#but then he pushed me up against a wall and stood in front of me bc the enemy was passing by?? and when they were gone so was my baby lmfao
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< jeong yunho x fem! reader >
warnings: bondage, marking, edging, vibrators, choking, oral, degradation, praise, multiple positions
after a somewhat bad breakup with yunho, you thought he would be able to handle it like an adult. however, this is the same man who doesnât like being told he canât have whatâs his. the man who knows where you work and sleepâŠ
You sat at your desk, finishing up some paperwork before you wanted to finally take a break to eat lunch. You worked as a manager for a sports team, and they were spending money faster than they were able to make it. Lucky, you knew how to shift things around so there was a little extra money left over. âJesus, these men. Who spends $800 on one night out?!â You ask yourself, putting the folder into your desk drawer. A knock on your door stopped you from pulling out your lunch. âCome in.â You call out, and the front desk secretary pushed open your office door.
âHey, Y/N. You have a guest. Is now a good time?â She asked, and you heard the familiar voice before you saw him. âOh, itâs always a good time. Isnât it, Y/N?â Yunho came into view, giving a fake sweet smile as he towered over the poor secretary. You sigh, pinching the bridge of your nose before nodding. âItâs fine, he can come in. Please clear my schedule for an hour and a half, Iâm gonna wrap things up with him and take my lunch.â You tell the secretary, who nodded and disappeared out of the room.
You pulled your food out, some Thai food you got delivered earlier in the day but didnât have the chance to eat. You open the container and stab at the food with your fork. âYou have five minutes. What do you want, Yunho?â You ask, pushing the food into your mouth. He shut the door behind him and sat across from you. âYou know what I want. I want you. Why havenât you been returning my calls?â He crossed his legs, and you shrug.
âI blocked you. And your three other phone numbers you called from. Stop harassing Hongjoong and Wooyoung for their phones.â You tell him, and he laughs. âYou canât block a *67 number, my love.â He reminds you, and you roll your eyes. âThanks for reminding me to have my number changed.â You say, taking another bite of your food. You tried to hide the fact that he made your nerves stand on their ends. Why would he show up to your job? In the middle of the day at that.
âY/N, why are you doing this? You know you miss me. Letâs just go back to the way we were before.â He leans forward, and you roll your chair back, holding your food in your lap. âMove. We arenât getting back together.â You say, and he stood up. You put your food down and stood as well, not knowing what he was going to do.
He would never hurt you physically in any way. He didnât believe in it, you knew that. However, you also didnât feel comfortable with him standing over you while you sat. It didnât feel safe. âAnd why not?â His attitude shifted from playful to irritated in a split second. âWas I not good to you?â He came around the desk, and every step he took toward you, you backed away.
âYouâre controlling, Yunho. We both know it, stop acting clueless. Youâre smarter than that.â You say, your hand reaching behind you to get a feel of where you were. You felt the hard wall behind you, and before you could slide to the side to get away, his hand landed on the side of your head, caging you in. âY/N, you have my heart. I need you and you need me. Letâs be us again, my love.â He pleaded, leaning down and placing a kiss on the side of your head, against your temple.
âPlease move.â You shiver, his touch still having the same effect it did when you were together. He stayed in his spot, his eyes trained on yours. Itâs almost like he felt your determination waiver, and the more it did, the more his smile grew. He placed a soft kiss against your lips, and you hated how you wanted more. He pulled away slightly, and you went after him, your lips never leaving his. He chuckled against your lips before pulling away, standing up straight and straightening his jacket.
âWhat I thought. Iâll let you have this little bit of strength for now, Y/N. But donât forget who is the only one who can make you fall apart in all the best ways.â He said, his fingers running over your collarbone, resting on the base of your throat. âHave a good day at work, love.â He smiled, walking out of your office and leaving you frozen in place.
You gulp, sitting down at your desk. You couldnât even look at your food, you were pissed. Not so much at him but at yourself. You folded faster than a piece of paper and you hated it. You were strong, and you had a point to prove. Granted, he made you forget what it was temporarily, but it was somewhere in your mind.
The rest of the day seemed to drag by, 5:00 didnât seem to come fast enough. You grabbed your jacket and left the office in a hurry, eager to get home and take a shower. It was raining when you left, even though it wasnât supposed to. You drove home a little faster than the law allowed, happy to be back in a peaceful, safe space. You made sure to lock your front door before you went to take a shower.
When you got out, you went into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge. The rain had died down slightly, but it was still pretty heavy. There was a knock on the front door, and you were pretty sure it was the package you were expecting. It was a day early, but sometimes early was better. You were excited to try on the new shoes you ordered. Opening the door, you were meant with the sight of a rain soaked Yunho. His hair was stuck to his face, water dripping down his jaw. He was wearing a white shirt, and you saw the outline of his abs.
âYunho?!â You exclaim, immediately going to shut the door but he stuck his foot in the door, stopping it from closing. âSo cruel, leaving me out in the rain.â He smiled, letting himself in. You watch him carefully but shut the door. Maybe heâll be more open to leaving than he was when he came to your job.
âWhat do you want? Why are you here?â You ask, exhausted of seeing him today. Seeing him more than once was prone to give you a headache. Dealing with Yunho was like seeing a medication on a commercial. đđŠđ°đŻđš đ đ¶đŻđ©đ°, đŽđ°đ°đ”đ©đŠđŽ đ”đ©đŠ đąđ€đ©đŠ đȘđŻ đșđ°đ¶đł đ±đ¶đŽđŽđș đžđȘđ”đ© đŠđąđŽđŠ. đđȘđ„đŠ đŠđ§đ§đŠđ€đ”đŽ đȘđŻđ€đđ¶đ„đŠ đ©đŠđąđ„đąđ€đ©đŠđŽ, đŽđ”đąđđŹđȘđŻđš, đŽđ©đ°đžđȘđŻđš đ¶đ± đąđ” đșđ°đ¶đł đ©đ°đźđŠ đąđŻđ„ đžđ°đłđŹ đ¶đŻđąđŻđŻđ°đ¶đŻđ€đŠđ„.
âYou think I didnât notice the way your body reacted to me when we kissed? I know you need me. You probably havenât been able to cum properly since I left.â He assumed, and you roll your eyes. âActually, me and my vibrator have gotten very close. She does a better job at it than you. So, you can leave now.â You say, pointing to the door with hopes that heâd leave. A girl had to be optimistic, right?
âOh, is that so? Can your vibrator make you feel the things I do?â He asked, his hands playing with the fabric of the towel. âWhat? Annoyance? Yeah, itâs battery charged so when I have to change the batteries mid masturbation session.â You lie, his hands trailing down to your hips.
âLetâs test that theory.â He said, his lips crashing on to yours. The kiss wasnât gentle, his hands gripping your hips and pulling you closer. You knew it was wrong, but you loved when he got like this. This rough and possessive side of him always made your heart flutter. He grabbed you by your thighs and picked you up, pushing you against the wall.
Your hands found his hair and your fingers tugged at the roots, and he let out a groan. âI knew you needed this.â He said against your lips, carrying you from the living room to your bedroom. He put you on the bed and snatched the towel from your body, leaving you naked against the fabric of your silk sheets. He took his belt off, ironically the same black leather belt you bought him from Ferragamo. He grabbed your wrists and pinned them together with his hand, cinching them together with the belt and placing them above your head.
âI really wish you werenât so fucking stubborn, Y/N. But, Iâm gonna make you see that you need me, one way or another.â He said, taking his shirt off and tossing it on the floor beside him. He leaned over you, trailing kissed from your neck down to your lower stomach. You held your thighs together for as long as you could, but as he got closer to your pussy, you felt them open slightly.
He picked up one of your legs and placed it over his shoulders, pulling you down so you were closer. âYunhoâŠâ you whisper, your head falling against the pillow when his tongue came in contact with your clit. He used his arm to keep you locked in place, you saw his bicep flex every time you moved. His licks were slow, tantalizingly slow. He took his sweet time savoring the taste of your pussy, occasionally dipping inside and twisting his tongue.
âGoddamn, Y/N. Just as good as I remember.â He said, his tongue flicking against your clit as you cry out. You grind your pussy against his face, feeling your orgasm slowly building inside of you. âI know baby, ride my face like a good girl.â He tells you, slipping two fingers inside of your pussy. âFuck, right there!â You tell him, and he held you still to make you feel everything he was giving you.
You stopped breathing as you came on his face, seeing him lap it up like a dehydrated man. Your body shuddered as you finally took a breath, and he pulled his fingers out of you. âThat was nothing and you already soaked my face.â He teased, coming up to place a gentle kiss against your lips before he stood, searching your drawers for something. You laid against the bed, catching your breath as you watched him roam around your room.
He opened the drawer you kept your panties in and pulled out your vibrator. It was a wand, all white with diamonds on the end that you change the settings. He took his pants off, leaving him in black boxers. He laid next to you, turning your body so you were laying on your side. He grabbed your leg and placed it over his, exposing your pussy to the cold air of your room.
He took his dick out of his boxers, resting it between your folds, rubbing it back and forth, soaking it in your arousal. He turned the vibrator on the medium setting, placing it on your clit. The tip of his dick also vibrated, causing him to jerk before he adjusted to the feeling. You let out a whine, one orgasm already had you a little drained.
âSince you think your vibrator is so great, letâs see how great it is. How long itâll take you to beg for my cock inside you.â He said, kissing your shoulder. You tried to close your legs, but he gripped your thigh, pulling it back open.
âYouâll take it like a good girl with no complaints if you want my cock, understood?â He asked you, slowly sliding the tip inside before taking it out and putting it against the wand again. Your second orgasm reached you in no time, and he turned up the setting. You heard him moan, his hips jerking at the higher sensation. âOh fuck, I see why you like this thing. It feels so good against my dick, Y/N. But nothing beats that sweet little pussy wrapping around me just right.â He said in your ear, and you wanted to come undone at his words.
âShh, I havenât came yet, baby. Be a good girl and hold still. You can wait for me, yeah?â He said, letting out a whine as he jerked again. You could tell he was close, he always became desperate while chasing his release. You nod, but you werenât sure how long you would last while he held the vibrator there. You heard him moan your name, and you looked down, seeing his cum paint your thighs as he came down from his high. He turned the vibrator off, holding still as you finally released your own, him kissing your neck as you came.
You never seen Yunho use a toy on himself, but youâll be damned if it wasnât the hottest thing youâve seen. His hand trailed up, giving your tits a slap before he turned you on your stomach. âFuck, I need that pussy.â He all but growled, shoving his length into you without warning. You let out a sob, feeling the pleasure return to you in an instant. His hand squeezed the flesh of your ass as he pounded into you without any pity. You felt your thighs tremble, still covered in his and your cum.
âI canât, Yunho please! Fuck, I canât cum again.â You cry out, letting your moans get buried into the pillow. It was your only salvation right now, the only thing giving you a bit of solace. âYou can and you will. Remember, you wanted this right? You wanted to be filled with my cock, screaming into the pillow like a slut. Shut up and take it.â He grunted, slapping your ass and turning you on your back.
âI want you to see my cock going in and out of this pretty pussy. Look at it, Y/N.â He tells you, putting a hand on your stomach and pushing down slightly, increasing the pressure you felt. Your entire body shook, and you knew what was coming. And so did he. No one knew your body like he did, you were positive he knew it better than you did sometimes. âYou need to cum again, right? Hold it or I fucking stop.â He warned you, and you slam your head against the pillow, trying to think about anything else but him thrusting into you over and over again.
âFuck, Iâm going to cum all inside this pussy. Iâm gonna knock you up, baby, fucking hell.â He moaned, increasing the speed of his thrusts. He picked the vibrator back up and turned it on, placing it against your clit as he thrusted. What a horrible time to have fresh batteries.
âLet it out baby, give it to me. Iâll give you all my cum.â He said, and that finished you. You felt the tears go down your face as you chased your orgasm, watching him pull out and see his cum mix with yours, dripping out of you. He took his fingers and pushed it back inside, his chest rising quickly as he regained his breath.
âYou belong to me, Y/N. With me. Only me, do you understand?â He asked, and you give him an exhausted nod before he unties your hands. He went into the bathroom and came out with a warm rag, cleaning your thighs. âWant some food?â
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nobody leaves rafe cameron
toxic!rafe cameron x fem!reader
summary: after a series of arguments with your boyfriend, he has to remind you of your place when you try to leave him.
warnings: toxic relationship, very toxic and mean rafe (meow), arguing, smut, cnc, dacryphilia, choking, degrading, praising, dirty talk, a pussy slap, unprotected piv sex (errr no no), creampie, angst, a lot of swearing, trying to break up, talking bad about your partner behind their back
this takes place episodes 4x1-3
tell a friend to tell a friend, sheâs backkkk
he was so fucking mean.
all you and him had done in the past few months is bicker and argue.
the week had already been shitty, but when Rafe told you he was going to compete in the Kildare BMX Race, you wanted to be a supportive girlfriend.
key word: wanted.
Rafe was tuning up some stuff on his dirt bike, dressed in all black. you sat on the sand next to him, just admiring him as he worked.
it was rare for him to wear all black, and the look was driving you insane.
âyou gonna keep starinâ at me?â Rafe teases softly.
âmhm.â you hummed, grinning.
the announcer came on to say there was about five minutes til the race so everyone should head over to the start.
âhand me my helmet, would ya?â Rafe asks.
you stand up, wiping the sand from your denim skirt and grab his black helmet. you hand him it, feeling his large hand come down to help wipe some of the sand off your ass.
âthere you go,ïżœïżœ he coos.
âgood luck, baby.â you murmur, pressing a soft kiss to his lips.
he just mumbles a soft thank you, slipping on his helmet as he starts the bikeâs engine, switches gears, and takes off over to the starting line.
âœââââââââââââââââââââ„
the race had been going smoothly. Rafe was in first the entire timeâŠ
until JJ Maybank decided to jump the river bank, landing in front of Rafe.
you watched anxiously, cheering on for your longterm boyfriend. but when Rafeâs front wheel collided with JJâs back wheel, the two guys crashed and were flung off their bikes.
the rest of the racers zoom by, causing Topper to win.
âoh, shit.â you curse under your breath, running over to where Rafe was on the floor.
âare you okay?â you ask, trying to help him up. he shrugs you off of him, too clouded by anger.
he storms over to where John B and Sarah are with you hot on his tail.
âget used to it.â Rafe grumbles, causing John B to look at him.
âwhatâd you say?â John B asks, clearly frustrated. when Rafe doesnât respond, he shoves him.
âwhatâd you say?!â John B repeats, louder this time as Rafe shoves him back.
âget used to it! get used to it, alright? this is forever, yaâll donât get to win!â Rafe yells as Sarah steps in between her brother and husband.
âyou could have killed each other!â Sarah scolds.
âRafe, câmon, please.â you ask pleadingly, tugging on his arm.
yet again, he shrugs you off. due to the sand being uneven, the small movement was enough to cause you to fall on your ass.
but Rafe didnât notice, or, didnât seem to care as he continued to shoot insults at Sarah.
you were now pissed as you stood back up, and then it seemed like your boyfriend remembered you were together.
he tried to wrap his arm around your shoulders for support, still aching and hurt from the crash.
you just shrugged him off, storming away.
ây/n!â Rafe calls after you.
âœââââââââââââââââââââ„
he somehow managed to apologize and charm his way back into your pants the day after the race.
but when you and Rafe walked into Topperâs little celebration party at one of the villas, Topper embraced Rafe into a hug, clearly drunk from the intense game of beer pong.
âyou see him? his dad shot and killed Sheriff Peterkin.â some girl mutters to her boyfriend.
unfortunately, Rafe overheard.
âleave itââ you started, but he was already going over to the girl, who was now backing up against the wall.
âwhatâd you say?â he asks, the girlâs boyfriend pushing Rafe back.
âgo away, Rafe.â the boyfriend grumbles, but Rafe doesnât back down.
âno, no, if you have something to say, say it to my face.â Rafe slaps his cheek for emphasis, but Topper and you move to pull him back.
âhey, relax, okay?â you tried to say, watching him grab a bottle of alcohol and start drinking it.
âjustâ just get the fuck off of me right now.â Rafe says coldly, obviously pissed off about the situation.
you grit your teeth, a pit forming in your stomach as you bit back a response. but you obliged, walking away from him.
âœââââââââââââââââââââ„
yet again, he managed to apologize and charm his way back into your pants, reassuring you that heâs just going through a lot of stress about the deal with Hollis.
but the final breaking point was when your father had came to you about pushing Rafe towards his teetering decision about becoming Hollisâ partner.
you immediately said no, not wanting to go behind your boyfriendâs back. so when you drove over to the yacht club Rafe was at, you found him sipping on a margarita with Topper and Ruthie.
âwhat about your girlfriend?â Ruthie asks, making you stop in your tracks.
it was wrong to listen in on his conversation, but a part of you wanted to hear what he had to say about you.
âwho, y/n?â Rafe asks, making Ruthie nod.
âsheâs not my girlfriend⊠weâre just hookinâ up, yaâknow?â Rafe murmurs, drinking more of his margarita.
a pain started to form where your heart was, a deep frown on your face as he spoke.
âi thought she moved in.â Topper furrows his brows.
âsheâs not going to move in⊠i would never live with a pogue, i have standards.â he explains, making Ruthie and Topper laugh.
that was your breaking point, the point where you were ready to throw the past 19 months away.
because clearly if he couldnât even respect you to his friends, he doesnât respect you at all.
you turned on your heel, trying to leave when you accidentally knocked into a server, causing a glass to fall down.
you swore under your breath, ducking out and leaving. but unfortunately, your boyfriend is tall, and he was able to see your head.
âawe, shit.â he cursed quietly, drinking the rest of his beverage before walking away.
ây/n! y/n.â Rafe calls out, jogging to catch up to you.
âno, Rafe! iâm fucking done!â you yell, storming to your house that was only a few blocks away.
Rafe runs in front of you, grabbing your hips to stop you from moving. âthe hell you mean done?â
âare you dense? weâre over.â you snap, trying to pull out of his grip.
he clenched his jaw, laughing bitterly.
âi donât know what you think you heard, but-â
âi donât think anything. i know you just basically said you could never take me seriously as a girlfriend since iâm a pogue.â you cut him off, lip trembling as you wipe away a tear rolling down your cheek.
âi didnât mean it like that, baby.â Rafe coos, just trying to charm his way back.
âno, stop. itâs not going to fucking work, Rafe. iâm serious⊠weâre done.â
âno, weâre not.â Rafe says, his voice dangerously low.
âyes, we are,â you spit.
Rafe roughly grabs you, pushing you into the back of his car. once youâre inside, he moves on top of you, grabbing your throat with his hand.
âyou think you can just leave me?â he laughs piercingly, his face barely a few inches from yours.
you didnât respond, causing him to squeeze your neck. âi fucking hate you.â
âno, you donât.â Rafe murmurs, unbuttoning your shorts, pushing them down your thighs.
âstop, Rafe-â
âno, youâre going to fucking listen to me!â Rafe yells, forcing you to stare up at him.
ânobody leaves me, you understand?â he asks, his voice breathy and dark.
chills ran down your spine, your eyes wide in fear as your body trembled.
âyou fuckinâ understand?â Rafe reiterates, barely slapping your clothed cunt.
ây-yes,â you whimper.
âgood girl. now, âm gonna fuck this pussy because âs mine, yeah?â Rafe says, not really asking.
all you do is nod in response, hating how your clit is throbbing with need.
âyouâre lucky iâm not gonna make you suck my cock right now⊠just wanna remind my girl that she will always be my girl.â
heâs rambling as he shoves his shorts down just enough for his dick to sprang free. heâs always been well endowed, with an 8.5 inch cock, a pretty pink tip, and two prominent veins you always loved to lick on.
âwearinâ these fucking panties⊠you wanted this, huh? wanted to come and try and make a fool outta me?â Rafe grumbles, pulling the pink lace to the side to reveal your drenched cunt.
you shake your head, tears forming in your eyes from the situation. you were hurt, angry, and fucking horny.
Rafe wastes no time in sliding his cock into your hungry hole, his hand tightening around your throat.
âmhmm, my girl âs always so hungry for me. look at this slutty hole suckinâ me in,â he purrs.
he pushes his hips until your clit is pressed against his pelvis, a few tears rolling down your cheeks with your lip in a pout.
âthatâs a good girl⊠fuckinâ cry for me.â Rafe grunts, starting to piston his hips as he fucks you in the backseat of his car.
your hands gripped the shoulder of the passenger seat and the headrest of the back, pretty eyes fluttering shut as your cunt clenched around him.
âyeah⊠look at you clenching fâme⊠so needy for this dick.â Rafe coos, forcing you to look at him.
âopen your mouth.â
you donât oblige at first, too overwhelmed in pleasure and the fact that youâre getting fucked by the same man who just talked shit about you.
he uses his fingers to open your jaw, spitting in your mouth. âwhen i tell you to do somethinâ, you fucking do it. swallow.â
you swallow his spit, pussy fluttering around his relentless cock.
âgood girl.â
âRafeâ fuckâŠâ you pant.
the car shook as he pounded into your soaping cunt, his balls slapping against your ass.
âtell me who this slutty pussy belongs to.â
ây-you, Rafe⊠my slutty pussy belongs to you.â you trembled, hand gripping his forearm as he continued to apply pressure to your neck.
âyou understandinâ that you can never leave me? that youâll always be Rafe Cameronâs whore?â he coos, his eyes dark, voice low.
you nod, body shaking as your breathing grows heavier.
âthatâs what i thought⊠all you needed was a good fuckinâ and youâre all well behaved n shit.â
his mean words were turning you on more unfortunately, your belly tightening with each rough thrust.
but when he took his hand off of your neck, beginning to toy with your aching clit.
âlook at this clit⊠all swollen n throbbing fâme. fuck, youâre such a needy whore.â Rafe grunts, his cock twitching inside of you.
all you could do was nod, dizzy and lightheaded from pleasure.
âis my girl gonna cum fâme?â he coos tauntingly, the pad of his thumb flicking teasingly on your hard nub.
âp-please⊠please, RafeyâŠâ
he moans at the nickname, losing his composure for a second as his balls clench, trying to hold off his orgasm until you explode on him.
âcome on, baby. cum on this dick.â
at his approval, you let the coil in your stomach snap. you whimper loudly, clinging onto anything you can reach as your body trembles beneath him.
your orgasm triggers Rafeâs, pussy walls fluttering around him so deliciously he has no choice but to cum inside you.
âtake this cum⊠take my fucking seed.â he groans, hips stuttering as he fills you to the brim.
you pant, vision blurry and suddenly needy for water when you begin to come back down from cloud nine.
you pulled him down into a soft, tender kiss, panting into each-otherâs mouths.
Rafe leaned forward, grabbing a half empty water bottle from the cupholder you had left there as he unscrews the cap, holding the hole to your mouth.
âdrink,â he murmured.
you happily complied, the water soothing your throat.
âgood girl,â he hums in approval.
you couldnât help but clench around him at the praise, and Rafeâs head fell slightly at the feeling, a proud smirk tugging on his lips.
he knew he was training you so well, even if you needed a reminder every now and then <33.
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When the Storm Breaks// D.M x Reader
a/n: guys my requests are open, who and what i write for is pinned on my account. Also Draco is my little avoidant attachment king
request: Iâm back! đ€ The jealous!Draco compilation was everything. Thank you for doing that for me.
May I please request another Draco fic? I was thinking cannon!Draco being a little toxic and the fem!reader gets fed up which leads to a stormy argument. I would love to see passion, tension, and a resolution. I would love it to be dragged out a little too. Itâs the angst feeling for like a minute but then all ends well?
Thank you Badger đ€
word count: 7.5k
The Slytherin common room was dimly lit, the greenish glow from the lanterns casting eerie shadows on the cold stone walls. The air was heavy with the scent of damp earth and aged leather, the soft crackle of the fireplace the only sound breaking the tense silence. It was late, and most of the other students had retreated to their dormitories, leaving the space almost eerily quiet.
You sat by the fireplace, your fingers nervously picking at the hem of your robe. Your eyes kept flickering to the entrance every few seconds, your heart sinking a little lower each time it remained empty. The room felt too large, too cold, the emptiness of it mirroring the way you felt inside.
"How much longer can I keep this up?" you wondered, your mind replaying the harsh words you and Draco had exchanged earlier. The argument had been like so many others latelyâfrustration, accusations, and Draco shutting you out. You were exhausted, your heart heavy from trying so hard to reach him, to break through the walls he kept raising.
The minutes dragged on, each one a dagger twisting deeper into your chest, until finally, the door creaked open. Draco stepped through, looking every bit as worn out as you felt. His hair was tousled, his eyes shadowed with exhaustion, and there was a tension in his shoulders that made your heart ache. But he didnât even glance your way; instead, he strode straight toward his secluded study corner, the same one he always retreated to when he wanted to avoid the world.
The familiar pang of disappointment hit you, but you swallowed it down, clenching your jaw. Why does it always feel like Iâm the one trying? you thought bitterly, your hands tightening into fists. Does he even care anymore?
Gathering your resolve, you stood up and approached him cautiously, each step feeling heavier than the last. You paused a few feet away, trying to summon the strength to keep your voice steady. Â
"Hey... youâre late," you said softly, trying to sound casual, though the slight tremor in your voice betrayed you.
Draco didnât bother looking up. He was hunched over a piece of parchment, scribbling furiously, the quill scratching angrily against the paper. Â
"I was busy," he replied curtly, his tone cold and dismissive, as if your presence was more of an inconvenience than anything else.
The words hit you like a slap, and you could feel your carefully constructed composure beginning to crack. Anger simmered beneath your skin, bubbling up to the surface despite your best efforts to push it down. Â
"Busy?" you shot back, your voice sharper than you intended. "You mean too busy to even talk to me for five minutes?"
Finally, Dracoâs eyes flicked up to meet yours, but they were cold and guarded, his expression set in that familiar mask of indifference that had become all too common lately. Â
"What do you want from me?" he snapped, his voice laced with irritation. "Iâm here now, arenât I?"
The way he said it, as if his mere presence should be enough, made something inside you snap. You felt the tears prickling at the corners of your eyes, but you refused to let them fall. Not now. Not in front of him. Â
"No, Draco," you retorted, your voice shaking despite your efforts to steady it. "Youâre physically here. But emotionally? Youâre miles away."
His expression hardened, his jaw tightening as if your words had struck a nerve. For a moment, you thought you saw a flicker of somethingâregret, pain, maybe even guiltâbut it was gone as quickly as it came, replaced by that familiar, icy glare. Â
"You donât understand," he muttered, turning his gaze back to the parchment, as if whatever he was writing was far more important than the conversation unraveling between you.
You let out a frustrated laugh, the sound bitter and broken. Â
"Maybe because you never let me in," you said, your voice dropping to a whisper. The weight of your own words hung heavily in the air, the truth of them hurting more than you cared to admit. "Iâm trying, Draco, but it feels like youâve already given up on us."
For a moment, he didnât respond. The only sound was the crackle of the fire and the distant drip of water somewhere deep within the dungeons. You could see the tension in his shoulders, the way his fingers gripped the quill so tightly that it might snap. But when he finally spoke, his voice was softer, almost defeated.
"I never asked you to try," he whispered harshly, not looking up. "Maybe itâs better if you just... stop."
The words cut deeper than any spell ever could. You felt your heart shatter, piece by piece, each word a blow to the fragile hope you had been clinging to. Â
"Is that really what you want?" you asked, your voice barely more than a whisper. Your hands were trembling now, the tears you had been holding back finally slipping free.
Draco finally looked up, and for a moment, the cold mask slipped, revealing a flash of something raw and vulnerable in his eyes. But then it was gone, replaced by the same guarded expression that had become all too familiar. He opened his mouth as if to say something, but no words came out. Instead, he simply turned away, his shoulders slumping as he buried his face in his hands.
The sight of himâso broken, so lostâmade your anger dissolve into aching sadness. You took a hesitant step forward, your hand reaching out to touch his arm, but you hesitated. Would he push you away again?
"Draco," you said softly, your voice barely a whisper over the crackle of the fire. "Iâm here because I care. But I canât keep doing this alone."
He didnât move, didnât look at you. For a long, agonizing moment, you stood there, the distance between you feeling like an insurmountable chasm. But just as you were about to turn away, to leave him to his solitude, you felt his hand close around your wrist. His grip was gentle, almost hesitant, as if he was afraid you might pull away.
"Please," he whispered, his voice breaking. "Donât go. I... I donât know how to do this."
You turned back to him, your heart aching at the vulnerability in his eyes. He looked so tired, so worn down by whatever burdens he was carrying. In that moment, all the anger, all the frustration melted away, leaving only the raw, aching love you still felt for him.
"Then let me help," you whispered, stepping closer, your other hand reaching up to gently cup his cheek. He leaned into your touch, his eyes closing as if he was soaking in the comfort you offered.Â
For the first time in what felt like forever, Draco didnât push you away. He let his walls down, if only a fraction, and that small opening was enough. As you stood there, the warmth of the fire enveloping you both, you knew it wouldnât be easy. But in that moment, with his hand still holding yours, you felt a flicker of hope that maybe, just maybe, you could weather the storm together.
Hereâs the expanded scene, continuing seamlessly from the previous moment in the Slytherin common room. This scene focuses on the raw emotions, tension, and the unraveling conflict between the reader and Draco as they confront the turmoil brewing between them.
The Slytherin common room had grown stifling after your heart-wrenching conversation by the fire. The silence that followed was unbearable, filled with unsaid words and unfinished confessions. You thought, for a brief moment, that Draco might finally let you inâmight finally let down his walls. But the moment had slipped away, leaving only tension in its wake.
Without warning, Draco abruptly stood up, his movements jerky and frustrated. His expression shifted back into the cold mask he wore so often, the vulnerability you had seen just moments ago vanishing like smoke. Without so much as a glance your way, he turned on his heel and stormed out of the common room, his robes billowing behind him like a shadow.
Your heart lurched. No, not again, you thought desperately. You couldnât let him slip away this time. Not when you had gotten so close. Without hesitating, you pushed yourself up from the armchair, your feet carrying you after him, the fireâs warmth quickly replaced by the cold, damp chill of the dungeons.
"Draco, wait!" you called, your voice echoing off the narrow stone walls. The sound bounced back to you, hollow and desperate, but Draco kept walking, his shoulders tense and his jaw clenched. He moved swiftly, the darkness swallowing him up as he disappeared around a corner.
You quickened your pace, the soles of your shoes slapping against the wet stones as you tried to catch up. Â
"Draco, please!" you pleaded, your breaths coming out in quick, shallow bursts. The dungeon corridor seemed to stretch endlessly before you, the flickering torchlight casting shadows that danced mockingly in the corners of your vision.
Finally, in a burst of determination, you reached out and grabbed his arm, your fingers curling tightly around his sleeve. The force of it jerked him to a stop, and he spun around to face you, his eyes flashing with something dark and unreadable.
"Why are you doing this?" you demanded, your voice breaking slightly. The dim light cast harsh shadows on his face, making him look even more distant, more unreachable. "Why are you always running away? Why canât you just talk to me?"
Dracoâs expression was cold, his eyes hard as steel, the brief glimpse of vulnerability heâd shown earlier now buried beneath layers of anger and sarcasm. Â
"Doing what?" he spat, his tone dripping with bitterness. "Trying to survive, maybe?"
The words struck you like a physical blow, the harshness of his tone cutting through you. But you refused to back down. The fire that had been simmering in your chest erupted into a blaze. Â
"Youâre not surviving, Draco," you shot back, your voice rising as the frustration and hurt boiled over. "Youâre pushing everyone away until thereâs no one left! Iâm trying so hard, and you donât even care!"
For a moment, something flickered in his eyesâpain, regret, fear, you couldnât quite tellâbut it was gone almost as soon as it appeared. He scoffed, turning his gaze away, his jaw clenched so tightly that you could see the muscle twitch. Â
"Maybe I donât want anyone close to me!" he snapped, his voice harsh and ragged. "Did you ever think of that? Maybe itâs easier this way."
Your heart ached at his words, the raw pain behind them like a slap to the face. Â
"Easier for who, Draco?" you yelled, your voice echoing through the empty corridor. "Because itâs certainly not easier for me!"
He flinched, the sound of your voice breaking something in him. But he masked it quickly, his expression hardening once again. The tears youâd been holding back were now welling up, but you refused to let them fall. You would not let him see you cry. Not this time.
"You think I donât care?" he growled, stepping closer, his eyes blazing with anger and something elseâsomething that looked suspiciously like fear. "You have no idea what itâs like. What Iâm dealing with."
You could feel the heat of his breath, the closeness making your heart pound painfully in your chest. But you refused to be intimidated. You stood your ground, your eyes never leaving his. Â
"Then tell me," you whispered, your voice trembling. "Tell me what youâre dealing with, Draco. Let me in. Stop shutting me out."
He stared at you, his eyes searching your face, but his walls were still firmly in place. His hands clenched into fists at his sides, the tendons in his neck standing out as he struggled to contain whatever storm was raging inside him.Â
"I canât," he finally whispered, his voice breaking. His shoulders slumped, the fight draining out of him. "I canât, alright? Itâs... itâs not that simple."
The desperation in his voice, the defeat in his posture, made your resolve falter. You reached out again, more gently this time, placing your hand on his arm. He didnât pull away this time, but he also didnât look at you. His eyes were fixed on the floor, his breaths coming out in shallow, uneven gasps.
"Draco, please," you said softly, your voice barely more than a whisper. "Iâm not asking for much. I just want you to let me in. Iâm on your side. I want to help you, but you have to let me."
For a moment, it seemed like he might actually listen. His eyes flickered up to meet yours, and in that instant, you saw all the hurt, the fear, the loneliness he tried so desperately to hide. But then, just as quickly, his expression hardened once more, and he pulled away, stepping back into the shadows.
