#but you can't bc my job sucks and no one wants it so you can't replace me 😝
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dmclemblems · 2 years ago
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man, imagine just... letting people have their own opinions of gw and not making fun of people who did or didn’t enjoy it.
people in this fandom are so aggressive.
you can talk about your opinions and even hate or love as strongly as the human heart allows! just... don’t say things like “people are stupid for thinking xyz”. you do realize you may have mutuals or even friends following you that see that and are now apprehensive to talk to you, especially about this game, right? that you might be offending your own friends and acquaintances with insulting terminology and you don’t know a friend feels that way because they’re too anxious to even tell you now because you’ve made it clear that you think everyone with xyz opinion is some insulting and hurting term?
it’s one thing to say things like “this is the best/worst route between both games and I love/hate it more than anything”. it’s another to say something like “everyone who loves/hates gw is an absolute retard who didn’t understand claude’s character in houses in the first place if they loved/hated gw”.
no, I’m not quoting anyone specifically, but I’m trying to iterate to you an example of the sorts of things I’m seeing people saying as if under the assumption that every single person in their space agrees with them and that they’re not risking hurting someone with their words.
yeah, you can hate the route or love the route with every fiber of your being. I’m just personally not sure that’s worth being hateful toward every single other human being who has the opposite opinion as you, or worth making people apprehensive about checking their social media every day because they follow people who are very likely to insult entire groups of people based on their likes/dislike in a fictional universe.
like, yeah, I didn’t enjoy the second half of gw... but you know what’s cool? I’m still close friends with someone who liked it and feels the opposite way that I do about the writing and about claude.
#it sucks too bc I have mutuals on Twitter who will NOT stop talking about it#and going out of their way to point out every instance of their opinion while like#degrading the people who don't agree#at that point like mind your own business and talk about things that are fun??? stop getting mad at people for their opinions???#it's really easy to go find something you enjoy on the damn internet it's like the easiest way ever lol#even when I just check regular tags for characters nowadays it's the same arguments#half or more of the content isn't the characters or fanart or anything like that anymore#it's just people arguing about stupid shit like okay we get it you do or don't like the writing in it#it doesn't mean you have to go out of your way to make other people feel bad about their opinion#it's one thing to discuss with people in your space (depending on which social media you use etc)#but to go out of your way or to outright insult people with the opposite opinion just makes you look like you're trying to start fights#when this game came out I wanted to remember it by being Billy's final work for his job and he did so so so good#and now it's hard to look at this game and think of it that way because I keep thinking of all the drama#it's still hard to listen to Ferdinand's lines and some more than others bc I was in Billy's streams a lot#so when I hear those things I tend to picture his face and it's still difficult for me. I still can't wrap my head around him being gone#and for two months at that now. I want to look at this game and think of the work he did and you know? if you don't that's fine#but it's hard for me to see it that way now when I just can't log on to ANYTHING on ANY day and see ANYTHING but arguing or like#people straight up insulting others and using offensive terms about people who didn't like something#like cool you loved/hated gw. wanna explain why you're tagging your hate for other people to see? would love to hear THAT explanation#it's kinda like how on Twitter I've had to block an obscene amount of people in the dmcl tags#bc they post the ship name i.e. a keyword in searches that will come up when fans look for content#and it's a bunch of offensive shit about the entire fanbase and how we're all disgusting people with shit opinions#and who don't enjoy the ship for actual context but apparently bc we just want to see two guys bang#imagine lumping an entire fandom of anything (ship character series etc) into an insulting and offensive box just bc YOU don't like it#or you had ONE bad experience with a fan of it so now you post hate in their search keywords instead of censoring it#so that it doesn't come up in someone's searches#literally how are you going to be prejudice about an entire group of shippers or character fans full of ppl you don't even KNOW?#and instead of talking to some of them to understand their reasoning you just post offensive shit in their searches/tags#this is the kind of shit I'm seeing with Hopes too which is why I'm mentioning it here
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anaalnathrakhs · 2 years ago
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i don’t really have a personality i just have a bunch of consumed media and half assed interests or hobbies stuck together with duct tape and every time i try to talk to someone it dissolves and i’m an empty shell again
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greatcomets · 3 years ago
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ok venting in the tags like it's 2014 whatever i'm mentally ill. i'll post a fucked up cat after this to make up for it
#i think i'm just lonely in general. like as a person#i always forget that i don't actually have that many friends but since quitting my job it's getting a little unavoidable#one really good six months where i felt like i was finally coming out of the worst years of my life and nothing at all to show for it#and i feel stupid for like. WANTING to meet people and make connections etc like it feels like it should be unhealthy in some way? and the#friends i do have are great so why mentally do i feel like i need anything else yk. and i dont know the answer and i REALLY dont know how th#e rest of my friends got past this. i just like meeting and knowing people. i don't know. which is cool but i'm going back to school which.#i don't know they're all lovely people but i don't feel like they do. at all. like there's a reason i have 4 friends who only hang out with#each other/me. not at all a knock on anyone at school but it's so hard to find commonalities just with the way the student culture is or wha#tever. i dont know. i dont know! what am i even saying. sorry this sucks i need to like. get over myself. i was not built to not be in#cities. like even if i'm horribly depressed the feeling of people existing around me helps. i don't want to feel alone anymore. i want a#life that i feel like im actually building. im sick of existing in a place i don't actually want to live. i want to have an existence i can#be nostalgic for and make connections i can still have 2 years from now. i hate that i'm there now and i still can't do anything about it bc#of fucking covid !!!!!!! i miss feeling momentum and excitment and like. drive. i want to make art and show people art and be shown art. and#im sick of kombucha and im borderline sick of weed LOL !!! and i never want to fucking go hiking again. and i MISS NEW YORK !!! and i miss#my dad. idk. idk. anyway. the point is i do not have a lot of friends and i never realize it until they're all busy and i'm venting on tumbl#r dot com like i used to do in like. High school. awful shit ❀ much love#i only mean like 50-80% of this you decide#wow i sound like an asshole
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indigodawns · 4 years ago
