#but oh well. i shall persevere.
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God I have yet to start the next felt world update bc I have quite honestly not been doing well enough to draw. I have to be in a good head space to create, and things have been rough unfortunately.
#for obvious reasons but I'm just sorta not super happy with my life bc my body is deciding to crumble every chance it gets#it has sort of made me aware that I could become physically disabled sooner than I thought#like first it was my liver now my lungs#and there's nothing I can do about it besides hope they dont progress...#but oh well. i shall persevere.#with that being said whoever invented boston cream donuts i owe you my life#AND thank you to toby fox for making deltarune it's my favorite game ever like ever ever#RELEASE THE NEW CHAPTER PLEASE
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Chreon Week: Confessions (Day 2)
The TV is quiet, but still loud enough to hear, playing some sort of comedy show that takes place in a police station. Leon watches it with a mix of amusement and longing. Could that have been him if things had gone differently? Hanging out with coworkers, joking with fellow officers, the friendly competition?
He idly wonders if Chris and himself would have seen each other. Itâs not improbable, with the other working in the S. T. A. R. S. office. They wouldâve crossed paths every once in a while, for sure. Would they have caught each otherâs eyes then? Would they have danced around each other for this long, trying to figure out if the other had liked them?
Leonâs brought out of his thoughts by heavy footsteps nearing the couch. He tenses a little, training more than actual fear, turning to see Chris coming towards the couch. The taller male rubs at his eyes blearily, probably having just woken up to find Leon missing from the bed. He rounds the couch, sitting next to Leon, and tilting over to lean heavily on the blonde.
Leon huffs, amused, but shifts, leaning back so heâs laying with Chris atop him, the otherâs head on his stomach. The weight is more grounding than constricting, and Leon relaxes easily, the two of them facing the TV. His hands come up to scratch at Chrisâs head absentmindedly as they watch the show, causing the male to go almost boneless on top of him. Leon smiles tiredly at that, his heart doing something funny in his chest.
The two of them are quiet for a while, both of them exhausted. Itâs Leon who finally breaks the silence, the quiet itching at him, reminding him a bit too much of the silence of the RPD. He doesnât have much to talk about, so his tired brain picks the first thing he can think of.
âYou know,â Leon begins, tongue loose with exhaustion, tone more than little slurred with sleep, âI had a bit of a crush on you, even before I met you. An idealized one, but one nonetheless.â
Leon doesnât look down, but he can imagine the confusion that probably appears on Chrisâs face. It would be quickly washed away by a smile, one thatâs either smug or fond. He can feel Chris twisting around to try and look at him, so he looks down.
Brown eyes are looking up at him, and yep. A fond smile decorates the otherâs face, curiosity tinting his gaze. Leon looks back at the TV, a bit too tired to be embarrassed about his confession. Hands gently rub circles into his back where theyâre circled around him.
 âYeah?â Chris replies, voice also tired, but more than a little curious. âHow come?â
 Leon tips his head back a bit, thinking. Claire had certainly factored into it with how often sheâd talk about Chris. When sheâs not around her brother, sheâs all sweet words and compliments about him. The picture sheâd shown him had completed whatever fondness heâd have for the male, as he was rather⊠well, cute in his younger years.
âItâs Claireâs fault,â Leon finally says, allowing his gaze to stay on the ceiling, tracing patterns with his eyes. Thereâs a soft laugh, and Chrisâs chin settles on his stomach. Leon looks down, and those eyes are still looking at him, still so fond. But theyâre also drifting shut. Leon hums softly, turning the TV off and shifting a little. Chrisâs eyes open again.
âTime for bed?â he asks, smile still decorating his face. Leon nods, agreeing. Time for bed.
#resident evil#chreonweek2024#chreon#I think I did a bit better today#i liked my writing this morning but then as i continued i got the worst brain fog ive ever had#but i tried to persevere#I used to be so good at writing scenes like this wah#oh well#i think it came out kind of cute at least#now to work on day 3's prompt#i have a surgery tomorrow#so there's a high chance i dont finish tonight and it comes out late#but we shall see#:D
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normal ending (aka bad ending lite) achieved, yay^^
this game is so strange in this regard, so like, apparently, you get a normal ending no matter how many continues you use, as long as it's not 5 am (in-game time) by the end (each continue costs you half an hour, but you can also proceed through the game by half an hour quicker if you like gather enough time orbs which drop from enemies under certain circumstances)
but also there's 2 final stages, and 6A is the one you get if you use continues (or if you haven't gotten a normal ending yet), while 6B you get to if you don't continue and you already beat 6A once...
which leads to two unfortunate circumstances:
I won't really get to fight Eirin (the stage 6A boss) again (or at least not properly she might still be a midboss I guess), which is a shame
I won't be able to practice 6B in practice mode which is going to suck
#all in all not too fond of these mechanics#but oh well I shall persevere#touhou eiyashou#gaming in the moonsink
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joyous weeping or miserable weeping?
miserable, lol. I failed so badly I fear not even the curve will save me (for some reason the curves are applied at the end of the semester to everything at once)
#but i feel like all cs classes have failing exam grades#i know a guy who ta's a cs class several levels above mine and he complained about how the average for that one's midterm was a 30%#but oh well! nothing to be done. we shall persevere i suppose#ask
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Huh Yunjin x 6th member!reader
Synopsis: you canât take your eyes off her, specially when sheâs dancing. thankfully, yunjin makes sure to put up a show for you.
Warnings: suggestivee. safe for work ma babes ^^
Word count: 1.6k
Notes: I SHALL PERSEVERE. fuckass writers block đ€. i will noooooot proofread this ^^
âOh my God. Are you ok?â Yunjin asks, turning her attention away from her choreography as soon as she catches you desperately choking on water.
You throw your phone on the other side of the couchâ as well as the bottle you were holding, in hopes of controlling the coughing fit that has you shaking rather violently. Still trying to gasp for air, you manage to nod, thumbs up to let Yunjin know youâll most likely live.
âJust fine.â Your voice comes in between breaths, still accompanied by weakened coughs. âI drank too much at once.â
She giggles, walking towards the couch so you can sit side by side. You make sure to grab your phone back so your bandmate doesnât reckon the cause of your coughing fit: scrolling through TikTok, you found a fan cam of the red-haired girl performing at their showcase just days ago.
Her bare waist, tight cropped and low-waisted jeans were enough for you to breathe in deeply, looking anywhere in the empty room but at her; carefully to not be reminded of the sin that was your bandmateâs body. Not only that, but the way she moved, tooâ sharp and flawless, skilled as she played with her hair and bit her lip while looking at the damn camera. Yunjin is well aware of how hot she is, and she sure as hell makes good use of that when performing.
Itâs torture.
âAre you sure?â She frowns, and itâd be adorable if your mind wasnât clouded by how sheâd react if you just pushed her down the small sofa and ruined her relentlessly until someone had to barge in, worried about the screams coming from the roomâ only to find her whimpering under your touch, begging for more. âYour face is all flushed, and your skin feels hot. Y/n, are you sick?â
You shake your head, doing your best to duck from your bandmateâs attentive touches. Itâs comforting to have her hand cupping your cheek, but her touches are electrifying. A single brush of her fingers is and your heart skips a beat, along with a familiar ache that starts growing in your core.
âItâs nothing, unnie. Donât worry.â Her smile is so pretty. She loves to be loved by you. âYou might want to take a small break, though. Come on, youâve been here for hours already! Donât push yourself too hard.â You offer, even though itâs obvious sheâs going to decline. Yunjinâs too much of a perfectionist, so much so that itâs incredibly common to find her in that same practice room during late hours of the night, rehearsing the groupâs choreography so sheâll be nothing but perfect once they go on stage.
