y/N tasted chocolate for second. Like the subtle inclusion of Jungkook, Jimin and the other guys, and the dancing section where the taste of chocolate changes according to Taehyung's emotions was really neat. I also loved how Taehyung took Y/N home, and their little kissing moment was the cutest. Not the mention the killer one-liner Y/N delivered, at the end. This was a brief AU, but that's often a good idea, for these kinds of scenarios. If I could improve one thing about this, I would have done... nothing. I seriously can't find anything that I would change, in this. Great job, Brea!

Jungkook AU (Reader's Standing):

Ooh, a Big Bang concert!

OOH, bells to signal soulmate status, that's really cool! Also, cute stumble is best stumble.

'bunny teeth'—Yes, Jungkook is a bunny in disguise, I knew it. *w*

YouTuber Jungkook is a concept I would sell my soul to Satan to see IRL

Ey yo, Seungri! \(>w<)/ Feels like a real concert, lol

Oh boy, whispering...

Awwww group waving to Jungkook's camera, how nice. ;w;

OH BOY JUNGKOOK IS ESCORTED

Oml Jungkook must have been so embarrassed, standing on stage like that, as a mega-fan. Lucky dude.

Never mind, boy was hyped as hecc

Happy Jungkook is best Jungkook, that was so cute to read.

Ye boys and girls, let's go with Jungkook and see what happens next oml this is too cute aaa

iS THIS THE SAME BAR AS THE TAEHYUNG AU?!

Hi Jimin I love you ;w;

Riot for Jimin? Yes, very possible.

beLL RUNG AGAIN GOOD LORD

I approve of Y/N's choice of Daesung as their favourite member

Thank you Jimin for approving of Y/N's choice

Jungkook shooing because he's secretly a possessive puppy, cute

bELLS AGAIN

'pretty damning evidence'—This is suddenly a detective AU? Nice.

'princess'—Aaand now I'm trying not to squeal.

Good choice of bar over apartment there, Jungkook.

Clasped fingers are cute, yes, thank you

More bells, aaaaa

Soft kiss ;w; Ow my heart

Evolving bells? YES.

Seriously this was really cute, I loved it. I love everything Brea writes, tbh.

Maybe that's just a friendship thing, idk.

Jungkook AU (Critic's Standing):

When the story began at a Big Bang concert, I immediately started to recall every bop they ever made, and it made me so nostalgic and happy. Really nice concert vibe, felt pretty alive, for being described in one paragraph. The first occurrence of the bells stole my heart, I'm a winter fanatic and bells are such an iconic symbol of that season, so I really enjoyed finding out that the little soulmate signal for this AU was bells. Not to mention the little confused looks that Y/N and Jungkook gave to their surroundings before introducing themselves with yelling (because concert, makes total sense) was really nice. I also loved how Jungkook was a YouTuber, that's totally something he could be, if his life went a different direction.

Seungri noticed Jungkook, told the guys about him, and they all gave Jungkook's camera some love was neat, too. They got him onto the stage and Jungkook fulfilled his mega-fan dream of performing with the big boys, that was ultra sweet of them (and Brea, I guess). And the excited Jungkook after he returned to Y/N was so easy to picture, it was great. As I said in the Reader's Standing, is this the same bar Y/N in the Taehyung AU was taken to? It was nice to see Jimin again though, hee hee, and I really liked how Jimin and Jungkook talked about why Jimin wasn't with Taehyung—the struggles of being a famous idol, right?

Jungkook shooing away Jimin was also cute, and how Brea mentioned that Jungkook and Y/N just sat with a couple drinks and talked with a little buzz was nice. Jungkook's explanation of how he and Y/N are soulmates was a nice touch, I really can't get enough of picturing how those bells sound. Small kiss from Y/N to Jungkook was super sweet, and yes, YES, I would love it if those bells evolved into like, an entire little melody, ah. This one was somehow very relaxing to read, I enjoyed it.

Jungkook isn't even my bias wrecker and I want to punch him with a pillow for being so cute in this AU, dammit.

Jimin AU (Reader's Standing):

For some reason the picture of Jimin wouldn't load and I'm immediately a little sad because I don't get to see his pink hair and those amazingly adorable cheeks of his. Not to mention his gorgeous eyes and just AERNUOEWATO Jimin is great. ;w;

Y/N is legit me, but I'm reading hentai manga instead of an 'actual book'. Just kidding, I'd be reading Piers Anthony.

