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beanpole kitty! no i don't care that the retractable claws don't make sense <3
#i hate drawing clothes ugh#i need to practice more & find a way to not make them a pain to draw#but n e way! have a he >:3#again i am making him more cat-y because i can <3#idr if miqo'te have fur canonically but i def imagine them having short fur all over#(lil rougher for seekers & more sleek for keepers)#w longer patches that are different per individual bc i think that is fun#oc: mikh'a#my ocs#ffxiv#btw if u notice that i am recyling old headshots u are correct lolol
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What if we were both magic prodigies and it otherized us in different ways and we devoted ourselves to protecting a family member who has general other goals & priorities. What if we both did self-sacrifical devotion in opposite ways.
What if we were dark mirrors of each other and where I've grown overcontrolling you've grown complacent. What if, bought as a servant into a pretty loving home, ownership and control is what love looks like to me, and to you neglected and lonely growing up, love is gratefully taking any scraps of it you’re lent.
By belonging to someone, even if she comes back injured or fails at finding Delgal, she feels like she belongs and is cherished, by owning someone he feels safe in them not leaving him.
She’s what’s tethering him do you see… And he’s the only thing giving her direction and purpose in her state. She needs a compass and he needs a support.
They’re both so out of it 😭 It’s the weirdly intense and unearned mutual trust and reliance on each other?? They’re each other’s weird little comfort codependent teddy bear. Or at least they were headed towards that before SHE DIED THEN HE DIED THEN THEY BOTH FORGOT ABOUT EACH OTHER AND NEVER MET EVER AGAIN. Though she’s also the guard attack hound keeping him safe… And vice versa he heals her and can rewrite her very being with just one wave of his hand. They’re both so so mentally and physically vulnerable both but they cling onto each other. They can’t perceive things accurately but despite it all someway somehow they stumble into something closer to resembling companionship just before they both die. Falin is just that kind and Thistle is just that lonely. Overworked. We both haven’t lived for ourselves in a very long time, haven’t we.
They both have a similar devotion to the people they love but again the difference is that Thistle starts overtsepping while Falin is self-effacing. The other difference between them is that people care about Falin <3 People have given up on Thistle long ago, and he has given people reasons to, while people refuse to give up on Falin. Yaad has a mini arc about it dw about it it’s ok he’s not all alone in the end 😭😭 He reached out for Marcille’s hand but they already all wanted to help him, they just had to be given the chance to, Yaad just had to be given the chance to, it’s okay I’m okay
Hey what if we learned to get in touch with our own identity and the world around us and living in the present again through being in the worst codependent situationship ever.
Falin and Thistle sitting in a tree, sucking on flowers together because they’re h-u-n-g-r-y 💕💕💕
I bet he’s only ever thought of flowers as useless ornaments. Weak weeds. But she shows him they’re tasty and useful and good and pretty in their own right too and deserve existing without proving their worth and waaa <33 Thistles…... Did you know thistles taste sweet if you remove the thorns and eat them?
"Even as a chimera, her kind nature remains" you can’t suppress her in the way that matters. You can’t soothe him in the way that matters. It’s doomed. You’re doomed. It’s all doomed. Save me.
