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i would like to just do a follow up, longer post on this!!
i would like to state i personally do not experience psychosis, so I don't have much info on it. I've done a lot of research, and I have a couple of friends who deal with it, but my information might not be entirely accurate. I am open to learning more about people's experiences with it!
Basically, I made this post because a person on tiktok (wren) said in a comment "I’m not villainizing them, but psychosis should not be welcomed into the community.". I'm assuming this was to a comment calling them abelist (which honestly i agree with), and they also had a convo with me. I don't remember much about our chat, other than they called me "confused" and that "I didn't know what I'm talking about," and then deleted the video. their main argument to why people who have psychosis "shouldn't be allowed in the community" was 1. it's nonphysical (which is just a bold lie), and 2. they aren't genuine therians because it's just delusions.
Wren is wrong on this. the ONLY thing that constitutes someone as a therian is the identification as a nonhuman involentarily. it doesn't matter how this comes about, and it's different for everyone. this INCLUDES psychological reasons of all sorts, EVEN psychosis and CL/Z. I still can't believe someone could even think about saying this, and I feel awful for the beings who are continually demonized by others on that platform. my blog is a safespace for all beings (unless under basic dni). im sorry i don't have any proof of them saying this (since they deleted the video), but every therian is valid. sorry for the rant, I'm just still pretty fired up about it :,]
"I’m not villainizing them, but psychosis should not be welcomed into the community." -a very popular therian on tiktok
this actually fills me with rage. and this was to an argument where they said "people who identify as physical therians are lycanthropes"... i can't anymore 😭
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I FUCKING LOVED MASTERMIND HADUFHHDUIDF I HAVE TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT!! SPOILERS LOL
also warning this is long as hell
-Andrealphus's house is surrounded by snow, as is his whole theme. It kinda reminds me of the mythology of hell's frozen center.
-I fucking love stella guys. I'm sorry. I hate her so fucking much and I want to shit on her dreams, and that is EXACTLY why I love her character so much. I'm so glad she's getting more development.
-Andrealphus didn't know about the deal, just that Stolas cheated. So Stella REALLY didn't tell him much.
-I like Andrealphus's peacock theming
-"Now you fucking know!" icon.
-I really like the detail of them using Moxxie and Blitz's mugshots, as well as Millie's wanted poster. It's a really good illustration of how authority figures will do anything they can against minorities, and really pushes the themes of classism and oppression in the show.
-Blitz immediately running to delete his search history, me core.
-He's so scared of going to jail again :(
-"We are going to beat you! But only a little!"
-She's exactly like her fucking dad. She cares SO MUCH deep down, but puts on that 'indifferent asshole' attitude to protect herself.
-"The shredder is jammed!!" D:
-These poor interns
-Blitz, of course, crashes immediately.
-Moxxie uses 'Blitz' instead of 'sir'
-THE MUZZLE. I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF.
-I wanna note as they walk in, Satan is acting in place of lucifer, since he's too busy with the Hotel stuff. He claims he was in hell BEFORE Lucifer, but I take that with a good spoonful of salt.
-"Is this about the orphans?" HUH?
-Dude these motherfuckers keep deadnaming Blitz and it pisses me off! Like I get that's the point but still.
-The sloth and envy sins are here!
-I really like Vassago. It seems like he really cares about fair due process in general, but he also seems to have some sort of beef with Andrealphus.
-"Since when is ATTEMPTING a crime illegal am I right?" You stupid bastard.
-"LIES!!" STFU
-I've seen a few people question why Andrealphus would go straight after Blitz instead of Stolas, since he wants him gone so bad, but the answer is simple. Andrealphus KNOWS there's pretty much nothing he can do to demon royalty, especially since Stolas was considered above him on the Goetia food chain. Going after the imp, a member of an already extremely marginalized group, was simply a safer bet.
-I wish Ozzie and Bee spoke up more. It seems ooc, but at the same time we don't know how big the power imbalance is between Satan and the rest of the sins. (Aside Lucifer)
-"A responsible and handsome Goetic demon such as myself-" You should kill yourself, NOW!!
-They never wanted to let him speak up in the first place.
-"Put his kind to shame" BRO HE BAGGED DEMON ROYALTY.
-wtf is up with Satan and his little meditator twink assistant
-YES VASSAGO!! BRING UP THAT HE'S NOT HERE! IT'S ABSOLUTE BULLSHIT THAT STOLAS WASN'T INFORMED AND CLEARLY INDICATES ANDREALPHUS HAS OTHER MOTIVES!! YES HE SHOULD BE SUMMONED!!
-God I love Vassago I hope he's a reoccurring character
-"didn't want him to go through the trauma of facing his aggressor' is such a thinly veiled argument, but no one fucking cares because Blitz is just an imp.
-WHY IS STRIKER HELPING DEMON ROYALTY. Does he hate Blitz that much because he associated with them? Is he getting paid? Was he threatened?
-"If I wanted to kill Stolas, I would've done it myself." Good point, HORRIBLE wording.
-"oh he just fucked himself over."
-I am so sorry your boss is a fucking moron
-PLEASE Bee and Ozzie you can do better than "He probably has a good reason for all of this!"
-Bee throwing dick popsicles at Mammon, I love you girl.
-God I hate this classist piece of shit
-He KNOWS smthn is up.
-The immediate cut to a Mammon joke after our mcs are SENTENCED TO DEATH really shows how little higher class demons care about imps and hellhounds
-We obviously know They're not ACTUALLY gonna kill any of them off, but I was still biting my fuckin nails dawg
-What an EVIL move.
-Fizz and Ozzie's full conversation before this. So, Ozzie most likely had no idea the trial was for Blitz.
-Side note, but I'm kinda surprised Fizz and Ozzie dating wasn't brought up aside from that line from Mammon about Ozzie and Bee 'associating with the lower class'.
-wtf is up with Satan? If this were any other sin, Ozzie would not HESITATE to clock their ass. Just look at s2 ep7!
-"NOT THEM YOUR HIGHNESS!" What if I cried.
-"you're acting kinda ruby" GET OUT OF HERE TWINKIE
-"I suppose I created impkind to be obedient" Motherfucker those are people.
-"Just axe the mouthy one" It's so in-character for Blitz to not assume himself to be the mouthy one
-He still careeeesss augh!! He sounded so distressed
-"We'll pretend to care" So accurate! Ouch!
-"Moxxie, stop. This big red bitch never planned on hearing us out."
-HER FACE. "Just take care of Loona for me" WHAT IF I FUCKING CRIED.