Cool cafe, would definitely go there.

But reading sometimes stresses me out, so... I just stick to Piers and other fantasy others who don't write about female leads, sorry, but I really fucking love men. >w<

Aw yes look at that, his pink hair is peeking through, I wish I could reach into this story and touch it, fuck

The Chim just keeps getting closer... and closer... God that's cute, it's so like him, I love that.

'marches his way right over to you'—AEUROOAEUNCOWEASNLU thank you Brea, I'm dying a little

Soft speaking is so cute, good Lord, bless this AU

I'm just excited to read this for a second time, I love Jimin so damn much, aaaa

Just reading with Jimin would be so nice, that one paragraph had such a quiet feeling to it, ah.

Oh no, he went back on tour </3

he'S BACK AND HE TAPPED Y/N'S HAND MY LORD

I would totally jump up and hug Jimin, sorry not sorry, that man needs so much love for being so cute and... A N D *heavy breathing*

Oh right Y/N does it anyway

Awww yes he hugs back ;w;

Ooh, familiar scent and a long hug, that's definitely romantic.

bOOK HANDING OVER INCEPTION. Thank you for that little nod, ah.

I would probably fit in his suitcase tbh I mean I'm 145cm and he's what, 165cm?? It would totally work out, guys.

fiNGERS ENTWINE SCREEEEEEE

Sneaky Jimin putting his number in Y/N's pocket. Wait he's also part of the pervert line, BREA ARE YOU SURE HE DIDN'T TAP Y/N'S ASS A LITTLE? Lol just kidding, but still, nice move, Jimin.

He smells like books, bless

NOT TO MENTION THE KISSES GOOD LORD

That note was so sweet holy shit

Good ending oh my God that was such a nice ending

Jimin AU (Critic's Standing):

How do I write a formal review, again? I loved the book cafe, that was such a natural place for this to happen. Y/N and Jimin meeting week after week, and Jimin inching closer and closer until he literally comes right up to Y/N and all I could think of was a fluffy puppy running, and it killed me. I really liked how Y/N and Jimin established a quiet relationship, that's like, friendship, and friendship is so nice. Then Jimin left and I felt a little empty with Y/N, and I'm just sitting here thinking about how easily you were able to make me relate to Y/N. He came back blond (I refuse to add the 'e' for a male; I'm Canadian, that's just how the French do things, nothing wrong with the more modern/American way >w<) and had to tap Y/N's hand to get their attention, and then there's that adorable hug that just warmed my heart.

Then there was a very well executed explanation of how Jimin knows he and Y/N are soulmates and how he slipped a note into their pocket when they hugged. And I'm completely serious when I say that I would love to just stuff myself into Jimin's suitcase, ha ha ha! The kisses were also a really nice touch, the note was very sweet, and again, Y/N's last say in this scenario as they gave in to temptation and texted Jimin was adorable. Jimin's explanation and the note really did it for me, heh. I enjoyed Jungkook's the most, out of these three, but this was also really relaxing to read.

OK, that's it, for the maknae line! Onto the hyung line. Thanks again for reading, everyone.

[jess1820]

ti amo nyc! seeing phoenix 3x with feenix friends (jul 5 - 7 2018)

So! 3 days of phoenix with wonderful people in new york (my first time in nyc!), I don’t even know where to begin x.x (Pictures are on IG, video on YT). The Speciale shows are beautiful and incredible, and the boys put so much thought, detail, and love into it all. It was one of the best experiences in my life and it was so fun seeing everyone at the shows!!

under the cut is pretty much a rambling summary of the shows (amazing and adorably decorated), cute moments, and when we met them (ft. my fav convo with branco abt pokemon and witnessing brotherly tension) 

💘 @andersfel @funkyphoenixfan @thesunwillshineagain

7/5 | Night 1 💗

the show The show was amazing! It had been 7 months since I had last seen them. We were between Deck and Chris, I settled for the second row (I could have squished to the barrier but it was more comfortable to just be behind a little). That day was super humid and hot, so this show was probably the most sweatiest, but so satisfying. It was such a fun time! We got consolation prizes which is always super great! And countdown for Mads aaaaa (it was her 21st birthday, guess who (Chris ofc) sung to her 😭!!!) It was such a beautiful moment. They played Goodbye Soleil first and she was a bit down, but once it finished, COUNTDOWN happened! She was so happy it was the best reaction (what a complete 180 lol). Telefono was such a tune to hear live, I loved it! They were using the telefono booth instead of the red telephone (after the show you could get a polaroid in the booth for $1, such a cute idea whaaaa!!).