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#ahem not to only come on here to share negative thoughts etc rip but. i need to let it out somewhere?#anyways that's the negativity cw#i just. when you text a friend directly it's like they HAVE to respond u know? and no one is doing good rn and it fucking sucks#anyways it's sunny and nice out and everything but apparently the novelty of that has already worn off again and i just feel Bad#bc there's no point??? they called me back abt a job i applied for but i saw on the website they want you for at least a year and i don't#want to commit to that when it's not something i want to grow in + when i might wanna go back to uni in sept yknow?#but for more side-job-y jobs they don't want 1) 23 yo's and 2) anyone bc everyone is applying for those rn#anyways 2.0 . i promised to skype call with the guy that asked my number once 5 years ago? fdjhdfjh if anyone remembers that my respect#that was when i was studying psychology and idk we went on one date and it was alright and suddenly he messaged me again#on facebook dfjhfjh and i mean why not but i AM anxious + it always feels different with men for some reason??#idk i feel like part of me is like why would you date a man when women exist? which is not the thing of uuugh men suck#just that i've always connected much more strongly with women i think? and i don't know if i could ever get to that level of#connection and understanding with a man#anywaysssssss just a chat it'll be fine#the other thing is how i WANT to work out and do some stuff to just take care of my body but i can't make myself lately at all#bc of prev mentioned Pointlessness#i imagine we're all feeling that bc this has been going on for too long and we expected the vaccine would speed things up for the better#and it doesn't even seem like it is#this is getting so long im sorry but also it's so nice to let it out#i should also change the way i am with twitter btw like it makes me anxious and feel as if im not doing it right (aka army twitter ofc)#and that just makes me feel more stupid and lonely even if it's rly nice to make new friends on there#a n y w a y s#im so so so tired idk what to do anymore im just sad and exhausted and i need more hobbies bc u can't rely on a hyperfixation and u shouldn'#but it's the only thing that doesn't take as much energy yknow?#ok that's all if you're still reading that's??? really touching and ily <3
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bredforloyalty · 4 years ago
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I only have a will to live and aspirations or goals or any hopes for the future at all when nothing bad is happening and I'm in a really good mood
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fiddleabout · 5 years ago
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are you for or against private health insurance?
i am for fully affordable, fully accessible coverage for every person residing in the united states.  full stop.
but let’s talk for a hot sec about why you felt the need to pose this question the way you did, because it indicates a fundamental misunderstanding of the way the health care system is structured in the united states and what it takes to fix it:
like it or not, the system we have now isn’t going to just go away.  do you remember the aca?  that was the most monumental systemic overhaul of the health care system in united states history, and it didn’t even try to get rid of private insurance in favor of a single-payer system as a way to create universal coverage.  it was designed to create universal coverage via medicaid expansion and individual mandate, and it was gutted from the start by the nascent tea party in 2009.  it was still passed and showed marked improvement in providing health care for people in the us over time, and then 2016 happened and now you have trump’s administration and seema varma, the cms administrator, doing their level fucking best to shit all over it every day until it falls apart the rest of the way.
now. let’s say your best case scenario happens.  bernie wins! (i’m going out on a limb to guess you’re a bernie sanders fan.  no idea why.)  we get a democratic senate and house!  medicare is expanded to cover every person in the united states!  private insurance is eliminated! yay!
this is probably just a weirdly technical hangup but roll with me for a minute: what happens to said insurance companies?  bcbsa has something like 35 companies within it but if they’re all suddenly kaput, where does their capital go?  is the government seizing their liquidity?  what about their debt?  united health group is one of the largest insurers in the united states, yeah, but they also have a bunch of data analytics subsidiaries and clinical consulting arms, not all of which are located in the united states and some of which are heavily intertwined with the insurance branch.  how do you split that up?  what about employees that have been investing their bonuses in stock options?  what about the stock exchange in general if you eliminate an entire multi-billion dollar industry?  does the government cover all of that?
but: now a lot of people are now unemployed.  and i’m not talking about insurance company executives, i’m talking about the hundreds of thousands of admin-level employees.  i used to be one of them and i made barely above minimum wage.  those people don’t have a golden parachute or cushy savings account to fall back on, and now there’s a heavily crowded employers’ market picking and choosing overqualified, nearly retirement-age people who are all looking for jobs.  idk if you remember what the job market was like post-recession in 2009/2010 or.  like.  if you were even out of the sixth grade at that point.  but i was fresh out of undergrad and interviewing for minimum wage jobs against people with 20+ years experience, and basically none of us were getting jobs no matter how much experience we had because there would be sixty people, applying for one minimum-wage no-benefits receptionist job that required you to have a bachelor’s degree and minimum three years experience in an office just to be a mail clerk.  the economy would be crippled.
but let’s say that white jesus has decided that everyone who was working at a private insurance company will be guaranteed a government job of some kind, or like.  just.  any job.  idk.  i’d hope anyone that proposes eliminating an entire industry that employs over two million people would have a contingency plan in place to help them find employment.  but let’s say he does!  now we have a true single payer system, where everyone is covered, and private insurance is illegal, and everyone has a job.  things are GREAT.
okay.  awesome.  but now you have to integrate everything into one system.  there are a handful of major electronic medical record systems– epic, cerner, allscripts, etc.– in the country.  most hospital and provider systems have invested millions of dollars in custom-designed systems that integrate across multiple sites and interface directly into their major insuring partners’ systems. billing is based on icd-10 codes but aside from that unified– and, importantly, clinical, not specifically billing– coding system, billing requirements are wholly different.  do you push everyone onto one system?  will there be subsidies to provider systems who, in good faith to maintain compliance with the government’s ongoing meaningful use requirements to date, have invested millions of dollars in functional ehr systems that they’ll have to potentially completely overhaul now that the billing approach is completely different?  
but let’s say that they figure THAT out.  everything is great.  medicare for all!  no private insurance!  the private companies were broken up completely and amicably and no national, state, municipal, or county economy was crippled!  all of the millions of people who lost their jobs immediately found new ones!  the billing system was perfectly designed and implemented and everything is beautiful smooth sailing!  this is good shit, yo.
