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buglaur · 2 years ago

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this is virgil

#and i think i'm gonna play growing together with him...#when i get the chance that is #ts4 #ts4 cas #because wholesome big family interactions isn't really possible with macmahons this gen #with rox not even being allowed to interact with the kids #and i know the whole save file is going to blow up #so minimal cc + bare necessity mods only playthrough with this guy!#and his spouse that i need to make #don't hold me to any of this though #i might forget he exists in a week #but rn i think he's rlly cool #/virgil

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mblue-art · 9 months ago

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once again i was fueled with coffee (did not sleep the whole night) but this time i doodled college au to cope bc ofc i did (also did not feel like sleeping wooo)

#self insert #cross!sans #epic!sans #mblue art #cm #m rambles #(that tag is needed bc hoo boy u can tell i did not get sleep and is fueled by caffeine)#(do not be like me!!!!!!!!! do not deprive urself of sleep 💀💀💀)#(get a good 6-7hrs a day if u can. if 4-5hr works better for u then im not forcing u to sleep more 😤😤😤 as long as u rest well 😁👍)#(AND HYDRATE... if ur reading this try to take a sip rn 🥤)#campus au #(college au scenarios will be tagged that heehoo)#not colored just lines bby 😎😎😎#idiots to lovers type shit where they both confide in epic n he's just chillin #waiting for the time when these dummies will finally confess to eachother themselves #(look i think it's rlly funny seeing cross be all cool calm collected in public but when he talks to epic abt his crush)#(he goes insane with a million different flustered/blushing emojis)#( 'they told me good luck on my test and gave me the nicest smile ever how was i gonna live after that' goofy ass. idiot /aff)#( 'DUDE THEY GAVE ME A MOTIVATIONAL NOTE. IN /PINK/ PAPER. ON CHOCOLATE. DOES THIS...... 😳' guys i love silly dorky cross to bits so much)#(man fucking explodes w his simping n epic just goes LMAO but he's v supportive for his bruh 💪😤)#(on the other hand my sona thinks he's sooo cool and awesome and smart and honestly fucking charming HHELLO THE TIMES WHEN HE LAUGHS AND)#(AND SMILES HELLOOO MR HANDSOME I MEAN WHATT)#( 'stars if he likes me back i wouldn't know what to do with myself. fucking EXPLODE? YIPPEE CONFETTI??' lots of flushge )#(going ueueue at big bro epic bc they got a super massive crush on his bestie but)#(but the head is entertaining 'what-if's BUT i think kuya epic knows how to steer the thoughts away from those and smack em w teasing 😎✨)#(ultimately distracting and successfully reassuring them 😎😎😎)#(tsundere mblue no way not in here im down bad astronomically full on simping my guys)#(he might be a dumbass sometimes but he's my dumbass) (ok i'll shut up now fr)#anywayz campus au is the my highschool au but we're all adults and more tired yippeee

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jrueships · 4 months ago

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r u the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u buy whatever little thing u want as an adult and struggle with saving for the big mandatory thing,

or the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u just never buy anything small bcs u had to learn to live without it and constantly try to save for the next big thing in 500 yrs

