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I hate how I feel like I have the right to miss them. I don't.
I can't remember them but I do. And I hate how if I had recorded dreams sooner I would remember them.
I remember raphs voice, it was like the show but gruffier.
I remember Donnie's mask having oil stains and how he had a special mask with goggles sewn on by raph.
I remember me and Mikey having matching bracelets and jewelry on our masks, a stupid thing he had convinced me to do as I watched space heroes.
I remember how me and Mikey would have some of the stupidest conversations over text sometimes.
I remember how me and raph used to just lay side by side on the nights when he was in pain and I was too.
I remember how the thunder sounded as the shredder pretty much put me into my coma.
I hate how that's all I remember. I hate how I can't remember anything else about what they looked like, my brain fills in gaps but I don't know they look like that. I hate it.
How can I even dare to miss them.
#i know its only been a week#but now thst i know#and feel thst fucking emptiness#every second feels like an enternity.
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I will need Mr "I know deku better than you" katsuki to initiate yet another intervention because his babygirl is having eyebags and self-blame once again
#wheres mr you dont know deku like i do WJEN YOU NEED HIM#wheres the 'if theres someone thst can save deku right now would be...' moment under the rain AGAIN#bakugou katsuki#bnha#katsuki bakugou#mha#mha bakugou#bnha bakugou#bakudeku#izuku midoriya#bnha izuku#bkdk#mha leaks#mha spoilers#mha 428
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currently LAUGHING. cackling even .
#I FUCKING KNEW IT MEANT SOMETHING#look I KNOW the dark blue was part of arin's colour pallete before#but it being back after arin's main colour scheme was orange-teal(?)green immediately made me know it was probably Something#AND I WAS RIGHT.#levi's ted talks#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago spoilers#dragons rising spoilers#ninjago arin#ninjago#btw before anyone goes looking for thst post I had. Deleted it .#bc I realized that the dark blue was part of his colour pallete before#so I got embarresed and deleted it like a dumbass 😭😭😭😭😭#AND THEN I TURNED OUT RIGHT. which is insane 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I really really regret deleting it now
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Guys I think fiddleford might have fiddled ford but idk I could be reading the context clues wrong. Is it straight to get ur roommate a fish because you're worried he gets lonely and the fishes frills remind you of his sideburns????????
#rip emma may#you wouldnt loved fiddleford not fiddling ford#im so proud to have been in this fandom sense i was 5#10 years man#ten years. damn#its crazy to be watching this show again as a 15 year old getting memories of all the things i thought and liked about thr show before#been watching this from when i didnt know what gay was till now (theyre all gay)#im slapping labels on these freaks like bumper stickers on an average genz car#fiddleford ehhe#thst joke is so overused#fiddauthor#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#ford pines#grunkle ford
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He's making sure dice's sacrifice isn't in vain (or so he claims)
#today on shitposts i spent half the day on#the cuphead show#probably someone already drew it but i didnt see it so i had to satisfy myself now thst i know how to draw this man#i NEED to see him be a cry baby more often in the show#the cuphead show devil#i don't remember if he cries on the show and is shown with red tears or other colored tears#the devil cuphead#king dice cuphead#technically#and#devildice#because i suppose they'll enjoy it#the cuphead show fanart#im an og fan yet this is my first piece of fanart. historic#my art
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LOVE a ship that’s heavy on the unrequited love. It’s tragic of course, but it’s also so raw and beautiful and devoted and THATS the bit that gets me. It is unconditional love in its purest form. It’s the: “I will swallow the sickness at seeing you with another GLADLY if it means you’re happy. You don’t need to love me, you don’t even need to a knowledge me, I will love you all the same. Just let me be by your side, even if you’re not at mine.” The fact that it’s not even heartbreak, just resignation and eventual numbness. Stabs me in the gut every time, perf for when I need to feel something. Don’t get me wrong it’s nice to read fics where they end up together, but sometimes I like to just sit and marinate in the eternal pining of the canon.
#tillivan#ivantill#liushen#alien stage#the scum villain's self saving system#svsss#nozachiyo#I know those two don’t really count at least in the manga anymore#but part of what drew them to me initially is just how feverontly and reverently Chiyo loved him#KNOWING he just saw her has an assistant and eventual friend#Manga changed thst for me tho#now they got me squeeling and kicking my feet instead of imagining sad animatics in my head at 2 am
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I haven't gone through most of the gamefreak leaks but I find it odd that people are going bonkers over the typhlosion thing in such a gross way bc like
1) its clearly mythos/lore? Based on concepts they decided not to lean into.
It is Not Canon / Cut Content for a reason - the reason being that was not the direction they wanted to take the series since it is very very very specifically geared towards a teen audience.
Could a teen audience have handled the themes? I would argue yes - but they disagree, and so it was cut.
2) Even if we ignore everything else implied by that story - it is literally not that different from like. Normal furries...??? Like.
The typhlosion was communicating in human speech. It was taking on a humanoid form. It clearly understood humanoid needs and ties and emotions.
The ending directly said that the lesson they learned was that Typhlosion are more humanoid than initially suspected. This is leaning more into the "monster" / yokai aspect of pokemon that has Always been there.
