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GOD OF MUSIC (SEVENTEEN)
#seventeen#svtcreations#i tried#I SPENT SO LONG ON THIS AND I'M NOT EVEN SATISFIED WITH HOW IT TURNED OUT#this is what happens when you don't go in with a set idea kids#anyway it started with the dino gif and i was like THIS WILL LOOK SO GOOD#and then..it didn't#i will defs need to recolour or just change that seungkwan gif 😭#but that's a tomorrow job good night
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Since I accidentally wrote recaps for chapters 7-8 of Sylus' myth, Beyond Cloudfall, for a topic, I decided to torment myself and reread the myth and write recaps for the other seven chapters 🥹👍
Note: I will be addressing Sylus as "the Dragon" until he is properly introduced in the myth. My own commentary will be included for scenes I find intriguing, especially since this will be my second reading (technically third since I'm going through the caps 💀).
[Love and Deepspace masterpost ☆ Beyond Cloudfall masterpost]
SPOILERS FOR SYLUS' MYTH - BEYOND CLOUDFALL, CHAPTER 1
CHAPTER 1
The myth begins with MC's narration of her story. She had received judgment for her "crimes," as declared by the arbiter of Philos:
The Sorceress has been judged! Greed and evil shall perish so long as His Majesty and the Sacred Judicator protect Philos for all eternity!
Her sentence is execution, and for that, MC had been thrown into the Abyss, where wanderers roam and are now hunting her down to kill.
Even as wanderers are closing in on her, MC's will to live is strong. She silently and vehemently renounces her fate:
I can't die here... I won't accept this... ...I refuse to accept this!
Another being hears her adamant refusal to accept her sentence and fate, and calls out to her:
There's a flash of lightning, and MC sees the shadow of a massive beast with horns against a wall. His wings are chained tightly, and a greatsword is lodged in his chest. MC appears to recognize this creature, known as "The Fiend." It offers her a deal in exchange for her survival.
Although she has questions about the creature, he urges her to make a decision quickly. The wanderers are closing in on her, and driven by her fury and determination to live, MC pulls the greatsword from the Fiend's chest.
I want to live... No matter... the cost!
When she has pulled the sword free from the Fiend's chest, it turns into light, and as it mingles with a strand of black-red mist, it disappears into her body.
The scene changes. It appears they are no longer in the Abyss, but a chapel instead.
MC feels a heavy weight on her body. The Fiend is pinning her down with his claw on a platform. There is a faint golden light being pulled from her body. She is in agony and as she struggles, she sees the shadow from earlier and realizes this is the Fiend's doing. She decries this:
Stop it...! Our deal... I would be kept alive!
The Fiend, now referred to as Dragon by the dialogue box, taunts her:
To be a dead person walking counts as being alive.
MC continues to struggle, and as she tries to free herself, her will to live strong as ever, a phantom greatsword appears in her hand and is plunged into the dragon's chest. The dragon recoils from the pain and MC is freed. She hears the dragon's voice:
I vividly recall you saying "No matter the cost."
MC reminds him of their deal: she had set him free, and he had saved her. The deal they have made in the Abyss is done. The dragon says nothing and continues to approach her silently, eyeing her as if she is his prey.
As she tries to keep her distance from him, MC is stumbling over her feet and her words. She reminds him:
Dragons can only feed on human souls if they're offered up willingly. So... as long as I don't agree, you can't eat me.
However, it appears the dragon doesn't want her soul, but his.
As she struggles, the Dragon taunts her again:
It's not that unbearable, is it? Having your soul torn apart and all.
The dragon pulls her to him from across the platform, his blood-red right eye inches from her face. Her mind gets distorted, and her vision changes. The dragon is no longer in front of her.
She finds herself in a crimson valley where countless solders of the Legion of Justitia are thrusting their weapons at her chest.
Quickly, though, she realizes this isn't her past and the body struggling in pain isn't hers either.
This is the dragon's memory. (SYLUSSSS 😭😭😭💔💔💔)
MC manages to break free from the memory, and the traces of light that was pulled from her chest returns. The Fiend is also pulled closer to her.
He covers his right eye with his hand and demands:
Your power... What is its source?
MC herself doesn't even know, so she doesn't answer him. He grabs her chin and tells her to look at him. He has his grip around her neck, and terrified, she can't help but meet his gaze. In that instance, she hears a voice in her mind. It is undoubtedly hers, but the tone sounds strangely foreign. The voice is ranting:
His eye... I want that eye... It's mine... It belongs to me...