not to be a wrench or anything, but: remember that bit up there about the aca being gutted even more once the administration changed?  yeah.  so.  this administration that’s done all of these nigh-miraculous things?  ends in eight years.  then what?  it’s been less than one term since obama was out of office and the system has been put into a steeper nosedive than ever as the shit trifecta of trump/varma/azar pulled back on patient protections and price regulation, started pushing for medicaid work requirements and block grant funding, and generally are doing their damndest to just fuck everyone who isn’t them over.  so what happens when we hit that term limit in eight years after whomever it is–sanders, warren, literally anyone– leaves office?
the backlash against obama came in a myriad of ways– racism and islamaphobia, sure, but also very deeply rooted in values-based (and let’s be clear because i’m sure someone is going to warp this: i don’t agree with those values that say that all-for-me-bootstrap-your-own-way-up, but the fact remains that they are, in fact, value judgments in a value system) policy objections, and the aca was the thing that was most cited against him by rival politicians.  do you really think that an even larger, more drastic overhaul of the system won’t account for more egregious backlash?  i’m all for the importance of ideals and values, but i’m also a fan of things working and surviving.  i’m not even confident we’re going to make it out of this administration with medicaid intact, to say nothing of the way that social security–y’know, medicare– is going to be insolvent by like 2030.  our best case scenario won’t be starting on the foot we’re on now, it’ll be starting five steps back in the midst of a pending economic downturn.
it’d be great if we could get rid of private insurance.  honestly.  like, full stop, no sarcasm.  i have existed in this health care system in so many ways– as a patient when i was fortunate enough to have great coverage; as a patient when i had terrible coverage; as a patient when i had no coverage; as a minimum-wage analyst at an insurance company who had to come into work deathly sick for a month straight just so i could almost make rent; as a consultant working with a bunch of other people who’re doing their actual fucking best to try and make a broken system work in a way that makes it affordable and accessible to everyone. i’m fully away of the problems caused, iterated, and perpetuated by private insurance– and i am painfully, brutally aware of how extraordinarily broken it is.  i’ve had to choose between paying medical bills before they go to collection and paying for rent or food.  i’ve stayed above water solely because of luck and privilege.  my entire career is tied to trying to find a way to fix some of these problems in a way that lasts.
but i also know that the wholesale removal of the private insurance industry is hamstrung by the way the country’s government is set up and that as nice as it is to talk about living in a world where this system– this capitalist, racist, sexist, homophobic, cruel, vindictive system–  the fact remains that this is where we are.  this is what we have, and we have to live with it, and i’d rather fix it right than keep going forward one step and then back two, like what happened with the aca and like i very much believe would happen with a medicare for all implementation.  i’d love to be proven wrong, truly; i just don’t think that i will be.  
so let’s go back to your original question.  maybe you want me to say that i support private health insurance so that you can call me a dirty capitalist who’s been fooled into hating on medicare for all by lobbyists and propaganda.  but let’s go with a few nice and concise tl;dr bullet points:
i think accessible, affordable healthcare is a fundamental human right
i think the united states needs to have universally available, universally accessible, universally affordable healthcare coverage for every person living in the country
“are you for or against private insurance” is a grossly reductive question that presumes that the existence of private insurance is the one fundamental deciding factor regarding the health care debate, and it’s not
so if you’re looking for a simple answer, let’s go with this: universal, affordable, accessible coverage.  that’s what i’m for.  
#Anonymous#us politics#answer this yes or no question so i can gauge your opinions about a subject i clearly don't understand#i am so fucking tired of people coming at me on this#every year when that enrollment post is going around#a fucking REFERENCE post on hey our system sucks here's how to navigate it during open enrollment#i get people either reblogging it to shit on anyone who isn't gungho on M4A#or coming into my inbox to blast me about it#and now there's this bullshit#i watched this tank kamala harris's fucking candidacy and i'm still livid about that#and not in the mood to play nice and pander by being like#hurr durr ofc private insurance is evil#like fucking yes of course it is#but it's so fucking embedded in the gd economy that you can't just get rid of it#i lived through one recession and jobs crisis i do not want another one#especially when it won't! fucking! fix the problems!#and i stg if someone tries to throw that yale article at me i'll fucking scream#their numbers are based on best case and eve nthen their assumptions#like#80b in potential savings from avoidable hospital admissions bc of increased preventive care#when preventive care provision is NOT proven to mitigate all unnecessary hospital use unfortunately#you'd think it would! but it doesn't as much as we think!#M4A isn't going to magically fix things and i'm sorry if that complicates your idealistic little bubble#but that's the real world! i'd love if it wasn't but it is!#we live HERE and NOW and all we can do is try to make positive lasting change#and if someone can make M4A work then like fuck man i'll eat every hat i own and gladly#but i just do not see how this industry that i live my life in is going to change like that#it's just not
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rotisseries · 2 years ago
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b*lly stans will be like "but he had the potential to grow and become better đŸ„ș" like that isn't actually a statement with no supporting evidence
b*lly stans will be like "but I wanted a gay abuse survivor storyline đŸ„ș" like will isn't right there and also not racist
#he doesn't actually show any signs of wanting to grow or change. he would likely not have done so#also again. he doesn't ''deserve'' shit. he's a fictional character and he serves a certain narrative purpose#you know who in st was a bad person and has hurt others and DID grow and change? steve.#and steve still didn't try to beat the shit out of a middle schooler for clearly racist reasons#''he reacted to abuse in a way no one likes'' damn right. I don't like it and I don't like him#and obviously in real life I think anyone can grow and change no matter the position they're in but b*lly is a fictional character#and the same doesn't apply to him#and the duffers wouldn't really have been unique for writing a story where some hot white guy hurts a bunch of other people but it's ok#and they forgive him. bc he's sad#like yeah shit sucked for him man. I'm still very uncomfortable with having seen him attack lucas and threaten max#anyway if you want stories where people are abused and it causes them to be angry and mean and cause real harm#and they still grow and change and get better and unlearn that#there's actually plenty of those#like zuko atla or catra spop#those characters are MEAN and they cause REAL DAMAGE in their stories but they unlearn it and they go through a complicated story#of coming to terms with it and not continuing what was done to them#there's probably more as well but I can't think of them rn and quite frankly it's not my job to provide a list#of mean characters with good redemption arcs or whatever#google exists#also I don't think you really care about that I think you're just trying to justify liking b*lly#stranger things#anti billy hargrove
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thesnacken · 3 years ago
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I'm gonna dump about smth in the tags don't mind me.