"You donât understand," he said bitterly, shaking his head. "No one does."
Your heart clenched painfully, and for a moment, you considered walking awayâletting him have the isolation he seemed so determined to cling to. But something in his eyes, something so broken and lost, made you stay.
"Then make me understand," you pleaded, your voice raw with emotion. "Because Iâm not giving up on you, Draco. No matter how hard you try to push me away, Iâm not going anywhere."
The words seemed to hang in the air, suspended between the two of you like a lifeline. Dracoâs eyes locked onto yours, a storm of emotions swirling in their depths. For a heartbeat, he looked as though he might say something, might finally let down the walls that kept you at armâs length.
But then, with a harsh exhale, he turned away, his voice breaking as he muttered, "I canât. Itâs better this way."
And with that, he disappeared into the darkness, leaving you standing there in the cold corridor, your heart aching more than ever. As his footsteps faded into the distance, you leaned against the cold stone wall, the tears you had been holding back finally spilling over.
How much longer could you keep trying to break through to him? How many more times would you have to watch him walk away?
But even as you wiped the tears from your cheeks, you knew you werenât ready to give up. Not yet. Because beneath all the anger, all the pain, you had glimpsed something real. Something worth fighting for.
And you werenât ready to let him go.
Hereâs the expanded scene, capturing the growing emotional distance between you and Draco amidst the crowded yet isolating atmosphere of the Great Hall. The focus is on the readerâs inner turmoil and the heartbreak of watching Draco drift further away:
The Great Hall was alive with the usual dinner-time bustleâlaughter, the clatter of cutlery, and the steady hum of conversations filled the air. Candles floated above, casting a warm glow over the long house tables, where students huddled together, talking animatedly about the dayâs events. Yet, despite the lively atmosphere, you felt utterly alone, as if there were an invisible wall separating you from the world around you.
You sat at the Slytherin table, directly across from Draco, who was barely acknowledging your presence. There had been a time, not so long ago, when the two of you would laugh and share whispered jokes over meals, stealing glances at each other that made your heart race. But now, a heavy silence hung between you, suffocating and impenetrable.Â
Draco sat hunched over his plate, absently pushing his food around with his fork, his eyes darting around the room as though he were searching for an escape. His once vibrant eyes were now shadowed, distant, and every time you tried to catch his gaze, he looked past you like you were nothing more than another face in the crowd.
Desperate to bridge the gap, you cleared your throat, forcing yourself to smile as you leaned forward slightly. "So... how was Potions today?" you asked, trying to sound casual, your voice barely audible over the din of the Great Hall.Â
For a moment, it seemed like he didnât even hear you. Then, with a dismissive grunt, he finally responded, Â
"Fine." The word was clipped, indifferent, as if even acknowledging you was a chore. His eyes never met yours; instead, they drifted to where Pansy Parkinson was sitting a few seats down.Â
Pansy was animatedly recounting something to the group, her hands waving in exaggerated gestures, and you watched as a small smile tugged at the corner of Dracoâs lipsâa smile that used to be reserved just for you. Your heart twisted painfully at the sight.Â
"What happened to us? When did I become invisible?" you wondered, the thought slicing through you like a knife. There was a time when you were the one who could make him smile like that, the one who could lighten the shadows in his eyes. But now... now, it felt like you were nothing more than a ghost in his life.
You took a deep breath, determined not to give up. You couldnât let this distance grow any wider, not without at least trying to reach him one more time. Summoning your courage, you reached across the table, your fingers lightly brushing against his hand. Â
"Draco," you said softly, leaning in closer so that only he could hear, "can we talk later? Just the two of us?"
For a moment, you thought you saw something flicker in his eyesâsurprise, maybe even hesitationâbut it was gone as quickly as it had appeared. His reaction was almost instinctive; he pulled his hand away as if your touch had burned him.Â
"Iâm busy tonight," he replied curtly, his tone cold and dismissive. His eyes were hard, as if daring you to push further. Before you could say anything else, he turned back to Pansy, his posture relaxing as he rejoined their conversation, completely shutting you out.
The sting of his rejection hit you like a physical blow. You could feel your throat tighten, the familiar prick of tears threatening to spill over. But you forced yourself to keep your expression neutral, to swallow down the lump in your throat. The last thing you wanted was to fall apart here, in front of everyone.Â
"Why is he making this so hard?" you thought desperately, your heart aching with the weight of everything left unsaid between you. It was like trying to hold on to sand slipping through your fingersâno matter how tightly you tried to grasp it, it kept falling away.Â
The food on your plate had grown cold, your appetite completely gone. You couldnât sit there any longer, pretending like everything was fine while Draco seemed to do everything in his power to push you away. Pushing back your chair, you stood up abruptly, mumbling a quick excuse to those seated around you.
Draco didnât even look up as you left, too engrossed in whatever Pansy was saying. The realization made your chest tighten painfully. Is this it? Is this how it ends?Â
As you stepped out of the Great Hall, the cool air of the castle corridors hit you, and you sucked in a shaky breath, blinking rapidly to keep the tears at bay. You needed to get away, to clear your mind before the heartbreak became too overwhelming. You could hear the distant laughter from the hall behind you, but it felt like it belonged to a different worldâone you were no longer part of.
You quickened your pace, your footsteps echoing in the empty corridor as you fled deeper into the shadows of the castle. Only once you were sure you were alone did you let out a shuddering breath, the tears youâd been holding back finally slipping free.Â
Leaning against the cold stone wall, you closed your eyes, letting the tears flow silently down your cheeks. All you had ever wanted was to be there for him, to help him shoulder whatever burdens he was carrying. But now, it felt like he was deliberately shutting you out, choosing his pain over you.
"How much longer can I keep trying?" you wondered, the thought hanging heavily in your mind. Every attempt to reach him seemed to push him further away, and you were terrified that one day, heâd be so far gone that thereâd be no way to bring him back.
For now, all you could do was let the tears fall, the sound of your quiet sobs swallowed by the darkness of the empty corridor.
The castle was quiet, the echo of your footsteps swallowed by the darkness as you wandered aimlessly through the cold, empty corridors. The events of dinner had left your heart heavy, your mind swirling with thoughts you couldnât escape. You needed airâspace to clear your head, somewhere far from the suffocating tension of the Great Hall and the accusing looks you imagined from everyone around you.
Without even realizing it, your feet had carried you to a place that once held fond memories. The Astronomy Tower, where you and Draco used to sneak away, hidden from prying eyes. Back then, it had been your secret haven, a place where stolen kisses and whispered confessions made the rest of the world fade away. But now, standing there in the cold night air, it felt like a hollow echo of something youâd lost.
You leaned against the stone railing, the rough surface biting into your palms as you stared out at the moonlit grounds below. The stars were brilliant tonight, scattered like diamonds against the velvet sky, but they offered no comfort. Instead, they only served as a stark reminder of the distance between you and Dracoâthe boy you once knew, the boy who now felt like a stranger.
The tears youâd been holding back finally spilled over, hot against your cold cheeks. You bit your lip, the taste of salt mingling with the icy breeze. Â
"How did we get here?" you thought, your heart aching with every beat. "Why wonât he just let me in?"Â
The quiet was shattered by the sound of footsteps on the stone staircase behind you. You hastily wiped at your eyes, hoping it was just a prefect on their rounds. But when you turned around, your breath caught in your throat.
Draco stood in the doorway, his figure silhouetted against the faint light from the torches below. His expression was unreadable, but there was something different in his eyesâa softness, a hesitation you hadnât seen in weeks. He seemed to fill the space with his presence, yet there was a hesitance in the way he stood, as if he wasnât sure he was welcome.
"What are you doing up here?" he asked, his voice softer than it had been in what felt like a lifetime. The sharp edges youâd grown used to were gone, leaving behind a tone that almost sounded... unsure.
You turned back to the stars, blinking away the tears that threatened to fall again. The cold air stung your cheeks, making them burn as you fought to keep your composure. Â
"Trying to remember why Iâm still fighting for us," you replied, your voice barely more than a whisper, carried away by the wind.
There was a long, heavy silence. You could feel him standing there, his presence both comforting and suffocating all at once. You didnât dare look at him, afraid that if you did, the fragile control you had over your emotions would shatter completely.
Draco took a hesitant step forward, the sound of his shoes scuffing against the stone floor. For a brief moment, you thought he might reach for youâhis hand twitched at his side, as if he wanted to take your hand, to pull you close like he used to. But just as quickly, he withdrew, retreating behind the walls he was so determined to keep up.
"You donât have to wait for me," he said quietly, his voice so soft you almost didnât hear it over the wind. There was a note of something in his toneâregret, maybe, or fear. "You could... find someone else."
You turned to face him, your heart breaking all over again at the way he stood there, looking so lost and conflicted. His words cut through you like a knife, and you struggled to understand how he could say such a thing when all you ever wanted was to be there for him.
"Is that what you want, Draco?" you asked, your voice trembling despite your best efforts to keep it steady. "For me to leave?" You searched his eyes, desperate to find a shred of the boy who once held you close, who whispered that heâd never let you go.
But his jaw clenched, his eyes flickering away from yours, refusing to let you see whatever war was raging inside him. His silence was answer enough. He was too afraid to let his guard down, too terrified to admit that he needed you, even as he stood on the precipice of losing you forever.
"Draco," you pleaded, your voice breaking as the tears welled up again. "Iâm still here. Iâm still fighting. But you have to give me somethingâanythingâto hold on to."
For a moment, you thought you saw something crack in his cold exterior. His eyes softened, his lips parting as if he were about to say something that might change everything. But then, just as quickly as it came, that moment was gone. The mask was back in place, his expression turning hard once more.
"I canât," he whispered, almost as if he were speaking to himself. "Itâs better this way."
Before you could respond, before you could reach for him, he turned on his heel and walked away, his footsteps echoing in the empty tower as he descended back into the shadows. You watched him go, your heart shattering with each step he took.Â
And then, just like that, you were alone again. The cold wind whipped around you, biting into your skin, but it was nothing compared to the chill that had settled deep inside your chest. You leaned back against the railing, the tears flowing freely now, no longer caring who might see.
"Why wonât you let me in, Draco?" you whispered to the stars, your voice lost in the wind. But the night offered no answers, only the distant howl of the wind as it swept across the castle grounds below.
You stayed there, alone in the darkness, until the chill became too much to bear. And as you made your way back to the Slytherin dormitory, you couldnât shake the feeling that something between you and Draco had irrevocably changedâlike a thread that had been stretched too far, finally snapping under the strain.
Yet, despite everything, despite the heartbreak, you couldnât bring yourself to walk away. Because as broken as things were, as distant as Draco had become, there was still a part of you that believedâhopedâthat maybe, just maybe, there was still something worth saving.
And so, with the taste of salt still on your lips and the cold air stinging your cheeks, you resolved to keep fighting.Â
But for how much longer?
The small, dimly lit study room was cloaked in shadows, the flickering light from a single lantern casting long, eerie shadows on the stone walls. The door slammed shut behind Draco with a resounding crash, the sound echoing through the confined space like a clap of thunder. He was like a storm personified, his shoulders tense, breaths coming in sharp, erratic bursts as if heâd just run a marathon.
But you werenât going to let him shut you out this time. Not again. Refusing to be locked out, you shoved the door open, the force of it rebounding against the wall as you stepped into the cramped room.Â
"Iâm not leaving until we talk about this," you declared, your voice a mix of anger and desperation. You could hear the tremor in your words, but you stood your ground, refusing to back down even as Draco glared at you, his eyes filled with a volatile mix of emotions.
Draco paced the narrow room like a trapped animal, his fists clenching and unclenching, the tension radiating off him in waves. He looked like he was on the verge of exploding, and for a moment, you wondered if he might. Â
"Fine," he spat, his voice rising as he whirled around to face you. "You want to talk? Letâs talk. Letâs talk about how nothing I do is ever good enough for you."
His words were like a slap, stinging and sharp, and they made your breath catch in your throat. You took a step back, the impact of his accusation leaving you momentarily stunned. But then, anger flared hot and bright within you, igniting a fire you couldnât contain.
"This isnât about you being good enough, Draco!" you shot back, your voice cracking with the weight of everything youâd been holding in. "Itâs about you shutting me out! I donât even know who you are anymore!"
The words hung heavy in the air between you, the only sound the rapid, shallow breaths you were both taking. Dracoâs eyes blazed, his face twisted in a mask of fury. For a moment, you thought he might lash outâsay something so cruel that it would leave you shattered beyond repair.
"Maybe you shouldnât have tried so hard to get close, then!" he shouted, his voice raw and desperate, echoing off the stone walls. He took a step toward you, his presence overwhelming in the small space. "If you canât handle it, then just leave!"
The silence that followed was deafening. The air seemed to grow colder, the weight of his words pressing down on you like a physical force. You felt like the ground had been ripped out from under you, your heart splintering into a thousand pieces.Â
For a moment, you turned toward the door, your body moving on autopilot. The logical part of you screamed to just walk awayâto protect yourself, to stop trying to love someone who only pushed you away. But as your hand touched the cold doorknob, your shoulders trembled, and you couldnât bring yourself to leave.
With a deep, shuddering breath, you turned back around, your eyes shimmering with unshed tears. Â
"Iâm not leaving," you whispered, your voice breaking on the words. "Iâm not leaving because I love you."
The confession hung in the air, fragile and raw, like a delicate thread that could snap at any moment. Dracoâs eyes widened, the anger draining from his face as if someone had doused him with cold water. He stared at you, his expression shifting from fury to shock, his mouth opening and closing like he couldnât quite process what youâd just said.
"You... love me?" he whispered, his voice barely audible, as if he was afraid that speaking too loudly would shatter the moment.Â
You nodded, the tears youâd been fighting finally spilling over, trailing hot and bitter down your cheeks. Â
"Yes, you idiot," you choked out, your voice breaking with the intensity of your emotions. "But youâre so wrapped up in your own pain that you canât even see it."
Draco stood frozen, his usually composed demeanor crumbling right before your eyes. His face was pale, his eyes wide and glistening with something that looked suspiciously like tears. The raw vulnerability in your words seemed to pierce through whatever armor he had been using to keep you at bay, and for the first time in what felt like forever, his walls began to crack.
You watched him, your heart pounding painfully in your chest. For a moment, it seemed like he might push you away again, retreat behind those impenetrable barriers heâd built around himself. But then, slowly, he took a hesitant step toward you, his hands trembling at his sides.
"Why?" he asked, his voice breaking. "Why would you still love me after everything? After all the times Iâve hurt you?"
The pain in his eyes was almost too much to bear, but you held his gaze, refusing to look away. Â
"Because I know you," you said softly, stepping closer until you were only inches apart. "The real you. The one whoâs scared, whoâs hurting, but whoâs also capable of so much more. I see you, Draco, even if you canât see yourself."
A choked sound escaped him, something between a sob and a laugh. He reached up, his fingers brushing your cheek, as if he couldnât quite believe you were real. Â
"I donât deserve you," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion.Â
You shook your head, leaning into his touch. Â
"Maybe not," you said, your voice soft but unwavering. "But Iâm here anyway. And Iâm not leaving."
Something in him seemed to break at your words. He pulled you into his arms, holding you so tightly it almost hurt, like he was afraid you might slip through his fingers if he let go. His face was buried in your hair, his shoulders trembling as he let out a shaky breath.Â
"Iâm sorry," he murmured, his voice muffled against your shoulder. "Iâve been so scared... so lost. I didnât know how to let you in."
You held him even tighter, your hands threading through his hair as you whispered, "Itâs okay, Draco. Iâm here now. And Iâm not going anywhere."
For the first time in what felt like forever, the tension between you began to ease, replaced by something warmer, something softer. As you stood there, wrapped in each otherâs arms in that tiny study room, you could feel the cracks in Dracoâs walls starting to healânot because you forced them, but because he was finally ready to let you in.
And in that moment, you knew that no matter how dark things had been, there was still hope for both of you. Because love wasnât about perfectionâit was about choosing each other, over and over, even when things seemed impossible.
And you were willing to choose him, as long as it took.
The small study room had changed, its once cold and tense atmosphere now softened by the warm glow of the fire crackling in the hearth. The tension that had filled the air just moments ago seemed to dissipate, replaced by a fragile calm. The flames danced, casting flickering shadows across the stone walls, creating an almost surreal sense of intimacy in the tiny space.
Draco stood in the middle of the room, his shoulders slumped, the fight drained out of him. For a moment, he seemed to sway, like a man on the verge of collapsing under the weight of his own burdens. And then, as if his legs could no longer hold him up, he sank into the nearest chair, his head bowing low, his hands coming up to cover his face.
His voice was a broken whisper, barely audible over the soft crackle of the fire. Â
"I donât know how to do this," he confessed, each word laced with anguish. "I donât know how to keep you safe... how to stop them from using you against me."
Your heart shattered at the raw pain in his voice. This was Draco stripped of all his defenses, his cold mask crumbled into pieces on the floor. He was no longer the aloof, guarded boy you had grown used to, but someone who was terrified, lost, and desperately trying to protect what little he had left.
You moved closer, your footsteps soft against the stone floor. You couldnât bear to see him like thisâso broken, so defeated. Gently, you reached out and pulled his hands away from his face, your touch soft but firm. His eyes were red-rimmed, his lashes wet with unshed tears, and it broke your heart to see him like this.
"You donât have to protect me, Draco," you whispered, your voice gentle but filled with conviction. "I chose this. I chose you."
For a moment, he just stared at you, his eyes wide with disbelief, as if he couldnât quite believe that you were still here, still choosing him despite everything. A tear slipped down his cheek, and he quickly wiped it away, his breath hitching as he struggled to regain control. But he was losing the battle; the walls he had so carefully constructed were crumbling faster than he could rebuild them.
"Why?" he whispered, his voice breaking. "Why would you choose me? After everything... after all the times Iâve pushed you away..."
You leaned in closer, your hands cupping his face, your thumbs gently brushing away the remnants of his tears. Â
"Because I love you," you said simply, the words flowing from your lips with a certainty that left no room for doubt. "Because I see you, Dracoâthe real you. And Iâm not afraid."
His breath caught in his throat, his eyes shining with a mix of disbelief and longing. For a moment, it seemed like he might pull away again, might retreat back into the safety of his solitude. But then, something inside him seemed to break. His hands trembled as he reached for you, his fingers threading through your hair as if grounding himself in your presence.
There was a moment of hesitationâa beat where you could feel the fear radiating off him, the terror that you might reject him, that this fragile connection might shatter. But you didnât pull away. Instead, you leaned in, your breaths mingling in the small space between you.
And then he kissed you.
It was a kiss born of desperation, of fear, of a longing that had been bottled up for far too long. His lips crashed against yours, rough and hungry, as if he were trying to prove to himself that you were real, that you were here. His hands tightened in your hair, pulling you closer as if he couldnât bear the thought of letting you go.
The fire crackled softly in the background, but all you could hear was the sound of your own heart hammering in your chest, the feel of his breath against your skin. The kiss was hot, desperate, filled with all the emotions you had both been holding back for so long. Every touch, every brush of his lips against yours, was a silent apology, a promise, a plea.
But slowly, the kiss began to change, the frantic desperation giving way to something softer, something more tender. The anger, the frustration, the fearâit all melted away, leaving behind a warmth that spread through your chest like the glow of the fire beside you. His touch grew gentler, his hands moving from your hair to cup your face with a tenderness that made your heart swell.
When you finally pulled back, both of you were breathless, your foreheads resting against each otherâs. The world outside the small study room ceased to existâthere was no war, no expectations, no fear. It was just the two of you, wrapped up in each other, the rest of the world falling away.
Dracoâs eyes were filled with something you hadnât seen in so longâhope. Â
"Iâm sorry," he whispered, his voice so soft it was almost drowned out by the crackle of the fire. "Iâve been such a fool... I thought... I thought I was protecting you by pushing you away."
You shook your head, tears welling up again, but this time they were tears of relief, of joy. Â
"We protect each other, Draco," you said, your voice steady. "Thatâs what it means to love someone. You donât have to carry this alone anymore."
He let out a shaky breath, his hands still cradling your face as if you might disappear if he let go. The firelight danced in his eyes, casting shadows that couldnât hide the soft smile that finally tugged at his lipsâa real, genuine smile that you hadnât seen in what felt like forever.
"Thank you," he whispered, his voice cracking again, but this time from relief rather than pain. "Thank you for not giving up on me."
You smiled, pressing a soft kiss to his lips, this one slow and gentle, a promise of the future you were determined to build together, no matter how difficult it might be. Â
"Iâm not going anywhere, Draco," you murmured against his lips. "Weâre in this together."
And as the fire crackled softly beside you, casting its warm glow over the two of you, it felt like for the first time in a long while, things might actually be okay.Â
Because in that small, dimly lit study, surrounded by shadows and secrets, you had found the one thing that mattered mostâeach other.
The Slytherin common room was quiet, the once roaring fire reduced to glowing embers, casting a soft, warm glow over the room. The shadows danced gently on the stone walls, the only sound the faint crackle of the dying flames. The castle had fallen into its usual nighttime hush, and for once, there was a sense of calm that neither of you had felt in weeks.
You and Draco sat together on the old, worn leather couch, wrapped up in each otherâs presence. It was a simple moment, yet it felt profound after everything you had gone through. Dracoâs head rested on your shoulder, his hair tickling your neck as he let out a slow, contented breath. His fingers were intertwined with yours, his grip warm and steady, as if he was afraid to let go.
The silence between you was comfortable now, no longer thick with tension or unspoken words. Instead, it was filled with something softer, something that spoke of new beginnings and fragile hope.
"I know Iâve been difficult," Draco murmured, breaking the silence. His voice was soft, almost hesitant, as if he were still unsure of where he stood. He didnât lift his head from your shoulder, but you could feel the way his fingers tightened around yours, as if drawing strength from your touch. Â
"But Iâm going to try," he continued, his voice barely more than a whisper. "For you. For us."
Your heart swelled at his words, a warm, comforting feeling spreading through your chest. You turned your head slightly, pressing a soft kiss to the top of his head, breathing in the familiar scent of him. Â
"Weâll figure it out, together," you promised, your voice steady and full of conviction. Your fingers traced gentle circles on the back of his hand, a soothing rhythm that seemed to ease the last remnants of tension from his shoulders.
For a while, you simply sat there, wrapped up in the quiet, the weight of the past few weeks slowly lifting off your shoulders. The castle outside was silent, the world beyond the common room a distant memory. In this moment, it was just the two of youâno secrets, no fears, just the warmth of each otherâs presence.
Draco shifted slightly, lifting his head to look at you. His eyes, which had been so cold and guarded for so long, were now soft, filled with a tenderness that made your heart ache in the best way possible. He leaned in closer, his lips brushing yours in a kiss that was gentle, slow, and filled with all the promises of a new beginning.
As he pulled away, he kept his forehead pressed to yours, his breath mingling with yours in the quiet of the room. Â
"Thank you," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "For not giving up on me."
You smiled, your heart feeling lighter than it had in months. You pressed another soft kiss to his lips, a silent assurance that you were in this for the long haul. Â
"I never will," you murmured against his lips, your words barely more than a breath. "Weâre in this together."
The fire in the hearth gave one last, soft crackle before fading into glowing embers, the shadows around you deepening. But neither of you noticed. You were lost in each other, the warmth of your embrace enough to ward off the chill of the dungeons.
As the castle settled into peaceful stillness, you and Draco stayed wrapped in each otherâs arms, knowing that things wouldnât be perfect, that there would still be challenges ahead. But you were willing to face them together, side by side.
And as Draco leaned in to kiss you once more, his lips soft and lingering against yours, you knew that this was the start of something newâa chance to build something real, something worth fighting for.Â
The story ended not with grand declarations or dramatic gestures, but with a soft whisper, a gentle kiss, and the promise of a new chapter in both your lives. Because sometimes, the quiet moments were the ones that meant the most.
And as the darkness of the Slytherin common room wrapped around you, you both knew that whatever came next, you would face it together.Â
"Goodnight, love," Draco murmured, his voice sleepy and content as he nestled closer to you.
"Goodnight," you whispered back, a soft smile playing on your lips as you closed your eyes.
And for the first time in a long while, you both felt at peace, knowing that this was only the beginning of something beautiful.
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A Rock (Hoodie x Reader) (Ending 6)
It took a few extra days but it's done! Sorry if this is a little off, Ive been in a bit of a funk lately and im only just getting back into writing fics so this may be iffy grrr as usual, there will be a poll at the bottom to determine the next ending hooray notes: reader is gn, nonverbal hoodie, he uses sign language, you are learning sign but arent very good yet, asl is used here cws: none word count: 2.1k
You reach your hand into the hat and pull outâŠ
A rock. The kind you can find just anywhere, it was nothing special. If anything it was heavy in your hand as you curled your fingers around it and displayed it to everyone in the room. You glanced at Jeff for an answer, and even he seemed to be at a loss for who put it in. At least, that was until a tall figure stepped closer and stood over his shoulder.
Hoodie.
Jeff didnât even notice him until the taller man pointed at you- or perhaps the rock- from over Jeffâs shoulder. âChrist-â Jeff barked as he spun around and glared up to the proxy. Hoodie gave no response, his gaze seemingly fixed right onto you. His mask made him impossible to read, but you couldnât help but fight the need to squirm under his eyes. You slowly rise to your feet and circle around the couch. By the time you joined the pair Jeff had calmed himself enough to attempt to drag you down the hall to the closet youâd spend the next seven minutes in.Â
âSeven minutes,â Jeff huffed, still clearly miffed from being startled.Â
You give him one last glance as you back up into the closet, your back making contact with the wall of flesh behind you right as the door closes. You jolt, and spin around to face the proxy in front of you. He was so much taller than Masky or Toby, and he nearly took up all of the free space in the closet. You push yourself against the door and cane your neck awkwardly to him as he tried to hunch himself to fit under the shelf above his head⊠the sight slightly undoing some of the nerves eating away at you.Â
âI guess the closet is too small, huh?â You ask in an attempt to break the silence. The words felt stupid as they left your mouth, but you couldnât take them back now. Hoodie paused in his struggle, and stared at you. The red frowny face on his mask was nearly impossible to see in the dark⊠you werenât sure if he looked more intimidating with or without it.Â
He didnât say anything, and for a moment you thought he hadnât heard you- until he raised his hand and made a motion. Multiple motions with both hands, actually.Â
He was signing.Â
How could you forget? Youâve seen him signing to some of the others before.Â
Yet that didnât aid you in trying to decipher what he was saying, the limited studying of sign language only barely aiding you.Â
âWait-â Your eyes darted from his hands to his face. âIâm not⊠the best at sign,âÂ
Hoodieâs hands pause in mid air for a few seconds, before signing once more.
This batch of signs you could understand.
He was tall, and the closet was small. You being here did nothing to help- though with the way he conveyed his body language he didnât sound accusatory. At least, you think so.
You clasp your hands together and look away once he finishes. You scrape your brain in order to find something to say, anything to start a conversation. You werenât sure if you could handle seven minutes in absolutely silence- with nothing being said or signed.
âYou know, maybe when weâre out of here you can give me some pointers on how Iâm doing- I mean, with the signing. Iâve been trying to figure it out so you have someone else to talk to asides Masky, and uh⊠Toby⊠and I guess SlendermanâŠâ You mutter, trailing off as Hoodie lightly waved his hand to get your attention.
âYou were learning for me?â Was what you picked up, you hoped you were correct.Â
You nod and swallow the uncomfortable lump in your throat. âYeah, I mean⊠Iâm not very good at it but I know how to finger spell and I know some of the bare basic signs, still trying to figure out full sentences and⊠stuffâŠâ You offer a shrug.Â
He grows still for a long moment.Â
A very long moment.Â
You drum your fingers along the back of the door. âDo⊠you want to switch spots? Being scrunched up like that canât be comfortable,âÂ
That seems to bring him back, and he nods. Heâs the first to start moving first, shuffling against the wall in order to not squish you while also not tripping on anything unseen on the floor. Youâd think that theyâd sweep through the closet before using it for a game played in the dark, however that⊠did not seem to be the case as Hoodieâs feet gets caught on something on the floor- a spare jacket or something of the like. The sudden shift sends him falling forward, and if he hadnât slammed his hands on either side of you he would have crushed you against the door with his entire weight. His face came to a stop next to yours, you couldnât feel his breath on you but you could most certainly hear it as he tried to regain him composure. This was quite possibly the most noise youâve heard from him from the entire time youâve known him.Â
You hear footsteps outside before they pause. Then;
âYou alright-t?âÂ
It was Toby.Â
You try to steady your breath, which only proved to be near impossible as Hoodie kept you trapped between him and the door. âWeâre..â You start, only now aware that the fall and scramble had slightly pushed Hoodieâs mask up to reveal his lower jaw.
You never took him for one to have some facial hairâŠ
âWeâre fine, Hoodie just slipped on something,â You finally draw out. You bring your hands to the manâs wrists and try to help him up. He continues to slip on whatever has been left on the floor.Â
Toby only gives a soft okay, before walking away after a moment of lingering.Â
He finally manages to get to his feet- not only that but he quickly switches positions in an instant before he has the chance to slip once more. It happens so fast that you hardly have time to register it before the force of movement has you tugged right against his chest. Itâs a few seconds later that he releases your wrists.Â
And of course, he slammed loud into the door for a second time⊠what were the others thinking was happening? You didnât want to think about it.Â
You could feel his heart beating in his chest as you shifted your face around to look up at him. Despite being released, you remained in the pose you landed in against him⊠you finally let your hands fall to a rest at your sides.Â
With a mask covered face, it made it easy for you to stare at him for a little longer than you would like to admit. No visible eyes made you feel too comfortable remaining pressed deep against him. Though, he didnât make any attempt to remove you from him. In fact, he remained entirely still under you.Â
When he did budge, it was to raise his hands to the edges of his mask and pull it back down to cover the parts that were exposed to you. You⊠werenât sure what came over you, but your hands found themselves back around his wrists- holding them in place as his fingers hooked on his mask.
âWaitâŠâ You say, half muffled as you shift your mouth away from the fabric of his jacket. âCanâŠâÂ
His hands twitched in your grasp.
âCan I see?â You asked softly.Â
Hoodieâs hands remained still as he turned your request over in his head. Enough of his face was visible that you could see dimples forming and unforming on his jaw as he seemingly worked unspoken words in his mouth.Â
âŠthen he slowly started to raise his hands, slowly revealing his face.
You⊠actually werenât expecting him to be so quick to show youâŠ
As it rised, you could see the facial hair lining his jaw clearly now, he seemed to be a few days past a shave- nothing too much, faint nonetheless. Your eyes raked across each feature as they revealed themselves- first his mouth, then his nose and cheeks, and finally his eyes. They were tired, but there was something intense in them that shot warmth through you.Â
He let the mask rest scrunched up at his hairline, pushing back any hair he might have had- keeping it out of sight. He must have had short hair.Â
Your eyes flick across each part of his face before settling somewhere away from the look his eyes were giving you.Â
âYou lookâŠâ
He tilts his head to the side.
â..NiceâŠâ you manage to get out, and offer him a smile. He matches it. He lightly shakes his hands, reminding you that they were still held captive by yours- did you help him lift the mask, or was he simply letting you keep your hands there?Â
Regardless you tug your hands away and place them somewhere on his upper arms. âYou should take your mask off more often, at least around the mansion,âÂ
Hoodie shakes his face, but does not elaborate. You decide not to push him.
Besides, this was nice, wasnât it? How many people could say that theyâve seen what heâs got hidden away? Not a lot, you were sure.
A secret shared between the two of you.Â
You open your mouth only to screw it shut as someone knocked on the door.Â
âOne minute!â Jeff called out from the otherside.Â
One minute? Already?Â
Your eyes dart from Hoodieâs face to the door behind him, then back to his face.Â
âAlright-â Jeff keeps knocking. âAlright! We heard!âÂ
Jeff gave one last knock before ceasing.
âYou knowâŠâ You rest your head on Hoodieâs chest. âMy doors always open if you want to come help me learn my signs, that offer is still open,â You smile.Â
He⊠actually returns it.
His hands find themselves to your shoulders and gently push you off of him. His hands remain as he stares hard at you.Â
âWhat? Do you need a payment for your time?â You tease. He shakes his head, but you find enough boldness inside you to tug him down to your height. âYou know for a game about kissing and other things, we didnât do anything,âÂ
You felt him warm under your touch as he picked up on what you were saying.Â
A kiss for his time, if he wanted it.Â
He seemed to weigh his options, fully aware that whatever happened next wouldnât affect the offer to teach you later.Â
He leaned in quick and pressed his lips against yours. It was hardly a peck, it was over as quick as it started. It took nothing for him to pull himself out of your grasp and rise to his full height. He tugged his mask down over his face just mere seconds before the door opened- but you caught the smirk tugging across his face before it was hidden away.
âYou-â You hiss playfully, only to cut yourself off as the light blinded you.Â
âAlright, both of you out!â Jeff stood to the side, tilting his head to the side to try to get a good look at the two of you. Asides from the stumbling, neither of you looked particularly roughed up. That⊠did not seem to stop the âknowingâ look Jeff gave you as you shuffled out into the hallway, still reeling from the peck Hoodie had given you. âMan he really fucked you up didnât he,â Jeff teased. You shoot him a glare that he only waves off, he tells you donât need to play another round if youâre too spent.
You glare holes into the back of his head as he walked back to the living room where everyone else was⊠until Hoodie taps on your shoulder. You spin on your heel to face him, quickly softening your face.Â
He points at you, and swirls his pointer fingers around in a loose circle. He then points his index finger to the ceilingâŠ
No, heâs asking if you want to go upstairs and start your signing lessons.