The dragon quips that her scent of desire is getting stronger. He gives her another offer:
She shows hesitancy, the very idea of selling one's soul to the Fiend seems unfathomable in her mind. She rejects him, telling him she doesn't want anything. He calls her a fool.
The dragon's right eye gleams again.
MC is struggling to breathe. Her determination to live kicks in again. She is frantically thinking, needing something—anything—that will allow her to survive. She goes through several thoughts before grasping onto one: she wants to return to Ivory City.
There is a final exchange between her and the dragon:
Dragon: Your life is hanging by a thread, mortal. And yet you still dare to play tricks. MC: ...I'm being honest! I used to live in the Sanctuary, but they judged me as a sorceress and threw me into the Abyss. I won't accept this... I want revenge!
As MC silently panics, her hand reaching for her dagger, her restraints is gone and she is flung back.
The dragon tells her, "Lead the way."
KEY TAKEAWAYS:
MC is declared a sorceress and sentenced to be executed in the Abyss
There, she meets the last dragon of Philos—also known as "The Fiend"—who's been sealed in the bottom of the Abyss for over 1,600 years.
The greatsword that's been lodged into his chest is pulled free and transforms into light that goes straight into MC's body. Along with the sword, it appears part of the dragon's soul is also absorbed into her body.
The dragon attempts to reclaim his soul, but MC's unknown power counters him.
The dragon's right eye appears to hold some sort of power. MC was able to witness the dragon's memory from when he was attacked and captured over 1,600 years ago.
MC also starts to hear a voice in her mind. It desires the dragon's eye.
While all thoughts and opinions expressed in this post are my own interpretation of the reading, I actively encourage others to share their own view and offer their own perspective.
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#lads — beyond cloudfall#lnds recaps#lnds spoilers#lads spoilers#videos#oh#this took longer than i thought it would#😭#i will carry on#tomorrow#😔✊#'my dragon' i am fucking sobbing i am so attached to her calling him her dragon#🥹#can we also take a moment to simp over sylus' va#🥹🥹#he did an amazing job in this myth#🥹🥹🥹#i would risk it all for him no jokes#🥹🥹🥹🥹#ok good night#🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
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making breezehome in makeplace ffxiv btw. if anyone was wondering how my night was going
#'wouldnt this be a funny joke?' <- the devil probably#where's that post that's like - if you spend more than an hour working on something ironically. it is unfortunately no longer ironic!#heater-talks#ffxiv#upstairs is a mess but its actually. almost done. HEEHEE.#but its a job for tomorrow. im good night.
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can't believe it's only wednesday
#almost said tuesday but it is after midnight lol#god.#i had such a good night i can't believe it happened on a tuesday#had an amazing dinner date with my best friend#then we saw conan gray live and had the time of our fucking lives#went and got ben & jerry's and a pack of plastic spoons from safeway and ate ice cream while talking shit in my car for almost an hour#then i drove her home and we're gonna do it all over again this saturday just with a different concert#i love my life y'all#maybe it isn't all bad#maybe there is beauty here#maybe i should go to sleep it's almost one am and i have an exam to study for and a job interview tomorrow#personal
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There's been interesting developments at work and i need to do a lot of work for university so i think tonight is the Perfect time to finish beyond evil
#i can't even begin to explain how ridiculous the work stuff is on here because it won't fit in the tags and I'm definitely not making a#whole post about it but let's just say it's crazy how detached that boss is from reality and realistic expectations#also none of this was actually communicated to me by the boss but i got to know about it from my colleagues who were like#'uh it seems like he [boss] wants you to take [BIG journal]' which is enraging actually since this would not be part of my#job description as I'd be a trainee and not an editor#but I'd have to work as an editor for the pay of a trainee (which btw is ridiculously low))#ANYWAY#i also have to write my papers finish my assignments write my internship report find a master's thesis topic and find a supervisor#within the next 2 months#but tonight#tonight is beyond evil night#(probably not gonna finish it. but I'll watch the rain scene and maybe even finish ep. 15 so you can imagine#what will happen tomorrow hehehehehehe#prepare for a flood of BE content as I'll be losing my mind once again just like i did the first 11 times)#and it's probably a good way to distract me from my coworker's absence ㅠㅠ i need to cope Somehow so#why not like this#watching BE is a good and appropriate way of handling any difficult situation (:#void screams#beyond evil#tbd probably#I'm overwhelmed and therefore chatty#not even sorry
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it's literally not a good idea in any way shape or form but I want to get a second job in fast food
