#but today + tmr is busy for me so this is the best i can do for me

[fuuta-daily]

Day 7

late today because i got defeated by laundry. have a doodle of fuuclair (this is all @two-rings's fault)

[staawberru]

my childhood friend wrote a gay omegaverse faction about me! Chapter 4

An sorry for all the time skips😭😭 just wanted to get this chapter done

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Your pov

   As soon as you got home you texted Lily back. 

Lily :P: ‘I saw your profile pic!!! I luv luv luv opm and saw king as your pfp I knew you’d be cool>:3’ 

You: ‘Um I’ve never watched that shi’ 

Lily :P: ‘Oh um then why do you have him as your profile..?’

You: ‘I jst thought he look cool ig’

Lily :P: ‘lol understandable so I saw you lived in [town name] I live there too!’ 

You: ‘oh really? What high school u go to?’ 

Lily :P: ‘long house high’

You: ‘oh I go to [high school name]’ 

Lily :P: ‘aw :(‘

   God she was cute, the little faces she made were just adorable. It was a shame you didn’t go to the same school. You see the phone ping again and you go back to texting her 

Lily :P: ‘So what do you like to do?’ 

You: ‘play video games mostly wbu’

Lily :P: ’the same actually I like playing stardew valley what bout yuu??’

Lily :P: ’you**’ 

You: ’cod mostly’

You: ’my friend has stardew valley we can play sometime?’ 

  You know you're rushing it but, you don’t really mind, you like her. You said you're not going to fall under pretty girls' curses, and you haven’t, she’s different. And jobie isn’t going to judge me for playing stardew valley, or tell anyone at that, if he did you’d just ignore him for a while. You’ve learned that’s the most effective punishment for him. 

Lily :P: ‘omg that would be so fun!’

You: ‘how about we play tmr? I can probably convince him to let me play’

Lily :P: ‘it’s a date !!!’

   A date. Wow. You don’t remember the last time you were on a date, always busy with school or practice, so you never really got time to actually date. Now, you're not delusional, you know she probably doesn’t mean it like that, but you're still hanging out with a girl, even if it is unfortunately under the watchful eye of Jobie, but oh well, can’t have everything. Speaking of Jobie, you still have to convince him. It’ll be easiest if you wait until tomorrow to talk to him. You don’t have his phone number, well, you do, but it’s lost in the sea of numbers that are unnamed. So you’ll wait to ask him at school. For now, all you have to do is play games until you pass out. You’ll worry about all that tomorrow.

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The bus ride was quiet, you were too tired to talk to Jobie, so you rested your head on the bus window, trying your best to not mind the constant shaking. You tried to go to sleep, but Jobie was typing away on his phone and you could hear the click clack on his phone. It was annoying, very, very annoying. You scowled. He was probably texting his boyfriend, you don’t know why but that irked you. Maybe it was the thought of him gossiping to his little booboo bear about makeup or some shit. But it wasn’t like you cared or anything. Maybe you want to take a little peek, but that’s doesn’t mean anything. Going in to the temptation, you do peek. It looked like he was writing something you can’t see very well, his screen brightness lowered all the way. Squinting, you can definitely make out your name. Why would he write your name? Instead of dodging the question and being a pussy, you decided to ask him.

    “What are you doing?” You whisper. Okay, so maybe you lied, you are going to slightly dodge the question. Jobie immediately got red in the face and he hid his phone.

      “Oh, uh, I’m making a story,” he stuttered slightly, looking around the bus.

       “What is it about?” You asked, glancing at his phone again. What was he hiding? He was so obvious about it too, his face getting even redder than you thought possible.

    “I’ll tell you about it later...” His voice getting weak and trailing off. “We’re almost at school.”

    “Mm, yeah. Oh, that reminds me,” you say, him looking up at you. “Can I come over to your house today?”

    “Oh, yeah, of course!” He answered quickly. Too quickly. It only made you more suspicious. You roll your eyes, what could he possibly do? Especially to you.

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      The day went as fast as a boring school day could, but now it was finally time to play with Lily. Finally, The bus ride was short and pretty good, Jobie was too focused on his story he barely noticed you, which was completely fine with you. You decided to text Lily a simple ‘Almost at the house wbu’, and as predicted she answered you right away. ‘Oh yay!!!!! I’m sick so I’ve be at home all day｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡’. You noticed you're finally at Jobie’s bus stop, so turn your phone off.

   “Hey Jobie we’re here,” you say. He looks at you, ew, but still, you power through and the both of you get off the bus and start on the track to his house.

                                                          -

     When you get there, the first thing you do is text Lily. She shows you how to best boot up the game and join her world. It’s confusing at first, you’ve never really played a peaceful game before. It got quite repetitive after a while, just planting parsnips and talking to the villagers. But she introduced you to the glorious mines. You spent most of your time in the mines and every time you came back to sleep the farm got prettier and prettier. You originally thought this game was going to be horrible, but Lily had changed your mind. You couldn’t help but smile and laugh at the most stupid of things, she was a joy to be around and she made your day ten times better. And Jobie could tell, Jobie was furious. But you didn’t know, you didn’t realize Jobie was in the same room as you. You assumed he went out to the living room. You assumed because you were ignoring him he was ignoring you. You didn’t realize that he was glaring at you, that all he wanted to do was to pull you off that damn computer and force you to pay attention to him. So that’s what he did.

[confessions-of-a-monster-freak]

Dogs really are man’s best Wingman - Minho TMR

Prompt: Out walking their dog who chases your dog. WC: 3640

Synopsis: You work from home at a service desk that does data entry and take night classes from the local college for your chosen degree. You go on regular walks with your dog Lark, and just so happen to run into a certain someone.

Another prompt fill, I am quite happy with this one, even though it is rather short. This is a Non-Apocalypse Minho from The Maze Runner. If you have any questions on how I see the Gladers in today's society, put them in my ask box! I will answer the best I can.

Notes, Reblogs, and comments are appreciated! (I'd love to hear feedback or even silly little comments from you!)

Warnings: Swearing? (I don't know if the words I used count as swearing.)

I was finally on my lunch break, my legs were starting to cramp from the lack of movement, but it was better than constantly moving around a warehouse or otherwise. That meant it was time for a walk with Lark. Who had been patiently waiting on the couch for me this entire time. I stood up and walked to the door to grab her leash. When she heard the jingle of her leash she jumped off the couch and happily pranced over to me. She was happily prancing around and partially on my feet when I had a good hold on her harness. Her long tail thumped into my legs as I straddled her to get her harness on.

“C’mon Lark, just stand still a bit longer yeah?” I grumbled softly, having a struggle to try and get her harness on. She was normally very compliant when I had to put her harness on. Today it seemed she just wanted to get out. I couldn’t blame her, I’d been so busy I couldn’t even toss the tennis ball around for her during calls. I felt bad about it, but I knew I could make up for it when we got back and I got back to work, and when my classes started. I could play tug of war whilst listening to the lectures, or even give her a busy bowl for some enrichment.

Once her harness was attached properly, I toed on my shoes. Thank goodness for running slip-ons. I grabbed my keys, and my doggy bag, and slid on my headphones. It was time for some music and a change of scenery. Maybe even to stop at the cafe a few blocks down. At that thought I decided to duck back and grab my wallet. Tucking it into the doggy bag for safekeeping. I hooked her leash and opened the door. She knew better than to tug, but there were times that she had gone AWOL. I was doing my best to correct it when it happened, such as when she went AWOL after a squirrel. But just to be safe, I gave her the harness.

I turned on my headphones as we got into the elevator, scrolling through a playlist before deciding to shuffle it and hope I got some good songs. The elevator dinged and we left. Setting off from the building at a brisk pace. Lark stayed in front of me and kept an easy pace. Her tail wagged happily as we walked, starting to almost prance again as I picked up my walking speed. If I wasn’t sure that I wouldn’t be able to handle two dogs I’d get another one to keep her company. She’s old enough that I’m not concerned about littermate syndrome.

My lunch break was typically an hour to hour and a half long so we had time. I remember when people told me not to get a Dalmatian because I lived in an apartment. All these worries about it being aggressive, barking excessively, or even not getting enough exercise. Here I was proving them wrong, getting Lark was the best decision I could have made. She kept me just as entertained as I kept her, as well as active. Now that I had her, I had a reason to get up and get out of bed in the morning, and go for walks. Hike even. Not that I had very many opportunities to do so.