#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thistle#falin touden#thistlin#OOOOH UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIP THAT SOMEHOW WORKS OUT SAVE ME#I need them to be traumabonded kittens to not separate post-canon#I’m seeing a raise in post-canon thistle content/interest which makes me v happy#Fumi rambles#Falin learning to disobey orders with Thistle is one of my fave things. EAT THAT CURRY GIRL!!!! Nvm that it’s gonna get you killed#It’s good for the character arc#Falin and thistle sitting on a web o-b-s-e-s-s-i-n-g <3#This is somewhat of a tldr of my huge thistlin post. Plus some thoughts i had in discord or twitter#Keeping it for another day but tbh if you see their dynamic in canon as her thinking/having picked him as her mate it changes nothing#about her behavior which I find funny. Thistle accidentally claimed himself a parrot mate bc he’s bad with monsters confirmed#Ik my thing of them learning to relax and live in the present moment again is pretty fanon BUT IT’S WHAT KUI POINTED TOWARDS#With her calming him down from a panic attack and eating berries. With the baths for dandruffs. Etc. Thistle hasn’t socialized in a long#time and he wouldn’t if it wasn’t a tool he needed to interact with BUT it’s still socialization and it’s getting him in touch with his#surroundings again even if just a bit slowly but surely!! The Toudens have a superpower in reaching Thistle. Bless#How’s that one post go again. he refuses to develop he's part of the problem he maintains the cycle he's trapped in the cycle.#she's growing she's finding her place she escaped her original role she wants to help people she will never save him she will never save hi#Something something they have to abstract each other bc relationships with humans have always been too charged and unsafe#Only by seeing each other as more concept than person more object than peer can they truly be vulnerable#Like the fuckedupness lf their dynamic and state is WHY they’re so attached. Why their dynamic could be so raw and needy#The stars aligned in the worst way. Mission successfully faile#Tfw we both need to feel needed
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the kids released a new album
#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#ts4 render#sims 4#myedits#AUverse#dhestyn#kelly#ok i actually have things to say about this#FIRST OF ALL this is not what i intended to make when i sat down & started working on the bandAU#i had this big elaborate thing planned & then i realized... i didn't wanna do it. at least. not right now lol#idk why i think everything i make needs to be so elaborate & involved bc it doesn't?? like where did i get that idea from?#i can just make something small & silly sometimes yk#n e way. this is like. one of the kids' albums i guess? my thought is that dhes wrote it/was in charge of it#that's why he's on the cover.#kel writes most of their albums (w help from the others ofc) but dhes really wanted to try writing one & this is what came of it#most of the titles don't actually mean anything. they're just like. random words i thought dhes would use lol#but the first 3 are references to the canonverse#also i originally wanted to have dhes shirtless bc 1. symbolism of like vulnerability?#but also 2. i thought the lighting would look pretty against his skin#BUT he has a death note tattoo right there between his shoulder blades & i just.......... could not take him seriously like that so#he had to keep his clothes on
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such a heartthrob...
#seventeen#svtcreations#svtgifs#joshua#joshua hong#n.gif#g:svt#m:js#i'm late but i still wanted to contribute smth <3#so here have Him#he's getting sooooo close to getting onto my bias list ngl#can't get him out of my head these days#n e ways#sorry for not being around a whole lot i've been having long days </3#also gotta go to bed now too bc early shift tmrw boooo#i'll be more active and rb content later this week i promise <333#gn!
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it is the second time ranboo is hiding an eye from tubbo, and he forgot how terrible he is at it. they managed to keep it a secret for this long, though, so he can't stop now. they know his preferred eye size, managed to find out his preferred ring size without causing too much suspicion (they think), and today is the day. tubbo should be home any minute now.
oh, they're gonna throw up.
everything is going to be perfect, it has to be. he's rehearsed what he's going to say, how they're going to kneel, even practiced putting the ring on with michael (who is being the best little secret-keeper right now), so it's going to be fine. it's tubbo, how could it not be?
the door unlocks and ranboo promptly drops the box he'd been fiddling with.
he dives after it (quite heroically, one might say), forgetting that he is very tall and the floor is very far away. they land pretty hard on their shoulder but manage to keep the box from view of the door, which opens just in time for ranboo to gain some additional bodily harm as sweet michael all but tramples them to greet the man at the door.
scratch that. the bastard at the door.
because tubbo is doubled over cackling, wheezing something about family guy while he watches ranboo struggle to their feet. they should really reconsider marrying this guy. not even a ‘hello’, a ‘how are you’, an ‘are you ok’, this could be serious, tubbo could seriously be planning their demise. marriage is a lives-long commitment, ranboo can't just pick some guy who's gonna axe them for the insurance money. the guy in question scoops michael up and spins him around while the toddler shrieks in delight.
yeah, okay, plan’s still on.
speaking of, michael is whispering in tubbos ear prime dammit. ranboo suavely (read: panicking) plucks their kid out of tubbo's hands with a haha kids these days amirite and shoos michael off to play. they turn around and tubbo's smirking. aw man. he strolls up to them, grinning ear to ear saying darling, dearest, what is this plan that michael tells me about in that tone where he knows exactly what plan they have. ranboo groans as tubbo dances around them, going awww ranboo you like me so much you want to co-parent with me forever awww with that same shit-eating grin because he knows he's right. the situation would be more frustrating if ranboo wasn't head-over-heels for the man (literally, as of about a minute ago). they suppose he never explicitly said that the secret was to be kept from tubbo. hrm.
welp, cat's out of the bag and tubbo's not gonna get any less insufferable about it, so he may as well just do it. ranboo looks tubbo in his eyes (he's wearing one of the first ones they made for him) and steadily gets on one knee. tubbo's being very composed, but his little goat tail's going a mile a minute. it offers ranboo a sense of relief. its tubbo, and with any luck, it'll always be tubbo.