You smile, and nod. âI didnât think youâd want to start so soon,â
Not that you were complaining.Â
âYouâll have to go easy on me, though, not at all a quick learnerâŠâ You mutter as you walked with him down the hall and towards the stairs. You ignore the looks some of the others gave the two of you as you both passed by.
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Before Lionblaze could argue, another shape burst through the billowing smoke to stand beside Squirrelflight. His eyes glared; his gray fur was matted together and stuck with bits of burnt leaf and twig. Confused by the smoke and flames, Hollyleaf almost thought she was seeing one of her warrior ancestors, until she recognized Ashfur.
Squirrelflight dropped the branch. âHelp me push it into the fire!â she yowled.
Grabbing the branch in strong jaws, Ashfur thrust it past the wall of flame and into the ever-narrowing patch of ground where Hollyleaf and her brothers huddled. But Hollyleaf didnât feel any sense of relief. There was a look in Ashfurâs eyes that she didnât understand: the look of a cat who had just spotted an unexpected juicy bit of prey.
The branch made a bridge through the flames, but Ashfur stood at the other end of it, blocking the way to safety. Lionblaze nudged Jayfeather to his paws; Hollyleaf took a step toward the branch, then paused. She felt a cold weight in herbelly when she looked into Ashfurâs glittering blue eyes.
âAshfur, get out of the way.â Squirrelflightâs voice was puzzled. âLet them get out!â
âBrambleclaw isnât here to look after them now,â Ashfur sneered.
Hollyleaf felt her fur beginning to rise. What did Ashfur mean?
Lionblazeâs golden pelt was bristling, too. âWhat have you done with my father?â he howled through the flame.
Ashfur looked at him pityingly; his eyes were twin points of fire amid the burning forest. âWhy would I waste my time with Brambleclaw?â
The main branch was too solid to catch fire easily, but the leaves on it had shriveled and the twigs were beginning to smoke. Hollyleaf realized that they didnât have much time before their bridge to safety would be ablaze.
Squirrelflight staggered up to Ashfur. Hollyleaf had never seen her mother so angry. Her fur bristled with fury; she looked like a warrior of TigerClan. Yet it was obvious that the climb to the top of the cliff, followed by her struggle with the branch, had weakened her, and she was exhausted.
âYour quarrel with Brambleclaw has to stop,â she hissed. âToo many moons have passed. You have to accept that Iâm Brambleclawâs mate, not yours. You canât keep trying to punish Brambleclaw for something that was always meant to be.â
Ashfurâs ears flicked up in surprise. âI have no quarrel with Brambleclaw.â
Hollyleaf exchanged a shocked glance with Lionblaze. âThatâs not how it looks to me,â he muttered.
âI couldnât care less about Brambleclaw,â Ashfur continued. âItâs not his fault he fell for a faithless she-cat.â
Faithless? A growl began to build in Hollyleaf âs throat, but then she stopped and watched the cats on the other side of the blazing branches. Something ominous was taking place in front of her, and even with flame roaring around them she felt a sudden chill. She shrank closer to Lionblaze and Jayfeather, whose head was up, his sightless eyes intent, as if he could see the confrontation between his mother and Ashfur.
âI know you think Iâve never forgiven Brambleclaw for stealing you from me, but youâre wrong, and so is every cat that thinks so. My quarrel is with you, Squirrelflight.â Ashfurâs voice shook with rage. âIt always has been.â
Horrified, Hollyleaf took a step back and felt her hind paws begin to slip on the edge of the cliff. Her head spun as lightning stabbed out and thunder drowned all other sounds, even the roaring fire. For a heartbeat she dangled over empty air, and she let out a strangled yowl.
Then she felt firm teeth meet in her scruff; blinking against the smoke, she realized that Lionblaze was hauling her back to safety. But there was no safety: only the hungry flames, and Ashfur blocking the end of the branch with fury in his eyes. Fiery sparks floated down on all three young cats, scorching their fur, and flames licked the underside of the branch; fear flooded afresh through Hollyleaf when she saw that it was already beginning to smolder.
Ashfur has to let us get out! But Hollyleaf couldnât find any words to plead with him. What was happening here didnât have anything to do with them, even if they died because of it.
âAll this was moons ago.â Squirrelflight sounded puzzled. âAshfur, I had no idea you were still upset.â
âUpset?â Ashfur echoed. âIâm not upset. You have no idea how much pain Iâm in. Itâs like being cut open every day, bleeding onto the stones. I canât understand how any of you failed to see the blood. . . .â
His eyes clouded and his voice took on a wild, distant tone, as if he could see the blood spilling out of him now, sizzling on the burning ground. Terror burst through Hollyleaf and she pressed closer to her brothers. This cat was more dangerous than the storm or the fire, or the fall lurking perilously close to her hind paws.
Desperately she tried to step onto the end of the branch. At once Ashfur rounded on her, fully conscious again, his teeth bared in a snarl.
âStay there!â Turning to face Squirrelflight but keeping one paw on the branch, he hissed, âI canât believe you didnât know how much you hurt me. You are the blind one, not Jayfeather. Who do you think sent Firestar the message to go down to the lake, where the fox trap was? I wanted him to die, to take your father away so youâd know the real meaning of pain.â
Hollyleaf âs shocked gaze met Lionblazeâs. âHe tried to kill Firestar?â she gasped. âHeâs mad!â
Determination glittered in Lionblazeâs eyes, and he bunched his muscles for a giant leap. âIâm going to fight him.â
âNo!â Hollyleaf fastened her teeth in his shoulder fur. âYou canât!â Her words were muffled now. âHeâll just push you into the fire.â
âBrambleclaw saved Firestar then,â Ashfur went on to Squirrelflight. âBut heâs not here now. Heâs not hereâbut your kits are.â
Squirrelflightâs eyes blazed. For a heartbeat Hollyleaf thought she was going to pounce on the gray warrior, but she knew that exhausted and in pain, her mother would have no chance. Squirrelflight seemed to realize it, too. She drew herself up, head high; she was trembling, but her voice was clear and brave.
âEnough, Ashfur. Your quarrel is with me. These young cats have done nothing to hurt you. Do what you like with me, but let them out of the fire.â
âYou donât understand.â Ashfur looked at her as if he was seeing her for the first time; his voice was puzzled and petulant. âThis is the only way to make you feel the same pain that you caused me. You tore my heart out when you chose Brambleclaw over me. Anything I did to you would never hurt as much. But your kits . . .â He looked through the flames at Hollyleaf and her brothers, his eyes narrowing to dark blue slits. âIf you watch them die, then youâll know the pain I felt.â
The flames crackled threateningly closer; Hollyleaf felt as if the heat was about to sear her pelt into ashes. She edged backward, only to feel the edge of the hollow give way under her hind paws. The three of them were pressed tightly together, so close that if one of them lost their balance, all three would be dragged off the cliff. Hollyleaf couldnât control the trembling that shook her whole body as her glance flickered between the cliff and the fire.
Jayfeather was crouched close to the ground, looking tinier than ever with his pelt slicked flat by the rain. Lionblazeâs claws were unsheathed, glinting as the lightning flashed out again, but the tension in his haunches didnât come from preparing to leap at Ashfur; it came from the effort of keeping himself on the top of the cliff.
Squirrelflight raised her head, her gaze locked on Ashfurâs crazed eyes. âKill them, then,â she meowed. âYou wonât hurt me that way.â
Ashfur opened his jaws to reply, but said nothing. Hollyleaf and her brothers stared at their mother. What was Squirrelflight saying?
Squirrelflight took a step away from them, and glanced carelessly over her shoulder. Her green eyes were fiercer than Hollyleaf had ever seen them, with an expression she couldnât read.
âIf you really want to hurt me, youâll have to find a better way than that,â Squirrelflight snarled. âThey are not my kits.â
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In My Little Black Dress
The LADS Men have seen you in your long flowing dresses, but there was something about the way you looked in this particular dress that hugged your curves ; showing off those legs that they dream about being in-between. Artist @/osk_purinnumee on twitter
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Zayne âĄ
Storyline: He couldn't help himself after seeing you in that dress.
"Can you zip me up?" Such an innocent question.
Zayne sat frozen starring at you; his expression giving away nothing. His intense stare caused you to start second guessing whether or not you should wear this dress. "I can change"
"No!" He cleared his throat after his sudden outburst. "No you look beautiful" He stood from his seat on the bed raking his gaze over your body continuously as he circled around behind you. "Just ... perfect" His breath ghosted over your neck as he planted a soft kiss while his hands slowly zipped your dress up.
He spun you around, taking your hand and stepping back to admire you. "I love this dress on you" His voice as soft as silk. Your stomach immediately erupted with butterflies. "Thank you" you whispered back looking away to avoid his piercing gaze.
Before you knew it Zayne was leaning down placing the softest kiss on your lips. His kiss quickly grew hungry as he moved lower, grazing his teeth along your jaw and planting wet kisses down your neck.
"Zayne..." your voice nothing more than a breathy moan. "Hmm?"
"We ... we have to go the award ceremony starts in thirty minutes" He continued his assault on your neck littering kisses as his hands roamed your body. "I need you now" He couldn't help himself seeing the way that dress perfectly hugged your curves while propping his girls up just right.
He backed you against the wall before dropping to his knees and throwing one of your legs over his shoulder. You shot a hand out pushing his head back. "Zayne we can't we have to go"
His breath was ragged as he rubbed his nose against your already wet panties before looking up at you through his lashes. "Please" He begged; his breath ghosting over your pussy sending shivers up your spine.
You couldn't help but give in giving a subtle nod and soon after he pulled your panties to the side and took his time with a long languid lick before devouring you like a man starved.
Rafayel âĄ
Storyline: No self-control when it comes to you. He has to have you now in the middle of his Art Exhibit.
Rafayel swore you were teasing him with the dress you decided to wear tonight for his latest Art Exhibit. He couldn't take his eyes off you; watching your hips sway and the way you pulled the hem down when it rose almost giving him a nice view of your ass.
He refused to let you leave his side. He was either holding your hand or wrapping his arms around you from behind. "You look so beautiful baby" He whispered in your ear as he slid his hands up and down the front of your dress. "We should get out of here, go somewhere less noisy"
"This is for you Rafayel we can't just leave" He pouted at your answer as he dropped his head into the crook of your neck. "I don't like that answer" A quiet gasp left you as you felt him grind his hardening length against your ass.
"Rafayel!" You whisper-shouted whipping around to glare at him. As soon as your eyes met his you were shocked at how red his cheeks and ears were. You rolled your eyes and exhaled hard; looking around to make sure there were no prying eyes you turned back to Rafayel as a smile stretched across your face. "There's a private room-"
"I know ... I'll be quick .... I don't want to be, but I will be" He cut you off and swiftly tugged you out of the packed venue making his way to the back stairs. Rafayel yanked the private door open pulling you in slamming it behind the two of you and claiming your lips in a heated kiss.
His kiss was breathtaking; you gasped as you felt his hands bunch up your dress and quickly slip into your panties. Rafayel was incredibly skilled with his fingers. He dipped two fingers into you making you tremble as he massaged that spot. "Right there" you moaned between kisses; he moved to you neck as you threw your head back against the door in bliss. It didn't take him long to coax an orgasm out of you.
He smiled against your neck as he pulled his fingers out making you whine. He fumbled with his belt and zipper quickly pulling out his dick that stood hard & red. You were always shocked at how big Raf was it almost seemed like it wouldn't fit.
Not giving you time to catch your breath he slides his hand down your thigh lifting it up and hooking your leg over his hip as he sunk into you with an audible whimper. He lifted your other leg as well; you instinctively locked your legs around his waist as he pounded into you at a ferocious pace.
"Raf- ah!" He slaps his hand over your mouth. "Shhh you have to keep quiet beloved"
Xavier âĄ
Storyline: Made it all the way to the Annual Hunters Ball (Yes I made it up get off me) never even made it out of the car.
Xavier had top tier self-control unless it came to you. The minute he saw you in that tailored gown with a slit to show a little leg he was a goner.
"One more just one more" Xavier whimpered against your soaked cunt. He was currently buried between your legs in the backseat of his car. Thank goodness his windows were tinted otherwise everyone would see you splayed out for him with tears running down your face.
"Xav I can't" You whimpered trying to push his head which only caused him to hold your thighs tighter and flick his tongue faster on your overstimulated clit. "You can do it cum on my face"
Such a dirty mouth for someone with such an innocent looking face. Those deep blue eyes gazing up at you watching your every reaction to his tongue had him so hard he could cut diamonds. You arched into his mouth feeling another orgasm crest letting out the sluttiest moan that didn't even sound like something that would come from you.
Xavier continued to lick and suck catching every drop as you came down from your high. Flattening his tongue so you could grind out the last bit of your orgasm before slumping against the door.
Xavier sat up freeing his painful hard-on from his freshly pressed slacks that were now ruined with his pre-cum. "You can't go in with stained pants"
"That Hunters Ball is the last thing on my mind right now" He said as he lined himself up running his tip through your slick before sinking into you slowly. He shivered as he sheathed himself in you inch by inch "Fuck you have heaven between your thighs babe"
Sylus âĄ
Storyline: He has to keep one hand on you or .... maybe two fingers in you.
Sylus was doing great. He held his composure from the house all the way to the auction. Which wasn't easy watching your hips sway, ass bounce, and tits jiggle as you ran around putting on your last touches of makeup, jewelry, and redoing your hair twice because you didn't like how your edges looked with the first style.
The dress you had on left just barely enough for the imagination while simultaneously being classy. Sylus couldn't help but at least keep one hand on you.
Long tablecloths were draped over every table giving Sylus the perfect idea. You two sat at a table towards the back of the venue and as soon as the lights dimmed to begin the auction you felt Sylus hand slide up your left thigh. "I'm right handed Sylus my knife is on the other side" You whispered to him.
"I wasn't looking for your weapon Princess" He whispered as his hand inched towards the apex of your thighs. You took a sharp inhale as his fingers brushed against the lining of your panties. "You're already wet sweetie ... in a place like this? How scandalous" Your breathing became ragged as he slid your panties to the side and dipped two fingers into you. He stroked your G spot causing you to cover your mouth with your fist to keep from making noise.
"Sy-Sylus" You moaned as you leaned forward pretending to be interested in what the auctioneer was saying. "I'm gonna cum if you don't stop"
He flattened his palm giving your clit more stimulation. "Then go ahead ... cum on my hand" He leaned over making it look as though he was just whispering in your ear when in reality he gave your ear lobe a soft nip before sucking it between his lips. That sent you right over the edge. Soft whimpers fell from your lips as you dripped all over his hand.
Sylus pulled his fingers out giving you a cheeky smirk before stirring his glass of whiskey with his fingers that you just came all over. "Now that's a one of a kind drink"
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First Drink đ„
đșă»ă»ă»l. howlett x fem!reader
rating. m
word count. 2.2k
synopsis. you were everything logan shouldn't want. young, religious, and innocent. you were sweet to everyone. and you've never been touched. logan wants to be your first everything.
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Logan gives you your first drink
warnings. age gap relationship (reader is 21, Logan is nearing 50) , religious reader, innocent reader, drinking, forced alcohol consumption, dubious consent, fingering, squirting, not edited
âł pt.1 / pt.2 / pt.3
Logan is far from a holy man. He drinks too much, smokes too often, hasnât even stepped foot in a church in his entire life. Heâd like to think heâs a good man though, one who tries to make the right decisions when he can, but he knows that what heâs like to think and the reality of it all were two wildly separate things. For how could he be a good man when heâs got it out for you, a pastorâs daughter?
He didnât mean for it to happen. Kind of stumbled into it as one stumbles into trying cocaine. That is to say, he didnât stumble into it at all. It was a deliberate decision made with addictive consequences. You were his neighbor, a meek, kind little thing often wrapped up in your bible while you sit quaintly on the front steps of your family house. You were young, not too young though. Freshly turned 21. Yet you still wore your modest clothing and pretty mary janes with frilly socks.
Logan was a perverted man. There was no way to get around it. You were as kind and as innocent as any one person could be. You spoke to him kindly, you brought him lemonade while he was working on his motorcycle and all he could think about was how pretty youâd look in his lap with his large hand on your tummy, feeling the bulge of his cock nestled nicely against your womb.
It was one of these days when you brought him lemonade and sat with him in his garage that he turned to you, hands covered in grease and oil. âYouâre 21 now, right doll?â Logan grabbed a towel from out of the waist of his jeans and used that to clean off his hands before grabbing the small crystalline cup of fresh lemonade to sip on. It was almost as sweet as you, not nearly as pleasing to taste.
You sat on a small crate with your knees close to your chest. The toes of your sleek, black mary janes pointed to each other. âYes sir.â He liked that about you, how respectfully you spoke to him. It reminded him of how much power he had over you, how many years, how much authority. Oh, he is far from a holy man.
âYou had your first drink yet?â
You were a sweet, little thing, flustered at the mere suggestion of drinking alcohol. âOh, no sir. I donât drink. My father would never allow it.â You and your tender sensibilities. You and your innocent nature. Logan thought about how easy it would be to have his way with you. You wouldnât fight, wouldnât scream, wouldnât so much as make a peep. Youâd be too entranced by the way his fingers slide along your tongue and his length snuggle sits way into the walls of your unused cunt.
Logan hummed softly. âYou wanna?â He watched the way your eyes shifted as you considered it, a world within your grasp if you just had the courage to reach for it. Heâd give it to you, all of it, a universe of worldly pleasures. Why restrict yourself now to go to heaven when you can have heaven on Earth right here?
âI shouldnât.â Your voice is slow and unsure. All you needed was a little push and youâd tip right over the edge into depravity. Thatâs the thing about little girls like you, you long for a touch of whatâs beyond you but youâre always too scared to get it.
Logan stood up to his staggering height, all legs and muscular torso. âCome on, no one will know but me and you.â He offered a hand to you and after a moment of hesitation, you placed your hand in his large palm and let him pull you up to your feet and guide you into his house. It was a world you had never before seen, rustic and dark, smelling so strongly of Logan you thought you might faint.
He had a whole cabinet for his alcohol, bottles of scotch, whiskey, and bourbon. Logan grabbed a bottle out of the cabinet along with a whiskey glass for you to sip out of. He poured some out and you watched with utter fascination. The golden brown liquid long kept from you for fear you may lose your spot in Heaven. Worldly pleasures such as drinking doomed you to Hell.
âCome here, doll.â Logan coaxed you towards him with two fingers as he sat down on his couch, legs open just enough to offer you a comfortable seat on his thighs. You trembled like a newborn deer, scared of this strange, new world youâve found yourself in. He brought you into his lap, his hands resting on your thigh as he pushed the glass of whiskey into your hand. âGo ahead and try it.â
You looked into the glass, golden brown sloshing around. It didnât look so intimidating, like drinking Coca-Cola. But it didnât taste like Coca-Cola when you lifted the glass to your lips and took a sip. It tasted bitter and burned your throat as it went down. âI donât like it.â You pouted softly, turning to look over your shoulder at Logan. His fingers slowly began to gather the fabric of your skirt, pulling it up your thigh. âJust keep drinking, doll.â
You were a good girl. You did as told, entirely unaware of the way his fingers kept pulling at your skirt until it was entirely up your thigh. You felt his rough fingertips against your bare flesh and shivered as he traced figure 8s into your skin. âMr. Howlett?â
âShh, keep drinking.â Logan murmured as he felt up your thigh, closer and closer to your heated cunt. You writhed in his lap, simultaneously uncomfortable and aroused as you felt his rough fingers brush against the damp fabric of your cotton panties. The stuck to your pussy lips, wet and sensitive as he pressed his thumb to your clit through the fabric and began to rub. Logan took his free hand and pushed the cup back to your lips, tilting it to force you to drink.
Logan couldnât help himself. You were here, splayed out before him for the taking. Heâd be stupid not to take advantage of, take advantage of you. You didn't fight it, just as he had expected, like a good girl. âSpread your legs now.â He clicked his tongue and crooned into your ear.
Trembling, you shook your head. âIâ I can't.â Your voice, all small and meek, only made his pants tighter. You could feel it, the bulge against your ass through his jeans. Or maybe that was the large buckle against his pelvis.
âYeah you can. Open up, doll.â He shifted you slightly so that you were sitting on one of his thighs. He used his leg to part yours a bit further, skillfully. Heâs had many girls in his lap, none as pretty as you.
Logan stroked your quivering cunt. âWhat a wet little girl you are. You been thinking about this, pretty girl?â He bounced you on his thigh and let you slide further into his fingers. A stifled whimper escaped you as you braced yourself against him. âMr. Howlettâ please.â You pleaded for your innocence, for your integrity. Most importantly, you begged for him not to expose your innermost thoughts. The sinful way you look at him, all muscle and hair and man.
Your fingers grasped at his wrist and forearm, nails digging into his skin. It wasn't like you were trying to move his hand, not like you could if you wanted you.
You gasped as he curled a finger into the side of your soaked panties and pulled them to the side. Your cheeks began to swell with the heat of embarrassment. Of course, you never expected to have any sexual experience before marriage so you hadn't shaved between your legs. Logan didn't mind at all it seemed, his finger dipped between your lovely lips and stroked in tender touches.
You squirmed in his lap, whimpering. âMr. Howlett, IâŠI shouldn't. Please.â His thumb pressed on your puffy clit, pulsing with arousal, and you choked as the electrifying jolts of pleasure shooting through your body. You had ever been touched like this before, not even by yourself. Loganâs experienced fingers circled your leaking entrance, teasing at all the possibilities of pleasure.
âNo one has to know, doll.â Grunted Logan. He felt the way your pussy fluttered, the whole thing aching with want. He eased a single finger into you, sighing out a sweet âJesusâ at the way your walls clamped down around him. You let out a squeal, back arching away from him, your nails sinking into his hairy forearm. Your entire body shivered. âToo big,â you murmured, ââs too big.â
You were small, tight, and already complaining that a single finger was too much. How could he possibly fit his fat cock into your cunt? Logan was sure he'd tear you in half, his precious girl. âRelax, grab that bottle and drink some more, baby. Itâll help you loosen up.â
With a shaky hand, you reached out and grabbed the bottle off the table in front of you. You brought it to your lips and sipped at the liquid while Logan rubbed your hip with his free hand. âGood girl. I gonna keep going now.â You shook your head viciously. âNo, no, no, âm not ready.â
He cared not for your concerns. Free hand pulling your legs apart, Logan curled pulled his finger from your gripping cunt before sliding it back in. You were all warm and soft on the inside, just like you were on the outside, even more so. You squeaked and squealed in his lap, his thumb attacking your clit in ferocious circles.
Itâs a feeling youâve never experienced before, being fucked with a single thick finger. You mewled, mind growing hazy as your hips rocked against your will. Logan knew you wouldn't be able to handle a second finger. Heâd rupture your hymen and he wanted to save that honor for when he pushed himself into you and possessed you completely.
You were dripping down his knuckles. He fingered you so hard and fast, you nearly screamed as you thrashed in his lap. âMmmh ah, ah⊠ngh.â Something wet trickled out of you and down Logan's hand, clear and dripping. A weak, little squirt, followed by a much larger one.
âIâ Iâm sorry, I didn'tâŠâ You panted out, whining. Logan cooed lowly in your ear. âGot myself a squirter.â He chuckled, a nice puddle on his leg and couch from your sweet show of pleasure. He curled his finger, messaging your soft walls in desperate search of that soft ridge where your g-spot lay.
When he found it, Logan smiled, chucking as you yelped and cried out, a rattling moan shivering up your spine. You tried to slow his hand, grasping and scratching at his arm. You fell back against his chest, legs splayed open while he took the time to abuse your pretty cunt. âYou okay, doll?â
You whined vaguely, hazily, your body rolling then slumping, tensing then relaxing. âIâ It feels weird.â Something was building within you. Something tight and breathtakingly beautiful. Tears pricked your eyes, wide and pretty, weeping with the brutality of your orgasm, pressing on the edge of unknown pleasures.
And it snapped like a rubber band. Everything that had been held back released all at once, ravishing your body to the point where there goes pointed in your Mary Jane's and your back arched. Shaking, you clawed at Logan's arm so hard you left bright red marks lining his flesh. âMr. Howlett!â
âShh, shh, don't want the neighbors to hear you, do you doll?â Logan slowed his hand, pulling his finger from your aching pussy. His entire hand dripped with your cum, sweet and creamy, some slick with your squirt. âOpen up, little one.â He teased the tips of his fingers to your lips like he had that glass of whiskey. Coaxing your mouth open, Logan slipped his fingers between your lips and pressed his fingers to your tongue.
You tasted nice, sweet. Your body unmarred by the poison of excessive alcohol, smoking, or junk food. You were clean and pure, untouched by anyone but him. Logan loved it, knowing that heâs the first man to ever touch you. The knowledge was almost as good as an orgasm by itself. You were his, he possessed you. You were his before you were anyone else's.
When you stood, skirt falling back down to your knees, your legs trembled with the aftershock of your first orgasm. You let out a deep, shaky breath, trembling as you turned to look at Loganâs sitting figure. âMâMâMr. Howlett.â Itâs all you could manage to say to him, choking. You had been violated; your sacred temple desecrated.
And you liked it.
Logan hiked himself up to his feet from his couch and stood before you, towering. His hands on your hips, he pulled you in close to him. You braced yourself with your hands against his solid chest. Your cheeks were still wet with tears which Logan wiped away with the pads of his thumbs. âWhy donât you come back tomorrow, doll?â
You were such a good, obedient girl. You nodded slowly. âYes sir.â
âGood girl.â
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â REMIND ME! â SYLUS QIN.
summary. six months after your breakup with sylus, news broke of you moving on, which is something he simply cannot allowânot if he can help it.
warnings. fem!reader. nsfw, infidelity, pet names, established history, hair pulling, face sitting, oral sex (female receiving) because sylus is a munch, doggy style, missionary, creampie, aftercare
wc. 6.1k
note. ⊠so, this is my first time writing on this platform. i do not stand by anyoneâs depicted behavior but⊠what can i say? I love an unconventional concept. ^.^ see you at the bottom!
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Once news broke the N109 Zone of a prospering romance in his district, Sylus couldnât find it in himself to give a damn. It was when he heard whispers of your name adjacent to another manâs that he began to listen.
He was out the front door of his home within a second, his leg swinging over his bike before Luke and Kieran could have a say in the matter.
The two men stood side by side, shouting a frantic âitâs normal to move on, man!â and a âitâs been six months!â from the doorstep as they watched their white haired boss speed away.
Sylus was sure that if he gripped the handlebars of his motorcycle any tighter, theyâd certainly break off.
If he was willing to harm his most prized possession over the pure frustration youâve stirred within him, you should consider yourself the most lucky yet damned woman alive.
He liked to think he was headstrong, but when it came to you, he lost all of his sense. You consumed him and he gladly let you, because it truly was a blessing and a curse.
For how much he loved to put the pedal to the metal, heâs never once gotten to your apartment as fast as he has just now. He didnât even bother to properly leave his bike in between the lines of a parking spot before he was practically flying towards your front door, knocking rapidly until you answered.
Surprise is etched across your face as you crack the door open just enough to see who your uninvited guest was, but a strong hand pushed it open even further. âWhat the fuââ
âWhere is he?â he cuts you off with a question, his red eyes scanning your cozy living room like a predator on the prowl.
âExcuse you, Iâ what? Where is who?â your questions stammer out as your brain tries to catch up to the scene in front of you.
Sylus forces himself to turn around and face you, realizing that his erratic behavior was likely confusing you. He hated the look you were giving him, the one that made him feel like a pure inconvenience to you (even though he certainly was behaving like one).
âYour⊠boyfriend,â he clarifies, almost choking on the word. The fact that the title was no longer his was already a problem in and of itself, but losing it to another man was something he simply could not allow. âWhere is he?â
âOh, I see,â you say, narrowing your eyes at him as you give him a once over. âYou think that youâre going to barge into my apartment and pummel the ever living shit out of my boyfriend?â
âMore or less,â he answers, his long strides continuing a bit further down your hallway. âPreferably more.â
You scoff, leaning against the wall with your arms crossed tightly over your chest as you watch your exâboyfriend scope out your apartment that heâs all too familiar with.
âHe isnât here.â
âSo Iâve gathered,â he replies, his head poking into your bedroom.
Sylus did his best to sound nonchalant, though his heart rate was through the roof. He saw no signs of any male presenceâno messily discarded clothes, no misplaced shoes, no second toothbrush in the bathroomâwhich meant that your relationship wasnât as serious as heâd imagined.
And boy, was he relieved to figure that much out.
You straighten off the wall as he enters your bedroom, hurriedly walking behind him as you speak, âYâknow, since your objective for coming here canât be achieved, you are more than welcome to leave.â
âDid I say that was my only objective?â he simply asks, his eyes scanning your bedroom.
A bit had changed since heâd last been in here. You changed your comforter to a floral pattern, and you even matched the drapes to the shade of your bedding.
Your attention to detail was something he admired about you, and his attention to detail was something you used to love, though as his eyes fell to your open underwear drawerâyouâre growing to hate it. A lot.
âGet out of there!â you exclaim, rushing to shove it closed, only to catch his slender finger in the crossfire.
He winces slightly, lifting his already bruising finger to your line of vision. âYouâve wounded me, sweetie. Kiss it better?â
You scoff, slightly pushing his hand away from your face. In any other context, you would have apologized, but given the fact that Sylus had entered your apartment without invitation and threatened to harm your boyfriend within five minutes of his arrival was enough to make you think that this made the two of you almost even.
A small smirk tugs at Sylusâs lips as he presses his finger to his tongue, soothing the stinging that you caused. Your eyes linger on his mouth for a bit longer than they should, and if he noticed (which he certainly did), he didnât say anything.
âI see you went shopping,â he mumbled, his eyes falling to your now closed underwear drawer. âThatâs a shame, baby. A damn shame.â
You canât help the scoff that leaves your mouth. âWhyâs that?â
âI hate the idea of another man seeing whatâs mine,â Sylus answers, tilting his head to the side as he gives your body an agonizingly slow once over, âin such pretty fabric, at that.â
Heat rushes to your face at his implication, and youâre not sure if itâs because youâre uncomfortable or if youâre flustered by his forwardness. You figure itâs a mixture of both, but you mask it with an annoyed huff.
âI can do what I want,â you refute, crossing your arms over your chest. âAnd if what I want is to buy panties that youâll never have the privilege of seeing me wear, then thatâs exactly what Iâll do.â
Sylus clicks his tongue, shaking his head with the slightest smirk curving upwards on his lips. He finds your attitude to be just as adorable as it is frustrating. With the way you look, arms tightly crossed over your chest with the tiniest wrinkle in between your eyebrows, heâd liken you to an angry kitten.
âIf youâre trying to rile me up, youâre succeeding,â he states, drumming his fingers on your dresser.
Your eyes flit away at that. âIâm not trying to do anything. In fact, I want nothing to do with you.â
He scoffs, crossing his arms over his chest. Itâs the first time heâs looked remotely upset with you from the moment he arrived. âYour boyfriend may fall for this little act of yours, but I wonât.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
Sylus straightens up, his tall frame towering over you. You almost feel antsy under his gaze, but you do your best to hide it.
âI am what your heart truly desires,â he lowly murmurs, his finger tracing from the middle of your collarbones to the valley of your breasts. âAnd you can lie to him, you can even lie to yourselfâbut you cannot lie to me. I can see your deepest desires, remember?â
Betrayal is your bodyâs first instinct. Your breath hitches in your throat the moment the pad of his index finger runs across your skin, and you physically have to fight off a whine from escaping your lips.
In an attempt to salvage the situation, you straighten up, glancing towards your bedroom door. âThatâs⊠bullshit, Sylus. Get out of my head.â
âItâs nothing of the sort,â he replies with a much gentler tone now. âAnd Iâll do no such thing. Your mind is my favorite place to be.â
He studies his reddened finger for a moment, silently deciding to steer the conversation from its more serious direction. âIt still wonât feel better until it gets a kiss from its favorite girl, you know.â
Against your better judgment, your eyes betray you by studying the reddened pad of his finger. It shouldnât be as enticing of a view as it is. You find it to be almost criminal.
âYou can lose that finger for all I care,â you huff, trying not to remember how good it used to feel inside of you.
âSo brash.â Sylus forces a pout on his lips, though it doesnât last long. He presses a kiss to his own finger before he extends his arm to rest on the edge of your dresser, keeping you caged against your drawers.
âYouâre awfully lucky that Iâm a forgiving man,â he murmurs, his red eyes trained to yours. âYou can do almost anything to me and Iâd allow it.â
Judging by the way your expression lights up, that seems to give you an idea.
âReally?â you inquire, narrowing your eyes. âSay, if I punched you square in your face, would you allow it?â
âIâm not opposed to finding out,â he answers, his eyelids fluttering as he continues to drink in your beauty. âYou know I love it when youâre rough with me.â
That comment forces a flush to your face, and you almost have to pinch yourself to keep your mind from bringing forward all of the memories that proved just how true that statement was.
It infuriates you how easily he could get a reaction out of you, no less than six months after you broke up with him. Perhaps that was why, in a split second decision (one that youâre hardly aware youâre making), your fist goes flying towards his face.
Sylus firmly stops your wielding hand before it can make contact with his cheek. His fingers unwind your fist and bring your hand close, allowing him to press a few chaste kisses to your knuckles.
âHave I told you how pretty you look today?â he asks, his voice slightly muffled by the kisses heâs peppering on your hand. âSo, so beautiful.â
Only he would say such a thing after you attempted to inflict bodily harm upon him. You wish you could rationalize his behavior, but you canâtâthatâs just Sylus.
Your body betrays you in every way, shape, and form. Your face is flushed, your eyes are half lidded, and the mere contact of his lips on your knuckles is enough for butterflies to flutter in your stomach.
