#but this made me very grumpy
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Y'know, ok, I get Lae'zel not being into Halsin's proposal. I get Wyll not being into it, old-fashioned lad that he is. But Karlach's "Not now, probably not ever, but I guess if you really want to I won't stop you" just makes NO sense to me. Ms. Ma'am was practically twirling her hair asking Halsin if he was into big strong women. She's been beyond touch-starved, is practically chomping at the bit for affection, but she says nO???? Like goddamn girl, if there's anybody at this camp that deserves to ride the bear, it's you.
#sorry#but this made me very grumpy#so did gale's reaction tbh#but that was perfectly in character#I just don't like him XD#anyway not tagging bc I don't want to fight with people#just needed to yell into the void
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Me in a positive near pleading tone: please romance Davrin or at least watch clips of his romance on YouTube, he’s so fun and a charming delight
Some walnut husker who’s never ever interacted with my blog suddenly in my notes with the same amount of bravado a Punxsutawney Phil announcing there’s six more weeks of winter: Well actually here is an itemized list of the 20 top reasons why I will not be doing that and it’s totally 100% not a racism thing I don’t care what his ethnicity is I promise it’s not that trust me op yes I’m totally aware that racism is very often internalized and we don’t even realize as white people that were being racist but it’s totally not that I just don’t like Davrin even though I project all of his personality traits onto the other companions Wyll Ravenguard Style op are you listening its total-
#like… okay I’m not trying to be mean here but you don’t have to tell me you don’t want to romance a character on a post where#I’ve made no indication or prompts for you to give me your reasoning#i’m very grumpy rn my apologies#rasism#wait I mean it’s totally not that
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no i’m with you! i was one of the few people who didn’t think that kstews character should dump her partner and date aubrey plaza instead. don’t get me wrong i loved her character i just didn’t think that was the right move for the narrative and i didn’t hate harper like seemingly most people did
I really love all the characters, honestly. I felt like Harper’s mistakes were rooted in understandable fear, and that was…kind of the point. To have Abby dump this woman she loves at the first sign of trial would have sent a pretty awful message. Like “better not fuck up, or she’ll ditch your ass for AUBREY PLAZA—and she SHOULD.” That would have really bummed me out. I loved that Abby could just rely on this cool new friend, and we didn’t have to venture into the usual wlw-all-have-to-bang-each-other (often-by-cheating) territory that scarred me as a young gay.
#ask#happiest season#tbh the fact that all of the queer media I saw as a teen was like ‘she’ll cheat! she’ll die! she’ll cheat on you THEN die!’#really freaked me out and made me leery of trying to date even when I did find other queer folks my speed#and it really lent to some jealousy issues I had in my 20s#so getting media that doesn’t always do that stuff is…kinda nice actually#that said my very cishet dad was so grumpy Abby didn’t wind up with Riley so#what do I know 😂
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#i hate YouTube sometimes#likes it’s fine it’s fine whatever#but yesterday it was all comments of people who didnt care/know about the subculture questioning why this would be on their timeline#and today it’s a bunch of people kindly ‘educating’ me on the history of punk and goth.#like; ‘in the past you couldn’t just buy goth clothing you had to make it’ no shit Sherlock why do you think my whole channel is about diy#or ‘goth is about the music”’ yes idiot which is why I put an entire section explaining where to find affordable music#or people who seem to not watch the video and just reccomend things you already said#like ‘if you have a library check out maker spaces’ yes exactly which is why I dedicated a section of the video to talking about#library resources you can find and all the equipment you might be able to borrow#like it’s fine it’s fine I really shouldn’t get so annoyed I feel like I’m probably being a bitch right now.#but I think I just woke up grumpy#and whenever people try to ‘teach me about alt’ in my own YouTube comments in a very condescending way#or way that made it clear they didn’t watch the video#it’s just annoying#also feel free to ignore this I don’t need a reply or validation I just needed to vent#I get I’m being an asshole and the ‘#‘comments are good for the algorithm so it’s good why does it bother you’#I don’t know. it does. I’m sorry.#personal#rabbit rambles
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Sims 2 CC Mega Post
I say 'mega' but there really isn't a whole lot, I just didn't wanna split it up. Anyway, yeah, I mostly and normally and prefer to make Sims 4 stuff, but I made some Sims 2 stuff for me last year and this and I figured, may as well share it. Most of these require outside meshes so keep that in mind, Sims 2 CC downloading is a bloody nightmare.
