#but omg this was so hard to work on and so stressful... but iM FREE NOW
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are you ever j like so busy and stressed that you just wanna collapse on ur bed and die? bc same
#im v stressed#i have 0 free time#kill me#im so stressed that like my period was a WEEK LATE#which isnt a long time ig but#its usually early#sorry if that was tmi#i just want to cry#and im doing so bad in my classes#im trying so hard#and i j fail#im usually such a good student and idk i overwhelmed myself this year#too late to drop classes so#ig ill j suffer and fail#im not a big crier#but omg#i think after this week is over ill just start sobbing#i want to sob rn#maybe its bc im on my period#idk#rant#does anyone actually read these?#jene ne#ksmssls#bye#my mental health rn#not even funny bro#like#what is even the point#ppl be like “its the best time of your life after this you have to work!”
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charles + over-worked uni gf (hc)
note: i personally love when im doing hw, and then i find one of these “f1 driver x uni!gf!reader” fics cuz im like “omg me and i love this driver!��� so i hope, if you are in uni, that you take breaks and make sure you’re eating, drinking water, and sleeping. ik it’s easy to skip these things <3
paining: charles leclerc x uni!reader (max near the end)
warnings: fluff but it goes to smut…oops, couldn’t resist. slight exhibitionism with max (i went off topic mb)
head-cannon: charles’ gf is overworking herself in uni, and he hates seeing her so stressed out
۵ being charles’ girlfriend was incredible, you loved the fans, the races, and obviously, charles.
۵ but being in uni at the same time? that was hard. you spent races writing papers. plane rides were spent reading textbooks. and any free time? spent in person for lectures and study groups.
۵ and charles supported you. he understood if you couldn’t make a race because of a test. or if you needed time alone because the paddock was overstimulating along with your workload.
۵ like now, you were holed up in charles’ driving room during free practice in singapore because you had a lab due at 11:59pm, and the time in the corner of your laptop mocked you as the deadline grew closer and you grew more frustrated.
۵ charles hated seeing his girlfriend stressed. you should be in the paddock having fun, not nearly in tears in his drivers room :(
۵ so when he comes back from practice, he’s determined to spend the rest of the night with you.
۵ “pack up. we are going to get some takeout and i’ll help you study. then we can watch a movie, okay?” and it wasn’t even a question. he was already packing your books in your bag and throwing your pens in your pouch.
۵ charles helps you grab all your stuff, and hold the door open for you as you guys leave and say goodbye to the engineers.
۵ and although he had plans with carlos, carlos understands. everyone knows how much you study and work to get the grades you have. so no, carlos doesn’t mind when charles ditches him to cheer you up. he has isa to bother anyways.
۵ speaking of isa, she’s giving you a hug and telling you to relax tonight, enjoy spending time with your boyfriend.
۵ when you and charles got back to the hotel room with bags of takeout, charles makes a bed on the floor and puts your favorite movie on.
۵ “you didn’t need to do this, char. i know you’re busy, you have a race soon…” you would trail off, cuddling closer into his side.
۵ charles playfully rolls his eyes and kisses your head, he keeps telling you how much he loves you and would rather spend time with you than practice.
۵ he just wants you to de-stress, no matter what it takes…
۵ so yeah, as you’re watching the movie, charles might get a little bored, and he looks over and sees your cracking your knuckles, which he knows is a nervous habit of yours.
۵ the way you bit the inside of your cheek in attempt to calm down, and the only thing charles has going through his head is ‘you need to help her relax.’
۵ so when charles lifts the blanket off of you and helps you out of your sweats, who are you to question him? he knows you like the back of his hand.
۵ “come here, mon cherié.” charles lifts your hips, only to make you shimmy over his mouth. “char, i don’t want to-“
۵ he rolls his eyes, scoffing and making you put all your weight down.
۵ thirty minutes could go by and he wouldn’t even think about coming up for air, he is absolutely pussy drunk. all that he can think is making you cum over and over and over again.
۵ and obviously, the man is skilled, he knows how to use his tongue and fingers, having you absolutely melting above him. your hands shooting out to hold onto his hair for stability.
۵ you feel his laugh, making you gasp and squirm, which causes him to hold your hips tighter and go a little slower.
۵ this could go on for hours.
۵ his stamina is incredible, he works out all the time. if anything, it’s a neck workout since he’s holding his neck mid-air to meet your core.
۵ even when max calls to check up on him? nope, hes not stopping, he’s just carried you to the bed, fucking you as he’s talking to max.
۵ and charles doesn’t even care. max knows how stressed you are about uni, and he knows that charles calms you down. its not like charles hasn’t told him about a thousand times…
۵ max can hear charles’ grunts and how you’re trying to suppress your whines, the way charles pin your hand above your arm because he wanted max to know how good you felt.
۵ and after that night? yeah, you were definitely relaxed.
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
(reposts, comments, and likes are appreciated!^-^)
#charles leclerc#charles leclerc x female reader#charles leclerc x y/n#charles leclerc x you#charles leclerc fluff#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc smut#max verstappen smut#charles leclerc headcanon#cl16#cl16 one shot#cl16 x y/n#cl16 fluff#f1 smut#f1 fluff#f1 headcanons#mv33 imagine#mv1 imagine#f1 x female reader#smut#fluff#charles leclerc fic#max verstappen x y/n
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aaron… hotchner… you were always there for him, maybe one day he snaps? “listen, im sorry, but i don’t need you here.” and she’s like oh well girl shit okay, but she obliges of course and he just feels guilty and apologizes? (angst/comfort/fluff)
Night shift — Aaron Hotchner.
Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x Fem!Reader
Summary: Your husband was overworking himself, so you thought it would be a nice gesture to bake his favorite cookies and make him coffee to help relax him. Until that plan back fires and he snaps at you.
Word count: 602
Disclaimer/s: slight yelling, mentions of a child murder/abduction case, hurt to comfort. established relationship (married)
A/N: omg i haven’t written for cm since my emily fic hi!
Aaron was overdoing it, no doubt. He had only briefly explained some of the case details as he made his way towards his office. “Two kids abducted and murdered, now another body has been found.” That was all he said as the oak wood doors slammed behind him. Closing you off completely.
So, you’d decided making his favorite cookies and some coffee would help ease his spirits as it usually did. Throughout the few hours it took to make and prepare it all, you’d checked in on him every thirty minutes.
You simply received a few small, ‘i’m working’ or ‘not now’ every time you tried to talk. But you didn’t take it to heart, he got like this during particularly hard cases.
Once the cookies were finished, you grabbed his coffee in your free and and slowly made your way into his office with a warm smile.
“Hey, hon?” You say gently, trying to gain his attention. Placing the cookies down and holding out the coffee for him to take.