Grasping onto the last bit of common sense you have, you pull your hand from his grasp.
âItâs time for you to go,â you insist, beginning to slide against the dresser to escape his gaze.
Sylus allows you to create a bit of distance between the two of you, lifting his arm up from your dresser to let you walk away. The last thing he wants is to make you feel suffocatedâthe very reason you broke up with him in the first place.
He tried to do better, but when it came to you, he couldnât help himself. He wasnât an animal, though. He loved you more than words could ever describe, and heâd allow you anything you wanted. And if physical space was what you wanted, heâd grant it to you.
âYou know Iâd do anything for you,â he quietly says, his voice carrying an unforeseen vulnerability to it, âbut I canât do what youâre asking of me. I canât let you give yourself to a bastard who doesnât deserve you.â
Your eyebrows raise. âHow can you be so sure he doesnât deserve me?â
âI know you, baby. Thatâs how.â
A beat of silence passes, and he conjures up the courage to continue. âAnd Iâm positive there isnât a single soul who could possibly deserve your favor,â Sylus reasons, loosely crossing his arms over his broad chest, his toned biceps showing through the sleeves of his black buttonâup shirt. âNot even myself. Iâm man enough to recognize that.â
His answer catches you off guard, but you do your best to maintain your front. You donât want him to see how his words seem to squeeze at your heart.
âThen why are you here?â you genuinely ask.
Sylus knows heâs backed himself into a corner, and contrary to what you might think, heâd intended to do just that.
He wants you to give him the green light to speak every word that heâs longed to say to you from the moment heâd seen you last, and now that you have, the floodgates are open.
âIâm selfish,â he admits, taking a tentative step towards you. âIâm drunk on you, and I canât bear the thought of sobering up, even after all this time. Itâs unfair, itâs horrible, itâs cruelâI know this, sweetie. But⊠I find my serenity in your eyes, and with you gone, my life is purgatory. The confines of hell must be more pleasant than what it is that I feel when Iâm without you.â
Internally, youâre floored. Gobsmacked, even. Externally, youâre looking at him with the same soft expression youâve worn this entire time.
Met with your silence, Sylus begins to internally panic. He slowly takes a few steps towards you, and when you donât attempt to maintain the distance between you, his hands move to cup your face.
âRid me of this life,â he whispers, his mouth so close that you can feel the warmth of his breath fan across your lips. âI cannot go on, not without you beside me.â
You truly hate how easy it is for him to reduce you to nothing but putty. You have a new boyfriend, youâve moved on, youâve allowed the love that you and Sylus shared to be nothing more than history.
You wanted to believe that moving forward was the best thing you could do, but if that was true, why is it that your heart hadnât felt full until you laid eyes on Sylus? It seems to beat differently, like itâs finally come back to life in his presence.
Noticing the softening of your eyes, Sylus canât help himself. He leans forward and presses a kiss to your forehead, holding both of you there for a few seconds. The sheer tenderness of his action was enough to make you melt, and you were sure you wouldâve if his hands on your face werenât grounding you.
âIâve missed you so much,â he admits, tilting your head up so that he can look into your eyes.
Sylus was never one for verbal affection (or being desperate for a womanâs favor) prior to you, but heâd make this exception a million times over if it meant he could have you however youâd let him.
Youâve nearly forgotten all of your allegiances, and you canât even blame yourself for it. You know that indulging in him is like eating a forbidden fruit, and even then, you canât forbid yourself from its tasteânot when you know how sweet it is. What you feel goes beyond want; itâs pure, unadulterated need.
âNo response for me?â he asks.
You shake your head, swallowing the growing lump in your throat. You carefully slide out of his grasp and sit on the edge of your bed, his eyes trailing you as you do so.
Youâre a firm believer that nothing is real until youâve said it out loud, and Sylus is more than aware of that. He doesnât want to push you too hard, but heâs never been one to back down from a challenge.
As you sit, your thighs naturally part and your skirt rides up just a bit, and the sight of the pink fabric clothing your pussy is enough to elicit behavior that youâve never once seen from Sylus.
âGod, you are a privilege,â he murmurs, taking a few steps towards you. Without hesitation, he slowly descends to his knees before you, his hands trailing up your thighs. âSuch a sight,â he adds his eyes flitting to the dampening fabric of your underwear, âsuch a beautiful sight.â
If his words werenât enough, the sight of him kneeling in front of you was enough to make you faint. (Or scream. Or cum. Maybe all three at the same time, youâre not sure.)
âAllow me the night,â Sylus pleads, his glowing red eyes finally locking onto yours. His hand moves to brush your hair from your face, tucking it loosely behind your ear. âJust the night. One night to indulge you.â
Lying would be no use, all things considered. Heâd already shamelessly eyed the needy area between your thighs, knowing that the arousal collecting there is for him. Your stomach swirls with a mixture of guilt and need, and you honestly feel like youâre in an impossible position.
âSylus,â you breathe, your heartbeat thumping so hard that youâre surprised your chest hasnât burst. âThis is so wrong.â
He shakes his head as his large, gentle hands move to rest on your knees. âYour pleasure means more to me than a simple case of right and wrong.â
âI wish it was as simple as you make it seem,â you say, a long sigh leaving you.
âCanât it be?â Sylus questions, his thumbs idly stroking your knees. âAllow me this one night to remind you of how I feel about you, how you feel about me. If you want me to leave you alone by the time morning comes, I will accept that with a smile.â
Youâd like to imagine that youâre stronger than this, that the idea of a final night of lovemaking with your ex-boyfriend to get him out of your head for good isnât appealingâbut it is.
Itâs something youâve thought about before (in the dead of night with your hand stuffed down your shorts), but never did you think it could become a reality.
Only now, with him kneeling in front of you, it was.
âOkay,â you sheepishly murmur. âRemind me.â
You know this is absolutely horrible of you to do, but you canât find the will to deny yourself this. As much as you tried to get Sylus out of your head, you never could. Not long enough for it to make a difference, anyway.
(Perhaps this, a final intimate night between the two of you, will be just what you need to move on for good.)
Sylus knows that his time with you is limited, but he plans to make it the best night of your existence.
(Perhaps if he can remind you of how much heâs willing to give, how much he loves you, how much heâs missed youâyouâll change your mind.)
His large, strong hands trail up as he drapes your legs over his shoulders, pressing a few kisses to your calves and inner thighs. He presses a kiss to the fabric of your underwear, his tongue drawing out to taste the wet spot of fabric.
Sylus isnât sure whatâs come over him, but he honestly feels like heâll either implode or cry at the sight of you right now. To have you again is something heâs dreamt about more than heâd like to admit, and he plans to show you just how much your absence has affected him as his fingers slide beneath your skirt to hook under the thin fabric of your underwear.
âThank you,â he mutters against your skin, tugging the fabric down your legs. âOh, fuck,â he mutters aloud the moment his eyes land on your heat.
He could seriously cum in his pants right now, and if heâs not careful, he will. His hands lock onto your thighs, pulling you to the edge of the bed to give him better access to your glistening cunt.
âPussyâs all mine,â he breathes, licking a long stripe up your slit.
You would have replied if he hadnât buried his face in between your thighs. His tongue laps at your wetness before he wraps his lips around your clit, sucking harshly at it with hollowed cheeks.
A cry leaves your lips at the sensation, your hand gripping onto his white hair as you revel in the feeling his tongue is giving you.
Heâs eating you out like a man starved, his own moans rumbling into your cunt, his cock straining against the confines of his pants. Sylus could do this for days if you let him, but after not having you like this for so long, he canât help himself from needing more.
Within moments, heâs slowly pushing you higher on your bed, still licking at your pussy until heâs physically unable to. He looks up at you with crazed eyes, licking his spit-slick lips as he kicks his shoes off.
âSit on my face,â he murmurs, moving to lay on your bed. When heâs met with your hesitance, heâs grasping onto your arm to carefully pull you towards him. âI might die without it.â
Youâve never once seen a man so pussy drunk in your entire life, but youâre in absolutely no position to deny him. So, you move to hover above him, your hands resting on your headboard. You hear a satisfied moan beneath you, and heâs soon hooking his arms around your thighs.
âYou wonât die without it,â you grumble. âIn fact, you might die because of it. Suffocationââ
âSuffocation of this kind might be the best way to go,â he cuts you off, licking a faint swipe against your folds. âIn fact, when weâre old and withered, it might be my last ask of you.â
Your face flushes, and you can feel heat rushing to both your cunt and your cheeks. Noticing the coy face youâre making, Sylus canât help himself from laying a faint smack on your ass, squeezing its plushness as he stares up at you.
âFor now, though,â he purrs, pressing a kiss to your inner thigh. âI want you to let go for me. Canât have you dangling this pretty cunt in my face without letting me taste it.â
As you hesitantly begin to relax your thighs and lower on top of him, he lifts his head up to meet you halfway and gather your slick on his tongue.
âVery good, baby,â Sylus purrs, dropping his head back onto your sheets as he pulls your hips down the rest of the way, ânow sit.â
When all of your weight crashes down on him, a soft gasp leaves your lips at the sheer passion behind the movements of his tongue. He almost seems to be more incentivized. His eyes flutter shut as he mouths at your pussy, the moans leaving his mouth in combination with the absolute filthy sounds of his tongue are enough to drive you insane.
Sylus feels like heâs finally left purgatory and has transcended into heaven. With his pretty girl on his face, taking her on his tongue, making the most beautiful little noisesâheâs honestly never felt better.
(Well, there is that whole new boyfriend thing looming in the back of his mind, but heâs sure that youâll take care of that once heâs done taking care of you.)
One of your hands leaves the headboard to grasp onto his hair, your eyes screwing shut as you rock your hips over his tongue. âSylus,â you breathe out through a moan. âIâmâ oh, shitââ
Sylusâs cock twitches as you moan his name, his eyes fluttering shut as one of his hands help to guide the rocking of your hips. With his other, he palms himself through his trousers, his mouth working tirelessly to make you feel good.
Even as self-admittedly selfish as he is, he canât bear the idea of putting his pleasure above your ownâeven if the ache is physically eating away at him. With you writhing above him, the sounds youâre making, the look on your face, itâs all too muchâeven for him.
Your mouth lulls open as you let out the most beautiful whine heâs ever heard, and his tongue slows down, working you through your first orgasm of the night. He eagerly collects your juices with his tongue, his eyes rolling back as he finally presses a final kiss to your swollen clit.
âI can stay this way forever,â he says against your inner thigh, placing a kiss to your warm skin, âyou and me,â he places another kiss, âtogether.â
You shift to lay beside him, out of breath and looking beautifully disheveled. Sylus licks his lips and lies starryâeyes beside you. Soon enough, a huff of laughter escaped his throat, realizing he mightâve said too much there.
Sylus turns his head to look at you. âWas that enough to get an âI miss you tooâ out of that mouth of yours?â
You let out a breathless laugh, your hand running over your face. âNo,â you lie.
That was the best orgasm youâve had since your breakup, but he doesnât need to know that.
âYouâve developed quite the attitude,â he muses, rolling on top of you. He slots his lips against yours, licking into your mouth, allowing you to taste yourself on his tongue.
âThat boyfriend of yours must not fuck it out of you like he should,â he adds, the low volume of his voice rumbling against your skin as he kisses along your jaw, âlike I can.â
Before you can think twice, youâre lifting your hips against the bulge in his pants, a soft gasp escapes your lips as you feel the very prominent shape of his hardened cock. With a grunt, Sylus pushes your hips down, his fingers brushing against your inner thighs.
âSuch a needy little thing,â he purrs, his hand moving to cup your mound. âFirst youâre insisting I leave, and now youâre hoping Iâll give you my cock. Youâre sending me mixed signals here, baby.â
Youâre seeing stars, and your hand grasps onto his wrist, feeling the way his muscles tense as he begins to toy with your clit.
âI want it,â you whine, your toes curling as the pad of his middle finger circles your entrance, âyouâre⊠youâre being a tease.â
âThatâs right,â he whispers, licking a long stripe up your neck. âIf you want it bad enough, youâre gonna have to prove it, baby.â
Your head tilts to the side as Sylus pulls away from your neck to look down at you. His fingers move to work at the button of your skirt, tugging it down your legs and tossing it onto the floor of your room.
âHow?â you ask.
He presses his lips to yours as his hands tug up your shirt, breaking the kiss to carefully pull it over your head. His large hands palm at your breasts, bringing your perked nipples in between his fingers.
âPick up the phone,â Sylus answers, releasing your breasts to sit up in front of you, his hands moving to undo his belt.
Your curiosity soon turns into something much more lustful as he pulls his trousers and boxers down his thighs. His shirt goes next, the fabric decorating your floor. His cock looks even better than you remember, but he snaps his fingers in front of your face to gather your attention.
âSorry, what?â you ask, shaking your head to snap yourself out of your trance.
âPick up the phone,â he repeats, reaching to your bedside table to hand you your cell.
You take the device from him, looking at it with confusion. You were embarrassed that you hadnât even noticed it ringing, far too distracted by the sight of him stroking his hand along his length, but your embarrassment soon turns into dread as you read the caller ID.
It is, of course, none other than your boyfriend.
âSylus, thatâsâ thatâs crazy,â you stammer out, looking between his eyes, his cock, and your phone.
He snickers, and he flips you onto your stomach, his hands grasping onto the plush of your hips to pull your ass up. âWhatâs crazy is the fact that you expect me to fuck you without your boyfriendâs knowledge.â
âYouâre above adultery?â you gasp out.
Sylus shakes his head, his hand moving to prod your entrance with the tip of his cock, his other hand grasping onto your hair to pull you back against his chest.
âObviously not,â he replies, licking along the shell of your ear. âJust wanna show him how beneath it you are.â
Your heart slams against your chest as he takes the device from you and answers the call, holding the phone to your ear.
âLet him hear,â he purrs, slowly pushing his cock inside of you. âThe noises you make with my cock buried inside you are such a prize. Itâd be a disservice to not share.â
A sharp whine leaves your lips as he tugs on your hair, tilting your head to give himself better access to your neck as he bottoms out inside of you. âTell him what youâre up to, sweetie,â he simply says, sucking a faint mark onto your neck.
On the other end of the line, your partner begins to blab on about his day, though youâre hardly able to listen, not when Sylus is pushing his cock inside of you like a madman. Your body tenses as he stretches you out, the sensation forcing a moan out of your mouth, though the man on the other end of the line didnât seem to notice.
âThatâs it, baby,â he whispers, resting his chin on the crook of your shoulder to press an open-mouthed kiss to your jaw, âtaking my cock so nicely. Missed this pussy so much.â
ââso then, I told him⊠wait. Are you with someone?â
Your heart rate skyrockets as Sylus draws his hips back only to pound the length of his cock inside of you. âOh, fuck⊠y-yes,â you choke into the phone, almost breathless.
âThank you for your confession, my dear,â Sylus teasingly remarks, knowing that your response was a reaction to how good he feels inside of you rather than an answer to your boyfriendâs question.
He presses a faint kiss to your shoulder as he thrusts into you again, using his grip on your hair to push you back onto your stomach. He then brings the phone to his own ear, watching with a wide grin as you arch your back to take as much of his cock as you can.
âOur friend canât talk right now,â he says into the receiver, grunting as your walls clench around him. âSheâs gotten lost and found herself on my cock, which is such a positive turn of events, let me tell you,â the pace of his hips thrusting into you only seems to get more intense with each word he says, âconsidering itâs right where she belongs.â
âW-what? Who the fuck are you? Iââ
âI canât stay on the line to talk much either,â Sylus continues, his free hand grasping a bit tighter onto your hair as he tugs on it to fuck deeper and harder inside of you, his skin slapping against yours with each heavy thrust. âHave to make her cum for all the times you couldnât.â
Youâre lost in a whirlwind of sensations, your mouth gaped open as you moan out with each thrust he makes, your back arched as much as you could make it. You can feel a pool of warmth building inside of your lower stomach, and you let out a cry of pleasure.
You havenât been fucked this good in, well⊠six months. That much is obvious to the both of you, given the way youâve been losing your mind with each forceful push of his hips. He knows your body in ways youâll never understand, and luckily for you, you donât need to understand in order to receive the pleasure that heâs desperately trying to give you.
âSylus!â you gasp out, serving as a warning for how close you already are.
âMm, gotta go, duty calls,â Sylus says into the phone, releasing his grip on your hair to move his hand between your legs, two of his fingers circling your clit. âCall my woman again and Iâll kill you.â
Tapping the screen to end the call, he tosses your phone mindlessly, and itâs only when you hear it drop against the floor do you turn around to look at him.
âSylus!â you scold.
He gives you a wry smile as he slowly pulls out of you, rolling you onto your back. âIâll buy you a new one, pretty. Donât worry.â
You open your mouth to protest, but when he slowly pushes his cock inside of you again, youâre hardly in the protesting mood at all.
Sylus towers over you, his forearm propping him up as he slowly fucks into you, his red eyes trained to yours. âGod, baby, Iâve missed you.â
Almost instinctively, your hands wrap around his neck, pulling him closer to you. There was a hidden intimacy of this position that youâve always loved. He obliges to your request, resting his forehead on yours as he thrusts harder inside of you.
âYou take me so well,â he whispers, pressing a chaste kiss to your lips. âSo, so beautifully.â
You mewl at the softness of his praise, your eyes glossing over as he continues to fuck you into oblivion, your walls tensing around him. He hisses at the feeling, dipping his head to press a kiss on your cheek.
He can tell that youâre close, and he knows just what you need. He wonât give it to you so easily, though.
âSweetie?â he breathes out.
You nod your head before breathlessly replying, âyeah?â
Sylus gives you a smirk as he raises his bruised finger to your lips. âKiss it better. Let me use it on you.â
Protest is not on your agenda anymore, not by a long shot. You kiss the pad of his finger without hesitation, and you proceed to capture it with your mouth, your tongue soothing the bruising.
He smiles at the sight, a groan leaving his lips as he continues to thrust his cock inside of you. âSo pretty, baby. God, youâre beautiful.â
Sylus retracts his finger from your mouth to bring it to your clit, his spit-slick finger rubbing it in beautiful, moan-earning circles. He watches as your eyes almost immediately haze over at the stimulation.
He lowers his head to suck on your nipple, his free hand palming at your other breast as means of stimulating you in any way he can. After a moment, he latches onto your other breast, his tongue swirling around the hardened peak.
âGod, ahâ Sylus!â you moan, your hands wrapping around his neck.
He nips at your breast before he pulls away, a guttural moan leaving his mouth as he feels you clench around his cock. âYou gonna come for me again, beautiful?â
You nod your head, rising up from the pillow to press a kiss on his lips, and his large hand moves to cup the back of your head as he kisses you through your orgasm. His fingers gently thread through your hair, giving you the best of both worlds.
âCream my cock, baby. Itâs all yours, always will be,â he mutters against your lips, his thrusts growing slower as he twitches inside of you.
Sylus breaks the kiss to look down at you, a heavy pant leaving him. âWhere do you want me?â he breathlessly asks.
As if that were a question you ever responded differently to, he still needed to ask, even though you answered just the same. âIn⊠in me.â
He nods his head as he thrusts inside of you a few more times, pressing an open-mouthed kiss on your cheek as he bottoms out inside of you, stuffing you full of his thick, white cum.
A moment passes in which the two of you simply pant breathlessly to each other, your sweaty foreheads pressed together. It was a beautiful scene by all measures.
âI missed you too,â you finally pant out, a smile breaking your lips. âI missed you a lot.â
He chuckles breathlessly at that. âI missed you even more, sweetie.â
Sylus presses a soft kiss on your cheek before he slowly pulls out of you, traveling slowly to your bathroom before returning with a damp towel. He settles in front of you again, using the warm towel to gently clean up the mess heâs made of you between your legs.
You stare at him with the most lovestruck eyes heâs ever seen, and it only makes him smile. âYou tired, baby?â he lowly asks.
Nodding your head, you extend your arms to him, and he pulls you into his arms without question. He lies down on his back, holding you against his chest. His large hand runs over your back while the other one tugs your blankets over the both of you, giving you a bit of warmth.
Not that he needed anything more than your presence. He feels like heâs on cloud nine, holding the woman that he loves, running his fingers through her hair just as he used to.
âI love you,â he murmurs into your ear, pressing a soft kiss on the top of your head. Itâs almost concerning how much he loves you, but he canât help it.
âI love you,â you lazily return the sentiment.
As you cuddle into his chest, you canât help but wonder what would have happened if he hadnât shown up today, if heâd left you alone, if he let you move on.
You know itâs crazy to think about.
After all, itâs Sylus. Your Sylus. Heâs the only person youâve ever needed, and now that heâs reminded you of that, you wonât forget it.
note: thank you for reading! please interact if you enjoyed!! <3 i donât even know what the hell this isâwe have possessive, dominant, and soft sylus in one go. but hey, it works for me, so i hope it works for you. pls pls pls give me ideas to write more for this sexy manâi never get tired of him!
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hii! could you please do like after a really big argument it like gets to the point that the reader wants to break up with then and how they would handle it? i just request that choso is one of them<3
WANT US TO BREAK UP, YOU SAY?
featuring: choso kamo. gojo satoru. nanami kento. fushiguro megumi.
n. hi nonnie! thanku for the req. i usually don't write for choso, this is the first time i'm writing for him, i hope it doesn't stray out of his character. confession: i didnt proofread so.. enjoy </3
GOJO SATORU
the room was heavy with silence after your heated argument. you stood near the desk, arms crossed, emotions swirling. as for him, gojo leaned against the wall, his sunglasses off, revealing eyes that bore into you with a mix of frustration.
"this isn't working, satoru," you fidgeted your nails and shifted your feet. "i think we should break up."
he pushed off the wall, taking a step closer to you. "hell no," he said firmly, those blue eyes you know so well never leaving yours. "i'm not letting that happen."
you clenched your fists, anger and hurt bubbling to the surface. "you can't just decide that for me. weâve been fighting constantly, and itâs exhausting.â
the man crossed the room in a few quick strides, stopping just in front of you. "we're not breaking up," he repeated, voice low and steady. "you're upset, i'm mad, and we had a fight, but that doesn't mean we break up."
tears welled up in your eyes as you met his gaze. "you don't get it, satoru. i can't keep doing this.â
he reached out, his hand gently but firmly grasping your wrist. "youâre not leaving," he said, his tone softening but still commanding. "we can fix this. together."
you tried to pull away, but his grip held you in place. "toru, this isn't just about one fight.â then his grip changed into him interlocking his fingers with you. âwe keep hurting each otherâŠâ
his expression softened, but his grip remained steady. "i know, and i'm sorry, darling. but running away won't solve anything. i love you, and i'm willing to fight for us."
NANAMI KENTO
nanamiâs expression remained calm, but you could see the tension in his eyes. he took a deep breath and walked over to you, his movements slow and deliberate. âplease, sit down,â he said softly, gesturing to the couch. âwe need to talk about this calmly.â
you hesitated, still seething with emotion, but his gentle tone made you relent. you sat down, crossing your arms defensively. nanami sat beside you, maintaining a respectful distance but close enough to show he was there for you.
âwhy do you want to break up?â he asked, his voice steady and soothing.
âlike i said,â stating once again. unlike his, your voice cracked. âi feel like we don't have time for each other, not like we used to.â
he nodded, listening intently. âi understand,â he said, his tone even. âbut breaking up isnât the solution, sweetheart. we need to address it.â
nanami reached out, taking your hand in his. his touch was warm and reassuring. âevery relationship has its challenges,â he said gently. âwhat matters is how we handle them. i believe we can work through this if weâre both willing to try.â
CHOSO KAMO
his eyes widened in shock, and before you could react, he crossed the room and wrapped his arms around you. his embrace was firm yet gentle, a stark contrast to the turmoil in your heart. âplease, donât say that,â he whispered, his voice filled with desperation. âyou canât just say that, baby.â
you struggled against his hold, tears streaming down your face. âchoso, donât hold me back..â
he held you tighter, saying soothing words despite the urgency. âi know itâs been hard for both of us, but never say that, i don't want to hear you say that again.â
feeling the warmth and genuineness of his embrace, you drew in a shaky breath and found yourself losing resolve. âi just, i donât know what to do with us.â your voice breaking.
choso loosened his hold just enough to meet your gaze, his love and concern visible in his eyes. âevery relationship has its struggles, but i'm sure we both can overcome them. i love you, and iâm committed to working through this with you. so please, i dont want to give up on us yet."
he gently cupped your face in his hands, his touch warm and reassuring. âiâm willing to do whatever it takes to make this work. are you?â
FUSHIGURO MEGUMI
your boyfriendâs shocked eyes became wider. âwhat? no!â he took a step forward, expressing a mix of disbelief and urgency. âthatâs not how you solve this problem.â
with a hand raked through his hair, he was clearly frustrated. "i understand that we've been fighting a lot, but splitting up isn't the answer. we have to discuss our concerns and work towardsââ
âiâm fucking trying, okay?â you hurried to cut his explanation. âyou always have a logical answer for everything,â biting your lower lip, is he seeing that you don't need reasoned answers? but simply, perhaps some reassurance? âbut it doesnât change how i feel. it hurts, and i donât see a way out of this.â
megumi took a deep breath, trying to calm himself. âiâm sorry.â
ââŠâ
âlook, i need you to hear me,â
âi donât want to fight either, heck, iâm too tired to argue,â he gently pulled you into an embrace. âbut i donât want to lose you. i can't promise you, but we can find a way to make this better."
"letâs be patient and work through our problems one step at a time.â
@uzurakis
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Geto was an asshole. He took pride in the fact that he had you soaking your panties just from exchanging a few degrading words.
Gojo was a bigger asshole. He would point out how making fun of your slicked folds, clinging onto your pink panties, made you even wetter.
âNo way Suguru,â your back completely pressed to a wall, too timid to move, âI think if we say something else she might just squirt.â His slender fingers lifted at the edge of your skirt, raising the front piece of fabric. This left the two tall men gazing at your exposed thighs, revealing your underwear on full display.
The black-haired man stood up from the edge of the bed, âPoor thing, poor, poor girl.â His voice full of a condescending pity, âAre you sure she didnât already cum?â His piercing gaze left your weeping cunt before casually pulling out his phone.
You stood there, gulping slowly, skin feeling incredibly hot to the touch. Fuck. âP-please⊠just stop, youâve been teasing me for an hour, Iâm a good girl, I promi-â
âOh! Oh~ you hear that, Suguru?! I think the toy thinks we care about itâs feelings.â He lets out a little snicker.
Dropping to his knees, Gojo stands mere inches away from your slick heat. With his free hand, his thumb and index finger grip the upper part of your panties. In an instance, he shoves your underwear upwards, causing a bit of pressure to your clit and revealing more of your lips. A gasp left your mouth.
âHow adorable,â he cooed, warm breath hitting your pussy with every word he exclaims âgreedy little cunt is eating even her panties up. How gross~â
Getoâs face makes a sweet smile, âI think,â he clicks his tongue, his darkened eyes meeting yours, âI think sheâs lying about being a âgood girlâ SatoruâŠâ he shifted his body around so you can only see his intimidating, broad, back.
Geto angled the phone so it displays you shamefully pinned against a wall, the squatting Gojo inches away from your cunt staring at the front-facing camera. The pair sharing shit-eating grins. A ding button. Recording.
âPut on a show for us, y/n, yeah?â Geto spoke softly, slowly tugging at the hem of his pants while approaching you.
âDonât be camera shy! This isnât blackmail! We just want to help you come to terms that youâre nothing but a dirty slut that exists to take our cocks.â Gojo pouted his lips, âokay?â
You only blinked several times at both of the men, they shared a look of hunger in their eyes.
43:57 minutes and seconds in. Youâre laying on your back, thighs pinned behind by two large hands. The bed creaked with every thrust Gojo pounds into you, his veiny cock angling in a way that made your eyes roll back into your skull. Your cunt feels as if itâs about to tear from the girth this man had, but you did not want this to stop. Above you stood Geto, his massive balls slapping against your nose as his dick abused your throat while face fucking you.
Tears rolling down your face, mascara staining your cheeks, lipstick smeared on both dicks and their faces, saliva pooling everywhere. Was it moans that escaped your mouth or the sound of gagging?
âY-yeah? You see that Sugur-â grunt, â-uhhh. Just had to break this cunt in.â He grinned while pushing into you at an impossibly fast pace. Skin on skin, pelvis on pelvisâ harshly filling the room with sound.
A chuckle erupted from the other man, face in a haze while you sucked his dick as if itâs your last meal. âT-told you âgood girlsâ donât take a cock this good.â
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against the wall đ Ę â
pairing. enhypen ot7 x reader
syn. literally just kisses against the wall with enhypen :â>
genre + warnings. fluff? suggestive? making out,,, literally just making out against a wall help me
wc. 1.9k (0.25k/member average⊠with jakeâs as the exception⊠as alwaysâŠ)
a/n. help this is the most straightforward and out there and random fic ever help why does the title keep catching me off guard- but the idea of it alone gives me butterflies so maybe reading this will for you too,, enjoy :â>
â€ïž ⯠lee HEESEUNGâŠ
âcareful not to hit your head, beautiful,â he said, catching the wall with his palm as your back hit the flat surface. he let out a tiny chuckle with a smirk that you could barely comprehend because not even a second later, his lips crashed right back onto yours, continuing right where he left off in your little make-out session.
he took the lead, first adjusting to find the best angle, arm leaning over you as his other hand held your jaw, tilting your head for better access. but amidst the passion-filled movements of his lips, he always had a way of keeping you at ease, allowing you to enjoy every second of it.
if it wasnât for your body being held between his and the wall behind you, you wouldâve been swept off your feet a long time ago.
your lips fit against his perfectly like a piece to a puzzle. being alone with him, the room was silent other than the sounds of your heavy breaths and lips repeatedly smashing against one other.
and he continued kissing you until your lips were sore and your heads spun in a drunken daze.
you stared at him as he pulled away, your mind empty as you consumed the sight of him, chest violently rising and falling, his fiery gaze never leaving your lips. and you watched as he dove down for yet another round.
â€ïž ⯠park JONGSEONGâŠ
as you were getting ready for the day to hang out with one of your friends, your phone lit up with an unexpected message from your boyfriend: hey, love, are you home? iâm outside :)
what was jongseong doing here?
you responded: coming!
running to the door, you opened it expectantly, only to find that your boyfriend wasnât there. confused, you searched around for a second before your eyes landed on him, leaning on his car parked in front of your house. you smiled and quickly ran over.
âwhat are you doing here?â you asked excitedly.
âi donât know,â he paused. âi just missed you.â
he stood up straight, back now off his car as he walked closer to you. so much so, however, that it caused you to back up, bumping straight into the wall of the vehicle.
you gulped. âyou couldâve just called me or something.â
your last words nearly got lost in your throat by the way jongseongâs body was now trapping you between him and the car.
he was so close. were his lips always this pretty?
âbut calling you wouldnât allow me to do thisâŠâ
with his eyes fastened on your lips, he brought a hand to your chin and immediately pulled you in to meet your lips with his.
your heartbeat quickened at the unannounced gesture, yet you couldnât help but melt under his touch, kissing him back.
as he placed one hand on the car behind you to lean in closer, the other circled to the side of your face, tilting your head to find that perfect angle.
you donât know what had gotten into him, but were you complaining? not. at. all.
â€ïž ⯠sim JAEYUNâŠ
a gasp ran past your lips as jake pushed you against the hallway wall, a look of desire in his eyes, yet he made sure to support you so that you wouldnât get hurtâthe way he was gentle with his hands but sharp like daggers with his eyes.
he pressed an unexpectedly delicate kiss against yours lips, starting out soft but quickly escalating to something much more passionate, taking your breath away within seconds.
he pulled away, both of you panting as you got lost in each othersâ eyes.
âyouâre so beautiful, you know that?â jake whispered as his thumb caressed your cheekbone, finding himself unable to pull away from your loving stare. he smiled, wondering how he managed to ever get this lucky.
you chuckled. âyes, you tell me that every day.â
he let out a small and breathy laugh before calming into a soft smile. âyeah.â
eventually, and using all his willpower, he teared his eyes away, only to examine the rest of your facial features, and with every passing secondâevery inch of skin his eyes ran overâthe beating of his heart grew more apparent to his ear drums. and his immense love for you broke down every bit and piece of strength he had in his soul, and he couldnât help it. he just had to kiss you again.
and thatâs exactly what he did, and it took only mere milliseconds before his lips found their way back home to yours, right where they belonged.
you smiled into the kiss, secretly wanting and waiting for this moment just as much as he had been. you savoured every second of it.
yet no amount of time could have felt long enough for the two of you. he could kiss you for 12 hours straight, and youâd still instantly miss the feeling of his lips on yours.
so when he pulled away, it left you hungry for more.
âdonât stop,â you quickly let out before immediately pulling him by the collar and bringing his lips to yours, so soft and sweet.
â€ïž ⯠park SUNGHOONâŠ
closed eyes, shared breaths and lips moving in sync against one another, you felt the delicacy of sunghoonâs fingertips brushing along the front of your jaw, finding their way to the back to cup the side of your head. this slow and soft movement shot shivers down every part of your body, causing your heartbeat to race faster than ever.
your back was pressed flush onto the wall of your room as sunghoonâs body was to yours before he pulled away ever so slightly to readjust and tilt his head in a way to get better access, returning just as quick as he was to leave.
the taste of coffee and creamy chocolate from the tiramisu you shared at the restaurant earlier lingered on his lips, and you were enjoying every bit of it.
mouths still moving with one another, you ran your hands up his chest, but your limbs grew weak with every kiss, your fingers barely gripping the fabric of his dress shirt hanging over his shoulders.
you felt his other hand pressed into your waist somehow gently firm, using his grip to pull you impossibly closer.
when he separated his lips from yours, eyes glued to your mouth, he whispered as you took his breath awayâfiguratively and literallyââyou donât understand how much i love you.â
âno?â you asked innocently.
all he did was stare at you in response, you wouldnât be surprised if this was him zoning out, mind only occupied with having his lips back on yours.
you whispered, âthen show me, hoon.â
and those four words were all it took for the switch inside of him to flick, and in an instant, his lips were back on yours, the way they were meant to be.
