#but yes wow thank you i’m glad you like my fics 🥺

[yinyuedijun]

hi mao! ok so… i’m afraid i’m still too horny and in love with this fic. what if i just say that i don’t know what else i can say about your writing — speechless because i’m in awe. (in ave—)

i honestly have never read omegaverse fic before, knowing only the basics, mostly from memes lol so it was really interesting to get in detail into your take on their biology and how nicely you entwined it with existing hsr lore. morphing known issues to match the omegaverse world. i especially liked when you mentioned cutting the other scent gland from the necks, because wow, it’s so barbaric, but makes so much sense to describe it. i’m a big fan of how you organise the story around the main characters — like i’m reading news or just following canon events, because everything just fits so well that i’m not even questioning if you came up with all these names by yourself or if they were mentioned somewhere in the game. there are just things that must happen (arriving at the desert planet) no matter what, and we’re following the narrative, but oh! suddenly something unexpected happens (the heat) and what now?!

i’m also surprised because this fic wasn’t deranged at all? or i’m just clueless lol sure, the setting wasn’t cotton candy sweet at all, but the story itself was rather soft and slow, and loving. i love love love the reader there — they’re so respectful and understanding, and how they view aventurine is so special. they seem so pure despite all the awful things they have gone through. i just can’t wait to read how their relationship develops.

i feel like aventurine is slightly different here. but i enjoy it! i guess it’s because in this fic he’s forced into a vulnerability he cannot control — something that probably didn’t happen to his canon version. so he’s more… pathetic? it adds the edge because the risk seems even greater, and i completely understand the reader to worry about his luck and confidence when his heats are still the biggest threat. their dynamic is so interesting. that aventurine, despite being an omega, has the reader wrapped around his finger because they’re so down bad for him. their instinct turned into love :(

and i was supposed to say nothing yet i yapped. i thought i wouldn’t have the attention span or the strength to read through this entire fic in one sitting, but i got so invested!!! like i was watching a tv show, not reading!!! thank you for the amazing fic, mao 🙇

manu beloved I had a feeling that anon was u !!!! 🫶 thank you for reading this despite not having ever read an omegaverse fic before (???!? U REALLY TOOK A LEAP OF FAITH FOR ME LOLL this is not standard omegaverse whatsoever 😭😭😭). I'm so glad you enjoyed it and feel so strongly abt my writing!!! and I'm especially happy that you felt that I did a good job w integrating the omegaverse into the hsr universe... I do have an affection for world-building so I'm glad to hear that I did a good job with it here :')

I had to laugh when you said that it was surprising that the fic wasn't deranged at all 💀💀💀 I see I have a reputation built up for myself /j tho I do regret to inform you that it will probably get worse in ch2... perhaps not deranged but definitely some very sad backstory details coming up lol...

on a more serious note, I'm glad that the fic was tonally soft and slow and loving!! because yes there is extreme tragedy going on in terms of the actual events, but soft and slow and loving is more or less how the mc feels abt aventurine 🥺 so I'm glad that came thru in the narration!!!

and YESSS its funny that you mention aventurine feeling different because he's an omega 😭 I thought omegaverse was a good genre for him because it forces him to vulnerable in a way that he never would be in canon, but LOL it did make him feel. extremely ooc to me at some points. like where's my cunty emotionally repressed man, who is this soggy pathetic bastard who is too wretched to do anything but suffer alone in bed. it was rlly making me hate the fic for a while 💔 so I'm glad it's something that you actually liked about the story!!!

thank you SO SO MUCH again for reading my fic manu and sending me such kind words ♥️♥️♥️ I am sending u so much love !!!!! BIG KISS FOR U

[kedsandtubesocks]

WE'RE STARTING SPOOKY SEASON EARLIER IM SOOOOOO EXCITED OMG

okay okay i wanna hear your opinion on pedro boys and what monsters they would be !!!!

LETS START SPOOKY SUMMER OFF RIGHT AND IM SO GLAD ITS WITH YOU BB thank you for sending this amazing ask in 🥺🎃 ✨

Okay…this is something I know we’ve talked about many times in our deep discussions but now that I think about the other boys I’m like “…oh shit” so here we GO LOL

Javi P: a type of were-creature, I love the idea of Javi having the ties to a Texas and Latino based monster and as someone who’s great tia swore she saw the chupacabra and then knowing there’s a monster/beast I’ve heard legend about living in the hill country, theres something familiar and close knit tradition about were-creatures based in local and cultural urban legends that fits Javi’s vibes about being so connected to his home

Pero T: yes he is a peak werewolf but I will say this until I write the fic but he is a lake monster, creature from the black lagoon style, he lurks likes his isolation and is aware to his surroundings. He would do perfect as a lake monster simply surviving as a grumpy hiding monster under the waves

Marcus Pike: DRAGON!!! Grand beautiful majestic creatures that hoard precious things? Marcus is all about the arts and seeing the beauty in everything, those vibes just make me think of him as this beautiful grand dragon that hoards art until he finds you his most precious treasure

Dave York: something demonic, he always reminds me of the Lucifer figure - this perfect soldier who followed orders until he questioned his existence and is now disillusioned and corrupt living on his own terms now

Frankie: my sweet werewolf boy, loyal big and forever protective and will bare his fangs whenever he feels threatens and has a bit of a temper, also can you imagine how COZY HE WOULD BE??