You’re only met with a, “hmm?” instead of actual words. Aaron doesn’t look up, he doesn’t do anything except for flip to the next page of the case file. His eyes scanning the paper trying so desperately to find a missed detail.
“Aaron.” You sigh, “I made you—“
“Listen, i’m sorry, but I don’t need your distractions right now.” His voice raises into his angry voice, his eyes only darting up to look at you for a second before looking back to the papers.
Flinching at his words, you nod shortly. “Oh. Okay.” Setting his coffee mug down on the desk, you take a few steps back. “Well, they are there is you want them.” And without another word, you make your way out of the office, shutting the door quietly behind you.
The second you leave, Aaron rubs his temples, guilt seeping into his every crevice. He was stressed and overworking himself, he didn’t have a right to take that out on you.
You were trying your best to make him feel better and all he did was snap at you. His eyes then flicker to the cookies at the end of the desk, then to the coffee, then to the door. Even in your anger and hurt, you’d still shut it gently.
Taking in a deep breath, the man stands from his seat and exits his office. You weren’t in the living room, and he had a clear view of the kitchen, which you also weren’t in.. next was the bedroom.
Walking down the hallway, past Jacks room, where he caught a peep of his sleeping son, then toward their bedroom. The second the door opened he caught sight of you sitting on the bed running a stressed hand through your hair, his eyes softened instantly.
“I’m sorry.” He sighs out, taking a few strides toward you. “I shouldn’t have raised my voice.” He finishes softly, the bed sinking down as he sits beside you.
“It’s fine.” You mumble, looking at your husband. His eyes were tired, his hair was a mess, his tie loosened around his neck. “You should get some rest.”
Aaron nodded, “okay. I will. Soon. I just need to—“
“No, Aaron. Now.” You say, this time more firmly. “Sleep, now.” Your hands reach forward to undo his tie, “I know child cases are hard on you, but you can’t do your job properly if you aren’t sleeping.”
The dark haired man’s lip turns upward ever so slightly, but you caught it. “Okay. Sleep it is.” He finally caves, leaning down to press a tender kiss to your lips. “I love you.”
“I love you too.”
DTS , @halfwayhearted !
#aaron hotchner#aaron hotch x reader#hotch x reader#married hotch x reader#aaron hotch x you#aaron hotch fic#hurt/comfort#blurb#fanfic#criminal minds#criminal minds fic#husband hotch#cm angst
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love of your life | mason mount
summary , where the very much mourned couple of the uk football/youtube scence reconnect
note , i am back from hiatus so dont be a dry reader or i’ll make the angstiest fic ever with no happy ending 🤭
yes, i’ll get stressed out if i can’t read you!
[tagged: ethereal, model.company]
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yourusername i’m so happy to finally to bring you all my skincare brand which has been in the works for 5 years, so please welcome, ethereal beauty! the site is currently in countdown mode and will go live tonight. I have personally spent time with dermatologists so that we can finally bring you a skincare line that is going to heal your skin barrier so that we can create healthy skin from within. This couldn’t have become possible without my team who helped me bring a vision that has always been on pen and paper brought to life. i love you all at ethereal beauty and i can’t wait to see what’s in store for us 🫶🏻💕
user i have y/ns post notifications on and yet mason still beat me to like it 💔
yourbestfriend i’ve never felt so proud of you. i can’t wait for everyone to see the hard work you’ve put into this 🥹🥹
yourusername i love u sm!! thank u for listening to me ramble for days 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
benchilwell so proud now lets see if you still know how to party because ive rented out the biggest place
yourusername best get my old dancing shoes out 🫡
user i love the chilly and y/n friendship i still remember when mason introduced the two 😭
user babes are you crying over masonyn again 🤦♀️
ksi so free stuff
yourusername deal if free primes in the negotiation 🤝
behzingagram @yourusername good luck he won’t even give it to the sidemen
gkbarry_ im omw with a vodka cranberry that has your name all over it!!
user is this going to be affordable? because id love to support you but im a struggling student at uni
yourusername when me and the team were working close together a big concern of mine was overpricing because i wanted this to be affordable and accessible for everyone, but to make sure we are bringing the best we possibly can we as team have had to price it up at around £15/£20 for more advanced medical products but everything else on the site is pretty affordable 💕
user hopefully this helps my cystic acne because if im going to listen to anyone its going to be a past cystic acne girlie 🥰🥰
model hi yn it was amazing working with you on the shoot!! the range is amazing 💗
yourusername omg hi beautiful!!! i loved having you on the shoot & i look forward to hopefully having you back in the future 👀🫶🏻
[tagged: ethereal, gkbarry_, bestfriend1, bestfriend2]
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yourusername it was so amazing getting the chance to celebrate something that has been my biggest passion ever with the people i hold most dear in my heart. i would not be who i am or where i am today without you (i need those passion fruit martinis again 🥰)
bestfriend1 we brought the house down with our rendition of girls just wanna have fun 🎤
yourusername nobody held a chance quite literally
benchilwell @yourusername tell me about it you threatened to bite me when i reached for the mic
ksi 🔥🔥
user how did mason let her slip away mother come home pls 🙏🏻
gkbarry_ you looked so sexy let me wife you up x
yourusername come right here then im waiting 🥰
behzingagram you know its a good night when i found faith in the bath tub this morning
user help!?? faith is just like me
bestfriend2 those passionfruit martinis need to come back asap so lethal but so yummy!!
yourusername girls night next week!! we’ll try to make them ourselves can’t say it’ll be successful 😂
bestfriend1 @yourusername that’s what makes it more fun
user omg i need a friendship like theirs rn!!!
user i will never get over how beautiful you are
user OMG SOMEONE TOOK A VIDEO OF MASON AT THE CLUB
user SHUT UP WHERE CAN I FIND IT
user its on twitter so basically its a full 2 minute video of him just staring longingly at yn all night, like whenever she moved his eyes followed her. it wasn’t till chilly slapped him on the back did he stop staring. this man was transfixed i tell you 🥹🥹
user why can’t they just see what’s in front of them 😩😩
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yourusername be the love of your life
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#football imagine#football x reader#football instagram au#football x you#football#football social media au#mason mount imagine#mason mount instagram au#mason mount x you#mason mount x reader#mason mount fanfic#mason mount#mason mount fluff
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completely inspired by a gif set u reblogged. Javi helping you into a bullet proof/tactical vest. you’re scared and he just says a gentle “arms up” as he secures the velcro. he’s scared as well, doesn’t wanna lose you, doesn’t want you to get hurt. but it’s like the fear, the adrenaline, has your emotions haywire and you look into his eyes as he takes hold of your hand so gently and tells you that you’re gonna be okay, and you just want to kiss him, and he wants to kiss you too, but then it’s time to go, and he tells you “later”
IDK WHAT THIS IS LMFAO Javi brings the slut outta me
you’ve inspired me anon here is a TINY FIC/DRABBLE YEEEEEEEE
pairing: javier peña x fem!afab!reader
warnings: fem!afab!reader; use of pet name ‘sweetheart’; canon-typical allusions to violence; language; ANGSTY POO
omg I can’t believe there’s no smut. GUYS I WROTE SOMETHING WITHOUT SMUT. I loooove writing my javi tho so while im busting my ass working on Salvatore part 3 feel so free to leave me lil thingies like this.