#this shit sucks man#i dunno like I'm really feeli g the futility of it all rn#like what's the point? i get up and I go to work and I get treated like shit to barely pay for the most crapass apartment and buy tit tacs#and I have no fucking time left for anything and certainly not energy so I have six dozen half-made things in my pocket#and then it all comes to a head every few weeks and I think more about just fuckin offing myself than I care to admit and#and its not fucking GOING anywhere like I'm not gonna do it but I THINK about it and I fucking hate that#and then my fuckin mom swoops in like 'Hey do you want to go to a wedding crammed full of people you aren't out to and#that you are NOT on good terms with?' like that's not going to backfire spectacularly with minimal provocation#and I don't know how to say 'Well no not really bc they've never really treated me great and I can't go w/o running the risk of making#just an awful scene and that won't go well for anybody' so I juat kinda wallow in the fact that I'm startlingly alone and maybe I could#fix that if I were just willing to say fuck it and cut ties forever but I can't bring mtself to do THAT bc of an unfulfilled sense of duty#and bloody fuck do I just want to drink until whats left of my brain drips out of my ears bc at least then I might be numb enough#to keep going in spite of it all#I want to just fuckin hop a plane to god knows where and just kinda ride it out#and it occurs to me that maybe I'd die and you know what maybe I'm ok with that bc at least I would've taken some measly impotent step#toward being a person and not this homonculus with trashed parts and no purpose#and I'd honestly sell anything; any skill any part of my body to just be FREE for fucking once#and I've got skills! I have a ton and I'm actually so smart and so creative and so clever its just that it doesn't matter bc#I'm not enough of any one thing for it to be meaningful and so I just kinda fester and sink into whatever craptacular job someone is#willing to pay me to do until I get bored enough to overcome my prevailing desire to make myself suffer to do things 'the right way'#and I shoot my life in the head *again* to try and feel something instead of trying to actually trade up
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darklordofthesimp · 2 years ago
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i’m sad and hurting my own feelings here.
ghost is..well ghost, and tries to hide feelings right? okay so imagine this.
ghost falls for someone and feels himself getting attached. the other person is obviously attached too bc the feeling is mutual. he picks up on it and decides to start sleeping with other people to try and make his crush fizzle out. probably thinks it’s just purely physical desire and anyone could fix that. nothing as good as his person could possibly happen to him (YOURE WRONG SIMON GET THERAPY)
his crush finds out about the sexcapade and is distraught. like screaming, crying, and throwing up (quite literally) and soap is comforting them. ghost overheard the ordeal and is just like “what the fuck did i do”
Oh my God. But imagine that in the Anything verse???
Ghost and Sunshine acknowledging each other's feelings on their beloved rooftop. Despite all of their harsh edges, somewhere along the line they fell for each other.
Through thick and thin, despite their bickering and their tension, the stolen glances- the stolen touches- have reminded them exactly how they feel.
Except Simon Riley has fallen too hard. It was fine when it was a crush, it was fine when him and Sunshine had slept together in a drunken attempt to forget a bad mission. That had been seeking comfort in each other.
It wasn't fine when he couldn't stop thinking of them. It wasn't fine when anxiety crippled his breathing at the thought of them getting shot. It wasn't fine when he realised he wanted Sunshine all too himself- to call them his.
He needed to get over Sunshine before his stupidity got them both killed.
You can't form attachments in this job.
You can't love in this job.
So he finds Birdy. Birdy, poor and vulnerable Birdy. They hold Ghost on a pedestal, he helped them through so much, he was there for them during their darkest days and slowly put them back on his feet.
He trusted Birdy.
Simon felt frantic when he opened the door to their room. Although they weren't having nightmares anymore they still struggled to sleep, he'd often come to keep them company because he could never sleep either.
Birdy knew the energy was different the second he sat down on the bed with them.
Ghost said nothing, his fingers trembling as he reached for Birdy- praying that they'd let him touch them, begging whatever deity that Birdy would get him over Sunshine.
When Birdy shuddered a breath, and leaned into his touch, he knew that he had them.
One after the other, the layers of their clothing stripped, one after the other, their walls fell. Ghost never let them all down, only one person could have him vulnerable- and it wasn't Birdy.
The door creaked from behind them as Ghost moved against Birdy's body, their breaths painting the room with lewd images.
A glass shattered against the ground from behind them and Ghost turned over his shoulder.
Sunshine stood in the doorway.
Ghost had left the door slightly ajar in his rush to forget them.
"I just-" Sunshine shook, "just wanted to check on Birdy."
Birdy sucked in a breath.
Sunshines eyes hardened as they landed on Ghost. His eyes were wide and distantly he could feel Birdy pulling the covers over where they had split from each other.
"Sorry to interrupt," Sunshine said. Their voice was venomous. The hatred in their eyes shone bright and Ghost was suckerpunched by the sight.
Sunshine would solve their issue for them in their lifelong attempt to never get hurt.
Sunshine would never fucking speak to him again. That didn't mean mission talk, work talk was work talk- but Sunshine would never speak to Simon Riley again.
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He could hear them sobbing.
The hushed soothing of a man that wasn't him.
He imagined König's fingers smoothing down their hair, his arms wrapped around their wracking body. He imagined the giant man kissing Sunshine's forehead and whispering sweet nothings against their skin from behind that door.
Simon knew he had no right to be there. No right to stand outside König's room listening to the person he loved hyperventilate.
He'd ruined it all.
His inability to love others, he'd fucked his chance to be truly loved.
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crimsonbubble · 2 years ago
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Genshin Men NSFW HCs
cw. nsfw, gn!reader, mentions of male submission, edging (alhaitham, dainsleif), degradation (alhaitham, ayato), praise (alhaitham, ayato, kaveh), improper use of ayato's clone, voyeur!ayato, sadomasochism (childe), marking (childe), somnophilia (childe), oral (childe, dainsleif, diluc), bondage (diluc), fingering (diluc, itto, zhongli) slight food play (diluc), creampies/breeding kink (itto, zhongli), hairpulling (dainsleif, diluc, itto, kaveh), dick piercings (itto), mirror sex (kaveh), implied threesome (thoma), dragon!zhongli
[these are purely my personal thoughts so don't get your panties in a twist,, kaeya was originally on here too but i just cant figure out what to write for him :((]
reblogs and comments are appreciated <33
MINORS DNI !!
