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astrxealis Ā· 1 year ago
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Apollo, hello, hello!!
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How have you been? Anything exciting happen recently or is going to happen?
Remember to take breaks and drink some water <33 take care as always!!
(P.S. sorry for not stopping by in a while!)
WAHH ROSIE HI LOVE HELLO HELLO it has been so long sniffs TT pls dw it's all me tbh i have not been on tumblr for ... im not sure. 1-2 months + just dropping by sometimes yeah :"D but HI i missed u i have been doing well !! <3 and i hope u have been too >_< uhh i have had. stuff for college lately (exam... ^^;) so that has been big stress but it's over now so i am resting and mostly well <3 HMM ... i am going to eat Steak this weekend which i'm vv excited about bcs it is my favorite food ever and we rarely have steak so very exciting šŸ„ŗ hbu !!! and yes hehe i will rmbr <3 tysm for the reminder actually oh my god i am so dehydrated ... you take care as always as well alright šŸ„°šŸ’—
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invidiia Ā· 1 year ago
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ā - yandere!dazai and yandere!chuuya comforting the reader on their period
notes ; headcanons for anyone else who on their period rn </3 the worst thing ever tbh.. this is kinda self indulgent
prompt ; dazai and chuuya's (separate) darling gets their period and they comfort them
warnings ; yandere themes, blood, kidnapped!reader, drugging, ada!dazai, soft!yan chuuya and dazai, mentions of sex but no actual doing it, mention of stalking, afab reader, toxic relationships
masterlist - rules - last post
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dazai ::
it's not like you can hide your period from dazai, especially if he kidnapped you.
dazai doesn't know a ton about periods - sure, he knows that they existed, but he didn't think the situation through when he first kidnapped you. he didn't buy pads or anything in advance when he first decided to take you for himself, so when he woke up to see blood on the sheets under you, dazai was a tiny bit surprised.
but not entirely - he should have known the time of your month would roll around soon enough. dazai wasn't mad or upset at all.
"ah.. belladonna, why didn't you tell me about this? no, i'm not mad at you! i think this means no sex for.. how long?! i don't think i'll surviivee~!"
just ignore his wailing and you'll probably be fine
dazai's not actually upset, he really does wanna help you. he'll wrap you in a blanket while he goes to leave for the store, poking your cheek and smiling a little too softly while he tells you to be good while he's gone
he doesn't have bad intentions or anything, he's just being overly nice to you because he just feels like it
he comes back from the store with whatever you neeed, he probably asked a female member of the agency or a worker or someone else who knew what to get for you, because there is absolutely no way in hell he actually knows what to buy
but he definitely came back with a few things that you liked!! no point in asking how he knew you liked the stuff, because he'll just say he stalked you, and that might just make you more uncomfortable. best not to question him!!
he sees your cramp pain as an excuse to hold and touch you more. he doesn't care that you're bleeding the entire time, dazai just likes that he can hold you!
of course, he realizes that cuddles don't stop the cramping - he just thinks it'll help a lot more. dazai get's super touchy and clingy because he knows that you're less likely to resist. even if you do, he doesn't mind unless you insult him, because then he'll just lock you in the bathroom with water and some of the snacks he bought you to give you some 'alone time.' after about an hour or two, he's sure you'll come back into his arms!! <3
oh, belladonna, i thought you didn't want to cuddle, and now you're holding onto me..? no matter, i'm glad you've finally came around.. is there anything you want?
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chuuya ::
chuuya also knows about periods and what they are, but he knows a little bit more about them than dazai, because he's just him yk?? he's that dude (other than jay from the kubz scouts)
when he first woke up to you next to him with blood under you, he thought you were hurt or something, but then when he woke you up, you had to explain to him that you just got your period and that you were fine.
by your argument, chuuya made a big deal out of it, but by chuuya's, he was just helping you feel better.
"darling, stop movin', i'm just trying to make you feel better.. what? yeah.. yeah, i'll get whatever you want, okay?"
if you yell at him, he'll just give you space. of course he'll still get you what you want, he'll just be.. less doting.
he'll even go as far to ignore you. so while you're wailing in pain from your cramps, chuuya's sitting down comfortably on the couch, reading and paying no attention to your little sobs from the pain of your cramps. it's really just a toxic thing - he doesn't wanna see you in such pain, he really doesn't. but why should he be so kind to you if you don't want to be nice?
i can imagine an argument breaking out between you two, because he can't ignore you forever. if you decide to yell at him again, then he'll just yell back.
chuuya might even just drug you to shut you up, offering you tea or medicine to help you feel better. but five minutes later, you're out like a light while he picks up your body to wrap you up back in blankets.
you'll probably wake up with arms wrapped around your waist with his knee inbetween your thighs. chances are, you're still affected by the drug and too tired to move or push him off. he understands that cuddling doesn't fully stop the cramp pain, but he doesn't care, because all chuuya wants to do is help you.
"don't move.. it's okay. just go back to sleep. i love you, okay?"
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sab-teraa Ā· 9 months ago
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Tye Talks: A Diary Entry
(22/02/24 || 22:58 pm)
Good evening friends, I hope you are all well and having a lovely Thursday! Just one more day till the weekend! Yay <3
Inspired by the lovely @the-winds-of-destiny-xxx , I've decided to start blogging about my day. Hopefully, I will be able to stay up to date lol.
Work
Ugh, I've been up since 5am prepping myself to deliver my second lecture of the semester. It went well, kinda. The students were super interactive which is great. Application + practicality > regurgitating information. They did super well. Also, we have a new HoD, and while I really liked our previous heads, the new HoD is a breath of fresh air and I really enjoy their approach towards education.
My full-time job is actually soooo ā€¦ atm. My colleague has resigned which is all cool and I wish her the best.
But, thereā€™s a trend Iā€™ve noticed recently within our organization ā€¦ and I hope it does not present any problems in the future. Tbh, I think it has presented a problem before ā€¦ but idk. Anyway, constructive criticism goes a long long way ā€¦ only if youā€™re keen and willing to learn ā€¦. which this person defo is NOT.
Enough about my colleagues, the CEO presented me with an opportunity but I'm lowkey nervous .. bc I prefer being a private + somewhat anonymous person lol, but I obviously said yes. Let's see how it goes, anything can happen and this whole project might fall through. Especially in this economy.
All in all, I really love my job and the career path Iā€™ve taken. I hope it does not backfire on me later on in life.
Uni
Gosh. Uni is the bane of my existence atm. Tho, i did make a bit of progress on my thesis today. I know exactly what I need to do, but I just don't have the motivation to it. But, I think I've finally got myself together .. so let's see what happens.
Also, I'm so grateful for my thesis supervisor <3 she is so understanding and supportive.
Health
Is this tmi? Maybe? Apologies if so?
But, my nose and throat have been KILLING me recently? Idk if itā€™s bc of the fan or what ā€¦ but yup. Thank god for cloves! Theyā€™ve helped wayyyy more than anything else Iā€™ve tried lol. Also, my pms is really starting to hit šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ Iā€™ve been in soooo much pain since I got back home.
My mentally, Iā€™m doing okay ā€¦ thereā€™s obvs moments in the day where Iā€™m like shit?? Iā€™m an adult adult?? Yet my life feels so stagnant šŸ˜‚ but then I try to keep it moving and not think so much about what I want ā€¦ and I try to focus on what I do haveā€¦. bc Iā€™ve done my best.
Fun and mundane
I finally got to go to my first gym class of the week - I really needed that! The housewives from my class invited me for smoothies afterwards ā€¦ and they are so fun! Are they my mums age mates? Yes šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚ but I loved hanging out with them .. they truly live in their own bubble .. I wanna be exactly like them when Iā€™m older lol.
Oh Oh! And I finally finished the second season of Al Rawabi School for Girls ... flip, it truly broke my heart. What an amazing show.
I really wanted to start the new season of Real Housewives of Durban ā€¦ but the new Showmax app is truly YUCK! I have the ick šŸ« šŸ«  but, I love the show waaaaay too much, so Iā€™d probs get over it soon lol.
Other than gym and catching up on tv, I made a delicious lasagna for dinner. I'm convinced that my homemade meat sauce and cheese sauce remains undefeated, or maybe that's just me being cocky lol. If I had more space, I would have defo attempted to make the pasta too.
I'm super excited for this weekend bc my friends and I are going to this art and music event and getting food afterwards. I also really wanna buy that duvet set I saw online ... since I'm no longer purchasing an apartment (recession boo boo boo šŸ…šŸ…šŸ…), I may as well just re-do my current apartment lol. It already looks great, but I've been putting off getting a new duvet set bc I presumed I was gonna buy a bigger bed lol... so I've just been rotating between the two sets I have ... and damn they've seen better days lol.
Relationships
After all he has been through, my brother finally has some great things happening. I am so proud of him. I know he will achieve everything he aspires to <3 This has also done wonders for his self-confidence, he truly needed this, and I hope ... I really hope that it stays on this positive track.
Positive family news aside, idk if anyone saw the post about my uncle? But god damn I'm annoyed af. (Side note: He is my mums cousin btw; but my entire family is close). Anyway, my uncle called my mum to rant ā€¦ and according to my mum he was sooooo proud of what he said to his wife??? Iā€™m just disgusted. Idk how. His wife could forgive him for this. Iā€™m so glad my mum put him in his place āœ‹šŸ½āœ‹šŸ½āœ‹šŸ½
I know its not about me and I have no right to speak on other people's relationships, but I hate seeing people put their all into a relationship and even go against their own family to be with someone ... only for their partner to treat them like this. His wife deserves soooooo much better and its sooo heartbreaking that she has to go through. My heart truly breaks for her. I pray everything works out for her.
Conclusion
Anywho ā€¦ if you made it this far! Thank you for reading my ramblings <3 wishing you a lovely day! Stay safe babes šŸ˜˜
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neetily Ā· 2 months ago
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ź£‘ą­§ ā‹… ā‹… ā‹… ā”€ā”€ MATCHUP EVENT: Date #12
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ā™” cupid's victim number twelve!! ā™”
i got to your one!! i really hope it was worth the wait and that you enjoy reading why i picked your specific matchup <3 tysm for taking part!
ā”€ you have one new message from...
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Alex . . . (DoL)
think u should move in soon, actually. so that we can have more nights like last night x thinking of you x
Why? oh... y'know... tbh, the first thing that made me side with alex is that you two have opposite aesthetics, which is think would work so well and cute together! the tall and buff farmer boy dating the small and cute coquette city girl? the stuff dreams are made of, if you ask me! also as a fellow infp pisces, im here to tell you that you deserve alex !!! he'd be so attentive and soft and warm with you, would sit and daydream with you all day when he has time off from the farm, making sure your emotions and creative side is well catered for <3! something about him just screams doll usage too, like you're his pretty doll, y'know? he takes pride in you, thinks you're the prettiest thing the walk the earth, and he enjoys showing you off! makes sure you're well protected too though, thanks to his big muscles (scary dog privilege) and he's more than happy to be the extrovert when you're feeling more introverted! he's got that big personality that just draws attention, but only has eyes for you, y'know? you're always his main priority! he thinks you look so cute when wearing glasses, and i have a small headcanon that he needs to wear em when reading too <3
he'd appreciate how slow you can take things at times too. help him learn how to relax and appreciate the small things in life! he's simply obsessed with you, and enjoys doing literally anything he can with you because it's you, y'know? even if he's not so good at it (like with many things...) he'll always put in some enthusiastic effort for you!
No Escape . . .
out of all the dates alex has been on with you, perhaps his most favourite just has to be game nights at home. all alone with you, on his secluded farm, where no one else but him can hear the way you squeal and squeak on the end of his fat cock as it pulses inside of you. throbbing with pleasure, his back straightening with a shiver when it's his turn to roll the dice.
not that it matters much to the game itself, he hasn't been paying attention to the last few rolls, too busy getting you appropriately undressed unprompted; nothing as much as a word escaping him as his big hands tear clothing item after clothing item off of your pretty body, wordlessly helping you sit on his cock like any other normal tuesday. it's expected, of course, that he'd use you at some point.
practiced movements, shaking the dice in one hand before setting it free, hastily moving his piece an unknown number of spaces unrelated to the dice roll before both hands come back to your underside, spreading your ass cheeks apart as he helps lift you up on his cock, enough to allow him room to thrust up from under you.
try as you might, he knows that his cock is too big and too fat for you to really pay attention too, and nothing feels better than fucking his free use perfect pussy when he knows that you can't escape his tight grip, stuck on his lap on a whim. he's far stronger than you, and there's no chance that you could ever fight him back. and why would you ever want to? doesn't he fuck you just so good, enough to leave you a trembling, sopping mess on his cock? unable to reach the dice you're supposed to roll for your turn, instead clawing at his tense arms and whining his name all broken and fuckin pretty like that for him.
and he'd stop if you really wanted him too, but he can tell by the tight squeeze of your cunt choking his tip that you'd rather he continued bouncing you on his lap, fucking you so full of cock that you're left breathless, quite literally speechless from the sheer weight behind his every thrust. and he's not doing any better either, grunting and groaning against the crook of your neck from how easy you are. how he could do quite literally anything to his pretty little free use doll, and you wouldn't complain. the power he feels coursing through him, pooling in his cock as he fucks into you unfairly; a little test to see how much he can stretch his toy before she breaks.
just for him to kiss you all better again, because he loves you. and he's thankful that you put so much trust into him.
ā€” you like to... listen to music when alone! here is a playlist that i think fits your matchup!