#everyones been asking what i wanted for my bday and i always say nothing #like i hate the feeling of getting somebody smthing just to get them smthing like personally #it needs to come from the heart for me. if it's for smthing big like a bday #now like getting someone a coffee judt to get them one on a random day is dif bcs it's just smthin random on a random day i can understand #but idk like as a kid into adulthood the only bday my relatives / guardians have ever celebrated was my adopted brother's n my dad's #the dad bcs hes a hyperconservative dictator lol n the older adopted bro is cus hes got higher needs #so everybody gets more money taking care of him n stuff so u gotta act like u care abt him according to the guardians #but like i never even knew bdays were that big to people. like i mean i know OTHER PEOPLES bdays are big to them #i find ppl who rlly love their bdays to be rlly cute. like i dont think theyre selfish or make fun of em cus theyre judt having fun #n like u only get one x yr bday so have fun with it!!#but for ME? my bday was never anything special n i dont think it is now #everybody feels bad or smthing for me or for not getting me nothing today but it's like?? this is the norm??? im cool with it #ive been thinking abt other stuff like i just dont have time to think abt the pleasures rn. i have to double on the pain or smthing #like my friends always laugh abt how i dont drink coffee/tea or alcohol bcs u cant be in the medical field without a lil smn smn #& it's like idk ! i like ppl that do do that kinda stuff but like! i never grew up with that & it just feels odd to do it now kinda thing #idk im very cheap but also i will use the fact that im cheap on the small stuff to justify wanting to make a big purchase #i have a weird relationship with buying things for myself vs for others like 4 others i will buy watever u want bro #sugar papi ted #hey heres this idk insert raccoon bracelet bcs u like raccoons n love wearing bracelets so i thot of u n bought it #but if i buy smthing for me it has to have a dual purpose or smthing #i got to have a free dessert today n chose the churros over the tres leches cake slicr cus u can judt make the cake #but i dont own a deep fryer so i cant make churros n storebought churros just arent the same #like im just always idk comparing or needing to know the use of things yanno #if i do smthing. i have to see it thru. & it has to have multi purpose #i mean just look at my username jrue ships or jrue's hips like #im unwell when it comes to that #idk is anyone else like this #anyways yea this whole new thing of getting stuff on one day is hard for me like it just never matches up with my time #of course ill see stuff id like to have but like. ill just make myself forget it n by the time stuff like this rolls up it's like idk #i COULD get a new laptop but i got one that works just fine. i got an ipad on its last legs but can i still turn it on? alright

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adriartts · 16 days ago

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alas, turns out grad school is hard so i haven't been drawing much of anything BUT. now. some side characters for yall

#original #ocs #art #satyrs #artists on tumblr #character design #Heiti Varrater #Tcham Bakome #Angus Singh #HAII. i've needed to design these 3 in particular for EVER. finally i have done eet #i actually. really REALLY like how bakome turned out. he looks FANTASTIC #bang on with this guy. he looks great #also rlly like how singh turned out. that dude is singh for sure #heiti.... she's giving me problems. as she does best #this is her 2nd design now and it's better than my first but theres something still missing. idk what #ill probably continue to refine her with time #grouping her with these 2 is kinda odd cause like. she has nothing to do with them other than being in the same general storyline #like she never really meets them?? maybe once for a brief period. idk i havent thought about it much #they're on different ships. theyre doin different things #but theyre all side characters that are relatively important SO. put them together #ive resigned to just. drawing humans with pointy ears. bcause why the fuck wouldnt i #every other species gets fun ears. give humans some point to em why not #there is a. range. of feelings about these guys #LOVE heiti. she sucks (affectionate). she's fantastic. obsessed with her #bakome has lots going on and im not even sure of most of it. but he is VERY interesting and he occupies a cool middle space of like.#doing no harm but preventing no harm either. doing no harm but allowing harm to be done. he has morality but he turns the other way #idk. i like him and i think he borders on sucks but either way he's interesting #and then there singh. god he sucks. he sucks so bad. worst of em all. captain worst #the harm that is being done is allowed by him because hes the captain and that's if hes not just doing it himself. fuck that guy #i do think hes fun tho. hes. a little flatter than bakome rn but hes still got SOME interesting stuff going on. just a lil