I thought for the Speciale they chose to use different guitars (Chris’s mint green, Branco’s array of guitars (black and red) instead of the og guitars (telecaster and cream bullet), but turns out they just didn’t have their regular guitars in time because their gear was still being held by air france until the 4th show lol.   

after the show

thomas After the show, we went outside to wait (we should have wandered the disco afterparty that was happening inside! The boys were hanging out meeting fans). About an hour later, Thomas came outside first wearing a white tee and backpack on. It was a small group outside so he went around to everyone, signing stuff and taking photos, and he hugged everyone too! He was so nice and gentle as usual. He left shortly after because he said it was past his kids bedtime and he had to put them into bed, something sweet like that 😭. Romy was at the show (with we think, Cedric’s daughter?) and they were helping run the merch stand! It was too cute!! They were so sweet. They were also in front of the barrier at some songs on the far right jumping and having such a good time during the show! It was so pure. (And I guess Vee is bffs with Romy now hahaha).   

deck Ok next up, Deck came out and was very chatty and goofy. He didn’t go to the afterparty. Vee said something about him being a charmer and he imitated playing a violin to be romantic, oh, he is so precious. Deck was really examining the Rally single I brought to get signed and he was like oh this is very rare and was looking at it, front and back. He was so nice and so cute 💘.

branco (and chris) Branco came out next and was so pretty wearing a koi fish print shirt. He has the best shirts. B was very friendly. Mads brought up the Coco thing (he signed as Coco on her INBLT booklet from the Manila show) and we got to hear him talk about his nickname again, it was so sweet and precious (his nieces call him Coco if you need a refresher). I love hearing him speak in general aaaa (you know me). Gotta say I also loved hearing him yell “Monsieur Mazzalai” at Chris because he was the last one needed to sign Mad’s awesome jacket. Chris made a face at him 😂. I had a few minutes with B and I am v happy he signed his name with the music note doodle! Sadly I didn't have the time to get to Chris bc he had to leave in a separate car (the rest of the boys got into one van, I remember Branco had a whole foods market bag aha). I did get to watch Chris run to the car with his suitcase which was funny and adorable, I love him. 

7/6 | Night 2 💗

the show They did long distance call!! Aaah! I was finally at the barrier, right between Thomas and Deck (literally the center can you believe it). The show was amazing as usual and they had balloons that would rain down on us in italian flag colors. It was at this show where a lot of balloons were falling onto the stage so Deck was using his bass and hitting the balloons (og it was so precious). He was having so much fun. I got a Deck wink during the show too aaa 💖 . Also, they played Lovelife with Giorgio Poi which was really cool! The boys had told us yesterday that they had a special planned for tonight, and this was that! And, I got to touch Thomas’s hair lol he was in our section a lot! 💘

after the show

so many faces We stayed for the afterparty because the boys had told us last night to stay and meet them here. It was funny because we were all awkward at the party so we followed them around like children while other people were actually partying.

We saw Sofia!!! She was gorgeous, literally radiating. It was unreal to see her in person. Cosima was with her! We also saw Chris’s girlfriend! Ah they were so cute (they were getting sake, dancing by the DJ, it was adorable). Chris was going around everywhere, drinking a lot of sake and beer lol. I flagged him down once to say hi and he said hello and he pat my back and LEFT 😂. So I had to flag him down again to ask for rally to be signed. It was a bit uncomfortable to follow them around and when there’s a moment/you get the guts to say hi they are either with someone else or with family and you’re just standing there so awkwardly lol. It’s easier to talk to them when they’re outside vs inside with music playing and it being a bit dark. I think we all agreed on this.

branco I also spotted Branco too! I found him near the back by the merch and asked for a photo again. My phone was such a failure that it took a while to get a photo so when it was done he asked if it was okay, twice 😭 (it’s still a bit blurry but I think it’s cute). Sweet bb koala you are so precious 🐨. 

