#but nonnie you're right

[satoruxx]

I wanna feed gladiator!toji grapes while petting his hair and telling him that I love him 😭

HHHHHHH NONNIE STOP IM GONNA COMBUST!!!!!!

and the way gladiator!toji would swoon if you did !!!

like... he’s draped across one of the old seats down in the barracks, eyes lazily moving over your figure as you approach him. you sit next to him with a smile, and he’s already feeling too warm and too soft and it’s suffocating in the best way. he'll ask what you're doing down there when you should be up in your comfy castle, away from blood and gore and chaos. but you just throw him a semi disapproving glance, and sit down next to him.

so so close.

and when you pull out the bowl of grapes he does not admit how the sight of them makes him swallow. so unused to even the simplest taste of pleasure.

but ever since you wormed your way into his life that taste of pleasure has been so abundant—so freely given to someone so undeserving of it.

so he relents, leaning his head against your chest with a wry grin as you push a grape past his lips with a resounding laugh. the flavor is sweet and tart as it bursts against his tongue, and he finds it so utterly delicious it makes his head spin a little bit.

"is it that good?" you ask, peering down at him with eyes shining in amusement. the rich quality fabric of your clothes feels far too foreign against his scarred skin.

he thinks that he would give up his whole world if it meant he had even a chance to have a life with you.

"yeah," he nods, eyes fluttering shut as your fingers card through his shaggy hair. "perfect."

his own little slice of forbidden peace.

......WELL FUCK I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIMMMM!!!! you guys are fr feeding the brainrot i love gladiator!toji so fucking much i can't wait to write him :3333

ask about my wips !!

[teddybeartoji]

neighbor toji who’s desperately trying to resist his neighbor that’s so sweet and pretty and nice and always flirts w him in the elevator…… he feels so bad bc he’s like ten years older but it’s so difficult to say no when they look at him w puppy eyes!!!! like a wolf trying to put on his own muzzle while a little lamb begs him to take a bite

just asking him for help with something in ur apartment and once he’s done you just beg to return the favor and he literally loses his restraint the moment you drop on your knees in front of him w puppy eyes 😪😪😪 hes just weak like that

NONNIEEE??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?? AAAAAAHHHHHH GOOD GUY NEIGHBOR TOJI WHO COMES TO FIX YOUR SINK AND WHO HELPS YOU GET RID OF THE BIG BUG AND HE'S TRYING TO KEEP HIS COOL BC YES HE'S OLDER AND HE FEELS LIKE YOU COULD DO SO MUCH BETTER BUT YOU JUST KEEP COMING BACK AND YOU KEEP SMILING AT HIM AND YOU KEEP MAKING SILLY JOKES AND HE JUST!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S SO HARD,, SO WHEN YOU LEAN INTO HIS SIDE AND SQUEEZE HIS BICEP. WHEN YOU LOOK UP AT HIM, EYES ALL BIG AND PRETTY, INSISTING THAT HE'D LET YOU RETURN THE FAVOUR TOJI FEELS LIKE HE'S CORRUPTING YOUU HE FEELS LIKE EXPLODINGGGG HE CAN'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING AT FIRST, HIS DICK TWITCHING IN HIS PANTS AS HE RASPS OUT A "YA DON'T HAVE TO". BUT WHEN YOU TELL HIM THAT YOU WANT TO. THAT YOU WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL GOOD HE JUST FUCKING LOSES IT

[lemotmo]

one thing i'm a bit worried about as we got into season 8 is that there are a lot of fans talking about buddie like it's an inevitability and saying things like "buddie canon confirmed" because of the bts stuff we've seen.

it feels like people are setting themselves up for being disappointed and mad if buddie doesn't end up going canon (and honestly, it's kind of their fault for reading so much into fun little posts from the cast when the only way they'd ever confirm buddie is in an episode).

i really want buddie to be canon, but I'm keeping my expectations low because I don't want to be disappointed and it feels like people should be prepared for that potential outcome.

All right Nonny, here's the thing...

I get it. I completely understand what you are saying. I have been in the 911 fandom since season 1 (not so much on Tumblr) and when season 2 happened I hopped onto the Buddie train (on Tumblr).

