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lec743 · 2 years ago

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Bloody Flora AU (FNAF Fanfic)

(cackles) I think this is my cutes story based on this AU~ Hey! Hey, @oobbbear! I decided to give Moon your artistic love~~ Enjoy this fluff y’all!!!

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Moon wanted to do something special for you. Moon was under the impression that him and Sun were practically married to you at this point, and he wanted to show you all the love and care ten-fold onto you that you do for them. The problem was how to go about it. It’s not like he has money and Moon didn’t think it’d be very tasteful to go dumpster diving for loose items to make art from for you. He could ask Sun for advice, but that would ruin the surprise since Sun can’t keep a secret.

Moon was out in the city in his tiny bat form. Clutched in his feet were advertisement posters for the Bloom and Gloom. Being so close to the inner city, with all its blaring lights, hurt his eyes, but Moon toughed it out. He wanted to make sure that the flower shop got enough eyes on its advertisements so that you’ll get more jobs. As he went from light pole to public corkboard, Moon ignored the distrustful side-eyes that were shot his way.

As he was thinking about what he could do for you to celebrate your relationship with him and Sun, Moon heard a conversation that sound like a similar problem to his own.

Moon flew into the night sky to get a better lock on the voices. Then he zeroed in on a woman and her little boy. He followed them as he listened in on their conversation as he was still in his tiny bat form.

“But Mooooom! I wanna do something special for him!”

It was a black woman and her son, a little Chinese kid. The woman was smiling down at her kid, placatingly, as he whined up at her. He looked like he was six, probably just starting school. It made Moon miss his parents.

“You don’t need money to do something special for your crush, Baby.”

“But the thing! That toy is perfect for him!”

“I can’t afford to buy that for you.”

“I’ll do extra chores around the house!”

“No, Honey. What happened to that drawing you were working on for him?”

The little boy crossed his arms in a pout. “It’s stupid.”

The woman pulled her son closer to her so that she could pet his head as they walked. “I promise that it’s not. When you like someone, anything given to them can be precious, because you’re the one who gave it to them.”

“My drawing is stupid though…”

“Life is full of stupid things. It doesn’t make them any less loved.”

The boy just pouted more, but Moon took this moment to butt in. He poofed into his normal stature and dropped down in front of them. “Hi. Sorry. But when you say “anything”, do you really mean that or—”

Moon’s words were cut off by the woman’s screams as she picked up and clutched her kid. Then as she turned and ran, she screamed out, “Vampire!”

Moon crouched in on himself as he clutched the advertisements to his chest. His ears pinned down to his head as he sadly watched the nice-looking lady and her cute kid run around the corner.

“Hey!” Moon jumped at the gruff voice yelling at him and he felt his hackles raise on instinct. Moon turned to the voice and saw a large white man with a large beard covering half his face march towards him with a tire iron. “Get the hell out of our city!”

Moon unfurled one of the advertisements and quickly said, “ComebuyflowersatourshopattheBloomandGloom;pricesare20%offwhenyoushowupwiththeseposters!” Moon then let it drop when the scary man hesitated in his confusion and Moon flew away, poof-ing down to his little bat size so he would be harder to see as he flies away.

Having hung up the rest of his advertisements, Moon sighed as he rested on a random rooftop. That interaction didn’t go as well as he had hoped. He let what he heard of the conversation ruminate in his skull. His ears twitching with the amount of concentration he was putting into what he learned. The little boy was drawing something for his crush… Maybe it’s not so stupid to do that for you? His lover/spouse/human-thing? Moon wasn’t certain about it. He would have liked to have more solid answers but getting advice from people isn’t easy. He could go to the Internet, but he doesn’t like how impersonal it is.

Out of the corner of his eye, Moon saw a cat walking nearby. Moon turned to the cat and said, “Hey Archie! Pretty kitty! Come here.” Then he made all kinds of cat sounds to tempt the cat over. The cat went up to him and started rubbing herself against his outstretched clawed hands. Fawning over the kitty. Moon told the cat of his troubles.

“I just want them to have the best things.” Moon finished his heart-wrenching rant. “They’re so good. They even forgave us for attacking them even though they still have nightmares of us attacking them. I don’t know. A drawing just doesn’t seem good enough for them.” The kitty in his lap meowed up at him. “I’m thinking too hard about it?” The kitty purred louder in his lap. “Of course I think they love us. Moonflower feeds us and shelters us and has trained us in so many cool plant things. I now know the difference between a tulip and a rose.” The kitty meow at him. Moon rubbed the back of his neck. “Yah. I used to think all flowers were the same. I still get them confused sometimes, but I’m better than what I was.” The kitty gave him a long meow that ended in a yawn. Moon sighed. “Okay. Okay, I’ll do the drawing thing. It doesn’t feel good enough, but I’ll do it.”

Three days later, Moon managed to finish his surprise drawing for you. It took three days because he had to find time to do it since he had to hide it from Sun and because it kept not turning out the way he wanted it to turn out. It was frustrating, but he finally decided to keep the latest finished drawing because he was worried, he was going to end up hating his finished work and start the whole process all over again.

The drawing was a drawing of you in a flower field under a stary night sky. You were holding Sun’s hand as he stood with you in the flower field, and you were giving Moon’s little bat form a kiss on the head as he sat in your palm.

Moon stared at it as he climbed up the stairs to the living room to join you and Sun for dinner. Before entering the softly lit kitchen, Moon took a deep breath and walked in. You and Sun were talking about the weather and how nice the nights were but how both of you were lamenting the daylight savings time thing.

“Moonflower, I made something for you.”

You smiled at him as Moon sits down on your other side at the table. “What did you make?” Wordlessly, Moon lays the drawing face down on the table and slides it across to you.

“Awe, why didn’t you tell me you were making something. I could have helped,” Sun stated.

“Then it wouldn’t have been a surprise,” Moon said flatly.

Sun’s ears pinned back bashfully from being called out. “Ah.”

You had picked up the drawing and you awed at the sight of it. “Moon,” you said as you put a hand over your mouth, “This is amazing.” You then clutched it to your chest and gave Moon your biggest and most beautiful smile. “I love it so much. Thank you.”

A little part of Moon couldn’t help but doubt that, but instead he said, “I’m glad.”

Moon and Sun watched you get up and walk to the fridge. Then they saw you pin it to the door of the fridge.

“There!” You said with your smile still on your face. “Now I’ll be able to see it every day.”

Moon didn’t say anything, but he still felt like it wasn’t good enough and that he should have done something else. He kept thinking about it all night as you slept, and he worked with Sun. When it was time to go to bed, Moon was up the stairs to get a glass a water, while also contemplating the idea of stealing the drawing to do something else when he saw you up.

Moon quietly hid behind the kitchen door as he looked through the crack he made when he initially tried to walk in. You were disheveled in your pajamas with your hair standing up in two different directions. You had a cup of coffee in one hand, and you were sipping from it as you stood in front of the fridge. Moon could see the soft smile on your face as you looked at his drawing.

Moon backed away and walked back downstairs as he felt a warmth spread through him at your smile. That pesky little voice in his head was thoroughly squashed, just from having the sight of your private smile looking at his work. It made Moon want to draw more things for you.

#fnaf #bloody flora au #oobbbear #fanfiction

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walkawaytall · 8 months ago

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Okay, I have this thing I wrote initially as the opener of a ficlet for one of the prompts I have y’all choose for me blindly and it simply was going to be too long, so I ended up doing something else, but some of it amuses me a lot and I just feel like posting it here. Happy Sunday. Have 600+ words of a fic that was going nowhere, I guess?

(Maybe it’ll go somewhere eventually. I did this once before and it ended up in part of Terrified Without You.)

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They were the government’s worst-kept secret, or so the latest interviewers claimed. Leia would argue that was because they weren’t a secret at all. They hadn’t hidden their relationship — anyone from the Alliance who went about claiming ignorance of her affection for Han Solo was being intentionally obtuse in her opinion — but she also didn’t take time out of her day to answer questions about her love life.

“It’s insulting,” she told Luke over lunch. “My mother was never asked personal questions about my father during interviews about policies, at least not by Alderaanian interviewers.”

“Alderaan was special,” Luke said noncommittally, but Leia could practically hear him think, Playing nice might not hurt, though.

Or, she actually heard the thought, which meant he either let it slip or was shielding incredibly sloppily. Probably the latter. Luke was a gifted fighter and a much more patient Force-user than Leia, but even he admitted his shielding capabilities on his best days were weaker than hers on her worst.

They had a deal to let the other know if they suspected a thought came through unintentionally, and Leia was rarely subtle about doing so. She looked her brother in the eye and said, “I was perfectly nice. They’re the ones who said the interview was going to be centered on the war tribunals and instead prepared fifteen questions about my relationship with Han.”

Luke grimaced, likely because of his slip-up, but pressed on regardless. “Were they maybe trying to humanize you a little? Make you sound relatable?”

Leia shook her head. She had assumed that was the case with the first Han-centered question, which was why she answered it in the first place. But it had quickly become apparent that the team asking her questions had far more inquiries about her personal life than they did about her work to end galaxy-wide fascism.

“I asked to see their list of questions after I confirmed that Han and I maintain a close relationship,” she told Luke. “I didn’t make that number up: fifteen questions about us. Four related to the work I’m doing.”

He shot her a look. “‘Maintain a close relationship?’”

Leia blinked. “We do.”

“You’re engaged!”

She took a bite of the soup in front of her before looking at her brother. Leia knew she sounded ridiculous, but Luke was the one pointing it out; doubling down seemed like the only logical option. “I would argue that planning to marry is one of the closest relationships I could possibly maintain.”

Leia! Luke’s thought was pointed, chastising, and stung like an electric shock. “Are you hiding your relationship?” he asked. “Because you’re doing a terrible job if that’s what you’re attempting to do.”

“No!” Leia insisted. “I honestly thought between the bracelet and the braid, people would get the idea.” She hadn’t exactly been subtle. The bracelet was obviously a Corellian commitment token, a discovery that could be made by any being with access to the HoloNet and three seconds of spare time, and anyone who hadn’t spotted the Alderaanian betrothal braid in her hair for the past two months was blind. “Luke, it’s not about hiding anything. It’s about keeping the press on task when they try to ambush me.”

Luke raised his eyebrows. “All right. I believe you,” he said, though Leia wasn’t sure if he actually believed her or if he just wanted to believe her.

She had nothing to prove to the press. Their pretenses were frustrating on a good day. But she also didn’t want to hold herself back to spite them. She wasn’t sure if Han would make it back planetside from the mission he had been on in time for the charity event she had to attend that evening, but if he did…well, it would be the first big event since the war had ended that they would be attending as a couple. They could get their confirmation there, she supposed.