â€ïž ⯠kim SUNOOâŠ
âhey, letâs try this trend i found,â your boyfriend said as he approached you, who was conveniently already leaning against the wall. âput your hands together for a sec.â
âhm?â you hummed, confused, but proceeded to follow along anyways. you clasped your hands together. âlike this?â
sunoo nodded, satisfied.
ânow whaââ
leaving you no time to process, immediately, your own intertwined hands were lifted up above your head at the same time your boyfriend pressed his lips against yours in what was easily the hottest kiss he had given you yet.
but he pulled away sooner than you wouldâve liked, separating from you far enough to put your hands gently back down, but unable to let one of your hands go from his.
you pouted. and suddenly reality came crashing onto you and your face grew warm.
âw-what was that for?â you asked, with a shy smile, your voice weak.
âi thought the trend would be fun to do with you.â
âare you saying it wasnât what you expected?â you asked, disappointment laced in your voice.
he paused. âoh, it was beyond what i expected.â
âso you liked it?â
he didnât answer, and just gave you a smirk in response instead.
âthen do it again,â you said.
and without a moment to spare, he quickly dove in for another kiss, bringing his hand interlaced with yours back up beside your head, body leaning into yours to get impossibly closer.
silly trend.
â€ïž ⯠yang JUNGWONâŠ
âhi, baby,â jungwon said as he watched you walk through the door, returning home, âi missed you.â
you let out a small laugh. âitâs only been an hour.â
âan hour too long,â he added as he made his way to you, his arms open before you found your way into them, realizing how much you had been craving his embrace all day.
he pulled away slightly, causing you to look into his eyes filled with a glint of desire you had never seen before.
âwââ and before you could barely make out a sound, he had already brought his lips to yours in the softest kiss he had ever given you.
it was a long kiss that started out slow but quickly grew faster and harderâmuch more passionate and fiery than earlier. before you knew it, your back was against the wall, his body pressed against yours, hands tangled in each otherâs hair.
but after a few seconds, he pulled back, hands dropping to your waist as he cleared his throat with a look of guilt overcoming his features. âsorry, iââ
âwonââ you started, âdonât stop.â
his face washed over with relief and he smiled before taking your face into the palms of his hands and kissed you again.
â€ïž ⯠nishimura RIKIâŠ
âyou liked that, didnât you?â riki asked you teasingly, his forehead pressed against your ownâfunnily, kind of like how your back was to the wall at the moment.
your recollection of how you two got yourselves into this position was blurry. the countless kisses he had already given you left you in a trance. all you knew was that you craved for more.
his eyes followed his fingers as they brushed your jaw, leading their way to your chin, before his thumb brushed against your bottom lip.
you grew weaker with every touch of his skin to yours. why was he teasing you like this?!
âriki, just kiss me already.â
you wouldâve said those words sooner if you had known that was all it would take for him to return his lips back to yours. in an instant, he was kissing you again, this time deeper and more passionate. it had a fire to itâor maybe that was the effect he had on you whenever he would treat you this way, causing a heat to rise and warm your face.
he rarely acted this way out in publicâalways feeling more comfortable showing you love alone in a more intimate matter.
but even so, rarely did it ever evolve into something like this: your body pushed against the wall of your home, his body pressed right into yours, missing your touch after a long and busy week for both of you.
but if it meant having to survive the toughest of days just to be with him, youâd live through them over and over again, because moments like thisâtime with himâmade it all worth it.
with one last kiss, he pulled away ever so slightly, lips swollen and eyes in a daze as he whispered, nearly breathless, âwe should do this more often.â
a/n. idk whatâs up with my writing style lately but here you go :D hope you enjoyed :> i donât write like this often so lmk what you think? :â>
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SLYTHERINSLUT0âS KINKTOBER
october 4th. mattheo - virginity loss / corruption kink.
PART TWO | kinktober masterlist. | 2024.
summary: pls read part one first for a lil buildup. also. im laughing at myself bc there was a perfectly good bedâŠright thereâŠ
warnings: 18+, SMUT MDNI, virginity loss, PIV, so much dirty talk, so much patience from mattheo, (more of a realistic virginity loss bc itâs not always easy), praise!!!!, slight degradation, fingering, multiorgasm, handjob, best friends lil sister trope.
Mattheo Riddle was so accustomed to this. The pulse of adrenaline in the dead of night, the quiet hum of anticipation stretching every second longer than it needed to be. You weren't naive to that, not to him, nor the danger he carried so effortlessly in his stride. He wore it like a second skin.
But youâyou were not accustomed to it. Not to any of this.
So when you pushed open the door to the room of requirement a little over ten-minutes later, you hadn't been sure what you were expecting to find. Something darker, maybe. More foreboding. But when the room revealed itself before youâsilent, draped in soft moonlight that pooled over the bed with a window wide and open, spilling that pale silver fog across the floorâyou almost laughed.
Too perfect. Too on the nose, like the castle itself had been watching you both for months and had decided this was the moment it would indulge you.
"You're late." Mattheo's voice cut through the quiet.
His back was to you, suit jacket discarded on an old oak desk against the wall, dark curls falling just above his collar as he stood by the window, eyes fixed on the lake. The moonlight made the ripples dance, just like the tension in the room.
You took a step toward him, silent.
He turned, finally. His eyes met yours and you saw itâthe hesitation, the way his gaze moved over you, slow, cautious. He took in the way the light draped itself over your shoulders, moving lowerâand it was as if for the first time, he allowed himself to see you fully, all the details he had so tried to ignore, now right in front of him. He drank them in.
You gave him a small, nervous smile, hoping it would ease the weight of his stare. "I didn't realize you were the type to keep track of time."
He moved closer, but not close enough. Not yet. His breath was tight, chest rising and falling too fast. The space between you felt like a chasm, though it was barely there at all.
"You've a lot to learn, little girl," he teased, that familiar smirk tugging at the corner of his lips, though it did nothing to mask the conflict in his eyes. It was meant to disarm you, but it only made the air heavier. His jaw tightened. "You're sure about this?"
"Quite sure," you breathed, stepping closer, close enough to admire the sharp line of his jaw, the soft stubble. "You're the one who's hesitating."
"I'm not hesitating," he muttered, though the roughness in his voice betrayed him. He knew he shouldn't be here, shouldn't be doing this with you. His best friend's little sister. He wanted to give you every chance to stop this, to walk away. "Just trying not to rush thisârush you."
You let out a small huff, your hand moving up to find his chest, feeling the rapid thud of his heartbeat beneath your fingertips. Mattheo Riddle was nervous.
"You've been making me wait for months," you whispered. "I don't think a little rushing would hurt."
He swallowed hard, his eyes locked on your hand as it trailed over his chest, lower, teasing. Every touch was a flame against his skin, every breath between you a match struck in the dark. He wanted you, more than anything, but the weight of itâthe wrongness, the dangerâclawed at his conscience.
His hand caught your wrist, intending to stop you, but his fingers lingered against your skin. Frozen.
"We shouldn't be doing this," he muttered, the words thick in his throat. "Your first time should beâ"
"My choice," you interrupted, pressing closer, your body flush against his, your lips brushing his jaw as your hand slid lower, teasing the edge of his belt. "My virginity is mine to give, Mattheo. And I want to give it to you."
He shuddered, your words settling, sinking into the dark space that held you both captive. His hand found your hip, the other threading through your hair, gently tugging your head back to expose the soft skin of your neck.
"Youâre not thinking straight," he rasped. "You'll regret this..."
But even as he said it, his hands tightened, pulling you impossibly closer.
"I'll regret nothing." Your fingers slipped lower, grazing his crotch, moving with nothing but instinct and need. Biting your lip, you felt the outline of him, hard and aching under your palm, and squeezedâhe grunted, snapping his hips, and you throbbed. "Shit, Mattheo..."
"You areâfuck..." Mattheo's voice was a ragged breath, the words drawn out like he'd been holding them back for months. "...such a little tease."
You let go as quickly as you'd squeezed, and he growled against your skin, fingers tightening in your hair. Your hands found his face, pulling him in, crushing your lips to his. You moved with intent, pushing him back until his thighs hit the edge of the desk, and he groaned againâthis low, guttural sound that sent a thrill through you.
You smirked into the kiss, tasting his frustration, savouring the way his defences cracked open. When you pulled back, his chest was heaving, lips swollen, eyes dark with want.
"I learned from the best," you whispered, teasing as your fingers slid down, finding the buckle of his belt. He watched you, every breath uneven, as you worked at the latch, pulling the leather free. "You've had months of fun tormenting me," you continued, moving to the button, the zipper. "Kissing me, only to say it was a mistake. Grabbing my ass every chance you could. Talking sweet when my brother wasn't looking..." your smirk deepened, and you looked up at him through your lashes. "...it's my turn now."
His pants sagged around his hips as you undid them and he cursed under his breathâhis brain was struggling to catch up, like he couldn't believe the sudden shift, couldn't quite fathom the boldness with which you undid him.
Untilâhis hands were on you, spinning you around, your back hitting the desk with a thud.
"You think you're in control here?" His fingers slid up your hips, dragging your dress along with them, baring your skin to the cool air. "You think you have any goddamn idea what you're doing?"
You shudderedâyou'd never seen him like this beforeâthere was something feral in the way he moved, now, something sharp in the way his hands worked. His thumbs hooked around your panties and in one swift motion, they were goneâtorn down your thighs before he urged you back onto the desk, parting your legs with his torso.
You were breathless, chest heaving, pulse thrumming wildly. His presence consumed the room, and for a moment, it was all you could focus onâthe intensity of him, the raw, unfiltered hunger in his eyes.
You stared up at him, mind empty, untilâ
Smack.
His palm came down on your inner thigh, not hard enough to hurt, but enough to send a jolt of sensation straight to your cunt. Your skin stung from the contact, but that wasn't the part that made you gasp. It was the heat, the way it surged through your veins, flooding your abdomen in a slow, aching pulse. You liked that.
"I asked you a question." His lips brushed against your ear, breath warm as he leaned in. "Two, actually."
You couldn't think, mind swimmingâthe press of his body, the rough timber of his voice, the weight of his hands as his fingers teased, climbing higher, brushing closer to the ache between your thighs. You sucked in a breath, trying to recall what he'd asked, trying to focus anything but the fire he was lighting in youâ
But then, his fingers slipped further, closer, just barely brushing your slit, and your hips jerked involuntarily, chasing that touch.
"NoâI donâtââ the shame in the answer barely mattered. His fingers were so close, so close. "GodsâI just know I want youâ"
"That's all you think about, isn't it?" He smirked, lips falling to your neck, tongue tracing the places he knew would wreck you, each soft, wet press making you whimper despite yourself. "You don't care about anything else..." his fingers slipped lower, dipping between your foldsâand you cried out, shameless, the sensation unlike any other you'd ever felt. "âŠnot the consequences, not the risk...you just want meâŠâ
Your nails dug into his back and he sucked in a breath through his teeth, wetting his fingers in your arousal before gliding back up to your clit and tracing over it.
"OhâGodsâ" you whinged, moaning into his shoulder.
Mattheoâs hands were experiencedâthat much was certain. Those fingers knew exactly how to move, precisely how to trace light, delicate circles over your clit that made you twitch, squirmâ nerves stripped as you took in the new sensation. It wracked every inch of you, and you could feel him savouring your helplessness, drawing out every ounce of tension that had been building between you for months.
âYouâre soaked.â You could hear the disbelief in his voice. â...filthy little thing for me, aren't you?"
"Gods, Mattheo, yesâ" your eyes rolled, thighs twitching against his hand. "I amâohhâ"
"Yeah?" His tongue traced a slow, wet path up the side of your neck, teeth dragging over your pulse. "You like this?"
His words were enough to make you want to scream, but no sound formedâjust a low, broken moan that spilled from your throat, raw and shameless.
"Answer me," he murmured. "You ever orgasm from this before? Hm?"
"Noâ" your voice choked, trembling as you squeezed your eyes shut, unable to look at him, something like shame pooling in your stomach. "Oh, fuckâ"
"No, what?" His fingers pressed harder, circles growing faster, more insistent, and his voiceâChrist, his voiceâ "I asked you two questions, little slut. Keep up. You wanted this."
"YesâmmfâI like itâ" you whined, the words a desperate spill from your lips, too flustered to form anything coherent. "And noâGodsâyou're the first to...to touch me like this..."
He figured as much but the admission tore through him nonetheless, his teeth sinking into your shoulder with a groanânot enough to hurt, but enough to leave a mark, a bruise, a reminder. His hand dipped lower, a finger pushing inside you without warning, pressing deep into your slick heat, and you cried out, your body tightening, pulsing around him, vision swimming.
"And this?" His voice was a smirk against your skin. "You let anyone else inside you like this?"
You knew he already knew the answer. You both did. He was reveling in itâthe way he had you, trembling, helpless. You'd never heard him like this, never heard him so crass, so unfiltered, and the way he spoke made your whole body flush with heat.
"No." The word was a strangled moan, barely a breath. "GodsâMattheoâyou already knew thatâ"
He crooked his finger inside you, and your back arched, the stretch unfamiliar yet mindnumbing, his thumb working your clit. You felt teeth nipping at your earlobe, a hum into your eardrumâhis body thrumming with the satisfaction of finally, finally letting himself have you where he wanted.
"Perhaps I did." He added another finger, curling them inside you, his teeth scraping along your neck in a smile. The groan that slipped from your lips was desperate, pained in its pleasure, your body reacting to every new inch of him. "Fucking hellâyou can barely take two..."
Your head shook, words failing you. "GodsâMattheoâI...fuck..."
A low grunt rumbled from his chest, his fingers moving quicker, slick with the evidence of your desire. "Feels good?"
"Yesâ" you moaned, breath hitching, vision blurring as he pumped his fingers in and out, building something inside you that you couldn't name, something new, something overwhelming. "I feelâoh, godsâsomething...happeningâ"
"You feel something?" His voice was mocking, drenched in that innocent, teasing tone that had you falling apart. "Yeah? What's happening, princess?"
You couldn't find breath, couldn't form the words to answer him. The pressure inside you was mounting, intensity unbearable, your body tense and straining toward an edge. You clung to him, breathless, desperate for more, desperate for something, anythingâ
"I don'tâ" your voice broke as his fingers curled deeper, wetness flooding between your thighs, his thumb relentless. "Pressureâfuckâso muchâ"
He nodded. "Yeah? Pressure in that pretty stomach? Feels fucking good, doesn't it?"
"Fuckâyes, yes," your lids fluttered. "Sâgoodâ"
"You're so close." He watched you, drunk on your downfall, and smirked as you neared the edge. "You're going to cum for me."
Sanity shattered in your throatâwords trapped, swallowed by the tension, leaving only the soft, unbridled whimpers you once might've once found embarrassing. But there was no shame now, not when you were this close, the pressure coiling tighter in your core, ready to burst.
"Ohhâ" you managed, lungs sputtering, head tipping back. The sound of your voice, the way you moaned, was foreign, unfamiliar to your own ears. "Godsâoh fuck-"
"I know," he cooed, sweet like sugar. "I know."
You were a mess. Too close, too overwhelmedâeverything was him. His scent, the heat of his skin, the feel of his fingers working that magic that had your body convulsing before you could even cry out, before you could process the way your vision blurred with the force of it. The climax hit like a wave crashing over you, and your moans were swallowed by his kiss, his lips on yours the second your body tightened, shaking against his hand.
He was relentless, rough and insistent, kissing you like he wanted to devour you wholeâdrowning out the world as your body pulsed around his fingers. Youâd never felt such an intense sensation, lava coursing, replacing the blood in your veins. His breath stuttered against your mouth, a low groan vibrating through him, the sound making your spine tingle.
"F-fuck," he muttered, pulling his fingers from you, glistening and wet. "Messy little thing."
The words sent a shiver through you, not just from their meaning but from the way he said them, like something perverse, intimate. Your chest tightened with the warmth of them.
"Youâ" you panted, trying to find your voice. Blinking through the haze of lingering bliss. "You can't say things like that."
"Why not?" He chuckled your name against your neck, lips brushing a path to your ear. "Because you might fall in love with me?" His teeth grazed the sensitive spot under your lobe, along your jawline. "Oh wait...you already have."
"Shut up," you whispered, stomach flipping at the way he said your name, the way it dripped from his mouth like honey. "Have not."
"I've known for a while, you know," he mused, his voice so low, so quiet. "Don't think I haven't seen itâthe way you look at me." He kissed your skin again, working his way up, each press of his lips something sacred, moving closer to your mouth. "The way you can't get enough of me."
You could kill him for it, for the way his words sunk into your bones, making all the feelings you've buried rise to the surface, pulling you under. He just had to go thereâhad to milk every inch of your composure out of you, because it's not enough for him to have you disarmed physicallyâsexuallyâhe needed to have you disarmed emotionally, too.
Perhaps the worst part of it all is how right he was. Arrogant bastard.
"Stop talking," your hand drifted down, grazing the bulge in his pants, your fingers slipping under the waistband, rubbing him through the thin fabric of his boxers. It was reckless. You've never done this before, but God, you wanted to. "Stop talking and teach me."
The room tiltedâthe world off its axis. His breath caught, choked in his lungs as he grabbed your face and pulled your lips to hisâhis kiss wild, his tongue insistent, running along your gums and wrestling with yours for control.
"Fuck," he groaned into your mouth as you tugged his boxers down, freeing him, your hand wrapping around him. Hot. Hard. "Wrap your fingers around it, princess. Gentle strokes. Just like that."
Your heart stumbled at the sound of his voice, thick, raw and open. You tightened your grip, stroking him slowly, experimentally, and he hissed through his teeth, a groan vibrating through his chest.
"You're so big," you murmured, forehead against his, the words spilling out without thought. "So thick..."
"Fucking minx," he moaned. "Stroking me and telling me how big I amâfuckâyou're not as innocent as everyone thinks."
"Only you know this," you whispered, your hand moving in slow, deliberate strokes, pulse soaring as he groaned. "Does it feel good, Matty?"
"FuckâChristâ" his breath was jagged, words ripped from his throat like they barely wanted to come out, hips jerking mindlessly. "Tighter, mmâlittle tighterâ"
Your cunt throbbedâeach whispered invocation of a god not his own, of something he didn't believe in, forced a shudder through you. That's how you knew. Knew how lost he was. Heâd no mind left at all if he was muttering muggle gods.
"Like that?" Your fingers squeezed around him, your gaze burning into his as you looked up through fluttering lashes.
His face was a stormâflushed, eyes half-shutâbut at your voice they opened and flicked down to yours, and for once, there was no arrogance, no mockery in that stare. Just raw, primal need, burning so fiercely it made you ache. His hips rocked, desperate for more. Painfully. A hole in his chest torn wide open for you to see, and he didn't care. Couldn't care.
"Yeahâshitâjust like that," he gritted out, grip on your hips bruising, but you welcomed it. Needed it. "Fast learner, aren't you?"
"You're a good teacher," you whimpered, a sound that was barely yours as his fingers slipped between your thighs, finding your slit, teasing you open again. "Ohâ"
"You've always been a little teacher's pet," he groaned, thrusting into your hand as he slipped a finger inside you. The stretch made you wince, pleasure and pain blurring into something that sent sparks behind your eyes. He watched you, gaze molten. "Fuckâitâs gonna hurt, you know that, right?"
The ache spread through you, but you didn't flinch. "I know," you whispered as his thumb found your clit, making you gasp. "I trust you."
"I know you do." His voice dropped, eyes dark and soft at once as he pushed another finger inside. "You know youâve always had me wrapped around your fucking finger. You know I care about youââ
His words were too much, pressing on something fragile inside you, and you pulled him into a kiss to shut him upâdeep, desperate, drowning. Your hand tightened on his length, the heat between you flaring, and you moaned against his mouth, shaking with the need for more.
"I want you," you breathed, each syllable shivering on your lips as you clenched around his fingers. "I've wanted you for monthsâ"
Months? No, it had been years. Years of wanting, needing, watching from afar, heart in your throat. Years of avoiding anyone else because no one was him. You knew heâd felt the same and it killed him. It wasn't logical, wasn't supposed to be like thisânot with you, not now, not his best friend's little sister, not him whispering sweet, dangerous things while knuckle-deep inside your virgin cunt.
It was as if you both shook those thoughts from your minds at once. Youâll think about the implications later.
"You've got me," he rasped, hips grinding involuntarily against your hand. "Justâfuckâdon't hate me after this."
Hate him? The very idea was laughable, absurd. You could never hate him. Not even in those moments you tried, not even when he deserved it.
"I could never hate you," you murmured, drawing him closer, lips trembling against his. "Justâpleaseâ"
Something shifted in his eyes, and he knew. Knew what you needed. What you both needed. You were vulnerable, trembling, but you trusted himâcompletely. Youâd been in his life for so long. You knew heâd never hurt you. He could see it your eyes, the trust, the in the way your body bent to his touch.
"Alright," he said softly, a hand running up your body to cup your face, thumb brushing your cheek. "Alright."
His fingers slid out of you, leaving you bare and breathless, and you swallowed. This was really about to happen.
"Lay back," his voice cut through your haze. "Legs to your chest."
The command wrapped around you like a vice, tightening the anticipation, and you fell back on your elbows, staring up at him as you raised your legs. Vulnerability crept in, making your thighs tense, but Mattheo was there, spreading you open with firm hands, pressing himself against your slick. His eyes were locked onto yours, all that self-assurance gone, melted into something more humanâsomething raw, unguarded.
You could feel it; the vulnerability of this moment stretched between you bothâthe distance you'd maintained for so long, the careful walls you'd built, were nothing now. He was in too deep, and so were you.
"Stop me at any time," he whispered, his voice a raw rasp, eyes meeting yours. "Just breathe.â
He leaned down until his lips ghosted over yours, and you kissed him like the world might collapse if you didn't. He guided himself against you, the press of him at your entrance an unbearable ache. He was hot, hard, hugeâand despite the wetness slicking down your thighs, your body resisted, too tight, too unsure of this.
You whimpered, instinctively trying to pull away, but he stayed, pressing kisses to your hair, your temple, whispering something that sounded like comfort but burned like fire. It hurt more than you expected, more than any of the fantasies you had dared to entertain.
Doubt curled through your chest, what if you couldn't take him? What ifâ
"M-Mattheo..." his name broke in your throat as you clutched his arm, nails digging into his skin. He tried to push in again, but your body resisted. "Itâyouâyou can't fit..."
"Shh," his lips ghosted over yours, his hand slipping through your hair, trying again, moving slow, controlled. "You're justâso goddamn tightâ"
The way he said it sent a spark through your veins. It was filthy, shameless, and it lit you up from the inside, despite the pain. No one had ever spoken to you like this. You swallowed the lump in your throat, tears pricking as he tried to work you open.
And thenâhe was in.
"I-it hurts," you hissedâpain lighting up your spine as he worked his cockhead inside you, pushing against the resistance of your walls. His breath came in sharp, ragged bursts, each inch a battle. The pressure was unbearable, the sting so sharp it was paralyzing. "Oh, fuck, Mattheoâ"
He groaned, a sound from deep within his chest, his head bowing, sweat creeping over his brow.
"Shhh, I knowâI know..." he murmured through shredded cords, fighting to maintain control as his hips paused, barely halfway in, just enough to make you feel like you might break. "S'okay...you're doing so good..."
It was overwhelmingâthe fullness, the ache that felt like it might split you in two. And yet, beneath the pain, something else stirred. His words, soft and rough all at once, made the sensation bearable, turned the hurt into something else. You focused on his voice, on the way he stroked your hair, the way he held you like you were the most precious thing in the world.
"Whyâmmffâgods..." you could barely speak, the words tangled in your throat. "Why do you have to be so bigâ"
A strangled laugh escaped him, though his eyes stayed shut tight, his jaw clenchedâcock twitching inside you.
"I don'tâfuckâknow." His fingers brushed your lips, covering your mouth gently. "Don't go talking like thatânot right nowâ"
You might have laughed, too, if your body wasn't so taut, strung tight with tension and pain and something far more profound. He was barely inside you, his words making your insides clench, drawing another groan from his lips at the squeeze.
His hand held your jaw, palm pressing lightly over your mouth, enough to breathe, to speakâ
"Whyâ" you knew what he meant, knew the warning in his eyes, but you couldn't stop yourself. "ânot?"
His breath hitched. "Becauseâ" he swallowed hard, words coming through gritted teeth, his fingers tightening around your jaw, a warning in his grip. "Becauseâfuckâyour mouth will get you in trouble."
Oh. That was what he meant.
"Butâoh fuckâyou're so...big..." the words slipped out before you could catch them, a disgruntled moan falling from your lips as he sank all the way in, filling you so completely it was dizzying. The pressure, the heat, the sensation of being pried openâit was all too much, and you cried out, unable to stop the sound from spilling out. "Ohhhâso bigâ"
"I said, fuck," he cursed, hand clamping firm over your mouth now as his body shuddered, as he ground his hips gently into yours. "âdon't say that."
It was too late. You didn't need to say anything further. He could feel itâhe could feel everything in the way you clenched around him, barely letting him moveâso goddamn tight it was almost painfulâhe could feel it in the look in your eyes, in the trembling of your body beneath his.
"I can feel you thinking it," he grunted as you squirmed beneath him, every movement making him twitch inside you, drawing another choked groan from his throat. "Merlin sakesâ"
You knew he wasn't used to this. To slowing down, to drawing out the tension like this, to the maddening slowness of every motion. He wanted to lose himself, to break you open hard and fast, to take and give and take again until both of you shattered into something unrecognizable. But he couldn'tânot with the way your eyes glistened, not with the way you gasped and whimpered as he filled you.
"No talking," he sucked in a breath against your neck, his hips rolling into yours in slow, unbearable waves. "Only if you need me to stop."
He was breaking. So were you. Every thrust was an exquisite kind of tortureâan ache that twisted and stretched, dulled only by the flick of his fingers against your clit. His lips pressed along your neck, kissed along the line of your jaw, groaning with each deep, patient push, carving his way into you as you clung to him, your mind floating through the fog of pain into something differentâsomething overwhelming.
Your head fell back. âOhâOh godsââ
Each gasp felt like it might be your last as that something built deep inside you, tight and unfamiliar, an ache that didn't hurt but begged to be released. And he felt it tooâMattheo felt it, the way your body pulsed beneath his, the way you tightened around him like you couldn't bear to let him go.
"Bloody fuckâare youâare you going toâ" his words were ragged, broken. He couldn't finish the thought, couldn't hold himself together. "Are youâ"
âMattheoââ your voice trembled, a breathless moan as your back arched, pressing into him, your body seeking more. The pain was null now, replaced by an overwhelming pressure, something tight and aching and goodâyou felt every inch of him inside you, every pulse of his cock as he moved, slow but relentless. âMattheoâoh godsââ
"Fuckâ" he bit down, teeth sinking into your neck as his fingers swirled your clit in rhythm with his thrusts. "You're gonna make meâ"
You choked because there was no space for words, no breath for anything but the raw sound of your bodiesâmoans, gasps, ragged inhales tangled together as you both hurtled towards something inevitable. The light of the moon radiated the man above you and that was all you could register other than the rising crescendo of your climaxâsomething so intense it scared you, almost broke you apartâyour body seizing, trembling, as his fingers pressed harder against your clit, as he thrust deeper.
And then, there was only one more blink until you shattered beneath him, the orgasm tearing through you in oceanic motion, muscles clenching around him so tightly he could barely moveâand then he was there, too, his body jerking as he groaned into your skin, his release ripped from him in jagged gasps as you milked him without mercy. He slumped on top of you, fingers digging into your skin, the two of you pulsing together in the aftermath, the room spinning, your bodies still trembling from the force of it.
The world was slow to return, the roar of sensations fading into something quieter, softer. The weight of him on top of you was groundingâhis forehead pressed against the crook of your neck, his chest heaving as he caught his breath. Neither of you moved for a long while, just basked in the silence, kind that settled in after something irrevocable had passed between two people.
And then, Mattheo pushed up, enough to meet your eyes. Your chest ached at the softness inside his own.
âAre youââ he swallowed as he drank you in, the sheen of sweat on your skin, the flushed cheeks. His words hung in the air as if he didnât know how to finish the question.
âIâm okay,â you nodded, voice hoarse. âIâm good.â
Mattheo nodded too but didnât move, still buried inside you, just taking you in. Then, gently, he shifted, pulling back with a slow, careful movement that made you wince slightly. The second heâd pulled out, you felt differentâmore aware of the vulnerability youâd just laid bare, more aware of the line you two had just obliterated into absolute shambles.
âYou sure?â he asked, a flicker of something deeper in his gazeâ
You nodded again, the smallest smile pulling at your lips, though your heart was still racing, the enormity of it all sinking in.
âYeah,â you whispered. âIâm sure.â
His jaw tightened, his hand brushing a strand of hair from your face, his thumb lingering on your cheek.
âThis changes everything, doesnât it?â His voice was barely audible, like he didnât want to admit it out loud.
Of course he was thinking it tooâhow could he not? This was no longer something you could pretend didnât exist, no longer something you could hide behind banter and stolen glances and secret kisses.
âYeah,â you breathed, fingers tracing the line of his jaw, feeling the tension there, the heat still radiating from his skin. âIt does.â
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Hot For Teacher!
âprofessor!simon riley teaching anatomy⊠MDNI
(DISCLAIMER: in this fic, the reader is getting their master's, so reader is an adult! that said, this is still a student-professor relationship, so beware!)
"I heard he was from GermanyâŠ.or somewhere."
"He's probably sooo old."
"I can't find his rate my professor anywhere!"
"I heard he only has one leg!"
Murmurs can be heard spread around the room; your fellow graduates flooded the lecture hall seats, not an empty seat out of fifty in site. They were itching with anticipation and anxiously awaiting the arrival of your new gross anatomy professor, including yourself.
You were even more nervous than when you had to present your senior thesis for your bachelor's to four of the most knowledgeable, bright minds you had ever come into contact with.
That was intimidating, but this somehow feels worse. You find yourself sinking into the squeaky plastic chair, praying that whoever walks through that door is as gracious and kind as your last professor.
Heavy steps echoed down the hallway, slowly and steadily etching closer and closer to the room you sat in. Your eyes nervously shifted up to look at the wide open front door, and you tapped your foot, restlessly, to a non-existent beat in your head.
The footsteps became louder and louder until the man finally stood in the doorway, sparing the class not even a singular glance. He steadily turned to the right and walked up to the chalkboard, back towards the class, carefully etching something onto the board with a small piece of chalk.
The murmurs around the room seized as the screeching noise of the chalk against the board bounced off the walls and went straight into everyone's eardrums.
It was a quick, illegible scribble.
He set the piece of chalk down and turned to face the class, eyes roaming around the room, allowing you to get a better look at him.
He wore a black surgical mask just below his nose, covering his lips and jaw. And, God, was he tall. He had to be at least six-two, maybe even six-four. He wore a charcoal gray button-up tight enough to display his broad shoulders and buff biceps, with kaki cargo pants that did nothing to hide his thick thighs.Â
Fuck, he was hot.
"Your last professor was quite lenient,"Â his gravelly voice echoes around the room as he begins, leaning his hip on the table before him. "Don't expect that from me."
His eyes roamed some more, and the murmurs you heard about how hot he was seized as he spoke again. "If you think this class will be easy, you're sorely mistaken. Excellence is the bare minimum I expect from each of you,"Â he sternly says. "I don't tolerate excuses. You're in the wrong place if you can't meet the deadlines."
You didn't know the first time meeting your professor would just end up with him lecturing you about his obscure conditions and rules like this was a damn military base.
You try to remember if this course was even required for your degree: it is.
"If you miss class, don't bother returning,"Â he continues. The mood in the room had shifted entirely. There was no excitement left; it had been completely sucked out and replaced by regret and anguish. You swore you even saw some people with their computers quickly going to your university's directory, hoping they could still withdraw from a course.
"Lastly, mediocrity has no place in here. Push yourselves or find another course,"Â he gruffed, pushing himself off the desk he leaned on and maneuvering back over to the chalkboard.
"What are the instructions on the board?" Your eyes snapped to a random girl raising her hand adjacent to you, and you were surprised by her bravery in speaking.
The professor glanced at the girl.
âAh, yes. These are instructions on how to withdraw from this course if you so choose,"Â he said. "Save me the headache and you, your dignity, and withdraw now if you cannot abide by my terms,"Â he almost seemed disinterested. "Also, you will call me Dr. Riley."
He picked up the chalk, quickly etching a strand of words onto it. "These are my office hours,"Â he says, setting the chalk back down. "Any questions?"Â He asked, turning to face the class.
Not a single peep can be heard. There was only a tiny squeak from one of the chairs. He crosses his arms. "Alright. Quiz tomorrow. Class dismissed,"Â he concludes. You freeze up in your chair as everyone around you starts moving as quickly as possible to get out of there.
You're wondering what you learned today that could be material for a quiz. Instead of waiting behind to ask, you shuffle your things in a bag and speed walk out of there.
This was going to be a long semester.
It was three months in, and this class was kicking your ass.Â
No, that's not right. The class was outwardly blistering your entire existence. You pulled countless all-nighters to try and keep up with the material, but it was too much. There weren't enough hours in the day to study the copious amount of material.