-em<3
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“Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have, but—”
It was never supposed to be like this.
It was just a summer job — something safe, boring, admin and agendas and addendums. Should’ve known better, taking a government job in the world’s most dangerous city.
She should’ve known better, taking a government job in the world’s most dangerous city. Shit. My chest feels like it’s on fire, burnin’ through kerosene.
Is she gonna clock how unsteady I am?
Javi’s footsteps echo down the nearby hallway; you recognize them immediately, and their slanted, hard-right-drag-left rhythm. He comes lumbering through the door, cradling tactical gear between his big, bulging biceps. God, you’d had… thoughts about those biceps.
Even now, with the embassy under cartel-siege, it’s oh-so-hard to push away the x-rated daydreams swirling inside your stress-addled mind.
And he doesn’t look scared.
Fuck, she looks so scared.
“Here,” he says, extending the protective vest towards you. Gingerly peeling your hips off of the desk at your back, you extend your fingers to greet and grab at the rough, thick canvas. The sheer weight of it makes your heart lurch into your throat. Neither one of you lowers your hands.
The dark-green-death-sweater you’d seen him wear so many times, cursing yourself for registering, for caring about what it meant.
That it meant Peña — schmoozing, cocky, effortlessly crude Javier Peña — was going into the field.
So neither of you let go.
The stupid vest had always served as a kind of divining rod, leading you both to the real source of your constant bickering, your irritation and the look of mutual, unabashed worry you had shared as a soldier came bursting into the office, panting in tune with the sirens, carrying news of the currently unfolding attack.
Caring without meaning to.
Giving a shit without wanting to.
“I-“ you swallow, trailing off, cursing the swelling bubble forming at neck-breaking speed inside your throat, “I don’t know what to do with this.”
Of course she doesn’t. That one’s on me. ‘Thing like her should never have to wear one of these.
Shouldn’t even have to see one of these.
“S’okay,” he mutters, taking the burden of the gear into his hands, brow furrowing into a look of delicate responsibility. “Turn around.”
Under different circumstances, those words might’ve (embarrassingly enough) enticed a very different feeling from you.
Now, they were simply effective.
Acceding, you rotate, painfully slowly as every hair along your spine lifts, one after the other. Peña shuffles, adjusting both himself and the gear to stand close — too close — behind you.
“Arms up, sweetheart.”
You listen, dragging your arms up into the static air, trying to ignore the soft edge in his voice. It reminds you of something.
Something like resistance.
Stifled want.
Desire with a sock shoved down its bone-dry throat.
And it’s so level, so calm. How is he so calm?
Can she tell I’m totally freaking out?
Your shoulders sag under the weight of the vest. Jesus. It’s so much heavier than you’d imagined. Not quite as heavy as the feeling of doom settling over you, grief from the naive sense of safety you’d walked into work with.
Just this morning.
Javi busies himself with the Velcro, uncharacteristically silent. His knuckles brush the insides of your wrists, and you try to resist it — God, you really do — but all efforts to keep those prickling tears at bay are undertaken in vain.
You quiver slightly, face burning in shame.
Is she shaking?
Gentle, unusually gentle when his fingers wrap around your upper arm, spinning you around to face him once more.
“Look at me.”
You do. His shadowed eyes swim, dance, rage with experience, and you’re left envious, wishing that you’d hardened yourself to the world in the same way. How many times had this man woken up, driven to work, drunk his morning coffee and smoked his morning smoke, accepting that it could be his last?
Knowing Peña, he probably found ways not to think about it.
For sure, he didn’t think about it.
But you did.
Every time that vest came out.
“Everything’s gonna be fine, alright?”
It’s an almost whisper, a mere brush of air against your brow. His own creases in earnestness as he utters the pledge.
“How can you do this for a living?”
You don’t mean for it to come out so rough and jagged, hissing for help like a neglected kettle on the stove. Javi offers you a smile of understanding as though remembering his own first time.
Then, before either of you can stop it, he places the flat of his palm to your cheek.
And you can’t keep from noticing how easily the calloused pad of his thumb molds to your complying skin.
“You get used to it,” he returns, and every word is coated, soaked in the sad, tragic truth. “Though this part’s always hard.”
Nothing exists beyond the smell of tobacco on his breath and the total absorption in his eyes. You’re sure the latter is mirrored in your own, too.
Timid, uneasy, begging him to ease the discomfort for you. “What part is this?”
The part where I lie to you. The part where I bubble-wrap the only thing in this country worth protecting into a shitty, almost useless accessory of war.
The part where I remember—
Is it the part where we remember how easily we could lose each other?
And we don’t even have each other, for God’s sake. Lookin’ up at me as if she can trust me, and the only thing I’ve been able to trust for years is that the moment will come, that moment where it all just gets to be too much and fuck—is this it? Maybe—
This is the part where we—
Kiss her, God, I just wanna fuckin’ kiss her—
Kiss?
“Peña! Time to move!”
Murphy’s voice slices — easily — through the tentative moment of uncertainty. It erodes the softness of Javi’s features into that familiar, hardened stone.
His hand drops from your face, but the tracings linger.
If you couldn’t trust the world outside, maybe you could trust Javi inside. Maybe he’d learned to live without something to lean on, but you weren’t yet prepared to go on—
She doesn’t know how much I fuckin’ need her. Or how many times I’ve tried to say it—and in so many ways—but every time I open my goddamn mouth it just comes out… wrong. Like it’s not enough. Like it’s not true that I can finally fuckin’ breathe when she’s… just… existing around me. Like losing her wouldn’t mean goin’ on—
Faithlessly. Radically accepting the confusing, overwhelming uncertainty of the world.
He clears his throat.
“I’ll see you after.”
Your gaze tumbles down, averting the twinge of dishonesty in his own at his promise.
“Yeah—yeah, see you after.”
He backs away without turning. For a moment, you think he’s gearing up to say something. Something like he always says, like, don’t be a fuckin’ idiot, or use your head or maybe even a smile, sweetheart.
But he doesn’t. He just shakes his head, his dark hair tumbling around and exaggerating his hesitation. Although it hurts, you force yourself to watch as he walks away. How he bows his crown, brings a hand up to anxiously rub at the side of his jaw, the roundness of his shoulder responding and near-bulging under the blue cotton.
Admittedly, a kiss from Javier Peña would’ve been nice.