I made up my mind to stop at the cafe so I could eat on the way back. I could even get a biscuit for her too. I was lucky that it was a pet-friendly cafe, and that they made stuff for dogs there too. As we continued our walk we passed some other dog walkers, most of which I knew were for people who had jobs that took them out of the house for work. I smiled as I passed, and continued along. Lark even stopped a few times to say hi to the dogs. I was proud of the work that I’d put into her, she still had a long way to go and was still young so we had time. I wanted to work on off-leash recall. That way when I did go hiking or camping I could call her back if needed.

I could finally see the cafe, we had a bit to go still, but at least it was in sight. It also didn’t look too crowded, which meant I didn't have to hold onto Lark’s harness to make sure that she stayed where she was supposed to. Even with her having a fairly good heel down, she still had issues in crowded places with other dogs. Especially since she just wanted to play with all of them.

With some more pep in my step, I continued along, Lark was wagging her tail as we got closer. She could probably smell the other dogs that had been there and wanted to sniff around when we got there. I took this small gap of time to look down at my phone and check the time. That and to skip the song I was listening to, it didn’t quite fit my mood at the moment.

In the split second from skipping the song to the next. I heard a name being called. I turned to see where it was coming from only to have something rocket into my legs. I stumbled, pulling Lark back as I did before looking down and spotting this bright red dog wagging at my feet and greeting Lark. There was a leash attached to a black harness on the dog, but that didn’t seem to be attached to a human.

“Well hello you…” I said, pulling off my headphones and crouching down to greet the dog. “You got away from your human didn’t you?” I cooed softly, letting the dog sniff my hand before petting its head. It was very soft, softer than most dogs that had this long of fur. I reached around for a collar or tags and managed to find one. Printed on a simple tag was the name Cinder.

“Cinder! Goddamnit” I turned and saw a man jogging across the street to me and the dog. He was well built and also seemed pretty athletic from the clothes he was wearing. He crossed the street and then whistled, Cinder looked between me and the man before running back to him and sitting at a heel at his side.

“I'm so sorry, I wasn’t paying attention and she yanked the leash out of my hands” He apologized, reaching down to pick up her leash as she stared at him. Once he had the leash in his hands he wrapped it around his wrist a bit more firmly. “That's a nice Dalmatian,” He said looking at Lark, before looking at me.

“She’s friendly, you’ve got a pretty dog yourself” I answered, as he crouched down to greet Lark, who seemed more than content to let him pet her so long as she could get closer to Cinder. She tugged a bit before I corrected her and she rounded back to me. Not in a heel, but closer to my legs to where she wouldn’t be tugging at her leash.

“She seems really well trained” I pointed out, since she hadn’t broken her heel even with Lark trying to play with her. I was curious if he’d teach me how to do that with Lark, or even point me in the direction of the person who taught his dog that.

“Thank you, she is. She has to be for the amount of hikes we go on. I guess she just couldn’t contain herself this time” He shrugged, looking down at her before patting her head. Making her tail start to thump on the concrete behind him.

“I’m Minho,” He said, sticking out his hand for me to shake. I took it and introduced myself. Before looking down at Lark who was wagging her tail enthusiastically whilst looking at Cinder, she didn’t tug to try and get closer and play.

“Well Minho, do you think you can teach me how to get that good of a heel?” I asked, “I’ll buy if you’d like to stop at the cafe” I offered, deciding maybe the promise of food or a drink might help ease any tension.

“Sounds good to me” He agreed, clicking his tongue and Cinder stood up and watched her owner very dutifully. “It took me some time to get her this good, but I think I can get…” He trailed off, having not been told my own dog’s name.

“Lark” I answered, starting to walk, this time slower as Lark drifted over to the side Cinder was on to walk next to her. I was hoping this could turn into a good friendship, even if it was just based on him helping me with training my dog.

“Lark. I think I can get her close” He said with a grin, leading me to smile as well. Minho seemed very charming and personable. Someone I could get along with. Which I did as we continued to talk whilst walking to the cafe. I was keeping a rather dutiful eye on the time since it was a fifteen-minute walk back to my apartment from the Cafe.

“So what do you do?” I asked, looking over at the man who was keeping an even pace with me. I would assume he was some sort of fitness coach with how he looked. He wasn’t buff per se, just well-built and in shape. Maybe he was an athlete at the nearby college. I wasn’t quite sure.

“Work at a sports store” He answered, “Not ideal, but it gets me discounts on the stuff that she wrecked as a puppy” He added, looking down at Cinder who was staring right back up at him. Unaware that he was talking negatively about her she started wagging her tail furiously.

“I’m also in school to get my bachelor's, last year and then I can get that cartography degree,” He said with a huff, “I’m glad it's almost over, I’m getting tired of the traffic on campus” He tacked on at the end. Figuring my question could be interpreted both ways.

“Sounds annoying, the last time I was over in that area I was stuck at a traffic light for like fifteen minutes” I agreed, it's been ages since I was over at the college. Normally Rush Week would be the busiest time, but apparently this year they had a surge of freshmen compared to previous years.

“I can’t wait to graduate and be able to camp for like two weeks and then go do my job” He sighed wistfully, I wasn’t sure how cartography worked but I assumed it could be a pretty lonely job. Maybe that’s why he got Cinder, to keep him company whilst he worked.

Once we got to the cafe and had our stuff ordered and bought for. Minho insisted on sitting outside so that way there’d be fewer distractions for Lark whilst training. Which was smart, I didn’t think about the fact it might not be the dogs in the cafe causing the issue. It could be the noise in the Cafe.

“To keep her focus on you” He started, having taken Lark’s leash from me whilst I held onto Cinder’s for him. “You need to have something she wants, that way she learns it positively,” He said, digging into his own pouch and pulling out a dog biscuit. Lark’s eyes suddenly locked onto his hand. Her tail started to wag and she almost looked ready to jump him for it.

I laughed softly at her reaction. “I barely give her treats for training, mostly I give her kibble so she eats her food” I explained. Having felt that would be better since she had alternating food schedules. She got raw food three times a week, and kibble four times a week.

Minho hummed and nodded. Before he continued to explain how to get her to heel like how Cinder had. Whilst he talked I pet Cinder, who’d laid her head in my lap. Growing tired over her owner talking.

It was weird seeing Lark be so receptive to a new person. She wasn’t stranger aggressive, but she was wary of strangers. Seeing her being so comfortable as to jump on him to try and get the treat was a new thing. That and she rarely jumped because she was strong enough to knock me over. Cinder was different, she seemed so open to everyone and everything. Including me, since she was half asleep in my lap whilst Minho walked and talked me through the heel process.

Eventually, we swapped places, with me taking Lark’s leash and going through the process a few times to hopefully get it down. Once that was done, we sat down to eat, talking more in the process. Minho seemed like a pretty good guy. One with a lot of ambition and some crazy friends it seemed. “I told him not to get in the car, 'cause it was Dingus driving” He continued, Dingus was Thomas. Or at least what Minho called him frequently. “But he got in the car, and I watched them spin on the ice as soon as he left the parking lot. I seriously question how some of them even got into their majors” He finished, grinning as he watched me laugh at the horrible story.

“That is ridiculous.” I shook my head, his friends sounded interesting. I was bad with names, so I’d probably have to be reminded. But I didn’t think I would forget Thomas any time soon and his horrible driving skills. “How many tickets has he gotten?” I asked, reaching down to pet Lark as she was pawing at my leg for attention.

“None so far, stupidly lucky bastard” He answered, shaking his head. “I keep telling him that he’s going to get ticketed one of these days. But apparently, the cops don’t even try” He huffed, crossing his arms. “He’s going twenty over and doesn’t get pulled over. I go five over, and I get pulled over” He pouted, apparently still sour over the whole ordeal.

I couldn’t help but laugh, seeing someone like him pout was oddly adorable and funny at the same time. When I started to laugh his pout went away and turned into a smile. For how we met, we turned out to be pretty compatible. That and our dogs were compatible which was a rare scenario for me.

“Well this was wonderful, and I will put all of that into practice. But I have to get back so I don’t miss my check-in for work” I said eventually, holding onto my to-go cup of the drink I typically got wherever I went.  “But maybe we should meet up again, since both of them dragged us together,” I added, smiling at him. He looked down at Cinder who did nothing but wag her tail at him. She then looked at Lark and me and continued wagging her tail.

“I think that’s a good idea, how does tomorrow evening sound at the dog park?” He asked, looking back up at me with a smile. I assumed it was due to him working, but it worked out perfectly since I didn’t have a lecture that evening.

“Sounds good to me.” I agreed, before pulling out my phone and offering it to him to input his number. “That way if either of us needs to cancel” I added, watching as he took my phone and inputted his number. Before sending himself a text with my phone and handing it back.

