#but this game is a religious experience

[obviousanon]

Hehehehe hahahaha hoohoohoohoo.

I have a new obsession.

Dear Lord, bless me on this fine day, for I have received my daily bread.

[critterishere]

Five Nights at How do I draw this guy seriously will I ever find a way to draw him that I’ll actually be ok with🥲,,

[spamsandsuch]

since i havent posted anything gaster related in, well, idk how long but its been a long time, i decided to prolly to give an update thats been in my au for awhile but i never actually posted abt it for some reason

so instead of two gasters now theres three. Rather than following the alternative gaster route it relates more to the shard theory now. Heres some concept art i drew recently

rough info under cut

One shard is “Aster” (first; renamed Aster because just calling him wingdings got kinda old and confusing)  and while he has a shard in their soul his body is a physical vessel part of the game (aka hes like a normal lightner that can interact w/ both light and dark world. I refrain from calling it the “real world” cuz the point of utdr is that its a game). He doesnt know this though and has no prior memories after “waking up” for the first time in the game, but they know something is up and thinks the dark worlds has something to do with it (hence why he is holding experiments relating to them). He sucks major ass though cuz he doesnt think of them or darkners as “real” and treats them as such bcuz he doesnt think their actions hold major consequences when interacting w/ darkners/darkworlds 

Second shard (middle) is currently unnamed (tho that may change) and is half physical and half part of the void (but how physical its body is fluctuates). He knows their reality is a game and is pretty content with that. He barely remembers his previous life but doesnt question it — he knows he just is, not what, why, or how. Because of that, he doesnt care what people call him because it doesnt matter much in the grand scheme of things. While knowledgable in many things, he also easily forgets things too as he sometimes has trouble recalling certain things. He also doesnt entirely understand emotions, but it knows he likes seeing or making living things happy so he is often kind to others. He is also well intentioned and genuine, but sometimes doesnt understand what may be good for others to hear. Because of this, he is willing to casually share with others the knowledge that the world is a game to the few people who know its existence, but doesnt recognize that this may be scary information to some. It is also the same gaster that convinced Jevil the world is a game.

Third one and last shard is also nameless (again, this may change) and completely part of the void—meaning, in the light and dark world he doesnt exist, but can still visit them. He cannot interact w/ anything, though, which he finds frustrating esp when observing the other two gasters. He has more memories of his previous life than the second gaster, but its still few as well as scattered—most of the time he cant make sense of them, which is also frustrating. His form is also never constant, but he struggles w/ coping with the inconsistency of his body so he tries to form like the other two gasters whenever he can to maintain his sense of self. He also knows the world is a game (for obvious reasons) but still recognizes that consequences that occur in the game have weight — whether negative or positive. As such, he has a stronger sense of judgement and morality when it comes to others but cannot act upon the majority of things because he barely exists — which is also something hes frustrated with; because he cant interact w/ the world, he concludes he’s incapable of guiding or helping others. The only other being he can actually communicate w/ is the second gaster, he later finds out though; as a result, he often sticks to hanging out with the second gaster for company and also because seeing Aster’s actions make him feel sick. Additionally, he feels a weird sense of kinship with lightners and darkners for some reason — but especially darkners. He sorta almost sees them as his children, but doesnt entirely know why. 

[dykedvonte]

Danse has to get homesick In Sanctuary. Like despite being uncertain of how much his past is real including times with the Brotherhood, those memories were home. The Brotherhood was home especially the Prydwen.

No matter all the comfort and the luxuries SoSu could put to make him feel more relaxed or like it’s his space it’s still not home. It’s so unique to him cause everyone else has a home in a sense. A thing or place they can come and go to as they please while Danse doesn’t. He can never go back to the people he considered family and they can never go to him without serious consequences. It doesn’t help that (due to his own faults and beliefs) a good majority of the new people in his life do not exactly like him.

It’s so isolating for him as the wasteland is also a different culture in general. Theres so much he’s not used to vs what he is. But all in all I think that’s a good thing. I feel as if Danse had a better arc in game it would 100% have him learning or developing a sense of home before a sense of self. I think it gets overlooked that Danse is a person that likes or feels like he needs to belong to something. A cause, a philosophy, a mission. He needs a goal. He must learn to live for himself and his purpose but it’s clear he wants to find that through something which is why he latches onto the Sole Survivor after rather than just wander the wastes. He needs something, anything to base a sense of self on at this point in time and who better than the person that opened their home to him in the first place.

He’s a dude that needs a foundation or home to ground himself on or else he doesn’t know what to do with himself or even start.

[feybeasts]

Turns out I can fly pretty well on borrowed wings

[someonetooksendnoodles]

i was absolutely not planning to have willow (2022) be the reason i realize that i am in fact not cis but here we are 

[iphigeniacomplex]

going to group exposure therapy at 13 didnt fuck me up but i have trouble explaining this to people. like okay yeah it was literally me and these other kids sitting at a table instructed to intentionally trigger one another and not help the triggered individual deal with the severe emotional response we caused and yeah there was a screaming room which was just sort of a little sectioned-off area with no door where this one kid in the other group went in and screamed for the entire duration of every session and like YEAH. i did make my longest-lasting friend there who i love dearly but for like two years we had no idea how to speak with one another in a situation not based around triggering one another bc that was how we became friends so every time we hung out i’d be like “you should tell that cashier to fuck off and not apologize” and shed be like “okay well i will not do that but god probably is like super mad at you right now” and separately we’d both be like i am being such a good friend to my bestie with ocd right now. but im saying that was all literally normal you just had to be there

[probsnothawkeye]

My gods the Game Changer season finale

Absolutely incredible

A religious experience

[celine-song]

username tag game

Rules: spell your username with song titles and then tag as many people as there are letters. I was tagged by @katherines thank you 🥰

my house - beyonce

imagining - rina sawayama (feat. amaarae)

kamikaze - carly rae jepsen

eternally hateful - kirin j callinan

mother nature - mgmt

i will be with you always - reverend kristin michael hayter

leave me alone - fred again..., baby keem

lover/friend - kaytranada, rochelle jordan

survivor - genesis owusu

tagging @saw-x, @muldery, @rachmcadams, @ayo-edebiri, @rileykeouhg, @tay-swifts, @stydixa, @narliee, @ajmichalka

[marshbarks]

ive never touched rob\ox in my life. i dont want to. However... innate need to play competitive dress up...

[lith-myathar]

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[daisyeyes-plays]

I can't believe they have an s&m part and my party just stands there watching while my character got beaten and begged for mercyLMAO

[seafoam-taide]

im like 5 minutes into the stardew valley update and theres already so much. what the fuck. hough. hough. whag. hghf. hghh

[msfcatlover]

*points at Jean-Paul Valley* THE MOST DISAPPOINTING THING ABOUT THIS MAN IS THAT HE ISN'T CANONICALLY "The Normal One(TM)"

[olde-scratch]

i think i just witnessed god?

[vulpinesaint]

for the song ask game! “creature” by half•alive, ESPECIALLY “i am creation, both haunted and holy”

answering this after DAYS dear god sorry anon dfkgjhs

see you're so fucking right about that one line it makes me go crazy HOWEVER. the rest of the song is religious for real and the thought putting myself in the hands of the creator makes me want to crawl out of my fucking skin. nothing you could have known dfkghs i just have extreme discomfort with open professions of love and trust in god </////3 activates the fight or flight for some reason. you're so correct though i am haunted and holy creation vibes on tumblr for real