#star wars fanfiction #star wars fanfic #hanleia fanfic #sort of #leia organa fanfiction #luke skywalker fanfiction #my fics

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im-out-of-it · 2 months ago

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PSA: IS IT JUST ME OR DO CORDELIA AND LUCIE AS PARABATAI NOT MAKE ANY SENSE LIKE ITS SO RUSHED AND IM NOT SORRY BUT MY PSA ARE GETTING SO LONG EACH TIME I JUST HAVE SO MANY OPINIONS AND THOUGHTS TO SHARE OK????????

’ll never understand why Lucie and Cordelia become parabatai. how good friends are they really? we know Cordelia and Lucie hung out a few times (??????) and wrote letters to each other but how well do they know each other?

“But you could have told me. I could never have pitied you, Lucie I bought, bewildered. She didn’t mind that Cordelia had been in love with James- but the lying, the hiding….. she wished it didn’t bother her but it did.” -Lucie responding to Cordelia’s secret

(which is ironic of Lucie to think because this is the same bitch who hid herself working with grace from Cordelia to save Jesse lmao and deep down, she probably knew Cordelia wouldn’t of been okay with it)

Cordelia had gone a sickly color. “How could you not tell me that?”, she whispered. “You were going to go ahead with the ceremony, then, without warning me? What if something bad happened to you during it?- what if the ghosts meant harm?” - Cordelia responding to Lucies secret

“Did you know the difference when you chose to secretly befriend Grace behind my back, and never tell me about it at all?”-cordelias anger to Lucie about teaming up with grace to bring back Jesse from the dead

“I didn’t know how much my working with her would hurt you”, Lucie said. “I doubt James knew either. You never let on that you felt anything for him. You- you’re so proud, Cordelia.”- lucies rebuttal to Cordelia when she comes back from Paris

so I’ve posted four different arguments or statements from Lucie and Cordelia over the issues they’ve had. Cordelia didn’t tell Lucie she was in love with James. why the pity game? I DONT KNOW BUT I HATE THAT BLOODY WORD. honestly Lucie is right. Cordelia is way too proud, as is James. I’m sorry but I don’t get this whole “if I told you I love your brother, you would pity me.” but back in chain of gold, Cordelia likes the fact that they could be sisters in law and even thinks James may actually love her. so I don’t really understand this whole pity thing.

I think the reason Cordelia didn’t want anyone to know was that she then found out about Grace and thought people may in a way pity her since everyone assumed grace and James were in love.

moving on to Lucie seeing ghosts. I can see why Lucie didn’t share it because Cordelia made a whole fairy tale thing about how Lucie lives in fantasy world and they can’t be parabatai? I get why she didn’t say anything and by then, they were passed not giving a fuck about communicating. should she have said something? yes but it’s not like these two are bffs

there is no reason these two should be parabatai. they don’t communicate for starters. there’s too much drama and miscommunication. CC presents parabatai as being closer than brothers but not as close as lovers so wouldn’t you think that soon to be parabatai should be telling each other stuff?

like what bad would it have done if Lucie said “hey Cordelia, I know you don’t like grace but I’m using her help to bring a ghost back to life that I have cared for. please keep this between us. he means a lot to me.”

and why couldn’t Cordelia say “Lucie, I understand and I will keep it between us because I know you wouldn’t do anything to harm me on purpose. if you have feelings for this ghost, I support you. also I do not care for grace because I am in love with your brother and have been.”

mayhap Lucie could then say “oh James is such a buffoon! how could he not see what is in front of him? thank you for trusting me Cordelia”

y’all can critique my summary all you want 😭 (I tried ok?) but I don’t really see any harm in sharing the secrets they had? because maybe if they did or had some honest convos, and actually grew, I could see why they deserve to be parabatai. but I haven’t seen anything from their relationship that shows they should be. they don’t communicate, they keep every secret to themselves because god forbid someone pities or hates them, and they’re basically strangers towards the end.

Lucie even says in pov during the edom thing if she really knows Cordelia? and I think Cordelia thinks the same thing at another time. these two question if they know each other. parabatai don’t have to be perfect but they should have some sort of bond. and I don’t think they should be questioning if they know their friend at all. when it comes to the parabatai bond, CC is incompetent when forming it.

1. Alec does everything for jace while jace treats Alec like absolute shit. Alec can’t form his own thoughts or feelings without thinking about jace. -CC who thinks everyone loves jace

2. Will is nothing without Jem. like if you take Jem out of the equation, Will is an absolute monster but put jem into the equation, hmmmm maybe this dick can be tolerated for a second. Will is only tolerable because of Jem. but also never forgiving Will and Tessa for fucking right after they get notification Jem has died. -CC who thinks Tessa settling for Jem and waiting for him to die so then Tessa can have Will is the best of both worlds apparently

3. Emma and Julian- not even touching that. I’m so tired and over the unforbidden trope CC is obsessed with. it’s old

4. Matthew and James- James was prisoned by a bloody bracelet and Matthew kept the fairy potion a secret from everyone and ends up turning to alcohol. this is kinda harder to criticize because they are both being prisoned by their own thing. Matthew didn’t have to turn to the potion but belial would’ve found a way to torment James. so I don’t know if he could’ve got out of that. could’ve just told Tatiana no to cutting briars or told his parents on her lmao so as much as I want to like this bond, matthews feelings get pushed to the side and golden herondale steals the spotlight once again smh. James and his feelings take a front seat while Matthew is apologizing for feeling anything and his arc is nonexistent (JUST MY OPINION I DONT WANT NO SMOKE 💨)

in conclusion, these two should not have been parabatai. honestly most of these pairs shouldn’t be. they didn’t really have anything in common or anything that linked a strong powerful bond. I see Thomas and Christopher being more of a parabatai than any of these pairs. even Gabriel and Gideon. these siblings or family members actually speak to each other and work through their shit. Cordelia and Lucie “bonding” together didn’t work at all and felt super rushed. but that’s what happens when you waste hundreds of pages on miscommunication lmao

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kamiversee · 8 months ago

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Kami :( it’s yap time

rereading this chapter made me feel so warm and fuzzy holy shit. I’M SO GLAD THAT HE JUST DIDN’T CARE! and that whole excerpt of him saying “what i don’t know won’t hurt me, right?” and then elaborating it was so fucking good for the anxious, overthinking girlies like me 🥲 but why do i feel like he’s going to find out anyways 😭 especially since the journal’s being brought up.

lowkey i’m upset with myself for bringing up the journal earlier on in your Asks even though you said it isn’t what we should be worried about 🥲 BECAUSE WHAT IF YOU JUST CHANGE THAT ON US 😭😭

the way this chapter brought up that chapter we had with Gojo where he was breaking down on us in the car made me spiral. the way the reader concludes that they’re not the same person is so bittersweet to me because while it’s true, there’s just a bunch of parallels in this chapter 😭😭 the love confession in the car, the fact that she could technically bring this secret with her to the grave, the way she kept saying “sorry” while Choso reassured her - it’s just so similar to how things went with Gojo in that scene 🥲 FUCKKK.

the way you had to be like “fr guys let’s think about this pls” throughout this chapter made me cackle bc i know that did almost nothing to the Gojo girlies 😭😭😭

also… the part where he’s keeping in mind that the reader is okay with being called anything by Choso 👀 KAMI ARE YOU GOING TO BRING THAT SCENE OF CHOSO CALLING US A SLUT BACK I SWEAR I’LL GIVE YOU LAND IF YOU DO. the concept of sweet makeup car sex while it’s raining would kill me 🥲 but like… at the café parking lot? 😭 naw, we need some decorum after that fight in the café.

Choso endgame 🥹 i dreamt of this day. i was team Choso since day 1!!! it feels too good to be true. i feel sympathy for the Gojo girlies, especially because i love Gojo in this fic 😭 i have no idea what could come up to ruin things, but knowing what you have planned in order to make a sequel, i’m prepared to pass away.

-☃️

WOOHOO YAP TIME !!

1. I feel like that line was a bit necessary based on where I’m taking the story & when you really think about it, he knows there was a list but doesn’t know about the list— if that makes sense

It’s a way of him being aware while sparing his feelings at the same time. Though, he doesn’t know he cut off the reader’s chance to tell him she’s being blackmailed💀

2. Haha, guys the journal isn’t as scary as y’all think it is. But, because I love driving y’all crazy, the item in general has it’s own parallel to something :)

3. And yes while her & gojo aren’t the same, she still is to choso as gojo is to her. The reader isn’t like Gojo when it’s all broken down but she was put into a situation where she’s forced to mirror him in some aspects

4. SOMETIMES I JUST GOTTA BE BLUNT WITH YALL💀 Gojo girls keep playing & I’ll straight up write “Gojo Satoru is not endgame.” Somehow in there😒

5. Choso definitely has something brewing in his head for the reader 🌚 & dw, they’ve had car sex before but never in an area so public😭

6. Hmm… Maybe it is too good to be true 😀 (I just want to scare you guys lol)

#kamiversee!answers #k!ans: ☃️

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hunter-or-the-hunted · 2 years ago

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Derek Hale x reader (Corey's older sister)

A/n: sorry for the crappy writing, it's been awhile since I wrote anything. There will more to this story soon. Feedback appreciated

Chapter 1

It was an actual normal day in Beacon Hills. The McCall pack wasn’t having to deal with any supernatural beings, the pack was hanging out at Derek’s loft along with Mason, his boyfriend Corey, and Hayden. They were all watching movies and hanging out and Derek joined in on watching movies, everything was relaxed and calm when Corey got a call from his sister (y/n). When he answered the call the non-humans heard frantic breathing on the other side of the phone like the person had been running. “Cor I need help! Someone or something is chasing me a-and I don’t know how much longer I can run” (y/n) said over the phone holding her side that was bleeding. Derek instantly ran out of the loft to go find his (secret) girlfriend hoping she was alright, Corey and the rest of the pack followed after him Corey telling her just to keep running and that they were on their way. (y/n) dropped her phone running as far as she was able to until she fell down, she rolled onto her back seeing what was chasing her had been taken down by Scott and Liam. Derek was instantly by her side taking her pain and Corey was on her other side making sure she was okay, once he seen she was okay and in Derek’s care he went to help Scott and Liam with what had been chasing his sister. (y/n) looked up at Derek with a small smile “Der your here.” He smiled and looked at her “of course I’m here love, I couldn’t stand by while my girl was hurt and being chased now could I?” He leaned down carefully and kissed her, not caring if anyone saw. She kissed back knowing she was safe, she also knew her brother would question both of them and probably be mad but at that moment she didn’t care. When the pack and (y/n) got back to the loft Derek gently laid her on the table as Scott told him to do, once she was laid down Scott started cleaning the wound and everyone was happy there was no wolfsbane or mistletoe in the wound. Even though she didn’t need stitches, Corey asked Scott to stitch and wrap it up anyway. Derek stayed with (y/n) knowing she hated needles, he kept taking as much of her pain as he could even with her protests. Once Scott was done he patted her on the shoulder softly before ushering everyone out to let her rest and let Derek take (y/n) to his room, Derek stayed by her side as she slept worried about her. After an hour Scott went up to Derek’s room and had him come downstairs to discuss things, as soon as Derek got downstairs Corey automatically started asking questions such as “when did you start dating my sister?” or “why didn’t she tell me?” and then went on with his questions as Derek tried his best to answer them all. After Corey’s interrogation he looked at derek with a cold glare “if you ever hurt her I will kill you myself” he said before going to check on his sister, Derek gratefully took the cup of coffee that Stiles had handed to him and chatted with the pack. When Corey came back downstairs he wasn’t alone “why can’t you just do one thing and rest? You need it (y/n/n)” he said, (y/n) shook her head and carefully made her way to Derek, sitting next to him and leaned against him closing her eyes “I don’t need rest, I want to know what was chasing me and why it was chasing me. The fucker landed a hit on me which by the way is already healed” she said lifting her shirt slightly, taking the gauze off and carefully/swiftly ripping the stitched out “see im fine Cor, Der I promise I’m ok nothing to worry about ok y’all?” she asked. She hated being babied and told to stay in bed while everyone else takes care of her.

