#but more importantly to me i have an exam FIRST PERIOD and i swear to god i failed the last test for this subject so theres like

[antisocialgaycat]

yall know its bad when i drink an entire cup of tea from my Comically Large Mug and i dont feel even a little better

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I have Questions, Ericson Kids. A lot.

Info: The title says it all. While playing the fourth season for the billionth time, I questioned the entire existence of this school and its inhabitants. But I’ll try and keep this short because I’m still learning for the last exams.

Warnings: Eh, spoilers and swears

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Alright, first question: When exactly did the adults leave the school? 

It is said, that every last one of the adults abandoned the school and the kids, except Mrs. Martin, who was the nurse there. So I guess she was in charge most of the time after the apocalypse started. When exactly did she die? Assuming Marlon is 19 years old when he dies, the apocalypse has been going since... 8-9 years. Never ever has he run this shit since he was 10/11 years old, never in my life would I believe that. So my guess is, that she died when he was AT LEAST 14. And that only goes if the adults left immediately after the first walker showed up. 

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Who trained Rosie?

Marlon said that she was the headmaster’s dog before the dead started to rise again. But like I said, the apocalypse broke out 8-9 years prior to the events of season four. At least that’s what I’ve heard and read. That means, Rosie has to be at least 8 years old. Depending on when the adults left... I got a dog myself and I can tell you, a 10 year old kid can’t possibly deal with such a huge dog who’s in puberty. That’s a death sentence. I mean, yeah miracles happen, but, uhm... very unrealistic. Did Mrs. Martin take care of her? And did she teach Marlon her signs and signals for Rosie? Help him gain her trust etc.? Maybe he was clinging to the headmaster because he wanted to get to know his new dog? If Rosie even was that new. Maybe she’s older than we think, but I higly doubt that. At the age of ten years and more, that dog shouldn’t be able to run and walk like that anymore. 

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This one would never have occured to me if I hadn’t listened to some cut out answers from Marlon in the basement. But now that I heard at (and am glad that he didn’t say that one line): How do the girls deal with their special time in the month?

It’s not like they can buy pads and tampons in a store anymore, especially since a certain SOMEONE has drawn a safe zone on a map. And don’t forget, they were a lot more when the apocalypse started. If we say that Mrs. Martin was there for about... four years, then she died because of the walkers in the greenhouse. Then she probably would have taken care of it, I dunno, use some bandages or cloth, but most importantly, tell them what the fuck is going on. And tell the boys too! In a discrete way of course and make sure they know to shut up about it, it’s not funny. 

But hell, if Mrs. Martin wasn’t there and after a few years of running the school, everything seemed to get a little bit better, Marlon one day wakes up to a bunch of girls having their period for the first time and he’s like What the Fuck is going on, are they infested, do we have to kill them, CAN we kill them, stop screaming at me, why aren’t any of the boys in pain and bleeding, why did I ever step up as your leader, stop this shit. - poor boy. And Louis wouldn’t be any help, he would just look at Marlon like Man, you are the leader, I’m the gentleman, you handle this xD

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How did they all learn how to shoot with a bow and arrow? 

I don’t think any of them really knew how to do that before they attended Ericson, but... was there some form of archer club? Because the bow Marlon uses looks like a professional one, a compound bow, but that’s the only one they use. The others look a lot more self made or less expensive. 

It’s a little weird that Marlon is the only one using the professional bow, considering the fact that it can be stretched better and has a wider range. Yes, he is the leader and all, but for surviving it wouldn’t be that smart to hold other, better bows back from your comrades, just so you can look good. And I’m sure he knows that, he’s the one constantly worrying about the food. 

So what happened? Or is it really his and he just took it with him from home? Very unlikely, I wouldn’t let a kid run around in school with a bow that is twice its size, even now that bow is as big as Marlon’s entire torso.

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...These are kids in puberty. And there was ONE pair confirmed, Violet and Minerva. And Aasim having a thing for Ruby, but that’s it. How exactly did these little hormone-driven kids not fall all over each other long ago?

They were a lot more back in the days, that means, they had more options as well. I mean, yes, they are in the middle of the apocalypse, but we see couples, we even see pregnant women throughout the entire game. Maybe Mrs. Martin had THE TALK with them, so there wouldn’t be any... accidents... yeah, you know what I’m saying here. But still, one pair? Hell, Violet managed to find a girlfriend, how on earth did they all reject Louis? I get why Marlon isn’t interested in finding love, he knows that would just cause trouble for them all, he said it himself. But Louis? And even Brody, Brody is a very beautiful girl, from the inside and outside. Why? And don’t come after me here now, I know very well that relationships have to develop and for some people it really takes time. I can’t imagine Violet and Minnie looking at eachother one day and saying ‘Fuck me’ (although... that would have been funny). It has to be worked on, yes. But a bunch of teenagers in a little fortress? Man, if I was there and had to choose between 30 kids, I’d definetely find someone (that sounds so perverted, Jesus Christ - but you know what I mean!)

