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Also ive been fucking around with the settings on my phone and
1. Fuck google to hell obviously
2. I am truly too dumb for this
3. Apparently all the stuff in my calendar (classes+tasks+events+etc) was saved in google. And not in my phone. And it disappeared and nothing ive done has fixed it.
#it's good that it's not on internet anymore (except bday. dreading the next year if i dont fix it)#but that was hours of input#so i am slightly distraught#ent talks
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im gonna be honest i need recipe suggestions bc the only thing ive been eating these past months is slop (vegetable stew or soup, basically just chopping vegetables and throwing them together)
im going to bare my soul for the worlds judgement. there is not a single skillet in this house i can cook eggs in without them sticking to it and being nasty so i dont even cook eggs anymore. i used to eat egg sandwiches but uhh i dont remember why i stopped
i do not have 'complex recipes' money. i dont have enough money for cheese. i never buy cheese, ever. and im completely serious. i have potato and carrots money.
#the hardest thing about cooking is choosing what to cook#and those recipe websites and even Those websites where you input everything you have#either have recipes that are too complex#or are like...#idk#not full meals#you know damn well i will not be making snack bites in the oven.#honestly#i have nothing against cooking and eating my slop#except how long it takes to cook#but then again#what do you even cook that doesnt take at least an hour#without being a 'depression meal'
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It's really freeing when you learn that rationality isn't going to be feasible in the long run, not because rationality is this thing that only Truly Enlightened people get the privilege to experience, but because humans are just irrational.
You can know when you're being irrational, and sometimes, it is in big ways. But pretending like that irrationality doesn't exist or can only exist if you're "stupid" only sets you back from growing. Irrationality is part of the human condition - it is impossible to actually be this enlightened person people like to project themselves onto.
#positivity#gentle reminders#inspired because i started feeling disgusted about my HEART BEATING#but irrationality sets us apart from many other species of animals. the contradiction of the human condition is woven into us#what you do about that is recognize it and then seek to expand your world#like... it is irrational as hell to be disgusted about your own damn body and the way it functions without your dorect input but here we ar#i used to feel this pressure to never be contradictory in Any Way and to Always Be Intelligent...#...but that intelligence didn't come from a genuine understanding of the world. it came from what was just a façade...#...what did i have if not Intelligence (but not true intelligence; just the bullshit people THINK is intelligence)#in my quest to be a Better Person i ended up only dehumanizing myself and partitioning myself off into tiny little boxes#it's weird to experience that - to experience your own self being dehumanized BY YOU because you buy into what is essentially propaganda#if this doesn't make sense consider that it's Way Too Late right now and i should have been asleep over seven hours ago
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a really great wiki for spanish podcasts for learners just dropped, i am in love ❤️❤️❤️❤️
#spanish langblr#comprehensible input#i'm trying a couple of the mexican podcasts this weekend!#love that you can sort descending by hours of content#bless this guy fr fr#spanish notes#nowtoboldlygo posts
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calling the on campus ambulance but im scared about it so I also have the cape art channel open while I call. normalguy behavior
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Has anyone studied a language with the method of automatic language growth (ALG)?
ComprehensibleThai on youtube appears to have some amazing lessons specifically for ALG study. I found them when looking for various comprehensible input youtube channels. I am still looking into what ALG is more, and the subreddit I found that defined it has quite specific guidelines you should follow when studying, and I'm very curious. I am still hunting down more information on ALG before I draw any big conclusions.
I'm seeing information like: the idea is to watch videos/teachers in lessons (and eventually real life situations if you're in a place it's spoken, or shows in the language with various situations) and focus on grasping what is going on. Not trying to translate in your head, not trying to make conclusions conciously of "they said dui and nodded so maybe it means yes" - but instead just trying to understand as if you were a toddler learning your first language: just recognizing "they communicated Agreement" or when people say words as objects increase maybe they're counting, or when people say words and point to themselves maybe it's about them. The idea is similar to studying Comprehensible Input (like TPRS or Francais par le Methode Nature etc) except that there are many Comprehensible Input studiers who simply watch what they can comprehend, even if comprehension is due to cognates and guessing based on what they already know about the language explicitly. For example: when I watch a spanish video, I can use spanish subtitles on and guess what some stuff means based on French that I know - I don't necessarily HAVE to rely on visually watching the situation going on and drawing conclusions for that situation/experiencing it. With ALG, it seems the idea is to primarily NOT analyze the unknown and guess, but instead to mainly focus on the VISUAL information to follow what's going on... with (from what I am getting the impression of) the assumption you will pick up the language over time from hearing it in situations you could understand from visuals/body language.