Alex Skin
So I made a custom skin with tattoos for Alex as it seemed simple enough to do. Ain't gonna look perfect, but it looks fine from a distance, same resources I used for my Sims 4 versions, so I did vector the rose and skull. I based the skin off these default replacements. You don't NEED these, but they make it so that everyone matches. Yes that site requires an account and login, it's NSFW, it has body hair and works with nudity. Because obviously I play with mods like that. I made the skin look right for Fit/Thin/Fat but I didn't bother with any age but adult nor did I bother with female, because, idc. I THINK this is Alex's hair mesh, but idfk, I have so many that look like this.
It also works in Castaway Stories, as does all of these, because I used them in it too. :> That made Alex the palest guy on the island as all the skin tones in Castaway Stories were shifted to one tone darker per. I manually put my replacement skin in that too, but I didn't have the darkest, so no body hair to them.
Streaked Jack Hair
You need this mesh to make this work. I made this for myself as I didn't really like anything else I had for him, and this is Sims 2, so I went with earlier hair, and I liked how this mesh looked. Loosely based on like this hair. I didn't bother with other ages beyond adult again. I would have if I decided to de-age him and send him to university, but I did that with Otto instead.
Again also works in Castaway Stories, as I used it, again. It's easy to import Sim's faces from 2 into the stories games.
Awsten Tricolor Hair
Awsten Red Hair
You need this mesh to make this work. The bright green in that is also great and I used that for him at first. These are his eyes too, or rather his right eye. No screenshots of the red hair, but it's just a bright plain red in case you prefer it. I made this hair as it looked okay with the colors kind of being randomly spread around the mesh. This is his outfit btw. Again only works with adult as far as I'm aware.
BONER Shirt
R&R Shirt
NoRegRetsShirt
JALEXShirt
BMTHShirt1
BMTHShirt2
BMTHShirt3
BMTHShirt4
You need this mesh to make these work. All of these are Everyday fashion only by account of only the Everyday category having the option for separates and these are all tops. Don't ask me what pants I use, I have so many downloaded, but these work with all of them.
As it turns out I didn't take screenshots of all of these ingame, but maybe these help with that.
PTV Hoodie
DropDead Hoodie
You need this mesh for the PTV hoodie. I don't THINK the DD hoodie needs anything external, I compared it to a vanilla mesh and it seemed to line up. I don't know, I made it last December and I didn't log everything I did. Like the shirts above, Everyday category only as they are tops.
As a bonus, here's some misc Sims 2 screenshots to hit the image limit, including this stuff and with no context to my game. I know most people on modern computers play with The Ultimate Collection, but I installed it via discs, and a few ISOs as I didn't feel like spending $30+ for a few missing stuff packs on eBay. :) Pretty sure those ISOs are why my game is British and I have to always manually set the clock and a few other small things every time I load it. Not a big deal to me, just felt I'd mention for clarity. Castaway Stories is from an ISO too as have you SEEN those prices on eBay?! I have Sims 3 on Disc too, 100%, never made any CC for it tho. I love how Sims 2 was out at the peak of, ahem, mid to late 2000s culture so a lot of CC for it is of it's time in the best possible way. I kept this theme going with adding in custom music that ONLY existed from before 2009 (so 2008 is my cut-off date) and it's fun only hearing music of the era ingame. :) I DID make stuff for Sims 1 too years ago but I don't know how I even really did it so idk how to make more and also I don't care that much. I wanted to try playing with Alex and Jack in Sims 1 too but I kept getting fucked up files that didn't work or look right and I didn't know what I needed to do to make it right and I didn't wanna waste more time than I already did trying to make their faces. I do have semi-not ugly faces and outfits for a couple others tho.
Oh yeah, all this stuff is made in the Body Shop and GIMP for textures.