they begins their speech, only stumbling over their words a few times and keeping easy eye contact with tubbo for the duration. when they get to the part with the ring and almost drop the dang box again, tubbo laughs harder than is really necessary, giddy about the whole thing. they're both smiling hard when ranboo asks tubbo underscore, will you marry me? for real this time and opens the box.
not to brag, but they really knocked it out of the park. inside the box is a simple and sturdy copper ring with a honeycomb pattern etched in. there is also an eye, made of quartz and diamond with a netherite pupil shaped like a heart.
tubbo honest-to-prime squeals and drags ranboo in for one of those kisses where it’s all teeth because they can’t stop smiling. he says yes, of course. the ring is on in an instant and tubbo dashes to the nearest mirror to put the new eye in, asking a million questions about how much this cost and how’d they sculpted it like that and if he can have one of lapis or amethyst next. michael trots over to the commotion and is promptly scooped up by tubbo who tells him michael youre not going to be part of a broken home anymore. ranboo points out that the home in question was never broken in the first place, which his fiancee (!) ignores.
as he watches his husband-to-be show off his ring and eye to their son, ranboo thanks whoever is up there that this is who he gets to spend his days with. to have and to hold, to bicker over flowers and colors, in sickness and in health, in war and in peace, theyll be together, ranboo and tubbo, against the world.
part 1 | part 2
#beeduo#c!beeduo#ctubbo#cranboo#c!tubbo#c!ranboo#cbeeduo#michael underscore beloved#dsmp#dream smp#dsmpblr#my writing#guys did i cook#i may have just uhh#this may have been a proposal ficlet that also included the eye thing so#:3#theyre so in love#my guys#my squinkydoos#michael underscore beloved you have done nothing wrong ever i love you little man#firmly believe that michael likes shiny gold stuff so if the ring was gold he would've snatched that shit immediately#also michaels common has to be so broken so tubbo hears 'ring' and is like omggggggg its happening#literally the most insufferable couple you've ever met#they forget to tell tommy and then tubbo shoots up one night in a cold sweat#lets pretend tommy didnt go thru uhhh exile just for now#or this is post everything minus the canon ending bc ewwwwww#q#n e way I have one or two more ideas knocking around in the old noggin so :3 hehe
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Happy father’s day to Matsuzaki!!
hm? what do you mean he doesn’t have kids...? the entire school is right there?
#LOL all jokes aside he's genuinely a great teacher and a reliable adult so i think he should be celebrated :]#also expect to see a similar post on october 5th#according to wikipedia Teacher's day is celebrated on different days country by country but UNESCO has established a World Teacher's day on-#October 5th. it appears that Japan uses this date#the united states does it on the first tuesday of may EXCEPT for massachusetts where it's on the first sunday of june#because we have to be confusing ig#n e ways i think matsuzaki should be celebrated on that day too :3#saiki k#matsuzaki
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He’s actually very comfortable
#trashcreatyre's art#mephiles the dark#sonic 06#sonic fanart#princess elise#06 twins au#ectothermic is what cold blooded animals are btw#this mf does NOT produce his own heat or energy#he lost it in the divorce </3 /j#anyway#I think if he was a regular mortal guy he’d have like chronic fatigue or smth like that#like he would definitely need a mobility aid like at least a cane or smth#n e way
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“We met up once and it wasn't even a date. I did it for Amber. You know how she's always going on about Senne. So… Last Friday I asked him to cancel that gathering. But in exchange, for half an hour I had to…”
“Kiss?”
“Talk [to him].”
Zoenne + 30 minutes
#wtFOCK#Skam#Zoë Loockx#Senne De Smet#LOVE#Zoenne#wtFOCKEdit#Veerle Dejaeger#Nathan Naenen#SkamverseDaily#Ship Inspo#SkamRemakesEdit#s2#2x01#2x02#I love how despite agreeing with the date she never let him have the last word on it#and I love how she kept timing those 30 min and subtracting from them and even bullshitting him#all of this to keep everything under HER control#was that all because of that though? control? or was it a little bc she felt like the more time they spent together#the more she would get to know him?#yes to me she was afraid of what she already felt (for him) and that was her way to keep herself from feeling it#I love how he tries to get those 3 minutes back since she made him wait there but then softens and goes ‘it was worth it’#this was their very first Zo(en)n(e)dag#it’s their fifth first meetingversary#I bet they’re celebrating it in style
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HEYO!! I JUST WANNA SAY!!
