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is Anton into Christmas? Does he celebrate anything else in the winter? If Anton does celebrate Christmas then when does he put his tree up?
oooh okay so Anton and Pierce were never religious so they didn’t celebrate christmas or anything else. BUT… now that you made me think about it i love the idea of Anton and Dew like setting up and decorating a christmas tree together and baking (and probably absolutely butchering) little holiday cookies and treats (Anton would make little mice cookies) that sounds soooo cutee omg… they probably will do little stuff like that for the holidays but i’m not sure about the tree hmmmm… that sounds so fun for them honestly though. like i’m pretty sure Dew used to celebrate christmas so maybe Anton gets a tree for them to decorate to make Dew feel more at home (LOL) cuz he’d definitely do that (i assume he’d get the tree probably at the beginning of december). and presents!!! and since Anton literally knows nothing about christmas he’d make the most random stuff up as he goes along trying to make it seem like he knows what he’s doing. but he doesn’t. but he’s trying!!! he’s so silly your honor
so yeah something like that :3 thanks for sending this ask because now i know what Dew and Anton are gonna get up to during the winter holidays!!!
#as for me#i celebrate christmas cuz i was raised christian#but now i’m atheist#but it’s still fun#i loveeee winter and the holidays sm#i’ve been wondering what Anton and Dew would do for that and i don’t really know yet#but now i do!!!!#ask#tllr ask#dew oc#anton oc#pierce oc#also when i wrote the word december i got fucking jumpscared my mind immediately went to December Holiday from deltarune#yknow Noelle Holiday’s sister#yall#holy shit i fucking LOOOOOVEEEEE DELTARUNE SO MUCH AHHHHHH#AAAWHWHQHWHEEEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHWHWHWHWHH AAAAHHH HAHAHAHAAH#CHAPTER THREE AND FOUR ARE GONNA BE COMING OUT SOONNNNN VERY SOON IN 2025 COMFIRMED GUYSSSSSS#IM SOSOOOOSSOSOOSOS EXCITED AAAAHAAHAHAHH#sorry i just had to get that outta my system im done now
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One really awesome thing about being a Jew is how widely accepted it is in our people that we all have very complicated and personal feelings about the idea of a god, or any sort of religious concept at all. I love being able to explore my own beliefs as a person who doesn’t believe in a higher power, and I fucking love seeing those beliefs represented in so many Jews, in so many theological Jewish sects and schools of thoughts, in so many centuries of Jewish history. Judaism is all about those in-betweens, it’s all about complex ideas and shades of greys and personal understandings of life
Above all else, there’s always a search in Judaism for meaning, for purpose, for the human experience. And wether that manifest itself into ideas of a tangible higher power, or some vague feeling of something making existence meaningful (like for me!) or anything in between or outside of that— it’s all accepted, it’s all genuine and okay and valid interpretations of Jewish beliefs. And it’s also accepted to not believe in any sort of spirituality or religion, or to not know, or to not care! We’re all just Jews and we’re all just walking through the world together! I just love it so much, words escape me when I think about it
#I don’t want to go too into my beliefs because it’s very personal#also I’m not religious and I’m not an atheist which is too much for this culturally Christian anti-any-sort-of-belief website#but right now I’m going with ‘abstractly believing in the meaning of life and the uniqueness of humankind in a Jewish way’#it’s great#Jewish stuff#jumblr#Jewish joy
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Thinkin about how I’ve seen a lot of super interesting interpretations of Henry being religious or at least believing in God (makes sense— he was raised in Utah after all, lmao). I really dig this, maybe it’s because I was raised in a regions environment and hashtag religious trauma!!! But also- do we think if he did believe in God, he stopped doing so after Charlie’s death, the children that went missing at HIS restaurant, aaaaaaaaand finally figuring out that his best friend that he once trusted and cared for uh. Was responsible for ruining his life and taking so many others??