But to be cradled between those arms, wrapped up in him instead of the goddamn tactical gear squeezing, robbing the air from your lungs…
That would’ve been it.
When this is all over, you think to yourself.
And as Javi greets Steve, apologizing for the delay, the hand squeezing his gun feels strangely empty, haunted by the novelty of touching your burning skin.
When this is all over, he thinks to himself.
Anyways, isn’t that what faith is? Making plans for later, as if anyone’s ‘later’ is promised, a guarantee? As if either of you could count on tomorrow?
Yeah, that’s gotta be it.
Joining the gaggle of scared, hopeless government employees, desperate for reassurance, for the realization blooming inside the depths of your knowing; you pause, letting it hit you, translating it into words…
“—I have it.”
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last thing abt step!bro matt but omg ofc i loved your little drabbles what ??? immediately started thinking abt how matt would probably start jerking off in your room above you so he could cum just thinking of how cute you are :( he even cums on your face/any where on your body while you're sleeping so you can wake up to a surprise!
love 🎀 anonie!
p.s — i am abt to send a bunch of stuff but pls do not stress replying soon or anything like that !!!!! i really do not want to stress you out <3
pairings: seok matthew x f! reader
warnings: stepcest + spit + somnophilia + finger sucking
💌: stepbrother matt my beloved im still not over this <3 so in love with ur brain i want to kiss it ^^ ps thank u for sending all ur ideas my way im obsessed with the thirsts u sent me, my love
“i love you.”
he knows you can’t hear him, too deep in your slumber to realize your insatiable stepbrother’s fucking his fist right beside you.
matthew reaches over to pinch your nipple with his free hand, groaning softly. he’s so close and there’s nothing he loves more than marking you up with his cum, works his hand on his dick faster as he pulls your top down to free both your breasts.
the sight of your sweet face and bare tits has him blowing his load, his abs tensing as his cum paints your chest, some of it even landing on your face.
“holy fuck.” he whispers, panting heavily as he tries to calm down.
you’re still asleep, even after your stepbrother came on your face and he decides one round isn’t enough.
this time, matthew gets a little bolder, pushing his thumb between your lips and parting your mouth.
his cock is already hard again as he presses down on your tongue. the need to spit in your mouth overcomes him and he gives in, afterwards using his finger to spread his spit on your tongue.
he can’t help but press his fingers even deeper down your throat and you wake up gagging around them, saliva coating his hand and dripping down your chin as tears spring to your eyes.
you tug at his hand, trying your best to make him stop violating your throat. it’s a wasted effort, he’s so much stronger than you and his other hand grips your jaw tight, arms flexing as he continues fucking your mouth with his fingers.
“shh, be a good girl, pretty. relax your mouth for me,” you whimper, allowing him to use you however he pleases.
he feels the way your body goes limp as you stop fighting it and he’s desperate to cum again. “touch my cock, angel. please, it hurts.” he says, biting back a moan when you wrap your hand around it.
“that’s it, baby, — fuck — you’re so good at this.” he adds.
you tighten your grip on his dick and he cums instantly, making a mess on your sheets.
he’s drooling and too fucked out to care, leaning into your touch as you stroke his cheek.
“ready to go again?” you ask, “still havent even made me cum, matty.”
#dropping this and dipping#stepbro matty being in love with u <333333 peak romance#♡.signed. sealed. delivered.#♡.the honeypot#♡.sweetheart: 🎀#zb1 x reader#zb1 smut#seok matthew x reader#seok matthew smut#zerobaseone#zerobaseone x reader#zerobaseone smut#💌.stepcest#💌.somnophilia#💌.spit
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Minty I’m living for baby daddy Touya omg. Im so curious tho. Like we can see that he’s trying so hard to do right by his daughter but obviously he still is deep into crime and everything. Why does reader let him see their daughter if they know what he does. Maybe they don’t know?
Your daughter is sleeping, so the fight is quiet. It bubbles, thick and volatile, just as emotionally draining as any screaming match. In fact, the hushed tones are almost worse because every word feels careful, planned and thoughtful.
"You're not keeping me away from my own damn kid." Touya spits, eyes narrowed in disgust. He's standing on the shredded legal papers you handed him, asking him to sign away parental rights. "She's my kid."
"She's our child." you shoot back, "And you're barely in her life."
"And who's fault is that?" he scoffs, then scoffs again, twisting his dirty heel into the paper once again and leaving a track mark upon them, "Because it's not mine. I'd be here every damn day if you would just-"
"You know why you can't be!"
"Holy shit," Touya runs his hands through his hair so hard that it pulls his forehead taut, "There's plenty of people beggin' their baby daddies to be more involved and yet you're pushing yours away! What is your fuckin' problem?"
"I'm trying to protect her."
"Protect her? Protect her? From what? Me?"
"Yes!" your voice cracks, so you turn in your heel to hide your expression. Touya's boot thud closer as you retreat, going no where and anywhere, "From you and the shit you do and the people you work with and the fucking consequences of everything-"
"Listen- listen!" Touya catches you by the wrist and jerks you back to him hard, slamming you back into his chest. When you squirm in his grasp, he holds on tighter, free arm slipping around your waist to keep you in place, visibly seething. "Fuckin' cool it for one goddamn second."
He waits until you stop fussing to continue, head dipped low enough your noses touch. The anger has drained from his face, replaced with an eerily calm expression.
"I love her," he whispers, "Fuck, I love her even more than I even love you, so if you think I would ever do anything to put her in harm's way- you're wrong."
Touya's bangs tickle against your forehead and his breath is soft against your lips. The down-turned lid of his eyes, heavy with sincerity. "She's our baby."
Your chest expands with every pant, ears ringing with the pressure of stress, thrumming through your head. "Tell me you're done."
"What?" He draws back slightly.
"Tell me you're done with breaking the law. Tell me you're not going to get involved in that shit anymore." Despite yourself, you cling to him. The shape of him under your palms is painfully familiar: a reminder that he was once yours without conditions, "Tell me you're going to behave like a good, normal dad, Touya."
It takes a moment before he responds. "Yeah. I'm done."
"Say it like you mean it." you plead, whisper breathless and fragile, "At least make me believe it when you lie."
"I'm done." Touya pulls you closer, "I'm done."
You don't believe him. Not fully. "You'd break her heart if anything ever happened to you."
"I know."
"Tell me one more time."
"I'm done. For her." His hands are warm on your hips, "For you. I'm done for good."
His words are sweet enough that you swallow them down without question. You know better-- you know him, but you let him fool you anyway. "Okay."
Touya folds over you, head in your shoulder as he sighs with relief, but his touch is still horribly tight. "Don't you ever pull that shit again. Don't ever threaten to take my babies away again."
"Babies?"
"Yeah," he grumbles into your skin, "You're my baby too. Don't forget it."