For the First Time - Mac DeMarco
505 - Arctic Monkeys
Light of Love - Florence And The Machine
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writteninlunarlight-years Ā· 6 months ago
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Uh hello!!! I found your blog and I absolutely adore it!! If it's not too much trouble, may I please have a match up from either Baldurs Gate 3 and/or Hazbin hotel? (If I missed that match ups are closed, just tell me to bug off lol)
Gender: Femme AFAB nonbinary
Age: 25 (26 at the end of this month!)
Pronouns: she/her and they/them
Sexuality: Bisexual, panromantic
Appearance: 5ā€™4ā€ femme-presenting with chest-length light brown hair. Iā€™ve got hazel eyes with hella eyebags, but I wear glasses with frames thick enough to hide them. Iā€™m white but you can tell I go outside a lot lol. Iā€™m pretty small, most people could pick me up like a sack of potatoes tbh
MBTI: INFP as far as I understand??
Personality: Oh man this part is kinda hardā€¦ Iā€™m pretty energetic and quiet all at the same time. I consider myself fairly optimistic and friendly. Iā€™m defs naĆÆve as hell though, and it doesnā€™t help that Iā€™m autistic so a lot of things go over my head. Iā€™m a really bad people pleaser and have a hard time sharing my true thoughts and feelings. Iā€™m ride or die for my loved ones though, almost to a fault I think. Iā€™m a pretty hard worker once I get past the executive dysfunction lmao.
Likes: Space/astronomy, horror/urban legends, snakes, avians (particularly corvids and vultures!), exploring, flowers (Iā€™m a sucker for colorful ones), seeing other people do things I donā€™t know how to do.
Dislikes: sudden loud noises, feeling/being trapped, being yelled at (I WILL cry lol), passive aggressiveness, being patronized or talked down to.
Extra fun fact: Iā€™m a teacher and Iā€™ve been told Iā€™m good with kids? I donā€™t have a lot of patience for very young kids though, unfortunately.
For Baldurs:
Race: Iā€™m pretty boring irl, so I think Iā€™d just be a happy olā€™ human!
Class: Rogues are fun, but I might also be a Cleric.
D&D alignment: Neutral good (Iā€™m a very by the book person, but donā€™t mind bending the rules if I think theyā€™re stupid ones)
I hope I got everything?? Thank you so so much!!!!
~~~~~ MATCHUPS ~~~~~
Bauldrs Gate 3
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Gale Dekarios
~~~~~ HEADCANONS ~~~~~
He loved how bubbly and kind you were to everyone when you met that fateful day after the crash.
He appreciated your intelligence and willingness to learn more about things very dear to the Wizard's heart.
When he opened up to you about Mystra, and you showed him genuine compassion about his circumstances, he was overwhelmed with a sincere sense of loyalty.
Soon, though, as you traversed through the goblin camp and shadow fell, that loyalty turned to love.
When he was tasked with dying, he was so afraid you would be willing to sacrifice him for the greater good; however, when you stopped him, he was so happy.
He shares the astral plane with you whenever you ask from that day forth.
He eventually teaches you how to project as well.
When the dangers of the illithids are gone, he happily takes you back to Waterdeep.
He was worried about how Tara would handle you, but you two became fast friends, sharing stories and knowledge.
It was a random day walking through Waterdeep when he realized he had never actually asked you to be his partner; it was just assumed.
When he finally does ask you, he makes a big grand show of it in the privacy of the tower
Once officially together, he will not stop telling everyone how much he loves you and is lucky to have you.
~~~~~ BLURB ~~~~~
You had just entered the Underdark with your group. The terrain was challenging to maneuver, and there was a threat almost everywhere with the mushrooms. However, once you found a safe place to camp, you all agreed it would be much needed. It was your night for watch duty, so as everyone went to bed, you began looking around the camp's perimeter. It was dark, cold, and damp here but not unbearable, to say the least. The fire nearby kept you warm enough, and you loved an opportunity to learn more.
As you looked at all the flora around you, you came into contact with a fascinating flower. A light blue glow surrounded the petals, and it smelled sweet. Smiling, you picked the three closest flowers and brought them to the camp to be examined. You had never seen anything like them, and they were beautiful. As the night progressed and you noted these attractive flowers, a groggy Gale woke for his turn on guard duty.
You heard him from his tent as he cursed because he couldn't conjure his cup of tea. You laughed at his antic and continued your writings. However, his cursing and voice grew more irritated by the minute. Standing, you walked over to him to ask what was wrong with the flowers in hand. As soon as you crossed the threshold of his tent, you could see the man's disarray. When his eyes met yours, the flowers in your hand seemed to fall into place. Gently, he took the flowers and began explaining how these flowers would, in fact, prohibit any magical use for anyone in its radius.
You laughed sheepishly and took the flower back from him. You left quickly and disposed of the new flower, sad to see something so pretty be detrimental to your friends. As you came back, Gale was observing your drawings. When you sat next to him, he smiled and began to tell you everything he knew about the flower, hoping to make up for it having to be sent away. With a smile on your face and a spring in your step, you wrote all you could leaning against Gales's shoulder the whole time.
Hazbin Hotel
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Vaggie
~~~~~ HEADCANONS ~~~~~
At first, she is overwhelmed by your energy. Where you are bubbly and kind, she is loud and in charge.
She grew used to it over time and found your caring nature very refreshing.
She is fiercely loyal to all your ideas and passions, even going as far as to research them with you so she can make sure you have everything you need
She loves listening to you read or gush about topics that interest you the most.
Hell doesn't have stars, but she does her best to replicate the stars you tell her about from your mortal life.
She loves to be cuddly with you in the privacy of your rooms.
Out in the open, though, she is a big guard dog, making sure no one makes you uncomfortable.
She teaches you primary self-defense, so if she isn't around, you can protect yourself until she arrives.
When you learn of her past and accept her for who she is, she is overwhelmed with intense emotions.
It takes her a couple days to figure out how to properly thank you for being the best to her.
Your happiness is more significant than all to her, so expect her to never be too far away if you need something.
~~~~~ BLURB ~~~~~
After a particularly long day helping around the hotel, you were exhausted, to say the least. From Angel's antics to Alastor's creepiness, you didn't have much more steam in you. Even though you were the resident chipper person, only being surpassed by Charlie, you felt your patience grow thin, especially today. Changing into a comfortable set of PJs, you made your way to the lounge.
Curling up on the sofa, you flipped the TV on in hopes of finding something interesting. After minutes of flipping, you finally find a horror channel. It is interesting for hell that they only have one horror channel, but you would take it. After getting repositioned, you began watching the show and enjoying all the details. As engrossed as you were, you didn't notice your partner, Vaggie, joining you on the couch. Her thigh brushed your leg as she sat down, causing you to yelp.
Vaggie laughed gently at your reaction, holding her hands up in defense. As soon as you realized who it was, you calmed down and smiled at her. Now, this was a far better way to end the day. Your beautiful partner and a good horror flick. Repositioning on the sofa where your head lay in Vaggie's lap, you retrain your eyes on the TV. As you both grew more engrossed in the horrors on the screen, you didn't happen to notice the smiling demon standing in the dark corner, ready to pounce for his own amusement.
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pink-lemonadefairy Ā· 2 months ago
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Hi i forgot to put the šŸ™ emoji in my last anon LOL but itā€™s šŸ™!!! (Not sure if u do emoji anons on this acct :p) my favourite classics are honestly ANYTHING by kafka. I am a kafka girl. I love kafka. And then jane austen!! Pride and prejudice šŸ’‹šŸ’‹mr. darcy is the only man ever actually i love when theyā€™re QUIET (emphasis)
Iā€™m pretty open to honestly most classic literature, iā€™ve been wanting to get some recommendations that arenā€™t the same authors. Sylvia plath unfortunately doesnā€™t really do it for me because Iā€™m probably not her target audience but some of her poems/proses are good! Iā€™m currently reading dracula/frankenstein (at the same time lol) and have been loving it so far. The only con about frankenstein is that i bought a tinier version so the words are huddled together and although my ass CAN read it iā€™d rather the words to be spaced out :-( not sure if itā€™s a me thingā€¦ iā€™ll just finish the book and see if i would get another version of frankenstein hehe
i also have a little life on hand rn, that is the book Iā€™m especially putting on hold because from what iā€™ve seen people were Not okay when reading it. Idk about me tho personally iā€™m not an outwardly emotional person but iā€™m not heartless so iā€™ll read it when i canā€¦
I have SOOO many books on my TBR list but iā€™ve been putting them on hold because i still have a number of books at home that i need to finishā€¦! I wish i could show u a photo because itā€™s on my notes app lol. This might be a very unpopular opinion but i enjoyed reading murakamiā€™s killing commendatore even though his descriptions of women r nasty. I read his books in a more factual (?) way? If that makes sense. If you have any book/author recommendations do tell me!! Especially female authors šŸ™šŸ¤
hi my love šŸ’› iā€™m so sorry for the late response :(
omg kafka!! šŸ„ŗ i havenā€™t read any of his works in full yet but iā€™ve read snippets on pinterest and theyā€™re so so beautiful :( i love the way he writes. do you have any favourite works of his? :O oooh yes pride & prejudice!! the most classic of the classics i feel like lol. YES EXACTLY LOL, men when theyā€™re quiet and donā€™t talk > šŸ˜Œ
i havenā€™t read any sylvia plath and tbh iā€™m not sure if iā€™d ever pick any of her works up because iā€™ve lots of bad things about them :( iā€™m glad youā€™re enjoying those books though!! :D frankenstein is really great!! >< i think theyā€™re making a live action of it (?) which iā€™m super excited for !! and ik this isnā€™t dracula lol but iā€™m soooooo losing my mind over the new nosferatu movie coming out rahhhh!! it looks amazing :P I TOTALLY GET YOU!! the frankenstein i read in hs was similar and it was seriously a pain to get thru šŸ˜­ like why are the letters and words so close together šŸ’”
oh god yeah a little life ā€¦ ive heard itā€™s so heartbreaking :( i dont think iā€™ll be reading it anytime soon lol life is sad enough!! šŸ˜ž but people say itā€™s v well written ! good luck if you ever do get around to reading it šŸ˜­šŸ’—
ME TOO HELP ā˜¹ļø i love buying books but then my tbr just grows and grows and then i donā€™t even wanna read anymore rip. i definitely know what you mean dw! >< i think something a lot of people tend to forget is that we can (and are supposed to) be critical of authors works, esp those from back in the day! i think the problem is when itā€™s marketed as something itā€™s not & people say a work is flawless and perfect when itā€™s likeā€¦not, and even hurts groups of people, etc etc. idk if that makes sense lol but yeah! šŸ˜­
hmmm off the top of my head, since you like classics iā€™m thinking of virginia woolf, toni morrison, and maya angelou! for woolf, i read mrs dalloway (which i LOVED) and a room of ones own for a school assignment. i def recommend those! and for morrison, i read song of solomon which i also really, really loved. beloved by her is also on my list! for maya angelou id definitely recommend and still i rise and letter to my daughter <3 her poems are beautiful too!
i mostly read fiction / fantasy at the moment šŸ˜­ if youā€™re interested in those genres i can give you recs as well ><
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indigoashh Ā· 1 year ago
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This is gonna be fun. I'm probably go in depth of some of these answers.
Rick Sanchez. C-137. Hands down my favourite. That fuc*er... gotta love him.
I don't personally care. I feel like Space Beth is the clone but doesn't really matter to me.
No, I don't believe so.
I don't know why but I would personally call her Anita. But for some reason the nickname "Feather Heather" is in my mind.
I hope they won't go past 10 but realistically I think they will stop around 15 or 20.
Smash. SMASH. SMASH. The smashest smash I've ever smashed or will ever smash. Squanch even. *What am I even saying, please stop, I have a reputation here*
It has to be Rick Prime.
6x08 Analyze Piss. It's when I truly became a rickfucker (is it how we are called? I hope I am right). I've always liked Rick and Morty and I was very normal about it, but since that episode everything changed for me and I became OBSESSED with the show and, most importantly, with Rick Sanchez. I had a slight crush before but I never really acknowledge nor accepted it before that episode and shamed myself (I still do, but not in my little closet of self denial anymore). Analyze Piss just gave me the strength to carry on with the obsession. It MIGHT have to do with the fact that he went to therapy and I admired that, but it's a lot more really, along with other things I also went protect-mode because I thought it was really awful how the family treated him at the end of the episode, I grew angry, I felt my crush was legitimate at that point ahahah But there are many episodes I love, I just won't list them cuz I already rambled enough.
Rickdependence Spray (the one about the giant sperm. Unnecessarily gross episode)
Unity (but it's jealousy, it's actually a cool character, I just hate her) and Mr. Nimbus.
He did a lot of bad things... but probably how he treats Morty in certain episodes. I won't go into detail, but some stuff is totally gratuitous.
No, I don't think so. I'm answering this questions after the first trailer of season 7 and my hopes are high, I love the new voices and I'm looking forward to hearing more of it soon! (-24H!!!) But I was pretty scared before the trailer release, I didn't even want to look at it first. I was scared they new voices wouldn't feel like Rick and Morty but they absolutely do for me, the differences are minimal. As for the other characters, I've always thought a bit more diversity, voices wise, would have done good to the show.
Oh gosh, alright @joycew-art @stropharian-world @w-248 just the first few that come to my mind! Great artists, love them <3
I don't think there's one, tbh. Maybe Beth for some aspects, Rick for some others, .
Uh there are many, but if I have to choose... I think Juricksic Mort has very funny bits, from start to finish, even just the rock speaking gibberish while in space, or Rick falling with the skateboard.
Season 6.
Season 5.
No, I wouldn't, I would still watch. I know it's controversial but I've always enjoyed the show, even before this, so if that happens (big if, has to be a good enough reason) I would still enjoy it.
