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Types of Confessions : Public Confession
CW: Murder
“I love you!”
For a moment, the entire street seemed to go quiet. Cameras whirred from behind blockades. Nervous feet scraped the asphalt as police shifted, attention briefly moving from Supervillain to the battered hero who had just thrust their way into the line of fire.
Supervillain could only stare, the edge of their knife pressed to the Director’s throat. Just a smidge more pressure, and he’d bleed like the pig he was.
But there was Hero, breathing hard, hair sweaty and ragged in their face, costume in tatters. Supervillain had sent several of the syndicate to hold onto them until this business was over, but apparently they didn’t compare to a legal power user when they really wanted something.
“Don’t do it,” Hero said, stumbling forward another step. They were bleeding through one leg of their leggings. “You do it, and every officer here shoots you down. Or they catch you and dissect your brain until they figure out what went wrong. Why you can still hurt people.”
Supervillain raised their brow. “And if I do stop? What? Mr. Director here forgets I ever threatened him?”
Hero took another step. “I made a deal. I-if you stop. We can leave. Together. They won’t stop you. You don’t have to be trapped in this city anymore. You don’t have hide.”
Supervillain could feel the director’s shoulders relax a little. He was confident that Supervillain would take this out. Exchange all his bitterness for a happy ending.
“This is my magnum opus,” Supervillain said. What I’ve built my career on. You want me to give it up?”
“I love you!”
“Why should that matter?”
Hero choked.
The director stiffened.
“This isn’t about me. This is about you. This is about us. And everyone this city exploits. And crushes. And pushes under the rug. This place is supposed to be some sort of powered utopia but it’s a scheme. And I like it better when I’m the one behind the curtain.”
“Please. Please I don’t want to lose you.”
Supervillain’s heart pounded. Hero’s words only now just soaking in. They didn’t make a difference. But they felt warm in their chest. Hopeful. Grateful. Regretful.
They might never get the chance to actually kiss them. To hold them. To go on a date with them. To tell—
They could do that part. They’d intended to never say it, but well…
“I love you too.”
“Supervillain…” Hero sounded pleading. They knew it wasn’t the sort of ‘I love you’ that expected longevity.
“We could always do both.”
“Supervillain, no wait— I don’t even know if I— This isn’t how—”
They gazed directly into Hero’s eyes. “Save me, my hero.”
Then they slit the director’s throat.
#so this was supposed to be jsut cutesy stuff#but then somehow this happened?#I’m imagining it’s a world#where all the powered individuals have been placed into one city#and they all are supposed to have implants or something that suppress their abilities#only those who are assigned as heroes can legally use their powers#but the system itself is very bad#supervillain somehow is able to surpass their implant without being a legal power user#their goal is to get rid of the director of this project who has been oppressing the city#and manipulating those who can legally use powers#but somehow the hero and the supervillain meet and fall in love#🥺#but anyway#yeah#hopefully my next few confessions will be more fluffy haha#February confession challenge#creative writing#writblr#love confessions#hero x villain#snippet#drabble
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there’s something about Coulson telling Daisy, a girl whose entire life has been dictated and irreparably damaged by a system set up by SHIELD, to trust the system.
#1x07 as an episode in itself does so much for daisy's character#but this scene just gets to me#because here she is#her life ruined by the very system she wants to be a part of so bad#and yet it was never shield she trusted was it?#not really#“loyalty to a man not to shield”#no i suppose not#agents of shield#daisy johnson#phil coulson#is it obvious i'm rewatching s1 rn??