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PLEAAEW I LOVE YOUR ART SO MUCH Sometimes I’ll just scroll through everything and stare at it for so long and just ObServe everything about it!! I love you so much you’re so talented 🥹 ALSO THAT ONE ARTWORK OF HOFFMAN LOSING CONTROL OMG I WAS LOSING IT ITS SO GOOOOOD also I hope your stress goes away I’m sorry that’s never ever good I hope stressless times are ahead for you THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR HARD WORK (adds disintegrating emoji meme)
WAHH THANK YOU SO MUCHHHH 😭😭 it means a lot ♥♥♥
boring life stuff 👇
I dont wanna speak too soon, but i THINK... things are going to be okay. at least, thats the mindset im trying to have
i just got temporarily laid off at work for the second time this year, and this time i was much more afraid of running out of rent money. but i had an in-depth talk with our studio lawyer and cleared up some misunderstandings i had, and im less afraid this time. less worried than i was two weeks ago when i found out it was happening again, at least
because lord knows last time it sent me down a spiral of uncertainty and anxiety of the likes of which ive never experienced before, or at least not in a long time. along with MANY other things that were mentally devastating this year
but this time I also have another weapon of mental self defence, and that is ✨therapy✨
after a few years of on-and-off searching, i finally found one in my price bracket who was taking new clients. and I have faith she is going to help me come up w some better stress relief mechanisms and descramble my brain a bit. and it couldnt come at a better time, because I was really struggling a lot, mentally
so YEAH. u didnt really ask, i know. tmi Jenna strikes yet again.
I still dont know how ill be spending my new free time outside of applying to secondary gigs. Maybe Ill draw more.. I drew a LOT during the first break, but arguably neglected my other hobbies, so I might spend time doing those as well.
in the meantime. i REALLY dont want to come off like I need it, because I don't. not yet, at least. but.. if you made it this far and if my art meant something to you this year and you want to show appreciation at all (again, not needed) I have a ko-fi? ;w;
thats all, thank you <3
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Hiii. Exam season is rolling around and I'm already really stressed 😬. So can I ask for a fic with skz and how they would react to a psychology major s/o ��. Just to remind me that I love my choice. Also I hope your having a great day and and even better week ❣️☺️
ISTG I LITTERALLY JUST ANSWERED IT NOT LONG AGO OMFG IM SO SORRY BUT ITS FINNA BE A LITTLE SHORT CUZ IM KINDA BUSY IT LITTERALLY DELETED ITSELF OMG IT DIDNT SAVE
BANGCHAN
ADORES YOU SO MUCH
Encourages you when your stressed
CUDDLES‼️
takes you out to eat after you are done with work
LEEKNOW
People think he’d be a menace but he’s the TOTAL opposite HE LOVES HOW PASSIONATE YOU ARE
Watches you from afar
Wants you to focus
Praises you and gives you so much love and tries to help you when you’re stressed
CHANGBIN
RANTS I SWEAR
Multiple hugs EVERY DAY
He loves how your able to tell what he needs, it’s like you read his mind
So much love and your treated like a QUEEN/KING‼️‼️
HYUNJIN
He loves what you do I SWEAR
He’s gonna and he swears it’s a requirement but he’s gonna make sure he takes care of you NO MATTER WHAT CIRCUMSTANCE
He feels so safe around you
Talks about EVERYTHING to you
HAN
ANXIETY? HE TALKS TO YOU! He feels so safe and comfortable around you
You calm him so much that when he’s having a panic attack he definitely needs you around
He’s worry free around you
LOVES YOU AND YOUR KNOWLEDGE IN PSYCHOLOGY
FELIX
He talks to you all the time
He asks questions about others behaviors
He wants your input on EVERYTHING
He loves the way you can tell what he needs or thinks by his actions
SEUNGMIN
Yknow how he’s a little closed off? Well that dissipates when he’s with you
Everything that was on his mind that day GETS SPILLED OUT TO YOU
He adores your attention and company
He’s always surprised when you guess how he’s feeling because he feels like he can hide his emotions well, but not around you
JEONGIN/I.N
Even if he claims he doesn’t want to be touched, you know he does
He enjoys being around you and the fact that your able to predict how he’s doing at that moment
He’s always talking to you about psychology because he’s SO INTERESTED
At this point he sees trying to hide his feelings pointless because it’s so hard to do so around you
Sorry it’s so short, lemme know if u want a part two, I think I will make one because this is not enough crumbs to give :’(
Hope you like it darling
- skz-lover21
#skzlover-21#skz fluff#have a nice day!!!!!#loveyou!!#or night#replies#answers!!#etc#asks#skz#skz ot8#fluff#bang chan fluff#han jisung fluff#hyunjin fluff#lee know fluff#seungmin fluff#stray kids fluff#felix fluff#jeongin fluff
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hp next gen red flags for @sunflowersandscorpius 🫶🫶
rose: will think she is better than you because she reads something with more literary merit
albus: will act like such an asshole to you bc hes tired or hungry or something small but when you snap back at him he’s completely shocked like he didn’t just deserve that
scorpius: something bad will happen to him and his anxiety has him warning you and making you stress over the most random ass shit. like he’ll say “omg last week i said i felt pretty and i said ‘i feel pretty today’ and NOW i have a pimple on my chin. NEVER call yourself pretty. uh huh. in fact, never say anything good about yourself because you will accidentally JINX yourself yeah uh huh”
delphi: literally tortures kids she gives off the vibe of a weirdly conservative alt siege mask girl idk
victoire: will complain with you about how HARD that test was and how she is going to absolutely FAIL it bc she did so bad. then she will get a 98% and you will get a 67% or something and she’ll be like ‘omg you did so well! 🤭’
teddy: type of person that you will spill your heart out to and you wont know a goddamn thing about him because of how fucking secretive she is
james: will break up with you by saying ‘im sorry im just not ready for a relationship’ and then will ghost you forever and find a new girl in two minutes
lily: you will tell her a secret and everyone and their great aunts will know it in an hour
lysander: worst person to be spilling drama with. he could tell you his parents are getting divorced and when you ask him why he’ll say “idk i didnt ask 😐”
hugo: has wayyyy too many friends to the point you could give him the most thoughtful carefully crafted gift ever and he’ll be like “omg thanks this is so cute 😻” and then chuck it with the rest of the just as thoughtful carefully crafted gifts
yann: hes not exactly problematic but he has friends that are, and he’s the type to say “oh no they’re really not that bad 🥺” as polly is beating someone up beside him
polly: will say the most fucked up thing EVER like its nothing and add a ‘lol’ or ‘xoxo’ to it at the end 😨
karl: cannot have a real conversation. try to strike up a mature conversation to better the relationship with him and his attachment issues got him saying “damn aight” to your carefully thought out heartful speech
craig: plays devils advocate in history class 💀
sophia: will offer to massage you if you’re feeling stressed and will end up breaking your bones (accidentally but still… unpleasant)
dominique: thinks shes better than you because her eyeliner is better
louis: will call you poor (as a joke but still)
molly: will point to someone literally getting run over by a car and will say “omg thats so embarrassing”
lucy: says “its on like donkey kong”
fred: says ‘who’ and then pauses and says ‘asked’ and acts like he roasted tf out of you
roxanne: will tell you in detail about personal things and dgaf about TMI topics. she just took the most massive dump and you’re going to hear every detail. you’re also going to hear about this incredibly steamy scene in the book she read last night, and all the random places of her body where she has weird bumps that she thinks she should be concerned about.