"I have a process, Morty. Huh? I'm fixing my portal gun, and every time you bring it up, it blocks my creative flow. A-And then I'm forced to take longer on purpose just to train you to not bring it up." It's not the best quote but it spoke to my neurodivergent brain on so many levels and I squealed, so it is my favourite.
If I HAD to Space Beth. She counts, right?
20 SHORT-ANSWER* RICK AND MORTY QUESTIONS FOR YOU:
*You can write long answers, if you'd like! Feel free to skip questions, too!
Who is your favourite Rick and Morty Character?
Which Beth is the clone: Domestic Beth or Space Beth?
Do you think that Rick-C137 and Rick Prime were previously romantically involved?
What do you think would be a good name for Birdperson and Tammy's daughter?
How many seasons do you think Rick and Morty will eventually have?
Rick C-137: smash or pass?
Who is your favourite Rick and Morty villain?
Your favourite Rick and Morty episode?
Your least favourite Rick and Morty episode?
Who is your least favourite Rick and Morty character?
What is, in your opinion, the worst thing that Rick C-137 has ever done?
Do you think that Rick and Morty will be affected substantially by having to change the voice actor for Rick and Morty and a bunch of other characters?
What's a good Rick and Morty blog?
Who is the Rick and Morty character that you relate to the most?
The funniest Rick and Morty bit/scene, in your opinion?
Best Rick and Morty season?
Worst Rick and Morty season?
Would you stop watching the show if Justin Roiland returned?
Your favourite Rick and Morty quote?
If you had to be one member of the smith family in the next season, who would you want to be?
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abcdosaka Ā· 2 years ago
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i have not posted on here in a while. idk various things have happened. but heres the most recent stuff.
this is sorta fresh (literally 2 days ago) but im mostly over it i think? i made a hinge account and briefly talked to this girl and i liked talking to her but i think i just dont know how to rizz someone up, or maybe ik and i dont have the courage to do it so i gotta play nice girl from the start. and i think our second phone call i was just kinda lacking in energy and i wasnā€™t texting her too often either. but at the end of it she was like lets just be friends going forward.
i havent really had any experiences before, like real ones where i was the one initiating everything, so it hurt, kinda like getting rejected for a job interview. i was like ig im just not outgoing or funny or charming enough but damn we talked like twice on the phone, we never even met up, that quick huh.
tbh i think i initiated slightly more and she was less interested and she also made it pretty clear she wasnt sure about getting into a relationship. idk its not worth analyzing. we do have a lot of similar tastes but if she wants to be friends she has to initiate and i might blow her off anyway i dont feel like talking to her anymore lol. or maybe ill respond but just really slowly. ik its giving nice guy/friendzoned. ehhh i might respond she was nice/friendly enough i just need time to get over it fully. i think this is a lets see how im feeling in a week situation. to be fair sometimes good friendships pop up out of bad experiences for me like i thought D was a huge dick when i first met him but we got along well for the time we knew each other
idk i would rather have someone who knows what they want and is certain about it too. but in the first place i dont even want to talk to ppl like its such a hassle texting randoms multiple days in a row. i got a couple other likes and i just ignored them. ive ghosted two ppl bc i just was sick of the texting going nowhere.
tbh i think im just sad bc my egoā€™s a little bruised. but idk that happens to me easily like applying for a job sucks and it hurts to get rejected and having a job kinda sucks too but its required. relationships, kinda the same but i dont think its required? they never seemed that great or fun or loving to me, prob bc my parents hated each other for 90% of my childhood. even when i see relationships in fiction im like oh cute but idk if i really need that.
im more upset that i dont really have anyone to talk to about this stuff. and im upset s didnt wanna meet over reading week. like besties for 10 years but you couldnt free up a space for me even tho i asked like 3 weeks ago. idk if i can even call us besties. i used to be so insecure abt what kinda friendship we had but now im kinda sick of this. maybe i should ask. i kinda hate feeling needy or sounding clingy though. idk i was pretty friendly in my response
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she didnt even receive it T_T
idk she hasnt responded to any messages frequently for the past month so shes probably really busy but ugh i fucking hate this. i just wish sheā€™d check in for once like ā€œhey sorry ive just been really busy the past month and havent had the energy or time to respond but hopefully ill have some time soonā€. cuz the thing is its kinda typical of her to flake/be distant/antisocial. like after we graduated hs she ignored my messages for a month and she promised not to do that again. and when we hung out for the last time before i moved for uni she overslept and i think shes done that two or three times since. its really frustrating when we dont get to see each other than often. so if i ask her its gonna be like this is an isolated incident but its not and im prob not gonna see her again after i graduate uni bc i wanna move across the country. and we almost never call bc everytime i ask she doesnt want to. i think thats just her hating calling but how tf else are we supposed to stay in contact when we live in different cities??? and texting for hours on end is fking annoying? same difference ik a bit hypocritical there but also, calling means u can multitask but texting means u have to focus solely on texting unless you wanna respond every 2 hours or even worse, every 5 minutes, theres no flow unless you pay full attention to texting.
and the thing that sucks even harder. is that we had a mutual friend, j, who was her BESTIE for middle school and almost all of highschool. (i had a crush on this chick btw but never told her and i kinda stopped talking to her in senior year). and j did the same fucking thing like she decided she didnt wanna talk to people she knew before highschool anymore and basically just slowly cut s out of her life. and s was so upset abt it she told me abt it a lot
see the thing is if i do confront her about ALL of this, iĀ  think its gonna go the worst way possible. like we will slowly drift apart and im gonna lose my closest friend who probably doesnt even consider me at least one of her closest friends. and then im fucked. i mean im not fucked but im starting from ground zero.its really hard not having someone you know you can rely on. altho maybe shes not the most reliable and ive been coping by pretending im independent and dont need anyone for emotional shit. maybe im just catastrophizing. like on one hand, i truly am unsure enough abt our friendship that idk if sheā€™d make an effort after i move real far. but on the other hand i am a known pessimist and i suck at this people bullshit. so idk if i should ask or not.
ugh i shouldnt have wrote this. i was like ā€œif i go in depth on this post i wont be able to stop and then im gonna cry and i dont wanna cry. i should try to keep it light.ā€ like lol. at least it was good practice for typeracer. im gonna do one race and go to sleep. this is frustrating
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elysianslove Ā· 4 years ago
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cheering you up ; haikyuu boys
synopsis; different ways the haikyuu boys care for you and cheer you up when youā€™re sad
pairings; karasuno x reader, nekoma x reader, aoba johsai x reader, fukurodani x reader, shiratorizawa x reader, inarizaki x reader
genre; fluff
warnings; none probably a bunch of mistakes lmfao
note; i had to repost this like 3 times rip. anyways, im sorry for not adding inarizaki on my last one jbshds but theyā€™re here now!!
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karasuno ā”ā”
sugawara koshi; i definitely think he's so in tune with you, and your emotions. he learns your cues very well, and knows every little thing about you that there is to learn. if you're having a bad day, he'll notice right away. he won't comment on it though. all he'll do is these little things to try to cheer you up, but it's going to be very subtle. he'll let u rest ur head on his shoulder, run his fingers through ur hair. he'll sneakily buy u ur favorite snack. doesn't bring anything up until you do. ends the day with cuddles and a chick flick.
sawamura daichi; he notices but he doesn't really know how to react. not because he doesn't know what to do, but because he doesn't want to trigger you or deepen your sadness in any way. he's very careful with you. if it's something throughout the day, he's very quiet and tender with you, just silently lets you rest your head against his chest and rubs your back/arm tenderly. as you're walking home he asks if you want to talk about it, and reminds you that it's good to, but it's also okay if you don't want to.
nishinoya yuu; not a single sad moment with mr noya here. seriously you cannot breathe. ok but in all honesty, when you're sad. he's sad. sends you memes, and you'll be laughing at them with tears streaming down your face because you don't really know what you're feeling anymore. he does a lot of tiktok trends with you, any of the couple ones. grabs your faces and ,,, smooch all over. until you have no choice but to laugh. if you want to cry even more, he'll watch the notebook and the vow a thousand times over, and be a sobbing mess next to you. just don't tell the guys okay? <3
kageyama tobio; he's so. Ā  bad. at this please help him. like he can tell ur sad, bc he's v good at reading people. but like. what the fuck is he supposed to do. anyways. when u two get to be alone and he kinda notices how quiet you are, he just nudges you slightly, and pulls you to him. it's easier to talk to you, he's calmer, when he can't directly look at you. when he feels you start to shake in his arms, feels the wet tears down your cheeks as you start to sob in his arms, his heart kinda breaks. all he can do is hold you, but it's what you need. and he'll listen too, if that's what you need as well.
tsukishima kei; i think he notices, but doesn't bring it up at all. the way he goes about it is he'll tease you to try and bring a smile on your face. because this is tsukki, and you know him well enough, you know the truth behind his jabs, enough to appreciate them. if it doesn't work, he'll just start to make fun of people in front of you, pointing random people out with you and just being like "wanna bet on what's making their relationship fall apart" this sadist i stg. like suga, he subtly makes you feel better until you yourself approach him about whatever's upsetting. actually gives 10/10 advice bc he's v honest.
asahi azumane; he's so empathetic oh my god bruh. notices immediately. "baby what's got u so upset" w a big pout on his face and when u just mumble "nothin" so low he barely catches it and instead throw yourself into his arms, he gives you a big, certified asahi bear hug. doesn't leave your side at all. constantly mutters sweet nothings and encouragements. if you do the bare minimum like make it through class he'll meet you after and be all "im so proud of my pretty baby". cuddles all day. all night. he's not very good at advice but he is the best listener !!! so attentive and you'll feel a huge weight lifted.
tanaka ryunosuke; "aight who do i need to jump" type beat. u love him so much though. that one sentence and sentiment already has you feeling better. immediately hugs you so tight, borderline suffocating you. "wanna ditch school". 100% willing to do so. he doesn't really know whether to approach it with distracting you or facing the obstacle head-on, but he finds a middle ground. eats your feelings out with you. saeko pulls out the embarrassing ryu pictures and suddenly you don't know why you were ever sad.
hinata shoyo; is really oblivious for a bit tbh. when he first meets you at the start of the day and his hyperactive self is greeted by your duller, sadder self, he doesn't think much of it. it's when you don't react to him or interact with him the way you usually would that he starts to notice you being off. he's actually super straightforward about it, and approaches you with some of your favorite snack that he bribed ukai to give him for free and just "wanna tell me whats up, baby?" he's so, so easy to talk to. immediately you're venting. and he listens to intently, gives stupidly good advice. it's like such simple approaches to your problem but?? it works. anyways you love him.
yamaguchi tadashi; will be super worried about what he could do to make it better, and kinda just tries to feed you as much positive energy as he can. once he's comfortable with people, he becomes really chatty, so i see him talking your ear off with the biggest smile on his face that you have no choice but to kind of ? mimic it? he just radiates goodness and sweetness that it shifts your own energy. he on some witchcraft shit on god. anyways when he walks you home or something, he'll just stop for a min and avoid your eyes when he says "ik u dont feel the best, but i dont want you to have to hide that from me, okay?" stan tadashi <3
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nekoma ā”ā”
kuroo tetsurō; drops everything. i mean it. i genuinely think kuroo would be such a good boyfriend that he'll sense it and text u as ur getting ready for school and be like "are u sad i feel like ur sad". you dont really wanna worry him and you'll just reassure him ur fine but he's already at your front door in ā€” not his school uniform. insists the two of you take the day off saying "its fine babe im super smart". you two will spend the whole day just simply existing, talking when needed, he listens to you if you vent, and tries to come up with as many options of solutions for you so you don't feel weighed down. he'll make sure you eat even if you don't have an appetite, and will try to make u do something productive bc in a lotta cases, it could help you feel a lil better yk :)
kozume kenma; i pretend i do not see it ā€” kozume kenma (2020). jbwjwks im jk. he's like tsukki in the sense that he will never address it, and he doesn't outwardly approach you about it. if it's just an off day for you, and you also happen to not have school, you'll go over to his house, hoping to feel a little bit better when you see him. "can i have a kiss, sunshine" to which he responds "why." you just go "im sad" and he gives u a big smooch. he'll have you lay on his lap while he plays his games, occasionally just sneaking in a peak at you to make sure you're okay. he'll ask if you wanna play to get your mind off things for a while. eventually, when things wind down a bit, he'll just mutter "yk i love you, yeah?" and that lights up your world hehe
haiba lev; as soon as he notices you're sad he just ā˜¹ļø. he picks out a small flower and as soon as he sees you, he just tucks it by your ear, and smile so brightly and youll just be like "oh my god lev please stop being so cute". he won't really know what to do tbh, but the way he's so lost makes it so heartwarming and it honestly cheers you up all on its own. he just. "would a kiss make it better" and if you nod he'll just start kissing all over your face so softly, until he finally kisses your lips. when he pulls away he asks "again?" with a cute smile and if you nod he'll just kiss you over and over again. very simple way of cheering you up, and very foolproof tbh.
yaku morisuke; i think throughout the day, he might pester you a little bit about telling him what was wrong, but after you keep insisting you're fine, he relents, and decides that maybe giving you your own time and space to open up to him is better. he tries not to act differently in that sense, but he finds himself being a little more soft spoken, and gentler with you. i just had this image flash in my brain of you resting your head on a desk, head turned to the right, and then yaku comes and sits to your right, putting his head on the desk and facing you. and just. "hi :)" your heart melts. he kisses your forehead softly and tells you you're wonderful, in case you've forgotten. if, or when, you do open up to him, he'll be very eager to listen, and ready to fight off whoever upset you.
yamamoto taketora; this man is angry. like properly. "who the FUCK put a frown on my baby's face. speak the fuck up. i won't hurt you. ill just mutilate you." if you tell him that it's no one, and that you're just upset, he'll be so confused but he'll just nod and be like "okay. okay. do you want a hug?" and he'll hug you so tight. he'll admit that he doesn't like seeing you like this, and that he'll do anything to make it better. at first he's very cautious, but then he just lightbulb moment and as soon as you get home he'll be like "karaoke night babyyyyy" and then. no more sad.