Din: ghost, he’s a ghost that’s simply living in this strange beskar armor but his spirit is so strong and righteous that it stays alive and haunts his armor. But he is tender and speaks with the softest whispers in the wind, like a echo you wonder if you even heard in the first place

Joel: a ghost like Din but a much scarier version, like a spirit of vengeance that is violent and fierce, powerful in its rage but a known protector that watches over anyone who walks home alone at night, he sits in the trees with eyes that are so dark they blend with the night

Jack: Vampire, suave a bit extravagant and luxurious and I only am doing this cause I want him to make all the stupid vampire puns and even has fake vampire plastic teeth he playfully uses from time to time, also can you imagine him slick gelled hair back super classic Dracula style?? 😮‍💨

Dieter: shapeshifter, he’s a man of many faces and many roles that you wonder if he even knows what his true self looks like anymore, goes into how he’s an actor and I think there’s so many layers to dieter that he keeps up to make sure no one truly knows him

Ezra: eldritch space creature, has many eyes speaks in many voices that seem out of this realm but he is kind and moves very gently. He is wise beyond his years and is interested in all things human, but like any eldritch creature it can be tricky and turn on a whim when need be

Javi G: Mothman!! Super sweet and chattery and is kind of an odd ball but simply wants to be left alone in the woods but remains curious about the world around him, holds a certain charm to him but is still a dangerous creature underneath it all

Wow I ramble away with these I’m SORRY

[padfootastic]

I just finished your foundations of decay fic and oh my god I enjoyed it so much. I love the way you write Harry, he's smart and angsty, rightfully so, he explodes on people or either he holds back when he realizes that's not a rational option. The way he's so protective over Sirius is just so ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

And Sirius's characterization too? He's so protective of Harry and the claim he has on him?? I love his bonding moments with Harry. The scene where he tells Harry James and him bought toys for harry?? Omg yuck ew emotions, it had me in the feels. That was such a deep casual prongsfoot moment too?? The implications?? They didn't buy their own forms but eachother??

And their interactions aren't something I usually see, like wow, this is probably how Sirius and Harry would've interacted if he wasn't locked away for years. They are so close and my heart is just so full??

I have nothing to ask but your fic is just literal perfection, you have to know this.

omg i’ve just been sitting on your ask for a couple days bc it’s so overwhelming to hear something so nice and kind and lovely and just!!!!

thank you so much 🥺🥺 every time someone tells me they love FoD, it just makes me SO giddy because i’ve put so much thought and love and intention in it and it gets to me that others enjoy that. and the fact that it’s the sirius & harry bits that really stand out to you means even more because those two and their relationship is essentially the entire reason i started this fic ykno? it might’ve grown a bit out of control but at its core, it is a sirius & harry fic. it’s so incredibly self indulgent. thank you so much, really, for loving it sm.

and yes!!! the prongsfoot implications are strong in this one haha i refuse to believe a universe exists where those two haven’t done….something with each other. and even if they’re not physical, the amount of emotional intimacy they have is reason enough to call it some kind of a relationship lol

once again, i am so so so glad you like it. i absolutely live for comments like yours because it tells me i’m going on the right path 🫡

[foreverisntenough]

OH MY GOODNESS….chapter 14 might just be my new favorite. This version of Trent is so 🤌🏻🤌🏻. The only way to describe it is that he’s sooo Trenty. Idk how else to put it. This Trent is just Trenty coded. The way he’s such a melt!!! The conversation with Trent’s mom 😭🥲 ughh the way you tied that back into y/n’s mom. The way that Trent already loves y/n but wants to love her loud but doesn’t want to mess things up for her 😭😭 the angst/fluff/smut 🤌🏻👏🏻

Your writing truly gets better every time. You write emotions so well and sis the smut is SMUTTING🔥forever a fan of your story telling 🤍

Wow thank youuuuu 🤍 I’m so so glad you liked the chapter. And more so I’m so glad you like this version of his character.

But okay, yes…. This Trent is Trenty!!!! If you get it you get it!

He’s such a melt. 🥺 I still liked that Dianne was like nah, you’re not messing this up. I’ve wanted this so you can’t fuck it up lol. I think it’s about to come out though 👀

Thank you for such a sweet message. I’m so happy you like my writing and find it emotive. And the smut well 😮‍💨 I’ve been in my feels over this fic. Sneaky and spicy makes it very fun to write. TY so so much for reading

[artistfingers]

Sorry to bother you but I was wondering if you’re still going to continue A Shadow from the Sky. I really love it and I just kinda want to if I should have hope or not lol. Thank you so much for writing it though, I was just rereading it. All the character interactions are so much fun.

Hi anon!! Thank you so much, I’m so glad you love A Shadow from the Sky 🥺

Short answer: Yes, I plan to continue and finish ASFTS!