3) These themes are really common in real world mythology in pretty much all places in the world, and they are typically used as teaching moments to warn (in this case...) Young Girls from wandering into the woods alone, lest a predator Of Some Kind take advantage of their isolation.
Another thing I find fascinating is that they didn't really do Away with some of these concepts - they just moved it onto Zoroark (and other pokemon) instead. Many canon pokemon still behave this way, just sith the more adult or worrying themes omitted.
From what I've seen and experienced with Pokemon growing up, there's always been the backbones of something darker and more "grimms tales" underneath. I just don't understand the Disgust and Surprise when realistically, the world has always had a pretty strong undercurrent and ties to Yokai, Demonology, Religion and Monsters - the notion that SOME lean more humanoid than others is the very reason we have a humanoid egg group to begin with, and why ditto, mew two, etc exist.
Also. Like. I get wishing we had more of those dark themes in the games. But us adults who grew up on Pokemon haaavvvree to remember that despite growing up and still loving the game series, us adults...are not their target demographic. At least we DEFINITELY weren't at the time mush of the Typhlosion stuff was being written. Whether we think thats stupid or not doesn't change that.
The changes they made are a direct result of going "okay guys maybe this is a little too much for 10 to 14 year olds..." And that's their narrative choices to make.
#pokemon#game freak#gamefreak leaks#idk nothing I've seen so far is wretchedly scandalous its just. really familiar in the this is clearly mythology sense#some things surely didnt need cutting but people are being weird about A Lot Of It#and its gross! im gonna be so real. its gross.#pokemon and human relationships have pretty much ALWAYS been lowkey referenced to in the series#if not in the games then in the anime. the manga. etc.#its one of those things they dont directly address out loud but you know is still even now part of the Lore#bc pokemon aren't animals. they aren't just pets. they are Monsters#they occupy a different sort of relationship dynamic and class than animals do in our world and game freak has to try and NAVIGATE that#which is admittedly a very weird grey area to be in!#the cut content is representative of the choices they've made to lean away from the human/pokemon connection in thst way and that's just...#like. smart. and kind of mandatory if they want their audience to remain tethered to a younger scope#now setting all that aside I do wish they would make a grimdark sort of game for their older audience#but a lot of the leaks afaik are from and for games from the early 2000s??? so the choices there make sense.
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like yeah obviously misinformation surrounding DC comics is really big rn but have we considered that every time you yell at someone online for not knowing a story line, you’re actively dissuading them from learning more? Like they’re not gonna pick up the comic you recommended when you’re over here like “can you even read??” or “*character* fans try not to be illiterate challenge!!” Nothing is going to come of that. You’re not doing anything helpful; you’re just being shitty bc you have more accurate information than they do. I have two phrases for you, “If you don't have something nice to say, don't say anything at all.” and “You catch more flies with honey” plz learn how to be kind, that’s just my recommendation.
#and this isn’t about people#who reply to like misconceptions abt dc stuff and are like “oh hey no this happened here and so it’s not thst anymore :)’#like ya’ll are the best ya’ll give me hope for this stupid goddamn fandom#it’s not that hard to be like “that’s retconned bc of *insert reason*’ but no u gotta yell at ppl who r just trying to enjoy themselves#everytime someone’s explained the fanon vs canon to me in a kind or normal way IT MADE ME WANT TO READ CANON#AND NOW I DO#NOW I FULLT READ COMICS AND IVE READ MANY AND I HSVE MORE IM GONNA READ IM SO HAPPY BUT MY GOD#everytime someone said something shitty to me about not knowing canon it just made me NOT want to read canon#bc why would i want to be in fandom w ppl who jsut get pissy at me for not knowing smth yet#like oh god i’m a new reader it’s the end of the world#dcu#batfanon#fandom#dc#discourse#sort of#dc comics#comics
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i feel like new server members & viewers don't realize all the original eggs spoke english and spanish partially bc people don't explain the original intent of the egg event (pairing eng & esp speakers so they would interact more) nor do people realize the original eggs were randomly picked by their parents so they weren't assigned ahead of time (even cellbit for a while thought dapper didn't speak spanish because he thought he was just for bad and wouldn't have needed to, let alone far newer members)
#bell.txt#not saying op of thst post is a new viewer im pretty sure they arent it just reminded me of all the people who dont know#that all the og eggs spoke spanish#it used to be that basically all the admins spoke spanish and now they have way more admins who speak various languages#although i think og chay (& cucurucho) also spoke chinese
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ok heres this. how i interpreted his fears at least
#rnm spoilers#most of them r said pretty plainly but whatever LOL i love lists#interesting how u can see mortys Main fear of relying on rick right from the start#not sure abt the ‘rick putting them in danger one’#its in tbat little loop of Rick Fears#which im not quite sure what to make of. so thats the closest i can get#its definitely smth hes doen a lot. so theres that#SCARY IMPLICATIONS of morty having overcome his reliance on rick. or at least his fear of it#like in conquering the hole alone hes realised he doesnt really Need rick.#like maybe one day therell be a time he gets in trouble and rick Wont bail him out. or cant. but hes ok w that now?#hmmmm. intersting. very curious to see where that goes#themost painful one for me is being responsible for ricks sadness#liek thsts so fucking rough.#GETTING PERSONAL…. like i know how it feels to be a kid and feel responsible for the emotions of adults. it sucks balls#itd be interesting to see if All of these fesrs have been conquered or just the reliance one