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oikawa tōru; very. perceptive. he greets you normally, even if he notices something's off, because he won't want to worsen anything. you meet him right before he has practice after school, and he'll just cup your face, lifting them to brush at your hair, and you just sigh. "my baby's had a long day, yeah?" he'll be very gentle and careful with you, i'm sure. he gives you a kiss, smiling softly into it, and reassuring you that you're much too strong to let a single bad day destroy you like this. he meets you later that night with a lotta ice cream and you two just binge watch any reality show you could find, shit talking the actors together. he himself is terrible at talking about his feelings this dumbass >:( so he understands if you don't want to yk? will encourage u to vent it out though. expect terrible, makes no sense advice
iwaizumi hajime; he kinda like. gets mad? when you continue to be upset and not speak about it? he's not mad at you! he's just. mad. this is iwa okay. anyways. he won't bring it up mostly, only being slightly more affectionate, especially in his hand holding, which is super gentle already as it is. when he invites you over, that's when he actually starts to talk to you about it. he lets you know that there's nothing worse than seeing you like this and not knowing what to do, and that he wants you to be able to talk to him. about anything. even if you think it's stupid. he'll listen, and tell you that it's not stupid if it's making you upset. he cooks for you <33333 then bakes with you <33333 you feel a lot lighter at the end of the night tbh
hanamaki takahiro;Ā (he's so annoying i love him). as soon as he sees you upset he makes it his mission throughout the day to cheer you up in any possible way. spams your phone while you're class with ten thousand wholesome memes. sends you pick up lines. when he meets you in between classes he just yells out "how's my favorite person in the entire world!" and kisses you so wholly in the middle of the school hallway lmfao. while he's walking you home, takes a longer route and purposely, he passes by your favorite store/bakery/ice cream parlor. buys u ur favorite, and pretends to be shocked when you give him a piece. late at night, he'll facetime you, wondering how you're feeling, asking if you needed to talk about it. whether you do or you don't, you two will fall asleep facetiming.
matsukawa issei; the minute he sees you he's like "whats wrong". no hi or anything. he has like this frown on his face, which seems off bc it's rare to see a frown on issei's face, and he just tucks your chin in his palm gently and stares at your pout. "you good, baby?" he can tell you're not, but he wants you to be able to tell him on your own. sticks by your side the entire day, and nobody really mentions it. he talks to you as if it were a normal day, but his voice has a softer edge. he's not distracting you, per se. he's more, talking to fill the space while giving you your own space to think. once you're alone, he'll just drag you to the nearest comfy surface, flop down, and pull you on top of him. if you even try to resist or ask whats going on he'll just "nap and cuddles first." and when u sleep a lil bit of ur sadness away, he'll just let you talk it out as he continues to hold you <333
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fukurodani ā”ā”
bokuto kōtarō; just as empathetic as asahi, if not more. he really does feel it all with you. yk sympathy pains that partners get when women get contractions? bokuto is that partner. with bokuto, i feel like he'd never make you feel like you couldn't just straight up text him "im sad" and feel bad about it. if you ever do that, he'll immediately call, not even bothering with a text. if he can't come over, he stays with you until you've cried your heart out and then laughing until you can't breathe. if he can go over, he smothers you with love. repeatedly says "you know i love you, yeah? you know how grateful i am for you?" and in between kisses "im so lucky. so, so lucky."
akaashi keiji; i feel like as soon as akaashi notices you're down, or you're slightly off, he just grabs your hand and squeezes, forcing you to stop spacing out and focus on him for a second. if you're with a lot of people around you, he'll lean close to you and ask if you wanna go home. he'll be so soft and gentle and understanding, making up some excuse on the spot on why the two of you have to leave. if you're alone, he'll grab your hand and kind of tug you towards him, silently asking you to come into his arms, where you yourself know you feel safest. as soon as you're in the comfort of your home together, he'll like run you a bath and slip into it with you, just holding you until the water grows cold and the droplets on your skin are from your own tears. he'll wait it out, just holding you as reassurance, then make sure nothing's stopping you from spilling everything to him.
konoha akinori; when he first notices, he kinda deflates. like. who would wanna see their s/o like that? his smile is gentler when he greets you, and he's so soft with you. he grabs a pen and lifts your palm up, quickly scribbling down in his unique handwriting "i love you :) <3" on your skin, whispering for you not to wash it off until the end of the day. it is weirdly motivating tbh. as soon as the two of you are alone, he says it to you, face to face, an expected look on his face as if to ask "you know that, yeah?". puts on a movie to tune out the rest of the world, and holds you close to him as it drags on. he'll give advice if you're asking for it, but he's a better listener than anything else.
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ushijima wakatoshi; does not notice. in all honesty, he expects you to approach him whenever you have an issue or if you're upset. he's kinda like ? so confused when you're so down and really unresponsive, until he starts to notice how touchy you are. like you're leaning more into his touch, holding onto his hand like it's your lifeline, stealing his vbc jacket because it smells like him. is very straightforward, and will just ask you if you're okay as he walks/drives you home. kinda just stops in front of your house and presses a kiss to your forehead, then pulling you into a hug. "please don't be upset." he won't tell you that it kills him, but you can sense the unsaid words. he urges you to keep his jacket when he notices how safe it makes you feel. greets you the next morning with a new cactus in a pot hehe.
semi eita; is very cuddly once he notices. you'll sit at a table in school and he'll be sitting next to you, but he just pulls you into him and lets you rest your head on his chest, mumbling softly into your hair "i know you're sad and it's okay." he doesn't say anything else, just holds you there with a few kisses in between until he has to let go. late at night, if your thoughts are still keeping you up, he'll be up too, worrying, and will text you at 3 am if u wanna sneak out to meet him. takes you to the park and lays on the grass with you, picking out stars and constellations in the sky, with a soft soundtrack playing from his phone next to the two of you. he makes you feel secure enough to be sad even if you have all the blessings in the world, and makes sure you know that he'll always be there for you, even at 3 in the morning.
satori tendō; cheers you up by making you forget literally everything. replaces the sadness in your brain with just pure serotonin in any way he can think of. he'll take you to an amusement park, get ice cream with you, take you to the carnival in town, to the park, to the beach, to the pool, take you up to his house's rooftop. literally anything. and then he'll say something like "life's too short to spend it being sad over anything, darling." he's so understanding, and if you're frustrated or something he'll tell you to let it out by like wrestling him or some shit. exhausts you so much and you're filled to the brim with dopamine. he makes sure you're always happy, never seeing a dull moment in your relationship with him.
goshiki tsutomu; freaks out. plain and simple lmfao. but once he like grounds himself, he just softly comes up to you and asks you if you wanna talk about it, or if there's anything he can do. if yes, he'll break his leg running to go do it. if no, he'll just sit with you in silence, leaning over to hold your hand, talking to you about volleyball and his aspirations and how well he's improving. he's better at distracting you than helping you face your issues, mainly because he stresses out about giving the wrong advice or somehow making you sadder. he'll take a lot of pictures of you together on snapchat random filters to try and cheer you up, then later on in the night he'll send them to you and be like "look how cute we are ugh what a power couple" i love this dorkhabsjsks
shirabu kenjirō; i think he definitely notices, but keeps it to himself. heā€™d maybe think heā€™s imagining things and that youā€™re okay, so heā€™d go about his day normally. he doesnā€™t see you after school, and thatā€™s when he puts two and two together and realizes yeah maybe you are sad. so he texts you, and texts you, and texts you, and gets no reply, so he just. comes over. unannounced. uninvited. just straight vibes. heā€™s already ordered your favorite take out, and already settling in bed with you under the cover with the lights dimmed and some chick flick playing in the background. gives the b e s t advice because heā€™s so blunt. like he will tell you if youā€™re overreacting, but youā€™re still his s/o, so heā€™d like wince as he says it. thatā€™s all the sympathy youā€™re getting <3 but his bluntness will shock you into laughing hehe
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miya atsumu; usually, with atsumu, youā€™re always experiencing loud days. your relationship is all fun and flirty and suave and cool. but when he notices youā€™re sad, he goes quiet. like. eerily so. immediately pulls you aside somewhere private if youā€™re at a public place like school or something, and with his hands in yours he asks you if youā€™re okay. yk that thing where ur on the verge of tears and someone asks you if youā€™re okay and you just burst. yeah <3. his heart absolutely breaks and he just pulls you into a hug, resting your head on his chest and wrapping his arms around your neck. he just holds you there, even if youā€™re missing class/your friends are worried. heā€™ll stay with you until your tears have dried up, until you yourself let go.
miya osamu; i donā€™t see osamu as someone that loves pda. i feel like heā€™d be a more lowkey kinda guy. but if youā€™re sad, that gets thrown out the window. he doesnā€™t really in the moment, and wonā€™t think too much when he pulls you close to his side and just wraps an arm around your waist/shoulder. yeah heā€™ll get looks but he can feel you trembling and shaking from holding back tears so yk, priorities. heā€™ll definitely stress eat with you. takes you literally anywhere and feeds you as you rant to him with tears streaming down your face and heā€™s just nodding sympathetically as he stuffs your mouth one bite after the other. romance is beautiful
suna rinatarō; when he notices youā€™re sad, his first response is alright what the fuck who messed up. he immediately blames someone else, and if heā€™s right, heā€™ll only get really agitated. just giving everyone the side eye from where you canā€™t see as he walks the two of you, your hand in his tight. if itā€™s not someone specific, heā€™ll just hum thoughtfully and then nod, before pulling you away somewhere private and just sitting you down and saying ā€œtalk.ā€ very, very good listener. i canā€™t stress this enough. as youā€™re speaking heā€™s already thinking of a million different ways to help you solve your problem. walks with you as he traces your hands and just quietly tells you all the solutions.
aran ojiro; oh my god as a boyfriend he ticks all the boxes. heā€™s great at communicating, always satisfies your needs, is trustworthy and trusts you. the list goes on. immediately knows when youā€™re off/sad, and just smiles softly as he takes your hand, kissing your knuckles and saying, ā€œletā€™s go home, yeah?ā€ at home, he makes you some calming tea, probably pulls out some cookies or brownies or biscuits (that HE made but weā€™re not gonna get into that) and just listens as you talk, whether itā€™s about why youā€™re sad or just in general. gives you honest advice, but also a lil biased bc he loves you hehe <3
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lizclipse Ā· 6 months ago
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I'm a sucker for timelines so
hopefully im not overdoing it (not exactly a teacher who knows how to grade smth) and this stuff is actually helpful in some way
2025-2026: a general increase is optimistic so soon (esp without eco problems) is optimistic, but honestly we need some optimism
2027: appreciate the use of a real mission for this :)
2030: would this second embankment not trigger a renewed call for a second canal? not sure if there's any news about this from the first one, tho
2034: i'd keep an eye on the h_3 mining, since there seems to be missions to look into it already in the works (2025 is a year ive seen a couple times in a shit-quick search, might be bs)
2036: i'm not personally convinced that fusion will be market-ready by then, especially not the ITER variety. i know there are other techniques being looked at, maybe some might be more viable for this point? (i may look into it myself and get back to you, but if i do that now i'll get lost and never come back)
2036-2037: the martian mission feels odd to me, since all i've heard about such a thing is that it's currently 1-way (the main thing that bothers me about the film 'the martian'). are there plans for a send-and-return currently?
2037: ykno that optimism thing i mentioned? you could guess what i feel about a certain point in here :) otherwise, it might be worth looking in to skyhooks, as those might be more viable that sp-elevators, and the baby surprises me. would expect missions like this to prevent that sort of thing, so i'd at prolly expect a scandal (or at the least an investigation into the how, sovereignty should be fine since antartica is similar legally)
2040: self-sufficiency is huge, but i'd expect it happening on the moon to be a pre-requisite for a mars mission because of the difficulty getting things there
2042: i'm surprised that the US gov would involve themselves like this after big QOL improvements earlier, is there some political stuff that makes them slide back?
2048: a year feels like a very short time for a full QM revolution. it would do one prolly, but physics needs a ton of time lol
2050: half the states being western corpo based feels odd to me. western corps have had a historically hard time breaking into the chinese market, and i'd expect Taiwan to have some say here due to their historical claims on the chinese mainland (they'd also have a large influence as well due to a shitload of western tech depending on them). oh, and there's a bunch of climate targets aimed at 2050, so it might be a good idea to mark how closely they were hit (or just think about it idk)
2051: i really like the beamed energy idea happening :3 would it affect the fusion reactor demand?