“See you tomorrow evening” He called, watching me walk back down the street with Lark.

I echoed his parting words, waving at him before turning around and picking my speed up again to get home in time for the clock-in. He seemed nice, and so did Cinder. Maybe regular Pup-play dates would be in order. I’d have to ask about that tomorrow, but for now, I had to get home and find a proper meal to eat in between calls.

I had decided to drive to the dog park, that way when Lark had exhausted herself I didn’t have to do much with her except load her into the car. I pulled up and unloaded her, locking my car before heading into the park. Lark was prancing about as we did, she always loved getting so much open space to run around. I didn’t like to bring her in the afternoons, as that’s when I found most of the Puppies that needed “Socializing” were out.

That led to some disasters that I’ve had to break up before. I didn’t understand how people could be ignorant about what socializing was. In fact, they were just traumatizing their poor dog by putting them in a park with other dogs. Not to mention the new wave of people not vaccinating their dogs for simple things.

I heard another car pull up and turned to see Minho getting out of his car with Cinder. Who pranced over to the gate and pawed at it. I laughed at her behavior, Minho didn’t seem concerned with her running off. I opened it for her and let her run around with Lark once they entered. I figured they wouldn’t need much, so I brought a few tennis balls just in case. I even had that old frisbee in my trunk still. But with the way they were sprinting around the park, it didn’t seem like they needed any additional toys.

“I don’t think they need the toys I brought” He laughed, joining me in the park. He was now in jeans and a plain polo shirt. He didn’t look like he’d just gotten off of work, so I assumed his shift was earlier in the morning. “I do not believe so” I agreed, “I think they are gonna tire each other out” I added, walking over to one of the benches and sitting down. Lark quickly sped past me with Cinder chasing her. 

“How is the heel going?” He asked, joining me on the bench. Looking over at me. I had texted him at some point yesterday because Lark was struggling again and he offered some pointers.

“Okay ish” I laughed, “It's kinda difficult to practice in my apartment with it. But I made some progress in” I admitted, which was true. She mostly wanted to play instead of practice, and I couldn’t blame her. I was trying to practice whilst listening to my lecture. Which made my focus off, as well as hers.

“So long as you keep consistency you should be fine” He assured, looking over at me before looking at Lark. “So if you live in an apartment, why’d you get her?” He asked, “Now don’t think I’m one of those, “Don’t get a dog if you live in an apartment” People, I live in an apartment with her.” He corrected quickly, gesturing to Cinder who was belly up and roughhousing with Lark.

“I got lonely, and while I do like cats, I needed to get out more” I explained, “I work a customer support and data entry job from home. Plus I take online night classes. So I truly never leave home much” I watched Lark as she jumped over Cinder and then off they went chasing each other. It brought a smile to my face seeing her this happy.

“We should make this a regular thing” I offered up, “Gets both of us out, and gives them freedom to run around” I grinned as Lark came running up to me and slammed into my legs before whirling around and taking off again. I laughed off the pain in my shins from her impact and watched them sprinting around the totally empty park. Barely anyone went to this park in the evening. Making it perfect for training and for Lark to get her energy out completely.

“Sounds like a good plan to me.” Minho agreed. Before he turned to look at me. “How would you like to go camping?” He offered and I turned to look at him, my mouth opening slightly before I smiled. That was forward and out of the blue, but not totally unwelcome. We got along really well, and so did our dogs. It was only reasonable to ask something like that. 

“Are you asking me on a date?” I inquired, watching him grin back at me. He started to chuckle a bit before glancing at the dogs to make sure they were doing fine and not getting into any major trouble.

“Absolutely” He replied and I laughed. Nodding my head agreeing. Minho was charming, and I definitely wanted to get to know him better than I already knew now. So I assumed he wanted the same with me. We’d have to figure out our schedules for camping, but I’m sure it’d be fun.

“So long as you can keep Lark in check, then yes” I answered, turning to look at the dogs, who knew that it would be dogs that are man’s best wingman. Lark came running back to me and was panting, slobbering all over the ground. “Are you having fun darling?” I cooed, grabbing her face and squishing it playfully as she mouthed at me. I laughed and played with her until Cinder came and stole her away again.

“I think I can handle her, it’s you I’m worried about” Minho teased lightly, making me shove him with my shoulder pouting playfully until we both just started laughing. Maybe this date would be a good thing for both of us.

Well hello! You've made it to the end of this fic. I've got a question for you if you'd like to share your answer. What's your favorite dog breed? I personally love Beaucerons. *Cinder is an Irish Setter, and yes, I went down a dog breed rabbit hole to find a dog that Minho would get along with.

[oleander-nin]

hi again! i'm back :D i hope you had a great day and i'm sending this kinda late so i don't think you'll respond until tmr so i hope you have a great night as well :) you're very cool!!

since the topic of yandere turtles is back, i wanted to add my thoughts as well >:) i personally like characterizing things like this with songs or getting ideas from songs bc it helps my flow and i was listening to "Velvet Ring" by Big Thief and i thought that it could suit the yandere turtles plus their darling a bit:

"love is a gentle thing" — like what the turtles would want from their darling, platonic or not, they js want their darling and stuff and most of the time, i'm pretty sure they don't see what they're doing is wrong so i would imagine they see all their actions as necessary and all their affections as gentle and nurturing and why is darling trying to push them away? ah, they must be having a bad day, guess the turtles gotta love them harder! while "yours is thicker than a velvet ring" — as opposed to the turtle's delusions, i would imagine this part as what the darling goes through. like every touch, act, and word that comes from the turtles is js the nightmare continuing :(

and to the SS cake anon, i loved their thoughts on how the turtles would "break" for their darling and turn all crazy if they didn't start off like that! mikey is also a hard turtle for me to characterize and i dont know why. the best way i could describe him as a yandere is the "my precious, my precious" meme from lord of the rings; aka wanting darling for himself and no one else. also the fact that he's the youngest so hes usually the one being taken care of despite the fact that he is capable of taking care of himself so i think if he were to break for his darling, it'd have to do something with the fact that he has someone he can take care of now! someone he can dote on and adore instead of not being taken seriously enough to go on his own mission, y'know? i don't think he'd be as overbearing as yandere raph but i think something like that would at least be present. or going back to the fact that he's the youngest and raph didnt want him to go on a mission for the longest time bc he thought he couldnt handle it, maybe just the fact that he's not seen as "weak" (as weak as a war machine mutant box turtle can be). the fact that darling doesn't see that in him probably makes him want to chase that and keep it for himself snd keep darling for himself— idk its hard to do yandere mikey D: sorry i rambled on so much!!

let me stop myself before i talk too much, sorry again for the long message!! i hope you and the rest of your lovely anons and 8 bit too have a great rest of your day and night!

-💤 anon

Sorry for the late response! I was busy today fnjkanvkfda

I love your whole analysis on this. I've never been one to be able to connect songs to things, but I'm very glad you're able to and you shared it with me. I love the way you see it and completely agree, 10/10

"the best way i could describe him as a yandere is the "my precious, my precious" meme from lord of the rings" - Real. Mikey is so hard for me, because I can't decide how I want to portray him lol.

very much agree with your Mikey analysis, love it very much I'm frothing at the mouth fdnakjvnfkjadndkjna;k

Thank you sm for the ask, I love seeing y'all's thoughts on the yan turtles! It's super fun lol. Sorry again for the late answer, I hope you had a great day/night and stay safe sleepy!

[krviiror]

!! An@ diaries ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡

28 August 2024, 11:44 pm.

• trying to fast as much as possible..

• alternating between fasting n 300 cals max (volleyball)a day /week

Goal day reach:: 1st October 2024.

Goals::

˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚Day 1...

September 1st,2024

• umm so.. my unlucky ass got my period the day after I was gonna start fasting 😞

When I get my period it's so hard for me to not binge because I start craving food even if I'm not hungry so I binged the whole day and failed ... Tomorrow ill try to fast since my period never affects me on the 4th day !! And it's also Monday so I find it easier for me to "schedule" my fasting and omad yk😓 but anyways I'll try do to my best to prevent myself from eating and since school started its been getting much more easier since im busy the whole day,yippie!!! But anyways bye babes I'll update tmr!🤗

˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚ Day 2...

