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sleepless-crows · 2 months

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#ive always wanted an older sibling and a sister #and i have two cousins on my mom and dad's side who were like older sisters to me #but they're not here. not anymore #and everytime they had to leave soon. i would push them away because i didn't want to feel hurt when they left #but they do leave and i feel even more regretful and even more awful #i could just text them but i'm really bad at that and i don't know how #they would always make sure i wasn't alone in groups and talk to me and give me advice #one of them was basically my sister growing up since we spent every day together at her house #but i live in a third world country and many people leave #including them #and i just feel so alone and so heartbroken and i hate myself for pushing them away because its definitely harder for them than for me #and im at a time in my life where i feel so lost and so overwhelmed and theyre not here #and i feel so incredibly alone #i just sobbed my heart out in the shower and my eyes are so red #why is the world like this

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a-dauntless-daffodil · 6 months

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love that Vaggie had ZERO fucking idea how much of Adam and Lute's brain space she was apparently taking up

legit she has NO thought of herself being important enough for them to have noticed. meanwhile, Adam, Lute, and the other Exorcists were just like

Vaggie: "Yeah, I'm pretty sure my old coworkers won't recognize me."

Adam: (instantly recognizing her) "ITS ON SIGHT BITCH ITS ON SIGHT!!!"

Lute: "SIR I AGREE BUT THERE ARE WITNESSES!!!!!!!"

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Vaggie: (answers door and comes face-to-face with them) "Charlie's not here. Leave a message after I slam the door on you."

Adam: "???? I'm here to see you???"

Vaggie: "Why."

Adam: "Why? WHY? YOU LEFT THE BAND! YOU WENT YOUR OWN WAY! YOU FUCKED OFF TO GO BE SEXY WITH MY EX'S HOT DAUGHTER!"

Vaggie: "And?"

Adam: "? AND YOU WERE ONE OF MY BEST MURDERERS?????"

Vaggie: "So?"

Adam: "?!?!!??!?!?!?!??!!?!???????!?!?!"

Lute: "You're gross and we hate you."

Vaggie: "Is there a point to this."

Adam: "Sure there is! Betray the woman you love or else."

Vaggie: "Nah."

Adam: "IM SUING"

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Adam: "Okay Exorcists! Who here remembers Vaggie!"

ALL the Exorcists: "BOO!!! HATE HER!"

Lute: "GOOD THEN GO RIP HER A NEW ONE AND SHOVE IT DOWN HER THROAT!!!"

Adam: "???? just cut off her head?? can we just cut off her head like normal people with a normal weird obsession over someone???

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Lute: "I hate you so much I'm gonna rip my own arm off and throw myself at you!"

Vaggie: "Oh for fuck's sake- I wouldn't have spared your stupid life if I'd known you didn't even have one!"

Lute: "IM GONNA TAKE YOURS"

Vaggie: "YOU fired ME like three years ago! Where the hell is this even coming from???"

Lute: (ineffectively throttling vaggie with her remaining hand) "YOU SHOULD'VE KILLED ME WHEN YOU HAD THE CHANCE!"

Vaggie: (wheezing) "WHY THE FUCK AREN'T YOU IN THERAPY???"

#hazbin hotel #vaggie #adam hazbin hotel #lute hazbin hotel #incorrect quotes #it's like vox and alastor all over again #she's like “they probs don't even know me anymore”#and they're like “WE ARE YOUR NEMESIS HERE TO FUCK WITH YOU SPECIFCALLY!!!”

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nevermeyers · 9 months

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I'll never get over the way Megumi looks at Yuuji

#they're everything #give him back god give him back i can't with this anymore #jujutsu kaisen #@meyers #itadori yuuji #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #nobara's so cute here #I feel she's one of the best friends you could ever have #nobara kugisaki

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jajatoc · 3 months

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Who did you dissect? You're so secretive, as though it was Simon's body! Now that would be a whole heap of trouble...