2053: i could be really mistaken on all the mars mission stuff, but wouldn't it have to be at least semi-sustainable from the get-go? considering the months travel time & cost of launching things, regularly supplying a permanent base would be hella, hella expensive
2057: what is $1T in comparison to other big corpos? inflation is a bitch honestly
2060: new york feels odd at first since i'd expect a lot of space to be necessary, but it is the area with some of the highest energy demand so it'd make sense nearby at least
2067/2071: i'm curious on the life on venus here. mars seems like a much more likely place, but is the intent here that there's a completely different kind of life on venus? this feels like a big deal tbh, and might be worth exploring more (like huge advancements etc)? i would take care with this, tho, since (i believe) our current knowledge of chemistry seems to indicate that carbon/water is the single best basis, and alternatives are non-viable enough to make life built on it really unlikely. also, panspermia isn't super relevant at the moment, but i don't think you could ever outright prove that is didn't happen (doesn't seem likely to be right tho).
general things: i like the asteroid & (especially) the gas giant (& venus possibly) mining, since it's cool and opens a lot of potential for mega-corp shenanigans. not sure we'd colonise the gas giants themselves, but i can 100% see some of the moons. i'd be curious on a map showing the territory ranges for corps and govs closer to the end. also the 'massive object' is an interesting mystery...
overall, i really like it, and it seems fairly reasonable for a potential future timeline. curious on the setting, tho, and whether the massive object is going to be alien in nature :)
Unfinished Timeline for an Untitled Setting
Critique and advice is more than welcome, though please be nice about it. Goes up to about 2081 rn, though I plan to get at least another 50 years further in before I get to the time I want the bulk of the setting to be set in.
Timeline:
2022: First controlled break-even fusion reaction, followed by first controlled net-gain fusion reaction.
2025-2026: Increasing unrest in USA leads to mass riots outside the white-house. Sweeping reforms after growing revolts threaten to become a major armed rebellion. NASA miraculously left untouched, general increase in standard of living. Economic crisis narrowly averted.
2027: First nuclear thermal rocket (NTR) tested in orbit by NASA and DARPA. GPT-style language modeling declared ā€œdead endā€ for self-aware AI.
2030: First Lunar base established under NASA Artemis program. Suez Canal temporarily blocked by a poorly driven cargo ship again. Evergreen Shipping goes bankrupt.
2034: Lunar Gateway established under joint NASA, ESA, JAXA, DLR, ASI, and CNSA. Lunar helium-3 mining declared officially nonviable. Radial detonation engines become standard for lower ascent stages, SpaceX Starship, NASA SLS, and Roscosmos Soyuz phased out. Drop in launch prices.
2034-2036: Additional modules added to the Lunar Gateway from SpaceX, KARI, ISRO, and Roscosmos. Lunar Gateway Collaborative Group (LGCG) established consisting of all current contributors to the station.
2036: First commercial fusion energy plant reaches full operation in France under ITER. Mass production of Tritium begins. First fully private space station under SpaceX. Asteroid mining corporations begin formation. Establishment of Nigerian Organization for the Development of Space (NODS). Ecuador experiences communist revolution.
2036-2037: First manned martian mission under LGCG, first human footsteps on another planetary body.
2037: Elon Musk assassinated. New SpaceX leadership declares plans for space elevator. North Korea collapses, Korean peninsula unified under South Korean leadership, becoming simply Korea. Indian nuclear stockpile secretly surpasses 50000 Gt. First baby born on the moon.
2040: Artemis base becomes semi-self sufficient, producing itā€™s own food and air from hydroponics, and water from mined lunar ice. Lunar LH2 and hydrolox production begins. Lunar population passes 100.
2040-2042: First commercial fusion power plants established in the US, UK, Australia, Korea, and Japan.
2042: A joint US Government and SpaceX black operation destabilizes Ecuador, leading to a corporate takeover of the territory.
2044: Korea, Japan, the Philippines, Vietnam, Malaysia, Indonesia, Papua New Guinea, Australia, and New Zealand form West Pacific Trade Organization (WPTO). Construction of the base of SpaceXā€™s planned space elevator begins off the coast of Ecuador.
2047: LCC completed at CERN. Mission for permanent martian base declared. Major economic crisis in China, intervention from several megacorps results in a decrease in Chinese government power and increase in corporate control in the region. SpaceX space elevator counterweight construction begins in geostationary orbit.
2048: Major revolution in quantum mechanics brought on by new data from the LCC. Lunar population passes 250.
2050: China splits into 4 corporate states, Amazon Corporate Territory (ACT) with its capitol in Chongqing, Samsung Independent State (SIS) with its capitol in Shanghai, Territory for Electronic Developments (TED) made up of Apple and Microsoft with its capitol in Yinchuan, and the Chinese Corporate Union (CCU) made up of several formerly state-owned corporations with their capitol in Wuhan and possession of the Three Gorges Dam. Beijing becomes an independent city-state controlled by the former Chinese government, retaining control over the CNSA. Massive revolution in battery energy density. Permanent martian base established by LGCG.
2051: Breakthrough in photon manipulation, beamed energy and solar collection becomes increasingly viable. Many asteroid mining corps branch into solar power, notably Binghamton Vacuum Mining Solutions (BVMS). Lunar population passes 500.
2052: Martian population surpasses 100.
2053: Martian base reaches semi-self sustainability.
2055: All 4 Chinese corporate states and the Beijing city state form the Chinese Federation for Space Exploration (CFSE), supplanting the old CNSA. Lunar Gateway module renamed and LGCG roster amended accordingly. SpaceX space elevator cable completed, first test cart sent to GEO. WPTO begins construction of a space elevator in the Banda Sea.
2056: SpaceX space elevator declared complete, commercial operation begins.
2057: BVMS surpasses $1T in net worth, becomes primary supplier of energy for the Artemis Lunar Base. Lunar Population surpasses 1k, massive migratory population surge begins following influx of energy from BVMS. Martian population surpasses 250. First fusion reactor in Ecuador.
2058: WPTO space elevator counterweight begins construction in GEO.
2060: First fusion reactors in Nigeria and India. First large-scale solar collector on Earth constructed in New York operated by BVMS. Large population surge in Binghamton NY. Lunar population surpasses 5k. Martian space station established. Regulations for GEO development established.
2061: First lunar-built spacecraft flown. Secondary lunar settlement founded by CFSE. Massive influx of funds for the WPTO space elevator from the CFSE, GEO counterweight construction begun. Lunar Gateway population surpasses 100. First fusion reactor in the Democratic Republic of the Congo (DRC), Congo space agency (DRCSA) founded.
2064: WPTO space elevator cable completed, declared complete and opened to commercial operation.
2065: BVME establishes unmanned Mercurian base. CFSE settlement population surpasses 100. Martian population surpasses 500. Lunar Gateway population surpasses 200.
2066: Mass expansion of Artemis Base life support systems using BVMS produced automated construction equipment. Aerostat scientific outpost established by LGCG.
2067: Microbial life discovered on Venus. Venus outpost (and LGCG) acquires substantial funding boost. Artemis base population surpasses 2.5k and begins to plateau.
2069: Unmanned mission to Europa announced by LGCG, plans to use BVMS automated platforms to drill into subsurface ocean established. Martian base purchases automated construction equipment from BVMS, massive population boon ensues. CFSE settlement population surpasses 750. Lunar gateway population surpasses 500. Martian base population surpasses 500. BVME becomes the largest corporate entity in the system.
2070: BVMS performs feasibility study on gas giant aerostat mining platforms.
2071: Study of Venusian lifeforms disproves Earth-Venus panspermia.
2073: BVMS tests laser-sail propulsion on small unmanned craft.
2075: LGCG Europa mission discovers multicellular aquatic life in Europaā€™s subsurface ocean. Plans for a dedicated research base drafted.
2076: Multi-corporate base established on Ceres to facilitate further asteroid belt mining. BVMS intentionally excluded from this project.
(System effectively split into quarters: Past Venus under BVMS, Between Venus and Mars under LGCG, belt under Multi-corporate mining control, outer system unclaimed.)
2077: GEO-Lunar cycler niche mostly filled by Intraplanetary Transport Services corp (ITS).
2080: Permanent scientific base established at the Europa Breach Point (EBP) with mostly automated systems and a small (5 human) management and maintenance crew.
2081: Panspermia further disproved by study of Europan life. Massive object detected in Jupiterā€™s lower atmosphere. BVMS begins mission to establish a mining aerostat on Saturn, utilizing laser sail propulsion to transport equipment.
(Saturn Aerostat site intended for use in the further colonization of the outer solar system and the Uranus planetary system itself. Atomic Rockets page)
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Can I request a draco x reader where they just stay together all day even tho its a school day so they just like skip school all day and then one of their friends catch them? It probably sounds confusing but I LOVE YOUR WRITING
Where Words Fall Short || Draco Malfoy
So I changed it into a teacher catching them instead, I hope it still suits your fancy. Thank you so much for this request, I had quite a nice time writing it <3
Requested: Yes Pairing: Draco Malfoy x fem!reader Warnings: mentions of mental illness? Idk what I should be warning you against in this one tbh so if you find anything then let me know <3 Summary: Draco is having a hard morning so Y/N keeps him company and they ditch lessons.
WORDS : 2114
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Growing up, Draco continuously watched as a curtain was drawn above the topic of mental health in his household. What shouldā€™ve been long, informative discussions about his withstanding family history and hereditary struggles with mental health, was broken down into, ā€œYour father just gets a bit overwhelmed sometimesā€, and ā€œYour mother is a woman, and as women do, she often gets erratic until she tires herself out.ā€
None of it was true, of course, just excuses used to try and avoid the problem. But it wasnā€™t discussed. Not when Narcissa would sleep for days on end, or when Lucius was hospitalised, and especially not when Draco began to display symptoms similar to his parents. The family healer was called in, Draco was diagnosed and medicated, and it was discussed no further. Because words were just not the Malfoy way.
Youā€™d long become accustomed to his habits when he wasnā€™t feeling well, heā€™d told you himself about his struggles, and youā€™d adjusted quickly enough. Now you know, just by the sight of him, when heā€™s having a rough day. As hard as Draco tries to follow in his parentā€™s footsteps and draw a veil on his suffering, he just canā€™t bring himself to do it when youā€™re around. You make him feel safe.
You read the watch on your wrist, 8.10am, and sigh when you notice that Dracoā€™s still not in the Great Hall for breakfast. Draco prides himself on being organised and punctual, so when heā€™s even five minutes late to breakfast you know that heā€™s having one of those days and he might just not get out of bed.
ā€œHeā€™s just running late this morning, I watched him walk to the showers.ā€ Crabbe says beside you as he notices worry etch its way onto your features. You nod and smile at him.
ā€œThanks Crabbe.ā€ Ā You respond before grabbing the empty plate on your other side and filling it up with Dracoā€™s favourites.
Itā€™s another ten minutes before Draco finally walks into the Great Hall, and you feel your heart wrench at the sight of him- hair still wet from showering, faint bags beneath his eyes and a solemn look painting his face- he looks exhausted. You smile at him when he settles into the space beside you and he smiles back, but it doesnā€™t reach his eyes.
He interlocks your fingers together as he sits down and you slide the plate of food toward him. He kisses the back of your hand as a thank you and you nod before turning back to your own food. On mornings like this conversation is sparse- itā€™s like a useless chore that you can both afford to forget- and you both resort to actions as a means of conversation.
Normally, words would be spent on endless declarations of love, confirmations of support, queries of comfort and insurmountable pleas to just sit in silence together. But now, now with this routine and understanding that sits comfortably on the border of your relationship, words no longer need to transpire between you both in order for there to be a mutual understanding of what you both need.
Most kisses are ā€˜I love youā€™ or ā€˜thank youā€™, but every so often when Draco paints every square inch of your face in adoration with his lips, then heā€™s telling you that youā€™re beautiful, that every piece of you is just another reason for him to fall deeper into love with you. Hugs are usually him begging for attention, trying discreetly to drag you away from whatever it is that youā€™re doing and bring you down to his dorm with him for cuddles.
But Dracoā€™s preferred method of communication on days like this, is squeezing your hand. Information by hand squeeze increases in degree; one is ā€˜Iā€™m fine, just tiredā€™, two is ā€˜Iā€™m probably going to disappear halfway through the day for some alone timeā€™, and three is ā€˜Please spend the day with meā€™.
So when you feel that familiar pressure against your hand come in waves of three that morning, you know that heā€™s having a particularly bad day. You turn to him and nod, and this time when he smiles at you, it actually does reach his eyes.
~~~
When the first lesson of the day is underway, Muggle Studies, you and Draco are lying in his bed in his shared dormitory. Thereā€™s a risk of one his roommates coming back to collect a forgotten book or leftover homework, but it matters little when the two of you are spaced out in the small world of your own invention. Youā€™re running your hands through his hair as his head sits comfortably on your chest, and his fingers are running up and down your other arm in an effort to keep him occupied.
The two of you spend the next few hours like that, just lying in his bed in silence as Draco thinks himself into oblivion and you try to calm him down. It doesnā€™t work though, and at some point you grow frustrated at the amount of tension that heā€™s built up in this shoulders, and demand that he gets up.
ā€œWhy?ā€ He asks with furrowed eyebrows as he lifts his head off of your chest.
ā€œDo you trust me?ā€ He nods, and you smile. ā€œGood, then come on.ā€
You pull him behind you quietly as the two of you roam the castle and head toward the Astronomy Tower- trying desperately not to arouse suspicion and get caught skipping lessons just as the day is ending.
When you reach the top and see that the sun is shining faintly, a satisfied sigh escapes your lips. All that cold and darkness in the dungeons wasnā€™t good for Draco and youā€™d lugged him all the way up here for some sunshine. You know that it wonā€™t really fix anything thatā€™s bothering him, but at least the Vitamin D might lift his spirits a little bit or help him to relax a tad more.
You sit on the ground and pull Draco down to sit beside you. He drops his head against your shoulder and pulls the back of your hand up to his lips, Thank you, is what the action says and you smile at the small acknowledgement. You lean your own head against his thatā€™s resting on your shoulder and he shuts his eyes in content as you pull out the book that youā€™d brought up to read.
ā€œShould I read to you?ā€ You ask and he nods very softly, so you do as he asks and begin to read the novel out loud.
