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Had a very specific idea for what I wanted to do with his hands, so here it is! crossed raptor-hands Julian, idea thumbnail included.
#mx creations#traditional art#fanart#RC9GN#RC9GN fanart#RC9GN Julian#Julian#GUESS WHO STILL HASN'T FINISHED THE SERIES#but ohhhh I love him I really want to#in fact he's the REASON I haven't finished. I want to make Julian gifs and I'm not watching until I do and then procrastination kicks in#also what if no Julian in season 2 = [ but I will face that reality and draw more anyway
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just finished malevolent relisten. needless to say the obsession has been rekindled tenfold its previous magnitude
#im so fucking isnane about this podcast#ok notable reactions:#john.. Oh my god. It’s so insane to go back and hear how much he’s changed in the way he talks and reasons and treats arthur#i love you john doe malevolent#fav trans allegory ever!!!!!#definitely relate to him a normal amount (liar voice)#and then. S2. I really need to make that animatic with lonesome dreams#godddd i forgot how painful the ep18 divorce was#and then!!!! the canna mentions helping noel escape!!! completely forgot about that part#s3. oh my god. absolute fav season. soooo many crazy moments.#like coda??? “You want him back.” “I want him safe.” You want him baaack.” “I want him back”#KAYNE I FUCKING HATE THAT RAT BASTARD.NEED TO BASH HIS HEAD IN WITH A ROCK BUT HES A FREAK AND HED ENJOY IT SO I CANT#piece od shit#and then 23/24??????? arthur’s happy cry-laugh???? dead#part 25. “I killed myself. For a voice in my head. Do you know how mad that sounds?” what if IIII killed myself#26. god. Then 27. And 28. Literally my fav season ever#followed closely by s4#ohhhh my god i forgot how hot the butcher is like genuinely#i completely forgot prelude somehow???? giggling kicking my feet twirling my hair the whole time#i need to be this homicidal gay irishman hes so hot oh my god#the 29 divorce. with the movie lmaoo#i need to draw them going on a night out and seeing a movie and getting dinner and drinks and dancing and (gets shot)#gooddddd i remember listening to 31 for the first time and being so fucking confused#PART 33. HIT ME RIGHT IN THE EMOTIONS. OH MY GOD. BELLA SALTZMAN I COULD’VE TREATED YOU SO MUCH BETTER#34….. i can’t speak about 34 without barking and howling like a rabid dog#dog. Is that a butcher refere(gets shot for the third time)#NOELLLLLL MY DARLING WIFE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#this has just inspired me to keep writing hofth with ella tbh#lowkey don’t even get the obsession with oscar tho i can’t be talking#to each their own or whatever
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Chapter 78 - Whirling Chaos
#boku no hero academia#deku#izuku midoriya#bnha#my hero academia#kota izumi#shota aizawa#this entire page is really really really good i love it so much#but this panel KILLS ME#just this whole page the ''mister is he gonna be okay''#''i punched him the other day and he still saved me''#''i didn't get a chance to tell him sorry or tell him thank you''#and then the#''he got beat up because he has no intention of dying you can tell him''#OUUUUUHHHHH THIS IS SO GOOD#HE'S SO BABY#AND ALSO A TASTE OF DADZAWA#i'm sobbing on the floor in the fetal position because i love shit like this this is my JAM this is EVERYTHING TO ME#sorry i love little kids so much and i love when strong people protect little kids because ohhhh the kids are so lovedddd#kota has so many people who love himmmmm and want to keep him safeeee#especially izuku!!!! and he loves izuku too!!! that's his BIG BROTHERRRRRR#AAAAAAAA#i'm okay i'm normal
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Um....SYLUS??? 😭
It's getting late and I'm tired and have a long day tomorrow, or else otherwise I would do another theory post regarding Sylus + all of his talks about luck (specifically him having bad luck). I feel like this could tie in with his lore 🤔
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#i've been wanting to do a post about him and his luck#but i've been in an awful headspace for a few weeks now so i can't really think straight#mc also brings this up a lot too#so i wonder if we'll get a memory about them discussing this that leads to her referencing it often#ohhhh the potential for so many things here#🤔
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so no one was going to tell me if i got literally one episode further tenax drops that he’s the one who saved scorpus from his mom’s pimp AND that he’s intimately familiar with scorpus’ dick when he was younger. guys. guys.