I'm obsessed!! Your crossover comic with Undertale, I LOVE IT! THE WAY PRIM IS STILL VERY MUCH SET ON HER WAYS, AND THE EXPRESSIONS! JUST IT WAS AMAZING!!
I can't wait to see more,,, Also, Prim and Mettaton, just saying, it would be silly.
ahh ty!! that makes me really happy to hear, prim and puka are some of the most interesting characters ive ever come across. the end of the movie gave us just enough to speculate about the two of them and their dynamic and brain chemistry is just endlessly fascinating to me <3 so being able to explore it through silly crossover is soso fun.
tbh i hadnt really thought about other ut characters! but on the prompt of mettaton,,,
i think prim would be forced to experience genuine disdain for the first time <3
#i imagine this takes place after the in game battle. or maybe during reunited?? idk lol. n e way mettaton clashes so much with prim.#hes flashy and his fight is full of theatrics. its more dependent on your ability to strike a pose than your actual fighting strength lol#i may have written out an entire script for that fight. prim would suffer <3 they are not photogenic in the slightest. its very fun lol#ut#pc#precure#precure all stars f#undertale#mettaton#prim#puka#crossover#ask#prizm-metamorphose#cure supreme#cure puka
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my five surviving braincells when something remotely good happens:
#in other news… wORK IS OVER PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#man. i’m s o tired. i can’t believe i survived almost 2 whole years at this job…#huh. come to think of it… i started tling idol sengen before i even got this job lol. and i’m only 3/5 of the way through it…#can’t believe the idol sengen grind->hiatus->grind(?) outlives my time at [withheld] company…#i did end up spending a cool 20 mins cleaning out my work locker though. i found so many treasures i didn’t even know i had in there#like. there was an unopened 3-pack of wet tissues a n d an unopened box of pens that i don’t recall buying#and ofc the 3 random sponges i ‘liberated’ from the lab. don’t tell my boss lmao#w a i t now that i think about it i should’ve taken at least 1 vial of (allegedly) carcinogenic sand for the memories. dammit.#oh well. what’s done is done i suppose. i did receive way more chocolate than i could ever eat though…#y. yeah. i guess i’ll miss my coworkers (a little). they were fun to annoy every day. except for the new guy bc i don’t like him at all lol#i have never met someone who lacked as much common sense as he. i think he’s gonna get canned before he’s able to resign on his own terms#dude could be spoonfed through every single step of the testing process and *still* mess up somewhere smh#but no. this isn’t about him. even though he is the final straw that led to my decision to resign#hm. looking back on it now. i think i was pretty good at my job for the most part when it came to the things i could do#or maybe i was too good at it. like. to the point where even more experienced analysts were coming to me in search of help#prolly gonna miss being one of the very best (out of like a grand total of 10 people at the lab) at doing ftir-related tests#ehehehehehehe i wonder if that workstation will continue to stay as organised as it is now that i’m gone#a n d i wonder what my coworkers will do now that they can’t ask me for ms excel help for the smallest of things lol#sometimes i just wanna tell them to g o g o o g l e i t ! ! ! when they call me over for it. but alas.#can’t believe these guys know how to use c h a t g p t and not ms excel (despite having it on their resume) smh#omg wow this got long and incoherent sorry guys i think i need some sleep lol. idol sengen next week..#…maybe…? no promises though!!!!!