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That’s it for today, guys! If you have any answers for these questions, pls help me, this is just so confusing xD Anyway, I’ll leave some headcanons for Marlon and Louis soon (hopefully) but for today, that’s everything (well, depends on my mood, as always, hehe)

[nbrook29]

Lmao I don’t know how this happened 😆

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June 26th 2021, Saturday

When Sander wakes up, it’s to the early morning June sunlight hitting him straight in the face. There’s a vague smell of alcohol lingering in the air, and he groans pitifully when he remembers the amount of beer he drank last night; well, it wasn’t that much per se, but for his not-usually-drinking self it was a bit much, which would explain the sour taste in his mouth. He could be beating himself up for letting a little too much loose and messing up his rather strict rules, but it’s finally summertime and he was feeling so happy and free. Exams are done and over with, bigger gatherings are allowed again, and most importantly, the love of his life has just graduated high school and-

Wait. 

He blinks his eyes open, arm reaching to the other side of the bed expecting a warm body, but it’s met with cold sheets instead. 

Where did that love of his life go? 

Bones cracking when he sits up on the bed, he rubs the sleep out of his eyes like a little boy, looking around the room, a twinge of worry in his mind. Robbe was way more drunk than him yesterday, being a giggly, inebriated, lovely, messy mess that was barely standing when the party came to an end. Sander had to practically carry him to their cabin, with Robbe wrapped like a koala around his back, holding tight as he mumbled love declarations into Sander’s hair until he fell asleep, arm looped around his head and cheek resting on top of it. It was unbearably cute, but it was also a miracle Sander’s legs didn’t give out because as small as Robbe is, carrying his dead weight on his back is a challenge.

For a second, a dark scenario enters his mind, and he’s working himself up over Robbe maybe getting up at some point to throw up and being so drunk he choked in the bathroom (yes, he’s a tad dramatic), but then a scrap of paper lying on the makeshift bedside table that is his backpack catches his sight and relief washes over him. 

It’s clearly torned out from his sketchbook and he smiles before he even reaches for it.

Come and find me when you wake up x

Little hearts were added all around for good measure and then there’s another message below.

P.S. You’re so fucking hot xxxxx

Snorting, Sander thinks back to yesterday’s afternoon when he showed up to pick Robbe up with his dad’s car so they could meet everyone in Ostend. The way his jaw dropped wide open seeing his brand new look makes him feel very smug at the mere memory.

Right next to the note there’s that piece of confetti he put in Robbe’s long hair at the party, his boyfriend blushing so prettily when Sander told him he couldn’t find a flower as beautiful as him around so the confetti had to do for the time being. 

That’s Sander’s favorite activity: pulling a blush out of him with his sappy lines. Well, maybe after getting lost in their out of this world kisses. Or making love to him, slow and sweet or fast and dirty, Sander’s not picky.

5 minutes and he’s out the door after the quickest shower of his life, minty fresh and ready for a quest to find his other half. It’s still very early, the clock showing a few minutes past eight, and to be honest, Sander wonders how on earth is Robbe up and about already. He was fully preparing for a morning full of Robbe’s moans (not the good kind), cursing him for letting him drink so much and swearing on his life that he’ll never touch alcohol again.

The beach is almost empty, barely a few people lounging on the sand, and it takes him no time to spot longish brown curls flying with the force of the wind. Robbe looks lost to the world around him, sitting cross-legged and leaning back onto his arms, face turned to the sun to catch the early morning rays. A soft smile is dancing on his lips as he takes in the sight of the calm sea stretching till the horizon to the sound of whatever is playing in his headphones (probably Bowie because Robbe has a Master’s degree in his music now, courtesy of Sander Driesen) and he looks the most relaxed Sander has seen him in weeks. He looks beautiful.

And Sander is so so in love with him it hurts.

The boy must’ve sensed his presence because he turns around just when he’s a few meters away, his smile growing wide at the sight of him, squinting a little and wow, how does he look so good after a night like that? Sander wonders whether it’s his lovesick devotion that makes him see Robbe through a filter or if sleep did its job marvellously this time.

���Hey, sleepyhead.” Robbe pulls at his jean jacket to sit him right next to himself and wastes no time before looping his arms around his neck, peppering his lips with good morning kisses.