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sqh raising luo binghe bc the wash lady never happened bc the timeline's altered and subsequently mbj finds out or qinghua tells him (pre-established moshang) and qinghua is hmmn . freaking the fuck out bc wdym his stallion protag is a colicky newborn baby that won't go to bed unless he's rocked, swaddled, and cuddled by sqh (mobei-jun's heart shattered when baby binghe cried when sqh handed him off for a second before putting him to bed, he's still nursing his bruised ego) . this is his beloved if bloodthirsty son who is 75% cheek and 25% baby fat, it is a miracle he ever goes to his jobs when his son is so cute and tiny and why did he not write cameras into PIDW !!! no amount of portraiture would capture his sweet boy looking up at him all cute and tiny and never to be captured on camera. moshang being dads co-parenting binghe and everyone being confused bc everyone thought mobei-jun would finally marry and make qinghua consort shang but to each their own . co-parenting and then oh my god they're not even together yet are they? posing for family portraits together with romantic tension thick enough to start choking everyone out of the room. qinghua and mobei-jun looking next to dead bc binghe has never slept thru the night and sqh feels like he hasn't had a good night's rest since he transmigrated into PIDW . also maybe make it omegaverse
@coastinglove
#this is coastingloves's fault#omegaverse#specifically based off of love me dead by Cat42103 on ao3#moshang raising baby binghe worms#moshang#wormz in my brain#big ol chunky baby binghe#love moshang dads so freaking bad#mpreg#omegaverse bc i have a brand to uphold#kid fic#moshang co-parents first married couple second is very important to me#sqh cries 3 times a day bc of his son#svsss#mbj loves binghe more than life itself#mxtx#inspired by 7 million fics#luo binghe#scum villain self saving system
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star wars outlaws
#star wars outlaws#kay vess#nix#did a brief detour into this game it isn't bad! but certainly lacks in polish for core loops. tutorialization pipelines are ass also#performance - also ass. had to play quality on ps5 for it to have any clarity at all. but the open world is gorgeous#and it certainly nails the very narrow target of horse girl star wars fantasy (ripping across tatooine on a speeder with a little Guy)#nix is everything I love him. modern star wars rarely captivates me but they do know how to do lil guys real well#my photos#star wars#also-also. would be remiss not to mention. never played a game with unregulated scope creep this noticeable before. it's baffling#I KNOW people crunched on this it's in the walls in the floorboards it's everywhere. unmitigated hodge podge of mechanics and pillars#and those pillars are often unbalanced between each other. storytelling payloads are an issue too. there's pre-rendered in-engine cutscenes#real-time in-engine cutscenes. and digic-produced full CG cutscenes. and their placement and prioritization feels insane and inscrutable#like three different teams were working on the game at the same time and never in congress or coordination#it also suffers from the open world 4th and 5th priority narrative payload issues - many secondary and sometimes even primary questgiving#and expository dialogues are in-game zoomed camera lipsync exchanges. or flavor text#on the other hand - surprisingly deft mission design itself? side quests reward either cosmetics or actual unlockable deployable skills#it has fleeting genes of a metroidvania spread across a wide open world in that sense. but only fleeting. the rep system is a smokescreen#and progression in general has a very open and unsatisfying end to it. this game needed less scope and maybe no space stuff at all#the resulting resource allocation adjustment would truly make for a captivating open world adventure. as it stands it feels like#a product of overworked people misusing mismanaged budgets and managing to sprinkle some love into it regardless#games should never be good on the merit of their perceivable seasoning of overwork and passion. that really only bakes a sadness cake
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the urge to talk my head off vs. the calm of quiet vs. the Thoughts
#just me hi#vs. the Spookiness#anyway i have not been able to focus at all today#which could be credited to me staying up til like 1 a.m. last night#which i really don't know why i did. the mysteries of this world!!#/anywho thinkin about the Pink again#mostly the magic system cuz i'm still working out the kinkssssssss#like there's Camouflage and Minor Transformation and then there's also inventories which is just a bit of fun for me hbfhs#but that's jumping ahead of ritual Types- and then also jumping ahead of how the magic system works on itself so yea lol :)#//oh yea also bc i am a master at procrastinating lmao--#tryna figure out where i'd want pi.e to be mainly posted cuz i hate vertical scroll but also don't know if i want to put pages up seperatel#cuz i dunno.. i don't really like that for my own thang too much hfhsh#yea though.. still tryna figure that out#// oh i've gotta finish some stuff i'm drawing too lol#i am drawing a gun in perspective which isn't fun for two awesome reasons:#i don't draw guns#i funkin hate perspective so bad can somebody get me out of here hello lmfshvhg#anyway aside from that it's alright hghfjshv :3#/and ik i'm sort of apprehensive abt cussing online (that's for a couple reasons pfsvh) but i'm prolly gonna leave this uncensored#just cuz like. i Do have a mouth on me and i'd like to use it now and then hbfsh :)#and also saying this so i don't back out. you hear me [<- pointing at self]#yea though!! gonna finish this :3#/got apollo in here to see if i drew this thang right and i DID YIPEEEE#he's like super super into guns and has given me very long lectures when i draw them poorly so this is like winning a 5k HFbvhsjh#YAYYY i am Winning out here hgsbvhf#OKAY i'm gonna pop off to finish what i'm doin now :3#making food and drawing. two things that are not done effectively while typing lol#YE going now.. i'm going.. oo.. i'm gone.. ohh... toodles pfshv :D !!