The hate train Lesserafimâs been receiving has been getting to her, you know it as much. Itâs easy to see in her chapped-off nails, disheveled hair, and how she never stays still, due to the amount of coffee she consumes on a single day. Sheâs too hard on herself, and you wish sheâd open up more. How much better would it be if she just didnât bottle it up so much, and relied on you instead? Youâre bandmates, after all.
Touchy as sheâs always been, Yunjin grabs your hand and leads you to the middle of the dance room, in front of the mirror. Youâre left standing awkwardly, with a confused face until she rushes back with a chair. âActually, I needed your help with something.â She gestures for you to sit, which you do. âItâs my turn to record something for TikTok, and manager-im asked it to be a dancing piece. Can you tell me if itâs good?â
You gulp when she launches her jacket lazily onto the ground, setting up her song of choice on her phone. The beat starts slow as the singerâs sweet voice echoes through the room, and Yunjin walks towards you in unhurried, precise steps. Thereâs not enough air, with all your mind clogged by her, and you can feel the slick dripping from your cunt. Once she finally reaches you⊠itâs insane. Her fingers brush your collarbone, the shadow of a proper touch has you shivering as she places both of her hands on your elbows and pushes herself down, her hips swirling just as the melody drags onâ you canât do anything but hold her by the hips, adding pressure to her rocking back and forth in your lap.
Her covered cunt brushes against yours and itâs the best feeling youâve ever experienced; it feels heavenly, to have the friction just right where you need it. Yunjinâs arms go up in an arched movement, leaving her pretty neck all exposed. Itâd be so easy to just push her in and suck on her porcelain skin until no makeup could hide such hickeys. Along with the song, she breathes in, which rides her crop top enough that you can see her lack of a bra.
Itâs borderline painful: the way her actions lit your body on fire, the desperate need for more, the way she does a hair flip, still so attentive to the music you donât even hear anymore. The only bang in your head comes from the pleasure building up down in your lower abdomen, waiting. Anticipating.
Yunjin grabs you by the neck just as the chorus hits, brushing her mouth against yours. She makes her way down to your neck, teasing her teeth against your clavicle whilst her other hand toys with the hem of your sweatpants, tapping in the right rhythm. âDo you want it?â
âMore than anything.â Your response comes immediately. Youâre soaked, and thereâs nothing more in the world you want more than for her to touch you. âPlease, Jen⊠Want your fingers inside.â
Yunjin is always eager to please, and youâre so glad for that. Her hand makes her way past your panties, and she smirks once sheâs met with the mess youâve made. âDoes my dancing turn you on that much?â Her sultry tone does nothing but entice your moans, âOh, Y/n⊠thatâs pathetic.â
In any other situation, youâd give her mockery an answer just as filthy. But as her fingers brush your slit, gathering slick as Yunjin uses your juices to press her thumb on your clit, you can only muster a loud whine. Tangling your arms under her neck, you lift your hips a bit further, in hopes of having more.
More. Itâs all you want. You need more.
âJen, f-fuck. Please, I needââ Two of her fingers enter your cunt unannounced, making you grasp. Yunjinâs movements are just as precise as her choreography, thrusting in and helping with the ache in your pussy right where you need it.
Youâre not proud of how lewd you sound, all at your bandmateâs mercy as she fastens her pace on your dripping sex. Sheâs still in your lap, and the combined pressure feels just perfect.
Yunjinâs mouth leaves a trail of kisses in the valley of your boobs, her wet, cherry lips enticing the fire in your body. âI know what you need, baby. Just let go for me, you can do it.â
One command of hers and the tingling sensation that has been building up in your body explodes, allowing you to feel the wave of pleasure youâve been so eagerly anticipating from the moment you entered the room. You cum with a high cry, with Yunjinâs fingers going even faster as you ride out from your orgasm. Itâs not enough, though â you still need more. You think sheâs going to give it to you, but your friendâs fingers retreat completely.
Yunjinâs left you a breathless mess, hot and bothered and just so desperate to have her in any way as you stare at her, hopeless and confused.
âWhyâd you stop?â You whine, puting.
Yunjin laughs at the sight of your puppy eyes, so big and watery from frustration.
âBecause that was it.â Her answer is resolute as if she didnât make you cum seconds prior. With a fake frown, she adds, âShould I post it? Is it good enough?â
Taking a deep breath, you bite your lip as your hands find their way to her waist, bringing her to your lap once again. Even the smallest amount of friction _hurts_, from how horny you are, and you wince.
Noticing your struggles, Yunjin giggles as she leaves small, wet kisses on your jaw. You decide to play coy, too, âNot at all. In fact, I think you need a lot more practice. Go again, from the beginning⊠please?â
Yunjin laughs so hard she drops her head back, pinching your nose. âSure, baby. I think so too.â
You kiss her again, exploring your way into her pretty mouth as your hands lift her shirt, groping her tits. Yunjin makes an effort to be perfect, and youâre so glad for her hard work.
âOh, and Y/n?â She calls you, her tone all innocent. Yunjinâs lips are addicting, and sheâs such a good kisser⊠itâs nearly impossible to focus on anything else. You hum in acknowledgment, and that seems to be enough for her, âYou should lower your phoneâs brightness before watching my thirsty edits, next time.â
Youâd for sure choke again, if it werenât for her devious laugh, silencing your shock with her sultry movements on your lap.
#kpop x reader#kpop smut#kpop x y/n#sol writes#huh yunjin x you#huh yunjin x reader#huh yunjin smut#huh yunjin imagines#huh yunjin x y/n#lesserafim imagines#lesserafim x reader#lesserafim smut#Spotify
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Good End
Previous Chapters: One Two Three Choose Another Ending
Malleus was smiling. Grim had never seen him smile. It was eerie. Unholy. Frightening. But he had to persevere, for tuna.
"I look forward to our partnership," Grim stuttered, looking down at his paperwork, and shuffling it so he could hide his nervousness.
"Does tomorrow work for-"
"Tomorrow will be most excellent," Malleus interrupted, "in fact if you wanted to begin today-"
"Tomorrow it is then!" Grim shouted, before inhaling a deep breath. "I, uh, need to practice my part of the script and I won't be ready today."
Malleus pouted.
"Are you certain? Because-"
"Yes, yes," Grim shouted over his shoulder as he sprinted off, leaving behind a confused but excited horned fae.
âŠ.
Grim was acting weird. Well, he was always acting weird, but it was weird even for himâŠ.
"Yawn! I said I'm so sleepy!"
"Yeah, I heard you the first three times, but I'm hung up on the fact that you keep verbally saying 'yawn'"
Grim huffed, and put his paws on his hips.
"Because I'm yawning, duh. Yawn!"
"Grim I've seen you yawn before-"
"YAWN!"
"SEVENS! Okay! You're tired, I get it! What do you want me to do about it?"
"Oh," he seemed thoughtful for a moment, "Well, all I was trying to say is I'm going to bed early, so you'll have to entertain yourself in whatever way you entertain yourself at night, for longer."
He stared at you pointedly.
"I-well, goodnight I guess," you said, staring straight back at him.
The two of you stared for another couple seconds, neither sure what to do.
"Yawn!" Grim said, before scampering up the stairs and slamming the door to your room behind him.
"That cat," you muttered to yourself. You weren't ready to go to bed yet, but without Grim, there wasn't that much to do.
You supposed you couldâŠ.
But would he even be around at this hour?
Oh well, no harm in checking.
You stood up, stretched your limbs, and made your way to the front door, searching the surrounding area in the dimming light.