“Hey, drunkie,” Sander teases once Robbe gets his fit, earning a half-hearted glare and a soft scoff.

“I was not that drunk.”

“You fell asleep on my head while I was carrying your butt to bed.”

“Well your head is very comfy,” Robbe states matter-of-factly, leaving no room for further discussion because he shuts up any snarky comment Sander may have had with another kiss. That’s a-okay with him, and he tangles his hand in Robbe’s gorgeous locks that he will worship till the day he dies, never missing an occasion to bury his fingers in the tangled strands. The other hand joins in the fun, tugging playfully at the earring he’s also a tiny bit too obsessed with and delighting in the high-pitched sound it pulls out of Robbe.

“What are you doing here so early? I thought you’d be dead to the world till at least noon.” Sander makes himself comfy in Robbe’s embrace, leaning against him and playing with Robbe’s long fingers that are resting on his stomach.

The boy huffs a quiet laugh, a warm puff of air tickling Sander’s neck. “I think it’s the sea breeze making me sober up quicker than normally,” he pauses, hand nudging lightly at Sander’s chin to make him lift his head back and meet his eyes, a soft smile on his lips as he continues. “That and also I think that I was less drunk on alcohol and more drunk on love.”

Sander may be the king of sappy lines, but Robbe has a few of his own up in his sleeve, and everytime he pulls one out, it makes him melt into a pile of goo. Sander crashes their lips together in a kiss that’s a little too heavy for a morning in a public space, but hey, they’re drunk on love and he doesn’t care, Robbe doesn’t care either, and there aren’t many people around them anyway so fuck it. He hums into the kiss, Robbe’s tongue grazing the roof of his mouth almost as by accident, and it’s so good, it always is.

“Last night, it felt so... life-changing, you know? And I don’t know why cause not that much is changing, really.”

“You’re graduating high school, it feels big.”

“Yeah, but I’m staying here for uni, I’m not moving or anything. I don’t know, I think I’ve been feeling a little nostalgic lately.” Robbe shrugs like he doesn’t really understand it, but doesn’t want to dwell on it either. There’s a small frown between his eyebrows though so Sander reaches to smooth it out with his thumb.

Then, something comes to his mind. “Maybe it’s because of us?”

Robbe’s frown gets deeper. “What do you mean?”

Sander turns around in his arms, nodding at the surroundings, voice laced with excitement. “You know this is the first time we have been at the beach since we met?”

Brown eyes blink at him in confusion, but then they light up and match Sander’s excitement.

“Oh my god, you’re right! Fuck, it feels like a different lifetime.”

A very miserable, shitty lifetime if you ask Sander. For both of them.

“I was so lonely back then,” Robbe sighs.

Sander notices a tiny shadow of sadness fogging Robbe’s eyes, like it always happens when he thinks back to that period of his life. Some wounds were cut too deep to fully heal, but Sander’s always there to bring him back to the present.

Tugging lightly on his hair to make him look back at him, Sander gives him a lopsided grin.

“Not gonna lie, I’m very pleased this time around the only person that’s allowed to kiss you is me.”

Robbe hums, a smirk brewing on his lips. “Hmm, I don’t know, I wouldn’t say no to a kiss from Jens I think.”

And Sander knows he’s doing it on purpose, absolutely loves to rile him up and play the “Jens” card when he wants to be snogged into submission. Robbe learned early on that even though Sander’s aware he’s just joking, his possessive streak always comes out in situations like this, making their kisses extra good and their sex extra hot.

“Careful now,” Sander breathes against his mouth, the pent up tension that accumulated last night and wasn’t relieved because Robbe was too drunk hitting him hard. It seems to be mutual because Robbe bites his lip seductively, impish smile letting Sander know that he’s getting the exact reaction he was hoping for.

“Or what?”

“Or I’m gonna carry you to bed the way I did last night, but the finale will be a little different.”

Suddenly, Robbe’s smile turns softer, the gear change leaving Sander a bit confused, but he welcomes it with a chuckle when Robbe snuggles close to him, nuzzling into his neck and letting out a content sigh.

“I love you so much,” he murmurs sweetly against his skin, breaking and healing Sander’s heart all at once. 

“I love you too, cutie. In elk universum.” 

A giggle erupts from Robbe at the universe line. “It’s been a while since you said that.”

Sander presses a kiss to his temple. “I think I'm feeling a bit nostalgic too.” 

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The beach is slowly starting to fill out with people and bursting their little bubble so they get up reluctantly to the sounds of their grumbling stomachs that demand late breakfast. They notice their friends in the distance, spreading a huge blanket on the sand and carrying armfulls of food, and they walk over to them slowly, smiling goofily at each other and swaying their joined hands, paying no mind to people around. 