September 2th,2024

• ok so..Today there was no school because it was Labor Day! So preventing myself to eat was a lil harder😓 But I guess I did ok today! For breakfast at around 8:45am I had 2 croissants which I had NO idea it was almost 300 CALORIES EACH. So I def had a lil moment of regret after eating it🤗🤗 but it's wtv I guess🙄 luckily I was occupied for the rest of the day deep cleaning my room so I didn't eat anything except chew on sugar free gum😛

at around 2:30 I went to play beach volleyball with my friends which we played for like 4 hours straight so I ended up burning most of the cals I got from the croissants!!! After we got tired we went dep and I tried monster for the first time!! It was the white sugar free one and it was only 10 cals so I was very happy abt that!! I didn't really like the flavor tbh.. but it's still a good "safe food" when I'm eating less than 300 cals ! After that I walked home so I was able to burn a lil more calories and my mom made pasta so I had a plate! And that's all for today🤭

Since tmr I'm going back to school I'll be able to fast/ eat less than 300cals for the week! That's all goodnight guys!:)

˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚Day 3...

September 3th,2024

... I actually wanna kms😞

So I had volleyball tryouts/practice today and I had this plan to only eat a small meal for lunch so I can atleast have some energy for volley... and that's what I did! I had one hotdogs which was able to fill me up for the day and I was able to burn it all out during volleyball! So I decided to starve for the rest of the afternoon and when I came home my freaking brother bought like a whole ass feast for the both of us and I was trying sooooo hard to resist but I felt bad bc he used his miney and he's always so kind to me and I couldn't lie to him bc ik he knows yk😞 so my fatass ate a freaking cake and shawarma thinking if I drank a 100 cal smoothie during it would make a difference but no it did not🤬🤬 u honestly feel so guilty and disgusting bc I just CANNOT PREVENT MYSELF FROM EATING. AS HARD AS I TRY I JUST CANT I END UO GIVING IN☹️☹️ and I'm honestly so done with saying "oh I'm gonna fast the whole day tmr I won't eat anything and catch up" like no girl why you lying😞 please if u guys have tips to avoid and YK HOW I FEEL PLEASEEE HELP A GIRL OUT💔💔

[princessjules510]

i want to preface this by saying this is a lot and i’m sorry🫶 rant below the cut

this isn’t a “everyone is obsessed w me” post i promise. but i need some advice. i have a best friend of almost five years. we used to be really close and shit and when we’re together at school we like to hangout w each other. but lately when i try to text her about something funny or like talk shit about someone we hate, she takes for-fucking-ever to respond. like, it’s like more than half a day. and it’s so annoying cause i don’t wanna be one of those people where they don’t feel like responding to yknow? anyway, i always respond immediately because i’m always on my phone LIKE EVERYONE ELSE but she can never text back within a reasonable timeframe. like even when it’s 30 secs after she sends me something she can’t take another five to text back????

and like all the other times she’s always told me “oh i’m really busy” or “oh i haven’t been on my phone much” and i accepted it because those are valid right? but now it’s really starting to piss me off. a couple days before her birthday she posted on her story (we usually text on snapchat) that she was out w a friend (who i am no longer friends w because she treated me shitty but that’s for another post) and i was like okay that’s fine don’t care. but i text a couple days later and she doesn’t respond, per usual. and then she responds BUT SHE REPLIED FUCKING YESTERDAY and then i texted her again today because i wanted to make plans because i haven’t seen her since school ended and she doesn’t. respond. so i text her on messages. no fucking response there. so i’m like okay maybe she’ll reply tmr or something. that was like three hours ago.

so now i’m laying in bed on instagram and i notice a post by kit connor who i love very much (so does my best friend) and sees that SHE FUCKING LIKED THE POST. so i go to see when it was posted AND IT WAS POSTED TWO. FUCKING. HOURS AGO. like hello???? you have time to scroll on instagram and hangout WITH OTHER PEOPLE but you don’t have ten seconds in your day to send me a text?? honestly i don’t wanna give this friendship up but like. i might have to at least talk to her or something cause i’m fed up with this. she has time to talk to a person i don’t like and knows that they treated me horribly but can’t make time for the one person that has been there for her since she moved to my town??

i know no one saw my last post about my desperation but i seriously need help w this one😭

[figula]

evening

today wasn't as annoying as yesterday, i am mostly over the tax thing. managed to knock like 12% off the total by going through all my groceries purchases (all my business expenses are really spread out, it's annoying) but ill have to pay like £450 which. bleh i guess is fine bc i actually have the money to do so it's churlish of me to complain about a bill i can pay, when there are people who cant afford to eat healthy meals or heat their homes! let alone pay an unexpected bill w/o problems

i got a few commissions today + made a few ready-to-ship wigs that i'll put on instagram tmr so that's good too

had a chat w/ my high school best friend liz - she had the most incred gossip that none of you will care about but i'm going to share anyway! she's dating TOM LASTNAME! this is actually crazy news im so excited. they always kind of liked each other (they met when htey were 16, in sixth form) and now they're both 30 they're actually properly giving it a go bc they're not dating anyone else + the timing is right and she was like "there's so much feelings and history but it seems so SIMPLE" and i was just like omfg that's so romantic. passed this onto ben (who does not know either of the people involved - well he's met liz once or twice - but made appropriate responses when needed) and was like "that's so romantic, that's so much better than our story [met on tumblr on the citalopram tag]" and ben was gravely like "it's never romantic to date anyone from your hometown" lmfao but i do think it's so lovely they're together FINALLY + i really hope it works out for them. i told her to bring him to the wedding as her +1 bc i really want to see them together <3

[paarksunghoon]

HAIII it is ur fav person ever (Joking. unless...) sorry i didnt send an ask today morning (or night for u idk) i was busy trying to lock in, failed at it, took a nap, went to uni, came back n then finally locked in (face sitting w nerd chan sometimes my brain amazes me) BUT ANYWAYS! how are u my baby i hope u r doing well n that ur road trip went good!!! if u want i can share my chan playlist w u bcs it has cute love songs on it or give u some skz recs if u haven't fully checked out their discography cus tee bee eich idk how much of skz u actually know...

anyways u asked for a separate deep honey ask so i am delivering teehee but basically everything abt deep honey is my favourite duh!!! i loved the way hoon basically immediately took y/n into his arms the minute he saw her like no questions asked nothing or how he held her like a lil baby when they were in heeseung's room n brushed her tears away n gave her kisses :( the line of how he says he'd come running to her in a heartbeat n how u described him loving her like she's the only woman he's ever loved in his life was so so sooooo sweet i need a love like that so bad bcs he is just the most precious boy ever 🥹🥹 n then hee jay n jake all ordering her fav food n comforting her n jaeyun calling y/nhoon cuties ohhhh mannnn n OMG WAIT LISTEN... imagine an extension of deep honey universe where jake gets his own girl or smth... he meets her at a bookstore n tries reading her fav books in order to strike up conversation w her but he gets the details wrong n stumbles over his words n she just giggles at him n he asks for her number n GRRRRRRR MY JAEYUNIE

anyways if u have any more thoughts on deep honey u would like 2 share w the class i will be happy to listen to u 😇😇 as always much love from #1 paarksunghoon stan aka me n i hope u have the bestest day to come today n tmr n every other day for the rest of ur life i love u

— ur fav dh (altho im off priv but u can keep tagging me as this n i will keep signing off as this lolz)

hi!! send at your leisure. my inbox welcomes you whenever you want to stop by.

life is pretty difficult these days for a multitude of reasons. road trip was good, I’m happy to be reconnecting with a lot of friends I haven’t seen in a while. tomorrow I’m seeing a friend I met at my last enha concert because we both went alone and ended up talking + exchanging socials. suuuper excited

I like skz! they aren’t in my ults list but I appreciate their music and admire their production skills. han and I would so be best friends.

I love that you love deep honey. everything I write has a little bit of myself in there so it makes me happy to know this resonated with you. I felt quite soft when I wrote it. forever wishing I could hug sunghoon on the good and bad days. I also have a separate little jake wip in the works that originally wasn’t in the deep honey universe buuuut I might twist it a little and make my own literary universe.