#teen wolf #derek hale #derek hale x reader #corey's sister reader

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neet0 · 2 years ago

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B, D, I and T for ocs of your choice?

Thanks for the slutty asks ❤️

B - Body Part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partners)

Lily - she’s pretty proud of her eyes, they’re one of the few obviously Andali features she inherited from her father, and in her world they’re considered exotic/unique.

In others - does height count? She likes ‘em tall. Otherwise, I think she’s got a particular fondness for hands. Given these vampires have that touch taboo, touching someone’s hands is a little 🔥

Mika - in himself, his ripped arms. In others, b00bs. And a sweet smile doesn’t hurt, either.

Ales - In himself: I don’t think he thinks much about his own appearance. I think he would say his eyes and his smile because he knows it’s what Kit likes. In others, he can find something to like about almost anyone (cuz he’s a ho at heart and mostly just attracted to fucked up damaged people) but I think he’s fond of the neck, for sexy vampire reasons. 😈

Kit - In herself: Uhh, hard to pick, she’s hot as fuck and she knows it. In others: She’s demisexual, so appearance matters less to her than emotional connection. That being said she’s very fond of Ales’s eyes and smile. Probably because she never smiles herself

D - Dirty Secret (Pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Lily - her love of smutty novels and rapidly growing collection

Mika - he wants Seras to break him in half

Ales - this man has so many secrets, I don’t even know where to start.

Kit - degradation kink, but only with Ales, and he is extremely confused by it

I - Intimacy (How are they during the moment? The romantic aspect.)

Lily - bit shy at first, but once she warms up, she’s sweet, giggly, cuddly

Mika - chivalrous gentleman, but can’t help letting his horndog side out the minute he thinks he could get away with it

Ales - 100% die-hard romantic, and very, very smooth. His mind-reading ability makes it very easy to know exactly what his partner wants to hear, so he always knows the right thing to say.

Kit - demure, coy. She teases, and tests, and wants to be impressed. If you manage it, she’ll melt in your hands.

T - Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

Lily - maybe not yet, but she’s open to them. 👀 she already knows she likes light choking and bondage. Y’all know them sheltered, repressed girls always end up the freakiest

Mika - I mean I haven’t thought about it much but I think this man secretly wants to get pegged so yeah I think he’s got some toys

Ales - 100% has them and uses them on his partner, he’s a pleaser and he’ll try anything once as long as it’s not illegal. I don’t think he’d do anything involving pain though, outside of biting he’s pretty averse to it.

Kit - well, she’s married to Ales, so…

#oc asks #Hellsing oc #ask games

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lovelymagazine · 2 months ago

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Falling In Love

Looking at his tall, lanky frame, sitting at the cramped seats of my favorite diner with his kind eyes crinkling from smiling at the waiter, I wanted to strangle him. Maybe, kick his shins, and punch his arm. Anything but think about how pretty he is. How his eyes sparkled when he got excited about the story he was telling, or the little upturn of his mouth when he smiled that made my stomach somersault.

I should not be liking him, not in that way, at least. Platonically, yes; romantically, I had no chance.

I met him at the library, rather it was him casually sliding by my side, asking if he could borrow my charger and my friend’s phone number. I glared at him, and he just grinned earnestly at me back, making me want to smack the stupid smile off his face. So a reluctant friendship began, my (unhelpful) ways of wing-womaning, and his clumsy yet adorable attempts to woo my friend.

Along the way, the platonic feelings that I had for him morphed into something bigger, indescribable and weird. His little smirks that used to annoy me knocked the wind out of me. The banter we shared that used to be annoying and grating made me smile and want for more. Everything that I found irritated by that was so him made me fall desperately more.

Then, it began. Google searches of “How do I get over him” or “Do I like him or am I just lonely” or “Is it unethical to like a guy that is trying to woo your friend, and you’re helping and she might like him back too.”

Sleepless nights of thinking about the friendships I’m betraying by liking him; twinges of sadness when I see him trying to flirt with my friend; and needles of insecurity pricking my heart knowing I could never be the girl he could like. So, I swallowed it all like a curse. Tasting my own despair, longing, and fondness; a mixture of sweetness and burning that made me want to hurl.

“Lila, hello?” he says, waving his hand in front of my face. “Are you there or did I lose you to all my ramblings of how the date went?” he said grinning, his head cocked to the side.

Oh, yes.

Ah.

The infamous date that my friend, Sara and him went. How could I ever forget? I helped both of them to plan the date, supported them before, and walked through every single thing that they needed to do on that forsaken date that I could have been the third-wheel joining them.

I rolled my eyes, looking away from him, so he wouldn't see the hurt. “Prem, you woke me up at this ungodly hour, dragged me to get food with you stating an emergency was for you to talk about the date.” I say, annoyed. I slump back on to the seat, looking at him. “You could have texted me about it. The message would have been the same.”

“But, Lila,” he says pouting. “You wound me. Don’t you think you want to know how your pet project ended up being, in person?” He said, wiggling his eyebrows and chuckling, like he’s a kid letting me into a rambunctious secret that ends up being a simple fact.

The fact is that Prem and Sara would end up together, and I would lose no friendships over a stupid, silly, little crush.

I lean over, feigning excitement, resting my chin against my palm. “So, Prem, tell me about it.” I said, pausing. “But, before that, let me guess how it all went down. I just know that the sparks were flying, both of you could not tear your eyes away from each other as the conversations flowed. Every moment felt never ending, and y’all fell madly in love.” I said, exaggeratedly waving my arms around, hoping the dramatics conceal the hurt I felt. “Spare me the details, Prem. I’m tired.” I said, sipping on my coffee, looking outside at the rare moment of stillness during the early hours.

“No, actually not, Lila. It felt stagnant.” My eyes shot back at him, placing my coffee cup with a loud thud. My face filled with shock as he continued.

“There was nothing that made me feel exhilarated, or alive. It felt so unnatural that we had to cancel the date early. We realized we are not compatible and that our hearts lie elsewhere. Sara and I decided to just be friends.” he said, knowingly, like it was a matter-of-fact.

I stared gapingly at him trying to process what he said. Slowly, my confusion turned into annoyance and irritation. “Prem, what the fuck? Are you kidding me?” I hissed. “You spent the better half of the semester flirting and trying to get Sara to go on a date with you, only for you to say the feelings are not there. All the hard work, all of my, our, efforts were for failure.” I groaned and let my head fall against the table, my fingers massaging my temple.

Even if part of me was annoyed by the time spent and energy lost for the pursuit to end in such an anti-climatic fashion, the other traitorous half of me can’t help but slightly rejoice and hope that I could have a chance with him. The silence engulfed us, the sound of small talk and smell of early-morning coffee filling the space between us.

“It wasn’t for failure, Lila.” I hear him say, after a couple of moments. I look up at him, quizzically. “I met you, Lila, and I would do it all over again just to have you in my life.” he says, softly and nervously, looking away from me like those words would make me run away from him. I look at him, blinking and holding my breath, not wanting to break the moment between us.

“More coffee?” the waitress asks, looking at the both of us, smiling like she knows something that we don’t. I glanced at my coffee cup, still half-full, and I can’t help the smile that breaks out on my face.

#writing #romance #oc #friends to lovers #original post #creative writing #firstimepostingbekind #fluff #lovestory #meet cute #university

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sparklytravelmoviepersona · 5 months ago

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The twisted truth

Warning: Mentions of angst, torture, accident, and other things

Before we begin, I want to say some things. This is a fanfic. Credit goes to the original creator of the YouTube series, @magmacartoons. It’s a story about the reader who is William Afton's daughter. And instead of saying toy and original, I might use t for toy and OG I couldn’t think of anything else at this point, so I’ll just go along with it.

There might be warning mention’s. But if it’s too much, I’ll delete it.

With that being said, enjoy the story.

Prologue:

A very very long time ago, there was a fun place in a town of Hurricane, known as Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria. It was a huge hit for years with the kids so people could have fun.

William Afton was the original owner of the pizzeria. When they first found the building, they did a little remodeling with it and got rid of the original fazbear animatronics.

Or so they thought

William redid the business with new animatronics he called “toy freddy fazbear animatronics”.

But he even had another that mattered so much to him.

His daughter Y/n Afton.

Originally, Afton used to have other kids before she was born. One of them tragically died and caused him to become a serial killer of five children. Or six children.

William tried his best to keep it a secret from his family. Even his daughter.

5 years ago, he decided to bring his daughter to work with him to meet toy Freddy and his friends. She was shy at first, but they reassured they wouldn’t hurt her. And they immediately bonded

7 years later, Y/n was 13 years old at the time. She and William were driving home from the Pizzeria, but a they got into a car accident.

They were taken to a hospital afterwards. William was in good health. But Y/n was in a big condition.

By the time she woke up, William was relieved to see she was okay. But there was something different about her.

Her left arm was now a prosthetic

Y/n didn’t seem very okay with the idea. But William always reassured her that she would be okay.

Y/n went back after a while, and still continued to hang out with the toy animatronics. And it seemed like nothing could go wrong.

Could it?

Present:

Years later…

Kids are all laughing and everyone seems to be having a good time.

“Ladies and Gentlemen, boys and girls, Fazbear entertainment would like you to put your hands together, for the one, the only, Freddy Fazbear.” The speaker announced

“Hello everybody!” Freddy said. “You ready to have a good time? I know I am!”