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#sims 2#sims 2 cc#ts2#ts2cc#sims 2 download#sims 2 cas#alex gaskarth#awsten knight#jack barakat#bring me the horizon#pierce the veil#Sims 2 is chaos and drama and no one attracts chaos and drama in my game like Alex and Jack do#Their house is a haven for enemies to come by and steal their newspaper knock over their trash can and pick fights#So the yard is often a biohazard of trash and inside isn't much better as both of them are slobs and Jack is lazy#Also they're engaged to each other despite both their aspirations hating commitment go figure#Jack did it I didn't they just somehow decided to accept despite getting negative memories for it lmao#Alex is a crybaby who's hard to satisfy and Jack just wants to make out and woohoo he's a lot easier#But they both have a lot of enemies who they fight a lot especially Jack as it feels like no one like pranks in this game#And I use him to attack Sims who are mean to Alex a lot too as Alex gets a lot of shit from townies for some reason#Awsten likes them as he likes to eat trash and also he's a werewolf and he just doesn't seem to care about much of anything#I had a case where Rian kept coming over and inviting himself in to make out and woohoo with Alex while beating up Jack#Now I got Jack and Rian to kinda get along but Rian is grumpy and it doesn't take much from Jack to set him off#Otto also hates Alex and likes Jack but again drama drama drama#I totally get why Sims 2 was really popular with middle aged moms in its heyday its like a soap opera#Geoff exists too as a werewolf as he wanted to be one and I just used him to turn Awsten as well#I brought Awsten and Geoff on vacation with Alex and Jack as I wanted to meet Bigfoot and have Jack flirt with him#But I needed mods to do that grrr#Also Alex got pregnant on that vacation but we don't have to talk about that it made him very difficult to work with#But he kind of already is a little bitch all the time anyway#sims castaway stories
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So glad that for once my birthday was not one of the hottest days of the year! We got rain! This never happens - it was great! :D
#it was a mixed bag of a day#I have been very weepy#idk if it’s to do with grandad#or hormones#or stress about mum#mum and I were very grumpy towards each other and then I would tear up because I didn’t want her to think I was ungrateful#but it was a nice evening#even if it wasn’t the best#and I got myself a ruben sandwich for lunch (which made me late for class but it was worth it!)#the cafe was near my old house and the lady at the counter still remembered me!#two of my best friends remembered my birthday and one of them trekked over before work to just delivery my present <3#so I felt very loved#and my singing teacher played happy birthday to me on the piano#and I heard from some friends I haven’t chatted with in a while#which felt very special#so not the best day#but a really nice day <3#devasted I didn’t hear from someone who never forgets#but that’s really out of character for them so I’m going to check on them tomorrow and make sure they’re okay#but for now I just need to wait for the washing machine to finis#*finish#and then tea#and then bed#fuck and also physio and ot#THEN bed
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Do you like all the Springtraps 🤨
Or Just springtrap :^
Ofc there are a few exceptions, but in general- Yes, I do like all the Springtraps!!! :O
#inbox#idk but i deeply enjoy his character despite all the things he was responsible for#the fnaf 3 era was surrounded by mystery bcs no one knew who he was until ppl found out about the minigames#then boom. he's the killer. he's the only f reason why everything happened. then they gave him a proper name.#and that made it much more terrifying beyond the good and bad endings. at least to me#because it was him the whole time. the best part is that he's not even William Afton anymore#Springtrap is a whole different thing n though there are few canonical aspects that let you know what he would generally sound and act like#-there's still enough space for interpretation. Some people view him as revengeful n insane. that he cannot think beyond his rage#he can be regretful or pure evil. he can also be grumpy n not care about anything at all. he can also be very pathetic if you will#i mean no. he's quite pathetic. love her for that <3#and some think he's silly but i'm pretty sure that's canon lmao#anyway. he's so cool
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Coming home after a 12 hour workday exhausted bc the night before was filled with sleep paralysis and hallucinations and falling in my bed, pulling blanket on my head and Forgetting !

But not himb…., never himb.,,
#today was kind of a sad day : (#but it may be just bc I’m a little hungover#very tired#maybe that made me grumpy and predisposed to being upset
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i wasn't prepared for the look of absolute scorn and disdain levelled at me by dolly then for daring to crunch down on my crisps
#literally popped her head up and glowered before tucking back up into a ball#she's such a funny little creechur#don't worry dolly-olly you'll remember that i'm a very late night snacker soon enough#“p don't anthropomorphise your animals! that's not what her looking at you means!”#she made grumpy airplane ears at me - trust me she was scornful
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carrying over from this post, somewhat, but-- the added struggle of finding nice outfits to build on the costume idea with, only to have your muse start fighting with you on them, because of certain details fff--
#{|ooc post|}#i know i've got the rest of the month to brain storm this-- but fixation is lowkey happening lmao--#anyways tho~... Micchan is over here being grumpy with me now-- because the outfits i'm leaning toward mostly involve crop tops lol--#well that-- and because i'm very tempted to include a touch of makeup...#which made him mad because of straying from more scary elements-- 💀#(he's at least content with the accessories i've been eyeing tho lmao)
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ngl i think i kind of was a genius for being like 'yeah this character is a scary killyou cannibal scary killer who scary kills you' and then realizing that the way my worldbuilding works out is that there's a nonzero chance that if you leave literally any body parts over they can just come back, depending on what they believe in their heart of hearts can kill them. Of course she'd start eating her kills. She probably tried normal stuff first and then realized it didn't work and she had to try harder if she wanted to actually keep them dead.