I’d love to imagine deep honey sunghoon really loves to hold hands in public as opposed to full on PDA. he and his gf are really into movies + dinner (after watching) and he’s probably on the more reserved side, so he’ll let her talk and talk until he gets motivated to share his opinions. jay probably has to tell them to shut up if they all watch movies in his apartment bc they get so energetic 😭

eventually, yn probably gets really comfortable with sunghoon’s friends too (they did see and hear her sob her eyes out). hoon’s the type to always tell them random facts about her so they know things about her and she’s like ?? how do u know that ?? for example they know her top 3 cocktail orders so if she’s running late they get her one she likes. they probably know types of restaurants she likes so if no one knows where to go, they’ll pick something sunghoon mentioned. 1000% they know how she takes her coffee (vanilla latte with oat milk, half sweet) so if they go out when she’s not there, they always bring one back for her 😆

jakeyn = power best friends; yn will listen to him talk about this really cute girl who he accidentally spilled coffee on and needs advice on how to talk to her (from said wip); jake will playfully get mad @ her for “stealing” sunghoon; very sibling type of relationship

jayyn = chaotic duo; cracking really bad jokes that everyone tolerates; probably the first to be level headed when planning things (everyone leaves it up to them to plan hang outs because they have an #itinerary); in charge of shopping/ordering food because they always know how much to get without going overboard

heeyn = calm duo; heeseung brings out the more quiet side of yn and they could sit in the same room for hours, not say a word but do their own thing, and count that as quality bonding time; will text in depth about philosophical and life shit; they go to each other for advice a lot (yn will go to him first if hoon isn’t available and heeseung will send her 6 minute audio messages)

not unusual for yn to hang out with them without sunghoon because in my head, male/female friendships can 100% be platonic. sunghoon isn’t threatened but will still be all kissy kissy with her in front of them

sunghoon when he sees yn and his friends get close: back off that’s my gf

heeseung, jay, jake: ew she’s like my sister

sunghoon: wdym you guys don’t find her hot

heeseung, jay, jake: ???

[slyshyfoxy]

26 July 2024

Hello its me, i think recently i have been doing my best? Going for interview and going for presentation and then meeting up a couple of my friends during my period time. I don't know why but currently I having this stress headache of mine, maybe I am worrying about something but I dk what I even worrying about? I actually should just enjoy my time right now because my time in school gonna end real soon and as my capstone ended, I only left with 3 exams then I will be done with my university degree, oh wells I don't know how much will I graduate with, right now I just need to secure a job.

Talking to jolyn right now lowkey gives me a bit of stress because today I just really wanna rest and I having period. Plus I have been meeting her constantly, and right now I having this stress margarine so I think I just gonna relax and make myself happy first. Then deal with things later on. Yeah anyways, I have been okay, and right now my account balance actually drops like crazy. I need find way to earn back, or secure my job first and right now I am just finding jobs to do good. And earn more money, and really make myself feel better first, then I can continue to do anything I want to do , so I going to make my mind feel less anxious and be more positive first. Tomorrow I will be visiting domontries to see how the business works? Then will try to see if I can do anything further to help out.

For now, i just want to relax and clean my room and maybe slowly get back into studying. Maybe I will continue to do more job hunts, and after my period is done I will go exercise to the gym !!! maybe tmr I will go if jolyn ain't meeting me and time to diet again, lose the weight. 27/7/2024 Tmr to do list: - Go gym

Study PEM tut 4

Study ground engineering lect and tut

Play games lor

[myskinnythoughts]

Body Check - 01.25.2024

*the first picture is me sucking in and the second is me relaxing*

what i had to eat today

• some rice, beans and steak

• three taco thingies my mom made with a basil sauce and pico

• 4 mini hummus breads with red pepper hummus

• dark choco chips with popcorn

over all i did bad today and it def could’ve been worse but it still makes me grossed out on how i feel.

i’m so disappointed in myself. i hate that i’ve gained all this relationship weight. i was so perfect and tiny before i started to date him and i could easily see my ribs when i stretched. ugh. he says he thinks i looked the best i’ve ever been but i just don’t believe him as there is simply too much fat on my body.

anyways, i know for a fact that tomorrow i will do better and will start to count my calories as i have a 4:30am-11:15am shift and as a barista i’ll be too busy too eat during these times however, i absolutely will need a coffee so that’ll be my breakfast and luckily i can track my calories easily as i’ve perfected the amount of things i put into my coffee! i’m also excited as my parents will be gone for the weekend so it’ll be easier for me to not eat and to track my calories!! they’ll leave tmr afternoon which means dinner is up to me and that means either something very low cal or nothing at all (=｀ω´=)

[kewltie]

final countdown: day 1

'ello,

my plan for this oct and prob-def into nov is to TRY to work on social media au everyday. even if im just changing a color or fixing the fucking tables or something. progress is the key and i need to get it done in jan for my bday. so i'll be daily updating about my progress. sometimes i'll make leaps and bounds and other time i'll prob just stare at the page for a min or two before closing the tab. and some other times i might be too busy so we'll see lol.

anyway, today i just c&p the r/fandomwank sub format and changed it to r/heroes. i decided for whatever reason their sub is going to have all might's awful color palette. i had to look up the exact color hex codes to all might and then having to figure out what color would look best with X, Y, or Z.

it didnt take me too long to realize all might's colors were obnoxiously loud and really clashing but i was like fuck, imma stick to it bc it's funky and i like to think the fans like that it's kinda funky too in honor of all might. after that i pulled up references of other sub on reddit to make sure i get the gist of what it should look like and how to write certain headlines for post bc thought i lurk on reddit but only occasionally. im not a native and i like to try to ya know get some accuracy even if not perfect bc im fucking anal like that and it will drive me crazy if something doesnt feel right.

so far decent progress for day 1. idk if thats a good sign or not but tmr i have a 10hrs class so i can get my acls cert so i dont think i will be doing much work on this... well i guess we'll see.

[scvrllet]

COMMUNICATION

Prompt “I never wanted any of this!” from this prompt list requested by @princekooks

A Peter Pevensie x Reader Blurb

contains: gender-neutral!readwr, arguments (672 words)

authors note: @/princekooks YOU CAN NOW START YELLING AT ME TO FINISH THE TMR REQUESTS NOW

narnia tags: @hehehehannahthings @lilyblackx

permanent tags: @princekooks @lucy-malfoy07 @aphroditelymine @ameliedrawz @tsukilover11 @sweetblueparadisebabyg @skyisneverthelimit @gryffindorgirl @dagirlimthatback @annika0-o

Sitting across from him in the meeting room, you watched as he barely even met your gaze. Instead, he focused on his siblings as they discussed plans to meet a neighboring kingdom. Something along the lines of wanting to become trade partners, something you would've usually been taking part in but today, you sat back in your seat glaring daggers at your lover, Peter Pevensie.

Usually, trade meetings and such were under your control as you seemed to have the best luck with these types of things but lately, you didn't care to even bother.

It was Peter who you would say to blame for this. Lately he had been spending so much more time in meetings and such that it's like you aren't even there. He's late for every meal, coming in for bed hours past the time he originally told you yet is always gone by the time morning rolls around. You understood that he was busy, hell he was High King of Narnia of course he would be, but there was no reason for his time to suddenly become so occupied that he couldn't notice that you were upset.

"I think that's enough for today's meeting. We'll discuss the this topic another day." Peter said as he got up from his, nodding good-bye to his siblings as they left the room. You were hoping to slip through and head back to your bedroom when he spoke again. "(Y/N), do you mind staying back for a moment?"

Had he finally noticed? You asked yourself. Exhaling a breath, you turned around and faced him. He was now standing in front of you with a hand extended, motioning for you to take a seat. Again.

You let him pull out your chair as you sat down. Instead of taking his seat however, he took the seat beside, leaving you at the head of the table.

"What is it?" You asked, tone accidentally too harsh for both of your liking. You internally cringed at your lack of control but in your defense, it has been a while and he was only finally noticing something was bothering you? Better late than never.

"This, all of this!" He replied, shaking his head slightly as he fell back into the chair. His fingers weaved through his hair, slightly tugging at the ends as he looked at you. "I can barely go a day without you moping around and you absolutely refuse to tell me anything."

"Well maybe it's because you barely make any time for me!" Your response was quick, a little too quick. Your grip on the arm rests were tight as you tried to keep your composure.

"I have duties to fulfil I can't just spend my entire day with you!"

Oh. So that was how he felt.

The room was tense and despite being alone, you knew that the guards waiting outside the door were listening. Whether intentional or not, they were still there.

Falling quiet, Peter quickly regained his composure and looked at you. Eyes much softer now, much like how they used to look when he would actually have even a second to spare for you.

"(Y/N) you've got to understand that I never wanted any of this. You were there when I first arrived in Narnia, you knew how I just wanted to go home."

"It's not too late to do that." You replied.

"What?"

"You can still leave, through the wardrobe you came in from."

Peter's jaw tightened as he looked at you. Silence fell over the two you once again but when he was finally ready to say something, the door had opened allowing for two guards to step in.

The two of you let out a sigh. Rolling your eyes, you gave him a tightlipped smile before excusing yourself from the room. The guards parted and bowed their heads as you left.

"Your highness you're needed in the throne room." One of the guards spoke after you were out of his line of sight.

"Of course."