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strict and mean dom
makes up hyper specific rules knowing you'll break them
bc he's a pretty red flag </3
prefers domming but won't oppose to subbing
likes having you chest down ass up just to pin your wrists against your back
prides himself in his control, edging both you and himself
just about teetering the edge of sweet bliss before being pulled away from it
his hands are either of your hips, pushing and molding you to fit between his fingers
or on the back of your thighs to hold you open while he pounds into you
definitely mixed his degradation with praise
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a big tease
loves to go agonizingly slow
just to listen to you plead and whine
has definitely used his hydro clone on you
somehow ropes thoma into fucking you
def laughs at the obscene pornographic moans that spill from your both yours and thoma's lips
likes praise and degradation but prefers to reward you to feel how tightly you clench around him
holds your face so gently in comparison to his fast thrusts
has to be kissing you in some way shape or form bc he can't not have his lips on you
if you push his buttons in a very specific way, he'll be putty in your hands
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sadomasochist
if you like being choked, having your ass smacked or manhandled
childe will more than happily oblige
as long as you choke and slap him in return
wouldn't mind letting go of the reins and letting you take him how you please
whether you ride him into oblivion or stick your dick in him is up to you
lives to suck dark hickeys into your neck
just watching the deep reds almost purples bloom across your skin has him awestruck
the type to wake you up by going down on you
but he expects to be woken up the same way in return
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one of my fav switches with a sub lean
wants to give his all to his partner
just let him take care of you and he'll let you take care of him
is more than happy to please you however you want him to
tries to edge you but ends up edging himself and become far too sensitive far too quickly
big on praise both giving and receiving
just watching his cheeks go red when you praise him on how well he's doing
and him saying all the compliments under the sun as you make him feel good
love having his hands entangled in yours
nothing warms him more than holding onto your hand in moments like these
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pleasure dom oml
big on making sure your satisfied
won't actually fuck you until you cum at least twice
either on his mouth or fingers depending on how well you behave
loves to hold your hips and waist
and have your thighs around his hips or on his shoulders
likes when you tug his hair softly
has tried bondage on you at least once using the finest silks he could get
could spend hours on his knees for you just pleasing you
has spilled grape juice on you just to lick it up
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my fav himbo and subby switch ♡
LOVES to focus on you and your pleasure before considering him
wrings out at least two or three orgasms on his fingers and tongue alone
something in my horny brain is saying he has a tongue piercing
gets so messy when he pleases you and he loves it
leaves marks and bruises on your hips and thighs from how hard he's holding onto you
def has a dick piercing, probably a prince albert or three row jacobs ladder
loves holding eye contact and makes it his job to make sure your satisfied
hc that he cums a heavy amount so it makes uim perfect for creampies
hmm sensitive horns perfect for gripping and long pretty hair for tugging
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service dom bordering submissive
like having a hand in your hair to angle your head down to make you watch as he sinks in and out of your hole
oml fucking you in front of a mirror
praise praise and more praise
soft and slow make out sessions are more common than you think
loves just holding you while you do it
just wrapping his arms around you and moaning into each other's ears
goes sex drunk because you always feel and look so good around him
did I mention praise?
no but seriously he's blubbering absolute nonsense as he ruts into you
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submissive top !!
does what ever you please
loves giving but doesn't kind receiving
the prettiest moans and whimpers
love having you ride him, bouncing and circling your hips over his
looks at you with glassy eyes
loves hearing you moan bc he likes knowing how good he's doing
might get ayato involved just for some fun
caresses your face with gentle hands and kisses you so softly
totally thought of fucking you while uou were wearing his jacket
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DRAGON!ZHONGLI (sorry I love this hc)
long forked tongue to please you with
big pretty hands to hold and finger you with
breeding kink bc he loves how it feels and looks to fill you up and watch it make a mess of your hole and the bed under you
since he has many forms probably turned into his woman form
you can't tell me he wouldn't go into his woman form just to please you
if he's feeling softer, his touches are gentle and delicate
as if he was handling the finest glaze lily
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http-finnick · 2 years ago
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đœđ«đšđđ„đž 𝐩𝐞.
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finnick odair x fem!reader
summary: finnicks pov on how the capitol tortured and used you while he stands useless in district 13. once saved, he quickly realizes you aren't the same.
request: i just discovered your blog! It came up in the stuff Tumblr thinks I might like! Finnick seeing the broadcasts of the reader and Peeta. The rescue scene where they reunite. But reader wasn't tortured with Finnick, like lPeeta was with katniss. Sad and the reader having to get used to life again. Finnick almsot crying bc she jumps at loud noises, flinches. And at first she can't handle being touched. At all. Like they hold hands after a week.
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a week ago I saw you on the tv. you weren't in your mother's dress getting reaped, you weren't fighting for your life in the arena. you were perfectly put together as you begged me to stop something you would die for.
I sat silently in the dining hall as people raged and threw insults at the seemingly disgusting capitol-loving traitors but I sat there knowing that you were being tortured. you are going through hell and there is nothing I can do about it.
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I was in my pure white room as I rubbed my dry eyes to the new lighting, blurred vision, and ringing ears making out nothing until I hear
"They found her"
They found her? what, is she dead? did they find a body? did the capitol realize they didn't need her anymore and strung her up as a warning to others? caught and killed. know your place.
of course, dead or alive I fell out of bed and followed who I found out to be katniss, pure white walls and pure white tiles are all my eyes see until we stopped at a room and katniss turns to me.
"look, she's been through hell. all of them have been..I- fuck, peeta hates me. just, keep your distance" she warns before walking off and I can't help but linger on the words keep your distance... she's been out of my reach for god knows how long and you want me to sit across from her watching my words? fuck no.
I open the door, adrenalin running high as step in and look up to see her
but she doesn't see me
she knows who I am I know that. but, her eyes, she doesn't...feel right around me...like I'm a stranger
I'm already feeling like tears are running down my face and I haven't even said hi yet
"Y/n" the words choke out as I stumble a few steps towards her, she flinches slightly and my heart shatters.