“Hey, Sander?” Robbe says suddenly.

“Yeah?”

“You’re gonna be dating a college boy now,” Robbe announces, and he sounds so proud and so adorable that Sander has to tease him a little.

He sighs, putting an extra edge of sorrow into it. “I think you’re getting too old for me, Robin.” A choked-off sound of pain follows, Robbe’s mellowy state not stopping him from jabbing his elbow in Sander’s ribs when he’s being a cheeky little shit. He should’ve known better by now - Robbe’s elbows are merciless. 

They arrive at the spot shoving each other playfully until Zoe yells at them to behave and sit their butts down like good boys to eat their food. They dig in without needing to be asked twice, their previous bickering forgotten as Robbe feeds him sandwiches, pretending they’re airplanes and making Sander and everyone around laugh hard.

This, today, yesterday, is a new memory. One that wipes away the angst he used to associate sea and beach with after enviously watching Robbe in the arms of someone else. 

This time, Robbe’s smiles are directed at him, his eyes are constantly seeking out him, hand slides surreptitiously into his hand, and Sander’s heart is bursting with happiness.

They’re going on a roadtrip this summer, just him and his favorite skater boy, and Sander cannot fucking wait. Just like he can’t wait for their future together.

And if there’s a ring sitting in his bottom drawer nobody needs to know for now. 

Robbe will find out in 55 days.

[ilikecowsnstuff]

CHAPTER ELEVEN!!!

SUMMARY:  UA Hero Course - Third Year. Shigaraki Tomura and Dabi have been classmates and rivals since their very first day at UA. But with new feelings developing how will they cope given their history of fragile and often violent encounters? Their dance begins after a partnered training exam goes wrong, leaving Shigaraki wounded and Dabi feeling guilty. AU.

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CHAPTER ELEVEN - EXTRAORDINARY DAY

 ~ MORNING ~

 Shigaraki arrived just before the bell. This was very atypical of him - and he was especially flustered because in the mad rush to get to class on time he had left his hoodie in his room. He felt exposed without it. And cold.

 Unfortunately, and to add to his already growing level of discomfort, his usual seat at the back of the room had been usurped by another student taking advantage of his tardiness. Shigaraki frowned, hesitating in the doorway, not sure where to sit. Noticing his uncertainty, Kurogiri mouthed a quick apology for not being able to keep Shigaraki’s usual seat and he shrugged his shoulders. 

 Shigaraki scanned the classroom, his eyes finally resting on the front of the room by the window, where Dabi usually sat… And was sitting, smiling when their eyes met. He inclined his head slightly to the left, trying to draw Shigaraki’s attention to the empty desk - save where Dabi’s bag was sitting, seemingly holding the seat for him.

 Exhaling, Shigaraki passed the first row of desks to take his seat, catching a nasty glare from Takami who had been relegated to stare at the back of Dabi’s head. Dabi reached a long arm over, removing his bag so Shigaraki could slide into place - which he did with an irritated scowl. Dabi grinned, leaning in.

 “Hi.”

 “Hi.” Shigaraki mumbled, trying his best to remain polite despite falling right into Dabi’s perfectly laid trap.

 “You look exceptionally disheveled this morning, Mop Head. Have a rough night?”

 “Shut up.” Shigaraki grumbled, trying to ignore his desk neighbor, which was easier said than done. Even though they were just sitting nearby - nothing inappropriate, Shigaraki couldn’t help flushing at the proximity.

 Fortunately, no one seemed to be paying them any attention, like it wasn’t unusual for them to be sitting together. Half the students were already nodding off.

 Planting his elbow on the desk, Shigaraki rested his chin in the palm of his hand, and kept his gaze focused on the front of the room. Mr. Aizawa arrived not a second too soon and immediately began the morning's lecture.

 A piece of notebook paper slid in the way of Shigaraki’s open book. He started, glancing up in confusion. Then over, realizing the note had come from Dabi.

 Dabi was waiting, smiling faintly, though not looking directly at Shigaraki. He nodded his head, gesturing for Shigaraki to look down again.

 Shigaraki did reluctantly, reading the note.

 I had a dream about you last night.

 Shigaraki glanced back up, making a face. He didn’t need to know this, and even more importantly, he did not want to hear or talk about Dabi’s lewd dreams. And especially not in class. He could just be jumping to unfair assumptions, though. Maybe Dabi’s dream was not as indecent as Shigaraki was anticipating. It was unlikely, but possible.

 He scrunched up the piece of paper and moved it aside, deciding it was better to avoid the note than start something with Dabi.