You didn't have to search long, as a shower of green fire flies materialized into the form of a familiar friend.
"Tsunotarou," you said with a grin.
"Child of man," he responded, an equally large grin gracing his features.
"You're early-" you both said, simultaneously, before giggling at the moment.
"Grim went to bed early so I thought I'd go on a walkâŠ"
"I spotted a new ruin earlier today, and was so eager to show you that I arrived earlier than usual."
"Well, perfect, then," you said with a smile.
He held out his hand to you, and you interlaced your fingers before beginning your walk, swinging your joined hands back and forth all the way.
The two of you shared light hearted small talk as he lead you to the nearby forest. Eventually you came up on a clearing, full of glittering lanterns floating through the air, as light as bubbles.
"What's all this?" You asked, breathlessly.
"I lied to you, my child of man," Malleus said, gently directing your chin so that you faced him.
"Oh?"
"I did not, in fact, find new ruins. But I was truly excited to see you, because," he paused to gently caress your cheek,"because today is the day I decided to tell you I love you."Â
"IâŠ.wow."
His brow furrowed. "Is that a good wow? As in you accept my feelings?"
"And what if it is?" You grinned.
He hummed thoughtfully for a moment, before matching your grin.
"If it is, then I shall have to kiss you so hard that your teeth rattle."
You grabbed his tie, and pulled him to your level.
"Then pucker up, pretty boy."
âŠ.
"And that, Fortuna, is how we came to the royal courts of the Valley of Thorns, and began our life of luxury."
"Wow, dad! You're so smart!" Fortuna, Grim's oldest daughter, said with delight.
"I know, and one day, you might also be as smart as the great Grim," Grim said with a grin.
Before either of them could continue the conversation, they were greeted with a curt knock on the door.
"Come in," Grim purred, lounging back on his lounge chair.
Sebek, now a decade or so older, entered carrying a tray, a single can of luxury tuna sitting in the middle.
"Your tuna, your excellence," Sebek said through gritted teeth. This was the most humiliating part of his day. Which is exactly why Grim requested Sebek to be the one who brought his dinners.
"Just set it over there," he gestured lazily to his mahogany desk.
Sebek groaned, but complied, before saying, "Also, your wife burnt another flower patch while-"
Grim tossed a bag of gold coins his way.
Sebek growled. "You are so lucky the king has sworn me to silence, or Y/N would-"
"Well you are sworn to secrecy, so there. Now tell my wife and the triplets that dinner is here."
With a grin, he turned back to Fortuna.Â
"Dad, tell me another story of your greatness!"
"Of course! This is the story of how I single handedly saved NRC from seven overblots, while Y/N, my beloved henchhuman, hid behind me in fear. So there I was-"
The End
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#malleus draconia#malleus x reader#malleus draconia x reader#malleus#twst malleus
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alright team. i'm back at a truly blank page for the first time in a almost two years. what's that sound? oh, it's the looming existential dread that i've completely forgotten how to write. which, to be fair, i really may have. but we shall persevere etc., etc.
editing to add: also, a girl needs to refill her creative well so gimme all the best books you've read lately (or in the last two years; it's been rough y'all)
#in my defense#i wrote a book#revised that book#got an agent#revised that book a bunch more#had a baby#shattered the ever living shit out of my ankle#and am now (re)learning how to walk at the same time my baby is#circumstances have not been ideal! (for writing)#the ankle part has also not been ideal#baby part is great though#but also time consuming hence the lack of writing#all of which is to say:#hi#i'm not exactly around but i'm also a little bit around#and i'm trying to get back into the swing of things#currently working on original fiction#but tbh i'm desperate for a fic idea to grab me by the throat and squeeze
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CHANGED MY MIND I don't care what's going on because Crowley is worried about Aziraphale đ„șđđ„°
what is like. going on.
#good omens spoilers#good omens season 2#good omens tv#good omens#starky liveblogs good omens season 2#over halfway through now and it is still entirely up in the air to me if they will kiss or even hold hands or do anything#probably they will not#im delusional what am i saying literally nothing will happen i know that im losing my mind smh#thats why they keep putting in lesbians so that we cant complain when they give us nothing i already know all this#OH WELL. we persevere. and i guess the weird minisode format is growing on me MAYBE. we shall see.
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Muhammad Ali's Legendary Boxing Career
Oh, you know what time it is! We're talking about the greatest of all time, Muhammad Ali! This man was a boxing machine, and he knew it. He had the speed, the power, and the quick wit to take down anyone who dared step into the ring with him.
Now, I know what you're thinking. "Yalla Papi, why are we talking about boxing? This is supposed to be a blog about learning from Muhammad Ali!" Well, my dear reader, let me tell you something. Muhammad Ali's boxing career was about more than just throwing punches. It was about determination, perseverance, and fighting for what you believe in.
When Ali refused to be drafted into the Vietnam War, he knew it could cost him his boxing career. But he stuck to his principles and stood up for what he believed in, even if it meant sacrificing everything he had worked for. That takes some serious guts, my friends.
And even when he was stripped of his boxing titles, Ali didn't let it break him. He continued to train, to fight, and to inspire millions of people around the world with his dedication to his sport and his beliefs.
So, let's take a page out of Ali's book, shall we? Let's be determined, let's persevere, and let's fight for what we believe in, no matter the cost. That's what it means to be a true champion, inside and outside of the ring.
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Alright, alright, letâs change this around shall we? Instead of berating each other with what we donât like about each other, how about we encourage and uplift one another? Iâll go first:
Optimus: your dedication to the protection of life and freedom is legendary. You seek the good of those around you and do your best to be the peace maker in any given situation.
Megatron: your wish for justice and fairness for all is just as admirable as your desire to repent from your past. Your repentance of your wrongs and your perseverance in making things right should be celebrated and commended.
Bumblebee: Your joyous personality has the ability to make everyoneâs day better and brighter. Your friendship with others is priceless.
Starscream: Your desire to learn is so amazing to see! You have a wide range of talents, and seeing you grow your talents in meaningful ways is beautiful!
Hot Rod: You are very sensitive to how other people feel, which makes you an amazing friend to be around! You are wise beyond your years, and I believe others can learn a lot from you and your sensibilities.
Kup: Hot Rodâs behavior and growth is a testament to the hard work and sacrifice you put into raising him. Your loyalty has no bounds, even going as far as staying loyal to Primeâs command even when others demanded/tempted you to stop. Youâve worked long and hard.
Now, itâs your turn, guys. Say something uplifting about one another.
đ€š I think you said it all for me.
I'll have a try. I like that Megatron was one of the first to welcome us. I like that Optimus has been really trying to make up lost time. I love Kup for always looking after me, even when I made it hard. I like that Star's been teaching me stuff about Earth and spending time with me. I like that Bumblebee's a teacher now.
OK... I've done this before, but I'll try it again.
Megatron, I admire your courage. It takes guts to rebel and lead a crazed faction like the Decepticons, but it takes all the more to admit you lost your way and try to set things right.
Kup, taking Hot Rod on has to be one of the most selfless acts of sacrifice to have taken place during the war. You say it was a pleasure and I don't doubt it, but I know you wanted to keep on fighting. Thank you for doing as I asked.
Starscream, your creativity and inquiring mind make you quite unique. You're always trying something new, learning and adapting.
Bumblebee, your ability to befriend humans has always made interspecies relations look easy. Your friendliness, polite attitude and optimism are your best points. Dot and Alex have grown to consider you a son or nephew. I can see why.
Hot Rod, I am impressed by the young mech you have grown into. Kind, confident, fun to have around. Truly, you're a credit to Kup.