-Fun fact this is the part of the episode where I started bawling like a loser
-"I love you guys" I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF. IM GONNA DO IT FUCK
Uhh I have to reblog to continue this bc I hit the image cap halfway through lmfaoo
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no better way to spend the weekend than drawing birthday art for a side character from a mobile game that shut down six years ago
HBD Mafuyu!!
#band yarouze#banyaro#mafuyu#posting#my art#emirreadraws#artist on tumblr#ibispaintx#i used to mark a lot of fictional characters' birthdays on my phone's calender#but since then i've deleted pretty much all of them#apart from mafuyu's lol#the boy may have been a singer who never got a voice actor but he be the bestest of the bois#he may also be a bit crazy#and may have died in a burning church#but he the bestest boi
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purple woman alert!!!!!!
i drew this neat little drawing of Miss Pauling yesterday and like... i literally have not drawn her in years. i think the last time i drew her was back around 2019 and then even earlier back in 2018 for an old Inktober thing i did. it has been very long since i last drew her.
tired gay real
#tf2#team fortress 2#miss pauling#miss pauling tf2#i need to draw her more she's actually quite fun to draw!!#especially considering i haven't drawn her a lot#there's a few tf2 characters i haven't drawn in years#sniper and pyro and spy and olivia and saxton and cheavy..... haven't drawn them in ages#a few i haven't drawn at all.....#i really gotta get on my drawing tf2 game again#also those old drawings i mentioned? i might post some of those one day because they're not online anymore#they were made back when i used to be on amino and i've since deleted my old account which i partly regret because it resulted in some-#-media becoming entirely lost#and unfortunately some of that media includes a few of my old drawings :(#not a lot of them are lost fortunately#but a few of them are and i have pretty much no chance of recovering them unless someone downloaded them or they were auto backed up#which i doubt ended up happening#i have a goldmine of old stuff to possibly share one day
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Oh.
#according to facebook memories (why do i even have that still??) 12 years ago today i saw Linkin Park for the first time 🥺#in a few days it'll be 10 years since the last time i saw them#and. hm. there's a lot that surfaced this days since clancy dropped and i'm a bit more emotional / sensitive than usual#and this is. well. making me extremely sad.#12 years ago. i remember as if it was yesterday. i cling to that day so much and i'm scared of forgetting about it#i wonder how 14 yo me would've reacted if she knew.#they were my first gig ever! i remember the 2nd song was given up and the people around us started moshing pretty hard.#so much that my shoe came off and my dad had to shield me while i crawled and looked for it hahaha#it was so fun! i didn't really know that was a thing#that day was the first time they played Lies Greed Misery - it had been released just the day before#my videos are SO blurry but i still have them all saved 🥹#idk i've been in some typa mood these past days. not necessarily bad at all but.#me and a couple friends had a very important conversation 2 nights ago which was GOOD but. the bad thing about letting everything bottle up#is that once you spill it's hard to deal with. and yeah this is. idk. i'm just venting here like. ignore me.#it's just really hard for me. i miss him terribly and i'm really scared for myself because i *know* i'm back in the loop#and it feels so hopeless sometimes. maybe this is super silly but i'm so thankful that Clancy came out now because OH BOY i need it#maybe it's not the best strategy to put so much faith? importance? in like. music and other people but#man. i genuinely don't know if i'd be here if not for certain songs/artists etc#idk I'm rambling lol. i might delete this later#probably. maybe. i try not to talk too much about this here because i tend to deal alone but. sometimes it's nice to send things to the void#anyways. support your favs. talk to your friends - even if you much rather not. don't be like me and let things rot inside.#🤍#darya talks to herself
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I snapped today at work, and by snapped I mean I politely commented on a help desk ticket by summing up an mess of an (type of) issue that's come up for at least the fourth time in the 2+ months I've been managing user accounts, and asked the person responsible to fix it (himself for once) because last time I fixed his mess-up it took me two whole days to work out the details with at least four other colleagues from different departments and I really don't want to do it again. there's other shit that needs doing, I've been working 10+ hour days for most of this week already, so I need to cut down not add on more.
(good thing tho - at least we managed to fix the issue where the dataset of a newer employee got mixed up with another one of the same name and therefore wasn't able to apply for any of the access/accounts she needed. technically not entirely my area but it does impact us not being allowed to create an account for her so I figured I might as well track that issue down. took three days and at least three other people, but hey - it should all work out now. yay for that)
#been feeling anxious af ever since bc it's the first time I've been this firm in a reply and idk how they'll take it#there's underlying issues in inter-departmental communication that need fixing that cause these issues to happen again and again#but my boss is on parental leave and his substitute is sick not that she cares or is up for doing her job where communication is concerned#so there's no real sense in addressing that rn esp by me who's only been there since June. but it does frustrate me a lot#anyway. I'm sure I'll get over this too. but yeah.. ppl not thinking things through for the two mins it takes to create an account#or the twenty seconds it takes to check if one already exists before creating a new one#or the minute it takes to check if folks still have an active contract past their time working in your department before deleting an accoun#just jfc. put in a smidge of effort and five mins total and save the rest of us from spending half a day to fix your mistake#oh well. if I get a pissy response I'll just blame it on being new as an intern and being too motivated and idealistic I guess#god forbid I expect people to do their jobs thoroughly or with at least a singular thought..#anyway. I feel like I'm allowed to be grumpy abt this since we are the folks who end up having to fix this shit#and by we I mean pretty much mostly me at this point bc one colleague is sick atm. my boss barely has time for this and is on leave#and my other colleague only works half time so I'm the one who's been handling most of these over the past month or so#which.. is still insane considering how I'm a goddamn intern who shouldn't even have admin rights tbh#but without them I couldn't do anything at all lol so here I am. nice that they trust and believe in me I suppose#that's why I try to do my best. (who am I kidding that's always the case anyway)#but yeah. definitely a 50% staff support job and only 50% of the other important things that need doing rn it's more like 90/10#and it's funny how I still dread my two hours of hotline. but every time the line is too busy I still jump in#we are also only 6 people atm out of 10 and three of us are still in training. and one of the trained folks had to come back in mid time of#next week we'll likely be 4#depending on if our substitute boss lady is back.. not that I'd look forward to it. she's a mess and she's been horrible to deal with latel#sure. she's stressed. but she's either snapping at me when I ask abt shit I can't know yet or she's ignoring me. great basis for team work.#so honestly I'd rather she not return on Monday. esp not if she's gonna spread her germs everywhere#but now sleep. sorry for the rant. it's certainly been quite the month since I returned from my own wisdom tooth rated sick leave..#gotta be up again in 6.5 hrs so I can be at work at 6 to let the electrician in. I'm gonna sleep so hard over the weekend I stg#a day in the life of..