#woah rubin whatever you are keeping behind that curtain sure is glowing in a very inconspicuous way!!#pathologic #stanislav rubin #grigory filin #clara saburova #artemy burakh #daniil dankovsky #peter stamatin #andrey stamatin #don't ask why they're there something something simon. anyway #lara ravel #she is here too #simon kain #white vaccine #pathologic fanart #digital art #jajadraws #i cannot look at this thing anymore #Мор Утопия

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aregebidan · 2 years

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i love you goncharov mythos, i love you innate human urge to make things up, i love you tumblr blorbos created By tumblr, i love you meta insight into current internet attitudes toward character archetypes that's inherent to this process of creation, i love you opportunity of witnessing yet another major event for very online people, and most of all i love you katya

#she sounds cool #goncharov #tbd #the more i think about it the more i realize that this is the single most interesting thing that's happened here since i made my account #like. sure nov 5th 2020 was wild but the goncharov renaissance developed completely independently of real world events #people aren't posting memes about geopolitical events anymore they're posting memes about a New Thing #with No real world equivalent and making up everything about it ON THE FLY #and it STILL retains some internal consistency because of the types of characters/traits that have grown into their popularity here #and i just think media studies people who write about the internet are having a fucking field day right now

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sunnymainecoonx · 20 days

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How many people witnessed softie food addict horror who needed something in his mouth or he would actively kill and turn to cannibalism 🧍‍♀️ or was that just me.... anyways honestly it was silly.. he'd maybe get along with cook horror... I just like fanon crossovers guys*sadge

Anyways canon horror is also silly(really silly. What an asshole, man)(no seriously he's actually such an asshole.. I might love him for that but-) I don't think he would get along with the others(loser)

#me when I acknowledge as many sides of an argument as possible which just makes me confused because I am trying to take off of other people #but they're so diverse that I can't mix all of it and so I don't know how to interpret any characters anymore and what makes it worse is my #ahh not actually understanding people or relationships because I got minimum emotions maximum carelessness but I also love emotions so I #love the psychological torture of all of this but I also don't understand it so I'm depending on everyone else but yet again they're so #mixed I get confused and I don't know how to deal with any of it so I'm just here standing confused screaming in my own mind as I try to #understand how to make it all work together and then #....#Jesus fuck #sans au #utmv #undertale au #horrortale #horror sans #UwU #anyways disregard any ideas I may have ever because they will always change and I don't know what to do anymore.......#bro I'm boutta resort to Wattpad fics.... get ready for Wattpad highschool fic😼/j #I want to do that but I lost my fluidity in writing sighs...#I never graduated from Wattpad sorry guys😔#I didn't do that well drawing canon horror tbh but it'll have to do

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sherrymagic · 2 months

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I want to assure you that I will find the person who killed your brother.

JJay Patiphan as WIN 4MINUTES | EP. 2

#jjay patiphan #4minutes #4 minutes #4 minutes the series #be on cloud #jjayfuaiz #lana.gifs #4minutes.gifs #a girl & the set format almost no one uses anymore that she loves to use to pay homage to her little fictional kids <3 #i was waiting for him and mio to appear and i feel like they're gonna be two losers so they're my faves of choice for this one i guess #tried some new coloring style here for funsies hope it looks nice #userbon #userrlaura #usersasa #uservix #rinblr #raeblr #esmetracks #userbeoncloud

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gravelsong · 9 days

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I actually had to stop and take a moment because. Holy shit where do I even start here

Elita's so desperate to keep Optimus on Cybertron that she'll actively sabotage his way of escape (not just his way either, Cliff is still badly wounded and he's now cut off as well). The war has been HELL on her and the planet, we've seen this every time we've seen her on Cybertron. Everyone she's ever loved is either in a constant state of survival, tortured, missing, or dead. She has gone through hell and back to keep it all together, and finally she's found Optimus again, someone who can lead them all, who knows what to do, who can help her keep it together.

But from her view, he doesn’t want to stay. He doesn't want to stay and defend his home, he wants to go back, he wants to leave. Leave behind everything they've worked for, making all of Elita's sacrifice pointless, making the deaths of all their loved ones meaningless. And not just that, but they can use what Shockwave built to save them. It's cruel and disgusts her, but sacrifices have to be made for their survival, even if it means harming another planet. But they have to use it, it has to mean something, because if not, then what was any of this for?

And Optimus, on the other end, is in pain over this choice. No leader wants to make a choice like this, but Optimus has seen what damage his people have done. The damage that his war has brought to them, how they've been killed and wounded at the hands of ones who still remain on Earth. Earth's destruction can't be at their hands, they can't force their losses onto people who never asked to be a part of this, who never had a chance at stopping the decepticons on their own. They can't kill another planet in the name of saving their own. The cycle can't continue.

Even while Elita is holding onto Optimus, screaming about how much she needs him, his other hand is spasming, the weight of what he's doing and what will come from this action very clear, but still painful. And in the end, he choses to protect Earth.