Wow! Thanks, Optimus.
Optimus, I appreciate all that I have learnt and continue to learn from you. You are faithful and... and... a better leader than I could ever hope to be.
Starscream-
Uh-oh...
Where are you going? Sit down. Your love for music, games, art and... and... well... all that interests you... Optimus phrased it better than I. Hrrgh...! I admire your tenacity. Your desire to learn and adapt. Your... drive. You will make a great leader one day, but you still have a lot to learn. At the moment.
Kup, Hot Rod. I have only known you both a short while, but you have already taught me much.
Bumblebee, like Starscream, I see in you the capacity to lead well if you work hard and learn.
As a race, we all have much to learn.
I don't know what to say. I thought my speed and scouting skills were my only good points.
You've got a lot of good points, young'un. It's just that you've still got a lot to learn.
Hot Rod, I like that you're a bigger dumbaft than I am-
Bumblebee!
OK, I think we'll call time on this little exercise for now.
Good idea. For now, I think we have had enough.
#asks answered#transformers#starscream#hot rod#optimus prime#megatron#bumblebee#kup#favourite things#lunarstar793
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Reprise Vol. 1 - Master & Slave
I think it's no big secret that Paul doesn't have much good to say about Kiss' Carnival of Souls. To put it mildly. Or he simply does everything imaginable to at least create such impressions whenever this album title should rarely enough become the subject of an interview question. Of course, he's welcome to do as he pleases, but personally, from my humble perspective, I think it's a bit of a shame, because I can also remember times when he spoke a tiny bit differently about it.
For example, I can still remember the time when the subject of a reunion was still treated as fictitious, and it wasn't on anyone's horizon, least of all Paul's and Gene's. That was back in 1994/95, when Kiss' laudable motto of perseverance and giving their best was for a change increasingly emphasized in their new music.
And I still remember very well that regular little Kiss feature in the German Rock Hard magazine, which was supervised by their Kiss Die-Hard (0), and from whom one got the vivid impression that he regularly got a certain insight into the world of our favorite band. I think it must have been February or March 1995 when Paul and Gene (1), but also Eric Singer (2), apparently got in touch with the interviewer directly from the rehearsal room in a telephone interview and Paul confidently said, not without his usual side-swipe at Gene, that his songs were much more melodious and heavier than Gene's. There was a certain pride in that. At some point later he even went so far as to claim that the new album was the best and heaviest since Creatures of the Night. Oh my!
What I mean, since that's a rather thoughtful and equally rare tribute to their own music, which was previously only outspoken to give a very special shine to the indeed excellent Revenge, and the return to form associated with it. And I must add to this Paul seemed quite proud of Revenge in 1992 regardless of how hard he had contributed to the previous albums in the 80's anyway. But who knows, once again, it was probably just the latest sensationalization of the upcoming album (3). Promotion is a double-edged sword, but to wipe Revenge away so succinctly because of it, I really don't know. But maybe and probably because it wouldn't have sounded so good to say their new album was the best since... their last one.
But to get my act together and to at least briefly talk directly about Master & Slave in this context.
So, as I already mentioned in my original entry, Master & Slave had the working title: Paul's Riff. In my perception, this suggests pride and respect, not necessarily from Paul himself, but clearly from his band environment. And the fact that such a meagre, yet all-saying no-name was chosen as accepted as a working title, if not even honored from everybody involved clearly speaks for itself.
And because this is a reprise, I'll simply feature an excerpt from my original text about what I see in this song:
"What begins in Not For the Innocent with a few approaching, ominous tones, continues in Unholy as a small extension in a slightly different pitch, and a much more compact back and forth oscillation of these tones, which thereby does not form the entire riff, but only a complementary part of it. In Master & Slave the whole thing gains in drasticness, and the motif is doubled to a lower pitch, added to the previous one to secure its terrain, only to turn into a Black Sabbath motif a la After All. An endlessly repeating highly dynamic acrobatic feat in loud and quiet/guitar and bass contrast."
When writing Master & Slave, Paul must have thought to himself: Ok Gene, a dark album full of Unholys shall it be? This time I'll listen to you, then you shall get Unholy. Which must have stimulated his ambition to try to outdo Gene in terms of Unholy by more than a small margin. I think the result shows in all strength what the right ambition can achieve.
"To conjure up this wet dream of riff Paul must have really tried hard and done his very best to achieve such a result - regardless of what he claims about Carnival of Souls as a whole today."
It is a real pity that he no longer stands by it. Gene and, above all, Bruce (4) seem to have fewer problems with this.
Side Notes:
(0) Jan Jaedike.
(1) Gene emphasized the psychedelic component and compared Carnival of Souls to the Rolling Stones' Satanic Majesties Request (1967) (5) , and that they couldn't explain either why it sounded different from the previous album.
(2) Eric said the album was super heavy and exactly the kind of music he wanted to play. I love to mention this because he had also clearly distanced himself from Carnival of Souls over the past few years. Klassik!
(3) Can anyone still remember how they loud-mouthedly advertised Crazy Nights as a mixture of Animalize and Destroyer back then? There's even a Youtube video of it, but don't ask me where. Anyway, that was still was something different.
(4) Or the last of the Mohicans, as I like to call him.
(5) Hmm, which Stones album did Ace's cover of 2000 Man actually come from?
Master & Slave starts from the beginning. Unholy and Not For The Innocent are highlighted. Turn up the volume and open your ears, I assume no liability:
Master & Slave (1997)
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Unholy (1992)
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Not For The Innocent (1983)
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I'll add After All by Black Sabbath on top.
After All (1992)
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Hand, Hearth, and Home
Chapter 42 - Lying in Wait
Chapter Summary: Halsin guides the adventurers into the Shadowlands via an ancient tunnel - only to find that they're not the only creatures hoping for an escape. When the adventurers finally make it into the Shadowlands, their troubles are far from over.
Pairing(s): Astarion x Male Tav (Main); Past OC x Male Tav Rating: Explicit Length: 199K+ words; Chapters 42/65
Excerpt below:
âHalsin,â Wyll calls, returning from further up the broken path. âWe found something.â
He gingerly hands an old, moldering journal to the druid, who studies it closely.Â
âWhere did you find this?â he asks Wyll softly.Â
They find themselves in the remains of a hasty little camp. Right at the center of it â curled close to the remains of a campfire â are the brittle remnants of a human skeleton and a splintered quarterstaff.
Church recognizes the Oak Fatherâs emblem â fallen into the dust between the skeletonâs ribs.Â
âDid you know them?â he asks Halsin gently.Â
The druid is quiet for a moment.Â
ââŠshe was from the grove,â he whispers, voice choked. âTerryna.âÂ
Halsin wipes at his face, breath shuddering. âI told her⊠I told her not toâŠâ
He clears his throat before handing the disintegrating journal to the warlock before walking away. Church cracks it open, surprised to find that the ink is remarkably well-preserved.Â
Made good progress through the mountains. Seeing the curse for the first time filled me with an awe and fear that was difficult to describe. No writing could have prepared me, nor any artistâs rendition. As grave as the Archdruid Halsinâs warnings were, they were still lacking compared to the reality.Â
Church glances over to the druid, who crouches before the skeleton with his eyes closed and lips moving in prayer.Â
I shall make camp soon, and press on in the morning⊠though in truth, such terms have little meaning in this place.
âWe should get going,â Astarion says tersely. Nervously.Â
A dreadful night. The campfire needed thrice the wood that would normally be needed in order to keep it burning. Terrible sounds came to my ears from beyond the firelight. Rest has not restored me. If anything, I feel weaker. But I must persevere. I must trust in Silvanus. I must venture deeper.