#thinking about an INSANE divorce fic. as a follow-up to the 30k canon-compliant backstory i have not written#(really it could be an au of that because like. am i sentimental and would i want them to get emotionally divorced NO but i will get into#the variants of this later i have to tell you about them ACTUALLY divorced first before i get into the hot divorcee energy of it all)#where they fucked around when they were younger and then broke up because. yeah tenax can dream but scorpus needs certainty he is what he#is he wants attention and dignity and when blue offers for him he goes and we don’t need to know what the massive fight was but we DO need#to know that they stopped fucking and maybe they stopped talking too but now they’re Colleagues. putting the ‘because i can’ moment#into a WHOLE different light bc it’s very much a ‘you no longer have a say in who I get to fuck because it’s not YOU. because we’re not’#and thus we get an exes-to-lovers arc I still know you the best and yes I SEE the scorpus xenon andria potential & once again I am saying:#put that in a box we can’t talk about that right now I see it but that’s not what we’re here for. anyway I was TRYING to say the ‘I know u#best of anyone’ of it all and if you think I have stopped thinking about tenax goading scorpus & talking about his dick for a single second#I have not. I REALLY have not because that is top tier blatant manipulation to be like ohhhh poor baby you’re so old and rotting I can just#get a new chariot driver I don’t even really want you anyway 😇 and scorpus KNOWS It’s bait however. he’s gotta get his attention back.#anyway they are ugly divorced and it’s very slow burn but I know exactly how you taste & what buttons to press & how to grip your shoulders#in an argument until they fuck nasty on all of their riches or however this thing ends. not well for anyone but I WILL be getting them back#together. the other fun little big divorced energy thoughts i had were very much ‘divorced and arguing but it’s foreplay to threaten to#leave each other’ so they can have hot aggressive mean sex because they get off on arguing with each other. everybody in the stables starts#to see them arguing about chariot design & the brothers are scared they’re gonna kill each other & then suddenly scorpus is tongue-fucking#Tenax’s throat with a fist still in his hair and tenax has a hand pinning him back against the post by the throat and that’s all they see#before everybody clears the FUCK out. this is a regular occurrence at all times in all arguments it’s so fun I love the dynamic#OHHHH AND IT’S AN OUTSIDER POV FIC i said the brothers really i meant elia but also now that i say that. could be a fun five + 1 of#everyone watching them threaten to kill each other and then y’know. la petit mort. ALSO i know i see the calla/tenax too we can’t talk abt#that put it in the box with the chariot drivers we can have one (1) thing at a time. the calla note is because i want a calla pov of them#where she’s just like ‘freaks. right in front of my salad?’ and does not give a fuck at all. top tier. anyway. andria/elia/calla/domitian#(Domitian seeing them petition him would be so fun because he wants to puppet master everything he’d want to know SO BAD.) the 5th one idk#because I don’t have any idea about the third brother yet but maybe Tenax catching scorpus in a brothel again? and the +1 is their POV ofc.#(anyway for myself: the vibes i want here are geno/anna cat and mouse follow/unfollow divorce and win her back rumors)#scorpus/tenax#those about to die#scorpus#tenax
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Have some Taylor !! I love her aoosois much she’s such a cutie patootie :33
#Yes she has a gap tooth#I thought it was cute :33 or wait is that a bad thing should I remove it is thst like offensive or#It’s probably not and I just have the urge to always make sure I never do anything remotely upwssting for people#Anyway#put your hand in mine you know that I want to be with you all the time you know that I won’t stop until I make you mine#Take me to your best friends house goin round this roundabout ooooohhh yeahhh take me to your best friends house I loved you then I loved#You now ohhhh yeaaa#I’m just vibing out still this sound slaps AF#maybe I should draw Jeff the killer#Why ? Idk he’s just silly#I lvooviodeee Taylor so much actually she’s so silly and sweet and amaze balls#I want to see her make a robot or like a drone that can potentially help them out#Working on more aiden in dresses things :33#Tyden art coming soon I just really hate drawing Tyler’s hair I keep giving him a mullet kns#Can you tell I have a theme in my drawings ?#school bus graveyard#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon#taylor hernandez#art
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arthur morgan is so eldest daughter coded GOD
#aristotle.txt#i think dutch and arthur mirror the relationship between a mother and daughter in many aspects#dutchs victimization of himself and his continuous denial and the anger he experiences and emotional guilting#the MINUTE arthur gains autonomy enough to betray his wants is just so peak mother and oldest daughter#the way arthur is HELL BENT on saving dutch is so representative of that#john has a much easier time questioning dutch and it is wholly because john is younger. he is the younger child#he has arthurs protection and he BELIEVES in that. so fully. in the way he carries himself#arthur lingers in johns life and his choices. john has the autonomy and freedom of a second child#ON TOP OF THIS. i think dutch loves both john and arthur. i dont think that is untrue#dutch is pathetic and he experiences major decline in sanity#the impact of arthurs death.... the abysmal reality that it was by dutchs hand that he died... dutchs sin is pride#he is hysterical in his attempt to prove what i can only assume is his worth as a father figure#he is so deep in denial and truly has lost his mind. that many has so much wrong with him#but he is well written and nuanced and so often feels motherly in his platitudes and preaching#a prideful mother and a daughter hellbent on making sure she is never lonely ohhhh theyre so#aough this game. this game is cooking me.#also the lengths that arthur goes to keep all of his tenderness wrapped in the pages of his journal and safe from everyone.....oh we're#really in it now arthur morgan#a.rdr2
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calling all Leverage fans out there:
if you're at all interested or preoccupied with Elliot Spencer's relationship with Damien Moreau, can I interested you in Micheletto and Cesare Borgia's relationship in The Borgias?