Basically in my head he went from 🙏 to
#I know he tells William to go to hell in that awesome speech of his#but I’m an atheist and I still say ‘’I hope they burn in hell’’ while talking about super bad ppl so like. idk. just an expression?#IM READING SO INTO THIS LMFAOOOOOOOOO GOODNIGHT.#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#henry emily#william afton#I need normal people hobbies#no I don’t this is too much fun. staying insane for now#my ideas#religion tw
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I just did some really helpful guided meditation.
A few years ago I had a dream that I met God. I can’t remember all of the details of the dream. I remember everything being bright and warm but also soft. I couldn’t see her face but I know she was female. She asked me if I wanted to hold the universe in my hands. She asked me in a way that was very excited — it reminded me of an excited kid running to show you a frog it found (I remember thinking that was significant. Not something she made. Something she found).
I said yes and she placed the universe in my hands and the galaxies tickled my palms as they swirled. I woke up nearly on the verge of tears with an overwhelming sense of peace and warmth.
That meditation I did just now. Thinking about some of the experiences I’ve had. Dreams. Feelings. I.
I think my god is the Sun.
#idk man I’ve been a die hard atheist literally my whole life#like since I was a kid#then I had that dream and I was like. Okay.#something about it opened my mind. it was so powerful l#I was permanently changed and was like. now open to the idea of her talking to me#I was like okay if you wanna talk uh. my line is open I guess#and that one day at the beach when I felt that the clouds and the sun looked like a portal to heaven#and how I stared at the sun last week and felt all those weird overwhelming feelings#and how the sunlight in my windows made me think Huh I’m Alive
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will prob never stop losing my mind that it was after meeting Jesus that Crowley changed his name
#to something less squirming-at-your-feet#to something that made him feel less like a contemptible thing and more like a person with some measure of value and dignity#my little gay ex-christian heart exploded in my chest#i’m an agnostic atheist and secular humanist now and i have been for years#but i will never not have limbic resonance for these stories and the idea of jesus#the character of jesus that i grew up with and that embedded itself in my heart#would 1000% make a self-loathing supposed monster with an enormous heart of gold want to name change to something more self-compassionate#this book/show/fandom is doing beautiful painful wonderful things with my religious trauma#I don’t care if I’m cringe#good omens#good omens season 2#no step on crowley
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My childhood experiences with religion really were somethin else huh
#plum rambles#religion#I’m an atheist now btw but have no problem with spirituality and religion as a whole
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Fun fact!
NGC 3628, AKA, Sarahs Galaxy, is a Galaxy located within the Leo Trio which is also otherwise known as the “Hamburger Galaxy.”
#outer space#NGC 3628#NASA#god please help me find another stem nerd on this god forsaken planet why am I even asking god I’m an atheist#leo Trio????? tmnt????#I kinda wish I had a hamburger right now#cool fun space facts#trivia
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I don’t know what ‘outspoken atheist’ needs to hear this but coming onto a post quoting an eminent Jewish philosopher pointing out how worldly habit and doctrines can sterilize a genuine faith with your, “good thing I haven’t believed in fictional deities in years” schtick is not, in fact, very flattering to your ideology.
#ra speaks#personal#that’s literally what one of them had in their bio and it was like cool 👍 now say something true and kind#I have zero problem with atheists I have zero problem having productive dialogue with atheists do your thing yall#but who tf let these 2012 reddit ‘your sky daddy isn’t real lolllll’ atheists out of containment?#I’m torn between blocking them. ignoring them (I’m not the op of that post they’re just replying to my reblog with the image desc.)#or messaging them like. hey. I think you missed the point of that post and your comments are edgy at best and inappropriate at worst. u gud?
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#I’ll go first:#I was raised in a Catholic household#identified as atheist from age 16 to 25#converted to Hellenic Paganism at 26#(I’m 30 now lol)#I have a hypothesis that there’s more ex Catholic pagans than there are ex Protestant pagans#because there’s clear similarities between saint-worship and polytheism#but we’ll see what results we get eh?
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You know I love Crowley with all my heart, and I am just like him and relate to him.
But he is the reason that some of us get periods now so fuck him. He’s a terrible feminist.