Long answer:

The bulk of ASFTS was written in 2020 and early 2021, and while I edited and posted some chapters last year, it’s been a while since I’ve been in the thick of it. At this point, I’ve forgotten as many plot threads and details as I’ve written hahaha.

The remaining plot has a few holes that need patching, and there’s some choreography/logic I never nailed down to begin with. To write the rest, I have to figure some of that out as well as re-familiarize myself with what’s already written.

There’s also the fact that last year, when I moved, some of my things were stolen… including a box that had my fic notebook in it, in which I was planning a lot of ASFTS. While everything was duplicated on gDrive as a solid outline, the loss of that notebook and all the raw brainstorming in it hugely deterred me from working on ASFTS. Basically, I couldn’t look at ASFTS without grief over the theft as a whole for… a long time.

Ultimately, working on ASFTS has had a lot of personal hurdles. But despite it all, it’s an extremely important fic to me, and I’m determined to see it through.

That said, good news! There’s a few more chapters I wrote in early 2021. They’re rough and somewhat incomplete, but I’ve recently started working on them again, thanks to recent wonderful, generous and kind comments that reminded me why I loved this fic so much and wrote it so passionately. Once these chapters are revised I will definitely post them! (I’ve reread some of the posted fic itself too, and wow—I forgot how fun it is! Almost like it was written to tailor to my exact tastes! Whoda thunk it)

anyway. Thank you for reading, and loving this fic as much as I do. 💕

[hyunfilms]

I read your han one shot a few weeks ago and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it since lol when you said no happy ending I didn’t realize it also applied to the mc😭 I just wanted her to love herself a little and stand up for herself but it made sense for what you wanted to portray. one thing I really like about the things you write is that the guys are people with flaws and so they and your stories feel very genuine and realistic, that’s why I’m really enjoying the lino fic as well, looking forward to whatever you’ll write next.

wow thank you for this, i appreciate you 😭💕 i’m glad you can enjoy my work!

ahh yes, the han one shot was rouuuugh.. can def agree! but you are so right, and im so glad you’re able to pick up on those themes in my fics. i always try to keep it as realistic as possible, and i always find ways to sprinkle in a little bit of a personal touch in all of my work. i know the ending was not cute 😭 lol esp for oc and how that ended for her. as much as i LOVE making my leads strong and independent, there is also a part of me that needs to portray the raw, realistic side of things because i, too, have been there & had my fair share of shitty love experiences. i think we all have in one way or another / one form or another.

but anyway, thank you so much again. seriously 🥺 you are so sweet. i truly hope you enjoy lino’s fic and everything else to come. 🤍

[a-concert-just-for-me]

You gave us OCD Hunter and now you're giving us epileptic Hunter?? 🥺 As someone with both thank you so much

YES AUGH!! No problem!!!! I’m SO glad to hear someone else likes the idea!!! I’m not epileptic myself, but I was inspired by a couple fics in the fandom and wanted to make my own version. I tried to do a lot of research to make the story at least somewhat believable.

If you have any requests for aspects of epilepsy you’d think would be interesting to explore, feel free to message me or send another ask! I also accept criticism on my writing of it because I don’t want to mischaracterize a real condition real people have to live with

Tbh I forgot I even made OCD Hunter headcanons until you mentioned it. But I was so right!! ( <- I’m being silly) Wow, that post feels so long ago, I’m honored you remembered it!

Here’s the fic by the way! I have more chapters written, I just need to polish them up. Thank you so much for this ask, it made my day fr

Slightly off-topic ramble under the cut too, if you’re interested:

I didn’t write Hunter as having OCD in this fic BUT I do think I want to add the autistic Hunter tag. I don’t think I’m physically capable of writing an allistic Hunter. It hurts to even think about /j

Amity also needs an autistic tag too, the way I wrote her, jfc. Gus also has a bit of autism rizz himself

Luz is def written with ADHD in mind with the rsd and attention difficulties I gave her

Sigh. I just need to make everyone ND at this point LMAO

[maybege]

You and me and lord huron is like that meme where the brains are on the same wavelengths you know the one with the blue background

All I know is whatever happened led to this altered calmer situation here and I’m a fan!!! Lord Huron only gets better with age so the wait will be *chefs kiss*

I’m so glad writing happened for you! I know you’ve felt a bit stuck! Cramps are the worst but taking care of yourself and not forcing anything is always good

But yes the angst!! The drama! *insert Leslie Knope here you know the one* some deep rivalry between the clans? Between Paz and another suitor? And somehow you two end up apart (war, arranged marriage, idk dealers choice) and he’s fighting his way to you but he gets there. And. And. And it’s too late, you’re gone, somewhere he’s not sure he can follow. And there’s rain and maybe something burning so the fire gives ~drama~ and he’s there, exhausted, muddy, desperate. Devastated. And maybe, to tie in the next lines, you had had some fight. Things were said that weren’t meant, just meant to hurt (baby I don’t mean the things I said / I don’t honestly wish you were dead). Maybe you weren’t always friends, or lovers, or anything at all. Maybe you were still figuring out how to be honest, to be vulnerable. And right when maybe you were starting to figure it out you’re ripped from each other.