Itā€™s mundane, sure, but Draco thinks that he could spend the rest of his life like this. When words have always failed him, youā€™ve been there to pick up pieces of his unsaid ministrations. Most people, if not all the people in his life, have always found his failure to conjure up words and describe his feelings, annoying. But not you, never you, you have always loved the way he tries so hard to show you his love instead of tell it to you. Whenever he feels torn apart, like a rag doll being tugged on both arms, you somehow manage to remind him that heā€™s made of skin and bone, not cloth and plastic. Itā€™s you that reminds him heā€™s worth something, even when he feels as though heā€™s worth nothing.
ā€œY/N.ā€
ā€œHmm?ā€ You respond absent-mindedly as you turn your head slowly away from the pages and toward Draco. When you catch a glimpse of his contorted features, concern washes over you. ā€œWhatā€™s wrong? Do you want to go back inside?ā€
ā€œNo, no.ā€ He shakes his head softly and smiles at you. ā€œI just want to chat, is that okay?ā€
ā€œWellā€¦ I was enjoying this bookā€¦ā€ You tease and laugh when you see that heā€™s not amused. ā€œIā€™m kidding, amā€™ all yours love.ā€ You peck him on the lips quickly before closing your book and putting it aside.
He sighs, ā€œIā€™ve been thinking-ā€
ā€œOh, thatā€™s never good.ā€ You immediately respond and he narrows his eyes at you which makes you laugh, ā€œOkay, Iā€™ll stop now.ā€
ā€œYouā€™re lucky I love you.ā€ He says with a roll of his eyes, and a small smile, before he takes a deep breath and continues. ā€œIā€™m going off my meds.ā€
You take a moment to digest what heā€™s said before nodding slowly, ā€œOhā€¦ā€
ā€œOhā€¦?ā€ He raises his eyebrows in anticipation, worried that you wonā€™t support his decision. ā€œAre you mad?ā€
Youā€™re taken aback by his question and turn to face him in confusion. ā€œMad? Why would I be mad?ā€
He shrugs, ā€œI donā€™t know, mother was furious when I told her.ā€
ā€œOkay, but your mother is notorious for having the emotional range of a green bean,ā€ Draco, albeit begrudgingly, laughs at your comment with a shake of his head, ā€œWhat? Am I wrong?ā€ You ask with a laugh as well.
ā€œYouā€™re not wrong but thatā€™s not the point. Youā€™re bloody rude!ā€ He tries to stop laughing but itā€™s not working and soon enough the two of you are rolling around on the ground, crying your eyes out in laughter.
After a good three minutes has passed the two of you have finally calmed down and the serious atmosphere has returned. ā€œIā€™m not mad Draco, I could never be mad at you.ā€
ā€œYou were mad that time I tried to force a Ravenclaw to do my Muggle Studies research for me.ā€ He says in a matter-of-fact tone and you shove him lightly.
ā€œThat was because you were harassing that innocent child!ā€ You exclaim with another giggle, ā€œIā€™ve never been mad at you for doing something that involves only you.ā€
ā€œWhat about when I dyed all my pubic hair-ā€œ
ā€œI told you never to speak of that.ā€ You cut him off sternly before he can continue and a naughty smile appears on his lips at the memory.
ā€œThat was funny, admit it.ā€
ā€œWe were on vacation with my parents! Do you understand how awkward the conversation we had, after the swimming pool, was? They were so concerned about the fact that Iā€™d brought home a boy with blue armpit hair!ā€ You exclaim with wide eyes and Draco bursts into laughter again. ā€œYouā€™re such an arsehole.ā€ You grumble out with a pout and he pecks you with a smile.
ā€œYou love me though.ā€
ā€œI doā€¦ I really do.ā€ You respond genuinely as you stare at him in admiration. Even on his worst days, when exhaustion wears his face like a mask and words fall short from his lips, heā€™s still the love of your life and nothing can change that. ā€œIā€™m really proud of you, for making a decision like that.ā€
ā€œThank you.ā€ He sighs and you can tell how much this has been bothering him over the past few days, if not weeks, by the way his shoulders finally relax. ā€œI just donā€™t think theyā€™re doing what theyā€™re meant to. I donā€™t feel any better.ā€
ā€œMhmm.ā€ You nod at him to continue as you take his hand in your own.
ā€œI donā€™t feel worse either though, I feel the same. Itā€™s been a year and I feel the absolute bloody same.ā€
ā€œWhat are you going to do instead?ā€
ā€œWhatever else the healer recommends.ā€ He shrugs, ā€œIf sheā€™s got nothing else that will work then I donā€™t know.ā€
ā€œWellā€¦ Iā€™m here for you, always.ā€
ā€œI know.ā€
And itā€™s true, he does know, sure as he knows that heā€™s a Slytherin. There arenā€™t many things and people that Draco relies on, the fear of them letting him down always a barrier, but you he puts his absolute faith in. Because when words fall short to describe the amount of love that he has for you, and the amount of love that you have for him, there will always be actions and you two will always have each other.
You take your hands and cup his face in them before peppering kisses all over his face. He giggles under your touch, an effect that youā€™ve always had on him and he hates, but you make no move to stop until every corner has been graced with feel of your lips. Itā€™s every word that you could possibly say to him, every sentence that could hold the weight of your adoration, because sometimes, words just fall short.
ā€œY/N-ā€œ He begins when you finally pull away, wanting to tell you that he loves you, but you cut him off with a dopey smile.
ā€œI know.ā€
The two of you lie down against the cold, hard gravel- fingers intertwined as you both shut your eyes and bask in the soft rays of sunlight. Itā€™s almost perfect.
Until.
ā€œMr Malfoy, Ms L/N.ā€ A voice drawls.
ā€œShit.ā€ You mumble when you remember that itā€™s Wednesday- Astronomy.
<~>
Did I impulsively write this after declaring Iā€™m going on a weekā€™s hiatus to move? Yes. Did I put off packing for this? Yes. Do I have any regrets? Nope.
anyway,
love you all,
jean <3
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meliorist-midoriya Ā· 4 years ago
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to you, to the world, to my love (youā€™re all three)
synopsis: midoriya has always had too much love to give in a world that loved to take. youā€™re just hoping that he has enough left for you in the end.
pairing: midoriya izuku x reader
genre: fluff with a touch of angst
warnings: some insecurity
word count:Ā 2.5k
notes: happy valentineā€™s day, everyone! this is my contribution for the pocuties server collab, based off the greek types of love, of which i had the honor of receiving izuku and decided upon agapeĀ  please help yourself to the box of chocolates theyā€™re offering for valentineā€™s, thereā€™s a wide selection of chocolates handmade by talented creators, so iā€™m sure youā€™ll find something to your taste!Ā tbh i only managed to finish this fic because i was watching chanā€™s valentineā€™s vlive and i was in a super soft mood ;3;
extra: agƔpe - the ancient greek concept of selfless, universal love.
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ā€œMaking his debut in the pro hero scene, Pro Hero Deku is blazing a trail straight out of UAā€”ā€
ā€œā€”Pro Hero Deku solved an astounding 30 cases in the past monthā€”ā€
ā€œDekuā€™s popularity is skyrocketing, rivaling that ofā€”ā€
ā€œHero Dekuā€”ā€
ā€œDekuā€”ā€
ā€œPro Hero Deku has swept the hero rankings to come out on top as Number 1!ā€
With a resolute ā€˜clickā€™ of the remote, the reportersā€™ overlapping voices cut off as the TV screen faded away, your lonely reflection staring back at you from the blank screen. You, curled up on your empty couch, in your empty apartment with the clock striking what should have been dinner. The TV was only there in an attempt to drown out the crushing silence, the white noiseā€”hellbent on filling the space his presence had leftā€”was deafening.
That attempt failed.
Horribly.
If anything, it just made the sense of wrongness permeating the air even worse.Ā 
(That TV recap of his best moments didnā€™t help as much as you hoped it would.)
Being alone in this apartment feltā€¦ off. As if someone had gouged out what shouldā€™ve been there, the ghost of a presence settling a chill into your bones that ran far deeper than just plain loneliness. The foreboding grief of what could be, the fear that youā€™d resigned yourself to the moment you agreed to follow him on this path, the selfishness gnawing at your conscience every time you saw him run out the door to save the next person, to solve the next case.Ā 
Things like an All Might coffee mug sitting primly next to yours on the drying rack, garishly yellow ā€œtuftsā€ staring back at you with a cracked vengeance. (Youā€™d apologized profusely to him that day, promising to buy him another one. Heā€™d just smiled over his cracked cup of coffee, telling you not to worry about it for the hundredth time.)
Things like his haphazard mess of notes and scrawl spread out on the kitchen counter, the pen sitting next to the half finished page. (Youā€™ve long since learned to leave his notes be, theyā€™ll be tidied up once heā€™s doneā€¦ if heā€™s ever truly done.)
The filled queue of movies and pile of DVDs youā€™d picked out together, giddy over plans to watch the next time he had a free night. (You remember pretending not to notice him trying to slip another hero documentary near the bottom of the pile, distracting you with talks of popcorn and the night that was supposed to be tonight.)
Deku. The man the world adored, clinging to his promise like a lifeline in times of need.Ā 
Midoriya Izuku. The man you loved, who promised you the world.
ā€œItā€™ll be okay, Iā€™m here.ā€
His soft promise echoed both in the battlefield and in your darkest hours, a close mirror to a hero of a generation past, yet it was different. It was his own. Comforting, personal, and wholly him. The public, weak and grasping for new support, latched on to the small sliver of hope his hand offered and he just kept giving, giving, giving. It never seemed to stop, and you were scared.Ā 
He was a man with a bleeding heart with all the love to give and more. To the civilians, to the villains, to anyone in need.
Now, you needed his promise more than ever. A reassurance whispered into reunions and the thousandth hospital visit, over fresh scars and searing kisses. A promise that he would come home. You didnā€™t want to think of all the times he came so, so close to breaking that promise, even before you two had made it, before you two had even promised yourselves to each other in your UA days.
You pulled the blanket a little tighter around you, staring down at your phone with no real intent in mind as you scrolled. The video playing one of his interview clips (bashfully reciting his ā€œcatchphrase,ā€ how cute) cut his voice short as you scrolled past to move on to the next, wincing at the next tweet on your timeline. Him, battered and bloody, as he pulled a child from the aftermath of the battle heā€™d just won.Ā 
You still need to wrap that new mug you got him as a gift. You still had to listen to him bounce his ideas off of you. You still had to move that hero documentary to the top of the pile. You stillā€”
ā€œHero Deku saves 30 people, no casualties,ā€ A soft murmuring of the headline shattered the silence, and you smiled to yourself, giggling at all the replies joking of how he threw himself into the fray a little more responsibly and singing their praises.
Itā€™ll be okay.
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ā€œUgh, those reporters are at it again.ā€Ā 
At your best friendā€™s exasperated groan, you followed their gaze over to seeā€” ah.Ā 
A small swarm of reporters had worked their way into the fans crowding your boyfriend, their press badges reading every tabloid magazine on this side of the city and prying questions falling off their tongue like poison. From what you could hear over their overlapping clamoring, they were trying to dig into his private life.
Again.Ā 
Deku, the darling of the masses, all sweet smiles and sincere words amidst his strength. Deku, the number one hero with the tightest lock on his private life, which came as a surprise to both everyone and no one.
It was a given, considering his position at the peak of hero society.
It was also a complete shock, considering his tendency to ramble into tangents that had his PR team withering.
Which seemed to help in times like these, now that you thought about it, laughing to yourself as you watched the reportersā€™ expressions darken in defeat the longer he continued to talk around their questions. Quite a long stretch from stiffly standing on the practice stage at UA all those years ago, frozen from nerves. You idly mused to this to yourself, taking a sip of your drink as you dragged your gaze back over to your best friend.
ā€œDid you choose this cafe because itā€™s right along Izukuā€™s patrol route?ā€ They stiffened, and you couldnā€™t help but laugh at their obvious intentions.
ā€œMaybe, or it couldā€™ve been just a coincidence.ā€ The next teasing jab was halfway off your tongue when they cut you off before you could give into the urge, the words dying in your throat. ā€œWhen was the last time you saw him anyway? I know you two live together but Todoroki told me he practically lives at the agency with how swamped they are. Are you okay?ā€
You purse your lips, staring down at the ice swirling around in your cup as you idly stirred it round. As if the sloshing liquid could whisper the answer you wish you knew.
ā€œ...Yeah.ā€ They cocked a brow, and you took another sip to try and delay your time. ā€œItā€™s not like either of us can help it. Izukuā€™s number one, so this was bound to happen.ā€
(The clamoring from the reporters grew ever louder. Persistent, that bunch.)
Their expectant (doubting) gaze was met with your own steady one, and you smiled. Whether it was out of consolation or resignation was anyoneā€™s guess.
ā€œWeā€™re okay, I promise.ā€
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You should really be getting to sleep.Ā 
Really, you should.
At least, thatā€™s what youā€™ve been telling yourself for the past several hours, tossing and turning in your bed with nothing but winter-cold sheets and a gnawing loneliness to keep you company. You know you should be sleeping when the clock on the bedside table reads an ungodly hour and there was work to be done in the morning. You know you should be sleeping when the moon disappears from the night sky and leaves you with nothing but the city lights to dimly illuminate the dark room.
You really know you should be sleeping when you hear the front door click open, Izuku shuffling around the apartment to get ready for whatever minimal amount of sleep heā€™d get before he had to be up and running soon after.
Despite this, sleep still refuses to come, and you donā€™t bother pretending to be asleep when he slides into bed next to you. Instead, you turn over and curl into his chest, stifling the guilt that bubbles up when he jumps in surprise.
