#but my cat just fucking died
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you know what they don’t tell you about naming your cat after a character is that when ur lil animal dies, you’ll never be able to look at the character the same way again.
#sorry this is dark#but my cat just fucking died#and i’ll never be able to watch the sandman or anything to do with dream without being sad#i’ve already had to unfollow the dreamling tag#i am not doing well#i’m sorry#i just miss him so much#i keep thinking that joking and finding some humor is going to make it better#it doesn’t#his name was Dream of the Endless#bc he was a long black haired cat#he was a perfect and sweet boy#he wouldn’t even scratch someone when playing#even when he was a kitten#he was so gentle#he didn’t even make it to 2#i#sorry#i’ll stop
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ive turned off the ability to message this account
please stop sending me suggestions on how to help croutons. I understand they're genuine but you are not my vet. you are not a trusted individual in my close circle who I go to seek advice. you are a stranger on the internet and you and the last 10 people who've dmed me have all, without reading any other post or comment made already, suggested I just start feeding him wet food.
Croutons does not like wet food.
Period.
I'm doing my best with what I have, and what I have is a very picky cat who thankfully likes his urinary health food and treats. Is it dry food? Yeah. But it's all I can do right now.
Don't suggest broth. Don't suggest any canned juice. Don't... suggest anything unless I specifically ask PLEASE
#croutons#im at my wits end as is man#already had someone call me ifresponsible#and now to have like 15 people tell me to “just give him wet food”#like i get it i do but please stop#if it were that fucking easy do you not think id have done that by now#not gonna apologize for being really pissed about yhis actually#i almost lost my cat. he almost died#please understand i am doing EVERYTHING i can for him within my power
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happy squilf to keep me sane after failing my physics final
#oh man#i get to tag her#as#Squirrelstar#fuck yeah#squirrelflight#wouldn't it be funny if like 5 years from now the Erin's leaked a version where squilf died on the way to the moonpool#my art#digital art#warrior cats#thunderclan#i'm tagging this as#squirrelpaw#too because she looks timeless#if you headcannon this as squilf in the current day just pretend that her scarrred side is facing away from us
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testing out procreate.....
#the first fucking thing i drew was usopp which i think is rlly funny#MY FIRST TIME DRAWING YAMATO❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#my mannn.....i miss my mannn ❤️❤️❤️(not even past impel down)#do NOT let me near toei animation studios bro 🤞#im...quite satisfied w dis#usopp#yamato#one piece#op#i added random bullshit coz i needed 2 fill the page#the ugly fish and cats ...#i was an ibispaint baby fr like 2 or 3 years and i just redownloaded procreate#i feel like im cheating on her.#i discovered gradient maps and i dont think my art will ever ever ever be the same#sorry about the uglyass little sanji i needed to thrw him in#xd#like a souvenir#and the wizard cat#tag urself which fugly doodle are u#n e ways i know this is messy buttt...yaaayy#art#fanart#one piece fanart#im prolly gnnna make art more consistently now bc procreate is funn#artists on tumblr#small artist#fujidraws
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we had to leave him alone like all day recently after we had a Major Car Emergency and he wanted to make sure we knew how unhappy he was about it...
#baby felix#he was SO MAD#we had to basically go sell my brother's car for scrap 🙃 after it died 🙃 and then we were at cat lots & on the phone & this week has been#ENDLESS bro#we are lucky our power is up and running after the storm some parts of town are still fucked#some roads are *still* closed#things have been... exhausting. and felix just wants everything back to normal asap#cat#cute#a baby!!!!!!#*CAR LOTS lmao not cat lots godddd can you imagine the car died let's go buy a cat!!
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IM SO IN LOVE WITH VAMPIRES!! and boy do i love THE SUCKENING!! VERY excited to see the misadventures of sad wet cat, sharp angry cat, and the COOLEST cat i ever did see
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#some of these were drawn with MOUSE and others were made with my COOL NEW TABLET OOOOHYEAH!!#I JUST FINISHED EP 3 AND OOOHHH MY GGOD. OHHH MY GOOOODD IM IN LOVE WITH EACH OF THESE CHARACTERS#LIKE ARTHUR OH MMY GOOODD ARTHUR FUCKIN BENNEEETTT#SO CONFIDENT SO COOL I FUCKIN LOVE THOSE JUST. UNBREAKABLY CONSTANTLY STOIC CHARACTERS#HIS LIKE CATCH PHRASE. HIS TO-THE-FUCKING-POINT BEHAVIOR#HES LIke a hard candy with TRAGIC GOO TRAPPED INSIIDEEE he is a mollusk to me and i wanna break opEN THAT SHHHEELLL BABYYYY#AND SPEAKIN OF SHELLLSS emizel oh mmy god little guy#i KNOW hes softer than he lets on. and yet i wanna see him bite and attack more people and set things ablaze#i wanna fund his research. and by research i mean arson#AND OOHH SHILLOOO lil prince shilo hes my small baby boy whos okay with death as long as he doesnt have to see#THERES SOMETHING RRRROTTEN AT THE CORE OF THIS BEAUTIFUL APPLE PIE#AND I CANT WWWAIT TO SEE WHAT COMES OF IT#ALSO FUNFACT!! im tryin to make emizel n shilo look more similar#so if u CLOSELY LOOK u will see that their hair is similar. noses n face shapes are the same. they have Heart shapes in their bangs#also unrelated but im a lil in love with deacon keller.... i just rly like cowboys.... like i just think hes neat.... yeehaww#I ALSO LOVE KITTIEESSS ALL THE LIL KITTY SOUNDS IN THIS SHOW ARE SO CUTE...#i heard 'gray cat with round orange eyes' n immediately thought of tama from jjba. yknow the stray cat? dies and becomes magic plant?yeaaaa#cant wait for more. ill scream abt what happened in ffUUUCUKKIGNG EPSIODE 3 LATER BC OH MMY GGOOODDDD!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!