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kavennnn · 3 months ago

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wtf my son is dead

#wtf 😭😭#<says girl who has said multiple times that he would be okay with kenji coming back to die just so that the fandom would talk abt him more #tbf i dont think any of these deaths are permanent #also i havent read a translated version of the ch. i was just looking at the pictures of the raws w/out context #anyway lucy and kyouka are back !!!!#yayyy !!!!#“junichiro also died” i literally do not care #okay i do but not that much #im sorry i know he's an interesting and kinda underrated character but im not gonna help him become properly rated #most i care abt is whether junichiro had a drop item #i dont remember well rn but i think teruko had her uniform and kunikida had his notebook of ideals #did junichiro drop anything??#that we can see??#those two having drop items that are important to them is part of why i think theyll come back (other than this being bsd)#(and we also probably arent actually killing half the cast in one swing)#i didnt see kenji drop smthn either but im not super focused on him for this #i think it might just be we didnt see either of their item drops #but if it was just junichiro who didnt drop anything...#idk #i just rlly like the theory that he's an illusion naomi made #but since idk if kenji dropped anything this isnt any sort of evidence anyway #anyway kenji went out cool and i love him and im happy he's back in view of the fandom !!#“____ will live” ppl are strange to me bcos why do you treat it as you being insane for saying that when they literally will #if kenji is actually permanently dead im gonna look back at this in horror #but he isnt anyway #not in a denial way. that's not denial that's just the truth and ppl who think it's denial have been reading a different bsd than i have #anyway. yay❤️#my boy finally woke up !!#!!!#bsd kenji

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of-solitude-past-and-present · 6 months ago

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holy shit that scar fic 😨

ITS SO MESSED UP ITS GOOD RHDHDHE

Pls write more scar stuff /nf please never quit writing you ate and cooked with that fic 🙏

hiiii anon *tucks hair behind ear* /hj I'm glad to hear you liked them!!! i actually do happen to have a little something, though it will likely be fairly short, like the other drabbles. here's a hint as to what it's about, though. I'll probably revise it a lot later but this is what I have for now.

Back to the fic... he really is such a menace it's unreal. Usually Scar is very patient and reigns in any impulses that might be dangerous to his plans and ideals. However, when it's something as harmless and inconsequential as you... he doesn't exercise this restraint.

I wrote those after brainrotting abt him to a friend.

for clarity's sake, this third screenshot is talking about the second screenshot.

here are some screenshots of me chatting with a friend about the flavor of nuisance he is. worst man ever invented (positive) I need you guys to see how funny that one drabble is when you separate it from, you know, the horrors. Scar totally gets why you're freaking out, so it doesn't really bother him, but also could you keep it down a little? he's not done telling you about the necessary steps humanity must take to progress human evolution yet :(

that being said, I don't think I'm gonna write longer fics about him until we know more about him and Fractsidus in general. I need them to give us more scar scenes. he has such a chokehold on me he's become my absolute wuwa fave with 0 competition.

Oh, and! The insert in that fic is a civilian, but I think it would be difficult for Scar to fall for one. The easiest way would probably to be a sort of contrarian; he's interested in new and unusual perspectives, especially as someone who has a number of them himself. Another hurdle is in what scenario would you reasonably meet Scar and still be able to go about your daily life as usual? See him doing his Fractsidus duties, and he would probably just kill you... what would he be doing chilling out in a city, in the open.... I could totally come up with something, but I'm putting it off until kuro gives us more Scar and Fractsidus crumbs.

#he's so special to me <3 FREE MY MAN HE'S THE MOST INTERESTING CHARACTER #on this note i think the starter 3 (yangyang chixia and baizhi) are kinda boring and flat. it might just be the janky ass voice acting tho #i want to read their character stories before i make a final decision but i wasnt rlly impressed with a lot of the quest.#some parts feel a little forced #others are rlly boring #i love camellya scar and aalto tho. very interesting characters. jiyan and geshu too (i'm finally getting to the part of the quest with #those 2)#anyway. i'm playing wuwa largely for scar <3 #edit: mostly just got bored w the token investigations #the parts before we fought the crownless were cool. as were all parts with scar camellya and aalto #and rn i'm having fun about to meet jiyan

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marsbotz · 6 months ago

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BIG things happening right now