Wow that got out of hand anyway byeeeee

-💛

Ps I can’t remember some of the lord huron stuff I sent. Maybe one day I’ll remember it or it’ll appear somewhere idk anyway take care !

It’s us on our Lord Huron bs 😌

I think in my head I’ve got the calmer fix it au kind of figured out which means that I hope i get to finish it as soon as this flu is over and then there’s no holding me back from the absolute divine AU that is the Lord Huron inspired ones 👀

Oh oh oh i Love that 🥺 it’s raining and the ruins are burning and the river is lit up by the blaster fire but all he can think of is you and how you must’ve been dragged away by your captor before he and his warriors arrived. Yes, you might’ve had a big fight before - both of you said things you never meant, feelings got hurt, maybe hearts got broken but stars, Paz loves you. Even if it was just an arranged marriage in the beginning, it’s no longer just that for him. For him, you’re it. And he’ll burn down planets if it means having you safe and sound in his arms again.

And imagine the relief and the sorrow when he finally finds you. You’re a little bruised and scared but thank the stars not too badly hurt (though that will not keep Paz from making your captor regret the day he was born) and when he sees you, you’re just rushing into his arms, sobbing out apologies, confessing you never meant any of the words and hiccuping that, “Paz, I - all I thought was what if those are the last words I’ve ever said to you and I -“ before you trail off into sobs again.

Paz doesn’t say anything. Underneath his helmet, tears are just trailing down his cheeks as he holds you so close so he never has to let you go again. “Let us go home, cyare,” he whispered finally, his voice suspiciously hoarse, “Let me take you home.”

PS: Your Lord Huron Asks are safe and sound in my inbox for the very sad reason that I’m scared if I post them, they’ll get lost in The Tumblr before I need them again for the fics 🥲 though as I’m writing this I suppose I could just give them a unique tag to find them again 🤔

[ddeongies]

wow, should i be surprised to absolutely love chap 11? probably not, that’s the usual feeling after reading all of your works, i have a hard time trying to put into words all my thoughts about this chapter (english it’s not my first language 😿) but i’ll try cause i feel it’s the least i can do

god ryu is soooo fucked (no pun intended), her being nervous to finally see yeji after a month and after the kiss but at the same time wishing it happens sooner, damn ryu really fell harder, btw those pictures were indeed for YOU ryujin !

reading the “yeji is sweet” line, made me remember the first time i came to ur blog confessing about trying to read the word count kajskdjd, that line made me so happy 😭😭

and ryu planning everything 😭😭 as an anxious person i get her soooo much, that would be so me, also she’s so smart like killing to birds with one stone, her assignment and getting the girl, brilliant

i don’t think i have said it before but i just love the way you write the characters, it may be cause i find so easy to relate to them, to feel what they are feeling even through words, i was probably in the same nervous level as ryujin during her whole plan, shes stronger than me tho, yeji naked on her bed ??? yeah no drawing would be done on my side

it does kill me the fact that they both want the exact same thing but they think the other doesn’t 😭 and they are so respectful about it like, ‘i’ll take anything the other would give me’ 💔💔

i have a question, i don’t know if it’ll be answered later but it’s been bugging me since i read the chapter, did they hold each other after they finished? 🥺 i know they both think they’re casual, but they are also friends so, i just need to know 😭😭😭

thank u for another amazing chapter, i’ll patiently wait for the next one and also choreo epilogue and new fic (???) omgggg

ps: to the anon who said something about yeji in lingerie, how am i supposed to do anything productive with that thought on my head now ????

-🍬

i am finally here.... catching up with my asks.... thank you for your patience it's been a time 🫠🫠🫠

hank you for liking the chapter (and the fic and my writing and everything 😭😭😭)

ryu is so fucked but at least yeji is too. like can it really be “ryujin falls harder” when yeji is how she is LOL they’re just the same at this point (and yes every single picture yeji posted over break was for you ryu LMAO)

omg yes the infamous “yeji is sweet” that you caught during the brief yunjin drama lmaaoooo so observant. every time i screenshot my wordcounts i’m like “what are people gonna manage to catch in the background here”

and yessss ryu is such a planner. i think she likes to really think things through and attempt to have control of a situation especially when it’s scary or she feels vulnerable. and also she’s just a smarty lol like whose plans have gone better so far 🤔

thank you for saying that! i’m really glad i can write people in a relatable way :) i just want these two (and the side characters) to feel real and to have a realistic relationship. it’s just more fun that way for me as a writer and as a reader

the way they’re on the exact same page but in a kinda bad way like…. you like each other the same way AND you’re being idiots in the same way??? please 💀

omg yes okay they’re def cuddling after and there will be onscreen cuddling in future chapters i promise you 😤 very good question thank u

im writing far too many things at once rn lakdjfl so thank you for the patience with me answering this very very late

ps: not the yeji in lingerie thoughts agin i’m running away now BYE 🏃🏽

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

I LOVE U ARI. 🌖🌖 ALL YOUR HEADCANONS R SO CRAZY ACCURATE TO SUGURU AND I CAN SEE THEM ALL...!!! i love the way you tied all of his professions to key aspects of his character and his pure heart (it's pure to me. 😒)

if you are crazy about doctor geto you NEED TO SEE THIS https://x.com/lespretzo/status/1726479240571617365?s=46

this artist draws him so beautiful and tender and softly, i hope you like their art as much as i do (the only suguru ever). when i found this art last weekend i kept praying for doctor geto to come save me and treat my ailments and then i ended up breaking my spine and staying in the er... what a bad omen

ur mind with lawyer sugu... oh dear... oh lord.. the briefcase and the slicked back hair oh my legs are divor