#there's even something that could be said about how Optimus could also think the war on cybertron is outright lost #that there's nothing they can do for it anymore #I FUCKING LOVE THIS COMIC THIS IS SO BRUTAL BUT I GET WHAT THEY'RE THINKING HERE #they don't deserve this aaaaa #transformers #transformers skybound #transformers 2023 #transformers spoilers #optimus prime #elita one #my post

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kineticallyanywhere · 5 months

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Time & Space pages 1-2 ( This is the start || ao3 (not yet!) || next ) Starts less than 24 hours after the death of Willy Stampler. With the job done, there's finally time to sort some things out. They just need the right amount of space.

#dungeons and daddies #dndads #normal oak #henry oak #normal oak swallows garcia #dndads 2 #fanart #kineticallyart #time & space #Coming at chu live from my first dance chaperone duty #Monkeys paw is not over btw! In case this made you nervous #I'll be doing both #Next 4 pages of mp already in the works #They're delicious you're gonna love them #Anyway canon didn't have the framework to peel apart the oaks like a surgeon with a grape #So here we go :)#Don't worry normal i gotchur happy ending #For you. Personally.#Anyway i don't have this planned quite as meticulously as mp #Plotwise #But the script doc is like 6k words long so there's gas in this tank #That said updates on this will be slower than on mp until mp ends #Getting mp done is still priority 1 #Anyway (x2 combo)#Implied context here is that at the “Willy is dead and we saved the world” after party at the S-O-G's place #Normal kinda lost it #At who and what about doesn't really matter #No one's holding it against him #But the result is that they're not gonna let him pretend to be okay anymore #Normals done a lot of taking care of other people; time for other people to take care of him for a bit

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ministarfruit · 6 months

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"my oshis graduated" outfit swap

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murderofravens · 16 days

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i hate this lazy ass trend of writing a paragraph and then labelling it with every fictional character you can think of. the king of curses and oikawa will not fuck you the same way. 'rough sex' in the tags and its just one imaginary guys and the character labels are toji fushiguro and light yagami

#jujutsu kaisen x reader #all people here care about clout #nobody writes because they're passionate about a character anymore #no character attributes in the fics #just the same boring smut same 5 lines and a bunch of tags of every character ever #everyone has lost the plot #toji fushiguro #gojo satoru #jjk x reader #smut

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captainhysunstuff · 5 months

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22 more images (with some saucy shenanigans and immature "seduction" tactics towards the end) below the cut:

Ryuk makes his grand return and is brought up to speed with Light and L's immoral union. The date seems pretty successful~.

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#drawn by me #my fanart #my fancomic #Death Note #The Chain #lawlight #Light Yagami #L #Ryuk #smooch #saucy shenanigans #suggestive dialogue #Ryuk third-wheeling~#L meets Light's quirky-deadly roommate #henh not much to say about this one. basically a continuation of the previous entry despite the absurd update gap.#I've lost the ability to keep anything brief anymore~#L seems a bit out of character with his willingness to go with the plan huh? And don't you think he'd have gotten used to Light's teasing b #now? Maybe it hits a little different knowing for a fact that it's coming from Kira's mouth directed towards him of all people~#Also the picture where Ryuk is saying he'll scram when things get heated is probably my favorite drawing of him that I've done!#he was so intimidating to draw especially over and over in comic form. such a far cry from my usual human style #but like all things I gradually became more and more comfortable drawing him. I'm very happy about that! :)#I have a dumb idea/headcanon concerning the nerds' first copulation attempt~.#if I decide to include it here I will definitely try to age restrict it even though it won't necessarily be graphic.#don't wanna get in trouble lol #I have more trouble drawing spicy scenes than I do with shinigami subjects XD #tw: food issues #they both eat the sketchy 'apple' to prove they're not cowards... despite it not being the smartest idea in the world. >_>

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royalarchivist · 4 months

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Although this looks very similar to the original QSMP announcement video, this video QSMP Global just posted has a different (glitched) ending. Is this meant to be a soft reboot...?