I have been there, season after season after season. I saw people building up a lot of hope only for that hope to end up in disappointment. And I felt some of that disappointment as well. Although I have to admit I was always on the sidelines. I never really thought it would ever go canon. I hoped for it, but I had very low expectations.

After all, both men were canonically straight. Even though we could all see the queer-coding, fundamentally nothing ever changed. Buddie got closer than ever, but they still had girlfriends and relationships.

So yeah, I didn't have high expectations and I was happy just chilling in my little Buddie corner, speculating and reading/writing fan fic. Just genuinly having a good time.

But then season 7 happened. The show got cancelled by FOX at the end of season 6 and ABC picked it up. The first thing ABC did was put Ryan and Oliver front and center, having them freely talk about Buddie. I couldn't believe my eyes when these interviews happened. Articles were written, not just by smaller click bait sites, but actual reputable magazine sites. I watched all of this with wide eyes, not sure what to think of it. 'Would they? Could they?'

Then another bomb went off when 7x04 happened and Buck came out as bisexual. I was floored. For the first time in 6 seasons, I started entertaining the idea that the show might just go there. If they made Buck bisexual, surely they wouldn't ignore the highly popular Buddie aspect of it? Would they?

Let's not get into the whole Tommy debacle that happened afterwards. Because in the end it's not important for this answer. Tommy has been set up as a narrative device to help Buck out of the closet. He isn't even a factor in the overspanning Buddie arc we've seen progressing over 6 seasons.

I also want to add that it's crazy that we know for sure that it was actually supposed to be Eddie who would come out of the closet (first).

The end of season 7 gave us an Eddie who told Kim that he is broken and he can't be fixed. Chris left and now he's all alone. No more Chris, Marisol or any other distractions. He is on his own now. Lots of time to reflect upon his life and relationships. His arc will be built around his emotional journey and his personal growth. And we all know who will be by his side for all of it. It's a given at this point.

Then we have Ryan doing these interviews, saying things like:

“The character has been established now, we kind of know what to expect with the vibe. Now it’s just kind of falling back in old rhythm. The only thing different now is where the character’s head is at and where he is going.”

Next to that we have new looks for both Ryan and Oliver. A new beginning perhaps? That moustache has some clear queer symbolism attached to it as well. Something we cannot ignore, because the show knows that its fans aren't stupid and they also know that they have a solid queer fanbase.

And yes, Ryan and Oliver seem happy and relaxed on set these days, while especially Oliver didn't seem all that happy at the end of season 7. In fact, Oliver has completely ignored the Tommy aspect of his new 'canon' relationship. He speaks more about Buck's bi journey and ignores the Tommy factor as much as possible.

So Nonny, if you read all of the above information (and I'm sure I forgot a bunch of stuff) how can you not become more hopeful and a lot more positive that there is a high chance of Buddie happening in season 8?

I'm all for protecting yourself from possible disappointment, but when you are constantly wrapping yourself into a protective cocoon so you don't get hurt in the process, you might just miss the best (and most fun) part of being a shipper: the experience of your slow-burn ship finally becoming canon.

I admit it! I too strongly believe Buddie might just happen in season 8. I'm almost completely sure.

And yes, if Buddie doesn't happen, there will be disappointment and there will be people who choose to express that disappointment through anger. But honestly?

They would kinda have a point.

Because no, it wouldn't be the fans' own fault for getting their hopes up if Buddie doesn't happen. During previous seasons I would have said 'yes', but not now. Not anymore. Now I would definitely say that they are right. It's the show itself that has gotten our hopes up by the consistent Buddie promo, the many Buddie scenes, the whole Eddie being in every part of the BT arc thing, the bts and all the other things they've thrown at us. They know exactly what they are doing. They are hyping Buddie up to the max.

I don't actually believe there will be disappointment though. This is truly the first season where I have been pretty confident that Buddie is in the works. I've never had that feeling before and I've been here forever.

Now that being said, complete certainty doesn't exist for a shipper. if, for some reason, Buddie doesn't happen? There will be disappointment (for me as well) and anger (for me not so much), but in the end that emotion will fade and Buddie will become just another great fandom experience with a bad ending. We've all been there before. It happens.

That is just the nature of being in fandom: 'You win some, you lose some.'