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criminal case can’t be copaganda when most of those officers suck at their jobs + are terrible people
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#I'm very ehhhh on this one?#Cause yeah a lot of the main partners suck ass at their jobs BUT#As a whole the game portrays the police system in a positive light#Either by implying that the police system can be ''fixed''#Which implies that the police system is something that isn't bad in it of itself (and it is)#Or by allowing these characters to get away with the fucked up shit they do with virtually no consequences#All in all it's *critical* of the police system and its legitimacy at MOST#But overall it isn't AGAINST the whole concept#Which in my eyes makes it copaganda?#But uh that's just my thoughts! Toodles#criminal case#criminal case game
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2023 reads / storygraph
The Poisons We Drink
YA urban fantasy
a girl who brews powerful potions is coerced into making potions to interfere with D.C.’s most influential politicians in an attempt to stop a dangerous Witcher Registration Act from passing, and will do anything to protect her sister after their mother is killed
bi MC, nonbinary love interest
arc from netgalley
#The Poisons We Drink#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#this is…….a lot of cool ideas but also so many elements and high stakes that i kinda lost track of them#the pacing is weird. the worldbuilding is random?#why is brewing SO overpowered & risky for her but the other powers seem to have pretty normal low-scale risks?#it’s definitely ambitious and has some cool ideas and also some great characters just. didn’t execute as well as I’d like#as much as we’re told the main threat is the government trying to put through a Registration Act#most of the actual antagonism we see is from other Witchers?#like the systemic discrimination got a bit lost in the witcher family drama and murder politics#important things to say about oppression and police violence but like....idk#she has this ‘deviation’- essentially evil sentient magic inside her head (and you KNOW I love that trope)#but it’s barely explained and very underutilised? other than helping her get out of bad situations you could take it out & would barely#change anything#also it’s explained at the start that she’s an empath but other than the very occasional mention I kept forgetting#will also note that I bumped this up my tbr because I saw the author talking/promoting it as the MCs sister being aroace but no mention#maybe it’ll come up in a sequel (there weren’t really any places where it would have made sense to bring it up here) but idk#(just the way the author was asking for advice on how to write an ace character and stuff you’d assume that they’d….put that in the book?)#not really a critique of the book itself but anyway. I really wanted to like this but the way it was put together just did not vibe with me#edit: I saw the author say on twitter that the version used for ARCs was before ace stuff was added and that there's other signif changes?#so perhaps that will be there! i'm not sure if I want to read it again but might skim just to see what that's about
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finished ff16 :)
#very vague ff16 spoilers in tags#mixed feelings about certain aspects of the game#and by mixed i mean bad#but overall i had a lot of fun#and the game also had some of the coolest moments i've played through in like. any video game#i dont usually replay video games but i will be replaying this one on ng+ when the dlc comes out specifically for those moments#i cannot emphasize enough how out of the world cool those moments are#also the game is very fun!! big fan of the parry system. dodging is a little too easy#also ff16 has dion. goty just for that. love my boy#(guy who is weak to every character trope that dion is)#(AND he's gay)#(AND he's a DRAGOON)#(AND HE CAN TURN INTO A DRAGON!! BAHAMUT!!!!!)#pip speaks#also. i didn't make use of these but the game does make itself very accessible#both by having an annotated subtitle option for hard of hearing folks#but also by having an option to make the gameplay very easy for people who are there just for story reasons#which makes me happy :]#one week until the ost comes out and i can blast my head clean off my shoulders >:)#soken beloved i love his video game music so much
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i just realized y'all don't know me well enough to know my habit of taking extensive notes for anything i read/watch and making custom excel spreadsheets for funsies