#red rambles#im working on a character who i made up years and years ago and wasnt even happy with then because he didnt seem to have enough like#interior thoughts he was just like a guy who killed people when he was stressed and his life was constantly stressful and then he killed on#person too many and they were like 'this is fucking untenable and he has to die' and then they killed him#which is soooooooooo absolutely nothing honestly. Like it works as a barebones summary but i want to stress there was actually straight up#nothing else there. the entire rest of his whole whatnot was just being entangled with Haven who is a different character who at the time#ALSO felt unsatisfyingly lacking in interiority but at lesat he had really complex motivations and action flowcharts. that werent just 'i#get grumpy and i just go kill some random person with no regard for what the consequences will be and then i am so mean and i kill you'#now theres a lot more happening. i really didnt. like.#okay so i had a Backstory worked out but it was vague because i didnt know what the fuck he WANTEDDDDDDD right like. i had no motivations a#literally all except 'oohhh i kill people ooohhh i like killing people ooohhh im erratic i kill people' and the background i HAD was like.#Upper class scion of some rich family whose family honest to god just did not like him very much and also [gestures vaguely] i guess he#maybe kicked dogs or something and then he ??nebulous timeline meets haven and then kills his sister or kills his sister and very quickly#thereafter meets haven but i usually lean toward the former because haven LOVES convincing people to kill their whole families its like#cathartic for him because he would love to kill his entire family but physically cannot do it. but like kind of the implications of this#as far as i was concerned given this is set in the mid 1800s was like. ehhh he's getting away with this because he's rich white and male an#it pays to turn a blind eye to his indiscretions or w/e. a genderswap means that she'd be subject to a lot more scrutiny on basis of like#misogyny. LOL. and i already had the preexisting 'hates half sibling' (i genderswapped the sister into a brother because why not) and 'hate#parents' and 'parents strongly dislike her' and 'unsettling' and it worked nicely to start giving me actual fucking. Literally anything to#work with there. because it means that by going off with Haven she walks out of one situation where she has like 0 agency into another one#and like to be clear i respect anyone who is sitting around in haven's general vicinity for snapping and just starting to kill people. me t#but this works. SOOOOOOOOOO much better for real#im still working the kinks out but like also this means that she wins. she wins like multiple times actually. she comes closer to killing#haven than anyone since he learned what fucking species he was and causes him more trouble in the interest of getting the FUCK out of there#than anyone else has and then she fucking gets what she was going for against literally every effort haven could've made over ~five decades#get owned loser.#every time i draw her i cant help it i write some shit like PLEASE JUST GET DIVORCED on it even though i wrote the fucking narrative i know#it will never fucking happen and thats why she does all this shit instead#in another world she'd be like the wildly capable owner of Raytheon 2 or some other shit like that. like she'd never be a nice or good#person but she wouldn't be dead. god she could be in charge of a country or some shit. Alas. Please get divorced.
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Laios wouldn't judge me or make me feel bad for being excited about things I enjoy.