#AARRAGGHHH ITS SO FUN. ITS SOOOO FUN #its soooo broken rn i have one billion pics of stuff i need to fix tmrw #but omggg. so facking cool #lol the nose looks so fucking weird here cus u cant see the colour.. next time i wld deffo have it separate like the eyebrows #actually. u know what. ill do that #I CLD DO THE PAW PADS TOOOOOO. ok wait. probably not worth it BUT itll look great #not too much effort. whataver ill just do it #no expressions or anything yettttt. but he can blink and look around. and talk #idk why the mouth was stuck open like that. maybe i fucked up my visemes #but OHHHH WELL i will fix it B]#it looks kinda shitty as just part of the texture so itll look cleaner and nicerrrr #i already had to redo the eyes that way for Blinking reasons #OHHHH i can just do the shrinkwrap/solidify thing. SO easy #my polys r so low anyways im at like 15k. soooo epic #sorry i keep posting abt this its literallyyyy. the coolest thing ever. to me #ALSO i met two rlly nice ppl yesterday which let meunlock the sdk ^^#you may wonder why the lshes and eyebrows r not outlined. Well its because i fucked them up so the outline doesnt work LAWL #but theyre fine without so idc #idk how to fix the gaps in the hair but honestyllyyyy its not an issue for me rn. maybe someday ill fix it #on the face im sure its where things overlap. the tips i think its bc of the sharp angle..?#ACTUALLY. found the solution rn. the tip wasnt closed LOL #thought i did that but i guess i missed a few #anywayyyy. night night

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monstrsball · 2 years ago

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i went down the rabbit hole last night looking at quilted jacket patterns on etsy and i kept going "oh my god suga would wear that" in my head.

#the way suga dresses in my head is very clear. i wish i had some way to express it bc no one else seems to understand my vision.#and i love making suga a crafter. i like living vicariously through my blorbos. i think it starts when asahi teaches suga how to sew #and suga is like woag. this is kind of cool actually.#he is by no means a fashion designer he just likes visible mending and quilted jackets #and he really likes upcycling but i think he does it more with household items than clothes #sorry for dropping the cool headcanons in the tags again #maybe i'll make an actual post someday idk #sewing is one of those hobbies i rlly want to take up but i don't have the means to rn :/

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roseband · 1 year ago

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ew he's in nyc for some boring luxury brand's launch

#personal #they're livestreaming it tho..................i could also work from phone/minilaptop and go to meatpacking lol #but i wont that's...... too much #i never get like... the minimalistic luxury brands tho... if im gonna buy any high end designer #it's either karl lagerfeld shoes (yes i know what he is.... they're all samples cuz im a 6 shoe lol and i got em for $15)#OOOOOooOOoor me being tempted to get moschino or and other stories when it's in nordstrum rack or c21 #there is soooo much moschino on sale at c21 rn like two season's ago's line... but it's still too much for me to justify buying lol #like i am the biggest clutterbitch aesthetic forever and always #im not sure what i'm wearing for eric's two concerts but i have my the rose concert outfit planned already #like i'm wearing this rlly cute corsetted crop top with a rose pattern fabric with off the shoulder long sleeves #(which i'm soooo sad bc i got it at goodwill and like it was $5 but i looked up the brand and it's rlly expensive :<<<<#which means i can't just buy another thing from the brand but it fits super well lol)#and then either black flared slacks or vintage tripp cargo pants #and my usual platforms for concerts cuz theyre the only comfy enough shoes that give me height #and im borrowing a hat from my mom that looks like leo's in alive and making a rose corsage choker similar to the freepeople one #FOR ERIC i'm thinking one night this plaid green blazer i have with a black turtleneck and a tulle skirt but it might not be cool out #i could try to convince my mom to loan me her long leather jacket like eric's in the mv LOL #it doesn't even fit her anymore so she should just give it to me *grabby hands*

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reinventboy · 2 years ago

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was tagged by @brokentoothkiss to answer some questions 🍽

last song

figure in the field by the brazen youth

three ships

hmmm. i have been thinking about richard and francis (the secret history), lee and maren (bones and all), & howl and sophie (howl’s moving castle) a lot recently

currently reading

nothing new, just rereading the secret history cuz i listened to the abridged version the other day, like the one robert sean leonard did, and… oh. it’s so good, i need more

last movie

howl’s moving castle (think i want my next tattoo to be about it cuz i’ve been rlly nostalgic for it recently lol)

craving

a loud concert and a normal sleeping schedule (and like love or wtvr)

tagging

not sure who to tag, but if you want to do this pls say i tagged you, i wanna hear about what you’re up to !!!