#if i was 12 id be filling up journals but im an adult so now i have...i have so many Documents...Help...#as an example: before TCF had an Official Map. i reread the whole thing in order to take EXTENSIVE notes on geography#(both large scale and local)#and was going to make a map myself#i had a (very. VERY.) rough draft for the map itself that i lost when i restarted/cleaned up my computer last year#but i remember the official map came out before i could complete mine and i was RIGHT ABOUT LIKE. LITERALLY ALL OF IT#(and also spotted a typo or mistranslation because of it im pretty sure. they put southwest when they meant southeast for something)#another example is the 400 page joongdok google doc#also my custom auto calculating ttrpg character sheets#my extensive minecraft storage system spreadsheets#i have docs that are jsut stream of consciousness that i word vomit into as i read then go back and organize afterwards#etc#i also keep docs for loved ones and what they like/dont like/etc#(ive mentioned before but i have very bad memory so keeping records is how i show i care about someone/thing)#anyways me [handshake] kdj: filling up pages upon pages analyzing and speculating on our favorite things#beso babbles
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hhhhhhnnngh
#Chatterbomb#Reading Thoughts May Dim by themoomin and I’m on the last chapter… hhhnnngg :(#I’m like halfway through it and it’s not looking good#It’s not tagged as having a bad ending but. I’m scared#I liked knave of diamonds because when lupin was an asshole he got 3 billion kicks in the head#Now it’s very centered around sad zeni. Free my boy he didn’t do anything#This poor lonely self deprecating man… where is the zenigata has A Good Day and is loved and cherished and happy#Sadness seeping through to me. I need to find zenigata happy and healthy stuff#I finished it now and. I think it was supposed to be a happy ending?#Zenigata just uprooted his life and morals so his crush wouldn’t kill himself. Ok#I’m all for zeni doesn’t wanna be a cop anymore because I think there’s a lot that can be done with that and criticize the justice system#But it.. doesn’t usually do that#I think it was pretty solid until the last chapter and a few other things that poked out#We all have different interpretations for characters in a 50+ year old franchise but!! Some things stuck out to me yk#I feel like jigen is a bit mean in these ones!! He shows up and is always the embodiment of jealousy and I think that’s not good actually#He’s protective yeah but he doesn’t.. like.. hate zenigata.. maybe it’s just a part 2 thing and I’ve forgor but he was also silly with it#He kissed his mouth and made him chase after him when he asked for a light. I feel like everyone is a bit more mean. Aside from zeni who is#Pretty chill honestly on account of the depression I guess. He turned a lot of things in on himself and never blamed lupin (at least not fo#Long) which is? Interesting ig? I felt a lot for zeni cause honestly I relate! But the way the story went didn’t feel like a good ending.#It felt like a bad ending in a psychological horror. If anyone’s reading this take it with a grain of salt#I may be viewing zeni in rose colored glasses because. Favorite character disease or something#It’s kind of heart breaking watching this sweet confused guy get further and further wrapped around this unstable manipulators finger. And#It Even had a “riding off into the sunset” type of ending. Zeni can be sweet but he felt VERY sweet in this story. And the worst things he#Did to contribute to his “corruption” was? Sleeping with Lupin? Ok. Wgat.#Oh and. Stealing a coin from some guy on impulse because it was from his ancestor. He regretted it immediately (the episode itself is silly#And hints on him breaking laws to catch lupin which are not elaborated on#It’s an interpretation on how luzeni would work I guess but it just felt off? Idk man I’m gonna take a shower#Ohhh wait. The enemies to lovers tag was listed as “kind of?” And I was wondering how you make that “kind of”. I know now.#are they lovers? worse
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#simon.md#this is kind of a vent i guess? but just. man i've been doing terrible lately#emotionally i mean. these past like three days have just been bad and i am. . . tired#lonely and afraid of rejection which leads me to not talk which leads me to be lonely.#which makes me want to talk but not know what to talk about and being afraid of being annoying or bothering other people#and it just. compounds on itself#the moral ocd doesn't help because what should be mild criticism or pointing out things i missed makes my brain drive me into a spiral#which is. very not fun. and doesn't help me with wanting to do things! i want to do things and be able to react to criticism!#the way that normal people do!#*and yet. my brain. continues to be itself*#whyyyyy must my first instinct be to isolate myself whenever i'm feeling bad#hhhhh why is my brain like this#feeling bad just makes me even more stuck in front also so the others in the system can't even let me swap out to try and calm down#i hate it here (in my head)#i will probably be better tomorrow but. waugh