“Cause it’s Freddy Fazbear's Pizza

For kids it’s number 1

Freddy Fazbear's pizza

Where fantasy is fun.” The animatronics sang

“But not actually guaranteed.” The announcer muttered

….

The show was already over. It was definitely a success

“Wowie! There ain’t nothing I love more than entertaining those tiny humans.” T Bonnie said

“I know, right? That was the most fun I’ve had performing since yesterday!” T Chica said, feeling excited from her job well done

“You guys did a great job today.” T Freddy mentioned. “I think that was one of our best performances yet.”

“I think you’re right, Toy Freddy.” T Bonnie said “Man, I love this job.” He sighed

“So, what’re y’all gonna do now?” T Bonnie asked

“I think I’m gonna go out and play with the little children.” T Chica said

“Well, I’m gonna go visit the marionette.” T Freddy said

“Really? Why do you keep going to see her?” T Bonnie asked. “You know she can’t move around like we can because she’s a puppet. Right?” He said

“I know, but I feel like she’s really listening. And actually enjoys the conversation for some reason. I can’t explain it.” T Freddy said

T Bonnie tilted his head a little. “Uh… that’s kinda creepy, but whatever. I’m just gonna stay here and practice playing my guitar.”

“Alrighty then. I’ll see you guys later.” T Freddy said and waved at his friends

“Bye, Toy Freddy! Have fun!” T Chica shouted

“I think it’s cute.” She said, looking at T Bonnie

“No, it’s weird.” T Bonnie said

As T Freddy was walking to see marionette, he heard a noise coming from the hallway. He went to see what is was, and it wasn’t the marionette. It was her

It was Y/n.

“Ugh. esto se esta poniendo viejo (This is getting old).” She muttered. She’s 25 years old now. But still the same as ever

“Y/n?”

The girl picked herself up to see who called her, and it was T Freddy standing in front of her

“Hey! T Freddy.” Y/n said, as she ran to him and gave him a hug.

“It’s so good to see you.” She said. “How are you doing?”

“I’m doing great. How about you? And how’s your arm by the way?” T Freddy asked

“It’s still getting a few difficulties, but I’m working on it. I even saw your performance on stage. I’d say that was a big success.” She said with a smile

“Thanks. And I’m glad you’re here.” T Freddy said

“Anyway, what are you doing in the hallways?” Y/n asked

“I was just gonna visit the marionette.”

“The puppet?”

“Yeah. You wanna join me?” T Freddy asked

“Yeah. Sure.” She said and the two began walking, but for some reason, there were security guards everywhere

“There are a lot of security guard’s roaming around today.” T Freddy mentioned

“I know. I noticed that too.” Y/n whispered. “I hope everything’s alright.”

They were about to walk towards the door, but got stopped

“Sorry, Mr. Fazbear. You can’t go into this room.” The guard said

“Wait, what? Why?” Y/n asked, wondering what was going on

“We were told to block off all back rooms, and keep anyone from going in. Mr. Dave's orders.” He explained

Y/n wasn’t sure on why her father changed his name. Well, not really, anyway

“O-Oh. Okay, then.” He stuttered. “I guess I’ll just come back later then. Thank you.” T Freddy said and they both walked off

“Okay, something weird is definitely going on around here.” T Freddy said

“I know. Something seems off.”

And that’s when she saw something coming towards them

“Uh… T Freddy?”

“What the! Ah!” He screamed

#fnaf twisted truth #mangle fnaf #toy chica #toy bonnie #toy freddy

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ecargmura · 7 months ago

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Astro Note Episode 5 Review - Time To Squidaddle

As someone who loves wordplay and terrible puns, all the squid puns got to me. The subtitles did a sublime job with making their own squid puns that it made me wonder if they’re an enthusiast like me. I especially love the “Time to squidaddle” part. That got me.

This episode is mainly Takumi who’s troubled because of Mira’s mysteriousness. He has feelings for her, but he’s concerned that she might actually be a widow and engaged to Shoin to the point that they go into love hotels together. It’s bothering to the point that it’s affecting his cooking. It would be frustrating if there’s barely anything you know about someone you like, so I understand Takumi’s sentiments? Fortunately, when he realizes that Mira and Shoin weren’t going to a love hotel and the fancy place is actually his house, he musters up courage to ask her questions towards the end. It seems that her being an alien will finally be revealed in the next episode. Good. I was wondering when the cat was going to be out of the bag.

There’s another plot line with Ren. There were hints that Ren might have a crush on the girl with the frilly outfit in his class, but it turns out that he’s admiring her skirt. It seems that he’s curious about skirts and such. To the people that said that they stopped watching the anime because of Ren and his skirt fascination, y’all are WEAK. Some of the detractors were saying stuff like “anime is too woke these days”. To that, I say: anime was always woke; you just chose to point it out only when it involves something you don’t like. So, is Ren trans? I don’t know. For now, all I know is that he’s just a curious boy. Maybe it could be a phase? At least, it gives a good message to not tie boys or girls down by societal bias and prejudices. Boys can wear skirts if they want! Girls can cut their hair as short as they want!

It’s nice that they’re adding more characterization to the people who live in Astro Lodge and not just focus on Mira and Takumi most of the time. I’d like to learn about Shokichi as he seems to be the one who lived in the lodge the longest and is also a novelist, but his name cannot be found in search engines. I like that everyone in the lodge is accepting of Ren’s wants and that no one is ridiculing him. Well, his father Tomihiro looked as if he was against wearing a skirt, but he was mainly worried about societal judgement and that he didn’t want to see Ren hurt. Despite that, he was accepting when Mira allowed Ren to wear skirts only in Astro Lodge. He may be a bum, but at least he’s a good dad?

In terms of romance, it seems that there’s progression with Takumi. However, it’s not with Mira, but with Aoi. After learning that Takumi likes girls with short hair, Aoi makes the brave decision to cut her Sadako hair and go for a cute short cut! I think that looks fantastic on her! They also hold hands because Takumi spotted the nosy neighbor lady which caused him to ‘squidaddle’. Mira and Shoin saw this. Mira does get a bit concerned with what she saw. Wait, there’s romantic progression between these two after five episodes?

Lastly, I did say that Tasuke is a Wid last episode, but that statement could be retracted. Instead of being a Wid, his knowledge of Mira’s crest could be from the picture he took with Mira’s mother Adara who makes her appearance at the very last cut of the episode. Maybe he’s human and had a bit of a romance with her before parting ways? Maybe he is an alien? The back and forth is annoying, so I hope that everything is explained next episode.

I do wonder what the story will be like now that Takumi is going to learn about Mira’s secret. Will they go to Wid? What are your thoughts on this episode?

#astro note #mira gotokuji #takumi miyasaka #aoi kamimachi #ren wakabayashi #review #anime #anime review #ecargmura #arum journal #help #I can't stop making squid puns

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punkscowardschampions · 1 year ago

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JJ & JC Pt.2

Jimmy: I’ll be here

Janis: We’re gonna sort the broken bits, make it all better

Jimmy: Swear?

Janis: It hurt to hear it so plain but you were right, we couldn’t go on how we were

Janis: if we’re not aiming for better than that, what are we doing

Jimmy: Alright 🤝🎯🏆

Janis: 🥇 always

Jimmy: Or nowt, baby, I’ve not forgot

Janis: Don’t, I won’t

Jimmy: Never

Janis: I feel like I can breathe again now

Jimmy: Go on, no need for us both to be bated breath about Bob

Janis: *no need for me to fake an asthma attack of my very own

Jimmy: That an’ all, breathless at how fit I look covered in paint’ll do

Janis: you’ve always been distracting

Jimmy: You

Jimmy: tah for not distracting me off the ladder when we’ve only just talked her out of an A&E trip

Janis: Best behaviour or losing my touch? 🤔

Jimmy: What touch is that, eh? First I’ve heard

Janis: Oi, dickhead

Janis: you know there’s a time I could’ve had you down that ladder faster than you could reach the ceiling

Jimmy: Time nowt would be painted but you, but we ain’t here to talk about my touch

Janis: but

Jimmy: But what? I’ve not lost mine, you have

Janis: Have not!

Janis: you picked the wrong answer, I’m behaving

Jimmy: 😇

Jimmy: anybody else’d call bollocks on the copout of your answer

Janis: anybody else don’t know what I can do like you do

Jimmy: No clue what you’re capable of, them

Janis: I don’t mind it being secret

Jimmy: It’ll stay between us, sort of mate I am

Janis: mine

Jimmy: Yours

Janis: I can’t stop thinking about you

Jimmy: Only fair, I can’t you neither

Janis: you looked really good today, seriously

Jimmy: I felt it, still do

Janis: That’s absolutely what you deserve

Jimmy: [me leaving a note for my future self that he is absolutely touching himself from this point on, even though it should be OBVIOUS AF when I re-read one day, not even just for the jc parallel but because he simply can’t not with how y’all are being, whether or not he gets to fully cum though like Casey did before Bobby bowls up remains to be seen and depends how mean we wanna be lol]

Jimmy: Is it?

Janis: Of course it is

Janis: she was happy with every part of the day that we had control over, she said so

Jimmy: Make a good team, us, I’ve always said

Janis: Have from the off, even at the shittest team building exercises

Jimmy: You distracted me from how shit they were, same goes for parts of today

Janis: You were the only person there worth paying attention to

Janis: won’t say same for today, bit mean

Jimmy: Go on, stay a secret an’ all

Janis: I was most looking forward to seeing you today, birthday or nah

Jimmy: There ain’t owt I could look forward to more

Janis: Having lunch pencilled in makes me feel so

Janis: already

Jimmy: I’ll have you every week if you fancy it

Janis: More than anything

Jimmy: If you meant more I’d go for every day

Janis: Please, Jim

Jimmy: Okay, as you’ve said it so nice

Janis: I love seeing you, spending real time with you

Jimmy: I love you

Janis: I love you too

Jimmy: I’ve missed feeling this

Jimmy: missed you

Janis: It drove me crazy, missing you

Janis: having you back is incredible

Jimmy: You’re incredible

Jimmy: you’re

Janis: I think about kissing you constantly

Jimmy: I think about all of it constantly

Janis: We didn’t even

Janis: but it felt like

Janis: I can’t lose you, this

Jimmy: I might lose it here, remembering, but I won’t you

Janis: making me mad my face isn’t there but I still want you to

Jimmy: I’m fuming an’ all, I want your mouth back, how it was

Jimmy: how it’s replaying in my head

Janis: You kissed me so hard, I can still feel it, when I focus

Jimmy: Focus as hard

Jimmy: please, I need you to feel it

Janis: There’s nothing else in my brain, I promise you

Janis: just how you felt, that close to me again

Jimmy: My brain’s tricking us, this pillow still smells like you

Janis: remember how you had me pinned, we couldn’t get our clothes off, that’s how together we were

Jimmy: Yeah

Janis: What do I smell like?