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Sometimes I wonder if I'm being overly sensitive about things or whatever but T just had his own little breakdown to me saying his dad seems grumpy all the time and like he's always mad at him. Ouch.
#and reminds me i need to keep patient which i feel I've done pretty well with#and he's not ALWAYS mad#but damn if he's not been short with them all summer#t said 'its only two months!' and i reminded him that every person has different levels of what they can handle etc#but part of my brain is also like 'he spends at least half in the days in the basement alone on meetings while i work on the main floor'#since he cant do that for privacy reasons#and i know his job can be super draining and i try to leave space for that#at what point is it too much and does it come back to being my fault anyway#i have also been trying to be much better about sympathizing instead of always standing up for the person thats not there#i am not innocent but damn its hard when the hurt starts to impact your kids (he's not completely faultless either)#personal nonsense#need to find a different tag besides tbd to remind me to delete
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why exactly do you dislike generative art so much? i know its been misused by some folks, but like, why blame a tool because it gets used by shitty people? Why not just... blame the people who are shitty? I mean this in genuinely good faith, you seem like a pretty nice guy normally, but i guess it just makes me confused how... severe? your reactions are sometimes to it. There's a lot of nuance to conversation about it, and by folks a lot smarter than I (I suggest checking out the Are We Art Yet or "AWAY" group! They've got a lot on their page about the ethical use of Image generation software by individuals, and it really helped explain some things I was confused about). I know on my end, it made me think about why I personally was so reactive about Who was allowed to make art and How/Why. Again, all this in good faith, and I'm not asking you to like, Explain yourself or anything- If you just read this and decide to delete it instead of answering, all good! I just hope maybe you'll look into *why* some people advocate for generative software as strongly as they do, and listen to what they have to say about things -🦜
if Ai genuinely generated its own content I wouldn't have as much of a problem with it, however what Ai currently does is scrape other people's art, collect it, and then build something based off of others stolen works without crediting them. It's like. stealing other peoples art, mashing it together, then saying "this is mine i can not only profit of it but i can use it to cut costs in other industries.
this is more evident by people not "making" art but instead using prompts. Its like going to McDonalds and saying "Burger. Big, Juicy, etc, etc" then instead of a worker making the burger it uses an algorithm to build a burger based off of several restaurant's recepies.
example
the left is AI art, the right is one of the artists (Lindong) who it pulled the art style from. it's literally mass producing someone's artstyle by taking their art then using an algorithm to rebuild it in any context. this is even more apparent when you see ai art also tries to recreate artists watermarks and generally blends them together making it unintelligible.
Aside from that theres a lot of other ethical problems with it including generating pretty awful content, including but not limited to cp. It also uses a lot of processing power and apparently water? I haven't caught up on the newer developements i've been depressed about it tbh
Then aside from those, studios are leaning towards Ai generation to replace having to pay people. I've seen professional voice actors complain on twitter that they haven't gotten as much work since ai voice generation started, artists are being cut down and replaced by ai art then having the remaining artists fix any errors in the ai art.
Even beyond those things are the potential for misinformation. Here's an experiment: Which of these two are ai generated?
ready?
These two are both entirely ai generated. I have no idea if they're real people, but in a few months you could ai generate a Biden sex scandal, you could generate politics in whatever situation you want, you can generate popular streamers nude, whatever. and worse yet is ai generated video is already being developed and it doesn't look bad.
I posted on this already but as of right now it only needs one clear frame of a body and it can generate motion. yeah there are issues but it's been like two years since ai development started being taken seriously and we've gotten to this point already. within another two years it'll be close to perfected. There was even tests done with tiktokers and it works. it just fucking works.
There is genuinely not one upside to ai art. at all. it's theft, it's harming peoples lives, its harming the environment, its cutting jobs back and hurting the economy, it's invading peoples privacy, its making pedophilia accessible, and more. it's a plague and there's no vaccine for it. And all because people don't want to take a year to learn anatomy.
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random realization about a lot of my favorite characters 💀
#🌙.rambles#SO MANY OF THEM HAVE. SOMEONE V DEAR TO THEM THAT IS DEAD 😭#i mean that's pretty common w fictional charas honestly but like#it's in a very specific way#..wld this be spoilers upcoming for a variety of fictional stories i'm obsessed with? yeah#most of my. help most of the ff charas i like#it's either someone dear to them dies or. wait. nah for ff charas i like it's typically both even T_T#there's emet-selch there's zack n there's noctis too#nvm i wna ramble abt smth anything but i think i'm actually already too sleepy#so. draining#THERE'S A LOT I WANT TO DO N#i've been more productive lately which i rlly am happy about but#i think today after classes some fatigue hit me a bit yes#sorry wait i'm getting off topic just let me ramble about random stuff#ALPHINAUD I LOVE HIM HE'S MY BABY BOY HE'S THE GOODEST BOY EVER MWAH#hehe thinking of. yk since yeah i went through some screenshots yesterday to delete stuff n ended up#revisiting some memories of eulmore at the start of shb#i love him so much. alphinaud honestly is#idk all my favorite characters r so dear to me in their own special unique ways but#if i were to pick one! as my favorite! I'M SORRY TO EMET-SELCH. IT'S STILL ALPHINAUD#loyal (real) he was my first fav in ffxiv n nothing will replace that. 🥺#bro's just#all-round everything just#HE'S SO. SMART. INTELLIGENT. A LEADER AT HEART. AN ARTIST.#part of me wishes he'd never have that elezen growth spurt i think i'll cry#BCS. I'M JUST SO PROUD OF ALPHI HE'S LIKE. MY BIGGEST KIN. MY FAVORITE CHARACTER#yk what wait instead of doing my best to be even more productive when i'm so drained rn i'll just sleep soon. very soon#the temptation to eat some chocolate though.. or just smth sweet 😭#i think i got so overwhelmed from wanting to do so so much that i'm just. YEAH.#this is the exact feeling that used to keep me up so much last year oh god no i'm leaving that behind
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I've got those requests almost at the same time jsrfwwxewe also I fucked up big time and accidentally deleted them but thanks god I've made the screenshots
I've been looking forward to writing something nsfw for him lmao
nsfw headcanons w/Aventurine
characters - Aventurine notes - gn!reader, nsfw, subby!Aven. Somehow turned into a character study. Somewhat angsty but with a turn for hurt/comfort. No beta.