#it's not a good idea bc the wages are GARBAGE compared to retail#Macca's base rate for my age is less than half my sunday rate#and they don't get much beyond the base rate#whereas retail we have an incredible base rate AND more weekdays past 6pm and weekends (sat is the same as mon-fri 6pm#and sunday is significantly more)#and like yeah im not getting many shifts but if i were to ask for more I still wouldn't be able to work more than 4 hour shifts til july#bc my retail corporation is surprisingly ethical and extends the age limits by a lot#whereas my friend has a 7.5 half hour shift tomorrow AFTER school. on a week night 😁#which is actually horrifying and should nawwt be legal. thats school 9-3 (+20 min) then work 4-11:30 btw#like i should just wait til my birthday in july n ask for more shifts in retail but i want to try fast food#even though the pay is incredibly ridiculously bad (<10 AUD) (yes our adult minimum wage is a good ~23 but under 21 is a percentage of that#like the pay is so bad so i would earn the same or more doing wayy less hours than retail#but i kinda want to get the fast food experience bc it'll be more difficult to get hired as i age#bc i want to save up 20k for top surgery but at the rate im going it'll be difficult to have even thay#let alone savings after top surgery or money to get a car before#and as school gets more difficult it'll be harder to work more#so maybe i should just grind for a few months or til the end of the year then go back to retail exclusively?#and enjoy higher pay and some longer shifts?#but idkkk it's just such a dilemma bc i want more shifts than I'll get at retail but fast food pays so little#but i also really want the experience and to just try it out#im gonna. idk im gonna sit on it for a bit bc i want to get my legal name change sorted before i apply to any second jobs and that will#take a while#so i shall consider. draw up a timetable. write a pros and cons list#yes that sounds like a solid plan#whoop typo but im on mobile i meant 'wayy less hours IN retail'#oscar.exe
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おやすみ
#oyasumi punpun#good night#art#anime#manga#manga art#tomorrow i will have my first day in a new job and i'm scared
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s a v e m e m e o t o
#clocking in my ot hours with meoto on loop l i k e—#not looking forward to next week aughejahajJajzbxjsj#the samples forecast does *not* look good (manager why did you agree to accept samples from another country’s lab branch)#(and on a week where *quite* a ‘few’ coworkers are gonna be off celebrating with their families augaaah)#manager w h y are you like this the samples are many the workplace equipment are kicking the bucket and our manpower is insufficient—#im just hopin that no one will ask me for help for [insert work station] bc i’ll be v e r y busy with my own work thank you#tfw you’re too good at your job yk~~~~? to the point where even the coworkers higher up on the workplace hierarchy ask me for help too.#this sucks i dont want to be the consultation guide for anything i just wanna do my job and go home :(#fingers c r o s s e d that the intern actually does some work tomorrow morning else i can’t go home at night :(#s a v e m e m e o t o auyggahshshshjsjsjshshshshshd
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so tired, so sleepy
#there will be no hamilton lyrics post today but i'm gonna answer two asks tomorrow#i'm just... fucking exhausted#working my fourth night shift in a row & i barely even get any sleep & i think i have a crisis today#and the problem is that i really like this job but i feel like i have literally no life#last month was crazy#i am always at work i fear#i barely get 4 hours for myself each day & it's only because i literally force myself to get up when i should be resting#because there's another night shift ahead#and i don't want to sleep all day so#idk#i want to cry#working 10 hours each night is probably not good for my health even if it's a well paid job#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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the thing about working in education is that i get winter break off work and im like fuuuuck i love being unemployed <3 then i have to go back and its like fuuuck i wish i were unemployed</3
#my night job also took winter break off so i'm really unemployed and it's so good#and i go back to both jobs tomorrow and its one job straight to the next#god im prematurely tired and depressed#;malls;
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on the one hand i want to try for a second wind to stay up and get really into something but on the other hand im sleepy and im pretty sure my husband went to bed without me so i honestly might as well
#back in godot learning thingssssssss#trying to do anything i can to distract myself from the abysmal lack of work ive been able to find lately LOL#genuinely ive had 1 commission in the last 2 weeks like its so joever im so hungry#not to be like “the economy” but man i used to be doing upwards of 20 coms a week when i was really nuts#making a couple grand a month etc#but shits gone so to pieces between ai and the cost of living crisis that like i get no work anymore at all ever#the bone deep resistance i have to having to get another shitty day job is insane tho after what the last one did to me#idk but ive been losing a ton of sleep over it lately and ive been having nightmares every night again#so i guess i really gotta solve that sooner rather than later. esp bc we cant buy groceries indefinitely like this#ive cut back to eating cereal in the