So with ALG, I also saw that you generally don't speak for around 1000 hours, basically until it feels natural like your native language to say a given phrase. If it feels natural to say a given phrase or word then say it, if it feels like you must think hard and figure out what to say then don't say it yet. So sort of how as babies, we made sounds and practiced, but perhaps only said mama when we wanted something for several months. Then eventually we said baba or bottle, then "want bottle."
Although... I'd say ALG sounds like it'd prefer you not to speak until the pronunciation feels natural... whereas with actual babies, they usually have bad pronunciation in their own native language until 2-4. They speak anyway, with the bad pronunciation, because kids have stuff they need to tell us lol! Like "hungry" "water" "tired" "play" "want that" "help." I couldn't say letters like L or T or S until I was like 4 in my native language, but I was saying full sentences of "I want X with Y" by age 2. Just with letters missing, as toddlers do, but understandable enough their parents know what they're talking about. I remember my nieces, as toddlers from 2-4, ranting for many minutes over what happened to them that day, just telling me, and I could understand them because I babysat them a lot but to a stranger a lot of my niece's words were hard to understand. Maybe ALG has you not speak full words until you feel they're easy to say, since you're an adult, so you can afford to postpone speaking in the language (and get help/your needs met in your native language or with gestures until then), and since as an adult you can potentially make a variety of sounds quicker than a baby? I'm not sure. That is an interesting thing to consider mm.
Anyway. I have seen in some of the ALG stuff I'm reading that suggests if you Deviate from the expected ALG study model, then you may develop some ingrained language usage mistakes. That may well be true, I don't know nearly enough about ALG or ingrained mistakes to draw any educated conclusion.
I personally don't care much if I do ingrain some usage mistakes, or accent mistakes though. So it's not a big worry for me. And it makes me curious: for people who have studied both using ALG methods and other methods, what was your experience? Did ALG work better in some areas of improvement, in all? Did ALG work worse for you in any areas?
I would expect ALG works a bit better for eventually having good OUTPUT skills, compared to Mass Immersion Approach/Comprehensible Input combined with anki study or purposeful vocabulary word-lookup study. Just based on my own experience, that method of "consume material you can follow the main idea of" and "look up key words you don't know so you understand more over time" is what I did A LOT of. And for me, it improved passive vocabulary amazingly well! I got good at reading FAST, which was my primary goal, so that was great. I got good at understanding the language in videos with visual clues fairly quick as well (a bit lagging behind reading skill), and listening to it (no visuals) also improved fairly good (at a noticeable lag behind reading skill). In terms of passive vocabulary, it eventually didn't make a difference if I learned a word through comprehensible input to me, or through looking up the word, because I'd run into words again and again in reading/shows that I'd eventually simply 'understand it immediately' just like my native language. There's a bit of a lag, where lets say if I know 5000 words and am studying 200 new words in a new book, I will recognize those 5000 words immediately whenever I encounter them... but the new 200 words I've only seen a little bit will still require time and effort for me to recall when I see them or hear them again. Then later, after enough exposure, those 200 new words will be easy to recall, and I'll be learning Newer words that are harder to recall. Overall, learning with the "look new words up, while consuming content in the language" works well for building a big passive vocabulary fast.
But active vocabulary remains very small, unless I use the language actively by speaking and writing - so if ALG suggests learning through experiences and situations, it also seems to me that ACTIVE vocabulary you can use without putting in a LOT of effort to recall also seems to develop faster the more it's in experiences you have. So ALG style lessons may help develop that active vocabulary better, because ALG lessons primarily SHOW you situations and SHOW you how people communicate in them. However, since I haven't studied ALG type lessons for 1000 hours... I am not sure if it runs into the same issues as MIA/comprehensible input With word-lookup, when it comes to active vocabulary. That issue with comprehensible input/word-lookup study is: after 1-2 years engaging in content (reading, listening), the learner still has not spoke or written yet, and finds it quite difficult to start and must look up Many things when starting to speak/write. That is the position I am in for the languages I study: I understand a lot, but cannot say much (grammatically incorrect or not). For ALG, perhaps their grammar will be better when they start speaking/writing as they internalized the language more naturally and unconsciously. But I am not sure if they'll actually have an easier time outputting the language, or like the other input heavy study methods, they'll struggle to build their active vocabulary. I'm curious about the ALG process for developing active vocabulary, and I'm going to look into more learner experiences where they shared that part of the process. I'm curious if that part of the process goes smoother for ALG learners.
