#but they’re both depressed about jb and sarah so maybe not

[rubiehart]

i will elaborate further tomorrow, john and sarah’s missing era results in jj staying at bsf!readers house every night, spending almost all of his time with her so of course he’s getting access to showers regularly and getting fed heaping plates every meal time with her family who care for him.. so = beefy s2 jayj

[veryberryjelly]

sticky notes

pairing ; john b x reader x sarah

prompt ; Imagine Person B having to take medication for their depression but forgetting to do so. Persons A and C make sure to leave little sticky notes about the house in order to remind their partner.

wc ; 0.8k

warnings ; depression, medication. lmk if theres anything else

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The sun was what woke y/n up for good. She had become mildly aware of something happening a while ago but she couldn’t open her eyes or wake up enough to see who was sliding out of bed.

When she looked to her other side and saw that she was infact alone in bed, she figured that john b had gone to work and sarah had gone home. She briefly remembered the girl saying she needed clothes because she hadn’t been home in a while.

Sighing softly, y/n sat up in the bed, pushing her hands over her face and back through her hair.

She felt like crap.

Exhausted, even though she had slept through an entire night.

Empty and just off in general. It was awful.

She dragged herself out of bed, heading to the bathroom to brush her teeth and shower and maybe wake up and feel better.

She opened the cabinet for her toothbrush and when she shut it again and went to glance at her reflection in the mirror, she saw two brightly coloured pieces of paper stuck to the reflective service.

‘ morning, had to go to work, remember your medication. Jb x ‘ the first one read and a small smile formed on her lips as she read over the words, moving onto the pink one beside it.

‘ ← ditto, remember your meds, they’re in the bedside table. Be back at 2 . S x ‘

She pulled both pieces of paper off the mirror, putting them down on the porcelain surface of the sink as she brushed her teeth, leaving them there until she got out of the shower and headed back into the bedroom the three of them often shared. She had a few clothes in a drawer and she pulled out a pair of shorts and a sweater before sliding them onto her slightly damp body

That’s when she remembered the sticky notes she had put ontop of the cabinet while she changed.

Her meds.

She reached into the bedside drawer and found a little yellow bottle, opening it and taking one of the capsules out of it and placing it in her palm before heading out into the kitchen to get a glass of water to wash it down with.

While she waited for that to kick in she curled up on one of the sofa’s on the front porch, expecting to just look out at the water but she couldn’t help falling asleep.

That’s how sarah found her, curled up on the front porch with her arms tucked under her head with her sweater pulled over her hands.

Without thinking twice, she knelt down infront of her with a soft smile, lifting her hand to carefully brush some hair from her face before attempting to wake her.

“ y/n “ she spoke quietly, resting her hand on her girlfriends cheek to try and lull her out of her state. All she got in response was a soft hum.

“ y/n, baby, come on, you gotta wake up “ those were the words that actually began to pull y/n from her sleep.

Her eyes fluttered open and she had to admit that waking up to the sight of her beautiful girlfriend was not the worst thing in the world. “ there she is. You okay? You’re never usually asleep this time “ she spoke, watching as y/n woke up little by little.

“ think I took my night meds. Couldn’t keep my eyes open. “ she was holding in a yawn for most of that sentence but she couldn’t help it.

“ c’mon, I’ll make you some coffee while we wait for john b to come back “ sarah offered her hands out to the sleepy girl as she stood, hoping to help wake her up, knowing that she didn’t like being sleepy all day.

y/n gratefully took her hands and stood from the couch, following the blonde inside and sitting on the counter while she made coffee for both of them.

It was only about an hour before john b finally joined them, finding them both on the couch watching a movie on sarah’s laptop. He didn’t say anything, instead just took off his shoes and took a seat on the couch next to sarah, wrapping his arm around her shoulders.

y/n was already curled up into the blonde’s side, her head rested on her shoulder. When john b came and joined them, she just rested her hand down, palm up, on sarah’s lap .

this was just one of the few things that were never spoken about but just happened with the three of them.

If the three of them were laying in bed, everyone was touching everyone somehow, whether it was just a hand resting on someones arm or their head rested on their shoulder, everyone was touching everyone.