Jimmy: [Pop off about whatever she does, but being really extra about it and lowkey writing an essay like how he used to because we’re in an extra mood rn, just telling her how each individual scent makes him feel as well, nbd nbd]

Janis: Oh 🥺

Janis: you’re too good with words, I was going to try to tell you how you smell but now I can’t

Jimmy: Tell me, I’m running out of words right now

Jimmy: I

Janis: I’m practically doubled over, trying to make it back to my car before

Janis: thinking about you there, doing what I know you’re doing

Janis: [do your best to match the energy and describe him, like you aren’t dying]

Jimmy: Fuck

Janis: me

Jimmy: Janis

Janis: Jimmy

Jimmy: I can’t hang on for you to get to your car

Janis: I don’t care, I need you to now

Jimmy: Your pillow’s pinned beneath me, I have to

Janis: I’m holding onto the back of someone else’s car, I swear I feel it right now

Jimmy: It feels so

Janis: spit on it, you could feel it through my leggings, remember

Jimmy: How could I forget? You were that wet for us, just like you are now

Janis: It’s been building, all day and now I’m just

Jimmy: Hold tighter to that dickhead’s car

Janis: I want to be sat on your lap again, I miss you so damn much

Jimmy: I can’t have you falling over ‘til then

Janis: I promise, I’m trying so hard

Jimmy: Best behaviour, you’re being so good

Janis: I’m wet for you, not this whole car park, they don’t get to know

Jimmy: I don’t care if they all know what my name is

Janis: You know the only thing that quiets me is you on my mouth somehow

Jimmy: I can’t stop saying yours either

Janis: and you called me baby, last time

Jimmy: I remember, baby

Janis: Shit, I’m going to start behaving bad if you don’t

Jimmy: In front of the whole car park would be bad

Janis: you’ve got me feeling so good, I don’t think I can get any better

Jimmy: Whoever it is I’ll not mind you lying on their car, how you look an’ all, can drown out the alarm between the pair of us

Janis: [send him pictures of you on this car, best you can with your limited POV]

Janis: you took better ones but

Jimmy: [send her some back like yeah I absolutely did, because no fucks given rn, these are feral hours]

Janis: Jesus, okay

Janis: I missed everything about you, right now it feels like especially that

Jimmy: I can’t have that, hang on, let me show you everything

Jimmy: [even more EXTRA pics, this boy out here exposing himself from every possible angle like]

Janis: [SOMEHOW making it to your own car so you can lose it and also record it, however shakily, ‘cos owe him everything right back for the way this has KILLED you]

Jimmy: [Which will KILL him right back so there’s no response but we all know it’s cos the best response is happening irl, this boy just out here cumming so dramatically, stay asleep down there Libi and Peach thank you and Bobby don’t hurry back cos he needs SEVERAL moments after that]

Janis: [Privacy please, children, thank the lord you’re in your room and none of them should bowl in, also glad you got off that car hun, idk what time it is but too early for you to be doing all that, recover in this car]

Janis: you okay?

Jimmy: [genuinely not gonna have him reply, cruel as that is, cos it’s believable to me he’s crashed that hard after the busy day y’all have had and now this, whatever time Bobby comes in he’ll wake this man even if Jimothy decides to leave having a chat with him til the AM, I’ll have him say something then, but it’s up to you if you wanna leave some more unanswered messages before then first]

Janis: [I’ll do a few, even if you’re trying to deploy your logic and realise he’s probably just passed out from it, a small part of you is like ahh]

Janis: Hope so, yeah, it’s, you know

Janis: it is with me if it is with you anyway

Jimmy: [Whatever time Bobby comes in and he is rudely awakened, I’m sure it’s late cos he’s being a rebhog and China is a cool girl with no curfew even if it is a school night, regardless, late enough that Jimothy is like cba to have a go at him now]

Jimmy: Sorry, back from the dead for a bit ‘cause only our kid could slam a door like it’s challenge accepted on waking every dickhead who’s 6 foot under

Jimmy: I should probably see to if Libs and her now barking dog need owt, but

Jimmy: you okay, still?

Janis: Ah, was hoping for a bit of role reversal that had her opening and closing his doors for him, no such luck then

Janis: I’m all good, you check on them

Jimmy: So far I’ve heard the one set of mardy stomping feet no more, unless he’s proper committed to pissing Libi off with the visual and he’s carrying her up the stairs, like

Jimmy: 👍

Janis: lets hope not, Libi will be lulled right back to sleep by the lack of her in sight

Janis: Though you’d only have yourself to blame if he’s taken to copying that move

Jimmy: [A quite long pause because he actually is checking on Libi and Peach obvs cos no way she wouldn’t be woken by that door slam and then she’d be trying to soothe this pup who’s like um wtf, so get her a glass of water or whatever, take it to her and have a check in, however short and sweet that is cos he’s still half asleep even if Libi is wide awake af, have a cuddle with Peach, etc etc]

Jimmy: She has been 🤞 or will be, though she looked opposite end to knackered and ready to go back to bed when I pissed off and left her and the dog to it, they had [whatever the film she watches when she’s v sad is] on

Janis: It’s real 💔 times then, get her a pint of ice cream after she’s been doctors

Janis: At least she’s still there under the blankets though

Jimmy: It’s a shout, this rate she’ll be going in doctors looking worse than when she had her attack, all her 😭 she’ll have done by time film has

Janis: Might be she’s after the time off, wouldn’t blame her for that, or tell the doctor she’s faking it

Jimmy: Owed more but I dunno what I can do at the minute else, she weren’t after me staying up to watch the film or her cry, can’t blame her for that neither

Janis: You’ve done your job, gotta let her ride it out on her own for a bit

Janis: you should go back to sleep, if you can

Jimmy: I’ll have a go

Jimmy: my paying job don’t need no help to be a pisstake when I’ve had enough nevermind not

Janis: exactly

Janis: Hopefully I’m working on someone’s back and I can take a quick nap on them first thing, like

Jimmy: Everything crossed for you

Janis: Night, boy

Jimmy: Night, girl

Jimmy: What’s this I’ve heard about you and that lass China 0’Neill?

Bobby: Oh, go on, what’s she said 🙄

Jimmy: Your socials spoke up for you, mate

Bobby: What, can I not have mates?

Jimmy: Can I not ask what sort of mate she is, seeing everything you posted?

Bobby: Are you going to be embarrassing about this?

Bobby: it’s not a big deal

Jimmy: Don’t sound like me 😎

Jimmy: but I dunno why you wouldn’t just answer us if it ain’t a big deal, sooner you have, sooner I’ll 🤐

Bobby: What do you expect us to say, what I dunno, more like

Bobby: we’re just hanging out, like normal teenagers get to do all the time

Jimmy: Alright, I’m not having a go

Bobby: You’re making a big deal out of it

Jimmy: *being nosy about it

Bobby: Yeah

Bobby: well, it’s dead weird when you’ve had nothing to say for ages

Jimmy: I get it, you’d rather I still had nowt to say, but I’m trying to do better with all that 🤏

Bobby: No I wouldn’t

Bobby: I don’t want to hear from any of them, that’s different

Jimmy: Chuffed to not be included in the them, like

Jimmy: I’ve missed our chats we used to have before I went missing myself

Bobby: Only reason you’d reckon that is ‘cos you keep taking everyone’s side but mine these days

Bobby: was only at [wherever and whatever cool kid thing/place you were, clearly nowhere concerning lol, even if you did stay out late to be a rebel]

Jimmy: You were late in for a school night, and off early this morning an’ all, don’t see loads of you these days, what I reckon

Jimmy: why I’m here instead of, letting you know I am about and on your side, if you need owt

Bobby: It’s Libi’s birthday

Bobby: but did she really have to be her an’ all?

Jimmy: You said it, it were Libi’s birthday

Jimmy: I didn’t fancy doing all that on my own

Bobby: Don’t act like it’s surprising why I don’t want to be here

Jimmy: I never said I were surprised, nor I blame you

Bobby: You don’t have to do this, have either of them in our house

Jimmy: I want them there, don’t mean I’ll force you to join in, I’ve not

Bobby: I know you’re still struggling, you can’t fake it with me

Jimmy: Yeah, I am

Jimmy: but having them about helps me, same as you do

Bobby: Do they help you more than me?

Jimmy: Just as well as

Bobby: 2s better than 1 then, ain’t it

Jimmy: It ain’t that you’re not enough, it’d be a pisstake for me to put it all on your shoulders

Jimmy: you should have chance to be a normal lad your age, you can’t if you’re stuck with us all the time and you’re obviously after being one, you’ve said as much already

Bobby: It’s supposed to be me and you, it always has been

Jimmy: I’m supposed to do right by you, take care of you, not other way ‘round

Bobby: You never let me help, I’m not a retard like everyone else thinks, you’re not meant to treat me like them

Jimmy: No dickhead, you’re my little brother and at 13 you’re not meant to be helping me how you have done, that’s what I never should’ve treated you like

Bobby: You had to, Case had to, you treat us different

Jimmy: It’s ‘cause I had to, it’s the last bloody thing I want you to be doing with yourself

Jimmy: I want you to have a better go at life than me and him had, what’s the point of taking you off Ian else?

Bobby: I don’t get a say?

Bobby: Yeah, be about right, it’s only my bloody life

Jimmy: Not about this, you’re too young

Jimmy: even if it weren’t somehow doing your head in at the minute, it will looking back when you’re not a kid no more, and you’ll resent me

Jimmy: I can’t have that, Bob

Bobby: I’m not a kid

Bobby: and I’ll resent this, what you’re doing now

Jimmy: You’re nowhere near an adult yet

Jimmy: I’m hoping you’ll understand what I’m doing now by then 🤞 but you might not and I’ll have to live with it

Bobby: You’re not even one yourself

Jimmy: I don’t need telling I’ve not behaved like a proper one, but nobody’s more sorry than I am, trust us

Bobby: For God’s sake, you’re not meant to be sorry, what use is a sorry

Jimmy: It’s a start, as far as owning up to what a dickhead I’ve been, but alright, if you’ve no use for that, I never at your age neither

Bobby: You haven’t been, fuck’s sake

Bobby: why do you always take the blame?