[onewithnomightypowers]

Old Habits

pairing: Tom Holland x fem!reader

summary: Old habits come back when you meet an ex lover after a long time. Conversations feel like you never stopped talking to them. Sometimes you have to see them one last time to say goodbye like you mean it but most of the time it doesn’t go as planned.

warning: drinking

words: 2.1k

a/n: could be read as part 2 of last kiss but is a stand alone. got a bit poetic at the end. hope you guys like it. and as always, love reading your opinions/reactions. also asks are open. (gif not mine)

masterlist 

'@tomholland2013 posted a story'

'@tomholland2013 posted a story'

 She picked up her phone to open Instagram. Yes, Y/N still had notifications on for his account even after they were broken up for months. Classic Tom. 

 He posted two of the same picture on his story. No one understood how that would happen almost every time, not even the people working at Instagram to whom they contacted about the glitch.

 Tom had his hair slicked back, standing in a white t-shirt next to Harry, his brother, giving a million-dollar smile. They were holding a clapperboard together. There was text on the picture too, 'day 1 let's go!!' She smiled to herself. Just because they weren't together doesn't mean that she wasn't allowed to feel happy for his achievements. Even though she wishes to know all these big things from Tom himself she is, unfortunately, left here, watching a small part of his life flash in front of her for less than thirty seconds.

 "Are you listening?" Hope, Y/N's date said.

 "Yeah, I'm sorry. You were saying?" Y/N placed the phone back where it was resting, next to the cold wine bottle.

 "You seem distant," they said.

 When she 'met' Hope (she only really met them 30 minutes ago), Y/N wasn't looking for love, just sex, and that is what online dating specializes in. She hoped Hope knew what they were signing up for, sexual intimacy and nothing else.

 "It doesn't matter does, does it? We both know what we are here for. Why not just cut the chase," Y/N replied.

--

It was early in the morning, the sun had yet to shine in its full glory. Y/N could only think of the first time she stayed over at Tom's old apartment but then she turned her head only to find Hope's naked body next to her. Her heartbeat accelerated with the realization that he was not hers anymore. Being in a foreign environment didn't help her growing anxiety, twisting and turning her intestines.

 It's been four months, her feelings for Tom refuse to quit on her because she knows she could never quit on them, on him, even if he has. He probably has already found someone else in Canada, she thought. She didn't want him anymore but she still needed him, one last time just to teach her stupid heart how to say goodbye.

 Y/N wore her clothes and picked up her shoes, going on a trail to find Hope's door to get out before they wake up. Climbing down the stairs, she took out her phone from the back pocket of her jeans.

 '5 new messages from Sam' 7 hours ago

Sam: hey

Sam: ik it's late

Sam: I am going for a run tmr morning @6

Sam: do you wanna come?

Sam: will go to the new coffee house near my house after that

 Y/N texted him back

Y/N: I'll meet you at the coffee place

Sam: come fast. already here

--

Sam and Y/N were standing in the queue to place their orders. “You look especially shitty today,” Sam said, running his right hand through his sweaty hair.

“I haven’t been home yet,” Y/N reasoned her appearance.

 His mouth formed an ‘o’ shape. The person in front of them left the queue, they moved towards the counter. “One hazelnut latte, double shot with skimmed milk,” Y/N gave her order.

 “And you?” the cashier’s question directed to Sam.

 “I’ll have a matcha latte with oat milk”

 Sam turned to Y/N, “Harrison got me on matcha, and now I can’t go back to coffee”

 They paid their dues and moved over to the barista counter to collect their order.

 “So, what were you doing last night?” Sam inquired.

 “I was on a date, it isn't a big deal though. Just had some needs to take care of”

 “Oh, was it any good?”

 “It was fine. I was distracted the whole time. Saw Tom’s story about halfway into the bottle of merlot. Couldn’t stop thinking about him”

 “Seems…sad. But you know Tom is coming back for the Christmas weekend, I think. He might attend Harrison’s Christmas eve party”

 “One hazelnut latte and one matcha latte,” someone behind the counter screamed.

 “That’s us,” Sam raised his voice.

--

Harrison had a bucket inside his house, under a sign that said 'drop your tracking devices here' with an arrow pointing to the bucket. Y/N dropped her phone on a pile of roughly fourteen others. Debating whether to see Tom's face was something she wanted or not made her late and not very fashionably.

 The house was decorated with empty liquor bottles along with red and green streamers from one wall to another. Everyone was drunk in their best dress. There were no signs of Tom yet. Y/N took a deep breath, walking towards the kitchen to get herself some liquid courage to help her socialize.

 The kitchen was rather scarcely populated. Empty glasses were lined up next to the sink. Are they clean or used? Bending down, Y/N opened the refrigerator to see if Harrison had any chilled wine. No luck. "Hey," a familiar voice was heard.

 She looked up at the familiar stranger.

 "Hey Tom," she smiled. The refrigerator light falling on Y/N made her blush visible.

She grabbed a half-cut lemon placed in the egg tray.

 “How have you been?" Tom asked leaning back on the kitchen counter, observing her movements.

 Y/N walked towards the sink to grab herself a crystal glass hoping for it to be clean. "Just busy with work these days"

 "I heard you got a job at Condé Nast, is that true?" he took a sip from his beer.

 "Well, you heard right. You are looking at their new senior brand manager for digital", she said proudly.

 Tom hugged her from the side she was holding a knife to cut the lemon for her gin and tonic. "That's great darling! You always wanted to work there"

 Darling. The butterflies in her stomach were fluttering like the first time she met Tom.

 "I saw your story the other day. You started filming your script, right?" she dropped the lemon in the glass.  

 "Yup, it was a long time coming," he grabbed the knife she was using and washed it without even knowing. He was so used to Y/N never washing utensils after using them and, he would always have to clean up after her.

 "Congrats on that babe!" The word 'babe' just slipped out of practice.

 Y/N grabbed a Bombay Sapphire standing still on the marble slab. The blue of the bottle shinning even in the dim-lit room.

 "I missed you," Y/N made eye contact, screwing the cap back on. A long, silent pause.

 I miss you too, so very much

 She cleared her throat, "so, how long are you staying?"

 "Going back Monday morning"

 She opened a can of tonic water.

 "Are you seeing someone?" Tom asked.

 "Wouldn't you wanna know" a smirk on her face grew. "I've been out on few dates, nothing serious. What about you?"

 "Met this girl online, dated for a bit but, she wanted something I couldn't give to her"

 Y/N scoffed, "did she have a foot fetish or something?"

 "No, Y/N. She wanted love, not my feet" they both laughed.

 "On that topic..." Tom calmed himself, "...I was listening to this song a few weeks ago and, there was this line, 'the smell of your hair reminds me of her feet' and it made me think of you"

 "I reckon," she took a sip of her gin and tonic.

 "No, seriously, I really related to that line. No matter how many people I hook up with, it will be hard to find the type of intimacy I shared with you. I still relate to it"

 "I hate going on walks alone and having faceless dreams," Y/N blurted, lacking a proper reaction.

 "You're still the face of all my fantasies," Tom confessed.

 None of them knew what to say next. Anything they thought of saying now included walking over the blurry line of exes to lovers.

 "You look pretty"

 "Classic me, had a glow up after getting my heartbroken"

 "You always looked this pretty. You are beautiful," Tom assured her. The 'heartbroken part did not sit well with him. He already felt guilty for taking a job across the pond which was a great opportunity for him to grow but was only possible by severing his ties with Y/N.  

 --

It had just started snowing on Boxing Day. Tom was alone in his cold home, boiling a pot of ramen noodles. He took out his phone and snapped a picture of the burning stove with the pot on top.

Tom: *attached photo*

Tom: I come back after months and my family leaves me alone with no food

Y/N: you should add a poached egg

Tom: Thanks. I shall.

Tom: I think I made too much ramen for me

Tom: do you wanna come over and share?

 Her indecision was visible by the coming and going of the gray dots. Then finally, Tom could tame his anxiety by her simple reply.

 Y/N: sure.

--

There was a loud knock on the door. Tom put two bowls of hot ramen on the dining table and went to open the door. Behind the door, Y/N was standing with her hands inside her brown checker coat. There was dust of snow sitting on her shoulders. Her braided hair was made by the most anxious hands in town.

 The door opened and, Tom’s hands flew to take Y/N in his arms. They hugged like little kids hug their parents after being away from each other, for them, an eternity. It did feel like an eternity to them too but, they hadn’t forgotten each other’s touch.

 “I parked my car at the church, couldn’t find any spot here ‘cause of the snow," she pulled out.

 “The snow seems to be gaining momentum.”