ā€œSomething keeping you up?ā€ Oh, he sounds so tired, and part of you wishes you could just make it all go away. The weight of the world rests heavy on his shoulders, and deep down, you wonder if youā€™re part of that burden. You curl a little closer, as if trying to smother the thoughts that crashed upon you, spilling over the crack in the dam that only widened the more you spoke.
ā€œJusā€™ a little lonely, is all.ā€ Your voice is too quiet, brittle, and you pray to every deity that would listen that he would drop it. That he wouldnā€™t take on yet another burden when he was already carrying Altasā€™s share of the world.
ā€œHey, whatā€™s wrong?ā€
Of course, the gods are hardly ever so mercifulā€”to them you are just another wishful mortal in the realm of the holy and damnedā€”and Izukuā€™s hand rests on your cheek with a tenderness that makes you want to cry.
ā€œ...Why?ā€Ā 
The confusion that falls over his expression (gaunt, tired, and God, should you even be doing this right now?) is immediate, and he tilts your face up to meet his gaze with yours, like he could find the answer in city lights dancing over your face. His thumb strokes soft patterns over your cheekā€”as if brushing off the layers youā€™d built to protect your soulā€”and you lean into his soft touch with a sigh.
ā€œWhy what?ā€
The words spill from your lips unbidden, your hesitations softened by the comfort of his touch, the sudden drowsiness, and the emotion that near overwhelms you.
ā€œWhy do you still try to do everything yourself? When thereā€™s so many people out there, ready to support you?ā€ His breath hitches in shock, but itā€™s too late to go back now. You reach up to hold the hand cradling your cheek, distantly remembering a time when he was too insecure of his scarred and crooked hands to even hold your hand.
Heā€™s come a long way, indeed.
ā€œI love you, Izuku. I just donā€™t know if that can hold up against your love for the world.ā€Ā 
Something in his gaze softens, to your surprise. His smile is even softer.
ā€œWhat would you do if youā€™re both?ā€
ā€œWhā€” Izukuā€”ā€
He continues, and you listen, raptured by his words spoken into the glow of the blue hour.
ā€œYes, I know that at the end of the day, peace and safety has to come first, butā€”ā€ His smile widens into something bashful, a smile that never failed to send butterflies scattering through your heart. ā€œā€”who says you canā€™t be right along with them?ā€Ā 
He bumped his forehead with yours, smiling emerald eyes gazing into your own with such loveā€”dizzying and overpowering and so, so warm. With the steady thrum of your heartbeat matching his, you found yourself falling even deeper once again.
ā€œYou know me, I can never compromise when it comes to whatā€™s important to me.ā€
You laugh, something watery, as he presses a kiss to your forehead, temple, cheek, with a last, smiling kiss on your lips.
ā€œHow greedy.ā€ He laughs into your lips, pulling away to hold you closer.
ā€œJust for you.ā€
Thereā€™s so many things you couldā€™ve said, as you watched the rest of the night sky fade into the deep blues of dawn. But, you decide, the comforting silence was best left as is, only broken by one resounding comfort.
Itā€™ll be okay.
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ā€œYou know, it wouldā€™ve been nice to know that you had taken the day off before I had that whole guilt spiral last night.ā€
ā€œIt turned out okay though, didnā€™t it?ā€ He turned back to flash you that cheeky grin of his, half-hidden by his winter coat and backed by the glow of the setting sun. You just rolled your eyes with a laugh before jogging to catch up to him, slipping you hand out of your pocket to interlace your fingers with his.
ā€œYeah, it did.ā€Ā 
The walk was silent as you two strolled down the familiar path, winding down after a whole day spent with each other. It was romantic of him, now that you thought about it, to take the whole Valentineā€™s Day off just for you. You hummed as you leaned onto him, giddy and content at the thought.Ā 
In love, if you were to be so bold.
(Granted, he had to wear a mask and a cap the entire time to hide from the prying eyes of the public, but you made do.)
The sight of aged, familiar scenery pulled you from your musings, and you tugged at his hand to grab his attention, pointing at the quaint bench surrounded by bare gingko trees.
ā€œHey, wasnā€™t this the park where you confessed?ā€ At your words, he froze and glanced over at the familiar scenery, eventually burying his face into his free hand with a groan once the old memories clicked in his head.
ā€œOh, donā€™t remind me. Itā€™s still embarrassing to look back on.ā€
ā€œWhat? I thought you were cute!ā€ You laughed, nudging him to follow as you led him over to the small park, brushing off the dust to sit on the bench before patting the space next to you. Izuku obliged, and you almost automatically curled into his side, as if by habit.
ā€œDid we really walk all the way here from the station?ā€ His disbelieving tone made you look up at him, his expression one of nostalgic awe, before casting your attention back to the aged scenery, humming in agreement as you idly picked out whatā€™s changed and whatā€™s stayed in the years that have passed.
ā€œI guess we never really forget, huh?ā€
ā€œI forgot the sunset looked the best from here.ā€
ā€œI hope you didnā€™t forget all the memories we made here.ā€ He tore his attention from the sunset to gape down at you, scandalized.
ā€œOf course not!ā€Ā 
ā€œReally?ā€ He arched a brow at the teasing lilt to your voice and the mischievous grin playing at your lips, ā€œSo you didnā€™t forget accidentally firing an Air Force shot at me when we first met because you were training?ā€
He buried his face in his hands again with another embarrassed groan.
ā€œI hoped you would forget that, at least!ā€ You just laughed, hugging him closer as if to console him from your teasing. Before long, the atmosphere settled back into a quiet reminiscence, indulging in the nostalgia of memories past in this little park. The silence that was once deafening alone, now softened by the comfort of his presence at your side.
ā€œWeā€™ve made so many memories in this park, huh?ā€ At your soft hum of agreement, he continued. Was his voice shaking? ā€œIt wouldnā€™t hurt to make more, would it?ā€
ā€œWhat do you meā€”ā€
Your question cut itself short as you saw what he held out to you.Ā 
A little velvet box, sitting open in his hand. You dragged your suddenly watery gaze back up to Izuku, his once bashful smile now wobbly with nerves.Ā 
So familiar in this little park, yet so new.
ā€œHappy Valentineā€™s Day.ā€
It was just a small walk down memory lane, the street lights blinking on one by one in the wake of the fiery sunset as you two walked the familiar path together. Yet there was something buzzing anew in the air, humming through your soul as you held out your hand to the sun, admiring the way the gem on your ring finger sparkled in the fading sunset. In the other, you interlaced your fingers with his.
Yeahā€¦Ā 
You caught Izukuā€™s soft gaze, smiling and in love.
Weā€™ll be okay.
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leoneslover Ā· 4 years ago
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Rainy days ą¼„
Bucci gang x reader(gn!)
Synopsis: How do you guys spend rainy days together <3
Warnings: a little bit of angst if you squint during Abbacchioā€™s and Naranciaā€™s bit.
A/n: I wrote this while it was raining like crazy during a black out, enjoy.
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ā˜†å½” BRUNO:
* I feel like he would be the type to actually enjoy rain a lot.
* If itā€™s raining during the day, then heā€™d definitely get up to make himself some piping hot tea.
* It doesnā€™t matter if itā€™s one of those summer storms where even though itā€™s raining, itā€™s still hot as hell.
* He will make himself some tea and slightly burn his tongue when he takes the first sip.
* Heā€™ll make you one too, if youā€™d like. But be careful with it lol.
* Heā€™d probably either sit by the window and watch the rain fall, or cuddle with you on the couch.
* Or sit with you on his lap by the window while you drink from the same cup.
* He likes to take moments like these to just relax and just be with you for a while.
* Please play with his hair if youā€™re cuddling, itā€™s his favorite way to fall asleep šŸ„ŗ
* Heā€™ll be pretty silent though, but donā€™t worry about it, heā€™s just ~breathing and thinking~
* Overall itā€™s a pretty relaxing experience, definitely helps a lot if youā€™re too stressed from work or just life in general.
ā˜†å½” LEONE:
* Oh he doesnā€™t like rain.
* In fact, he hates it.
* Itā€™s reminds him too much of a lot of bad stuff that has happened.
* Specially if itā€™s a thunderstorm.
* The sound of the thunders makes him anxious.
* So, if you happen to be with him when the water starts to pour, please donā€™t let him get too lost in his thoughts.
* Itā€™s one of the very few times where he wonā€™t put much of a fight if you just want to take care of him.
* Maybe get in the bed and hold him close to your chest, or let him use you as personal teddy bear.
* PLEASE Stroke his hair and kiss his forehead, it puts him at ease.
* These probably would be the times where he actually decides to open up a little to you, if he feels comfortable enough.
* He wonā€™t go too deep into his past (heā€™ll probably never tell you much about it), but he will let you know how heā€™s feeling, or whatā€™s on his mind at least.
* You donā€™t have to really say anything back, just the fact that youā€™re listening is enough for him.
* But if you really wanna say something, then just reassure him that heā€™s doing his best, and that heā€™s the best boyfriend that you could even ask for <3
* Just help him take his mind out of his bad thoughts please.
ā˜†å½” MISTA:
* Heā€™s pretty indifferent about rain tbh.
* Heā€™ll probably have some weird conspiracy against it though (like his whole anti-4 thing)
* ā€œDid you know that doing certain stuff while it rains can mean that youā€™ll die soon?ā€
* Heā€™ll probably whisper that in your ear while youā€™re cuddling and he hears a thunder in the distance.
* Let him rant about it, the rest of the squad didnā€™t even pay attention to him while he told them this the first time.
* ā€œWell I guess I wonā€™t be going out when it rains anymoreā€
* ā€œExactly, you shouldnā€™t!ā€
* Though if you guys ever happen to be outside when it starts to rain, he will insist you to kiss him under the rain.
* He doesnā€™t mind getting wet, he just wants to see if itā€™s as romantic as the movies make it seem.
* Will probably end up convincing you one way or another.
* And itā€™ll be vary awkward and gross.
* The rain picked up while you were in the middle of it and it kept getting into your mouth.
* Not a great experience really, -5/10 not romantic at all.
* He wants to try with an umbrella next time tho.
* You guys end up going to a nearby cafe to wait for the rain to stop while eating some strawberry shortcake so thatā€™s a win ;)
ā˜†å½” NARANCIA:
* He has mixed opinions when it comes to rain.
* In one hand, he kinda likes the whole running under rain or jumping on puddles to get other people wet kinda stuff.
* But on the other hand, it reminds him of the times where he was homeless, having to brace himself in the middle of the night while the wind got colder and colder.
* You might catch him staring out the window while the rain picks up, with an uncharacteristic melancholic look on his face.
* This is the times where you have to distract him, otherwise he might have a little breakdown and we donā€™t want that do we.
* Offer to make him some snacks, put his favorite movie on while you cuddle on the couch, let him show you and ramble about his current favorite albums.
* Anything to take his mind out of the gutter will be welcomed.
* I feel like heā€™d also be kinda scared of thunders, or really loud wind or something.
* Just hug him close to your chest and remind him that youā€™re there for him.
* His favorite thing to distract him from thunderstorms is when you tell him fun stories about your childhood, or just funny and slightly embarrassing stuff that has happened to you before you guys met.
* He find comfort in them, and in you in general <3
ā˜†å½” FUGO:
* He doesnā€™t really like the technical aspect of rain (he doesnā€™t like getting wet), but he appreciates summer storms.
* If itā€™s raining at night, then heā€™ll probably just hold you closer to him and fall asleep almost immediately.
* (Rain sounds actually lull him to sleep and calms him down but you didnā€™t hear that from me).
* If you happen to be with him when thereā€™s a black out because of the storm, then heā€™ll probably try his best to comfort you (in case stuff like this makes you anxious).
* ā€œHey, how about we keep reading that book you mentioned the other day?ā€
* He will lay down, making you get in between his legs with your back against his chest, some hot beverage or snacks in your hands while he holds a book that you like in front of you two for him to read.
* Itā€™s cannon that he has the best reading voice out of the entire team (followed by Bruno or Giorno probably), and you canā€™t tell me otherwise.
* Heā€™ll also tell you stories or just random stuff that he knows when you get bored of it, playing with your hair or hands while he talks.
* These are one of the few moments where he truly feels calm, just spending time with his s/o without any distraction or worries.
* He likes to think of these moments when he gets really angry.
ā˜†å½” GIORNO:
* He likes the sound of rain, but hates thunders.
* Theyā€™re so unnecessarily loud.
* Heā€™ll probably be the one to sit by the fireplace (because of course he has a fireplace) with a book and some coffee and just wait for the rain to stop.
* Heā€™ll let you sit on his lap and maybe even read to you if you want.
* He likes the smell of rain too, so expect to find him with all the windows open in the middle of a storm.
* (If the wind starts to throw wet leaves and stuff into the room then heā€™ll close them, but will probably sit closer to them so he can still get a little scent).
* This is when he discovered his new favorite thing to do (specially with you)
* Which is to sit by the window, watching the rain fall and then suddenly using his stand to turn some water droplets into flowers.
* He still remembers your expression the first time he did this and he treasures it forever.
* It became your n1 activity to do since then.
* He finds it hilarious to do it when thereā€™s people walking around just to see their confused expressions when they get hit in the head by a whole damn rose during a storm.
* Sometimes he makes them fall into his balcony so after the rain stops you can have a space filled with your favorite flowers.
* ā€œI swear to god Giorno if you turn them into water again Iā€™ll cut that stupid braid of yours in your sleepā€
* (He did it once to see whatā€™ll happen and he still teases you about it even to this day).