#QSMP #QSMP Official #???#Is this why people were saying they're not leaving the server but they're not RPing anymore?#Or is this supposed to be a lore continuation?#I'm a bit skeptical admittedly but I suppose we'll wait and see what happens #I wonder if this means YD will participate since it's not on the 25th anymore #I'll be real if it's a reboot idk how successful it will be since many CCs were unhappy about the admin thing (justifiably — as am I)#We'll have to wait and see what happens I suppose #That being said if this is a ''everyone has their memory wiped!'' or ''it's a time loop!'' thing I'm outta here #Edit: Tazercraft's Twitter just quote retweeted this with ''Jeez''#same buddy idk what to think about this

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h3adph0nez · 2 months

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Part 8 of SFTH as text post :)

Part one / previous / part 9

#my laptop struggled so much to load these on here #Little notes that are in (two off) the images for anyone who can't read them ->#1st image - (we're talking about Tom & Luke here)#3th image - *lighthouse (for accuracy -> I didn't want to change the text 'cause then it wouldn't be a pun anymore)#(they're not that important just clarifying)#It's like 3:40 am here so I'm going to bed :)#sfth #shoot from the hip #shootimpro #incorrect quotes #sfth tom #sfth luke #sfth aj #sfth sam #own post #sfth textposts

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shannonsketches · 6 months

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Why is the anime so weird, it's not even the same series dude?? It's like,

Anime:

GOKU: I have a great idea to bring peace to the universe, and my leadership and compassion alone will unite us all. I have No Flaws and am A True Relatable Everyman :)

VEGETA: NO! I AM THE BEST AND I WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS UNTIL I AM RECOGNIZED AS SUCH!!!!

Manga:

GOKU: Vegeta what's cornmeal made of? I know it's what the corn eats, but what's it made of? VEGETA: Hey Kakarot let's play the quiet game until one of us dies.

#dbtag #I do not understand this writing it's so bad aklsdlkasjd #Toei wants Goku to be Clark Kent SO bad and he SO isn't lmao #they're so good and dumb and rounded and complex in the manga what is the anime so afraid of #Toriyama said 'no no this man is a detached faux-immortal who has a dear pure heart but he's childlike and selfish even though he's kind'#and toei went 'got it goku's never done anything wrong ever in his life'#toriyama said 'Vegeta's gone through a lot and he's finally settling into his more mature leadership role with the confidence he's earned'#and toei said 'got it vegeta has the confidence of a high school bully except now he can interact with his family as a comedy bit'#girl hWHAT #Toei trying to group Goku and Vegeta as two people who would rather train than be with their families and Toriyama said NO Vegeta wants #to be HOME this is the first time in years that he's HAD ONE and it makes him HAPPY to be with his wife and children!!#Vegeta trains so that he can protect the things he doesn't want to lose again and Goku trains because it's the thing that makes him happies #They are NOT the same lmao And yeah Vegeta still wants to beat Goku but he also knows that Gohan could dogwalk both of them if he wanted #He also knows Trunks and Goten are going to surpass them it's not about being the best anymore he's past that he just wants to Not Need Gok #He just doesn't want to have to rely on Goku to save the day he wants to be Enough on his own he just wants to know he can be #because every time it's mattered he WASN'T and people he loved were lost to his inability to protect them and he carries that #Like Whis diagnosed him with anxiety and cptsd out in the open and Beerus said he was self-centered for feeling guilt #+ he lowkey enjoys the rivalry it keeps him goal-oriented so he can't get complacent and lazy which is what triggered his Buu Saga breakdow #realized how Fucked Up it was that having a home and loving family made him feel like he was failing and went 'wait no I won actually??'#now he's chill as fuck in the manga. cool confident leader.#and sometimes he is childish and dumb with Goku as a treat #you know what rocks about his rivalry with Goku in Super though is that it's Playful. Vegeta is learning how to Play.#You ever seen a shelter dog get introduced to a really playful dog and it takes a minute for the shelter dog to understand it's safe here #And then they're both running around the backyard playing hot potato with one braincell?? That's Goku and Vegeta's relationship #and the way the anime sleeps on that dynamic is so fucking criminal especially when it's literally canon it's in print it's out there #you had the playbook how'd you fumble it this bad #anyway that's my 25+ year blorbo thoughts I love Geets a lot okay #And I love Goku in the manga a lot I'd forgotten that he's actually a great character when Toei's not fucking up his whole vibe

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 9 months

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um alex??? just WHAT is your tongue doing??

#are they snogging or singing part 253748 #idk what's going on here but something sure as hell is 👀#and when i say something i mean something so far from platonic it might as well be in a different universe #also it's hard to tell bc of the angle but it looks like maybe there was a little kiss or brush of lips first #and then miles pulled away a little and alex's tongue decided it was going with him #i don't even know anymore #maybe i'm insane #but they're also definitely insane #anyway sorry i'll see myself out now #milex #milex gifs #miles kane #alex turner #tlsp #the last shadow puppets #my gifs #lulu posts

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