#but then again that couldn't have happened bc richard doesn't even know how right he is about things

[noirshitsuji]

richard is babygirl and also a dumb bitch and also he was right about everything

and henry fucking knew it, too

[lacomandante]

teresa has this calm, protective kindness that makes me insane upon rewatching the sharpe series tbqh. and richard getting WHIPLASH hearing he’ll see her again is so perfecttttttt 🥺 i appreciate how there’s time for scenes independent of her romance that show how intelligent and compassionate she is despite all that’s happened to her. god i love her sm

Anon you are SO RIGHT on ALL of these points.....I foam at the mouth and roll around on the ground just THINKING about all of this. Teresa has every opportunity to be cold and cruel and ignore others, and she doesn't. She sees that Sharpe's struggling with leadership, nearly killed by his men if she hadn't intervened- pointing out to him that even though she doesn't always do what her men want, she asks them- does he just beat them until they do it? (There's a number of factors there beyond Sharpe's control, but she makes a good point.) She listens to soldiers gossip, gives him advice, sees him take that advice and SMILES when he does!! She doesn't have to do any of this but she does bc she wants to see him improve!! She sees him learn and grow bc of it and it's just so sweet... I definitely wish we got to see more of her by herself, but I love those moments, however brief. Especially with her and Josefina!! She checks up on her and makes sure she's alright, comforts her when she's going through a rough time, and offers her a solution to her problem."why do you try and hide your feelings? you're really quite kind." 😭 She wakes Sharpe to help, and makes him promise later to look after her and AAAHHH she cares!! she knows what its like to be a survivor of assault and she tries to protect both josefina and lady farthingdale!! And I have a multiparagraph rant about it but like. Teresa wanting to saving Lady Farthingdale from Hakeswill, her compassion and her kindness!!! are used against her!!!! AUGH!! But because that last thought is really sad- yes, I love how much Sharpe gets excited to know Teresa is nearby. His neck is on a swivel and if he were a dog you'd hear his tail thumping the ground rapidly. Hogan can get Sharpe to do just about anything by mentioning her name- and Sharpe is constantly thinking about Teresa throughout Company- where is she, why couldn't she get out, is she coming? And his panic when he thinks she's been shot coming out of the fortress OOUGHH...but I think one of my favorite scenes of all is the barn scene in Enemy, him poking his head out from the window and being SO excited because WIFE!!! WIFE IS HERE!! FUCK THE ROCKETS WIFE IS HERE

[pinksirensong]

ok but what about this

yn is matt murdock ex-wife, they divorce bc matt cheat on her w elektra, but now she have a established relationship w morpheus and he loves her so so so so bad

one day, matt comes again, completely sad, broken and regretful bc he realizes that yn is the love of his life and not elektra (she doesn't mean anything), and yn loves matt a lot, but she also loves so hard morpheus

how this could be? how could be the interaction and rivality between matt and morpheus?

I don't know it that was a request because I never had one, so if it wasn't I'm sorry?? ANYWAY, I believe that even with Y/N still loving Matt she couldn't be in love with him. You can love more than one person because there are many kinds of love, but being in love not that's just one at the time (my opinion, of course). Also, interaction?? We know Matt, he would definitely provoke Morpheus and end up having nightmares just like Richard Madoc. Now the one-shot that you inspired me to write.

p.s. - it's so fuckin long, more than the chapters I usually write kkkkk

 - You’re being silly right now, Morpheus. – he should’ve stopped talking after that, because he knew Y/N only called him Morpheus when she was mad at him, it was always “my love” or “my Dream” while he called her “my heart”. Unfortunately Dream of Endless wasn’t smart enough to do so.

 - Am I? You want to leave me to aid your ex-husband at the waking world. Should I be content with that? – Matthew Murdock was Y/N’s ex-husband and a few weeks ago he seeker Johanna Constantine help to find her and ask for her help in bringing Fisk down once for all. Y/N was a lawyer and worked with Matt and Foggy when they started at Nelson&Murdock, they met at college and were the golden trio of Columbia. She was there when the whole Fisk thing started and wanted him to pay for his crimes just like her friends, especially because of what he and his men did to her dear friend Karen. For some time, he was at a secure prison, but then the snap happened and until everyone, including Matt, Foggy and Karen, blipped back Fisk was free to do as he pleased. Y/N was already living with Morpheus at the Dreaming, so she was safe and unaware of most of it.

 - Oh, were you not the one who left me without any explanation to rescue your ex-wife? I only knew about it because of the gossip going around the Dreaming, if it were for you, I would never know about it. Yet I didn’t complain because I knew she needed it and I trust you. I need to go, Fisk is as much as my business as his. I started it too, it’s my responsibility to finish it. – she never spoke about the reason of her divorce, it hurt too much to even think about how it made her feel like not good enough for anyone. Y/N knew that Matt had an affair with Elektra Natchios while they were dating, forgiveness was hard, but she was young and naïve enough to give it to him after weeks of begging for it and declaring his love for her. Looking back now that should’ve been a warning, she should’ve known that the Devil of Hell’s Kitchen couldn’t be trusted. Y/N didn’t know what hurt the most: him cheating on her with Elektra again or the fact that he pretended for months to be dead. It was too much, too much betrayal and too much heartbreak, so she asked for the divorce and left. – I am not leaving you, but maybe it’s for the best if we talk when I come back. Because I will come back, my love. – he wasn’t happy with that, but deep down knew she was right as usual. They parted, but not before sharing one last kiss.

