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Wien, Albertina

feb. 2019

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everything wrong

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zeig mir dein gift

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your lips, my lips, apocalypse

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Just found out I could have had a little sibling.

1.1.2019

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I hate the way you look at me, I know you'll be the death of me

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u hot pricks r ruining my life rn

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“the saddest thing in life is seeing the person you love, happy with someone else”

— (via hatin)

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Arrow

I wish other people would make me as happy as you do 'cause I don't want to rely on you, I want to stand my own ground I want to be around other people without having the constant thought "I wish you were here", it sucks and I hate it and I know you don't feel the same, and never will, I understand, or maybe I don't I wish time would pass faster, so I could forget. I want my heart to stop beating, I just want to stop feeling How does ones heart cause such weird feelings, how does an organ lead your life and how you live. That, I do not understand. I'm sorry for being a mess and for having constant emotional breakdowns, I know I'm annoying but I can't stop, I wish I could. I don't even know why I'm writing this, I shouldn't publish it anyway, because I know you could read it, and that would make it weird, wouldn't it?

Almost 2 Yrs ago.

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Regrets

I did not appreciate

I just wanted, Me me me

only me

I'm an asshole I know

I feel empty, I need to be filled

Give me this, give me that

I am toxic. I am the worst person and also the best

I'm fragile but I'll hurt other people over and over

I understand everything but won't accept anything

I got hurt but couln't explain why I felt hurt

I get why you hate me now, I really do

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I really want to die right now

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Here I go again

Thinking about stuff, making my tummy feel really weird.

Still struggling even though it has been a long time. I feel harmed. I wish I could stop comparing myself to others.

Why did I have to see you in the City? I haven't thought about you..

I see many things as bad omens, I worry a lot because of that.

Still wishing I was different.

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