"Hi, finnick" her voice is hoarse, scared. she brings her knees up to her chest as she takes her busted lip into her mouth, rather sucking the blood of her wound than speaking to me
maybe katniss was right I think, grabbing a chair and sliding it over to her, taking a seat I grab the blanket of the bed and whisper "I'm so sorry" as tears pick and poke my glassy eyes
"me too"
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She's out of the hospital and I go to bed with her by my side, to wake up with it being empty.
shes been sleeping on the bathroom floor lately, the first time I found her there I thought she died.
she shakes and jumps when a door closes and doesn't let me touch her, even to console her when she's woken up from a nightmare. I feel tears run down my face when she lets me grab onto her hand for the first time in weeks.
so, when I tell you I cried. I cried as she cupped my face and brought her lips towards mine, soft as ever as she lays her head on my chest and whispers,
"I missed you, so badly"
"I missed you too"
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an: sorry this took so long! I had lots of fun writing from finnicks pov! it was quite the challenge to write about lost, found, and recovered all in one short drabble but I hope I did an alright job! i love you guys so much! mwah <3
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daz4i · 3 years ago
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#vent#this is definitely impacting me more than it should and i hate it ngl#like it say it's funny but what i mean by that is ''extremely damaging to my already non existent self sesteem''. tbh.#it's one of those little things that just drain any tiny bit of hope i had for myself even more yknow?#like. even if i actually want to take a step forward and change myself somehow i literally can't bc i can't have the tools for it... well#idk man it's just. it sucks ig? idk if i'm more sad or angry abt it all#i want to be able to go outside and apply to the job i want or get some form of education but i need help for that and i can't get it#and i feel bad for saying this bc i'm lucky to have other things that other ppl don't but at the same time i can't have basic things?#and this all connects to other insecurities i have like with school and such#people keep saying you can always restart shit and such but i always feel like choices i made as a teenagers impact me so much now?#bc. well. they were bad decisions obviously. but i also didn't have a lot of choice with them bc of just how fucking mentally ill i am lol#and ik i could be better and i can probably be better now too but it's. hard to find a reason to do any of it#bc it's so hard and i don't feel like i have any support for it#which. again. don't get me wrong i do have more than other people. but it's like the wrong shoe size? in a sense?#like friends and family trying to encourage me to do things i simply can't. i'm disabled. i can't do this shit! yes even if i could before!#or at least i can't do it without major and specific help that i need in order to get it done or somewhat heal from this state!#man this is becoming a mix of like 3 things i'm angry and sad abt at the same time. sorry#idk. i just want to die. i don't wanna put this effort esp when life keeps slapping me for trying anything#venting in this format rather than under a read more bc this is definitely a cry for help lol i need to be distracted from it probably. idk.
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bazthefirstborn · 3 years ago
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Would you be up for writing some headcanons for some of the more ‘submissive and breedable’ Genshin men Like Venti and Gorou with a dom male reader?
a/n: yes. yes i would.
ps: every man is submissive and breedable if ur me but I'll do the common ones ig
SUB GENSHIN MEN x DOM MALE READER HC'S
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GOROU:
dogboy. need I say more.
hold onto his tail when you're taking him from behind plsplspls he will die
give him a little collar and he will wear it everywhere. like, eeeeeverywhere.
sit next to him during a strategy meeting with Kokomi and the other generals and just mess with his tail and his thighs
he will literally go so red the second you start touching him, the more you do it the louder he will eventually get, mostly whimpers and stuff yk
mmmmmm fucking gorou on the lawn of the training grounds or around the base when people are gone and tell him to be quiet so he won't get caught he will cum so fast
loves being close to you all the time so cockwarming is HUGE he will get so needy
mating press. breed him. force him to take your cum over and over again in his heats.
he will literally pounce on you in heat, he doesn't care where he is or when he just s wants to be bred like a good little whore
VENTI:
lil bard boi :)))))) he has a size kink. prove me wrong I'll wait
if you're taller than him and bigger than him ;) he will literally worship you
little bit bratty, but you can fix that
l o v e s seeing his belly bulge from your cock like OOOH BOY
plz pull his hair a little
praise him for everything plz if u don't he will cry
but also degrade him for being a shitty god that only likes to get drunk he loves it
use him and make him cry from pleasure
have him suck you off and tell him how small he is and that he can't take you all the way
just fuck his face. he will cum.
AETHER:
leave little hickies on his stomach just out of sight of his outfit so if it moves people will see them he loves the idea of knowing he's yours
mark this man's thighs please oml
they're so sensitive if u use his thighs to get off he will just short circuit
great punishment idea: tell him you're going to fuck him and ask him to push his legs together and just fuck his thighs instead of his ass he will cum untouched bc of how sensitive his thighs are
lives to please you so please focus on him and take it slow when he's stressed he will be so thankful please be nice to him he is the goodest boy
THOMA:
look at this man and tell me he wouldn't like free use. I'll wait.
always so prim and prepped for you, literally has a plug in all day and it keeps him so horny while he's doing chores just so he can please you
have him suck you off and cum all over his face he will cum after seeing it
or, better yet, fuck his tits. have him hold them together and keep your cock just put of reach of his tongue. it's torture for him to not be able to taste you
bend him over literally anywhere in your house.
let's say you get home from whatever job you have after Thoma has been sending you naughty pictures all day, so when you get home, you fuck him over the kitchen counter while he's trying to cook
likes taking showers or baths together afterwards
he literally worships you, his master, for literally anything, even in public
he is so so so in love with you and everyone knows it at this point
end note: yayayay plz request things it makes me so happy when people read my stuff, please request anything, as long as it's in the rules, I will write it. thanks for all the support!!!!!