ALSO ANGRY/STRESSED OUT GETO IS SO HWHHFKEHFJRJFJJEKDNMGMGNHHH but wish only happiness on him... he deserves peace after the jjk universe.. i have some reservations about him being lawyer just because my mom is one too, and i've seen how stressful it is and how aggressive people get but chef's kiss nontheless

wow your response hit every part of me... the medical and barista... omfg and teacher suguru is so real, idk if you've read this? one fic about (elementary school) teacher suguru who trips over a bunch of blocks when he first sees you because he's completely taken away by your beauty, oh my heart... i have such a soft spot for teachers too because they've just been very dear to my life and ugh. these headcanons broken my heart and strung every piece back together in the same breath IM SORRY FOR BEING DRAMATIC but your mind is insane

as for my own thoughts i don't have too many :') that's why i asked u! because i was sure that you would deliver. i asked my friends about it and we were all kinda lost and i'm happy i found your blog since we both love suguru and we can talk about him! yipee

and the hurt comfort fic coming soon WOOISHIGHIOOOOOOOO *screaming in hurt*

WAHHHHH I’M SO GLAD I HAVE YOUR APPROVAL 🌖 ANON…… 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

ty for asking such a fun question!! AND YES he DOES have a pure heart 😔😔😔 he’s just trying his best to do good!!! he’s a sweetie!!!!

i’ve seen that doctor geto art before hehe it’s just. SO good. i love the art style sm!! and you’re so real anon i too need suguru geto to tuck me into bed and treat me during a bout of illness </3 WDYM YOU BROKE YOUR SPINE THOUGH 😭😭 PJDKDBBD……. pls take care of yourself…. don’t trip over a flight of stars and die ok……… doctor!sugu will be so disappointed 😔😔

AND LAWYER!SUGU….. yeahh i also think it’d be soso stressful for him 😭 i can picture him having a higuruma-esque breakdown eventually…. because he wants to help people so badly but sometimes he just Can’t and that drives him nuts. poor bby….

AS FOR TEACHER!SUGU…….. my beloved mutual alexis wrote that elementary school fic and i love it SO much he’s so cute and pathetic in it <333 my absolute beloved <3333 teacher!geto is such a dork. i adore him. i have a big soft spot for teachers too!! :(( and sugu would be so perfect. 100% views all his students as his kids… he tries not to but like. he can’t help but grow so fond of them. may or may not get teary eyed when they graduate (they tease him for it relentlessly while sobbing their eyes out LMAO)

BUT YES THANK YOU AGAIN feel free to come to me w sugu questions whenever you’d like!! :3 i’ll try my best to assist….. AND . i’m so happy you’re hyped for the hurt/comfort fic !!!! i’ll try my best to feed sugu nation well!!!!!!

[carpisuns]

Hfhgh now that I’m here I can’t remember the questions for the fanfic thing. oh well. I’m just gonna ramble

You already know you’re one of my fav fic writers. I love that you’re writing is so easy to read (like seriously love it, cause I never feel I’m wading through words or having to strain my concentration to follow what’s going on). but you still pack that emotional punch when needed and have some really lovely descriptions. It’s actually been cool to see how your writing has developed since I first got to know you. Like you were always a good writer but I feel like you’ve branched out more with how you use description etc

Of course my favourite thing is your humour. High quality stuff. I live for stupid shenanigans and you always deliver 😌

I’m trying to think what would be my favourite fic of yours and I honestly don’t know. Dirt fic has a special place in my heart.The lucky love one (my memory sucks okay, I can’t remember the title hdgfgg) made me laugh a lot

Oh actually that’s something else I appreciate about your writing. You balance drama with humor really well. Also you actually got me to read an established relationship soulmates fic, which is like so far from what I’m interested in hdgfgg. There were times when I was like “am I strong enough for this?” And yes apparently I was because i read the whole thing and really enjoyed it

Tldr: I like your writing a lot

AW KIM!!!! 😭😭😭💜💜💜💜 this is so sweet I’m all emo dhsjks <3 I’m glad to hear you say that my writing has developed cause I do feel like I’ve improved since I started writing for the fandom and that feels good! Like just as a person who writes for a living i find it comforting to know that I can still always get better and I’m not like stuck where I am. I’m not done growing and that’s exciting to me!