However... this time? With Buddie?

I really think we're about to win big. Sorry Nonny!

¯\_ (ツ)_/¯

[magpod-confessions]

Mr Bonzo is a great agent of chaos pure evil villain 90% of the hate for him is because he’s purposefully unpalatable to fandom. You can’t round off his edges when all he is is edges

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[nandorfucks]

Happy Woman's Day to Nadja exclusively!

[ropebunnykant]

you see, when ray does drugs its his fault because hes making those choices, but when mew does drugs its also rays fault... even though mew is making those choices... but like, mews an Upstanding Member of Society or whatever so its different

and when boston gets pushy about top its gross because top told him to fuck off and he's sort of kind of with mew, but when top gets pushy about mew its sweet because.... mew told him to fuck off and he's sort of kind of with ray... but like, we all know sex is the only form of intimacy that requires consent, so its different

this fandom is a nightmare i swear

(bonus points to the people implying jail would've been totally deserved consequences for ray's crimes of being an addict and an asshole. this one isnt a hypocrisy thing, it just gives me hives)

THIS!!! its always a very specific type of topmew stans that says this shit and theyre so hypocritical its insane!!! its so infuriating because the show is actively putting in these parallels to draw conversation but its like people are closing their eyes and covering their ears and saying lalalala really loudly. like i genuinely do not understand how you can watch this show, this last episode especially, and come out of it with the idea that ray is evil and mew is a victim and totally innocent. you have to actively be ignoring parts of the show to draw that conclusion and its so weird i dont get it and i never will

[musette22]

So turns out being sick + seasonal depression + sleep deficit + work-related issues + the world going to shit in general amounts to me not feeling so great at all, I am both shocked and appalled by this outcome 😔

[osarina]

pm reader & ada dazai remind me of The Kiss (1897) by edvard munch (also known for the scream!)… the way their faces merge together to become one, the fact that their relationship is hidden away from the outside work that can only be seen through a small opening, the darkness of the room the two r in while the outside world is bright, the way the two hold and cling onto each other???;!;

it’s just sooooo pm reader & ada dazai 😭 the two r drawn to each other but can’t ACTUALLY be together due to their circumstances & the fact that neither of them feels deserving of happiness 😭😭

(also!! fun fact the work actually depicts the affair that munch and his cousins wife were having & their r 4 other versions of this work!)

WOW omg i just went to go look at the painting for quick reference for everyone else im gonna put it below

but NONNIE you put that so eloquently and you're SO right it fits them so perfectly. i honestly can't get over the part with the blending of the faces, it's so fitting symbolically for them and it's such a neat artistic choice in general. it's just so intimate, i love it. i've never actually seen this painting before so thank you for introducing me too it because it genuinely might be one of my favorites

[johnwickb1tsch]

I think Donaka would love to call his woman "little flower or little bird" to make her fell fragile, loving when she fight him. And he is the guy that say to a woman "You're pretty when you cry."

Donaka: "You're so pretty when you cry."

Me:

gif by brianhenson on tenor.com

🤣 He's so scary I just want to lick him...

[vroombeams]

that man grinding on lando should've been oscar methinks

listen like so sincerely? very believable landoscar dance move. picture it with me........... oscar in the club like ugh no i don't dance. lando insists upon it, as he does, and oscar surely can not deny him. so whatever! just wrap around him from behind! do a little sway-grind about it, it's pretty low effort and it sure does make lando happy and also so much body contact?? okay maybe this is actually a good time after all!

also: oscar just kind of lifting him up a bit. swinging him back and forth. lando delighted to be tiny. these r the moments i live for

nonnie be honest do i have to write a sequel to hot in it 😞

[pedrohub]

Calling it now…Pedro will win an Oscar one day

[itoshi-s]

ok ok so im a huge huge fan of alexis ness bc hes so!! ><

just going to dump a little of my ness thoughts here/// cw: dom! reader, power dynamics, mentions of the word 'dog' mentions of safewords

ness is so, so, loyal. he obeys commands to the point it's almost unsettling. one might compare him to a dog. after all, alexis ness would gladly follow your every whim, just to be called something along the lines of 'good boy' , or 'your loyal dog'. and of course, ness surely knows better than to disobey his owner-- right?