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I had an It Follows nightmare last night and it was fucked but also it was happening in this lively and picturesque snowy urban setting and I had a shitty apartment and spent the dream wandering this adorable winter city in a hat and mittens while the It Follows thing kept showing up and scaring the shit out of me. Happened 5 times throughout the dream
#my dream self didnt know thst they could pass the creature on to some1 else they just kept going like#'well that sucked. anyways i gotta go to my friend's birthday party now'#just going thru the motions but also the It Follows thing was very much following me
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Have some Taylor !! I love her aoosois much she’s such a cutie patootie :33
#Yes she has a gap tooth#I thought it was cute :33 or wait is that a bad thing should I remove it is thst like offensive or#It’s probably not and I just have the urge to always make sure I never do anything remotely upwssting for people#Anyway#put your hand in mine you know that I want to be with you all the time you know that I won’t stop until I make you mine#Take me to your best friends house goin round this roundabout ooooohhh yeahhh take me to your best friends house I loved you then I loved#You now ohhhh yeaaa#I’m just vibing out still this sound slaps AF#maybe I should draw Jeff the killer#Why ? Idk he’s just silly#I lvooviodeee Taylor so much actually she’s so silly and sweet and amaze balls#I want to see her make a robot or like a drone that can potentially help them out#Working on more aiden in dresses things :33#Tyden art coming soon I just really hate drawing Tyler’s hair I keep giving him a mullet kns#Can you tell I have a theme in my drawings ?#school bus graveyard#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon#taylor hernandez#art
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the craziest part is that orym really does love imogen so much. he saw keyleth in her, he told her she could be like the person he admires and respects most in the world! and then told keyleth that any faith she had in him she could have in imogen! and its all still true!! he thinks she's their only hope!! ahhh!!!
#when i was rewatching early bh a few months ago it was so apparent how much he was. essentially grooming her for leadership really#always turning to her when it was time to make a plan or decide something. asking her thoughts.#sometimes ppl On Here will pretend that orym doesn't particularly care about imogen - like the suggestion thst he made the deal with morri#'knowing' she was probably going to die on the moon -#and see it as like. a good thing. idk maybe bc they themselves don't like or trust imogen#but HE DOES its all over his face in the worst moments. he believed in her at the solstice. he believes in her now. oh god#cr spoilers#crposting
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dude i know saw his idle animation where he puts his hands on his hips and said “sparkle on looking ass” so obviously i complied
#jack art call that jart#silent hill#silent hill 2#james sunderland#ive actually liked silent hill for a while now#lately its been latched in my brain though ngl#NOT dmc art WHOA i didnt know it could do thst
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dad's watching football, which is not my thing, but jesus christ. you literally get to watch the game for like 3 to 5 minutes and then they play a bunch of commercials for another 3 to 5 minutes. how has it gotten this fucking bad.
#ive erased ads from most of my online life and now whenever i have to see them#i am filled with rage#AND ITS THE SAME COMMERCIALS#i want every advertiser to know thst the more i have to see their ads the less likely i am to buy from them#i cant imagine advertisement actually does as much as corporations think they do#like maybe they did at one point but come on. i cant be the only one who sees an ad and becomes filled with petty spite#after the way theyve wormed their way into everyday life??? theres no way the majority of the population is positive towards them
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So many shippers want to take stobin away from each other by either undermining their big friendship moments, especially the bathroom scene by either making Steve talk about someone else when he's describing how amazing Robin is or (as I've unfortunately seen) have Robin lie about liking Tammy (to cover her crush on Nancy) which makes the entire scene ingenuine and the basis of their solid friendship a falsehood, or by giving their dynamic to other characters like making Robin and Eddie best friends before scoops (when they probably didn't even know each other beyond going to the same school). Just. Why. Why must you separate them? Why do you feel the need to remove their big emotional moments of love and trust and give it to different characters?
#stobin#guess i should tag as#anti ronance#stranger things#finda's rambles#fandom salt#just!!! stop!!!!!#the rnce thing really gets me like seriously??? why would robin lie about that? why would you take that moment away from them#why would you shred everything that moment means to both of them? for her to lie? to base their relationship on a lie?#and to have steve find out? it would ruin them. i cannot see them coming back from thst because it would mean that moment#wasnt one of trust and honesty and joy for robin like it was for steve#but of deception#and now so far along betrayal and hurt. how could robin do thst to steve? how could steve look at her the same way?#knowing she lied about THEIR moment for so long#platonic stobin#sorry i saw that post again by accident and it pisses me off. why would robin even want to lie in that moment about her crush#i know they probably werent even thinking of the implications for stobin tho. just about romo ship.#steve harrington#robin Buckley#fandom wank
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