7/7 | Night 3 💗

the show We were back at the barrier for the last night (for us), back to the right side between Deck and Chris. We got to hear playground love (waaaaaaah) and tuttifrutti! Playground love was so beautiful og 😭.

Throughout each night during sunskrupt, Branco would take a water break. A massive water break. He would drink water, keep the bottle at his lips and look into the screen, pondering life, then take another long drink of water. It was so long we were laughing and watching him drink water each night 😂 It was such a thing. I was that dork who took photos of this moment hahaha.

After playground love was countdown (when Chris came out, he brought his own guitar instead of picking up the one that was on stage, already tuned I think). Going into countdown, he had to put a capo on the guitar and tune it a bit, which took a very short amount of time but it was still something he had to do, and he was like ah merde! It was really funny and cute to hear him swear on stage since it was dead quiet 😂 

cute speciale things I tried their phoenix sake and took a polaroid in the telefono booth! It’s so cute. I also tried their childhood sandwiches on a “DAMN good baguette” (yeah they advertised it like this) and I gotta say, it sure was tasty. I didn’t get to try the gelato. Everything was so cute, they had ti amo balloons and a disco ball. They had a DJ too (I remember seeing Hedlund and Daniel Glass DJ-ing). The super mercato was so cool but I heard it kept breaking. Luckily I was able to get the pins and patches I wanted! (Though I didn’t notice they had a blue ti amo patch until it was too late!) The merch table also had a lot of cool merch and some old stuff from Bankrupt!. The entire vibe of the place was amazing. Every glass surface was graffitied with phoenix ti amo nyc 💘.  

after the show

chris and branco (ft. the greatest conversation) The afterparty this night felt a bit more natural for us. Maybe because we knew what to expect, but overall it was just more comfortable. At the party, we saw only Chris wandering around. We spoke to him and got to tell him we were all friends online and he was really surprised (it was cute). He was v thankful for us cheering so much! He was so smiley aaah. Mads finally was able to give him the cutest phoenix doodle she made (literal cutest he found himself and kept pointing to it 😭). I also remember a bit where Vee was talking about Deck’s spider pose and Chris was asking how to do it and then he tried to do it 😂 Chris is the best hahaha

After the venue kicked us out/ the party ended, we went outside and found that Branco was already outside talking to other fans. I was being silly on this last night and was speaking (was I loud?) about how cute he was to my friends and saying dumb things like look at those eyebrows and those cheeks (everything abt him is so cute ok i love this koala) and he stared into my soul 3 times (while talking to another group of fans) 🙈 and I didn’t know what to do im sorry for staring at u B 😭 💀 (you’re so pretty god!!)

Ok once it was our turn to talk to B, we talked to him abt…..pokemon 😂 (I don’t want to say too much but supposedly he has pokemon go and I love pokemon so you can imagine why we went down this path). It was a perfect opportunity since Vee also likes pokemon and her backpack featured the eevee evolutions. He was like ahh pokemon…. We asked him to pick a favorite from the backpack and I think he was confused (it was dark) and he pointed to eevee and named it as pikachu. The way he said it was so cute oh my god. He was like that’s pikachu (he said it twice). We were telling him that’s eevee and then he was saying that he is very old from another time, the shakespearean time. I think Vee then said he’s immortal or a vampire and he didn’t deny it. (idk why) I had to bring up the old cringe photoshoot they did where he looks like a vampire and he was watching and listening to me so intently as I was describing it. Mads saved it and just said it was posted on their IG and he was like ahh. (He probably was like these girls are so weird). Then he said that he knew the pokemon names but in french and so he pointed to vaporeon and said that’s aquali. It was SO CUTE. WOW. I can still hear his voice saying aquali. Literally so precious. 

Switching topics, Mads was asking if he saw the super cute doodle she did that she gave to Chris and I think he said he didn’t, but Chris said he showed him? (this part is a little fuzzy for me). Branco said that Chris never lies, called him over and then they were discussing if Chris had shown him/if Branco was present. Chris said that Branco probably forgot, then shortly after they started to speak in french to each other and we felt like shit was going down right in front of us omg (brothers fighting?!). At the end of it Branco opened his mouth without saying anything, then closed it, speechless (or, I thought of a cat showing its teeth lol) it was insane.  