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Be careful of the Murdock boys, they’ve got the devil in them. It was an old joke, but in Matt’s case it was truth. He did have the devil in him, and no prayer could save his soul now. Matt knew that Y/N was his angel and even that didn’t stop him for ruining everything, he chose his dark side and let Elektra in his life again. It was his biggest regret, losing the love of his life because of something he could’ve avoided. When blipped back he was actually happy about Fisk situation, it was like the universe was giving him a second chance with her, so he grabbed it no matter how hard it was do find her. Matthew didn’t expect to find out that she moved on, now dating a man named Morpheus, but he wouldn’t back down without a fight. Matthew Murdock would fight for Y/N L/N this time, harder than ever. They spent a lot of time together, alongside Foggy and Karen, for two months until they finally put Fisk back in jail with the help of the new Hawkgirl and good old Daredevil. All this time they never saw Morpheus and that made Matt even more hopeful to mend their relationship.

 - Now that we can finally breathe in peace, let’s go to Josie’s and drink like there is no tomorrow, huh? – said Foggy.

 - Oh, sorry but I can’t. It’s been too long, and I just want to go home. – Y/N missed Morpheus, she enjoyed the time with her friends and even Matt but longed to go back to the Dreaming. Seeing Matt’s face, both Foggy and Karen understood that they should leave them alone and that’s what they did, giving poor excuses to going early and waiting for Matt and her, if she changed her mind.

 - I love you, Y/N. I still love you, I’ve never stopped loving you. Please, don’t go. Things won’t be the same, I’m different now and I’ll be the man you deserve. – she tried to talk, but he didn’t let her. – I know you feel something, all this time together it’s…it’s impossible you didn’t feel like the old times when we were married. All of our love and our story, it can’t be over. I know you love me, sweetheart. Please, let me make it up to you. I’ll spend the rest of my life proving my love to you. Please, Y/N. – his eyes were teary, and it hurt her to see him this way.

 - Oh, Matt. – she let him grab her hand be a little close to her, but not too close. – I will always love you, Matthew Murdock. – a chill passed by her, Y/N ignored it thinking it might’ve been the wind from the open window. The truth is that Morpheus chose that exact day to seek her, he missed her everyday and couldn’t stay apart anymore, and he heard what they said, choosing to leave after hearing her professing her love to another man. Meanwhile, Matt was once again full of hope that maybe everything would work out for him, but Y/N was about to crush it. – But I’m not in love with you anymore, and even if I were it could never happen because I could never trust you again. We had good moments and were really happy, but it’s over. I hope you can move on and find someone that will give you what you want, just like me. – she squeezed his hand one last time and left, this time for good.

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Arriving at the Dreaming wasn’t how she expected, the sky was grey and there were a few thunders. Couldn’t Morpheus feel her, that she was back? Or perhaps he was still angry at her. Y/N could wander between the dreaming and the waking world thanks to a gift Morpheus gave her, a beautiful oval-shaped ruby necklace that contained a little bit of his power. He told her that he once had one that held a huge amount of his power and wished to gift you with a similar one that could allow you to travel to see him as you wished. It was rarely used, most of the times you were there with him because being apart hurt you. Y/N knew that the only person who could heal her wounds were herself, but with him at her side everything was easy. She trusted him, loved him and was so deeply in love that being with anyone else sounded stupid and impossible to her.

 - Oh, Lady Boss, I would not go in there. – she heard Matthew, the raven, warn her as she was about to enter the throne room.

 - Is something wrong?

 - The Boss is not in a good mood. He is not allowing anyone inside, not that we would risk. I mean, have you seen the sky outside?

 - I did, but I’ll risk it anyway. Thank you for warning me, my friend. – giving him one last smile, she entered the room, only to find her lover at his throne with a familiar face. It was his anger face. He didn’t notice her, it looked like his mind was too far away. – Why is the sky so ugly and most important, why is everyone afraid to be close to you right now? I’m back, by the way, just in case you didn’t notice it. – while talking she went closer and closer to where he was. Dream of Endless now not only noticed her as also keep looking directly at her as she walked towards him.

 - Are you back to take your things? – his voice cold but also hurt.

 - I don’t understand. What are you talking about? Are you banishing me or something? Is this about my little trip, because if it’s I think you’re not acting rational right now. I came back, just as promised and…

 - Enough! – he didn’t need to raise his voice, his tone was enough to make her stop talking. Why was he so angry at her? – You came to mock me? I would have never believed that you would do that to me.

 - Can you please explain what’s going on?

 - I heard you, Y/N. – after seeing her confused face he continued. – You told him that you would always love him.

 - Oh, my Dream. My love. – now she understood exactly what was going on with him and it hurt her that she was the cause of it. She stood closer enough to touch him, thankfully he didn’t push her hand away. – You must not have heard the rest of it. I did say it, but not like that. I will always love him, Matt was the first man I’ve ever loved. It’s the same way with you and Nada or Calliope, you’ll always love them and that’s okay. But I’m not in love with him, just like you’re not in love with them. They’re pieces of our pasts and helped made us who we are now, but that’s all. Y/N knelt on the floor and grabbed both of his hands. – I love you and I’m so crazy and deeply in love with you that I’m willing to stay here with you for as long as you’ll have me. My present and my future is with you, I’m yours. He might have been my first, but I wish for you to be my last. – she decided to be even closer, sitting at his lap and holding his face between her hands. – Forgive me for causing you pain, my Dream. I am here now and if you’ll have me, I’ll never leave again without you. Please, believe in me. – now it was his time to close the distance, pulling her to a kiss. She could feel everything in that kiss, how much he loved her and how afraid he was thinking that she would never return to him.

 - You shall never leave then for I will never not want you. I love you, my heart, and I will love you for as long as I am alive. – and once again they were kissing and showing how much they loved each other. A love that would always be endless.