 A second later, another note slid across again. Shigaraki’s pen skid across his book before he realized, and he breathed in sharply, frowning in disapproval.

 Dabi wrote: It was really really good. I didn’t get ANY sleep afterwards.

 Shigaraki blushed, his pen poised in the air. His hand shook a bit. He didn’t know how to respond to that.

 Maybe keep it to yourself. He quickly scribbled out, returning the paper to Dabi. He leaned forward and bent his arm across his desk, semi-hiding and wishing he had his hoodie.

 Without fail, the note crinkled its way into his line of vision.

 I wish it was last period, this is going to be the longest day of my life. Want to come to my room after class? We can recreate my dream.

 Gritting his teeth, Shigaraki looked up to make sure Mr. Aizawa’s back was turned before he quickly wrote back: Sorry. No thanks.

 He saw Dabi grin from the corner of his eye. Then he was writing again. He passed the note back.

 Damn. I guess I will have to take care of business myself. Shame. I swear I am going to get carpal tunnel from all the jerking off I’m doing. I thought you cared about my well-being Mop Head? Help me out.

 Shigaraki wrote back immediately: No. And seriously, is that all you think about?

 I am a normal teenage boy so basically yes. Don’t you? Dabi replied, adding a winky smiley emoticon to the end of his note.

 Shigaraki’s face heated even further, his pen frozen, reading over the last reply. He should have never started replying to the note, he had regrets. No. I guess I’m not normal.

 After scanning the note, Dabi physically shifted his shoulders, turning to look at Shigaraki who pretended not to see the movement. He had one brow arched. 

 “Hey.” He whispered.

 “What?”

 “Did you decide about my party?”

 Shigaraki sighed and dropped his chin against his arms - which were folded neatly on top of his desk. He wanted to say no of course, but Dabi looked so hopeful and eager. Truthfully, he, Kurogiri and Kai had already agreed to go to the party together, but he still wasn’t one-hundred percent sure about it. And he wasn’t ready to make that final commitment, least not to Dabi. Not yet. But how could he say no?

 On the flip side, Dabi had dropped the obscene subject of their prior conversation which was a welcomed change. Shigaraki would run with it.

 “If I come, I'm not staying long.” He muttered, heat flooding his face once again. He glanced quickly over at Dabi whose grin had grown wider. Shigaraki was amazed how something so small like agreeing to go to his party would make Dabi so happy. So stupid. It was such a simple gesture.

 Dabi nodded and pushed the note they had been passing back and forth over to Shigaraki.

 Meet me at the bleachers at lunch. Shigaraki noticed the roughly drawn heart before he could scan over the text. He shifted uncomfortably in his seat and then balled up the note, tucking it out of sight.

 “Okay.” He simply replied, eyes fixed forward.

 Distracted from note passing and the mostly non-verbal conversation, Shigaraki jumped when the bell rang. Dabi snickered under his breath, reaching over and stealing the trashed paper back from Shigaraki. When Shigaraki glanced up dazed, Dabi was getting up to his feet, his vibrant blue eyes twinkling. “I’m keeping this.”

 Shigaraki narrowed his eyes.

 “I won’t share it with anyone. Don’t worry.” Dabi quickly added. And as Shigaraki came to his feet, he felt the shock of Dabi’s warm mouth touch his cheek and pull away again, a brief kiss that hopefully no one noticed.

 Shigaraki scowled and shoved him aside. He wanted to curse and chew the other boy out for his daring but didn’t want to draw any unnecessary attention. And they had to get to the gym to change for their practical training class, they didn’t have time to loiter about.

 “Try that again and I’ll rip those piercings from your face.” He grinned manically. Annoyed at how Dabi was looking so pleased with himself and the stolen kiss.

 “Kinky.”

 “Tch. Go away.”

 “Mmk. I’ll see you at lunch.” Dabi snickered and brushed his hand, thumb stroking the inside of Shigaraki’s palm, teasing the skin. And then he was moving away, jogging to catch up to Takami who was huffing and storming off ahead of the rest of the class, still bitter about his uprooting.

 Shigaraki stood there awkwardly, hovering just outside the doorway, and surprisingly - though hating himself for it - enjoying the way his hand tingled as he watched Dabi’s tall, dark head disappear down the hall.

 ~ LUNCH ~

 Dabi was late.

 Shigaraki checked his phone for what seemed like the hundredth time, chiding himself for being in such a selfish hurry to rush outside and avoid Kurogiri and Kai - who would’ve absolutely questioned him about his alternate plans for lunch. Now, he was standing alone beneath the bleachers, trying to cling to the tiny ray of sunshine that was peeking through the seats. He should have just met Dabi in the hallway, they could have gone outside together. What an idiot.