It didn't help that Dr. Riley was a bit of a dick. He gave no leniency. Can't make the exam? Too bad. F. Didn't make class? Yikes. Get ready to recite the last lecture in front of the class when you return! Can't answer a question he asks? Well, well, it looks like we have a slacker on our hands. Have a lovely time writing an entire essay on the topic question you failed to answer!
"Can anyone explain the process of bone repair following a fracture?" Dr. Riley questions, taking his eyes off the chalkboard and turning towards the now half-full class. You snap out of your daydream, carefully looking back to your computer to continue typing what he writes.
Everyone averts their eyes from him to avoid getting called on. "No takers?" He asks once more, eyes narrowing slightly. You look over the top of your computer, eyes wondering over the messy array of notes he wrote to try and decipher them. "You," he says, flicking a finger towards you. "Give it a go."
Your eyes flick to his before widening in horror. Shit. You hadn't even gone over this week's slides because you were still working on the hundreds of slides from last week.Â
"Preferably today," he raises a brow, impatience written all over his face, crossing his arm over his chest. You take a deep breath, quickly scan your notes, and sublimely thank God you found what you needed.
"Well, first the bone goes through clot formation, then callus formation, then new bone tissue forms, then finally the bone remodels," you explain, issuing a polite smile after you finish, breathing out a sigh of relief as he nods.
"Uh-huh. It's a very interesting process. And do you know which of those processes has the longest duration?" He says blandly. You tilt your head a little, surprised to see he has another question.
"Well, I think that would be the bone remodeling," you affirm, shifting in your seat a little.
"And the shortest?" He quickly supplements.Â
"Clot formation?" You say unsurely.Â
"You seem unsure of your answer. Do you truly think it is clot formation?" He crosses his arms over his chest.Â
You were sure of it, but then again, why would he ask you if you thought it was wrong if it was right? You open your eyes wider, almost like you have just had an epiphany. "Iâno. It's callus formation," you say matter-of-factly.
"Incorrect," he says, uncrossing his arms and turning his back to you. "I suggest trusting your instincts next time." You sink deeper into your chair, hoping that somehow it will shield you from his scrutiny.Â
"On that note, class dismissed." You quickly gather your belongings, but not before Dr. Riley pulls you aside to assign you a three-page, single-spaced essay about the formation of a bone after having a fracture due in two days.
"Also, be sure to discuss clot formation heavily," his voice carries a condescending tone. "So that when you present to the class, they understand the concept better than you did."Â
Your brows furrow a little. "Wait, I do understandâ" You begin, though he interrupts.
"That's all," he cooly says, turning to grab his things from the desk in the front before switching the light switch off and stepping around you to leave the room. "See you and your paper Wednesday." You scowled as he turned away from you to go to his office.
This was such bullshit. You answered all his question, but God forbid you answer one incorrectlyâwell, not even incorrectly; he just made you feel it was wrong.
This was far from over.
"Dr. Riley. I, um, I don't understand why I have to write an essay," you found yourself saying later that day in his office, around six p.m. or so, when most of the faculty had already called it a night and left. His eyes stayed laser-focused on some papers he was going over.
"You didn't answer my question," he says, scribbling something on the paper.Â
You find yourself coming in, shutting the door behind you, and sitting on the chair before his desk. "Yes, I did. I answered all one hundred of them," you say matter-of-factly. The corners of his eyes crinkle as they finally flick to yours, clearly amused by your exaggeration.Â
"One hundred, huh?" He sets the pen down, leaning back in his chair, threading his fingers together. Your eyes wander to his arms. He had rolled up his sleeves to reveal his veiny forearms covered in tattoos.Â
You flick your eyes back to eyes in a panic, praying he didn't notice you essentially checking him out. "Yes, sir," you tried to keep your voice even.
"So, you want out of an essay I assigned to you?Â
"Iâwell. I was hopingâŠ" You trail off, eyes averting his.
"No," his tone is authoritative, final. You release a small breath, sagging into the chair, feeling defeated. However, you caught your eyes wandering back to his forearms before moving up to his biceps. Fuck. They would have busted out of his button-down if they were any bigger.
He was a massive asshole. But, so fucking hot nonetheless. Had the most enormous thighs and arms you'd ever seen. Taller than anyone you'd ever met. Had a gruff, thick English accent you drooled over. Not to mention his raging ego, which did something for you.
"What is it?" Your eyes snap to his. Oh, God. Not again.Â
"Nothing," you said quickly. He looked puzzled. You sat back in the chair, smiling awkwardly. He followed, leaning back in his seat and spreading his legs wider to get more comfortable.
You find your eyes drifting down, observing his clothed cock in his pants. "Nothing? Huh?" The corner of his lip quirks. You stare back at him; your face is hot, and your hands are clammy.
This time, there was no denying what it was you were ogling so intently.Â
"Listen," he sits up a bit, placing his elbows on his desk and threading his fingers together. "I sympathize with your situation." You raise a brow because there is no way in hell he was sympathetic. His lip quips at your expression. "So, I believe I have a solution to your dilemma." That has you perking up in your seat, feeling a sense of hope.
"It's a bit...unorthodox," he mumbles, eyes boring into yours.
You squint your eyes in confusion. "Okay..." You trail off uneasily, sitting up a little straighter. "What did you have in mind?" He tilts his head up a little, carefully observing your face, before standing up and gripping the knot of the tie and carefully pulling it down so it rests lazily on his sternum.Â
"Tell me," he prompts, easing his way around his desk to lean against the side you sit in front of. "What is it that caught your attention earlier?" You raise a brow, not only at his new position but also at his question.
"Pardon?" You prod. He lets out a small, scruffy, breathy laugh, crossing his arms over his chest and showcasing his huge biceps again. You release a slight breath as your eyes wander back to his arms. He tilts his head back as he examines your facial expression, dragging his eyes down your line of sight. He gives a breathy laugh as he realizes you are shamelessly checking him out.Â
"Mhm," he hums. You snap your eyes to him in an instant, though this time you aren't embarrassed at the notion of him catching you. No. You wanted him to notice. Maybe, just maybe, then he'd finally find the courage to fuck you over his desk like you'd wanted since the first day he had arrived. "Your mind seems elsewhere," he observes.
"No, I'mâI'm just thinking,"Â you whir, sitting in your chair.
He tilts his head back slightly. "What about?"Â His tone dripped with condescendence. He most definitely knew. He could read you like one of those fancy anatomy books he frequented. You lean back in your chair, legs spreading ever so slightly. His eyes glided to leer at your slightly agape legs.Â
God, you had on that little fucking skirt you wore every so often. The damned thing was a couple of pieces of denim fabric. Not too short, but, ya, if you opened your legs at just the right angle, you could get a nice shot of your panties underneath. How lucky for your professor, who was at the receiving end of that.
"Oh, I don't know. Just things, you know?"Â You spread your legs just a little wider, and you swear you hear him release a breath. "It's the first day of fall tomorrow. Did you know that?"Â You casually say, spreading your legs that much further so he could get a better view of the wet spot already growing in your panties at him watching you.Â
"I did."Â His voice was dry; he was surprised to get a damn word out.Â
"Crazy, huh? Also, I'm thinking about our lecture tomorrow. What's it going to be on anyway?" You find yourself dragging your hand up your leg to the buttons of your shirt, carefully unclasping each of them gently. He could feel his cock straining against his jeans seeing you, legs spread, fingers fiddling with your cute little button-up top with frilly sleeves.
"Sexual reproduction,"Â he gruffs, fingers moving to undo the buttons on his shirt. You get the final button of your shirt unclasped, carefully sliding it off and onto the floor, revealing a lacy bra that matches your panties. You honestly thought you'd be more nervous, but with a guy that hot and educated staring at you like you were the sexiest thing alive, how could you be?
"Maybe I should get a head-start, no?" You proposed as he unclasped his final button, slipping his shirt entirely off. Good-God. The man was chiseled and hairy. The scars etched into his skin only made him that much sexier. He reached for his tie next. "No, no. Leave it on," you voice, getting up from your chair to stand before him.Â
His greedy hands instantly sought refuge on your waist, dragging his fingertips along the waistband of your panties, giving them a little pull. You release a slight whine as the elastic slaps back onto your skin.
"Like fuckin' music to my ears,"Â he groans, pulling you flush to his body, ripping his mask off to encapsulate your lips with his hungry ones.Â
You yelp into his mouth at the sudden sensation, though you find yourself getting into a rough rhythm. His hand's paw at your ass as yours covetously grips his shoulders. Although you were flush against him, you sought more contact. "I needâI need,"Â you whined in his mouth.Â
"Need me to what? Say it," he urged, hands slipping to thread through your hair, pulling it gently. Your mouth falls agape at the action, allowing him to slip his tongue in your mouth. You moan into his mouth once more.
"I need you toâto,"Â you stutter, unable to speak from how out of breathe you were.
"Say it,"Â he hissed, pulling your hair harder.
"Fuck me. Please," you finally managed to say. He wasted no time picking you up by the back of the thighs and hastily placing you on his desk, flinging the loose papers and books that dawned it on the floor.
You reached between you to undo his belt and pant button as he slipped your panties down so they dangled loosely around your ankles.Â
Your lips never disconnecting once.Â
Once you got his pants undown and he your panties, he gripped your waist, hoisting you so he could pound his cock into you. You both moan at the contact, gripping each other tighter.
"Fuck," he groans, "Feel so good." You press your lips back to his as he makes work pummeling into you, his hands digging into the flesh of your hips to get as much friction as he can.
You were sure you'd have purple and blue bruises tomorrow.
He brings his mouth to nip and kiss at the side of your neck, his teeth gently grazing against the sensitive skin. "Drivin' me fuckin' insane," he grits, teeth nipping your skin again. You whined, bringing your hands to thread through his hair.
"IÂ drive you insane?"Â You breathe out, dumbfounded, his cock still sliding in and out of you at a hurried pace. His tongue brushes your neck until it reaches your lips, quickly bullying itself into the sanctity of your mouth.
"Such a good student. Aren't you?" He gruffs into your lips; your mouth hangs agape at the feeling of him in you. "Always do such good work. Don't you, sweetheart?" You moan at his words; he presses a thumb to stimulate your clit. "Fuckâyou, you drive me mad," he grits, moving his thumb faster.
You let a string of incoherent words, too caught up with his cock in you and thumb on you to form any real words.
"Huh? Ya, ya. But you must know that already. Or else you wouldn't have worn thisâ"Â he signals to the matching bra and panty set you had worn, "to meet with me,"Â he finishes. You respond with another pathetic whimper, feeling your impending climax.
The moment he whispers into the shell of your ear, "Better come quick, or I may change my mind about that paper," you're a goner. You clamp around him at record speed, gripping his shoulders impossibly tighter, as you loudly moan in his mouth. His fingers dig deeper into the fat of your hips as his orgasm chases yours.
It takes both of you a second to catch your breaths, both heaving and chests rising with much pace. After you have caught your breath, he helps ease you off his desk, deftly reaching for your panties that slipped off your ankles in a frenzy and softly putting them back on you, followed by your skirt resting on the floor nearby.
You slipped your shirt back on, buttoning it as he focused on dressing himself. It didn't feel awkward like you had thought it was going to. Sure, it was quiet, but it was comforting.
You grabbed your bookbag, giving him a slight smile as you walked over to the closed door. "I appreciate you meeting with me. See you tomorrow, Dr. Riley,"Â you kindly say.
He nodded, pulling his tie to rest neatly on his neck. "Don't forget about the paper,"Â he plainly said, moving to pick up some of the loose papers on the floor.
A confused expression overtook your face. "I thoughtâ"Â you began.
"I don't play favorites, sweetheart,"Â he interrupted. "Write the paper."
Okay, he was still a dick, but oh well, sure, you'd write the damn paper, maybe even put a couple of errors in it so that he could deduct some points off, and you could request to meet with him again.
Ya, that sounded like a fine plan indeed.
a/n: inspired by a lovely who commented on my poll about professor!simon <33 @aiqsa (this took me so long omg)
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Yours to Command - Jacaerys Velaryon
Summary: you donât tolerate disrespect towards your betrothed and in return he shows you how much he appreciates it.
Warning: smuttttt also I used an app for the Valyrian so if itâs wrong my bad.
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âHeâs nothing but a bastard-.â The Lord couldnât even finish his sentence as you drew your sword, crafted from the finest steel, and slashed him across the face from ear to lip.
The room erupted in gasps of horror and surprise as you cut into the manâs flesh. The Lord had been boasting to your stepmother, Queen Rhaenyra, and your father, Daemon, about how you should marry his eldest son, dismissing Jacaerys as an option because of his infamous brown hair. What the Lord didnât know was that you loved Jacaerys' distinguished curls and his soft brown eyes.
âWatch your tongue as you speak of my betrothed.â Your sharp words echoed throughout the large hall as crimson dripped onto the floor and you approached the fear-stricken man. âFor not only is he someone I hold dear to my heart, but he is also your Prince of the Seven Kingdoms and wields a sword better than I.â
âY/n, thatâs enough.â Queen Rhaenyraâs voice cut through your enraged fog, and you felt a familiar pair of hands grip your waist.
You leaned into Jaceâs grasp and turned to the queen, who didnât look angry. Her eyes had a smugness to them, but her face remained professional. Your father, on the other hand, couldnât contain his smirk, proud of his eldest daughter.
âMy queen, I hold you in the highest respect,â you announced, bowing your head to her, then turned back to the crowd of men. âBut I donât tolerate disrespect towards my beloved.â Your eyes narrowed like a viper's with a sharp tongue. âLet this fool be my last warning to you all. As his wound scars over, I want you all to see what the least I can do, because next time Iâll take a note from my father's book and let you keep your tongue.â
The room remained still and quiet as you made sure to look every person in the eye, asserting your seriousness. âJacaerys, please take your betrothed to her chambers, and weâll discuss her actions,â she spoke mainly to you, but the sparkle in her eyes told you she wasnât mad. She was proud that someone stood up for her firstborn.
Jace pressed you against his front, his lips brushing the shell of your ear, his scent washing over you and soothing your rage. âCome, my love,â he whispered softly, his voice calming you, though your hard exterior remained unmoved. Keeping a death stare fixed on the bloody face of the Lord, you allowed Jace to lead you out of the council chamber with a gentle hand on your lower back.
As you both walked down the hallway, silence enveloped you, broken only by the clicking of your shoes against the stone floor. Finally, you let out a loud sigh, releasing your frustrations, and glanced up at Jace, who was walking to your right. His attention was already on you, his lips curled into a knowing smile. He was used to your angry outbursts, especially since he knew he was one of the few (besides your late mother) who could calm you.
âIâm sorry,â you said softly as you both continued the long walk to your wing where your and your sisters' rooms were. âI know you can handle it yourself.â Your blood boiled as you thought of the way the older men looked at him, trying to offer their puny excuse of sons your way. âIf I offended you, I apologize.â
A chuckle escaped from the Prince's mouth, making you pause in your step. With quick movements, Jace gently pushed you against the wall between two columns and pressed a heated kiss to your lips. You gasped, and he bit down on your parted bottom lip. âPlease never apologize for caring for me,â he murmured, his lips barely leaving yours as his eyes bore into your own. âIt doesnât offend me knowing I have a strong woman by my side, willing to cut anyone down for speaking ill of my name.â Jace kissed you again, and you pressed your hands on his chest, gripping the black tunic with gold embroidery sewn into the fabric.
He pulled away to mumble, âIâm proud to be yours. And I canât wait until youâre my wife.â His words made you melt like butter because you couldnât wait either. You smiled up at him with sultry eyes.
âI canât wait to call you husband.â Jace smiled brightly, pressing you back in for a kiss, making both of you smile into the act like grinning fools.
The kiss brought on a sense of excitement that sent chills down your spine, and a soft, almost imperceptible moan escaped your lips when his hands began to caress your waist.
Hearing your soft moans, Jacaerys dragged his tongue along your full bottom lip, making you part your mouth and allowing his tongue to slip in. Your moans grew embarrassingly louder, but they only drove the prince to kiss you harder.
His hands lowered to your hips, and without warning, he picked you up and pinned you to the wall. Your dress slid up to your thighs, allowing you to lock your ankles together, pulling him close until his groin matched your own. The stone wall was cold against your back, but with your betrothed pressing you against his hard, hot body, you had no complaints. Instead, you arched your back, making his stiffness rub against your core, leaving you craving more of this. More of him.
You could feel Jacaerys breath catch in his throat at the feeling of your body against his, and a small growl escaped his lips as his hips began to grind into yours, and his grip on your hips tightened as his eyes met yours, filled with desire.
âY/nâŠwe shouldnât be doing this,â He murmured, but his body continued to betray his words, pressing against you more firmly. âAnyone could see usâŠâ
You slipped a hand behind his head as heat pool in your abdomen and you tugged on his curls making his close his eyes in a short bliss. Your lips curled as you pressed a kiss to the corner of his mouth bucking your hips to add friction while your mouth trailed down to his neck pressing mouth open kissed to his pearly skin. âIvestragÄ« zirÈł Ć«ndegon skoros nykeÄ sÄ«r called bastard iksos capable hen.â Let them see what a so called bastard is capable of.
A low, almost guttural growl escaped from the Princeâs lips. âHang va issa, beloved.â Jace secured his grip on you while your hands wrapped around his shoulders, fists clinging to his curls for dear life. âOpen,â he commanded. If it were anyone but him or the queen, you wouldâve laughed in their face, but for Jacaerys, youâd gladly walk off a cliff if he so desired. Hang on my beloved.
"I'm yours to command, my prince," you responded, your voice low and breathless. You parted your lips, but Jace couldn't help himself and pressed his open mouth to yours. With one hand, he raised your dress higher, his fingers slightly grazing your covered heat before ripping your stockings and excusing your cotton underwear.
When he pulled away, you immediately whimpered but were silenced by his pointer and middle finger shoving their way into your mouth. Your eyes widened at first, but as his brown eyes bore into yours, you began to suck his digits and even swirled your tongue around them. "By the gods, youâre perfect," he began. "And youâre all mine."
He slowly pulled his hand away from your mouth, making sure to caress your bottom lip. With haste, he reached under your bunched-up fabric to tease you slightly by gliding his soaked fingers against the already wet fabric of your undergarments.
"My Prince, please." Jace kissed your lips, hushing you as he pulled your coverings aside and pressed against your mound, sliding into your slick folds. He caressed you up and down, teasing your clit down to your entrance. "Gods."
Your head tilted back, hitting the stone wall in ecstasy as his rough fingers began to circle around your pearl. This wasnât the first time Jace had touched you there. You both hadnât been all that patient with waiting until you were wed, but as the honorable gentleman that he is, you hadnât consummated anything because Jace really wanted to wait until the wedding night. However, that didnât stop you both from getting your pleasure from other things. If it were up to you, the dragon rider wouldâve already had the best ride of his life.
"Jace." You moaned out as he began the motion of figure eights, making your legs shake in delight.
"I love you like this, Princess." His hot breath hit your face as he leaned over you and kissed your parted lips. "When we wed, I plan on taking you in every nook and corner of this palace until you're full of my seed." Your cunt pooled at his words, and Jace could feel how wet you were becoming by the slushing sound his fingers made against your throbbing nerve. "You want that, my beloved?"
Loud moans spilled from your swollen lips as you helplessly nodded, knowing that if you didnât respond in some way, heâd stop. âYes,â you managed to get out as your abdomen tightened and your breath hitched, feeling that familiar, eye-blinding sensation start to form. âI canât wait to be full of your children, letting everyone know what you did to me.â Jace kissed down your neck and sucked on that one spot that made you weak in the knees. âAnd I want them all to know how much I liked it.â
The prince sucked harder, and without realizing it, you began to yank at his curls, making his desire burn more intensely, especially as your moans increased and became shorter, signaling your very close end. âCum syt issa, issa jorrÄelagon milk issa fingers rĆ«sÄ«r aĆha sweetness nyke jaelagon naejot Ć«ndegon ao withering isse pleasure.â Cum for me, my love milk my fingers with your sweetness I want to see you withering in pleasure.
As his fingers continued their steady pace, rubbing against your clit, and his mouth worked against your neck, your body tensed in delight as your orgasm washed over you like a dragon's fire. No words left your parted lips, and you were grateful that Jace pressed his against yours in a kiss, because after that intense pleasure, you just wanted to be engulfed by nothing but him.
"I love you," you whimpered, making his boyish grin return to his face as he slightly pulled his head back to look at you. His hand slipped out from your undergarments, and he pulled your dress back down to cover your exposed thighs, keeping your skin hidden from view.
He sucked his fingers clean before he spoke. âIssa prĆ«mia exists outside issa chest kesrio syt nykeâve given ziry naejot ao se moment nyke tegon issa laesi va ao.â The brightest smile spread across your face, and as the two of you kissed, engrossed in the love surrounding you, someone clearing their throat made you both pull away like two deer caught by dogs. My heart exists outside my chest because Iâve given it to you the moment I land my eyes on you.
âAĆha valyrÄ«ha emagon gotten rĆvÄgrior, nephew.â Jace's face turned crimson from embarrassment, unlike the oversized pig of a man who had insulted him earlier, whose face was red with blood. Your Valyrian has gotten excellent, nephew.
You glared at your father, Daemon, as the prince carefully set you back on your feet and stood in front of you, nudging you behind him, between the columns. "But could you not corrupt my daughter before the wedding ceremony?" His knowing smirk could be seen over your beloved's shoulder, and he stood tall with his hands laced in front of him.
âDaemon-â Jace began but your father raised a hand to stop him.
"Please just take her to her chambers before the Queen decides not to marry you a week from today." This news had you clenching Jace's hand, and he smiled down at you because the date hadn't been set yet. "And act surprised when she announces the news to you both, and please, no public displays of your love at least until after the wedding." Daemon shot them a sinful grin before nodding them off and walking past them.
"A week," you whispered with excitement, pulling Jacaerys into a loving kiss, which he returned with just as much enthusiasm. He grabbed your waist, began to pull you from the wall, and spun you around, making both of you laugh with joy.
Hoped you all enjoyed itâs been a while since Iâve written anything but Iâm in my Jace era and Iâm truthfully scared to be in it because I know my hearts going to be ripped out of my chest.
~ Caroline
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Summary: Lady Whistledown and Gossip Girl [ Hogwarts Version] had taken the school by storm. Every week, spoken letters delivered the latest rumors, and things were getting out of control. Y/N had finally had enough, especially when the latest gossip claimed she was dating Mattheo Riddle. Frustrated and determined to put an end to it, she went to Mattheo, asking for his help in uncovering the person behind the relentless rumors and stopping them once and for all.
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Warnings : fluff, smut smut smut donât read in public you have been warning , biker boy mattheo [yes a warning] , a little angst, fluff .
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**The Daily Whisperer: Hogwarts Edition**
_Issue #47: The Gossip of the Week_
Hogwarts is buzzing with the latest speculation surrounding two of our most enigmatic students. You guessed itâY/N Y/L/N and Mattheo Riddle.
Rumor has it that sparks are flying between these two, and if they aren't already an item, then Merlinâs beard, they definitely should be! A sighting in the library, some lingering glances in Potions class, and letâs not forget that mysterious detention they both just _happened_ to land in last week. Could this be the beginning of a legendary Hogwarts love story? But that's not all! This weekâs flying letters brought us another sizzling scoop: Y/N was seen practicing dueling spells with Mattheo, and let's just say, the sparks were flyingâliterally. Could this be a sign of something more than just friendly competition? Stay tuned, dear readers. Weâre on the case!
In other news, Y/N has been making waves not just in the rumor mill but in the academic arena as well. This ( whatever house youâre in, darling Y/N!) has been impressing professors and students alike with her spellwork and potions prowess. Is there anything she can't do? We'll keep you posted on her latest achievements and, of course, any further developments in her relationship status with a certain handsome Slytherin.
Until next time, keep your wands at the ready and your ears to the ground!
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I could feel the heat of a hundred eyes on me as I stormed through the hallways, clutching the latest edition of "Hogwarts Whispers" in my hand. My anger was palpable, a tangible force pushing people aside as they gawked at me. As I turned a corner, a group of Hufflepuffs quickly scattered, clearly not wanting to be on the receiving end of my wrath. My anger flared hotter. Who had the nerve to spread such nonsense? And why did it have to be always about _me_?
Finally, I spotted him. Mattheo Riddle stood by the entrance to the Great Hall, casually leaning against the wall like he didnât have a care in the world, his dark hair falling effortlessly into place as he exchanged easy banter with his friends. Typical.
I marched up to him, my footsteps echoing off the stone walls. His friends wisely took a step back as I approached, but he merely glanced over at me with that infuriating smirk of his, clearly amused by my arrival.
âRiddle,â I said, my voice clipped.
âY/L/N,â he replied, raising an eyebrow in a way that made it impossible to tell if he was mocking me or just genuinely interested.
âWe need to talk.â
His smirk widened, his eyes gleaming with mischief. âWe need to talk?â
I huffed in frustration. âYou didnât read what that freak wrote today?â
âNo,â he said slowly, his eyes scanning my face for any clue. âBut does that have anything to do with why people are looking at us like we are about to say our vows?â
Resisted the urge to roll my eyes, instead grabbing his hand and pulling him down the hallway. âCome on.â
He chuckled under his breath, clearly enjoying the situation more than he should. But I didnât care. I wasnât about to have this conversation in front of the entire school. The last thing I needed was to give those gossipy little owls more fuel for their fire.
I could feel his gaze on me as we walked, his hand warm in mine, and for a brief, fleeting moment, I wondered if there was any truth to what theyâd written.
But I shoved that thought aside as we reached a secluded corner. I had a bone to pick with him, and I wasnât about to let a few stray butterflies distract me.
âWhat are we going to do about this?â I demanded as soon as we were out of earshot of anyone else.
He just grinned, clearly unfazed. âWhat do you mean, Y/N? Sounds like weâre the hottest topic in school.â
My glare deepened. âThis isnât funny, Mattheo.â
âMaybe not.â
âThis is absolute bullshit!â I fumed, waving the gossip letter around like it was cursed. âWhy would anyone write this? Why is it always about me? Every. Single. Week!â
Mattheo leaned casually against the wall, his arms crossed, watching me with that maddening smile on his face. He didnât seem the least bit concerned, which only fueled my irritation further.
âAnd then they say Iâm dating you?â I threw the letter on a desk, feeling my pulse racing. âAre they insane? Where do they even get this stuff?â
He chuckled, that deep, velvety sound that always seemed to get under my skin. âIâm trying so hard not to take that personally, princess.â
I shot him a glare. âShut up, Riddle.â
But he didnât stop smiling, just kept leaning against the wall, looking at me like he was thoroughly enjoying the show. My frustration bubbled over. âWhy are you so calm about this? This is serious! People are staring at us in the hallways! Itâs like theyâve all got nothing better to do than imagine some ridiculous romance between us.â
âWell,â he drawled, pushing off the wall and taking a few steps toward me, âcan you blame them? Youâre not exactly easy to ignore, Y/N.â
I rolled my eyes, exasperated. âThis isnât funny. We need to find out whoâs behind this, and youâre going to help me.â
Mattheo pushed himself off the wall, taking a step closer to me. "You want me to help you track down the identity ofâŠ" he paused, a playful glint in his eyes, "Madam Matchmaker?"
"Yes," I said, narrowing my eyes. "Would you do that?"
He leaned in, his voice dropping to a low murmur. "I would never say no to my girlfriend."
"Shut up, Riddle." I stared at him, my heart skipping a beat despite the anger still boiling inside me. "Iâm not your girlfriend," I insisted, my voice lacking the conviction Iâd hoped for.
He raised an eyebrow, his expression smug. "Thatâs not what the whole school is saying."
I rolled my eyes, but I couldnât ignore the way his words sent a shiver down my spine. "Shut up, Riddle."
"Don't you see how ridiculous this is?" I asked, exasperated.
He tilted his head, still not breaking eye contact. "Oh, I see it, alright. But I've got to admit, I don't mind being linked to you, Y/N. It gives me an excuse to spend more time with you."
"Shut up, Riddle."
He laughed, leaning closer, his voice dropping to a near-whisper. "You know, if you keep telling me to shut up, I might just have to find another way to occupy my mouth."
"You⊠youâre â-!"
"And yet, here you are, asking me for help. You must like something about me, Y/N."
I huffed, crossing my arms over my chest. "I like the idea of you doing something useful for once. Now, are you going to help me or not?"
He straightened up, still smiling but with a more serious glint in his eyes. "Of course Iâll help you. But you owe me one."
"Fine," I grumbled, though I couldnât help the small smile that tugged at the corners of my mouth.
The next day, I stormed into the Great Hall, clutching a rolled-up piece of parchment in my hand. I barely noticed the whispers that trailed behind me as I made a beeline for the Slytherin table, my eyes locking onto Mattheo, who was lounging back in his seat, looking completely unbothered by the chaos swirling around us.
I slammed the parchment down in front of him, making a few Slytherins glance over in curiosity.
âWhatâs this?â he asked.
âItâs a list,â I said, taking a seat across from him and ignoring the way his friends were watching us with interest. âA list of suspects. Iâve narrowed it down to a few possibilities, and we need to figure out whoâs responsible.â
Mattheoâs eyes flicked to the parchment, then back to me, clearly intrigued. âGo on.â
I pointed to the first name on the list. âFirst, thereâs Carla knight. Sheâs always had it out for me ever since that incident in Potions last year. You know, sheâs been looking for a way to get back at me ever since, sheâs petty enough to spread rumors, and sheâs got the connections to get them published.â
âTrue,â Mattheo mused, leaning back in his chair. âBut Carlaâs too obvious, donât you think? Sheâs not exactly subtle.â
âMaybe,â I conceded, moving on to the next name. âThen thereâs John Gary. Heâs always been the quiet type, but that just makes him more dangerous. Heâs close to the source, and heâs smart enough to cover his tracks.â
Mattheo nodded, a small smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth. âInteresting."
"What about Lavender Brown? Sheâs always gossiping, and sheâs got this diary she carries around everywhere. What if sheâs the one writing this stuff down and sending it off to âHogwarts Whispersâ?"
"Lavenderâs a possibility," Mattheo admitted, his eyes flicking back up to meet mine. "But sheâs more into writing about her own love life than anyone elseâs. I doubt sheâd be focused enough to keep tabs on us."
I grumbled under my breath and tapped my quill against the parchment, staring at the remaining names. "Then who could it be? Iâve gone through almost everyone whoâs likely to be involved in this kind of thing, and none of them make sense!"
Mattheo didnât respond immediately, and I looked up to find him just staring at me, a small, almost secretive smile on his lips.
"What the hell are you doing? Were you even listening?" I demanded, feeling my frustration rise again.
His eyes flicked over my face, lingering on my lips for a moment before he finally spoke. "Oh, I was listening, princess. Itâs just hard to focus when youâre looking so damn determined. Itâs⊠distracting."
My heart did a little flip, but I shoved that feeling down and crossed my arms. "This is serious, Riddle. Someone is spreading lies about us, and youâre just sitting here, smirking like itâs all a joke."
He chuckled softly, his eyes still locked on mine. "Iâm not laughing at you. Iâm just appreciating how hard youâre trying to solve this little mystery. Itâs kind of⊠sexy."
I felt my face heat up, but I wasnât about to let him derail me. "Stop with the compliments, Mattheo. This is important."
"Sure."
"Shut up, Riddle. Iâm serious."
"So am I," he said smoothly, leaning back in his seat, his gaze still locked on mine. "But if you want to focus on this little mystery instead of the much more interesting topic of us, then go ahead."
I rolled my eyes, trying to ignore the way his voice sent a shiver down my spine. "Fine. If youâre not going to help, then at least donât make this harder than it already is."
Mattheoâs smirk grew as he leaned closer, his voice dropping to a low murmur. "You know, Y/N, there are easier ways to spend time with me than concocting elaborate schemes to solve a mystery that might not even have a culprit."
I blinked, caught off guard by the sudden shift in his tone. "What are you talking about?"
He shrugged casually, his eyes never leaving mine. "Maybe someoneâs just trying to push us together, and itâs working. Ever thought about that?"
"Shut up, Riddle," I snapped, though my voice lacked its usual bite.
He chuckled, his gaze never leaving mine. "Only if you make me."
I reached out to smack his arm. "Stop acting like that. This is serious!"
In a flash, Mattheoâs hand shot out, catching my wrist with a firm but gentle grip. His smile was both mischievous and reassuring as he looked at me. "Alright, but only because youâre so charming when youâre worked up."
I pulled my wrist free, trying to hide the flush creeping up my cheeks. "Justâstop distracting me. I need to figure out whoâs behind this before it gets any worse."
Mattheo leaned back, still watching me with that unnerving mixture of amusement and interest. "Indeed, lead the way. Iâm all ears."
For the rest of the week, I was on a mission. Every day, I dragged Mattheo around the school, from the library to the common rooms, and even to the less frequented corners of the castle. Despite his usual nonchalance, Mattheo followed along without question, his only response being that knowing smile he always seemed to have when he was around me.
We spent hours poring over potential suspects, analyzing their motives, and investigating their whereabouts. Each time I got frustrated or hit a dead end, Mattheo would patiently listen, never interrupting, and only offering occasional comments that were either strangely insightful or just plain distracting.
As we walked through the dimly lit corridors of the castle, I finally vented my frustrations. "This is ridiculous. Iâve talked to nearly everyone I can think of, and no one seems to know anything. Itâs like weâre running in circles."
Mattheoâs hand brushed against mine as he walked beside me, and I could feel the warmth of his touch even through our robes. "Maybe youâre looking too hard. Sometimes, the answer isnât in what people say but in what they donât."
I sighed, feeling the weight of the weekâs frustration pressing down on me. "I just donât get it. Why would someone target me like this?"