Consider a man. A dangerous man; perhaps the most dangerous man in the world. A man for hire, well-versed in death and spycraft and making things happen for the rich and the powerful. And one day—one day that dangerous man meets a powerful man, a powerful man he chooses to serve, to do terrible bloody work for. Anything and everything the powerful man asks, the dangerous man does, to the point where the powerful man trusts the dangerous man implicitly, without instruction or specification. To the point where the dangerous man becomes an extension of his will, of his self.
Until one day, the dangerous man is asked to do something so horrific, he can't bear to work for the powerful man anymore, and he walks away.
And the powerful man lets him.
God, does that not sound exactly like Elliot's history with Moreau? Have any Leverage season 4 aficionados ever wanted to see what that service looked like, from both sides?
Well, here's your chance. And truly, Micheletto (here, our Elliot analogue) and Cesare's (Moreau) relationship bookends the whole show; shapes it; makes all things possible and delivers something meaningful and emotional and horrific, all the same.
#leverage#elliot spencer#damien moreau#the borgias#micheletto corella#cesare borgia#the parallels ohhhh the parallels#it really is that fucking close of an analogue#nearly identical except for the setting#perhaps post cannon the borgias....#perhaps micheletto goes on to find a band of mercenaries and thieves#a band of people who help him learn to care and love and heal#i want that for him so badly#....although it would also be so fuckin sick if he went back to cesare#like i wouldn't say no to that#anyway. have a rec leverage fandom!
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When your "scary" headmate has their first positive front trigger
#my art#r.txt#dissociation tw#its... not really that... but like ive been tagging them with that this whole time... sooo...?#imma be real with yall this was gonna be a doodle but then i realized i dont think i did a colored piece this month yet#and i wanted something to show for dec for 2023 summary of art soooooooooooooooooo#eye contact tw#dare i tag this as system stuff#system humor#plural humor#roy's been known to be the 'scary' one since he doesnt talk much and has a very antisocial and intimidating vibe to him#but like he was unironically sending lil pusheen thank you gifs today so like ohhhh oh hes a softie#also give em a click because yayyyy tumblr loves cropping things
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Sketch dump I was gonna post after several other drawings but I just. Need to get it out of my system actually.
Big hc I've been running w lately is that Alfonse is a lap guy (entirely on his terms) and I. Had the thought. Of that extending to Lif.
Also finally pinned down the Alfonse/Dimitri/Lif dynamic and it's Evil Compatibility, where they're a perfect match to inevitably bring out the worst in each other LMFAOO
#fire emblem#feh#i do wanna clarify the 'dodged a bullet' bit is exclusively just referring to the evil compatibility#it's not a derogatory dig at dimitri's mental illness/psychosis#alfonse and preskip dimitri are like two ships passing in the night and alfonse wonders what could have been#he geniunely likes/liked him up until he noticed dimi has like. other red flags going on actually.#like the mental illness is a nonissue it's the skill issues actually. god forbid women do anything 🙄#as i joke around though i do really want to emphasize that my blog is a safe space. love and solidarity 🫡🤝#anyways i think when alfonse sees the dynamic between postskip dimi and lif he's like#ohhhh okay. well. nevermind.#saying all this as a guy who knows fuck all about dimi. he's just some guy alfonse had a thing for that one time. to me.#NOT a hater about it though LMFAO just like. very neutral/don't necessarily see the appeal#one thousand disclaimers. i know. i'm so sorry. i just wish for peace and love above all else ect ect#fe alfonse#fe lif#fe dimitri#my art
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sincerely i think the worst part of having bjds of different sizes and styles is you will get a guy bc u think he looks nice and then you realize his head is massive and doesnt mesh with ANY of your other guys...