Aw thanks dhdjdkdk I enjoy writing stupid shenanigans so much!!! dirt fic and lucky were a lot of fun to write:) And right back at u cause your humor is Top Tier 🤌

aaa that’s so kind, thanks 🥺 that balance is important to me and it’s something I think about carefully and try hard to achieve so I’m glad it comes through! and yes hdjddk im honored that you actually read the entirety of my soulmates fic bc I know a lot of it including the very premise itself was not your cup of tea lol so it means a lot that you gave it a try and stuck with it to the end wow 🥺💜

Thank you so much kim this was so nice!!!! 😭 ily

fic asks

[vodid]

HELLO I don’t have a question but I just wanted to share a funny moment: I saw that u liked one of these rants I went on and I was like OH MY GOD SENPAI NOTICED ME (also more importantly, YOURE ON TUMBLR YESSSS) and I went into a tizzy of fangirling/boying (also is there a gender neutral way to say this) because YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR ART I WAS OBSESSED WHEN I SAW SOME OF UR MEGOP AND OP REELS ON INSTA AND IVE BEEN OBSESSED SINCE and it actually inspired me to start drawing transformers too and yeah sorry if that came across as creepy I just really love ur art and wanted to tell u that and I think you’re really funny and inspiring and very cool and AAAAA anyways :))

I’m okay it’s out of my system now :))))))

YOU. yes i know u hsjdjsjs good rant, excellent fic mentioned, impeccable taste. also very good art, the earthspark megop piece u drew is mwah chefs kiss

i was gonna reblog the rant bc i LOVE to promote that fic (and a tasteful rant 😌👌) but i may have conked out LOL anyway thank you sm waah <3 <3 glad my deranged and thirsty reels inspired you 🥺😌💕 and its not creepy!! its a very great message to wake up to <3 :'D its always wild to me to hear that sort of thing like.. wow that actually happened? i've had that sort of impact on people? <:') amazing

anyway have a good day anon <3 ur doing great with the tf art!

[ghostbeam]

omgg i loved ur vamp dabi fic smmmmm what if dabi there were other vampire clans or grps out there and wanted to prey on you as revenge on him n like ,,,,, one day he comes back into the castle ur there for safekeeping and he wants to hide away from u so ur not scared of him n ur like "babe let me take care of u already" and drag his bloodied up, roughed up, bruised up ass to the bathroom n he cant help but lean into your touch as you patch him up (hi hi imma go and feed into ur vampire brainworm xoxo hahaha -🍞)

Hiiii ohmygod I truly have so many thoughts running through my brain over this

I didn’t say in the fic but like the backstory for how reader and Dabi met was he saved u from like. Another vampire ajsjsksj (which that was all mari’s idea gotta thank her for giving me the inspo for this<3) but yeah I might write like a little Drabble about it at some point but idk yet

But anyways yeah……genuinely I think he’s so so so protective over u. Like I mention it once in the fic where he thinks about how he doesn’t want anyone to get to u first. he has to be the one to turn u so yeah definitely I think if other vamps came after u to get back at him he’d genuinely go fucking insane ajjssksksk

And I think if this happens around the time he turns you and you’re still getting used to like being a vampire and figuring out ur own strengths and he’s training you and taking u out to feed and stuff then yes Dabi is absolutely incredibly protective of u in this moment. Ur a little fledgeling u couldn’t fight vamps off if u tried right now (but you’ll learn cause Dabi wouldn’t let u leave the house without knowing how to protect yourself in some capacity)

So yeah he comes home covered in blood that’s not his and instead of greeting u where u sit in the living room he marches straight passed you and into the bathroom to clean up. It would take come coaxing from outside the door but he would finally let you in, let u strip him from his bloody clothes and wash his hair for him, watch the blood swirl down the drain. You’re far too good for him, completely unafraid even at his most brutal. You hold him gently and you wash the blood from his staples with care. You let him cling to you while you do it, fingers digging into ur hips and his face tucked into your neck. And when you’re done, you let him hold you close in his giant bed like it’s what you need, but it’s really for him.

Also gonna answer ur other ask here ajsjsksjks soooooo I don’t go into much detail in the fic cause I like Dabi being mysterious ajshdkdjd but yeah Dabi was turned the early 70s and ran from home afterwards because he couldn’t face his siblings as a vampire (and he also couldn’t control his bloodlust very well in the beginning) but yes he absolutely came back from the dead and got more fucked up hes been through some shit and has hardened over the years (except u make him softtttttt) but yeah I have a lot of likeeee thoughts about vamp Dabi and like his siblings cause he’d have to watch them grow old (and he does he keeps tabs on them the vase and the cup that reader drinks from are things he stole from fuyumi’s house during her pottery phase ajshdkdjdk) and I think him having to see that is part of the reason he turns reader.