Aaaaaa if you made it here thanks for reading 💗 It was such a cool time seeing phoenix with the feenix gang from online! I hope we all get to do it again in the future ✨ You all made this experience so memorable. 

[wayfarer-bjd]

End of the year thoughts. word vomit (or what I’ve been up to “behind the scenes”). if I don’t do it now it’ll never happen before year’s end. 

Wall of text incoming ha („ಡωಡ„)…

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So, at the end of this year, I have more Nendoroids than space to display them. But somehow, with great patience and determination, creative rearrangements, and installation of new shelves, I have made them all fit. XD

I’m getting into other types of figures as well. Scales, which I never saw myself buying in the past–have you heard of Parfom figures, uber cute–and model kits and figma type figures. *gasp* Gundam?! Should I do Gundam??? I kinda want to now. Robots are so much fun. Which brings me to... Polynians! Which are the best thing ever. My most anticipated figure is the Polynian Shamrock which is kind of a re-release but kind of not. He got a body upgrade and a few other minor changes. I cant wait to finally own one. (3 cough cough) One of the three I’m only getting for the body which I’m going to use to make my Polynian Janna a boy. Wouldn’t Janna make the sweetest boy? They just have the most innocent looking eyes <3 And now that we’re on the subject of robots. I recently bought/preordered some Frame Arms Girls that I’m planning on modding into boys (sorry but almost everything has to be a boy in this household). I’m starting of with Materia, Baselard, and (alternate color)  Hresvelgr. I really dig their designs but its an all female figure line :(((( I still have no clue how I’ll be going about it, but mark my words, those girls will be turned into cute robot boys. Not sure if there will be 3 robo boys or if I’ll be mixing and matching parts for just 1 or 2 boys. hmmm

Oh right right! I also became interested in Azone’s Assault Lily line, specifically the custom Lily (Lilies?). Its basically a head w/sculpted hair on a picco neemo body (1/12 size so small!). From what I can see there a named Lilies which seem to have established characters and come with unique costumes and items and the custom type which are available in three variants (just different hair colors) and plain clothes. They’re basically the same aside from the clothes and slight price difference. None of the character lilies’ faces really spoke to me, so, I went ahead and pre-ordered a custom lily 037 with pink hair. She comes with extra face plates and hair parts. But if you know me you know I don’t usually get girl dolls so why this one? Cuz I’m making her into a he too! :D not sure if I’ll mod her body or not. I might just sell it because *drumroll* I might just not need to (mod it that is). Azone is releasing Picco Neemo DANSHI soon –  picco neemo boys!! There are currently photos of prototypes labeled a, b, and c. I’m not sure if they’ll release like the custom lilies where each letter type will be available in different hair colors or if that counts as one doll and he’ll be available in three different hairstyles. I’m thinking it’s the first option but you never really know. The c type has the best hair imo.

Pure Neemos and Ruruko dolls are adorable af and I need moar! Now that I have a couple of each I feel like there’s a some sort of story developing (rurukos and PN are in different “universes”/separate stories). They’re by far my favorite dolls to shop for. I love having them within arms reach to play around with when I’m bored. Fun to dress up, fun to pose, and so portable too! I’m currently waiting for the limited edition Wizard of Oz Himeno who will be the younger (twin?) sister to my Alvastaria Neil, my tol gentle boy. She comes with cute pastel clothes and is on the S body...I think. S body is the best girl body imo. The M and L just look like an elongated version of the S size. It looks a little weird. And xs size is cute but too small for my taste. (although I do love my xs rurukos/PN and wouldn’t even think of selling them. I just can’t see those little guys on any other body) 

I need to find someone to paint my blank obitsu head, the person I was thinking of sending him to isn’t taking commissions right now T-T I don’t even know if they’ll reopen. I hope so. I really like their work so I wouldn’t mind waiting. I need to get him a body. I want a pure neemo S size boy body for him but I can’t seem to find one second hand and Azone still doesn’t sell that body separately, only the xs size. OTL

My doll count is fluctuating as always. I just never know if I’ll actually like the doll until I have it in my hands. -__- So far my oldest doll is still the first, sweet Enda, followed by young!Marion, then Quinton, adult!Marion…and it gets hazy from there on. Oops lol. My most anticipated doll purchase is…5th Motif Venitu!!! Yaaasssss!!! Aaaa I can’t believe I was finally able to purchase one. Super excited for this one. I guess he counts as a grail? I really wanted one. Never thought I’d get to own one. I painted one before (faceup commission) and he was so so beautiful. I want him now! >o< I had him on a 6 month LA but now that I’ve sold my DDS Len I can pay him off much sooner. !!! !!!!!!!!! !!!1 1!!!!! 

