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thatspencerinthesky · 3 months ago

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Why does anxiety have ti have physical symptoms. Like bitch I KNOW we’re scared shitless over a nonexistent issue but do you really have to add the fucking shaking and nausea like damn. You’re doing too much girl. Keep the illness in the brain where it belongs

#nick.txt #i just want to calm tf down man #my roommate isnt here #i have no clue where she is #shes not answering her phone #her situationship said she wasnt with him #i messaged the other friend on ig and he hasn’t responded #she probably went out drinking w her friends and crashed at their place #she’s probably like sleeping off the hangover #ive texted her so much and called a lot so i dont want to call or text anymore #but my brain cant handle it its screaming that we have to gef ahold of her #its very ‘what if shes hurt or someone took her’#even though it’s unlikely #im gonna… i guess give it a few hours #if she doesn’t text or call me by then ill ask the situationship to text of call the other friend and ask if shes there #i think im just gonna get high and try to study #distract myself #im scared ill have to report her missing #its stupid i know #if she doesn’t respond by tomorrow ill think about it #its already weird she didn’t text me when she left but also she has no obligation to tell me where shes going #i dont really care about the fact that shes going out moreso knowing shes going to be safe #because im paranoid as fuck #probably doesnt help that last week someone in the apartment complex was being weird as fuck and creepy towards her #she was scared shitless and i was out cold #idk man #shes like a sister to me #i think thats why im freaked out #i really care about her #shes one of my closest friends

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