But yeah wow this got sooooo long but I do love talking about him ajsjsksjsk thanks so much for being so sweet about it I’m so glad u liked the fic🥺🥺truly it means the world to me<33

[bonvoyagenoona]

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Note: @yuugehn, you’ve been super kind and generous with me! I love it when people share, and I’ve loved these discussions! I’ve tagged them # yuugehn said to pay homage to you and do a little bit of a play on the Tumblr comment structure lol. Thanks for stopping by with such great conversations!

these blog post replies make my day 🥺😭💜 i’m so glad you feel seen! your fans, such as myself, have the duty of making sure you know that your words reach us. & what a quote from your coworker. i pondered it a minute & my reaction was a slow 🤯. my takeaway from it is that living is yet another medium to express ourselves. am i missing anything here? what else could it mean?

Yes, your take on that quote speaks to me very much! How we express ourselves at any moment in time could be interpreted by someone as art. Isn’t that what we like to do with our fics? Little moments that we notice that are just so beautiful or poetic that we call attention to them? We just are. We can just be. (Also lol “fans”? We’re all just a bunch of people hanging out! 💜) 

re: attraction to someone in their element - it truly is magical to see people shine like this, just as your creative writing with all the depth of your layers & character building shines to me. 💖

Aw, well that’s very sweet, thank you! 

yay~ i’m glad my speculation about the title was right, but i love that there’s more it represents! honestly, you’re the one indulging me. i will always want to learn more about your story-building, whether it’s the title, characters, how long it took, your process, what inspired you, etc…i’m happy to take things as they are, of course, but even happier to feel like i get a complete picture. so please indulge me whenever you feel good about doing so!

Haha, well I’ll keep sharing, and I’m happy to get to have some time with you and anyone else who’s interested in this sort of stuff! I’ve actually started some posts on how I use psychological frameworks in my characterizations, so maybe I’ll keep pulling that thread for as long as it wants to be pulled!

-the supporting melody in a musical piece. i have so much to say about this, ahhh. (for context, i use to play violin then bass in orchestra so) i looked up sleigh ride & listened specifically for the oboe. to be transparent, i had to also look at the oboeists to pick out what they were playing but…wow!! what a lovely countermelody in what i honestly believed was a run-of-the-mill christmas carol…

you’re totally right about supporting melodies adding extra touches of magic & having to know what you’re looking for. i love the way you describe this 🥺

& now that we’re talking about it, i can actually think of a couple of examples where i feel the countermelody actually shines so brightly that i enjoy listening to the instrumentals rather than the song in its entirety: hamilton the musical’s “take a break” & ne-yo’s “when you’re mad.” bts (can’t not talk about them haha) countermelodies also really stand out to me! particularly fake love, mikrokosmos, and anpanman. 💜💜💜

Violin and bass are so beautiful! Pleeeease, I can’t believe you looked it up! Haha, you saying that made me want to look up the sheet music and reminisce! Having a wide range of experiences with instruments shows that you have talent in being able to understand those layers to it. Very much appreciate that. 

I agree with you about the songs you listed, especially Hamilton’s “Take a Break”, as well as the BTS instrumentals! I gravitate to those instrumentals more, and this discussion is making me think of how production also adds different flavors to things. Is the production sparse? Does it leave room to breathe? Is it lush, where every corner of the page is stuffed? My brother and I were talking about this when comparing two songs: Uptown Boyband’s “I GO 아이고”, which I’m obsessed with right now, and Agust D’s Daechwita. The contrast made for a super lively discussion about our tastes, as well as how the music videos parallel the song structures themselves. Uptown Boyband’s video is sparse, there’s space, but there’s still a story, just a simpler one. Agust D’s is lush, full, sweeping, has two storylines with several characters, cameos even, lots of color and action and sets. I could go on for days. It’s fascinating.

random addition: i also have a background in dance (specifically, hip-hop) & i absolutely love how dance can highlight different parts of a countermelody or layer of an instrument that you may not have noticed in the background. i’m not sure if you’re familiar with the term already, but it’s called musicality!

You are so talented!! Yes, I love musicality! Do you think that your chosen instruments or the styles of music / dance you gravitate to influences or reflects that? I also sing, and I grew up singing Alto II in choirs, so I learned more about all of the layers that come together to create a whole piece. Most of the time, alto parts serve as foundation upon which other melodies build, but if I hadn’t learned those parts, I wouldn’t have a greater appreciation for musicality in general. Really tuned my hear and attention to see what might go unnoticed, and not just in music, but in life.

-a metaphor for rapline and stationary girl’s work as producers/songwriters, but not main performers. yes, your entire sentence describing this, yes. it’s like what is the actor or actress without the writer’s script? the director’s vision?