"s-sorry! 'm so sorry-" a disheveled ness babbles out semi-coherent words. however, they were cut just a bit short from the harsh jerk of his collar. in fact, the collar was his most prized possession. it was soft magenta in color, with his name sewn onto the leather material. when he'd received it, ness had been ecstatic to use it in the bedroom with you. he was so excited for you to gently kiss the nape of his neck, while whispering soft praises into his ears. oh, how wrong he was. instead, ness was dragged around with said collar, much to his surprise. you would use the leash strung to his collar to jerk his face up, all while barking out commands, such as 'look at me, slut.' and of course, who would he had been to disobey? ness would've been fine with anything you'd give him; in fact, he'd gladly accept it. but as you keep declining his orgasm every single time, he can't help but begin to tear apart at the seams. tears dribbled down his cheeks, as he silently pleaded you to let him cum. a strained whimper escaped his lips, before he'd realized his mistake. "what did i tell you about speaking, alexis? god, i can't believe i have to deal with a mutt like you." disdain oozed out of your cold words. ness couldn't bear to look up at your face. "and what did i say about looking at me? you're to look me in the eyes. had i not stated that earlier?" in a fit of frustration, you ditch his collar and entangle your fingers into his soft hair, before swiftly pulling up. with no other choice, ness had locked eyes with you. suddenly, your hands traveled to his slender waist, before scooping him up into your lap. your fingers trail down from his chest, wandering dangerously close to his thighs. and that's when you decide to strike. your lips clasped onto his cherry-red nipples, while your hands began to furiously fist his cock. if he hasn't been already, ness is a complete mess. unfiltered, almost whorish moans leave his mouth, as you continue to deliver pleasure after pleasure onto his body. and soon, ness can feel a tight knot begin to form in his lower stomach. "pleash- ah! i'm cumming-!" ness practically screams. he can feel sparks course through his entire body. you hum against his now over-sensitive nipple, before flipping ness over. your sweet little dog seems dumbed down to the point he can't even speak. it's so endearing, seeing his glazed over eyes. but right after ness cums, you started to slowly pick up the pace again on the poor baby's cock, the tip now an angry red. "wait- hah- 'just came! p-please, ah-" ness starts to spasm, flailing his arms about in a pathetic attempt to get you to stop overstimulating him. but his words were halted from the sudden grip your hands had over his throat. "fucking slut. do you ever shut up? you think i care about how sensitive you are? if you're not going to use the safeword, you're taking everything i give you. go on, thank me." you scoff at ness. he's so overstimulated it's almost pitiful. you'd feel bad for him, were it not for the fact that you knew how much of a whore your cute little pet was. "…thank you." ness chokes out. "what was that? i couldn't hear you." you squeeze his cock just a bit tighter, drawing out a yelp from the soccer player. "th-thank you- ah- for letting me cum!" the poor boy screams before cumming again. ness almost collapses onto the soft sheets in that moment, but a steady pair of arms catch him just in time. one hand unclasps the collar from the back of his neck. "you did so well for me, sweetheart." you coo at ness, who laps up all the praise happily. "come on-- let's go get you cleaned up, hey?"

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sorry i got carried away bc i love this skrunkly man <3

UH OHHHHH :((((( PLEASE he's so sub coded it's literally INSANE. LIVES for all the praise </3 loyal as a dog - so it only makes sense you make him your good little pup !!!!! PLS the overstimulation too SOBS HE'S SO PRETTY........ dark curls falling into his eyes and u brush them away with your hand </3 cause he has to keep his eyes on you at all times. otherwise you've just gotta start all over 👀