Jimmy: ‘Cause some of it’s mine to take

Bobby: If that makes you feel better

Jimmy: It don’t, but it’s true any road

Bobby: Not to me, not to anyone who’s not blinded by her like you still are

Jimmy: You’re blind to what it were like for her, I’m not

Bobby: Come on

Jimmy: What? Go on

Bobby: There isn’t an excuse, whatever it were like

Jimmy: Where have I made ‘em for her? I’m saying it ain’t as simple as you’ve made it out to be in your head in mine, or hers

Bobby: You aren’t reacting how you should, that’s how you’re excusing her

Jimmy: It’s up to me how I fancy reacting to it, nobody else

Bobby: He’s our brother, how are you meant to ever talk to him again now, what about that

Jimmy: Which brings us back to my original point, I’ve already let down one brother, I’ll not you

Bobby: He’s happy, he has what he’s always wanted

Jimmy: I dunno about that, he’s got what he’s always wanted, doubt he’s chuffed to bits with how it happened or what has since

Bobby: Yeah right, Jim

Bobby: if you reckoned that for anything but this adult act, you’d have tried to talk to him yourself

Bobby: you know he’d tell you just how buzzing he is, that’s what he’s like

Jimmy: You heard, it were fucked between us ages ago, I’ve no clue how to talk to him, get through, if I did do, we’d not be here

Bobby: He is, he’s fucked, not your fault, you tried loads

Jimmy: I were meant to try harder and keep on, but I gave up and wrote him off

Jimmy: that’s my fault, and only mine

Bobby: He don’t want us about, he’s always hated us

Bobby: just like dad

Jimmy: Case didn’t always, we got on before you can remember, I let him end up like our dad and I pushed her and him together an’ all

Bobby: S’all before I can remember, always

Jimmy: Us 3 should be as close as us 2 are, he were our brother as well as

Bobby: They got in the middle of it, when you got with her, it was never the same

Jimmy: I chucked her in the middle, always, I couldn’t hack him nevermind help him

Bobby: She still is

Jimmy: Yeah

Bobby: If you mean it, why isn’t he here instead of them?

Jimmy: I can’t have him here

Bobby: Can’t be on my phone now

Jimmy: I’ll not get you in no trouble and have it taken off you then

Jimmy: we can talk in a bit

Bobby: They wouldn’t, I don’t get in trouble

Jimmy: They’d need to do their jobs proper, they took your phone, easier to let you keep hold and them to piss about carrying on being sod all use

Jimmy: but I’m coming in to have a word about sorting that [whenever he is, whether that’s literally later today or tomorrow or whatever, clearly ASAP cos Libi can’t do this any longer]

Bobby: Alright

Jimmy: 👍

Jimmy: I’m off down the school [whenever he said to Bobby just now]

Jimmy: 👌?

Janis: Did not fall asleep on any punter so 👍 we could even say

Janis: how about you lot?

Jimmy: 👍

Janis: Sensing the most sarky 👍 of all time, maybe?

Jimmy: Had a word with our kid

Jimmy: *tried to

Jimmy: went about as well as I’d reckoned it would do

Janis: Sounds like I’m taking the piss in a cunty way when I ask if he’s as chatty as usual but

Janis: Monosyllabic by his birthday, deffo

Janis: no hot goss then?

Jimmy: Dickhead made us feel like I were hatecriming him by even bringing he had a new missus up, so that were end of that

Janis: How dare you, like 😏

Janis: at least you know who she is, she’s age-appropriate, real, all the good things, follow him for more updates, duh

Jimmy: Least I might get some work done with him all but telling us to piss off, boss’ll be chuffed to bits with his behaviour

Janis: You alright? Know it’s weird when he used to be so obsessed with you, like

Jimmy: I’ll live, used to worry he would be obsessed forever, didn’t we?

Janis: Yeah, be dragging you right down if he tried to cling onto your neck how he used to these days

Jimmy: Hardly blame the lad that’s how he chooses to start a scrap if the pair of us are ever in the same room again

Janis: You won’t be able to get them out the house, get to that stage

Janis: usually get chucked/do the chucking long before then though, still that sort of age

Jimmy: Be about right he moves her in ‘cause I have Libi and the dog

Janis: Be well in with Suze when she comes to get her child back

Jimmy: She’ll need to be putting her foot down, I’ve no leg to stand on there

Janis: Libi isn’t exactly your child bride, it is different, whatever he’s saying or implying with his sulking

Jimmy: I meant you and Hayley before you but tah for recognising I ain’t planning nowt of that sort

Janis: Oh, yeah, sort of forgot

Janis: He don’t want to chat, he’s not gonna invite no girl to live with him, be sick of her soon as he had

Jimmy: He’d not even claim her as his missus to me, so

Janis: Exactly, least of your worries, for sure

Janis: just had to let him know you know, you’re paying attention

Jimmy: Knew you’d get it, and cheer us

Janis: Dealing with teenagers is probably why middle-aged people have midlife crises, thinking about it

Janis: sports car is a bit out of reach but you should treat yourself to something, for hacking him

Jimmy: Be looking middle aged if I treat myself

Janis: Okay, don’t go for the Turkey teeth and hairline surg either, like

Janis: you know what I mean, make sure you’re cheering yourself up with something, stay sane about it

Jimmy: Staying sane’s a bit out of reach, reckon we’ve to chuck that on the pipedream pile with the flash motor

Janis: Sane for us ain’t winning you any awards, yeah, true

Jimmy: Saving it for a ☔️ day’s what lasses like Suze and her mates do an’ all, if nowt else I’m bringing it with my 🎻 playing

Janis: Stretching the word lass to breaking point there…

Jimmy: Hags’ll be uncalled for when she’s Bob’s mum-in-law, except by him

Janis: Hope you led with that, see why he was so chuffed to chat to you 😁☀️

Jimmy: ‘Course, top opener, that

Janis: Always had shit craic, you

Jimmy: I’ll see you at school for more of the same

Janis: Oh, sure, what time we headed?

Jimmy: [a time, assumedly your lunch break on whatever day, probably literally today]?

Janis: Done, let’s get this shit sorted

Jimmy: 🤞 he don’t need to sort his own tea while we’re camped out down there waiting for any dickhead to sort it, she’d dump him right then before he’s even had chance to parade her in front of Libi

Janis: I highly doubt she’s interested or in it for his 🍽

Janis: Thank God for takeaway, eh

Jimmy: Good shout, we should order for our head’s office sit in, bit dramatic going full hunger strike

Janis: LOVE us stinking out reception with [whatever your most fave is together]

Jimmy: Dunno if it’ll have us seen quicker or mean we’re about to be third wheeled by his starving secretary but either way

Janis: Might be fun, if she’s the brain cells left to be

Jimmy: *it’ll be fun

Janis: Quite the assurance, for a school meeting

Jimmy: One we’ve called with sod all warning

Jimmy: trust us, mate, be a right laugh

Janis: Fair, that will be 😌🙃

Jimmy: 😁☀️

Janis: I better let you head, not undo the favour Bobs did with your boss for you

Janis: not a decent mate move, that

Jimmy: And you’re 🥇 I know

Janis: Still?

Jimmy: Or nowt

Jimmy: and I’m not ready for that

Janis: I thought, felt, like maybe I pushed it too far for you

Jimmy: It felt exactly far enough at the time

Janis: and we’re still good now?

Jimmy: I don’t know

Jimmy: Bobby were going on about Case, what a hypocrite I am for having you and Libi back in the house but not him, and he ain’t wrong

Janis: Your relationships were bad before

Janis: obviously this were a final straw situation, not saying otherwise

Janis: how often were Bobby chatting to him when he were there, like

Jimmy: Still, I feel like I should at least talk to him, if we’re trying this hard

Janis: That’s up to you, of course

Jimmy: As I said, I don’t know

Janis: You don’t have to do it all today

Janis: He’s not off anywhere either

Jimmy: Wouldn’t be chance, what with work, this bloody school meeting and a dog to walk

Jimmy: What time did Libs have doctors? I can’t remember now

Janis: [Whenever] Mum is taking her, can ask Libs to message you when she’s out, don’t worry

Jimmy: That needs sorting an’ all, they want to be chucking her a better inhaler or something

Janis: She needs to calm down, we all do

Janis: it took years to get this fucked up, give yourself some grace, anything is an improvement on that

Jimmy: Right

Janis: I mean it, it’s not bullshit because I think you’re incapable

Janis: trying to take it all on, all at once, it’s how we got here

Jimmy: Yeah, sorry, it’s just

Janis: Go on

Jimmy: What if I stop and then I

Jimmy: stop again, how I done before?

Janis: Yeah, I know the feeling

Janis: I’d be a hypocrite to pretend I’ve ever been able to sit still but I don’t know

Janis: I want better for you, like, one big step a day or a few little ones, not the whole marathon but

Jimmy: It’s so hard, this

Janis: it is

Janis: I don’t think you could go back, sometimes you can’t, after a point

Jimmy: You alright? Chucked loads at you for [whatever AM it is]

Janis: I feel like a mess all the time, no more than usual, you’re good

Jimmy: I best piss off to my desk then

Janis: It will be okay, I swear

Janis: I’m no one to believe but, we have to, don’t we

Jimmy: Still do believe you, whatever the fuck that says for how okay it’ll be or I am

Janis: I’m sorry

Jimmy: Me an’ all

Janis: I didn’t mean to be this person, didn’t think I was

Jimmy: Same, could’ve sworn I unfucked my head more than this but

Janis: Embarrassing doesn’t cover it, it’s actual shame, mortifying

Janis: I care about you all too much to act like I do and yet

Janis: here we fucking are, Jesus

Jimmy: Touched a nerve when he told us I weren’t an adult myself, our kid’s dead on there

Janis: Shit, ouch

Janis: Feel younger than I did back then, I swear, much more stupid and unsure

Jimmy: Should be me mute and him having a word, how bad I’ve fucked everything

Janis: If we only have one thing left, it’s that some of that fucking up was mutual, me and you

Jimmy: Some good needs to come of it somewhere, no fucking pressure on them pair and his new life

Janis: There’s still some chances, not all doom and gloom

Janis: guilty conscience can be as bullshit as fake it ‘til you make it positivity

Jimmy: You’re alright, I’ve had loads of reminders I can’t trust owt I think

Janis: Who can, his age is when you realise that

Janis: sound like my mother if I say you can trust how you feel

Jimmy: I dunno about that, how I feel seems least reliable of the lot nowadays

Janis: Liability is right, agreed

Janis: fuck it, I can’t keep distracting you, seeing you later

Jimmy: Won’t be long

Janis: feel it

Jimmy: Yeah, but I believe in you an’ all, not only what you’re saying

Janis: 🥺

Jimmy: Off you go, girl, you can do it

Janis: So can you, Jim

Jimmy: You

Janis: I love how stupid you make me, for the record

Jimmy: You would say something I want to hear more about when I’ve no time to

Janis: Remind me to tell you later?