He glanced at me, his expression softening. "Maybe theyâre trying to get a reaction out of you."
His words, though comforting, did little to ease my worries. I shook my head and kept walking, the silence between us stretching as we turned another corner. "I donât know how you manage to stay so calm about all this. Iâm losing my mind trying to figure this out."
"Youâre doing great."
"Thanks, Mattheo."
He flashed me a reassuring smile. "Anytime. Besides, itâs been⊠interesting, spending all this time with you. Iâd say itâs been the highlight of my week."
I raised an eyebrow, giving him a wry smile. "Oh, is that so? Iâm glad to be your highlight, Riddle."
He grinned, his usual mischievous glint in his eye. "You should be. And if you ever need me to be a distraction! again, just let me know."
" I hope not."
As we turned another corner in the castle, Mattheo suddenly stopped, his expression shifting from his usual playful smirk to something more serious. "Go on a date with me."
I froze, staring at him in disbelief. "What?"
"You heard me," he said, leaning against the wall with that infuriatingly confident look on his face. "Letâs go on a date."
I blinked, trying to process his words. "Why would Iâwhat are you even talking about? Weâre supposed to be figuring out whoâs spreading these rumors, not giving them more fuel for the fire!"
"Exactly," he replied smoothly, crossing his arms over his chest. "If we go on a date, we can see whoâs watching us, whoâs interested in what weâre doing. Itâll flush out the culprit. And with the weekend coming up, whoeverâs behind this will be desperate for more gossip to spread. Weâll be able to figure it out, Y/N."
I shook my head, utterly incredulous. "Absolutely not. Iâm not going on a date with you."
"Why not?" he asked, his smirk returning as he stepped closer, his presence as magnetic as ever. "Itâs the perfect plan. Weâll be able to spot whoâs paying too much attention to us."
"Because," I stammered, feeling my heart race as he closed the distance between us, "itâs ridiculous! Youâre just trying to mess with me. I know you, Mattheo. You donât actually care about solving this, you just want toâ"
"Want to what?" he interrupted, his voice low and teasing. "Think about it, Y/N. We go out, see whoâs watching, think of it as an experiment. A way to gather evidences. You like evidence, donât you?"
"Iâm not going on a date with you. I refuse to give these gossips exactly what they want. Iâm not some pawn in their game, and Iâm certainly not going to parade around with you just to see whoâs got their eyes on us."
He just kept smiling, his eyes locked onto mine with that infuriatingly calm, knowing look. "You keep telling yourself that, but deep down, you know itâs the best way to figure this out."
"No," I insisted, my voice rising slightly. "Thereâs no way Iâm doing it. This is absurd, and Iâm not falling for it. Youâre just trying toâ"
"Trying to what?" he echoed, taking another step closer until I could feel the warmth of his breath on my skin.
I glared at him, trying to ignore the way my pulse quickened. "Shut up, Riddle."
He didnât move, his smirk widening as his gaze held mine. "You tell me to shut up again, and I will kiss the fuck out of you, princess."
I froze, my breath catching in my throat. "What?"
"You heard me," he said, his voice smooth and deliberate, his eyes never leaving mine. "Thatâs the deal. You say it again, and I wonât hold back."
My face felt like it was on fire, and I could barely form a coherent thought as his words sank in. "Youâyouâre insane."
"Maybe," he replied, his voice low and full of intent. "But I always get what I want. And right now, what I want is to figure this outâwith you."
I swallowed hard, my heart racing as I tried to gather my thoughts. "This is ridiculous."
"Is it?" he asked, tilting his head slightly, his gaze still locked onto mine. "Or is it just that youâre afraid you might actually enjoy it?"
I stared at him, my mind spinning as I tried to come up with a response. But the truth was, I was too flustered to think straight. His confidence, his intensityâit was overwhelming.
"This is stupid," I muttered, trying to muster up some semblance of defiance.
"Thatâs not a ânoâ."
I glared at him, my heart pounding in my chest. "But this is strictly for the sake of finding out whoâs behind the rumors."
Mattheoâs grin widened. "Of course, princess. Strictly business."
I crossed my arms, trying to keep a lid on the flurry of emotions swirling inside me. "You have to behave, Riddle. No funny business, no flirting. Just⊠business."
"Iâll be on my best behavior."
I raised an eyebrow, trying to gauge if he was being sincere or just playing me. "Somehow, I doubt that."
He chuckled, leaning in slightly saying in a mocking tone. "Your doubt wounds me, Y/N. My favorite thing to do is to be a good boy for you."
I rolled my eyes, but couldnât suppress the small smile tugging at my lips. "Sure, whatever you say."
"So," he continued, ignoring my skepticism, "tomorrow, then?"
I hesitated, then nodded. "Yeah, tomorrow."
Mattheoâs gaze softened, though his smirk remained firmly in place. "Donât be nervous. And try not to think about me too much tonight."
I scoffed, giving him a withering look. "In your dreams, Riddle."
He leaned in closer, his voice dropping to a low, husky murmur. "Oh, believe me, darling. Youâre in my dreams every night. But weâre not just talking in them."
My face burned as I smacked his arm again, harder this time. "Iâm going to just kill you someday and stop the rumors youâre insufferable, you know that?"
He just laughed, clearly enjoying himself far too much. "And yet, you keep coming back for more."
"I donât have a choice," I shot back, starting to walk toward my dormitory with him following close behind.
"Ah, but you do," he said smoothly, keeping pace with me. "And youâre choosing to be here with me. Makes you wonder, doesnât it?"
I ignored him, focusing on the corridor ahead, even as I felt his gaze lingering on me.
We walked in silence for a moment before he spoke again, his voice soft and teasing. "You know, tomorrowâs going to be fun. Youâll see."
I rolled my eyes, still facing forward. "If by âfunâ you mean torturous, then sure."
Mattheoâs laughter echoed through the corridor, warm and rich. "Torturous for you, maybe. But for me? Itâll be heaven."
I stopped in front of my dormitory, turning to face him. "This is where we part ways."
He stepped closer, his eyes gleaming with that familiar mischief. "For now. But you know, you can always invite me in if youâre feeling lonely."
Pushing him away lightly I said. "Not a chance, Riddle."
He grinned, completely unfazed. "Worth a shot."
I gave him a look, and for once, he seemed to back down. "Alright, alright. Sleep well, Y/N. And try not to think too much about tomorrow. Or about me."
I slammed the door shut in his face, cutting off his words, but I could still hear his low chuckle from the other side. Then I leaned against the door, trying to steady my racing heart.
I donât know whatâs happening to me. Iâve been on plenty of dates before, so why does this one feel different? Iâve had Quidditch players asking me out, and even the prince of Eldoria once tried his luck, but none of that made me feel as nervous as I am right now. And this isnât even a real date. Itâs just a⊠mission, right?
I stared at the mess of clothes strewn across my room, feeling utterly lost. Is this too much? Will I be overdressed if I wear it? Or is this too casual? And I canât stop thinking about himânope, we wonât do that. We wonât think about him or what heâs going to wear. Or not wear. No, absolutely not. We are not thinking about him without clothes. That canât happen. I canât stand Mattheo, right?
But why? Why canât I stand him? I canât remember anymore. Maybe itâs because he makes me feel so damn nervous? And I hate that. I hate losing control. I love having control over everything, and Merlin knows he wasnât helping with that. Itâs like every cell in my body is screaming, and I mean every single one.
I finally settled on a small black dress, letting my hair fall naturally around my shoulders. I added a touch of makeup and a simple necklace, convincing myself that I was doing this for me. Itâs a good chance to get dressed up and look goodâto myself, right? I always do. Iâm a fashion icon, and I always dress well. Not for any certain someone with beautiful eyes and hair and a body thatânope, stop it, Y/N. Weâre not going there.
I took a deep breath and walked out of my dorm, only to find Mattheo standing just outside my door, hand raised as if he was about to knock. He was dressed all in black, and oh, Merlin, that shirt was doing things to me.
His eyes slowly raking up and down my body. He wasnât even trying to hide that he was looking, and when his gaze finally reached my face, it lingered on my lips before meeting my eyes.
"Matching," he said, a smirk playing on his lips.
I rolled my eyes, trying to ignore the flutter in my stomach. "You always wear black or gray, Itâs hardly a coincidence Mattheo."
His smirk widened as he took a step closer. "Oh, baby, so you were trying to match with me?"
"What? Of course not!" I shot back, but my voice sounded less convincing than I wouldâve liked. He laughed, clearly enjoying my discomfort.
I glared at him, crossing my arms. "If you donât stop, Iâm going back inside and forgetting about this so-called date,"
He raised his hands in mock surrender, still grinning. "Okay, okay, Iâm sorry. You look stunning, Y/N. Absolutely breathtaking. Iâm not sure if Iâll be able to focus on anything but you tonight."
I rolled my eyes again, though I could feel my cheeks heating up. "Youâre so insufferable."
"And youâre so beautiful," he replied smoothly, taking my hand in his. "Now come on. Letâs get out of here."
I allowed him to lead me out of the castle, my heart pounding harder with every step. "Where are we going?"
"Youâll see," he said, a hint of mischief in his voice. "I promise itâs something youâll like."
I narrowed my eyes at him. "If youâre up to something, Riddle, I swearâ"
"Oh, Iâm definitely up to something," he replied, his voice dropping to a low murmur as he glanced over at me, his eyes darkening slightly. "But I think youâll enjoy it. Maybe even more than you expect."
My breath caught in my throat, and I tried to keep my voice steady. "Youâre not fooling anyone, you know."
"Who said I was trying to fool you?" he shot back, his grip on my hand tightening slightly.
I tried to ignore the way his words made my pulse quicken. "Youâre being annoyingly cryptic, you know that?"
"Itâs part of my charm," he replied , his thumb brushing lightly over the back of my hand. "And besides, itâs worth the suspense, donât you think?"
I looked at him, trying to maintain some semblance of composure. "I think youâre enjoying this far too much."
He chuckled, his eyes darkening with a mischievous glint. "Oh, I am. But donât pretend you arenât, too."
As Mattheo led me down the dimly lit corridor, I couldn't help but notice the way his thumb was now tracing small circles on the back of my hand. The warmth of his touch sent shivers up my spine, and I fought to keep my thoughts from spiraling out of control.
My breath hitched slightly, but I forced myself to stay calm. "Youâre really pushing it, Riddle."
"And you love it," he shot back, his voice dropping to a whisper as he leaned in closer, his breath warm against my ear.
I pushed him away pretending to be annoyed itâs actually better to show him that I was so turned on. "Letâs just get this over with."
âWhere are we going?â I asked, trying to inject some firmness into my voice, though it came out softer than I intended.
Mattheo glanced at me, a slow, almost predatory smile spreading across his lips. âPatience, darling."
I opened my mouth to retort, but the words got caught in my throat. The cool night air hit me like a wave, but it did little to quell the heat burning inside me.
âYou look like youâre trying really hard not to think about what Iâm going to do to you tonight,â he whispered, his voice low and teasing.
I froze, my heart skipping a beat. âWhat⊠what are you talking about?â
He chuckled softly, pulling me closer until our bodies were nearly touching. âOh, come on, Y/N. Donât pretend you havenât thought about it. About what it would feel like.â
My breath hitched, and I couldnât stop the rush of heat that flooded my body at his words. This wasnât happening. I wasnât letting him get to me like this. But when he stepped closer, his hand resting lightly on my hip, I could barely think straight.
âI⊠I donât know what youâre talking about,â I stammered, though it was clear even to me that I was lying.
âLiar,â he whispered, his lips brushing against my ear, sending a shiver down my spine. âYouâve been thinking about it. And the best part? So have I.â
I blinked up at him, trying to form a coherent response when he suddenly smirked and pointed behind me. âRelax, darling. I was talking about the ride Iâm going to give you tonight.â
I followed his gaze and saw a sleek black motorcycle parked nearby. âWait⊠what?â I breathed out, my heart still racing.
His smirk deepened, and he raised an eyebrow, amusement dancing in his eyes. âWhat were _you_ thinking about?â
âNothing!â I shot back, far too quickly.
âUh-huh,â he said, clearly not buying it. He started walking toward the bike, and I followed, my steps hesitant.
âWhat the hell is that?â I asked, narrowing my eyes at the motorcycle as if it had personally offended me.
He looked at me with exaggerated innocence. âThis? Itâs a bike. You know, that thing with two wheels that goes vroom?â
I glared at him, my patience wearing thin. âI know exactly what it is. Iâm asking why youâre near it.â
He leaned against the bike, looking far too smug for his own good."Because weâre taking it for a ride, obviously."
âMattheo, you didnât⊠Where did you even get this from?â I asked, crossing my arms.
He grinned mischievously. âStole it.â
My eyes widened, and I took a step back, ready to bolt. But then he laughed, shaking his head. âKidding, darling. Just get on.â
I stared at him for a moment, debating whether I should turn around and walk back inside. But something about the way he was looking at meâchallenging, teasingâmade me pause. I cursed under my breath and reluctantly walked over to the bike.
As I approached, I couldnât help but curse myself for wearing a dress. Of all nights, why did I choose tonight to be impractical? I awkwardly tried to swing my leg over the bike, careful not to flash him.
âNeed some help there?â
âIâve got it,â I snapped, finally managing to get on the bike without embarrassing myself too much.
He turned to face me, and suddenly, he was so close I could feel his breath on my face. His hands reached up, and he gently placed a helmet on my head, securing the strap under my chin. The simple act was far more intimate than it had any right to be, and I found myself holding my breath.
âYou might want to hold on to me,â he murmured, his voice low and filled with suggestion.
I hesitated for a second, then wrapped my arms around his waist, feeling the solid warmth of him beneath my hands. âIf you crash this thing, Iâm killing you,â I muttered against his back.
He chuckled, the sound vibrating through me. âDonât worry, darling. Iâve got you.â
he started the bike, the engine roaring to life beneath us. I tightened my grip on him as we took off, the wind whipping through my hair. The cool night air rushed past us, but all I could focus on was the heat radiating from Mattheoâs body, the way his muscles tensed and flexed as he maneuvered the bike through the darkened streets.
âEnjoying yourself back there?â he called over the sound of the wind.
I rolled my eyes, even though he couldnât see it. âJust keep your eyes on the road, Riddle.â
He laughed again, but there was a dark edge to it that sent a shiver down my spine. âOh, I am. But I canât help but think about how good you feel pressed up against me.â
My cheeks burned, and I was grateful he couldnât see my face. âShut up, Mattheo.â
" careful baby remember our deal?"
âMattheoââ
â Yes,princess?"
" donât open your mouth please."
He laughed " Why? You donât like it when I talk about how your hands feel on me? Or how I can feel every little movement you make?â
âNoââ
âOr maybe itâs the way youâre clinging to me right now,â he continued, his voice dropping lower, more seductive. âLike you canât get close enough. Like you donât want this ride to end.â
I bit my lip, trying to ignore the way his words were making my heart race even faster. He was doing this on purpose, and damn him, it was working.
âDonât get too full of yourself,â I shot back, but my voice lacked the bite I intended.
He slowed the bike down slightly, and I felt him lean back just enough to speak directly into my ear. âToo late for that, darling. Youâre driving me crazy.â
My breath caught, and I tightened my grip on him, unsure if it was to steady myself or if it was because part of me wanted him to pull over.
âMattheoâŠâ I warned, but my voice was weak, trembling.
He chuckled, the sound dark and promising. âRelax."
Every time he took a sharp turn or sped up, my grip on him tightened, and he would laugh softly, his voice full of that infuriating confidence. âYou sure youâre not nervous?â
âIâm sure,â I replied, though my heart was racing for more reasons than just the speed of the bike.
âGood.â
As Mattheo slowed the bike to a stop, I looked around and felt a jolt of unease settle in my stomach. The area was dimly lit, with groups of people loitering around, looking like trouble. The girls wore little more than scraps of fabric, their heavy makeup making their eyes look like dark smudges in the faint light. The guys werenât any betterâtough, dangerous, and clearly up to no good.
I turned to Mattheo, my voice tinged with irritation and confusion. âWhat the hell, Mattheo?â
He smirked, swinging his leg off the bike. âWhat? I thought youâd appreciate something different from the fancy dates youâre used to. Oh, remind me again, where did Prince Edward take you to?â
âHe didnât,â I snapped back, dismounting the bike as gracefully as possible while trying to keep my dress in place. âBecause I turned the date down.â
Mattheoâs grin widened, a mocking edge to it. âHow bad for him.â
I rolled my eyes, glancing around nervously. âThereâs no one from school here, right? I mean, how is the gossip mill going to work if they donât notice us?â
He leaned against the bike, his eyes glinting with mischief. âOh, they wonât.â
âExcuse me?â I shot back, incredulous.
He laughed, shaking his head. âTheyâll be more likely to be notice here than some fancy place, donât you think?â
I frowned but nodded reluctantly. âProbably, yeah. Any normal person would feel so out of place here.â
I was about to step off the bike when I felt his hands suddenly on my hips, his grip firm. âNo, not like that, princess.â
âWhat?â I managed to say, my voice coming out in a breathless whisper as he effortlessly swung off the bike first. Then, without warning, he placed his hands on my waist again and lifted me off the bike as if I weighed nothing.
âI wouldnât want anyone to get a look at the show I had a minutes ago,â he murmured, his voice a low rumble that sent shivers down my spine.
My face flushed crimson, and I struggled to maintain my composure as his hands stayed on my waist, guiding me toward the entrance. His touch was possessive, almost claiming, and I couldnât help the thrill that shot through me despite the chaotic surroundings.
âSo, do I need to keep my wand close?â I asked, half-joking, half-serious as we neared the group.
Mattheo chuckled, his breath warm against my ear. âYou really think Iâd let anything happen to you?â
As we walked through the crowd, people began to notice Mattheo, their eyes lighting up with recognition. A couple of guys came over, greeting him with casual nods and low murmurs.
âRiddle! Didnât expect to see you here tonight,â one of them said, a tall guy with a crooked grin.
Another guy came up, clapping Mattheo on the back. âGood to see you, mate. Thought youâd ditched us for good.â
âNah,â Mattheo replied casually. âJust been busy.â
âYeah, thought you were too good for us these days,â another chimed in, smirking.
Mattheo just shrugged, his grip on my waist tightening slightly. âCanât forget where I came from.â
Before I could process what that meant, a girl suddenly appeared, practically throwing herself at Mattheo. She had wild, dark hair and wore a top that could barely be called clothing. âMatty! I didnât know you were coming tonight,â she purred, her hands already trailing over his chest. Then, she noticed me, her eyes narrowing as she looked me up and down, clearly sizing me up.
I met her gaze, lifting my chin defiantly as I looked her over. She was all beautiful and confidence, but something about her screamed desperate. I couldnât help the surge of jealousy that flared in my chest. âTake a picture, itâll last longer,â I snapped, crossing my arms.
The girlâs eyes widened in surprise, but she quickly recovered, her lips curling into a sneer. âWhoâs this?â she asked Mattheo, her tone dripping with disdain.
Mattheoâs hand slid around my waist, pulling me closer to him. âSheâs My girl,â he said simply, his voice cool and dismissive.
The girlâs eyes narrowed further as she gave me another once-over. I met her gaze head-on, refusing to back down. âGot a problem with that?â I asked, my tone sweet but laced with a clear challenge.
The girl hesitated for a moment, then forced a laugh, trying to play it off. âNo, of course not,â she said, but her eyes were still cold. She turned back to Mattheo, trying to regain his attention. âI was just surprised, thatâs all.â
âWell, now you know,â I said firmly, stepping closer to Mattheo as if staking my claim.
She shot me one last glare before reluctantly backing off, clearly realizing she wasnât going to win this one. I watched her go, feeling oddly victorious, even as my heart pounded in my chest.
Mattheoâs low chuckle drew my attention back to him, and I looked up to find him watching me with an amused glint in his eyes. âJealous, are we?â
âAbsolutely not,â I retorted, though my face was still flushed.
âRight,â he drawled, clearly not believing me.
Mattheo guided me through the throngs of people, his hand never leaving my waist as we made our way toward a secluded area. The crowd seemed to part for him, everyone stepping aside as if they knew better than to get in his way. He led me to a corner of the warehouse where a small, dimly lit bar was nestled. The area was quieter, more exclusive, with plush leather couches and a polished wooden bar that gave it an air of importance.
âThis is where the VIPs hang out?â I asked, raising an eyebrow as we stepped into the area. It was a stark contrast to the chaos outsideâa private sanctuary within the madness.
Mattheo smirked, pulling out a barstool for me before taking a seat himself. âYou could say that. Only those who matter get to hang out here.â
I settled onto the stool, trying to maintain some semblance of composure despite the flutter of nerves in my stomach. âAnd Iâm guessing youâre one of those people?â
He chuckled, leaning in closer, his gaze locking onto mine. âWhat do you think, Princess?â
âI think you like making a scene wherever you go,â I shot back, trying to keep my tone light despite the way my heart was racing.
âMaybe,â he admitted, his eyes gleaming with mischief.
The bartender, a grizzled-looking man with a permanent scowl, approached us, his gaze flickering over me before settling on Mattheo.
âRiddle,â the bartender said in greeting, his voice gruff. âBeen a while.â
âHey, Greg,â Mattheo replied, his voice casual. âHowâs business?â
Greg grunted, grabbing a glass and starting to mix a drink. âSame old, same old. You finally got yourself a date, eh?â
Mattheo chuckled, his hand still resting on my thigh. âSomething like that.â
Greg's eyes flickered over to me again, his expression a mix of curiosity and skepticism. He took in my dress and my slightly flustered demeanor, a wry grin tugging at his mouth. âShe's a fancy one, ain't she?â he commented, continuing to mix the drinks.
âYeah, thatâs for sure,â Mattheo agreed, his hand caressing my thigh. âBut sheâs all mine.â
I suppressed a shiver at the touch, trying to act as nonchalant as possible as I shot Mattheo a glare. He just smirked in response.
"Noted." Greg set our drinks down in front of us, a shot of dark liquor for Mattheo and something orange and frothy for me. âOn the house,â he said gruffly, before moving to serve other customers.
"Can you tell me why those people know you? And how the hell are you so well-known like a famous celebrity here?"
Mattheo takes a sip of his drink, a smirk playing on his lips as he contemplates my question. âI wouldnât say famous, darling. But Iâve spent a lot of time here... Letâs just say I know my way around.â
I raise an eyebrow skeptically. âThatâs not a real answer.â
He grins, clearly enjoying my reaction. âOh, it's a perfectly real answer. You just don't like it.â
"And what about this girl?" I ask, unable to keep the edge out of my voice.
âThatâs Layla. Sheâs part of this crowd⊠a regular here, I guess you could say.â
âAnd you⊠know her well?â
He shrugs, his hand going back to rest on my thigh. âWeâve crossed paths a few times, yeah.â
Thereâs something in his tone that makes me pause, a flicker of jealousy stirring in my chest.
He takes another sip of his drink, avoiding my gaze for a moment. âYouâre full of questions today, arenât you?â
I scowl at his non-answer. âYouâre the one who keeps avoiding them.â
He lets out a soft laugh, his hand tracing lazy circles on my thigh. âI just like seeing you get all worked up, princess.â
âSo whatâs your definition of crossing paths?â I ask, pressing him further.
He pauses, seeming to consider his words carefully. âLayla and I have... hooked up a few times. Nothing serious, just casual stuff.â
My heart sinks, a mix of jealousy and disappointment flickering inside me. I try to mask it, though, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of knowing how much it bothered me.
âAnd what about now? Is she still in the picture?â
His hand tightens slightly on my thigh, and I feel him tense for a moment. Then he turns his head slightly, his lips almost brushing mine as he answers, âNo, sheâs not.â
âGood,â I say, trying to keep my tone light, âbecause this whole act would be a lot less convincing if you were involved with more than one girl.â
Mattheo chuckles, the sound low and rich, as his fingers tighten their grip on my thigh, sending a jolt of electricity up my spine. âAnd here I thought you were just in this for the show,â he murmurs, his voice laced with amusement and something darker, more seductive.
âI am,â I say, my voice steady despite the rapid thudding of my heart. âBut even in an act, there are rules.â
âRules, huh?â He leans in closer, his lips brushing the shell of my ear as he speaks, his breath warm against my skin. âAnd what are those rules, princess?â
I bite my lip, fighting the urge to close the distance between us. I need to stay in control, to remind myself that this is just an act. âLike keeping your hands to yourself,â I whisper, but the words come out more breathless than I intended.
He chuckles again, a dark, knowing sound. âBut whereâs the fun in that?â
His hand slides further up my thigh, and I can feel the heat radiating from his body. My pulse quickens, and I struggle to maintain my composure.
âWeâre supposed to be pretending,â I manage to say, my voice betraying the strain of keeping up the facade.
âAre we?â His lips graze the corner of my mouth, his words a challenge, daring me to keep up the pretense.
I turn my head slightly, our noses nearly touching, my breath mingling with his. âYes,â I whisper, but itâs clear neither of us believes it anymore.
âSo, just an act?â he repeats, his voice a low rumble that sends shivers down my spine.
I nod, barely managing to keep my composure. âJust an act,â I reply, though the words feel like a lie.
He tilts his head, his lips dangerously close to mine. âBut we might as well convince them, right?â His tone is teasing, but thereâs a fire in his eyes that says heâs not playing anymore.
I should pull away, tell him no, remind him that this is all part of the charade. But I canât. My resolve crumbles as I look into his eyes, the intensity there pulling me in, refusing to let go.
âRight,â I whisper, my voice betraying me.
Before I can take another breath, his mouth was on mine, claiming me with a possessiveness that made my breath hitch. His lips moved against mine, slow and deliberate, like he was savoring every second of it. Then, his teeth tugged on my lower lip, and I gasped, giving him the opening he needed.
His tongue slipped inside, tasting and teasing, coaxing mine into a heated dance that left me dizzy. The kiss was all-consuming, each stroke of his tongue demanding a response that I couldnât help but give. It wasnât just a kiss; it was a declaration, a promise of everything he could make me feel.
Mattheoâs hand slid up my back, pulling me closer until I was practically melting into him. He sucked on my lower lip, pulling it between his teeth before releasing it with a soft, wet pop. The sound sent a shiver down my spine, and I found myself pressing closer, needing more of him, of this.
âGood girl,â he murmured against my lips, the praise like gasoline to the fire already burning inside me. The words sent a rush of warmth straight to my core, and I couldnât stop the soft whimper that escaped my throat.
His hands were everywhereâon my hips, my waist, tracing the curve of my spineâas he guided me to straddle his lap. The shift in position made me acutely aware of the hardness pressing against me, a reminder of just how much he wanted this, wanted me.
âSuch a good girl for me,â he whispered, his lips trailing down my neck, sucking and biting just enough to leave a mark. His words were a drug, intoxicating and impossible to resist. I could feel the heat pooling low in my belly, a need so intense it was almost painful.
âMattheo,â I breathed, my hands threading through his hair, pulling him closer, needing him to take more, to give more.
He groaned, the sound vibrating against my skin as his hands gripped my hips, guiding me to grind against him. The friction was maddening, each roll of my hips sending waves of pleasure through me that made it hard to think, hard to breathe.
âYou like that?â he asked, his voice rough, laced with a hunger that made my heart race.
âYes,â I gasped, my nails digging into his shoulders as I rocked against him, desperate for more. His hands moved to my ass, squeezing as he guided my movements, his lips capturing mine again in a kiss that was anything but gentle. It was raw, primal, a clash of tongues and teeth that left me trembling in his arms.
âGood girl,â he repeated, his voice thick with desire as his hands slid under my dress, tracing the edges of my panties. âSuch a good girl for me.â The praise was almost too much, his mouth was on mine, sending a fresh wave of heat through my body as I arched into him, needing him to do something, anything to relieve the ache between my thighs.
Reality crashed down on me like a cold wave, dousing the fire that had been raging between us. I was kissing Mattheo Riddleânot just kissing him, but grinding against him in a dark, dingy bar, losing control in a way that was so unlike me.
Breathless, I shook my head, my hands still resting on his chest, but I pushed him away just enough to create space between us. âWe shouldnât,â I whispered, my voice trembling with the effort to regain control.
âWhy not?â he murmured.
His hands remained on my hips, firm but not forceful, as if he knew I couldâand mightâpull away at any moment.
âItâs wrong,â I said, though even as the words left my mouth, they felt hollow. Wrong didnât even begin to cover the tangled mess of emotions inside me.
âIt feels so right to me,â he countered, his voice low.
âThatâs the problem,â I whispered, my resolve wavering as I felt the heat of his body so close to mine, the pull of his gaze making it almost impossible to think clearly. I was losing myself, losing the control I prided myself on, every time I was near him.
âMattheo, I want to go,â I said, my voice firmer this time, though the longing in me betrayed how much I wanted to stay, to give in.
He nodded, understanding flickering in his eyes as he stood up, his hand falling away from my thigh. He kept close to me as we made our way out of the bar, his presence a constant, protective shield, yet he didnât touch me. And damn, I hated thatâhated how much I wanted him to touch me, to feel his hands on me again, even as I knew I shouldnât.
We reached his bike, and he stood between me and the prying eyes of anyone passing by, shielding me as I climbed on. He still didnât touch me, and it was driving me insane, the absence of his touch making me crave it even more. I hated myself for it, for wanting him so badly that it was all I could think about.
He climbed on the bike in front of me, starting the engine with a low rumble. My hands automatically went to his waist, and as soon as I made contact, it was like an electric current shot through me. My mind was a mess, a chaotic whirl of thoughts and emotions, and my bodyâoh, my bodyâwas screaming for more, for him.
I clenched my hands tighter around him, trying to focus, trying to breathe, but the tension inside me was unbearable. The battle raging within me, between what I wanted and what I knew was right, was tearing me apart.
âStop, Mattheo,â I blurted out, my voice cutting through the night.
He didnât respond at first, but I felt his body tense under my hands. âWhat?â he asked, his voice tight, uncertain.
âI said stop,â I repeated, louder this time, and he immediately pulled the bike over to the side of the road, the engine cutting off with a final, ominous growl.
We were on a dark, deserted forest road, the trees casting long, eerie shadows under the moonlight. I got off the bike quickly, putting distance between us, trying to get a grip on the whirlwind of emotions inside me. I walked a few steps away, the cool night air doing nothing to calm the fire burning inside me.
I turned around, my breath catching in my throat as I saw him, standing there, taking off his helmet. His eyes were on me, intense, questioning, filled with something that made my heart race all over again.
Before I knew what I was doing, I was running back to him, my resolve crumbling to dust. I crashed into him, my hands fisting in his shirt as I pulled him down to me, my lips finding his with a desperation I couldnât control.
His response was immediate, his hands flying to my waist, gripping me tightly as he kissed me back with a fierce, raw passion that left me breathless. His lips moved against mine with a hunger that matched my own, devouring, claiming me in a way that made my knees weak.
He lifted me effortlessly, placing me on the bike with my back against the handlebars, my legs on either side of him as he stepped between them, his body pressing into mine. The cold metal of the bike contrasted sharply with the heat of his body, the hard, unyielding surface beneath me a stark reminder of how exposed, how vulnerable I was.
But I didnât care. I was beyond caring. I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him closer, needing to feel every inch of him against me, needing him to take away the ache that was consuming me from the inside out.
His hands roamed over me, possessive, claiming, as he deepened the kiss, his tongue sliding against mine in a way that made me moan into his mouth. He was everywhereâhis touch, his taste, his scentâoverwhelming my senses until there was nothing left but him.
âMattheo,â I breathed against his lips, my hands sliding up to cup his face, holding him to me as if letting go would mean losing him forever.
He growled low in his throat, the sound vibrating against my lips as he pulled back slightly, his eyes burning into mine, dark and wild. âYou donât know what you do to me,â he murmured, his voice rough with barely restrained desire.
âThen show me,â I whispered, my voice trembling, both a challenge and a plea.
And he did. His hands moved down to my hips, gripping me firmly as he pulled me closer, his lips descending on mine once more, claiming me, possessing me. The kiss was hard, demanding, every stroke of his tongue, every nip of his teeth, sending shockwaves through me that left me breathless, trembling in his arms.
his hand tracing a teasing line down my side. His breath was hot against my ear as he whispered, âIf I were to slip my hand between those pretty thighs right now, would I find you soaking wet, princess?â
A shiver ran through me, his words setting my skin on fire.
âYouâd have to do it to find out,â I whispered back, my voice shaky.
His hand slid down to my thigh, gripping it firmly as he pushed the fabric of my dress up, his fingers brushing against the sensitive skin there. The touch was electrifying, sending jolts of pleasure straight to my core, making me gasp.
âSuch a good girl,â he murmured, his voice low and rough, dripping with praise that sent another rush of heat through me. His hand moved higher, inching closer to where I needed him most, but he took his time, teasing me, making me squirm against him.
When his fingers finally reached the edge of my panties, he paused, his eyes locking onto mine, a smirk playing on his lips. âYouâre already so wet for me,â he said, his voice dripping with satisfaction as he slid one finger along the slick fabric, barely touching me but enough to make my breath hitch.
I bit my lip, fighting back a moan as he continued to tease me, his finger tracing lazy circles over my clit through the thin fabric. The sensation was maddening, the light touch just enough to drive me crazy but not nearly enough to satisfy the aching need inside me.
âLetâs see how wet you really are,â he whispered, slipping his hand inside my panties, his fingers brushing against my slick folds. The contact was enough to make me moan, the sound escaping my lips before I could stop it.
His finger slid along my slit, collecting my wetness before he pressed it against my clit, rubbing slow, deliberate circles that had me arching into his touch, desperate for more. âYouâre drenched,â he murmured, his voice laced with approval, his breath hot against my neck as he continued to work me over.