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Guess who's thinking abt eg au again
#rat rambles#stars posting#eternal gales#so! if you dont know abt the human kids functions (which is incredibly likely) then long story short the whole basis of the story is that#each of them are tied to a functionality of their universe and as such when the universe is under threat theyre all brought to its core as#a sort of defense mechanism ok cool got it? got it.#anyways the party all have their functions albiet not all the ones that the human kids have because theresss not enough of them#also I gave sif one that does not exist in eternal gales proper but thats necessary for the time loop thing to work#but yeah bonnie is tied to the managment and creation of physical matter and the other 3 are all tied to various aspects of data storage#this is mostly used in story as like puzzle solving tools since unlike the canon eg kids they are actually doing shit and have a goal#mira is basically translatong external data into smth that the universe systems can understand#isa is the transferral of data from one part of the system to another#and odile is a mix of the data storage itself and the translation of it into smth more comprehendable by outsiders#she has to be a mush of two existing ones since again not enough characters to fill all of them#but this is relevant because that means that while the party still don't remember the loops at all they do have the tools to tell smth is#up asside from just siffrin acting weird#not enough to like fully figure it out tho since even odile can't just like. google search find the answers to things.#its just that as the loops keep trucking the data storage of course shifts and changes in ways that are noticable#like data storage in certain areas being like. weirdly packed and formatted for example#and due to their inherent tie to said data storage they can also to a very very small degree kind of feel the time that has passed#not in a major way. but like in a 'hm. something feels Weird.' kind of way#bonnie doesn't rly have this tho since physical matter is like The thing that is reset every loop#but yeah think of it more like having a billion tabs open and opening a new one and being able to hear your computer cry#except you dont know abt the previous tabs and as such its very concerning that shit is chugging so bad when as far as you know#yesterday it was running perfectly fine#it Can be excused as an oddity from getting close to the king but its still extremely sudden and jarring#especially combined with the other oddities of the timeloop tumbler#of course odile feels it the hardest which combined with her being odile means she's the first to rly look into it much#but isa also feels it pretty damn hard anytime hes doing his thing because god damn is it a nightmare to work through all that shit#mira feels it less but does still get that experience of interacting with the data systems and having it freak out on her a bit
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TRUEEE
The most sure sign that someone doesn’t know much about poetry is when they insist that poetry has to rhyme.
And the most sure sign that someone is a little too pretentious about poetry is when they say that they hate rhyming poetry.
#I DID NOT SEE THIS ADDITION#i have comments :3#actually just one#i've always described poetry as “not prose”#poetry is literally EVERYTHING POSSIBLE WITH WORDS not constrained by formality#that's what i think poetry is#that reply certainly has a good point tho#i think the even MORE underlying problem is the education system itself#it seeks to formalise what is by (my) definition not formal#and it does so with so many other things#aristotle himself said it best when he taught about going out and experiencing things#the education system is BAD per se#but it could be so so much better#thinking about it now there are a lot of underlying problems underneath even more underlying problems#what a mess#the next couple decades could very well be not unlike untangling a cord#WOW i put too many tags#my apologies
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Video essay by Jellybox about what's good and bad about indie animation!
Wanted to share this in case it's helpful to anyone wanting to pursue making animation independently. It's also for fans of indie animation who may want some insight into how an indie studio works, why indie cartoons are always selling merch, why release schedules are often erratic, etc.
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I also wanted to clarify the video's context, because it seems to have been somewhat misconstrued in some circles. Not long ago, WGA and SAG strikes, followed by TAG negotiations were very much in the news, shining light on the struggles the artists, writers, and actors in the Hollywood studio system are facing. In response, the words 'just go indie' have been tossed around quite a bit lately.