Okay, first of all, he's no virgin. But he's NOT a manwhore either. Like for some reason when it comes to the cunning characters it's always either he's a dickrider-pussydestroyer-900 or he's actually a fragile innocent virgin baby. Not the case with Aventurine, not on my watch at least.
I mean it's pretty much canon that the only moment he feels truly alive is when he's gambling so he won't seek sex for the purpose of filling up the hole in his heart. And I don't see him as a lustful person in general.
He has one-night stands from time to time though. Not particularly often but once in a while he feels a certain level of frustration and stress budling up in him so in order to distress without losing his cool he seeks sexual relief. For him it's a safe way to relax a bit without actually taking off the mask of a frivolous and confident man.
Also. He's very touch starved. Not even in a lustful way, he just wants to feel someone's touch. Someone on twitter pointed out that he's practically hugging himself on his e6 and I haven't been the same ever since.
And now look at his body language in almost every cutscene. He has his arms crossed and is generally pretty reversed. I think he doesn't trust people around enough to be in his personal space but when it's a part of the sexual act, it's just natural. He doesn't have to feel exposed. So yeah. This is another reason why he seeks sex.
Now do you remember what Sparkle said to him? About stripping himself naked for Sunday and all that? Yeah I feel like he gets comments like that a lot due to people's prejudice against Avgins. People are usually not this straightforward butttt the idea behind their comments is the same.
He may act unaffected as long as he wants to but I do think it messed him up quite a bit.
Due to his fucked up views on his own value and his sexuality he doesn't have a healthy set of boundaries with his partners, allowing them to be as mean and rough as they want. And I don't mean just kinky stuff, I mean genuinely uncaring partners who really don't give a shit about Aven's comfort. I think subconsciously he seeks people like this. In his eyes, it's better this way, otherwise he may crumble from a gently and caring touch.
So yeah. His sexual encounters usually leave him sore and exhausted. The initial feeling of relief washes away in the morning, leaving him more empty than before.
Okay now to the happier part because we are 466 words in and I still didn't say anything good or sexy.
If the two of you started your relationship as a fling then initially he would be surprised because of how observant and attentive you are.
"My, my, how caring you are. But don't worry about me, you're free to use me as you wish" he says in the same flirty tone as usual. And you just. Stare.
He acts like he's bored while you literally pry the information out of him and, well, he doesn't give you anything specific anyway so you have to ask questions during the whole prosses to make sure he's doing fine. Orrr you just set for something very vanilla just in case.
In reality he's a bit confused. Has mixed feeling about this. Being treated with such care makes it harder for him to hide behind his mask but it feels so nice.
And when he realizes that he has actual feelings for you he just. Stops sleeping with you lmao. If you have questions about this he'll find 2134144 excuses but in reality he just tries to figure out his own feelings.
If you started off as friends then he would not try to sleep with you until you start dating. At first he just doesn't want to mix up this dynamics. And when he catches feelings, he just tries to make sense of it. Plus since sex is not something entirely positive for him, he's just kind of... unsure how it may affect your relationship even if it's obvious that the two of you want each other.
Okay now the real talk. When the two of you are officially lovers be prepared to face his messed up views on his own sexuality. Will probably need a lot of reassurance, attention and aftercare to realize the importance of his own safety and comfort. Learns to value himself through you.
A very good lover, knows how to please you and wants to please you. His previous sex partners weren't important to him so he didn't go out of his way to make them feel good but with you it's a different story. Literally worships your body, pressing kisses everywhere. Especially likes your thighs. Kisses them, bites them, leaves marks all over them. Loooooves teasing them while keeping eye contact with you right before giving you oral.
I feel like he's a switch but leans towards being a sub. May dom if you want him to or, rarely, if he feels like it.
May look like a brat but is not actually a brat. Well, most of the time. He's a tease but still does pretty much everything you want without making you work for it. However, if he's in a playful mood, may get all cheeky with you. Says stuff like: "Oh, that's all? I know you can do better" or "My dearest, don't disappoint me, okay? You know I don't make deals that don't pay off" just to rile you up. He loves being tamed okay. He knows you won't hurt him so him being all cheeky and disobedient is actually a huge sign that he's comfortable with you and trusts you fully.
Worship his body and he'll melt. Like. He'll genuinely crumble.
Goes all worked up and needy and soft and completely submissive in your arms.
Loves loves loves edging you. And fucking hate being edged. And by "hates" I mean he will whine and sulk and beg you to let him cum already. Secretly loves it but won't admit. You know it anyway since he never tries to stop you, obeying your every command, like a good boy he is. If you tell him that you'll stop doing that if he actually wants you to he'll huff and admit that he's not actually against you being a meanie.
Loves marking your body and loves when you mark his. HOWEVER would prefer to leave/have hickeys on the parts of your bodies that are usually covered. Doesn't want to create any rumors and doesn't want to make you uncomfortable. However, if you're into this, he'll gladly cover your entire neck with hickeys.
Is actually very sensitive pretty much everywhere so it's quite easy to overstimulate him. Once again, he'll whine but would never be against it.
Has the pretties moans and is very loud as well.
Doesn't have a lot of stamina so if he tops and you're still not satisfied after he cums, he'll use toys to entertain you up until he is ready for another round. If he bottoms then please give him some time to rest. Andddd kiss all over his body so he would get worked up again as soon as possible.
Has a praise kink. And a bit of a degradation kink too actually. Don't just insult him, mix it up with a praise and boom he's ready to cum.
Loves aftercare. Both giving and receiving it. He feels extremely vulnerable after a sensual lovemaking session so please just hold him and tell him he did great.
#hsr#aventurine#aventurine x reader#hsr aventurine#honkai star rail#sub aventurine#reader insert#walp's writing
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a long time coming
pairing: Dave York x f!reader
summary: You were supposed to go to a concert with your best friend. You end up going with her dad instead.
word count: ~1.1k
tags/warnings: best friend's dad!Dave, fluff, allusions to smut, huge age gap, able-bodied reader, no use of y/n, please be warned: Dave has inappropriate (though reciprocated) thoughts about his daughter's best friend - if that makes you uncomfortable, don't read
a/n: daphne @sizzlingcloudmentality and i were freaking out about those new photos of pedro, and because daphne apparently wants me dead, she said that it's giving bfd!dave who's at a concert with you and also provided me with a snippet that still has me in a chokehold and that's part of this story now. i am already experiencing heavy brainrot because i'm going to the eras tour in three (3) days and this was the final nail in my coffin tbh. i should be working on my dress, but instead i did this. the most self indulgent shit i've ever written lmao, please enjoy <3
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“Please, daddy? Please?”