#obsessed with the 🍽 emoji rn #i wanna put it everywhere #kendall!!! hi!!!#thanks for tagging me in this i havent done one in so long it was rlly fun #i say this every. fuckin. time. but your new layout…..#your taste is immaculate #you get it #i rlly should post more on this account #i think i want to revamp the tags and things like that first tho #i rlly want that howl tattoo lol i’m thinking of getting the scene where he’s sat in the chair all sad cause he messed up his hair #like that on my leg would be so cool #i want somany more tattoos it’s unbelievable #did i ever show you my tattoo kendall? i only have one rn #anyway sending you a big hug #!!!#tag games #mine #oh #also hope it’s cool i posted from this account instead of onlymilkteeth i rlly need to updatethat one lol

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sideblogdotjpeg · 2 years ago

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im so glad youre getting into naddpod i love it so fucking much. i love seeing ur d20 artwork and posts in general so seeing u get into naddpod is very !!! :D

!!! THANK YOU!! and YEAH i am soo slowly and steadily making my way through the bahumia campaign and i am IN LOVE. band of boobs my beloved

#ON EPISODE FORTY RN #anyway nadpodd is gonna convert me into a long-campaign enjoyer #and IM SO IN LOVE WITH ALL THE PLAYERS #beverly is soo funny. he is like. half split between being the best most cutest good boy anf being pelors mpst holy terror of a child #(ALWAYS thibking about his meow moment being in the same episode he humps a corpse. he spent this entire episode trying to jump into a #giant's ear and pretending to be his conscience. LOVE)#seeing the evolution of hardwon is SO COOL. like he literally starts of as suuuch a jon snow but then like really quickly gets into #the dnd sillies vibe. rlly amazing watching the transprmation of coolguy hardwon surefoot and knowing his destination (divorceguy henry)#(also also ill luck henry song of ALL time. whatever not this campaign)#anyway. i think its really cool to see where hes at right now. like its a very good mix of loser and cool. where all dnd characyers shld be #but yeah. frostwind arc is soo good. like jake is literally roleplaying his heart out and its rlly cool to see him take like #the emotional focus of the arc i think #^_^ and MOONSHINE. <<<3333333333333 #idk man. wmily is just like. shes so good. at making pcs. like its just awe inspiring #i cant even talk aboit it. like thats just my real life friend moonshine cybin #i rlly get it when people say emily inhabits her character. shes sooo good at it. like. she just IS moonshine #O_O also . man just being honest. literally there is no character better than like. swamp hick with a massive rack #its just. its rlly good #also murph is so cool. he intimidates me #like im starting dming and hearing murpj do it in just like O_O wow um... hes so cool.... hes... hes so cool....#murph baddest bitch ever. also when he does paw paws little rar rarrrr rarr. sick #wait sorry. ive been talking about naddpod to much #i could go on for a whole nother fofty tags #anyway. umm i like naddpod #i hope i get to post some art soon #asks

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noxtivagus · 2 years ago

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thinking abt lucilius n belial hdfkajsdlkfd