 Shigaraki was in the process of turning around and heading back to the main building when Dabi approached him, his tall head blocking out the sun, at least from where Shigaraki stood. He looked almost Angelic haloed by the light, but Shigaraki knew that was all very deceiving. Dabi was literally the devil. But that didn’t stop Shigaraki’s cheeks from flushing with heat at the sight of him, however. Dammit. Why was he so attracted to Dabi? He didn’t get it all. Especially because whenever the zombie boy opened his stupid mouth Shigaraki wanted to hit him. On the flip side, those eyes, damn those hypnotizing blue orbs lured him in every time.

 He thought maybe those conflicting sentiments maybe proved that there wasn’t really anything for Shigaraki to get, maybe there was no rhyme or reason for why one person was attracted to another, just like the way Shigaraki couldn’t help his interest in Dabi.

 His fascination grinned, eyelashes lowering when he met Shigaraki’s annoyed gaze and without a single word of greeting Dabi stepped into Shigaraki’s personal space and reached for his chin, angling Shigaraki’s face up for a kiss.

 Shigaraki almost forgot where he was and that they weren’t supposed to be doing this. It wasn't just about how self-conscious PDA made him. It was more because he felt so out of control when Dabi kissed him, like he wasn’t thinking straight. His hands were always so restless. Not to mention other students were passing them, walking across the field close to them. Too close to them.

 As these thoughts trickled into Shigaraki’s awareness, he blocked Dabi’s mouth just before their lips touched with a quickly raised hand. Dabi immediately drew back, and sensing his unease smiled before laying a hand on Shigaraki’s shoulder. The warmth of his palm did make Shigaraki feel a little better.

 “Why are you so cruel?” Dabi whispered through an amused grin. “I’ve been wanting to kiss you since last night. Well, obviously I want more but i’m pretty sure what I actually want would be crossing a definite line. At school anyway.”

 “Tch.”

 Dabi’s grin grew wider and he swept his hand slowly down Shigaraki’s arm.

 “Why are we out here, Dabi?” Shigaraki grumbled, scratching at the side of his neck just above the collar of his shirt. “It’s fucking cold.”

 “Do you want me to hold you?”

 Shigaraki huffed, making a face at Dabi before jerking his head away.

 “I’m very warm.”

 “No. Thank you.” Shigaraki said. Scratch, scratch, scratch.

 Dabi’s brow furrowed and he placed his hand over Shigaraki’s - stopping him from drawing blood with his blunt nails as he raked them roughly over his skin.

 “I wanted to ask you something. I was going to wait a bit longer but… after my dream last night, and then seeing you this morning… I need to ask you now.”

 “I swear if this is about your party again i’m…”

 “No.” Dabi interjected, chuckling. “It’s not about the party.”

 Shigaraki waited, his neck tingling. He wanted to scratch so bad. 

 “I want to go out.”

 “You want to go out? Right now?”

 “Yes.”

 “Where do you want to go?”

 “No, that’s ah... that’s not what I mean.” Dabi’s lip twitched. “I want to go out with you. Like officially. You and me.”

 Shigaraki stopped breathing and immediately resumed his frantic scratching. He just needed something to do, he was so anxious. 

 “You’re not serious?” He pulled away from Dabi, taking a step back and forcing Dabi to drop his hand. He frowned a little.

 “I am. Absolutely, completely, and utterly serious.” Dabi replied, brows drawn. He hadn’t expected this kind of reaction. He thought maybe if he showed Shigaraki how serious he was, it would make him more comfortable with the idea of being in an actual public relationship with him. Apparently, he had been wrong.

 “Don’t you want to give it a try?”

 “Why? What’s wrong with what we have now?”

 “Shigaraki,” Dabi started in a low soothing tone. It was that velvety voice that really got under Shigaraki’s skin too. He really was the devil.

 Dabi stepped in closer, and Shigaraki tried to lean away. “I really like you. And it’s not just about sex or…”

 “Oh God. Stop.” Shigaraki cringed, looking away, and he rubbed at his forehead with the heel of his hand.

 “So... you do want to have sex?” Dabi asked, brow arched. Shigaraki scoffed in return. Dabi had misread his reaction.

 “No, I didn’t…”

 “What are you so afraid of?” Dabi added, “Is it because I am a guy? If I had a pair of tits would you be okay with this?”

 “You really are an idiot.”

 Dabi’s mouth settled into a hard line. Silent for a moment as he stared at Shigaraki.

 “Kurogiri knows, you know.”

 Shigaraki lifted his head with a snap. “What?”