#good omens#crowley#david tennant#if you don’t get it basically he tempted Eve#and because of Eve being a dumbass#some of us are now suffering cause of her and that’s why we get periods#it’s in the Bible#also I’m atheist lmao
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Something something if I’m expected to respect other people’s religions than my lack of belief should also be respected
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Khada “I have a compulsion to commit atrocities as a way of coping with feelings of inadequacy and nihilism because there is no beauty in the world so I must create my own twisted version of it the only way I know how” Jhin
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Lukai “I see beauty in all things no matter how ugly or dark they might be, and I want to see the best in everyone and help them reach their fullest potential like I never had the chance to even if they don’t deserve it” Hwei
#ria.txt#jhin is like fake deep he’s like a Reddit atheist#but most of his motivation does come from a very deep potent low self image so he overembelishes#jhin sees himself as deformed and broken and completely incapable of living a normal life#he has a compulsion for committing atrocities and sees no reason to resist because there is nothing for him but death and his ‘art’#vs hwei who grows up with a very contained idea of what is ‘acceptable’ and ‘unacceptable’#Hwei hasn’t had the opportunity to do any real introspection before jhin comes along because he’s not given the freedom to do so#so hwei isn’t really sure who he is outside of his art so he defines himself by it#there is darkness in them both but the main difference is that hwei ultimately resists his because he sees purpose in living life#‘no one can take the part of me that just wants to live’#is one of my favourite hwei lines because Jesus you just fucking nailed it#I’m rambling now I’m stuck at work and very tired#league of legends
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i’m abt to be a theist on main
#creartheism#unrelated i hate that they chose the suffix for “not” to be “a”#bc now when i say i’m a theist it sounds like i’m saying atheist
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Today at work someone asked how easy it is to register at a Catholic school if you’re not baptized and someone said easy and ????
I piped in to be like idk the Catholic school I went to for a few months reallyyyyy didn’t want to enrol me when I told them I was Jewish and not Catholic but the public school across the street had literal gangs and my group home was right there so staff were able to advocate for me being at risk and needing a safer environment than the public one could offer. The school DID admit me but it wasn’t easy. I showed up on the first day of school already in uniform, had to beg, and cried. I had to wait with my staff person in the hall while they consulted amongst themselves on the legality of whether or not they would offer me an education.
While I was speaking today it dawned on me that it might not have just been the not-baptized thing. As the word “Jew” came out of my mouth I was like ………oh. Maybe it was also partly that.
#everyone in that meeting is very Christian and this is the first time I’ve told anyone aside from my manager I’m Jewish#our staff are predominantly Christian so even sharing that I’m not religious feels like ‘coming out’#now three more people know there’s a Jew among the ranks#people probably wonder what a gay atheist Jew is doing working for their Christian organization#me too. me too. when I was applying I got hella Christian vibes from the website and almost stopped#but. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I don’t know for certain I’m the only atheist but I know I’m the only queer#I’m not the only one who spent time in care as a child though which is nice#work stuff#personal
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This time last year I was like “I’ve been reading fanfiction for over a decade, and I wrote semi-professionally for a few years, maybe I should try to write my own fic”
And now I have an ongoing fic, a side-series for that fic, and several one-shots under my belt.
And I wrote the majority of it while spending months in bed, trying to recover from literal brain damage due to a head injury and medical malpractice, immediately followed by long-covid
Even if I’m not gaining anything by doing this, and even if the rest of my life is in absolute shambles, I’m still really proud of it :’D
#god works in mysterious ways#I’m atheist but like STILL#i used to think writing fanfic was silly despite consuming so much of it and now here I am#honestly rekindling my love for writing and experiencing positive feedback for said writing after all these years has been so nice#i rly needed a creative outlet other than making digital art#semi vent#fanfiction#shut up crisa
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#personal#..#…#this is a week for doing the scary things#i guess#anyway my very xtian parents know i’m an atheist now#that discussion went a lot better than i expected#and i’m really hoping i get past the#several years worth of ptsd I gave myself by not being able to#have this conversation#now that i actually did#actuallyanxious
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