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Sometimes you have to make shitty little OCxCanon comics to keep yourself sane
Sorry @mysticalcats I stole ur oc (foxglove)
#see so I say that but I literally lost my mind creating this I almost gave myself a lobotomy at least 5 times#can. can you tell I don’t know how to draw people kissing. can. can you tell#hahshsshhahsbshsghshshddghhiiygfdanan#I almost criedddddd#bright side!!!!! Vicci and foxglove turned out SUPER cute especially foxglove funky little guy#in case it isn’t clear they’re talking about moths in the first panel#idk man I just thought this would be funny and it still kind of is#‘was that ur gf?’#‘my what’#abahshs#Bluebelle’s silliest moment (fell in love)#anyhow SHOUTOUT TO GREAT COMET AND THE MABEL PODCAST HOLY FUCK#actually would have dropped off the face of the earth if not for them#teeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeee *dies explodes burns drowns*#rip tear shred maim#I can’t believe I’m posting this girlskies#what you all must think of me lmaoooooo#ANYWAY live laugh love you starlight express#the kiss (yk the one) is keeping me sane#evil men polycule fr#Chaumet you’re next#expect Bluebeard to appear too because I think I’m funny sometimes#cats the musical#cats musical#oc x canon#cats oc#jellicle oc#victoria cats#cats victoria#sorah’s silly scribbles
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My cat died over the weekend whilst I was away from home. Before I knew, I had a dream where we were sitting outside in the garden and he was fat again and happy.
#also hi i had a bad mental breakdown and deleted all social media and thinking about being online makes me want to kill myself#anyway my cat died + i miss him already + i cant believe i'll never get yelled at again or get claws stuck in my leg or hold him like a bab#he used to make biscuits constantly even if he was just sitting on the floor like he was so full of love#he used to lay on the path in the hope that strangers would pet him#he got so fucking thin and confused and couldnt meow anymore#anyway i'm off to delete tumblr again
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Tw for SUGGESTIVE/LIGHT NSFW
...Let me just say one word. Yes.
#suggestive#my art#my ocs#oc art#yautja oc#yautja#predator series#predator oc#predator franchise#alien vs predator#predator#female predator#traditional art#sketches#pencil art#monster fucker#just putting the suggestive tags for safety#Too hot to handle for Tumblr#but fuck it we ball#She's just showing off to a certain someone....#And Cat died 'cause she's too gay for this#Enjoy ya filthy animals!
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gentle update: my niece, zia, was born yesterday after my sister went into a 14 hour labor!!! she is tiny but healthy with the Thickest head of hair i've ever seen on a baby!!!
#ooc.#childbrith tw#my nana & i were in the delivery room for the first 6 hours#then baby daddy finally showed up#i hadn't slept so i just went Home & died until now about it#but!! things went well in that department#she also demanded in the throws of labor that rename my cat ( tube ) to the name SHE chose ( iris ) so i Might just be doing tht#bcs that is so funny to me#like in the middle of Labor she takes me by the hand & goes ' name that cat iris PLEASE ' and that is so fucking funny to me
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the way literally every fucking person has been REPULSIVE about euthanasia lately.
