#but my friends recently have been calling me aryn more often and using my pronouns right and it feels??? off????? and that makes me feel
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gender feelings are happening again. scary.
#bats squeaks#scary-ish#i dont like change hehddb#ive considered that maybe im genderfluid for a while now#bc how i feel swings pretty far between like. and excuse this jumble of thoughts rq im Very tired. but like. between mostly masc to extreme#femme. most of the time i land somewhere just to the fem side of no gender#but my friends recently have been calling me aryn more often and using my pronouns right and it feels??? off????? and that makes me feel#absolutely horrible#like ive spent so much energy and made so many people call me they/them and had So Many People get stressed about misgendering me#and here i come going ACTUALLY maybe my pronouns are they/she!#AAUUUGGHHHHHHH#like. i know its my gender and thats the most important part and maybe im just desensitized to being called my legal name + she/her#but. i really really dont mind it anymore#like yeah i respond to both names and my legal name doesnt exactly feel like me but my chosen name doesnt feel quite right either anymore???#maybe bc i havent gotten the opportunity to get used to being called it??#bc i fucking love the name i picked. i adore the name aryn and i see it and i think THATS ME!! IM ARYN!!#but at the same time hearing it is!!! off!!!!!#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#just gonna. privately contemplate the they/she for a while.
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