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onsunnyside · 2 years ago
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slutty sunday, thinking abt daddy ari and brat reader
imagine bratty little girl just refusing to do what daddy says when he asks nicely and he starts getting pissed
he drags her to the bedroom without a word and starts punishing her spanking and overstim and whatnot
and all this while bratty baby is saying "no daddy why are you doing this to me đŸ„ČđŸ„ČđŸ„Č" and she starts crying because she thought ari was literally mad at her and doesn't want her anymore
BUT AFTER HE SEES HER CRY immediately he becomes soft and babied her and explained the need for a punishment and reader goes back to "oh okay daddy!" and they continue đŸ„”brrr
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ari teaching you a lesson 😳 set the same verse as this drabble
"Why're you being so mean?" You weep, burying your face in a pillow and muffling your scream as his hand lands on your ass.
He laughs, roughly tugging the band of your panties before releasing it, letting it snap against your skin. "You know why."
Ever since he bought the restaurant you worked at (let's be honest, he bought the whole chain bc he's extra), he's been stopping by every day to keep an eye on you.
Today was a particularly bad day. Honestly, you just woke up feeling grumpy but couldn't call in sick again so you got dressed and went to work. Ari happened to walk right in as you were arguing with a customer, this was not one of those "the customer is always right" because is it your fault that they didn't clarify they didn't want stupid tomatoes on their stupid food? All of this, over fucking tomatoes?
Bad, bad day! You just wanted to sleep and put it all behind you!
At your silence, Ari turns you to face him and his features soften, "oh, my poor baby." He wipes the few tears on your warm skin, "am I really being too mean?" He gently manhandles you onto your back, cushioning your head with soft pillows before climbing over you.
"N-No... I don't think so."
"You know why we're doing this, right? You can't blow up on customers like that—even if they deserve it." He caresses your cheek, "You gotta be professional, or else I'll have to fire you."
You pout, "but you buy me whatever I want anyway! I don't need a job."
He laughs quietly, bending down to kiss your neck, tickling you with his beard. "I do. Is that what you want? You wanna live off me, suck me and my wallet dry?" He isn't complaining, he'd happily provide for you.
You're quiet for a few moments, "maybe." You gasp when his fingers trace down your clothed slit, nudging the small vibrator inside you.
"We'll talk about this later. First, daddy has to make sure you've learnt your lesson. If you're gonna be my baby, you gotta have good manners."
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infinite-orangepeel · 2 years ago
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Probably not actually that scandalous, but Steve loves to leave hickies on Eddie's inner thighs 😋
yes, yes, yes and vice versa! love this one <33 thx for submitting anon :)
okay so steve wants everyone to know that eddie belongs to him. its simply not enough for eddie to keep reminding him that he's literally the town 'freak' and no one's going to be flirting it up with him anyways. steve doesn't care. he leaves hickeys all over eddie's body wherever he can and at this point, eddie just lets him. bc steve's never had someone love him as much as eddie loves him and he's just so proud of the fact that he's lucky enough to call eddie his boyfriend.
when steve gives eddie head, he spends a solid half-hour just teasing him and edging him villainously slow. he runs his hands along eddie's inner thighs, grazing with a featherlight touch as he traces shapes and swirls his name with his fingertips. it makes them both whimper and moan profusely as goosebumps begin to rise over eddie's skin, nipples hardening in response. the image alone makes steve drool down his own chin like a dog in heat. panting breathlessly at the mere sight of a very horny and desperate eddie.
and ofc eddie doesn't typically beg. usually that's steve's job. but when they switch things up like this (which they do occasionally), eddie's definitely more than happy to be the one pleading for mercy. desperate to have steve's lavishing wet tongue wrapped around his length. moaning and crying out at the oversensitivity he feels from every little touch steve places on his body.
"please, please, please," eddie whines and kicks his feet out as the tension builds, "i've been good. i've been so good. just give me your mouth, stevie. need your mouth."
"not yet, baby," steve whispers as he presses the softest line of kisses down eddie's dark happy trail. licking and dragging his teeth intermittently, "need to be patient. can't spoil you yet, prove to me that you can behave."
so eddie does his best to obey. bc lord help him, if there's one thing he's determined to do--it's get steve to suck him off. he grimaces, scrunches his nose in frustration, but ultimately fails to hold back for long. accidentally bucking his hip forwards and bumping steve in the nose bc the sensation is overwhelming.
which steve obviously notices and tuts at.
"now that's just not gonna do," he says lowly and smacks the inside of eddie's thighs with an open palm, "you know better."
the fresh sting of pain feels insanely good. eddie groans and watches the pale flesh of his legs become a vibrant red under steve's hands. it's beautiful and he never gets tired of the filthy marks steve leaves behind. only wishes they could all be permanent.
"you're on my time, munson. that means i decide when and how you come. understood?"
"mmm," eddie's hardly keeping it together. he trembles and throws his head back in an attempt to combat the rising pleasure. steve's words sending a rush of blood to his swollen cock, "yes, yes i understand."
"you sure? or do i need to remind you who you belong to, baby?" steve smirks shark-like and vicious, bc they both know exactly where this is going.
"don't remember anymore. gotten too dumb with your hands all over me, 's too distracting," eddie plays into their little game, even bats his eyelashes to drive the point home, "need you to make sure i don't forget again."
and steve does just that. he sinks his sharp teeth into eddie's inner thighs; sucks bruises and lovebites alike into the tender skin. forgets about sucking eddie off for the time being, bc this is his favorite part. he loves being down here on his knees. loves getting carried away and marking eddie up in places only the two of them get to admire.
bc as much as he loves claiming eddie in all those perfect, visible spaces (his chest, his neck, his arms, his shoulders, etc.), there's something extra hot to him about eddie walking around with pretty magenta bruises lining his thighs, hidden beneath his clothes.
steve loves imagining eddie trying to sit down at work the next day or meeting a friend for coffee and not being able to quite cover up the wince of pain that comes from applying pressure to a fresh hickey. having to make an offhand excuse about being sore from a workout which--as anyone close to him knows--eddie doesn't typically do.
"fuck stevie, you're eating me alive down there. that hurts, baby," eddie threads a hand into steve's hair and grips him by the root.
"aw but honey, it hurts good, doesn't it?" steve says with mock sympathy, pretending to pout, "you want more, don't you? want everyone to know what a good slut you are for me?"
they both already know the answer, steve just wants to hear his boyfriend say it out loud in that whiny, fucked out tone of his.
"hurts so good, so fuckin good," eddie cries out and gasps, "please don't stop, could come just like this. don't even need you to blow me."