Jimmy: Owt to make the school secretary jealous

Janis: everything

Jimmy: Miss you ‘til then, my dear

Janis: I’ve been missing you the entire time

Jimmy: I’ve dreamt about you all night

Janis: I’m jealous of my pillow

Jimmy: Least you know where it is, I’ll never find that random dickhead’s car

Janis: What I’m hearing is you want me to go and take this out on the pillow too

Jimmy: You heard right, that’s exactly what I want

Janis: and you didn’t change the sheets, did you

Jimmy: Might not ever again

Janis: you can’t, not until you’ve experienced me the way I intend to you

Jimmy: I promise I won’t

Janis: how it feels against my, smells, tastes

Janis: when you made me cum, I took my pants off and basically suffocated myself with them, I couldn’t need you more

Jimmy: Challenge accepted, I’ll make you need me more right through that meeting, telling you all about my dreams just before we head in

Janis: I deserve that, or, do I, one way or the other… fuck

Jimmy: You do

Janis: You

Jimmy: Fuck

Janis: Later, boy

Jimmy: Best behaviour again, I’ll act how I’m dressed 👔

Janis: Uncalled for, bringing that to my attention

Jimmy: Very called for, killing me being dressed at all

Janis: I’m dressed too

Janis: I wanted to cheer you up

Jimmy: You’ve a real knack for it

Janis: ‘Til we’re ready

Janis: and we know what the fuck we’re doing

Jimmy: That’ll be the day

Janis: Not holding my breath for myself

Jimmy: You know I can’t hold mine ‘round you, only time I breathe

Janis: I end up crying, be about right

Jimmy: Start me off

Janis: I did

Janis: explain that to your boss if I have to, he’ll see how mental I am and what you’re dealing with

Jimmy: Bring my lap to his attention, you’ll be jealous of him an’ all

Janis: He can dream on if he reckons he’s getting a spot there

Janis: met him at enough functions, he’s no one’s rebound, not even a crisis, too far

Jimmy: Be a twist on a mid-life one for him, going for somebody who ain’t a lass young enough to be his daughter and paid about as much as she’d be if the poor cow babysat her for a job instead

Janis: Imagination must die after enough years wearing 👔 loosen your tie ‘fore it cuts off blood supply to your 🧠 quick

Jimmy: None there to be cut off, tah for that

Janis: Always thinking of you, mate

Jimmy: I’ll be of you, lively imagination, still, me

Janis: Why they pay you more than a babysitting secretary 📸🎨💸

Janis: Still have the proof of your imagination on my phone

Jimmy: I’d say sorry to the poor dickhead whose back you’re about to rest it on but I’m not

Janis: I’m nicer when I’m in a better mood, liable to break their back else, should be thanking you

Jimmy: I’d rather you did

Janis: Break backs or thank you 🤔

Jimmy: What kind of question’s that?

Janis: You might be feeling murderous

Janis: but you know exactly how much I appreciated every photo, I showed you

Jimmy: It’s obvious how I feel

Jimmy: [showing her via another pic rn]

Janis: please

Janis: wait, wrong one, thank you thank you thank you

Jimmy: Don’t feel wrong hearing please off you an’ all

Janis: I know how you feel about best behaviour

Jimmy: You’re so good at it, there’s no other way to feel

Janis: You’re so

Janis: I missed this with you

Jimmy: You’re

Jimmy: stay with me

Janis: I’m here

Jimmy: Be here always

Janis: You

Jimmy: You

Janis: You know we can’t be out of each other’s lives, it’s impossible now

Jimmy: I’ve no life without you, you’re part of everything

Janis: He wants me gone but I wouldn’t know how to start, where to start cutting, without fucking you up in the process and I can’t

Jimmy: He don’t get it, nobody can but us

Janis: There’s only the one way I know of and I know what that would do to whoever I left behind who still gave a fuck so it doesn’t even count

Jimmy: We’ll find our own way

Janis: one that ends up with none of us dead, that has to be best, in the end, how can it not

Jimmy: And the best’s what bigheads like us do, there’s nowt to worry about

Janis: 🤏

Jimmy: It’ll be okay in the end

Janis: I’m going to listen and believe you

Jimmy: Me an’ all with my own bollocks, might just work

Janis: I really do believe in you, it’s myself I don’t trust

Jimmy: Long as I do in you and you do in me

Janis: When you said that this could be a secret

Janis: do you think it’s fair, you can tell the truth

Jimmy: I don’t know what to think

Janis: fair

Jimmy: Fair according to Bob is me hating and having fuck all to do with you

Janis: Maybe it is

Jimmy: He reckons I’m not reacting how I should, but I don’t know how else to than I have done, or ‘course I’d do things different

Janis: ‘Course

Janis: it’s not your fault

Jimmy: There’s blame to chuck at me, I ain’t without fault for what’s gone on

Janis: no, it’s me

Janis: I’ve pushed this, every time

Jimmy: Don’t give us the it’s not you it’s me speech

Janis: I ain’t but you just said you don’t know how else to be

Jimmy: Nor do you, how’s it your fault?

Janis: Don’t I though, really

Janis: or am I just giving myself that free pass

Jimmy: Come on

Jimmy: What, you’re that massive twat now? Were piss easy, we’d all know what we were doing

Janis: Alright, nah, I still feel like I’ve got no fucking clue but you’re the only one who’s going to believe that or care that it’s the truth

Jimmy: I’ll be the only one then, you’ve got me, whatever fucking happens

Janis: I just

Jimmy: Go on

Janis: I don’t know

Janis: except I hate who I am

Jimmy: I love you, let that be enough for a bit, why can’t it?

Janis: What about Bobby?

Jimmy: I’ll talk to him again, keep on

Janis: Say what, we don’t know what we’re doing, we don’t have anything to say to them

Jimmy: There’s the truth, if I’d told him more of it before now, he might have a clue where I am and what I’m trying to do

Janis: That’ll confuse him more than anything

Jimmy: Can join the club, I’ll buy us all matching jackets

Janis: He’ll think we’re getting back together, how we were

Jimmy: Why don’t we?

Janis: Come on, Jimmy, you know why, all the whys

Jimmy: None of ‘em mean we can’t have another go, not to me

Janis: I’ve never been able to pretend he doesn’t exist, we can’t start now

Jimmy: You said you love me, miss me

Janis: I do

Jimmy: We’re still married, we could still make us work

Janis: What about the baby, that we’ve never talked about

Jimmy: All the more reason to try again, be a family again

Janis: You don’t want it, you didn’t when we made it

Janis: and I’ve been torturing myself about trying to do the right thing for you ever since but I can’t

Jimmy: It were different then, I weren’t right, my head weren’t

Janis: Our heads are still fucked up

Jimmy: But my tablets’ll only take a month to kick in when they give ‘em me, we’ve ages before the baby

Janis: and I promised Libi that we weren’t, that I wasn’t doing anything like this

Jimmy: We can talk to her

Janis: No, not like this

Janis: There’s so much we actually have to do

Jimmy: How?

Jimmy: What do you want me to do? Tell us and I will

Janis: There’s appointments, there’s plans, you’re doing what you’re meant to

Janis: I have to go and

Janis: try to work this out

Jimmy: Please don’t go, Janis

Janis: Time, then, not space

Jimmy: Okay, time

Janis: I’ll be reachable but I feel like I haven’t had a second since this happened

Janis: poor me, I know but I need it, okay

Jimmy: You heard, it’s okay

Jimmy: I’ll make myself be okay with it

Janis: Okay

Janis: This ain’t going to sound like a genuine question but it is, alright

Casey: Alright, what

Janis: If I have something awful to say, do you want to do it in person so you can kill me or do you want me to stay away so you don’t end up in jail

Casey: depends how bad

Janis: It isn’t about the baby, can say that much now

Casey: Libi can’t have got us chucked out already, be a record

Casey: nevermind proper ungrateful after yesterday

Janis: She’s at the doctors, your brother is giving her panic attacks, she’ll live though

Casey: that ain’t the news neither then

Janis: I’ll just, say it, come back if you want me to

Janis: don’t need to make it some fucked up guessing game here

Janis: You were right, that he’d want me back

Casey: ‘course he does, but you’re not going

Janis: I’ve led him on then

Casey: it’ll take him ages to get his head ‘round being just your mate, he might not do proper, same as I never really

Casey: but that ain’t your fault

Janis: No, it is my fault this time

Janis: fuck ‘this time’ it was with you too

Casey: how was it, what’s it you reckon you’ve done

Janis: I know, it’s not his mistake

Janis: we sexted

Casey: you what

Casey: when were this

Janis: Last night and this morning

Casey: last night, why the fuck are you only telling us now

Janis: Because I thought I could get away with it, bother neither of you with it, I guess

Casey: how the fuck could you come home to me, piss off a bit ago and carry on the same leaving me here

Janis: I don’t know

Casey: yeah you do, it weren’t once

Janis: Because I thought I could, yeah, obviously

Janis: but I can’t and it’s fucked everything up so here I am to spread the news

Casey: don’t let me stop you, like, it didn’t having us next to you last night

Janis: I don’t want it

Casey: I don’t want you if you’re gonna fucking lie to me

Janis: I don’t blame you

Casey: piss off if that’s all you’ve got to say for yourself

Janis: I’m not trying to insult you with excuses disguised as apologies, it changes nothing now

Casey: you’ve done worse than insult me already, who cares

Janis: There’s nothing I can say to make it alright, take it back

Janis: I can go, keep paying my share of the flat, that’s it

Casey: do what you like, you did yesterday and however long ago you went for it the second time

Janis: Do you think I should get back with him then?

Casey: yeah, why not, he’ll clearly still have you

Janis: you’re really done then

Casey: you are, more like

Casey: I get it, all I was for you were a wake up call for him, job done

Janis: Fuck you, I couldn’t have run away from him faster just then even though I know what it means and you just want me to go back and end up numb and pretend none of this happened

Casey: don’t give me none of that bollocks, you wasn’t numb when you was fucking him over the phone, nor were he or you’ll not have bothered with round 2

Janis: and how long do we give it this time, a month?