lorcan: doesnt wash his back
alice (bonus): will do work of her own free will and then complain about it. same vibe as your mum going “i slave away in this house”
#i am multiple of these but i dont want to say who bc ill embarrass myself 💀#thinking of making this a seris bc its so fun… idk want to do next tho so open to suggestions 🫦#harry potter#harry potter next generation#hp next gen#hp nextgen#hpcc#scorpius malfoy#albus severus potter#rose granger weasley#polly chapman#molly weasley ii#lucy weasley#fred weasley ii#james sirius potter#lily luna potter#lysander scamander#lorcan scamander#hugo weasley#teddy lupin#victoire weasley#dominique weasley#louis weasley#delphini riddle#roxanne weasley#karl jenkins#yann fredericks#sophia barclay#craig bowker jr#alice longbottom ii
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WHERE ARE U 😭😭😭 ARE U ALRIGHT??? U AND UR ART MISS ME 😭
HELLO LITTLE ANON IM SO SORRY IVE BEEN SO QUIET. IM OK I PROMISE — 💜💜💜💜💜
Tis the season in retail called holiday. Its the time of year where stress comes to call and October usually means one thing: Stress.
Im so sorry i fell off the face of the earth i did not mean to-I know i went to writing something once a week and suddenly POOF! I was gone. Well thats when the holiday madness hit hard.
When stress gets this bad i usually read and try to destress so I dont mess up my mental health. My free time has been spent getting lost in BG3 or reading. Ive been wanting to write but the stress makes my brain spin to fast to put words onto paper.
Dont worry! I will keep writing- just need to wait this one out (omg its nanowirmo next month)
TLDR - Working retail during holiday kills the creative bug in my brain.
#hcwrites#writing stuff#personal things#im so sorry yall#i know yall came for the fics and how fast i popped them out#i have been trying to write but the stress of work is so great rn#creating anything when its this stressful is foolish.#it just makes all my brain scream because it cant keep a straight thought in my head.
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don’t be sorry for getting into your nanamin era GURLKLLLLL IM DELIGHTED TO HEAR IT BSSJDJDJDJD
no seriously it’s so scrumptious your “marry me again” fic got me 😞😞 it healed something inside of me my cooch i didn’t know it needed to be healed (wouhw was kinda weird phrased but erm-)
how are you vayguyuuuusuususysysys ? how’s your day going and what’s your today activities 🍭🍭? i was supposed to be revising for my coming exam but here i am chitchatting 🤌🏼 w you :)))) I'm on the home stretch, just one piano concert and my final exam spread over two days AND IM FREEEEEEEE and there’s prom after it hihiijsjejdjjdufj
but it’s gonna be the last time i see my friends fr bc we’re takin different paths 😿😿😿😿except for 2 or 3 :(((
and also it’s been 21 fckn days i didn’t post anything on tumblr i feel bad 😭😭but wtv on vacation i better be hard working on fics bc i’ll have no excuse and i’ll have huge amount of time to write and will be stress free
ohhhh and also, i’m quitting music after 10 years of piano but i think i reaaaaally needed it bc i know i wouldn’t be able to bear a new music year 💀💀💀
OMG vaygus im sorry i just blabbered to much 😨😨😨😨 so bye bye and have good day nights and dreams !!!🦜🦜
BISOUSSSS🧘♀️★
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THANKKKKYEWWW STAR BAE 😞💓 omg no bc it just happened ???? like idk but he’s just so sexy and boom the phase is here. i don’t think it’s a phase anymore tho … 🙂↕️🙂↕️ nanami is carrying me thru writer's block rn it's insaaaaane
im good !!!!! my day was okay, very tiring and was out for a bit. i have work in a few hours which sucks bleh. im just currently doing some coding for this lil project. been typing all day my fingers r crampeddddd. aw :((( ur so sweet !!! but pls revise babie 💓 vay vay will always be hereeee xo. WOOO U GOT THIS GOOD LUCK <3
aw don’t feel bad, you come first 💏 tumblr will always be here. write whenever you feel like it and when you make the time to do it! ur quitting music ??? :0 i wish u well on whatever u decide to spend ur time w tho !! 💓💓
and ITSOKAAAAY blabber however u want, ‘s no problem bb ur always welcomed here xxx
#🏩 — squirthouse.#🌟 anon#🧁#also !!! for ur other ask ill get to it once i find some good recs for yew 🙇♀️💓
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vent sorry guys youse dont hafta read this its just my feewings<3
hey can someone convince me i'm not a failure and that i'm gonna make it through this year? because its not lookin too good rn boys
i have so much freaking homework and extracurriculars and i start sewing lessons again tomorrow and my ma's being really mean abt it and my brother is leaving for college this year or next and i'm really gonna miss him even though we haven't been really close in years and
the race i worked at this weekend? the company is owned by my best friends parents. yeah. the best friend ive been in love with for years. that best friend. and so i had to spend three days in close proximity with her trying not to cry because she has a new boyfriend every week so i know itll never happen. and then i finally learn shes single, but guess what!!!! she has a crush on like three different guys!!!!!! and she also doesn't know im ftm so being around her makes me feel bad because she only uses my deadname and pronouns so its so so much fun!!!! and we made this pact.
we promised eachother that we wouldnt kill ourselves if the other was still alive, and got eachother like promise rings and stuff and i 'proposed' with hers to her and shes just like 'omg thanks girlie!!!!🫶🫶' and i know im being super dramatic about this and that itll never happen so i should just let it go but it hurts!!!! it hurts so bad when she talks about her newest guy and i know that it shouldnt because there no reason she would ever love me back but it feels like im getting torn apart from the inside.
and im taking so so so many classes this year that any free time i have and some that i dont have is spent doing homework and its all so hard which is stupid because i should be able to do all this but i have so many freaking responsibilities this year, not including theater which is so much more stressful this year because our director is leaning heavily on me because im her only competent person and ive been with her for the past five years but the people in the class are friggin. INSANE and i dont know how to handle them
but i havent had a hug in over two months!!! i havent had friendly contact in so so long and im going insane because im a really tactile person but i never initiate because every time i do people think its weird and stop being friends with me
and im so
so lonely which is stupid but i feel like a can being squished in a trash compactor
anyway. i really appreciate you guys, and i think you folk and honestly newsies are the only thing really keepin me goin. so. like. thanks for that/gen.