âYes,â Halsin stands, pocketing something. âWe must not linger here.â
Creatures, from the darkness. Foul things. One grazed me. Only my torch saved me.
The adventurers explore the other side of the fork, only to reach another dead end.Â
Deep darkness. Flames are instantly doused. The wound stings. Flesh is turning black with corruption. The shadows are growing stronger. They are spreading. I need to return to light.
ââŠhells, havenât we seen this tree before?â Wyll utters.Â
âFuck!â Karlach growls, smoldering as her straining heart visibly races beneath her skin. âI hate this place!â
The wood will not burn. I can barely see the page. I am surrounded.
It is her last entry.
Church closes the journal with a sigh before approaching Astarion. He canât help but notice that the rogueâs gaze is distant even as it scans the foreboding woods.
âOh!â the elf startles slightly just as the tiefling opens his mouth to speak. âSorry, did you want something?â He forces his troubled expression into a smirk. âOr are you just looking for a distraction?â
âHow are you doing?â Church asks him, glancing down at the elfâs clenched hand.Â
How he wishes he could just reach out and hold it, staving off whatever trepidation Astarion is feeling nowâŠÂ
âI⊠donât quite like this,â Astarion admits, eyes troubled above his strained smile. âMake no mistake â it's far better than that godforsaken tomb of an aqueduct.âÂ
The elfâs face settles into a scowl. âBut it feels like weâre being watched â hunted, even. But thereâs nothing out there⊠only more darkness.â
He huffs a laugh. âI much prefer when Iâm the one prowling in the shadows, about to strike.â
Come closer.Â
Something tugs at Churchâs senses, and he wheels around far too late.
âKarlach!â he shouts. âStopâ!â
The other tiefling freezes â her boot mid-nudge at a dead raven smoldering with necrotic energy.
âOh,â she utters. âShit.â
Yes. Yesâ!
A storm of ravens swarm down upon the party in an instant â eager for blood.
Start from the beginning!
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To My First Love
Oikawa Tooru x Reader
Quote: âFall in love with someone when youâre with them.â
Oikawa falls in love like the ending of a song. His journey tells tales of perseverance, heartbreak and adventure. And at the end, despite all melancholy and anticipation, he finally allows himself to fall into what he has always known will come.
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âAnd oh, what a beautiful contradiction falling in love was.â
Oikawa made a face, âthatâs so cheesy, (Y/n).â
You laughed, putting the book down and looking towards Oikawa who was now sprawled across his bed, âand what do you think love is, Mr. Heartbreaker?â
Oikawa is certain you expect some snooty and half assed response. Itâs almost exactly what he would have given you if he had been but a few years younger. Now, he ponders for a brief while before smiling while thinking back to his own experiences with the strange phenomenon known as love.
He thinks he shall impart some of his wisdom, be it a small amount, onto you.
âWell, love is pure and kind. Itâs giving your everything to someone else without reservations and not expecting anything in return.â Oikawa turned to look at you before a flush coloured his face, âif that makes sense.â
Perhaps his explanation was a little too⊠in depth? He knows you havenât had much experience with romantic relationships (none at all) so he isnât sure if the concept will appear cohesive or alien to you.
âYeah, it makes sense.â you reply. Oikawa lets out a small sigh of relief (because he wonât have to elaborate further) while you plop down beside him, âso tell me about her.â
âHer?â
âWell, from the way you spoke about it, I can definitely tell thereâs someone youâve been in love with. I just assumed it was a girl with all the girlfriends youâve had.â you gave the setter a shrug, âbut no judgement from me if itâs a guy.â
Oikawa gave you a light shove, âcome on.â
âWhat? Iwaizumi is a pretty good looking guy and the two of you are pretty close~â
â(Y/n).â
âAlright, alright!â You laughed, âso tell me about your first love.â
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The rallies of the game had been long and the anticipation of the audience only seemed to be rising. Oikawaâs nerves from the beginning of the game have long evaporated, replaced with watered down gatorade and exhaustion.
Heâs sweaty, tired and sore. All he wants to do after this match is take a long shower.
This game is tiring.
This game is dragging out.
And this game is paradise.
This is where Oikawa Tooru wants to be for the rest of his life.
The world seems to move differently as he makes his way to the right spot (just exactly at two and a half) just as he has done so many times before.
All his blood, sweat and tears have narrowed down to this single moment. Everything here will determine if he is worthy of his position or if he will be cast down from paradise.
And as the ball touches his fingers Oikawa thinks to himself that there will never be anything in the world that can rival this feeling he feels while in the midst of a game. That there is no other thing in this world that can make him feel so flustered and brave at the same time. He thinks that if there is only one wish he could ever make then this is it.
He wants to experience this exact moment over and over again.
Even as his teammate stumbles to hit the perfect set Oikawa knows that this is it.
That he has reached the pinnacle of his lifeâs meaning and there will never be anything more.
Of course, like all young and naive children, Oikawa doesn't understand just how fast the euphoria and dopamine come crashing down. It hits harder than a spike to the face as the ball falls from the net to the ground.
He did everything he could, and still it wasnât enough.
Many adults will find it difficult to comprehend the complexities of a childâs emotions. Especially when contrasted with the simplicity of a childâs mind. The height from which Oikawa had fallen was one he might never recover from. Truly it was such a shame that the match had gone this way.
Oikawa is in every way a loser.
A failure.
His mother and father will not have the words to console him and they likely wonât understand how heâs feeling. In their own minds (which have been programmed to be strictly rational) Oikawa has tried his best. Itâs not his fault another boy hit a ball into the net. Yet he will still feel the crash.
The burning sensation of a loss.
Something that will either make or break him.
Oh how cruel life is.
But cruelty is beautiful. Itâs beautiful in the strange sort of way that makes you cry. Perhaps itâll make you a stronger person one day and when you look back youâll be thankful. Right now though, Oikawaâs heart isn't sure if heâll ever be thankful even if his mind says otherwise.
And then ques the entrance of you.
Your eyes are bright and shining. Theyâre filled with so much awe and excitement that Oikawa feels that feeling infect his own being.
Oikawa may be a smart child but he is still a child.
Everything seems to flash past him as you give him that smile reserved strictly for him.
âYouâre amazing, Oikawa!â You exclaim.
Itâs a strange feeling that overwhelms him. It feels as though everything has suddenly halted and standing here with him is just you and him. Him and you. Youâve always been the girl next door, someone Oikawa has seen everyday but only now does he suddenly realise how pretty you are. The way the light seems to reflect off your face makes the expression in your eyes so much gentler and your hair seems to be done just right.
Youâre standing here across from him, praising him for something heâs done. Youâre here admiring something heâs poured his heart, body and soul into and itâs the most romantic thing heâs ever seen in his (eight years of) life.
This is a moment that will linger with him forever.
âThanks,â Oikawa isnât sure what to say and so he stumbles out words he will regret for the rest of his life. âKeep your eyes on me.â
In retrospect, the words donât haunt him for the rest of his life but he definitely thinks that there are better things he could have said. You teased him about it for a short while but Oikawa doubts you still remember those words now. Youâve met so many other people and experienced so much more of life.
âWell, my first love was-â
â(Y/n)-chan!â Oikawaâs mother (well, Mrs. Oikawa) burst into the room with a bright smile on her face, âI didnât know you were in town!â
Youâre quick to leave your spot beside Oikawa as you greet his mother.
âSorry! I didnât mean to intrude. My mother and I came into town to visit her sister and my cousin. My cousin ended up catching the flu so I was wandering around when I ran into Tooru.â you explained.