[teddybeartoji]

hi mickey!!! i have some suguru thoughts i wanna share 😁 i think suguru is such an affectionate and sweet boyfriend.. he's so soft spoken with you, leaning down, practically PURRING into your ear when he talks.. and he's really touchy, always has to have an arm around you, and when you're both at home you best bet you'll always be on his lap or beside him or underneath him or on top of him 🤭

when you're both on the couch he purposefully sits in the middle, manspreading like crazy and refusing to move so you'll be forced to sit on his lap :3 his big arms will wrap around your waist and not even a few minutes in he's already peppering your cheek with soft kisses.. how are you even going to finish the series you're watching at this rate if he's always doing this ?! you're not complaining though.. especially when his hand slips inside your shirt and he starts gently kneading your tummy with his big warm hand teehee

thats all .. cuddly suguru 😁 runs away

OH MY GOD NONNNIEEE!!!!!!!!!!! SUGURU IS THE SWEETEST FUCKING BOYFRIEND EVER I LOVE HIM SOOOSO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!! AND YOU'RE SO RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING BTWW!!!! he is suuuuper super soft spoken i really feel like he never raises his voice ever like not even when you do happen to have a fight yk?? and the purring into the ear thing ohhh my godddd.... he knows exactly what he's doing too he loves to see you squirm lmao aand yesss!!!!!!!!! he always wants to be close to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lets you rest your feet on his lap while he's reading!!!!!!!!!! and i feel like he really really loves holding your hand too,, he doesn't really say it but he looooves it!!!!! it makes him feel so safe<333333333

SITTING ON HIS LAPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111 HOOOOLY FUCK MY EYES JUST ROLLED BACK INTO MY HEADDD I NEED THAT SOOO BAD!!!! ohhh and he just loooves holding you there like he absolutely adores pulling you flush to him like that,, his chest is against your back and he's kissing your cheek and resting his head on your shoulder. maybe he's even reading the lines out with you just to fluster you some more yk? he's a little shit like that but we love him!!!!! cough he might uhh move you back and forth a little on his lap too cough HE JUST LOVES TO SEE YOU GET A LITTLE EMBARRASSSEDD OKAY HE LOVES IT SO MUCH HE THINKS YOU'RE SOOSO CUTEE>:333333333333

[m-ilkiee]

I just wanna say that I am so grateful for ur works. You are absolutely amazing and I can’t imagine how hard it must be to be a writer. I love the way u don’t let these haters talk bad abt you even though u have NO reason to explain yourself. They don’t know how hard it is to be a writer. Ty for being u, lysm 🎀

Thank you so much. I really needed to hear this.

[lotusarchon]

Some of these anons need to chill. From the death threats to the “I tried giving you advice and you didn’t listen”

Like BRO—my brother in Christ, no one is obligated to take your advice. That makes you sound like some gaslighting narcissistic adult. It’s nice of you to help but they are not obligated to take whatever advice or sentiments you have. If you don’t like how some people choose to handle their problems, move on. Yes, some are bad but instead of misunderstanding and getting butthurt because OP didn’t listen to you at least try to get the context before opening your mouth. That makes you look hella toxic. Yall need to learn to respect boundaries holy heck.

NO CAUSE LIKE I'M SO CONFUSED???

I get what they're trying to say, and it's advice other people have given me and I've done already. I've already cleared out my anons and blocked the people and CHOSE to not entertain the situation anymore. It makes no sense regardless, and anyways, my mental health comes first. I know from my experience that trying to say anything will only have people saying I'm causing the problem- almost everyone aside from the people I know have told me that I'm overreacting for being upset over hate.

The first ask they sent, I ignored it but when I saw the second I was just confused, because WHERE ARE YOU SEEING ME ENTERTAINING IT?? I've literally decided to ignore it by posting random shit 😭😭 and to come back and yell at me, "Well, I tried giving you advice, you don't want it" only makes me more fucking confused because WHAT ARE YOU REFERRING TOO????!!!!

And you're right too, some people's methods of handling shit is bad but also maybe explain yourself first?? Like you genuinely just entered my anons with this advice that I've already done, and then got mad because I already said I did it???

Bro I don't understand people sometimes holy shit

[melaniepilled]

Oh I knew you would get lestat defenders in your inbox bringing up book details like guess what, lestat didn't "save" louis in the books either it was armand, lestat also assaulted louis to turn him but they changed it for the show, lestat was the one who in a calculated move turned claudia to baby trap louis but once again they had louis be the one to ask for claudia's turning etc etc

Isn't it convenient for these fans to get so particular about what happened in the books only when it's to make lestat look better and never when it's to hold him accountable? it's so transparent. this is how we have people still minimizing his role in the trial and downplaying his abusive actions.

holy shit 💀