Without any hesitation, john b lifted his hand and laced his fingers through y/n’s, resting their interlocked hands on the blondes lap.

[outerbankspreferences]

Caught Pt. 2 - JJ Maybanks

Caught Pt. 2 – JJ Maybanks

Word Count: 1952

MASTERLIST

JJ’s movements stop at the sound of his full name. No one used his full name. JJ looked back down at her. “I thought you said he wasn’t getting home until tonight.” He spoke while pulling at of her causing you hiss at the over stimulation. “I thought he wasn’t, he said he had to work and then he was going to Sarah’s.” Y/N spoke trying to find your underwear JJ had thrown across the room, “where did you throw my underwear?” She whispered as if they weren’t already caught. JJ tossed her a new pair out of her dresser along with some shirts and his t shirt.

Once the two of them were dressed JJ reached for the door knob. “Now or never” he chuckled to small girl behind him. What he couldn’t see was the anxiety rushing through her. Nether had ever talked about what it was they were doing. Nether confirming whether they were together or not. They had been hooking up for a couple of months now but that was it ever was. It her Y/N every time he came over, would sleep with her and then just leave. She would never tell JJ but it always made her feel worthless, like she was nothing more then the tourons he would normally hook up with.

 What she didn’t know was that JJ was head over heels in love with her. When the two of them started hooking up, he stopped meeting up with tourons. he didn’t realize he was in love with her until after their first time. For her to trust him that much meant something to him. When the two of them were together everything was different. It was like he could finally something good in his life. He wanted to keep this to himself for the fear that she might slip away form him if everyone knew.

 The two of them walk out of her room and down the hallways. The floor boards creaking beneath the weight of their feet. The floor had been making the same sound earlier, expect the young couple were eager for what awaited them then, not so much now. Y/N was practicing her speech repeatedly in her head. She could feel the anxiety bubbling in her chest and she went to grab JJ’s hand for comfort to find him already reaching out for hers.

 The two made it into the kitchen to find John B taking a very large shot of whiskey before glaring at the both of them. He scowled at them holding hands, and Y/N could already tell he wasn’t taking this very well. She was the first to break the ice, speaking in calm voice, “we never meant for you to find out this way.” John B just raised his hand to cut her off, looking over at who he thought was his best friend. Now he was questioning it, John B trust JJ with his life, and especially his little sister, never did he think he would cross this line. “How could you do this?” He asked the blonde, “I’m sorry, but I love your sister John B.” JJ spoke up and you gasped.

 Nether of you had said those three words in the 3 months you’d been hooking up, and you had wondered if JJ was feeling the way you had. JJ took another deep breath before speaking again, “I know in my head that it’s wrong. She’s your little sister and I’ve known her since she was a little girl, but she makes me feel things I don’t always understand, but they’re good things JB. When I see her happy and smiling, she makes my day just a bit better. When she says something stupid and then starts to laugh, I realize that I want to hear that laugh everyday. And it’s killing me because she’s your sister man, I didn’t mean for it to be her, but it is and I can’t say that I’m sorry about the way I feel.” JJ pleaded with the brunette, hoping he could hear the truth in his words.

 The two men looked between each other almost having and internal conversation that Y/N had to witness. John B was trying to see everything with reason, but Y/N noticed how red his face was getting, she was also keeping an eye out for the tell tale signs of his hidden anger. She squeezed JJ’s hand to acknowledge she heard every word he said, silently encouraging him to continue.

 He was about to speak again when John B’s fist connected to his face causing JJ to let go of Y/N hand and stumble back words cursing. “John B!” Y/N exclaimed rushing over to JJ, “are you crazy” She hollered at him. JJ pushed her out of the way before taking a swing at John B, pushing him into the wall. Before she knew it the two boys were fighting on the floor. At one point JJ was on top landing a punch to John B., and John B. would tackle him down to the ground. She had seen the two boys fight before, but nothing like this before.