#🌙.rambles #(THIS IS MESSY IM LIKE V SLEEP-DEPRIVED. take everything i say w a grain of salt. anyways..)#they're a bit fucked up but ngl they're one of my fav pairs #THERES SM SO SAD ABOUT THEM #i think lucilius is very cool #he reminds me of ffxiv hermes in a way.. both r among my fav charas but #^^ they're quite the opposites. very much opposite since hermes is very empathetic while lucilius is uh.. </3 #i can't remember the ship name for faa n belial but #i love how wmtsb touches on different kinds of love in a way?#stuff like yk. lucisan. belial. lucilius. stuff related too w the skydwellers n all #cilius n belial r pretty sad bcs there's belial who. his yk to faa. a rather twisted love. perhaps obsession but #faa's so. indifferent. to him #morning light hymnus rlly has this desperate feeling to me. from belial to lucilius. it's pretty romantic from a front yes but #to me more than that it feels so. desperate.#he's. incredibly dedicated to lucilius #OHH.. READING SMTH RN N YEAH #gbf wmtsb has stuff on. reciprocated love #sob oh yeah that bit w.. lucifer's love for the skydwellers but. he never really received. anything back. no reciprocation #maybe that's why he's my fav still. more than cilius or lucio i still wld say lucifer's my fav #he's just so. kind n beautiful n pure and. yeah #i rlly love wmtsb so much!! it has so much that r very dear to me. the whole series just appeals to me so much #from mythological stuff w angels n then stuff to do w the sky n love n #i haven't finished the third part yet despite playing for more than 2 years n i'm like 150+ rank yes i procrastinate That much #IT MAKES ME SO NERVOUS TO CONTINUE..#idk what i'm saying atp i rlly just want to write anything! i shld work on school stuff i'm not Too sleepy rn #also last thought yk that art of some of the wmtsb characters with flowers. yes #belial's r roses. they look blue to me but white is also a possibility???? like a thread i saw on twt a while back said #white roses.. blue roses.. THEYRE MY FAVE :<< n either of the meanings of the flowers kill me inside i'm weak #iirc lucifer w lupines is also so goddamn unfair 🥹 okay but. hdkflajsd i have stuff to do now i shld stop procrastinating!!#yk smth i don't really say but. belial was one of my fav charas even from two years back. i hate.. i hate the way i relate to him in a way

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kavehater · 1 month ago

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I wanna be friends with that Eric guy 😭 he’s so cool and it doesn’t feel like I need to strain myself to speak to him and it doesn’t even feel like I’m talking to a boy even it just feels like talking to a buddy which is seriously so cool cause that’s so hard to accomplish with me

#I say this and we’ve only spoken twice 😓#dora daily #HOW DOES ONE STRIKE A CONVERSATION #I wanna talk to him but ISTG MY CONVO SKILLS ARE SO DULL RN FNIWWKSMDS #oh Eric is on my friends list in Genshin LOL this isn’t someone I actually know but I rlly think he’s so cool 😭#HE JUST GOT XILONEN #I remember once we did Nahidas boss that was the first time we spoke and he told me he got into Genshin for scara AND THATS JUST LIKE ME TOO #OMGGG 😭😭😭 we were actually so similar it was super cool #take a shot every time I wrote that he’s cool and you’d end up like Kaveh 😓#he’s so easy to talk to too … it’s like yk when you meet someone but somehow it feels like you’ve known each other for years #but you just met like that’s how easy things flowed with him 😭

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29121996 · 3 months ago

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#someones occupying my alter'#i say alter' bc its . a swuare on my desk #but anyway u make do w what u have.#anyway. whoevers occupying it (bc they wont give me any indication as to eho they are btw. its rlly annoying. ive tried #but they helped me rearrange it n like . set it up to Their liking .#n i feel insane but i felt Physicslly compelled to do 3 different things n it was so fuckign . dawg #the rose is a week old btw n still is in sucbbpretty comdition. im impressed #i love it. idk who it is but im loving their presence rn #got my blaxk cat statue w a leaf (insistent kncthe leaf) + my rose / clear wuartz + selenite towrrs in a Specific Way (very pretty i admire)#n my amethyst angel Out of the crystsl box. so .#i have a feeling i am jusbsupposed tocfollow the clues shes giving me . n figure it out from there but . its not a lotnto go off #i did enjoy the 'put it back. Now...' energy she gsve me when i picked he rrose up tho. like #she wasnt mad or anyrging. but she was definitely not Pleased n i got Naxious holding the longer i held it #so . shes protective of it actusllt whixh is 🥰🥰 bc i wasnt sure . who i was offering jt to #like i got it. set up the vase better n put tbe rose n in n kinda hus saud #just said that i was offering this ul to someone in my spjrit team as a gift / communication token #n its not tje 1st time ive done tgis but its the 1st time ive felt someone so strongly actually .#like . its so cool i rlly enjoy it. even if it means i am slightly insane ?#shes taken to the dead roses fromvmy birthday too i wasnt allowed to touch them #i mean . i was allowed to remive a few if i wanted to but she wanted One #i think its a woman. i dont rlly get . a masculine vibe from it #anyway. uts fun i try n say hello to her