 Y/N hummed in agreement. She took off her coat and hung it in the Holland’s coat closet.

 “Come on, the ramen is getting cold,” she followed tom into the kitchen.

 They sat adjacent on the wooden table in comfortable silence. Tom used chopsticks and, Y/N used a fork. Only the occasional noodles falling in the broth were heard, along with the gushing of wind.

 “It’s really spicy for me,” Tom said.

 “Yeah, I can see your ears turning red.”

She still remembers 

 Y/N raised her hand to cover her mouth while yawning.

 “Since you made the food, I’ll do the dishes,” she got up, grabbed their bowls, and walked over to the sink.

 Wearing the gloves, she turned to Tom, “it was quite tasty”.

 Tom gave her a smile.

 She spread the soap on the dishes and turned the tap on. Tom pushed his chair back to get up.

 “Have you made any friends at your new job,” he jumped and sat on the counter next to Y/N.

 “Yeah, sort of. Kyara works there too so, I have just made her friends my friends,” she washed his chopsticks.

 “That’s good. Have you talked to Emily after the wedding? She told me they are planning on adopting.”

 “They invited me over for dinner when they got the approval from the agency. Kyara made this amazing Hyderabadi biryani, it was her mum’s recipe so, it was obviously better than the restaurant”

 “God! You and your love for Indian food”

 Y/N removed her gloves, “I should go. Thanks for the ramen, by the way”

 “Are you sure you can go out in this weather?”

 “Yeah I think," she started walking out of the kitchen.

 Tom grabbed her hand. “Stay”, his voice was like cotton.

 Y/N turned and made contact with his pleading eyes. She moved closer to him. “Please”, he said. They both were inching in to lock their desperate lips.

--

Y/N did not notice when she had fallen asleep talking to Tom. Their naked bodies were covered by the white comforter. Her eyes slowly opened to a boy with brown eyes and messy hair looking at her.

 “I like it when you sleep. I love watching you sleep”

 She chuckled. “That’s a bit creepy, don’t you think?” She had a sleepy voice.

 “You look so serene, the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I could stare at you for eons”

 “But love, I'm only here till the snow settles,” she caressed his cheeks.

“Then the cold shall frost our limbs," he leaned in to kiss her.

tags: @elios-timotea​

[wenwenbittercake]

Hizashi x readers (mafia edition)

(This is so cute I'm crying.This is pure fluff. Sorry if you don't enjoy it.i tried my best.🙏🙏😓😓😓)

"Beep... Beep... Beep." The sound of your alarm clock woke you up like every morning. You brush your teeth, take a shower, and wear a decent cloth that make you look modest. As usual, u walk down stairs and greets everyone. Everyone in the gang respect you to the fullest. You were happy to be the lady of the house. To be treated better than anyone. This didn't make you prideful. You take responsibility of most things in the house where the man who's behind this door takes responsibility of the gang.

You stood cold in front of a large door. You are familiar of this feeling but still can't get use to it. You walk in while holding a food tray for the man who's sitting behind the desk.

His name is Shoto Aizawa. One of the most ruthless boss in Musutafu. He is known to be sharp with his decisions and a cold person. You don't think those rumors are true.

Aizawa was beside you for the longest time. He's your father's right handed before he passed away. He trusted him to the fullest and didn't think twice to give his position to Aizawa. He was pretty close to you before he became the gang leader. But he distanced from you now. You know this is because he cares about you and didn't want you to be hurt.

"Thank you." Aizawa said as you place his breakfast on the table.

"Your welcome." You put on a smile and leave.

As you were about to leave he said, "I'm going on a business trip this afternoon, so you don't need to bring dinner here."

You nodded slightly and left.

You already got use to his stone cold speeches. The only thing you won't get use to it his complements.

"Beeeep Beeeeeep" A long bus honk woke you up from your sleepy self. Today is grocery day. You go buy groceries and things that the gang wants, like tooth brushes, tooth pastes and even shampoos. You waited on the bus stop for your bus to arrive, you can see a glimpse of the blonde man from a far.

His name is Hizashi Yamada, your private security, also your friend. You smile at him and wave him to come. He looked joyful hops towards you.

"Heyyyy y/n. Haven't seen you in a while!"

"Yeaaa, it just I'm busy with the house these days." You smile and continue your chit chat. It was interrupted bye a bunch of high school students.

Hizashi was about to scold them but you hold him. Looking at the high school students, this reminds you that you've never experienced a normal high school life. You were home school by the best teacher in Musutafu. You never dated a high school boy, never had best friends. You missed out on the best moments of life. You felt suffocated sometimes, you hope this life would just end faster.

When Hizashi realized your sad he hold your hand. This shock you a bit.

"Sorry I wasn't focusing." You apologize.

"It's fine. I wanna show you something. Come." He said as he pulled your hand.

He hold your hand and run to somewhere. You felt the cold air hitting your face. It was refreshing. You finally felt something. Like happiness, comfort and freedom.

He stop, causing you to hit his back.

"We're here! Close your eyes!" He said as he closed your eyes with his palm.

"Hehehe, what is it?"

You said as he slowly walk a few steps down with you. It's like a stair?.

"I'm gonna fall, what is it?"

"We're here." He slowly open your eye. And what you see beyond is amazing. You see the whole city.

You were breathless. It's the first time you saw this view. You never know it even exist.

"Whatcha think?"

"It's.... Perfect Hizashi." You give him a smile that he would die for.

"Umm..i'm happy you liked it." You nodded in response. Hizashi blushes how happy you look. He had never seen this type of happiness in you. He wants to see more of it. He wants to spoils you with the outside world. Just to see you smile.

"You know.... I can take you to other places if you like. You can buy the groceries tmr if you want to...." He knows that he's committing a death penalty here. He knows that he will be punish for taking a daughter of a mafia boss to unsafe places are a crime. But, he just wants to make you happy.

"Yes! Pls (✪ω✪)/" He knows he can't say no to that response.

You both first go to a busy market Street, filled with street foods that she had never tried before and color full lanterns.

Hizashi laugh at your expression to different food you tried. He take out his phone and took a picture of you trying the roasted octopus. He laughed how you struggle to bite the tough octopus. 🐙🐙🐙🐙

Later he takes you to an aquarium. Also one of the biggest aquarium in Musutafu.

Your eyes light up when you saw colorful fishes. You love sea creatures since your young. You've seen it on TV but never up close. You smile and giggled at how cute the jellyfishes swim.

"What are you giggling at?" Hizashi said jokingly.

"It's just... They look so cute when they swim. Oh look at that one, it just sinks. That one look so small and cute..." Hizashi is now lost in your words, your smile, your excitement after the jellyfishes.

He loves you more than anything. His feelings for you started since he started working for you after your dad died. You were so kind, so gentle with him, no matter how many lifes he killed, no matter how much blood he is covered in, you still welcome him with open arms.

He promised this is the last place he's taking you. You pouted at him and follow. To be honest, you didn't want this to end, you still wants to see the world with Hizashi.

"I promise this is the last, and you won't regret it." Hizashi says with excitement.

You look at his face carefully now and realized a scar on his right eye. Lucky it did blinded him. You reach your arm out and rub his scar. Which makes him jump.

"Y/N! What's wrong?" His hand clenched on the steering wheel.

"Where did you got this?"

"Oh-it's just in one of the fights don't worry about it." He said so calm and gentle.

"Be careful next time, I can't get my right handed hurt all the time."

He blushed at the nick name you give. He gives a chuckle at you in response.

"Oh we are here!"

"What is this place?" You asked he takes you in to the street filled with bright lanterns.

"Today is new year. As a new year celebrating, people here sell treats and lanterns. They also have games that you probably can play.

He held your hand tight and walk through the crowd. You look around in amazement. Everything is so bright and colorful. You could never imagine you would be here with..

"Y/n I think you can play that one."

Hizashi.

"Okie"

You both try new foods and play many games. You missed the cans everytime you shoot, so Hizashi helps you out. He got it, wining an octopus plushy.

"See I told you I can get it!" Hizashi said proudly.

"Alright Mr smart pants" You said as you pinch his left arm.

"Ouch, hahahaha" You both laugh.

"Oh wait, I need to show you the surprise, what time is it?" He said as he look at his clock.

"Shit it's 11:50!" He hold your hand tightly and run towards the hill.

When both of you got on top on the hill, you both are panting.

"Sorry y/n I didn't watch the clock and..." You hold his cheeks.

"It's fine, now where's the surprise? " He blushes and take you to a little bench on the edge of the hill.

"Here," He look at his clock and smirk.