âMattheo,â I gasped, my hands gripping his shoulders as he curled his finger, finding that perfect spot that made me see stars. He added another finger, the stretch delicious as he pumped them in and out, his thumb brushing against my clit with every movement.
âLook at you princess.â he whispered, his voice a low growl as he continued to finger me, his pace steady and relentless. âYou like knowing weâre still in public, donât you, Y/N? Thatâs so unlike youâŠ.â
His words made my head spin, the combination of his dirty talk and the way his fingers worked me over was too much, too overwhelming. âNothing I do when Iâm with you is like me,â I admitted, my voice breathless as I bucked against his hand, craving more of the pleasure only he could give me. âBut nothing has ever felt this good.â
He groaned at my confession, his fingers curling inside me, hitting that perfect spot that had me seeing stars. âGood girl,â he praised again, his voice filled with pride and lust as he kissed me hard, his lips claiming mine with a hunger that left me breathless.
I kissed him back with equal fervor, losing myself in the feel of him, the way his fingers worked me over, driving me closer and closer to the edge. His thumb pressed harder against my clit, his fingers curling inside me in just the right way, sending shockwaves of pleasure through me that made my entire body tremble.
âYouâre so fucking perfect,â he growled against my lips, his fingers moving faster, harder, the wet sounds of his fingers working me over filling the dark, empty forest around us. âYouâre going to come for me, arenât you, princess? Come all over my fingers like the good girl you are.â
His words were my undoing, the praise and the dirty talk too much for me to handle. I cried out, my nails digging into his shoulders as I shattered around him, my orgasm ripping through me with a force that left me breathless, clinging to him for support as wave after wave of pleasure washed over me.
Mattheo didnât stop, his fingers working me through my orgasm, prolonging the pleasure until I was nothing but a trembling, panting mess in his arms. He finally slowed his movements, gently pulling his fingers out of me and bringing them to his lips, his eyes locked onto mine as he licked them clean.
âFuck, you taste amazing,â he murmured, his voice filled with awe and satisfaction as he pulled me in for another searing kiss, his tongue slipping into my mouth, letting me taste myself on him.
I kissed him back, my heart racing, my body still trembling from the intensity of what heâd just done to me. I knew we were still out in the open, knew that anyone could have seen us, but I didnât care. All I cared about was him, the way he made me feel, the way he could break down every wall Iâd ever built around myself with just a touch, a word, a kiss.
breath was hot against my ear as he whispered, âWould you let me tease you, princess? Let me take my time driving you wild until youâre begging for me?â
His voice was dark, dripping with lust and promise, the words alone sending a shiver down my spine. I could only nod, still panting, my body trembling from the aftershocks of my release. The anticipation of what he was about to do had my heart racing, my breath catching in my throat.
He smirked at my response, his eyes gleaming with wicked intent. âThatâs my girl,â he murmured, his hands sliding down to spread my legs wider. I gasped as the cool air brushed against my heated core, my entire body thrumming with a desperate need for more.
Mattheo took his time, starting with a slow, deliberate kiss on the inside of my thigh, just above my knee. His lips were soft, his tongue darting out to taste my skin as he worked his way up, inch by agonizing inch. Each kiss, each lick, sent a fresh wave of arousal through me, making my thighs tremble in anticipation.
He alternated between gentle kisses and slow, teasing licks, his tongue tracing patterns up my inner thigh. The closer he got to where I wanted him most, the more my hips began to shift, desperate for him to end the torment. But he didnât rush, savoring every moment, every reaction he pulled from me.
When he finally reached the apex of my thighs, he paused, his breath warm against my soaked folds. The anticipation was unbearable, every nerve in my body screaming for him to touch me, to give me the release I was so desperately craving.
âLook at me,â he murmured, his voice laced with dark amusement as he kissed the sensitive skin right beside where I ached for him most.
And then, without warning, his tongue was on me, the first long, slow lick sending a bolt of pleasure straight through me. I cried out, my hips bucking involuntarily as his tongue slid over my folds, his hands gripping my thighs to hold me in place.
He took his time, alternating between slow, teasing licks and firm, deliberate strokes of his tongue over my clit. Every touch was electric, every swirl of his tongue pushing me closer and closer to the edge. I was already so sensitive, still reeling from my first orgasm, and the sensation was almost too much to bear.
âMattheo, please,â I gasped, my hands threading through his hair, pulling him closer, desperate for more.
He chuckled against me, the vibrations sending another wave of pleasure through me. âPatience, princess,â he murmured, his voice a dark, sinful promise. âIâm just getting started.â
He wrapped his lips around my clit, sucking gently before flicking his tongue over the sensitive nub. The combination of his mouth and the steady rhythm of his tongue was driving me wild, the pleasure building so quickly that it was almost overwhelming.
He kept at it, his tongue working in tandem with his lips, pushing me closer and closer to the edge. My thighs were trembling, my breath coming in short, desperate gasps as the pleasure coiled tight in my belly, ready to snap.
And then he pushed me over the edge, his tongue curling around my clit in a way that made my vision go white. I cried out, my body convulsing as the orgasm tore through me, the pleasure so intense that I couldnât think, couldnât breathe, could only feel.
He didnât stop, didnât give me a moment to recover as he continued to work me through my release, his tongue lapping up every bit of my arousal. The overstimulation was mind-blowing, each flick of his tongue sending another shockwave through my already oversensitive body.
âMattheo,â I gasped, my voice raw from the intensity of it all. âI canâtââ
âOh, but you can,â he growled, his voice dark and commanding as he continued his assault on my clit, his fingers sliding back inside me to curl against that spot that made me see stars. âYouâre going to cum again, princess. I want to feel you fall apart for me one more time.â
I could barely form a coherent thought, my mind completely consumed by the pleasure he was giving me. I could only nod, my body already climbing toward that peak again, the intensity of it making my head spin.
He finally pulled away, his hands gently holding my thighs as I came down from the high, my body still trembling with the aftershocks. I was completely spent, my mind foggy with pleasure, but Mattheo just grinned up at me, his lips glistening with my arousal.
âFuck, youâre incredible,â he murmured, his voice thick with satisfaction as he kissed my inner thigh, his fingers gently tracing patterns on my skin. âI could do this all night.â
Tears of pleasure welled in my eyes as I reached for Mattheo, pulling him up to me. I could feel my makeup smeared, my face wet with tears that I knew had streaked down my cheeks, but I didnât care. All I cared about was him, about the way his lips met mine in a kiss that was as fierce as it was tender.
He kissed me with a hunger that matched my own, his hands cradling my face as if I were something precious, even as I reached down, my fingers fumbling with the buckle of his belt. I could feel how hard he was, could feel the heat radiating from him, and it only made me more desperate, more eager to feel all of him.
But then, to my surprise, he pulled back slightly, his hand catching mine. âNo,â he murmured, his voice firm, but there was something in his tone that made me pause, that made me look up into his eyes, confused.
âWhat? Why?â I asked, my breath hitching, my heart pounding in my chest. The need in me was so overwhelming that I couldnât understand why he would stop now, not when we were both so clearly on the edge.
He laughed softly, but it wasnât mocking. It was low and full of a raw affection that sent a shiver down my spine. He leaned in and kissed me again, slow and deep, as if he were trying to pour all of his feelings into that one moment. When he pulled back, he looked into my eyes, his thumb brushing gently over my tear-streaked cheek.
âBelieve me, thereâs nothing I want more in this world than to bend you over this bike and take you right now, right here,â he whispered, and the words alone were enough to make my legs go weak.
âThen do it,â I pleaded, my voice trembling with both need and frustration. I didnât care about anything else in that moment; I just wanted him.
But he shook his head, his gaze never leaving mine, his thumb still tracing the line of my cheek.
âNo,â he repeated, and before I could protest, before I could beg, he continued, his voice soft but filled with a determination that left me breathless. âWhen I get to have you, Y/N, I want it to be when I can take my time, when I can make you feel everything Iâve been dying to give you. I donât want to rush this, to take you in some dark forest where anyone could see. You deserve more than that, more than just a quick fuck.â
His words hit me like a tidal wave, overwhelming in their sincerity, in the sheer weight of what he was saying. I could see it in his eyes, the way he looked at me, like I was the only thing that mattered in the entire world. He wanted more than just my body; he wanted all of me, and he wanted it to be right.
I was speechless, my heart pounding so hard it hurt, and all I could do was stare at him, trying to process everything he had just said. âMattheoâŠâ I whispered, my voice barely audible, but he silenced me with another kiss, this one gentle, full of a tenderness that brought fresh tears to my eyes.
"Not here, not like this. I want to take my time with you, princess. I want to feel every inch of you, taste every part of you, and make you mine in every possible way.â
I could only nod, tears slipping down my cheeks as I kissed him back, pouring all of my emotions into that kiss. I wanted him so badly it hurt, but I knew he was right. Thisâwhatever it was between usâwas more than just a physical need. It was something deeper, something that deserved to be treated with the care and attention he was promising.
We were supposed to be heading to class, but with Mattheo Riddle standing this close, logic and responsibility seemed to melt away. His lips were on mine, hot and insistent, and I could barely think straight. His hand was firmly on my waist, pulling me closer as if he couldn't get enough, and I had to admit, I didnât mind in the slightest.
In the back of my mind, I knew we were in a hallway, but everything else was a blur. All I could focus on was the way Mattheoâs lips moved against mine, the way his other hand slid up to cup my cheek, deepening the kiss.
Suddenly, the sound of footsteps echoed down the corridor. My eyes flew open, and Mattheo reacted instantly, pulling me into a nearby alcove and pressing a hand gently over my mouth. My heart raced, not from fear but from the thrill of almost being caught. I couldnât help the mischievous smile that crept onto my lips as I peeked up at him.
His eyes were locked onto mine, and he had that signature smirk of his as we both listened to the footsteps drawing nearer. The Ravenclaw group passed by, completely oblivious to our presence. I had to bite my lip to keep from laughing at how close we had come to being caught.
As soon as they were out of sight, I grinned and grabbed his collar, yanking him back to me. âWhere were we?â I asked, my voice playful as I pressed my lips to his once more. The taste of him was intoxicating, and I was already forgetting why we needed to stop.
His hands slid down my back, pulling me even closer, his lips moving hungrily against mine. âRight here,â he murmured between kisses. âNot going anywhere, princess.â
I laughed softly, feeling the thrill of the moment surge through me. âYouâre going to get us both in trouble,â I teased, even as I kissed him deeper, not caring at all about the consequences.
âWorth it,â he breathed out, his lips trailing down to my collarbone, leaving a trail of fire in their wake. âYou know, you could just skip class⊠stay here with me. I promise Iâll make it worth your while.â
âI definitely donât want to go to class right now.â
âWho says we have to?â he murmured, his voice low and tempting as he pressed another kiss to the corner of my mouth.
I sighed dramatically, feigning frustration. âYouâre such a bad influence, Riddle.â
âAnd youâre such a willing participant, Y/L/N,â he shot back with a smirk, pulling me back in for another kiss. This time, it was even more heated, as if the idea of sneaking around had only fueled the fire between us.
But just as things were getting even more intense, a familiar voice interrupted us. âOh, donât mind me. Continue.â
We both pulled away quickly, turning to see Theo standing there, looking entirely too amused for my liking.
Mattheo sighed, rolling his eyes before he spoke, âTheo, mate, youâre my best friend. Canât you find something better to do than being a cockblock?â
Theo crossed his arms, smirking. âAnd you two were supposed to be finding the person behind the gossip column, not making out in an empty hallway.â
At Theo's words, realization hit me like a lightning bolt. The Daily Prophet letter! It was supposed to be today! I spun around to face him. âTheo, did the letter arrive yet?â
He shook his head. âNope, nothing. You mightâve scared them off for good.â
I frowned, trying to think straight despite the lingering heat in my body from Mattheoâs touch. âThatâs strange⊠theyâve been so consistent."
Mattheoâs hand was still on my waist, his thumb brushing gently over my skin, and despite my worry, I couldnât help but feel a small thrill at his touch. I turned to him, pressing a quick kiss to his cheek. âI should probably go so I wonât be late for class,â I said softly, though every part of me wanted to stay right here with him.
âYou sure you donât want to stay? I can think of a few more ways to spend the time.â
I laughed, giving him a quick peck on the lips. âTempting, but Iâll save that for later.â With that, I pulled away from him, giving Theo a playful wave as I hurried off down the corridor.
As I walked away, I could hear Mattheoâs voice behind me, low and teasing. âYou know, Theo, sometimes I think you take your job as a third wheel a little too seriously.â
Theoâs laughter echoed through the hallway as I turned the corner, already counting down the minutes until I could see Mattheo again.
I sat in class, staring blankly at the parchment in front of me, my quill lazily tracing random lines across the page. The absence of the Daily Gossip Letter today was unsettling, and I could feel the unease settling over the classroom like a heavy fog. Everyone else seemed to be thinking the same thingâwhy hadnât it come today? The letter had become a constant, its arrival as predictable as the sunrise, yet today, there was nothing.
As I absentmindedly doodled on my notebook, my mind began to wander, trying to piece together why the letter had stopped.
But why would it stop?
I tried to focus, to pay attention to the professorâs words, but my thoughts kept wandering. The gossip letter had become a staple at Hogwarts, a daily dose of scandal that everyone had come to expect. So why would it just⊠stop?
Unless⊠unless the person behind it didnât need it anymore.
The thought sent a shiver down my spine. I started to think about all the things that had been written about me in that damned letter. The gossip wasnât just random; it was targeted, specific. Almost like someone had a personal reason.
I started recalling all the gossip that had been written about me. My so-called date with Prince Edward, which wasnât even a real date because I had turned him down. But when I returned to school, the letter had detailed everything about itâexcept the rejection part, of course. That happened privately, away from prying eyes. So how did the letter know about the date in the first place? Who else was in Italy at the same time as me?
My heart began to race as I straightened in my seat, my hand shaking slightly as I wrote down the names of the only two people who could have possibly known. The first name felt wrong, implausible, but the second⊠my stomach twisted as I scrawled it down.
I took a deep breath, trying to steady myself. My thoughts raced back to another piece of gossipâthe one about me supposedly flirting with a Durmstrang student during the Yule Ball. The truth was, I had been trying to get information about a certain dark artifact that night, and the conversation had been strictly business. Yet the letter painted a completely different picture.
Again, I scribbled down the name. My hand tightened around the quill as I recalled another instanceâTime when I helped Adrian Pucey sneak into the restricted section of the library. It was late at night, and we were careful not to get caught. But the letter described it in perfect detail, down to the exact time we were there. Who else knew?
The quill in my hand quivered as I wrote down the final name. My breathing became shallow, and I could feel tears welling up in my eyes as all the clues finally came together, like pieces of a puzzle that I had been too blind to see. Every rumor, every piece of gossip, every little detail that had been written about me, led back to one person.
I circled the name angrily, feeling my heart break as I stared at the words on the page, the tears now spilling down my cheeks.
I didnât care that the professor was calling my name, didnât care about the shocked whispers that followed me as I bolted out of the classroom. All I could think about was finding him, confronting him. My feet carried me quickly down the corridors, my heart pounding in my chest as I headed toward the Great Hall. But when I got there, he wasnât among the students milling about.
I clenched my fists, trying to think. Where would he be? Then it hit meâQuidditch practice. They had the last part of the day off.
Without another thought, I made my way to the Slytherin dorms. My mind was racing, anger and betrayal twisting in my chest as I reached his door. I didnât hesitate as I knocked, the sound echoing in the empty corridor.
When the door opened, Mattheoâs surprised expression turned into a mischievous smirk as he leaned against the frame, eyes raking over me. âY/N? What, you miss kissing me so much you had to skip class?â His tone was playful, teasing, and he stepped aside to let me in.
I ignored the flutter in my chest and walked past him into the room. The moment he saw my face, though, his smirk faded. He closed the door and turned to me, concern clouding his eyes. âAre you okay?â he asked, his voice softer now, as he moved closer. âY/N, whatâs wrong? Talk to me.â
I sat down on his bed, feeling the weight of his gaze on me. His words echoed in my mind, the ones heâd said before about how the person behind the gossip letter must want to get a reaction out of me. I looked up at him, a cold smile curling my lips. "Well, was it good?"
Mattheo frowned, confusion crossing his features. âWhat are we talking about now, princess?â
âThe reaction you got out of me,â I said, and just like that, the smile on my face vanished, replaced by the full weight of my anger and hurt. âWas it everything you hoped for?â
His face went blank, the confusion deepening in his eyes. âWait, Y/Nââ
âCheckmate, Riddle,â I said, my voice trembling as I stood up, the anger and hurt finally spilling over.
"You were the only one who knew about Italy, about what happened there. You were the one who was with me at the Yule Ball. You were there when Adrian and I sneaked into the library." My voice grew louder with each accusation, tears burning in my eyes. "All of those details, every single one of themâit was you. You were the one writing the gossip letter, werenât you?"
Tears blurred my vision as I continued, my voice shaking with emotion. âWas it fun for you? Watching me losing my mind, seeing how much it effected me? Was it a game, Mattheo? Did you enjoy it? You said the person doing this wanted a reactionâwell, congratulations, you got it. You got everything you wanted. I trusted you⊠I thought you cared, but you were just playing me all along.â
âYouâve been playing me this whole time, havenât you? Feeding me lies, watching as I fell for every trap you set. And for what? A laugh? A good story?â
âY/N, thatâs notââ he started, but I cut him off.
âSave it,â I spat out, my voice breaking under the weight of my emotions. âYouâve already won. I just wonder why you havenât written your final story yetâitâs a good one. Especially the part where youâ"
But before I could finish, he cut me off, his voice trembling with an emotion I hadnât expected.
"What could I have done, Y/N? What could I have possibly done?" he began, his words tumbling out in a rush, raw and unfiltered. "I was there, yes, I was right there with youâthrough all of it. But do you know why? Do you know why I couldnât stay away?"
I froze, his words piercing through my anger like a knife. He continued, his voice thick with desperation. "Iâve loved you all this time, from the first day I got off that stupid train, from the first moment I laid eyes on you. And I canât remember a single day where I havenât been in love with you.
He paused, his eyes locked on mine, pleading for understanding. "It wasnât just some stupid crush, Y/N. It was an obsession, it was madnessâbut it was love. I loved you, and I still love you. I was desperate⊠Desperate to be near you, to be a part of your life, even if it meant doing something as twisted as this."
I stood frozen."You could have just said that. You should have just told me that."
"Yeah, right," he scoffed bitterly, shaking his head. "Fucking right, Y/N."
"What do you mean?" I asked, my voice wavering.
"You had a damn prince crying after you rejected him," Mattheo snapped, his frustration and jealousy spilling over. "A prince, Y/N! And here I am, the son of a psychopath, the last person anyone should ever trust, much less love. What was I supposed to say? âOh, by the way, Iâm in love with you, even though my fatherâs the Dark Lord and everyone expects me to be just like himâ? Who the hell would ever want that?"
He paced the room, running a hand through his hair as he continued, his voice strained. "Every day, I watched you. I saw you with your friends, with guys who could give you everythingâeverything. And the worst part? The worst fucking part was knowing that no matter what I did, no matter how close I got, it would never be enough. Not for someone like you."
Tears welled up in my eyes again, but this time they werenât from anger. "You donât get it, Mattheo. None of that mattered to me. None of it. I didnât care about titles or any of that. I just wanted someone who was real with me. Someone who saw me for who I am, not just as some piece in a game."
He stopped pacing and turned to me, his expression softening. "I did see you, Y/N. Thatâs why I did what I did. The letters⊠they were my way of being close to you, of being a part of your world. But I was so scared of losing you, of you finding out what Iâd done, that I just kept digging myself deeper. And now⊠now Iâve lost you anyway."
His voice broke on the last word, and the sight of him standing there, so vulnerable, shattered the last of my defenses.
Just as I was about to respond, movement from the next bed caught my eye. I blinked, my heart skipping a beat when I saw Enzo sitting up, looking between Mattheo and me with wide, startled eyes, propped up on his elbows.
He Clearly had heard more than enough. "Oh, fuck," he muttered, a sheepish grin spreading across his face. "Iâve got this thingârelationship phobia. Canât be around emotional confessions, they give me hives." [p.s thatâs the same Enzo from Down bad pray for him]
He awkwardly shuffled out of the bed, rubbing the back of his neck. "Sorry, guys. Gonna get out of here real quick. Pretend I was never here, yeah?" With that, he practically bolted out of the room, leaving me staring after him in disbelief until the door clicked shut behind him.
This family is insane.
We both stood there in silence for a moment, the sudden interruption leaving us both a bit stunned. I didnât know what to say, and it seemed like Mattheo didnât either.
âY/N,â he finally whispered, his voice cracking as he took a tentative step toward me. âPlease⊠say something. Anything.â
âYou hurt me, Mattheo,â I whispered, my voice trembling. âYou lied to me, manipulated me."
âI know,â he replied, his voice thick with emotion. âI know I did, and I hate myself for it. But Y/N, please believe me when I say that I never meant to hurt you. I just⊠I didnât know how else to keep you close.â
Tears welled up in my eyes again, and I wiped them away furiously, hating how vulnerable I felt in this moment. âWhy didnât you just tell me how you felt? Why did you have to go through all this?â
âIâm sorry,â he breathed, his voice so quiet, so broken, that it made my chest ache. âIâm so fucking sorry, Y/N. I never wanted to hurt you. I just⊠I didnât know how else to be close to you. I didnât know how to tell you that I loved you without feeling like I was going to lose you.â
I bit my lip, trying to hold back the tears that were threatening to spill over. âBut you didnât have to do it like this, Mattheo. You didnât have to lie to me, to manipulate me, just to be close. I wouldâveââ My voice broke, and I had to take a deep breath to steady myself. âI wouldâve loved you anyway."
Mattheo's face softened, his brow furrowing in confusion as he whispered, "You would?" His voice was barely audible, almost as if he didnât believe the words that had just left his lips.
I couldnât bring myself to answer right away. My heart was pounding, and I could feel the walls I had built around myself beginning to crumble. Without a word, I got up from the bed and walked toward him, each step feeling heavier than the last.
"Yeah," I finally said, my voice trembling as I stood in front of him. "Because it wouldâve been easy, Mattheo."
His eyes searched mine, desperate and lost, as if he was trying to find the truth in my words.
"Iâve loved you," I began, my voice cracking, "from the moment I stepped off that stupid train, too love must have been in the air that day or something. But I couldnât let myself admit it. Instead, I pushed you away, pretended I couldnât stand you because I was terrifiedâterrified of how much I wanted you, how much I needed you." Tears spilled over, and I couldnât stop them this time. They streamed down my face as I choked out the words I had been too afraid to say for so long. "I didnât know how to deal with how much you consumed me, so I fought it. But it was always you, Mattheo. It was always you."
He moved closer, his hands gently cupping my face, wiping away my tears with his thumbs. His touch was soft, so different from the way he usually carried himselfâlike he was afraid I might break if he wasnât careful.
âI didnât knowâŠâ he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. âI didnât know you felt that way.â
âI did. I do,â I confessed, my voice barely above a whisper as I leaned into his touch. âI just didnât want to admit how much you meant to me. How much you still mean to me.â
Mattheoâs forehead rested against mine, his breath warm on my skin as he held me close. âIâm sorry,â he murmured, his voice filled with a kind of raw vulnerability Iâd never heard from him before. âI didnât know how to show you what I felt without messing everything up. I was so afraid of losing you that I did the exact thing that could drive you away.â
I shook my head, trying to push away the flood of emotions that threatened to overwhelm me. âI know,â I whispered, my hands clutching the front of his shirt as if he was the only thing keeping me grounded. âI know now that the letters were more about admiring me than harming me. They only felt too much when another boy was involved, and⊠and I get it. I get that it was your twisted way of dealing with jealousy.â
He pulled back just enough to look into my eyes, his gaze intense but soft, as if he was seeing me for the first time. âYou mean everything to me,â he said, his voice so quiet it was almost a breath. âI just didnât know how to show it without screwing it up.â
âYou donât have to be perfect,â I told him, my voice shaky as I tried to make him understand. âYou just have to be you. Thatâs all I ever wanted.â
Mattheoâs grip on me tightened, and he leaned in, his lips brushing against mine in the softest, most tentative kiss. It was like he was asking for permission, for forgiveness, and I gave it to him willingly, kissing him back with all the emotions I had kept bottled up for so long.
As the kiss deepened, I felt the last of my walls crumble, leaving me completely vulnerable in his arms. But for the first time, I wasnât afraid. I knew that despite everything, this was where I was meant to be. And maybe, just maybe, we could find our way back to each other from here.
âI love you,â I whispered against his lips, my voice thick with tears and longing.
âI love you toââ
The door suddenly burst open, and Blaise walked in, his eyes widening as he took in the scene. He froze for a moment, his gaze darting between the two of us, and then a slow smirk spread across his face.
âWell, well, well,â he drawled, crossing his arms and leaning against the doorframe. âIsnât this cozy? I was just coming to grab a book, but it looks like I walked into the middle of a romance novel. Should I start narrating? âAnd in that moment, their love ignited like a house elfâs poorly managed kitchen fireâŠââ
I felt my face flush, and I quickly stepped back from Mattheo, wiping at my eyes. âBlaise, could you justâŠnot?â Mattheo said .
Blaise chuckled, completely unfazed by Mattheoâs irritation. âOh, donât mind me. Iâll just be over here, pretending I didnât walk in on whatever _this_ is.â He waved his hand vaguely in our direction before sauntering over to the bookshelf.
I shot Mattheo a look, trying to stifle a laugh as Blaise exaggeratedly searched for his book, humming to himself like nothing unusual had happened.
Mattheo sighed, shaking his head as he muttered, âIâm killing you after this.â
âNuh,â Blaise called out, pulling a book from the shelf and turning back to us with a grin. âYou love me.â
âDebatable,â Mattheo shot back, but there was a hint of a smile on his lips.
Blaise winked at me before heading toward the door. âCarry on with your dramatic declarations of love. Iâll leave you two toâŠwhatever this is.â With that, he slipped out of the room, leaving us alone once more.
As the door clicked shut, I couldnât help but let out a small laugh, Mattheo looked down at me.
âWhere were we?â he asked softly, pulling me back into his arms.
âI think you were about to tell me how much you love me,â I teased, my heart swelling with warmth.
âRight,â he whispered, his voice turning serious again as he leaned in to kiss me. â Fuck yeah I love you. So much.â
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It was in the corridors of Jujutsu High, that Nanami Kento first learned that one of the First Years had gone missing.
Whispers of varying voice rose and fell along the wood-panelled walls as Kento walked with a growing unease. Rumours rose on both sides around him, as if in some uncanny valley.
"...off the rails..."
"...not answering calls apparently..."
"...unauthorised? Gojo's not here..."
"...gone rogue. Sukuna's vessel?"
Kento paused, outwardly unreadable as his blood ran cold, with his hand upon the doorknob. Balanced on a knife edge, he moved again, slow and considered, stepping out before closing the door behind him. His feet paddled madly beneath still water, and Kento pulled out his phone, typing fast.
His phone to his ear. A pause.
"Hi, Fushiguro-kun? Do you know where Itadori-kun is?" A pause. A single flat command. "Tell me, immediately."
Another pause; a nod, a pen and paper not required.
Kento waited until he was completely out of the line of sight, to begin running beneath Jujutsu High's tree-lined torii gates.
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Scum.
Yuuji's red boots skid, bloodslick, and he stumbled around a corridor with his breath loud in his ears.
--execute him already--
He wasn't experienced enough for this; but he knew that when he came, hoping to earn his own goodness as proof, to those who determined his worth based on the monster he contained.
--better off dead--
And maybe I am, Yuuji thought, slammed by flailing bestial limbs into concrete, that crumpled like wet paper beneath his body. Slumping down against the wall, Yuuji accepted that the only dignity he could afford himself, would be to choose a good death for himself, as the boy he was, fighting to save lives, instead of the beast within, fighting to take them.
"Itadori-kun. Move behind me. I'll take it from here."
Yuuji looked up from the floor, slow and stunned. Kento stood before him, stony-faced as he bound his spotted tie around his fist, alight with swathes of blue fire.
"...Nanamin...I--"
"I'll scold you after. Behind me."
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Yuuji's eyes were downcast, and chunks of rubble shook from his hair to his thighs, when Kento slammed his car door. As Kento stepped into his own seat, Yuuji caught the tail end of a conversation.
"...coming home to ours. Gojo knows. He's got it handled with the school. Yes. Alright. We won't be long."
The car rumbled to life. Yuuji's fists clenched in his lap, his face twisted with pain, guilt, the crushing weight of failure and embarrassment. Kento allowed him this, for a few minutes, driving seamlessly through the Tokyo evening traffic.
"Are you going to explain what you were doing, Itadori-kun?"
Yuuji was silent, gagged by the sheer volumes he could speak, all fighting for precedence. He heard the faintest sigh from Kento.
"Yuuji?"
Still, nothing. Kento's hands gripped the wheel a little tighter.
"I see. We shall talk after dinner."
"...you can just drop me back to the school--"
"We shall talk after dinner."
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Your hands worried the baggy sleeves of your cardigan before you heard the front door unlock. You stopped, plastering on a smile, and walking over to greet Yuuji as the door clicked open, Kento guiding Yuuji in and shutting the door behind him.
Yuuji's eyes never left the floor to accept your smile. He was thoroughly reduced, hidden behind cloud. Your eyes flicked to Kento, sensing his fixed cool anger, and you redoubled your efforts for Yuuji.
"Busy day, huh? You hungry? I've made lots...come on."
You sat together, tense in silence. Kento ate, robotic and clipped. Yuuji pushed the food around his plate, utterly silent. Kento pressed a napkin to his mouth, lowering it and clearing his throat. He repeated himself.
'Yuuji. Are you going to explain what you were doing?"
Silence. You placed your knife and fork down, your throat thickening with impending confrontation. Yuuji squirmed in his seat as frost formed beneath Kento.
"...I just...just wanted to be useful."
"Useful?"
"...just...wanted to be better than they say I am."
"They?"
You felt Yuuji's stress climbing, racking exponentially with Kento's insistent dig for clarity. You opened your mouth to try to soften Kento's blows before Yuuji blurted.
"Anyone who matters at Jujutsu High thinks I'm scum. Thinks I'm--I'm-- no better than--than him." Yuuji snapped, gesturing to the slits of Sukuna's other eyes on his face, and shoving his plate away with a clatter. Kento bristled, the frost thickening.
"Control your temper, Yuuji--"
"Oh yeah? And why should I? I could have died a good death there-- trying to help people, if you hadn't--"
Kento slapped his napkin down on the table, moving to stand, and you felt yourself shut down beneath the gravity of his rage, knowing it was all concern, but terrifying nonetheless, and you felt the escalation as Yuuji stood, too, facing Kento with combatant teenage fury--
"And who, exactly, were you helping, Yuuji? Were you helping the sorcerers who would have come to rescue you, if I hadn't? You call that a good death, giving the higher ups exactly what they want--"
"--well they can fucking have what they want, then, can't they, nobody gives a shit about me anyway--"
"--language, Yuuji--"
"--nobody fucking cares--"
"I care."
Yuuji's face crumpled, his anger burning out hot and fast. Transitioning from man to boy again, his sleeves rubbed the rage tumbling out as tears.
Kento's chest heaved with the fever-pitch of battle. He turned on the spot, one hand on his hip and the other running through his hair, as he stared up at the ceiling, calming himself. He turned to Yuuji again.
"I care. And I need you safe. And while I cannot fathom the stress you are under, I am so disappointed with you, that you view yourself with the same ill-regard as those with such pithy, ignorant understanding."
Yuuji's hands hung limp at his sides, now, the tears falling freely. Kento rubbed one hand down over his own face, appraising Yuuji with ruffled impassivity.
"...finish your dinner."
"I'm not hungry."
A sigh, weary. "Then go and get cleaned up, and go to your room."
"I...dont have a room, here."
"You do. Third door on the left."
A heavy pause. Slow footsteps carried Yuuji away. Your head rested on steepled fingertips, your dinner churning in your stomach as you bit back nausea.
You thought of all of the words you could say to Kento, but dismissed them as soon as they came into your head; all too visceral, none of them helpful, and maturity held your tongue.
"...you get cleaned up, too. I'll tidy away dinner."
"No, no. You cooked. I'll tidy--"
"Nanami Kento. Do as you are told."
Kento was silent, stewing. Eventually, he stood, walking away down the corridor. You heard two showers, running. You left spare pyjamas in Yuuji's bedroom.
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A gentle three knock-knock-knocks sounded at Yuuji's bedroom door, and he sat up fast in his borrowed pyjamas, wide eyes tired in a tearstained face. He sniffled.
"Y-yeah, uh...come in."
You peeked your head around the door, smiling. Yuuji offered a watery smile in return.
"Alright, kiddo?"
Yuuji swallowed thickly, nodding, resting his chin on drawn-up knees. You sat at the end of his bed, pressing a mug of hot chocolate into his hands, and he felt it balm his soul before he had even drunk it; the act of receiving it, so much more significant than its imbibement. You let him warm in the gesture for a moment.
"...he cares about you, Yuuji. A lot. You know that, right?"
Yuuji's mouth puckered, and he shrugged his rejection, churlish. You raised one eyebrow at him, a gentle, chastising challenge, and Yuuji blushed.
"...yeah, I guess. I mean...I...I know."
"You know?"
"Yeah, yeah, I do."
You smirked, eyes twinkling. "What gave it away? Was it the running to save you in battle? Or the bringing you home for dinner?"
Yuuji's mouth was obscured, buried in his knees. He paused. You didn't manage to hear the words muffled by his legs, and you tilted your head to one side.
"...sorry?"
"It was--...was when he said he was...disappointed with me."
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