#but now its done

[smute]

lol. lmao even. guess what my final word count was

yeah 🤡 absolute clowncore is how i would describe my original plan. as well as the quick mafs it was based on

[nes-the-sleep-monster]

everyone be proud of me because i just passed my black belt exam in taekwondo

[navysealt4t]

I SUBMITTED MY ESSAY FOR AP SEMINAR <33333

[themoonlightboi]

This world has broken my heart.

I have no one to blame but myself.

How foolish I was to treat you the way I did.

And now I can never go back home to you...

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[hinamie]

to moving forward

[mossmittens]

the judge every time someone presents evidence or asks a question or considers a possibility or has an objection

[vulpinesaint]

pspspspsps poetry mutuals come here... new quiz... making you the patron saint of something...

[ezramire]

if aught but death part me and thee

[mroddmod]

everyone be quiet i'm manifesting

[n4rval]

i lied. here's a bonus.

[sincerelystesichorus]

i have spent so long trying to place who astarion reminds me of

his dry little sarcastic bits gets me every time and like it's automatically funny but it felt so familiar...

this bastard.

and some more similar comparisons i think

thank you for coming to my ted talk

[chloesimaginationthings]

All FNAF protagonists are artists.. and traumatized..

[xxplastic-cubexx]

obligatory beach divorce doodling

bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut

[weirdcat1213]

just did "immigration papers part 2: electric boogaloo" and i feel sick i hate this so much

[rubyfunkey]

The Rehabilitation of Death by @bamsara

didnt have time to clean this like i wanted but i needed to get this scene out of my head desperately. im good now