"hmm, i like the sound of that. let's see if you really are a man of your word, shall we?"
and man of his word that eddie is, he comes harder than he has in weeks within a matter of minutes. completely untouched and covered in an obscene amount of hickeys.
"you're lucky it's winter. otherwise i'd have literally no explanation for this," eddie laughs when they cuddle afterwards; with steve half-asleep on his chest, "and you can bet i'm getting you back next time."
"it's a date."
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latimeria-fell-from-heaven · 3 years ago
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okay, so i noticed how exceedingly popular nu:carnival is getting, and honestly, i don't blame y'all. like holy crap the men are so pretty and fuckable and akjsxasbcb,,, like pls, my heart can't take how precious these men are. and also i just wanna fuck em until they cry,,,,
smol nsfw blurbs bc i said so
yakumo is such a good boy for you, always so compliant and doing everything you say perfectly. he lives for your praises and the way you pet his head after doing such a good job at making you feel so good. and good boys deserve a reward, no? guiding his twitching and throbbing cock to your eagerly awaiting hole, he builds up his pace, desperately bucking his hips up into your tight heat, sobbing and whining that you feel so good around him and asking if he can cum inside. he starts babbling praises, so much love when you lock your legs around him, milking him dry and telling him how good he's been.
yakumo can't help the stutters and delicate moans that leave his pretty mouth when your fingers graze his pretty nipples and start pinching them, rolling and rubbing the sensitive nubs. you've barely started and he's already so hard that just one more touch will drive him over the edge. not yet, is what you say, and you shove two fingers in his drooling mouth and tell him to suck. he does without hesitation, and when you feel satisfied at your saliva slick fingers, you dip your hand down his back and start rubbing at his pretty little hole. he sobs your name but spreads his legs like a good pet.
edmond gets off to being so openly violated like some kind of bitch, yet he acts so defiantly that it's really just pathetically cute to watch. he swears that he isn't hard and that you're just being a shameless pervert, so you bend him over and rip open his skin-tight uniform, right where his pathetically hard cock and twitching hole are. he shrieks loudly, but he's wriggling and squirming himself closer to your tight touch and his cock is twitching and leaking pre-cum like crazy. you can't leave your oh so diligent knight like that, can you?
edmond yelps and shrieks loudly when you have him tied up, arms bent behind his back, upper body pushed into the sheets but his cute ass raised and exposed to your perverted gaze. using his dripping pre-cum as makeshift lube, you slide your fingers in with ease, and it's like heaven inside of himăƒŒhis plush walls quickly gobble up your fingers and swallow them upăƒŒand his soft insides pull your digits in quickly. deeming him stretched out enough, you yank them out, much to his obvious disappointment. but wait, you've brought some toys to play around with him, so he'll be nice and stuffed for you till you've had your fun.
olivine loves having his pretty little nipples played with, and his shy demure about giving in to his desires just makes it all the more fun to tease him. just a tug on the sensitive nubs has his sturdy cock so hard that it almost looks painful. he's cum just from having them played with, sucked on, you name it. even if you accidentally brush up against them for whatever reason, he whimpers and whines from the sudden white holt jolt that goes through his body and straight down into his crotch.
olivine gets so dumb on pleasure that it's almost laughable; this pure, kind-hearted priest with an adorable smile is a lewd pervert who likes taking it up the butt. he clings helplessly to you, desperately whining and drooling all over himself like some kind of puppy and you can't help but want to bully him more. just a few rounds in and he's already sobbing from overstimulation but he's begging for more, begging for you to fuck him dumb until he can't think straight anymore. and good puppies deserve their treats, no?
quincy is so big, he towers over you easily, and his demeanor just makes him so much more intimidating. but yet he's always so gentle with you, always sliding his thick cock into you carefully and slowly, trying not to hurt you in any way. even with all the preparation his thick fingers gave you, you're still choking on your breath when the thick head pushes itself into you. and the way he chokes back his deep and heavy moans just makes it even betterăƒŒhe's trying so hard to keep still in your supple insides but you just squeeze him so tightly that it's taking every last strain of restraint in him to not snap and fuck you stupid on his thick cock.
quincy always puts you in a mating press, per your request even if he calls it troublesome, and he's so damn good at it. he's muscular and big enough to keep himself in that position for as long as he wants, and he's got the stamina to do it. his huge cock just feels even bigger in this position and it's reaching your deepest parts, slamming into your sensitive spots over and over. his heavy balls slap repeatedly against your ass, the impact just sending extra delicious tingles into your throbbing hole. and he doesn't stop kissing you, muffling his choked moans into your lips while he fills you with his thick cum over and over.
kuya who uses all sorts of underhanded tricks to get you all worked up and breathless, but cruelly denying us any sort of added friction or leverage. he laughs like some kind of bastard when you try and beg, clicking his tongue sharply and telling us to wait until laterăƒŒyou can do that, right? but he purposefully makes it difficult, holding his lips close to your ear, hand gripping your thigh, and dangerously close to your throbbing heat.
kuya holds you down while fingering you open, taunting you for how loose and how easily his fingers slipped inăƒŒyou must've been really desperate huh? his slender fingers just barely graze your sensitive spots, curling and twisting agonizingly slow just for the sole purpose of driving you insane with pleasure. and just when you least expect it, he suddenly drives his padded fingertips up into your spots, forcing you to suddenly and violently cum just like that.
garu is the goodest boy for you, always doing what you say in exchange for your words of praises and the warm head rubs he's come to crave. he's such a good puppy for you, so pretty and compliant, even when you're scissoring open his supple insides and rubbing against his smooth prostate. his tail is wagging like crazy as your fingers movements become more rapid, and he ends up pressed against you, clinging onto his precious master.
garu will hump your arm or leg, like, well, a dog in heat. he gets so desperately drunk on pleasure that he starts rubbing and grinding against your limb, pathetically whining and sobbing whilst he chases his orgasm, drooling all over himself like some kind of pervert. when he cums all over his pudgy tummy and your limb, he whimpers out ' thank you's ', nuzzling against your bare skin and smiling stupidly up at you. not that you mind, you like seeing your dumb puppy get drunk and stupid on pleasure.
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