morning and then something for dinner after having a really good streak of eating 3 hardy meals a day#which sucks but what can you do#gotta stop being a big fat failure if i want to eat like a. not failure. a succeeder#ig theres the ego of it too bc coms have been my fulltime job for years so like the dead dropoff lately is so#what if it ends tomorrow right. what if it ends next week. what if it doesnt end until next year#what if it never ends and im just unemployed sitting on my ass pretending i still have a career doing what i love#which is already what it feels like bc ive been scrounging for pennies to put food on the table for months now#like idk man. its joever let it go let it die. but that means getting a shit fucking job somewhere and god i do not want to LOL#i wont have the energy to do anything anymore and im such a brittle person this time of year anyway#whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#im gunna try to sleep bye o/
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good night gay little people in my laptop
#i have had a quiet night in and it's been good 👍#got to wake up early tomorrow............ big day.........#every day is a big day when you love your degree 👍#i had my first major anxiety spiral of ''omg why am i at uni and not. idk. a librarian or something''#and then went outside and immediately snapped out of it because i was too distracted by !!!!!outside!!!!#so anyway i'm all good again.#this might just be me but... i feel like because i hang out with people that also want to work with environment#it becomes a sort of competition of. who does the most volunteering. who is the most eco friendly. etc.#which sounds stupid!!!!#and obviously it's not a competition!!!#but idk. sometimes i speak to people and i feel like i'm constantly behind. or maybe that's just the autism#and it doesn't help that if you want to get a job in conservation / whatever it's so competitive and they want so much experience from you#like that just adds to the stress to the point of you're worrying am i not going to get a good job because i havent got a summer placement#or whatever the fuck. anyway i need to sleep#if you've read this long.. congrats!! here is your medal 🥇#mumbles
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Just wrote 3k words for a new fic idea with the motto "fill the sandbox, fill the sandbox, fill the sandbox" stuck in my head.
#i was aiming for 2k and it's only the first part of one chapter#it is one of two ideas this one being a sleep token one that was influenced by binge reading some scp articles#the other idea is from a long line of failed stories I've been trying to write#aaaaaahhh im so excited#but i also just quit my job months ago bc of the whole it fucked my health up and i need to like be way more productive on that front#but im also in like daily pain so it's limiting options#but back on writing im excited and will def be spending tomorrow doing this instead of trials even though i wanna play with my support build#anyway! it's 134 and im eepy#love you!#good night!
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I FINALLY FINSIHED CHAPTER 9 OF AS LIONS FOLKS HALLE FCUKIG LUJAH
#it's 8k+ words in case anyone was wondering why it TOOK SO LONG#also in the past month i started looking for a new job#interviewed for a new job#got the new job#and am now planning to move across the entire country#so there's that#i will edit tomorrow and then post <3 good NIGHT
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#oh good#the liminal space between Christmas and New Year#has met the one night every 18 months when I wouldn’t mind my as-needed anxiety med#BUT I have an interview tomorrow morning and do not want to be a mess for that so ✌🏻#I’m PRETTY sure it’s just my brain missing its routine#but I may start my Queen of Attolia reread early to drown that out 😅#tonight: shopping for a couple of things and then my cleaning job and then home#to stare morosely at the puddle left by the washing machine while I drink sparkling cider#tomorrow: interview then a stop at the craft store then family Christmas and then tattoo!#and THEN back to whatever passes for my day job these days#the good news is that objectively my Christmas has gone very well#in the standard chill do-nothing sort of way that we tend to go with#and I have one (1) book left that I would like to try and finish before January (doubtful)#ok off I go
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Guess who's finally trying to understand Self Ship Moodboards
#Koro-Sensei#Teruteru#Fatgum#Emile's... Edits? I think will be the tag#I GUESS#Emile's edits#Proship selfship#Proselfship#NOT open for request yet because these are clunky as hell and I need to work them out#If anyone wants to see me make a moodboard for a specific self ship of mine you can send an ask about it#And I would appreciate the encouragement as I figure this out#This was mostly googling 'color aesthetic' or 'personality trait aesthetic' and praying fdkgjfdkg#I think I did an okay job but each one took me like 30 minutes to an hour so kfmgjkfdgjkd#Anyway it's 4 in the morning (oops)#Tomorrow if I haven't gotten any suggestions on what to do next I might do specifically Regressed me's F/Os#Or the Omnics I'll decide when we get there#augh there are no good Transparents of Overwatch Omnics actually I may have a bad time with that#ANYWAY#Good night.#Enjoy my cluttered ass moodboards
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