Anyway... just a language learning method I am mulling over. If you're studying Thai in particular, ComprehensibleThai on youtube is an excellent resource to start studying using the ALG method. Dreaming Spanish, I think, was also designed to ideally be used like an ALG course so the creator does have some explanations of how to study it in an ALG way (rather than in the way where you look up key words along with watching comprehensible stuff - which is what I did, and a lot of 'comprehensible input' general studiers tend to do).
#ALG#automatic language growth#rant#studyblr#langblr#i think ALG seems like a very cool method to try. I unfortunately cannot find 500-1000 hours worth of content for chinese or japanese#although i do wonder if say: a person could use just SHOWS after 200-300 hours of Comprehensible Input lesson videos#if they can comprehend enough through visuals of whats going on... then would a show work okay for ALG type learning?
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I tried to mod something and the good news is, it didn't crash the game. 🥳 The bad news is, not what I was looking for lmao.
Like, don't get me wrong. I've seen way worse (the stuff of nightmares) on a modding channel I've been teaching myself this stuff lately, so. It's not like I completely fucked this thing up or anything like that.
It's just... I still gotta ask though.
What went wrong here?
#personal#my mods#(sort of kjdkd)#i was just lamenting this stuff on a fandom discord channel. saying i'm at my wits' end here and about to quit this shit#i tried following a tutorial on a modding channel and i got the whole thing working for the most part#he's sized correctly. animations seem to work. nothing is stretching apart from hair. the textures are all fucked up now but yeah#but because what i'm trying to do here is a little different than what that tutorial does#(they still keep pointing to that very same tutorial though)#it seems that either i did something wrong. maybe i skipped some important part?#(because one answer claimed if it's a model extracted from the same game it doesn't need to be rigged or weight-painted)#but then that video tutorial also says you need to separate some parts so that nothing's stretching etc.#which is obviously a thing that's happening above. that hair is in fact stretching. A LOT#i'm guessing because cloud and zack have different hair. so they must have different hair physics or something#but then. i also learned on that channel that zack doesn't have his own animations. because he's neither playable/non-playable#because he only appears in this one cutscene towards the end of the game. he has his own model and textures though#so i don't know whether that means he doesn't have his own physics either or...?#meaning i probably need to use another model's hair physics as well and somehow transfer them on zack's hair too or smth like that maybe#i don't know. i'm so confused#like i've put so much effort into this. so many retries already. i'm getting sick of the shaders input part actually lmao#and i'm so close but i'm stuck!#i tried asking for help on a modding channel but because my question didn't get answered in a couple of hours i chickened out and deleted i#and now i'm like i need help. i just don't know what i did wrong 🙈 i need strength and courage
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applied to a bunch of jobs! 😅🙏
#took me three days bc i really wanted my dad's input on my resume and he took a while to get back to me#but i reallyyyy wanted to have applications in my monday morning and now i do :)#also feeling much better aboutbthe whole thing now that i have stuff to be excited about#still really really sad abt leaving the kids at my current job tho#but i drove by some of the places i applied today and researched them and im really optimistic about some of them#i even heard back from one already which i was not expecting at all#she literally emailed me like half an hour after getting my application and started asking me questions#like a pre interview#so thats nice#we went back and forth a couple of times#its not my top top choice but that place isnt officially hiring and might take forever to back back to me#this place is a smaller home daycare type place and urgently hiring but the pay is super good and a home daycare environment might be nice#and the pay is pretty decent esp compared to what im making now#the top top place is a fancy pants private school that going to be way more thorough abt references and background check#so they'll take longer to get back to me#but i found out after applying that my friend's mom works there 🤯#so she's gonna ask her to put in a good word for me :)#but they're not officially hiring according to their website it just says they encourage people to inquire so i did#so p unlikely i would get that one but you never know#anyway!!!!#finally excited abt things and not just filled with dread and sadness abt leaving the current place and kids#still makes me sad but im not on the verge of tears thinking abt it anymore lol#this has been a shitpost
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I HATE MATH I HATE MATH AAAAA IDK WHAT THIS DUDE IS TALKING ABOUT. F(1) = 160 F(N + 1) = -2F(N) WHAT EXCUSE ME
I'm gonna cry bro I CANNOTTTT for the life of me understand what's happening here and it's so frustratingggg :[ I CAN'T ASK THIS DUDE BEHIND THE SCREEN ANY QUESTIONS BCZ IT'S A VIDEO AND I CAN'T ASK MY MOM BCZ SHE LITERALLY DOESN'T KNOW. BCZ SHE ISN'T A MF MATH TEACHER. SO JOKES ON ME I GUESS I GOTTA FIGURE IT OUT
and idk any other teachers either so uhm.ehehe.cries
#okay I kindaaaa get it? it's functions#and the numbers in the parentheses is the input (I think??? ik I keep getting the input and output confused)#AND THERE'S CERTAIN BITS THAT ARE PRETTY EASY#IT'S JUST PUTTING THEM ALL TOGETHER#TO MAKE AN EQUATION#LIKE WTF IS THIS#AAAAAAAA#kokarambles#complaining hours
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hey all would it be weird if every time a new cat joined/was born into the clan i rolled a dice to see if they were intersex? say a 1 in 30 chance?