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varric da4 cameo cancelled because he is busy caring for his dead best friends' grandpa dog actually. yes it's a full time job sorry he can't be put through any more perils, i don't make the rules
#nvm that skippy would already have passed by da:d shhh the excuse still stands#i have the normal amount of emotions about how once skip dies the hawkes are truly all gone#(or if liam lives that he will truly be the last hawke left)#oc: liam hawke#(his doggo goes in his tag naturally)#also i believe in retired varric supremacy#give that man a frickin BREAK#and also make new dwarf companions you cowards#n e ways have a random doodle in honor of the renewed varric hype and ever present hawke feels <3
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brutally reminded that somewhere out there is a physical copy of an absolutely terrible detective conan genderbend au i wrote when i was like 12
i am not thriving today so here's a tag rant
#i haven't thought about that in YEARS but i'm realizing i do NOT remember trashing the notebook it was in#and it may be at my mom's house#hopefully completely untouched because she got so madddddd when she saw any of my non-school writing as a kid#i may have to sneak off to find and burn it with extreme prejudice next time i'm visiting her#(also your skyler lore of the day: i turned fully anti-religion for myself once my mom started telling me jesus wouldn't approve of my fics#(keep in mind that these were 100% G-rated like i didn't know what any cool teen or adult stuff even WAS yet)#also someone at work got me SICK and i am NOT giving up another writing day this week#so fever-addled me may be about to write several thousand terrible words#but future me can edit that so it's f i n e#ALSO ALSO#tw sa mention in remaining tags!#i stopped on my way home from my trip and jesus fuck you wanna know where i randomly ended up?#8 miles from my rapist's current address#and i ran into 3 of his coworkers in the 30 minutes i took to get lunch#what a terribly small world#(yes i know i should not keep tabs on him but it makes me feel safe to be sure of where he is so stfu on that)
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#raaahhhhhhrhrrhxhdgrh simple doodle thing to get me back into the groove of drawing#i have been . SO out of it these past few..... weeks-#and for no good reason! i would take one look at my art app and brain would go 'no <3'#we love ✨artblock✨ 🥰#n e way smooth flirt kokichi is great but i like to think he would accidentally let smth genuine come out at random times#and would only have a split second to think of smth to bullshit his way out of it. 99% of the time it fails#TOO SINCERE. ABORT MISSION#shuichi saihara#kokichi ouma#kokichi oma#saiouma#oumasai#breeze art#not pictured is shuichi getting upset and kokichi fumbling even harder to make him feel better#[shuichi is not actually upset] [he is very amused in fact]
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I need Americans that were never Christian™️ to realize that the average conservative cult christian's thoughts are basically that one episode of Spongebob where he gets elected Hall Monitor and gives a speech with "Crime and Punishment. Punishment and Crime"
#christians see themselves as the hall monitors of the earth essentially#and everyone needs to be punished and have their good noodle stars taken else they'll commit arson#they genuinely believe that as soon as you stop policing people they'll delve into their deepest darkest fantasies and start committing sins#that even Jesus Christ himself didn't think of#they come from the idea that they are the only group capable of keeping things steady until Sky Papa can make his way down and fuck shit up#So when you do something bad it's because you fell into the pull of destruction#But when they do it's the equivalent of stepping on your dog's foot because they almost tripped you#I still think it's funny a bunch of christians are creationist tho lmao skill issue#My grandparents are but my dad isn't#he believes evolution essentially occurred over the same time the earth was being created#and the story of adam being made from dust was a metaphor and literal#he was made from dust made from decomposing animals and plants which he used to create us as a more perfect being#so now we continue to evolve because we're connected to the dust and can continue to try to improve#so my dad believes in evolution and went to college for biology and chemistry at the biggest HBCU in the US#That evolution/creationist tangent was completely unrelated but all twitter is for me rn is ppl freaking out about our rights being taken#I avoid twitter most of the time but like to look at my friends' and fav artists' tweets#and recently I think little joel made a video about the evolution video that was trending so yea#n e ways have a nice day y'all <3#I've been wanting to make more hehe hahas but everything in my brain rn is Undergraduate Thesis level shit#so I haven't really been reading or writing things I can talk about on Tumblr.Com ya know?#most of it is sociological textbooks memoirs and similar stuff that Id feel talking about on my casual blog#maybe Ill make a blog. like Blog blog for my essays one day#ex christian#religious trauma
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my friends got me a frog jellycat as an early birthday present and i named him greg without even realizing the otgw connection :')
#i have frog prints at home that i was already planning to bring back after winter break this is so great#he's been sitting in my lap all day while i've been studying i've only had him for less than a day but i love him so much#n e ways i love my friends howd i get so lucky <3#ramblings
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Behold! The obligatory "combining a recent interest with tmnt 2012" au assassination classroom edition!! (Also featuring me not being consistent w heights whoops)
Also ghost splinter and aguri
#tmnt 2012#assassination classroom#leo tmnt#mikey tmnt#korosensei#donnie tmnt#raph tmnt#splinter tmnt#aguri yukimura#Sorry for no class 3-e in this post. i don’t think ab them as often as I do Koro sensei </3#btw this is yet another example of me having 2012 Mikey collect father figures like they’re trading cards#esp if said father figure is bigger than him and is considered 'dangerous'#n e ways. i do think dee could possibly save koro sensei. he has the potential to#dude literally created a retromutagen. she could help him#Sorry if this entire thing seems self indulgent. it is
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