Mrs. Oikawa smirked, âand he brought you up here to his room?â
âYeah, he wanted to give me this book.â
Mrs. Oikawa nodded along but Oikawa could tell she didnât buy her words, âso do you plan on staying for dinner?â
âOh no.â you apologised, âI have to catch the train back to my cousin's house.â
âOh, thatâs a shame! You know what, before you go could you help me with something? Iâm knitting something for Tooruâs older sister and you look to be around the same size as her. Would you mind trying it on for me?â
âOf course.â you said, following Mrs. Oikawa out of the room.
Oikawa isnât sure if heâs happy youâre gone or not. There is relief of not having to tell you that youâre his first love. Of course, heâs long over you. After having four (or maybe five) girlfriends, Oikawa has gotten over you long ago. He had been perfectly fine with telling you that you were his first love but he wasnât exactly sure how you would take it.
Youâd always been the kind of person that liked admiring people from afar.
He wouldnât want to ruin your friendship over something thatâs happened in the past.
Besides, back when he was in love with you he hadnât been aware that other girls existed. It had been just volleyball, the other boys that played volleyball and you.
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Growing up, there had only been two things Oikawa had wanted.
One, he wanted to make it to nationals. At least once in his middle school (which would eventually turn into highschool) years, he wanted to show that he was the best. At first it had been because of his love for the sport. The feeling of being on court was almost unmatched by any other. Then it had eventually transitioned into wanting to beat other people and prove he was the best.
He wanted to feel the euphoria of being on court. The addraline of victory. The determination as he made his way through the ranks.
Each and every step was something he looked forward to. Each and every motion was something that would push him forward and keep him in the paradise that he so loved. Nationals was the pinnacle. It showed to everyone, not just other volleyball players, that you were good (brilliant even) at what you did.
He wanted to be good enough to stand with the best of the best.
And then, secondly, he wanted you.
Not in that possessive and obsessive way but in the way that a boy likes a girl. Something sweet and innocent. In the sort of way where he could hold your hand and know that you also wanted to hold his as well.
You had always been by his side, following him around, but he could never actually call you his. Not that he wanted you to have as a possession of his own! He just⊠wanted to be with you forever. The way his parents were with each other and the way his sister was with her special friend.
Girls flocked to him constantly. Not just was he good looking but he was kind and charismatic. The perfect combination for a chick magnet. But the only girlâs attention he wanted was yours.
It was horrible.
The worst feeling was the jealousy that came when you spoke to other people with that smile. That smile that made people feel like the center of the world and made their hearts flutter the same way he did. And you were always such a fickle person, giving attention to anyone that caught your interest. Why did you have to be so nice?
He always made sure to walk you to and from school and he liked the rumors it started. Even if you denied the rumors every time. It kept unwanted attention from you.
Oikawa knew he could never stop you from being friends with anyone but that never meant he couldnât deter you from certain people. Especially people that could swoop in and steal you away.
He wanted to be your first and last boyfriend.
And then came the horrible news.
You and your family were moving away. Into the big city of Tokyo. Your parents had acquired bigger and better jobs which meant you and him would no longer be just a house over. You would still be just a phone call but it would be different when he wouldnât be able to see your face right after.
Eventually, those feelings that swarmed Oikawaâs chest whenever he thought of you faded away.
His heart stopped racing whenever you crossed his mind.
HIs breathing no longer hitched when he heard someone mention your name.
And it was strangely relieving.
Perhaps he may have lost a little bit of himself but it was now a part of him that was gone and made him stronger. You would become a memory he would think back on and smile. You would be his first love that he would think back on fondly.
Okay, maybe not his first love but his first crush.
âTooru!â
âHm?â Oikawa perked his head up at his motherâs loud call.
âYou would think that there are bees in your brain.â his mother sighed, âI asked if you could grab the pot. The one on the top shelf.â
Oikawa nodded, âokay.â
His mother sighed again, âwhatâs gotten you in such a dazed mood?â
âI bet itâs (Y/n)-chan.â teased Oikawaâs older sister.
Oikawa rolled his eyes, âplease. I donât like her that way anymore. Sheâs just an old childhood friend. I donât even talk to her that much anymore.â
His sister gave him a strange look, staring at him for a long and uncomfortable moment before turning away, âthen donât regret it when she gets swept off her feet by someone better than you.â
âAs if thereâs someone better than me out there for her.â
âOh, there are tons of better guys out there just look at-â
âOh hush you two, Iâve had to listen to adults bicker about pointless things for hours. I donât want to have to listen to my grown children bicker about pointless things too,â his mother exclaimed, âand Tooru, are you getting that pot down or what?â
âOh, right.â
âDid I hear someone mention the (L/n) girl?â Asked his father, peeking his head into the kitchen.
âYou mean the one Tooruâs in love with?â teased his sister.
Oikawa scoffed.
âShe left her umbrella.â
âOh, someone should-â
Oikawa was quick to snatch the umbrella from his father and race out the door. Of course you forgot your umbrella and just when it looked like it was going to rain. It looks like you havenât changed from when you were younger.
Oikawa was never really the mom friend but he always found himself looking after you. Whether intentionally or not.
Itâs cute. Not having to take care of you but knowing there are still parts of you that are the same. After seeing you in all those volleyball magazines Oikawa wasnât sure if you were the same clumsy and impatient girl. He suppose it's nice knowing that there are parts of you that are still.. you.
Youâre probably still at the bus stop, right? You did just leave five minutes ago. If you were gone, Oikawa would just wait for another day to give it to you. Besides, it would mean youâre on the bus not getting wet. He would definitely need it more if youâve already borded the train.
Turning the corner, Oikawa lets out a sigh.
There you are.
He recognizes you immediately despite seeing you from behind. Anticipation tingles from the tips of Oikawaâs fingertips to the edge of his nose. His heartâs thumping erratically as swear forms in the palms of his hand.
Itâs as if the stars have aligned just for him as you turn and smile. That one smile thatâs reserved strictly for him. Your eyes, with that gleam heâs grown to love, meet his own. Then, his heart stops.
Ah.
Heâd forgotten this feeling.
It looks like not much has changed about him either.
Fall in love with someone when youâre with them.
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â« you dont have to answer this especially if you already have a ton but lllllllincoln li-wilson,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i am a simple man
SORRY I TOOK SO LONG TO GET TO THIS I WANTED TO BE REASONABLY THOROUGH (AND YES I DO HAVE TO ANSWER THIS ACTUALLY!!!)
*breathes* heh. This might be a tad long, so let's go to my super secret Lincoln Li Wilson fan club under the cut
-oh right, the password! No problem it's
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okokokokokok so so so so well I guess what I realized is that, while I have many songs for this boy- err technically a lot of them are in a shippy sorta context?? But I don't wanna, well, I don't wanna hit you with anything that is too, like, "ship-dependent" cause I don't know what you do or don't ship!
*That said*- my fucking gothcleats playlist dude? I'm handing it to you anyways cause I have FEELINGS about every single one of these fucking songs and imo honestly you can interpret most of them in a completely non romantic context anyways also also almost all of them are from Linc's perspective for me so I think you'd genuinely still appreciate at least some of these. All *that* said, I will be picking a few from this playlist to talk about that really aren't that romance-coded if at all buuuut are gonna be about Scary to some degree.
Oh- my swiftli playlist you ask??? IT'S SO FUCKING STUPID DUDE. It's so dumb like it's so silly like it's almost purely vibes and the vibes are really really dumb but yesss I'm handing you this one as well I'm not saying the songs don't slap but they're still very stupiddddd.