-“counter” as wordplay to introduce new and different ideas, and “melody” to show that those new and different ideas might actually be better than you thought. you’re totally namjooning me here & i embrace it with open arms. 🤗 thank you for sharing why you linked the two ideas - what a wonderful story of discovery & realization…i love that we can find such a deep joy i’m the serendipitous events that happen to us. even if they don’t seem serendipitous at first. 😅

-finally, the simple fact that beanie boy and stationary girl’s melodic relationship developed at a literal counter. this one was a super fast 🤯🤯🤯. i am bursting at the idea with you. god, what a masterpiece. once i finish reading through all of your works, countermelody will be my first re-read. i have just met you (& only virtually) but i love you already. 🥰

“Namjooning me” hahaha aw, I’ve so loved these little chats! I think this one was about all these different factors that somehow come together to produce art. Which is funny, because we started out talking about how art is life. Sending you love as well, and hoping that today, you remember that you’re part of that expression, through your dance, your music, your own nuances -- all the little things that make up your own musicality! 💜

[kimvvantae]

okay isa… i just fuck where do i start? *prepares a whole speech over how good puzzle was*

um ladies and gentleman… let me present to u the fic that had the most beautiful angst, smut and humor… like what the fuck… i cried, i screamed out of anger, i awed and i got horny lmaooo dude so many emotions at the same time… but hey that’s truly a power i mean wow… you write so so so well isa i hope you know this! i know puzzle is an old series but this is just the beginning hun! i’ll be reading your jimin fic series right after and i am already so so excited!

but let me just say some quiiiiiick things about puzzle before we move on…

when reader says jungkook is a part of her??? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 yes.. that was my reaction. actual tears.

their love is so genuine and ugh the bar scene had me stressed. i had to drop my phone and take a walk. i’m dead serious isa. you perfected this. thank you so much for being here and sharing your work with us i cannot even begin to express how amazing you are!

*goes directly to the jimin fic* don’t mind me 🫠

all love from lati 💓

lati gurlll 😭😭 couldn't find your nouns pls correct me if i'm wrong tho SO GLAD YOU LIKED PUZZLE!!!!! it's one of my babies fr so yeah it means a lot 🥺🥺 about the bar scene???? I WAS stressed writing it like i had to put it down and run some laps around my room lmao same with the confession scene,, many moments were "overwhelming" to write you if it makes sense?? it's just that i was so in love with these two all throughout and i'm happy things ended well for them 🥺 not happy about tae and joy tho

thank YOU for reading & sharing your thoughts with me!! i hope you like tml as well!!

[sparrow-stunned]

Okay okay i just need to ramble about the yandere xiao fic because woah it was so 😭🥰

It genuinely filled me with pure dread to the point i closed my curtains and it’s been a long time since anyone’s writing was able to do that. So like very props to you because your writing??? Absolutely immaculate 😩👌

A lot of writers forget that the yandere trope is supposed to be terrifying yet also enjoyable for the reader, like they just write a kidnappingbut make the character slightly overprotective, but not really intimidating. But you, oh you managed to capture that feeling of horror, the slow loss of hope, the drowsy feeling of separating yourself from reality because of it all just ugh it’s so perfect, love it so so much.

Also i was crying during the end, when Eula came to save us 🥺 it made me so sad, the lost love between darling and her. I was practically screaming in my head “no!! Eula run away!! Don’t die for this!!” And i’m so glad she (hopefully) got away without any extra harm to her. I hope she got to go live a happy life and find someone else to love her, getting to move on from the reader. Sad but I wish only the best for my favorite woman <\3

Anyways sorry for the rambling!! It’s just that your writing is absolutely perfect and i will be re-reading that fic for a good few weeks, i just absolutely had to let you know how perfect that fic

wow, thank you for such a wonderful comment! please don’t be sorry —it’s not rambling to me—because it honestly made my day. I love reading comments/feedback/thoughts about my fics, since my perspective as a writer is very different from that of a reader.

it’s funny that you mention it filled you with dread, because when I write yandere fics, I don’t consciously go for that kinda mood. it just kinda happened with this fic, with the background and characterization.

the xiao I chose to portray was a bit removed from what I would describe as canon xiao—more animalistic, less restraint, none of that morality struggle nonsense, especially considering that he’s really not grappling with things like karmic debt. less traumatized, and a lot more dangerous. so yeah, that mental divide between him and darling, where he truly does not understand what he’s doing wrong, means fun times for everyone.

as for yandere portrayals, soft or sadistic or whatever, i read depending on mood; coincidentally, before writing, I happened to read this amazing darkfic, dead dove do not eat variety. really made me in the mood to write something fucked up—so with the anon request, i was like... how about 'let’s have sex while i'm forcing you to look at a man I killed for you while in a puddle of his blood'

on the one hand, hot. on the other, what the fuck.

(also, I will be honest and say that my brain was in constant thirst mode while writing some parts…)

fanfics are very much personal preference. different strokes for different folks, as the saying goes! I like yandere fics where the danger is subtle. for me, it’s not so much about the capture, but moreso the ✨implications✨. yes, I am indeed a fan of things like suspense and slow burn haha.

i definitely think there’s room for many types of portrayals, though I’m happy to hear you liked mine! my personal preference is focusing on the psychological aspect, which you can definitely see in the fic when darling just kinda goes.. despondent. your comment about the loss of hope and their separation from reality is spot on!

Poor Eula… I was considering having a more, um, gruesome ending, but I love her too much to really go through with it. she’s quite a comfort character for me, so it'd have been jarring to write. I had a lot of fun writing the Eula and darling scenes though, since they were so cute.

overall, a big thank you for the feedback! I really, really appreciated this ask, and I’m happy to see you enjoyed it so much!