#twist rambles#^guy that finally reached out to doa members to be like hi. HELP PLEASE. bc like... i dont normally have realistic sculpts so its really#scary for me. but its something where i think id like to umm. do a slightly different faceup than what i tried w him last time. bc hes a#robot to me. so i want to have the circuit boards and stuff showing. initially i wanted half his face to look like that but now im like...#small sections would look rly good of like. tiny bits of the skin peeling off to reveal circuitry. if that makes sense. but also its so so#hard for me as a guy w shaky handsssss augh#like. hes 70 cm tall and JACKED. and my other biggest doll is 68cm and pretty sldner so its so scary. this also reminds me i need to keep#wiping the old faceup/body paint off my other doll so i can like. well. make a silly b.lack jac.k doll ok :3 but i gotta get references too#hmm. much to do. but anyways. its so scary idk his eyes are a lot smaller bc his features are more realistic so like. im very scared about#it bc i just. yeah. its very different to my other guys bc like... i prefer a slightly less realistic doll. so its so scary. but i fell in#love w his face and his body ohhhh god yall dont even KNOW how bad and how much work thats gonna be. beautiful jacked so.nic the hed.gehog#body <- due to the fact he is blue. only partially tho. which is why im doing circuitry. bc i then dont have to um... wipe the 5 billion#spots of paint off. sorry thsi is so rambly in the tags but. its so scary for me#bjdposting
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'oh jc can't do warm and fuzzy stuff, he's bad at emotions, he's prickly, he's abrasive, this is so hard for him' okay, well if it's too hard for him to treat wwx with respect and consider his feelings then he shouldn't be in wwx's life. it's as simple as that
#it really is that easy#like if someone doesn't treat you well then you're not obligated to stick around no matter what happened in the past...#even if there are good reasons for him being a mess of a person#that still doesn't entitle him to the forgiveness and love and family of a person he's mistreated#like yeah he has trauma and it's sad but that doesn't give him the right to do this#and act like the victim when wwx responds reasonably to it#do you understand me. he has to take responsibility for his actions if he wants to have any kind of relationship. do you hear me#also ppl who claim that wwx and jc have an equal share of 'blame' in the relationship falling apart are talking nonsense#did wwx break his promise? yeah. it was sad#did he try to convince jc to allow his loved ones to be murdered? did he try to kill him multiple times?#did he blame him for every single wrong thing that happened in his life? did he torture him? no of fucking course not#have some perspective#ohhhh im mad. i gotta go to bed I made myself mad#ficblogging
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The Beach Boys Love You (1977) is such a questionable album I mean it’s barely even a Beach Boys album based on who contributes what but she’s so silly to me ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
#talkingcore#could YOUR fave make a song all about how manly Johnny Carson is? what about fucking planets#what do the planets mean!!! and have you ever seen sun shine in the morn??#its batshit insane it pioneered synthpop almost 40 years ahead of time#being seconds away from divorce struggling with substance abuse and being abused by your therapist can make some good songs#actually they just lead you not to make music for like 10 years but that’s besides the point Thank You Brian Wilson#Pet Sounds is the greatest album of all time? I’d like to see where in Pet Sounds there’s a song about honking down the gosh darn highway#i think it’s gonna be on loop this is not looking good for my future#like okay literally it’s a Brian Wilson solo album but they were like fuck it The Beach Boys need to put something out#so it became the bbs love you and not Brian loves you#which like yes the other members contribute vocals but literally All the lyrics and instruments are Brian#which by the way it’s all synths which is really insane and fun for the time#and also given the point in his life he was at he absolutely should NOT have been allowed to make lyrics#i mean hell during his accepted peak he had other people handling lyrics#so you want him making words while his brain is melting???? okay ig#that’s how you get roller skating child……. but it slaps though!!!!!!#omg I’ve not explained hey little tomboy on here oh my god#it’s not on love you I don’t like the album it’s from but ohhhh my god what a song………#OH FORGOT TO ADD you have a duet between Brian and his wife about like love shit and it’s actually really pretty#but like they’re on the brink of divorce when it was recorded so it’s amusing in that sense
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ok achievement got i'm brainrotting about c+ so hard