Dave sighs, rubbing a hand over his forehead. Molly’s hoarse voice keeps pleading with him before it dissolves into a fit of coughs.
With a groan, she lets her head fall against the pillows, wide eyes still trained on him.
“No one else wants to go, and I can’t let her go alone, I’d feel terrible. Please?”
She pouts at him, knowing fully well that her father doesn’t deny her anything when she looks at him like this.
“Fine. If you’re sure that she’s okay with it?”
“She is! I already asked her.”
Dave cocks a brow at his daughter, earning himself an exhausted but triumphant grin.
“Don’t look at me like that. It will be fun!”
Admittedly, Dave really has much more fun than he expected when his daughter all but begged him to accompany her best friend to the concert that she wanted to go to herself before she got sick.
He knows most of the songs, has been witness to you and Molly singing along to the music while dancing through his kitchen often enough. It’s not bad music by any means, and the show is nothing short of spectacular.
It’s not the reason he’s enjoying himself so much though. He’s barely watching the show, eyes only occasionally flicking towards the stage.
His gaze is fixed on you, has been since before the show even started. Watching you interact with other fans, beaming smiles and giggles, eagerly exchanging bracelets, excitedly cooing at the especially pretty ones.
Meeting your eyes when you turned to him, not able to suppress his own smile at the sparkle in them. Suppressing the flicker of something in his chest when your fingers wrapped around his wrist, tugging it closer to put a few bracelets on him as well. You don’t seem to notice the faint blush that’s rising up in his cheeks at the unexpected touch.
He’s watching you bouncing on your feet seconds before the show starts, snaps a few photos of the pure joy on your face without you noticing. Just to send them to you later, having enough experience from being the father of two daughters to know how much you’ll love them. After that, he’ll delete them from his own phone. Of course he will.
He’s watching you dance, your body moving to the beat of the music, your lips forming every word. Your silhouette shimmering with the lights reflecting off your dress. It’s mesmerizing. You dance with the girls beside you sometimes, shouting lyrics at each other. Other times, you turn to him. He doesn’t protest when you take his hands, starts moving with you without a second thought, starts singing the words that he knows along with you. You’re laughing, your eyes shining with pure happiness. It’s intoxicating, and he wants more, wants all of it, wants to be part of that happiness. He doesn’t remember the last time he smiled this wide, the last time his body felt this light.
It takes a long time, longer than it should, until he remembers why this is bad. Until the weight comes crashing back into him. Until he remembers that he shouldn’t feel like this with you.
You’re so much younger than him. His daughter’s friend. His daughter who asked him to come here with you, because she trusted that you’d be safe with him.
Your brow furrows when you catch his eye and notice the change in his expression. No. He wants you to enjoy yourself, doesn’t want to be the reason for any kind of worry for you right now. He allows himself to drink in your energy right now, to let a smile grow on his face again.
There’s no harm in indulging just for one night. Just a little bit. No one has to know. Least of all you.
So he keeps singing with you, keeps letting you move with him. Keeps watching.
It’s easy, being with you, talking to you. Effortless in a way that he’s not used to.
It’s just because you’re at his house more often than not, going wherever Molly goes. It has to be.
But it’s different, your giggles ringing out in the confines of his car, not mixed with his daughter’s, the sound that he knows. And he’s the one who’s elicited those laughs from you.
"Explain it again, please. You’ve glued every single of these stones onto your dress?" He laughs and gives you another once over, glad he can disguise his inappropriate ogling with an appreciating glance. Act like he’s studying the intricate, shimmering patterns on the fabric. Not the way your tits are straining against the low cut over your chest. Not the way the skirt has ridden up your thighs, exposing a new inch of bare skin. "Great job, sweetheart. You look good. The dress looks good, too."
He wonders how the dress would look bunched up around your waist. Or on the floor of your apartment. If your skin is as soft as it looks in the dim shine of the red light he’s stopped at. How it would taste under his tongue. The sweet sounds you would make when his teeth dig into you.
You breathe a thank you and bite your lip at the compliment, and his cock twitches with interest. Wrong, wrong, so wrong.
He has to be imagining the way that you keep glancing his way, stealing looks when you think that he doesn’t notice. Wishful thinking on his part.
He pulls up in front of your apartment building, killing the engine and turning towards you. You’re already facing him, more shy than you’ve looked all evening.
“Thank you for tonight,” you say softly, lips pulling up into another smile. “I’ve had a great time. I— I hope you did too.”
His hand lands on your thigh before he can actively think about it. A soft gasp escapes you, but you make no move to back away from his touch.
“Trust me, I did.”
He doesn’t intend for it to come out as low and breathy as it does. Teeth dig into your lips once more. Your contemplative gaze burns into him.
You inch closer, close enough that he can feel your breath against his face.
Wrong. He swallows thickly, forces his grip off of you. You blink, eyes growing wider, the growing tension’s fog lifting from you. Clearing your throat, you sit up straighter.
“Good night, sweetheart.”
He needs you to leave this car. Right now.
You nod, shakily bidding him a good night as well.
He watches your retreating silhouette, finally able to exhale deeply when you enter your building.
He’s fucked.
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matchmaker
a/n- btw DUNE 2 ... WOW
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y/n HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEAUTIFUL FLO! I love you so much and am so forever grateful for you. you're the best friend I've ever had. let's get this party started now!!!
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florencepugh I LOVE YOUUUU SO MUCH MY FAVORITE GIRL
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crocyn they like each others stuff all the time !! they're probably friends since Florence is friends with both
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@celebgoss just tweeted- NEW RELATIONSHIP ALERT ⚠️📢⚠️📢‼️‼️‼️ Timothée Chalamet and Y/n L/n were spotted getting close in the background of several videos from Florence Pughs birthday extravaganza. sources from the party have said that the two have been together for a few months already!
@fatwsyn replied- in the background? baby that's up close and personal 😭😭
@flosyn replied- NO WAYYYYYY OMG MY FAVESSS
@dunesarrakis replied- okay but they'd fr be so cute together 😭🫶
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y/n she's got electric boots...
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blueyn I BET TIMMY TOOK THAT LAST PIC
micyn I wanna be her so bad omggggg so jealous
normalyn address the situation!
kenoughyn what situation?
kingsyn the videos of them at the party 💀💀
florencepugh we are so cute
y/n the cutest!!!
florencepugh just posted a story!
florencepugh deleted their story.
@atreideschal tweeted- OMFG.
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@woahyn replied- I bet florence introduced them to each other
@y/n just tweeted- rly loving the twilight zone right now
@sillyyn replied- I bet that's where you wish you were rn LMAOOO
@ynslaugh replied- PLEASEEE
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@y/n replied to @fabulousyn- huh???