"Perfect. Now Y/N sag it with me." You both look at each other with a smile and you nodded.

"10! 9! 8! 7! 6! 5! 4! 3! 2! 1! HAPPY NEW YEAR🎉🎊🎇" You both yelled it out loud. Then..

Colorful fire explodes in the dark blue sky. It's so beautiful, you usually just watched from your window but never seen it this close. You close your ear and giggled with happiness.

Hizashi was not concentrating on the fire works except, he was looking at you. Admiring you giggles and laughs. Even though it's tiring to go around the city, you make it all worthy.

You look back at his beautiful green eyes, there, you finally feel a familiar comforting feeling. The warm, cozy feeling you have felt for years. Is this love?

You felt his soft lips on yours, you first kiss! He's so gentle, it makes you melt in his kisses. You both finally split from your kiss and look at each other with love and adoration.

"I..i'm so sorry y/n, I..I just got caught in the moment, I.." You give him another soft kiss.

"It's fine. I love you too."

Is this really? Is he dreaming? Words that he wish you would say actually came out for your mouth?

"Wait Y/N are you serious?" He look so shocked and blushed it makes you giggled.

"If I weren't serious, I wouldn't kiss you again you dummy." You blushes.

He can't believe it. He was so happy he picks you up and swings you around like a doll in a 360 turn.

"Yessssss! Y/N LOVES ME!" He was yelling it out loud.

"Stop your being too loud, people might here it. " You blushes. He holds you in a bridal style and yell.

"Idc! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH. Doesn't matter if the world hears that." You laugh at his cute behaviour and slap lightly on his chest.

"Stop" You giggled, follows by Hizashi laughs.

(This is too cute, I can help but stop writing the rest. I can't even believe my lonely ass wrote this 😭😭😭💖💞💕😭💕. I hope you all enjoy this cause I definitely do.)

[ohoshi]

HIII CORA I MISSED YOU !!!!!! I haven't been on tumblr for so long and I can't wait until my exams are all over. my major exams literally start tmr and kinda feeling stressed but anyways I'm here to talk about THIS

HOW DARE HE?!!! HE HAS NO RIGHT TO LOOK THAT GOOD !!! HE REALLY HAS SMTH AGAINST ME OMG HE'S REALLY TRYING TO KILL ME

idek what to say anymore like pls his outfit, his hair, his pose?!!! whoever styled him deserves a raise because he looks good‼️can you tell I'm losing my mind over this pic haha

anyways hru? I'm pretty sure I missed a lot of things when I was away like svt are just releasing so many things and there's a lot for me to catch up on 😖 they really be flooding us with content 🙃 hope you have the bestest day cora 💞💖💕💘💖

HEYYYYY MEIIIII 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I MISSED YOU 😽😽😽😽 i've noticed your absence from tumblr but you should focus on school anyway!!! good luck:( i hope everything works out for you!! but i know you can do it i believe in you <3

LMAOOOO I THOUGHT OF YOU IMMEDIATELY AFTER I SAW THE TEASERS JDGSKSHS PLS IT'S REALLY ONE OF HIS BEST LOOKS FOR SURE 😭😭😭😭 he looks so good. no wonder you lost your mind 😭😭😭 stylists really said seungkwan is our fave boy today and gave him everything DESERVE !!!! but did you see the merman concept (op2)? that one was stunning 😯

actually i love the overall styling of all members in op3 and am looking forward for hoshi to end me 🥲 i'm also super excited for whatever they had prepared because it's probably gonna be a dark concept (unless they just ignore everything they did so far and pull out freshteen?) which is my personal preference!!

i'm doing good!! a bit overwhelmed bc school started and my already busy life became busier 🥲 but it's fine so far i'm doing good!!!! if there's one svt content i 272627% recommend and you mayhaps missed is their tribal games gose!! it's soo good so funny svt in their natural habitat!! all great things <3 AND MC BOO!!!

i hope things work out for you soon BUT I KNOW THEY WILL BECAUSE YOU'RE GREAT LIKE THAT<33 love you 💞💘💓💝💗💞💖💓💞💝

[pilliepollie]

Roller Coaster Confession 🎢💗

Reader x Dowoon Genre: Fluff, Friends to Lovers AU Word Count: 900+

“It’s starting to get dark,” you noticed, “Let’s go on one more ride and then head home.” Dowoon being a nervous wreck he is right now, didn’t listen to a single word you said. His palms were starting to sweat and his eyes were trembling in fear, his time was running out. 

You guys decided to go to Six Flags over the weekend just the two of you since you guys haven’t seen each other in a while because of Dowoon’s busy idol schedule. You guys were the best of friends way back from freshman year of highschool. Although you didn’t know, except for his bandmates of course, Dowoon has always had the biggest crush on you ever since he laid eyes on you. 

Seeing your pretty face in PE class, your hair flowing in the wind as you run across your school’s outdoor track, seriously how could someone look so attractive when they’re drenched in sweat? It was only a matter of time until you noticed him staring at you during the pacer test that you became friends. 

Walking up to the still staring boy you walk up to him, causing him to panic. 

*Oh god do they think I’m a creep for staring at them for too long? Oh god oh god they’re walking towards me-*

“Hey! Dowoon right? I’ve noticed that you’ve been watching me for quite some time today. Is my haircut really that bad?”

It took him a few seconds to realize what you were saying, it must have been a coincidence or maybe even fate that you decided to cut your hair the night before. 

“NONONONONO NOT AT ALL- I mean *ahem* y- you look great with it. Sorry I just thought your hair looked really cool.” Anyone could tell that he was lying from the way his ears were as red as traffic lights, but you were too busy worrying about your new haircut that it didn’t matter. 

“Thanks! I heard from a few friends that you’re in the video games club. Is it too late to join?”

*Wow... they even have the same interests as me*

“Y-yes anyone can join...the more the m-merrier!”

And the rest was history

His members always tease him and kept pushing him to confess. It drove them nuts watching him look at you with googly eyes all the time, seriously they’ve had enough. “Come on Dowoon you can do this. You’re running out of time!” he murmured to himself. As you both wait in line waiting for your guys’ turn you looked over and saw beads of sweat trickling down the side of his face. “Dowoon you ok bud? We can get out of the line and just go home if this ride is too scary. I don’t blame you, those loops look pretty intimidating.” you say with a light chuckle.

He looks over to you, staring at your face without saying anything for a few seconds which, to be honest, felt like a few hours. Your beautiful smile and the way your voice soothed him back to reality was more than enough to get him couraged up. “No y/n I’m fine, it’s just a lil hot out that’s all.” When it became your guys’ turn Dowoon was ready, in fact, he was more than ready. After getting into your seats and buckling your seatbelts the roller coaster took off. Painfully slowly going up the tracks, bracing yourselves for the first steep drop. Dowoon turned his head to look at you one more time, your eyes were completely shut, mentally preparing yourself for the drop. You really were so cute to him. 

“Hey y/n, I think I’m in love with you.”

 You opened one of your eyes in response to what he said. You were surprised, especially in the situation that you guys were in at that moment. 

“Wait what- AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!”

 And just like that the two of you go down the steep drop, going through the turns, twists, and loops. As you were screaming your heart out Dowoon as having the time of his life, lifting his arms up high, he finally let out his 50 ton weighing feelings. 

After you guys got off the ride you decided to make one last way to the carousel. You couldn’t help but replay Dowoon’s confession over and over again in your head. It made you blush so intensely. Dowoon on the other hand, had the biggest grin on his face, *I FINALLY DID IT!* he thought to himself. He grabbed your hand and pulled it to his chest making the distance between you and him barely making it to a few centimeters, “Sorry if I shocked you a bit y/n, I’ve just been keeping my feelings inside of me for so long and I couldn’t take it anymore and the hyungs have been pestering me to make a move and-” You kissed him, “I like you too Dowoon.” you confessed. His jaw dropped, eyes widened, and his face as red as ever. Sparks were flying inside of him, internally squealing and jumping up and down with glee, “Sooooo does that make you my gf/bf now?” You couldn’t help but laugh at his silly little question. “Yes, yes it does Dowoon.” 

Placing his hands at your sides and turning you around to face a prize booth, “Ok good, you wait here as I go win you a prize.” 

“But you already got me this cute lil puppy with a bowtie-”

“Yes I did but that was when I was your FRIEND. Now I must get you another plushie as your BOYFRIEND. And besides I think the lil puppy needs a gf/bf too ;)”

Quarantine has got me missing amusement park trips with my fam in the summer so I decided to write a lil sumthing. Srry if the ending it kinda rough its 12 am and I got school tmr sjduenfhcjaneif