#SEE CUZ CALLING HIM C+ IS WEIRD TO ME NOW but anyways#i think he's so so silly but he's also profoundly sad but like. in a new way#his story is like. weirdly the inverse of python's???? like they left their families and began to indulge in new identities#so as to not be found#but. ohhhh my god okay buckle in#python did so because he didn't want his old family to find him. c+ did so because he'd be jailed for working age restrictied jobs#python hates its old family. everything c+ does is for his family#in taking on a 'fake' identity python discovered his real self separate from from its identity as a god and as a part of his old family#meanwhile c+ so frequently loses himself in the fake identity he has to wear in order to help who he loves#that he genuinely forgets his real name sometimes#and it crushes him so much when it happens. it crushes him that java's friends with a stranger instead of him#because he connects with java so much. they're just two kids who lost their way and now they're here when they don't even want to be#and it crushes him that he can't embrace who he is because if he gets too comfortable if he tells the wrong people the wrong things#the fragile web he's built under himself will collapse#and yet. he's more himself than he knows. and he finds new things that he works into both his c+ persona and the person underneath#and by opening up to his best friend about all of this he finds out that c+ and him aren't really that different after all#and while he's ready to start embracing the real him with more people... he doesn't regret his time as c+.#after all. he wouldn't be the real valentino without him.#(valentino is his real name)#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#I LOVE YOU PARALLELS I LOVE YOU ACCIDENTAL FOILS ILY ILY ILY#anyways#<- i wanna experiment with calling him c+ but until i make a final decision i'm keeping his tag as c4#c+
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oh and i finished sharp objects in like one sitting at work today bc my brother read it and we talked about it more cause i had the show he had the book and glad he didn’t. but insane he didn’t make any connections to home. like not in an emo everything sucks way but my mom has said exact lines adora has and me well…
#personal#self harm mention in tags btw#sh mention#like i want to be clear im not stressed he didn’t have the same experience#i’m happy for him#i’m mean i’m stressed when it’s like hey ur the girl ur gonna take of our parents forever okay?#but like oh you didn’t have a specificly shitty childhood with our mom? i am genuinely happy for you on that#but it’s like dude i’ve been self harming specifically cutting for like. over a decade now few years over#you know i abuse substances#mom again. has said exact lines adora has like nearly word for word and i had to put the book down#camilles a report im majoring in journalism???? i’m genuinely just confused#and then i won’t lie i did also steal parts of amma and marian but that’s more im insane so not gonna blame him for thaf#anyway. book was way more rough than the show and the show was fucking rough#i was literally just reading it at work then getting so worked up and then being like damn. relax. but then it’s really good and i wouldn’t#oh and my coworker came by and he was like oh that’s an old book!#and we talked about books for a bit and all my older coworkers love to tell me they respect me for reading so much which also a bit weird#but thank you - it feels like being a kid again#but anyway we talked about books for a while and im lending him my copy of lord of the rings :) i also told him about my bookcase#and my collection of first editions he was like :0#ohhhh and he said hannibal was a good book#i know hannibal and hannibal rising are like the bad ones but so far hannibal isn’t bad just a lot#like taken me weeks if not months to get half way through granted life situation#then sharp objects i finished that in like one work shift and only started half way through my shift. to be fair 10 hours shifts but still#and that’s inbetween work calls. i love sunday’s cause that can happen but like that would never happen on a monday or tuesday 💔#except that one time it did on a holiday
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i looooooooove mikami because hes susuuuuuuchhhhh a freak in the last two episodes hes definitely ******* *** ***** ******* ** *** ***** **** and i love it i love it im so into it yess YESSSS YESSSSSSSSSSSS i wish i was light just so i could get him to behave like that I LOVE MIKAMI HES SO.... yesssss yes i shant say
#txt#suggestive#sorry sorry#SORRY its really obvious what i blocked out but heh... i cant lie#IM SO INTO IIIIITTTTTTTT I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE MIKAMI I LOVE HIM 😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈 i want him to need me biblically#im not even sorry I WANT HIM SO BAD YESSS MIKAMI YESSSSSSSSSS THE PERFECT MAN YES YES YES ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️#mikami#hes so hot sorry. he gets so into it... and when hes done writing all the names... ohhhh my god. his pose during AND after writing the names#i shant SAY ITTTT ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ WHAT A MAN#he definitely ****** *** ***** i mean come . on. come on#COME ON 😭 theres no way he didnt#i love him
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