Janis: I can’t go back, I didn’t think I was

Casey: you should’ve asked yourself the question before you got here, love

Casey: be lucky he lasts the month how you’re pissing him about, I fancy topping myself and I ain’t even as gone in the head

Janis: well if I weren’t currently housing someone else, I would’ve already, alright

Casey: no it’s not alright, don’t you fucking dare say that to me

Janis: everyone gets to be suicidal but me

Janis: I’ll go back to him so he doesn’t fucking kill himself

Casey: yeah, poor you

Casey: you went crawling back to him soon as you decided to chat to him like that, I’m the cunt who has to go back to having nothing

Janis: how about this, I leave and you get to go back and rescue him because I can’t live like that again

Janis: that’s the best I can give at this point

Casey: fuck you, you said the other day you’d not take her off me, the spit and blood ain’t even dry on that promise and you’re breaking it

Janis: I’ll write a will, have her, I mean it

Casey: do it then, I fucking would

Janis: Good, my mum doesn’t need another dead kid’s kid to raise

Casey: another kid don’t need a dead mum but you don’t care about that

Janis: clearly, I don’t care about anything

Casey: go, I’ll clean up the mess you’ll make of him, can take the place of the job they’ve just told us I’ve lost, all I know how to do anyway’s 1 or the other

Janis: For fuck’s sake

Janis: Maybe this time it’ll be different and I can be happy for you

Casey: tell yourself any of us can be happy now, you twat

Janis: Happier without me is guaranteed at this point

Casey: bollocks, you wanna die ‘cause you don’t know how to hack living with what you’re doing

Casey: nowt to do with anybody else and you’re doing none of us no favours

Janis: Changing your mind would be another selfish thing to do

Janis: I’m not doing anything, it’s done

Casey: what’s one more, keep racking ‘em up, who the fuck else am I if not just cannon fodder for you

Janis: I thought you understood

Casey: I’ll never understand you having your cake and eating like you’re my dad at an office party when you could’ve just told me

Janis: I am telling you, if I’d have told you whilst I was doing it, I would’ve come to my senses and not

Casey: I doubt you were all night, when you came home, and I know you wasn’t, you should’ve said, I’d have got my head ‘round a slip when I told you to do anything to keep him going, but nah, you had to take the piss

Janis: Both of you expect me to not love the other the second you decide, like it’s a tap I can turn on and off

Casey: I’ve never expected that of you, we’ve bloody talked before about how I don’t, jesus

Janis: You use it the opposite way ‘round, tell me to go back to him, say I bloody have to, do you think that that’s possible after everything we’ve been through, seriously

Casey: alright, it’s my fault

Janis: obviously fucking not

Casey: then don’t put it on me, you did this

Janis: I never came here saying or thinking it was a defendable action, I’ve not once tried to say it was anything but a massive fucking mistake

Casey: well done, you can state the obvious

Janis: I can’t do any of the things you could want me to do

Janis: namely undo it, so, what

Casey: why is it up to me to give you an answer

Janis: because it’s always up to me

Casey: nah, you’re on about leaving it all up to me when you piss off

Janis: you don’t want to be left with nothing

Janis: you don’t want me

Casey: I’ve got nothing, I told you, you and her is all I care about

Casey: more than him, that’s why we’re here

Janis: She’s not done anything wrong

Casey: she’s not mine if you’re not, all of us know that

Janis: then want me

Casey: stop

Casey: you only did this a sec ago, you was probably still turned on when you opened your phone to tell me and you’re asking us to get over it

Janis: no I weren’t

Janis: desperation isn’t fun, is it, at least my death threat isn’t imminent or directed squarely at you and what you do or don’t do

Janis: I thought, whatever I fucking thought don’t matter, and he’s just and now I don’t know what to do and he said I can have time not space, what does that even mean

Casey: it’ll mean don’t run away how you used to, what he’s always scared of

Janis: it means keep showing up and we’ll never talk about it again, just like the baby, just like everything else there’s no answer to

Casey: I warned you he can’t hack none of it, again and again I have, what else can I do

Janis: nothing but what else can I

Casey: I dunno, keep your legs closed and open your mouth so words can come out instead of doing owt else with it

Janis: tah, very helpful

Casey: I can’t help you if you won’t let me

Janis: I weren’t trying to fix him by fucking him, not actually that up my own hole, whatever I say

Janis: it happened because he seemed like he did years ago, fixed by himself

Janis: should’ve known it were placebo

Casey: he ain’t getting fixed by you topping yourself neither

Janis: I’m terrified how bad this could be, Case

Janis: what if he don’t just go numb this time

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stargirlfeyre · 6 months ago

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Oh I have time today.

Having a breeding kink is not weird. Again go back to Dork Diaries if this is what you’re fussing about.

Sorry but I’m not going to take you seriously when you try to come at Feysand for flirting in a library because y’all are more upset at that then the SA victims who you believe you have to defend the honor of. No one cared. No one gave a shit about harmless flirting where the most Rhys did is pinch Feyre’s butt😭. Take that stick out of your ass. A man flirting with his wife around SA victims (when none of those SA victims gave a shit) is not the pinnacle of disrespect that you believe it is. Even Gwyn said that she hates when people treat her differently because of her trauma. I promise you other people in that library did not care that a husband and wife were acting normal around each other. Every priestess we met after this fact still admiring Feysand even after they “traumatized them with their disrespectful flirting” tells us that your point is null. NEXT.

And you’re so up in arms about Feysand flirting around SA victims, shouldn’t you be upset about Nesta inviting a SA victim into her home that smelled like sex?

Having sex in the privacy of your tent that had a shield around it for extra privacy is not cause to hate Rhys as much as y’all do. Sorry but that’s just so unserious.

If you genuinely believe that Rhys teared down a building to house people and he left the people originally there homeless then sorry but you’re just not smart. Let’s go through this slowly. Feyre (because I’m pretty sure it was her idea) teared down a building to help homeless people, the main purpose for doing that was to help people without homes…and you believe that she made the people originally there homeless when that’s the exact problem she was trying to solve? This is where critical thinking and the ability to read in between the lines comes into play. That building was run down and a hazard. Tearing it down and replacing it with something new was something that honestly should have been done.

“Nesta’s worse crime was partying and drinking” genuine question do you like Nesta? Like actually like her? Because if so I don’t understand how you would think that her partying and drinking wasn’t something serious. She wasn’t just drinking she was an alcoholic. She wasn’t just partying she was getting blackout drunk and slowly killing herself to cope with her trauma. She enjoyed none of it. And that’s the difference between her and the IC. They party and drink because it’s something that brings them joy and a way for them all to have fun together. They’re not getting blackout drunk every night and drinking to forget severe trauma all the time. It’s moments like these where I question if Nesta’s fans actually understand her character. Cause why am I explaining the severity of her trauma to you when I don’t even like the girl?

“Nesta was the only one who had the decency to tell Feyre” Nesta was also the only one who kept it a secret with being asked to. Rhys told everyone else to keep it a secret but Nesta. When Nesta saw Feyre after she learned the truth she used that opportunity to ease Rhys’ mind and promise him that she won’t tell Feyre. She didn’t use that opportunity to be a good sister but to show her loyalty towards a man who doesn’t even fucking like her. Just pitiful. In what world is it okay for your sibling to decide to keep secrets about your body from you? In what world would you expect people to not be upset with Nesta for using the death of a child to hurt her sister? Your problem is you think people also saying Nesta was wrong in this situation means that no one else was. When we call out Nesta’s actions we are not taking away from anyone else’s. We’re not saying Nesta was wrong because we want to excuse anything Rhys did. We’re saying Nesta was wrong because the bitch was wrong. Using the death of an infant to hurt people is wrong.

We were literally in Nesta’s head and one of the main motives for telling Feyre is because she was hurt and backed into a corner. Even Feyre admits that Nesta telling her was maybe to hurt her. Why can’t you?

And lastly saying that Nesta has a right to give away the troves because they belong to her is like saying a President has a right to give away and use n*clear weapons at their wim simply because they belong to him/her. When you are in possession of weapons of mass destruction then you have to act like they’re a weapon of mass destruction. When you are living in a community who can be affected by your actions then the standard is to be mindful. Would you say the President in your country has a right to give away n*clear weapons to other countries based off of his/her personal feelings? No right? Because there are people in that country who would be effected by their actions right? Now let’s apply that mindset to the Mask situation because it’s almost the exact same thing.

When Nesta’s actions have consequences for everyone then she can’t make them without the input of everyone. She controls the troves but she also lives in Prythian. If her giving away the Mask backfired then it wouldn’t have been only her facing the consequences of it. No sane person wouldn’t get upset if they found out that their family (that just died seven weeks ago) now had a chance of dying again because a girl felt “compassion”. “If it was Feyre or Mor he wouldn’t have reacted that way”…the fatal flaw in that logic is we can’t be 100% sure that they would have done it. Feyre back then maybe but the mother she is now? We all saw how protective of Nyx Feyre was when he wasn’t even born yet. You truly think her, as a mother, would put him in danger for someone else’s world? Feyre is compassionate but she’s always been a “my family comes first” kind of person. She is willing to make sacrifices and hard decisions for them. And Mor who is said to be as protective of Nyx as his parents? Come on now.

Feysand putting themselves in danger doesn’t really effect the whole of Prythian because most (if not all) times it was for Prythian. How self sacrificial they are is because they want to protect their family and people. How can that be compared to what Nesta did. Genuinely how? Nesta gave middgard a fighting change by condemning her own world. She put her own family, her own home, her own friends, and her own mate in danger for a world that she didn’t even know existed a week ago. She’s a fucking idiot. You can call it compassion or you can call it moral. That doesn’t change that what she did was dumb as shit. She’s not a seer. She had no way of knowing that her actions wouldn’t backfire on them. Again that’s fucking stupid and that’s why all these character say the same. It working in her favor does not change that it was a gamble. She gambled and she won but she still gambled.

Not to mention Rhys got mad at her right after she gave Bryce the trove and while they were all ignorant to whether she was winning or not. Being mad at him because he’s upset and unaware if his entire family, including his seven week old baby, is about to die is just so…? Y’all love Nesta for her human reactions but isn’t this one? Is anger and panic not something we would all feel if our loved ones was in danger and the only thing we could do is wait and overthink? No?

If you wanted to make a post about how this fandom praises Rhys and ignores his wrongdoings then maybe you should have actually included his wrongdoings in the post. Cause debunking most of your claims was literally light work. Your welcome pooks.

Acotar fandom: Nesta called Feyre stinky in the beginning of acotar, so she’s an abusive bitch 🤬🤬

Also the Acotar fandom when Rhys twisted Feyre’s broken arm, SAed her under the mountain, drugged her, neglected the women of HC and Illyrian mountains, climaxed at the image of his unborn child, tried having sex with Feyre in a library designed for SA victims, actually did have sex with Feyre while people were dying 2 meters away, withheld vital information about Feyre’s own body and life and proceeded to force everyone to keep it from her, then threatened to kill Nesta when she told her the truth, destroyed an entire building to prove a point to Nesta (a girl who is TWENTY-ONE TIMES YOUNGER THAN HIM MIND YOU), threatened Nesta AGAIN because he refused to believe another woman could have control and authority over her own possessions: omg feminist king slayyy!! Feysand is such a power couple 😍😍

—If your hatred of Nesta was about her treatment of Feyre like you claim it is, you would’ve called out that purple bat a long time ago.

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