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nemesis-is-my-middle-name Ā· 10 months ago
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like okay
-first off, there are absolutely not enough beds in this place for the people that are here. there are 19 people throughout, and 5 homes with 3 beds eachā€”one bunk bed, and one hammock strung up in a corner off the bunk bed. and then two mats rolled up in a corner of each home that might be intended to be extra bedrolls? but even if they are, these homes are um. very crowded. i didn't even count the unnamed diamond members who can be found scattered around the map, this is just the named people in the settlement. is this intentional? probably not, they probably just didn't think that hard and only had space in the circle for 5 homes or something. is it fucking weird, imo? yeah.
-a lot of minor npcs have time-based names. Cember, Sept, Kron, Minit, Era, etc. tbh i saw the first two and was like "huh interesting choice, i wonder if those two are meant to be father and son or something" and then it took me until minit to be like oh god fucking dammit. they're time names.
-anyway enough about that. here's some choice dialogue.
Alman, old man by the rock at the center of the settlement: ā€œThanks to the noble PokĆ©mon, weā€™ve finally gained some semblance of a normal life here. Been a long time comingā€”Iā€™ll tell you that.ā€
sir why are you talking about that like it's a thing that happened in your living memory. what happened so recently with the nobles?? it isn't them existing; Bruma, a different npc in the fifth house, says explicitly that the nobles have been around since before the diamond clan even existed. so what HAPPENED? what do you mean some semblance of a normal life. what do you mean been a long time coming. get back here and elaborate PLEASE.
Calens, one of three children in the center of town: ā€œDid you know Adaman is Maiā€™s little brother? Well, theyā€™re not related, but theyā€™re siblings all the same. And Iā€™m their littlest sister!"
okay, i knew the first part of this, but not the exact phrasing or context, "not related but they're siblings all the same" is a really interesting way to phrase it. also more importantly can you run that last sentence by me one more time. secret other kid mai has also been looking after. or is mai just hoarding diamond clan little siblings like a fucking big sister dragon??? girl.
Cember, another child with Calens: ā€œThis one time, Ursaluna really helped me out by finding an item Iā€™d lost! So I hope I can talk more with the Pearl Clan people real soonā€¦ā€
this one i guess is not super notable but... man. idk. really emphasizes the clan divide i guess. actually i changed my mind it IS interesting bc it means calaba, or at least ursaluna, sometimes helps random diamond kids find things they've lost. very interesting either way. is this a thing calaba participates in or does ursaluna do it behind her back or something.
Messis, man talking to Sept: ā€œWhenever wild PokĆ©mon attack, we summon Lady Lilligant and rely on her for protection. Not much we can do by ourselves against PokĆ©mon, after all."
really great canon confirmation of at least part of lilligant's role with the clan! she's their protector. also: how do they summon her. also: there are like five pokemon just hanging out in houses around the settlement who i guess don't help.
Vesper, woman in house 3: ā€œLooking at the Galaxy Teamā€™s new way of life, you can really feel the times are changingā€¦ At least, thatā€™s what Arezu always said!ā€
other half of the local duo, so arezu talks about the galaxy team a lot? that's interesting to me. also why said in the past tense. does she not say it any more? or do you not see her anymore [after she became a warden, which was so recent that it was after the galaxy team's arrival] and thus everything about her is past tense to you. which is it. secret third thing. explain.
Serotina, woman working a loom in the second house from the left: ā€œTime helps us to learn and growā€”thatā€™s what weā€™re all told. But time also causes us to age and eventually die. Just something to think about.ā€ Minit, man in house 3: ā€œOur clans both revere a different almighty Sinnoh, but if theyā€™re both the real dealā€¦then this dispute with the Pearl Clan would be a huge waste of timeā€¦ā€ Solis, young girl in house 5: ā€œOur duty in the Diamond Clan is to watch over the flow of time and all the changes it bringsā€¦ But nothing actually ever changes around here."
these 3 are interesting together i think bc they paint sort of a picture of a general defeatist attitude among the diamond clan, at least the like, new generation, since these all appear to be young adults (or actual children, in solis' case.) the only person who speaks vaguely positively about sinnoh at the moment is Kron, an old woman, and even she's almost neutral on the subjectā€”ā€œTime flows forever onward thanks to the grace of almighty Sinnoh.ā€ which is like. is shit fucked around here or what.
last but not least
Lux, third child with Calens: ā€œClover used to be in the Survey Corps of the Galaxy Teamā€¦ Wonder what sheā€™s doing now.ā€
SURVEY CORPS CLOVER MENTIONED
diamond settlement first time is insane actually
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actual-lea Ā· 2 years ago
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i know this defeats the point of it being an unbreakable code but i am DYING to hear an explanation of how the code works. also this is so incredibly on brand for you.
Oh friend thank you so much and also I'm sorry I'm about to ramble excitedly about this thing way more than you probably wanted me to
Unbreakable is probably too strong a word (especially now that I've explicitly created a key in the form of this font, when previously I've never really had an all-encompassing "key" written down - that's not to say that the font is all-encompassing either of course, which I'll get into) BUT the reason I feel like it might be an accurate-ish way of describing it is because there are like. Potentially an infinite number of symbols that can show up? Because okay, at its most basic this is just a simple substitution cipher essentially, where each letter of the alphabet has its own symbol, except tiny Lea didn't think that was secure enough and added 2 additional versions for every letter over time (so there are basically 3 entire ass alphabets, though tbh I've forgotten a good chunk of the 3rd one). So for example, these all represent the same letter, and which one I decide to use is just sort of random at any given point:
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And then from there, there's a lot of combining symbols together to make new-ish ones, and then also I sorta threw in a bunch of symbols that stand for commonly used letter combinations (th, st, ight, etc.) or entire words (and, the, could, etc.), kinda maybe like what I'm pretty sure shorthand is? But with all my own made up shit. And then THOSE ALSO get combined together with other letters/combos/words, and so on, and then also if I decide I want a symbol that doesn't exist yet I'd just kinda. Add it on the fly, which I did a lot over the course of writing the huge binder full of "stories", so even the ones that I don't necessarily remember/that aren't used super often I can still figure out with context basically. Because of the way it's structured then, there's lots of different ways to write the same thing, i.e. each of the below is the same one word written in 3 different ways:
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AND SO ON. There are ssssort of rules for how the letters combine with each other, i.e. using one alphabet might imply that the letter comes before the one it's placed on/in/around while using one of the other alphabets means it comes after instead, i.e. these are 2 different things:
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and so on, but then a lot of it just comes down to like. What I sorta decide to do on a whim at any given point. There are also some custom symbols for punctuation marks and whatnot, I think the only punctuation marks I just use as-is rather than replacing are parentheses.
The only real thing from the code that I wasn't really able to translate over into the font (though I'm sure there's a way, I just didn't think it was worth the effort to find it) is that I would use a single dot as my "space" character between words rather than an actual space, since this was handwritten and my handwriting was super messy, but the font just uses regular ol spaces instead which I don't mind tbh.
THANKS FOR ASKING ABOUT MY WEIRD CODE NONSENSE and also sorry for not telling you outright what the symbols I've included mean, but then you might be able to start figuring out words and pretty soon you could crack the whole thing and then you would have the power to Destroy me and we can't have that.
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simpingforsoftboys Ā· 4 years ago
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Moving In With Them
ft. SakuAtsuOsaSuna
G/N Reader
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Thank you so much for the request anon! I spent a few moments just imagining this and omg itā€™d be a hot mess! Also I added some stuff at the beginning cause I just felt like I had to explain how this was even possible aha-
The Odds of Us All readers- you can consider this a part of the series or just read it as a oneshot! But either way this Y/n can be read as either male or female~
Okay so I HC that Tomas (MSBY) was transferred overseas- so that opened a position for a new middle blocker... and luckily the third Miya in the D1 menā€™s volleyball scene just so happened to be interested in being transferred... now MSBY has not 2- but 3 Miyaā€™s! Naturally this means Suna-Miya needs to move to Osaka ;)Ā 
Prior to the transfer Suna and Y/n had been living together in a nice apartment in HiroshimaĀ 
Meanwhile SakuAtsuOsa were over in Hirikata (which is in Osaka Prefecture) living together in their own place
SakuAtsu were obviously contracted with MSBY, while Osamu ran a branch of Onigiri Miya in Osaka City (which is abt a 34 or so minute drive according to Google)
Atsumu had heard about Tomasā€™s sudden interest in moving abroad and had brought the subject up to Suna on the dl
So the three of them had been planning everything so that it was ideal for Suna to be brought over to MSBYĀ 
It wasnā€™t until it was all finalized in the paperwork that Suna and Atsumu realized they hadnā€™t told any of their partners or even thought of moving
Are we really surprised though? The both of them werenā€™t exactly in college prep in high school- and for good reason
ANYWAYS- the twinā€™s and Sakusaā€™s home was not big enough for four people
Then they realized you might have to stay in Hiroshima for work
Luckily for them- once they finally brought up the topic with you- it turned out you had actually been offered a promotion, though you needed to transfer to your companyā€™s head quarters in Osaka
Definitely destiny
Oh but you, Kiyoomi, and Osamu were not happy at being left out of the loop for literal MONTHS
Getting the place:
Okay so Hirikata is a small- and I mean S M A L L city, with less than an estimated one million residents
So thereā€™s not many housing options that fit your prerequisites
Because of this yaā€™ll settle on finding a nice place in Osaka City
Eventually- after much searching- you find a (pretty large) property (because budgets arenā€™t a thing with yaā€™ll) thatā€™s just perfect!
Ofc youā€™re buying it ASAP
It takes a hot minute before you move in though- since everyone wants some work done on the place before yaā€™ll move in
Osamu insists on having all the kitchenā€™s appliances replaced with new, state of the art ones (makes sense though, his livelihood is all about food quality)
Your volleyball pro partners (mainly Atsumu and Kiyoomi- Rinā€™s just content with whatever) are having the basketball gym remodeled into a volleyball one- complete with a mini locker-room-esque washroom area
All Suna cared about was having an in home theatre- complete with a legit snack bar (we love his priorities)
Sakusa had the pool drained and deep cleaned and made sure that the mini beach volleyball court that was set up in the yard had entirely fresh sand
Kiyo also had the toilets replaced + the washer and dryers. And even hired extra (trusted) cleaners to thoroughly clean the bathrooms (because he doesnā€™t trust any seller to do a good job)
Yaā€™ll spent hella money on the house and you didnā€™t even move in yet
Finally moving in:
None of you guys lifted a finger when moving your stuff (much to Osamu and Kiyoomiā€™s chargin)
This was actually because the guyā€™s trainers and coaches didnā€™t want to risk them straining or hurting themselves with heavy lifting
I canā€™t imagine Suna would actually help lift anything though
So you hired movers
Kiyoomi had yaā€™ll thoroughly wipe the furniture and stuff once the movers left- hating that he had to let them contaminate his belongings
At least he was polite when they were around... right?
Osamu was not happy when he had to help Atsumu unpack the clothes... esp since majority of it is Tsumuā€™s
ā€œWhat the hell is this?ā€ Is something youā€™d hear from him quite a lot
ā€œI got it at Boā€™s party a few years back! Cool huh?ā€ Yeah, Tsumuā€™s kinda hoarding clothes
ā€œThe pits have holes.... and itā€™s stained with beer- lemme just toss it-ā€
ā€œNO-ā€
Gross Atsumu
Suna is helping unbox stuff for the sitting room (fancy ig-) and using his height to put everything on the shelves
Honestly heā€™s procrastinating and using this time to look through every. single. book.Ā 
Drives you crazy istg
ā€œRin are yo- seriously? Itā€™s been two hours why are you just sitting on the floor? Nothingā€™s put away-ā€
ā€œLook at this itā€™s from university-ā€ He says, holding up an old yearbook...
Itā€™s because of this, you and Osamu are probably the ones to get the sitting room situated later
Kiyoomi is... probably binge cleaning all the stuff as soon as he pulls them out of the boxes
Yes, he wiped everything before packing it away but what if some disgusting b u g s hitched a ride?
Itā€™s fine if everythingā€™s cluttered on the floor/bed/counter/wherever heā€™s unboxing stuff atm- at least he knows itā€™s clean and not dirty
You have to actually be the one to put the stuff away while he wipes- lest he run out of space
It works surprisingly well all things considered
ā€œOh no...ā€ Heā€™s finally unboxing the cleaning supplies... but heā€™s out of disinfectant wipes and canā€™t wipe them down- thus rendering them useless (in his opninion)
ā€œKiyoomi just... grab the unopened wipes from the box- open it- and use those to wipe the rest of the supplies?ā€ You suggest. Although hesitant he does as told... until he sees something that proves all his fears valid.
ā€œHoly shi- THEREā€™S A SPIDER! I KNEW IT WOULD FOLLOW US!ā€ He says very loudly, scrambling away from the dead spider AND the supplies
Needless to say you have to make a trip to the store to buy him more wipes- meanwhile one of your other partners have to go pick up and throw away the arachnid
Also while all this is going on- someone (Tsumu actually) has to make sure the bedsheets and blankets are all washed before putting them on the bed for the night (again in case of the bugs)
This is the only thing he doesnā€™t half ass tbh, since he knows itā€™s important to Omi-Omi
Yaā€™ll finish the day with a lovely shower
Well Osamu, Kiyoomi, and you do
The shower in yaā€™lls bathroom is N I C E and H U G E! Like itā€™s the type with jets on the floor and walls, plus it has that really nice overhead rain fall like shower head
Atsumu and Rintaro are relaxing in your custom made jacuzzi tub that costed more than a car-
The tub is really awesome too, big enough to fit all five of you comfortably and has powerful jets to massage any knots outĀ 
Rip to the water bill though like that thingā€™s expensive- on god
Anyway thatā€™s just the first day and daily life promises to be exciting šŸ˜­
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