#uh oh!#eel's sad again boys!#im so. tired#i havent gotten a full eight hours in.#oh god i dont even know how long.
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aurkay SCHOOL!
so as we’ve established it’s my sophomore year of college and omg ibhate it 😭 classes suck so bad and i have no free time in my day. but what sucks the most is that i’m moving to georgia. like i’m transferring schools. which in some way is great because i hate san antonio but at the same time i’m so conflicted because the place i went to high school to aka hometown is only 2 hrs away and it’s just so like. i used to be able to visit my friend whenever i wanted but now??? i can’t ever. and it makes me so upset. i’m gonna move at the end of spring semester but still! like i just don’t want to because i love my life right now as much as i sound like i hate it.
anyways i’m sorry for talking your ear off alice (i know u might get back to this like 5 months later which is okay! ur busy) how’s post grad treating u?? do much adulting stuff yet?
a lil update on that friend i am still protecting my peace and ur right oregan is never real 😮💨
but thank u queen for listening and giving me advice 🙁🙁🙁 just think about it it almost marks a year since i became ur anon and two years since i’ve followed u woooohoooo!!!! i like to think we’re like besties lowk - 🎀
omg im so sorry love :(( moving is definitely always hard, i used to move a lot when i was younger and could never get used to it. it's also tough cause your friend circles worked so perfectly and it's just such a big transition mentally too :/ im sure you'll be thriving in georgia tho!! and i hope you can stay in contact with the friends you have rn and hopefully be able to make plans to visit them when possible 🤍🤍
HAHAHA NO DW ITS OKAY but post grad has been stressful!!! rn im actually in the middle of moving 🤧 not a super huge move or anything but packing everything and moving to another house is a Little overwhelming 🥲 but i'll finally be able to rest soon LOLL
oregon is NOT real ❤️ and im glad you're protecting your peace queen 💆♀️
omg it's been so long 🥹🥹 and now we're going into 2024 isn't it insane how fast time flies?? we are so pen pal besties 🤝
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HEYHEY ALPHA SIGMA ‼️‼️ HRUYYEUHEH?? IM DOING VERY SKIBIDI (it’s Halloween tmrw and I’m SO PUMPED 😈😈) DAILY CHECKK IN TIMEEEEE!! IM SO GLAD TO BE DOING THESE AGAINNNN YAYYAYAY
NOOOO I HOPE UR TUMBLR IS WORKING FINE NOWWW DONT WORRY ABT THE OTHER ASKK U CAN IGNORE IT IF U DO FIND IT LOL 😭😭
STARTING UNI IS A GOOD IDEAAAA 🙂↕️🙂↕️ IT COULD OPEN UP NEW JOB OPPORTUNITIES AND GIVE U MORE EXPERIENCE BUT MAKE SURE TO NOT STRESS ABT IT TOO MUCH‼️ AND WORKKKK HEBRBDHE IT CAN BE SO DRAININGGGG ☹️☹️ I HOPE U GET THE PROPER REST YOU DESERVE POOPIEEE 💔💔
MEETING UP WITH A LONG DISTANCE FRIEND?? FUNNNNNN🙂↕️🙂↕️ IM SO HAPPY UR EXCITEDDDD TELL ME HOW IT GOES‼️🙏
OH YESSSS I NEVER FINISHED DEMON SLAYER SO ITS BEEN ON MY LIST TOOOO BUT IM PLANNING ON WATCHING AOT SOMETIME 🤗🤗
I GOT MY IPHONE UPDATED TO IOS18 AND ITS SO FUN 😭😭 I CAN FINALLY USE THOSE TIKTOK EMOJIS (OR RANDOM EMOJIS I MADE) TO MY FRIENDS (it reminds me of discord SM LOL)
YESYES PICTURES 😈😈😈 be ready for some freaky ones… heh… 😛😈‼️
SJAP WEEKEND AND SJAP HALLOWEEN???? HELLO??? IM SHAKING RNN OMGGG 👀👀
NOTHING REALLY INTERESTING IS HAPPENING IM JUST ATTENDING SCHOOL AND STUFF SOOO 😭😢 BUT THATS KINDA GOOD TOO SINCE ITS NOT THAT CHAOTIC.. I JUST HAVE A LOT OF WORK TO FINISH SINCE I TOOK SO MANY DAYS OFF 😭😭
MAXINE MINX OMGGG THAGS SO CUTE‼️🙏 I LOVE MIA GOTH SHES SUCH A GOOD ACTER I HAVENT WATCHED MAXXXINE YET BUT ITS DEF ON MY WATCH LIST🙏🙏 IVE BEEN BINGING HORROR MOVIES THIS MONTH AND I WANNA WATCH A FEW MORE BEFORE OCTOBER IS OVERRR
HEBEBDBEBBEBRB I WAS WATCHING A HORROR MOVIE AND THEN MY ALARM SYSTEM WENT OFF… I THOUGHT THE ALARM SOUND WAS COMING FROM THE MOVIE AT FIRST BUT THEN FREAKED OUT WHEN I REALIZED IT WAS MINE INSTEAD 😭😭 BUT IT WAS JUST CUS A COYOTE TRIED TO GET IN SO IM FINE 🙏🙏
OKOK AOTD ANSWERR 😈😈 IM BEING SIMON FROM ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS (matching with my friends hehehehe 😛) IKK ITS REALLY BASIC BUT LIKE WE DIDNT RLLY KNOW WHAT TO DO SINCE IT WAS LAST MIN 😭😭
QOTD… WHAT ARE/WERE UR HALLOWEEN PLANS??? (Milking out the Halloween questions rn since it’s still October here 😓😓)
NRNRBRBEJDNBE HAVE A SKIBIDI DAY IYAAA ILYSM MAKE SURE TO GET PROPER REST 🫶🫶
Us btw 😈
- 🐺/kiko
MIKOO!!! <33
do u prefer me calling u miko or kiko… lmk <3
CHECK IN YAY!! ME TOO <33 I LOVE ANSWERING THESE (seemingly late, but i’m gonna get back in routine now that things are back to normal!!🗣️)
IM VERY GOOD!! i just cleaned my entire room and made my bed (fresh sheets AMEN 🙏) and i’m gonna have a shower after this🙂↕️ i’m so tired because i woke up at 7am to a missing cat😭 he was like missing for an hour and he didn’t have his collar on (because he takes it off???? like he’s very silly) and i was having a full panic attack/meltdown and went through the forest at the back of my house in my pyjamas because i was actually hysteric😭 i found him though!! (he was not in the forest…) but yeah that was an adventure…😓😓😓
THANK YOU ANGEL!! <33 i’m just trying to enjoy my free time whilst it lasts and trying to write as much as i can because i know with the course im taking next year + work it’s gonna be so full on😭 but we ball!!🔥🔥🔥
yes i’m meeting with her jan next year.. less than 80 days… im so keen like im gonna scream!!!🙁🙁 PLS me and u both… we shall watch it together.. spiritually 🤞🤞 OMG I NEEED IOS 18 i have yet to update it bc i have like no storage 😒😒 i say this as tiktok takes 35gb of my storage… oops!! BUT OMG WTF THAT LOOKS SO COOL OK DELETING SOME OF MY TIKTOK DRAFTS TO GET THE UPDATE😈😈💪💪
EEE I HOPE YOU LIKED THE NEW CHAPTERS + HALLOWEEN SPECIAL YOU MUST TELL ME ABOUT IT AND UR FAVES <333 🔥🔥🐺🐺🙂↕️ ahh that’s okay!! don’t go too hard with the school catchup! you’ll get it done eventually, prioritise yourself first though <3
YESSSS!! i must show u photos soon i actually loved how they turned out LMFAO and YOU MUST WATCH IT!!! it’s a little mature.. but if you like thrillers and horrors then i’m sure you’ll like it🙂↕️🙂↕️🤞WHAT THE EFF??? a coyote… we don’t get those here so i’m #thankful🙏🔥 but that would be so alarming and scary PLS i would’ve pissed myself😭 ESP WATCHING A HORROR MOVIE LIKE HELLO???