 She was lucky that Pope and Kie had decided to stop by and could hear the yelling from the driveway. Pope moved Y/N out of the way, and pried JJ from John B’s death grip, “hey-hey, let go man! What the hell is going on here?” He shouted at them, and all three of you shared the same look. She stood in between the two boys, John B was fuming his face red and contoured to anger. JJ looked like he was on high alert, not sure if his friend was going to take another swing at him. “Oh yeah JJ, go a head. Tell them how I just caught you sleeping with my sister.” John B spoke in a matter of fact tone, and then stomped out the door slamming it behind. The loud bang made Y/N flinch and heart drop to the bottom of the floor. “You what?” Kie was the first to speak but she wasn’t surprised. She and Sarah had their supposition about the two of you.

 She pushed past Kie to follow John B outside ignoring the protest from their friends to give him some space. “John B wait. Just let me ex-.” She tried to speak before he cut you off. “There’s nothing to explain Y/N! I know what I saw.” He hollered at the younger girl. JJ was coming up behind him. “She’s not ready for this and you know that. You are not going to break her like you do every other girl on this island. She might tell you that it wont bother her, but it will. When you break her heart, you will break her.” John B yelled at JJ.

 It was like the two boys were talking about something else. Y/N really didn’t understand what John B was saying but JJ knew. John B had confided in him multiple times about how losing your dad had hurt you. How not having a mother hurt you, and how he was scared that when you found love, that it might not be requited and he wanted to keep you from that hurt. It was a big reason JJ started hanging out with the younger girl more. He wanted to help his friend keep an eye on you and at first he thought it was because he loved her like a sister but he soon discovered that wasn’t what was going on. He fell in love with her like a lover, there wasn’t a time he didn’t want to be around her. “I’m not going to hurt her. Not because she’s your sister but because I love her. I don’t know what I would do without her man. She makes everything so much better and I’m not really sure why. Maybe it’s because she’s always so calm, or maybe she’s got a great sense of humor, hell man I don’t know. I do know when I try and think about how much I love her it scares me. It scares the living shit out of me that one day she might leave. So maybe your worried about her, but I don’t think you need to worry about your sister man, I think you need to worry about me. Because if she leaves me John B. I know I won’t survive without her.” He took a deep breath looking at his friend.

 All five people were silent. Everyone taking in the words that JJ just spoke. It was one of the few times JJ had an outburst of emotion like that, and the first time he’s ever had that kind of emotion towards a girl. “I’m sorry that it was your sister man, but I’m not sorry about the way I feel about her.” JJ almost whispered like he didn’t want anyone to know what he was saying. Y/N could have sworn her heart dropped at hearing those words. She always loved JJ, and just assumed that it was a puppy love crush, she would move on sooner or later, but she never did. Y/N kept looking between the two boys, waiting for one of them to speak. “I don’t need your permission JB. Don’t let this get between our friendship.” The younger girl spoke up.

 John B thought over all his options. His sister was right, this could potentially ruin not only his friendship with JJ but his relationship with his younger sister. He had noticed the change in her behaviour lately. She wasn’t always moping around the house depressed and sad like normal. She had a little of her normal lovable attitude back thanks to JJ. “Okay but no more sleeping in the same bed. And no PDA, I don’t want to see you macking on my little sister.” Both Y/N and JJ let out a breath of relief looking at each other. Both you and JJ giggled to each other already excited to break John B’s rules.

 JJ motioned for you to follow him to the end of the dock were things were a bit more private. The two of you walked awkwardly together slightly bumping shoulders. You both sat on the rale of the dock looking into the water not speaking to each other. “I meant what I said Y/N.” JJ spoke but you didn’t look over. JJ admired the way you looked in the sunset. The colors compliment your skin tone that was just starting to tan in the spring heat. The way your hair moved in the breeze that had picked up. “I know.” The young girl spoke and JJ started to panic. Maybe she didn’t feel the same way for him as he did for her. Maybe he just completely embarrassed himself in front of their friends for feelings that she might not even have.

 “I love you too JJ. I always have. I thought you were just with me for the sex.” She spoke, and JJ cringed at the reputation he had. JJ took her hands in his and she looked at him, “never once was this ever just ‘sex’. I fell for you so hard, and I don’t think I want to see you with anyone else.” He spoke in a serious tone. He moved a little closer to her, putting his hands under her chin to lift her face towards his. Their faces were inches apart when Y/N closed her eyes waiting for the kiss to come, “John B. said no PDA.” JJ whispered to her. “Oh to hell with John B.” She spoke pulling him in for a deep kiss.

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