 “I didn’t say anything. He figured it out on his own. And he seems pretty cool with it.”

 “What exactly does that mean? What does he know?”

 “About us.”

 “There is no us.”

 “I want there to be.” Dabi reiterated. “You like me, don’t you?”

 “Dabi…”

 “Answer the question.”

 Shigaraki scowled but couldn’t keep up the facade. He wasn’t naive, and he knew that they were cultivating something more meaningful than just a friendship but it was still hard for him to come to terms with it.

 “I… like you.”

 Dabi smiled and slid his hand beneath the light hair at the side of Shigaraki’s face, stroking his smooth cheek. “I want people to know that you are my…”

 “I need some time.” Shigaraki cut him off, stepping away but Dabi reached out and took his forearm, trying to stop him from leaving.

 “I understand.” Dabi said, stepping closer again. “And I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable, but I had to make my move. We don’t have much time left at UA, and I don’t want to miss…” Dabi shook his head, letting that thought trail off. “We’ve already wasted so much time already. I want you to be my boyfriend.” He said, almost pleading.

 Shigaraki’s brows pulled tightly together. He was trying to stare at Dabi’s skewed tie, a desperate effort not to look at his face - even though they were so very close. 

 “Look at me.” Dabi beckoned. Still speaking softly, but it was a stern command.

 Shigaraki shook his head stubbornly then turned his cheek away, reeling away from Dabi’s touch. Then the heat of the other boy’s hand fell away. It was quiet, save for their uneven breathing. Dabi didn’t say anything. He might have been frowning. Shigaraki couldn’t be sure -  he was looking down at his sneakers. Pathetic. 

 “If you don’t want the same thing that I do then… you should just tell me now and I'll… stop.” Dabi mumbled. He brushed the light hair away from Shigaraki’s eyes and then slowly turned, walking away, gravel crunching below his shoes. 

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Chapter One – Accidental Attraction

Chapter Two – After Care

Chapter Three – Dazed and Confused

Chapter Four – I Like You

Chapter Five - Friends and Enemies

Chapter Six - Confrontation!

Chapter Seven - Transfer Student

Chapter Eight - A Period of Learning

Chapter Nine - Work and Play

Chapter Ten - Friday

[idealnreal]

I would love a meta on a timeline of takuto’s mental state

meta / who ever you are nonnie you have my love forever

I solemnly swear i will not make this a thousand words long crap it is. But yes, lets do this.

1) Childhood to his teen-years

Being quite a sensitive child, Takuto was hyper aware of the emotions running through the house in his early childhood. He still remembers being quite stressed and upset whenever he heard his parents voices being raised. A part of him also understood that he should not expect his father to come back, and he understood enough to feel upset. At school, he was easily overwhelmed in busy and noisy classrooms -- and will often withdraw or to sit on his own. However, for the most part, he was fine with making friends, and did make a few. He also quickly bonded with his step-father, who did get him a cat for a present -- and the combination of both helped him manage his social anxiety.

In middle school, his family moved into another town, and though he experienced a lot of initial stress -- middle school was where he met Shibu and Rumi. And with them, he began to become alot more social and able to manage  his anxiety and emotions. He joined school activities, went bouldering with his friends and seniors. He did have his share of taking on more than he could handle, as he was often who his classmates would go to talk to -- and for help. There were several times where he would mistake the experiences and feelings of another for his own. And would come home terribly upset. He also became more aware of the wider world through both fiction and non fiction, and the news. It was probably in high school when he began feeling anxious of the state of the world -- and his place in it. 

2) University

He remembers his time at university as the happiest of his years. With Rumi and Shibu -- and his new found direction in life -- for the most part he felt completely in control. Sure, there were long nights, short tempers, impossible deadlines and exams-- it never caused him any anxiety that he couldn’t handle. His social circle is limited to Rumi’s and Shibu’s friends, as well as the people he climbs with -- and he never felt the need to have anymore than those. Towards the end of medical school is when he first discovered cognitive pscience and began to research it -- which would become his purpose and joy.

Perhaps the most difficult portion of this stage of his life was his psychiatric residency. He had become painfully aware over how responsible he was over someone’s happiness -- even their lives. This stress made it difficult for him to block himself from over-empathising with his patients again. And he suffered  emotional burn-outs and depressive episodes regularly for years -- straining most of his relationships. Which made him all the happier and prouder when he completed his residency, completed several papers on cognitive pscience, was licensed -- and most importantly, when Rumi agreed to marry him.