YESSSAA🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️ no i love all costumes esp group ones idc chipmunks eat EVERY TIME!!🗣️🗣️
AOTD‼️ i just went trick or treating with my neice and cat.. i was supposed to go to a party but didn’t end up going bc something major happened😍 but trick or treating was lowkey fun!!💪💪 WBY🫵
QOTD‼️ (i’m gonna start doing these too LMFAO) now that halloweens over… what is at the top of your wish list for christmas!! <3
ILY MIKO!! TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF <333 AND HAVE A SKIBIDI SIGMA DAY!!
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I MISSED YOU TOO BAKERY ANON !! i’ve been okay !! just going to school and work so nothing that exciting, just very busy busy so i’ve only really been online during night BUT it’s helping me decrease my screentime so it’s kind of good!!(but i do miss being chronically online with everyone else<//3
i’m sorry things have been stressful for you, i’m manifesting better days for you right now :(( things might seem hard now but they’re going to get better eventually! it sucks that your chef keeps taking away your class time from you but hopefully you’re able to catch up eventually. take things one day at a time and everything will be okay <3333 something that helps me organize a bit when i’m stressed is to write it down in my memo pad so that i can visually see the things i need to do, and !! crossing things out seem so rewarding so i get a bit more motivated to push myself a bit! (BUT don’t push yourself too hard bug please just prioritize yourself over anything <333) i also hope your english teacher is lenient and understanding of your situation, if it gets too much though i definitely suggest just talking to them just so that they can be a bit more understanding of you being behind in everything
IM GLAD YOURE ABLE TO STAY HOME TOMORROW YIPPPE!!! take all the rest you need and cool down! your week sounds so so stressful right now so it’s definitely good to take time for yourself!! <33333 i hope your day tomorrow is better than today, i wish i could literally fly over to you and take some burden off of your hands </3333 (im NOT a good baker nor am i really a writer but i will try!!) but it sounds like you have a good support system with you so im really glad for that <33333 cheeseburger macaroni actually sounds good and interesting?? i’ve never tried it heard of that before!! but comfort meals are always the best!!
we can cheers our water bottles while we drink! i’ll always read your little rants whenever <333 i had some vietnamese food my mom made earlier as dinner but!! i will get a snack now in honor of you !!(pretzels i’m coming for you) i love you bug!! i hope this message isn’t too long <333 manifesting better days for you!! take care of yourself as always and be nice to yourself, thank you for always being so kind and bringing such a warm environment to the community, so make sure you take care of yourself too <3333 xoxoxo
MANGO ANON <33333
Omg I completely get how you feel </333 I’ve been so busy and just want to catch up on all the fics I’m behind on (reading and writing). I’m still chronically online but not like how I was over the summer </333 I hope work and school let up a little bit so you can relax and have some free time soon <333
I’m manifesting good days for you too mango anon <3 you deserve only the best in life. I’m hoping I’ll be able to catch up on everything tomorrow 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️ after much needed sleep. I literally came home and slept from like 3-9:30 and almost just went back to sleep. Instead I made myself food and now I’m awake lol. My motivation is complaining to my friends about things I need to do and them going “okay so do it.” (In a loving way). I’m gonna try my best not to push myself too hard!!! Yeah, my English teacher is pretty lenient. He doesn’t really take points off for late assignments but I keep forgetting to turn my stuff in bcs you have to email it to him instead of there being like a “submit” button or anything. He’s chill. Slowly but surely I’m catching up to where I need to be in my classes.
My mother giving me Mother Mandated Mental Health Days is my saving grace during the school year. I drag myself upstairs and she goes “mental health day tomorrow?” And I nod my head and go to sleep. I’m gonna sleep so much tomorrow omg- I thought about going to school but I’m just so tired </3 come on over!!! I’ll make you fruit bars and we can have a game night!!! <3333 I usually stress bake but we don’t have anything at home to bake so </3 one day very soon I will stress bake. Cheeseburger macaroni is as it sounds! Macaroni with hamburger in it. We get the Hamburger Helper but I also like doing it with velveeta Mac n Cheese. 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
Yes cheers 🥂 (<- fizzy apple juice) finishing off my water bottle right now and about to get another one. Awww <333 I’ll read your rants or rambles anytime too <333 ooh!!! That sounds so good!!! Pretzels my beloveds <333 I hope you enjoy your snack <3 I LOVE YOU TOO MANGO ANON <33333 also bro, what do you mean message is too long??? Do you see my replies to you??? /lh Yap sessions are never too long (tumblr cuts off DM messages at like 747 words </3) but yap all you want. I will happily respond, yapping is my favorite pastime. Manifesting good days for you too <3 I’m getting better about being nice to myself! You make sure to be kind to yourself too mango anon! We all love you so much!!! <3 Thank you for thinking I’m kind and warm, I’m legit gonna think about that forever now thanks <3
You’re so beach coded omg. Sorry, I really like the beach so you remind me of the beach. It’s a calming place for me like the waves and the sand and stuff. Idk you just remind me of the beach and like hunting for seashells. Thank you for checking in everyone and continuing to be a positive presence in everyone’s askbox. I love you mango anon, please take care of yourself too <333 and you’re welcome anytime in my inbox so feel free to send an ask in whenever! <33
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