#they just crawl out of the woodwork#'oh spiralingbackto is grieving? time to get all the way on my bullshit and make her life literally horrible'#i cant count on one hand the maount of people who have sneered and said gross when i said im putting my mouse down.#i cant count how many people told me to just give them rat poison; to drown them; or to give them antifreeze.#'im not trying to be rude but why not just give them rat poison' ok well youre being extremely fucking rude. shut your goddamn mouth.#'im not trying to be rude but have you considered giving your infant with pneumonia bleach? yknow.. just end it?' that's what you sound lik#i cant count how many people have laughed.#even at the fucking vets office i could hear through the door a bunch of vet techs go up and say 'oh ew! even looking at it is grossing me#out! oh my god is that a mouse! gross!'#and my personal favorite i heard while i was sitting there crying over my mouse dying was 'im so sick of this seriously this is my third#today. im so about to just say screw it and not taking anyone else in today. had two#euths before lunch and now this? im so over it'#while literally laughing.#which was incredible to know that was the people surrounding my mouse as she died.#those are the people she was with in her last minutes.#and then they handed her to me wrapped in a fucking puppy pad.#(im already looking into different exotic vets to go to next time bc im not going back there)#but it isnt even just about my mice because when i put my cat down suddenly#one of my roommates was saying such dsgusting things.#i dont even remmeber what exactly because it was too distressing#most ive gotten is a 'ohhh how sad' this entire time !! :)#or people telling me about how they put their animals down and how im being a burden by causing them to remember it#:)#it would be nice to have even a single person in my real life who gives half a shit about me
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Its so funny how the fanon version of cloudtail is “lazy kittypet dumbass” meanwhile in the books he he literally went batshit insane when firestar lost his first life bc his atheist ass thought he was permanently dead
Also the passage this article wrote for the moment made me tear up I love these cats too much man
#warrior cats website articles make me feel way too many emotions for my liking#‘but his love for firestar’#‘who mentored him and guided him and loved him even when they were butting heads outweighed any fear’#what if I just died. what if I just fucking died huh? what then?#warrior cats#cloudtail#firestar
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daily whistlebreeze until spo becomes PoV day 1398
I like seeing how different I can make gray cats by throwing Whis at them; anyways, Spotfur's been on my mind tonight
#warrior cats#whistlebreeze#spotfur#windclan#medicine cat#warrior#mostly thinking about all the potential she has that was never really used#how Spotfur's rebellion flopped so badly by being Like That#and how she literally stopped existing in ASC#woman has a COMPLICATED relation with having children because her mate died#next arc she's just a generic queen#goddamn these books piss me off sometimes with how neglectful they are about their characters#and it's not like this surprises me. Let's remember I am DAILY WHISTLEBREEZE#I have been drawing a random nobody for nearly four years now and you can still barely give anything Specific about Whis from the books#yeah FrostWhistle. Whis is kind and helpful and they saved each other and it's cool#yeah Ivypool's heart is a thing#but does it really characterise Whis in any interesting way whatsoever?#in my opinion not really no#I've searched fro every instance of Whis appearing on screen and it's mostly Whis being thrown around by the plot or the other cats#or by a fucking rabbit#a few cool things you can say is how Determined Whis was to save Leafkit. that's something#and you could also say that Whis prioritising helping Frost above obeying The Code is something too#but you have to Extrapolate all of this#the books don't give you any insight on what's going on in Whis' mind#and they won't#and that's what they do to most cats in their books#and we all know it and we all just see canon happen and then take the bits that interest us and make it Better#and yeah Spotfur is one of those cats that would really enjoy that treatment#Spotfur has drama on both a political level and interpersonal one (Bris Stem her kits and even her siblings just fucking off n stuff)#and they made her such a weak character by giving us Spotfur's rebellion
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HELP OH MY GOD This is bad
Escapism!
#help the break of just blue bc I was on ao3#I know this is bad like for my health#listen it probably won’t happen again#hopefully#but like it also kinda funny to see the funny numbers.#dawg my fucking cat died I am not doing well grrrrr
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has anyone noticed the world is getting so much smaller lately
#ive been actively suicidal for many months now and it keeps getting worse#im not safe anywhere im not either working at or paying to be and even then anyone can hurt me at any time and i just have to take it#i don't even want to go anywhere anymore#my cat just died he had some kind of disease or maybe cancer and he was throwing up so much he just gave up on eating#and i kept telling them he was losing a lot of weight but they ignored it until he was skin and bones and dehydrated and jaundiced#and it was too late#and i want to waste away too but im not even strong enough i just keep working like always#the world is just so small now#this isn't like. a suicide note or anything ill keep living for now#but i am fucking desperate#suicide m#animal death#idk what else#im sorry to whiny ventpost but idk what else to do
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god the hits really don’t stop fucking coming do they.
#genuinely cannot take much more of this#i hit my limit about 4 weeks ago#and it just won’t fucking stop#coming up on six weeks of having varying levels of Horrors(tm) happening to me on a weekly basis#and sometimes multiple Horrors(tm) in a week#lost my job#my cat died#had an asbestos scare#my partner’s cat almost died#he had to have emergency surgery#and then when he came home had to go straight back to the emergency vet to have emergency surgery a second time bc they fucked up#had a huge fight with my partner bc oh yeah this whole time we’ve also been moving!!!#but there was some stupidly unnecessary drama around the security deposit/getting the old house clean#and this whole time while grieving and losing my income and all of this shit I am also still a disabled/chronically ill person#so I’m forcing my body to keep working through increasingly instense flare ups#on top of all of this we have a houseguest who has vastly overstayed their welcome.#they’ve been here for SIX WEEKS and are showing no signs of going home#so much shit has happened in the past six weeks that I don’t even know if I’m remembering all of it here in these tags#and now. I have been denied for unemployment and received a notice that I have to pay back what they already paid me#bc i ‘missed the deadline to verify my identity’#except they NEVER SENT ME THE IDENTITY VERIFICATION LETTER#I’ve been keeping an eye out for it and I’ve kept every letter I’ve received from them#nothing has the verification password.#I filed an appeal but the confirmation page said it could take weeks to get a hearing#so what the fuck am I supposed to do in the meantime#i wish I were fucking dead to be honest#that would be preferable to the last six weeks
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