#victor beeps#sometimes i feel guilty for being happy#i hate feeling like too much all the time#i always feel too weird for my best friend. i could tell i was annoying her tonight but switching topics so much#and when i got in i was infodumpping to my mom about resident evil and she just waved me off#we were watching that ''welcome to raccoon city'' movie and it made very grumpy#NOT the topic for today but i do NOT like that movie#just. i wouldn't get rid of my autism for anything it's a part of me and makes me *Me*#but it is still a disability and makes a lot of things hard for me and makes me feel Not So Great sometimes#i love my best friend and gc friends so much but i still feel like i can't be 100% myself around them#but laios would finally be that person!#he'd *get* me. we'd just get each other so well#he wouldn't get annoyed when i spoke really fast and bounced around on topics#he wouldn't wave me off or just want me to shut up#i think i'd finally feel truly loved and accepted and wanted#i didn't expect laios to remind me so much of myself!#to everyone else he's weird and off-putting and annoying#and i am too#but to each other we're so wonderful and perfect#we could be in love with each other in peace without ever worrying that we're too much for the other
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apocalypse
#i really missed drawing in mspaint! this is my first mspaint drawing in a long long time. its also of the most predictable characters ever#but my friend fizz recently asked me why i liked gallus so much in the first place (because i am the only gallus fan.) this made me rewatc#basically every episode he's in so that i could think about like...really why i DO like him. at the time i told avery that its because i#just tend to like grumpy characters (which they said like grumpy bear lol - i do love grumpy bear and am a huge care bears fan. another#good example is susie deltarune or karkat. i really like them both.)#but then why don't i have an obsession with like...short fuse? or gilda? or smolder?#(although i do actually adore gilda and smolder...)#but its probably because gallus gets the most emotional focus out of any young 6 member (excluding maybe yona?) especially in the episode#hearth's warming club. this episode (just his telling of his backstory really) is very heart-wrenching to me. more so now that i really#like him and have created a whole characterization for him outside of the show.#and there are other things...like the fact that he's a boy character in a show that doesn't have an apparent misogynistic culture#or the fact that he's from a different kingdom so he's experiencing equestria for the first time#or the fact that i sometimes...personally feel excluded not from wider society but also my family. so i relate to him. and i wrote these#feelings i have into summerfree! ive been doing it since i was 17! his original iteration was named LYRICAL PROSE...but he's always just#sort of been me trying to express how comforted i feel by my little pony. my old oc tickle (and my current oc daisy chain and my ponysona#milkweed) also do this for me.#its like free therapy :3#gallus#summerfree apple#june 12th 2023#june 13th 2023
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love going down rabbit holes on spotify and finding new music 🫂
#rambles#also scrolling through pinterest#it’s 2am…i need to go to bed#idk how active i’ll be in the next few weeks tbh#my sister is moving in soon and my mental state is already. deteriorating <3#idk i just feel very weird lately. and angry and grumpy and tired#the heat is making me feel so sick too :(#i’ll pop in here and there i think#i made a couple sims that i love so i’ll probably post some screenshots of them tomorrow !
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Today really has been a big Fuck You from beyond regarding writing.
Like. This entire last few months have, but that's been reasonable. I've been busy. The last week less so, but I got sick. I get it, life.
Why'd you have to be mean on the one day where I pick up a document.
(Was it because I started a new WIP? It was probably the new WIP.)
#my life be like#writing#pix being overly dramatic again#tbf there was actually a big thing in the form of a fire across the street from me#but the moping is mostly coming from the fact that i just woke up from an 'accidental' power nap#('accidental' because i made the effort to set up a playlist to listen to and turned off my mouse and keyboard so as not to drain battery#so like not accidental at all really but also i didn't wanna nap)#also nothing bad happened re the fire before anyone frets#i'm fine and safe and it's been out for hours now#it was just rather stressful at the time#but i'm good#it was just a very weird bit of cosmic timing that i'd started a new wip when it all happened#so i've been semi-silly grumpy about not being allowed to write
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y’know…it’s perfectly alright to pronounce place names in the language you are speaking, even if the place names are from another country.
this post brought to you by my hearing a youtuber pronounce ibiza as “eye-bee-tha”. like…no. half-right is all-wrong. like, congrats on trying to do the z but it’s a long i sound. (“ee-bee-tha”)
also, hilariously, neither of those are how it’s said locally (the catalan name is Eivissa -> əjˈvisə which i am not going to transliterate into anglophone-friendly sounds)
#so very tired and grumpy#also when anglophones insist on saying barthelona like a) you’re not getting the c sound right and#b) if you want to say it like a local…don’t do the th sound#(and don’t get me started on anglophones describing spain spanish as hAviNG a LiSp like#no that’s not a speech impediment it’s a phoneme#and (at least in my mouth) the english th and the spanish c z sounds are made in different places#th is more dental and c or z is more toungue not even touching the palate and farther back)#ANYWAY so tired#randomness
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