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y/n funny how??
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cineyn i amuse you? I'm here to make you laugh ?
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fuxkyn what, did you and timmy watch goodfellas tonight or smth?
y/n yup. while we talked about how nosy the internet is🙏🏼👍
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@celebgossip just tweeted- CONFIRMED RELATIONSHIP ‼️‼️‼️‼️ Y/n L/n and Timothee Chalamet seen together on a private beach in Chicago.
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@talkingyn replied- you're just a girl you don't have to know how to play pool it's okay !!!!
@y/n liked and replied to @talkingyn EXACTLY THANK YOUUU
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y/n the first time I've seen love, and the last I'll ever need.
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@photomatt
Since you turned your messages off, replies off, and asks. I guess you're getting pretty tired of feeling the same way a lot of trans women on this site do huh? Starting to feel like Avery did?
You say that you don't think Tumblr and yourself are transphobic. You say that you personally donate to LGBT orgs and that you believe in all of our rights.
If you really believe that, then why are you silencing the trans women on this website? Why was nebula, a minor, banned, when she never harassed someone or posted anything sexual at all?
Why was Avery's most recent account banned? An account that existed for all of a few days and had said nothing about you or posted anything harassing or sexual. Why did you terminate her account without even telling her why?
Why is it that a large contingent of TERFS and radfems can be IN YOUR REPLIES, ASKS, and MENTIONS, telling you proudly how they mass reported this user and saying "this is what you get for messing with radblr!" and still exist? If Avery harassed and sent death threats to you and others, why are there still so many blogs that openly do this and aren't banned?
If you support LGBT rights and donate to organizations so much, why can I go on the #radblr tag but not #tgirl? Why is it that Predstogen no longer has a tag? Why is it that for years there were tags that were filtered just like #tgirl is that had to do with trans people, and yet that's never been a problem for Terfs, or often even Nazis.
Why is it that for years trans peoples content has been flagged as NSFW when it isn't, you've lost a lawsuit about this, and yet it's still happening?
I don't even know if you're aware of all of this. Maybe you aren't. Maybe you just put your head in the sand and accept whatever your T&S team says to you.
But there are still many issues that Tumblr has. And your moderators are silencing more and more people every day. For talking out. For criticizing you.
And yet there are hundreds and thousands of posts in the radblr tag.
I hope you enjoy your sabbatical. Meanwhile all of the trans people on this website will be exposed even more to your mods. More of them will be deleted and silenced. More of them will leave this site. I hope, sincerely, that when you come back you take a long hard look at what the people in power on your platform do. I hope that you put effort into fixing this situation. It doesn't seem like you have any interest in doing that. I mean, you yourself have silenced people, and even writing this post means there's a chance I'm going to be next, right? I've seen so many posts about this topic get deleted.
I can tell you that if you want to monetize tumblr and keep the site afloat and invest in it, that you're going to not want to alienate a large portion of your userbase. It's not that hard to do. And you can come back from it even now. Apologize, promise to do better, and follow up. Change the culture at Tumblr and work towards making it a better place.
Or don't.
Have a nice day. I'm sure you'll be a lot happier than a lot of the trans people on this site!
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ballerina & dealer headcannons. 🌟
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ꒰͡⠀🩰 𝅄 💸⠀͡꒱
꒰͡⠀SFW⠀͡꒱
dealer.ᐟchris who:
met you at a party, you were wearing your ballet costumes, he finds himself obsessed with the bow in your hair. he also couldn't take his eyes off you, staring your tights in your pink pantyhose and your waist enhanced in the collant. it was the first time he put his eyes on you and by the moment he knew he wants you.
"you know you look like a doll wearing that bow?"
"do you think i look like a doll?"
"yeah, the prettiest one i've ever seen."
dealer.ᐟchris who:
takes you to your ballet classes, when he doesn't have to do deals, he waits until the class ends. he always says you're the best dancer, even if you tell him you're not doing well, he'll say no one is better than you.
"you looked so good, doll. i love watching you dance."
"nah, i wasn't that good today. i missed a few steps, i was a pretty mess."
"you're always good, don't say this. you're the best one, my favorite dancer."
"do you know other dancers, chris?"
"no, that's why you're my favorite. you're better than everyone else in that class."
dealer.ᐟchris who:
always massage your feet after a hard day, he knows sometimes you're not easy with yourself and training too much until your feet hurt. he doesn't like when you do this, but he knows your problems with perfectionism.
"you can't do this with yourself, doll. you're hurting yourself."
"i was practicing, chris. it's normal."
"no, it's not. you can't work hard until you feel pain, it's not healthy."
"i was trying to get better, sorry."
"don't apologize, 'kay? your mind tricks you sometimes and when this happens, i will be right here to help you. jus' no more hurting yourself like that."
dealer.ᐟchris who:
takes you with him for his deals. he let you pick the songs, even if he doesn't like some of them too much, he just wants to see you happy.
dealer.ᐟchris who:
he lets you smoke with him, but never more than a joint. if you're on a hard day, needing to relax a bit, he'll roll a joint just for you. it's not a problem for him, since he knows you smoke when you stress and he just wants to help you to relax.
dealer.ᐟchris who:
will be fucking mad if one of his costumers looks at you. no one can is allowed look at you the way he looks. he'll immediately delete the costumer contact, because no guy looks at his girl.
"he'd better find another guy to sell for him."
"what do you mean with this, baby?"
"i mean that i'm not gonna sell anything to a fucking guy who looks at my girl."
dealer.ᐟchris who:
buys you bows, cardigans and dresses. actually he'll buy whatever you want. if you say you want something, he'll buy the day next.
"why are you crying, doll?'
"i lost my favorite cardigan." "where are you going, baby?"
"to the car, let's buy a new one." "you're happy now? don't wanna see you crying."
"yes, but you really need to buy me three cardigans? i just need one."
dealer.ᐟchris who:
hates to see you cry, but if you cry, he'll hold you until you feel better. he doesn't care if you get his shirt wet or if he had to cancel his deals, nothing is more important than his girl.
"shhhh, jus' let it out." "i'm right here, i'm not gonna leave you, doll."
"i'm sorry, i didn't want you to cry like this in front of you."
"don't feel sorry, i'm here to this, 'kay? i'll never leave you."
dealer.ᐟchris who:
tells everyone you're his girlfriend, even though he hasn't asked you yet, because he doesn't know how to do it.
"so, you're dating her?"
"yeah, she's my girl."
"are you telling everyone i'm your girlfriend, chris?"