3) Prior and after the Incident 

He began experiencing migraines several months before the incident-- which he  thinks could be the effect of staring at his research too long and working late into the night. But despite this, his hope was higher than ever-- as he felt that his life and his future had fallen into place. He was over the moon at the idea that he will marry Rumi -- and though finances were tight, he was sure that his research would one day be able to earn him a decent salary to make their lives comfortable. But his life would never be that simple.

The months that followed the Incident were characterised by periods of intense depression, broken by a handful of days of manic overworking on his research. It is also after the Incident when he began experiencing dissociative/ depersonalisation episodes due to his trauma and survivor’s guilt. He also regularly gets auditory hallucinations, while the migraines also seemed to intensify. However, he feared admitting to anyone that he was suffering from these conditions -- much less seek treatment. He was terrified that it will be used to discredit his research and push him further out of the academic funding circle. Besides, he needed to keep sane for Rumi. He needed to stay strong for her. This is also the point where his distortion begins to manifest.

His first awakening to Azathoth and the subsequent ‘loss’ of Rumi, revealed his path forward. He knew what he had to do, how to do it and why he must see it through. This singular and clear vision began driving him forward on working on his research, despite various failings and attempts to shut his work down. While the migraines and hallucinations have stopped, he still experiences dissociative episodes, as well as very lucid nightmares due to his link with Azathoth -- even if it was under-developed at the time. 

4) Years prior to the start of the game and prior to the third semester

He has pushed away almost everyone in his life in the years prior to the game, his friends and his family-- a result of his unresolved survivor’s guilt and paranoia. He continues with his research and working at a few private practices over the years to help heal people, and to gather data to test his theories. 

And while he suffers from various setbacks to his mental health, he has been able to methodically manage his anxiety, emotional burn out, and his dissociative episodes. He still refuses to admit it to others or to seek treatment -- and he convinces himself that as long as his episodes don’t get too out of hand, and that he’s still able to work on his research, it’s fine. 

Any small happiness he has felt during this period would soon be quenched by compulsive suspicion and guilt. Perhaps any true feelings of joy he felt were all related to advances of his research -- spotting the phantom thieves returning from the Metaverse, and Joker helping him realise that he could integrate the collective unconscious into his theories. 

To make clear, despite his attempt to keep people away -- he cares deeply about every single person he meets, and every single patient or student he takes on. He is genuine in everything he does for them, and he would be the first to go above and beyond to cheer them up or to help them. He shares their joys, as well as their burdens, and these people drive him onwards.

6) Third semester

His full awakening to Azathoth was a cathartic experience. For years, he had worked on studying the cognitive world, formulated theories of how it can be used in therapy and gathered proof that it can be used to heal. And if his first awakening granted him the key, now, he was shown the lock and the door. While his heart was distorted with his messiah complex long before this event, it  has now been given validation and supercharged. Now Takuto had been chosen to give the world and all humanity the peace and happiness it deserves. 

His full awakening also fully merged his mind and self with Azathoth, and as a result, I think he has gained all the maddening knowledge of the world between realities, and of all realities and of all worlds. And by taking root in Mementos, he also began experiencing all of people’s fears, pains, and memories. Now, knowing and feeling all of humanity’s agony -- whatever doubt he had was gone, replaced only by the singular conviction that what he must do was the right thing. 

And this was also the same time his survivor’s guilt twisted into deep self-loathing. When before he would dissociate from a room full of happy people, now, he was convinced that there was no place for him in this perfect and ideal world that he was creating. He would take all of humanity’s burdens and sins -- he would sacrifice his own life and existence-- if it meant their salvation. There was no going back. 

7) Post royal (True Ending)

Atlus: Ta-Da! he’s fine, happy taxi driver man! Me: Uhm, Doubt.

While the change of heart definitely caused his messiah complex madness to disappear -- it left a gaping void of his unresolved trauma, survivor’s guilt and an intense anxiety about his purpose in life and place in the world. He now doesnt trust himself to help or heal anyone -- the only real thing he had about him ‘self’ and his identity. And now -- he has experienced that perfect reality and tormented with the knowledge that he had failed to uphold it, and that if the world was suffering now, it was his fault. The world was back to being the terrifying, chaotic, meaningless place it always was -- and there was nothing he can do about it.

As a result, for the months that followed his defeat -- he would have crippling depression and intense dissociative/derealisation episodes. His would also experience auditory and visual hallucinations -- which, together with everything else, usually resulted in some degree of self-harm.

Yes, I do think he will eventually admit and ask for help from Shibu and his own family-- and he will find some way to pick up the pieces and pull himself back togethe, and that he’ll seek out Rumi and work through their trauma together. But it will be an incredible struggle. There is a happy ending for him -- it just might take a couple more years. And some goddamned therapy.

[denniefowler1991]

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[hansenfred1991]

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