Now that I’m speaking dolls, I still need to buy a body for my Fairyland event head whom I’ve named Soma. I’m not sure if it’s his permanent name or a temporary one. You know what, its probably permanent. I’ll get so used to it I won’t be able to see him as anything else. That’s what always happens with placeholder names, that’s how Marion was named lol. I also need to get my Luts Satyr his human torso. (and redo his faceup x__x Did I name him? I don’t think I named him yet. Bodies still needed for Egil and Gera. I need to get some eyes that actually fit my Kanadoll boys, Egil (adult!Marion stole his eyes) and incoming Venitu (!!!). I want to get some glasses too, I’m not sure who will wear them though. I was thinking they would go to either Valentine or incoming Venitu. I have a thing I’m working on for my Batchix St George, Gilbert. It’ll be pretty neat-o if it turns out ok ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Also need to finally wash that bag of alpaca hair and get to making some wigs haha. I would also really really really like to do a proper photo shoot with adult!Marion now that he’s complete. He’s gorgeous. Love him. Best boy. Fav boy. He’s my #1  <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I want to post more on my tumblr though I have no idea what. More photos? Character info? Story snippets? Drawings? Faceups? Would anyone be interested in my non-bjd figures? :p hmmmmm What do?

My resolution for the coming year is try to be more active in the community. To leave nice comments on people photos and actually talk to people. Have conversations? I’m so bad at this but I’ll try. >__<

That’s basically it. Um if you wanted to see more of my stuff there’s more activity (randomness and bad pics) on my insta @silent.wayfarer. Its basically all of interests crammed into one place. No organization. Kind of like a photo dump. Its my comfy trash pile. 

[ununniliad]

Orange Crush

(Warning: Non-sexual kinkiness (with one or two moments of sexual implication) under the cut!)

In a nice sunny restaurant on a nice sunny day, at a patio table with a wide unfolded parasol over it, sat a girl with gray skin, yellow eyes and black hair. She had two horns on her head, one short and nubby, the other long and curving. She wore a green vest over a black T-shirt, a tan skirt, gold sandals, and an aura of nervous energy.

Her name was Swatii Kaksik, and currently, she was toying with her strawberry lemonade, swinging her legs, and running in mental circles. Aaaaa date. Aaaaa kink date. Aaaaa kink date with incredibly impressive alien girl who she definitely wasn't good enough for--

Nope nope nope! Swatii took a deep breath and let the thoughts of inadequacy dissolve into the background noise, the sizzling of cicadas and the bustle of people. She was done with that. She was on Earth, and on Earth, she was the cool alien girl. Yeah!

"Hullo there. Is this seat taken?"

Swatii looked up... and up... and up! Oh my goodness she was huge with muscles and those horns--

"Yes! I mean, n, n, by my d-date, if, um, Bedelia, if you're her." Swatii tried to arrange her facial features into a smile and not a slack-jawed drool.

The six-foot shaggy orange bull-girl smiled. "I am Bedelia, as it happens." She took the seat across from Swatii, who couldn't take her eyes off of her; her outfit, crisply-pressed pink slacks with a flowy white blouse, way too stylish; her broad arms, settling on the table; her subtle curves, under her outfit; her face, smiling and interested, with little laugh lines around deep blue eyes that were focused on her and were impossibly--

"Beautiful," Swatii said, then clapped her hands over her mouth, wide-eyed.

Bedelia's smile widened. "Really, you think so?"

Aaaaa! Aaaaa aaaaa aaaaa! said one part of Swatii's mind.

Welp, said another part. You can tell the amazing lady what you think of her, or clam up. Whatcha gonna do.

Swatii meekly put her hands down. "B-beautiful," she said. "Gorgeous. Stunning. Holy heck hot. I, I think so." Her cheeks were burning orange. Aaaaa, her mind helpfully added.

Bedelia giggled. "Goodness. Ten points for some lovely honesty, plus ten more for saying it so adorably."