OK on to some fucking songs yeah???? So I guess the first one I'll start with is:
"Angel With A Shotgun" by The Cab
Which, okay, before I even get to the lyrics like come ON am I wrong for thinking that even just that fucking name is the most Lincoln Li Wilson thing in the whole god damn world??
But yeah, I mean lyrically really this one has a lot going for it as a Lincoln song, but to point out a few particular lyrics that stand out to me:
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If love's a fight, then I shall die With my heart on a trigger
They say before you start a war You better know what you're fighting for
If love is what you need, a soldier I will be
I'm an angel with a shotgun, fighting 'til the war's won I don't care if heaven won't take me back I'll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe
Sometimes to win, you've got to sin Don't mean I'm not a believer
And I'm gonna hide, hide, hide my wings tonight
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đ€ This one really gives me extra feels after the last episode, I gotta say! :0 As far as like pure imagery goes I think some strange combination of an angel and a soldier is just *so* Lincoln. There's just these really interesting themes with Lincoln of like, devotion, and sacrifice, and perseverance, and making tough decisions! Especially to help those around you! This song really just captures that for me.
Okay, next!
"Hit The Floor" by Linkin Park (more like Lincoln Park am I right sorry sorry)
Right right, where to start with this one... This one captures two primary concepts for me. It's partially, like, confrontation between Linc and Scary, from his perspective. But actually, I think you could also interpret some of these as relating to his frustrations with Grant as well! Otherwise, I like this one cause I think it captures Linc's ability to like, totally turn the tables and flip the switch when you least expect it? Seriously, that boy is quick on his feet (heh soccer heh), and always has a trick up his sleeve. Here's a few lyrics:
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One minute, you're on top! The next you're not, missed your shot You think you won, and then it's all gone
So many people like me put so much trust in all your lies So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long All I know is that all I want is to feel like I'm not stepped on
What goes up will surely fall, and I'm countin' down the time 'Cause I've had so many stand-offs with you, it's about as much as I can stand So I'm waitin' until the upper hand is mine
I know I'll never trust a single thing you say You knew your lies would divide us, but you lied anyway And all the lies have got you floating up above us all But what goes up has got to fall
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I guess Mike Shinoda is just *the* Linc artist for me, cause this next one is from him as well!
"Believe Me" by Fort Minor
:0 Also about Linc's confrontations with Scary, but with a different flavor! Here I think it's more retrospective, at least in part, in reference to how Linc used to look up to Scary in some sense, and trusted her and all that. Otherwise, there's obviously some narrative parallels going on between these two, particularly with regards to the evolution of their mental/emotional states, which I think some of these lines nod to as well:
...Yeah it's really basically the entire song for this one ahahaha what can I say it's good shit
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You like fun and games? Keep playing 'em I'm just saying, think back then, we was like one and the same On the right track, but I was on the wrong train Just like that, now you gotta face the pain And the devil's got a fresh new place to play And in your brain, like a maze you can never escape the rain Every damn day is the same shade of grey
Hey, I used to have a little bit of plan Used to have a concept of where I stand But that concept slipped right out of my hand Now, I don't really even know who I am Yo, what do I have to say? Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free And whatever happens to you, we'll see But it's not gonna happen with me
I guess that this is where we've come to If you don't want to, then you don't have to believe me But I won't be there when you go down Just so you know now, you're on your own now, believe me
Back then, I thought you were just like me Somebody who could see all the pain I see But you proved to me unintentionally That you would self destruct eventually Now I'll be thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt But it's not gonna work 'cause it's really much worse Than I thought, I wished you were something you were not And now this guilt is really all that I got
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ALRIGHT. Let me leave you with one that's just for Linc. I won't bother with specific lyrics for this one, this song slaps (I think!), you gotta give it a listen.
"Galvanize" by The Chemical Brothers
Linc calls the shots in this fucking podcast, you know this, I know this. That's what this one is about.
#âLincoln Parkâ is very funny actually I should have doubled down on that#I hope you end up liking some of these!!!#IT WAS A PLEASURE BTW#SORRY I TOOK SO LONG#BUT EVEN IF I HAD A MILLION I STILL WOULDA DONE IT#EVERY LINC NEEDS A TAYLOR AFTER ALL#HEH#lincoln li wilson#dndads#dndads playlist#dungeons and daddies#feymarche#gothcleats#swiftli#scary marlowe#taylor swift#not that one#Countless yours is next I swear!!!
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A bittersweet meeting
A one piece au gabenath drabble
I love you enemies to lovers to enemies gabenath!
no warnings except for a few swears and a lot of fighting and maybe some weird tension with a bit of gore in some descriptions
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He hasnât been here in a long time. By long time he means, about four years ago.
Frostberg Island had been home to many memories for Gabriel, good and bad.
Even sweet and sour ones.
He had his fair share here, all because of her.
Well, all because of them and the stupid decisions they made back when they were younger.
Heâs Grand Admiral of the Marines now! Canât let a stupid pirate get in his way, no because then heâd loose all the glory, all the power.
Gabriel couldnât loose the power he had! Heâd be nothing without it.
God how he hates this island, and the feelings that come with it. But no, he had to persevere Gabriel had an example to set for the recruits, and he was not about to let them down either!
Most of them were covered by various furs or draped in thick fabric to keep out the cold.
Another thing he hated about this island, no real heat just frost and ice everywhere you look.
It was a stark reminder of the woman he loved. God it was perfect for her, she did love winter.
Loved how you could see your breath when it was cold enough, loved how she could skate on the small lake once it had frozen over.
Fuck.
This was going to be harder then Gabriel expected. He was sure his team could tell he was distracted too.
Not a good thing.
Hopefully they didnât bump into any pirates on the way, thatâs not what they were here for.
Not what he himself needed.
âââ
Thereâs a mansion on a hill, north of the small town that resides near the docks of Frostberg.
Itâs like something youâd see in those old fairytale books she used to read. Menacing but beautiful, itâs architecture a reminder of what was.
That was where the great Captain Heartless resided, where she had lived for a long time now.
The sea no longer called to the captain, her cold heart was set on something even more exciting.
Revenge, sweet revenge.
She would not rest until the fucking admiralâs head was on a stick. It was the least he could do, after all the pain he put her through those years ago.
Yes, the great Nathalie Sancoeur, Heartless, Demon Queen would stop at nothing until he was dead, laying there with his heart sat still by his side.
Nathalie would not rest until Grand Admiral Agreste was dead and buried.
Luckily for her, it seems the time had come.
News had spread like wildfire that the man himself had come to visit Frostberg himself, how wonderful!
She was going to enjoy ripping him to shreds.
âVincent, I think itâs time we go pay the Grand Admiral a visitâ
The man next to her nods, a smirk appears on his face when he realises the thing theyâve been waiting oh so patiently for us about to fall right into their laps.
âOf course my dear, I shall prepare the crew for action.â
Oh how glorious this was going to be!
How satisfied she was going to feel after his head was ripped off those shoulders.
ââ
He can feel something is going to go wrong. Gabriel doesnât know why but sometimes he gets a feeling that eyes are watching him as he walks through the town centre.
Which isnât as busy as it should be in the early afternoon and that strikes him as odd.
Very odd.
Most of the recruits had been wary as they walked past the empty stalls and shops. They had the luxury of innocence still.
Gabriel's commanders knew something was wrong instantly, on guard as soon as they saw how desolate the place was. None of them wanted to die today, and none of them would.
He'd make sure of that.
"She's going to throttle you, you know?!"
Now that's a voice he recognises, Penny Rolling former member of the Rockroll Pirates.
"So she is here then, they were right."
The woman scoffs, Penny pushes through the large crowd of marines to stand by him.