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ratspider · 6 months ago

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i have literally never been a dog person but lately i've been hit with What If I Got A Dog and it's rockin my world to be quite frank with you

#dogs are just. so cool. i want a medium/big dog IF i ever get one #but with the job that i'll have working evening shifts i would have time for one during the day #i've spent all my idle time today just mapping it out in my head and looking at dog breed vids on youtube #which is an ok amount of research for rn because it will be YEARS before i bring another animal into this house #for a dog to come into the house it has to be after my cat dies and that thought makes me very sad so i want to just focus on my cat #for right now #he does not get along with others. he's just a very anxious little boy because he's disabled and doesn't feel confident that he can #defend himself.#i have been watching bike riding videos with dogs cuz that's what i'd do if i had one. i can't run it's just not in my agenda #i don't have that kinda stamina or the right shoes or anything #but ohhhhh my god if i could train a dog so well that it could RUN BESIDE ME while i ride my bike? that would be SO AMAZING #first of all it would keep the dog healthy. second we'd look cool as hell and so coordinated. and it would mean that we'd bonded rlly well #idk man i don't want kids but i do want to guide a life and make it better. which i'm doing right now with my cat but like #idk i'm just daydreaming #dogs were bred to be trained. cats do whatever they want. you CAN train them but they're not bred for it #part of me is attached to labs but that is so BASIC and i know that people underestimate labs cuz they're so common in usa and canada #so i'm looking at different breeds to see what would suit me best but it rlly comes down to The Dog #which will not come along for HOPEFULLY many years #literally we'll just see how i feel tomorrow. cuz this feeling has come up as of today. i actually think i'm just pmsing #but i can tell this experience has changed me. i've been watching dog grooming videos that's what it is #i will come out of this with more of an appreciation for dogs. i know that. maybe i will actually adopt one in the far far future #it's a nice thought #txt

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exopelagic · 9 months ago

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once again facing unstoppable force (anxiety-driven need to finish my work) vs immovable object (brain doesn’t wanna do anything but think abt little gay people)

#solution: write tumblr post #I JUST figured out a fix to my plot problem in this story I’ve been thinking abt #and I rlly rlly badly wanna start fleshing out these characters bc this is the story I’ve been most excited abt in a long time #it’s also combining a bunch of elements I’ve been playing with for a long time but never fit #and I am obsessed with all of the character concepts I have rn. there are 4 and this caters DIRECTLY to me #I’m getting much better at crushing the anxiety spikes that are uh. like. vaguely scrupulously ig that kept me from making things do ages #in favour of going hard on self indulgence and I’m having a great time #scrupulosity* as in i worry incessantly abt readings and sociopolitical implications until I’m just exhausted by the concept and drop it #sometimes you can just have fun luke it’s okay #but yeah I am!! and I wanna draw them all and do more stuff but #I have THIS FUCKING LECTURE. most boring frustrating man alive hislectures SHOULD BE GOOD but he SUCKS #he cannot get to the point and takes so many detours which are COOL but he’s so pretentious about it his lectures are PAINFUL #I get headaches within a few minutes of listening to him talk this hasn’t happened since I was sleep deprived in the v basic first year 9ams #and I’m on the last one. out of four. I have half an hour left. but this half an hour is insurmountable #and I gotta finish it bc I have so much other stuff to do (only two more lectures (better)!!! but also coursework now #which is easier!! and I know how to do both of them but it’ll take a chunk of time and I’m committed to getting it done by end of next week #okay. okay fine. I will watch this dumb fucking lecture and it will hurt #but once it’s done I will literally never have to listen to him talk again this is it forever. one last stretch #and then I can mess w my story while I have food. I can do this. pray for me #luke.txt

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