Swatii melted. Her smile got wide and vague, her eyes lost focus, and her situational awareness softened and ran. "y'lik s'mth'n t'eat?" she managed to say.

Bedelia chuckled. "Well, I'm eating up your reactions." She picked up the menu. "But I am rather thirsty."

"Haha wow." Swatii put her face on the table and babbled quietly for a bit.

When she looked up, Bedelia was watching her quietly sipping a glass of orange juice. Swatii pondered that for a moment, thighs squeezing together. What a fucking power move. Holy fuck.

Okay, okay. She couldn't lay here and babble all afternoon. There would be time for that lat-- ahahaha, wow. She swallowed, sat up and grabbed her drink. "So," she said, "I've, um, heard a lot about you, your reputation, heh, um," she rubbed her cheek, "um, precedes you, um, what have you heard about me?"

Bedelia smiled. "Good things." She ticked off on her fingers. "You're new to the area, but you've already made an impact on the scene. You're a responsive sub and an enthusiastic domme, but it takes time and trust for you to be open for either. You're really sweet, to your partners and to everyone else around; you're an accomplished musician, and your face when you get complimented for it is beautiful; and all your bodily fluids are orange." She raised her glass, winking.

"Ahahaha--" Swatii bit her lip. The blush had now reached her toes, and her chest felt like a hot air balloon about to lift off. "Thank, um, yes, that's, that's true, thank you, um, I'm just gonna." She covered her face for a moment, took a deep breath, let it out, put her hands down. "Yeah. Also, have I mentioned you're hot yet?"

"I got that impression." Bedelia leaned forward, elbow on the table, face in her hand, examining Swatii's face with intense interest. "I also get the impression that you've got a purpose. Something internal, that you're working towards. And you brought it here, and you're nervously waiting to let it out 'cause you're not sure how I'll react."

Swatii wheezed, wanting to disappear under the table and into the earth and take a nice nap at this planet's core, but was pinned perfectly under Bedelia's gaze. "It's... I'm... I am discovering how incredibly hot it is to be peeled open and read like a book. My knees are gelatin, I couldn't stand up if I tried."

Bedelia chuckled. "That's why I do it." She stared at Swatii, inescapably Listening.

Swatii closed her eyes and took a deep breath. ...and another one. ...and another one. She peeked. Bedelia was still Listening. Aaaa. She took one more breath, screwed up her courage, and said, "Well um I was thinking maybe you could-- you could teach me and I could help you!!" She bit her lip and waited for a response... waited... peeked.

Bedelia was looking at her, eyebrows raised, curious, smiling. "Teach and help with what, dear?"

Oh shi-- "Sorry um sorry domming!" She sat up and squeezed her fingers together. "Like, um, you're really amazing and the best and I thought maybe I could learn from the best like I saw this really amazing co-domming scene and I was like wow and I don't even know if you'd be interested and I thought it might be dumb to ask but Genny told me none of my ideas are dumb and I should take risks but it's okay if you're not interested I totally understand and--" Swatii burst out in a paroxysm of coughing, wheezing with her hand over her chest.

"Oh!" Bedelia jumped up. "Oh, hon, breathe, it's okay, just breathe... there you go... have a sip, there..."

When Swatii was breathing normally, Bedelia scooted her chair over and sat down next to her, putting a broad arm around her shoulders. "I have to say, I've never gotten an offer like that before. Especially delivered with such adorable passion!" She rubbed Swatii's arm, and Swatii siiiiighed. "I admit, I don't have experience either co-domming or teaching my craft."

Swatii noddled. "Makes sense..."

"But," Bedelia continued, "I've always been interested in the idea of co-domming. And I never really knew who I'd feel comfortable doing it with. Trying with a baby switch that I've trained up myself sounds lovely!"

Swatii squeed! "Oh! Oh god thanks! Wow!" Her fists squeezed together. She couldn't believe it.

"But!" said Bedelia, putting on a Quite Serious face. "I do have one condition."

Swatii meeped. "Y-yeah?" she quavered.

"You get so adorable and squishy, I simply must get the occasional chance to dominate you into a pile of drippy orange goo."

Swatii squished her thighs together and squirmed. "I mean, of course! Isn't that what this whole date has been?"

Bedelia laughed out loud and ruffled Swatii's hair. "What an excellent point."