"I'm being serious Gabriel, she's going to kill you! Turn back now."
It's his turn to scoff now, he doesn't need to run if Nathalie is here like Penny said all he needs to do is bring her in and there is no problem.
"As much as I appreciate the help Penny, this wont take long. You can all go back to living peacefully without her tyranny."
Penny rolls her eyes, sighing. It looks like she's given up on trying to convince him. But the annoyance morphs into shock and it gets Gabriel's heart thumping.
"Don't say I didn't warn you Agreste."
She scuttles of as fast as she came, leaving him and the rest of the Marines in some sort of rugged state. Most are anxious, listening to Penny's words must have put them on edge.
"She's right you know. I am going to kill you."
Oh shit.
It's followed by a laugh, a manic one. Oh god, oh fuck what was going to happen now?!
Gabriel lifts his head upwards towards on of the rooftops, and there she stood in all her cold hearted glory.
Nathalie "Demon Queen" Sancoeur, Captain of the Driftwood Devil's who have made Frostberg Island their home.
"It's fucking hilarious how you just walked right on in, didn't stop and think about a murderous pirate did you?!"
He gulps, this exactly what he wanted to avoid. Especially since he was on her home turf.
âNathalie, I need you to come with me now! Donât make this harder then it has to be!â
The pirate laughs, over and over the same manic laugh she used when someone had hurt her.
The same laugh when she was down on her knees and bleeding, ribs stuck out of the cage of skin that protected them.
Tears falling but she was still fighting for her life, like it was going to be her last day on earth.
He himself had hurt her and now he was going to pay the price.
âNOW YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO ORDER ME AROUND! FUCKING PRICK ARENâT YOU?!â
She jumps forward, flipping and then makes a smooth landing on the cobbled pathway.
Thereâs an almost animalistic grin on her face, then thereâs the knife clasped in her hand.
She was going to kill him.
âWho gave you the right to call me by my first name huh? You dug your grave Agreste, NOW LIE IN IT!â
Nathalie lunges forward, and itâs then he realises he and the rest are outnumbered.
Sheâs brought her whole crew to overpower him. They charge along side her, proud to fight for their captain.
God she really did think ten steps ahead of everyone.
She was right as always, heâd dug his grave leaving her like that, leaving her alone hurting. But no Gabriel was not going to give up his life just yet.
âNo, IâLL KEEP FIGHTING! YOU WONT KILL ME I KNOW YOU WONT!â
Another growl, she dodges his punch, kicking her leg out towards his knees.
Nathalie, she was going to kill him. The woman he used to love, the woman he still somewhat loved even if he did hurt her before.
She was about to stab him in the back.
âThen you really donât know me anymore, do you? Iâll rip that head of your fucking shoulders if itâs the last thing Iâd do.â
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Itâs done, I hate it but I hope you like it!
#bee writes#gabenath#gabenath au#miraculous au#gabriel agreste#nathalie sancoeur#italian photographer vincent#penny rolling
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Pure Light and Crimson GlowÂ
A Hollow Knight Fansong. Written by PsychoVanny, DiscordAnon, WaterWalkerLizard, Ethernet Portal, or Lemon----Lime, depending on where you're reading this.
1st
Little Knight! Pick up your nail, and prepare to fight!
For the Crimson Glow approaches tonight!
Raaise your Sheillld! Stand Steadfast!
We will Never Yeild; their light, we shall outlast!
Prepare to Fiiight! For the Crim-son Flaaame! Is lit toniiight! They Tarnish our reepu-tation with their blight!
2nd
Prepare for the show! Do you see the Pale Glow?
Fools approach in that paaale light!
Take! A bow! Prepare! Yourself!
No longer a lantern on the shelf!
Prepare to Fiiight! For the Ra-diant Liiight! Is lit toniiight! They Ruin our performance, theyâre so bright!
Zeâmer vs Divine: For arrogance vs Lack of confidence.
Z Oh, Mi dear, the Light so shines.
D And your taste is so Divine.
Z We must win, with what is at stake.
D Your dear tastes so good on a dinner plate.
Z Our light wanes, but we must stay strong!
D And weâll feast on your failures all the day long!
Z Weâll fail, again and again.
D Because fate is not your friend!
Z But Persevere, we must, we must!
D Another nuisance, abuse their trust!
Z Our future, Our joy, is on the line!
D Give it all to me, Iâll appreciate it just fine!
Chorus: They are a BLIGHT to our grand LIGHT! We shall not fail, for our cause is divinely right!
Isma vs Legeater: Charity vs. greed
I Our battle is not the frontline, is it?
L You tell me, you sour water dimwit!
I Our claw, we must offer, to the unfortunate.
L But the Geo, it shines, we must hoard all of it!
I We must Defend against the corruption of Kin
L Difficult to do, when only greed lives within!
I By Nature, we Kin are true and Kind!
L Your Societal Eyes are clearly Blind!
I The Justice of Society looks not with her eye!
L Justice may be blind, but so am I!
I We must be good and nice!
L We shall take joy in avarice!
I The kindest souls shall sing!
L And I shall become King!
Chorus: They are a PLIGHT to our grand GLOW! We shall not fail, for our cause is the darkest show!
Grimm vs Ogrimm: Leader vs Leader.
G Take a bow!
O Take a stand!
G The show goes on!
O The show must end!
G The Light does glow!
O It shines so bright!
G This Dance shall go!
O All through the night!
G Raise your Shield!
O Raise your Cape!
OG For we both know what lies at stake!
Chorus: They are a BLIGHT to our grand LIGHT! We shall not fail, for our cause is divinely right! Ordained by his Grace! We know our place! We shall ever Serve! Our Everbright Lord!
Dryya vs Grimmsteeds: Devotion vs Obedience.
D We serve our majesty, and his queen!
G We take him to, where he needs to be.
D We Stand Steadfast, against the Plight!
G We stand, until we make his travels light.
D For the Light awaits us at the end!
G For but a meal, weâll gladly contend.
D In the Right of our Radiant Light!
G In the promise of a well slept night.
D To the Pale King, weâll devote our lives!
G We wait, still, âtill an order arrives.
D Faithful to the End!
G Faithful to the End.
Chorus: They are a PLIGHT to our grand GLOW! We shall not fail, for our cause is the darkest show!
Ordained by his Grace! We know our place! We shall ever Serve! Our Crimson Lit Lord!
Brumm vs Hegemol: Kind vs Kind.
We stand. Again.
Enemies. Again.
We. Contend.
H For his Red Light
B For what is Right
This Dance, again
This Battle, again
We fight. Once more.
Our fight, Eternal.
B If only I could be of aid
B To help end this masquerade.
H To help would be your end
H No longer needed to play pretend
B So again, We meet, We fight, We cry.
H So again, We meet, We fight, We die.
Tears shed, upon the ground.
At either end, Only light can be found.
Outro:
So Pick up! Your Nail! Oh, little Knight!
Feed the Child, Or Bask in the Light!
For The Crimson Court, His Lanternâs Light!
For The Pale Court, and his Pale Glow!
Only one shall shine through the night!
One shall remain, and the other must go!
So Fight! For the Light!
For the Grand Show; For what is Right!
Oh, Knight, One shall burn forevermore!
And One shall be less than a whisper!
So pick up your nail, and never yield!
Choose the Child, or Choose the Seal!
LIIIITLE KNIII-IGHT!
Time of Completion: 5:59 pm, Pacific time zone. 9/29/2023
I am posting this here and now, to prove that I came up with this song. You may music on it, You may even profit on it, but 1: Get me involved in the Project. 2: Properly Credit me. If 2 is too complex without contacting me, see clause 1.
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