#im not intersex myself btw (as far as i know) but i am genderqueer and i think it could be interesting#but lmk! give me your input#or if you think yes but it should be a different percentage lmk that as well#delete later#probably wont leave this poll up the full duration i'll just go for an hour or smth
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GRAPH FINISHED >:3
#I am Super Paranoid that I inputted smth incorrectly#esp bc my brain doesn't hold onto numbers very well#(they're slippery :/)#but yayyy it's done#106 total instances of interaction over the course of 10 nonconsecutive hours 🙌🏼#sounds pretty social to me >:3#this isn't counting all the time they maaaaaybe touched but I wasn't 100% sure btw#okay now I need to actually..... write up the paper..........#weeeeee#emmie speaks
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what would yours and rachels house look like?
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god i fucking wish. i fucking WISH i could introduce Morgan to hit 1998 video game Caesar III.
#fate#I wish I could talk tycoon games with Morgan I feel like she would have some really interesting input#me and morgan in the cafeteria locked in a 5 hours long argument on the pros and cons of planet zoo
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Put all recs in asks/DMs, ty! ���
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i heard you finished stray
and started ahit already yes :)
#june's asks#a june in time#howdyfriend's input#i was being irresponsible#too excited to play ahit too fearful of touching my homework#it reminds me of smg2 in ALL the right ways#like a lot of the things i liked about smg2 are in it#but now there's mustache girl#who hates me now#even though the fuel was mine all along#bruh#so yeah i did the first boss and then closed the game because holy shit i could sit down and play this for a lot of hours straight
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docm77 should be playing steve. if he said he yearned for the mines i'd actually believe him
#99.txt#it just seems so.... like the ppl making it only know ABOUT the game and have never seriously played it....#why is the chicken cooker set up like that.... its like theres trapdoors under it but also theyre way too thin#pick one...#youve got multiple elytra but no enderman farm ???? what ARE you doin ???#this seems like the kinda shit theyre gona turn on a redstone lamp and be like whooaaaaa thats crazyyyyyy#they could be doin slime block machines and stuff....#and why have you like terraformed around a village but not really built your own structures at all..... just living in the normal village#hes clearly there to introduce the other characters to the minecraft world but he sucks at minecraft....#sorry i just like minecraft a lot and hate this#if hes already spent that much time in the end he should be rich and shit like why is he even using iron tools....#even by cheap comedy's standards. they had the opportunity to have him live in some crazy Mega Build skyscraper#and be full of diamonds and end rods and have cool farms and stuff#and theres something there#and like ok if you wanted him to be a rustic character. I GUESS. but then why is he simultaneously that AND ''the pro''#the thing isnt out yet so. i cant say this 100% but#why does it seem like theres NO manmade structures ??? i said this already but ????#thats like. THE thing you do in minecraft ?????#hes playing it like someone who plays casually for 2 hours and then never again#like theyve clearly had no input from anyone whos serious about the game#which is so weird bcause they ARE promoting thru minecraft youtubers and stuff#so obviously they KNOW that ppl get serious about it ??? why not take inspiration from that AT ALL
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