Gene and Sean at Jellybox approached us a few months back explaining that they were planning to make a video about the realities of running an indie studio/producing indie animation, largely in response to that 'just go indie' attitude. They were curious if we'd be willing to share our experience, including information about actual costs and the various difficulties and complications we've encountered. We said yes! We'd like for people to know what it's like. As much as it might look appealing next to the currently very broken studio system, indie has its own set of problems, and we think it's a good idea to be transparent about that because talking about problems is how you begin to address them.
Of course, while you get creative freedom and you have no shareholders to appease with indie production, the primary struggle you're always going to face is funding…and funding avenues are limited. Banks aren't eager to hand out business loans to freelance artists making cartoons, for instance. Social media algorithms reward frequent updates you can't swing with hand-drawn animated content, so you can't rely much on things like AdSense. You can't really insert sponsored ads into your animated videos without being too obtrusive. You can take on client work, but that interferes with your ability to focus on own animated project. Crowdfunds can be great for seed money, but they're also a ton of work to fulfill, and fulfillment itself will tend to eat up a considerable amount of the funds you've raised. Once your animation is produced, there is no well established way to sell the animated episode itself like there is for, say indie games sold on Steam. So, while we consider ways to try to make the terrain a bit more hospitable to indie creations, if nothing else, let this explain why productions rely a lot on merch drops!
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And hey, if you're an animation fan, consider supporting the independent productions you enjoy, whether you're tossing a few dollars their way, buying their merch, or just mentioning them to friends:
The Far-Fetched team is launching a crowdfund very soon to help them complete their pilot!

The Monkey Wrench team is killing it lately, and they deserve so much more fanfare than they've gotten!

And of course, thank you to the excellent folks at Jellybox for starting an important conversation!

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So rn the US government is starting to defund the National Parks Service, and while this is a bad thing largely because it's mainly being done to open up the possibility of oil drilling in a lot of those areas, I think it also needs to be said that no the National Parks Service was not just there to "protect natural wonders" or whatever. It was there because a lot of those places are incredibly important land to a lot of Indigenous Peoples and if you give it special status that means you can't live on it you can make the natives leave easier because they get arrested if they don't. Like I am very much not in favor of this change as it is being done but I don't think we should respond to it with wholehearted praise of the National Parks System either. Please know the history of the land you live on and visit.
edit: this post was made with some noteworthy gaps in knowledge. This has already spread so to some extent the damage has been done but I do want to add on an addition someone made that I think does give some very helpful context to this. If you've already reblogged this I recommend doing so again with this addition. Credit on the comment goes to @kingsonne-zedecks
"I think that only two thirds of the conversation is being represented in this post and just wanted to ensure that people had the full picture.
Because the National Parks were absolutely used as a method for limiting, oppressing, and controlling indigenous lands ever since the US government violated multiple treaties to create Yellowstone. "Protecting" these lands meant protecting them from their historical stewards and inhabitants as well as from logging and mining companies.
Multiple parks were even created with provisions "allowing" indigenous people to continue using them for hunting, fishing, gathering, and spiritual purposes. Except that they were rapidly pushed out in the following years, while the tourists were told of the indigenous in the past tense only.
That's all absolutely true and is an important part of the history of the National Park Service that should not be forgotten or ignored.
But.
Its also not 1872 anymore. In 2015 Mt McKinley was offocially recognized and restored to the name Denali. Something that, though small in comparison to the harm that has been done, was indicative of a growing sentiment for restoring Ingigenous history. In 2021 Chuck Sams and Deb Haaland were put into office as the first Indigenous leader of the National Park Service and Secretary of the Department of the Interior respectively. By the end of 2024 we had over 250 co-stewarship agreements in place with various Indigenous Nations for management and use of these lands. Educational resources in visitors centers across the country were reworked to more accurately represent the indigenous history of the parks. Things were unequivocally moving in a positive direction.
While the History of the National Park Service as a tool of colonialization is important to recognize. The Trump Administration is not defunding that same tool. That tool does not exist today exactly as it once did.
The attack on the National Park Service of today is itself an attack on Indigenous people and an attack on progress. As blatant as the executive order to rename Denali back to McKinley."
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