"you're not?"
"have you asked me, silly?"
dealer.ᐟchris who:
says he loves you when he's high as fuck, because he's scare to tell you when he's sober. even though she loves him back, you wants to hear from his mouth while he's sober.
"i love you, doll."
"you're fucking high, baby."
"but i still love you."
"tell me when you're sober."
dealer.ᐟchris who:
go to all of your concerts. he'll buy you a bouquet and gifts, because he's so proud of you. only you matters to him on the stage, he only pays attention on you.
"oh, is this for me? you don't have to buy it, baby."
"of course i have it, everything for my girl." "no, no, no, don't cry, baby. you deserve it."
dealer.ᐟchris who:
helps you to practice, even though he has no idea how to dance ballet. he just wants to help you.
"are you paying attention, chris?"
"yeah, keep going, doll."
"you have to look at me, not only my ass."
"sorry, ma. you have a nice ass." "sorry, i'll stop looking at you pretty ass."
dealer.ᐟchris who:
never leave your side at parties, because he doesn't want other guys looking at you and because he knows sometimes you feel too shy to talk with someone. he wants you to feel comfortable and if feeling off, he'll bring you back home.
dealer.ᐟchris who:
throws all your plushies on the floor when he's sleeping at your house, because he wants you to cuddle with him and not with your plushies.
"oh no, baby, c'mon."
"you're sleeping with me or with them? c'mon, doll, you're not gonna miss this fucking hello kitty when you with me."
"don't say shit about my hello kitty."
꒰͡⠀NSFW⠀͡꒱
dealer.ᐟchris who:
fuck you in the car after your ballet class, because he's so hard after watching you dance in your tight ballet costumes that he couldn't handle it until got home. he'll fuck you in the backseat.
dealer.ᐟchris who:
makes you remember who you belong after you dance with a male partner. he knows you're just dancing, but it's too much for him. he can't watch another guy touching your body, only he can.
"did he touch you like i do, doll?" "who's better, huh?"
"you. always you, baby." "no one is better than you."
dealer.ᐟchris who:
praises you when you're giving him pleasure. you're driving him insane when you sucking him off or riding him.
"oh jeez! just like that." "you're doing so well to me, doll."
dealer.ᐟchris who:
have to take a break from his deals to take care of you, because every time he lets you smoke in the car, you feel horny. he'll drive you back home and fuck you until you can handle it anymore.
"you're so needy, aren't you? "my pretty doll, always horny when you're high."
dealer.ᐟchris who:
gentle with you when you have your first time together. he'll show you how much he loves you and wants to give you all the pleasure you deserve.
dealer.ᐟchris who:
takes care of you when you're done. he'll clean you, run a bath, order food. everything for his girl and he'll not let you move one muscle, you just rest. he'll give you kisses and massages, then sleep holding you tight.
"you good, doll? did i make you feel good?"
"you're so good for me, baby."
hope you like it, i decided to start the series w the headcannons, so you can know them. <3
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Midnight Melody
Alastor x single!mom female reader
Summary: After being kicked out your apartment and the baby daddy disappearing you end up at the hotel, it's late at night and your infant is acting up. The Radio Demon steps in and helps.
A/N- So I read somewhere Viv might've confirmed that Alastor doesn't like children, but I feel like he might like infants, he may noy like the crying, but I do believe he finds them interesting so enjoy this cute little fic I put together!!
IF YOU SAW THE OTHER ONE PRETEND YOU DIDNT I MADE A MISTAKE AND ACCIDENTALLY DELETED IT 😪
Things weren’t going right for you. You were kicked out of your apartment without even a chance to grab your belongings, and the baby daddy disappeared after the infant was born. With no better solution in mind, you got a room at the Hazbin Hotel. The hotel manager, Charlie Morningstar—the Princess of Hell—welcomed you with open arms and a bright smile. You explained your dilemma and, not having much money, she kindly said you could stay as long as you needed, and that it was on the house.
She placed you in a quieter part of the hotel, and that’s where your room was. Alastor, the Radio Demon, was also generous enough to get you all the baby essentials you needed since you didn’t have time to gather your things. It was tough.
On this particular night, the hotel was quiet—you assumed the others were asleep—but your pride and joy weren’t having it and wouldn’t settle down. You sat in the corner, hair slightly disheveled as you gently rocked your baby, trying to soothe them back to sleep in the dimly lit room, hoping not to disturb anyone. As you murmured soothing words, a gentle knock on the door startled you. Holding your breath, you hoped the infant wouldn't cry louder.
"Shhh... It's alright," you whispered, adjusting your hold and the blanket to try and calm them down, but nothing seemed to work. The door creaked open, and Alastor himself stepped into the room. He had obviously been alerted by the baby's cries and had come to offer some assistance to the pretty woman staying next door to his room.
Although his intentions were masked by his characteristic smile, his eyes softened as he saw you—the mother—and your tiny bundle of joy.
"Good evening," Alastor said smoothly. You suddenly felt nervous and protective of your child, and he seemed to notice. “I couldn’t help but notice the gentle cries coming from this room. May I assist you with the little one?”
You looked up at him, a hint of relief gracing your tired features as you felt utterly grateful. "Oh, Mr. Alastor… I’m sorry for the disturbance. I just… I’ve had a tough night; she can't seem to calm down. I've tried everything." You sighed, using your free hand to run through your hair.
Alastor approached; his presence somehow calming. “If I may, might I take the baby to offer some assistance?” he asked politely, his tone gentle and respectful. You weren't sure if he should be trusted, but seeing the genuine look in his eyes, and feeling utterly exhausted, you were willing to accept any help you could get.
“Please, if you think you can help,” you said. Alastor then carefully took the baby from your arms, his touch surprisingly gentle. As he cradled the tiny infant, he began to hum a soft, melodic tune. The sound was almost like a soothing white noise. He slowly rocked the child, and you just watched.
The baby, sensing the soothing aura, gradually relaxed. The tiny, clenched fists softened, and the baby’s little face, scrunched in distress, smoothed out. The infant nestled into Alastor’s arms, curling up against him as if finding comfort in his presence. The delicate head rested against his chest, and the tiny body seemed to sink into the warmth of his embrace. The cries ceased, replaced by soft, rhythmic breathing.
That's when you noticed that Alastor's crimson eyes twinkled with a rare tenderness as he observed the baby's peaceful transformation. “Such a delicate little creature,” he murmured, rocking the infant with practiced ease. “You’re doing a wonderful job, you know. Parenthood is no easy feat, especially under such circumstances.”
