#but like oh you didn’t have a specificly shitty childhood with our mom? i am genuinely happy for you on that | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

lilgynt · 2 years ago

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oh and i finished sharp objects in like one sitting at work today bc my brother read it and we talked about it more cause i had the show he had the book and glad he didn’t. but insane he didn’t make any connections to home. like not in an emo everything sucks way but my mom has said exact lines adora has and me well…

#personal #self harm mention in tags btw #sh mention #like i want to be clear im not stressed he didn’t have the same experience #i’m happy for him #i’m mean i’m stressed when it’s like hey ur the girl ur gonna take of our parents forever okay?#but like oh you didn’t have a specificly shitty childhood with our mom? i am genuinely happy for you on that #but it’s like dude i’ve been self harming specifically cutting for like. over a decade now few years over #you know i abuse substances #mom again. has said exact lines adora has like nearly word for word and i had to put the book down #camilles a report im majoring in journalism???? i’m genuinely just confused #and then i won’t lie i did also steal parts of amma and marian but that’s more im insane so not gonna blame him for thaf #anyway. book was way more rough than the show and the show was fucking rough #i was literally just reading it at work then getting so worked up and then being like damn. relax. but then it’s really good and i wouldn’t #oh and my coworker came by and he was like oh that’s an old book!#and we talked about books for a bit and all my older coworkers love to tell me they respect me for reading so much which also a bit weird #but thank you - it feels like being a kid again #but anyway we talked about books for a while and im lending him my copy of lord of the rings :) i also told him about my bookcase #and my collection of first editions he was like :0 #ohhhh and he said hannibal was a good book #i know hannibal and hannibal rising are like the bad ones but so far hannibal isn’t bad just a lot #like taken me weeks if not months to get half way through granted life situation #then sharp objects i finished that in like one work shift and only started half way through my shift. to be fair 10 hours shifts but still #and that’s inbetween work calls. i love sunday’s cause that can happen but like that would never happen on a monday or tuesday 💔#except that one time it did on a holiday

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