You continued to watch in awe. He had helped you more than the baby's father had in the three days you were here, and you were utterly grateful for the Radio Demon's assistance. The little one’s breaths were steady and calm in Alastor’s arms. The magical resonance and gentle rocking seemed to work wonders.
"Thank you," you whispered. "I don't know what I would have done if you hadn't come in." Alastor looked up from the sleeping infant and gave you a courteous nod as he still held the baby.
“It’s my pleasure. It’s not every day I get to assist with such a heartwarming task. If there’s anything more you need, don’t hesitate to ask,” he said softly. With the baby now peacefully asleep, Alastor carefully handed the little one back to you.
You took your whole world back with a grateful smile, feeling a wave of relief. Alastor snapped his fingers and left a mini old-fashioned radio.
"This will play nursery rhymes, white noise, and the sound of waves crashing," he said as he turned toward the door before glancing back at you and your child. “I’ll make sure to visit again, just to check on you both,” Alastor said before leaving. “Good night.”
You gently put your child back in the crib and finally managed to get some rest. In the morning, you decided you wanted to get Alastor something to thank him for everything.
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Heeeeya, Nini! How's it going? I can't believe its already been a year! I've been here since before that time you accidentally deleted your blog XD. Congrats! you've dominated the sub! bsd tag for forever and I'm living for it XD. For the event, can I please request Fyodor (bsd) with the prompt, 'Keeping their hands bound to make basic tasks difficult or impossible. Bonus: punish them for failing or making a mess'. Bro, I have an inability to be all that sadistic, even in fiction TwT, so for the punishment part, can I request something like tickling? Is that allowed?! LMAO- As always, feel free to delete/decline this if it makes you uncomfy, and have an awesome day. And again, congrats on one year!
AHHHHH DONT REMIND ME OF THAT TIME can’t believe how dumb I was 🥲 but thank you for being a long time follower hehe, the idea with tickling is very cute I love it
Dom!reader x sub!fyodor - reader is gn
Warning: humiliation, teasing, a tiny bit of degrading, tickling >:)
Anniversary event
Thud thud thud
Someone was hammering on your door in the middle of the night, and they just didn’t stop. You’ve been trying to ignore it for the past minutes, but the sound only got louder.
Thud thud thud
“Ahhhh which fucker is it?!” In the end, you gave in and cursed, stomping to the front door before opening a small crack. “What is-” to your surprise you knew the person behind the door, it was fyodor, your boyfriend. “Huh?? Fedya? Why didn’t you use the bell?” You immediately swung the door open and invited him in, he gave you a bashful smile before entering. Then you shut the door behind him.
“You see…” he said, while he let his coat slip from his shoulders, revealing his hands which were bound tightly behind his back. “It proved to be pretty difficult to ring the bell three times, so I thought kicking the door would suffice.” That was the secret code you two agreed on, so that you’d know if it was him who’s standing on your doorway. “Ah…” you stared at his restricted limps, then at him, giving him a questioning glance. He didn’t provide any explanation or answers.
The male turned around to face you, who were still standing next to the door. “Well? Aren’t you going to help me?” He rushed you, but kept his soft smile. “Actually no, not yet.” You replied, crossing your arms in font of your chest. That attitude, were you mad with him? “…y/n, what do you want.” Finally he dropped the good-guy act, seemingly irritated by your behaviour. Normally you’d help without being this difficult, except when you aren’t in a good mood, something that seems to be the case here.
You walked past him and sat down on the couch, making yourself comfortable before saying, “bring me the remote.” Fyodor looked a tad baffled, though he didn’t think too much about it and walked to the shelf to the left of you, pondering for a moment on how to grab it, before using his mouth to bite the object. Then he brought it to you like an obedient puppy, right into your hand and cheeks flushed a bright shade of red. “Good job.” You praised him, scratching the underside of his chin a bit, intensifying his blush.
“Now bring me a scissor to cut those ropes. You can find it in the kitchen.” He glared at you when you didn’t stop ordering him around, especially since he found his actions pretty shameful. Nevertheless, he bit back his complains and went to the other room to get whatever you wanted. Once he found the scissor, he bit the handle of the tool, and carefully got back to your side. “That took you a while.” You chuckled, to which he scoffed, “are you done with the games now?” How furious he sounded, he wasn’t having half the fun you had huh?
You tilted your head to the side, acting like you were thinking about it, then said, “one last thing.” Before giving him a big smile. The male rolled his eyes at that, at least internally. “Bring me a glass of water, that’s my last request, promise.” After you finished your sentence, you raised your pinky finger, then said, “ah silly me, you can’t reciprocate it after all.” Fyodor mumbled, “you are unbelievable.” Then he made his way back to the kitchen. What else was he supposed to do, he needed your help.
Through much resilience and great efforts, he managed to get a cup out of your shelves. And he even managed to fill it with tap water! Afterwards he bit the handle of the cup, finding that to be the easiest course of action, and slowly walked over to you. This was now his third time running a stupid errand for you, and he really hoped this would be the last. On his way back, he accidentally spilled the water in the cup all over himself and the floor, causing him to yelp a little, “hmmm..!”
You turned your head to the source of the noise, giggling at the sight but not helping him. His blush darkened even more, and he closed the last bit of distance between you two. Without any commentary, you took the cup and put it on the table, grabbing the scissors and cutting through his binds. He didn’t expect you to not make fun of him, so consider him grateful.
Though after you were done, you got up from your seat, grabbing his shoulders as you sneered, “gosh, fyodor, you couldn’t even bring me a glass of water?” Guess he jinxed it. Even though considering the circumstances he was in, failing his task was a very possible outcome, he still felt humiliated by your words, or at least embarrassed. He wanted to argue, to try and keep some shreds of dignity when you bested him to it, saying, “shouldn’t you get a punishment for that?”
“A punishment?” As soon as these words left his mouth, you pushed him into the couch and tickled him. Attacking his stomach while responding through a huge grin, “yep! A punishment you can’t evade!” “What- ha- ahaha.. no, wait haha…! Stop!” He laughed involuntarily, kicking his legs around and trying to peel your hands off his body. “Haha.. s-stop, hahh.. really, hahaha~ I can’t-!!” Tears were forming in the corners of his eyes already, his clothes and hair all disheveled. “Hehe.. alright, the punishment is over.” You eventually said, reaching out to his face to wipe his tears away.
As if hit by the realisation, he abruptly stopped smiling, still blushing furiously as he gasped for air. When he breathing calmed down, he pouted, then wrapped his arms around your neck as he gave you a quick kiss on the lips, “you-… you better make it up to me for being mean.”
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